The Village 4A
By TCP
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Copyright 2016 by TCP, all rights reserved
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The Village -
By TCP
© 2016 TCP
All of TCP’s stories are just
that - stories. There is a marked difference between fantasy and reality and it
is very easy to fall foul of the real world and what is acceptable in the real
world. I do not condone any abusive behaviour in the real world and we must act
as responsible citizens to ensure the on-line safety of our future generations.
Fantasy is a powerful thing, but let it remain fantasy. Lead yourself not into
temptation - and deliver yourself from evil.
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The fourth chapter of
Phillip's story as an eleven year old boy in the small village of Langton Magna...
Phillip's world gets turned upside down again with a history lesson and the
introduction of other members of the Girls' Club...
Or, Princess Leia continues her
iron rule over the Boys' Rebel Alliance
as they learn more about the female dominated galaxy that now surrounds them.
Tales of the olden times, reawakened in the present. Our young hero has failed
in his latest attempt to free his idols, Luke, Han and Chewbacca, and the
powerful tractor beam holding the Millennium Falcon seems insurmountable.
Yesterday, was his darkest day as a boy. Would he have the spirit, or the
'balls' to go back and face his superiors?
Main Characters -
Phillip White - eleven years old...
Patricia White, nee Powell - 33 years old, divorced mother of Phillip
and a veterinary practitioner.
Emma Smart - eleven years old...
Nikki Grayson, nee Smart - 34 years old, divorced mother of Emma, and
owner/senior partner of Langton Magna veterinary practice. 'Smarts...'
Alison and Elizabeth Knight - ten years old, and twin sisters.
Caroline Forbes-Marsh - thirteen years old. The leader of the pack...
Suzanne Forbes-Marsh - eleven years old.
Natasha Billington - twelve years old.
Anita Billington - ten years old.
Miss Bingley - 58 years old, Sunday School teacher and choir mistress.
Chapter 4A -
History Class...
'Mummy won't help
you...' The words chilled me as I woke up from a strange dream... What did Emma
mean when she said that the day before? Did I even really hear it? My penis was
hard as a rock and it felt all tingly and strange, almost as though I had
experienced a climax in my sleep, but not quite as intense. I realised that my
breath was racing and my hand was gripping the shaft of my cock under the
duvet... inside my pyjama bottoms. I had been touching myself while I was
dreaming...
As you could
probably expect, my dreams were focussed on my experiences in the Girls' Club
hut... the whole range of events that had happened to me in the space of barely
a week. Things that totally changed my perception on the world around me, and
made me question the very essence of what I was - a young male. Despite
everything, I still liked being a boy... I still liked having a penis... but I
was also ashamed of it too... It seemed to be controlled better by girls;
better than how I could, even though it was attached to my body and they were
my feelings.
Actually having a
climax would always remind me of what happened to me in the Girls' Club hut...
the humiliations and the degrading experiences. That's never changed even to
this day. In my mind, I still call out 'boys are weaker than girls,' and even
say it when I'm climaxing alone with my wife or when I'm 'performing' in front
of her friends.
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It was Thursday
now, I didn't want to leave the confines of my bedroom... I was stiff as a
board... sexually aroused, and yet I felt so humiliated and weak... It was a
paradox too difficult to explain or handle by a young impressionable boy like
me.
It was raining
outside... thundering too... Certainly not a day I could face in the woods...
or handle in the Club hut. I didn't want to go back there. It was too shameful,
and humiliating to comprehend. Seven girls had seen me naked... and made me do
stuff, or do stuff to me... and made me say shameful things and sing a dumb,
embarrassing song... There was no way I was going back there.
Mum had left for
work by the time I had awoken and I listened to the radio as I tried to stomach
breakfast in my PJs. The kitchen radio was tuned to 'Radio Weltby...'
"Here's a
song from way back, requested by one of our young listeners who is practicing
for a concert this autumn..." the disc jockey announced brightly, almost
smugly, like they do. "Well, Emma Smart, good luck with your concert, this
one is for you and your friend Phillipa..."
And you guessed
it, the song was 'Chatanooga Choo Choo...'
'Oh god...' I
thought, sitting there in the kitchen chair at the table. Hearing the song,
normally such an uplifting and joyful tune, I gasped and tensed up and began to
weep. As tears streaked down my cheeks, I cupped my hands at my crotch
protectively, pretending to hide myself, as I recalled all the humiliating
things I had said, done and had done to me the day before... I felt awful and
so embarrassed. I felt abused... sexually abused... which of course I had been.
So why then, did I become aroused? Why did my privates tingle and stiffen? What
did it all mean if I hadn't actually, somehow secretly 'enjoyed' it all?
I guess, in truth,
I had done it 'all' willingly hadn't I? That's maybe more the reason I was
crying there at the kitchen table. Deep within me, I had somehow 'wanted' the
girls to do it all to me... didn't I? I felt so ashamed at what I was
becoming... I kind of hated the way I felt, but something inside me made me
think about wanting to go back... I wanted to be their nudie boy again... to be
the centre of their attention again and especially to be made to feel good
again... I was a boy after all, immediately hooked on the sensation of orgasm,
and pretty much prepared to feel it in my privates again and again, no matter
the cost. No matter how many girls saw me naked... no matter how may girls
touched me.
But right then, as
the song was playing, I didn't seem to want it quite as much as maybe I had the
previous day... You see, I still had that feeling as though I didn't want to
ever have an orgasm ever again... because of how humiliating my most recent
ones were... and because there had been so many. My orgasm 'hangover' was still
there... I knew however that it was slowly waning... After all, this was
another day. But there was no way I was going to the hut today. I wanted the
safety of my own company... a chance to put things in perspective in my mind,
without the crooked logic and 'superior knowledge' of the girls.
And so my head won
over my heart that morning and I insisted that I wouldn't leave the house in
case I came across any of the girls. I wasn't ready to see them again, or suffer
their teasing just yet. Instead, after getting changed out of my PJs and into
just a pair of underpants, I played with my Star Wars toys in my bedroom,
trying hopelessly to put everything 'bad' out of my mind. But it was too
difficult for me - there were just too many conflicting thoughts wrestling for
attention and trying to dominate my mind.
I soon found that
what had been learned and experienced, could not be unlearned or forgotten
lightly. Instead, I was using my Star Wars action figures to role play my
feelings again... acting out my insecurities and creating little scenarios and
adventures... Sexual adventures to put things into perspective... Yes, I got
excited... I had a boner quite quickly actually as Princess Leia continued to
rule over the Boys' Rebel Alliance with a firm hand and demonstration of
unquestionable female dominance. Rain was hammering at my bedroom window as the
storm continued outside.
Princess Leia had
seemingly changed beyond all recognition from how she was in the films. There
in the safety of my bedroom, 'she' made all the male action figures (many of
them now with names of my friends at school) line up and recite the boys'
code...
"Come on
boys," I said mimicking the voice of Leia. "You have to say it all
together at the same time... the girls can say their code without any
problems... so why don't you try to be as good as the girls... Do it!"
And with that, I
cleared my throat and picked up the Rebel Commander action figure (my best
friend Oliver from school), dressed in his Battle of Hoth outfit. Representing
all the male action figures chanting in unison, he (okay yes, I) recited the
boys' code.
"Girls are in charge, boys are not...
Boys... are slaves... girls are not...
Girls rule forever... and boys obey...
Because girls are better, in every way..."
Lightning flashed
outside and thunder was rumbling all around the countryside surrounding the
village, but Leia was pleased with the recital this time and offered her
praise. She reached her hand out to touch the Rebel Commander between the legs
and made him blush. The blush was actually mine and made my penis tingle.
Moving along a small row of Stormtroopers, Leia was inspecting them... like I
was now accustomed to being inspected in the Girls' Club hut. One of the
Stormtroopers failed his inspection and was spanked for it. 'Leia' even used a
small ruler to spank the trooper, on his backside... and his front... just like
Elizabeth (or
Daffy) would have done.
I had made myself
quite excited by that stage, which kind of embarrassed me too at the same time.
I could feel the warm glow in my cheeks at what I was doing. The bulge in my
underpants was nagging at me, and I quickly pulled down my underpants to my
knees, leaving me feeling like a naughty little boy in my bedroom.
Still holding the
little ruler in my hand, I tried to spank myself... I tried to hit my buttocks
first to see what it was like. I quickly found that with such a small ruler, it
was almost impossible to give myself a meaningful spank to either of my
buttocks. So I used my hands to 'flick' the ruler at my buttocks from behind
me... I was very clumsy at first, it took me a few attempts to get the range of
the 'flick' just right. But I was finally able to make contact and give a
'smack' sound and a curious stinging sensation.
"You're such
a naughty boy Phillip...<smack>" I teased myself. "Getting all
nudie <smack> in front of girls... <smack> and letting them boss
you around... <smack... smack>" I changed buttocks... "You like
being nudie for them... <smack> and saying that girls are better
<smack> don't you?" I grunted. "Don't you? <smack> Yes...
<smack>... I like it... <smack> I knew you did... and you like it
when they touch you too <smack>... Owwww!"
I had to stop. I
was actually starting to hurt myself with my clumsy self spanking with the
ruler. It stung enough to scare me off from trying to spank anywhere on my
front! My curiosity was piqued, but not enough to want to hit my own penis or
testicles. I knew I wouldn't like it. The spank that Elizabeth had given me the day before was
still too fresh in my mind in any case.
Feeling the tingly
nature of my hairless little erection poking out from the crotch of my body, I
had another kind of curiosity. I pulled my underpants right off this time, leaving
me fully naked in my bedroom and feeling quite daring. I went over to my
wardrobe and opened it so I could look at myself in the full length mirror... I
blushed at the sight of my modest, pre-pubescent erection looking back at me
and imagined how it must have looked and felt to all seven girls that had seen
me, just like that. Seven members of the opposite sex... girls... They had no
'dumb looking little penis' between their legs... They mysteriously had
something 'better' between their legs that I knew almost nothing about...
'It's better to
have a vulva,' I heard myself admit to the girls. 'Than what a boy has... A
boy's penis is as worthless as a worm...' I bit my lip in embarrassment and
tried to bury those feelings as I turned round slightly to see if I could see
my buttocks in the mirror... I gasped a little with surprise and excitement at
the evidently darker pink coloured marks I had given myself with the ruler. I
could just make out where I had spanked myself. The muscle in the base of my cock
flexed on it's own as I thought about being spanked by a girl. It was exciting,
yet so fraught with stinging pain and humiliation... especially if I were naked
and in front of an audience of other girls.
And then my
curiosity piqued once more... Turning to face the mirror again fully at the
front, I remembered what Caroline had said about Mother Nature... I mimicked
her out loud,
"Mother
nature gives EVERY boy a little scar to remind them that they were once
girls..." I gripped my penis with my hand and squeezed a couple of times
as I said it. "All babies start out as girls... but the imperfect ones...
the rejects, are turned into boys..." As much as I hated the thought that
boys were nothing more than an imperfect version of the female form, I gasped
at how exciting it somehow seemed to make me feel. Another feeling of weakness.
I sat down in front of the mirror, my legs wide apart so I could look closely
at my genitals. My immature, young male genitals...
I looked and
looked for the little scar but I couldn't really see anything... I blushed and
gasped as my hands roamed over my tingly little scrotum, pushing and pulling
the loose skin from side to side, examining myself. I moved my penis around
from side to side too, but I couldn't see anything... or maybe it was actually
that I didn't really know what I was looking for.
"I don't want
to be a girl..." I whimpered in
frustration as I lost patience with my self-examination. "I'm Phillip...
not Phillipa!" I gripped my penis again and felt the muscle at the base of
it flex once more on it's own. "Nnnnngghghh... THIS means I'm a boy! And
here as well..." I grunted, clamping my free hand around my scrotum and
allowing my fingertips to stroke over the little furrows of the sensitive skin.
"This is what makes me a BOY! There's no way I'm a GIRL! I've NEVER been a
GIRL! No w..."
BRRRRRRNNNNNNGGGGGG...
'Shit!' I panicked
at the sound of the telephone downstairs, interrupting my defiant and intimate
self exploration. I looked at the clock on the wall and I was shocked to see
that it was early afternoon... lunch time.
BRRRRRRRRRNNNNNNNGGGGG...
I was surprised at how long I had been playing games with my action figures and
of course my other secret games in my bedroom. With my underpants still off, I
ran out of my room and downstairs to the telephone in the hall, fully naked...
I felt really naughty and enthralled by the sensations of being fully naked
outside of my bedroom in my own home.
When I answered
the phone, I heard my mum's voice at the other end. She had obviously guessed
from the evening before that I would still be at home. Apart from the weather,
I had told her I was not feeling very well and so she was calling to see if I
were any better.
I pretended that I
still had a queasy tummy, and lied to my mum when she asked me how I was. I
said I would stay home for the remainder of the day.
"Oh that's a
shame sweetheart... Emma's been into the surgery just now and asked about
you?" mum said.
"Em...Emma?"
I gasped, bending my knees and squeezing them together subconsciously to try
and cover my nudity even though I was the only one there in the hall.
"W-w-what did she say?"
"Well, she
seemed to think that you were going to be meeting up again today and she was
really sweet to come and see us in the surgery and ask if you were feeling
unwell when you didn't turn up... Isn't she just such a lovely and thoughtful
girl Phillip?"
"W-what did
you tell her?" I asked nervously. I was a little worried that Emma was
going to knock on the door at any moment, with me still nude.
"Well I said
that you were feeling unwell last night and probably still felt a little under
the weather... and of course, with it being so stormy right now, I told her
that you were probably resting. She was really quite concerned for you..."
I was kind of
thrilled and scared at the same time. I mean, I hadn't shown up for Club that
day, and wasn't sure if that was going to get me into trouble. But I reasoned
that surely if I wasn't well, I couldn't get in trouble with the girls for that.
And I was secretly flattered that Emma had been concerned enough to ask about
me when I hadn't shown up at the hut.
The call ended
with mum explaining that she would be home around the usual time unless I
needed her to come home early. I wasn't really ill, but I agreed that I would
call the veterinary surgery if I needed anything. Hanging up the phone, I
padded back upstairs to my room, my heart a bit of a flutter and thinking about
Emma.
So there I was,
still fully naked, in my own room... I retrieved the little note paper from the
pocket of my denim shorts that I had worn the previous day. I knew I had to be
careful what I did with these little scraps of paper I was being given. I
didn't want my mum to find them and start asking awkward questions. The note I
picked up this time was 'my song...'
I read the words
to the song over and over, blushing scarlet at the imagery and the phrases...
and the memories of performing it all naked in front of all seven fully clothed
and cheering, giggling girls. All I wanted to do was play with my Star Wars
stuff... and play with it my way... like a boy should. But my collection was
incomplete... My favourite things were still held captive in the Girls' Club
hut... my prized possessions, controlled by girls. Even my cock... my very
boyness.
"Read it out
loud, fly boy..." I said in the voice of Princess Leia, imagining her
smirking at me and daring me to debase myself again to an audience of one...
myself and my action figures of course. "Sing it... show the girls how
obedient you are... now you're part of the Girls' Empire..."
And so, I sang the
song... right there in my bedroom... fully naked and blushing scarlet...
Pardon me, miss...
But I'm a horny little boy toy...
Slave of the girls,
Please let me give you a twirl...
Can you afford,
To miss the naked little slave boy?
I've got no hair...
Around my privates down there...
I, like, it, when the girls of Langton Magna make me
strip bare,
And then make me jump around, without a care....
Nothing looks more silly,
Than my little willy...
Waggling and jiggling there, in front of me...
When boys hear a girl command them, they will obey,
So I'll do absolutely any thing that they say...
Nudie naughty slave boy,
Forever the girls' play toy,
Yeah, girls are better than any boy...
There's gonna be,
A lovely party in the Girls' Club,
Knickers and tights,
My new world of delights...
I'm gonna blush,
Until the girls decide to let me go...
Playing with my willy, 'til they let me go home...
Girls playing with my willy, 'til they let me go
home...
And like my second
performance in the hut the day before, I even practiced a couple of the actions
that I had begun to develop into my 'show.' I knew they would tease me... and
laugh at me... But I figured that was just how girls were... And so, I found it
curiously exciting again as I looked forward, kind of, to giving them my next
performance. I was relaxing again and letting my hidden fantasy feelings come
to the fore. My girl dominated, orgasm hangover was almost over.
After another run
through of my song, I was pretty confident that I had the words committed to
memory. For safe keeping I folded the note back up and put it in the pencil
case on top of my desk. I put my copy of the boys' code in there too. If I was
playing with fire, I wanted to make sure the blaze could only start in one
place.
Once more, I began
to use Princess Leia to dominate and humiliate more male action figures
belonging to the imagined Boys' Rebel Alliance, and she 'spoke' to me again...
"Phillipa...
it's time for you to put on your panties..." I said in her voice. I shook
my head in silent protest. "Do it... or you'll get a spanking... don't be
shy..." So I reluctantly reached under my bed and pulled out the light
blue panties I had stuffed under there the previous evening. I opened them out
and looked at them... a curious naughty thrill passing through my body...
"If you want all the girls to stop lookin' at your willy... then put the
panties on like a good girl..." I teased myself with Leia's voice.
Clumsily and just
like a boy, I put my feet into the leg holes of the panties, crouching down. My
genitals were tingling, my penis stiff as a board. My cheeks were crimson as I
began to stand up, pulling the panties up my legs with me... over my knees and
finally snugly into place at my hips... My modest erection poked out of the top
of the panties and I adjusted myself by cramming the hairless obstruction down
into the panties as best I could...
I moved to stand
and pose in the mirror of the wardrobe, embarrassed and yet turned on too. I
became quite bashful at how I looked wearing girls' panties... and a little
ashamed at how it made me feel all tingly and naughty. I mimicked how I
imagined a girl would pose in just her panties, legs and knees together,
leaning forward slightly to blow a kiss, and even did a twirl for my own
amusement, and of course that of Princess Leia too.
'Just like a
girl...' I thought to myself and then giggled.
"Just like a girl..." I finally said
out loud, changing my voice to sound like a real girl... exactly how Caroline
The Hutt sounded... I was horrified at how convincing my voice was and the
girlish posing I performed in the mirror. Self conscious and embarrassed, I
stripped them off quickly again and tossed them back under my bed... Boyish
denial had struck me. I really was playing with fire...
--
It was about six
o'clock in the evening and the stormy weather had finally passed. Mum and I had
a quiet dinner and dessert before I excused myself and went for my bath. No
sooner was I up to my neck in a very bubbly bath (I had a bad habit of putting
too much bubble bath in the water) when I was vaguely aware of voices
downstairs... My mum and another voice I couldn't make out. I thought nothing
of it and closed my eyes to relax and consider my thoughts.
A few moments
later, I heard the bathroom door open and it made me sit up in the frothy,
bubble ridden water. It was my mum... and trooping in behind her, was Emma.
Emma Smart! Well, as you can imagine, I was blushing scarlet in an instant at
the thought of a girl seeing me in the bath. I mean, okay, I was buried deep
under a moonscape of frothy bubbles, but still, this was a girl... in MY
bathroom!
"M-mum...
Emma... woah! Stop... w-what are you doing?" I stammered in shock,
subconsciously holding my hands over my privates under the water... you know,
just in case the wicked north wind decided to blow all the bubbles away at that
very moment.
"Oh Emma just
popped round to say hello and see if you were feeling any better. She's bought
you a bar of chocolate, which I've put in the fridge for you... Emma's been
quite worried about you, haven't you dear?" my mum smiled warmly at the
girl invader.
"Yes Miss
Powell," she replied respectfully, then looked at me with a hidden,
mischievous smile at the sight of me in the bath tub. It was also the first
time I had heard my mum referred to by her maiden name since the divorce. That
in itself made me feel a little sad and defensive.
"But mum!
She's a girl!" I protested in disbelief that my mum would even entertain
the notion of a girl being allowed upstairs in our home, let alone inside the
bathroom while I was naked and in the bath. It was incredulous. It kind of felt
like the end of the world starting all over again...
"And she's a
very sensible girl Phillip..." my mum replied straight away.
"But mum...
she might, see me..." I said more quietly, looking down into the bubbles,
blushing and embarrassed at how stupid I sounded.
"Well, sooner
or later, everyone goes to the zoo Phillip. I'm sure Emma doesn't mind, do you
sweety?"
"Not one bit
Miss Powell..." she smiled at me, looking into my eyes and then into the
water as though she had x-ray vision and could see through the bubbles after
all. She smirked playfully at me, enjoying my obvious and overt embarrassment.
"I've seen lots of naked boys before, it's no big deal, really... In fact,
when I visit my cousins, Emily who's twelve, and me, get to bath her brother
Thomas all the time... He's ten and a half, and he doesn't mind... Honestly
Phillipa, boys have nothing special to hide or be ashamed of between their
legs, do they Miss Powell?" Emma smirked at me again and winked knowingly.
She was lying and she knew it... AND worse still, she used my Girls' Club name
in front of my mum... damn it... I hoped mum wouldn't notice and ask questions
that were impossible and too humiliating for me to answer.
"That's very
true Emma, and I have to say how impressed I am to see such an astute and
mature attitude... Some girls who are quite a bit older than you still giggle
and tease a boy if they see him naked... "
"But mum I'm
eleven! I'm a boy!" I gasped, desperate to get them to leave the
bathroom... "Emma's a girl and she's eleven too! It's private... I'm in
the bath!"
"Oh stop
blushing and fussing... it really is far too cute..." my mum chuckled,
waving away my protest like my privacy was the most irrelevant thing at that
moment. "That bath is full to the brim with bubbles so she can't see your
'little difference' anyway... Young boys like you shouldn't be so modest... It
won't be that long until you get a steady girlfriend and then you'll only be
too eager to show her what you've got wriggling down there..." With that
she put her hand into the water and flicked a little up at my face, making me
blush again and become not a little exasperated and cross!
"MUMMY stop!
I mean... Mum... stop it!" I blustered, correcting myself, and feeling
embarrassed for using the word 'mummy.' Such a childish name that I was too old
to use now that I was eleven.
"Oh you're so
delightful when you're being teased..." mum giggled, leaning down to kiss
my forehead... As she pulled away, she sniffed at the air... "Good lord!
That's MY bubble bath in there young man! You really do want to get clean don't
you? And using ladies' bubble bath... Hmmmm... are you trying to turn into a
girl?"
"Mum, stop
it! Please!" I begged weakly, wishing I was fully clothed and back in the
safety of my bedroom. Emma giggled at my discomfort as I blushed scarlet. I was
feeling totally outnumbered, just like I did in the Girls' Club hut. Only this
time, my mum was part of the unfolding scenario... the woman who should stop
all this horror from happening. It was almost as though she were condoning
it... encouraging it...
"Oh stop fussing
young man! Emma just stopped by to see how you were... So I'll leave you two
alone for a while..." And before I could protest, she was gone. The door
clunked closed behind her. I was stuck in the bath now at the mercy of Emma.
The towel I had put out to use and my clean PJs were on the rail on the
opposite wall and the only way I could retrieve either was to climb out of the
bath and expose myself to Emma... my darling dream girl... A GIRL... in the
process.
There followed an
awkward couple of moments where time seemed to slow down to a crawl... I looked
sheepishly at Emma, and she looked victoriously at me, knowing that she had all
the power over me at that moment. I blushed harder and struggled to look at
her. It was too embarrassing to look into her giggling, amused eyes... and even
more so to try and get on with my bath... Finally, Emma's girlish confidence
shone through and resolved the matter for me...
"We missed
you today, Phillip," Emma said sweetly. I was so happy that she used my
actual name... and not that girl's name I had been given in the Club...
"Are you really poorly, or is it something else?" I was silent in
response, feeling my heart racing in my chest as I slowly looked up from the
bubbly water and into my sweetheart's eyes. Somehow, she encouraged me to look
at her and to speak.
"Y-you
shouldn't be here..." I said quietly and with obvious embarrassment.
"I'm... n-naked..."
"Well
d'uh!!" she giggled playfully. "You're in the bath, so of course
you're naked, dummy! It's nothing to be scared or embarrassed about... I mean,
it's not like I haven't seen you naked before is it?"
"But..."
I began, my words failing me for a moment. "This is different... you're
here... in my house... in MY bathroom..."
"It's no
different Phillip... you're part of our Club now... I know it can be a little
difficult for boys around here..."
'A little?' I
thought, wanting to shout it out loud and make my point heard.
"But you're
still a member and you're important to us... And so we really did miss you
today, honest..."
"'We' missed
me? Or how about 'you' missed me?" I replied quickly without thinking.
"I missed
you..." Emma confirmed with a friendly smile. My heart skipped a beat in
it's excitement, that little exchange was pure Star Wars... my Han Solo talking
to Emma's Princess Leia in the south passage of the Hoth rebel base in The
Empire Strikes Back...' Emma missed me!
"Yesterday
was horrible..." I revealed, swallowing solemnly and looking down into the
bubbly water. "I mean... what you girls did to me... what you've been
doing all week... What you made me do... and say... I... erm... I don't want to
go back... I feel... I feel shit Emma..." Tears were forming in the
corners of my eyes and I could see Emma recognised it. "Why wouldn't they
stop? The massage device I mean... Why wouldn't they stop? You were holding me
down too... helping them... and they... wouldn't stop... I was crying!"
"I can
understand how difficult it might be for you Phillip... being a boy in a girls'
club, especially a club like ours with our beliefs..." Emma replied softly
but with intent. "I guess that part with the massager got a little out of
hand with you yesterday. You'll never get the girls to apologise for that
though... It's nothing that hasn't happened to boy members before... It's
important that boys in the Club... and the Village understand fully the true
status of girls compared with boys... That is, that girls are superior in every
way, and boys just aren't..."
"But..."
I said quietly, trying to interject, but feeling naturally subservient.
"And boys
need to be shown just how superior girls really are... even if sometimes the
boy can't handle it and he starts to cry. Boys have to learn Phillip... Some
would call it being cruel to be kind... The Big Book Of Boy Secrets calls it
'character building.' We're girls, not savages Phillip... we'd never really,
really hurt you..."
"But it did
hurt! It hurt my w-willy!" I blustered, still fighting back the threat of
tears.
"Okay... like
I said, it did get a little out of hand... Despite Caroline's teasing, a boy
has never lasted as long as you did without crying when the massager was
touching your willy. And of course, there's no way that Caroline in particular
would ever let a boy beat her... You just shocked her a little... surprised
her... and she reacted..."
"But..."
I tried to say something again but couldn't find the words. Despite my better
judgement, I was somehow being 'talked round' into accepting what happened as
perfectly justified and normal...
'It was my own
fault...' I mused silently, biting my lip. 'Caroline wasn't expecting me to
last so long... the girls thought I did better than expected... I made them
angry... it's all your own fault Phillip...'
And then came the
sweetener...
"I really did
bring you a bar of chocolate... Dairy Milk... and I've brought your Millennium
Falcon back too... it's downstairs in the lounge... and all your action figures
that were inside too."
"Wh-what?"
I asked curiously. "You're letting me have them back? I'm free?"
"Well,
officially, you'll always be a member of our club now... but it's up to you
whether or not you attend the meetings at the usual times appropriate for boy
members... And the rules say that girls are in charge away from the Club house
too, so just so we're clear... who rules Phillipa? Girls... or boys?"
"Oh Emma...
please don't..." I blushed quietly. "This is my home..."
"Remember
your manners Phillipa..." she teased me.
"Miss Emma...
please don't... not here..." This was a different kind of female invasion
into my life. The Club and the woods were one thing. This was my own home... my
safety haven now invaded by a dominant girl... Even if she was a hoped for
sweetheart, I wasn't quite ready to accept such feminism in my own home.
"It's embarrassing and... I don't like being teased all the time... and
how you make me feel bad to be boy... and <sniffle> when you hurt my...
<blush>... hurt my willy..."
"Well, like I
said... boys have to learn their place here and realise that being a boy isn't
to be special and certainly doesn't mean that you're in charge... Sometimes its
going to mean learning things that you don't want to hear, and you'll try hard
to deny that they're true... And sometimes, to really learn the lessons, you
have to feel it for real... and sometimes that is going to be painful..."
Emma said with quiet confidence, reeling me in. "But hey, you get to have
some fun too don't you? There are lots of times you get to feel... good hmmmm?
You like it when we touch your willy and make it hard... and when you get to
have an orgasm... you like that don't you?" she finished quickly.
"Yes,
but..."
"Well there
you are Phillipa... girls and boys can get along happily together, so long as
boys know and accept their place as slaves to girls... Just like men are all
slaves to women too... We'll always make sure you get to feel good in your
willy... So who rules Phillipa... girls, or boys?"
"G-girls...
Miss Emma," I whispered with shame...
"Good boy...
now say the boys' code, just so we're clear that you're still a member of our
Club..."
"Oh gosh...
I... errm... I..." I blustered, blushing like crazy at this whole invasion
of my privacy. It felt very uncomfortable... but I forced myself to do it. It
was the only way things would move along wasn't it? By doing what a girl
instructed... it was the only way forward...
"Girls are in
charge, boys are not..." I whispered as quietly as I thought Emma would
permit me. I didn't want my mum to hear me, or know just how far her little boy
had fallen into the trap of girlish dominion. "Boys... are slaves... girls
are not... Girls rule forever... and boys obey... Because girls are better, in
every way..."
"Good boy!" Emma beamed proudly at me as I cowered in the
bathtub, my modesty spared by the profusion of feminine scented soapy bubbles.
To my surprise, she came over to the side of the bath and knelt down, leaning
forward to kiss my forehead. "You're so sweet... I really hope you come
back to Club Phillip... I know you like me... we have a lot more in common than
you think... Do you want me to make you feel good?"
Suddenly, her hand snaked into the water. I tensed and drew my knees
together, holding my crotch tightly in my hands, scared that she was going to
touch my boyish privates.
"Em...
Emma... errmm... Miss Emma... what are you doing? Noo! Don't..." I gasped
and stammered. "What about my mum? Nooo... you can't! Not here...
please!"
"Awww, don't
be shy..." she giggled, feeding her excitement with my obvious feelings of
humiliation. "I've already seen and touched everything you've got down
there... Let me help you finish your bath... it might be fun if you let me make
you feel good... Hmmm?"
"Oh gosh...
nooo!!! I don't want to get in trouble... what about my mum?"
"Shhhh... you
silly boy... You won't get in trouble for letting me help you... but you might
get in trouble if you refuse to co-operate... Girls are in charge
remember?" She withdrew her hand from the water and took hold of the pink
sponge on the side of the bath... "What's it going to be Phillip? A 'nice'
bath... or a spanking from the girls?"
Oh god folks...
what a choice to be given... A boy having to decide whether to let a girl he
likes bath him, or take a spanking from all the girls in the Club house... It
was a choice that Hobson would have been proud of.
'I wouldn't mind
so much if Emma got naked and jumped into the bath with me... at least then I'd
get to...' I thought.
"Well?"
she smirked, sensing the mental battle going on inside my mind.
Slowly, I breathed
out and allowed my body to relax, my knees parting, my legs stretching out and
my eyes closing...
"Okay,"
I whispered and braced myself for the humiliation of being bathed by a girl.
And so it began, Emma soaked the sponge in the soapy water and set about giving
me my bath... Since Emma was a girl, I just knew that she was going to be very
thorough with the task, and so it was.
As she soaped over
my back and chest with the sponge, I discussed a few things with Emma, letting
her know how I felt about certain aspects of how I was being treated by the
girls at the Club and the insecurities I had about it all. I explained how it
made me feel to strip naked in front of all the girls each time, or to say bad
things about being a boy and having to admit that girls were best. I even
explained how I played with my Star Wars stuff now, with Princess Leia in
charge of all the boys.
Emma had an answer
for everything... like it was so well practiced... and it became so obvious
that I certainly wasn't the first boy to have been a member of the Club. But I
always got the feeling that there was so much more that she, and the other
girls were keeping secret. There was still more to all of this than I had
currently experienced or been exposed to... I just knew it.
I was a little
more relaxed about having a girl give me a bath, and my curiosity caught me
again, this time about what Emma had said to my mum when they first came into
the bathroom...
"Do you...
really... you know... you and your cousin... bath that other boy?" I
asked, not sure if I should be scared or embarrassed on behalf of the boy or if
I should accept the secret arousal I was feeling at the thought of a boy being
bathed by two girls like that. I guess I felt a little jealous that another boy
was being 'treated' by Emma in particular... "Do you... you know... touch
him?"
"Yes... it's
good fun... for us girls anyway..." Emma smiled proudly. "And I guess
for him too now he's gotten used to it..."
"But how did
it start? I mean... surely it must have been... really horrible... for him...
having to let two girls... you know..."
"Shhhh..."
she soothed, gently rinsing over my back with the flannel. "Okay, I'll
tell you..." And so, Emma explained what happened...
--
Emma, Emily And
Tommy -
Over the previous
Easter, Emma's mother was going to be kept busy working with farm animals
giving birth in the area in which she covered in her veterinary duties and so
Emma went to spend the holiday at her aunt's in Weltby. Her cousins were Emily,
twelve, and Thomas (Tommy) who was ten. Emma had her eleventh birthday, earlier
in December.
Emily and Tommy's
father had left home some time previously as part of a marriage break up and
being Easter, their mother was out running errands after the main bank holiday
closedown. As a consequence, Emily and Emma had been left in charge of the boy.
The three of them normally got on very well...
The three children
had been playing dominoes and the girls kept winning. Tommy had become a little
restless and 'bratty,' accusing the girls of cheating. Of course, the girls
hadn't been cheating, but they were colluding to make sure that one of them or
both of them always beat the boy! Although the girls fully explained that they
weren't cheating to Tommy, he just couldn't accept defeat at the hands of
girls.
And that was
Tommy's Swiss cheese moment...
To punish him for
being a sore loser, the two girls started a tickle game against him... He found
it amusing at first until the tickling began to make him breathless and unable
to stop himself from laughing... He asked them to stop... but they didn't... He
quickly escalated his pleas, and begged them to stop... But the girls didn't...
"We're gonna
keep tickling you until you apologise for calling Emma and me cheats!"
Emily giggled as her fingers jabbed into the sides of Tommy's tummy. "And
that we beat you fair and square!"
"And we'll
still keep tickling you until you admit that girls are better than boys!"
Emma added, tickling her fingers into the boy's armpits.
"No way!
Arrgghhh-ha-haa-haaa! I'll never give in! Boys are better! Ahhh-haah-ha-haaa!
Boys are better than GIRLS! Ahhh-haaah-ha-haaa!! And you cheated!" Tommy
shouted between the enforced bouts of laughter. Of course, Tommy was soon
overpowered by the tickling he was receiving from the two girls, unable to
control his laughter, and increasingly struggling to fight off four fiendish
hands of girlish, merciless tickles.
As the three of
them scuffled and wrestled, Tommy slinked and squirmed off the sofa and onto
the floor and tried defensively to curl into a ball to protect himself from the
tickling fingers of his preteen female assailants. To his chagrin though, Emily
was much stronger than Tommy and she was able to lay him out flat while he was
distracted by his uncontrollable laughter. Inspired by wrestling matches she
saw on television, she sat down on the boy's tummy, holding his wrists to the
floor in a schoolgirl pin, while Emma tickled him mercilessly under the
armpits. He giggled and squealed but wouldn't submit...
"Submit
Tommy... admit that girls are better!" Emily snickered, looking down at
her blushing, struggling younger brother. She was enjoying the excitement of
overpowering a boy like that and seeing the turmoil on his face. It tingled in
her special girl places... her nipples and in her cunny. Treating a boy like
this was a new sensation for her, and she realised right away that she liked
it...
"No way are
girls <ahhh-ha-ha-ha!> better... you keep cheating...
<haaa-ha-ha-haarrgh> or just get lucky every time!" Tommy still
wouldn't apologise, or admit to girl supremacy... So Emma tickled down his
sides and then began to get as excited as Emily. No stranger to humiliating and
controlling boys, Emma decided to raise the stakes to ensure her next victory.
She started dancing her fingers over his inner thighs and then tickling and
groping over his privates... She was tickling and squeezing him gently while
Emily held him down and teased him about how girls had beaten him over and
over... and fairly!
"You got beat
by girls Tommy!" Emily giggled. "And you can't stand it! You can't
handle it can you?? Well guess what... GIRLS are taking over! GIRLS are in
charge!" Although Emma was tickling his privates, his sister's words
seemed to make him squeal in denial and wriggle around even more.
So Emily turned
round on her brother's tummy and bounced up and down, still making it
impossible for Tommy to get up. She was now tickling her younger brother
between the legs too, and Emma moved to trap his ankles and stop him from
kicking out... Emma was feeling resourceful and pealed off Tommy's socks... She
held them up to his face and made the boy smell them... Although they were
clean on that morning, Tommy acted as though it was the worst thing a girl
could make him do. Somehow, he still believed this was just another game.
Emma began to
tickle the bottom of his left foot with her fingernails... raking them back and
forth over the sole of his foot... His toes curled instantly to try and get
them away.
"Stop it,
stop it!" Tommy protested vehemently between his enforced fits of giggles
and laughter. "You'll get spanked for this! I'll tell mummy you both
touched my gooly..." He clearly thought he now had some leverage and power
over the girls. How wrong he was.
"No you
won't..." Emily teased back with confidence... squeezing the stiffened
little bulge between his legs with amusement and continuing to bounce up and
down on his tummy... "No, instead, you're going to admit that girls are
better than boys and then we'll let you go..."
"No
way! Ahhhh-ha-hahaa!" Tommy
fussed, forcibly giggling as his sister let go of his privates and grabbed hold
of his other foot. Now both girls were tickling the soles of his feet.
Amazingly brave, or stupid, Tommy maintained his boyishly proud resistance.
Soon though, the
tickling of his feet became so comprehensive and unbearable... coupled with the
feeling of his sister's bottom bouncing up and down on his tummy that he
suddenly felt the urge to pee...
"Stop it,
stop it please!" he begged and panicked... He was no longer laughing, he
was whining, squirming and grimacing. He began to cry. "I'm gonna...
Nooooooo!!! Please... okay.... girls are better than boys! Nooooo... STOP! I
admit it, I admit it! Please stop... I admit it... girls are better than
boys!" The girls instantly stopped tickling, and began giggling about
their total victory... Little did they realise just how big their victory was
going to be...
It was too late
for young Tommy... he was wetting his pants... The wet patch quickly spread
uncontrollably across the front of his chino shorts... Both girls saw it and
giggled openly at Tommy about being a dirty little baby boy while he helplessly
continued to pee... He couldn't stop it... the weight of his sister pressing
down on his tummy with her bottom somehow seemed to stop the bladder muscles
from working properly to prevent the flow...
"I hate
you," Tommy sobbed at his sister... his shorts and underpants now totally
sodden as the last of his pee trickled out...
--
"God Emma! He
peed all over the carpet?" I gasped and asked with curious horror and
boyish empathy.
"No..."
Emma giggled ruefully. "Fortunately, we were all in the lounge which has a
bare wooden floor... that's where Tommy was laying down with his sister sitting
on his tummy. Lucky there was no carpet I guess. That would have ended the game
real quick wouldn't it?"
And she continued
with the story...
--
"You may well
hate me Tommy... but I got what I wanted from you..." Emily teased,
climbing off her younger brother's tummy and kneeled down next to him, making
sure he could see her... "I got you to admit that girls are better!
<he-he-he> And now, what's stopping ME from telling mum and all your
friends that you... a ten year old boy... got tickled by two girls and pissed
your pants!? Hmmmm? What about that?"
Tommy was shocked
into a tearful silence. He knew how shameful it sounded... and how shameful it
was for him as a boy, even a younger boy. He was ten (and a half...) and
shouldn't be wetting his pants even if he was being tickled. He'd never live it
down.
"Please don't
tell..." Tommy begged, still crying openly as his sister looked down at
him, a look of satisfaction on her face.
"We won't
tell, if you promise to do what we say..." Emily said conspiratorially...
"I will, I
will... I'll do anything..." he sniffled quickly, immediately surrendering
all of his Swiss cheese to the girls, and thus so easily sealing his fate...
It was only much later that night, when the girls were
whispering before going to sleep that Emily confessed to Emma that she had felt
'really good' about what they had done to Tommy and it had caused her to tingle
crazily in her secret girl places... Further, she wanted to do more stuff to
Tommy as it seemed like such good fun to do these kind of things to a boy - the
so called 'dominant and better sex.' It was then that Emma confessed her own
feelings too and revealed what happened in Langton Magna with the Girls'
Club... and how the girls knew they were superior to boys and how they treated
any boy members... She also revealed what the girls in the Club did to boys
they snared at school or while on holiday...
Emily also confessed to Emma later that there was no
way she would have risked getting herself into trouble by telling her mum about
the tickling game that went too far and ended up in Tommy being groped and then
wetting himself. That could have landed both girls in a lot of trouble... but
Tommy didn't need to know that, and he was too dumb to figure that out on his
own anyway. But back to Tommy's Swiss cheese meltdown...
"Okay then...
Emma and I are going to give you a bath... and you better behave, or I'll
tell..." There was obviously some protest from Tommy about them both being
girls but he finally relented for fear of what his mum and friends might say...
The girls escorted
Tommy into the bathroom and started filling the bath. They made Tommy stand
still with his arms in the air as they pealed off his t-shirt...
"Put your
hands on your head Tommy," Emma said, turning to nod at the other girl and
taking the lead. The boy complied. "There's a good boy..." Then Emma
unfastened his wet shorts and pulled them down leaving him in just his soggy
underpants. "Don't be shy now Tommy... we're big girls aren't we?"
"But you'll
see m-my th-thingy..." Tommy blushed, totally crestfallen and with such
watery looking eyes that told the girls he was about to cry again at the mere
thought of them getting to see his private parts.
"Yes we
will!" Emma smirked, making sure that the boy knew she was smirking, and
enjoying it, emphasising her power and superiority without using words.
"But Tommy... it's only your willy... and it's really nothing special...
not like our 'girl things...'"
"And anyway,
it's only two girls that will see..." Emily added brightly. "Be a
good boy, and nobody else needs to know... it will be our little secret won't
it?"
With the bath now
deep enough, Emily turned off the taps and checked the temperature... She
nodded at Emma, confirming that it was time.
"Hold still,
you can't go in the bath in these dirty pissy boy panties..." Emma smiled
cheekily, deliberately trying to humiliate the boy. She grabbed hold of his
underpants at the waistband, and before he could protest, in one quick motion,
she pulled them right down to his ankles... His hairless little penis and ball
sac were now exposed for the two girls to view and barely stifle their excited
giggles. Tommy was in shock and made no attempt to cover himself...
Emma and Emily
thought it was a glorious sight, and managed to get a long, lingering look at
his bare naked private parts before he suddenly found his modesty and his hands
flew to cover his groin...
"Step out of
your dirty panties," Emma instructed, and Tommy quickly complied. Emily
picked up the dirty clothing and put them in the linen hamper.
"Hey, he's
covering up!" Emily said with disappointment.
"Get your
hands back up on your head Tommy!" Emma instructed firmly. "We've
already seen your little boy worm... You have nothing to keep hidden from us
now..."
"B-but
you'll..." Tommy began tearfully...
"Do it! Hands
on your head, right now! Show us your willy... or we'll tell!" Emily
joined in, firmly instructing her younger brother and adding more than a
playful threat of further shameful recriminations if he didn't obey...
"Ohhh-kay..."
Tommy sniffled and looked down at the floor, and then slowly complied. He was
obviously ashamed to have two girls now looking at his private parts as his
hands interlinked on top of his head. The powerful crimson flush of dark pink
burned his cheeks. He wanted to cry as he felt the two girls' looking directly
between his legs, right at his very boyishness... in all it's hairless
immaturity. Apart from wetting his pants not five minutes earlier, this was the
most humiliating thing that had ever happened to him.
Tommy looked so
cute and all sorry and defeated, standing there, bare naked in front of the two
girls dominating him... He looked down at the floor with his hands on his head
and his legs together... almost like a soldier standing to attention... His
penis was so delicate and weak looking... still fully hairless, boyish and
smooth. The tip was covered with a tight looking foreskin... Underneath was
Tommy's scrotum, it had the look of a baby boy's... It was a feeble looking,
pink and wrinkly little pouch with no real sign of any little treasures
inside... a long way yet from starting his puberty.
"Jump in the
bath then nudie boy..." Emma teased with a girlish giggle, momentarily
rubbing a hand between her legs to savour her secret, cherished sexual feelings.
--
At this point, as
Emma recounted her story about bathing Tommy to me while I was in the bath
myself, she started to wash me in the same way she was describing their actions
with Tommy... Over my back again with the soapy sponge... over my shoulders...
my chest... my nipples... my navel, including soaping and fingering around in
there... And then it was time for what Emma had been looking forward to most...
"Stand up
Phillipa... don't be shy... it's time to wash your middle..."
Slowly, I stood up
in the bath, the bubbles still just about covering my privates from Emma's
view, though the very tip of my penis was exposed to her, poking out like a
little pink flag betraying the stiffness of the 'twig' hidden by the bubbles.
The aroma of the feminine bath bubbles filled the air and reminded me of the
shameful yet erotic atmosphere of the scenario I was part of right then. I was
an eleven year old boy, submitting to the act of being bathed by a girl my own
age... all while she told me a story way beyond my wildest dreams... The story
of another young hero, surrendering to the dominance of his girlish superiors.
Like it was the most natural thing in the whole world.
"Oooh
Phillipa," Emma giggled as she wiped away the bubbles covering my penis...
"You're all stiff right here." At that, she applied the sponge to my
penis and gripped both the sponge and my cock at the same time, making me gasp
and blush. It felt so naughty, but oh so tingly too. "Are you enjoying my
story?"
"Y-yes..."
I panted as she began to clean my penis and scrotum. She gripped a little too
hard briefly... "Ow... my willy is still a little sore, Miss Emma."
So she put the sponge down and began to use a flannel instead to wash over me.
It felt a little softer than the sponge and of course the direct touch of her
fingers.
Emma continued her
tale while she cleaned my stiff little boy-tail...
--
As Emma cleaned
her younger boy cousin's penis, it obviously involved touching him as she
applied the soap and rinsed it off, repeating the process thoroughly several
times. It would come as no surprise that the poor boy quickly succumbed to a
powerful little erection, his penis almost instantly stiffening as the girl
stroked her soapy hand back and forth over the fleshy little shaft. Although he
didn't know what the girl was doing, Emma was actually wanking Tommy off. She
was diddling him...
Tommy gasped and
panted as Emma masturbated him with her soapy hands, and he had a dreamy, dazed
look of contentment on his face finally. Pleasure was building within him and
he was making gentle hip movements to match Emma's stroking hand. Emily watched
with curious amazement at how easily Emma was controlling her brother's
behaviour, just by 'cleaning' his penis like that.
After a short
while, Emma was satisfied that Tommy was now a powerless little worm, firmly
caught and wriggling on her fishing hook... so she stopped wanking him and just
rinsed off the soap with the sponge. Tommy's face instantly changed as the
pleasure he was experiencing waned away with the water... He suddenly
remembered his situation...
"W-why did
you stop?" he blushed, ashamed that he secretly liked what Emma had been
doing with his willy, and even more shamefully, actually wanted her to carry
on...
"I stopped
because I'm in charge!" Emma smirked at the boy's obvious immediate
enslavement to his newly discovered feelings of sexual arousal. "You're
not ready to feel good in that thing yet... It's time to get you spotlessly
clean first... just like a girl... Then we'll have some more fun with your
little... 'gooly...'" Hearing Emma use Tommy's own word for his boy-thing
made Emily laugh. "Hold still..." Emma cautioned, looking right into
Tommy's eyes, and then turned to look at Emily... "Watch what I do closely
Emily... this is how girls need to look after little boys..."
Emma rubbed the
soap between her fingers and took hold of the shaft of his little hairless
erection. She quickly circled her fingertip into the funnel at the tip of his
tight foreskin. She knew from the Big Book Of Boy Secrets that tight foreskins
could be worked with quite easily, and just needed 'working out' a little. As
her fingertip circled the very tip of his cock, Tommy squirmed and tried to
wriggle away, the muscles in his buttocks clenched tight and he pressed his
knees together...
"Mmmmm... no!
Don't! DON'T DO THAT! Stop it!! Aggghhhh..." he panted and whimpered with
discomfort. "Not there! Noooo!" All of a sudden, the most humiliating
moment of his life had just been usurped, and now it was also the most
terrifying moment of his life. He really didn't like the feeling of Emma's
finger circling around the tip of his penis... he was afraid that she was
trying to worm her finger right into his little pee-slit.
"Hold still
and let me do it!" Emma cautioned him more sternly. "You have to get
as clean as a girl, now that you've shamefully peed your pants like a little
boy..." With the lubrication made from the soap coating her fingers, she
suddenly found that her finger was just about able to work up under the top
side hood of his foreskin, and with a little push, her finger was finally
inside, rubbing over the top of his covered glans...
"Nnnnngghghh!
Nooooooo! Please don't! I don't like it! Take it out!" Tommy begged,
breaking down into tearful distress, humiliating him even more as he lilted
from foot to foot. "Stop it... please! STOP IT!" A girl was firmly in
control of him now, and he couldn't stop her. Tommy was now like a powerless
puppet.
Giggling at
Tommy's ongoing and obvious distress, Emma took pride in what she was doing,
sharing knowing glances with her girl cousin as she fingered around inside the
helpless boy's foreskin... getting him 'clean...' Her girlish fingertip rubbed
over the top side of his tingling glans, then down and around each side,
stroking along the stretched tight frenulum that neatly attached the loosening
sheath of foreskin to the stiffened shaft of his penis.
"Noooo...
Pllleeaasee! Stop it! STOP it!" Tommy bawled, helpless to stop the girl
doing what she wanted with his prized genitals. Uncomfortable and new
sensations coursed through his loins as his girl cousin dominated him in this
way.
"Remind us
Tommy," Emma smirked gleefully. "Who are better? Girls... or
boys?"
"Please stop!
<sniff> Awwww... Noooo! <sniff> Girls are... Nnggghh... girls are
better, <sniff>" he cried.
"And don't
you ever forget it," Emma affirmed, running the tip of her finger over the
top of his now soap-slippery glans one last time, before withdrawing from his
foreskin.
"Ohhhh...
Nngggghhh... <sniff> Ahhhhh..." Tommy gasped with relief, taking a
deep breath. His relief was short-lived however, the two girls were not nearly
done with him yet. Both girls stared directly at his 'impressive' yet still
immature erection sprouting 'proudly' from his crotch. It was saluting both of
the girls... offering the most respect it could muster for it's new
conqueresses.
"Don't be
such a little baby..." Emma said with confident disdain, never once
letting her eyes wander away from the most boyish, private and interesting part
of her subject's body. "It really wasn't so bad was it? Hmmmm? Your little
willy is all stiff and poking right out to say hello to Emily and me... That
means you liked it... didn't you?"
"Noooo!
<sniff> It's horrible... let me go... please!" he blushed with
unconvincing denial and continued to whimper, his crying now having started to
diminish slightly.
"Ha-ha! Of
course you liked it... We know all about boys... don't we Emily?"
"Yep... we
sure do!" Emily giggled along, when in truth, this was as much a
revelation for her as it was a new ordeal for her younger brother.
"And a stiff
willy like yours... means only one thing for a boy... ANY boy in fact..."
Emma smirked knowingly, picking up the soap and lathering her hands once
more... "It means a boy is excited... and he likes it a lot! So no more
lies Tommy..." With that, she reached out again to grasp his freely
standing erection in her hands and in one steady motion, tugged his foreskin
right back... fully into place behind the glans...
"Aggghhhh!!
Nooo! <sniff> Don't!" Tommy whimpered again, once more shocked at
what a girl was doing to his prized penis. "Mmmmm! Stop it!" Having
stretched it fully back, Emma demonstrated her expertise in boy-handling and
promptly ushered the foreskin back into it's normal position, covering the
soapy-slippery tip of his cock... before then pulling forward on the
foreskin... stretching it the other way... "Mmmmmm, noooooo!!!
<sniff> Please!!! I'm sorry I wet my pants... stop it!! <sniff> I'm
sorry, I'm sorry..."
"Sssshhhh
Tommy... we know you're sorry... just let her do it!" Emily chastised her
younger brother, eager to learn from her very knowledgeable younger cousin.
"But I DON'T
like it!" Tommy insisted, his protests weakening to become gasps of
disbelief as his girl cousin repeatedly pulled back his foreskin with her
slippery fingers, first stretching it one way, then tugging forward and
stretching it the other way. Gradually, it was working looser, and looser...
which of course was Emma's plan.
Emma paused a
moment to apply more soap to her palms, noting that Tommy had stopped crying
and was much more willing now to let her continue. He was as stiff as a board
and softly grunting when she tugged his foreskin right back one final time,
satisfied that she had loosened him up satisfactorily. With a playful,
satisfied giggle, she soaped all over the little pre-pubescent purple-pink
glans in front of her...
"Good boy
Tommy..." Emma said softly, allowing her pleased gaze to look up along his
fully naked body and into his regretful and embarrassed eyes as he stood there
naked in the bath in front her. Her new puppet-boy. He could do nothing but let
her touch him. His body 'welcomed' the attention, that much was obvious... but
there was so much horror and conflict in his mind... It shouldn't be allowed...
it wasn't allowed... it was very, very naughty... but it was feeling so good...
right there in his private parts... His prized penis... "It's only your
penis... It's really nothing special... Tell him Emily..." Emma returned
her gaze to the boy's soap slickened genitals.
"<giggle>
It's just your penis Tommy... Your little boy penis... It's nothing
special..."
Tommy blushed at
the girls' words, feeling his whole world of masculinity crashing down around
him, and feeling very vulnerable and exposed when Emma's hands left his cock
alone again. Taking little more than a handful of words and some groping from
Emma, the boy had surrendered to his domination by the two girls... and lost
any pride that he had in being a possessor of a penis between his legs. It
wasn't anything special... It wasn't a special part of his body after all... it
was just something that girls could humiliate him with... Being a boy really
wasn't to be special after all... It could be very embarrassing to be a boy.
As Tommy stood up
naked in the bath in front of the two girls with his skinned back erection in
full salute, the deeper, most horrifying thought coursing through his mind was
that if girls really were in charge of things, then perhaps, to be a girl was
better... But he knew that he could never be a girl. If girls really were
better than boys, he could never win ever again. Nobody wants to be an endless
loser... What a trauma for a ten year old to carry.
"Nearly done
with your willy..." Emma said, reaching forward and placed her finger
right on the tip of his glans, nestling at his pee-hole. Tommy gasped once
more, taking a deep breath and bracing himself. Then Emma drew the foreskin
back into place and used her soapy finger to squirm up inside and rub over the
top of his little concealed again private helmet.
--
Emma explained to
me how she continued to finger Tommy inside his foreskin, demonstrating it on
me as I stood up in front of her in my own bath... I blushed as I allowed
myself to be controlled and 'inspected' in the same way I was accustomed to
experiencing in the Club hut. Only this time, just like she was telling me
about Tommy, she used soap and bubble-bath foam.
If I had been in
any doubt before about Emma's expertise in handling boys in this way, she
demonstrated an un-nerving level of dexterity in doing what she did.
"Mmmmm...
Ohhh..." I gasped as Emma removed her finger from inside my foreskin and
retracted it fully again... this time making sure to tug and stretch hard
against the little banjo string of my frenulum, once more to expose the soapy
looking tip... She began to rub a finger over my taut little frenulum.
--
"This Tommy,
is called your frenulum..." Emma smirked at Tommy's gasp of shock as he
looked down to watch the girl take such confident command of his cock. She knew
all about penises... all about boys... and it scared him. There was so much
stuff to know about his own body... and yet even though he was a boy, he didn't
know anything about his own private parts. But she knew everything.
Emma rubbed a
fingertip up and down along the little sensitive slice of flesh that attached
his foreskin to the shaft of his penis... making his tummy muscles clench,
along with his buttocks.
"Ohhhh god!
Noooo! Stop it <gasp> It tickles!" he whimpered as Emma continued to
rub up and down along the little bobbled morsel underneath his glans.
"I've heard
older boys at school call it their 'banjo string...' <giggle> Should I
make it go twang?"
"Nooooooo!
DON'T please!" Tommy begged, once more trying to wriggle free from Emma's
hand. His fear amused her as much as his obvious arousal. Boys were all such
big babies, and so easy to control.
Emma knew that his
foreskin would never be as tight as it was again now that she had stretched it,
just like it said in the Big Book Of Boy Secrets... Soaping up her hand again,
she grasped Tommy's little erection like a table tennis bat and squeezed him
tight...
"Ow... please
don't... not so hard!" he wailed.
"I'm going to
do something nice to you now Tommy..." Emma smiled victoriously at the
boy's reaction to her handling. She knew he was learning. "But first... I
want you to remind your sister and I who's better... girls... or boys?
Hmmm?" For effect, she alternated how tightly she squeezed him, imitating
a ticking clock...
"Nnnnngghghh...
stop it! I've already <gasp> told you... Don't keep making me say it,
please!"
"WHO'S better
little pissy boy? Admit it again... do it..."
"I don't want
to... Nnngghhh, noooo!! I don't want to play any more..." he whined in
protest.
"We're not
playing Tommy... now admit it and I'll make you feel good..." Emma said,
her tone lightening a little at the promise making him feel good. Despite that,
she squeezed tighter than before and the boy wailed in discomfort. The 'carrot'
of a chance to somehow 'feel good' brought about Tommy's attitude adjustment.
"Okay,
okay... I'll admit it... I'll do it... Aggghhhh... just stop squeezing so
hard..." With that, Emma relaxed her grip, relishing her power.
"Girls are better than boys..." he conceded quickly as soon as he was
able.
"Good
boy..." Emma beamed into his forlorn eyes. She could see how much he hated
to admit that girls were better... just like all boys hated to learn and admit
the truth. But she never grew tired of making boys say it... and teaching them
why it was so very true. It made her own girl genitals tingle... right inside,
up between the tingly folds of her vulva and that precious little hard spot at
the very top... And her nipples... Oh how her nipples stiffened and tingled
when she was dominating boys.
"Now, I want
you to watch my hand as it touches your willy..." she continued, focussing
her attention on his powerless privates. "I'm going to do something to you
that will make sure you remember that what you have just admitted to Emily and
me is all true... That is, that girls... are way better... than boys..."
With that, she started wanking him back and forth with her very soapy hand...
and whispered huskily just loud enough that he could hear... "Ohhhh... Yes
Tommy... girls are better than boys... in every way you can imagine..."
Gently at first,
she masturbated him as he stood there unable to resist the newly discovered
pleasurable feelings that were building within him again...
--
I imagined being
invisible in that bathroom as I watched Tommy's debasement at the hands of
Emma, and right there in front of his sister too... One girl in full control of
him... the other one learning the ropes! I empathised with him about his
apparent powerlessness to stop two girls from looking at his private parts...
but also controlling him and doing all of that stuff to him. And of course, the
betrayal going on inside his mind about how unsure he would be about wanting
her to stop... even though it was so humiliating.
--
"Mmmmm...
ooohhhh... god!" Tommy sighed, starting to move his hips gently in time
with Emma's hand around his cock. Just like he had done earlier... The girls
knew he was sexually excited... and that meant he was enjoying it. He was
actually freely participating now... He was chasing a feeling, a sensation that
he didn't even know he could feel. His body somehow demanded something it
didn't even know yet existed. He was a boy and he couldn't help it... thrusting
his boy-cock into Emma's hands while she diddled him... It was just nature in
action... the young male unable to help or resist himself... wanting to feel
that special feeling... No matter the cost, a male wanted to feel orgasm... And
that's why the girls found it so easy to control boys. Boys... and later men,
proved to be nothing more than docile slaves... over and over... just like the
book said.
"Deep down,
you know you're enjoying what's happening to you..." Emma teased him
quietly, reeling him in to her will. "Us girls just know it... You're
enjoying all this... aren't you, nudie boy?"
"Ohhh...
gosh... Mmmmm... yes... ohhh mmmm... it feels all gooey and... tickly in
my..."
"In your
little boy willy? Hmmm? Yes... I can tell... You're really quite naughty and
stiff..." Emma giggled. This had been one of her easiest victories over
boys so far. "This will be our little secret now, won't it Tommy?"
"Y-yes...
Mmmmm...." he sighed, his body on auto-pilot while being masturbated by
the girl who had conquered him.
"Because I
would hate to think that we would have to tell everyone about your little pissy
accident hmmmm?"
"I won't
tell... Mmmmm... ohhhh... I promise..." Tommy gasped insistently.
"Good
boy..." Emma said, winking at Emily, the victory almost totally assured.
"Now, I'm going to speed up a little... don't be afraid... Boys are always
a little scared the first time a girl plays with his penis and shows him what
to do with it... I promise you though, it'll feel really good... just our little
secret... Okay?" With that, she gripped his penis a little more firmly in
her grasp, and quickened the pace slightly to encourage him.
"Ohhhhhh
y-yes... <gasp> Mmmm... I won't tell... honest..." Tommy replied
breathlessly, feeling Emma's hand masturbate him more thoroughly now... his
cock now enslaved by a girl.
"But you have
to make a promise Tommy..." Emma said with intent, almost letting go of
his penis to ensure his attention was focussed on her and what she was about to
say. She was going to make him obey... "When it feels really good... like
the most tickly and dreamy thing you've ever felt before in your body... right
here in your little willy... I want you to focus real hard, and remember that
girls are better... and that it was me... a girl... who made you feel good for
the first time... okay?"
"Mmmmm...
<gasp> ohhhhhh... I don't... w-want... ohhhhh god... st-stop...
please..." he mumbled between bouts of breath, never once trying to pull
himself away from Emma's hand. And so, the girl began to quicken the pace of
her masturbation further still, making sure to rub the soapiness in her
clenched palm all over the reddened, fully aroused glans of his immature penis.
"You have to
promise Tommy... or I really will stop..." Emma grinned at the obvious turmoil
in his mind.
"Mmmm...
ohhhh-kay... I pr-promise... Ohhh..." Tommy gasped, his hips gyrating
under the control of his older conqueress. "Oh god... Mmmmm... ohhhhh....
ohhhhh..."
Suddenly, Tommy's
climax hit him like a train... There was more powerful excitement and sensation
in his boyish privates than he had ever known. It was the start of his very
first orgasm.
"Oh god...
ohhh, oh... ohhh..." he whimpered, losing control of his hips... losing
control of his body... and in fact, not that it was in his control anyway, but
also losing control of the surprising new sensations racing through his
loins...
Tommy nearly lost
his balance as Emma finally let go of his penis and he experienced the tailing
off of his very first, dreamy and tantalising dry-cum. He stood there in shock,
his breathing quick and ragged, his cheeks flush with humiliation and
excitement and his little cock starting to wilt between his legs...
"Now we could
tell you liked that Tommy... didn't you?" Emma teased between girlish giggles
at the state that the confused and controlled younger boy was in.
"W-wow...
y-yes... I never... I never felt anything like that before..." he panted,
barely able to stop himself from falling over as his body adjusted to post
orgasmic bliss.
"Good, and
now you'll always remember your first time..." Emma said, reminding him,
unable to take her eyes off his cute little willy... the foreskin slipping back
into place over the glans all on it's own without being touched by either girl
or boy. It looked so vulnerable and weak as it reached total flaccidity,
lilting out from his hairless crotch...
--
As I recovered
from my enforced orgasm gifted to me by Emma whilst I stood up in front of her
in the bath, she told me that at that moment with Tommy, she wondered why boys
thought their penis was so special when they looked so puny and helpless most
of the time, especially when they were in the process of shrinking back to
their flaccid state. Indeed, at just eleven years of age, Emma told me that she
pitied boys for having something so dumb looking and distracting between their
legs... I could only nod as I still didn't really know what a girl looked like
between her legs other than there was obviously some sort of hole somewhere...
And then there was this 'vulva' thing that was supposed to be a work of art...
that secret place on a girl that was still a mystery to me. But that I had
already admitted to girls was better to have than what I had between my legs...
I was a boy you
see... nothing more than a slave.
--
"Turn around
and bend over Tommy... it's time to wash your bum too..." Emma said
brightly, still looking to prolong the boy's humiliation.
"Wh-what? No
way!" Tommy protested firmly. "You can't touch me there... it's
dirty... and... well... what if mum comes home?"
"Mum and
Auntie won't be home for ages yet... do as Emma says..." Emily said,
cutting off her brother's protest and offering unrelenting 'all girls together'
support to her cousin.
"Yeah come on
Tommy... you can't have a bath and just wash your front, can you? And
besides... if you let us finish washing you, we'll make you feel good again...
won't we Emily?"
"For
sure..." Tommy's sister smiled, eager to get to grips with a boy's penis
and make him pull such funny faces and make such funny noises again.
"And you did
say that you'd do anything for us not to tell..." Emma pressed on, sealing
the deal. "I bet with how good it felt when I played with your willy that
you'll let us do that to you again... any time we want now won't you?"
"I...
errrm... I guess," Tommy stalled quietly, blushing scarlet at the likely
prospect of having to endure all of this again in the future... maybe lots of
times... As embarrassing as it was though, if he got to feel good like he had
done just now, he might begin to accept it all... maybe. "Ohhhhhh okay
then..." And with that, the boy turned round and bent over, giving the
girls a good look at his bum.
"Good boy...
we'll be real quick so we can get back to making you feel good again, I
promise..." Emma said. "But I need you to grab your bum cheeks and
pull them apart for me so we can get the wash cloth in there real good..."
"Oh god...
really?" Tommy gasped. "This is so embarrassing..." That said,
he obeyed and used his hands to pull his bum cheeks apart, revealing the tiny
little rosebud of his anus to the girls' eyes. And just beneath, the little
bulbous sac of his immature scrotum... just begging to be tickled in the
process.
"Good boy...
now hold still..." Emma said, soaping up the washcloth and then swiping it
backwards and forwards along the opened crease of his bottom... from scrotum to
tail bone...
"Ohhhh...
Mmmmm... god!" Tommy gasped, making the two girls giggle curiously. Emma
rubbed more firmly into the crease of his bottom, feeling for the little
starfish of his anus and circling the cloth around it, washing him thoroughly.
"Okay, nearly
done, keep still... and keep those cute little bum cheeks of yours open just
like that..." Emma instructed sincerely as she removed the wash cloth and
instead ran the bar of soap along the crease of his bottom, making sure he was
nice and soapy and slippery...
"Okay..."
Tommy gasped, his breath still ragged as the girls continued to sexually abuse
him. "Mmmmggh..."
Taking time to
cover her index finger with soap suds, Emma reached forward and began to circle
her finger around the dark pink hole of his anus... Nice wide circles at first,
before working closer and closer to his centre... Before he had time to compute
what was about to happen, she pushed her fingertip into his bottom... just a
little...
"Agggghhh!
Wh-what are you doing?" Tommy gasped again at the sensation of the slight
intrusion. She wriggled her fingertip around just inside his bottom for a
moment before pulling it out and looking closely at it. She sniffed at it to
check it was clean and was satisfied that Tommy was indeed clean...
"Okay, we're
done..." Emma chorused happily like this was the most natural thing in the
world... "All clean like a good boy should be... Stand up and turn
around... hands back on your head..."
Tommy stood up and
turned round to face the girls once more, momentarily forgetting his fully
naked predicament and freely put his hands on top of his head as instructed...
After a second or two, he could see both Emma and Emily giggling at him as he
stood there... The girls had successfully tested his obedience, and they were
looking right at his bare naked penis again... He hated it...
"Oh my god
Tommy! Look at you!" Emily teased him, then pointed at his willy, just in
case he was in any doubt as to what she was looking at and found amusing.
"STOP
it!" Tommy shouted in protest. "Stop looking at it! STOP it!!
Please... stop laughing at it..."
"But it's so
funny Tommy... look!" Emily continued to tease him, giggling along with a
victorious looking Emma. "You're all stiff again! It's pointing right out
like a little flagpole! Look Tommy! You know what that means, don't you?"
Tommy was
mortified... he was indeed 'suffering' another very stiff erection... He was sexually
excited, just from having a girl wash his bottom with a flannel... and then
feeling her finger touching his bottom... up inside a little bit too...
"Don't look!
Stop it! Pllleeeaassee! <sniff> I can't help it!" he blushed and
looked as though he was about to start crying again. He shifted from foot to
foot and tried to turn his crotch away from the girls' view. But there was no
escape and he felt foolish. "Please stop being mean to me... Can I go
now?"
"No
Tommy..." Emma said with a mocking, hurtful look on her face... "It's
Emily's turn now..." And to his horror, Tommy's ordeal started all over
again...
--
"Oh god
Emma... that's awful..." I said, genuine shock on my face, standing there
in front of her in the same pose that she had made Tommy adopt. I was still
acting as the 'mirror' or 'live action picture' for what Emma was telling me in
her story. How Tommy had been treated, was now happening to me too, all
controlled by Emma. "That's quite mean you know... even for you..."
"Yeah, I
guess... but we made him feel good too... Like the girls in the Club can make
you feel good... So long as you accept that girls are superior, and in
charge... we can all have a lot of fun... But of course, us girls get to have
more fun than the boys... 'cos it's our club... and girls just wanna have
fun..."
I was kind of
excited and crestfallen at the same time. I somehow knew that I wanted to be
part of the club, even if I didn't want to fully embrace it's ideologies or
beliefs... not just yet anyway. I didn't really want to be a loner... my
adventurous and 'show man' past told me that much. But to fully accept all the
weaknesses of my gender... at the age of eleven? To just accept that I was part
of some weaker, inferior sex? It wasn't easy. Emma saw my turmoil and pitied
me... I assumed it was pity anyway...
The next thing I
knew, Emma leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips... It was a gentle,
caring kiss... It lasted no more than a second, but inside my mind, it was a
token of very welcome affection... Despite it all, I knew in my heart that I
liked Emma a lot... It was a very powerful crush looking back. She was
pretty... and she knew how to make me feel good through all the stuff I had
endured. I was falling in love with her... my first love. She was a pretty
flower to me... and I was a honey bee in search of some sort of nectar. Or
something like that. It was difficult to describe at the age of eleven. This
was a whole new world to me then.
"Don't be
sad..." Emma said, locking eyes with me. "I know we say a lot of
cruel things sometimes... And of course we really do think that girls and women
rule the galaxy, but we do like you... You're cute and... well..."
"Oh yeah...
talking about the 'galaxy...'" I
said quickly. Looking back, I can see that she was about to say something quite
flattering to me... maybe even ask me to be her boyfriend. But she said the
word 'galaxy...' and there and then, despite being naked and under her control
while I was in the bath, my mind instantly switched to Star Wars... "Y-you
sometimes say words from Star Wars perfectly... D-do you like Star Wars... Miss
Emma?"
"Okay, yes I
do... it's my dirty little secret..." she smiled coyly. It was almost as
though I had her on the back-foot, but I knew deep down that she held all the
cards and was probably letting me gain a bit of ground on her because of how I
hoped she felt about me too.
"Wow,
really?" I brightened visibly. There was so much I wanted to talk to her
about... way more than anything that simply happened at the Club house.
"Yes of
course... don't sound so surprised. Girls like Star Wars too you know? I have a
few ships and action figures too..."
"Wh-which
ones?" I asked eagerly. "What have you got?"
"I'll tell
you another time..."
"Please Miss
Emma... tell me... errrm," I blustered, my mind racing ahead of me...
"Will you play with me?" Like I said, my mind was racing ahead of me
and I blurted that out without thinking it through or how it sounded. Emma
smirked knowingly at my remark and I almost giggled too on reflection. "I
mean, play Star Wars... with me?"
"Are you
asking me on a date?" she teased, holding my gaze.
"Of course
not," I blushed defensively, shuffling from foot to foot in the bath tub
as I stood before her. My brief show of confidence melted as I stumbled across
new territory again. "I don't think I'm the kind of boy you would think as
'good enough' to be your boyfriend... I mean, I'm weak and... I let all of you
boss me around... and do embarrassing stuff to me..."
"And why
would that mean you couldn't be my... boyfriend?" she said quite
seriously, challenging me openly, before breaking out into a pleasing, warm
smile. She was teasing me, and encouraging me at the same time.
"So... you'll
play? We can play? Together?"
"Okay... but
not in the woods... I don't want the other girls to know that just yet...
You'll have to come over to mine... And of course, I'll be in charge
remember... and that means that Club rules will apply..."
"Ohhhh, Miss
Emma, really?" I agonised with a doubtful tone. Surely I had suffered
enough? Surely I had acted as the dumb slave boy often enough already to earn a
break? "Can't we just play normally, like two... friends? Or...
maybe..." I was about to say boyfriend and girlfriend, before it was my
turn to be interrupted before I said it.
"Around here,
this is normal... girls rule, and
boys obey... Now do you want to play Star Wars with me, or not?"
"Y-yes, I
do... but..." I replied meekly.
"Then we'll
arrange a play date at mine soon then..." Emma said quickly, keeping me
firmly on the back-foot instead. "Now, sit back down and start to rinse
yourself off..."
As I rinsed myself
off with the flannel, we continued to talk about the Club, what goes on there
and how my experiences there had made me feel. Emma was able to explain it as
though it was all so natural and that there was nothing out of the ordinary
going on. In fact, I was given the understanding that I was lucky that the
girls seemed to like me so much and that I was also lucky that I was the only
boy in the village having all of those girls to myself. Somehow, I didn't quite
believe it!
"I'm ready to
get out now..." I said, seeking permission to get out of my own bathtub
from a girl who lived down the road.
"Oh okay,
that reminds me..." Emma giggled. "That first time Emily and I bathed
Tommy, once Emily had done everything that I had done, and made him dry-cum, we
let him get out of the bath..."
"There's more
to your story?" I asked bewildered. "Jeez... I thought he had
suffered enough already..." Again, as Emma explained it, she did to me,
just what Emma and Emily had done to Tommy...
--
Tommy sheepishly
climbed out of the bathtub and into Emma's arms... she was holding a large bath
towel ready to cloak him with... Finally, to his relief, his boyish private
parts were covered... at least for a while.
"Let's get
you nice and dry," Emma said with some sort of maternal enthusiasm... She
quickly started to rub the towel over his body... freely rubbing and drying his
back first and then his chest... All the while, the girl hummed away to herself
as though disinterested in what she was doing, or her subject's naked body.
Tommy's blushes
returned when Emma began to rub the towel up and down his legs and knees...
very close to his once more tingling crotch... And to his further dismay and
embarrassment, she forcibly turned him around like he was a lightweight
figurine, bent him over slightly and used the towel to dry firmly along the
crease of his bottom too. As she was towelling him down, she teased him again about
his little accident...
"Hold still,
time for Miss Emma to get your leaky little winky all dry... You're not going
to do another little willy wee-wee are you Tommy? Hmmmm?"
With that, Tommy
blushed scarlet and held on for dear life, gasping with shock and humiliation
as Emma took great delight in turning him back round to face her, before
parting his legs for him... Thoroughly, Emma began to rub the towel right there
between his legs... She rubbed him all over his scrotum and especially around
his penis... sometimes gripping, groping and pulling on his appendage... She
was so thorough in fact, that she could feel his genitals begin to harden again
under the towel as she squirreled her hand round and round all over his crotch.
She giggled, squeezing him and marvelled at how easily she could manipulate a
boy into sexual arousal. Every time...
Once satisfied
that he was dry, Emma fully exposed him again by removing the towel from his
body and lay it down on the floor in the middle of the bathroom. Tommy found
the re-exposure to the fresh air in the room quite chilly, enhancing his
renewed feelings of nakedness in full view of the two girls.
"Lie down on
the towel Tommy... there's a good boy," Emma instructed, smirking with
amusement at the confused look on the boy's face.
"But...
c-can't I get dressed now?" Tommy asked meekly.
"Just lie
down on the towel like she said," Emily chided her brother before he could
get a defiant foothold in the proceedings. "Or your friends will get to
know all about what you did!!"
Wanting
desperately to keep this all secret, Tommy quickly scooted over and lay down
obediently on the towel, still unsure what was going to happen. In quick order,
Emma knelt down at the side of the towel, seemingly being used as a makeshift
'changing mat' and she gleefully showed the boy what she had in her hand. It
was an old, dusty, well used canister of his sister's talcum powder... But not
just any run of the mill talcum powder, this was 'Barbie Sweet Scented' talcum
powder... covered in multi-coloured images of beautiful Barbie princesses.
"Wh-what's
that for?" Tommy said, a mild panic passing through him. "That's
Emily's old stuff..."
"And now it's
yours..." Emma giggled, sprinkling some of the strawberry scented talcum
powder onto Tommy's whitening tummy...
--
As I lay there
prone on the bath mat, Emma sprinkled some of my mother's talcum powder onto my
own tummy, simulating in graphic detail on me just what Emma and Emily had done
with Tommy...
--
"Wouldn't it
be so much fun Emily, if we could turn your little brother into a real
girl..." Emma giggled.
"Oh that
would be soooo cool... I always wanted a little sister to play with... not some
dirty little pissy pants brother!" Emily added gleefully at the
mischievous thought. And so, both girls began to eagerly rub the talcum powder
into Tommy's tummy and around his navel...
"No way! I'm
not turning into a girl... You can't... I won't let you..." Tommy
protested, wriggling a little and feeling powerless to prevent himself from
giggling too as the girlish tickling fingers rubbed the talcum powder into his
softening skin. His pink tummy was turning a pale, dusty white.
"Shhhh...
relax... we're only teasing you," Emma said with amusement. "But
you'd make a very pretty girl though if you want us to fix your hair, and put
some make up on you..." The thought terrified Tommy... all sorts of
girlish horrors flashed through his mind... "But all the girls that we'd
show you off to would really know that you're actually just a boy... with a cute
little willy for us to play with instead... hmmm?"
"Noooo, I
don't want to... Don't do th-that, I want to be a boy... I want my pyjamas...
please! Stop it! Let me go!" he blushed, still occasionally chuckling as
the girls massaged the powder into his skin.
"Lift up your
legs and hold them apart for me..." Emma instructed... "Or we'll turn
you into a pretty girl..." Immediately, Tommy obeyed, instantly
recognising how humiliating and vulnerable his next pose felt and must have
looked. "Right back... that's it... so we can see your bum... Good
boy!"
And so, Emma
applied more of the girlish talcum powder to Tommy's body, this time focussing
on the crease of his bottom, gently but purposefully rubbing it in along the
gap between his bum cheeks, and around his sensitive and pinkened little
anus...
"Nnnnngghghh,
ohhhh god... please, not there!" Tommy whined quietly, wrestling with his
emotions. He desperately wanted to run away, but the thought of his friends
finding out what he did and what he let the girls do to him was too powerful a
deterrent. Even worse, the thought of being turned into a girl for them to
see... The only balance being that the girlish fingers rubbing him right there,
around his bottom made him feel surprisingly tingly and... 'nice.'
And then, with his
legs still in the air and with his bottom very much on display, Emma sprinkled
some more of the girlish talcum powder onto the furrowed skin of his immature
little scrotum... Like he was a baby... He could smell the powder now, as the girls
began to tickle over his ball sac and his perineum, taking care not to be too
hard on the delicate little testes hiding inside as they rubbed it into his
soft skin...
The scent reminded
him clearly of being much younger... when his sister used to smell just like
the talcum powder did... and she would kiss him goodnight. It reminded him of
girls... and girlish things... and of an almost forgotten time when he still
ran around the house buck-naked, shrieking and giggling in front of whoever was
present... That made him blush... hidden memories about being naked... and not
afraid of it... even in front of girls...
And now he smelled
like a girl too... He blushed even harder with that thought... He wanted to be
a boy... he WAS a boy... His penis and testicles told him as much. His precious
little penis... His dangly weakness that the girls had confirmed to him wasn't
really so special after all... But it was one of the few things that marked him
out as a boy...
"Okay
Tommy... legs down, but keep them nice and wide for us..." Emma instructed
confidently. "Just your little wee-willy-winky to powder and then we're
done..." Tommy's face burned with shame at the babyish name she called his
prized possession, which 'wasn't very special' any more... and the thought that
this girlish scented talcum powder was now going to be rubbed right into the
one place that really did make him a boy... defined him as a male... In the
confusing cocktail of emotions flitting through his mind, he was scared that
the female talcum powder would somehow magically turn him into a girl...
replacing his boy-penis with a... a girl-thing...
"Noooo... I
don't want to be a girl..." Tommy whined quietly, but obeyed the command,
resigned to his fate and adopted the required position. He felt so exposed and
foolish as Emma sprinkled the 'Barbie Sweet Scented' powder all over his bare
naked and hairless crotch... and then all over the shaft of his little penis.
Emma and Emily
took turns to rub the powder into the skin of his pubis and then along the
shaft of his penis... marvelling at how it turned from serene shades of pink,
to milky, dusty white... And of course thrilled at how it began to stiffen
right before their very eyes... and right in their hands... Alternating, the
two girls took their time to thoroughly powder his penis and rub the substance
into the skin of his shaft... Once, twice, three times...
"Mmmmmggghhh...
Nooooo... <gasp>" Tommy protested weakly, his crotch on auto-pilot,
pushing his groin up into the air, to meet the girls' tickling and massaging
fingers. "It's tingling... Don't... Ohhhhhh... stop... please..." And
before long, his modesty was fully erect again and blushing...
"Put your
thumb in your mouth and suckle, Tommy... like a good little baby..." Emma
said, expanding their role play to push the boy's limits and understand exactly
how far he would fall, just to feel good. "Us girls know just how to deal
with your stiff little dinky-winky... And we'll make baby feel all better
hmmmm?"
Tommy was being
sexually abused of course... but he was so sexually aroused... and unable to
resist himself from chasing those nice feelings in his genitals again... The
'gift' that the girls could bring him... So against his better judgement, and
the desire to run away and hide, he obeyed... Tommy lay back on the towel in
apparent contentment, sucking his thumb... and the girls began to diddle him
once more...
First Emma... and
then Emily... The gift of a dreamy, dry climax was Tommy's reward for being a
good, obedient nudie boy... Another boy trapped in the cycle of young female
domination... enslaved by his sexual needs... the biggest need being to
orgasm... He would do anything the girls asked, just to feel it.
After his latest
climax, the girls allowed Tommy the chance to rest, amused that he continued to
suck his thumb and show no real desire to want to get up off the towel. They
took great pleasure in watching his penis recede back to it's flaccid state and
then took the opportunity to tie the towel around him like a big diaper...
Emma and Emily
made Tommy waddle around the house dressed like that for another hour or so
before Emily's mum and Emma's mum were due back...
"So... having
girls in charge and obeying them can be fun for boys... can't it Tommy?"
Emily said after a short tactical discussion with her cousin Emma.
"But it's
embarrassing..." he protested, recalling his various humiliations at the
hands of the girls.
"But when we
make you feel good, you like it don't you?" Emma asked, almost putting
words in Tommy's mouth.
"I guess so,
yes..." he replied quietly, ashamed at the conflicting emotions in his
mind. He hated the humiliation he felt... but knew he was hooked on the feeling
of sexual climax.
"Good,
because from now on, when either me or Emma want to play with you... you're
gonna let us... got it?" Emily smirked, letting her brother know right
there and then that he was now trapped... his ordeal was very far away from
being over.
"But that's
not fair!" he said with incredulity. However, his protest was met with an
icy, withering stare that crumpled his resolve. "Ohhhhh okay..." he
relented. Oh yes... yet another boy trapped in the cycle of young female
domination.
Finally, the two
girls let Tommy run off to his bedroom to put his pyjamas on. While he was
gone, Emma got Emily to confess about how sexually arousing it was to dominate
a boy in the ways in which they had. And then Emily was told a little bit about
the Langton Magna Girls' Club, and that she would have to pay a visit one day
and to bring Tommy along...
When Tommy came
back into the lounge with his Spiderman pyjamas on, Emily called him over to
stand in front of her...
"Tommy... now
that we've established that girls rule... there's something I expect you to do
from now on..." Emily smiled wickedly.
"Like
w-what?" her younger brother asked nervously, biting his lip with anxiety.
"I'll show
you... Hold still..." With that, Emily pulled the front of his pyjama
bottoms out and then down, tucking the elasticated waistband under and behind his
scrotum... The effect kept his bottom covered, but rudely displayed his milky
pink, powdered, little boy genitals to the gaze of the two girls... Tommy
gasped in disbelief... He was about try and cover himself up, when Emily
continued...
"Whenever mum's
out and I'm here with you... even if I have friends over... I want to see you
displayed like this for me, Emma or any other girls I feel like... I've seen it
close up now... in detail... and I've played with it too... so you have no need
to hide your little boy-worm from me... got that?"
"But
Emily..." Tommy began, his face crestfallen and crimson in defeat and
humiliation. He was going to cry surely...
"But
nothing... girls rule... end of debate... and that's my first rule for you...
okay 'pissy boy?'"
"Okay..."
Tommy replied in a hushed whisper and looking down at the floor... He was so
ashamed of the new nickname that his sister gave him, and fearfully resigned to
his ongoing fate...
"Good boy...
now go sit over there and watch TV... Don't touch your willy, and don't try and
cover it up... You can cover it up again when mum and auntie get back... and
not before..." As Emily took to her role as a newly fledged young female
dominant like a duck to water, Tommy started watching a holiday program on TV,
barely able to concentrate on it. There was too much baggage flying around in
his mind...
--
Meanwhile, in my
own bathroom, I was still laying on the bath towel like Tommy had been in the
story and Emma was massaging the talcum powder into my penis and crotch...
diddling me and tickling me alternately as to her whim. I was erect, and tingly
with arousal... I wanted another dry cum too... But I was also curious...
"Miss Emma...
<sigh> Mmmm... could you stop a moment please? Can you show me that...
errm... you know... mother nature's scar on my privates?" I asked, sitting
up on my elbows, still unable to put what Caroline had said when she was giving
me my 'treat' the previous day out of my mind. Emma stopped masturbating me but
didn't let go of my penis... she just looked up into my eyes and had that
familiar amused look on her face...
"You
mean..." she began, about to giggle.
"Yeah... you
know, the one she said was down there... on my... <blush> ball bag...
I've tried to look in the mirror and see, but I'm not sure what I'm looking
for... Are boys really just girls that didn't grow properly?"
"Awww
Phillip, you're so cute..." she smiled. "You ACTUALLY tried to look
for it? That's so funny <giggle>..." Her teasing made me blush and
feel a little foolish. I mean, what was a boy supposed to do when a girl had
told him that in actual fact, he had started out life in his mummy's tummy as a
girl... and that a little scar was left behind to always remind him of it...
You'd go and check too right? Of course you would.
"Okay, let me
show you quickly..." She looked around the room for a few moments looking
for a mirror with which to show me what I was looking for. She finally let go
of my penis and went over to the stand at the side of the sink and retrieved my
mother's make-up mirror, which had a long, bendy but sturdy 'goose neck' and
base. "Squat down above this mirror and look down where I show
you..."
I blushed as I
climbed up off the towel and positioned myself above the mirror that she had
tilted upwards. Apart from the shame of having a girl my own age about to show
me something about my own body that I should not only know about myself
already, it was also something so... potentially damaging to my own masculine
beliefs and what being male actually stood for in the real world... This was
much bigger than simple childish instances of 'girls against boys...' My whole
gender was on trial here... and I was nervous that somehow being a boy... a
male, really was to be imperfect. A reject... and something just 'not as good.'
Of course,
squatting down above the mirror also made me think of other humiliating things
too... I imagined fleetingly that this might be how a girl went to the
toilet... With all the mysteries of the female anatomy still to be revealed to
me, I knew enough that girls had to sit down on the toilet to go for a wee...
And I kind of also knew automatically that if there was no toilet around, a
girl couldn't just wet her pants, so I figured that if she was in the woods and
needed to pee, she would have to squat down. I had a mischievous thought too
about maybe trying to find a way to spy on a girl doing that, but there were
more pressing needs just then to focus my attention.
As I squatted down
above the mirror, Emma began her brief lesson, holding my penis out of the way
first - her warm hand felt lovely as she lovingly and gently gripped me.
"It's all
true Phillip... probably not what you want to hear," Emma said softly,
moving her other hand to cup my testicles just as softly as she held my penis.
"But I'll be honest with you since you're so interested, and tell you a
few things that Caroline didn't mention... But you never heard it from me...
understand?" To emphasise her trying to seal a deal with me, Emma squeezed
my penis playfully a couple of times.
"Uh-huh..."
I replied, trying to concentrate on what I could on the mirror and also
maintain my balance. "I mean, yes, Miss Emma... of course."
"Okay,
good... the scar that Caroline mentioned is actually called a 'perineal
raphe...' which is a funny name for it I think... Some boys that I've seen have
it explained to them go on to call it their 'seam' or 'ridge...' On some boys
it's barely noticeable and I think you're one of them... On others, it's really
quite noticeable. There's a whole chapter on that in the Big Book Of Boy
Secrets... If a girl ever says to you, 'you've seen one, you've seem them all,'
then she's just trying to say something to be mean to you. All boys look
different down there... but all of you have a little scar..."
"Keep looking
while I show it to you..." Emma said, fondling my scrotum and spreading
her fingers over it while she looked for the scar... "During the early
stages of a baby's development in their mummy's tummy, boys and girls look
virtually the same between the legs... The privates of both boys and girls
look... well, just like what girls have... When the growing baby is around
seven weeks old however, the private parts develop into either a little boy
penis... or continue as a girl's vagina, clitoris and vulva..."
"What happens
to form a boy's penis and balls is... that the flesh that would normally form
the lips of a girl's... vulva and stuff... well, it kind of sticks together and
joins up... And the perineal raphe scar is what is left behind when all of a
boy's sticky out things are made... If that didn't happen, you would have
continued to develop as a girl... just like you were originally..."
"I can't see
it though..." I gasped as Emma continued to fondle my testicles and grip
my penis warmly.
"I'll point
it out to you in a minute... just listen," Emma giggled at my impatience
and obvious ongoing arousal within me that she was causing. "What Caroline
didn't tell you was, there are other ridges or seams like that on our body,
even on girls... There's one inside the roof of all of our mouths... and also
one you can see on the top of our tongues... Here, look at mine..." she
said, demurely poking her tongue out at me so that I could see what she was
talking about. I'd never even thought about it before - but right before my
eyes, I could see the little seam running along the middle of her tongue... It
started to make sense.
"Now look
here where I'm pointing," Emma said confidently, pointing to a thin,
pinkish red line separating each side of my scrotum... "And follow my
finger..."
"Ohhhh
Mmmm..." I gasped as Emma's fingertip brushed over the sensitive flesh
that she was showing me... from the space between my anus to my scrotum, and
further along the shaft of my erect penis... I could now make out that faint,
pinkish red line... Once you know what you're looking for, it all seems so
obvious and I kind of felt foolish for not noticing it all before.
'My god... so
that's my scar?' I thought with excitement and horror at the same time... 'I
really was a girl... Boys really are just rejected girls... We're not as good
as them...' I blushed at my self admission. I wanted to deny it, but I
couldn't... Science and nature was looking right back at me, and it was telling
me that to be male, was to be inferior, or some kind of afterthought.
"When it
comes to a boy's willy and testicles," Emma continued, refocusing my
attention on what she was showing me as I squatted above the mirror and looked
down... My never-ending blushes and feelings of shame were unavoidable...
"Your perineal raphe extends all along the underside of your willy...
right there, see? And then down through the middle of your scrotum, right along
there look..."
"Ohhhhh...
Mmmmmm..." I gasped again... her fingertips were so gentle and ticklish as
she showed me and discussed my most basic 'design weakness' with expertise.
"And your
scar goes right along this bit... your actual 'perineum,' and right along to
your bum hole back there... Like I said, yours isn't as obvious as most I've
seen... Some boys are quite sensitive along their scar too... I think you are,
by the way you are blushing and gasping!!! Don't be ashamed, it's quite
cute..." Emma smiled. "The Big Book Of Boy Secrets mentions that a
lot of boys like to stroke along their scar when they play with themselves as
it makes them feel better... Maybe you should try it sometime now that you've
started doing it for yourself."
"So I really
was a girl?" I said, mournful and quiet, feeling quite ashamed and sad.
"In a way...
look, it's okay Phillip, really... You're definitely a boy!! It's just what
happens in nature... Nobody can change it, nobody can stop it... It's just
nature. Caroline simply uses it to demonstrate one male weakness... okay, a
pretty big one... And it's obviously had the effect she wanted on you..."
"I guess...
but I still don't really know what a girl looks like... you know... down
there..." I said, almost trying to steer the conversation (bravely)
towards some sort of 'visual reward' for everything I had endured that week...
I was hopeful...
"Hmmm... well
you haven't earned it yet, Fly Boy..." she smirked as she put the mirror
down and indicated for me to sit back down on the towel. "And I mean it
Phillip... Don't be sad about it, nobody can change nature... and in any case,
I still like you..." She leaned in and kissed me on the mouth again, just
for the briefest of seconds... but enough to allow me to relax and feel...
well, kind of feel wanted. Which of course is what I wanted. "Lay back
down Phillip..."
As I lay back down
on the towel, Emma sprinkled more talcum powder onto my crotch and began to rub
it into my skin once more... rubbing over my hairless pubis this time, and then
using both hands to massage the scented powder into the skin of my little
pointy erection...
"Ohhhh god...
that feels..." I panted softly as I just let her do it... relaxing into
the positive and nice feeling she was giving me... I didn't want her to stop...
ever! It felt so tingly and tickly and nice. I was her marionette wasn't I?
Once she had
finished rubbing the powder into the soft skin of my erection, her action
changed to one of deliberate masturbation... I was being rewarded for being a
good boy... I had been a good boy because I wanted to be rewarded... It was
becoming a routine... a needy little boy-puppy, being good at the command of
his superior, dominant female mistress, just to receive a reward...
Emma quickly
stroked my young hairless cock using two fingers and her thumb to grip me,
jerking my fully yielding foreskin back and forth with accelerating pace... Her
other hand gently fondled my scrotum and the delicate little marbles inside...
She had total control of me... I recognised how much I liked it... I was
pushing my naked crotch up into the air to try and make it all happen more
quickly such was my sub-conscious behavioural need. I wanted to feel good after
realising a terrible truth about my sex... I needed it... and I needed it even
more because it was Emma doing it.
"Ohhhhh...
Mmmmmm-Miss Emma... <gasp> it's happening... Oh gosh..." I panted,
feeling my climax begin after what could have been no more than fifteen to
twenty seconds... "Mmmmm... Ohhhhh!" My hips began to shake and my
knees tensed, along with the muscles in my stomach. The familiar ticklish and
tingly sexual electricity raced quickly out of the very tip of my glans,
radiating powerfully back up along the shaft and through my balls. The first,
glorious spasm enraptured me as Emma let go of my young sex... she knew just
when to let go...
"Boys
<gasp> are w-weaker than girls..." I whispered my required
catchphrase breathlessly as sexual spasm after spasm raced all around my
genitals... "Boys are weaker... <gasp> than girls..." I was
powerless as my climax overtook me. A gift... or a curse... Glorious feelings
elicited from deep within me once more by a wonderful, beautiful girl... I was
in love.
"I know
Fly-Boy... somehow I've always known..." she smiled, quoting from Return
Of The Jedi... She then leaned in and kissed me on the lips... pressing hers
into mine a lot longer this time... It was a moment of paradise... My heart
pounded with youthful lust and excitement as my orgasm faded and I focussed on
the kiss she was giving me. It maybe lasted five or eight seconds, and wasn't a
deep or French kiss with tongues... It was just a lovely kiss... It was warm
and kind of told me that everything was somehow going to be okay...
<clump, clump,
clump> I heard the unmistakable sound of footsteps climbing the stairs and I
knew right away that my mother was approaching... no doubt to check on how my
little chat with Emma was going on... Quickly, I broke off the kiss and
stammered,
"Mmmm...
m-m-my mother is coming... quick... I have to be dressed..."
"Ohhhh? I was
just beginning to enjoy that..." Emma giggled, with an ironic and
obviously fake whine... She helped me up to my feet and handed me my navy blue
cotton Return Of The Jedi pyjama top which I seemed to pull over my head and
into place in record time... "Nice PJs you scruffy looking nerf herder!!"
she teased...
"Shhhh...!
Not now.... Quick... I need the bottoms too or we'll be in trouble..." I
whispered eagerly, desperate not to get caught with my pants down with a girl
in the bathroom. I would get a spanking for sure. "Or hand me the towel
again... please Emma... I need to cover my privates! She mustn't find out that
you've seen me... fully naked... and stuff..." I was starting to panic,
and tried to pull the front of my pyjama top down to see if that would work,
such was my clumsy naivety. I even considered just jumping back into the bath,
whether I was wearing my PJ top or not! But how would I have explained that?
"I'm sure it
won't be a problem Phillipa..." Emma said, agonisingly taking her time to
collect up the pyjama bottoms from the towel rail, even though the footsteps
were getting louder and closer... "You're mum knows I'm in here with
you... and she's very wise... In fact, it was her who suggested that I..."
"Please!! Let
me cover up..." I begged quietly, interrupting her and now cupping my
hands over my crotch... My mother was going to come in and discover us at any
moment... She would see that I was now out of the bath, all dry, and had my
pyjama bottoms off AND standing in front of a girl who had been able to see all
of my private parts... How shameful that would be that my mother would see me
and wonder what had happened... I worried that my mum (being female) would
somehow know that I had allowed a girl to actually bathe me... to play with my
willy too and make me climax... And all because I now obeyed girls... as their
slave... and nudie boy... I couldn't handle that thought... She would be as
ashamed of me as I was ashamed of myself... Perhaps even more so... Maybe my
mum would think that I had been rude and exposed myself to Emma... That would
be almost as bad... I just knew it would be my fault... And I would then be
doubly punished... "PLEASE!!" I whimpered.
"Okay
Phillipa... come here..." Emma smirked finally, holding my cotton pyjama
bottoms out in front of her, motioning for me to join her and step into them...
Hurriedly, I scampered stealthily on tip-toes across the bathroom, still
cupping my privates in my hands and stood in front of Emma right in the middle
of the bathroom... I didn't realise right away, but Emma had positioned us both
so that I would be visible as soon as the door opened... I was totally at her
mercy now... "Step into them..." she instructed...
As quickly as I
could, I got both feet inside the leg-holes of the bottoms...
"Pull them
up... QUICK... please Emma!" I begged again, panic stricken. It was kind
of funny in a way... I mean, I was perfectly capable of dressing myself... even
covering myself with a towel... But somehow, I just allowed myself to follow
Emma's lead... She was in charge, just like when the other girls were in charge
at the Club... I was trusting Emma to be in charge and I would accept whatever
happened... Emma seemed so... relaxed and un-phased by the whole thing, and
that confused me even more at the time...
'Shit! Does she
want us to get caught?' I thought... 'Come on... pull them up!!'
Emma began to tug
the pyjama bottoms up my legs and onto my knees as the door opened to my
right... My body tensed at the fear of discovery... As if everything was
happening in slow motion, I looked over to the door and saw my mother... I also
saw where she was looking... I looked down at Emma and what she was doing, just
in time to see her tugging my pyjama bottoms up over my bottom... I knew then
that we had been caught... My mother was watching (like I was) as the girl
finally pulled the pyjamas up over my front too... finally covering my penis
and testicles and my generally immature modesty... I was blushing scarlet...
biting my lip, I felt like a naughty little boy... waiting for the most
horrendous telling off I could imagine...
"There... all
done now Phillipa..." Emma smiled confidently, even patting the front of
my pyjamas at the crotch... right on my modest, boyish little bulge... She was
beaming with pride as though it had been a job well done...
"Good to see
you two getting along..." my mum said, sounding and acting as though what
she had discovered was nothing out of the ordinary at all... She had just
witnessed her son, having his pyjama bottoms pulled up into place by a girl, to
cover his boyish genitals after god knows what had happened... There was no
telling off... no yelling... Instead, merely two females striking up
conversation... "Was he a gentleman?"
"Yes Miss
Powell..." Emma smiled graciously. "He behaved very well in the
bath... He even let me towel him off and put some nice talcum powder on him...
He's nice and clean ALL over again now..."
"Miss Emma,
shush..." I blushed, using her Club title without even thinking. It was
bad enough that it had just happened at all... but I certainly didn't want my
mum to know what had just occurred between me and a girl... However, Emma and
my mum just giggled at me... I was obviously embarrassed to have allowed myself
to be bathed by a girl my own age... and dried off and powdered all over my
privates like a baby too. I was quite shocked that my mother didn't seem to see
anything wrong in all this.
"I'm glad to
hear that Emma... good girl..." my mother replied, also beaming with
pride. "I've got some nice hot chocolate in the kitchen cupboard and I was
about to make some for Phillip... would you like to stay and have a mug with
us?"
"Thank you
Miss Powell, but I did tell my mum that I was only popping out for a short
while and there's a program on TV at nine that I would like to watch... Maybe
next time..."
"Of course
young lady... You're welcome here any time... and I'm sure Phillip would enjoy
having you round more often... especially if you look after him so well...
Hmmmm? Would you like that Phillip?"
I blushed
scarlet... I knew my mum had seen what she was able to see when she came into
the room... Incredibly, to her it all seemed perfectly normal and acceptable...
everything that Emma had said... My mum didn't care... she couldn't have
planned it... could she?
"Mum... stop
it!" I blushed again as I recalled what Emma and I had been doing and
discussing... And now it seemed that there was likely to be a repeat
performance... and who knows what else. I was shocked.
As we went
downstairs, my mum disappeared into the kitchen to make the hot chocolate she
spoke about, and it was left for me to escort Emma to the front door...
"What time is
the Girls' Club meeting tomorrow?" I asked quietly, still cautious about
what my mother either did or didn't know... and not least embarrassed at what
she had definitely seen and what Emma had confirmed to her had happened.
"Eleven
thirty for boy members... just like always," Emma confirmed without
lowering her voice... It was as though she didn't care if my mother heard her.
"Yes, but
what time are you girls meeting up first? I might play in the woods again
tomorrow if that's okay... especially now you let me have the Falcon
back," I smiled warmly with gratitude. "I found a great spot for a
rebel base... It's near the hut, but I'll make sure I'm well away before you
start... I'm not a spy..." I lied, biting my lip.
"Well, we
agreed to meet at eleven tomorrow..." Emma said, unknowingly giving me the
information I wanted... "It's good to know you'll come back and play with
us again..." With that, she leaned in and kissed me again, making my tummy
flutter and my head spin with preteen lust and feelings of naughtiness. There I
was, being kissed by a girl on my own doorstep... in broad, post-storm, evening
sunlight... I was about to get brave and lick over her lips with my tongue, but
she broke off the kiss. Somehow she knew just when to stop... "We really
do like you... all the girls I mean... And now you know how much I like you
too..."
"Emma...
Shhhh..." I replied bashfully, desperate for my mum not to hear...
"I'll see you tomorrow then... Good night..." I finished, smiling
broadly, a happy feeling in my heart for once.
'I've got a
girlfriend! Somehow... through everything that's happening... I've actually got
a girlfriend!' I thought, genuinely happy for a time... a few precious moments
anyway. But my thoughts betrayed me... I had just discovered some information
that might help me get ahead of the girls... just for once... 'The early bird,
catches the worm... I'm gonna go and have a look round the hut before the girls
get there...'
And so you can
probably describe that thought process on the front step of my home as the next
big Swiss cheese moment in my life.
After drinking my
hot chocolate and watching a bit of television with my mother, I turned myself
in to bed just after nine-thirty. I wanted to be up early for a new
adventure... I was going to beat the girls, defend the honour of my own gender
and free the Boys' Rebel Alliance one way or another... All I had to do was
snoop around and gain some sort of ammunition to use against them... This was
going to be my toughest adventure, needing all of my skills and resolve... But
it was a mission so important for my self respect, and my self esteem as a
boy...
Climbing into bed
that night, my mum came into my room to wish me good night. That was the first
time in ages that she had... I knew right away that something was up...
"I have some
questions for you young man..." she began, kind of seriously, sitting down
at the end of my bed and watching me tuck myself in defensively. "And I
want some honest answers from you... okay?"
"Oh-o-okay
mum... wh-what is it?" I replied quietly, second guessing that I was in
some kind of trouble after all, despite my mother's reaction earlier upon
entering the bathroom. Her face crinkled as though she were amused about
something... but that just made me more nervous.
"Do
you..." she began again, procrastinating with a teasing pause... "Do
you ever find yourself wishing that you were a girl, instead of a boy?"
"Mum!" I
gasped in shock, blushing hard.
"Come on
Phillip... you can talk to me openly you know? If there's something you want to
tell me... hmmm?" My mother was staring right into me in such a way that
my heart started beating fast, my face turned crimson at the thought of what my
mum was even thinking that I might have been thinking... Not that I was
thinking it... I swallowed hard... "Don't you like being a boy?"
"Mummy,
shush!" I hissed with embarrassment. "I m-mean MUM... Of course I
like being a boy! It's what I am..."
"Awwww
Phillip..." she cooed warmly... "You can call me mummy again if you
prefer... you don't have to feel embarrassed with me honey..." She
continued to stare right at me, and I had no alternative but to look at the
wall next to my bed. "Eleven is such a difficult age for boys... Not yet a
man... and not a little boy any more either. Hmmm? But things start to change
for boys, don't they?"
"Shush
mummy... I don't want to..." I countered quickly. My previous 'joy' with
Emma, somehow buried in a landslide of maternal dominance now. I couldn't
escape the sanctity of my bed, all I could do was listen.
"It's just
natural Phillip... All boys go through their puberty... And it can make you
think about things differently... Things like girls... You'll start to find
them pretty won't you? Some boys want to have girlfriends... and some boys want
to be like girls too... Have you been having thoughts about being a girl
instead Phillip? Have you been thinking that it's better to be a girl? Are you
ashamed to be a boy?"
"Mum please!
Stop it..." I protested more vehemently, anxious to get her off my case
before she found something out that I didn't want her to know. "How can
you even think that? I'm a boy... and I'm happy... and..."
"Okay...
okay..." she relented, waving her hand dismissively at me. "If that's
what you say..." It was as though she didn't believe me... Her tone... was
more accusatory. I should have left it there... but I couldn't... Not when she
used 'that' tone that baited me to continue.
"Mum,
honest... Okay, I like girls now... Well... I like Emma... But I don't want to
be one... a girl I mean... What makes you think that?"
"Okay
honey... I have to be truthful with you," she began, sounding like a TV Court drama
lawyer about to set out her case... "Please explain to me why you used my
bubble bath tonight... That was from a special range of cosmetics exclusively
for women... You must have seen the label on it?"
"It was the
nearest bottle I could reach mum..." I replied cautiously, wondering where
this was leading. "And I'm nearly out of my own Star Wars bath foam... and
there's only that other one that doesn't smell nice that I could reach. And I
like the big bubbles... I didn't think I was doing anything wrong... I'm sorry..."
"Ha-ha... you
don't have to be sorry sweety..." mum grinned. "I just want to get to
the bottom of everything going on around you right now... So... tell me why
Emma called you Phillipa earlier... Tell me all about it..."
And there, my
mother got me... What was I supposed to do? What was I supposed to say? How was
I supposed to act? Tell the truth? Or lie like a rat into much deeper trouble?
I was a hopeless liar, especially about the things that really mattered. And
crikey, this was something that mattered. This was my whole life right now.
"Errm...
I..." I began pensively. She could see me looking to construct a version
of the truth that just wasn't the truth.
"And then,
explain these..." mum said sharply, reaching behind her to then hold up a
plain light blue pair of girls' panties... My eyes popped out, the guilt etched
itself over my face as much as the disbelief of getting caught. And of course
the growing, spreading blush of shame. I thought I had been so careful... But
obviously, not nearly careful enough.
"Wh-what
are... errrm... where... where did you find those?" I stammered, cornered
like a timid mouse hiding from a hungry cat.
"It doesn't
matter where I found them... though I didn't have to look hard... they were
right there hanging out from under your bed while you were in the bath tub...
Hmmmm? Who do these panties belong to Phillip?"
"They
errrm... they belong to... Emma... they're hers... Not mine!" Can you
imagine how that sounded coming from an eleven year old boy? I felt perverted
even as I said it.
"Phillip
White!" she gasped in dramatically shocked fashion. "What has gotten
into you? You stole a pair of girl's panties? And why would you do that?"
"Oh mummy
please... I didn't steal them... I... errrm... Please mum... I don't want to
talk about it..."
"Do you play
with yourself when you look at them?" she asked suspiciously, reeling me
in on her fishing line, like the dumbest, most vulnerable squirming trout on
the hook. "Oh my gosh... were you... smelling them?"
"MUMMY! Stop
it... no of course not... It's not like that... They're... ermmm... They're not
Emma's... Th-they're actually my panties... I didn't steal them." I was
blushing harder now and felt as though I wanted to cry. I felt so ashamed. I
had dug myself into an inescapable hole now...
"Oh my... so
you're wearing them in secret? Is that it? Is my son turning into a
panty-boy?" she teased... This was very confusing to me... She wasn't
angry... it was kind of mocking anger. She was just making me squirm. "So
Phillip... or should I call you Phillipa? How did you end up with these panties
if you didn't steal them? Hmmm?"
Forget Swiss
cheese a moment... Jesus Christ... this was like Pandora's Box was about to be
opened... I couldn't deny everything, the evidence was right there in my
mother's hand... But I couldn't tell her the whole truth and nothing but the
truth... I wasn't man enough to accept everything myself yet, much less tell my
mother all about it. I kind of knew I was being sexually abused by the girls...
just an object of their fun and an easy victim to be bossed around and
humiliated. But I couldn't deny that some of the things that happened were
somehow enjoyable... It felt good sometimes... And there was Emma... I was
falling in love with her. Deep down, I didn't want that to stop.
"I lost a
dare game at the Club Hut yesterday and... and the girls dared me to wear them
when I came home... It was a forfeit..." I offered meekly, hoping that I
was papering over the cracks enough to end this conversation. The truth was too
harrowing... How could I explain to my own mother that I was being bullied...
humiliated and sexually abused by up to seven girls at a time? How could I
explain it? How could I tell her that sometimes I enjoyed it? So I kept
digging... "They're clean... they're a spare pair mum honest... I didn't
take them off a girl... I promise... <sniffle> They just gave them to me
and I had to wear them when I went back home as a stupid punishment..."
My mother just sat
there and stared back at me... She knew I was holding something back... And to
be fair, I didn't actually tell a lie there did I? It was a kind of forfeit for
my role in what had happened the previous day. So I must have looked more
convincing than I gave myself credit for.
"Should I ask
Emma if you're telling me the truth? Or maybe, Caroline Forbes-Marsh?"
"NOOooooo
mum! Honest... It's true..." I sniffled. A solitary, tickly tear escaped
my left eye and sizzled as it snaked down my cheek.
"Hmmmm...
I'll give you the benefit of the doubt this time Phillip, but I can tell when
you're holding stuff back from me. And if I find out that you actually stole a
pair of panties from a girl, either from her drawer, her washing line or pulled
them off her without permission, I'll make sure that you get a bare naked
spanking right in front that very same girl until we both know you're sorry...
is that clear?" The words were frightening enough even if the tone in
which my mother spoke was not that of an angry woman...
"Oh god
please mummy... I promise... I didn't steal them... it's just a silly dare game
that the girls play and I messed up <sniffle> It'll be someone else
tomorrow... I promise."
"Okay, good
boy... I'll take these for safe keeping... and give them back to Emma... I'll
corroborate your story and no harm will have been done..." she added to my
ongoing chagrin.
"NO! Mum... I
need to keep them..." I blustered like a fool.
"Oh? And why
is that? What are you not telling me?"
"It's the
other part of the dare... I have to attend the meeting tomorrow wearing them...
and answer to the name of... 'Phillipa...'"
"Oh I
see..." she smirked at me. She knew I was trapped... she just seemed to
know everything. "So it's just for tomorrow then?"
"Y-yes
mummy..." I lied, my head turning away to look at the posters on my wall.
Like I said, I was not a very good liar.
"Do you want
to wear girl's panties Phillip?" my mum asked. Why couldn't she just leave
it?
"No! I
don't... I promise!" I insisted, my fist pounding weakly on top of the
bed.
Finally, my mum
relented and we finished saying goodnight. I was then left to my ragged
breathing and my thoughts about what had happened to me in the bath with Emma
and about what I was going to do tomorrow. I wondered what I was going to find.
'I'm going to show
those girls just what a boy can do...' I thought defiantly. 'I'll show them
who's really boss...'
--
Friday...
My eyes opened
wide upon hearing the distant sound of a cockerel announcing that it was
probably time to get up and start my adventure. As my eyes focussed on the
boyish bedroom around me, I could see the welcoming shafts of milky morning
sunlight filtering through the small gap in my curtains... the swirling specs
of dust caught in their undulating vortex. Each spec representing a planet in my
imagined fantasy galaxy.
Finally, a smile
of impending rebellion passed over my face as I thought about sneaking into the
Club Hut and snooping around.
I was up early
enough to eat breakfast with my mother... and I sat there at the kitchen table
wearing my Star Wars pyjamas as we talked about 'normal' things and sung along
to some of the songs on Radio Weltby. Before she left for work, the
conversation did turn a little... There was no way my mum was going to stop
teasing me.
"It's so good
to see you looking and feeling much better... Having Emma come over last night
seemed to do you the world of good... You enjoyed spending time with her didn't
you?"
"I
guess," I replied sheepishly, suddenly picturing all the things that Emma
and I had talked about, what she had shown me and what she had done to me in
the bathroom. Right on cue, my cheeks set aflame with a warm, glowing scarlet
hue. Subconsciously, my hand wandered under the table and found my crotch... My
penis was rock hard.
"It's all I
hear from her mother at the veterinary practice you know Phillip? About how
much Emma talks about you all the time at home... And how much she thinks of
you..."
"Mum,
please!" I whined, biting my lip as my hand squirmed over my crotch,
trying to get my erection to go down. By trying to do that, it just made things
worse!
"Awww look at
you blush!" my mum teased. "It must be love... So Phillip.. what's
got you excited enough to be up so early?"
"I'm going
into the woods early," I began as truthfully as I could. "Before I
have to go and see the girls I mean... I'm errrm... well I've found a new spot
in the woods which would make a good spaceport..."
"Oh yes...
you're meeting the girls again hmmmm?" she giggled. "Well... you have
a good day honey... And don't forget to wear your panties..."
"Mum
shhhhh!" I gasped in embarrassment, my hand gripping my penis again
subconsciously under the table. Giggling, she stood up from the table and made
her way out of the back door and off to work, leaving me to my blushes and my
boyish erection.
Once satisfied
that she was gone, I put my breakfast dishes on the worktop next to the sink
and then scooted off to the sanctity of my bedroom. The clock was already
ticking. Inside my bedroom, I pulled on my light blue panties first, taking
time to pull them up over my bottom, then carefully placed my 'interested'
boyhood into the front. I must have looked so silly. Then I put my jeans on
over the top of my panties. I figured that with all the rain the previous day,
the woods would still be quite damp.
Finally, I pulled
on a nice clean cotton t-shirt, a simple dark blue one with a famous sportswear
manufacturer's name over my left nipple. Standing at my desk, I opened the
pencil case and retrieved my little scraps of paper - one with the boys' code
on it, and the other with the words to 'my song...' Given each a cursory
glance, I stuffed them into my left pocket before bending down to complete my
outfit with my white training shoes. As soon as the laces were tied, I scooted
downstairs... No Star Wars toys today... For once, I had bigger fish to fry.
I checked the time
on my watch and saw that it was just past nine o'clock... that gave me easily
an hour and half, nearly two hours of exploration before the girls were due to
meet. Scampering without looking as though I was trying to be too secretive, I
made my way along the lane, beyond Emma's house and into the woods...
Once inside the
woods, I picked up my pace and ran quickly to the site of the Girls' Club
Hut... Even when the meeting was not in session, the sign that read 'Girls
Only' was still clearly there, pegged neatly upright into the soil at the
entrance. I knew I was an invader and being somehow naughty... I wasn't
supposed to be there until eleven thirty... So my heart raced with malfeasant
intent and the spirit of boyish adventure.
I very nearly hit
the scuppers to my plan when I went to go through the entrance to the hut.
There was a door there... It was thin, kind of though it was made up from a
couple of sheets of plywood and not very sturdy as a result... I'd never
noticed a door before - all of my previous visits had started with the girls
already on the inside... the entrance always seemed open to me.
I pushed at it
gently to see if it would open or at least move enough to let me inside. It
didn't move...
'Shit...' I
thought. 'I've wasted my time... I could have had a lie in!'
"Dumb
girls," I sighed ironically. I knew I couldn't force the door open as it
would look too suspicious and I didn't want any of the girls getting any idea
at all that somebody, especially a boy, had trespassed in their hut without
permission. "Wait a second," I breathed, noticing a small hole half
way down the front of the door to the left hand side... "What if
I..." With that, I crooked my finger into the little hole and pulled...
Yes dear
readers... the door was a 'puller' and not a 'pusher...' My plan was back on!
The door creaked a little, and the bottom edge grazed gruffly over the ground
as I gently teased it open towards me. Right inside the entrance was a small
brick that seemed to be used to wedge the door open for when the girls were 'in
session...'
"Yes!" I
said to myself gleefully as my excitement at what I was doing began to
escalate... It was time for me to find out just what had been going on around
here. As I walked through the entrance and into the actual 'Club' room of the
hut, the familiar smells infiltrated my nostrils... The musty, damp wooden
smell, and that very girlish potpourri. 'Yes!! I'm inside and I don't have to
get naked!' I thought proudly as my plan began to unfold.
My first port of
call on my little snooping adventure was to examine the wooden toy chests...
These seemed to hold the most interesting bits and pieces that the girls had as
equipment, or sources of information with which to terrorise young members of
the male sex like me... Maybe there was some stuff I could use as evidence or
leverage at least against them instead. I wanted to see the Big Book Of Boy
Secrets... they had told me that there were pictures of naked girls in there...
Immediately I gasped for breath - there was so much to do but not enough time.
I knew then that this would have to be the first of regular incursions into the
girls' territory. Yes, I was in this for the long game victory.
I scooted over to
the wooden toy chest against the wall and placed my hands on the lid... I
gripped the edge with my fingers and began to lift... But it wouldn't budge...
I examined it more closely and felt stupid that I hadn't noticed the hasp and small
padlock holding it closed... I remembered watching one or other of the girls
fiddling with a lock and cursed my naivety.
"Damn
it!" I exclaimed with frustration... 'I bet all the good stuff is in
there!' Disappointed but not deterred, I moved over to the other toy chest and
tried that... This time, the lid lifted and I looked inside...
I have to say that
what I found inside that toy chest made me feel so ashamed... yet so excited at
the same time... It boggled my mind at how much stuff was in there... It was a
seemingly bottomless pit of material that would make you blush... Well, make a
young boy like I was blush very hard indeed. It confirmed to me that there was
no way that this was going to be my only 'out of hours' visit to this venue.
The first thing I
found was one of many, many magazines in there. The cover read 'Toy Boys' in
yellow and blue backed lettering... The cover also had a grainy black and white
photograph of a young boy in a traditional Cub Scout uniform, reaching back
behind him to cup his buttocks... It looked like he had just been spanked.
Gingerly, I opened
the magazine and skipped the contents page... I blushed... my heart raced and I
felt all giddy in my tummy as picture after picture of boy after boy confronted
me. Most of them were around my age... some a little younger, some a little
older too... In each set, the boy would start by being fully clothed in some
outfit or uniform or other. Cowboy... policeman... fireman... doctor... boy
scout... soccer player... school boy... businessman and even a ballerina...
As each set
progressed, the boy would remove his clothing an item at a time... There would
be a few a photographs, some in colour of the boy posing in his underwear...
Sometimes the boy subject would pull his underpants to the side, or tug them
down at the front to show off his privates inside... I gulped... and blushed
scarlet... Even worse for me, each boy was then photographed with his
underpants fully off... several pictures of each boy now fully naked, posing, bending
down... holding themselves... Some boys had foreskins... others were
circumcised... Each boy had a couple of genital close up shots to finish... One
image flaccid, the next with his erection on show.
Being eleven years
old and confronted by that kind of material was very confusing at the time. I
mean, this was 1986 and I was instantly scared that I was about to become
gay... Don't get me wrong, I'm not prejudice, really I'm not. But I knew I
liked girls... In fact, I knew then that I loved Emma Smart. But I couldn't
understand why my crotch was tingling, and I had an erection in my panties
while I was looking at this first magazine...
I look back on it
now and realise that this wasn't some bisexual or homosexual discovery or
revelation... I was more turned on at the thought that the girls in the Club
would look at pictures of all these boys... looking at them as they took off
their clothes and then posed fully naked with everything on show. It was no
wonder that they could control me so easily. I was becoming sexually excited at
the knowledge that the girls would no doubt be giggling with each other as they
looked at the pictures... getting to see all of those different penises... the
shapes, the sizes... the colours... I could imagine them whispering in great
detail to each other about each boy they were looking at... relishing the power
that they had over all of those boys. The girls had seen them... but the boys
hadn't seen anything in return... It reaffirmed their authority and supremacy.
I couldn't believe
that boys would actually want to pose for pictures like that and wondered what
kind of brave boy would actually 'agree to do it...' I put that magazine down
and picked up another one... I didn't even look at the title, I just wanted to
see what was inside... to understand everything that the girls had access too
that enabled them to control and dominate me, or other boys.
This magazine was
all together even more explicit in what it showed and what it represented...
The first set featured a girl of about fourteen or fifteen dressed as a school
teacher in her classroom. In front of her was a class of girls, maybe a year or
so younger than me. She had a slipper in her hand. Next to her, stood a boy...
the only boy in the class it seemed, and was about my age.
As the photo set
advanced, the girl teacher was clearly giving the boy a lecture and the boy was
blushing... Meanwhile the girls were looking knowingly at each other and
smiling. The girl teacher handed him a stick of white chalk and made the boy
write something on the blackboard...
'MÄDCHEN sind besser als jungen...' With
the powers of hindsight, I now know that the magazine was German and what the
boy was made to write... 'GIRLS are superior to boys...'
The next photos in
the sequence showed the boy standing at the front of the class, facing his
giggling girl classmates. Piece by piece, he removed his clothing, the girl
teacher threatening him with the slipper in her hand. Soon enough, the boy was
blushing scarlet when he was wearing just his underpants. But the story didn't
stop there... I blushed hard on behalf of the boy in the pictures, pushing my
hand against my aroused, stiffened genitals as the photo set in the magazine
showed him take his underpants off and stand facing the girls with his hands on
his head. He penis was flaccid, uncircumcised and fully on show, with an
accompanying close up showing his modest little wrinkly ball sac underneath
too.
The final images
of that set showed the boy being spanked with the slipper by the girl teacher,
and with the fully clothed schoolgirls smiling and obviously giggling at his
treatment. Lastly, he stood teary eyed, cheeks crimson at the front of the
classroom, his bottom showing evidence of his spanking, and his penis fully
erect.
"Oh my god..."
I gasped quietly, as I flicked through more of the magazine... There was a
seemingly endless number of photosets in these magazines featuring boys being
spanked by women... spanked by girls... boys stripping naked in front of fully
clothed girls or being forcibly stripped naked by girls. "How can... how
can this be?"
I picked up
another magazine and opened it... more of the same... My heart was racing even
more by now... I was drowning in a confused sea of emotions, feelings of
humiliation on behalf of my gender and feelings of undeniable sexual arousal. I
was tempted to pull my cock out and give myself some relief... But I didn't. I
just squeezed my penis through my jeans every now and then to ride the feelings
I felt.
Checking the
cover, it read 'Vorherrschaft...' ('Supremacy' in German). In this magazine,
there were more pictures of boys, more often than not naked or in some sort of
situation where they were taking their clothes off. There was a lot more sexual
posing or teasing in that one. Each set went on to feature one or more fully
clothed girls, smiling and teasing the boys shown in the photosets. Again,
there was a variety of different scenarios depicted in each one.
Sometimes, the
naked boy would be shown in what I had experienced as 'display' or 'sit'
position in front of a group of girls... The girls obviously in charge...
obviously dominating. One photo set caught my eye... It was a Cub Scout, maybe
a year younger than me... and captured by a small pack of girls wearing their
Brownie uniform around a wooded camp fire.
True to form, the
photoset showed the boy suffering the taunts from the girls as he stripped
naked in front of them. The boy's circumcised penis was flaccid at first... but
the set continued to show what the girls made him do... Several pictures of him
performing handstands followed, all while the girls cheered and clapped and
pointed you know where. Soon, the blushing boy's hairless penis was fully
erect...
One picture showed
a blonde haired girl spanking his bottom with her hand... then another girl, a
grinning brunette was striking his bottom with a small 'switch' made from a
thin branch from a bush. Finally, the blonde girl was pictured carefully
arranging the boy into what I had experienced as 'playtime' position... and the
set finished by showing her playing with the boy's penis while her Brownie
colleagues looked on and laughed.
I closed my eyes
in embarrassed shock at what I was seeing, squeezing my penis and barely able
to resist the urge to masturbate such was my confusing level of arousal. I just
knew I liked girls... but couldn't understand why I was so turned on.
There was a
thicker, textbook kind of format book a little deeper inside the toy chest and
I picked it up to examine the cover. It was plain black all over except for the
publisher's name and book title, 'Modern Female's Guide To Controlling Her
Male...' The sub-title proclaimed, 'Man or boy, learn how to enslave and
control the males in your life...'
I gulped again at
what I guessed I was about to discover... Inside this book, there were stories
and 'true accounts' about men being slaves to women... Lots of references to
'sex slaves...' There were also just as many stories about boys also being
enslaved by women, and crucially by girls too...
This book tended
to contain less images and was more about the stories or accounts. What images
were in there tended to be drawings, sketches and simple line art. They all
featured naked boys or men, and always with fully clothed women or girls...
Some of the images... kind of like cartoons, appeared to be quite elderly, as
though they were drawn many years previously... right back to the 1800s
possibly. There were 'cartoons' or detailed drawings that showed boys kissing
their 'mistresses' feet... Sometimes a woman, sometimes a girl or girls.
Sometimes the boy would be having to suck a girl's toe... Sometimes, it was his
penis or balls being played with...
Progressing deeper
into the book, there were images of spanking... various spanking devices and
other 'torturing of the male' devices that I couldn't imagine the possible use
for unless I saw it depicted in one of the drawings. Lots of male genitals
being touched or tortured in some way... boy bottoms being spanked... caned...
It was never ending... Though the drawn images were often grainy, there was
enough detail on the faces and the private parts to see exactly what was
happening... I recognised most of it... It had been happening to me. No wonder
the girls of Langton Magna had such beliefs and experience.
I sighed, resigned
to the fact that I was never going to be able to take all of this in during one
illicit visit to the Club Hut... And besides, I was still looking for different
stuff that might actually help let me get the upper hand in the battle I was
part of. I looked up and saw the edge of the spanking slipper and wondered what
else was up there on the shelf...
I tried to jump up
naively to see what was on the shelf and also tried standing on tip-toe to
reach the slipper. Maybe I could use it to move whatever else was on the shelf
along and I could catch it when it fell off the end. Resourceful to a degree,
but not quite clever enough was I? After a few missed attempts at reaching the
slipper, I suddenly remembered that I saw a girl reach up to collect the
slipper for a spanking I had earned earlier in the week... It was Anita... I
remembered looking up as she climbed up on the toy chest to reach the
slipper... I had been staring at her bottom!
'Of course!' I
chided myself, wrestling the toy-chest over to a position underneath the shelf.
I closed the lid and climbed up on it... The shelf was very dusty... but next
to the spanking slipper, there was a long line of books... They looked old and
dusty, and kind of like scrapbooks... I picked up the first one I could reach,
climbing back down off the toy chest and sitting myself down in the garden
chair that Caroline... Miss Caroline usually sat in.
What I read began
to blow my mind out of the water...
--
This scrapbook belongs to Nicola Smart...
For Girls' Eyes Only...
The Summer Of 1964...
The front cover of
the scrapbook was a neatly made affair, carefully wrapped in plain white paper,
albeit now a little smutty as a result of the subsequent dusty dampness inside
the hut over the intervening years of storage. Then it hit me...
"My
god..." I gasped. "Nicola Smart... Nikki Smart!! Shit... that's
Emma's mum..."
My heart raced as
I came to realise what might be inside the book and with my young boyish hands
shaking, I finally plucked up the courage to turn the page and look inside...
There I found an 'introduction' telling the reader what the scrap book was
about... all in the most neat, carefully crafted girlish handwriting one could
imagine... You know the kind... a confident, feminine neatness far beyond
handwriting achieved by any boy I ever knew or have known since.
And so, I began to
read... my face awash with blushes and the feelings of confused excitement
periodically squeezing my knees together to stem the tingling arousal I was
feeling in my genitals.
'This book is private... for girls' eyes only because girls
are the supreme rulers of Langton Magna and boys are nothing more than weak, pitiful
slaves to us. Boys are immature and easy to train to obey girls and admit that
girls are just simply... better...'
I gulped with
embarrassment at what I was reading...
'If you're a boy reading this... you better stop now
and find a comic to read instead as you won't like what you'll find inside this
book... Apart from scaring you to death... if we find out that a boy has read
this book, we'll make sure that he's sorry... Girls rule forever!!'
'This book is all about the summer that my friends in
Langton Magna Girls' Club and I captured Anthony White spying on our girls only
club house... He thought he was so clever just because he was a boy... But this
book contains his journey to a more truthful understanding of what he is...
This is a record of how we tamed him like a little puppy and made him join
us... as one of the girls! The next two books record how we captured and
humiliated his friends into joining us too!!'
"Jees-sus!"
I whispered, not sure whether to grimace, cry or run out of the hut and back to
my bedroom in disbelief and shame. 'Anthony White? Tony! My god... NOOO! That's
my dad! Holy SHIT!'
In denial, I
snapped the book closed and shut my eyes tight... I knew I shouldn't look... I
knew it... But my curiosity snared me... so I gingerly opened the scrapbook
again and began to read and study... Somehow, I just had to know.
One by one, I read
written statements of various activities undertaken during that summer to snare
and enslave the boy who became my dad as a member of the Girls' Club. There
were six girls that had submitted detailed handwritten testimonies to various
events... punishments... discoveries... justifications... demonstrations... It
was so thorough...
I had no idea that
my own dad might have suffered the same kind of treatment that I myself had
experienced over the course of this first week in Langton Magna... It was
almost as though this could have been my story... but I myself was only at the
very start of my journey. There was an account of my dad's initial capture by
the girls... the actual set up of it... Then there was his initial protest,
denials and the enforced stripping at the hands of the girls before he could
run away... It all happened right there in the very same hut... There was an
account of his first inspection... his first spanking... and his very first
utterance of the boys' code. It was all so familiar... so well practiced. The
girls were an institution.... a revolution.
Occasionally,
there were simple hand drawn doodles or cartoons that depicted a naked boy (no
doubt my dad) performing or suffering some sort of humiliating act in front of
a circle of fully clothed, grinning girl characters... The graphic nature of
some of the more detailed drawings made me curl my toes and feel a renewed
scarlet flush spread through my cheeks. There were all sorts of charts and
measurements in the book... just like the charts and measurements that the
girls had started all about my own genitals, cleanliness and punishments.
On one page, I
recognised handwriting as being that penned by my father... Well, a more
untidy, younger iteration of my dad's handwriting...
'My name is Anthony White and I am thirteen years old.
During the Girls' Club meetings, I am called Toni, which is my girl name. I
used to think that boys were best and that to be a boy was something special
and to be proud of. But the girls have made me see things differently... and
how it's actually girls and females who are the superior sex...'
'I really didn't want to believe it and I didn't like
it at all when the girls first took my clothes off me and touched and laughed
at my willy... I hated it when they spanked my bottom and started to make me
obey them. It was embarrassing and it felt awful. But the girls started to show
me why boys are not as good as girls.'
'I know now that girls are better than boys in every
single way... They are much more clever than boys... they are much more
resourceful and far stronger in many ways... Females are able to withstand much
more pain than us pitiful, weakling males. Girls are neat and tidy, boys are
scruffy and disorganised and think only of themselves...'
'Because boys are slaves to pleasing their own penis,
girls are able to rule over us very easily. To have a penis is a major weakness
in our natural design, and the girls have shown me how easy it is for them to
control my penis... And once a girl controls a boy's penis, then they have
total control over him... The same applies for men and women... Women are
superior to men in every way too. I understand that females are the superior
sex.'
'I don't like to get spanked by girls... especially in
front of the other girls or boy members.. So I'm always a good, clean boy when
I come to play at the Club... I always freely admit that girls are better than
boys and I'm regularly rewarded by the girls for how my views about which sex
is better have improved. It's better to have a vagina and a vulva, instead of a
dumb, worthless penis like mine... I don't mind that it's embarrassing to be a
boy any more, and embarrassing to have a worthless little penis so easily
controlled by girls... The girls have shown me that it's all very natural for
girls to lead and control boys... All boys are slaves to girls. All the boys
around the world should be naked slaves of girls for them to do with as they
please.'
'I like to wear my panties now when I attend Club...
and I like to say the Langton Magna Girls' Club code for boys... which is
this...'
'Girls are in charge, boys are
not...
Boys... are slaves... girls
are not...
Girls rule forever... and boys
obey...
Because girls are better, in
every way...'
'I felt a little silly at first when the girls told me
to say it... But now I don't mind saying it every time I come to Club meetings.
I also have to sing a song too, a song that the girls wrote for me. I have to
perform it on command when a girl instructs me to, either in Club time or
whenever the girls choose. My performance requires me to strip naked when
commanded, and also to perform my own dance moves. It is very embarrassing, but
I do it because the girls are in charge and because I'm a boy. I like being a
good boy and I don't want to be spanked again, especially on my penis. So, I
like to obey girls. This is my song... to the tune of The Beatles record in the
charts right now. It's really called 'Can't Buy Me Love...' But the girls have
written the song to be called 'Girls Are The Best...'
'Girls are the best, yeah
Girls are the best...
Boys are slaves to girls my friend, and that's alright
with me,
I pull my knickers down for girls, right down to my
knees...
Cos girls just want to, see my willy... and see how
much it moves.
I promise to obey all girls, what they tell me I will
do,
I jump and jive across the floor, and then show my bum
off too...
Cos girls just want to, see my willy... and see how
much it moves.
Girls are the best, nature made it that way,
Girls are the best, yeah yeah yeah, yay!
I kick my panties off for you, watch me dance like a
girl guide,
Now that I'm all naked here, there's nowhere I can
hide...
Cos girls just want to, see my willy... and see how
much it moves.
<at that point, either I spank my bottom, or one of
the girls does it>
Owwww...
Girls are the best, nature made it that way,
Girls are the best, yeah yeah yeah, yay!
My willy is a worthless worm, a play toy for the
girls,
My song is nearly over now, so I'll finish with a
twirl...
Cos girls just want to, see my willy... and see how
much it moves.
Girls are the best, nature made it that way,
Girls are the best, yeah yeah yeah, yay!'
'My favourite girl is Patty Powell... She's in the
year below me at school but is now in total control of me. She's so much more
mature than me and she comes round to my house to give me my bath each night. The
second time she came to visit, she shaved off my pubic hair... Now, I am kept
smooth like a little boy again until the girls decide I can grow it all back
again...'
'If my mum thinks I've been naughty, Miss Patty is
allowed to spank me too. Sometimes that happens when Katie and Susan, my two
girl cousins are present... I like it when Miss Patty plays with my willy and
makes me feel good, even when it's in front of all the other girls. I like
being Miss Patty's nude slaveboy best.'
"Patty?"
I called out loud, forgetting my surroundings for a moment. 'Patty Powell?
Patricia Powell?' I couldn't believe it... that was my mum... My own mother,
somehow in charge of my dad even though they were around my age... I was lost
for words, not sure what to think. All of a sudden, things started to make some
sort of sense.
I knew already
that I was not the first boy to fall prey to the Langton Magna girls... What I
did see now though was that it all seemed to go back at least as far as 1964.
Was my dad the first? That could wait... I had just found out that my mother...
my own flaming mother was also part of the Langton Magna Girls' Club in days
gone by. She knew a whole lot more than I had ever considered. I felt kind of
sick... nervous, confused, aroused sickness.
My mum must have
known everything... I was just the latest one to find everything out.
'Oh god...' I
thought suddenly. 'This is no accident... This isn't just simply bad luck for
me... My mum moved us here so I could be next? My mum wants me to obey girls...
She wants me to learn why females are superior... She wants Emma to control
me... MUMMY, how could you?'
I guess I felt a
bit like Luke Skywalker in Cloud City on Bespin... suddenly finding out that
Darth Vader is his father in The Empire Strikes Back... It was that kind of
turmoil going on in my mind... The nettle ridden hand of young dominant
feminism held outstretched to me... imploring me to join them, whilst I clung
to the tallest of exposed, wobbling towers of dwindling masculinity... The
choice of falling to my uncertain future, or submitting to the stinging hand of
female superiority leaving me full of angst... There was no Millennium Falcon to
come to my rescue.
'There'll be no
escape for Phillipa this time...' I heard C-3PO call out metallically in my
mind. 'I'll be sent to the spice mines of Kessel or blasted into who knows
what... We're doomed... The chances of escaping Langton Magna Girls' Club are
two billion, seven hundred and fifty six thousand... to one...'
I should have felt
like crying, but I didn't... I wanted to read on and complete the book. Here
was something I could challenge my mother with and see if there was an
opportunity to stop all this. I thought about going to the Police... but she
was my mum. I couldn't call the Police on my mum... she hadn't actually done
anything to me, had she? And who would believe me anyway? This was so
entrenched, so... rural... the Police would probably turn a blind eye anyway.
So I continued to
read...
--
'Wanking Toni The First Time
- By Patricia Powell, Age Twelve...'
I gulped in
astonishment as I saw the title of the first account written in the scrapbook
by my very own mother from when she was nothing more than a pubescent girl. As
you might expect from a narrative given by one of the girls, it was written so
confidently, in such detail, it was very humbling (and not a little
humiliating) for a boy to read. The girls knew everything... and it only made
them enjoy their dominance all the more.
'Friday 19th June 1964... This evening, after tea, we
held a special meeting to celebrate Toni's thirteenth birthday... This was the
third meeting since Toni had been caught spying on us. The second one since his
uncomfortable initiation... He looked so handsome standing there barefoot as
the meeting began, still wearing his school uniform. There were four girls
there this evening... Me, Nikki, Juliet and Helen. He listened intently as us
girls started the meeting with our usual opening prayer... Then, for the first
time, Toni recited the boys' code without the need for prompting from us, or
reading the words off the piece of note paper... We were so proud of him.'
'Nikki, being the oldest out of us girls, told the boy
to stand right in the middle of us four girls and start removing his clothes...
Toni protested a little at first, until Nikki reminded him of all the evidence
we now had on him to ensure that he would continue to obey us and further his
learning... So Toni untied his red and black striped school tie, and held it
out as an offering of his submission to Nikki... Nikki asked him who his
favourite girl was in the Club... and Toni softly, quietly spoke my name...'
'I was so thrilled that I was already Toni's
favourite... he really was handsome and I regularly have to diddle my tingly
girl places when thinking about him... especially now that I've seen him naked
so often!! Nikki told Toni to turn round and face me while he stripped off, so he
turned round and handed me his tie... He was blushing scarlet and unable to
look me in the eye as I took the tie from him. He was submitting to me this
time!! He then bit his lip shyly as he slowly unbuttoned the seven buttons on
his shirt... each released button exposing more of his firm chest to my
glistening, attentive eyes. I love it when we get to make boys strip...'
'All four of us were giggling and trying to hum the
famous old Stripper tune as he pulled his shirt off, fully exposing his upper
body and his tummy... I could never grow tired of looking at his tummy button!!
I couldn't take my eyes off it, even when he handed me his school shirt. Yummy!
He unfastened the buckle of the belt around his waist, his hands shaking in
trepidation at having to bare everything in front of us girls again! He popped
open the button on his simple, slate grey school shorts and pulled down the
zipper, still unable to look at me...'
'After stepping out of his shorts and handing them to
me, I was finally able to look into Toni's eyes. They were teary and
mournful... He looked beaten and resigned to what was about to happen, though
still had a look of hope, and seeking redemption... I thought he was about to
cry and beg to be let go. So I smiled at him and told him to be a big, brave
boy. I reminded him that it was his birthday and that this was going to be his
birthday treat and that there were only four girls present to see it... This
was going to be special... I then gave him the command to take off his
underpants and get into welcome position...'
'His voice trembled as he confirmed my command and
addressed me as Miss Patty... After several shaky false starts, Toni finally
hooked his thumbs into the waistband of his navy blue underpants and began to
tug them down his thighs... He bent forward as he did so, trying to keep
himself covered up for the longest possible time, just like the Big Book Of Boy
Secrets says that all boys try to do...'
'Us girls couldn't help it, but we giggled and stared
right at his droopy willy and balls as he finally straightened up. Seeing a boy
strip naked and obey a girl like this always made my nipples stand on end and
the little nubbin of my cunny tingle too. I love being a girl... Toni was a
marvel to us... This was the first boy any of us girls had tamed and broken who
had some pubic hair. It wasn't thick, like the book of secrets sometimes
showed, but there was enough to tell us that Toni had started his puberty...
Tonight, we were going to see if we could make him shoot! And if he could shoot,
we wanted to see how far we could make it fly!!''
'Helen and Juliet moved the toy chest into the centre
of the hut and I placed a cushion on the top of it for Toni to kneel up on. I
instructed him to climb on top of the toy chest and kneel in the 'sit'
position. He begged us not to hurt him a couple of times, which I thought was
really sweet. Nikki thought it was just funny. Helen fetched out the measuring
tape and laid it down on the floor ready to record how far Toni's boy juice
would fly out. It was so exciting.'
'Toni was now in place, kneeling up on top of the toy
chest with his hands behind his head, his ankles locked in place behind him and
his boy parts right there on show for us. As we took turns to touch his willy
and fondle his balls, I told Toni to keep saying 'girls are better than boys'
over and over until we were done. To hear a boy admit the truth like that over
and over felt wonderful to me, especially as I was playing with his most
treasured masculine private parts! Parts that now belong to us girls!'
'It wasn't long before Toni's willy became all stiff
and hard with his excitement... We could tell he liked what we were doing to
him... He couldn't deny how excited his body was... Just like the Big Book Of
Boy Secrets told us... Every boy was the same. And so... as Toni kept repeating
the fact that girls are better than boys, I began to masturbate him... tugging
the skin of his cock back to expose his cute little purple mushroom! When it
popped out from under the foreskin, the other girls giggled... Us girls were
now ready for a good show!'
'As I wanked him gently, I noticed how warm and soft
his skin was... Indeed, the little pouting purple mushroom at the tip of his
cock felt red hot as my fingertips teased and rubbed all over the top and
underside... Still repeating his words of wisdom, Toni gasped and whimpered as
I stroked his cock back and forth... My pace quickened and he submitted to me
by beginning to thrust his crotch forward and back... It looked like he was
trying to make love to my hands... which was like what the Big Book Of Boy
Secrets said happens with boys, especially when they like what is happening to
them. It's the boy's body telling him that he needs to have the good feeling in
his willy soon.'
'I told Toni that he was a good boy for continuing to
repeat that girls were better and I told him that this was his special birthday
treat. I reminded him that he was a lucky boy to get to share it with four such
pretty girls... I then warned him that I wasn't going to stop wanking him now
until I had made his willy squirt his boy juice, and that when he had his
climax, he was to say 'my willy belongs to girls...'
'I was wanking him off as quick as I could now and I
could hear his breathing become ragged as he struggled to say his words...
Helen encouraged him with a couple of spanks to his bum cheeks that made him
whimper and refocus on the rules of his birthday treat! All of a sudden, Toni
sighed and whimpered, and his hips started to shake violently... Nikki and I
looked at each other and grinned... we knew what that meant... He was about to
shoot his boy milk for us! So, the other girls moved back a little and we all
stared with anticipation, right at his cock... I heard him say...'
--
Suddenly, I
noticed a shadow out of the corner of my eye... I had been so focussed on the
various details held in the scrapbook, I hadn't heard anyone approaching the
hut... But there I was... caught red handed, my hand pressed hard into my
crotch... The hut was seemingly filling up with girls... angry girls
discovering the boy-shaped trespasser... the traitor... All I could do was
gulp, my mouth hanging open dryly in mortified disbelief.
--
Phillip White will
return in Part 4B of The Village - The History Lesson Continues.
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