The Village 1
By TCP
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Copyright 2015 by TCP, all rights reserved
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The
Village -
By TCP
© 2015
TCP
All of
TCP’s stories are
just
that - stories. There is a marked difference between fantasy and
reality and it
is very easy to fall foul of the real world and what is acceptable in
the real
world. I do not condone any abusive behaviour in the real world and we
must act
as responsible citizens to ensure the on-line safety of our future
generations.
Fantasy is a powerful thing, but let it remain fantasy. Lead yourself
not into
temptation - and deliver yourself from evil.
--
This is the story of Phillip
White, and his adventures as an eleven year old boy after both he and
his
recently divorced mother moved house to settle in the small village of
Langton
Magna... A curious location really... Phillip soon discovers that
although several
children live there, he is the only boy in the village...
Main
Characters -
Phillip
White - eleven years old...
Patricia
White, nee Powell - 33 years old, divorced mother of Phillip
and a veterinary practitioner.
Emma
Smart - eleven years old...
Nikki
Grayson, nee Smart - 34 years old, divorced mother of Emma, and
owner/senior partner of Langton Magna veterinary practice. 'Smarts...'
Caroline
Forbes-Marsh - 13 years old. The leader of the pack...
Suzanne
Forbes-Marsh - eleven years old.
Miss
Bingley - 58 years old, Sunday School teacher and choir mistress.
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Chapter
One - Inductions And Swiss Cheese...
Hi
there... I guess the best place to start my story is right at the
beginning... well, not quite right at the beginning as I can't remember
coming
out of my mother's womb during my birth. Also, I guess you're only
really
interested in hearing the interesting parts of my story, so I'll leave
out much
of early routine life... but here goes. I hope you won't judge me as a
result
of what I'm about to share with you. It was a very difficult time for
me...
Sure, you'll probably find it all really exciting, kind of like I did,
but
god... looking back, it was really embarrassing.
What
happened to me you see was quite unusual - or at least I think it
was unusual. I still don't understand exactly why it happened... or how
I
seemed to let it happen... But writing all this nearly thirty years
later has
helped me to dig deep and rediscover long buried memories... Memories
of things
that I am only just now starting to rationalise and recently started to
admit
that they shaped my adolescence and my outlook on the world as I see it
today.
It was
right at the start of the school summer holidays when I was
eleven years old, back in 1986... Looking back at photos of me then, I
think it
was fair to say that I wasn't ugly... I wasn't handsome... but I was
better
than plain... My hair was changing from dark blonde to mousy brown, and
began
to match my hazel coloured eyes. I had a normally happy kind of face...
one of
those where if I tried to pout or frown, it would look spectacularly
obvious
and un-natural. My best feature were the dimples on my cheeks... I
didn't even
have to try to smile for anyone to see them there... I was still quite
skinny
then too.
Emotionally
I was still a young boy of course... the hormonal perils of
puberty still yet to grab hold of me. I was normally a quiet boy... a
good boy,
although one with a good sense of humour. Sometimes that got me into
trouble,
but I always enjoyed making people laugh and happy, especially my
parents and
my friends. I wasn't naturally shy... and I certainly hadn't developed
a recognised
shyness around girls. Girls were just 'the other side' - a mysterious
opponent
yet to be assessed... and kissed.
Yeah, I
was just a young boy... immature physically and emotionally... a
freelance adventurer through boyhood, living a boy's adventure tale you
could
say... Little did I know what kind of adventure I was about to embark
on. I
didn't really have time to consider the future, as right there and
then, I was
experiencing the tail end of parental divorce. And all I knew was that
my dad,
my father figure was not going to be around any more... apart from
maybe my
birthday or a visit just before Christmas... He was moving away, and so
were
we... As mature as I could rationalise, the outcome at least would stop
them
arguing, or worse, week after week of silent treatment. Yes, that was
hell.
I
should mention my mother at this point... thirty three years old at
that time. I'm not going to say she was pretty, ugly or whatever. What
would I
know? I never found older women all that sexy or appealing to my
pre-pubescent
or preteen mind so I have no benchmark in which to place her. I never
fancied
any of my friend's mothers... or aunts... or grandmothers... I guess I
never
got chance to. However, my mother was my mum... I loved her and
respected her
very much for that at the time.
Actually,
my mum was really clever... she was a veterinary surgeon at a
large regional practice north east of Weltby, England, which was where
we lived
until my parents' divorce. In the fall out, my mum transferred to a
more rural
practice a few miles south west of Weltby, and with it, that meant a
house move
and a real change of scenery for me, more used to urban settings.
The
village we moved to was called Langton Magna... the word 'Magna' in
very olden days meaning 'great.' Great. The house we moved into was
comparatively old, more like a cottage and was seemingly a lot smaller
than the
family home we had left. But there was only going to be my mum and I,
so I
still had my own room to randomly place about all my things. It really
was a
culture change, to move into a quiet looking village, well away from
the town
and all the hustle and bustle that goes with that. But I reckoned at
the time
that my mum wanted a fresh start, and becoming a partner in 'Smarts
Veterinary
Practice' in the village of Langton Magna was going to be just that.
We had
been there for a couple of days and I had barely been out of the
house as I just felt awkward and a little down in the dumps. My family
had
split up and I just wanted to be on my own, in my room, arranging and
re-arranging all my Star Wars figures and acting out many scenes from
my
favourite films. My prized possession was my Millennium Falcon... I
guess Han
Solo was a hero of mine... a cheeky, lovable 'scoundrel...' Yeah I
liked the
sound of that... with a companion as loyal as a boy could want. I never
had a
dog, but Chewbacca would have been great as a friend.
At my
old school, I had taken an interest in dramatics... and you would
find me acting out all sorts of scenes from my favourite films at
school break
or lunchtime with my friends. I was always in the school play and I
enjoyed
singing too... so I was in the school choir. I think I was a budding
show man
in those days, looking for an opportunity to please an audience.
I know
I am digressing here, but looking back on my life in my fortieth
year, it seems that many events in my life, particularly around this
time
followed the 'Swiss Cheese' model... kind of like the analogy
investigators use
to understand why accidents happen. First, you identify what the event
was that
happened. Then imagine all the different factors that are 'barriers'
that might
have stopped that event from happening (if only you had taken a
different
course of action) as slices of Swiss Cheese, you know the cheese with
all the
holes in...
Normally,
because of those 'barriers,' an event more than likely won't
happen. Because the barriers are variables and have holes in (the
cheese has
holes in all sort of different places on each slice), if the holes line
up on
ALL of the slices of cheese, and you fire an arrow right through all of
the
aligned holes, then your incident... your disaster will happen. I think
what I
am trying to say is, if the holes in the barriers do not align, then
the arrow
will strike one of the barriers and the incident won't happen... Trust
me on
that, okay?
Okay,
well, this is the story of my 'Swiss Cheese' disaster.
So, as
I was saying, I had been moping around for a few days and hadn't
met anybody at all and I think my mum was a little worried about me.
Moving
things along quickly so you don't get bored, my mum had told me that
the
village had a choir that the other children in the village were part
of, and
that they were practicing for a show.
"It
would be good for you Phillip," my mum said quietly,
sitting down on my bed opposite me. "I know you like singing and acting
and you really need to get out of the house for some fresh air... and
especially to meet other people. You'll get along great here I think..."
"But
mum... it's so hard... I don't know anybody and I'm going to
be some sort of outsider... a dumb new kid from the big town..." I
whined
a little, of course, resigned to my fate but putting up just that last
little
hopeful protest that all kids do. I mean... if people wanted to meet
the new
kid and check him out, why didn't they come to the door so I could
assess them
before deciding who I wanted to roll with? Why did it have to be the
new kid
doing all the work all the time? I can understand why some kids are so
painfully shy... Meeting new people in a new place... especially a
small
village is just pressure personified.
"Trust
me... you'll have a great time here... there's so much for
you to see and explore... you just have to go grab the opportunity..."
my
mum said, quite dramatically, trying to inspire me.
"So
what's this show that they are doing? What kind of choir is
it?" I asked relenting.
"Well,
what I do know is that the choir is a children's choir...
and is associated with the church..."
"Oh
god, really?" I bristled. "I haven't been to church
since... well I can't even remember... I haven't even been
christened..."
"That's
no problem Phillip, really... I know we're not religious in
our... well, in our family, but attending the Sunday School and..."
"Sunday
School?" I protested, wringing my hands
uncomfortably... "Mum... what are we doing here? Do I have to?"
"Well
no... you don't have to... But I would like you to try it...
if nothing else, you'll meet the other kids in the village and you
never know,
you might enjoy the choir... and if you really don't like it, then you
won't
have to go again..."
"So...
what's this show all about? Is it all hymns and religious
stuff?" I asked quietly. I really wanted more from my singing and
showman
'talents' than stuffy old religious church hymns.
"Actually,
it's a celebration of jazz songs from the nineteen
forties and fifties... From what I have seen and heard, it will look
and sound
the part... Ball gowns and tuxedos... And, it's going to be part of a
bigger
full evening show in Weltby Theatre for three nights at half term in
October..."
"Wow..."
I said more enthusiastically... Okay, it was only three
nights... but I liked the sound of singing jazz songs and dressing up
right...
(yeah, I know... 'it's time to play the music, it's time to dress up
right...').
Back at our old house, when I was in the garden, I could often hear the
old man
next door playing jazz and big band records on his record player with
all the
windows open. Though I didn't own any jazz records, I grew to like the
sound of
that music.
"So,
you'll try it?" mum asked, reaching out to touch my
shoulder lovingly.
"Okay
then..." I replied quietly. And there my dear readers,
right there, was the first hole in the first barrier of my Swiss
cheese.
--
As luck
would have it, the next day was Sunday and my mum took a lot of
time getting me prepared for my big Sunday School and Choir debut. I
took a
bath... I washed my hair... my mum dried and combed my hair... I had a
freshly
ironed smart check shirt and freshly ironed smart trousers... my old
school
trousers. I was allowed to refrain from wearing a tie.
When I
was ready, mum walked me to the village hall ready for my big
entrance... The Langton Magna village hall was quintessentially
English... it
looked quite elderly but well kept... comprised of what looked like
three
buildings joined together. The hall itself was the largest of them, a
wooden
clad building dating perhaps from the nineteen thirties with
traditional
looking Georgian glazing. It was juxtaposed with a small looking office
and
kitchen area, with the third building locked by padlock - I assumed
that to be
some sort of secret stash of village hall stores.
My mum
rang the bell attached to the village hall entrance and waited,
taking time to re-arrange the collar of my shirt...
"Mum..."
I blustered, shooing away her hand.
Soon, a
quite elderly looking (well, elderly to me then) lady appeared
at the door and opened it.
"Hello
Miss Bingley..." my mum said softly and respectfully.
"Remember me? Patricia Powell... well, I'm Patricia White these
days..." I was still busy taking in the surroundings and not really
paying
all that much attention as mum and this older lady introduced
themselves. It
went right over my head that somehow my mother and Miss Bingley already
knew
each other, such was my distraction. "And this is my son, Phillip..."
"Good
Lord... a boy!" Miss Bingley said, smirking at my mother
and then casting her stern looking eyes up and down my body. Her eyes
were
stern, but I didn't really feel under any threat or trepidation...
After all, I
was sure that with my singing, I could please even the harshest of
critics.
The two
women continued their chatter while I impatiently shifted from
foot to foot, hoping to meet somebody with similar interests to mine
inside and
make some friends.
"Okay
Patricia, we're usually done by five o'clock, so you can
collect him any time after then..." Miss Bingley said, bidding my
mother
farewell. "And you young man... follow me, and you can meet your new
friends..." I followed Miss Bingley through the village hall entrance
and
into the hall itself... It smelled like a school in there, a little bit
fusty
and dated. The hall was in shade because of the trees and shrubs
outside, but it
was light enough inside not to need the lights on. I noticed the thick,
maroon
coloured curtains, tied back with golden coloured lengths of corded
rope, small
and neat tassels on the end.
And
then I got the shock of my life...
In
front me, in a schoolroom arrangement, tables and chairs to seat ten
children. Old fashioned wooden tables, with old fashioned wooden
chairs... I
looked around the room at the other children, only to find nothing but
girls'
faces looking back at me... Some curious, some smirking and some
looking
impatient, clearly judging me... I didn't have time to register whether
they
were pretty, ugly or what... all I knew was I didn't want to spend
another
moment in there... singing or not... Even for a boy without any real
experience
of girls other than being the 'enemy' at my old school, I could see
that this
was a girls only kind of affair... there was no way I was going to be
made welcome
there...
I guess
the worst bit right then was that I looked like a fish out of
water... Apart from being a boy, I was dressed so smartly... The girls
on the
other hand seemed to be dressed a lot more casually... Not scruffy
looking...
but obviously much more comfortable in THEIR environment.
I was
about to turn round and run out the door to catch up with my
mother, when damn it... a hole in another barrier of Swiss Cheese lined
up with
the first...
"Girls...
this is Phillip..." Miss Bingley announced from
behind me, pressing her body into my back and firmly gripping my
shoulders with
her hands... I gulped... "Both he and his mother have moved in to the
village this week and he will be joining our Sunday School and Choir...
his
mother tells me that he is a good singer and was a member of the choir
at his
old school... Say hello girls..."
It
seemed almost as awkward for the nine girls in the hall as it was for
me and there was a muffled and hurried chorus of disorganised 'hellos'
from my
impromptu audience. I wanted to run away, but obviously, Miss Bingley
still
held me firm.
"Say
hello to your new friends Phillip..."
"Errm...
hello..." I replied bashfully, feeling my face grow
warm with a blush. Like I said earlier, I wasn't normally a shy boy,
but then I
had never been in such a female dominated environment before. I was the
only
boy in a room full of girls. I mean, what was a boy supposed to do?
Should I
have stayed quiet? Should I have acted all smart and outgoing? I just
didn't
know how to act... and that from a 'want to be' thespian.
"Doesn't
he have lovely dimples on his face girls hmmm? He's
certainly different isn't he?" Miss Bingley announced, drawing the
girls'
unwanted attention to my still scarlet coloured cheeks and of course my
'cute'
dimples. Turning me around to face her, Miss Bingley spoke quietly and
directly
to me... "Be a good boy and there is nothing to fear here..." Her
voice wasn't friendly and it wasn't horrible... but my mind was in
distress and
discomfiture. "But that slipper on the wall you're now looking at
behind
me will find a naughty boy's bottom... I can promise you that... Now,
let's go
and find your seat shall we?" With that, a cruel and threatening smile
crept onto her face as she let go of my shoulders and took hold of my
hand...
'How
did she know I was looking at that... slipper??' I thought briefly.
As Miss
Bingley started to lead me by the hand across the hall to find
an empty seat, my eyes were still drawn to the slipper attached to the
wall... a
faded pink in colour, and looking quite dusty as though it hadn't seen
any
action for a long time. Turning my head finally to look where I was
going, I
found myself escorted towards the empty seat next to a girl in a green
t-shirt
and slightly faded dungarees. She looked to be about my age...
"This
is Emma... the seat next to hers is vacant... this is where
you'll sit..." Miss Bingley announced, not letting my hand go until I
was
safely seated on the chair... As the older lady walked away back to the
front
of the hall, out of the corner of my eye, I could see Emma looking at
me.
Somehow I just didn't want to look at her... I didn't want to look
anywhere
because I knew that wherever I looked, there would be a girl looking at
me. So
I looked down at the table... the faded, elderly looking hard wooden
table top
showing the scars of maybe half a century of use.
"We'll
take a short break now girls... I mean girls and boy! I need
to prepare a copy of the song book for our newest member..." Miss
Bingley
addressed the group. "Then, we'll start from the beginning..." Miss
Bingley then left the room and there followed various conversations
starting up
around me... a fog of feminine chatter of which I struggled to
concentrate on
any actual sentences being said. I felt quite alone as the girls all
seemed to
be friends with each other naturally, and although repeatedly staring
at me and
whispering between themselves, they were not visibly interested in me
enough to
want to engage me in conversation...
I know
it is a two-way thing, but I really had no starting point to hold
a conversation with a girl. Even if I had said 'hello,' I would have
been stuck
thereafter for what to say next. But finally, I heard a voice to my
right...
"I'm
Emma Smart... I'm eleven..."
I
looked round suddenly to stare at the girl sitting next to me. Her
voice was friendly... her face looked friendly... and she gazed right
into my
eyes with hers. I guess she was the first girl that I might have
considered
'pretty' in my immature mind. She was the first girl in actual fact I
think I
ever looked at in detail up to then. Remember, I was a freelance
adventurer,
with no experience of girls at all, not really ever considering what
actually
might have made a girl seem 'pretty' or 'nice.' I was in new territory
here.
In
those few milliseconds after I first locked eyes with Emma, I noticed
that she had greyish-blue eyes, long eye lashes, a dainty, tiny little
mole at
the top of her left cheek, a pleasant looking nose and with chestnut
coloured
hair to her shoulders, but done up in pony tails either side. Holding
the pony
tails in place were a pair of black and red 'Mickey Mouse' hair bands.
"Hello,
I'm Phillip White... and I'm eleven too," I replied awkwardly,
not knowing whether to smile, grin or pout. It must have been a mixture
of all
three. My heart was pounding in my chest too. I was actually talking to
a girl
that wasn't my mum or other elderly relative...
"You're
mum is going to be working with my mum... and you and I are
going to be going to the same school... It would be good if we became
friends
wouldn't it? I'll look after you at school, seeing as your new and..."
Emma explained confidently, before her face broke out into a friendly
looking
smile.
"I
don't need a girl to look after me..." I said quickly
interrupting her, not really thinking things through. For a moment,
Emma looked
a little offended so I quickly followed up with, "But thank you... I'm
not
scared of a new school... I think I can look after myself. So, your mum
is a
vet too?"
"Yep...
she owns the practice... 'Smarts...' My mum is really
looking forward to working with yours... I'd like to know, how does it
feel to
be the only boy in the village?"
"Wh-what?"
I replied suddenly, hoping that I had misheard.
"What do you mean, the only boy in the village? You mean there are no
boys
here other than me?"
"That's
right," Emma smirked... "Just us girls here...
Families with boys in them never seem to stay around long here in the
village.
I can't think why... There was a boy here last year, but he didn't last
long...
And now you're here, you'll have to get used to having girls as your
friends
won't you? Welcome to Langton Magna..."
"Oh,
right, errrm... thanks... Well, what happened to the boy last
year?" I asked curiously, shifting in my seat. I couldn't believe my
mum
had moved to a village where there was next to no chance of finding a
proper
playmate. I couldn't imagine playing Star Wars, or football or
adventure
exploring with girls. It had never crossed my mind.
"I
don't know really," Emma replied shiftily before rubbing
her chin. "He was here one minute, and 'whooosh,' gone the next... I
don't
think he really fitted in... He was the only boy in the village and I
think he
struggled with that..." My mind was still reeling from this great
horrible
revelation. My thoughts were brought back to focus when Emma spoke
again...
"So
tell me... how big is your thing?" she whispered.
"Huh?
What?" I replied with a curious chuckle, again unsure if
I had misheard the grinning girl...
"Go on
tell me... I won't tell anyone else... how big is your
boy-thing... your willy..."
Well,
here was another one of those Swiss Cheese barriers with a hole in
it... What was I to say in reply to a grinning girl, in a room full of
other
girls, who had just whispered to me, asking about the size of my penis?
Hell, I
hadn't even thought about measuring it, so I didn't know. That was
private
anyway and certainly none of any girl's business. I fleetingly wracked
my mind
for something to say... And then the actor in me took over...
"Bigger
than you can imagine..." I said quietly, smiling
mischievously back at her and sitting back in my seat. I was trying to
look
confident, and it was a little bit like I imagined that Han Solo would
have acted
and answered that question. Emma's eyes widened in surprise and
curiosity at my
reply. I got the impression that she was testing the boundary with me
(testing
it quite forwardly) and looking back now, was already looking to
embarrass me
because of what I was. A boy.
At that
point, Miss Bingley re-entered the hall with a small paper booklet
containing the words to the four songs that we would be practicing for
the
autumn show. With silent efficiency, she handed me the booklet and the
choir
practice began in earnest.
"Now
then, for Phillip's benefit, I will explain everything
again... Langton Magna Village Children's Choir, that is, all of you,
have been
invited to perform part of a big jazz extravaganza in Weltby this
autumn. We
have four songs that we need to learn by heart and these are detailed
in your
pamphlets..." I began to look through the little booklet with all the
song
words typed up neatly inside. The four songs were; 'Don't Sit Under The
Apple
Tree,' 'Kalamazoo,' 'Serenade In Blue' and the finale being
'Chattanooga Choo
Choo...'
"The
voice of a male is chronically inferior and limited to that of
the female," Miss Bingley began refocusing my attention. I could sense
the
girls quietly giggling and looking over at me as the older lady
continued.
"But, having a boy of Phillip's age in our choir will not be of
detriment
to our sound and be anything but charming as we always are... we just
need to
practice our words and our timing and we'll be the stars of the show I
am
sure..."
So, we
began practicing... The village hall piano was away for repair at
the time, so our accompanying music was a tape recording of the piano
playing
those tunes in order. I was encouraged by the sound of the girl's
voices and my
own as we worked through the four songs enthusiastically, for some
reason
feeling glad that it looked as though I wasn't going to spoil their
choir just
because I was a boy. Even better, had been the announcement that for
the final
three weeks of practice, we would be accompanied by the band who would
be
providing our music... I just knew this was going to be a great
performance,
backed by a proper band as we sang and all dressed up smartly too.
Of
course, because the choir had previously been made up solely of
girls, the song 'Kalamazoo' had been amended as though the girls were
singing
about a 'guy in Kalamazoo' instead. That felt kind of sissy to me to be
singing
it like that... But, I didn't think it would be prudent as the 'new
boy' to
make a fuss or complaint. I wanted to be professional and sometimes,
you
wouldn't always get to sing songs that you liked or words that you
liked.
So I
began to believe that things were not going to be too bad after
all... I was just about starting to accept that I was in a choir full
of
girls... in a village where there were no boys... And although my new
'friend' Emma
had already started asking questions about my private parts, I felt
happy
enough to explore the area on my own, make my own way for a while and
look
forward to putting on a good show at the jazz event. What could
possibly go
wrong?
Well
dear readers, I seemed to come across another one of those Swiss
Cheese barriers. We had just finished practicing 'Chattanooga Choo
Choo' for
the second time and I suddenly giggled at my own mischievousness. In my
immature boyish mind, and with Emma's earlier teasing, I had somehow
thought of
some alternative words in the song... It made me feel clever and
encouraged me
to want to share it with someone... But there wasn't another boy to
talk to.
"Okay
everyone, rest for a moment... I'll be right back and we'll
have time for one more run through all of the songs before home
time..."
Miss Bingley announced, leaving the hall and entering the side
office...
I
didn't think anyone had noticed me giggle to myself. But Emma had...
"What
was so funny?" Emma asked brightly, eager to know
everything about me it seemed. "Why were you giggling? Tell me, I want
to
know..."
"I
can't... it's just silly stuff..." I replied sheepishly,
not wanting to get into trouble. It really was dumb stuff... I knew it
would be
embarrassing if I said the alternative words to Emma... I mean, she was
girl...
of course it would be embarrassing... for her as well as me.
"Come
on Phillip... don't you want to be friends with me?"
I
looked at her as she said it and noticed her bite her bottom lip a
little. The expression on her face was like nothing I had ever had to
interpret
before. So I made the decision to tell her... Well, if she could ask me
a
question about my willy after knowing me for less than three minutes, I
was
sure she would find my alternative words funny...
Okay...
I motioned for her to come closer so I could whisper in her
ear... When she leaned in, I began...
"I was
giggling because I thought of some different words for part
of that last song..."
"Go
on..." she whispered in reply, encouraging me to tell her.
"Okay
everyone, settle down," I vaguely remember Miss Bingley's
announcement upon returning to the hall. "I'm ready to start the tape
again..."
"Well,
the part where we sing 'dinner in the diner, nothing could
be finer, than to have your ham and eggs in Carolina...' I thought
about this
instead, 'nothing could be finer, than seeing the vagina, of all the
girls at the
Sunday School..." There, I had said it... the cat was out of the bag
now...
I heard Emma gasp in shock, her right hand flying to cover her mouth
dramatically.
"And
what are you two whispering about at the back?" Miss
Bingley called out in our direction... I suddenly stopped whispering
and
instinctively sat up straight. I briefly looked at Emma who wore a face
a like
thunder and about to explode, then returned to look at Miss Bingley.
"N-nothing
Miss," I answered her... obviously lying.
"Nothing
is nothing that can't be shared with the rest of the
group, Phillip... so tell us what it was you were whispering about..."
Miss Bingley pressed more sternly. How did females know how to twist
everything
and just make things worse? Why couldn't they just accept 'nothing' as
an
answer and move on? Emma had made me tell her what I had found funny...
and now
Miss Bingley wasn't going to stop either...
"It's
silly really Miss... It was just something I found funny, but
I don't think anyone else will really find it funny... I'm sorry..." I
blustered. Getting limited progress from me for now, the woman turned
her
attention to Emma...
"Emma...
you're blushing my dear... and you look quite shocked... What
on earth did he say to you?"
"Well
Miss... it was like this..." Emma began quietly, not
once looking in my direction. If she had, I would have tried to plead
with her
not to tell and leave me to think of some other daft thing to cover my
tracks... With just a few more seconds to think, I could have said
almost
anything at all to get us both out of this predicament... But no, Emma
wasn't
going to stop now either... My heart was in my mouth... and it was my
turn to
blush again... "Phillip was telling me some awful alternative words to
the
Chattanooga song we've been practicing... I don't want to tell tales or
get
anyone into trouble, but..."
"You
won't get into trouble for telling the truth dear," Miss
Bingley revealed with some kind of protective, assuring smile. I bet I
would
have been in been in big trouble if I had told the real truth... In
fact of
course, I was certain of it, and that's why I tried to cover it up!
"Well,
instead of singing, 'dinner in the diner, nothing could be
finer, than to have your ham and eggs in Carolina...' Phillip said that
he
thought about changing the words to 'nothing could be finer, than
seeing the
vagina, of all the girls at the Sunday School..."
It was
the perfect storm wasn't it? All the holes had lined up in all
the barriers that might have prevented the incident... The arrow had
passed
right through every single hole and 'boom...' I was toast.
There
was an audible series of girlish gasps of disbelief and whispering
between all the girls in the room, as I looked in equal disbelief at
Miss
Bingley. I was stunned that I had been ratted out by a girl who had
seemingly
wanted to be my friend... Like me, she could have said almost anything
instead
of telling the truth and the old woman would more than likely have
believed her
and we would have been away and clear.
I
couldn't stop looking at the growing rage and disapproval written all
over Miss Bingley's face and I awaited the inevitable verbal onslaught
with
trepidation.
"What
utter filth BOY!" she barked. "What do you have to
say for yourself?"
"I...
errm... well, she asked me how big my willy was
first..." I gabbled weakly in protest, trying to shift the root cause
of
the blame from my shoulders. It was the first thing I could think of...
kind of
a counter strike against 'female kind' maybe... There was another round
of
gasps and giggles amongst the girls in the hall.
"Nonsense
boy!" Miss Bingley continued her rage. "I've
never heard anything so outrageous in my life... You may well get away
with
that kind of gutter talk in the town you came from Phillip White... but
I will
not tolerate it here in my village hall... Such offensive and vile
lyrics... You
should be ashamed of yourself... AND trying to tell tales about one of
our most
upstanding members too. We're not getting off to a very good start are
we young
man?"
I hung
my head in shame and felt every single female eye looking in my
direction... more than likely quite disgusted, and offended.
"I'm
sorry..." I said quietly... "I know it was
silly..." I was desperate not to be thrown out of the choir after
barely
one session. I felt so angry with myself that I had been stupid enough
to make
up silly rude lyrics to a song, and trusted a girl I didn't yet know
properly.
"Sorry
you may be," Miss Bingley remarked, her initial rage
seemingly having receded a little. "But I did tell you when you arrived
that the slipper hanging on the wall will find a naughty boy's bottom
did I
not?" I heard some of the girls shuffle in their seats and I thought
about
running from the hall...
"But..."
I began to protest, finding my mouth dry and
recognising the futility of my situation. "Yes Miss..."
"Very
well, it seems to me girls that we have a naughty boy in our
midst, who needs to be cured of his naughtiness this very afternoon...
Hmmm?" Silent giggling ensued, which merely added to my mistrust of the
female sex at that moment, and I found myself clenching my buttocks...
I didn't
want a spanking... not there, not then... in front of that lot.
"Phillip...
come to the front and retrieve the slipper from it's
peg on the wall, and stand in front of me..." Miss Bingley instructed.
I'd
received the slipper a couple of times at my old school, I mean, I
wasn't a
goody two-shoes or anything, but I wasn't evil or a naturally naughty
boy. So
the prospect of getting a slippering only felt like the worst thing in
the
world because of the exclusive audience of girls that I found myself in
front
of... Not the kind of performance I had dreamed of up to then... But I
have
dreamed about it a lot since...
I
slowly climbed to my feet, my chair squeaking as it raked over the
wooden tile floor. Like a dead man walking, I somehow made it to the
front of
the hall to lift the slipper from it's peg. I could feel all those eyes
burning
into me... obviously eager to see me, a boy, get punished.
'Shit...
Emma wanted to get me in trouble...' I thought. 'Some welcome
to the village this is... I hate girls... even the pretty ones...'
Turning
round to face the audience, I could see the girls all looking at
me intently, varying expressions of expectant glee on their faces. With
my legs
feeling really giddy, I walked forward the very difficult couple of
paces to
stand in front of Miss Bingley... the pink slipper clasped tightly in
my hand.
The
older woman held out her had and raised her eyebrows, encouraging me
to hand over the implement that was about to chastise me for my
silliness... my
misguided boyishness. Swallowing hard and finding my mouth still dry, I
held
the slipper and submissively handed it to her.
"Young
man..." Miss Bingley began to address me directly and
sternly, loud enough to ensure that her watching audience could hear.
"I have
not had cause to use this slipper since September last year... not
since the
last naughty boy to live here needed to be punished..." She moved to a
position behind me, like she had done when she introduced me to the
room
earlier, her body close enough to my back to let me know that she was
there...
"Can you please remind us why it is that you are about to be
punished?"
"I...
made up some silly words for one of the songs we were
practicing... and they were naughty," I replied quietly.
"And
what else?"
"I told
fibs about what Emma had said..." I replied quickly,
realising that there was no way anyone present would believe a boy, who
was
already in trouble, if he protested that what Emma had asked me was
actually
true...
"Indeed,
and remind us what those naughty, silly words were... and
what the sordid little fib was that you told to try and get Emma into
trouble..." the older woman pressed, determined to complete my shame.
If
there was a time in my life up to then I would have liked to have
fainted, then
it was then... A bit like when Basil Fawlty has to announce the name
'Twytchen'
to a man with a twitch from the 'Gourmet Night' episode of Fawlty
Towers...
As you
can imagine, my face coloured... I really didn't want to repeat
the song words in front of all of those girls... I mean, it was funny
at the
time I thought of it, but it was the kind of thing a boy would always
keep
secret, or only tell another boy who was a good friend. There I was,
about to
make an enemy of all the girls in the choir.
"The...
the words, were... 'nothing could be finer... than seeing
the...'" I croaked weakly.
"Go on
boy!"
"'Than
seeing the... vagina... of all the girls... at the S...
Sunday School...'"
"Hmmm,"
grizzled Miss Bingley. I tried hard not to look
anywhere in particular, but I couldn't stop my eyes wandering round the
room,
catching the gaze of the girls in front of me... They were smiling with
signs
of impending victory over the new boy who had been caught out so
quickly and
who was about to pay a heavy price... "And what of the dirty little lie
you told about Emma Smart?"
"I lied
and said that Emma had asked me about how... H-how big my
willy is..." I replied bashfully. I felt so low and embarrassed to be
talking about vaginas and willies in front of a whole room of females I
didn't
know. I felt terrible about myself that I could have gotten myself into
that
whole mess. Swiss cheese on toast.
"It is
unacceptable behaviour in this village hall... unacceptable
full stop, and I intend to make sure it never happens again... Do I
make myself
clear?"
"Yes
Miss Bingley..." I said contritely, feeling that I was
not far from crying. The shame... the fear... the embarrassment...
Well, it was
all just beginning.
"Unfasten
your trousers and lower them to your ankles..." Miss
Bingley instructed suddenly, to the somehow silent but detectable
delight of
the girls. Even I gasped and was about to protest, when things speeded
up so
quickly and beyond my control and ability to think. "Chop, chop... we
have
to run through the songs once more before home time... Don't dally..."
In the
commotion, and with a pounding heart, I fiddled clumsily with the
buckle of my belt... and when it was free, I pawed with equal
clumsiness at the
button above my fly... It popped open and then my fly was lowered by my
shaking
thumb and index finger... I paused... hoping for reprieve.
"Take,
them, down..." Miss Bingley pressed. "Down to your
ankles... we're waiting!"
With my
face crimson, aware of the girlish smirking and anticipation, my
legs felt like jelly as my nervous hands gripped the waist of my
trousers and
lowered them to my ankles. I do not know how quickly I got them down,
but it
felt like it took five minutes to complete the task... and I nearly
lost my
balance too, adding to my chagrin. When I heard the outbreak of young
female
giggling, I thought that my audience was mocking my momentary loss of
balance,
and my little stumble. But no...
I
realised that in the act of pulling down my trousers ready for my
spanking, and then standing back upright, that the girls were obviously
looking
at my newly revealed underwear... and it was there, where my underpants
covered
my modest masculinity that their curious attention was focused. They
were
giggling at my underpants... a little boy's underpants...
You may
have guessed by now that I was and still am a big Star Wars
fan... I treasured anything I owned that was related to Star Wars...
And this
also found its way to various bits of clothing I owned... T-shirts,
pyjamas and
underwear... Yes, the girls were giggling at my multi-coloured
underpants...
covered in Star Wars characters but with an especially noticeable image
of Luke
Skywalker holding a green lightsabre right across where my boy parts
were hidden
underneath. 'Return Of The Jedi' was embroidered in red into the black
elastic
waistband.
I was
technically still fully clothed, and yet I felt so much on
display... a room full of girls looking directly at my underpants as I
stood in
front of them with my trousers down awaiting a still uncertain fate...
I
swallowed hard in fear that Miss Bingley was next going to actually ask
me... or
TELL me to pull down my underpants too... What would I do then?
Probably die, I
imagined.
"Turn
to face the window and bend down to grip your ankles..."
Miss Bingley announced sharply, moving to my side. I complied quickly,
not
wanting to incur any escalation in my predicament. I breathed deeply
with
relief that I would at least appear to be keeping my underpants up...
Happy
that I was in place, and with my hands gripping the top of my ankles,
she
continued... "This is how naughty boys learn their lesson... and it
will
hurt..."
THWACK!
"Ngggghhhh..."
I grunted, lurching forward as the slipper made
contact with my right buttock... My whole bottom clenched hard in
protest and
after a brief moment to allow the pain to register, I felt inclined to
reach
back and rub my newly enflamed buttock. Somehow I resisted...
"Naughty
boys who disrupt choir practice..."
THWACK!
"Nnggghh..."
again I grunted, taking a deep breath... Now my
left buttock felt the sting of that cruel pink slipper. "Oww!"
"With
their nasty little rhymes about the most precious parts of a
girl's body..."
THWACK!
"Owwww!"
I wailed, really feeling the warm, agonising pain
beginning to spread through my bottom.
"And
wicked lies about their own silly little male appendage..."
THWACK!
"Nnngghhhh,
please!! It hurts..." I wailed as the expert
slipper handler continued her onslaught against me. The first of my
tears
leaked from my eyes, crested my cheek and fell to the floor.
"And
conspiring to get a girl into trouble... And so it should hurt
young man..."
THWACK!
Gosh, the pain I was feeling right then, I just couldn't ignore,
and I had no idea what the girls must have been thinking, although I
can now
imagine their faces, ridden with excitement at witnessing my
humiliating
punishment.
"And
you will ensure that it WILL NOT ever happen again, won't you
Phillip White?"
THWACK!
"Nnggghh...
Ohh yes... I promise!" I called out with a gasp as
the sixth strike radiated across my buttocks. "I promise..."
"Very
well... you may stand up now, your punishment is almost
over..." Miss Bingley said with a controlled, firm and yet more relaxed
tone... As I stood up, I moved my hands to try and sooth my searing
buttocks,
my muscles clenching in sympathy with my situation and agony. "No
rubbing
young man... turn to face the girls and put your hands on top of your
head...
That will keep them out of boyish mischief whilst your naughty boy
bottom
continues to learn its lesson..."
If
pulling my trousers down and exposing my childish underpants and
getting a spanking in front of a room full of girls was not bad enough,
I was
about to start feeling a whole lot worse... I moved my hands to my head
and
locked the fingers of both hands together...
Turning
to face the girls, still with my trousers down, my mind
initially thought of a scene from 'Return Of The Jedi,' where Han Solo
was
caught by Stormtroopers in the forest of Endor and stands looking at
them with
his hands on his head like I was doing then. For a moment, in front of
me, I
saw nine Stormtroopers looking back at me... girl Stormtroopers... But
then,
reality took hold... The stinging, radiation of pain in my bottom was
gradually
easing to be replaced with an undulating tingle... The Stormtrooper
helmets
faded away and were replaced by the nine real live faces of the girls
looking
at me... grinning and smirking at me.
In my
position, for some reason I felt even more ashamed, with my
trousers down, my hands on my head and my stinging bottom... The girls
still focused
on the area around my crotch... and I felt a stirring there... a
stiffening
that I couldn't explain given the circumstances. It wasn't long before
there
was a modest bulge in my underpants, and the girls were watching it...
They
were starting to look at each other and whisper as if they wanted to
ensure
that everyone else had seen it...
I
couldn't explain why it happened... I didn't like getting spanked and
I certainly didn't like having all those girls looking at me with my
trousers
down. And there, I didn't like the thought of them giggling and
whispering to
each other about the curious bulge in my underpants... Why oh why did
my penis
stiffen?
"Now
what do you say to all of these young ladies hmmm? What do you
say for disrupting their valuable choral practice?" Miss Bingley asked
me
from behind.
"I'm
s-s-sorry for... disrupting, your choir practice," I
sniffled, shuffling uneasily from foot to foot, seemingly the only way
I could
legitimately manage my pain and embarrassment. Blushing crimson, my
tongue
instinctively swiped over my bottom lip, tasting the saltiness of the
tear that
had been itching down my cheek.
I felt
very sorry for myself. Forlorn, my eyes found their way to Emma's
as she sat there opposite me at the back of the hall, seemingly
smirking the
most. I watched as she winked at me, as if to confirm the success of
her
plan... I didn't even know her, but I felt betrayed... humiliated and
somehow,
tingly and curious in my most private of parts. The only boy in the
village,
humbled so dramatically in the village hall... All the girls in the
village
bearing witness to the induction of the new boy... As bad as it was, it
was
exciting, just in a way I never expected.
"Pull
your trousers back up and you may return to your
seat..." Miss Bingley instructed. "And don't forget to tuck your
shirt in..." I was glad to have the use of my hands again and quickly,
almost like lightning, had my trousers back up and secure, with my
shirt tucked
in, before walking quickly to resume my seat next to Emma. I heard her
giggle
as she watched me gingerly sit down, trying to manage the pain in my
bottom,
but I resisted any uprising or dissent. I didn't want another spanking
or
worse. I promised myself there and then that I would never let girls
get the
better of me again...
As we
got back to continuing our song practice for the final time that
day, I could see out of the corners of my eyes, occasional glances from
all of
the girls in the room in my direction, and especially from Emma... I
could just
tell they were smiling knowingly at me, or grinning... and I ignored it
as best
I could. When we got to practicing Chattanooga Choo Choo, I should not
have
been surprised when I felt Emma's foot gently kick mine under the table
as we
were about to sing 'dinner in the diner' etc, and I heard her giggle
quietly as
the rest of us continued to sing as normally as we could. Although I
blushed, I
maintained my composure, and gave a good performance, giving only a
slight 'just
you wait' glance in Emma's direction. I wasn't going to let her win
again.
When
the Sunday School choir practice was finished, Miss Bingley spoke
to my mother in the village hall office when she came to collect me. I
had to
wait outside but I knew what it would be about. As I waited, I had the
discomfort of all the girls smiling snootily passed me as they left
with their
mothers.
'Are
there no men here either?' I thought mournfully.
On the
walk home and back in he safety of our cottage, I had a bit of a
hard time from my mother as I tried to explain my behaviour to her... I
was
glad that she thought I had received enough punishment from Miss
Bingley.
Although I had been so humiliatingly punished for 'humiliating and
offending all
the girls,' Miss Bingley had actually given a very good appraisal of my
singing
to my mother. It was just 'so regrettable' that I was a boy and would
look a
little out of place on stage in amongst all those girls.
"Perhaps
we should put you in a dress?" my mum said. I wasn't
able to tell whether or not she was being serious at that moment.
"No way
mum... there's no way I'm dressing as a girl!" I
replied quickly, feeling the return of embarrassed colour in my cheeks,
before
running off to the sanctuary of my room to the sound of her teasing
giggles.
"Don't
forget your bath before bed sweety..." she called
behind me playfully.
"I
won't!" and slammed my door shut.
--
The
next day was Monday and it was the official start of the school summer
holidays. As bright sunshine filtered through the cottage, I allowed
myself
look forward to a whole summer of fun and exploring the area around the
Village. There seemed to be lots of woodland and forest to explore
right next
to the 'Smart's Veterinary Practice' where my mum would be working with
Emma's
mum...
'Oh
yeah... Emma,' I thought with confusion. 'Pretty girl... but very
dangerous...'
I had almost gotten over the shock and feelings of embarrassment of the
day
before, seeing an opportunity to get out and about to kick start my
adventures.
It looked like being a really nice day outside, so I pulled on a nice
clean
two-tone blue t-shirt and a pair of khaki coloured denim shorts. After
a quick cereal
based breakfast with my mother, off I went out to explore the village.
With
me, I took my proudest possession, my replica (some would say toy)
Millennium Falcon, complete with a selection of figures in tow.
Pretending to
fly my replica space ship at light speed along the lane with a
boisterous
series of 'whoooooshes,' I soon came upon the veterinary practice
buildings where
I figured I could get into the woods. The practice was a fully combined
surgery, I guess a bit like a small clinic, but for animals, and had a
house
attached to it. Where the 'Smarts' lived.
The
woods next door looked inviting for boyish adventures and appeared
very extensive. The sign next to the practice did indicate 'private
property,'
but the writing on it was very old looking and the sign itself was all
askew.
And anyway, I wasn't there to pick flowers, start fires or cause any
actual
menace, I just wanted to play, so I climbed through the thick bushes
with my
space ship and set about my adventure. Consider that the next barrier
of Swiss
cheese with a hole in it...
As I
entered the woods, the extent of them really impressed me. The
trees were mature and tall, the bushes thick and dense, a multitude of
shades
of green. I would have lost count long before I counted fifty. There
were ferns
and wild flowers reaching up from the ground desperate to find the
twinkle of
sunlight, which cast beams of attractive light through the openings in
the
leafy canopy.
'Wow...'
I thought in wonder. My mind focused on my space ship and my
play as I walked deeper into the woods. The scene really reminded me of
the
planet Endor in Return Of The Jedi and I grew in confidence as a result
of my
apparent solitude. I pretended to fly the Millennium Falcon, eagerly
running between
trees, performing aerobatics around and between then, along with
fighting off
invisible foes who were chasing me... To make things as realistic as
possible
(for me), I made laser cannon noises, explosions and mimicked the roar
of space
ship engines. George Lucas would have been proud I guess.
I was
not sure how far into the woods I had ventured, but I was comforted
by the birdsong I could hear during any lull in action between my
recounted
movie scenes. I lowered the landing gear of the Millennium Falcon and
landed it
expertly onto a tree stump, which made for a very convenient landing
pad at an
imaginary forest moon base. As the characters disembarked from the
ship, I
began to make up my own stories, their voices being performed by me,
some of
which with a pretend American accent that I had learned from watching
the films
and impersonating.
I was
even humming various pieces of music from the films to enhance my
surreal adventure such was my sense of liberty and joy.
Alerted
to the presence of some imaginary threat, my characters hastily
boarded the space ship once more and in spectacular style, it departed
from my
forest base... the location of which would be remembered for play
another
day... Through the trees and bushes I flew the space ship again,
performing
more tight turns, aerobatics and demonstrating my piloting skills...
and my wide
array of special effect noises...
Finally
escaping my make believe opponents, I started looking for a new
location in which to land my ship... Humming more music from the films,
my
craft made a dramatic (but safe) landing at a new space port
accompanied by Han
Solo's theme. This time, the space port was shrouded by an ivy bush. I
continued to act out my made up film scenes allowing Han Solo and
Princess Leia
to declare love for each other and share an imaginary kiss.
"I
could kiss you Leia..." I said, in my best, space-scoundrel's
voice.
"What
are you waiting for fly-boy? That was some rescue... only you
could pull that off..." I replied, pretending to be Princess Leia. I
didn't care... I was on my own, right?
"Come
'ere Princess... Mmmm..." This was going to be a great
summer... "I love you..."
It
wasn't long before I felt the need to look around for somewhere to go
to the toilet. It was too far to go home just to take a leak... so I
looked
around to make sure I really was alone. Seeing nobody around, I put my
characters back in the space ship and walked a few paces away until I
found
somewhere discreet, between two bushes and with a thick spread of
ferns.
I
unzipped my fly and pulled out my penis, ready to urinate... after a
short wait, my flow started, spraying aimlessly into the ferns and
breathing in
the fresh clean air of the woods. I even aimed the flow to try and
spell my
name... but by the time I had spelled 'Phil,' I could feel the flow of
urine
begin to weaken.
"Hmmm..."
I sighed getting near the end of my urination.
"What
do you think you're doing?" I heard suddenly, a girl's
voice from behind me... Fortunately behind me! It was Emma Smart... In
a panic,
I managed to finish peeing and fumble my cock back into my shorts,
struggling
for a few seconds to get the fly back up. Not having had time to shake
myself
off, I could tell a few drops had made a number of small wet patches at
the
front of my shorts.
"Em...
Emma..." I gasped with surprise, reluctantly turning
round to face her, and observing that she was stood right next to the
Falcon,
waiting patiently in 'my' base. 'I've got a bad feeling about this...'
I
thought instinctively. Swiss cheese... yep... of course. "Wh-at are you
doing here?" I said nervously, hoping that she hadn't seen anything I
didn't want a girl to see... that secret part of me that she had asked
about
the day before, much to my embarrassment.
"I
should ask you the same thing... what are YOU doing here? And
what were you doing just then?" she asked confidently.
"That's
private," I replied, not wanting to give anything
away. Giving information away had got my backside 'burned' yesterday...
"Oh,
private huh?" she giggled. "Well it can't be that
private... you were doing it right there in the open woods and now it
looks like
you're still doing it in your pants..." With that, she pointed to my
crotch. "Come on... tell me what you were doing, I won't tell..."
"Oh,
you won't tell, right..." I replied testily, my hands
moving to cover my crotch to hide my the little wet patches from her
view. I
just wanted to be left alone.
"I know
what you were doing... you were weeing in those bushes... I
caught you weeing didn't I?" she smirked.
"Okay
yes... I was... weeing," I replied quietly, seeing
little point in denying it. There was something much more important in
my mind
right then... "You didn't... you know... see me... you know... my
thing...
did you?" Damn, I was blushing again in the face of the enemy. The
naughty
thought that she might have seen my penis coursed through my
inexperienced
mind. It embarrassed me... but somehow it was curiously exciting too.
"Mmmm...
what if I did?" she teased, clearly enjoying my
renewed embarrassment... "If I did see it, would it be end of the world
if
you knew that a girl had seen it? Would it?"
"But of
course it would... You're a girl... you're not supposed to
see..." I blustered naively. That just made Emma giggle even more.
"But
why not Phillip?" she asked again, trying to put me in a
spot, of that I had no doubt and I wasn't going to just give in. I was
going to
try my best to fight my corner. Girl or not...
"Because..."
I said... running instantly out of words and
tying myself in a giddy knot. So I continued with the first thing that
came
into my head... "Because it wouldn't be fair, if you've seen mine
and... I
haven't seen yours..."
"Oh
Phillip," she grinned wickedly. "Are you asking me to
play 'I'll show you mine if you show me yours?'"
"No
way! Stop it... stop twisting everything round... that's not
what I said... all I said was..." I replied, starting to get a little
angry and feeling uncomfortable... I still didn't really know how far
into the
woods I had strayed. "Oh look, what's the point... did you or didn't
you see
my thing?"
"Well,
I've actually been watching you all morning playing in the
woods here..." Emma began proudly... "Ever since you walked by my
bedroom window... I followed you... quietly like a mouse of course...
And I was
listening to all the terrible noise you were making with that..." she
said,
stopping suddenly to point at my cherished Millennium Falcon. "And I
heard
you humming, and talking to whatever it is you have inside there...
That was
quite funny and cute... declaring your love to an imaginary girl... And
then,
when you stopped playing, I thought I was going to see your willy when
you went
to wee... That was until you moved away in the other direction by those
ferns... and I missed it... So no, I never did see your thing... What
is this
anyway?"
With a
breath of relief that a girl hadn't seen my private parts, I saw
Emma point to my space ship once more... I was however, very
embarrassed that
Emma had been spying on me as I played out my Star Wars games... even
acting
out scenes with the figures and making all sorts of noises... And even
humming
music like a sissy... As embarrassed as I felt then about having been
watched,
my young mind longed for the next time I could play my games without
interference.
"Thank
god..." I said under my breath, then explained what it
was she was pointing at.. "That is the Millennium Falcon... the fastest
ship in the galaxy... It's from the Star Wars films... they're my
favourite...
and..."
"Okay,"
she interrupted, almost instantly disinterested,
shifting her attention right back at me. "Well, I'm going to tell on
you
for trespassing... I know you saw the sign that said 'Private
Property...'"
"But..."
I tried to interrupt.
"But..."
she mimicked me... "I saw you stop and look at
it... This land belongs to my mum and you're trespassing... And even
worse, you
were having a wee on it... You'll get in a whole lot of trouble again,
with the
Police this time no doubt and then another spanking for sure... and I
bet I'll
be allowed to watch again..."
"But
that's not fair... I was only playing..." I protested, my
naivety filling me with fear at the prospect of being hauled off to
some Police
station... interrogated for hours and then spanked by either my mother
or maybe
Mrs Smart, right in front of a no doubt giggling Emma...
Don't
forget, my young boyish mind had been stung by this girl the day
before and resulted in me getting a slippering at the stern hand of
Miss
Bingley. She had ratted me out before... I knew she could do it
again... So I
had no reason to disbelieve any of the threats that Emma was giving me
right there
in the woods... I couldn't see that I was being manipulated, only that
I was in
another big pile of trouble and it was escalating fast...
"But...
but..." she mimicked me again. I wanted to hit her to
wipe off that annoyingly pretty but smug looking grin from her face...
but I
had been warned off hitting girls by my mum a long time ago in a Galaxy
far,
far away. "You were trespassing... and that's breaking the law..." To
emphasise her point, she planted her feet apart and crossed her arms
over her
chest in a confident, 'now get out of that sonny' kind of stance.
And
there I was being bested by a girl again... stuck on a carousel of
panic, fretting over how much trouble I was going to be in. It would
have been
useless to run away, yesterday taught me that... If Emma Smart was
going to
report me, the whole world would believe her over me. I was just the
new boy...
and I already had 'form' for being a naughty boy didn't I? So I used up
my last
Swiss cheese barrier... my one remaining option.
"Please
Emma..." I begged, trying hard not to sound if I was
begging. My heart was racing, I felt queasy in my stomach, and my legs
felt as
though they were going to give way... "Please don't tell... I was only
playing, and I really didn't mean to cause any harm... I don't want to
go to
jail..." Emma watched me unravel in front of her with my self
preservation
spiel, her eyes widening at my attempts at mitigation. "I never meant
to
cause any trouble... I'll do anything if you won't tell..."
"Anything?"
she asked with a serious tone, her eyebrows raised
suspiciously at me and reminding me of Miss Bingley.
"Anything...
please don't tell... I don't want to get in any
trouble..." In one sentence, I had given my young female 'opponent' all
of
the power she would ever need to conquer me... enslave me, and possibly
even
destroy me... to leave me without any control of my destiny whatsoever.
I
didn't see the magnitude of 'I'll do anything if only you don't tell'
at that
point. I was fighting that much more imminent fire... staying out of
what I
believed to be serious trouble. You can see how naive I was.
"Okay
then Phillip," Emma said quietly, attempting to put me
out of my misery. "I won't tell, for now... But to make sure I don't
tell,
you have to do as I say... it's time you introduced yourself properly
to some
of the girls anyway after the difficult start yesterday... follow
me..."
She bent down to pick up the Millennium Falcon and looked at me. "If
you
want this back... you had better follow me..."
So,
with subconscious obedience, unsure of my destiny, I followed Emma
further
into the woods. It felt uncomfortable to be suddenly under the full
command of
a girl... It was a little embarrassing and emasculating on
reflection... But it
was nervously exciting too. The hardest part at that moment was that I
had
'lost' control of the Millennium Falcon... The worst of it was that I
had been
forced to relinquish it to a girl...
Looking
back, at that point it was almost as if she had me by my
metaphorical testicles... but instead, she had me by the Falcon... I
didn't
really see as I had any choice in the matter... I didn't want the
trouble that
Emma could unleash with her mum and the Police... and there was no way
I was
going to be able to take it back from her unless I followed her... I
couldn't
fight her... she was a girl... and besides, I would still end up in
trouble
wouldn't I? Emma Smart held all of the cards - Smart by name, and by
nature it
seemed.
"Here
we are..." Emma announced as we arrived at what appeared
to be some sort of very large tree house... Only it wasn't in the tree
itself... it was far too big. This one was on the floor and very
substantial.
"What
is this place?" I asked curiously, hoping that Emma
wasn't being too heavy handed with my Millennium Falcon, or even worse,
going
to drop it.
"This
is our clubhouse..." Emma replied proudly. "It's
been here for years... since the nineteen forties I think. It's a bit
rickety
in places, but it's got lots of space and the rain never comes through
inside..."
I was
actually quite impressed with it... a village with a secret
clubhouse deep in the woods... It would make a great location from
which to
launch all sorts of adventures. I was momentarily excited at the
prospect when
I was stopped dead in my tracks... it was another sign. Neatly hammered
into
the soil by what appeared to be the entrance to the 'hut,' the sign
clearly,
boldly stated, 'GIRLS ONLY.' My heart sank... a foiled plan before it
even got
started... my adventure over before I could even think about the
opening credit
roll...
In
those few moments, I actually thought it was quite curious that even
though there were no boys other than me in the village, there was still
a sign
at the front that declared it was for girls only.
"But it
says, Girls Only..." I offered meekly, watching Emma
about walk in through entrance to the hut. I thought it maybe time I
should
leave. But then, I had made a promise of sorts and I didn't even really
know
where I was now... It suddenly seemed quite eerie, quiet and isolated.
Away
from even the civilisation of a quiet English village.
"Well
for today, you're my guest... just pretend your name is
Phillipa..." Emma smirked.
"What?"
I gasped in shock. "I can't do that... I'm a boy!
If this clubhouse is for girls only, maybe I should be going... so if I
could
have my..."
"Come
on silly... you're my guest... it's okay for now... It'll be
fun..." she replied, more encouragingly this time. I sighed, putting
all
my trust in what I had become accustomed to the most untrustworthy girl
so far
I had met in the village. Taking a deep breath, I followed Emma
inside...
As soon
as I entered, I kind of felt as though I really was trespassing
now... I could smell two different things... One was unmistakably an
old, fusty
smell... kind of like what you can smell in a garden shed piled full of
old
wooden furniture... possibly as a result of damage caused by damp. The
second
smell was unmistakably feminine... flowery... a kind of pot-purée...
used to
disguise the other smell I figured.
Once
fully inside, I could see the floor covered with old off cuts of
carpet and rugs, some more modern than others... There were large and
soft
looking cushions of various colours scattered around the floor to act
as
makeshift seats, although there were several plastic 'garden seats'
present and
in one corner, a much older looking wooden chair, the like of which
reminded me
of old nineteen fifties English school chairs I had seen in television
dramas.
I
didn't get chance to check much more of the hut out as my attention
suddenly focused on the presence of two other girls... One of them, she
looked
older than me, was sat upright in one of the plastic garden chairs. The
other,
maybe looked my age or possibly younger and she was seated on a
cushion... Both
girls I recognised as having been present at the Sunday School choir
practice
the day before. And both girls looked neither friendly or impressed by
my
presence there...
"What
is HE doing here?" the older girl asked briskly, first
looking at me and then towards Emma as she went over and placed my
Millennium
Falcon at the side of the seated girl's chair.
"Yeah
Emma," the younger girl added. "I thought we had
seen enough of him yesterday... Filthy pig. Why have you brought him
here? It's
GIRLS only..."
'Well,
what a welcome...' I thought. I really did feel out of place and
I shifted a little from foot to foot, totally out of my depth and hoped
that
Emma my finally let everyone know what this was all about.
"I
don't want any trouble... I can go now... I'm sorry - " I
began to offer, before being cut off mid-sentence by the older girl.
"Shut
up, wanker! I was talking to Emma..." she said. I was a
little shocked to hear a girl use what was a very naughty word. I
didn't know
what it meant really, but I knew enough that it was a word that was
most
definitely naughty.
"Well...
where to start really?" Emma began, standing back up
after putting my most treasured space ship down on the floor. "I was
spying on him while he was trespassing on our land and playing with
that...
toy... I mean really playing with it... making all sorts of noises...
and
humming music..." she continued like a proper proud little tattle tale
and
pointing to the Falcon... "I also caught him weeing into some bushes...
though I was a bit disappointed as I didn't get to see his cock... So I
said I
would tell my mum and call the Police... He said he would do anything
if I
didn't tell and get him into trouble, so I brought him here so we could
all
introduce ourselves properly to the only BOY in the village... It can't
be easy
moving into the village, not knowing anyone and even worse, being the
only
boy... But he's going to be Phillipa today... as my guest while we get
things
sorted out..."
I
breathed deeply, wanting to protest at the prospect of being called by
a girl's name... But I noticed right away that instead of being angry
with
Emma, the older girl's face suddenly relaxed a bit and a more curious
expression appeared. It was a mischievous, conspiratorial grin. Looking
back,
it was so obvious what she was thinking...
"Hmmm...
anything to avoid trouble eh?" the older girl said
quietly, looking me up and down. "Maybe we all got off on the wrong
foot a
little bit yesterday... You obviously know Emma, but I'm Caroline
Forbes-Marsh
and I'm thirteen..." I listened intently to the older girl, who
appeared
so much more calm and welcoming now. She had auburn hair, combed back
over her
head, and shoulder length. Although not overtly pretty, her face was
charming
and round, in a simple way... kind of chubby. Being older, her tight
fitting
white coloured 'Wham' t-shirt showed off that she was on her journey
through
puberty. "I'm the oldest girl in the village... and that makes me
senior
to the other girls when our club meets..."
"And
I'm Suzanne... I'm Caroline's sister and I'm eleven," the
younger girl added, sitting cross-legged and staring up at me from her
cushion,
a look of curious derision still covering her features. As she spoke
she pushed
her chest out proudly, though she had no need to as through her equally
tight
fitting white coloured 'Wham' t-shirt, she was still obviously flat
chested. "Not
Suzy... Not Susan... it's Suzanne..." She was a slimmer, younger
version
of her older sister. A prettier girl I judged at the time in my
considerably
limited experience.
There
was a pause in the hut at that moment, the two girls I didn't know
had introduced themselves and now all eyes looked at me... I gulped,
awaiting
inspiration in this alien world environment that my adventure had
brought me to.
I looked around the hut, somehow looking to see if there was actually
somebody
else behind me who needed to speak first, and I noticed the smart, hand
made A3
sized poster on the wall next to the entrance... In girlish
multi-coloured stylised,
large bold letters, the poster read, 'Girls Rule... Forever!'
"Your
turn Phillipa..." Emma said, bringing me back to
attention and frustrating me.
"But
I'm not Phillipa..." I protested at her and then turned
to look ahead at both Caroline and Suzanne. I was more than a little
bit
intimidated at that moment... the two new girls I was meeting had such
posh
sounding surnames that made me feel more out of place than just being a
boy in
a girls' club house. "I'm Phillip White... I'm eleven... and my mum and
I
moved here about a week ago..." I was trembling a little. I didn't have
a
clue what to say next though, feeling very much under the spotlight...
some
curious invader of an alien galaxy.
"Well
Phillip," Caroline said, rescuing me from my quandary.
"Anybody in this club house must be a girl, or have a girl's name...
And I
think Phillipa suits you... I mean, we don't normally let boys in
here... But
then, it's been quite a while since there's a been a real boy in the
village!" At that, the girls giggled between themselves as if there was
some sort of hidden joke to which I was not privy.
"I'm
not Phillipa!" I replied more eagerly, letting the
commotion die down before continuing. "And suppose there were more boys
in
the village, would there be a joint club, for boys and girls?" I asked,
doing my best to engage in some sort of civilised and intelligent
conversation.
"Not
really Phillipa... not in THIS clubhouse... Our club really is
for GIRLS only..." Suzanne replied.
"B-but..."
"But
nothing Phillipa... boys are stupid, whereas girls are
smart..." Caroline began, staring at me directly, challenging me to
keep
looking into her eyes. She beat me easily and I had to look away...
down at the
floor as her smug sounding 'lecture' continued... "Boys are
thoughtless,
whereas girls are thoughtful... Boys are immature, whereas girls are
more
advanced... Boys are flawed, whereas girls are perfection... Boys are
slaves,
whereas girls, well... girls rule don't we?" Caroline concluded,
looking
at her two friends... Suzanne and Emma both giggled knowingly.
"Hmmph..."
I breathed indignantly and returned my gaze to the
older girl. "I don't think that's all quite true... I mean, I'm a boy
and
I'm not stupid... I'm not thoughtless... I'm not... nobody's slave...
And stop
calling me Phillipa... my name's Phillip... not Phil... not Philly...
not
Phillipa..." I said, looking specifically at Suzanne, my turn to smirk
as
I replicated her name clarification from moments earlier. I was
starting to
find my feet in this arena and I was seeking to stand my ground.
Part of
me was becoming excited with the challenge of being accepted... even
though I was a boy... Perhaps having friends who were girls, even if
they were
not Star Wars lovers like me wouldn't b so bad... At least I would have
options
and wouldn't be a total loner. Maybe they liked to play board games...
maybe
they would learn to play adventures like mine...
"So,
what if you made friends with a boy who moved to the village and
perhaps wanted to join?" I asked, trying to turn the conversation
upside
down. Little did I know I was playing with fire...
"Do you
want to join?" Emma asked in wonderment, clasping her
hands together with obvious delight.
"I
don't know..." I lamented, backtracking just a little at
Emma's enthusiasm. I really was unsure what to do. Something inside was
telling
me to run for my life... but part of me was also curious to see if I
could
actually make some friends. Playing Star Wars would be great... but I
also knew
I couldn't make a whole summer out of it... especially if the option of
using
the woods as a massive make believe galaxy was taken away by the girl
whose
mother seemingly owned the land.
"Well,
in order to join, you would have to undergo an induction... kind
of an initiation test..." Caroline explained with a look of delight in
her
eyes. "You'd have to be called by a girl's name... like you are
already...
Phillipa really does suit you... And above all else, because you're
really a
boy, you would have to admit that girls are better and accept that
we're in
charge of everything..."
"I
don't know about this..." I said quickly, my face colouring
a little at the prospect of me... a boy... admitting their premise that
'girls
were better.' "It's good to be a boy and I'm proud to be a boy... even
if
I'm the only one here... who are you to say you're better? I bet
there's lots
of things I'm better at than you..."
"Come
on... what have you got to lose?" Emma said. "Make
friends with us here and you'll be sure to get the chance to
demonstrate what a
boy could possibly be better at! And your life will be so much easier
around
the village..."
"What
do you mean by that?" I asked nervously.
"Well...
that's secret information that we'll tell you if you join..."
Caroline said, smiling cryptically, as though she were adding more bait
to her
fishing line... "Are you wanting to join or not?"
"I
don't know... would I... you know... If I joined, would I be
allowed to play in the woods still?" I asked, demonstrating that there
was
something I wanted out of the deal... Swiss cheese Phillip... fucking
Swiss
cheese.
"Possibly..."
Caroline replied, looking over at Emma, who gave
a slight nod. "But only if you join and pass the induction tests..."
The
older girl smiled broadly at me, sensing that I was about to fall into
their
trap. The only way I was going to get anything remotely useful to me
from this
situation was to go along with their game. Wasn't it?
"I'll
try then..." I said defiantly, standing upright, like a
young Jedi preparing to undertake the trials of their life.
"Good
boy... First things first, we have some questions for
you..." she explained, then looked at her sister. "Suzanne, make
notes... it's time to start a new scrap book for our newest subject..."
The
younger girl smiled knowingly and turned round on her cushion to
retrieve a
notepad and felt tip pen from her denim coloured back pack, ready to
write down
my every word. With a playful smile, Caroline then looked back at me,
"So,
tell us more about where you came from..."
"Before
we moved here, we lived in Weltby... a suburb just north
east of it... Marsh Green..." I began. "I lived there my whole
life... and I didn't like having to leave my best friends behind..."
"Do you
have any brothers or sisters?" Suzanne asked.
"No...
I'm the only one..."
"So how
come you moved here?" Caroline pressed.
"Well,
my mum and dad got divorced... My dad's moved away now so
it's not easy to see him... and because we had to sell our house, mum
and I
moved here... she's going to be working at the vets with Emma's mum..."
"What
is your favourite colour?" Emma asked.
"Blue,"
I replied quickly...
"That
figures... you're a boy..." Suzanne giggled ironically.
It was difficult not to smile. Answering such easy questions and
letting them
into my life like that was making me feel more comfortable and
accepted. Of
course, I wouldn't be writing this if it didn't represent a calm before
a
storm.
"So
what do you like to do Phillipa," Caroline said deliberately
using my 'temporary' girl's name, sitting back in her garden seat and
eying me
carefully. "Tell us what your interests are..."
"I like
watching films... especially Star Wars... they're my
favourite... I like Doctor Who and I like to read science fiction
books... I
like museums... I'd love to go to London one day and visit all the
museums... the
ones with dinosaurs... the Planetarium... Oh, and I like football
too..."
"Okay...
and what's this thing?" she said, leaning forward in
the chair once more and pointing down at her feet to where my space
ship still
sat.
"It's
the Millennium Falcon... from the Star Wars films..."
"It's a
very... boyish... toy..." Caroline said
dismissively... "What does it do?"
"It
flies faster than the speed of light and it's piloted
by..."
"No
stupid... not in the film..." she sighed, shaking her
head. "What does it do? Tell us how you like to play with it?"
I moved
forward and knelt down at Caroline's feet to access the
Millennium Falcon... I was quite encouraged that I had been asked about
it and
now I had the chance to show them around my prized possession...
"Errm...
okay... the pilot goes in there," I explained,
pointing to the cockpit... "And at the back, this cover plate comes off
and you can see inside... all the other characters are in there...
see?"
"Dolls!
I knew it! A boy who plays with dolls... how
wonderful..." Caroline teased. "You'll fit in well here if you like
dolls..."
"They're
action figures, actually... Girls play with dolls... Boys
play with action figures..." I replied proudly in response to the
obvious
challenge of my masculinity.
"Looks
like the same thing to me... a doll is a doll..."
Caroline said seriously, daring me to further my protest. "So, show us
how
you play with it..."
"What
do you mean?" I asked, caught off guard by her query...
"I showed you just now..."
"No
stupid..." Caroline sneered. "Show us how you really
play with it... like when you are alone and don't think anyone is
watching
you..."
Well,
Caroline wouldn't let it go, and building on what Emma had
described about how I played my game, I had to pick up the Millennium
Falcon,
and fly it around the hut, making all of the special sound effects I
used as I
fought off more imaginary foes in pursuit... Of course, I was blushing,
embarrassed to be making such a spectacle of myself in front of those
three
giggling girls... grinning at me as they watched me play with my prized
toy.
"Hum
the music too Phillipa..." Emma teased gleefully... So I
obeyed, like the young fool I was... You see, boys really are stupid. I
flew
the space ship round the hut more gently this time as I hummed Han
Solo's theme
once more. Inside, although I felt embarrassed, I wanted to give the
best
performance I could... I wanted the opportunity to continue to play in
the
woods... It was a big carrot on a stick in front of me... That, and the
other
things... the temporarily forgotten threats of Police entanglements...
and
spankings...
"Good
girl Phillipa..." Caroline teased. "We've seen
enough I think, we get the picture... Very dramatic... I see a lot of
potential
in you... Put that back down on the floor next to me... We might get
you to do
that again for the other girls if you are successful in joining." That
made me blush again, the prospect of having to give another show to
more
girls... And then things escalated a little bit more... As I bent down
to land
the space ship next to her feet, Emma piped up again...
"Wait a
moment... first Phillipa, take out the two dolls you were
playing with in the woods earlier... the ones you had declare their
love for
each other and made them kiss... Make them kiss again... and with the
voices...
do the voices too!"
"What?
No... I can't..." I stumbled with shame... "Please
don't..."
"Oh,
there's more to see?" Caroline giggled along with her
younger sister. "Do it... show us what you do with them too..."
Well
yes... I did as I was instructed... I got Han Solo and Princess
Leia out of the Millennium Falcon and I replayed the scene I had
imagined
earlier... complete with a false American accent for Solo and a fake
girl's
voice for Leia... It was thoroughly embarrassing to be doing this in
front of
an audience of three girls... but it was secretly exciting as I put the
two
action figures together in a pretend kiss...
"Mmmm...
I love you..." I said in the voice of Han Solo...
"I love
you too fly boy..." I replied as Princess Leia.
"Kiss me again..." The concentration I had in my performance was
quickly shattered by fits of girlish giggling and gasps of disbelief,
so I
hurriedly put the two figures back into the space ship, secured the lid
and
stood back up in front of Caroline... my face crimson.
"Very
nice Phillipa..." Caroline smirked. "I'm sure your
space pilot enjoyed kissing his girlfriend... So tell us... have you
ever
kissed a girl?" The directness of her question right off the back of
their
teasing me ensured that the rosy colour never left my cheeks and I
looked down
at the floor again to avoid their gaze.
"Come
on Phillipa, there's no need to be shy any more is there? Not
after that..." Emma added, sensing my discomfort. "Have you ever
kissed a real girl?"
"Perhaps
you kiss your girl dolly in secret?" Suzanne teased
wickedly. "Or the boy one!"
"It's
NOT a DOLL!" I grumbled, breathing deeply to control my
anger and shame... "They're not dolls..." I didn't know whether it was
a good or bad thing for an eleven year old boy to say what I did
next... "And
I haven't kissed a girl before... never."
"Hmmmm..."
Caroline said with amusement... "Eleven years
old and never been kissed... that's kind of cute... Have you ever had a
girlfriend?"
"No..."
I replied quietly.
"Have
you even held hands with a girl before?"
"No..."
"Have
you ever seen a girl naked, or seen a girl's thing?"
"No...
never..." I replied quickly, trying not to even think
about it. A part of my body was starting to show some interest in this
new,
naughty line of questioning I was being subjected to... I momentarily
remembered the tight fitting t-shirts that Caroline and Suzanne were
sporting... and a fleeting imagined thought of all three girls lined up
in front
of me naked... but covering their privates with their hands of course
as I
didn't really know what a girl actually looked like down there... The
brief
thought was enough to awaken the first stirrings of erection though...
and I
was trying to fight it...
"Not
even in a dirty magazine or a medical book?"
"No...
I'm too young for that..." I replied, shifting with
discomfort.
"But I
bet you'd like to..." Suzanne said, providing scant
relief from the rapid fire questions asked by her older sister.
"Especially
after what you said at choir practice yesterday..."
"That's
not true!" I said, feeling like I was under real
scrutiny... Suddenly it seemed that the casual and comfortable 'getting
to know
you' routine was now way out of my control. I didn't like it... despite
my
secret excitement.
"Has a
girl ever seen you naked?" Caroline pressed harder
still...
"N...no..."
I gasped, instinctively pressing my knees together
and moving my hands to cover my momentarily imagined naked crotch...
What a
horrid thought that girls would get to see me with nothing on... I was
blushing
again.
"Well
Phillipa... that's all about to change..." the seated
older girl grinned wickedly at me... "Take off your clothes for us..."
"Wh-what?
You... no way!" I gasped in horror... "I can't
do that... you're... you're all girls..."
"But
you said you'd do anything," Emma chimed in gleefully.
"Anything to stop me from telling my mum that you were trespassing on
our
land... and even worse, weeing all over it like a wild animal..."
"But...
I told you... I didn't mean any harm... I was only
playing... Look... I... I can't take off my clothes... not in front of
you... It's
naughty and you're all girls... I don't want to play this game any more
or join
your stupid club..."
"Oh
this isn't a game... Take off your clothes and show us what
you've got, or we'll tell..." Emma pressed her message home with a grin
of
superiority. "It's as simple as that..."
"No
way... I'm not stupid... you just want to laugh at me... I'm
not getting naked... and you can't make me..." I fussed defiantly,
turning
round to bolt for the exit. But Emma stuck her foot out and I stumbled
forward over
it, nearly losing my balance. What that meant was that Caroline had
time to
leap from her chair and give chase, easily catching up with me before I
had
chance to get out...
Caroline
grabbed my t-shirt, halting my progress in slow motion like she
was a Sith Lord using the power of the Force... I was amazed that the
material of
my shirt didn't rip as a result of how tightly she must have had to
keep hold
as I tried to escape her. The older, and embarrassingly much stronger
girl
wrestled me to the floor, my horror being realised as my t-shirt came
off in
the process...
As the
other two girls were cheering on their older peer, I looked up to
see Caroline sitting astride my tummy, grinning down at me under her
control
with my t-shirt held above her head in some sort of victory. Wearing a
short
denim skirt, I could feel her firm bottom pressing down on my now naked
tummy...
I could occasionally catch glimpses of light pink knickers that she
wore as my
movements to force escape were easily countered and subdued by her
physical
superiority.
"Stop
it! Get off! Let me go!" I whined with rage...
"Give me my shirt back! I want to go home... Stop laughing at me...
I'll
tell..."
Caroline
tossed my t-shirt into one of the corners like it was nothing
more than a dirty rag and then leaned forward, holding my wrists down
to the
floor and looking into my protesting eyes... I felt so weak and
humiliated
laying there on the floor, a girl having wrestled me so easily at her
whim and
holding me down, smirking at me, watching how ashamed she could see I
was...
Somewhere in my mind, I felt excitement... my cock started tingling and
it began
to stiffen.
"Now
then... weakling little Phillipa... let's get a few things
nice and clear..." Caroline said slowly, breathing deeply and moving
her
face close to mine to make sure I fully understood the situation... I
had to
either close my eyes or look right into hers... "Around here... girls
rule...
we're in charge... So, naughty little boys like you who get caught
doing things
they shouldn't... or those looking to join our club, have to do what we
say...
understand?"
"No
way! Girls don't rule!! Boys do! I'm not your... slave... and
I'm NOT getting naked!" I protested vigorously, still wriggling
underneath
her as she held me down. "Let me go... Get off!!" The older, stronger
girl was losing patience and she freed my left wrist, moving her hand
to my
face where she pinched hold of my nose with her thumb and index
finger... "Let
me go... PLEASE stop..."
Emma
and Suzanne giggled out loud... I was even more embarrassed now and
my protests weakened and tailed off as I became aware of the silly
voice that the
effect of her pinching my nose made.
<I
just know that you're all going to try pinching your nose and
making that noise with your voice back home... Then you'll understand
how
embarrassed I felt...>
"When I
let go... starting with your trainers and socks... you're
going to take off the rest of your clothes... right here in front of
us... so
we can get a good long look at what we're dealing with... And, you'll
continue
to do as we say... got it?" Caroline continued to pinch my nose, a
little
tighter now to emphasise her control over me. Seeing how useless my
situation
was, I took a few moments to catch my breath and think... Reluctantly,
I tried
to nod...
"No,
you have to say it... even with your cute little whiny boy's
voice..." Caroline grinned. "Say that you'll do what we say..."
"I'll
do what you say..." I replied with a squeak, humiliated
by my voice and feeling my eyes becoming heavy with the threat of
tears...
"No
sis, make him say that he'll do what GIRLS say," Suzanne
piped up menacingly. "It's the rules... He's a boy, and HE has to obey
girls, just because we're girls... and he's not..."
"You
heard her... Say that too..." Caroline demanded, enjoying
her total control over a boy, and my shame.
"I'll...
do what girls say..." I confirmed remorsefully...
"Mmmm,
I like this game," Caroline giggled to her friends,
rubbing her bottom all over my giddied tummy. Then she turned back to
look at me
right in the eye, leaning in closer again. I could feel her breath on
me... it
was intimidating... "Now say that you promise to do what girls say,
because they're better and smarter than boys in every way..."
I felt
sickened... or at least my stomach churned with nerves and my
mind raced with horror and humiliation... Caroline was commanding me to
betray
my own gender... it was treasonous heresy. I wanted to deny it... I
wanted to
prove her wrong... to prove all three girls wrong... I didn't want to
believe
it... Boys had to be best at everything surely... that's what I had
always
believed in the world around me... But there I was, having been tricked
by the
girls into putting on an embarrassing show of how I played with my
space ship,
and then being held down to the floor so easily by a girl... She was
proving to
me that she was right... It was embarrassing, and yet it was scarily
exciting... I was starting to get a stiffy that just shouldn't have
been
there...
I was
breathing deeply as a result of my exertion, both physically and
mentally. And with seemingly no logical way out of my situation, my
enforced,
silly voice spoke...
"I... I
promise to do what girls say because they're... ohhh... no
I can't, please don't make me say it..." But Caroline pinched tighter
around my nose and using her other hand, raked a fingernail over my
nipple...
"Agggghhhh... ouch, stop... okay, okay... I promise to do what girls
say,
because... they're better and smarter than boys in every way..."
"Good
boy..." Caroline teased, removing her finger from my
nipple and her thumb and finger from around my nose... In my dazed
shock at
what had just happened, I took a series of deep breaths to try and
recover from
my shamefully treacherous angst, my attempts at struggling to wriggle
free from
under Caroline's bottom now ceased. "That wasn't so difficult, was
it?"
It
somehow felt momentarily serene... having said what the girls wanted
me to say, there was no going back... It was as though I was in some
momentary
calm, like I had confessed to some long standing, misguided lie about
the
sovereignty of my gender... alleviating any subconscious pressure to
perform as
a 'dominant male.' Giving in, was curiously liberating and exciting...
all I
had to do was obey. If I could do that, the girls would accept me...
and I
would be free to play in the woods...
Looking
back, that completed phase one of my induction to their club, as
Emma and Suzanne continued to giggle and celebrate my proclamation of
female
supremacy with their older friend...
"So now
you've admitted the truth... ask me nicely to let you get
up..." Caroline said more seriously, looking down at me contemptuous
victory.
"W-what?"
I whimpered quietly. Had I not suffered enough?
"You
heard me Phillipa... ask me nicely to let you get up... In
fact, beg... beg like a little puppy..."
"Oh
please... let me go... I want to go home now..." I replied
meekly, the gravity of my situation beginning to re-flood my mind.
"Beg
me... say, please Miss Caroline, let me get up..." she
said, grinning at me, challenging me to defy her any further.
"Please
Miss Caroline... let me get up..." I replied with timid
obedience.
"Very
well... but remember your promise... If you run for the door,
then fine... but we'll make it so much worse for you... You're the only
boy in
the village and you'll never knowing when we'll strike or get you into
trouble...
understand?"
"Yes
Miss Caroline..." I replied quickly. I certainly did know
how easily the girls could make trouble for me... yesterday's
slippering in the
village hall made sure of that...
"Good...
and from now on, when you address any of the girls in the
club, you must address them as 'Miss,' like you have done just now...
got
it?" she said as she finally climbed off my naked tummy. I felt the
cool
air react to the skin of my chest and belly, and remind me of what I
had to
do...
"Come
on, get up!" Emma teased, looking excitedly at Suzanne.
"Then strip... trainers first!"
Slowly
getting to my feet, I saw that Caroline had returned to her
'throne' on the plastic garden chair, while Suzanne still sat Indian
style on a
cushion to her left, and Emma doing the same to her right, forming an
angled
audience all looking at me in anticipation. I closed my eyes tightly,
hoping
against hope for either a reprieve or some sort of dramatic rescue by
swashbuckling
boys of the Rebel Alliance... to fight off the terrifying and dominant
girls of
the evil Girls' Empire... But as you know, I was the only boy... the
only
member of the Boys' Rebel Alliance... Rescue was not going to happen...
'Oh
god...' I thought mournfully. 'What am I doing? Girls are going to
see me... they're making me strip naked...' I swallowed hard in my
mouth, reopening
my eyes and looking imploringly from girl to girl, waiting for one of
them to
declare that this was all some big joke and that I could go home after
all...
But they were just looking at me, and smiling wickedly at me... already
undressing me in their mind...
"Come
on... strip, strip, strip..." Suzanne chanted slowly,
clapping her hands in rhythm.
My
hands trembling, I knelt down on one knee and began to untie the
laces of my left training shoe... then switched knees and untied the
lace of my
right one. Standing back up, I slowly kicked my trainers off my feet...
"Strip,
strip, strip..." I heard Emma giggle, joining in with
her friend.
I
couldn't believe that I was doing it... a boy of eleven years old,
actually taking my clothes off in front of a trio of teasing girls...
all because
they had commanded me to... They had the power to make me do it... It
was the
price I had to pay to play in the woods... and to confirm my submission
and inferiority
to the girls...
Nearly
stumbling, I lifted my right foot and removed the white sock from
it, leaving it feeling very naked as it padded back down to the floor.
Dropping
my sock to the floor to join my trainers, I lifted my left foot and
removed
that one too in the same way... Just two more garments left to maintain
my
modesty... my privacy... my shame...
"Strip,
strip, strip..." all three girls chorused slowly,
clapping along and smirking at the submissive boy in front of them who
had
dared to join THEIR choir... dared to play in THEIR woods... and now
dared to try
and join THEIR club. The boy they had so easily dominated, coerced and
tricked
into stripping naked...
It was
getting serious now as my ever trembling hands slowly arrived at
the belt buckle below my tummy button... Unclasping the belt, it fell
apart
against my hips... I swallowed and breathed hard, my stomach churning
with
dread and my mind imagining the faces of the girls if I ever got far
enough to
pull my underpants down...
I
slowly freed the button at the top of my shorts and gingerly tugged
the zip fly downwards... My shorts felt loose at the waist as a
result...
another step closer to total humiliation.
"Strip...
strip... strip..." the girls chorused, time feeling
as though it was slowing down... the hut becoming misty as I tried to
focus on
my task. And then, gripping the waist of my shorts, I shuffled them
downwards... off my hips... down my knees... letting them drop in a
puddle to
my ankles... My face blushed scarlet as I slowly stepped out of my
shorts,
adding to the pile of my already discarded clothes.
For
some reason, the girls had stopped chanting and all three sat there
smirking at my groin... Just me stood there in front of them in my
underpants...
my hands moving to cover my tummy... then my crotch... then my tummy
again. I
didn't know where to put my hands, every position left me feeling
equally
uncomfortable.
"Eww,
you dirty little boy!" Caroline sneered, her eyes not
leaving my tingling crotch. I looked down to see what the matter was,
but all I
could see was Luke Skywalker holding that lightsabre covering where my
boy
parts were.
"Oh my
god!" Suzanne giggled. "He's wearing the same
pants as yesterday! What a dirt bag!"
"And
that's another thing," Emma teased, "boys are dirty
little piggies... while girls are clean and sparkly..."
"I'm
NOT dirty!" I protested.
"Remember
your manners Phillipa," Caroline chided me.
"Miss
Emma, I'm not dirty... I bath every day... it's just... these
are my favourites... and they didn't get dirty yesterday and... and..."
"It
doesn't matter..." Emma sneered. "You've had them on
for two days... and that's dirty... so better get them off hadn't you?"
"Yeah...
come on! I want to see a nudie boy... Strip, strip,
strip!" Suzanne added gleefully, eager to see me totally naked and
satisfy
her curiosities about me. Of course, to my big disappointment, the
other girls
continued to chant and clap along with her... and there was still no
sign of
the Boys' Rebel Alliance to come and put these girls back into their
place... It
seemed that actually, I was the one being put in my place...
My
heart sank... despite it beating ten to the dozen... It seemed to me
that the girls were going to win... I mean totally win... I was very
soon going
to be fully naked and on show for three girls. I couldn't stop it
happening...
They were proving to me just how easily it was for girls to win the
battle of
the sexes. It was just a matter by how big their margin of victory was
over me...
and my gender. My stomach didn't feel like my own, butterflies
fluttering
uncontrollably inside... making me feel giddy... my legs feeling like
jelly and
that I might fall over at any moment. If only I could wake up from this
nightmare... or pass out into the relief of unconsciousness. Falling
through
the floor and into the fiery abyss of hell would have been better than
anything
right then.
Yes
dear readers... all the Swiss cheese barriers had holes in... and
all the holes were now lined up ready for the arrow of young feminism
to
strike. I was literally down to my underpants... my final barrier...
One final
hope...
"Please
don't make me..." I spluttered, feeling tears welling
up in my eyes... "N-not all the way... not my underpants... please,
it's
not fair..." I had never been in this position before and it was
suddenly
more terrifying than I had previously anticipated since Caroline first
ordered
me to strip naked. "Please don't make me pull my pants down..." I
just knew I was making a truthfully pleading and desperate face... my
crimson
cheeks aching... my mind horrified with worry and fear... yet my
boy-genitals
were tingling.
"Oh
save it new boy..." Caroline blasted, overjoyed at seeing how
terrified and nearly in tears I was as I anticipated having to remove
my
underpants in front of them. "You should have thought about all that
when
you discovered that you were the only BOY in the village... the only
BOY at
Sunday School... Especially when you decided to offend every GIRL that
was
there with your sordid little rhyme... what was it again?"
"It was
this," Emma offered proudly, clearing her throat like
she was about to start an award winning performance... "Nothing could
be
finer, than seeing the VAGINA, of all the girls at Sunday School..."
"Oh
yes, that's it," Caroline began again... "On top of
trespassing on this land... and weeing on it... you let it be known to
everyone
at Sunday School just what it is that you want..."
"B-but..."
"YOU...
that is, a BOY, want to see the vagina... of every GIRL at
Sunday School... That's what you said... and that's nine girls,
including me...
That's a lot of girls' private parts to see isn't it? I can't even
begin to
imagine how a BOY like you, would go about achieving that task...
hmmm?"
"But...
oh god... please listen! I'm really sorry... it was just a
silly rhyme... I didn't mean it... I was just trying to be funny..." I
offered as best I could, sniffing back the ever threatening storm of
tears.
"Oh but
you did mean it..." Caroline countered, shifting in
her seat. "It's quite commonly known that boys have dirty minds...
especially when they get to your age... And it's also commonly known
that many
true words are spoken in jest... And aren't you just the cute little
jester in
your dirty little boy's underpants huh?"
"I'm
sorry..." I replied, biting my lip with nerves. Surely an
apology would make everything okay...
"I'm
sorry, what..." Caroline said with quiet insistence.
"I'm
sorry, Miss Caroline..."
"Apology
accepted Phillipa..."
Oh
gosh, how I sighed with relief... The misunderstanding about the
misguided and stupid alternative song lyrics I had made up was finally
resolved...
A heartfelt, respectful apology was all it took... well, that and
stripping
down to my underpants just to scare me...
'Thank
the maker,' I thought, imagining the golden droid C-3PO being
lowered into a relaxing oil bath on Tatooine.
"But,
you still have to do what we say... you promised you would do
anything..." Caroline intoned, immediately shattering my little
daydream
of relief. "So no more silliness... take off your underpants now and
show
us what you think you've got to keep private... Emma here told me that
you said
your willy was bigger than she could imagine... That's some claim for a
weedy
little boy your age isn't it?"
"But...
please... I can't show you my... PLEASE!" I gasped, my
horrors and fears renewed in a cruel instant... "You're girls... you'll
laugh at me..."
"Yes
dummy... We are girls... and no doubt we will laugh..."
Caroline beamed, continuing to enjoy my discomfort and torment... "But
as
we've just established, we're smarter and better than you in every
way..."
"Yep...
and if you don't strip naked and show us your willy, the
only alternative will be getting you in trouble with the Police and my
mum for
trespassing," beamed Emma conspiratorially... teasing me by proudly
pushing out her flat chest...
"And on
top of that..." Caroline continued building the case
against me, "we'll make sure that next time we're in Sunday School
Choir
practice together, Miss Bingley will have need to give you another
spanking... Oh,
poor Elizabeth Knight... touched between the legs by the dirty little,
NEW BOY,
who has already admitted... even to Miss Bingley, that he wants to see
the
vagina of ALL the girls at Sunday School... 'Now he's started touching
too Miss
Bingley...'"
"Whoa...
Stop! You wouldn't dare... that's not true... you're
lying... I wouldn't do that..." I gasped, totally shocked at how
devious
these girls were prepared to be... "I'd never do that... please!"
"But
Miss Bingley doesn't know it... and neither do any of the
other girls... so who do you think they will believe? Hmmm? And I know
that for
a second offence, Miss Bingley spanks boys on the bare bottom... right
in front
of all the girls... I've read the punishment register... First offence
is a
trousers down spanking over underpants... Second offence merits a bare
bottom
spanking, with a following ten minutes of standing at the front facing
the
girls... And for a third offence, well... the boy is made to strip
fully naked,
take his spanking with the slipper, then go and apologise to each girl
in the
room, one by one, each one closely looking at and giggling at his bare
naked
boy parts... If you don't obey, imagine what we could do to get you in
trouble
a third time..."
"Oh
god... Please... I'm begging you... don't make me..." I
bumbled weakly, mildly distracted by Suzanne fiddling with her denim
back pack
again...
"Enough
games and time wasting from you I think..." Caroline
said sharply, cutting off my further protests... "One way or another,
as a
boy, you don't have a choice... We're all going to see you naked...
Surely it
would be better right here and now in front of just us three girls...
than the
whole of Sunday School on top of a thorough slippering... wouldn't it?
So, take
off your pants right now..."
"Yeah...
show us your willy..." Suzanne grinned menacingly,
holding up what it was that she was fishing around in her back pack
for... "Time
to properly start your scrapbook..."
'Oh my
god... it's a camera...' I reeled in horror... 'A proper
camera...' Before I could question where she would get photographs of
me with
no clothes on developed, she took a couple of images of me standing
there in
front of them, in my virtually naked distress, about to cry...
"Strip...
Strip... Strip..." Emma chanted and clapped as I
moved my hands to my hips... I took a deep breath as I hooked my thumbs
into
the waistband of my Star Wars underpants... My cheeks ablaze with
scarlet
shame, I felt my heart doing cartwheels inside my chest as I closed my
eyes,
about to enter oblivion. In all my eleven years, I had never felt more
scared... never felt more embarrassed... never felt more alone than I
did right
then... The only boy in the village, forced to reveal his private parts
to an
audience of girls. It was horrifying... no doubt about it... but
secretly exciting
too... a curious paradox far beyond the understanding of an eleven year
old
boy.
"Strip...
Strip... Strip..." the girls continued.
As
Suzanne began to fire off intermittent photographs of me, I felt my
tears breach the dam of my lashes and commence their stinging cascade
down my
cheeks. As the tears fell downward, so I began to pull down my
underpants,
surrendering my nudity to the three excitedly anticipating girls.
Although I
couldn't see them with my eyes so tightly shut, I could feel all three
sets of
girlish eyes burning brightly into me... looking directly at my crotch
ready
for my boy parts to come into their view as they continued to chant...
"Strip!
Strip! Strip!" they chorused, barely able to contain
their glee. I tried to delay the inevitable for as long as possible,
tugging
down at the back to expose my buttocks first... And then I swallowed
hard,
finding my mouth dry, my breathing fast and shallow...
'Oh
god, mummy help me...' I screamed inside. 'I don't want to show
them... I don't want to show them... they're gonna laugh at it... and
make fun
of it... they think girls are better... they know girls are better...
they're
gonna see my willy... my gooly... Oh god... please save me... make it
stop...'
I felt
the front of my underpants start to lower in earnest... exposing
the hairless pubis between my lower belly and where the stalk of my
treasured
and most private of boy parts began.
"Strip!
Strip! Strip!" the girls chanted more quickly.
"He's
doing it, he's doing it!" I heard Emma giggle, as
Suzanne depressed her shutter button for another photograph. My cheeks
still
burned crimson, barely slaked by the tears that were falling... tears
of
impending shame and humiliation... "There it is!! I can see it! I've
seen
his willy!"
Finally
I felt the material of my underpants crest over my pre-pubescent
penis and down below my small ball sac... I could tell that my sex was
excited
a little... I wasn't soft... but I wasn't fully erect... but it was
tingling
like I had never known it before. My pants then fell quickly to my
ankles. As
quickly as I could, I moved my hands to cover my boyish shame... There,
I was
naked... totally naked in front of three fully clothed, smirking
girls...
"Yay!!"
Suzanne called out with excitement. "I saw it
too! We've seen him... we've seen him!"
"That's
brill... we got him naked!" Emma teased, then chanted,
"We've seen his willy... we've seen his willy!"
"Step
out of the underpants Phillipa..." Caroline instructed.
"You won't me needing them for a long time yet..."
"Please..."
I begged, tears streaming and wanting to run home
and cry hard into my mum's embrace. I obediently stepped out of the
puddled
briefs at my ankles, hoping that the girls had finished... But
obviously they
hadn't... actually, they were only just starting.
"Oh
come on Phillipa," giggled Caroline... "You can't
stop now... we can't see anything... You said you would do as we say...
So the
next rule you have to follow is that naked boys have to keep their
hands at their
sides so us girls can see..."
"Please
don't make me..." I begged again... "I don't want
you to..."
"Do
it!" she commanded harshly, reminding me of my place.
"Or I'll bloody well make you, and you know I can... weakling boy!"
So I
obeyed... to the accompaniment of renewed girlish giggling and
whispering, I moved my shaking hands away from my hairless, immature
groin...
placing them at my sides... I was still unable to open my eyes through
fear and
with the humiliation of having three girls staring right at my most
secret,
most private boy parts... my immature masculine genitalia... my
penis... my
hairless little uncircumcised cock...
'They
can see my willy...' I thought... 'Girls are looking at my
gooly...' It felt horrible, knowing all that of course... and yet
somehow, so
secretly exciting.
"Mmmm...
nudie boy!" Emma teased. I allowed myself to open my
eyes and look at her... my face returning to an instant blush as I saw
her
smug, victorious looking grin as she stared at my bare naked, hairless
penis...
itself unsure whether to be soft or hard...
I
looked at Suzanne next... in time to see and hear her camera take
another exposure...
"That's
not bigger than I had imagined..." Suzanne teased with
mock disappointment before finally smirking up at me. "But you're still
a
nudie boy... all naked and on show in the girls' clubhouse... I guess
that's exciting
enough..."
"So
Phillipa, look at me..." Caroline addressed me, making me
look at her... She was after all, the leader. I knew she commanded
respect, and
I had nowhere to run... "Good boy... I know it can't have been easy for
you to do that... I mean, for you to admit that girls are better and
then strip
naked right here in front of us... So... now that you have actually
done it...
stripped naked and shown us what you've got between your legs... how do
you
feel?"
"Wh-what?"
I sniffled quietly, feeling my tears finally
receding.
"How
does it feel? To stand there naked with your willy on show for
three girls? Girls who made you do it... Does it feel as bad as you
thought it
would?"
"K-kind
of..." I said quietly, confused by the paradoxical
feelings trying to grab my attention, trying to work out what the
actual truth
of my feelings really was...
"Kind
of what..."
"Kind
of bad Miss Caroline..." I replied, my voice sounding
unsure.
"But
there's something else isn't there?" she asked, taking
the time to refocus her attention and look directly at my genitals
briefly,
before looking back into my eyes. "You feel something else too don't
you?"
"I
don't know Miss Caroline..." I said, still confused.
"It's bad... girls shouldn't see boys naked... but now I've done it...
I
guess... now you've seen it... oh I don't know... it's not..."
"You've
realised that it wasn't as bad as you were expecting
haven't you? I mean, the world didn't end because of us making you pull
your
pants down and show us did it?" Caroline finished for me and I timidly
nodded. "We didn't even laugh as much as you thought we would I
bet..." Again I nodded. "And inside, you're feeling a little...
excited aren't you?"
"How
can you tell?" I asked curiously. "I mean, Miss
Caroline..."
"Because
your willy isn't soft like a wriggly little maggot..."
she giggled. "That means part of you is excited... even if just a
little
bit... somewhere inside, you like being naked in front of us... don't
you?"
"I
don't think s..." I began.
"Oh yes
you do..." Caroline interrupted. "Admit it
Phillipa... there's no need for you to be shy in front of us any
more... you
like it don't you?"
"Y-yes...
Miss Caroline," I relented, speaking the words
placed directly in my mouth. What more could I say?
"Say it
properly... say how much you like being naked in front of
girls..."
"I...
errm... I enjoy being naked... in front of girls... a
lot..."
"Good
boy Phillipa... that's good to know because now that you're
joining us there are more rules that you have to follow because you're
a boy okay?"
"Yes
Miss Caroline..." I replied quickly.
"First,
any time you are invited to this club house, you will strip
naked without question, whenever instructed... no matter who is
present...
understood?"
"Y-yes
Miss Caroline..." I replied, my eyebrows raised at the
prospect of having to strip naked again in the future. I was naively
shocked
that there would be a next time.
"If you
are invited to play, or attend a meeting held at the home
of one of the girls, you will only strip naked when the girl who lives
at that
house commands you to strip naked... That will be your signal that the
coast is
clear and 'girls' club business' can begin... understood?"
"Yes
Miss Caroline..."
"Good
boy... now, as previously said, any time you are naked in
front of any of the girls, your natural position will be the one you
are in at
the moment... That will be know as your 'welcome' pose... When you
strip naked,
you will adopt the 'welcome' pose until commanded otherwise...
understood?"
"Yes
Miss Caroline..."
"Good
boy... now get yourself a cushion, it's time we got down to
serious club business..." Caroline smiled sweetly and pointed out a
dark
royal blue coloured cushion... "It's blue... just like you..." That
made the other two girls giggle knowingly as I quickly bent down to
pick up my
allocated cushion.
"From
now on, that will be YOUR cushion..." Caroline continued,
taking the cushion from me and placing it in the centre of the floor
space...
"Now... kneel down on the cushion... that's it... up on your knees like
that..." She used her hands to guide me into position. "Now, part your
knees wider on the floor... that's it... As you can see, it gives us a
good
look at what you've got down there... Now lock your ankles behind you,
over one
another... There... now, hands on top of your head... that's perfect!"
I had
never felt so exposed all day as I did when I was in that position
and the rudeness of my exposure... The way my boy genitals were pushed
outward
at the front made me blush all over again...
"Good
boy..." Caroline praised, moving back away from me and
sitting back on her garden chair, pleased with her 'new nude subject.'
"When
a girl commands you to 'sit,' THAT will be your position...
Understood?"
"Yes,
Mmm-Miss Caroline..." I replied meekly. Apart from my
shame, I found myself feeling maybe even more submissive... somehow
weaker...
and humbled... I mean, I was fully naked, kneeling up on a cushion with
my
hands on my head out of the way, while my hairless tokens of
masculinity were
pushed out forward from my groin in front of my young fully dressed
female
audience.
"Good..."
Caroline beamed confidently. "Now, it's time
for us to inspect you... This will be your next induction test... From
now on
until we say, you must remain silent unless asked a direct question by
a
girl... Also, you mustn't do anything that will obstruct any of us
girls
inspecting you... It will no doubt be embarrassing for you and could be
uncomfortable... so you may grunt or sigh... but you must not talk
unless
directly asked a question... Your hands must remain on your head... is
that
understood?"
"Y-yes...
Miss Caroline..."
"If you
disobey, you can imagine what will happen... so do you
promise to be a good boy?" Emma teased.
"Yes...
I promise..."
"Address
me properly, like in the rules..." my cute nemesis
commanded.
"I
promise to be a good boy, Miss Emma..." I obeyed,
tightening the grip of my fingers interlocked on top of my head,
bracing myself
for whatever this 'inspection' entailed.
"Then
we shall begin..." Caroline announced brightly, climbing
down from her 'throne' to sit Indian style in front of me... Her
position no
doubt deliberately allowed me to see up her modest denim skirt... along
her
upper thighs, right at the material of her light pink knickers
stretched right over
what I could only imagine would be her girl parts. I gulped, nervous as
hell at
what to expect from this escalation. I heard Suzanne snap another
photograph of
me in the humiliating position I was maintaining at their command.
"So, we
already know that you have never been seen naked by a girl before
until now... and that you've never kissed a girl... But has a girl ever
touched
you before, down there? Has a girl ever touched your willy? Yes or
no..."
Caroline questioned confidently.
"N-no
Miss Caroline," I winced, quickly shutting my eyes.
"Good...
I like to be a boy's first... You will find that once I
start touching you... you will ALWAYS remember that I was the girl who
did it
first... and how it happened..." Caroline explained with menace.
"Girls,
you will notice that Phillipa has closed his eyes... The 'big book of
boy secrets'
reads that when a boy is feeling under threat or embarrassed... for
example
when he is naked for the first time in front of a girl, he will keep
his eyes
closed to try and block out his feelings of shame and inadequacy... He
will try
to imagine himself to be anywhere but right there where he is... and in
so
doing, will miss out on the valuable lessons that watching a girl take
control
of his most secret parts can offer..."
I heard
Suzanne and Emma giggle as Caroline spoke as though I were an
inanimate statue, placed there purely for their enjoyment and
titillation.
Which of course, that was the role they had planned for me at that
moment.
"Phillipa,
open your eyes... and look at me..." Caroline
instructed. I obeyed reluctantly, blinking a couple of times as I tried
to
focus on her eyes. "As a boy, it is important that you keep your eyes
open
when a girl is inspecting you. Firstly, it demonstrates that you freely
submit
to her inspection of you, and surrender control of your boy parts to
her... You
will instantly recognise and appreciate her superiority over you... In
other
words, it is good manners not to close your eyes and make silly faces
while you
submit to your mistress..."
"Secondly,
and more importantly in this case, by looking into the
girl's eyes, or down at your private parts during her inspection of
you, it
will remind you over and over that it's a girl inspecting and touching
you...
It will remind you of all of your weaknesses as a boy... So, you will
either
look into the eyes of the girl inspecting you, or down at your private
parts,
right at what the girl is doing to you, is that clear?"
"Y-yes
Miss Caroline," I squeaked in fear and with impending
cataclysmic humiliation. What were these girls going to do?
With
that, I watched in powerless slow motion as Caroline reached out
with her right hand and took hold of the shaft of my penis, wrapping
her palm fully
around it and gripping me firmly...
"Mmmm...
aaghh..." I gasped and tensed as I felt for the first
time, a girl's hand intimately contacting my boyish genitals. Strange,
newly
ticklish feeling sensations passed right through my penis as Caroline
continued
to grip me, neither tightly or loosely, almost as though she were
assessing me.
As I felt the ongoing tingles and much more noticeable stiffening then,
I
realised that Caroline was right... I was really desperate to close my
eyes...
But I looked into the rather emotionless eyes of my slightly older,
young
mistress... then looked down to see the hold she had on my very sex...
"Good
boy..." Caroline praised, looking up at me and instantly
regaining the attention of my eyes. "Hold still, and you'll find that
it
can be fun to come and play with us girls..." As she said that, she
smiled
demurely at me, making my heartbeat quicken and the stiffening of my
shaft
quicken too...
Suddenly,
the smile disappeared from Caroline's face and I felt her girlish
hand squeeze my erection more tightly...
"Aggghhhh!"
I winced, feeling totally helpless as the older
girl squeezed, and squeezed harder still... She was about to bring
tears
forward from my eyes as I tightened the grip of my hands on my head,
trying to
divert the pain and humiliation I was feeling elsewhere beyond my
control.
"And
just as it can be fun when you play with us," Caroline
said, breaking out into a wicked, knowing smile and then relaxing her
grip on
my penis a little, making me gasp with relief as I looked back at her.
"Bad
little boys will find that girls can be quite cruel..." With that, both
Emma and Suzanne giggled at my reactions to her handling, the latter
firing off
another exposure to her camera.
"Ohhhh..."
I sighed with relief when Caroline fully relaxed
her grip on my by now fully stiff erection.
"So...
are you going to be a good little boy and have fun obeying
girls?" Caroline teased, her voice now challenging me to try and back
away.
"Y-yes
Miss, Caroline..." I replied quietly, breathing hard.
"And do
girls rule?"
"Yes...
Miss Caroline..."
"Then
say it! Dummy!" she commanded testily, squeezing my
erection tightly again for a couple of seconds to focus my attention
back down
at my cock.
I
didn't know it at the time but ever since that first encounter, when a
girl or a woman has touched my private parts, I always have remembered
Caroline... and what she and the Langton Magna girls did to me... Just
like
Caroline said I would... I would always remember how the girls
dominated me... made
me strip naked... and then how they played with me... and how I didn't
know how
to make it all stop... how weak that made me feel.
The
shame of it... being powerless to stop the girls dominating me...
unable to stop them toying with me... And then the secret, naughty
feelings of excitement
at being naked in front of fully clothed, grinning girls... Or being
submissive
to them... Obeying them and being giggled at... And admitting that
girls were
really the better sex... and of course, not knowing whether or not I
really
wanted it all to stop. As I would later learn from the 'big book of boy
secrets,' our first sexual experiences really do shape how we progress
through
the rest of our sexual lives. That first time, the girls cursed me to a
life as
a submissive, obedient male... desperate for more... and acceptance for
what I
was... a member of the 'second sex...'
"Agggghhhh...
G-g-girls... rule!" I stammered squeakily, grateful
and relieved when she let go of my rigid and tingling penis. It was a
peculiar bitter-sweet
sensation when she let go, to feel my erection suddenly surrounded by
the cooler
air meandering through the hut. I looked down, renewing my
embarrassment at how
rudely my immature young cock stuck straight out from my hairless
crotch. I
blushed at the immediate round of girlish giggles from either side of
me, Emma
and Suzanne seeing my modest, yet full erection for the first time.
"Hmmm..."
Caroline smirked as she watched my erection bob
around freely in front of her as I adjusted my kneeling position with
my hands
on top of my head. I couldn't stop the muscle at the base of my cock
from
flexing all on it's own, adding to the uncontrollable movement of my
genitals... It was very humiliating to be naked like that in front of
three
girls, three fully clothed and naturally confident, bossy girls... But
to have
an erection too... could things get any worse? "Time to play doctor...
and
we'll be your three pretty nurses... nudie boy..."
I was
tempted once more to try and shut out my humiliation by tightly
closing my eyes... to think about anything I could that didn't involve
me being
naked and on display for three giggling girls who had be trapped in
their
'girls only' world.
"Suzanne...
you may begin your examination of him..." Caroline
said to her younger sister. With that, Suzanne put down her camera and
leaned
forward on her cushion and flicked my erection with her index finger...
"Nnggghh!"
I winced in pain, aware that my penis bobbed around
helplessly in front of me, eliciting continued smirking and giggling at
my
'proud' badge of masculinity.
"What
is this... THING... sticking out from your body?" she
teased with the pretend voice of a little girl.
"Errm...
that's my... wil... that's my penis..." I replied
tentatively, then quickly added, "Miss Suzanne..."
"It's
funny looking..." she smirked looking up at me, then
back down to my groin. "Boys are funny looking... What do you call
it?" I didn't know what she meant... was she asking if I called it by a
pet name?
"It
doesn't have a name Miss Suzanne..."
"Liar!"
she cut me off quickly, flicking my erection once
more. "Boys call their thingies lots of other names... tell us what YOU
call it..."
"Oh...
errrm... it's my... willy... Miss S-Suzanne..."
"Good...
what else?"
"My
c-cock..." I said with embarrassment, I'd never really
said any of these things to a girl a before. "Or my... dickie... or
gooly... Miss Suzanne..."
"Yes...
gooly! That's real funny!" she giggled. Then,
impersonating me she said, "Look at me girls... I'm a nudie boy and
I've
got a stiff little gooly!" Her cruel mocking made me blush, and the way
she took hold of my penis like it was a dog's leash teased a tear to
trickle
down my crimson cheek from my watering eyes. "Say it..." she
commanded, briefly squeezing me and then letting my penis go, making
sure it
bounced freely in front of them...
"Ermm..."
I sniffled... "Look at me g-g-girls... I'm...
I'm a... nudie boy... and I've got... a stiff little gooly..." The
sniggering of the other two girl's at Suzanne's taunting and my
enforced
repetition cut me like a knife...
"So...
do boys call it anything else?" Suzanne questioned
finally when the giggling receded.
"I
don't know Miss Suzanne... not where I come from..." I
replied, swallowing hard, desperate to stop myself from crying again.
"Well,"
she continued, suddenly gripping my erection in her
palm again like her older sister had done and seemed to squeeze even
harder...
"Aggghhhh!"
I winced and took a deep breath, but still didn't look
away as I watched Suzanne stare into my eyes deeply.
"Your...
willy... is nothing special... Your gooly is ugly... Your
dickie is worthless, like a worm... and your cock now belongs to us...
Understand Phillipa?"
"Yes
Miss Suzanne..." I replied contritely.
"Then
say it..." she smirked, even at her own wickedness.
"My...
willy is nothing special," I sniffled. "My gooly
is ugly... my, my dickie is worthless like a w-worm... and my cock now
belongs
to..." My voice trailed off.
"Belongs
to girls..." she finished for me.
"My,
cock... b-belongs to girls, Miss Suzanne..."
"Emma...
your turn," Suzanne said looking smugly at her friend
before retreating to the comfort of her cushion. With that, Emma
eagerly leaned
forward and set about her first inspection of me from my left. Like the
two
girls before her, she initially encircled her hand around my still
tingling erection
before her hand roamed lower... I felt her fingertips run over the
sensitive
little sac under my penis, then her hand cupped my scrotum... Finally,
her
fingertips sneaked to the rear and she held my entire scrotum in the
'bowl'
made by her palm...
"Oohhhgghh..."
I sighed, more new sensations passing through
my previously unexplored genitals, this time focused around my ticklish
little
ball bag.
"And
what do we have down here Phillipa?" Emma beamed at me...
"What can you tell us about this?"
"That's
my, ball bag... errrm... inside... they're my b-balls...
Miss Emma..." I gasped at her delicate touch.
"Oh?"
she giggled, looking up at me... "and how many do
you have in your... ball bag?"
"Boys
have two Miss Emma..." I replied softly, my attention leaving
the look of empowered joy on her face and down to my erection, seeing
her hand
surrounding my ball sac.
"Do
boys call this, ball bag, any other names?" she asked,
pushing up and down gently on my sac, weighing them up... "Do balls
have
different names too?"
"I
don't think so Miss Emma," I replied, struggling to think.
I couldn't remember the word my mum had called the 'bag' when she was
toweling
me dry from a bath some years previously. "I've heard older boys call
them
'bollocks' before... but it's not a nice word... the bag doesn't... I
mean, I
can't remember the name for it... Miss Emma..."
"Oh
dear..." Emma said quietly, removing her hand from my
scrotum... "Nudie boy doesn't even know what his boy parts are really
called... whatever shall we do?"
"I
think you should be a good nurse and tell our little boy all
about his body..." giggled Caroline, to the delight of Suzanne too.
"Very
well Nurse Caroline..." Emma said gleefully to her older
friend, before looking back at me... "Don't run off now Phillipa...
we'll
teach you all about your little bits and bobs... just stay there..."
With
that, she climbed up from her cushion and darted eagerly to my right...
I dared
not actually follow her exact movements, but I could see enough from
the corner
of my eye that under the small window on that side of the hut there
were two
elderly looking toy chests. The one closest to me was the one that Emma
was
fishing around in and she retrieved a book, before resuming her
position on her
cushion to my left.
"This
Phillipa, is the 'big book of boy secrets,'" Emma said,
holding the book up in front of me to see. It didn't look like a real
book...
it had a false white paper dustcover sheet that had been clearly hand
crafted
by one of the girls, wrapped around the original cover and made it
impossible
to see what the book was really called. What I could see was that in
big, bold,
pink, girlishly neat capital letters, it was labeled as 'THE BIG BOOK
OF BOY
SECRETS.' Then underneath were smaller letters that read, 'Everything
Girls
Need To Know About Boys...' Also emblazoned on the cover was a symbol I
didn't
recognise, which had been coloured in neatly with a dark blue pencil
crayon. It
was a circle or ring with a kind of arrow coming out of it pointing to
the
upper right. Of course, I now know it to be the symbol of the 'male.'
"Let's
see," Emma said, getting comfortable on her cushion and
flicking through some of the pages, clearly looking for something. "Ah,
here it is..." Opening the book widely, she turned the book around to
face
me so I could see the page. "Tell us what you see?"
"It's a
picture of... a boy... Miss Emma..." I said with a
gasp of shock and some embarrassment. My eyes widened. The page to the
left
showed his bare naked front... the page to the right showed his equally
bare rear
profile.
"Yes...
a picture of a naked boy..." she confirmed with a
cruel smile. "A nudie boy, just like you..." Indeed, the naked boy,
albeit in black and white could have been no older than me at the time
it was
taken... totally hairless around his privates. I was horrified that the
girls
had access to this kind of material... It felt as though my whole
sex... my
whole gender was there on display for any girl in the world see... I
blushed as
I imagined all the girls in the world getting to see that picture of
the 'poor'
naked boy and instantly knowing what every boy like me looked like with
no
clothes on... I actually felt humiliated on his behalf...
In the
picture, I could see that the boy had darker hair than I had, he
was as slim as I was though, and his flaccid uncircumcised penis was no
bigger
than mine was when it was like that. Of course, I was still erect from
everything that was going on. There was a faint, barely noticeable and
weak
smile on his face as he looked back at me, and his hands were down flat
at his
sides... he was in the 'welcome' position.
"It's a
really good book for girls... every girl should have one..."
Emma teased, drinking in my embarrassed reaction as I maintained my
humiliating
position. "We get to know all about you in this book... but it's not
just
pictures... You might not be able to see from where you are, but there
are
little arrows pointing to all the best bits and with a description
about what
they are at the bottom... front and back!" she giggled. "And look
here," she continued, turning the page... "There are even more
pictures of 'Peter...' That's what we call the boy in these
pictures..."
As she turned successive pages, there were more detailed photographs,
showing
close ups of his various body parts normally considered very private
and that
should be kept hidden from the view of inquisitive girls like these.
Turning
back to the page that she had originally shown me, she spread it
out on the floor in front of me and moved in closer to me, poised to
continue.
"I
would have thought that a boy your age would already know about
all this..." Emma smiled up at me. "But I suppose it's a start that
you know what your penis is at least... But do you know what it's for?"
At
that question, Caroline and Suzanne began to chuckle.
"Yes
Miss Emma," I replied as stoical as I could unable to
hide my embarrassment. "It's where my wee comes out... Miss Emma..."
"And
what else?" she teased, enjoying this particular game
very much.
"Errm...
when a boy turns into a man... and he gets married...
errm..." I was stammering, desperate not to make any more of a fool of
myself than I already looked. "The man puts his... p-penis... inside a
woman's... thing..."
"Vagina!"
Emma smirked.
"Inside
a woman's... vagina... Miss Emma... and they can make a
baby," I blushed.
"Hmmm...
almost..." Emma beamed. "We'll come back to
that... but for now, let's teach you about some of the basic stuff you
don't
seem to know... Let's start with that ball bag of yours... are you sure
you
don't know what it's really called?"
"No
Miss Emma..." I replied somberly. This was mental
torture... about to be told all about my own private parts by girls no
older
than me. How did they know so much? Well yes, of course, they had the
big
book...
"Well
Phillipa, this is your scrotum..." she smiled warmly,
before lurching forward with her hand to cup me fully again gently.
"Mmmgghhh..."
I gasped.
"The
book says it is the little pouch below the male penis
containing his testicles... Okay?"
"Y-yes...
Miss Emma," I blushed, cursing myself as I
remembered the word 'scrotum.'
"And
these... little marbles inside," she smirked, gently
squeezing my balls a few times, "are your testicles... your balls...
okay?"
"Yes
Miss, Emma..."
"Well,
just like your wormy cock... they're not YOUR balls any
more..." Emma said, her smile suddenly replaced with contempt and the
grip
on my balls tightened quickly.
"Arrrggghhhhh!"
I winced... "Stop please!" I
begged... "Aggghhhh Miss Emma!"
"Your
balls are vulnerable and now belong to us... say it!"
"My...
Aaghh... balls are... vulnerable and... and... now,
belong... to girls..."
"I
could do this to a boy all day long..." Emma beamed, barely
relaxing her grip around my scrotum... "Now you know where the phrase
'she's got him by the balls' comes from... Now, do girls rule?" With
that
question, she squeezed me again quite hard.
"Owwww!
Yes Miss Emma... Girls rule..." I gabbled, and felt
instant relief when my grinning nemesis let go of my scrotum and looked
back at
her book and turned the page...
I
looked down and saw the close up photograph of the naked boy's flaccid
private parts... It seemed to form part of a pair of photographs
showing
'Peter's' genitals head on, kind of a before and after. I didn't get
chance to
look at what the before and after actually was though.
"Do you
know what this bit is?" Emma asked, reaching out to
point at the tip of my erection.
"It's
errm... that's just where the wee comes out..." I
offered meekly. "Miss Emma..."
"No
dummy... do you know what the skin is called around the end of
your willy? And what it's for?"
"I
don't know really Miss Emma..." I conceded, kind of ashamed
at my lack of knowledge, even about my own body.
"Well..."
she began, lurching forward with her hand to grip
the very end of the skin covering my still achingly aroused erection.
"This is a boy's foreskin... the loose roll of skin covering the end of
his willy..." She pinched me a little between her thumb and forefinger,
right there on the extremity of my foreskin... and she didn't let go...
"Owwww..."
I gasped at the sensation of being handled and
pinched there.
"Every
boy's foreskin is different... sometimes the skin is quite
loose and floppy... a bit like yours... But on some boys, the foreskin
is quite
tight... and can be quite troublesome and prone to infection... Do you
know
what circumcision is?"
"No
Miss Emma..."
"Well,
when a boy's foreskin is too tight, it is difficult for a
boy to keep himself clean and it can get unhealthy and easily
infected... So,
the mother of the boy will arrange for a doctor to circumcise him... to
CUT OFF
the foreskin and expose the boy's remaining bit of his penis..." She
smirked in some sort of victory over me when she observed the look of
surprise
and then horror at the prospect of part of my private parts being cut
away...
"Girls circumcise naughty boys too... just for fun..." she giggled,
giving my foreskin a tug outward from my erection...
"Nooo!
Please don't Miss Emma..." I begged sincerely, quite
panicked at the thought of having to have that done... and done by
these girls
especially. My desperation brought fresh sneers and giggling from both
Suzanne
and her older sister Caroline, impressed with how Emma was handling me
and
preying on my naive gullibility.
"All
the more reason to be a good little boy then Phillipa,"
Caroline giggled from her 'throne,' pretending to cut off part of her
crooked
finger with some imaginary scissors... "Snip, snip!"
The
humiliation of being posed naked like I was in front of these three
girls was one thing. But to have my private parts discussed so
intimately, to
have girls showing me how vulnerable they were was escalating my
feelings of
embarrassment... They were demonstrating almost at every turn that my
boyish genitals
were nothing more than a collection of weaknesses and imperfections for
them,
as girls, to make fun of and take control of... Hell, I'd even given
them
ownership of my cock and balls... It was oh so secretly exciting
though...
looking back, that's why I never lost my erection. Buried deep inside
my
freelance adventurer boy's mind, I was enjoying my performance despite
the
cost.
The
girls were so much more advanced than me in their thinking, despite
two of them being the same age as me. I guess with Caroline being older
and a
kind of role model, Emma and Suzanne really had an easy time following
her
ethos, while I had nobody... But either way, although I would have
hated to
admit it at the time, they were demonstrating their unquestionable
superiorities
over me. As the girls passed through some sort of rites of passage with
me as
their new toy, I was on a personal road trip of discovery and adventure
too...
determined to get my Millennium Falcon back and stay out of trouble. I
just had
to obey girls and let them do what they wanted. Increasingly
embarrassing, but increasingly
thrilling.
"I
think it's time to check how clean our newest member is, what do
you think girls?" Emma smirked at me, tugging on my foreskin again...
The
other two girls giggled their agreement, leaving me to ponder just what
Emma
portended. "We're quite lucky that yours is quite loose... can you tell
us
Phillipa, when you bath or shower, do you clean your willy properly?"
"I
think so Miss Emma..." I replied, flinching each time
Emma's finger and thumb pinched my foreskin.
"Do you
pull back your foreskin and wash underneath?" God, I
was mortified by that question. How could I answer that? Now they were
asking
about my bathing habits.
"I
errrm..." I blustered uncomfortably, feeling my face flush.
It's not something I had considered doing, though I remembered my
mother
cleaning me when I was younger and her having to touch my penis like
that,
reminding me to clean myself properly in 'that place.'
"Don't
lie, because we have a way to tell..." Emma teased,
enjoying my loss of words and obvious torment. "Hold still..." With
that, Emma took hold of my erection in her left hand and with the
forefinger of
her right hand circled her fingertip into the loose little funnel made
by my
foreskin, squirming it under the sheath and into the gap between the
tip of my
cock and the surrounding roll of skin...
"Mmmggghh...
aahhhhh!" I gasped in horror, wanting to pull
away from Emma's invading finger. She was fingering me where I would
never have
imagined it possible for a girl to finger a boy... It was such a
peculiar
sensation, quite intense and tickly, especially when the pad of her
fingertip
rubbed over the sensitive top side of the bulb of flesh normally
covered by my
foreskin... She rubbed several times over it... each time it tingled
and
tickled more and nearly made my knees buckle. But I held on...
"Mmggghhh!"
I protested.
"There
we go... good boy..." Emma praised me, withdrawing her
finger finally from within my foreskin. I breathed hard several times
as I
watched what Emma did next. She looked at the damp looking finger tip
and held
it up to her nose and smelled it. A really deep, long sniff.. I was
shocked.
"It's a little stinky Phillipa... you can do better..." she said,
moving her finger to my face. "Here, you smell it..."
With
ashamed, reluctant obedience, I slowly breathed in the scent on her
finger... smelling my own stale pee. It wasn't really that strong... I
mean, I
had taken a bath the previous night and I'd only been for a wee a
couple of
times since getting up that morning. I knew I wasn't dirty, but the
example
Emma made of me was enough to humble me into a fresh crimson blush. She
made me
feel dirty...
Removing
her finger from under my nose, she relaxed a little and looked
back at her book for a couple of moments.
"Now
then... hold still again..." Emma commanded, looking into
my eyes and raising her eyebrows as though cautioning me. She took hold
of my
erection, this time gripping me right over the bulbous tip with her
thumb and
forefinger. "This is normally easier when a boy's penis isn't stiff
like
yours is..." As she said that, she began to tug on my foreskin, gently
but
purposefully retracting it... slowly uncovering the last remaining
shred of my
modesty...
Oh god,
I wanted so badly to push her hand away... or to shut my eyes
and block out the feelings of shame and humiliation... A girl was
pulling back
my foreskin... exposing me even further to the other girls as the
bulbous shiny
tip of my immature penis became visible...
"Mmmgghhh..."
I gasped as I felt the skin stretch to retract
over my erection. It was quite uncomfortable to feel it happen in what
seemed
like such agonising slow motion. But the renewed tingling excitement it
brought
to my genitals ensured that my erection stiffened still further. And
with a
kind of sensual 'pop,' my foreskin was fully retracted to nestle in the
ridge behind
the tip of my cock.
"There...
now we've seen everything you've got..." Emma smiled
broadly at me as I heard Suzanne take another picture of me... then
leaning in
to take a second, more close up picture of my bare naked boy sex...
foreskin
fully back...
The
cooler air in the hut teased my newly exposed pinkish-grey helmet as
it circulated my fully exposed privates. The most exposed I had ever
been. I
couldn't stop the muscle at the base of my cock from flexing and the
girls
noticed it too and giggled at me.
"Now
you look more like 'Peter' in this picture..." Emma said
smugly, holding up the 'after' picture in her book, clearly showing the
boy's
genitals with his foreskin fully back like mine. "This here..." she
continued quickly, my misery never ending, "is called your glans..."
With that, she pointed eagerly to the bulb forming the tip of my penis.
"It's
real ugly and funny looking isn't it Phillipa?"
"Y-yes
Miss Emma..." I replied, shell shocked at the ongoing
torment.
"Kind
of like a little greyish-pink mushroom at the end of your
willy... You must take better care to clean underneath your foreskin,
and
especially all round your glans... under and over... Make sure you're
properly
clean next time..."
"Y-yes
Miss Emma..." I said, looking down at my cock with
shame. It was awful to have a girl tell me I needed to clean myself
better
around my private parts... I mean, like I said, she made me feel dirty
even
though I wasn't. 'Next time?' I thought fearfully.
"The
book says that boys are very sensitive there... on their
little mushroom! And that it's a boy's equivalent of a very special
area of a
girl's private parts... But you don't know anything about girls yet, do
you?" she teased with an air of known superiority.
"No
Miss Emma..." I lamented at my ignorance.
"But we
know all about you..." she grinned, moving back into
her original place on her cushion.
"And
that's how it is, when girls rule..." Caroline beamed in
victory as she stared at the full extent of my submissive pose and my
fully
displayed, immature boy genitals...
"That
position you are in now, with your cock skinned back like
that is known as the 'display' position. If a girl commands you to
'display,'
then you will 'sit' first and then 'display' as you are right now... is
that
clear?"
"Y-yes
Miss Caroline," I said quietly, unable to imagine the
prospect of me coming back here any time soon... But if I did, I
secretly hoped
that I could remember all of this crucial survival information...
"Good
boy... So now we've taught you all about the interesting
parts of your body and about your state of cleanliness..." she
continued
to barely stifled giggles from the two other girls, "it's nearly time
for
you to be sworn in as a member of our club... Isn't that exciting
Phillipa?"
"Yes
Miss Caroline..." I replied, looking up at her sat on her
'throne.'
"There's
just one more task for you and then we're done... Then
we'll all be good friends..." she smiled wickedly. "Okay... you're a
boy with a wriggly little worm between your legs... no doubt tingling
as much
as it looks stiff right now yes?"
"Yes
Miss Caroline..."
"So...
when it tingles and you're all hot and excited... what do
you do?"
"I
don't... errrm... I don't know what you mean Miss
Caroline..." I replied honestly.
"What?
Come on... you're a boy..." Caroline scoffed with
disbelief at my apparent innocence and inexperience. "Don't you ever
touch
it... or play with it?"
"N-no
Miss, Caroline..." I replied. "Why would I do
that?"
"Oh
god! You're priceless Phillipa... absolutely priceless..."
Caroline sniggered to the accompaniment of Emma and Suzanne too. "Have
you
never heard of masturbation? You know... wanking?"
"No
Miss Caroline," I blushed, lying a little. I had heard the
word 'wank' and 'wanker' before in playground talk at my old school,
but I had
no idea what it meant then. Crikey folks, I was eleven years old and a
Star
Wars fanatic, I didn't have time for that in any case... "I think I
have
heard older boys call each other 'wanker' like you called me earlier...
but I
don't know what it means..."
"Okay,
okay..." Caroline giggled. "So, how do you think a
man makes a baby with a woman?"
"Well,
he puts his penis inside her... vagina..."
"Yes,
yes... but what do you think happens to make the woman
pregnant?" Caroline asked with glee, amazed at my total lack of
knowledge.
I was losing my erection now too, in a bit of a confused panic.
"I
don't know... really I don't... Miss Caroline," I protested
softly. "I know that some sort of seed has to be put in there... I
dunno... maybe the man wees a little inside her?" This set all three
girls
off into a raucous round of laughter at my expense. Probably the
cruelest
laughter so far of the day.
"Well
kind of..." Caroline finally said after getting her
laughter under control. "Boys make sperm in their balls... Then when
the
girl lets him put his penis in her vagina, the boy shoots sperm from
his penis
into her vagina and bingo... the girl can get pregnant... God, you're
so far
behind, I thought all boys would know that!"
"So,
can you shoot?" Suzanne asked curiously.
"I
don't have a gun... Miss Suzanne," I replied naively.
"Ha
ha!" she chuckled at my response. "No silly... apart
from WEE, have you been able to shoot anything from your willy? Are
your balls
making sperm yet?"
"I
don't know... Miss Suzanne, really..." I offered weakly,
feeling really stupid, my penis having fully drooped to a flaccid,
harmless
looking piece of hairlessness.
"Okay,
well if you don't play with yourself, do you have any
naughty dreams?" Caroline pressed on.
"Naughty
dreams?"
"You
know, where you wake up after dreaming about naked girls or
something and you're all wet between the legs and you think you've wet
the
bed?"
"No
Miss Caroline, I don't think so... I only really dream about
Star Wars and playing football with my friends..."
"Okay,
okay... here's what we'll do... To make you officially part
of our club, you either have to play with yourself... you know...
wank... or I
will show you how..." Caroline said, looking directly at me to tell me
exactly what the options were. Obviously, going home, even bare naked
wasn't an
option just yet.
"I... I
don't know what to do!" I stammered, my excitement
crushed and my embarrassment piqued. "I wouldn't kn..."
"Okay,
we get the picture dummy..." Caroline sneered.
"Girls have to do everything! First we need to get you in position. Sit
your bottom down on your cushion..."
"Oh
look, he's gone soft and floppy..." giggled Suzanne.
"Not
for long," Caroline replied, helping me sit down properly
on the cushion. That was kind of a welcome relief, albeit brief. "Keep
your bottom on the cushion, then lay back... that's it, back on the
floor like
that... Now part your knees... that's it, bend them, and move your feet
so that
the bottom of each foot is touching the other... good... now put your
hands
above your head... just like the 'sit' position... good boy..."
I moved
my legs, feet and hands into the required position with a little
help from my older mistress.
"Now
this position, is called 'playtime.' When a girl wants to play
with you and instructs you, this is the position you will adopt... Is
that
clear?"
"Yes...
Miss Caroline... please don't hurt me," I begged
quietly with worry. I didn't know what 'playing' meant, having never
done it
myself before then. And of course, I couldn't be sure that what the
girls did
to me wouldn't involve some sort of 'surprise pain' to make their
point. I knew
enough though, that they would look to demonstrate another weakness of
boys to
me if they could.
"I'm
not going to hurt you dummy... What I'm going to show you...
you'll always remember, and thank me... A bit like a welcome gift...
Now hold
still and watch as best you can... because next time, you'll be doing
it..."
Caroline
moved her hand to my groin and began to rub her palm gently
over my hairless pubis... then slowly downward until she was rubbing
over the bald
little stalk of my flaccid penis... My foreskin had snuck back into
place and
once more covered my glans... I could feel the still new and
pleasurable
tingles as Caroline touched me, rubbing her girlish fingers in circles
all over
my privates... Some stupid image popped up in my mind of a snake
charmer... no
prizes for guessing what the snake was, and who the charmer was... But
I
imagined Caroline dressed as a stereotypical Indian snake charmer...
Not
pretty... a little chubby, but charming.
"It's
exciting to know that I'll be the first girl to do this to
you too... even before you've ever done it for yourself..." Caroline
teased with a quiet air of superiority... it was quite a soothing
voice.
"Tell us who rules Phillipa... girls or boys?"
"Ohhh...
Mmmm..." I sighed as I felt Caroline's fingers spread
out around my stiffening young penis and down further to tickle over my
furrowed little sac... gently massaging my inexperienced little
testicles
inside. "Miss Caroline... please... I feel funny..." I began to move
my feet and try to press my knees together to stop her touching me... I
couldn't handle the thought of what she was doing... or what she was
saying and
all with me laying on my back in some gymnastic position while I 'let
her' do
it...
"No
Phillipa... get back into position and let me do it... You'll
like it... I promise," she said, pushing my knees apart and moving my
feet
back into position. "You've got this far... you want to join us now
don't
you? You want this, don't you?"
"Oh
gosh..." I breathed deeply as Caroline gently squeezed my
testicles and refocused her attention on my fully stiffened penis. The
quickness of how my erection re-formed surprised me. "Yes... Miss
Caroline..."
When I
said that, she gripped my hairless erection more firmly between
her thumb and forefinger, just below my glans... and she tugged up and
down
slowly... The sensation of having a girl doing that to me was quite
indescribable really... Such exciting pleasure I had never known before
was
building rapidly as she wanked me.
'Oh
god... I'm a boy and she's a girl... she's touching me... It
shouldn't be happening... they made me strip naked... the girls laughed
at
me... their nudie boy... Make her stop... Oh god... they don't really
like
boys... But it tingles so much... girls are in charge of me... Caroline
is in
charge of me... it shouldn't be okay... but it feels... nice... don't
let this
ever stop...' I thought... my mind scrambled with erotic inexperience
and the
awkward birth of my sexual awakening.
"Good
boy... you're being such a good boy..." she cooed
softly, aware of my softening resolve... aware that my total compliance
and her
victory was almost assured.
"Make
him say it!" I heard to my right... With the click of
her camera, Suzanne excitedly encouraged her older sister while she
watched me
being masturbated. Quite an intensely erotic moment to show in a
photograph on
reflection...
I was
so wrapped up, dreamily watching and experiencing what Caroline
was doing to my penis that I didn't know until much later in the summer
that
all three girls had been secretly touching themselves during my
'induction.'
But I was eleven years old, an only child who only socialised with
boys, and it
was 1986... so I had no idea what girls looked like between the legs,
or what
they could do with their own privates, such was the prevailing mystery
of the
female sex to me. In fact, they had secretly touched themselves a
little bit
under the table when they had watched me being spanked the day before.
"You'll
always remember me doing this to you Phillipa... a girl
wanking your naughty little dickie... such a nice memory for you... and
an
important lesson..." Caroline said, briefly pausing her masturbation of
me
to gauge my reaction...
"Mmmmm...
Miss Caroline," I breathed deeply, subconsciously
moving my hips up and down as though imploring her to continue, even
though my conscious
mind was warning me to run away. I was lost in the feelings... the
hidden
promise of a 'welcome gift' outweighing the terribly humiliating and
fascinatingly real 'boy-trap' I had fallen into... I heard her chuckle,
obviously noticing the tell tale signal to her made by my boyish hips.
"You'll
always remember how Caroline Forbes-Marsh showed you how to
play with your wriggly little willy hmmm?" she soothed, gently pinching
the concealed glans of my penis three times... The muscle at the base
of my
cock jerked in helpless automated response... I didn't really need to
answer
her... my inexperienced pre-pubescent body was doing that for me.
"Ohhh...
Ohhhh... yesss... Miss Caroline..." I sighed, feeling
her girlish finger and thumb re-grasp my preteen penis and restart the
growing
pleasure of masturbation... the enforced masturbation of a boy, by a
girl...
"You'll
always remember the day that you stripped naked in front of
girls for the first time... and let them inspect and touch you...
exploring
your boy things... hmmm? It was so unfair and embarrassing wasn't it?"
"Yesss...
Miss Caroline..." I sighed again, swallowing hard as
I watched her conquer my genitals with her masturbatory action. I was
in awe at
the feelings she was able to give me... right there in my immature
little root.
I was under some sort of spell it seemed... I should have been fighting
her off
and running for cover... back to the sanctuary of my bedroom
spaceport... A
place where I could rally my Rebel Fleet and plot a counter strike...
to
liberate all the enslaved naked boys held captive and being 'played
with' by
The Girl's Empire... Most importantly, to liberate my beloved
Millennium Falcon
from female rule... But I couldn't leave... not now... not when it
tingled like
this... radiating pleasure... such exciting pleasure...
For the
most fleeting moment (honest), I imagined myself dressed as a slave
girl... like Princess Leia somehow suffering at the tawdry whim of
Jabba The
Hutt on Tatooine in Return Of The Jedi... Only I was really a boy...
dressed as
a girl and being 'tortured' by a female Hutt... 'Caroline The Hutt...'
But I
quickly corrected myself... Caroline was chubby... not fat...
However, my brief daydream still held me captive in Jabba's Palace...
just that
I was now being played with by a laughing Twi'lek girl called
'Caroline,' in a
room full of other smirking young alien girls... all cheering her on...
and
taking photos... That would become an early nerdish sexual fantasy of
mine
after that...
"But,"
Caroline spoke again in that 'dreamy' soft, superior
tone, "it was so exciting to confess that girls are better hmmm? It
feels
exciting for a boy to admit that girls are better, when she's playing
with him
like this hmmm?"
"Oh
yesss... Miss Caroline... I've never..." I gasped.
"Never felt anything... like..."
"Shhhh...
I know Phillipa... you're doing so well..." Caroline
soothed, continuing to tug up and down, back and forth along my
buoyant,
boyish, tingly penis. "Tell us Phillipa... who rules? Girls... or boys?"
"Mmmmm...
girls... Miss Caroline... Girls rule..."
"Forever?"
"Ohhhh...
forever Miss Caroline... girls rule forever..." I
whimpered, ashamed of myself for giving in and betraying my gender yet
again...
humiliated by the words and everything the girls had done to me... But
unable
to hide the exciting new feelings I was experiencing... Just letting
the girls
win somehow felt so good. It felt like some kind of destiny... Was I
turning to
the dark side of the force? Maybe giving in to and obeying girls wasn't
the
dark side I had earlier feared...
"Good
boy... Welcome to the Langton Magna Girls Club,"
Caroline said proudly. With that, she gripped my penis a little more
tightly,
and tugged my foreskin fully back behind my glans with another 'pop.'
Then with
her whole hand wrapped around my tingly young cock, she gripped me
firmly and
quickened her pace...
In a
matter of seconds, my sexual awakening truly dawned...
"Oh
god... stop... I need to wee real bad..." I panicked and
tried to get up...
"Quick,
hold him! He's about to show us whether he's a big
boy..." Caroline grinned, instructing her two accomplices while she
continued to pump up and down on my enraged erection. She wasn't going
to stop
now... and secretly, I guess I wanted to see how big this ride was... I
immediately
felt two other sets of girl's hands touch my body... Emma held my
ankles in
place, while Suzanne moved quickly to hold my shoulders... All three
girls were
focused on me... staring right at my cock... one final humiliating
revelation...
"Stop...
I don't want to pee..." I flustered.
"Arrrggghhhhh... oh... ohhhhh.... STOP IT, please! Ohhh nooo! Ohhh,
ohhh..." To the sound of girls giggling, the feeling of two girls
holding
me to the floor, and one other masturbating my penis, I felt something
so
electrically charged with naughty, erotic ticklishness, quite like
nothing I
had ever felt before...
From
the very glans of my penis, it tingled and tickled so much... spreading
like lightning along my erection, up to my brain and down to throb
repeatedly through
my whole crotch... My body was screaming 'JACKPOT...' If this was a
cartoon,
there would be dollar signs flashing in the crazed windows of my eyes...
<$$$>
<$$$>
"Ohhh,
please stop!" I begged, as my new humiliation was
played out right in front of the three girls. I was unable to stop my
hips
jumping and jerking up off the cushion repeatedly as spasm after spasm
coursed
through my cock... Such a delightful new feeling revealed to me... but
such
humiliating circumstances... "Noooo! STOP... Stop, please..." I
begged desperately, as my hips jerked and I finally felt Caroline's
hand release
its hold of my writhing erection..
I was
breathing so hard, trying to control what was happening to my
body. But it is difficult when a girl is holding your ankles to the
floor and
another is holding your shoulders down...
"Ohhhhhh
god!" I sighed, trying to tame my ragged breathing. I
couldn't express in speakable words quite what I had felt.
"Did
you see anything come out?" I heard Caroline say through
my confused stupor.
"Nope!"
Emma and Suzanne giggled...
"He
can't shoot yet... that was a dry cum!" Suzanne added
mischievously. "He's still a little boy after all!"
"Awww,
that looked so sweet Phillipa," Caroline soothed,
stroking the back of her hand over my crimson cheek.
"Wh-what
was that?" I said breathlessly, my chest heaving in
an attempt to recover and noticing my rapidly wilting penis. "I... I...
what was it? I thought I was going to wet myself... I told you to
stop... I...
I didn't want to wet myself!" I thought I was going to cry such was the
total loss of control I had felt and experienced. A girl had done
something to
my body... my willy... my boy thing... and she wouldn't stop... She
wouldn't
stop even when I begged her and thought I was going to urinate. And
when 'IT'
started, I couldn't stop it... I had no control over it... and she had
full
control of me. It was scary... and secretly exciting.
"Shhhh...
it's okay now... that was my little gift to you for being
such a good boy." With that, Caroline leaned down and kissed my
mouth...
just a girlish peck right there on my lips... "You just had your very
first kiss... and what you felt was your very first orgasm..."
"You
mean organism?" I asked curiously thinking that Caroline
had misspoken. "I thought organisms were animals..."
"No
dummy..." she giggled, stroking my cheek again. "An
or-gasm is what you just felt. When it got all nice feeling and you
couldn't
stop your hips from jumping up off the cushion... That feeling is
called an
orgasm. But it's also called 'cumming.'"
"Oh..."
I said pensively. "It was... so..."
"Powerful?
I know..." she smiled. "It's the best feeling
in the world..."
"But
how do you know?" I asked dumbly... "How do you know
how that felt?"
"Because
girls can cum too silly! God you've got so much to learn
about the world Phillipa... and it seems you're still just a little boy
in more
ways than one... Your balls aren't making sperm yet..."
"H-how
could you tell?" I asked, my cheeks burning a little at
being described as a little boy.
"Well
your orgasm was dry... nothing came out of your cock when it
happened. Boys who are going through puberty... you do know about
puberty don't
you?"
"Errrm...
A little... I think... I'll grow hair down there and..."
"Suzanne,
make a note to explain puberty fully to Phillipa next
time... about boys AND girls..." Caroline smirked at her sister, which
the
younger girl eagerly did. "If you were a 'big boy' and going through
puberty, you would be able to shoot sperm from your cock... spurt after
spurt
of it... but that only happens when you have an orgasm..."
"And
now we know you can't shoot!" Emma teased with a
precocious and smug grin of satisfaction. I blushed at her remark, her
words
made me ashamed that my body couldn't shoot when I orgasmed. I guess
she had a
real knack for making me know my place. "At least it means you can't
make
a nasty mess when you cum!"
"And
now I've shown you what to do to give you that nice feeling
Phillipa, every time you cum from now on, you will always remember that
it was
a girl... it was me, who did it to you first..." Caroline reminded me
with
a bright gleeful smile.
"I
don't know what to say..." I replied, my head bowed... In
the come-down from that sexually exciting and newly discovered 'buzz,'
I was
becoming more self conscious about what had actually happened to me. I
guess
realism set in again and I experienced a lot of inner turmoil about my
current
state of undress in particular.
"Well,
maybe a thank you to Caroline for accepting you into the
club and making you feel nice would be a start!" Emma teased.
"Ermm...
thank you Caroline..." I replied sheepishly, for a
moment forgetting my manners.
"Hey,
don't forget to address girls properly, with their correct
title!" Emma mocked.
"Thank
you Miss Caroline... sorry..."
"We'll
help you feel like that again and again now you're a member
of the club Phillipa..." Caroline smiled warmly... the most friendly
looking she had been all day.
"A
JUNIOR member..." Suzanne interrupted, keenly pointing out
my lower status on account of my inferior gender. "You're still a boy
after all and BOYS aren't as good as girls..."
"My
sister's right... as a boy member, you must accept our rules,
and the code... and you must henceforth be known in 'club time' as
Phillipa..."
"But...
can't I be Phillip? Please?"
"No
exceptions... you can't be in a girl's club with a boy's
name..."
"Yeah
Phillipa," Suzanne added again. "Be grateful we
don't get a carving knife and cut off your little wriggly mouse-tail
and make
you a full girl member!"
"Oh
god!! Okay, okay..." I relented quickly, eager to change
the subject. "Wh-what happens now? Can I get dressed?"
"Not
just yet... but you can stand up..." Caroline smiled
gesturing with her hand for me to get a move on. "In the 'welcome'
position... Suzanne, please get Phillipa a copy of our code..." With
that,
as I stood up next to my cushion and placed my hands down at my sides
compliantly
on display again for all to see, Suzanne moved over to the wooden toy
chest and
retrieved what appeared to be a small card... kind of like a 'Community
Chest'
card from a Monopoly set, only this one was a blue card.
"Read
this... out loud," Suzanne instructed smugly...
I took
hold of the card and looked... and began to read...
"Girls
Club Code For Boy Members..." I began brightly...
"Errm... that's all it says on the card..."
"Turn
it over you idiot!" Suzanne mocked, gesticulating
passionately with her hands in frustration, eliciting giggles from the
other
two girls.
"Oh..."
I blushed, feeling quite stupid at my silly mistake and
then turned the card over. "Girls are in charge, boys are not... Boys
are
slaves, girls are not... Girls rule forever... and boys obey..." I
paused,
feeling bashful at what I was having to read out loud while the girls
watched.
"Because girls are better in every way..."
"Nice
and easy to remember isn't it?" Suzanne smirked at my
embarrassed reaction to the code... "Even for a boy..."
"Oh my
god..." I said somberly, looking again through the
words on the card.
"When I
call the club meeting to start," Caroline explained
calmly, "the girls will recite the Girls Club Code... then, you will
recite the Girls Club Code For Boy Members... understand?"
"Yes
Miss Caroline..." I replied meekly.
"And,
at any other time that a girl commands you to recite your new
code... you will do as she says and say it nice and loud and clear..."
Suzanne added smartly, like a tattle-tale-know-it-all. "I love it when
a
boy confesses who's better to a girl! I could listen to a boy say it
over and
over all day long... especially when I'm staring at his bare naked
willy too!"
"You
can keep that card Phillipa," Caroline advised, "and
we'll be sure to put the code up on the wall ready for next time in
case you
forget... Now, Emma it's your land... has Phillipa earned your
permission to
play and explore in the woods?" I looked across to Emma, seeing that
she
had sat back down on her cushion Indian style.
"Will
you really do as we say Phillipa?" Emma asked slowly,
looking at me earnestly in the eyes, checking out my sincerity... and
for any
sign of dwindling resistance.
"I
errrm... yes, I will..." I stammered. Seeing Emma raise an
expectant eyebrow at me, I quickly added, "Miss Emma..."
"Hmmmm...
I want you to prove it..." she smiled wickedly.
"Come here and kneel in front of me..."
I
swallowed hard and moved to my left, getting down quickly on one knee,
like a Knight in front of his Queen... "Good boy... now kiss my hand...
ask me nicely to let you play in the woods and then promise to obey all
the
girls..." With that she offered me her right hand...
I
closed my eyes and took a deep breath...
"Please...
Miss Emma..." I said quickly, planting my lips to
the back of her hand... gently kissing her... "Please may I play in the
woods?" Again I kissed her hand. I heard Suzanne's camera shutter
capture
another humiliating image of me... "I promise... to..." Another
kiss... "I promise to obey all the girls... I will o..."
"Okay,
okay..." Emma giggled at my total compliance.
"Stand up and face Caroline..." I complied straight away, noticing
Emma nod at the club leader...
"Langton
Magna Girls Club will allow you to play your dumb games
with your Star Wars dolls any time you want in the woods... But if we
catch you
snooping on our club house when you're not invited, you will be
punished... Some
meetings really are for GIRLS ONLY... If we call for you to come here
or
anywhere else... then unless you are dying, you had better show up...
okay?"
"Yes...
Miss Caroline..."
"Good
boy... now...you may get dressed and go..."
I
eagerly began to pick up my clothes from around the hut, before
Caroline stopped me again...
"Leave
your underpants..." she commanded suddenly.
"Wh-what?"
I asked... "What do you mean Miss
Caroline?"
"Well,
they're dirty... you've had them on for two days! Leave them
here... That's your punishment for the dirtiness that Emma discovered
earlier...
It will remind you to be spotlessly clean next time you come to play..."
"But..."
I began, and then saw it was useless to protest.
Caroline had folded her arms across her tummy as if challenging me to
defy her.
I knew she was stronger than me and that I would end up leaving without
my
underpants if that was what she decided. At least I was allowed to put
on my
other clothes. I wouldn't have to go home bare naked.
When I
was dressed, I moved over to the garden chair 'throne' where
Caroline sat and bent down to pick up my Millennium Falcon...
"That
stays here too..." Caroline said sternly, grabbing my
arm to stop me from picking up my space ship.
"Oh
please... it's my favourite..." I pleaded more insistently
this time. It was the whole reason I wanted to explore the woods...
"No...
it stays here... it's our club and it's our turn to play
with it..."
"But
that's not fair! You might break it... You don't even like
Star Wars... Please Miss Caroline!"
"You're
a boy in a girl's club... of course it's not fair!"
Caroline sneered icily. "But that's how it is... Your space ship stays
here... I mean come on... this space ship is just a plastic toy... You
have a
club code to learn, and of course, being a boy, you've just discovered
what to
do with that other wriggly little toy between your legs... I'm sure
that you'll
want to practice with that again and again..." At that, both Emma an
Suzanne giggled raucously.
"Club
business involving you starts at eleven thirty tomorrow
morning..." Caroline continued, ignoring my obvious embarrassment.
"Consider that as the incentive for you to turn up... and if you're a
good
boy, you'll get the chance to win it back..." I looked at her
pleadingly
one last time, wanting to cry again. "Now get out... there's GIRL
business
to discuss..."
With a
somber heart at losing the Falcon to the jurisdiction of the
Girl's Club, I scurried out of the hut to the sound of fading girlish
giggles.
I ran and ran as fast as I could back through the woods in what I hoped
was the
right direction. Fortunately it was and after a couple of minutes, I
was
running back down the lane towards my home... I didn't look back behind
me... I
daren't... it felt like I was being chased by giggles... young, cruel,
female
giggles. It was the fastest I had ever run.
Fumbling
under the mat at the back door, I let myself inside home...
locking the door shakily and running to the sanctuary base that was my
bedroom.
In seconds I shucked off my trainers... skinned off my socks...
stripped off my
khaki shorts and my t-shirt and jumped onto my bed... fully nude
again... my
heart beating ten to the dozen...
I sat
Indian style, leaning back against my headboard, soft golden
late-afternoon
sunlight percolating through my bedroom window, the shaft of light
displaying
the film of dancing dust particles floating in the air as a result of
my eager,
aggressive striptease... With my breath still ragged from my run home,
and from
my childish excitement, I looked down pensively at my hairless
genitals...
Blushing, I found that I didn't even have to touch them... My penis was
stiffening on it's own... like a snake being charmed... My body somehow
knew
how excited I was and what I was going to do... It just knew...
"Oh
god..." I gasped to myself. "What just happened? Oh
shit! What have I done? How could I let it... let them... oh gosh..." I
reached my hand down to my once more tingling and fully stiff young
penis... Cautiously
at first, I copied what 'Miss Caroline' had done with my alert penis...
just to
see... just to experiment and discover if I really could give myself
'that'
feeling in my private parts... Or whether it was some kind of cruel
magic trick
that girls did to boys to make them tingle and lose control of their
bodies...
to make them weak...
I was
masturbating myself for the first time... ashamed to be following
in the footsteps of a girl who had been the one to show me how a boy
was
supposed to do it. A girl who had shown me how vulnerable to pain that
my male private
parts were... but also how with the right attention, they could bring
so much
pleasure... I tugged and jerked slowly and quickly and slowly again,
learning a
technique that was comfortable, and would get the job done...
I used
my free hand to tickle all over my wrinkly little ball sac and
gently squeeze my testicles... Oh how my boyish genitals tingled and
tickled as
I felt the excitement building inside me again... Caroline was right...
about a
great many things... It felt nice... very nice... but then;
'You'll
always remember Miss Caroline doing this to you...' my mind taunted
me, recounting the shameful memories from my experiences in the hut.
'It was a
girl who played with your willy first... a girl who first wanked you...
You'll
always remember your first time naked in front of girls... They made
you strip
naked for them... You took off all your clothes because girls told you
to... and
you liked it... didn't you? You secretly wanted the girls to see you
all
nudie... and touch you... you want them to like you... ADMIT IT!'
"Ohhh...
Yes, okay!! Agggghhhh... mmmm... Phillipa the nudie boy..."
I gasped and sighed as my finger and thumb stroked back and forth along
my
hairless and rigid young erection... stimulating me more and more. "You
stripped
naked in front of three girls... three girls saw your willy... and
touched
you... all over your bare naked willy..." I said out loud, closing my
eyes
as I continued to masturbate... "They even pulled back the skin of your
dickie... Emma smelled you... dirty little boy..."
I
didn't realise it then of course, but I was fantasising... recalling
all the significant things I had experienced... the humiliating
things... the
thrilling things... Trying to make something good come from it...
through
masturbatory fantasy.
"They
laughed at your willy... Mmmmggghhh... boys obey girls... because
girls are better than boys! Noooo! STOP! It's not true... Oh god...
ohhh...
Oohhhgghh... Nooooo!" In horror at what I caught myself saying, I felt
my
climax take hold of me... My legs unfurled and stretched down along my
bed...
my toes spread wide and then curled back tightly under the end of each
foot as
I felt the orgasm grab me... making me let go of my bobbing little
erection...
"Girls
are better than boys!" I sobbed, tears cresting my
cheeks as my penis throbbed and pulsed through the sexually ecstatic
crisis of
orgasm... another immature, dry cum... It felt so good... and almost
natural to
be saying those words while my genitals felt so much delicious
pleasure...
My hips
jiggled and jerked like before as I felt the uncontrolled spasms
and gyrations of sexual climax for only the second time in my life...
"Girls are better than boys!" I whimpered tearfully for the third
time, gripping my testicles and squeezing them... I was punishing
myself for
betraying all the boys around the world who would have done better than
me... and
who wouldn't have let the girls win... I wanted to deny everything that
happened to me... every treasonous thing I had said... I felt ashamed
to be a boy
as my penis spasmed time after time... It wasn't right that girls could
do this
to a boy... It wasn't in the script of life. I was a boy... supposedly
an alpha
male...
Finally,
the spasms and throbbing sensations receded, replaced with a
warming glow inside my whole body. I felt thoroughly weakened and
serene as I came
down from my sexual climax... I leaned my head back on the headboard
and let my
breathing come back under control, wiping tears from my eyes. It had
felt good
to be able to make myself cum like that... The shame of it being 'dry'
was not
really a shame at all, just a cruel seed that the girls had planted in
my mind
to keep me under their spell of female supremacy. I would later learn
that dry
orgasms were the best of my life... before the messy ones began...
Despite
the pleasure I had given myself, and the relief that I felt being
able to really do 'that thing' for myself, I wrestled with the paradox
I
couldn't shake off. Almost like I hated myself for what the girls had
done to
me earlier... what they had said and done, and what they made me do. I
tried to
rationalise where I went wrong... what should I have done
differently... was it
even possible to stop it happening at all?
'One
way or another we're going to see you naked...' I remembered a girl
saying to me, my mind fogged in humiliating memories. 'There was no
chance of
escaping this, was there? I'm the only boy... they were always going to
find a
way... to trap me...'
I was
angry at myself for being excited about what had occurred too...
the little pieces of my immature body - most of them no longer private
- and my
brain that seemed to enjoy what happened. I couldn't understand why a
boy would
be excited about it... and actually enjoy what they did... what they
made me do
and say... I couldn't even begin to understand why saying, or even just
thinking about the phrase 'girls are better than boys' made my tummy
feel
giddy, and make my genitals feel funny... kind of weak and then tingly
and then
stiff... Being forced to say it by girls, and admit it freely to them
became
another early sexual fantasy of mine... okay, it's still a powerful
fantasy for
me, even now...
My
confusion demanded answers... and not knowing how to answer my
insecurities or questions, my mind returned to anger... a frustrating
cycle
needing some kind of relief to break free... I was struggling to find
what that
actual 'relief' really looked and felt like... It was more than just
another
orgasm...
I now
know that the relief I sought was actually just accepting what I
couldn't change... What had happened couldn't be erased. I just needed
to find
a way to accept it and move on along what was a kind of 'bereavement
curve...'
you can Google that... It is a variety of things that constituted this
'bereavement' - not a single item or moment. The divorce, the village
hall spanking...
being blackmailed into stripping naked in front of girls... the teasing
bullying
by girls... being masturbated by girls... losing the whole battle of
the sexes
to girls... But of course, back then, I was only eleven... a mere
puppy... and
at that moment, an angry one...
With
that anger, I wanted to make myself feel good again... I leaned
over from my bed to pick up my shorts, retrieving the little blue card
inside... The Girl's Club Code For Boy Members. I threw the shorts back
down to
the floor and placed the card down on the bed in front of me...
"Sit..."
I said to myself quietly. "Yes Miss
Caroline," I replied to myself. And then, yep I'll admit it, I kneeled
up
on the top of my bed in the position I had been posed in earlier in the
day...
knees apart and my ankles intertwined behind me with my hands on my
head...
Looking down, I made myself blush... my penis was pointing straight
out...
saying 'hello' and 'ready to go' again... "Go... little boy... do it!"
Obeying
my own command, I began to masturbate again, this time reciting the
code I had been given to practice...
"Girls
are in charge, boys are not...
Boys
are slaves, girls are not...
Girls
rule forever... and boys obey...
Because
girls are better, in every way..." I chanted... once,
twice, three times before I closed my eyes and recited it successfully
without
need to refer to the card...
"Girls
are in charge, boys are not...
Boys
are slaves, girls are not...
Girls
rule forever... and boys obey...
Because
girls are better, in every way..."
This
time I even pulled back my foreskin and gripped my erection with my
full hand... back and forth... jerking... tugging... wanking...
"Ohhh...
god! Mmmmghhhh... Yes Miss Emma... I'll obey you..."
I gasped, gently squeezing my testicles and quickening my pace... "I'll
obey all girls..."
"And
why is that fly-boy?" I replied, trying to sound like
Emma, but sounding more like my Star Wars Princess, Leia...
"Because...
because... Ohhhh... ohhh... yes... you're my
Princess..." I gasped and breathed harder, my third climax about to
burst...
My body tensed, and my hips began to thrust back and forward nearly
making me
lose balance and topple from my bed. "And because girls are better than
boys... Ohhhh... Nnggghh... girls... ohhhhh... better..." I clenched my
buttocks... I curled my toes tightly... and the pulses of orgasm surged
right
through my body... from glans to forehead and back down to my
testicles. 'JACKPOT...'
my body fizzed. $$$ $$$
I had
achieved my third dry orgasm in little more than an hour. The
latter two within a few minutes of each other... I collapsed into a
helpless
heap on my bed and sobbed... wondering where this was all going to take
me...
feeling like a failure... and a dirty little pervert.
<creeeeaaaak>
The
noise outside my bedroom door startled me... I held still, rigid as
my body gradually came back under my control... apart from my sniffling
that is.
It was an old building, being a cottage and I hoped that the sound was
just the
cottage timbers breathing in the warm summer air, maybe beginning to
cool.
To my
horror, I heard quiet footsteps creeping away from outside my
bedroom... a quiet, muffled female chuckle accompanied the footsteps...
"Mum?"
I called out weakly... too quiet for anyone to actually
hear. I curled into a tight fetal ball... my 'safe space' so much
diminished in
size... And I cried...
--
Phillip
White will return in The Village Part 2 - Tests...
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