The Village 4B
By TCP
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Copyright 2016 by TCP, all rights reserved
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The Village -
By TCP
© 2016 TCP
All of TCP’s stories are just
that - stories. There is a marked difference between fantasy and reality and it
is very easy to fall foul of the real world and what is acceptable in the real
world. I do not condone any abusive behaviour in the real world and we must act
as responsible citizens to ensure the on-line safety of our future generations.
Fantasy is a powerful thing, but let it remain fantasy. Lead yourself not into
temptation - and deliver yourself from evil.
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The fourth (and a bit) chapter
of Phillip's story as an eleven year old boy in the small village of Langton Magna...
Phillip's world gets turned upside down again with the introduction of other
members of the Girls' Club...
Main Characters -
Phillip White - eleven years old...
Patricia White, nee Powell - 33 years old, divorced mother of Phillip
and a veterinary practitioner.
Emma Smart - eleven years old...
Nikki Grayson, nee Smart - 34 years old, divorced mother of Emma, and
owner/senior partner of Langton Magna veterinary practice. 'Smarts...'
Josie Roberts - thirteen years old, and Stephanie's sister.
Stephanie Roberts - eleven years old,
Josie's sibling.
Alison and Elizabeth Knight - ten years old, and twin sisters.
Caroline Forbes-Marsh - thirteen years old. The leader of the pack...
Suzanne Forbes-Marsh - eleven years old.
Natasha Billington - twelve years old.
Anita Billington - ten years old.
Miss Bingley - 58 years old, Sunday School teacher and choir mistress.
Chapter 4B -
History Class Continues...
Previously... in
The Village...
Suddenly, I noticed a shadow out of the corner of my
eye... I had been so focussed on the various details held in the scrapbook, I
hadn't heard anyone approaching the hut... But there I was... caught red
handed, my hand pressed hard into my crotch... The hut was seemingly filling up
with girls... angry girls discovering the boy-shaped trespasser... the
traitor... All I could do was gulp, my mouth hanging open dryly in mortified
disbelief.
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I was caught red
handed... like a boy raiding his sister's advent calendar chocolate... or like
a boy raiding his girl cousin's dirty panties... Or even like a boy from the
oppressed Boys' Rebel Alliance hacking into the secret library of the Girls'
Empire to retrieve the plans of their Galactic female domination...
"Well, well,
well... looks who's back girls..." Caroline scoffed sternly, her hands on
her hips menacingly and with a look of contempt and borderline rage on her
face. There were gasps of revelation between the other girls entering the hut
upon seeing me with my 'paws all over their honey.' "We almost
missed you yesterday, slave boy..." Caroline said. "Did we scare you
off? Were you scared of a bunch of girls?"
"N-no way!
I... errm..." I blustered unconvincingly, not knowing where to look or
what to do. I looked around and counted seven girls in all... Caroline, Emma,
Suzanne, Natasha and Anita, with two new girls I didn't recognise... I had been
through so much that I didn't think I recognised these two girls from the
Sunday School Choir meeting the previous Sunday... but I eventually found out
that indeed, they were there.
I looked longingly
at Emma and saw the look of disappointment on her face. As she bit her lip
pensively, it was like she had registered that I had 'obtained' information
from her the previous night and had now tried to use that information to my
favour... I had told her that I was going to be playing with my Star Wars stuff
nearby... but around me, there was no sign of any Star Wars stuff. She worked
it out anyway... Her expression withered me and I felt ashamed that I had
betrayed her. Not shame for betraying the other girls... but I felt bad for
seemingly letting Emma down. I was there in the hut without permission, at a
time that boy members were not welcome.
"Yes you are,
you big liar!" Caroline beamed
with calculating pleasure now spreading over her face. She was a girl, and I
was a boy... she was like a cat toying with a timid mouse, having quickly
identified that she and the other girls could use this instance of trespass and
'spying' to her advantage. "You stayed away yesterday because you're
nothing more than a little wussy scaredy cat who's afraid to admit the
truth!"
"Phillipa's a
scaredy cat... Phillipa's a scaredy cat!" Anita began to giggle and chant,
much to my chagrin. Of course, Suzanne and Natasha also joined in...
"Stop it!
Shush!" I protested, stamping my foot on the ground petulantly. "I'm
not scared... you hurt me that's
all... Hurt me in my... you know... my privates... But I came back didn't I?
I'm here now..."
"Hmmmm...
that you are Phillipa..." Caroline smirked. "But tell us... little
boy with the hurt privates... Why are you here... a full half hour before boy
members are allowed to attend? And why, are you reading one of our scrap books?
WHY, are you trespassing? Hmmm?" She was wearing a knee length set of
denim dungarees with a red and white t-shirt underneath. On her feet, she had
white ankle socks on with smart white trainers with red trim and laces.
"I...
errrm... I didn't... errrm... I didn't realise I was early Miss
Caroline..." I gabbled, saying the first thing that came into my mind.
"I'm sorry... I'll leave... right away..."
"LIAR!"
barked Suzanne sharply. "I always knew you were trouble... right from day
one... Didn't I tell you Caroline? He's a BOY... he's got a wormy little COCK
between his legs... and HE can't be trusted... He should be on a dog lead, the
slimy little runt..."
So much for the
girls missing me huh?
This day, Suzanne
was wearing a loose fitting pair of blue and white stripy cotton shorts, with an
equally loose fitting white t-shirt emblazoned with a swirling Union Jack flag
motif. On her bare feet, she wore a pair of light blue plastic 'jelly-strap' sandals.
Around her neck, her SLR camera hung with menace, no doubt ready to capture
more of my ignominy.
"Shhhh
Suzanne..." Caroline said calmly, defusing her younger judgemental sister.
"Let's not be too hasty..." I could see the older girl thinking
things over in the brief pause... the silence feeling electric and making me
feel as though I was under a spotlight. "We need to understand what we're
dealing with first... Stand up Phillipa..."
"Y-yes Miss
Caroline," I whimpered, putting the scrapbook down on the floor at the
side of the garden chair... I realised that my penis was stiff and bulging out at
the front under my jeans. I could see the girls all notice it too. I blushed.
"First off,
don't you ever sit in my chair again... The chair is for the oldest girl or
whichever girl she nominates as her deputy... But NEVER for a boy... Understand?"
"Y-yes Miss
Caroline... I'm sorry..." I conceded meekly.
"Good...
apology accepted," she replied curtly. "And you will be punished
today for that... Secondly, please tell us why your little boy thing is so hard
under your jeans there?" Behind and to the side of her, the younger girls
giggled quietly at the discussion of my 'situation' down there... "How
long have you been here... and what have you been doing?"
"I errm... I
haven't been here long... really..." I began, the burning crimson blush
spreading further across my cheeks continuing to turn up the heat of my
spotlight. I swallowed hard and found my mouth dry. "I guess I was here
about half nine... and..."
"And?"
Caroline grasped hold of my hesitation and demanded more information.
"What were you doing before we caught you?" To emphasise her power,
she planted her feet apart on the floor and folded her arms defiantly across
her front. It was like she was a disappointed mother questioning her guilty
looking young son.
"And... I...
errrm... I opened the chest... that one," I admitted, timidly pointing at
the one over by the wall that I had used to reach the high shelf with the spanking
slipper and the scrapbooks on it.
"And what did
you see inside?" Caroline asked smartly.
"B-books..."
I replied quickly... "Lots of books... and magazines... st-stories and
p-pictures and... there were so many... n-n-naked mm-men... and b-boys... There
were girls and w-women too, doing th-things to the.... <gulp> But they
were always clothed... Errrm... I didn't-"
"Did you like
what you found?" my young conqueress pressed.
"NO WAY!" I
protested vehemently... It was kind of lie really... some of it really turned
me on... But I hated having to admit it and being a boy like I was, I had
plausible deniability... Other than what my penis was telling the girls that
is, despite being hidden inside my jeans and panties. "It's not fair
and... and it's cruel... and it's... naughty..." I continued, my voice
trailing off into a quiet, ashamed whisper as I winced.
"Naughty huh?
But you looked anyway... Hmmm?" Caroline said, understanding my
predicament. "You looked and looked at it for all this time... stealing
information from us... You'll be punished for that too..."
"But Miss
Caroline, please!"
"Shhhh
Phillipa... It's okay... You don't have to protest any further... Trespassing
here without permission... and boy, you're a serial trespasser aren't you,
after Monday too? And now stealing information... reading our
scrapbooks..."
"But I wasn't
stealing... I was just looking for..."
"Looking for
what?" Caroline picked up on me, sensing that she was about to get a
further confession from me. "Tell us the truth Phillipa... and maybe your
punishment won't be so bad... Tell us the truth... what were you REALLY looking
for?"
"Okay,
okay... I admit it, I was looking for naked girls..." I sighed contritely.
"I wanted to find the Big Book Of Boy Secrets you have... you told me
there were naked girls in there... I just wanted to see... I've never seen a
naked girl... I don't know what you girls all have <blush> down there..."
"I
see..." Caroline replied quietly. "So this... invasion of our Club
House is all about you wanting to see a girl naked?"
"Y-yes..."
I whispered with shame.
"You just
want to see a girl's... vagina?"
The way she said the 'v' word left me in no doubt that she wasn't surprised,
and that I was demonstrating some other predictable boy-trait.
"Yes..."
I whispered, ashamed at the simplicity of the older girl's line of enquiry and
my own boyishly sinful desires. Why did I feel so ashamed about wanting to see
what a girl's private parts looked like? I mean, I was a boy... now full of
curiosity about girls and the differences between our private parts... And
furthermore, surely I was only looking to get even a little... The girls had
seen all of me... and done lots of stuff to me... So why did I feel all meek
and ashamed to even consider wanting to see a picture of a naked girl in a
book?
I rationalised
that in the Girls' Club, it was okay to see naked boys and treat them like
slaves... it was natural. It was allowed. It was expected, like a right of
passage through girlhood... But girls were sacred... special... superior. What
a boy wanted or desired didn't really matter other than using it to maintain
his slavery and repeated demonstration of his weaknesses compared with his
young feminist rivals.
"You want to
see a girl's boobs, her vulva and her clitoris too? You want to see everything
that makes a girl better than a boy...
don't you!?"
"Yes Miss
Caroline... that's all, honest..." I replied, aware of the hole I was
digging. I cringed, sensing the trouble I was getting into. What I wanted
seemed to be impossible... a totally illegitimate desire.
"Then say
it... tell us what you were hoping to see here... in our wonderful library..."
"Please Miss
Caroline... I'm sorry... I won't do it again..."
"SAY
IT!" Suzanne barked, taking her turn to stamp her foot on the ground. I tensed
in fear and blurted out,
"Oh gosh,
please... I was looking to see if I could see a girl's vagina... and
cl-clitoris and her vulva... I wanted to see a naked girl... and a girl's
boobs..." I felt so dumb and foolish, which I guess was Caroline's intent.
"I... wanted to see what makes a girl better than... than a boy..."
"But you
didn't find any of THAT material... did you? Caroline continued... I shook my
head 'no.' "Because we're GIRLS, and we're a lot smarter than pervy BOYS
like you! Aren't we?" I felt obliged to softly nod my head to confirm what
she had said. "We're very careful
to lock our most special things away from dirty little prying boy-eyes like
yours. But that didn't stop you did it? You kept looking... you couldn't
resist... and then you found the scrapbooks... Tell me, which one were you
looking at when we caught you Phillipa?"
"N-nineteen
sixty four... Volume One... The one written by Emma's mum..." I squirmed,
looking forlorn at my first love. Her mouth pouted with disappointment.
"Ahhh yes...
a good read that one..." Caroline relaxed and smiled, her expression
turning upward as though searching her thoughts for all of the memories
contained in that scrapbook. "I remember that one really well... that's
the summer that Emma's mum, my mum, Natasha's mum and YOUR mum captured your
naughty little daddy! He was a trespasser too!" As the other girls giggled
at Caroline's words, I felt kind of crestfallen and somewhat heartbroken to
hear my own father being talked about in such belittling terms.
"And now
we've captured you..." Caroline continued. "Just like our mothers
taught your daddy the facts of life, enslaved him and played with his little
willy... now it's our turn to teach you... Like father, like son!!"
"Stop it!
Shut up!" I protested, my anger rising. I really wished I had never left
my own home that morning now. It felt like my entire world was crashing down
around my ears, and my family name was like mud... an object to be slung around
and scorned like it didn't matter. Again, the girls... well, one girl in
particular knew what buttons to press to get a rise from me.
"YOUR naughty
daddy... helplessly trapped and spanked and... <giggle> wanked by all the girls in the village
as he became one of their pet slaves to toy with!! And now you... you're ours now
too aren't you Phillipa?"
"SHUT UP...
stop it! Please..." I shouted. If I thought I could win, I would have
launched a fight against her. This was taking things to a whole new level of
terror and shame. "Don't talk about him like that... he's my
daddy..."
"Come on
Phillipa... admit it... you liked reading about it as much as you like obeying
us now... admit it..." Caroline beamed like the evil emperor, baiting me.
My heart was pounding in my chest... I wanted to defy her but I was falling to
the powers of the dark side... the dark side of the young feminist force. "It
made you have an erection didn't it Phillipa? It made your willy all stiff and
hard..."
"But... I
can't..." I began, trying to deny it all. I was going to say that I
couldn't help it. Somehow I was a slave to the feelings I got in my penis. It
was exciting, but oh so very humiliating... and I needed to feel good... I
didn't have the time or the words to describe it properly before Caroline
pressed me further...
"It's okay
Phillipa," Caroline said quietly. "We can all see the tell tale
little bulge in the front of your jeans... We know you're excited in there...
When we read the magazines and books in the toy-chests, and the scrapbooks, we
get excited too... Who wouldn't? So it's okay... it's just your body and your
brain telling you that you accept that girls are in charge and that girls are
superior to boys... And they're letting you know that it's okay... it's natural...
It feels good to read about or see other boys having to obey girls... or men
obey women... And for you... it now feels good to obey girls as well hmmmm? You
want to be our nudie slave boy again... don't you?"
"Y-yes..."
I whispered, barely loud enough to here, and finally giving in again. I had been
broken again, like a young male stallion succumbing to the control and
dominance of a feisty young female rider. I was putty once more in the girls'
hands.
"Then tell us
that you're sorry for trespassing, and ask to be our nudie slave boy
again..." Caroline whispered, just as softly. Her voice, pitch perfect to
lure me in to her will.
"Miss
Caroline..." I said, looking up into her eyes, seeking forgiveness.
"I'm sorry I trespassed here without permission... Please, may I be your
nudie slave boy again?"
The girls left me
hanging after shaming myself like that and I felt so awkward while I waited for
a response to what I had just said. I couldn't quite believe I had actually
said it. Caroline took time to look in turn at her girlish companions around her
and one by one, they nodded their approval as though it were some sort of
secret vote whether to allow me to continue as part of the club...
"Very well...
you're a very lucky boy that the girls so graciously accept your apology and
will permit you to remain a boy member of the Club as our nudie slave boy,"
Caroline said, smiling more naturally and without malice. By being a good boy
and submitting to her and the other girls, miraculously, we had reached an
understanding that cleared the air... "But you will be punished today for
being here without permission, and sneaking around through our things... Worst
of all, for sitting in my chair!! It's only fair that naughty boys be punished,
isn't it?"
"Y-yes Miss
Caroline," I replied, my contrition showing once more, wondering what my
punishment would actually consist of. I was pleased that Elizabeth Knight did
not appear to be amongst the girls present. That said, who knows what the two
'new' girls would be capable of... my heart quickly sank at the thought.
"Good boy...
So now that's all understood, it's finally time to start the meeting. Go and
stand in your place Phillipa... chop-chop!" And once more, there seemed to
be some peace in the Club House as Caroline brought the Langton Magna Girls'
Club meeting to order and the girls took their positions, as I did too. We were
nearly ready to start.
I took a few
moments to consider the other girls present... Emma was a beautiful image to me
and I somehow felt she looked prettier than ever after the events of the
previous night... She wore a plain, light pink halter top that clung to her
body in a way that captivated my attention and filled me with boyish 'first
love' desire. As she moved to her position, I could see the curious, hard
little bee-sting bumps of her nipples trying to poke the material of her top
outward. A sign of her usual 'flat-chested' appearance about to blossom
perhaps...
Emma also wore a
dusky pink and orange dyed pair of cotton shorts, emblazoned with charming
white outlines of flowers with open petals. They contrasted well with the
beauty of her lithe, girlish legs. With pink coloured ankle socks, her footwear
was complemented with a pair of pink deck pumps with light blue laces and trim.
Her chestnut brown pony-tails were neatly held in place by her trademark black
and red Mickey Mouse hair clips.
Natasha was
dressed in a more tomboyish adventurer's kind of outfit this time... On her
feet were a pair of black and green training shoes with black ankle socks
trimmed with a red stitching band around the tops. She had cut-off denim shorts
that came down below the knee but left her legs exposed charmingly.
She also wore a
white t-shirt under a red, yellow and blue checker pattern over-shirt, kind of
like a lumberjack shirt. Both of these garments were tied up at the front,
exposing her midriff and tummy button. It was an outfit that reminded me of
confidence. My mind recalled the smell and taste of her fingers a couple of
days previously when I was being 'treated' or tortured, depending on your view
point. I wanted that private, intimate girl-scent... that taste again...
Through all the shame, I knew I wanted it.
Natasha's younger
sister, Anita, was dressed more innocently. What appeared to be almost brand
new denim shorts, had a white belt with a light purple butterfly shaped buckle
on it. She had a blue, black and white stripy t-shirt on too, bare foot and
with beach sandals on her feet.
And then there
were the two newer girls... The older of the two girls looked to be about the
same age as Caroline and was quite plain looking to me. She had a rounder face,
hazel coloured eyes and shoulder length mousy brown hair. She was dressed in
coffee coloured chino shorts coming down to her knees, a navy blue and red
stripy halter top with a crucifix pendent around her neck. On her feet, she was
bare foot inside a pair of coffee brown training shoes.
The other girl,
who looked about my age was a real curiosity. There was something really
tomboyish about this girl... more so than Elizabeth Knight, or even Suzanne Forbes-Marsh.
She was wearing blue flip-flops under her bare feet, a plain white summer dress
with a large red poppy design down the left side. She wore a small green pendent
around her neck... like a polished stone, coloured emerald and it was attached
to some thin black elastic chord.
I could see that this
girl's hair was a similar mousy brown to that of the older girl standing next
to her, so I assumed that they were sisters. I couldn't see how long her hair
was though, she was wearing a pink baseball cap on her head with 'Weltby Zoo' printed
on the front along with a small black printed prowling tiger motif. I caught
her looking at me briefly and I noticed her bite her lip a little and force a
friendly looking smile at me. I tried to smile back at her, but she looked away
and blushed. It was almost as though she didn't want to be there. As though she
was the one who was more embarrassed.
I looked at the
girl some more... up and down her body... She was thin, totally flat chested.
Given my experiences in the Hut during the course of this first week in Langton
Magna, I kind of guessed that at some point today I would have to kiss these
two new girls. Don't get me wrong, Emma was 'the one' for me and would be my
favourite... assuming she would still want me after that morning's apparent treachery!
But I did begin to wonder what it would be like to get naked in front of these
two new girls, and then maybe kiss them too. I realised that I didn't really
mind... I quite liked kissing... and now there were two more, new girls I 'hoped'
to kiss. Even if they would get to see me naked.
"Okay
girls... and boy... it's time to start the meeting," Caroline began,
sitting down on the seat of her garden chair 'throne' and looking over at me.
"Two girls here today have not yet been formally introduced to Phillipa yet...
So girls, this is Phillipa... our newest member who joined the Club earlier in
the week after successfully completing his induction..."
At that, the older girl smiled at Caroline knowingly, but the younger
girl seemed to blush and shifted uneasily on her feet. Caroline continued with
the introductions,
"As you know, Phillipa is actually a boy and has been very busy
this week growing into his role as a junior member here with us... He's learned
so much... haven't you?" she asked rhetorically. "You'll get to see all
of his little weaknesses soon enough, and you can take your time to get to know
him and explore all the detail we
have collected so far on his personal charts on the wall over there..."
Again, the older girl smiled, licked her lips and seemed to chuckle at
the prospect of seeing me naked. The other, younger girl remained silent. I
thought perhaps she felt as though she were too young to be interested in
seeing a boy like me naked... and all the other stuff. But knowing what went on
in Langton Magna, perhaps she was just bored of it all. Maybe I really wasn't
all that special to her, naked or not. There was a crumb of comfort to me that
the younger girl didn't seem to smirk or grin or giggle at the prospect of
getting me naked.
"Phillipa, it gives me pleasure to introduce Josie and Stephanie
Roberts... They were at Sunday School too last week in the choir practice. What
that means is you have now met all of the girls in the school choir, and all of
the girls in our Club. Except for our guests from the surrounding villages or
our cousins and pen-friends who join us from time to time... You know the
routine of the Club now... the most important detail here being that ALL girls
are full members of the club... So, as a boy, you will continue to obey EVERY
girl without question, won't you?"
"Yes Miss Caroline," I offered sincerely, underlining my understanding,
and demonstrating that I 'knew my place' as a lowly, boy shaped junior member
of the Club.
"Good girl Phillipa... Okay, Josie, you start..."
"I'm Josie Roberts,
and I'm thirteen..." the older girl spoke demurely, beaming at me with
sunshine confidence... Her eyes looked me up and down, eager to see me without
my clothes on obviously. Josie even pursed her lips at me, and that made me
look away shyly. Like I said previously, she was quite plain and had a rounder
face than most of the girls in the Club. Despite that, she had a nice looking
figure from what I could glean in my very limited experience in that arena. I
could tell she was wearing some make-up though.
"Don't be shy
Phillipa... I've seen lots of boys
with no clothes on!!" Josie said with a chuckle of inevitability. Being in
the Club, she knew that she would see me without my clothes... She expected to
see my cock... and control me, just like the other girls did. "Naked boys...
yummy... I like to see boys all naked and helpless... embarrassed to show off
their cute little winkies!! Even better with girls in charge to make you
obey... It's the only way it should be... And I don't care if you're a naughty
boy, I always have a way to keep you in your place..." She then looked to
her sister and nodded for her to go next...
"I'm...
<blush> St-Stephanie... Roberts... and, I'm eleven years old..." the
younger girl said quietly, displaying nowhere near as much girlish confidence with
her demeanour or presentation. She had the same hazel coloured eyes as her
older sister, but hers seemed more withdrawn. In fact, they looked a little
tearful... It then dawned on me as my eyes looked into hers, her cheeks looked
a little flushed. She had been crying. She REALLY didn't want to be here.
"This is my
second year as a member of Langton Magna Girls' Club..." she continued,
her voice creaky and timid. There was then a bit of a silence as though the
other girls were expecting Stephanie to say something more, but there was only
silence. Finally, Caroline came to her rescue and addressed me...
"So come on
Phillipa... introduce yourself to Josie and Stephanie... there's a good girl..."
"H-hello...
Miss Josie... and Miss Stephanie..." I began, eliciting a giggle from
Anita and Suzanne for some reason. I could see Caroline, Natasha and Josie
smirking at me too. Emma meanwhile looked on at me, and nodded her head for me
to continue. Her look of disappointment having faded. "I'm Ph-Phillipa...
Phillipa White... and I'm eleven years old..."
I had finally
begun to accept my 'girl name' during Club time, though I didn't think I would
ever get used to it being said at home... or even worse, at school. I guess
there was still something of it all seeming like a giant game of 'boys against
girls' while we were all there in the Club Hut... My home life however was kind
of 'real world.' Looking back, it was the 'real world' that the girls wanted to
change about me the most... The same with all boys that they or their friends or
cousins took control of .
"Good girl
Phillipa..." Caroline praised me with maternal pride. "Another nice
introduction from you today... very sweet... We shall have to make sure that we
reward you for that... Even though you have a punishment coming, good behaviour
is always rewarded..."
I managed to smile
at the thought of being given a reward... Despite the discomfort and pain of
being abused with the vibrating massager device, a reward or a treat was a much
bigger incentive to me than the threat of punishment. I realise now of course
that this is not the case for every boy or man dominated by females. Some hate
humiliating punishments and feel that treats and rewards are humiliating too. To
me, as embarrassing as things often were, a reward was now a reward for me. I
lived to receive rewards as they often satisfied the needs of my boy parts to
which I had become a slave... or at least a means through which a girl could
take total control of me.
"Now it's
time to start the meeting... Girls... let us pray..." Caroline said
serenely. I closed my eyes out of learned respect and prepared to listen to
their recital. I heard the girls shuffle and I guess stand to attention. I then
heard the girls chant their code...
"This is our girls
club, 'til the end of our days...
We are superior, boys are our
slaves...
Girls rule forever... and boys
must obey...
Because boys are inferior, in
every way..."
After a pause, Caroline said,
"Girls rule forever..." The other girls then repeated... "Girls rule forever..."
Just like the last
time I was there in the hut to hear them chant the code in unison, I felt a
familiar thrill of feeling intimidated by a 'gang' of girls. Being overpowered
by just a few simple words that signified their superiority over me, all due to
the fact that they were girls. I felt a tingle in my crotch as the muscle at
the base of my cock flinched on it's own. My weakness was reminding me it was
there...
'I wonder what all
this feels like for a girl...' I thought fleetingly. 'What it feels like to be
a girl in charge of a boy... like what they do to me... I wonder what Emma
feels.... and Caroline The Hutt! It's better to be a girl... Because girls are
better... Girls have vulvas... a vagina... a little clitoris... and that's better than a willy all on its own...
Girls are the superior sex...' I was becoming sexually aroused again and I
realised that I should pay more attention to what was happening out front of me
instead of what was going on in my mind or in my panties.
I opened my eyes
and got ready to be instructed to recite the boys' code... but the instruction
never came...
"And now the
Langton Magna Girls' Club is in session..." Caroline smiled. It was a
surprise as this wasn't the normal routine... I guessed that because I had been
caught trespassing that the meeting format had been messed up a little and
thought that maybe, I would get my turn to recite the boys' code later... Maybe
I was going to have to strip naked first... or sing my song... or both at the
same time... Who knew what would happen with girls in charge?
"Phillipa,
like before, let me remind you that ALL girls are in charge of ANY boy in this
Club... And now you have been introduced to Josie, please follow her instructions..."
With that, I looked across to Josie, the second oldest girl in the Club and
most likely to be Caroline's deputy. She was grinning victoriously at me, like
I was nothing more than a little boy-calf about to be de-sexed.
"I've heard lots
of things about what a good little nudie slave boy you are Phillipa..."
Josie said brightly. "I hear you have learned a lot of important things
during your time in the Club so far... So tell me, loud enough so we can all
hear you and prove to me that you know and admit the truth... Do you believe in
female superiority?"
"Yes Miss
Josie," I replied quietly, looking down at the floor, blushing and ashamed
to be a representative of the entire male sex making such an admission.
"Remember the
rules Phillipa... look into my eyes when you answer me... so I can tell that
you really mean it..." she reminded me, walking across the floor to stand
in front of me. She hooked her index finger under my chin and lifted my head so
I was looking at her, smiling back at me with the supreme confidence of a
'ruler of boys.'
"S-sorry,
Miss Josie..." I replied, looking into her eyes, watching her judge me,
and wither me. She was daring me to look away and risk an additional punishment
to those I had already earned that day. "I... I believe in f-female
superiority..."
"Hmmm,"
she mused, her eyes closing slightly.
"Nnngghhhh!"
I grunted as I felt Josie's hand roughly reach down and grab the crotch of my
jeans, gripping my semi-hard penis concealed inside it's panty prison,
enclosing it in her palm. She held me firm enough to know not to piss her off.
My face creased with discomfort, but I dared not look away from her.
"Please... d-don't hurt me..."
"Do you even
know what female superiority means?" Her eyes widened again, and as I
looked, I saw the pupils of her eyes change size with the light. She was
breathing hard, but not as hard as I was, given the 'boy handling' I was
subject to at that moment. My breathing was a result of discomfort, hers was a
show of confidence in her power over me... Josie was toying with me, assessing
me.
"Y-yes Miss
Josie <gulp> it means... it means that females... are better at
everything... It's... nnnngghhh <blush> oh please don't hurt me..."
I winced.
"Go on... little
boy... tell me what you believe... and what you now know..."
"It's where
men are slaves to errm... women... and girls are in charge of boys too... And
how y-you do everything, b-b-etter than us. <gasp> everything... It's why
<gasp> it's better to be a girl... and not have a penis... To have a... a
penis <squeeze> is ahhhhmmmm... it's our we-weakness..."
"Hmmm, good
boy," Josie teased, gently squeezing my penis through my jeans, totally
owning me. "But there's still so much for you to learn from us... the Big
Book Of Boy Secrets has barely begun its lessons for you yet... Not by a long
chalk..." With that, she stopped squeezing my crotch and instead,
flattened her palm against my little bulge... She then began to rub her palm
round and round all over my awakened stiffness awkwardly concealed within. It
was an uncomfortably tight feeling to have an erection inside the prison of my
panties.
"Mmmm...
please Miss Josie... nooooo... Nnngghhhh..." I whimpered with a timid
whisper, watching her face change to an expression of amusement at my weakness
in her hands. "Please don't..." This was very humiliating.
"Will you
<rub> obey me <rub> Phillipa?"
"Y-yes Miss
Josie... <rub>" I panted, falling under her spell, as she rubbed her
splayed palm firmly over my stiffly tingling crotch with her hand like she was
rubbing Aladdin's lamp.
"And why
<rub> will you obey me? <rub>"
"Because
you're a girl <rub> and you're superior to me <rub> and in charge
of me <rub> Mmmmm.... ohhhh... and you don't have a w-willy...
<rub>"
"And who does
your willy <rub> belong to? Hmmmm? <rub>"
"It belongs
to girls <rub> Miss Josie... My penis is as worthless as a worm
<rub> and it belongs to girls <rub, rub>..."
"Good boy...
Never forget that <rub>... Now, I've heard what a good kisser you are
Phillipa <rub, rub> kiss me..."
With that, Josie
leaned in to kiss me, smothering my slightly parted, shocked lips easily with
hers. The clumsiness and shyness displayed in my earliest attempts at kissing
in the 'distant past' was positively historic now. Girl after girl had showed
me what the potential was in kissing a member of the opposite sex... how
thrilling it can be and how arousing.
And there I was,
locked into a serious kiss with Miss Josie... The first thing I noticed was her
minty flavoured breath... kind of like she had literally just cleaned her teeth
or eaten a very strong mint. My heart raced, my crotch tingled as I felt her
continuing to rub over my concealed privates. There had been no time for a
'welcome kiss...' Josie went straight into a greedy, lascivious French kiss.
Girl against boy... gradually proving her case of female dominance against me.
And I was powerless to stop her... the perennial moth to the eternal flame.
Feeling her hand
gently rubbing over my penis and balls in encouragement, or to remind me that
she held all the power and control, I could feel myself blushing at the
knowledge that there were six other girls watching me get so thoroughly kissed
by Josie...
I pushed my tongue
subconsciously into her mouth and tried to find it's girlish compatriot. I
wanted to show her that indeed, I was now experienced in kissing and my
confidence was high (ish) as I felt her tongue play with mine as they swirled
together. Soon though, her dominance was proven... and she purposely manoeuvred
my tongue with hers, back into my own mouth and pressed it down into the bottom
of my mouth... Dominated again by a girl's tongue...
I was beaten... my
tongue overpowered by hers, her hand rubbing rudely over my crotch and her
other one pressing into the back of my head... totally in control of me. Such
was the friction being caused by her hand rubbing over my genitals... then much
longer and I would have started to climax... Josie sensed this, probably on
account of my hips starting to move back and forward a little, and so she broke
off the kiss satisfied that she had bested me. Her hand left my crotch too...
"Yummy..."
Josie almost squealed. "You weren't wrong Caroline... he's one pretty good
kisser..." Then she turned back to look at me as I began to recover my
breathing. "Too bad that EMMA is his favourite... But never mind, I'll
still get to have lots of fun with him... and the horny little, 'boy rocket' he's got down there..."
I blushed a little
at how I was being spoken about as though I wasn't even there, or merely just
the object of the girls' fun and amusement and pleasure. I guess that is
actually what I was... Despite the niceness of the kiss with Josie, my heart
still was set on Emma...
"You need
more practice though Phillipa... you forgot the golden rule didn't you?"
Caroline interjected smugly... I knew right away what I had done... "When
you kiss a girl, you have to say 'I'm your nudie slave boy Miss Josie...' or
whoever you are kissing."
"I know Miss
Caroline, and I'm really sorry..." I began, thinking quickly on my feet.
The last thing I wanted was to add further punishment opportunities.
"But... but I'm not nude... and..."
"Indeed...
how very... observant Phillipa," Caroline replied sarcastically.
"That doesn't stop you from saying it, or saying something comparably
intelligent does it? Is it too much to expect you to think of something
appropriate to say to a girl that fits your circumstances?"
"Well, he is
a boy..." Suzanne added with her usual acidic effect.
"Phillipa, even
though you're a boy, you sometimes have to think for yourself... sometimes you
have to say something nice that will appeal to the girl who is commanding
you... in this case, a girl who wants you to kiss her..." Caroline
continued. " When you've still got clothes on, why not try saying this
instead." She paused to clear her throat as though about to make a speech.
It was all very theatrical. "What about... 'I'm your slave boy Miss
Josie,' or whoever, 'when we kiss, please fondle my little boy cock as much as
you want...' What about that?"
"O-kay...
Miss Caroline..." I replied to her, blushing a little at what I would be
expected to say if I still had my clothes on and a girl demanded a kiss from
me.
"Good girl...
in fact, lets make this a new rule for you... Suzanne, please add this to the
rules for boys... Whenever you're being asked to kiss a girl and you're still
clothed, then you'll say, 'I'm your slave boy Miss Caroline,' or whoever, 'when
we kiss, please fondle my little boy cock as much as you want...' Then, if
you're naked and a girl asks to kiss you, you'll say, 'I'm your nudie slave boy
Miss Caroline,' or whoever, 'when we kiss, please fondle my little nudie boy
cock as much as you want...' And so on... You got that Phillipa?"
"<gasp>
Y-yes, Miss Caroline..." I whimpered meekly. As if saying the words, or
being naked was not humiliating enough for a boy to recite... I would have to
hold still, be kissed and embarrassingly fondled all over my privates by the
girl kissing me. It's kind of what happened anyway when I kissed the girls in
the hut, but the actual 'asking to be fondled' was a new, potential for
humiliation for me as a boy, and demonstration of the 'girls in charge'
dynamic.
"So come on
then Phillipa," Josie giggled... "Give me your best kiss..."
I breathed in and
prepared myself for another epic kiss led by Josie... This time, I moved
forward a step closer to her, leaned in a little towards her and licked my lips
nervously...
"I'm your
slave boy, Miss Josie... pl-please f-fondle my little boy cock as much as you
want..." And so, as I tentatively pushed my parted lips to Josie's mouth,
her palm rediscovered my crotch and she began to rub over my concealed sex in
time with the movement of my lips over hers. "Mmmmggghhh," I sighed
through the joining of our lips, as I felt her get to grips with my once more
tingling and stiffening boyhood. I gently ran the tip of my tongue over her
lips and into her mouth, daring to try dominating her tongue again.
<rub...
rub...>
<snog...
smooch... kiss...>
<rub... rub...
rub>
<smooch...
kiss... swirl...>
<rub... rub...
rub>
I felt Josie's
other hand cup the back of my head and pull my mouth closer to hers, mashing
her thicker lips against mine as my tongue continued unrestricted into her
mouth, searching for hers...
<rub...
rub...>
<swirl...
smooch... kiss...>
With subconscious
surrender, my hips began to move back and forth to meet the palm of her hand as
she 'explored' me with her intimate fondling. I thought Josie was going to
giggle... She let a little bit of air pass out of her nostrils as we kissed, no
doubt sensing my desire to climax, and be aware of just how easily she could make
me climax if she so wanted. And suddenly, Josie brought her tongue into play...
It was time to end our kiss on her terms... In an instant, my boy-tongue had
been pushed back into my own mouth and suppressed once more in defeat to her older,
more powerful girl-tongue.
With the sound of
two sticky things being pulled apart, her lips left mine and her hand left my
crotch as we separated fully. I was crimson with the after effects of my
exertion and embarrassed at being fondled again during the kiss in front of the
other girls. Josie however, simply smiled and beamed with delight.
"You're a yummy kisser Phillipa," she
giggled. "Now it's time for you to kiss Stephanie... go over and do as she
asks..."
Licking my lips
clean, and trying to get some sensation back into them after such a powerful
kiss, I slowly walked over to where Stephanie was standing and looked into her
still watery hazel coloured eyes and waited for my instruction. I saw her
swallow and a look of nervousness come over her face. She looked lost for
words. There was an uncomfortable silence in which I studied her face...
Stephanie wasn't
the prettiest girl I had ever come face to face with, but there was a quiet
charm about her that was difficult to explain. I found her more cute than
pretty or attractive... She had a flattened kind of button nose, and
occasionally her nostrils flared as she stared back at me. Her thin eyebrows
were styled neatly and she had a couple of pale freckles on each cheek. I
thought that if she would only smile, there would be something quite a bit more
attractive about her.
I looked at her
lips as I imagined kissing her and I was convinced I saw her silently mouth
something to me... something like 'please don't...' before biting her bottom lip
gently, the same way I normally did when I was shy.
"Come on
Stephanie," I heard Caroline say with encouragement, appearing at our side
as we stood facing each other. "Ask Phillipa to kiss you... it's your
turn..." With that, I heard Suzanne, Josie and Anita giggle again and the
tell-tale sound of the camera shutter begin to capture more images of me.
"He's only a boy remember... and boys have to obey girls... Phillipa is
waiting to show you what a great kisser he is..."
"Come on
Sis..." Josie added in encouragement too, appearing to our other side and
leaving Stephanie and I somehow enclosed between the two older girls.
"Make him kiss you..." As I looked into Stephanie's eyes, I began to
feel sorry for her... Right in front of me, I saw a single tear form and fall
down her blushing crimson left cheek... At that moment, something triggered in
my mind... Here was a girl afraid of kissing me despite having been a member of
the Club for so long. Maybe she didn't like boys... or didn't find me attractive
enough to want to kiss me... Maybe she was one of those girls that just liked
other girls...
And although
everything about obeying girls and admitting that they were superior to boys
was still quite embarrassing and humiliating for me, I felt a gallant need to
help this girl achieve her 'destiny' in dominating and ruling over boys. Even
if that meant her being in command of me. This was the girls' club, and I kind
of believed now that it was expected of me to help any girl practice their
brand of young feminism on me. So what I did was, I reached out with my right
hand and I wiped her tear off her cheek with my thumb...
"Ask
me..." I said quietly but with sincerity as I looked into her eyes.
"I don't mind Miss Stephanie... it's only a kiss... Ask me, and I'll obey
you because you're a girl... And I know that girls are better than boys... I'll
be brave, if you will..."
"Awww, how
sweet of you Phillipa," Caroline said with praise. "You see
Stephanie? Nothing to worry about at all is there?"
"B-but...
he's a... a b-boy..." Stephanie whispered, another tear threatening to
fall from her sorrowful looking eyes.
I tell you what, I
wanted to kiss her so badly, just to put her at ease and stop her from worrying
about kissing me. She looked so frightened as though this was going to be most
awful thing in the whole world...
"It's okay
Miss Stephanie," I said again with respect and trying to be reassuring.
"Please, just ask me... it's only a kiss. I want to obey you because
you're a girl and I admit that because you're a girl... that means you're
superior to me... I know it's better to be a girl..." That second tear finally
fell, and again, I rubbed my thumb over her cheek to whisk it away. She
swallowed hard and focussed her attention into the sincere welcome of my
eyes... I was quite impressed with how gallant I had been, and how brave I had
been to 'ad-lib' some reassurance to my superior equivalent in front of me.
"K-kiss me...
Phh-Phillipa..." Stephanie said, her voice wavering with indecisiveness. I
smiled warmly at her, somehow genuinely pleased that she had been brave enough
to ask me and wrestling with whatever turmoil filled her mind. Would it really
be so bad to kiss a willing, obedient boy like me?
"I'm your
slave boy, Miss Stephanie..." I offered softly. "Please fondle my
little boy cock as much as you want..." Mindful not to scare Stephanie, I carefully
positioned myself and gently touched my
lips to hers... It was the briefest, tentative 'welcome' kiss imaginable... But
a kiss it was... Girl against boy... Both of us let out a gasp and braced
ourselves for the next one...
Taking a long
breath, I pushed my lips a little firmer onto Stephanie's and warmly smooched
over hers. As the sound of Suzanne's camera filled my ears, I could tell that
Stephanie was still quite reluctant to fully engage in the kiss I was offering.
I noticed that she hadn't started to fondle my crotch just yet either. Josie
noticed it too...
"Come on
Sis..." Josie giggled... "Open up and let him kiss you properly...
He's very yummy... And make sure to show him who's boss and touch his cock like
he invited you to... Let him know that you own him right now... Take control...
Feel his willy... feel him weaken for you..."
"Mmmgghh
but..." Stephanie gasped in protest, pulling away from me... "He's
a..."
"Yes, and
boys obey girls, Stephanie... now make sure you show him who's in charge and
make him obey you! It's only his cock... it's nothing special..." Josie
encouraged more strictly this time, still 'coaching' at the side of us.
Stephanie sighed
and slowly relented, allowing me to commence my kissing of her again, this time
parting her lips slightly and letting me feel as though I was actually kissing
a girl instead of an inanimate statue or doll. I could also taste a minty
flavour in her mouth... That was something I was going to start doing... eating
a mint before coming to Club in future.
I grunted a little
as I felt her eleven year old palm press tentatively against my crotch... I
began to tingle down there instantly as I surrendered to let her fondle me,
parting my legs a little wider to allow her more access...
"Ohhhgghhh..."
I gasped, my mouth smooching over Stephanie's, feeling her kiss back at me
finally although not nearly as 'interested' as I was. As the camera clicked
away, I felt Stephanie's hand grip the tingling bulge of my concealed cock and
balls, and let go again... an act she repeated a few times. She wasn't rubbing
me like her older sister had done, and she wasn't squeezing me either. She
was... well, I wasn't sure what she was doing and I figured that despite her
experience in the Club, she didn't really know what she wanted to do with a
boy... It was a clumsy, reluctant mixture of squeezes and gropes with the
occasional rub of her palm right across the front of my jeans and down towards
my testicles.
"Good
girl..." Caroline encouraged as she observed our kiss.
<kiss...
smooch...>
<rub...
squeeze... grope>
This was
altogether a different kind of kiss to that I had been used to or trained to
give during the week. It really felt as though I was leading everything and the
reluctance and shyness of the girl I was expected to kiss was quite rewarding
for me and my self confidence. Somehow, I felt as though I was actually more
experienced than this girl even though my first kiss had been less than one
hundred and twenty hours earlier.
I raised the
stakes a little and swiped my tongue over Stephanie's lips before gently
probing into her mouth...
"Mmmgghhh..."
she protested weakly and I felt her body tense at the invasion of my tongue. After
a moment or two, she seemed to relax and let me continue.
<kiss...
swirl... kiss...>
<grope...
squeeze... rub... squeeze...>
<kiss...
lick... swirl...>
"This is sooo
cool!" I heard Suzanne whisper as she clicked more pictures on her camera.
"Yeah, you
want to be careful Emma!!" tittered Anita in quiet agreement. "Looks
like you've got another love rival..."
"Mmmgghhh..."
Stephanie tensed again in some sort of protest again.
"Keep
going... There's something missing Stephanie... show him who's boss..."
Caroline encouraged gleefully, to the giggling accompaniment of the younger
girls.
I felt Stephanie
place her free hand on the back of my head and gingerly pull my face a little
harder onto hers... "Good girl... now, make sure you don't lose the game
of tongue tennis to a boy!!"
It was my turn to
nearly giggle as I continued to kiss her... The thought of an 'experienced'
girl at Langton Magna Girl's Club needing to be encouraged in a girls against
boys game of tongue tennis seemed ironic. So I mischievously decided to toy
with her, seeking out her timid tongue and swirling mine around hers when she
tried to move it away inside her mouth... I was taunting her with my tongue...
<kiss...
smooch... SWIRL> my tongue pressed onto hers in a dizzy, wet swirl inside
her mouth. I felt her exhale hard through her nose... it was more of a grunt.
<rub...
grope... GROPE... SQUEEZE>
"Mmmmggghhh!!"
I whined in shock as Stephanie punished me for my little teasing game. It was
my turn to tense and I pulled my knees together as best I could. As I did so, I
felt her squirming little tongue push hard against mine, forcing it out of her
mouth in protest and then retreat just as quick.
"Good girl
Stephanie..." Josie cooed. "That's the way... just a little more...
you've nearly got him... just a little more..."
Although the
squeezing and groping had been uncomfortable, it didn't really hurt and
instead, I was aware that I was not too far away from having a climax... I was
still waiting for my first one of the day... So I relaxed my knees and parted
them again for her and did what I had done when I kissed her older sister... I
began to move my hips forward and back to see if I could make an orgasm happen.
My tongue gently probed it's cautious way back into Stephanie's mouth to
continue our game.
<kiss... swirl...>
<grope...
rub... squeeze>
"That's it
Sis... you're gonna make him cum soon..." Josie giggled... "Look at
his hips go!"
I sensed Stephanie
panic a little and she moved her hand away from my crotch and removed her hand
from the back of my head. Before she was able to pull away and break the kiss,
I managed to catch her tongue under mine and hold it in place within her
mouth... As our lips parted, I realised that I had actually beaten a girl at
tongue tennis...
'Wow,' I
thought... 'I finally beat a girl... I can't wait to do that again!! Maybe if I
beat her at arm-wrestling too, I'd get to look at the naked girls in the Book
Of Boy Secrets...'
As she pulled away
from me, I could see her blushing crimson and unable to look at me. It was as
though she was ashamed and horrified at what she had done. What we had just
done. It was as though the kiss was a terrible torment for her. It was another
moment that tugged on my own emotions... Yeah sure, I had suffered a never
ending series of harrowing humiliations at the hands of all of these girls. But
this was the first time I had come across a girl who didn't seem to like
interacting with me in some way. It was an alien feeling. I didn't know whether
to feel ashamed of myself, or see it as a minor victory against the girls.
"Well done
both of you... that was very sweet..." Caroline beamed. "Go back to
your place Phillipa..."
"Yes Miss
Caroline," I replied, obediently returning to my cushion and turned to
face the other girls. I adjusted the erection concealed within my jeans and
panties and stood at ease.
"Isn't
Phillipa a delightful kisser Stephanie?" Caroline asked playfully. The
younger girl couldn't bare to answer or even look at Caroline. "Answer me
Stephanie... Is Phillipa a good kisser? Did you enjoy your first kiss with
him?"
"I guess
so... Miss Caroline..." Stephanie squeaked reluctantly, her blush
seemingly never ending.
"Well let's
find out..." Caroline smirked, looking over at me. I stood observing all
this quite nonchalantly, kind of glad that I wasn't the actual focus of
attention for now. I couldn't quite understand what was going on either... It
was as though Stephanie had somehow been naughty and was paying the price for
it with how Caroline was treating her.
Imagine my
surprise then, when Caroline grabbed hold of Stephanie's shoulder, holding her
in place and reached her free hand under the hem of the younger girl's dress...
Under and upward... between her legs, clearly feeling Stephanie's privates.
"Noooo!
Ngghhhh.... Please Miss Caroline... Stop it... Noooo!" Stephanie whimpered
and tried to close her legs to stop the up-skirt invasion. She tried to squirm
away, but the older girl was far stronger.
"Hmmmm... Oh
yes... this naughty girl likes to kiss boys a lot more than she dares to admit...
I can feel how excited you are... all warm and squishy!" Caroline giggled
mischievously, removing her hand. The other girls seemed to giggle at
Stephanie's expense, all except Emma. When she caught my eye, I saw her shrug
slightly, on the verge of smiling... and then she seemed to mouth 'sorry' at
me.
I had no idea what
Emma could possibly want to be sorry about. I mean... it was me who betrayed
her that morning and trespassed in the hut without permission. I had let HER
down... More pressing to me was the curiosity I felt as to why one girl would
want to touch the private parts of another girl like Caroline had just done to
Stephanie.
Maybe that was
something else yet to be revealed in the Big Book Of Boy Secrets...
Even more curious,
I had made it this far into a Girls' Club meeting and I was still fully
clothed...
'Maybe the worst
really is over...' I thought.
"Okay,
Phillipa..." Caroline announced, focussing her attention on me again.
"We have a challenge for you now, and if you complete it successfully,
there'll be a big reward for you... do you want to play?"
"Y-yes Miss
Caroline..." I replied brightly. "I like to get rewards... I'm a good
boy..."
"That you
are... The reward will help answer some of your curiosities that you admitted
when you were trespassing here earlier and going through our stuff... Would you
like that?"
"Yes of
course Miss Caroline..." I replied eagerly. Thoughts of getting to see
inside the book of secrets and seeing naked girls flitted through me. All I had
to do was be a good, obedient boy and pass the challenge...
"Good girl...
Josie, please take the throne and get yourself nice and comfortable..."
With that, Josie smirked and walked over to where Caroline The Hutt's garden
chair throne was and sat herself down. The chair reserved for the leader, or
girls of the leader's choosing only... Never for boys.
"Take your
cushion over to where Josie is sitting and you kneel down in front of her, say
something nice, then begin to worship her feet... Be extra nice as this is the
first time you've been a slave for Josie..." Caroline instructed...
"Yes Miss
Caroline..." I replied, blushing at the thought of the task ahead of me.
Although it was not a new task, it didn't stop the shameful little thrill I
felt pass through me as I bent down to collect my cushion and trudge obediently
across the floor to where Josie was sat. As instructed, I placed my cushion
down on the floor just in front of Josie's feet, then knelt down on my knees to
look up at her.
As I kneeled on my
cushion, I looked up into Josie's gleaming eyes and recognised the look of
girlish pleasure on her face as she smiled down at me. I felt obliged to
complete my 'picture' by submissively placing my hands behind my head. It felt
like the right thing to do, and also to await some sort of official recognition
from my older mistress... There was a brief pause and I bit my lip a little as
I looked into her eyes.
"Well?"
Josie said, a look of amusement channelling her features.
"Miss
Josie... errm..." I began weakly, my voice creaky and unsure as I thought
quickly about what 'something nice' actually meant and also making sure that
what I said was measured and appropriate given the situation. "I'm a
boy... and that means I am your slave... just like I'm a slave to all girls
now." I locked the fingers of my hands tightly behind my head and
maintaining focus. "I will obey you... not because you are older than
me... but because you're a girl and I admit that girls are better than boys in
every way... <blush> So, Miss Josie, please tell me what you wish me to
do in order to worship your feet..."
"Yummy... I
like you Phillipa..." Josie smirked with pleasure at my verbal offering.
She appeared to be pleased, which could only be a 'good' thing for me.
"I'm going to love having you as my slave boy... so Phillipa, you may begin
by removing the trainer from my right foot..."
"Yes Miss
Josie..." I said, looking down to her right foot and at her coffee brown
coloured training shoe. It didn't have laces and wasn't a 'slip-on' shoe
either. Instead, the shoe was fasted over the top of her foot with two Velcro
strips... I unlocked my fingers behind my head and placed my fingers ready to
unfasten the first of the Velcro strips...
"No... not
like that Phillipa..." Josie interjected. "Put your hands back behind
your head... there's a good girl..." I did so right away and looked with
confusion up at my mistress. She saw my lack of understanding and curled her
smile at one corner of her mouth and said, "Show me what an obedient boy
you can be... use your mouth..."
My eyes 'saucered'
wide at the request, but I didn't challenge it. I wanted to be a good boy. So I
scooted back a little on my cushion to give me more room and I bent forward,
allowing my face to make contact with the training shoe on her right foot... As
I searched for the end of the first Velcro strip, I could smell the
plasticky-suede aroma of the material that the shoe was made of. I'll never
forget that smell. I could feel the warmth of my own breath reflecting back onto
my face in the gap between my nose, mouth and her shoe.
After a brief
search with my lips, I found the end of the first strap and opened my mouth a
little to enclose it in between my teeth. I gripped it hard and began to move
my head away and to the side, gradually forcing the Velcro fastening of the
strip to part from the shoe... Of course, this task was accompanied by the
'crinkly-tearing' sound made by Velcro, and also the sound of the camera being
used by Suzanne too.
With the first
strip unfastened, I returned quickly to find the other strap before the first
one could fall back into place and make me repeat the action further. With the
second strip free, I received my next command...
"Good
boy..." she cooed, leaning forward a little to pat my head gently like I
was nothing more than an obedient lap dog. "Now you may use your hands to
remove my shoe... and you'll see my bare
naked foot!!" Her words were designed to mock me as if seeing her foot
would be really thrilling for me... I guess that was one thing I would learn to
experience. I do quite like feet now if they're clean. But then, I raised my
eyebrows and set about my task with the least amount of fuss I could.
As Josie held her
foot off the floor for me, I gripped her shoe at the heel and under the sole,
tugging the training shoe off her foot. When her naked foot appeared, she
giggled a little and wriggled her toes at me, making sure that I saw the
aubergine coloured varnish coating her neatly clipped nails.
"Now smell
inside my shoe Phillipa..." Josie instructed as I clutched the shoe in
front of me. I raised the shoe to my face, with the foot-hole just in front of
my nose. I held my breath and looked up into the girl's eyes, looking to see if
she would actually let me off this task. I didn't want to do it... "Do it,
smell it! Obey me like you said you would..." I moved the shoe closer to
my nose and readied myself... "Go on... be a good little boy..."
'Oh gosh... not
again... I'm going to have to breath... even just a little,' I thought with
displeasure and bit the bullet. I closed my eyes and breathed in hard... a deep
inhaling... quickly sensing the aroma from inside Josie's training shoe... I
could hear her giggling at me as Suzanne captured more pictures with the
camera.
"What a treat
for a horny little worm like you... I can see the little bulge of your boy-worm
is still there Phillipa!" Josie smiled. I couldn't have denied the
tingling arousal I felt at what I was doing... This wasn't the first time.
The air I was
breathing in from her trainer felt familiar in that it was still warm, having
just been filled by her foot... The air inside felt moist too. It didn't smell
nasty at all, it being another reminder that the girls were always clean. I got
the familiar feeling of powerlessness, and enclosure too.
"Good boy...
now put the shoe down and kiss my foot," she instructed, holding her foot
out in front of me, encouraging me.
"Yes Miss
Josie," I replied, placing the trainer down at the side of the chair.
Positioning my hands in the same way I did when I was removing her trainer, I
moved my face forwards and planted a kiss on the top of her foot, repeating it
with another just on the front of her ankle...
"Mmmmm,
yummy... that's it," she giggled, pleased with my obedience. But it wasn't
enough... As I kneeled down before her, holding her foot and planting kisses on
it, she moved her foot right up and planted the sole flat onto my face,
covering my lips and my nose. "Smell my foot too... kiss it... all over,
slave BOY... use your tongue as well..."
"Mmmgghhh,"
I managed to sound with a deep breath, "yes Miss Josie..." And so,
I
obediently breathed
in again, my nostrils filling with her young female foot aroma... and I kissed
and licked her foot and her toes too. I could smell that she was clean, though
her foot was clammy and moist after being inside the discarded trainer. It felt
shameful and naughty to be doing this with a girl's foot... Such intimate
fragrances and beads of moisture 'entreating' my nostrils, my lips and my tongue.
"Yeah... good
boy... Mmmmm... and between the toes... Do my toes too..." Josie sighed,
somehow moving her foot so that her toes were pressing all over my mouth,
encouraging me to lick her and run my tongue beneath her beautiful young
feminine toe-digits. Bravely, I sucked each toe, lingering on the largest one
of her right foot, suckling it like an oversized 'girl-flavoured' pear drop
boiled sweet. Tangy, salty, girl-flavoured perspiration...
There was time for
one last lingering swipe of my tongue along the underside of her foot before
she pushed me away dismissively...
"Now, from
the beginning, do the same for my left foot..." Josie commanded
mischievously, amused at the expression of frustration and harassment on my
face. But I obeyed... and pretty much followed the procedure for the removal of
the second shoe and worship of her foot almost as though it were a mirror image
slow motion replay.
When Josie was
satisfied that I had completed my task, Caroline then spoke...
"Stephanie...
it's your turn now to make Phillipa worship your feet... So be a good girl, and
go over there and sit on top of the toy-chest..." Caroline watched the
younger girl slope her shoulders with frustration and drag the heels of her
flip-flop covered feet slovenly across the floor to where the toy-chest was...
For some reason, she had not been asked to sit in the garden chair, but to be
fair, Josie was still sat in it, a look of satisfied victory on her face. I
noticed that Stephanie looked anxious, keen to look anywhere but at me as she
shuffled up and placed her bottom down on top of the chest.
Turning to look at
me, Caroline said,
"Phillipa, be
a good boy and take your cushion over to where Stephanie is sitting and you
kneel down in front of her, like you did for Josie... Remember, this is the
first time you have been a slave for her too... Be very nice to her and make
sure she knows how willing and obedient you can be!" Caroline ordered,
mischievousness in her voice. "Then worship her feet too..."
So, I moved myself
and my cushion over to where Stephanie sat on top of the toy chest and I looked
up at her once I was kneeling down with my hands planted behind my head. The
girl sat with her knees close together so I couldn't see anything that I
shouldn't and stopping me from looking up her summer dress. She finally locked
her eyes on mine and I noticed that she still looked a little teary and
distressed. Again, I felt some sort of subconscious need to help her in her
quest to dominate me... to realise her superiorities over me just by being a
girl.
"Errrm...
Miss Stephanie..." I began, clearing my throat and not really sure what I
could say to make the girl more at ease. "Because I'm a boy... it means
that I am your slave too... Boys have penises between their legs and it's our
biggest weakness... It's why girls are able to control us so easily...
<blush>" I continued. I noticed that Stephanie frowned at what I
said and also began to blush as hard as me. "Errm... Miss Stephanie, it's
better to have a vulva and vagina and cl-clitoris between your legs... Girls
are superior and I want to obey you... You own my penis... I am your slave boy...
Please tell me what you wish me to do in order to worship your feet..."
Stephanie looked
at me, a scowl of anger on her face as her eyes narrowed. I saw another single
tear escape her eyes. I felt awful that I might have said the wrong thing.
Right then, all I wanted to do was make her happy.
"T-take off
my f-fff-flip-flops and k-kiss my feet...<sniffle>" she replied
nervously, tentatively pushing both of her feet out towards me. The flip-flops
barely counted as a shoe in all honesty, it was just a padded sole with a
simple toggle and thin strap over the top. The toggle was designed to sit
between the big toe and it's neighbour to hold the flip-flop in place. They
were the kind of thing that people wore at the beach or around a swimming pool
or as a simple garden house deck shoe.
"Yes Miss
Stephanie," I said, leaning forward to allow my teeth to grip the end of
the flip-flop. I sensed the girl tense her body with horrified embarrassment
that a boy was so close to her feet. I was close enough to see that her nails
were painted with a pink coloured varnish, though her actual nails were not
nearly as neatly clipped as her older sister.
"Nnngghhhh..."
I heard Stephanie wince as my teeth gripped the first flip flop and begin to
wrestle it from her foot. With the skin of her feet being fully exposed
already, I found her skin to be quite a bit cooler and drier, feeling almost
dusty against my nose. With the first flip-flop clear of the girl's foot, I
repeated the task with the second one.
I waited a little
while to see if there was a further command and I kneeled back upright to see
Stephanie sat there with her eyes closed and her face scrunched up with a
horrified, tearful frown. She was bracing herself for something terrible...
"Do it
Phillipa," Caroline instructed from behind me. "Kiss her feet... show
her what a nice obedient little slave boy you have become..."
"Y-yes Miss
Caroline," I breathed softly, leaning forward and taking Stephanie's left
foot in my hands... I moved my face to her skin and pushed my nose and lips
down onto the top of her foot... I kissed her softly there and began to breath
in the natural fragrances of her skin. Despite being a lot drier, the skin of
Stephanie's foot was still quite soft and pliable and tender. I kissed a little
harder on her ankle and then worked back down towards her toes, allowing the
point of my nose to gently probe the small gaps between each one. It smelled
slightly more mature and cheesy between her toes, but I pressed on...
I held her foot
flat out in front of me and began to kiss the sole of her foot. I gently poked
my tongue out and circled it a couple of times in a tickling lick... The effect
was that the girl seemed to shiver and try so hard to stop herself from letting
out the briefest of giggles.
"No! Don't
lick me Phillipa..." Stephanie protested with a mortified, pained squeak.
"Nnnngghgh... no! Just k-kiss me there and... oh god... this shouldn't be
happening..." Her voice trailed off to a horrified whisper. She just
couldn't relax. She seemed so embarrassed when it should have been me, the
slave boy who felt all of the negative emotions.
Undeterred, I
kissed the heel of her foot, and planted more kisses all over the sole, working
my way back to her toes.
"Good boy
Phillipa," I heard Caroline praise me as her younger sister fired another
photograph of me kissing this other girl's foot. "She's beginning to like
it now <giggle>... aren't you Stephanie? Come on, make him obey you...
tell Phillipa to suck your toes too..."
"Oh no,
please!" Stephanie quickly whined. "Don't... please... he's a
boy!"
"You fucking
well say it Stephanie!" Suzanne suddenly barked, cutting off the other
girl's protest and stamping her foot. The sudden shouting made me jump too.
"Phillipa may well be a boy... but BOYS
obey
GIRLS... Girls are in charge... so
make him obey you!"
"Okay, okay
Sis," Caroline giggled at her younger sister, almost surprised by the
outburst. "You don't have to be so loud all the time... Stephanie... make
Phillipa obey you... don't be so shy and modest..."
I gulped, this
whole situation seemed surreal, and kind of awkward... My mind was racing with
all sorts of thoughts except that which is now probably so obvious to
you dear reader. I couldn't understand why this girl, a full member of the
Girl's Club, was seemingly so reluctant to take every opportunity to control me
or humiliate me or take her rightful place as my conqueror. All the other girls
seemed to enjoy dominating a boy like me... but I didn't understand why she
seemed so reluctant. After all, this was her second year as a member.
"O-oh-o-kay...
Ph-Phillipa... su-suck my toes," Stephanie said quietly, her nervousness
apparent to me. "J-just a little... though..."
"Mmmm-hmmm..."
I sighed obediently. "Yes Miss Stephanie..." With that, I allowed a
couple of her toes to enter my mouth and I ran my tongue over the top and
bottom and over the nail... I slid my tongue into the gaps between her toes and
began to suck on them like they were mildly salted peanuts. Her big toe wasn't
quite as pleasant, confirming my suspicion that wearing flip-flops could lead
to dusty skin... I dared not call it 'dirty' while I was sucking on it though. I
pushed and pulled the big-toe into and out of
my mouth, making sure to cover all of it. The other girls giggled at
what I was doing in front of them, while Stephanie just seemed to cringe and
whimper with disgust.
And yes, I did the
same for Stephanie's other foot...
Caroline in
particular was pleased with me and I was praised well for being a good obedient
slave boy. I was then ordered back to my usual position in the hut, standing at
the side of my cushion.
"It's time
for Phillipa to have small reward now for being such a good boy so far and
trying so hard to make up for being naughty earlier when we caught him..."
Caroline announced proudly giving me a warm, comforting smile. "Stephanie,
hop down off the chest and remove your panties please... there's a good
girl..." As she stepped in between where I was standing and where
Stephanie was, I kind of gathered that Stephanie was now even more concerned
about what was about to happen. "Come on... it's time for you to show
Phillipa what you look like down there..."
I swallowed hard
and my head began to feel a little dizzy and hot... This was what I had been
waiting to discover for most of the week... what a girl looked like between the
legs... what I had now been conditioned to believe made a girl superior to a
boy! My own genitals tingled and pulsed in expectation of this 'treat.' I mean,
I had tried so hard all week to get the opportunity to either see Emma naked...
or just see some pictures of naked girls in the Big Book Of Boy Secrets... Now
a girl from the Club was taking her panties off and was about to show me her...
'girl thing...' - a real live vulva and vagina... whatever that actually looked
like.
Given how Caroline
blocked my view, I didn't actually see Stephanie take off her panties, other
than the filling out of her summer dress as her hands fiddled about underneath.
I could only see the very edges of the dress fall back down into place once the
panties had emerged from under it. Quickly, Stephanie handed the panties to
Caroline who then turned and handed them to me...
I looked down and
studied the panties. First off, they were cotton, and they were pink in colour.
At the top of the waistband at the front was a small darker pink bow, and they had
a grey teddy bear motif on the very front, right where I imagined a girl's
actual thing... Stephanie's actual girl thing, would reside. I swallowed again
in my excitement as I held the panties. The material was warm from the girl's
body heat...
'Actual girl's
knickers!!' I thought gleefully inside. 'In my hands!' It felt so naughty to
hold them... a real girl's knickers... the warmth of them... the feminine feel
of the material.
"Go on...
smell them Phillipa..." Caroline smiled at me.
"But... that's
naughty..." I replied dumbly... "Miss-"
"It's okay...
we don't mind... Smell them... You've earned it... We know you liked Natasha's
the other day..." With that, Natasha giggled along with Anita. "You're
a boy and it's quite natural... the Big Book Of Boy Secrets explains it all...
Boys just get addicted to the scent of a girl, either on her fingers or more
commonly in their panties... It's just another little boy weakness that girls
can use to tame you... <giggle>"
Blushing scarlet
and embarrassed at what the girls had said, I knew I was already addicted. I
tentatively held the panties up to my face and I began to breath in and out, sniffing
at the material... It was exciting, getting to sniff another real girl's
panties... But the smell wasn't quite the same this time... Pressing the different
parts of the panties to my nose and breathing in and out several times, there
wasn't really any one particular smell that stood out. I tried smelling the
front of the panties... and then the slightly padded material of the crotch
lining too...
Although very
exciting to feel the warmth of the panties, apart from the sweet washing
detergent aroma signifying pretty fresh panties, I could only really detect a
faint scent of dry pee... and even then, that was above where the crotch lining
pad was... This was an odd pair of panties, even in my limited experience. They
were quite unlike what I had been forced to sample the last time I came to
Club.
"Do they
smell nice Phillipa?" Josie asked from the other side of the hut.
"They're okay
I guess Miss Josie," I replied, turning to acknowledge her question and
nodding slightly. "They're not nasty or anything..."
"What did you
smell on them?" she asked again.
"Nothing
really," I lied, trying not to embarrass Stephanie... "Maybe a little
dried on pee at the front... but that happens to everyone I'm sure..."
"Oh
really?" Caroline interjected. "Young Stephanie here is a bit of a
sloppy pants... as Phillipa has pointed out..."
"Miss
Caroline, no! Please! That's not what
I said," I protested on the other girl's behalf. It looked like she had
been through enough already, despite me being desperate to see her 'girl
thing.' "Surely everyone has a bit of dried on..."
"Oh shush
Phillipa! We know what you meant... now be quiet and enjoy your treat..."
Caroline said, turning to face Stephanie and move to stand at the younger
girl's side.
"Now, take
off your pretty sun dress and show Phillipa what a special little girl looks
like... He's been desperate to see what a cute young girl like you looks like
down there..."
I swallowed hard
and braced myself for the thrill of finally seeing a girl's private parts... I
didn't know whether to lick my lips with anticipation or bite my lip with
nerves... I didn't know whether I would like what I saw or whether I would find
it ugly.
'It can't be any
more ugly than a dumb, stupid willy like I've got,' I thought wistfully. As my
heart raced with anticipation, I was telling myself that this was serious and
not something to be laughed at, like some of the girls had laughed at my privates.
This was 'study time,' a rare opportunity to actually see my very first set of
girl's private parts. I wouldn't waste it by laughing or giggling or closing my
eyes like a sissy. I was going to look and take in every detail...
I watched
Stephanie closely... The poor thing was terrified and I thought about stepping
in and telling her not to bother taking her dress off... but I really, really
wanted to see. So I watched her face crinkle with shame and her face flush
crimson with the humiliation of preparing to take off her dress and expose
herself to me... To show her girl parts to a BOY!
"Off, off,
off!" I heard Anita begin to chant, encouraging the other girls to join
in.
"Off... off... off!" Suzanne, Anita, Natasha and Josie all
chanted gleefully.
As Stephanie began
to lift the hem of her dress, I began to wonder what she had actually done to
be the one member who showed me what a girl looked like between the legs... Why
had she been crying, why was she so embarrassed and grouchy with me? Why were
the other girls seemingly so 'off' with her too? Those thoughts were quickly
usurped and replaced by my lucid imaginings of what I was about to see...
I imagined a
little hole somehow in a girl's crotch instead of a penis... I thought maybe a
vagina looked like the little tiny slit at the tip of my own penis... I
imagined a pair of lips instead of my ball sack... I actually imagined the lips
of a mouth, down there at a girl's crotch... maybe that's what a girl's vulva
looked like... And in the mix of conflicting thoughts and images in my mind, I
imagined a tiny little penis somewhere along the crotch of a girl... that
little equivalent of a boy's penis that felt good to touch for a girl and
helped make her have a nice feeling... But I just couldn't imagine what it all
looked like combined. All I knew was, the girls had described a girl's private
parts as a 'work of art.'
"Off... off... off!" the excited chant continued in the hut.
My mind raced with
anticipation, and I clenched my fists with the excitement as Stephanie lifted
the hem of her dress above her kneecaps... So close to seeing the answer to my
questions appear right before my eyes and I shifted from foot to foot,
preparing myself for the event.
"Here it
comes Phillipa!" Caroline giggled. "You're going to love this!"
"Off... off... off!"
And then... my
world began to fall apart... again.
With my mouth open
in hopeful anticipation, my expression quickly changed to one of horror at the
revelation... Stephanie had finally lifted the material of her dress clear of
her hips and crotch... But what I saw was not a little hole, or the pouting
lips of a vulva I had allowed myself to imagine. It wasn't the 'work of art' I
had been promised at all... Instead, unveiled before my eyes was a hairless, pre-pubescent,
stiff little penis and a wrinkly little scrotum nestled underneath...
'Wh-what?' I
thought with disbelief. 'What's happened? St-Stephanie has a willy... Oh the
poor thing... she's a girl with a willy... oh bless her...' For a moment, I
felt sorry for her... she was an imperfect girl... stuck with a wriggly little 'badge
of shame' between her legs... Just like a boy. My mouth gaped open and I heard
the other girls begin to giggle, with Suzanne giggling the loudest as she
captured the scene in front of her with her camera. <click>
And then, as if by
magic, well... the sound of the giggling girls kind of flipped the switch in my
mind... I came to realise that Stephanie wasn't a girl who was 'just unlucky to
have a willy.' She, was a he... Stephanie was a boy... A god-damned fucking BOY!
"Ta-da!"
Caroline cheered as the dress was fully removed from 'Stephanie's' body and
folded neatly. And so, fully revealed... a bare naked boy called 'Stephanie...'
skinny, hairless and sporting an erection from his crotch. His face was as
crimson as I could imagine possible. He looked full of sorrow... and
humiliation. I felt exactly the same... only I wasn't the one naked.
"B-but that
can't be!" I exclaimed weakly, finding my mouth dry and my heart sinking.
"Stephanie's a girl... she has
to be a girl! I kissed her... SHE felt my willy... I kissed her feet... I
sucked her... toes... She HAS to be a girl... she HAS to!!" I was in denial and trying really hard not to run screaming
out of the hut like a banshee and back into the exile of my room. My arousal had
diminished in a flash...
I looked briefly
at Emma, who could only shrug at me again and mouth 'sorry.' I looked back at
'Stephanie,' totally mortified. The apparition of bare naked boyishness was
still there.
"You even
smelled her panties!" Suzanne giggled at me with a tone of superiority.
"And discovered that he's a sloppy pants boy... just like all
boys!! Sloppy pants, sloppy pants!" she teased.
"Shut
up!" I shot back quickly without thinking. "How could you do this?
It's horrible!" I felt awful... sick even... as I recalled kissing 'her'
and the kind of charming innocence and inexperience of the kiss I imagined her
feeling. I now realised that 'she' had been feeling terror and shame while we
kissed... I recalled 'her' touching me... on my privates... 'She' must have
hated that... Worst of all, I recalled kissing 'her' feet... sucking 'her'
toes... and smelling 'her' panties...
And then I felt so
stupid, and so dumb... Stephanie was a boy all along and I didn't notice. As I
looked at 'her,' stood there with 'her' boy parts all stiff and on show like
that, 'she' still looked quite girlish from the tummy upwards... 'Her' face
still had an air of femininity about it... the light make up, the trimmed eyebrows,
the very girlish cap on 'her' head. I was angry with myself for not recognising
'her' as a boy... How could I have been so stupid??
"Phillipa...
meet Stephen..." Caroline beamed gleefully at me. "Or Stephanie, to
use her Girls' Club name..."
"I'm Stephen..."
the boy finally said as quietly and as gruffly as he could despite his voice
not having shown any sign of breaking just yet. "I'm NOT a GIRL!" He
looked so ashamed, as well he might. I knew the shame only to well, only I felt
a different kind of shame right now... I'd now kissed a boy... and although I
didn't know he was a boy at the time, I had liked it. But now I knew the truth,
I hated that kiss... It felt like a scar that would always be there... I
subconsciously wiped my lips with the back of my hand. My mouth could not
forget the taste of 'her' toes and feet... suddenly, I felt as though I had
been eating cheese.
'But I like
girls...' I started to wrestle my different thoughts and justifications in my
mind. 'I'm not gay... I don't want to be gay... I like girls... I want Emma...'
Despite still being fully clothed, I felt so humiliated... not only for myself,
but also for this other boy.
'God... What have
I just done? And done with another boy?' I kept thinking. 'I snogged a boy!
Euch...' I wanted to spit it all out... I kept thinking about the minty flavour
of 'his' kiss. And up until the point I had seen his private parts and realised
he was actually a boy, I had kind of enjoyed it all too... How could I not see
the signs? How could I not tell he was really a boy? I felt so sick. I looked
at Emma again in horror and saw her biting her lip and looking at me, watching
my 'inner meltdown...' Her expression told me (truthfully) that she had been powerless
to stop this... Despite being a girl, and a full member of this club, this
'event' was not actually Emma's doing.
For a few surreal
and slow motion moments, my thoughts recalled Episode 6, Return of the Jedi
when the rebel fleet approaches the second Death Star with a view to destroying
it. The mon-calamari, Admiral Ackbar turning in his seat and calling out,
'It's a trap!'
Oh no... This
wasn't just Luke Skywalker finding out that his father is Darth Vader in The
Empire Strikes Back... This was now like Luke Skywalker finding out that Princess
Leia is his sister... and he had kissed her when he shouldn't have. Actually
no, it was worse. I didn't have a comparison for it at the time, being only
eleven. I knew I should have run away... but to where? Who would I run to? I'd
already discovered that my mother was a previous member of this Club... and a
fully paid up associate who practiced and nurtured female superiority. I
mean... she had allowed Emma to bathe me... and all the other things... My mind
recalled Emma's words the from the previous meeting I attended... 'Mummy won't
help you...'
I felt locked
in... trapped and being sucked into this new world I had 'discovered.' I had
very few choices and the good choices, or the good decisions, like running
away, somehow held more uncertainty for me than just staying put and toughing
it all out. Surely my dad would come to the rescue? Surely he would come and
rescue me... and 'Stephanie...'
'Daddy...' I
thought mournfully.
"Okay
Stephanie... move your cushion next to Phillipa's and then 'sit..'"
Caroline instructed the naked boy opposite me. Solemnly, Stephen bent down to
pick up his cushion and then moved over to where I was stood, placing his
cushion down. Showing the kind of obedience that I had now grown accustomed to
myself, he kneeled down gently onto his cushion. I watched with empathy as he
moved his knees apart, locked his ankles over each other behind him, and
finally placed his hands on top of his head...
'Stephanie' was
now in the 'sit' position. It looked kind of strange watching another boy being
ordered around like that by a girl. It was normally happening to me. I couldn't
stop myself from sneaking a glance down at his penis... his hairless little
badge of boyishness, still semi-hard and poking out from his exposed groin. I
noticed right away that his penis was different looking to mine. He was a
circumcised boy... the purple-grey tip of his freely exposed glans looked angry
and I reasoned that my own penis looked a little bit like that when I had my
foreskin drawn all the way back.
Looking further up
his taut body, Stephen was blushing hard, and almost as though he could break
out into tears at any moment. I recalled that this was his second year as a
member of the Girls' Club (obviously a junior member, such was the revelation a
few moments previously) and he wore a look of somebody who had never quite come
to terms with his role as a junior member. Bare bollock naked and 'obediently' on
display in front of a room full of girls... Despite his period of service so
far, it looked like he still hated it. I wasn't sure whether that boded well
for me or not. Of course, there were times when I hated it too... but also
times when I 'loved' it... or at least, hated it less. No... I admit it, I liked
it a lot when I was made to feel good...
I then began to
worry that there were still yet more horrors to be revealed to me after all and
I had actually not reached anywhere near hitting a 'rock bottom' moment.
"Okay
Phillipa..." Josie refocused my attention from my musings, stepping into
view just off to my right hand side. "It's willy time for you too... <giggle>
Let's get you all yummy and naked as well... Shoes first... then you're
t-shirt... and then your jeans..."
"Oh, errrm...
Miss Josie," I began quietly, my voice creaking. "I don't really feel
all that well... perhaps I should... go..."
"Nonsense
sweety..." she smiled back at me, instantly aware of my deception.
"It's just all the excitement of meeting Stephanie for the first time... You'll
feel better when you're naked too... I promise... Now, get your shoes off...
slave boy!" Her tone hardened at the end and her eyes pierced into mine...
I didn't have a choice... I knew that the girls had all the power to make me
strip naked and obey them... It was always on the agenda that I was going to
get naked and obey them again...
"Yes...
M-Miss Josie," I replied, my voice barely a whisper. And right away, I
kneeled down on my left knee and unfastened the laces of my right trainer.
Slipping it off, I started the now familiar pile of boyish clothes that would
symbolise my latest journey towards becoming a nudie slave boy again for a room
full of excitable, grinning girls. Changing knees, I did the same with my left
trainer.
"Strip...
strip... strip!!" Suzanne commenced her well trodden girlish chant as I
continued my task. Stripping in front of girls never seemed to get easier for
me at the actual moment when I was having to do it... And my heart was thumping
hard inside my chest, while my breathing was deep and laboured... The teasing
chants just added to the sense of powerlessness and humiliation. So naturally,
my cheeks were aflame too at the prospect of getting nude in front of all of
those girls again... But now of course, joining another already naked boy
too...
"Good
boy..." Josie said softly... brimming with the controlled confidence of a
girl well practiced in her command of a pliable young male. "When you're
done, I want you in 'welcome' position..."
"Strip... strip... strip!" I heard Suzanne and some of the other
girls continuing to chant in teasing encouragement. Of course, they soon began
to clap in time with the chanting, exacerbating my feelings of vulnerability
and shame still further.
Next, it was time to lift up my left leg and wrestle briefly with the
blue sock covering my foot... I was still quite clumsy at balancing when taking
my socks off and I nearly lost my balance as I hobbled on one foot... Finally I
managed to remove it and I neatly placed it inside the foot hole of my left
trainer. After planting my now naked left foot onto the floor of the hut, I
sighed and repeated the process to remove my right sock...
"Strip, strip,
strip!" <clap... clap... clap...>
Again, there was the sensation of previously warm, sock-enclosed feet
now bare and planted on the cool floor of the hut, the first indicator to me
that I really was getting naked again at the command of all the girls. My toes
wriggled nervously as I looked at Josie, on the off chance that there would be
a reprieve. I was stalling a little... buying time to rationalise my thoughts.
It was becoming part of my routine... small little details that I performed
over and over again... my default stripping routine.
"Now your t-shirt Phillipa..." she smirked like the cat who
got their paws into a vat of fresh cream.
"Yes Miss Josie..." I relented.
"Strip... strip...
strip!" the other girls continued to chant and clap at me as they watched me
denude myself.
I gripped the bottom of my dark blue t-shirt and began to lift it upward...
There was the familiar sensation of the cool air inside the hut swirling across
my tummy... my navel and then my rib cage...
"Strip... strip...
strip..." I heard as my arms passed clear of the arm-holes in my t-shirt and I
folded it carefully, stalling for time again, before placing it on top of my
trainers next to my cushion.
"Good girl..." Josie sighed, looking up and down my torso,
judging me. "I just know you're gonna look so cute when you're fully
nude... So, carry on... your jeans next... take 'em off... slave boy!"
With my embarrassment apparent for anyone watching, I began to work my fingers
around the button of my jeans...
<pop> I managed to work the button free of the hole and I gripped
the zipper of my jeans, ready to pull it down. Josie was staring right at me...
into my eyes, almost teasing me that I was stripping for her... like it was her
private show, even though all the other girls were there watching too.
<ziiiip> I pulled the zipper downward... and moved my hands into
the waistband of the jeans, ready to pull them down...
"Strip... strip...
strip!"
'The Force will be with you, always...' I heard Obi Wan Kenobi whisper
in my mind... giving me the strength to continue. I took a deep breath and
began to pull my jeans down... knowing that by doing that, the girls would see
that I was obediently wearing the panties they had given me last time...
'The odds of a boy surviving a Langton Magna Girls' Club meeting without
getting naked...' I heard C-3PO call out to me... 'is seven hundred and fifty
three thousand, to one...'
'Never tell me the odds!! Golden Rod...' Han Solo concluded... as I
continued to pull them down, over my knees and off my ankles at the bottom. I
knew that the girls could see my light blue girlish panties... The chanting
suddenly stopped and I could hear a couple of them giggle quietly and gasp at
the sight of a boy taking his jeans off and ending up in front of them in just
his knickers... I folded the jeans neatly and added them to the pile...
"Good girl!" Caroline called out with glee. "You remembered
your panties!!"
"Phillipa's a panty-boy... Phillipa's a panty-boy!" Suzanne
teased loudly in a sing song voice that made Anita, Natasha and Josie giggle
along with her.
The giggling and commotion stopped as I moved my hands to my sides... in
the 'welcome' position. I looked at Josie sincerely, my face crimson, second
guessing what would happen next... All of a sudden, the meeting was starting to
take on it's usual format...
Josie was smirking at me... not into my eyes this time... but instead,
right at my pantied crotch... I knew I was bulging at the front a little and I
clenched my teeth to try and manage my shame. That said, I was experiencing
some mild relief that I wasn't fully naked just yet... unlike the other boy.
But this was just a brief, nonetheless humiliating lull. Would it be better to
be fully naked right then, or suffering the indignity of wearing panties
belonging to a girl and designed to fit a girl's private parts instead of my
own embarrassing appendages?
"Wow-wee!"
Josie beamed. "You girls weren't kidding... what a wonderful specimen we
have here..." I kind of felt like I was being described as some sort of
rare zoo animal held in captivity. Just an object to be ogled. "He's
soooooo yummy looking!" I swallowed as I watched Josie stare at me, and
then her eyes locked onto mine again...
"Today is my
turn to pull your panties down... Are you gonna be a brave little girl?" Josie
whispered...
"Y-es... I
th-think so Miss Josie," I replied truthfully and equally as quiet. I
swallowed hard. "I hope..."
"Well... I'm
the only girl here who hasn't seen your wee-willy-winkie yet... and that's not
really fair is it?"
"I guess not,
Miss Josie..." I replied nervously.
"Good... And
it's not really fair on Stephanie that he's the only naked boy around here
right now either is it?" Josie continued, circling around me with an
imaginary piece of string and tying me in knots... her line of questioning was
well planned.
"No Miss
Josie... I guess not..." my voice quietly cracking.
"Then you
must want me to pull down your panties and look at your willy and make things
all fair and square for us girls, and you boys too... hmmm? You're ready to be
a nudie boy again... aren't you? You want to be like Stephanie is right now
next to you..."
"Yes... Miss Josie..."
I blushed... casting my glance sideways a little out of the corner of my eye to
catch another glimpse of 'Stephanie...'
"Awww... you
look so sweet when you blush Phillipa... But you really don't have to be shy or
so modest around us... We're girls, not savages... You have a nice little bulge
there in your panties... I can't wait to see what's inside, all naked and yummy
looking... I just love looking at and playing with nudie boys... Are you gonna
be my new nudie slave boy Phillipa?"
"Yes..."
I replied, looking down at the floor... "Miss Josie..."
"Look up at
me... remember the rules..." she cautioned me, and I obeyed reluctantly.
"Very well...
Put your hands behind your head and into 'surrender' position... feet apart
slightly... that's it... good boy..." I complied, moving my hands to the
back of my head, and steadying myself with my feet apart. I was starting to
tingle with excitement again at the thought of what was going to happen over
the next few moments...
"Good boy...
now, admit to me why you will obey me and become my new nudie slave boy..."
"I will obey
you, because... you're a girl... Miss Josie..." I replied quietly with
obvious shame. "And that means you're superior to me in every way... <blush>
I'm just a boy... with a penis dangling between my legs and..."
"Dream on!" Suzanne giggled
dismissively and interrupting my latest betrayal of the male gender.
"You're not long enough to dangle... It 'rests' between your legs... right
there above your puny little ball bag... stop lying!"
"S-sorry..."
I blushed with shame at what the girls perceived about the size of my private
parts. I felt so small in more ways than one... "I have a puh-p-penis... resting between my legs... and that's my
biggest weakness. As with ALL boys, my penis is as worthless as a worm... and
it belongs to girls... Girls can control our penises better than we can
ourselves... It's better to be a girl... and..."
"Good...
that's enough for now Phillipa..." Josie giggled at my thorough self
debasement... "Now beg me to pull your knickers down so that the girls can
all see your little willy... Beg me to turn you into a nudie boy like Stephanie
again..." Josie grinned, turning the screw and staring right into my eyes.
I could tell that she was enjoying her power over me and watching me squirm
with discomfort. Despite travelling down this path several times before over
the course of this week, each girl seemed to know how to ratchet up the level
of humiliation and doom I felt about every task I had to perform...
"Please...
Miss Josie... Please pull down my knickers and... t-turn me into a nudie boy
again... Just like S-Stephanie..." I uttered with shame. "Please show
the girls my little willy..."
"Mmmmm...
good boy... Now then, let's see what all the fuss is about..." With that,
she knelt down in front of me and positioned her hands on the insides of the
elastic waistband of my light blue girlish panties. My muscles tensed in my
limbs and my tummy. I got that queasy feeling again as the next moment of truth
was upon me. It was happening again... that horrible moment where I was about
to lose my last shred of clothing... My boy parts about to be exposed to
girls... those representatives of the opposite sex... about to see all of mine.
It always made my stomach churn...
I tried hard not
to close my eyes as I anticipated my latest shaming in the Girls' Club hut...
It was a feeling
like sitting naked on the undulating horse of a fairground carousel... surrounded
by clothed girls on horses bigger, faster and more colourful than mine... I
knew that I wanted to cover myself up and get off the ride to run away to the
safety of my bedroom... to my Star Wars toys... But instead, the carousel spun
only faster and faster... the teasing 'striptease' music booming from the steam
powered fairground organ... The clothed girls staring and pointing at me,
squealing louder and louder with laughter and glee. The nudie slave boy...
powerless to stop it all.
I took the biggest
breath I could and steadied myself against the familiar feelings of fear and
embarrassment I recognised as emotional companions again... The excitement of
it all washed through me too in that swirling sexual paradox. I felt the
butterflies dancing inside my belly... my young heart thumping away in my
chest, trying to give me spirit and courage. My crotch was tingling... a girl
was about to pull down my knickers and look at my willy! So many girls about to
see 'me' again.
As Josie began to
tug the waistband of my panties downward, I interlocked the fingers of my hands
behind my head even tighter, managing my shame and desire to run as I rode this
latest white knuckle carousel. As I gritted my teeth in my mouth, I could feel
the heat of the blush in my cheeks too as I surrendered to let the older girl,
strip down my panties in front of five other fully clothed girls... and one
already fully naked boy.
Josie's attention
had switched fully to stare at my crotch as the panties moved down quickly...
exposing my hairless pubis to her. Pausing her denuding of me for a moment, I
saw her grin smugly upon recognising the total immaturity of my pre-pubescent
condition... Another sign of her superiority over me.
I almost wanted to
cry but I was determined not to give the girls that satisfaction again. I held
strong, as Josie recommenced the downward tug on my panties. This time, my
buttocks slipped out from their covering and I felt the familiar cool air
bathing my backside...
"Off... Off... Off!" Suzanne led the chanting, joined amiably
by Anita and Natasha.
It felt like slow
motion... my tingling penis now semi-hard as it was about to be exposed by a
girl again for the young feminist audience. I saw Josie's tongue poke out
slightly from between her lips and lick first over her top lip and then the
lower one before sliding back into her mouth as her grin of concentration and confidence
broadened.
"Off... off... off..." went the girls... <click> went the
camera...
"Mmmm...
Ngghh... oh god..." I gasped and whimpered, feeling Josie's fingers
wriggling inside the fabric of my panties, the root of my penis now
exposed.
"Mmmm...
still as bald as a baby boy down there I see Phillipa... just like Stephanie
is... We'll soon find out which one of you is the most like a baby...
<giggle>" Josie teased...
<yank> Suddenly,
it really was happening...
"NO! Nngggghhh!!
Oh god... nooo!!" I sighed with resignation as I felt the panties being
pulled outward, over the root and glans of my penis... Thereafter, the panties
quickly fell to the floor at my ankles... I was exposed again... fully...
another bare naked willy on show for the girls... "Oh god..." I
whispered to myself as the chanting stopped...
Time seemed to
stand still for a few very lonely feeling, humiliating seconds. Time to
acclimatise to my latest nudie adventure.
'We're doomed...'
I heard C-3PO relent in my mind. 'Phillipa is fluent in over six million forms
of humiliation...'
The silence was
replaced with girlish cheering and jeers of derision... my boy parts in full
view to them all... Even Emma was smirking at my privates. I kind of forgave
her for that... I was in love with her and I guessed it was just natural,
whether they liked the boy or not, that girls would find looking at naked boys
funny, or a source of some pleasure.
"There you
are..." Josie beamed, her stare focussed on my bare naked boy-shaped
crotch... in it's hairless, preteen glory. "A little stiffy to match
Stephanie's too!! <giggle>" At that moment, the muscle at the base
of my penis flexed on it's own and my cock bobbed slightly in front of me... I
was so embarrassed. All the girls saw it... It served as another reminder of
how our penises were such major weaknesses in the battle of the sexes. "Whoa!!
<giggle> Steady on there, little boy... I might have to put a leash on
that!"
<flick>
"Owwww! No,
don't Miss Josie... please!" I protested and flinched as her index finger
flicked at the glans of my cock, making it bob up and down again under duress.
It merely brought a more raucous chorus of girlish giggles at my expense...
"Don't be
such a little baby... Now step out of your panties, hand them to me... and then
'sit' down on your cushion next to Stephanie..." Josie instructed. Eager
to avoid any more 'flicks' to my privates, I quickly obeyed, bending down to
pick up the discarded panties and handed them to Josie. She put them into the
plastic bag at the side of Suzanne's cushion...
Like the boy next
to me, I kneeled down on my cushion, knees apart, with ankles locked over one
another behind me... I placed my hands on top of my head, and blushed... Aware
for the first time that there were now two fully naked boys, kneeling in the
'sit' position side by side... ogled by six fully clothed girls of Langton
Magna Girls' Club...
I should imagine
that it represent a perfect display of young female domination.
"There we are
girls..." Caroline said victoriously, as the girls took their places,
sitting Indian style on their cushions. She resumed her position on her garden
chair throne, surveying the scene in front of her proudly, like a supreme
leader and Queen addressing her empire... Her ample thirteen year old chest
thrust forward to emphasise her feminine authority. "The destiny that we
were promised and that we planned for is now here... and
it's taken less than a week... Nineteen eighty six will go down as a fantastic
year <giggle>... It's just a shame that Alison and Elizabeth had to miss
today as they supervise their mother's play barn. I'm sure they are having
similar fun to us though girls, hmmm? Lots of naked boys of their own to play
with in there I'm sure..." The other girls giggled knowingly.
"But there
will be plenty of time this summer and beyond for them to celebrate our
victories together with us as a full group... Once more, as girls we experience
the wonderful taste of victory in the battle of the sexes... To conquer and
rule over ALL of the boys in the village... To show them their weaknesses...
and constantly remind them of those weaknesses... To embrace them and enslave
them in the bosom of total, undeniable, female superiority... just like we
follow our mothers' footsteps, and their mothers too... The legacy continues..."
"We are
privileged that we now have two junior boy members of the Club... Not since my
first year as a member in nineteen eighty three have we ever had more than one
boy in the village other than occasionally visiting boy cousins or brothers of
visiting friends... We owe it to all previous full members of the 'Sisters of Supremacy'
in years past here in Langton Magna that we continue to enjoy the bounties of
their pioneering spirit and continue to learn, grow and lead by example for
other girls to follow us..."
"We owe it to
our legion of sister clubs across the country and our superior powers of
resourcefulness and networking, so that we may share all of our experiences and
learning materials through correspondence with our pen friends... And we
acknowledge the role of the numerous boys we have collectively schooled them in
female superiority and shown the truths of male inferiority in nature and
nurture, whether here in the Club House, or at school or on holidays... WE must carry forward the messages and
teachings of the Goddess Freyja... to advance and empower our sisters as a rite
of passage... and to take their deserved place as part of the ruling sex. Girls
have always been, and will ALWAYS be,
on top... Girls rule forever..."
"Girls rule forever..." the other girls replied in unison...
"Hip-hip!!"
Caroline chanted loudly.
"Hooray..." the girls responded.
"Hip-hip!!"
"Hooray..."
"Hip-hip!!"
"HOOORRAAYYY!!" the girls finished with a crescendo 'war-cry' that
raised the hairs on the back of my neck. If I wasn't already aware enough of
what this Club was all about and what my role in it was, then I was fully aware
now. And this wasn't even the only Club of it's kind. Somewhere out there,
there could maybe have been hundreds, thousands maybe... other boys out there
all bare naked and under the control of their female conqueresses.
There was a
feeling of hope for me... mixed with an intimidating sense of dread, that
Stephen and I were far from being the only boys who were made to strip naked...
to admit that girls were better than boys... admit that boys were inferior...
surrender to obey girls without question and all the other stuff.
Unless of course
Caroline was lying... To this day, I've never come across any boys who went
through a similar ordeal at a 'Club,' like me and Stephen, or my dad. Maybe I
haven't been searching hard enough. That said, I know lots of guys who had been
dominated by girls when they were younger. Indeed, there was more than enough
evidence in the toy chest I had found, and the bookshelf of scrapbooks to know
that I certainly wasn't the first... Of course, I can't comment on what was
inside the other toy chest, and the Big Book Of Boy Secrets... I never got to
see it.
Caroline's speech
was like something I would have expected Margaret Thatcher to have said in the
House Of Commons as the United
Kingdom Prime Minister. It was almost spoken
in that style... only with a Weltby accent. She was so focussed on her
beliefs... on the mission of delivering female dominance... it was impressive
and scary... It was the kind of thing that I learned would be discussed in a
lot more detail amongst the girls when there were 'no boys around.'
"Now then, as
we can see, we have TWO boy members with us today. So it's time to listen as they
admit their honest beliefs about boys and their position in society compared
with girls..." Caroline smiled cruelly in our direction as she encouraged
the other girls to be silent, attentive and permit us to 'perform' the
humiliating boys' code.
It never got any
easier to actually start reciting the code each time... The haunting
treacherous chant that boys had to perform in the Club never made me feel
comfortable. Only a kind of ashamed sadness, as I verbally ruined my own gender
time and time again. I could see each and every girl looking towards where
'Stephanie' and I 'sat' in position, about to start. As ever, some looked
expectantly attentive, some smirking proudly and a couple even resting a hand
between their legs... Maybe they were sneakily riding their own tingles of
excitement... but each one about to watch two boys betray all of their
masculine contemporaries around the world... and surrender to total girl domination
again.
I guess it looked
a little funny... I mean, other than two fully naked boys surrounded by a
dominant harem of clothed and excited girls. Both Stephanie and I were trying
to look out of the corners of our eyes to work out which one of us was actually
going to lead and start the chant first.
My stomach churned
with angst at the thought that I was going to have to say it.. and say it with
another boy. This had raised the stakes quite considerably. I was no longer the
only boy in the village... I was no longer the only victim of the Girls'
Club... Right there and then, I was experiencing the escalation of my
experiences. That the girls really could actually rule over more than one
boy... maybe every single boy they knew or came into contact with. Maybe boys
(all of us) were always meant to be obedient, naked slaves for girls (all of
them)... Perhaps boys were always destined to be submissive and inferior to
girls in every way... by nature, nurture and design.
Why did all this make
my boy parts tingle and throb like they did?
'Because you're
just a boy...' I heard in my mind... Caroline's voice. 'With a worthless little
worm between your legs... You can't help it... it's just how you're designed...
how nature wanted you to be... serving young girls... and all womankind...
Serving the command of our supreme Goddess... Yes Phillipa... God is actually a
girl...'
I swallowed at the horror in my mind. It didn't appear that Stephanie
was going to take the lead and start things off, so I cleared my throat as a
signal of intent to my naked companion. And so, taking a deep breath, I
started...
"Girls are in charge, boys are not..." But the other boy
didn't join in until too late, and I was interrupted by Caroline...
"Stop... stop!" she protested at me. "That won't do...
you have to say it all from the beginning, and say it together..."
"And like you mean it..." Suzanne smirked, riding on her
sister's comments.
"S-sorry... Miss Caroline," I replied solemnly. I then turned
my head a little to my left... "R-ready Stephen?" I said quietly.
"His name is Stephanie... Get it right, or we'll spank you..."
Suzanne sneered icily.
"Sorry Miss Suzanne..." I relented weakly. I now realised that
even though I was speaking to a boy, I would have to address him as though he
were a girl and use his female name. "Ready... S-Stephanie?"
"Grrrrr..." he replied testily, hating the whole name
situation as much as I did, but obviously dealing with it a lot less well than
I had been able to.
"Just count him in Phillipa... That one is a slow learner, even for
a boy!" Suzanne said smugly, taking every chance she could to pick fault
with a member of the opposite sex from her. "And if he doesn't join in
this time... you will BOTH be spanked... on your bum, and
your willy... twenty times each... front and back! Got it?"
"Oh g-gosh... please don't... we'll do it, Miss Suzanne..." I
whimpered and looked in Stephanie's direction to try and implore him to play
his part. I didn't think he would though as he just stared right out front with
just a look of anger and defiance on his face. "Please..." I
whispered to him... the threat of even just a single spank on my penis was
enough to make me do virtually anything.
"Come on... count him in!" Caroline barked, losing patience.
"We haven't got all day... Honestly, you boys really are something else
when it comes to disorganised dumbness... This is yet another example of why
girls are naturally better suited to being in charge, and boys aren't... If
only you weren't so cursed by that wriggly little worm between your
legs..." At that, the other girls giggled at our verbal humbling, even
Emma. I can't speak for Stephanie, but it made me blush with shame, as well as
spur me on to try and prove the girls wrong... especially with such a 'simple'
task as saying a few lines - as humiliating as it was going to be.
"Okay... Stephanie... after three... one... two... three..." I
counted, and thankfully, after I began, Stephanie quickly joined in.
"Girls are in charge,
boys are not...
Boys... are slaves... girls
are not...
Girls rule forever... and boys
obey...
Because girls are better, in
every way..."
"Girls rule
forever!" Caroline added devoutly as soon as I was finished.
"Girls rule forever!" the other girls responded in unison as the
amen to our boyish 'prayer' and salute to our girl-shaped superiors.
"That's
better..." Caroline said, a look a mild pride and pleasure on her face.
"For a first attempt at a unified boys' chorus, you did well. But we
expect you to practice and aim to recite it without the need for prompting or
correction from a girl, or counting each other in. Only then will you begin to
reach anywhere near the high standards of practiced perfection performed by us
as girls."
"Phillipa,
you are still in the early stages of your journey towards understanding the
infinite reasons for the superiority of girls and women, and what it means for
the male sex when girls are so freely able to control you... Stephanie is
further along his journey and you should start to learn from him to better
prepare you for life in Langton Magna, and especially here in the Girls'
Club... By means of encouraging you to do better, both of you will be rewarded
today for your recital of the Boys' Code..."
"Thank you
Miss Caroline," I replied, happy in the thought of being rewarded in some
way... hopeful that it meant a nice orgasm feeling. I noticed that Stephanie
didn't respond, just a breathless grunt of indignation.
"Now boys... it's
time for your inspection to assess whether you are presenting yourselves
acceptably for all club activities arranged for today... Please, place your
cushions in the centre of the meeting circle. Make sure they are two paces
apart, and then 'sit' facing each other..."
As the other boy
and I moved our cushions to the centre of the meeting circle as instructed,
there was the familiar sound of quiet girlish whispering and giggling...
inevitably trying to guess which girl would get to inspect which part of the
two naked boys in front of them. I could feel their eyes watching me and
Stephanie as we positioned ourselves compliantly and pensively awaited events.
Almost like I was
subject of some auto-pilot, I kneeled down on my cushion as efficiently as I
could and quickly arranged myself so that I was in the required 'sit' position.
My bald little erection would normally face opposite a girl... But this time, I
faced another boy... My penis reluctantly saluted Stephanie instead, as I
watched him assume his own position directly in front of me... His little
hairless circumcised erection saluted me in return. I didn't like the look of
this...
I tried hard not
to stare at his privates, but I was kind of curious to see another boy's penis,
in the interests of science and comparison of course... I didn't think I was
gay... I know I'm not now... and I really had the 'hots' for Emma... But I
couldn't help but stare... He was naked... facing me... and his penis was
different looking, almost alien when compared with mine.
When I was finally
able to look up elsewhere, I tried to look ahead without looking at his face or
into his eyes. But I soon found myself looking into his watery, puppy dog eyes...
He could cry at any minute... kind of like how I felt. And In turn, I could see
that he was trying to look anywhere but at me, even though his face was
opposite mine. I saw him look down at my crotch with seemingly as much
curiosity as I had looked at his. Then, he briefly locked eyes on mine and
squinted menacingly at me, leaving me in no doubt that he was angry at what was
happening and what the girls were about to do. I hoped that we might become
friends... but his expression told me that talks about friendship were the
least likely thing on his mind. I hoped he didn't hate me... We were fellow
boys... in an unfortunate predicament together... Surely, the best thing for us
was to stick together? For the sake of our gender.
'We're the Boys'
Rebel Alliance...'
I thought, wondering naively if he was Force sensitive and could read my
thoughts. I continued to think, hoping that he could... 'I want to be your
friend Stephen... We must work together if we're ever going to get free of all
this and beat the girls... You and me are the last hope...'
'The girls always
win...' I heard in my mind. I kind of knew that they were my own thoughts, but
it seemed to be Stephanie's voice I heard. 'Girls are better than boys... and vaginas
are better than penises... I don't like it, but we both know it's true...'
"So
Stephanie... How do you think you will get on with the inspection today?
Phillipa detected that you're a bit of a sloppy pants... So are you going to be
as clean as a girl, or dirty as a boy?" Caroline asked the other boy,
challenging him.
"I will pass
the inspection today... Miss Caroline," Stephanie replied with some
confidence. "I'm not, a sloppy pants..." he finished, looking at me,
his eyes squinting with anger at me.
"Good girl
Stephanie... And what about you Phillipa? Is there anything you want to declare
before we start? Or will it be green ticks all the way on your chart today too?"
"I'm clean as
a girl too... Miss Caroline... I'm a clean girl..." I replied as brightly
and confidently as I could.
"Good girl..."
Caroline beamed patronisingly. "It's good to see both of you feeling so
confident... Confident boys are more of a challenge for us as girls to deal
with... But so much more fun to break down, enslave and prove you wrong... to show
up your mistakes and your, inferiorities... Overconfidence is as big a weakness
for boys as is your need to feel a naughty little cum in your wriggly little
willies... Let's hope for your sake that your inspection goes well and we don't
have any misplaced confidence or mistakes to identify and correct... You're
both experienced junior members of the Club now, and know only too well the
high standard expected by girls... There is no excuse for letting those
standards fall... So then... time to begin."
"Who presents
these boys for inspection today?" Caroline said, turning her attention to
her young feminist constituents. This was different.
"I present
Phillipa..." Emma said, raising her hand and stepping forward to stand at
my side. "I bathed him properly last night..."
"And I
present Stephanie..." Natasha announced moving to stand next to the boy
opposite me. "I bathed him last night... properly." I saw the other
boy begin to blush scarlet at the revelation that like me, he had been bathed
by a girl the previous evening. Like I said, this was different, and as always
seemed to happen in the Club, things were escalating by the minute.
'But...' I
thought. 'Emma said she liked me... and how much she feels about me... I
thought she wanted to be my girlfriend... was that all a trick?' I gulped and
wondered if I had been betrayed by Emma again. I was a bit of a worrier you
see, and for good reason. But for once, Emma came to my rescue and gently
rested her hand on my shoulder, lightly squeezing my skin with reassurance and
affection...
"Excellent...
Phillipa is not a virgin any more when it comes to being bathed properly by a
girl... Well done Emma... I'd love to have seen his face when you first entered
his bathroom... and when he realised that you were going to bathe him!! But
fear not, I'll take my turn with him soon enough <ha ha>... As you know,
girls cannot check their own homework. That would be dishonest. So today, I
want Josie to do the full inspection
with Phillipa, and I think Anita has done enough now to perform a full
inspection of her own... she can inspect Stephanie..."
"Yay!!"
Anita squealed with glee. "Finally!! This is going to be soooo cool... I
can't wait to inspect you... nudie boy!" she taunted Stephanie. Josie was
a little more restrained upon hearing the news that she was to inspect me, but
she did look equally thrilled. I almost detected a 'fist pump' too. I guess I
was about to make her day.
"What about their
bums?" Suzanne asked with mischievous intent.
"We don't
need to play a game to decide that today... it takes too long anyway with two
boys. No, I have decided that Josie and Anita will perform the full
inspection... including their bottoms..." Caroline said, revelling in her
role as leader of the Club.
The girls didn't
hang about either... I held still while Josie approached me to set about
inspecting my navel... the traditional starting point. Meanwhile, Caroline retrieved
a couple of small clear plastic bottles from her plastic bag. That was the
lotion to be used later I figured with a sense of de-ja-vous. The older girl
placed a bottle at my feet, and then the other at the feet of Stephanie.
Like my previous experiences,
the inspection of my tummy button was quite extensive and humiliating in
itself, despite it not constituting an actual 'private part.' Josie was
determined to prove herself as a thorough inspector, just like the other girls
had been with me, and now with Stephanie too. I was confident however as Josie
began... after all, Emma had cleaned me.
Taking great care
not to touch my tingling and very attentive erection, Josie kneeled down,
leaned forward and pressed her nose against my tummy button. She inhaled deeply...
right there at my navel. Instinctively, my tummy muscles tensed with familiar apprehension
and I sucked my stomach inward a little. It felt just as humiliating as the
previous times I had endured this procedure. Sometimes, having stuff happen to
you over and over again didn't get any easier. It became easier to accept it,
or submit to it... But it didn't mean that it felt any less humiliating,
embarrassing or degrading.
Finally, as Josie
moved her head away and looked at me, I could see Anita opposite me, kneeling
down and leaning forward to do the same thing to Stephanie. Then the invasion
began in earnest... With almost synchronised precision befitting a Swiss watch
(not Swiss cheese this time), Josie began to circle her fingertips around the
edge of my navel, kind of massaging me, but tickling me in the process. I could
see Anita similarly 'assaulting' Stephanie's navel in turn.
"Mmmmmnngghh..."
us boys grunted quietly at the same time as we experienced the same sensation. Josie
liked tickling me there to get the reaction she wanted...
"I find
ticklish boys soooo yummy!" Josie cooed. Seemingly the word 'yummy' was
her favourite. Before I could readjust myself to manage the tickling sensation
around my navel, Josie giggled and squirmed her index fingertip right into my
tummy button. She was poking around inside there quite firmly and I had to let
out a gasp and a grunt to show my discomfort.
"Nnngghgh...
Ohhh..." Stephanie's grunt matched mine. Being naked boys, we must have
looked a pathetic sight as we squirmed on the spot, a kind of submissive dance
as the two girls inspecting us, slowly fingered us in our boyish, simulated 'front
bottoms.'
"Oww! That
hurts... please don't!" Stephanie complained to his giggling girl handler.
Finally, the navel
inspection was over and I watched Josie remove her probing finger from my 'hole'
and hold it up to her nose... She took a deep sniff at it... I heard Anita
doing the same to Stephanie.
After a pause of a
couple of seconds, Josie reached her hand forward and up to my own nose,
encouraging me to sniff it too. Like I thought and hoped it would be, it was
clean. She looked happy, and that meant
I could relax a little, just for now.
"He's clean
in there today... a green tick for Phillipa..." Josie announced sincerely.
"This one
too..." Anita added playfully. "Stephanie's front bottom is all
clean... like a girl... Big green tick!"
"Okay girls,
that's good," Caroline announced. "It's time for the next part of your
boy inspection... Anita, as you know, unlike Phillipa, Stephanie doesn't have a
floppy foreskin to explore because of his circumcision last Halloween. So for
Phillipa's benefit, I'm going to explain how circumcised boys are inspected
here... you never know Phillipa, you could be circumcised this time next
year!"
"Please no!!
I don't want it... I don't want to look, like that... I'll obey honest...
I'll... do anything... I'll," I panicked breathlessly, and thought very
seriously about making a dash for the door, nude or not.
"Stay as
clean as a girl, and you'll be fine..." Emma encouraged me. It was small
comfort... Was that the ultimate risk for a boy in this Club?
'My god... did the
girls cut off part of Stephanie's willy?' I agonised with incredulity in my
runaway thoughts. 'Are they going to do it to me too? Mummy!!! I don't want it!
I don't want them to chop it off... I like it how it is... Oh god, what if they
mess up and cut my whole willy off?? Oh stop it... Please don't do that to me!
I'll do anything... I just want my penis the way it is... I'll obey... I'll
obey... I'll always obey girls...'
"Wise words
Emma... I'm sure Phillipa is in safe hands with you," Caroline smiled,
almost as if she knew that we were starting to form some sort of girlfriend in
charge of boyfriend relationship of our own. She turned to address me
personally... "To remind you, boys are circumcised either for reasons
relating to religion, or for medical reasons, like if the foreskin on a boy
presents itself as too tight to enable it to be drawn back into place behind a
boy's glans without causing discomfort or pain. Such a condition makes it
impossible for a boy to keep himself clean, no matter how hard he tries... And that
is a quick and easy decision for a good, caring mother or Guardian to have her
boy circumcised..."
"At the end
of the day, whether for religious reasons or medical reasons, boys are really
only circumcised because of the amazing difficulty they have in performing a
simple task like keeping themselves clean... Once again, Mother Nature reminds
boys of their most significant anatomical weakness when compared with girls.
Through simple laziness and a boyish lack of care and attention, it results in
a dirty, smelly penis. Infection often follows too. So, boys who repeatedly
show that they cannot keep a simple, worthless piece of their body clean, can
expect to be circumcised... Isn't that right Stephanie?"
Stephanie blushed
hard and looked uncomfortable at the reference that Caroline had made, but he
didn't answer. He just silently, slowly nodded his head 'yes' a couple of
times. Obviously some sort of bad memories for him. More of that later.
"So, to
inspect a circumcised boy's penis in Langton Magna Girls' Club," Caroline
continued informatively, "the inspecting girl performs a basic sniff test
first. With the root of the boy's penis expertly tamed by her hand, her nose
should not be more than two centimetres from the boy's mushroom glans... That enables
her to smell for signs of infection around his tiny pee hole, or in the particularly
troublesome groove at the back of the ridge to his glans. Particular attention then
needs to be paid to the underside of a boy's glans... She will rub her
fingertip back and forth along the little fleshy bumps that remain after the
removal of the frenulum during circumcision, and then all around the groove at
the back of his glans... Quite often, that can remain a dirty, smelly area,
even on a circumcised boy... Get cracking girls... let's see how clean these
boys are..."
With that, the playful
looking Anita began to position herself to inspect Stephanie's penis...
Meanwhile, my attention was grabbed by Josie, who took the root of my erection
in her hand and quickly moved her fingertip to hover threateningly at the
entrance to the funnel at the tip of my foreskin. I breathed in hard and tensed
my body at what I knew I was about to feel again at the hands of a girl...
"Hold very
still Phillipa," Josie smiled cautiously. "Be a brave little girl for
me..." Her left hand was holding my cock firmly within her closed palm.
"I know that boys find this uncomfortable, but I like doing it... I mean,
I don't want to hurt you... I'm a girl, not a savage... But you must let me do
it... You have to let me do it because you're a boy... because you have a
penis... And that's the best bit... what I like best... watching a boy squirm
while he has to hold as still as he can, letting a girl inspect his penis...
pushing her finger inside here..."
"Ngghh..."
I gasped, my eyebrows raising and my forehead furrowing with surprise and
discomfort... "Oohhhgghh...
nooo!" The older girl's fingertip made contact with the pinkish-red
partially splayed funnel at the tip of my foreskin. The tip of her finger
swashed quickly over the sensitive little slit of my pee hole and made my body
tense... "Oww!" I whimpered and squirmed as Josie brought me under
her control with just her fingers... "Owwww... Miss Josie... please don't...
not my slit..." Her fingertip tickled over my pee slit again and it made
my hips jolt forward briefly... It was very uncomfortable, generating such
horror and fear at the thought that she might push her nail or even her whole
finger right into my little pee hole. I never lost that fear, no matter which
girl was 'inspecting' me.
My own panic was
tempered by the boyish muttering of discomfort shared by my fellow boy opposite
me, being handled and inspected by a seemingly never tiring Anita...
"Nooo! Not my
pee-hole!" I heard Stephanie call out weakly, like a wounded animal.
"Please Miss Anita, stop it!!"
"Hold still
and let me do it then..." Anita replied curtly. "And then I won't
have to get nasty with you..."
"So-sorry...
<sob>" I heard the other boy begin to break down and let out a quiet
cry. "Miss Anita... <sob> please don't hurt me... not there... <sniffle>
I'm sorry..."
I felt empathy for
my companion, suffering a similar fate to my own at the hands of a demanding,
experienced and dominant girl. And then Josie did it to me too... just raked
her fingertip over the slit at the end of my penis, her nail catching the tiny
lip slightly, but enough to make my hips jolt forward and call out with
discomfort, stopping short of actual pain. It was just creepy as fuck...
"Aggghhhh...
no! Stop it! Not there Miss Josie... Pllleeaasseee <sob>..." It was
my turn to cry. "I'll obey girls... <sob> please don't... I'll
always obey girls... <sniffle> I promise..."
"Good boy...
I know you will..." Josie said, happy with my response and my promise for
future conduct. "I'd much rather you obey me and let me give you some nice
feelings in this little winky of yours... But if you're naughty... just so you
know, my whole nail will fit nicely inside your little boy hole and I can make
things very unpleasant... So don't cry like a little baby. I haven't started
yet... Anita and me are still just saying hello!! Remind me why you will obey
me..."
"Oww...
Nggghh... <sob, sniff>" I protested between breaths and sobs as
Josie ran the pad of her fingertip around the slightly exposed part of my glans
at the opening of my funnel shaped foreskin. "I'll <sob> obey you
because <sob> you're a girl... <sniffle> Miss Josie, and
<sob> girls rule over boys..."
"Oh yummy...
that's true..." Josie teased, continuing to rub the end of my penis
menacingly, leaving me in no doubt at all how frightening girls could be when
they have your 'whole person' in their hands. Which led on to her next
question... "And which sex <rub> are you finding to be the weaker
one... <rub-rub> Girls? <rub> Or boys?"
This was what
having a penis was all about wasn't it? The demonstration of how vulnerable a
boy was when a girl had been correctly schooled in how to take command and
conquer her young male opponent in the battle of the sexes.
"BOYS are
<sob>... Miss Josie... <sob> Please... I admit it... <sob> Boys
are the weaker sex... boys are... <sob> boys are!"
"Good
girl..." Josie chuckled and my nervous confessions. "I love hearing
boys admit the truth like that... it suits you..." And with that little
torture over, she finally wriggled the pad of her probing fingertip up over the
top of my glans and under my foreskin in earnest...
"Nnnnngghghh...
Ohhhh god.... <sob> Ohhh!" I whimpered and gasped as Josie, yet
another girl, began to finger me under my foreskin... Slowly and deliberately,
she rubbed over the top side of my ticklish, sensitive glans... My hips jerked
again at the friction caused and I almost thought I was going to climax, but
the overall sensation was a little different. In tribute, my erection flexed in
the palm of her hand as she demonstrated her total mastery of my boy sex.
'Control the
penis... control the boy...' I heard Emma say brightly in my mind. Oh how I
wished it were Emma that was abusing me like this. Somehow, she was more gentle
and sympathetic with how she did things. The other girls could be so rough and
intimidating at times. And this was almost one of those times.
To this day, I've
never forgotten the sensations that the girls caused me when they fingered me
right inside under my skin. Each one was slightly different in how they
performed the task on me... each one teased me or tortured me in different
ways. All I could do was let them do it... let them sexually abuse me. The same
as Stephanie... another obedient, pliable and naked boy-toy for the girls to
tease and control in different ways.
As Josie continued
to finger underneath my foreskin, my buttocks clenched and my cheeks were ablush
with familiar shame, discomfort and a determination not to cry any more as I
sniffed and blinked away my tears.
"Nnnnngghghh..."
I gasped and tensed as Josie's finger found the little furrowed ridge just beyond
the edge of my glans... She was exploring me and checking me... A girl
inspecting a boy for her own pleasure... the same thing happening to Stephanie
opposite me at the hands of Anita. It's just how things were... It was
natural... Girls rule, and boys obey... There was no escape right then...
Stephanie and I, two boys, trapped in an unbelievably sticky web of girl
domination... knowing our role, and our place.
<click> Oh
gosh, the sound of Suzanne's sodding camera that she so eagerly touted to
capture every step of a boy's degradation in the Club hut. <click> Two
naked boys... submissive and powerless to stop the girls from practicing their
undoubted dominance over us. <click> Two boys suffering like many of
those I had seen in the magazines and drawings I leafed through earlier... Now
it was my turn again... for real.
Soon I began to
feel the familiar tingling in my glans itself that announced that if what Josie
was doing were to continue much longer, then I would end up feeling a sexual
climax. I was panting quietly and hoping that Josie was nearly done with this
invasion of my foreskin...
"Please...
Mmmmm Miss Josie... I feel funny... please stop..." I whispered. I could
hear similar whispers coming from Stephanie too, no doubt as Anita was rubbing
her finger all over what was left of his frenulum and along the groove behind
his little bulbous glans...
"Mmmm...
Mmmm..." I panted, my crotch moving back and forward, my penis rubbing
against the closed palm of Josie's hand. I was tentatively masturbating myself
against her hand... or at least trying to. My basic instinct was trying to take
me over... that is, to feel good down there, and have a climax.
"Oh no you
don't..." Josie giggled, leaving my aroused little pecker bobbing around
in the air as it sprouted from my hairless crotch. "Not time for a yummy
boy cum just yet Phillipa..." With those teasing words leaving me frustrated
for now, she withdrew her finger from beneath my foreskin and let go of my
shaft.
"Ohhh...
Ngghh..." I sighed with relief, and watched nervously as Josie moved her
finger to her nose and slowly sniffed around it... The act of watching a girl
sniff her finger that has just been poking around your penis and up under the
actual foreskin was always very humiliating... a familiar feeling of 'invasion'
and self disgust that she was smelling what I was like under my foreskin... The
shame that she could pretty much understand what any boy... every boy around
the world smelled like inside there...
And it was Josie's
turn to smell me this time... Now she knew what my penis smelled like...
My natural scent, whatever it was, coated her finger. And opposite me, Anita
was sniffing her finger too... learning all about Stephanie's state of
cleanliness today... All of that happening right there in front of the other
girls... <click> It felt debasing... but I was still so aroused... I
wanted to feel good... So I continued to obey in the hope that by doing so, the
girls would give me a reward... or three. Despite it all, I was addicted to it.
"Hmmm,
Phillipa..." Josie said curiously, pausing to sniff her finger again.
"Have you been to the toilet since Emma gave you a bath last night... Have
you been for a wee?"
"Yes Miss Josie..."
I gasped. I hadn't been for another bath this morning because I selfishly
wanted to snoop around the girls' hut. I had forgotten to take a bath this
morning in my excitement. "Once before bed... and once this morning...
errm when I got up <blush>!" Surely I was still clean... if not
quite as clean as a girl this time...
"Okay... you
smell it now... and then tell the girls..." Josie said, wrinkling her nose
and quickly moved her finger right under my nose... She waited for me to smell
it. I breathed in deeply... and found to my horror that it smelled quite
strong... Along with my familiar, 'boyish' and sweet aroma, there was a
staleness to it, like pee... It was stale pee.
I felt so ashamed.
"Well? Are
you a clean girl? Or are you a dirty little boy?" Caroline said. I
wondered whether or not to lie. I knew that I would be punished if I lied or if
I confessed to being naughty. I felt like a rabbit in the headlights.
"I'm
s-s-sorry Miss Caroline," I began, my head lowered in shame.
"Look at me
Phillipa..." Caroline instructed firmly.
"I'm sorry
M-Miss Caroline... <sigh> I'm a... dirty little boy today... I forgot
to..."
"Oh Phillipa..."
Caroline began, like a barrister in a high court about to real off the charges
for the prosecution against a defendant. "And you had set yourself such a
high standard earlier this week, and now this... You forgot to take a bath this
morning didn't you? Instead of making yourself clean and presentable for Club
activities, you let your wormy little maggot of a willy take over your brain
while you looked at our magazines and scrap books instead... you were selfish
weren't you?"
"Yes Miss
Caroline..."
"Then say
it... tell the Club what a selfish, horny and dirty little boy you are..."
"Errrm... I'm
<sniffle> a selfish and dirty... h-horny little boy Miss Caroline... I'm
sorry..."
"The good
news Phillipa," Caroline replied tossing me a crumb of comfort. "Is
that for being a big and brave girl for confessing your dirtiness, we will
consider that as good behaviour and be more lenient when your punishment is
issued today." Darn it, yes... I had also forgotten for a while that I was
going to be punished for all the other stuff I had been caught looking at
earlier. My crumb of comfort was a moot point in that respect.
"Thank you...
Miss Caroline," I replied meekly grateful for any mercy during Club time.
"The bad news
is, Josie will need to clean your dirty little boy penis before Club activities
can continue... Suzanne, the wipes please, and hand them to Josie..."
<gulp> As
Suzanne retrieved the wipes from her plastic bag, Caroline returned her
attention to Anita, and the concluded inspection of Stephanie's penis...
"So Anita...
did your boy do any better?" Caroline asked. "Is Stephanie as clean
as a girl today?"
"Yes
Caroline, Stephanie is as clean as a girl around his penis... I very nearly
made him cum too... But I want to save it for later... It's fun watching boys
struggle to get what they really want!!"
"Indeed...
it's one of our most successful weapons to control a boy... You have done well
Anita. So come on Stephanie... announce how proud you are with how clean your
penis is..."
"I'm proud
Miss Caroline..." Stephanie began meekly. "I am proud to inform you
that my penis... is clean... and I'm as clean as a girl down there
today..."
"Good girl
Stephanie... and you will be rewarded... Now Phillipa, lay down in 'play time'
position so that Josie can get you nice and clean again..." Caroline
instructed me... As I positioned my body to present myself in the required
position, I felt all eyes on me... and my still quite stiff privates.
Once in position,
I noticed that Caroline was stood above my head, one foot planted either side
of my head, looking down at me so she appeared upside down as I looked up. That
in itself was quite a view of intimidation... In meetings of the Club that I
attended in the not too distant future, it was a view that came to signify the
start of one girl or other using my face as a seat as I am sure you can
imagine. There are lots of warm, moist and bumpy protruding things on a boy-slave's
face that can please a dominant girl no end. But my journey was still very
early in it's progress right then and I knew nothing of the 'perils' (for the
boy) and the 'delights' (for the girl) of the 'Playtime Throne Of Queens
Position...' After all, I hadn't had time to read far enough into any of the
scrapbooks had I?
So, there I was in
'play time' position, laying back on the floor with my bottom on the cushion,
my crotch raised up in the air and with my knees bent to allow the soles of my
feet to press flat against each other. All topped off with my hands resting on
top of my head, fingers interlocked... Kneeling down next to me, Josie was
poised with the damp looking baby-wipe in her right hand awaiting the command
from Caroline. In readiness, Josie's left hand gripped the shaft of my hairless
erection... ready and waiting... my 'love muscle' letting her know that I was
ready too... in my own self-humiliating way. My body... my penis was surrendering
to her totally.
"Okay
Phillipa, before we let Josie clean your dirty little willy... I need to
explain something to you that is explained so eloquently in the Big Book Of Boy
Secrets... It's one of the other... funny, little observations for girls when
we compare boys who are circumcised, with those that aren't..." Caroline
announced with pride. Obviously about to start another boy-shaming factual
revelation. "It's mainly the reason why you thought that Stephanie was a
silly little sloppy pants..."
"But I
didn't..." I began to protest but got interrupted... <bump>
"Owwww!"
"Silence
worm!" Caroline barked, nudging my head roughly with her foot. "We
all know what you meant! Anyway, when a circumcised boy goes for a wee, even if
he shakes his willy off properly, some pee will still leak out into his
panties... He can't help it... And that is what you discovered with
Stephanie... There's nowhere else for that little bit of pee to go other than
into the front of his panties, making a naughty little stain for girls to find.
However, with a boy like you..."
And with that,
Josie squeezed my penis a little, teasing me and mocking me.
"Even if you
shake your willy off thoroughly, some pee will always remain, and get trapped
under your foreskin, most often in the little ridge behind your little purple
mushroom... That's why boys have to take extra special care... or be found out
as dirty little boys!! Boys who need to be circumcised!!"
<squeeze...
squeeze... squeeze...> Josie gripped me menacingly to add to the effect.
"Nnnngghh,
nooooo! I don't want that to happen... please... you can't!" I gabbled
weakly. "I'll be clean next time... please... I promise... one more
chance... honest... I'll never be dirty again... don't to that to me... please
Miss Caroline... I'll obey... I'll obey..." I must have looked a very
sorry and pathetic specimen.
"<giggle>
I'm sure you will Phillipa..." Caroline said more warmly, satisfying
herself that maybe, just maybe I had learned my lesson. "The lesson here
Phillipa is this... sometimes it's better to be viewed as a bit of a, 'sloppy pants' and stay clean... than keep
it all inside and be revealed as having a stinky little willy... Girls will
always find out... won't we Phillipa?"
"Y-yes Miss
Caroline..." I replied with sombre quietness.
"Good... Just
so we know, when you do a wee, do you wipe off with a piece of toilet roll...
or do you just shake it off?"
"Errrm..."
I replied, beginning to blush... What a humiliating question to ask. "I...
errrm... I just shake it off..."
"Even at
home?" she asked, her face crinkling with an air of disappointment. "You
don't use toilet roll after you've been for a wee?"
"No Miss
Caroline..." I sighed with self disappointment... realising the error of
my ways. Even though I remember my mum showing me what to do when I stopped
using a potty as a toddler, I realised that I had become lazy... and
potentially 'dirty.' And now I risked circumcision!
"Well that
might be your biggest problem... You see, when a GIRL sits down on the loo to go for her wee, she will use toilet
roll to blot her vulva thoroughly and prevent herself from dribbling any stray
pee into her panties when she pulls them up. By doing that, a girl will prevent
herself from needlessly staining her panties and becoming all stinky... And
even here in the woods... if a GIRL
finds that there is no toilet around and she needs to tinkle, she always
carries tissue in her pocket or in her bag to cater for those situations... The
point here Phillipa, is that girls are more resourceful than boys... girls are
more prepared for nature to take its course... and so we manage the situation
with our dignity intact. Quite simply, it's yet another demonstration as to why
girls are better than boys... Don't you agree?"
"Y-yes Miss
Caroline," I gasped, the muscle at the base of my cock flexing again in
Josie's hand, somehow confirming my weakness only too eagerly. I felt quite
ashamed to have all this toilet talk discussed in front of so many other girls
and even the other boy. Even though I wasn't really, really dirty, somehow the
girls made me feel dirty just because I was a boy, and with naturally occurring
faults and defects.
"Then say it
for all the girls to hear..." Caroline encouraged, giving another insistent
nudge of my head with her foot.
"Girls are
better than boys... Miss Caroline," I admitted through almost gritted
teeth, my face crimson, my penis nagging me as it flexed yet again in Josie's
hand. All of the girls were giggling at me and my admission... even Emma. It
was so shameful, as an eleven year old boy, to not only freely admit the
superiority of the opposite sex, but also being told by a girl how best to go
to the toilet and stay clean. It had the required effect on me though to be
fair. After that, I always used toilet paper to wipe off at home, and carried
some in my pocket or down inside my sock if I was out and about with the
possibility of not getting to a toilet if I needed to pee.
"That's right
Phillipa... Girls ARE better than
boys... Every girl knows it... every single one of us..." she smiled down
at me, happy to have made yet another point to me. "Now ask Josie nicely
to make your willy nice and clean again..."
"P-please,
Miss Josie... make my willy nice and clean... Make me as clean as a
girl..."
I took a deep
breath and prepared myself as I saw Josie's face break out into a smile of
superiority and pleasure at what she was about to do. The muscles in my tummy
and my knees tightened with anticipation as I felt the older girl grip more
tightly on my erection, tugging the skin downwards, and making the foreskin
retract fully at her command...
"Nnnngghgh..."
I gasped as I felt my damp looking pinkish-purple glans 'pop' clear of the
hood, the skin fully retracted into place into the groove behind it... I was
properly exposed now and the blush in my cheeks deepened as I knew what
everyone else could see again.
"<giggle>
Relax Phillipa... it won't take long," Josie giggled and smiled at me.
"Now you're skinned back like a rabbit, Miss Josie's gonna get you all yummy
and clean again, just as though you're a cute little baby boy having his nappy
changed in front of the girls!"
The younger girls
giggled at Josie's remark, embarrassing me considerably. Actually, at that
moment, I thought back to the story that Emma told me about what she and her
girl cousin did to Tommy... I was distracted so much by my thoughts, that I did
not see Caroline kick off one of her white trainers... All I saw was a white
ankle-sock clad foot descend from 'out of the sky' and smother my face...
"Mmmmffffff..."
I tried to breath, moving my head from side to side with my lips closed
tight... But Caroline's foot followed me everywhere... I was unable to escape
the warm, moist and plastic aroma of her foot, as her toes rubbed over my nose
and over my lips. It was her girl-perspiration...
As Josie began to
clean my stiff, tingly penis and hairless crotch with the baby-wipe, Caroline
was dominating my face with her foot, making me smell her...
"Mmmgghgh..."
I breathed hard, barely daring to breath through my mouth in case she put her
toes, or even her foot inside me.
"Kiss my
foot... worship it you dirty little boy..." Caroline giggled, her words
sounding like some of the captions and phrases I had seen in the magazines
earlier. She was role playing with me. "That's it... breath it all in...
smell my girl foot... Lucky for you, my socks are clean on today... Oh you like
that don't you? Look how stiff your cock is!! <giggle>"
'Oh yes, my
cock...' I thought as I relaxed a little and realised that what I was smelling
was 'only' a girl's foot, and the knowledge that it was clean other than the
fresh moisture of her perspiration inside the trainer from that morning... I
felt the baby-wipe being rubbed all over the shaft of my penis, around the bulbous
tip of my glans and right along the little crevice where the foreskin was
nestled...
"Ohhhhh...
Mmmmmm..." I panted and flinched as Josie worked the wipe over the top
side of my penis, then the underside, rubbing over my sensitive little
frenulum. I didn't know what was more humiliating... What Caroline was doing to
my face with her foot, or what Josie was doing with my penis? Coupled together,
it kind of felt like an antagonising 'end of the world' moment as the two girls
involved giggled at me.
"All
done..." Josie announced playfully, putting the wipe into a plastic bag
and moving away from my groin a little. At the same time, Caroline removed her
foot from my face and returned it to the inside of her training shoe.
"Excellent
work Josie... Now sit back up on your cushion Phillipa... there's a good, clean
girl..." Making no reply, I returned myself to the 'sit' position. As I
did so, my foreskin slipped back into place to once more cover my tingling and
needy glans... And once more, I was facing 'Stephanie.' His anger seemed to
have receded a little, I guess happy that despite being as naked as me, the
attention was on me and not him right then.
As my erection
slowly began to fade, I noticed that for the first time that day, the other boy's
bare naked, hairless and circumcised penis was already flaccid... The tip of
the glans and around his pee-slit was a dark, almost fiery pink... the shaft a
more milky white. Resting limply on the velvety furrowed bag of his scrotum, it
looked as worthless, weak and powerless as I knew mine looked when it was soft
like that...
'Vaginas are
better...' I caught myself thinking surreptitiously. 'Penises are dumb... whether
they are soft or hard and tingly... Penises are weak... and wriggly... and
stupid... Oh for god's sake... what's happening to you? Okay, okay... vulvas
are better... But STOP looking at his thing... It's only his penis... You have
one too... Why don't you think about how you're both going to get out of
this...?'
"I think you
should thank Josie for cleaning your willy... and then I want you to announce
to the other Club members how proud you are to be as clean as a girl
again..." Caroline ordered. I gulped... distracted from my thoughts. There
was no getting out of it... not for a long, long time...
"Thank you
Miss Josie for... errrm... for cleaning my... w-willy..." I said timidly
to my 'handler' sat to my left. Then finding some courage, I looked around the
room at the expectant girlish faces surrounding me... and watching Stephanie
bite his lower lip pensively too, I girlishly announced... "I'm now
p-proud t-t-t-to be as... clean... as a girl again... down there too..." I
blushed scarlet at the way I must have sounded.
"Good... Yes,
both of you are as clean as a girl around your penis... But as is tradition
with foreskin or penis inspections, Josie and Anita are not quite done
yet..."
"Huh?"
Stephanie and I grunted silently almost in unison, wondering what the older
girl meant. We didn't have to wait long to find out... Anita held out her hand
to Stephanie's face and wriggled her 'probing' finger at him... Josie did the
same to me and then I heard Josie speak,
"Suck my finger
clean... Phillipa..."
"You too
Stephanie," Anita giggled freely... "Suck it and lick it... pretend
it's a little willy!"
"Yeah, suck
it like a willy Phillipa!" Josie added, placing the fingertip that had
wriggled up and explored under my foreskin at the disbelieving lips of my
mouth. With my tummy doing somersaults, I slowly parted my lips and allowed the
girl to push her finger into my mouth... I should have remembered this little
'add-on' to my humiliation from the previous time I was in the hut. That time
though, I was fully, properly clean...
I closed my eyes
with disgust at what I was 'allowing' myself to do... and knowing what it was I
could taste on the girl's finger... It was a little damp... salty and kind of
stale. If ever there was an incentive to stay clean, I was hearing it louder
and louder in my mind as I began to suck on the finger in earnest... To be fair,
the taste didn't last long at all... I mean, like I said I wasn't really all
that dirty... It was just the sentiment and the actual act of sucking her
finger clean that was teaching me my lesson.
The only saving
grace was that I wasn't the only boy suffering at that moment... There was
cultural kin between Stephanie and I.
"Mmmm good
girl Phillipa," Josie praised me, squirming her finger around in my mouth
up to the second knuckle, playing with my tongue in the process. "Imagine,
<giggle> that you're a real girl and you're getting all naughty with your
very first boyfriend... Mmmmm... and now you're sucking his horny little boy-cock!"
"Mmmnngghhh!
Noooo way!" I protested wetly around her finger... my eyes shooting wide
open, imploring her to stop teasing me like that. "I'd never do that with
another boy! NEVER!"
"Never?
<giggle>"
"Never! Miss
Josie... I like girls..." I whimpered, the enthusiasm of my sucking
beginning to wane at the thought of doing 'that' with another boy. There was
just no way I could do that...
"Shame...
that's how Stephanie feels too isn't it?" Josie called out...
"Oh
yes," Anita agreed. "A waste of a good sucker Stephanie is!!
<giggle>"
"Okay girls,
the boys can stop sucking now... Sit upright both of you and listen up..."
Caroline instructed sharply. Obviously, both Stephanie and I complied, glad to
have the invasive fingers removed from our mouths. "No doubt the threat of
punishment is sufficient to make sure you continue to present yourselves clean
for Club activities in future... But I think an added incentive is needed,
especially now we have TWO boy members in our ranks... So this is what's going
to happen... Get ready to note this down Suzanne, and add it as a footnote to
the charts of each boy... If you, Phillipa, present any part of yourself
dirty for inspection in future, then Stephanie will have to suck the finger
clean of the girl who inspected you... And vice versa if he is dirty...
Understood?"
There was a quiet
wave of giggling amongst the other girls at this escalation in possible
punishment detail, on top of any spanking or other punishment metered out for
naughty or dirty behaviour. Stephanie and I merely gasped in disbelief and
locked eyes on each other. I hoped to god that he was thinking what I was thinking...
that we would ALWAYS be spotless
when we came to Club... I'm sure you can reason with and empathise with that
thought process...
There was NO WAY I was going to suck the finger of
a girl that had been inside another boy's tummy button or inspecting or rubbing
all around his dick... And likewise, I would be humiliated and horrified beyond
belief if I had to watch another boy suck the finger of a girl who had been
poking inside my tummy button or under my foreskin... And anything to do with
bottoms... just too horrific to contemplate. Us boys had to stick together...
and we would have to work hard together to survive our experiences in this club
with any shred or crumb of dignity or self respect...
"Understood?"
Caroline repeated urgently, pressing for a response...
"Yes Miss
Caroline..." Stephanie responded timidly, obviously having the same
thought process as me. I replied my understanding too.
"Excellent..." she smiled wickedly. "And now my darling
little nudie slave boys... there's just the small matter remaining of your
bottom inspection... And as I said earlier, Anita gets to inspect you
Stephanie, while Josie will inspect you Phillipa..."
"You better not be dirty..." Josie whispered icily into my
ear. "Or you'll be sorry... I'll spank you so hard you won't want to shit
for a week, let alone sit down..." Her words chilled me to the bone, even
in what felt like the warm air of the hut. This was possibly the most invasive
and humiliating part of any inspection... It kind of escalated my sense of
shame with each part of the inspection, with the inspection of my bottom being
the crowing glory of my embarrassment.
My tummy clenched along with my buttocks, and I could feel the adrenalin
rocket through my body, my heart beating with the staccato report of a machine
gun... I knew I was still clean back there... but that still didn't make the
threat any less intimidating... Because she was a girl, I knew she could make
me do anything, or do anything to me... I mean, even if she needed the help of
the other girls. As a boy, I was powerless.
"Okay boys... you know what to do," Caroline continued.
"Get down on all fours like you're a pair of little puppy dogs going to
see the vet... <giggle>" And as obedient as well trained working
dogs, both Stephanie and I began to comply... "That's it... like little
puppy-boys going to see Emma's mum at the surgery!! Knees apart on your
cushion... GOOD BOY Phillipa... You too Stephanie... GOOD BOY! Awww, don't look
so worried... the vet's not gonna take your little boy goolies away... Not
today..."
<giggle> I heard from the younger girls. They were loving all this
just a much as both Stephanie and I hated it. And there we were, two fully
naked boys on all fours in front of each other and surrounded by the watching
girls. Our heads were barely a metre from each other and it was difficult not
to look into each other's eyes, finding some sort of support in each other as
we knew what was about to happen.
Beyond Stephanie, I could see Anita get herself in position ready to
inspect him, and I noticed that she was looking right between his legs. No
doubt eying up the exposed crease between his buttocks, splayed open by his
parted knees. Then of course, I realised that Josie would be seeing the same
thing, only looking at my exposed bottom behind me... Staring at the timid
little pucker of my anus...
'Oh god... we're going to get fingered together... by girls... at the
same time...' I thought. 'He'll be able to see my face... and I will be able to
see his... what we look like when a girl has a finger right up inside our
bottoms... Oh god!' Another cruel twist of young female domination to
experience.
"Okay girls... begin..." Caroline smiled with encouragement to
Anita and Josie. Right away, I looked down at the floor and blushed, my body
tensing with anticipation as I heard the 'pop' of the pear shaped bottles being
opened by each inspecting girl. And just like I heard the last time I was
inspected in this way, there was the sticky, squelching
sound as both girls squeezed some of the baby lotion onto their hands and
fingers...
Oh gosh, I could
smell it again... reminding me immediately of the previous time when Suzanne
had inspected and fingered my bottom... The familiar, memorable aroma filled my
nose from behind me again... Flashbacks trying to reach out in my mind of past
events that my psyche had tried to bury... Humiliating truths... suppressed
memories maybe...
The smell of the
lotion didn't intimidate me... Instead, it was kind of comforting, despite the humiliating
content of the memories trying to dominate my thoughts... Another Force vision
from long ago...
--
Giggling, naked
and face down on the floor of a lounge... Not the family home... I was on a
fake fur rug... next to an old fashioned real coal fire. Maybe five years
old... I was giggling out of control as several hands were tickling me up and
down my back... sometimes down between my open legs... touching into the crease
of my bottom and the sensitive little place near my privates... Small hands...
girls' hands... I was face down and couldn't see them...
"Roll over
Phillip... there's a good doggy..." one of the giggling girls called out
to me. <tickle... tickle... tickle...>
"Roll over...
let's all see what a big puppy tail you've got..." another one called as
fingers pressed and tickled into my sides... Shrieking cheekily and wriggling
around without any apparent shame, I suddenly rolled over onto my back on the
rug with my legs wide apart... giggling... feeling the heat from the fire
warming my newly revealed 'puppy tail...'
"Ohhhh...
good boy... what a good little doggy you are hmmmm?" a blond girl, blue
eyes and a pretty smile was looking down at me... This was her home... A pink
badge on her t-shirt read 'Birthday Girl...' and I could see the number ten...
But she wasn't looking into my eyes... She was looking at my little private
parts... There were other girls... four of them... five in total... I couldn't
really remember anything distinctive about them other than the giggling... They
were older than me... all of them nine or ten even... All had tickling hands and
they were all trying to touch my 'puppy tail...'
It was too much 'fun'
and so I squealed again, rolling over onto my front, giggling as hard as the
girls while the hands tickled me relentlessly, trying to get me to roll over
again. <tickle... tickle... tickle>
"Awwww...
where'd the little puppy dog tail go hmmm? Come on Phillip... be a good boy...
let the girls put the lotion on you..." <tickle... tickle... tickle>
"Yeah...
let's see how big we can make your tail this time..." <tickle...
tickle... tickle...>
"No, no, no!
<giggle> Puppy wants to play!" I burbled through my excitement.
"We know you
like to play Phillip... <tickle... tickle...> We do as well... Be a good
boy and show us your tail and let us put the lotion on you like your mummy
asked... Then you can play all you like before bed... and you can leave your
jammies off too if that's what you want..."
"Yeah...
we'll play with you Phillip... <giggle> We like to see you with nothing on...
Just be a good boy and roll over like a good puppy..."
"Okay...
<giggle>" I squeaked and rolled over again like I did before, my
legs wider than previously. Somehow my body seemed to know what was going to
happen... it liked the attention... I knew the girls had to put lotion on me...
to stop me getting dry skin around my tail... Again, I could see the girls,
especially the blonde, looking directly at my 'tail...' As a couple of hands
continued to tickle me, some held my flailing arms out of the way... stronger
than mine... and I felt hands keeping my ankles still... <giggle>
"You got
me... <giggle> puppy can't move..."
"Oh you're
such a good boy Phillip..." the blonde smirked, dribbling the lotion right
onto my crotch and quickly grabbing my 'tail' and groping me to massage the
liquid into my skin. "What a cute little tail you've got...
<giggle>"
One by one, each
girl got their turn to pour lotion onto my 'tail' and grope me... All the while
I was squirming and giggling with no shame or embarrassment. All it did was
tickle and tingle and feel nice. The girls were loving me... and caring for
me... making sure that my 'tail' was not going to get all dry and sore in my
bed pants. Little did I know at the time but in actual fact, I was being
masturbated...
"Am I a good
puppy?" I asked in a confused daze... smiling and giggling up at the
latest girl to be showing me attention.
"Oh yes...
you're a really good puppy... we're so happy with you! You're being a very good
boy!"
"Wow, you're
tail is so big and stiff Phillip... what a good puppy you are...
<giggle>" the last of the five girls said excitedly. "We can
see all of your little puppy fun bag now too <giggle>" she said,
reaching her free hand out and tickle over the skin of my scrotum while she
diddled me with the other...
I was then aware
that my hips were shaking... My giggling stopped... replaced by gasps of
wonder... and naive terror. Something was happening to me... My 'tail' felt
different. I thought it was going to explode or fall off...
"Ohhh
wh-what's happening?" I whimpered... I was scared... but the girls didn't
stop... A shocking... ticklish sensation passed through my 'tail.' I couldn't
stop my hips moving, I couldn't stop the feeling in my 'tail...' I started to
cry... I curled up tightly into a ball to shut the world out... and thinking
that something bad was happening to me... Maybe it was something bad... Maybe
the girls broke me.
--
As quick as it
began, the flashback clouded over again in my mind and the detail became
muddled. I half wondered if I had imagined everything... But even if I did
imagine it, I felt embarrassed at the thoughts I was 'allowing' to permeate my
mind. And if I hadn't imagined it, and the thoughts were actually long
forgotten memories, then that would be just as embarrassing...
All of those girls
getting to see me naked... use lotion on me and get to play with my penis...
Teasing me about being their puppy... with a stiff tail...
'Oh my god... I
had a cum... dry... while the girls were supposed to be caring for me...
Caroline wasn't the first to... do that to me... Girls have always been in
charge... playing with me...'
"Hold still
nudie boy," Josie said teasingly from behind me, focussing my attention
again on the there and now, real life event about to unfold... "Hold still
and relax! Okay?"
"Y-yes, Miss
Josie," I quivered with nervous expectation. I heard similar 'starters
orders exchanged between Anita and Stephanie too. I took a deep breath, just
like the other boy... The humiliation was about to escalate once more.
With agonising
slow motion, Josie placed her finger onto my perineum, right between my ball
bag and my anus, rubbing back and forth a little for a moment or two...
"Nnnngghgh,
ohhh!" I gasped with surprise, my hips and thighs lurching forward at the
sensation. It was instantly arousing and I could feel my penis begin to stiffen
again right away as her finger snaked a little higher with each gentle, but
purposeful rub until she was circling my anus with her delicate, slippery
fingertip... Indeed, her fingertip was very slippery and I could feel the
lotion coating her hand start to puddle at my entrance... It was a very gooey
feeling... kind of yucky and naughty, but arousing at the same time...
Bravely looking at
'Stephanie's' face in front of me, I could see that he was experiencing similar
things given his expression... His eyes were neither open or closed, and his
breathing was more a series of gasps... I realised that he was a mirror image
of me... Our experiences and the sensations we were feeling at the hands of
these girls were the same, even if our looks were very different.
As Josie's finger
tightened it's circle around my anus, beginning to centre on the entrance
itself, I knew what was coming by now and allowed my buttocks to relax, pushing
back a little as I breathed out... She sensed it too, and paused briefly to
squelch a little more lotion onto her fingers...
"Ohhhhh...
Mmmmm! Ohhhh... god..." I sighed as her slippery finger penetrated me a
little and began to work away at me... trying to squirm a little deeper with
each gyration and gentle thrust. I knew that this girl kind of cared about what
she was doing... This wasn't a hurried chore of a job like Suzanne seemed to
make it.
"Good boy
Phillipa..." Josie praised me quietly. "I know you like it... you
relaxed so quickly and let me in... And you're all stiff again already down
here!! <giggle>" With that, I felt her free hand briefly leave my
buttock and tug gently on my undeniable erection underneath me... Satisfied at
having made her point, she replaced her hand onto my buttock, steadying me as
she penetrated deeper into my anus with her finger.
"Ohhhh...
Mmmmm..." I breathed deeply as I continued to relax as best as I could...
As humiliating as it was, I didn't mind the sensation of her finger being
there... I had grown used to this kind of treatment, despite the initial
feelings of humiliation. I couldn't deny my sexual excitement to anybody. It
was just how my body was programmed to react wasn't it?
"And I like
fingering boys like this too..." Josie continued quietly, wriggling her
finger around inside me, before starting the familiar 'in and out' thrusts.
"You all look so weak and dreamy when a girl is fucking you with her fingers..."
"Miss
Josie... Oooggghh..." I sighed weakly, kind of conceding her point.
"<giggle>
One day, when you've started making 'boy
milk,' I will be able to do this to you and make your stuff leak out of
your willy without you getting to feel an orgasm..."
"You're
lying..." I grunted, pushing back against her finger as it thrusted
against me. In and out... "That's not possible..."
"Oh but it is
<giggle>... There's a whole chapter in the Big Book Of Boy Secrets all
about harvesting 'boy milk...' A hundred different ways to milk a male!! <giggle>
Quite a lot of them involve barely having to touch a male's willy at all... And
the best ones are where the male doesn't get to orgasm at all until the end... only
when the female allows it..."
"Stop it!
Please!" I blushed at the ongoing teasing, and the 'thrill' of the
sensation that Josie was giving me with her finger. The girls always found a
way to make a boy feel more insecure. "Don't tease me like that..."
<giggle> was
all I could hear as her finger pushed further up into me than before.
I looked briefly
at Stephanie and saw that his eyes were glazed and distant, his face relaxed as
he breathed in what I assumed to be a rhythm with Anita's finger as she
'inspected' him too.
"Good boy...
nearly done..." Anita chimed from behind him.
"Nnngghhh,
ohhhhhh..." he whimpered opposite me. I knew how he felt.
"This looks
wonderful!" Caroline beamed to my right as she looked at the scene playing
out in front of her. "I think what would be so wonderful right now, would
be for Phillipa and Stephanie to perform the boys' code again while they are
being inspected..."
"Oh please...
no, Miss Caroline," I whimpered and grunted against the invasive finger
inside my bottom...
"Oh come on
Phillipa, be a sport... It's the least you boys could do to honour your
superiors that have to perform this nasty
job with you... Hmmm? So come on, after three... one... two... three!"
And with that, I
led Stephanie as we repeated the boys' code for our girlish superiors at the
same time as having our bottoms 'inspected...'
"Girls are in charge,
boys are not...
Boys... are slaves... girls
are not...
Girls rule forever... and boys
obey...
Because girls are better, in
every way..."
"Girls rule
forever!" Caroline said as soon as we finished. And as always, the other
girls repeated the 'amen' with precision synchronicity.
"Girls rule forever!"
"Wasn't that
lovely?" Caroline beamed with pride, enjoying our boyish predicament.
"Okay I think that should do it... Boys, return to your 'sit' position
while we consider your results...
With a curious
'pop' sensation, I felt Josie remove her finger from my bottom and effectively
set me free to return to my required 'sit' position. Stephanie felt the same
thing and I heard him grunt a little more loudly than I had - no doubt Anita
being a little less caring and experienced in the art of 'fingering' a boy like
that. As we adopted the required posture, Anita and Josie moved to their
position ready to deliver the verdict...
And just when I
thought the humiliation of that ordeal was passing, I was alerted to the
rampant giggling of the girls in the hut as they were looking at Stephanie and
I. As we faced off again in our 'sit' position, the reality of the situation
became clearer and clearer.
"<giggle>
Look girls! <click>" Suzanne chuckled, firing off an exposure on her
camera. "Look how much they enjoyed that!" I looked down at where
Suzanne was pointing, then across at Stephanie... Dear readers, I blushed
scarlet... Both of us boys were sporting very stiff looking little hairless
erections from between our legs...
"Indeed
Suzanne..." Caroline agreed with a judgemental smirk. "Just like it
says in the book... EVERY boy likes that being done to them one way or another...
Any one of them trying to deny it is merely lying to himself!
<giggle>"
"You poor
boys," Suzanne added with scorn. "Once more, your little wormy
willies betray you! I'm so glad I'm a girl!"
'I'm not glad I'm
a boy right now...' I thought mournfully. I used to be proud to be a boy didn't
I? The excitement I felt deep in my mind and through my crotch was shameful to
admit... but it was there... poking out for all to see, just like Stephanie's
too. 'But I need to feel good... I want to... cum...' It was why I obeyed...
why I came back... I was hooked...
"Okay let's
see how clean or dirty you boys are today..." Caroline said, refocusing
the meeting. "Phillipa, please 'display' for Josie... And Anita, please
help Stephanie display..."
Given that the
other boy and I were already in the 'sit' position, it was quite easy and quick
to adopt the 'display' position. As you know from the earlier accounts I have
written about in my story, in order for a boy member (like me) to 'display,' I
had to 'sit' like normal, but with one key addition. Kneeling up on my cushion,
my knees apart... my ankles locked over each other behind me and my hands on
top of my head. The key addition was that the foreskin of my penis had to be
retracted in order to complete my full, obedient 'display' for the girls.
I quickly reached
down and retracted my foreskin with newly gained 'confidence and experience'
gifted to me by the girls that week, feeling it 'pop' snugly into place behind
my damp, tingling glans. And then I wondered...
'But Stephanie is
circumcised... how does he 'present?' I watched as Natasha handed her younger
sister a short length of light blue ribbon with a golden coloured bell on it. A
miniature jingling sleigh bell... It reminded me of the other naked boy's
glans, with the little slit at the end to allow the bell sound 'tinkle' to
escape... With growing curiosity, some initial amusement and a dawning sense of
empathic compassion for my fellow victim, I watched Anita secure the ribbon
around Stephanie's erect preteen penis...
When Anita stepped
away, I could see the 'presentation' decoration clearly... the ribbon tied
neatly around the boy's erect shaft, snug to the junction with his bald crotch.
Tied off in the neatest of neat, girlish bows and the bell, taught against the
underside of his penis... For something that I had been programmed this week to
consider as ugly and worthless, Stephanie's penis looked so... 'pretty...'
'Boy's willies
belong to girls... ALL girls...' I thought with submission. 'Stephanie's penis
belongs to girls... they've turned his boy-penis, into a girl-penis... If girls
had penises instead of boys, that's what they would look like... It's so
pretty... HEY, stop looking at his thing! It's not pretty... it's just a
dumb, ugly boy-cock... You're not gay... It's Emma you love... Oh god... what
have they done to him? What will they do to me?'
I blushed crimson again
as I watched Josie come before me, having seen that I had been looking at the
other boy's penis with some curiosity. With hands firmly on top of my head, I
was now 'displaying' just for her and she wore a look of amusement on her face.
She was looking downward, right at my tingling erection... looking at the parts
of me that made me different from her... inferior to her.
She kneeled down
on her cushion in front of me, never taking her eyes off my cock... Just like
all of the girls in the Langton Magna Girls' Club, she undoubtedly lived for
the enjoyment of this kind of situation... the feeling of power and control
over a naked boy... She enjoyed the feeling of being in command... making me
and other boys do things... relishing the chance to repeatedly humiliate us
boys as members of the weaker sex... And of course the holy grail of feeling
truly superior to me... Superior,
just because she was a girl. It must feel good to be a girl when its happening
like that. It must feel good to have a vulva... and a tingly clitoris... when
they're dominating boys like Stephanie and me...
I felt a little
bit of my confidence return as I waited there, looking at Josie. I'd been given
a thorough bath the previous evening by Emma, and I hadn't been to the loo or
felt the need to go to the loo for 'that' kind of thing that morning, so I
couldn't be dirty... That didn't make it all any less humiliating, but I kind
of knew already that it would be a green tick. The question for me was, would
Stephanie be clean too?
I did feel a
little bit of relief with the reminder that I was dealing with girls and not
savages. So I also kind of knew that I wouldn't have to have the stomach
churning indignity and horror of having 'that' finger put inside my mouth. But
if Stephanie was dirty, would I have to suffer the ordeal or smelling Anita's
finger? 'Urrrghhh... Errrrgghhh!!!' I squirmed in my mind with horror. 'He
better be fucking clean!'
"Look at my
finger Phillipa... is it dirty?" Josie asked me, finally looking up into
my eyes. In front of her, she held up her hand and showed me the finger that
had so recently been squirreling around on the inside of my anus. I stared at
it... her finger still looked kind of gunky and slippery due to the baby-lotion
that had been used as a lubricant. I felt a mild sense of relief and happiness
when I saw her finger... It was technically clean...
"It's clean...
Miss Josie..." I smiled politely. "Apart from the lotion that has
left it all shiny looking..."
"Good... and
you didn't make it difficult for me to inspect you like some boys do... It's
obvious that you liked it... what with your yummy
looking little pecker giving me it's full attention... <giggle>"
"Please...
Miss Josie..." I blushed in mild protest to stop her teasing of me. But
she was a girl and being on the front foot like that, could drag it out for as
long as she wanted to toy with me.
"You're just
like every other boy Phillipa... so afraid to admit that you like something that
you think that you shouldn't... But it's okay... you can admit it to me nudie
boy... Tell all the girls that you liked having my finger playing around inside
your cute little bum..." she giggled knowingly. She could tell all this
from how my body reacted... the same as 'every boy' she had somehow been able
to tame in this way.
"I liked
it... Miss Josie... ermmm ladies..." I blushed, looking around at the
various girls staring back at me in the hut. "I liked having Miss Josie's
finger... errrmm... playing around, inside... my... cute <blush> little bum..."
"Good girl...
I enjoyed it too..." she said, looking across at Emma, almost as if there
was a challenge being set between them. "Now smell it... just to make
sure..." With that, she offered her finger up to my nose and waited for me
to breath in...
I breathed in as I
had become accustomed to, as shallow as I thought I could get away with. I was
relieved that all I could smell was the slippery looking lotion... The lotion
that smelled so familiar... and nice... and offered me a look back at what I
was convinced was my past...
--
I was crying on
the rug in front of the fire, still naked and curled in a ball... Five girls
all looking sheepish at each other and trying not to giggle... wondering if they
had gone too far or if they were going to get into trouble...
My mother heard my
crying and entered the room with a maternally sing song voice of fussiness...
"Oh poor
Phillip... whatever is the matter sweetheart?" she said, crouching down at
my side and stroking the back of my head...
"My tail
feels funny mummy... <sob> It's falling off... It's broken..." I
whimpered in floods of tears. The girls around me began to giggle loudly at
what I said and I could hear my own mother join in with the laughter. I felt
stupid... if my own mother was laughing at me, then it couldn't be that bad...
could it?
"Oh come on my
dear... let's have a good look at you and see what the matter is..." With
that, my mother began to unravel me from my defensive position and I let her...
she was my mother... I was still too young to care about modesty 'down there.'
My mother gave me the once over and then turned me round to face the girls...
She then took a cushion off the sofa and placed it on the floor just in front
of me... "Kneel up on this cushion honey... let's all have a look at
you... good boy..."
And there, in
front of the giggling girls, I was kneeling up on the cushion... my mother
crossing my ankles behind me and placing my hands submissively on my head for
me...
"There's a
good boy... look down Phillip... what do you see?" my mother asked softly
but insistent.
"I see my
<sob> tail mummy..." It was still erect and pointing straight out
from my body. It seemed to me that's what my 'tail' wanted to do... I had no control
over my 'tail.'
"And is it
falling off poppet?"
"No
mummy..." I frowned, feeling foolish... If anything, instead of falling
off, it bobbed up and down a little as I blinked away my tears and swayed from
side to side.
"And does it
hurt sweety?"
"No mummy...
<sniffle> it tingles... and it's all stiff..." I replied quietly...
more bashful. The girls giggled again quietly, and that made me blush and finally
giggle with them. I didn't know any different. I was a good boy. If they were
laughing, then it must be alright.
"It looks
very happy to me Phillip," my mother smiled warmly. "You see, little
boys are made from slugs and snails and puppy dog tails... And your little tail
got a little bit too excited... that's all. Nothing to worry about honey... it's
just you being a normal, healthy boy... Your tail isn't going to fall off, no
matter how excited it gets... I promise... Now tell the girls how sorry you are
for being a silly-billy..."
"<sniffle>
I'm s-sorry for being a... silly-billy..." I said softly, trying hard to
look at the girls watching me, though finding it newly difficult. They weren't
looking at my face... only ever staring between my legs... I started to think
about why that was... and why I was the only one naked... and I reasoned that I
was the only boy there... That must be how things are... it must be okay
because mummy allows it and it happens a lot.
"Good boy...
now you have some time left to play with the girls before I take you home for
bedtime..."
"Should I put
my pants back on mummy?" I asked timidly. Something inside my mind was
telling me that I should cover some parts of my body up. The feeling I had got
in my 'tail' made me feel different... made me look at things differently. I
knew it had felt funny... nice... and made me shake all over... I wasn't sure I
wanted to share that feeling with anyone else... or let anyone else know that I
was having that feeling... It was something I wanted to keep a secret... It was
either that or I just wanted to hide myself away because of how foolish I felt
about being a nudie cry-baby, all worried about my 'tail' falling off... and
the girls giggling about it.
"No honey...
you don't need them here... you're just a boy Phillip... The girls don't mind,
do you?"
"Not one bit
Mrs White... Phillip's a good boy," the blonde haired birthday girl said
brightly, her smile beaming at me. "We love it when you bring him here to
play... We have so much fun together... C'mon Phillip... let's play 'tickle the
puppy' again..."
"Yeah come
on..." another, auburn haired girl smiled at me, offering me her hand. I
took her hand submissively and let her escort me over to the makeshift den made
by suspending bed sheets between the bits of furniture... "We've got lots
of tricks to teach you... we're going to have so much fun with you little puppy
boy..." Into the dark, seclusion of the girl's den with them I went...
Then the thoughts
and memories fogged over again... Returning me to the present.
--
"Good girl...
now tell the Club how clean you are today?" Josie instructed, withdrawing
her finger from under my nose - and with it, the aroma of the lotion.
"Ladies...
errm... everyone..." I began gingerly, my mind trying to balance the
present with the worries I had about what had happened to me in my apparent memories
that were starting to visit me. "I'm, as clean... as a girl... today."
I bit my lip nervously.
"Good girl
Phillipa," Caroline smiled at me. "A green tick for your chart for a
nice, clean bottom..." Although she said that, I clenched my buttocks and
felt kind of 'nasty' and slippery back there with the sensation of the
remaining lotion used as lubricant. "And Anita, what about Stephanie's
bottom?"
"Well,
Stephanie... is my finger clean, or dirty?" Anita asked the boy opposite
me brightly, happy to be a centre of attention. I saw him look towards the
finger that the girl was holding up in front of him. He blushed as he stared at
it, totally embarrassed at what was happening. He even looked briefly at me as
I saw him swallow...
"It's clean
Miss Anita... just the lotion... I'm clean..." Stephanie responded
quietly. For an 'experienced' boy member of the Club, he really was a bag of
nerves, and if I thought it were possible, seemed to show shame and humiliation
threefold to that of my own... If it were possible of course.
"It looks
that way Stephanie... but right here in front of everyone, smell it and tell us
if you're clean or dirty today..." Anita giggled menacingly, wriggling her
finger under the boy's nose.
I watched
curiously as the other naked boy breathed in with a look of shame and disgust
on his face and breathed out again...
"It's clean
Miss Anita... I promise... Ladies, I'm as clean... as a girl..." Stephanie
said, breathing a sigh of relief, matched only by my own.
"Good boy..." Anita praised as
though she were addressing a much younger child. "But I want you to tell
everyone how much you enjoyed being fingered by a girl Stephanie... And then, I
want you to ask me nicely to ring your little bell... But be extra nice, not
like last time when Elizabeth
had to spank you... Go on..."
"Oh
god..." Stephanie muttered quietly, looking down at his penis.
"Everyone... I w-want you all to know that... <sniffle> I enjoyed
b-being... f-fingered by a girl..."
"In your bum! Say it, you pervy-bed-wetting wanker!" Suzanne barked suddenly
entering the discussion again in her inevitably harsh trademark 'style.'
"S-so-sorry...
M-Miss Suzanne..." he stammered weakly, clearly ashamed. "I enjoyed,
being... fingered in my... b-bottom... oh gosh... in my b-bum... by a
girl!"
"Then
what?" Anita pressed quickly.
"Please Miss
Anita... before all of the witnesses of Langton Magna Girls' Club... as a token
of my submission to the teachings of supreme Goddess Freyja... I declare that
all females, from birth to death, are superior to the weaker, inferior male sex
in every way... <blush> You Miss Anita, <sniffle> are a girl... and
because of that, and only that... you are my superior... my conqueror... my
leader..."
"I am
honoured to wear the Ribbon Of Enslavement around the penis attached to my
body... The ribbon and the accompanying bell, is the confirmation, that my
penis is owned and controlled by girls... ANY girl who wishes to use it for
their pleasure and amusement... As a small demonstration of my obedience to you
as a girl... <blush> I b-beg you to make my bell ring again... for the
amusement of your friends..."
Well... I didn't
know what to think... I was embarrassed on behalf of the other boy for having
to so heartily bare his soul like that and humble himself so thoroughly. But I
respected him for it. I didn't think I'd ever be able to reel off anything
quite like that... And who was this mysterious Goddess that Stephanie had
mentioned? I remembered hearing Caroline talk about her earlier in the meeting.
I still had much to learn.
'God is actually a
GIRL!' I thought again with regret.
"Very well
Stephanie..." Anita smirked proudly, reaching out her clean hand and
pushing the top side of Stephanie's erection downward towards the floor. She
held it there, to the obvious discomfort of the boy... then let it go...
<boing...
tinkle... tinkle...> The boy's penis sprang back upright and began to bounce
a couple of times, accompanied by the jingling tinkle of the little bell
attached to the ceremonial ribbon. <tinkle-tinkle>... The girls began to
giggle... all of them.
Once again, the
girl pushed the top side of the boy's erection down towards the floor and let
go... achieving the same result as before... <boing... tinkle-tinkle-tinkle...>
"Nnggghh..."
Stephanie grunted, making me look up from his bouncing crotch and into his
eyes. He had a forlorn look of ashamed resignation as the girl repeatedly made
the bell attached to his penis ring over and over again... just for her
amusement, and that of the other girls.
"Good boy..." Anita praised him
again with a patronising tone, pleased with the simple show of obedience on his
part. "Now then... when I really make
your bell jingle, I want you to look right at Phillipa and admit to him which
sex is better... and which one is weaker... Got that?" The other boy
nodded silently, with obvious reluctance, and waited... "Good boy... here
goes..."
With that, Anita
moved to nestle behind Stephanie and grabbed his erection between her thumb and
forefinger like how I imagined it would look if she were going to masturbate
him... And she began to shake it with some purpose... Up and down and side to
side...
<tinkle...
tinkle-tinkle-jingle-tinkle> the bell chorused with some festive sounding
glee. And as the ringing began, I saw Stephanie look into my eyes solemnly,
clearly humiliated, no doubt wanting to cry... and he said,
"Phillipa...
girls are b-better than boys... <blush>
<tinkle-jingle-tinkle-tinkle> And b-boys are... <blush> the weaker
s-sex..." His face crumpled in defeat and I looked back at him hoping that
he could see that I was sorry for him having to undergo that ordeal. I mean, he
had just been forced to betray his whole gender to a member of the same sex...
Was I supposed to be angry with him? Maybe, but I wasn't... I knew just how he
felt...
There, in front of
all those witnessing girls, two naked boys were 'sat' facing each other... one
having just admitted to the other that girls were better. Somehow in my mind, I
pictured the scene from Empire Strikes Back, in Bespin's Cloud City, where Han
Solo (me) is about to be frozen in carbonite and taken away by Boba Fett to
Jabba's Palace... That moment where Princess Leia says to him, 'I love you...'
I could only think of Han's response...
"I
know..." I replied softly to Stephanie. Without actually repeating it back
to him, I kind of acknowledged what he had said and admitted it back to him
with empathy for his suffering. I guess it was to help make both him and me
feel better about it all if I could. On this occasion, there was no rousing
lovey-dovey music score by John Williams to accompany the scene... only the
humiliating ringing of that bell...
A short while
later, after Anita had become bored of ringing Stephanie's ceremonial bell, the
meeting was called to order and it was time for 'drinks...' As Emma and
Caroline arranged the drinks in the usual manner (lemonade for girls, and some
mystery cola for boys), Josie and Anita both used wet-wipes to clean off their
hands of the baby-lotion used as the inspection lubricant.
As Stephanie and I
regained in our 'sit' position now side by side again, kneeling up on our
cushions, I watched as the girls eagerly drank down their lemonade. Naturally,
being female, they were served first. Then, Natasha brought a plastic cup of
the cola over and stood in front of Stephanie. Emma, with a similar disposable
plastic cup brought one over to where I was and stood in front of me.
"Are you
thirsty?" Emma asked me, looking right into my eyes. She was beautiful.
She seemed to be able to smile at me, without actually looking as though she
was smiling. It was the first real chance I had to speak to her since getting
caught earlier.
"Yes Miss
Emma," I replied quietly. "I'm sorry for what I did... you know,
earlier... please don't hate me... I have to know... about my dad and-"
"Shhhh,"
she whispered... "Not now... drink this." With that, she offered the
plastic cup to my mouth as I nakedly kneeled there submissively in front of
her. My lips pursed around the pronounced rim of the cup and I felt the cool cola
enter my mouth slowly... it fizzed on my tongue. I could sense that Stephanie
was drinking too.
"Good
boy..." Emma said quietly as she watched me drink, her free hand reaching
down to cup my ball sac and briefly caress me there.
Unbeknown to us
two boys of course, this was a special cola that Emma mixed at the veterinary
surgery, with secret, 'for girls eyes only' ingredients normally meant only for
male cattle... The drink had a distinctive purpose, to make a male's penis
stiffen ready for semen collection (repeated 'milking' or harvesting) or mating
with a procession of females, whilst making him easier to restrain and control
through temporary weakening of the main limb muscles.
Meanwhile, the
lemonade that the girls had drunk was also a 'special brew,' designed to give a
temporary boost of stamina and muscle power for horses recovering from minor
limb fractures. The duration of effects that both drinks were active depended
on carefully balanced dosage that had been expertly worked out by Emma... a
very clever girl indeed. As such, the effects lasted only a handful of hours
after a short 'lead in' period to allow for the chemicals and drugs to take
their effect on each recipient.
"That's it
Phillipa... good boy," Emma praised me again quietly as I finished the
last of the drink with a big gulping gasp that echoed inside the cup. The
reason for the gasp was that as her hand began to retreat from fondling my
balls, her fingers snaked around the shaft of my cock, tugging on me a little
and assessing the newly invigorated erection sprouting from me... I would not
be flaccid again for at least four hours... the same with Stephanie who had
been enduring the same teasing from Anita.
As us two boys
were being given our drinks, Natasha and Josie had set about updating my charts
on the wall, detailing my cleanliness and behaviour. Both girls also retrieved
other charts from within a pink covered A4 ring-binder that had previously been
hidden in the other wooden toy chest - the charts that detailed Stephanie's
performance in the Club. They were neatly arranged next to mine for easy
comparison by anybody wanting to learn more about us as boy members of the
club. It all looked very neat and girlish once the charts were all up side by
side.
Somehow I could
only be reminded of just how perfect girls were in just about everything they
ever did. They really were superior to boys as a gender... so meticulous,
attentive to fine detail, professional in their presentation of our boyish
weaknesses and inferiorities on our charts. As boys, we could learn so much
more from them, if only we were strong and brave enough to accept their
superiority over us... and man enough to let them win.
As soon as the
drinks break was over, the meeting was called to order by Caroline, once more
sat proudly on her garden chair throne. Two naked boys in front of her, and
including her, six fully clothed girls all arranged in a neatly organised
Girls' Club meeting formation.
"It was
brought to my attention that one of our junior members may need some further
explanation about a part of his body... so Emma, please tell the group what
this is all about..." Caroline said, turning to Emma and motioning her to
go over and stand next to her.
"Well,"
Emma began her story with the confidence of a teacher telling her class a
story... "As you already know girls, last night, I gave Phillipa his bath.
And he was such a good boy for me..." I blushed as the focus of attention
shifted to me as I was spoken about again like I were an inanimate object. It
wasn't in a nasty way, after all, she said she liked me... But it was still the
air of professionalism she had about her, like she was just doing her job.
As she continued
to speak, Emma moved over to the mysterious toy chest that had been locked
earlier when I was snooping and she pulled out the Big Book of Boy Secrets.
"Of course,
like all boys, he was quite shy and
nervous at first when his mother took me... a girl... into the bathroom. He
looked so cute in there, up to his neck in his mother's bubble bath!" At
that, the other girls giggled and I almost thought that Stephanie sniggered
too, albeit silently. It was just something I sensed from the corner of my eye.
"He didn't much care for the idea that a girl was going to give him his bath and that it would mean I would
see him naked... You would never have guessed that I had seen him naked quite a
bit before then... and also touched his boy parts. So why was he so modest and
shy when it became clear I was going to give him his bath?"
"Only
Phillipa knows, and we'll try to help him with that while he is a junior member
with us... but like all boys, the
thought of being seen naked by a girl... or being touched by a girl or even
just bathed so lovingly by a girl is somehow so shameful... It's like the end
of the world for a boy to be naked in front of a girl... or to be handled or
bathed or treated by a girl, until they open up and accept it as part of
nature's plan. And the main reason is, as noted in Chapter 3B of this book,
boys believe their so called 'private parts' to be special. Their penis...
their testicles inside the little 'fun-bag' underneath and behind... To boys,
they're the holy grail."
Emma opened the
thick, heavy looking book, presumably to Chapter 3B, and then continued her
presentation.
"Boys have a
misplaced pride in their sex organs... giving rise to a false feeling of
superiority over females just for possessing a penis. As if having a penis,
makes them better than girls. Of course, we all know different... But even
though boys have a penis and testicles between their legs, they have a
misplaced modesty about them too. As though they are soooo special... so valuable... it is shameful for them to be
seen... touched... or even bathed by a female, especially a girl. Boys feel
that they have to be kept hidden away..."
"What Chapter
3B informs us girls best is through a key question that no boy I have met or
read about has ever been able to answer fully or debate coherently without
getting tongue-tied or getting all sissy on me and starting to cry when a girl
gets the better of them. The question is, 'if a penis is so very special a
piece of treasure that indicates some sort of male supremacy, like it's a badge
of honour, why are boys so desperate to keep them covered up and out of sight
of girls' eyes?' Why is it so secret if it's so special? Hmmm? Why is it
Stephanie?"
"I errm... I
don't know Miss Emma..." the other boy replied quickly but quietly under
pressure.
"Why don't
boys all go around naked and show off their 'special' private parts to the world? Hmmm? After all, the only
point of a penis is to put it inside a willing girl's vagina to make a baby...
That's all it's there for... The bigger the 'cock,' the more chance of finding a mate... Hmmm? It's just
nature... Female versus male... Why don't boys act like the ancient statues in
the art galleries around the world... naked boys, naked men with their willies proudly
on display for ALL the girls to see and... admire
and choose from? <giggle> Why is it Stephanie?"
"Please
Miss... <sniffle> Emma... I don't know... I don't-"
"It's right
here in this book Stephanie..." Emma continued confidently. "It's
because you yourselves believe the lie that having a penis is to be somehow
special. A falsehood of pride in your genitals... But they're not special are
they Phillipa?"
"No, Miss
Emma..." I replied, my mouth dry as I recalled my experiences in the
bathroom the previous night. "My penis is nothing special..."
"That's
right... penises are not special at all," Emma continued. "We ALL know this... But it's also because
boys are scared of the reaction a girl might have to seeing his penis... Boys
are afraid of being found out to be... small down there between their legs...
weak... vulnerable and an object of amusement... You see, deep down, boys are
scared... terrified at how easily a girl can defeat him... or destroy him. If
the girl has no respect for his penis, how can she ever have respect for him as
a boy... or a man... Having a penis dominates every aspect of a boy's mind and
causes him so much worry and angst, it has become nothing more than a cruel
joke that nature has played on them. Having a penis doesn't make a boy superior
to a girl after all, does it Phillipa?"
"No Miss
Emma..."
"Does it Stephanie?"
"No Miss
Emma..." the other boy replied solemnly.
"Good...
that's right... your penis is your weakness... Your boy genitals are your
biggest disadvantage... Now both of you answer me... are men superior to
women?"
"No Miss
Emma..." we replied quickly, in surprising unison. Both of us now
conditioned to know what to say or face consequences.
"Are boys
better than girls?"
"No Miss
Emma!"
There was a pause
for a couple of seconds to let all that sink in. Emma was a very articulate
presenter, even at aged eleven.
"But there's
more... right here in the book..." Emma said more quietly, the calm after
the storm, or maybe some calm before another storm. "Boys have a false
confidence in their abilities, and their strengths. The lies that boys believe
that they're somehow better than girls, stronger than girls, and more clever
than girls all gives rise to an over-confidence that is very easily shattered
by a girl given but half a chance to challenge a boy."
"And nature
having given the penises out to the boys is yet again, a cruel flaw in their
biological design that makes it easier for girls to press home their
superiorities and advantages. The thought that just by having a penis will
carry them through to enable them to be successful fuels that boyish
over-confidence... It fuels the lies that you have believed up to the point you
joined this Club when we, humble girls, showed you the truth... We
demonstrated the truth to you... Having a penis is not an advantage at all,
it's a small, worthless piece of flesh that is weak and vulnerable. It's easy
for a girl to take control of to make you feel pain, to make you feel
ashamed... or to make you feel good and bring you pleasure. As you've seen
during your junior membership of this Club, because of all that, it's easy for
a girl to beat a boy both physically and mentally... And easier still, when a
girl has control of his cock... Hmmm? And now we own your penises... we can
make you obey us, we can make you feel pain if you disobey us... and we can
make you feel good if you do obey..."
Stephanie and I
seemingly gulped in unison. My mouth was certainly dry as I listened to Emma
press home her beliefs, now believing more and more of it myself much to my
chagrin and disappointment. I felt the muscle at the base of my cock flex
beyond my control, seemingly in salute of the girl I loved, who was humbling my
gender with another presentation from the Big Book of Boy Secrets.
"They're just
penises between your legs... Remember, they're nothing special... And you're
just boys... learning to be free of your over-confidences... to be free of
you're needless modesty... and to renounce the lies told to boys through two
millennia of patriarchy."
'Patriarchy?' I
thought blankly. There was no Google back then and a dictionary was way back in
my bedroom desk.
"You can't
help being boys... but as junior members of our Club, we will continue to teach
you nature's truths, the writings of Goddess Freyja and nurture your developing
beliefs in female superiority and help make a better, peaceful world where
girls rule, and boys obey..."
There was a polite
round of applause for Emma, afforded by the other girls in the Club hut, before
Emma nodded her head in acknowledgement of her girl-shaped club-mates and then
smiled warmly at me, into my eyes first, then down at my cock.
"So,"
she continued, "after overcoming his modesty and his shame... Phillipa
never really did show any over-confidence last night <ha-ha-giggle>. Instead,
he was a very brave boy, letting me know in a way that he really wanted to
learn... And so he asked me to tell him more about mother nature's little scar
that is given to all boys that reminds them that they all started out life as
females in their mother's womb. Let's start with some pictures first to remind
ourselves what we're talking about..."
With that, she
approached a little closer to me and turned a couple of pages in the book,
before turning it round so that Stephanie and I could see the pictures on the
double page spread... On the left were two pictures, presumably of the same
unidentifiable boy. I say unidentifiable because the pictures showed close
ups...
The upper picture
(with a large clear text box that was illegible to me from that distance and
with some annotative arrows) showed a real boy's front... the whole of his
crotch. His thighs were wide apart and it looked as though he was laying down
on a dark blue bath towel. He was pre-pubescent, like I was, totally smooth, harmless
looking pink, and his foreskin was not retracted. The boy had a clear erection
as his shaft was sticking upwards and away from his delicate, vulnerable
looking scrotum... Clear as day was the tell tale raph line separating each
side of his velvety little 'fun-bag.' The annotating arrows on the page pointed
to the 'scar,' showing the viewer that it reached upward from the scrotum onto
the shaft of the penis itself, though not quite as pronounced. The raph also
seemed to disappear round underneath and behind the scrotum.
The lower picture
appeared to be the same boy but shown from behind, having changed positions and
in what looked to be down on all fours on the same towel. I say 'all fours,' but
the picture clearly showed him holding his buttocks apart so that the camera
could see the full extent of his perineum and the raph scar. His timid little
pouty anal opening, so pink and tender looking, all exposed to the fresh air...
It was embarrassing for me all over again to see just what the girls had access
to in this book, quite intimidating what they must have seen and learned, to know
so expertly about boys.
I felt the
humiliation on behalf of the boy in the picture - did he know what these
pictures would be used for? All these girls getting to look at him? I assumed
there and then that there were copies of this book, or similar publications in
all of the other Girls' Clubs that Caroline alluded to earlier... Those poor
boys...
I also felt the
shame too at the reminder of just how much of a boy's privates a girl could see
when she was looking at him from behind... She could still see everything, even
though the boy might think she was just looking at his bum!
<blush>
On the right hand
side was another sexually immature boy, this time circumcised and again, he was
erect to fully display the extent of the perineal raph scar. His glans was
darker pink than the other boy, not quite as shiny and a little dry looking. His
raph was a lot less pronounced, a bit like mine was. It was however, still very
much there as a reminder that he was once a girl... There was no denying it for
ANY boy...
'At first, he was
going to be a she...' I thought kind of mournful and hard done by. 'He was
going to have a vulva... he was going to be... better... a lucky girl... until
nature made him a boy instead... an unlucky boy... Until nature made him
imperfect and... inferior... I want a vulva... I want a vagina instead... SHUT
UP PHILLIP! No you don't! You penis helps make you what you are... what helps
make you feel good! You're a BOY! Deal with it...'
Emma turned the
page after a few moments, and having made sure that both Stephanie and I had
seen all the pictures. On this next page, there was a black boy's penis and
scrotum from the front, and then the usual shot from the back with his hands
holding his buttocks apart... Although he was pre-pubescent again, his erection
seemed to be a little bigger than the two white boys on the previous page...
Maybe by as much as a centimetre...
Looking back, that
may partly be because this black boy was uncircumcised, but with his foreskin
fully retracted. It showed the tightness of his frenulum as it was taut to the
bottom edge of his mushroom glans... And there before me, the strikingly pink
tip and glans of his penis in frighteningly graphic detail... The line of his
perineal raph scar was darker in tone than his skin and made it look more
pronounced than any of the boys seen so far. His ball sac looked somehow more
filled out, wider than the others... heavier.
I gulped when I
saw the pictures on the other page... Smaller pictures this time, but a collection
of ten or twelve very close, close ups of just different boys' penises and
scrotums, some erect, some flaccid, some skinned back, some natural, and some
circumcised. Some black, some Asian, some white... The private parts of 'all
the boys of the whole world' on one page in a book - all there for the girls to
look at, study and maybe laugh at too... Maybe secretly touch themselves whilst
they look... Yes, I know they did that... a lot.
That page was a
kind of summary to show the different shapes, sizes of boyish genitalia, the
different colours... and the different levels of definition that the scar of
mother nature, the perineal raph possessed... The only consolation was the
reminder that not all boys are the same, no matter what a girl tells you if she
says, 'you've seen one penis, you've seen 'em all...' It's all bollocks...
(that was a joke... get it?)
"They're
wonderful aren't they Phillipa?" Emma rhetorically asked me brightly,
flicking the page back to the previous one and holding it a little closer to me
but still not close enough that I could read the words in the text box.
"On the left is a boy we call Luke... he has a cute willy and-"
"Lippy
Luke!" Suzanne interjected, undermining Emma. "There's a whole
chapter on him showing his development from birth through to age fourteen with
lots of pictures of him in the nude! Front and back! We call him 'Lippy Luke'
because he was born with a cleft palette... and it made his mouth look all
deformed. Like a vulva with teeth for a mouth! There's lots of pictures of that
too that show what the treatment was and how he underwent an operation to
straighten him out... He looks quite... 'normal' and handsome now... and yes,
like Emma says, he has a cute willy! <giggle>"
"Thank you
Suzanne," Caroline added with indignation at her boisterously predicable
sister's outburst. "Carry on Emma..."
"But I want
to tell Phillipa about birth defects!" Suzanne whined.
"Another
time... tomorrow perhaps... Come on Emma, carry on..." Caroline insisted.
"Okay,"
Emma began again, nodding respectfully to the leader on her garden chair
'throne.' "So I took a long time to tell Phillipa about the perineal raph
and show it to him by letting him see himself in a mirror as he squatted down
above it... Why don't you show the girls what you learned Phillipa? Sit down
like a girl on your cushion and describe your raph to us and point to each
place with your fingers?"
I started to blush
hard at the request, as I am sure you would too... This was a very humiliating
request... well, command really. I was going to have to do it. I was about to
start moving into position when Caroline interjected to save me... or break me
further...
"Well let's
not be too hasty Emma," she began, leaning forward in her chair and
looking at me. "I'm sure Phillipa really does know what his scar looks
like now and why it's there, but as we all know from the Big Book of Boy
Secrets, some scars are more difficult to see or make out, it's there in the
pictures you've shown them. So the question for me is, would Phillipa be able
to identify the perineal raph of a different boy..." There was some
muffled giggles from the other girls, seemingly a lot quicker on the uptake of
where Caroline was going than I was.
"Yes Miss
Caroline," I offered with naive overconfidence. "I can point the scar
out on all of those pictures in the book I think... Miss Emma taught me a lot
last night <blush>..." I offered, hoping that instead of pointing
out my own genitals, I could demonstrate my knowledge using the pictures in the
book, diverting attention away from me for a while as an added bonus.
"No, no, you
don't understand silly..." Caroline smirked indignantly, amused with my
innocent naivety. Suzanne was beside herself with joy for a reason about to be
revealed to me. "We can't see where you're pointing if you use the
pictures in the book so we can't really see if you're looking in the right
place or pointing to the right place either. No, what I want you to do is show
us using Stephanie... examine his raph with your fingers, point everything out
and talk us through what you can see, and what you know... You may
begin..."
Well there was a
bombshell if ever there was one...
--
Phillip White will
return in Part 4C of The Village - The History Lesson Continues.
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