Tough Love 4

By Arclos

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Tough Love
Chapter 4: Pain from Pleasure

The week was about halfway over when Thomas woke up. It was Wednesday and he was hating his spring break. He couldn't wait until he got to go back to school because at least it would mean that the torture was over. His butt was still extremely sore from yesterday and he didn't know how much more he could take over the week. He wondered if there was anything he could do to avoid going to Antonio's place but he knew that it was going to make things worse for him the next day. He could be sick but that would leave Antonio with a whole day to find ways to make his life a living hell. He wondered why he was so weak. He knew it was because of his shameful body but surely he should have had the strength to stand up to Antonio. He could have said no or he could have allowed him to release the video. What's the worse that could have happened? Everyone in the world would know his shameful secrets-his small penis, his ugly body, his lack of puberty? It had gotten to the point where Thomas wished he would be free from Antonio by releasing that video himself. He wondered if he has given the choice, if he had access to the video, if he would just put it on the internet for the world to find. Antonio wouldn't have any leverage over him and he could spend the rest of his spring break doing what he wanted to do.

As he thought about this, he realized that it didn't matter. He wouldn't do anything with the video. He wouldn't release it even if it meant servitude to Antonio. He hated this body so much that he actually thought he deserved this. He might hate it but his ass deserved to be spanked and for everything that was happening to him. It was Antonio who deserved the blowjobs and to be pleased. Antonio had a real man's body while Thomas was just a little boy. Thomas had gotten spanked, he had been forced to sexually please Antonio, and he had been publicly embarrassed. He was being forced to be in the nude and it was all because he didn't like his body. He wasn't happy with the situation but he decided to stop fighting it. He decided that if anything, it was time that he started helping Antonio. Oh, he was going to hate every minute of it. He was going to be embarrassed. He was going to be in so much pain. He was going to want mercy, he was going to want it to end, and he was going to hope that Antonio would release him by putting that video online. He was going to be powerless but he was going to accept this. In doing so, it oddly gave him a level of power he didn't have before. If he was going to get spanked hard then he was going to ensure that it hurt so much that even Antonio would want to give him mercy. If he was going to give Antonio a blowjob, then he would take his time to ensure that Antonio got the most out of his experience.

He went into the bathroom and stripped naked. There was his pitiful body. The one that ashamed him. He got a razer and shaved everything below the neck. He didn't really have that much hair but he ensured that nothing was going to grow. He proceeded to masturbate. There was no cum but Thomas knew this was going to happen. It was to add to his shame. Once he was done, he took a shower. His butt was still showing signs from the spankings he had received. As he washed his balls, he could still feel the shadow of the pain he felt as they were used as a punching bag. He took his hand and actually pressed them so that he would feel the pain all over again. Once he was clean, he stepped out of the shower. He felt like a new boy: one who would accept his destiny. One who would embrace it even as he hated it. It was liberating.

As for Antonio, he was feeling the pressure to top himself. How could he top a day where Thomas literally got spanked all day? He thought about Thomas's body. He had largely concentrated on the ass. There might have been some pain to the balls, his feet, and his hands but it was butt where most of the pain went. He decided that while he wouldn't give up spanking Thomas for the day, he would direct his attention to another piece of the body. That smell penis of Thomas. He realized he had his answer. He was going to make it so that Thomas would never want to masturbate again-so that it would hurt for Thomas to even pee.

When Thomas showed up at Antonio's home, he bid farewell to his parents outside. He went to the door, opened it and stepped inside. Antonio didn't realize he had come in yet. The door had been left unlocked for him. It was a safe community which built a level of trust. Once Thomas' parents were away, Thomas stripped naked. He put his clothes on the side and went outside. He rung the doorbell, aware that anybody could see him. This was his punishment: total nudity. Antonio went downstairs and noticed the clothes. He was surprised that Thomas was outside, where anybody could see him. Antonio opened the door. Thomas asked him “So what am I going to be doing today?” Antonio smiled cruelly and stated “You're going to masturbate.” Thomas was a bit surprised. He wasn't expecting to do that until the end of the day.

They went to Antonio's room and Thomas started to masturbate. Whereas before, he tried to get it over with as soon as possible with little passion, he started to masturbate like normal. Antonio didn't mind. Thomas kept going and going as Antonio got on his computer. He brought up pictures of hot girls for Thomas to look at. Thomas got sexually excited, his hands got faster, and he had an orgasm. It was dry, of course, but it was one. Thomas put his hands to his side but Antonio told him to keep going. Thomas was surprised and kept pulling on his penis. It was a bit odd as he felt that he was done and his penis had a strange feeling but he was able to keep it hard. He cummed again and he was forced to keep doing it. Over and over again. His penis was starting to protest. It was telling him that it was getting tired but Thomas couldn't stop. He didn't want to stop. It stopped being pleasurable and he continued to be ashamed of his inability to cum. So he hated this. He hoped that he would be relieved but he felt like he shouldn't be. Over and over again. His hand became an endless cycle of going up and down, his arm became a machine.

This continued until Thomas' arm got so tired that he complained to Antonio. Antonio understood and started to give Thomas a handjob. Only it wasn't the kind of handjob that one would give to a lover but to an enemy. It was rough and non-repentant. Thomas orgasmed once again, his penis getting more and more sore. It was terrible but Antonio refused to stop. He orgasmed again and again until finally his penis got soft. Antonio tried but he couldn't get it hard again. Thomas was done. His penis was so sore that it would hurt to even pee. Antonio had accomplished his goal for the day but it was only lunch time.

Thomas was drained by the number of orgasms so Antonio decided to wait until after food and launch to sodomize him. Thomas accepted this. He ate his food, happy to get energy. He drank the water, happy to drench his thirst. Once Thomas was done, Antonio entered him. It was painful and Thomas screamed but he didn't fight it. He allowed it to happen. Once they were done, Antonio wondered what to do for the rest of the day. It was Thomas who got an idea. “I think you should spank my penis.” Thomas said.
“Are you sure?” Antonio replied.
“Yes. I think it would hurt.”
“I don't get it. Why suggest this?”
“I earned it. I deserve it for this body. It needs to be punished.”

And so Antonio agreed. They went to his room and Antonio got some belts. He tied Thomas so that he wouldn't be tempted to cover up during the spanking. Antonio didn't want to hurt Thomas' balls. Not today. So he used a string to tie Thomas' soft penis and attached it to a cloth pin, which went on Thomas' nipple. It hurt Thomas but the consequence was that his penis was standing straight. Even thought the penis was drained from the morning, it got semi-hard. Antonio got a strap and he ensured to aim at the penis. He went after it like it was a cyclops and he was Odysseus. He would miss a few times and hit the balls. It should be obvious that Thomas was in pain. He hated it. He wished for mercy but he didn't want it to stop. He was having conflicting desires. In the end, Antonio stopped when his arm was tired. Thomas' penis was not only sore from the morning but now it was red.

They spent the rest of the day watching television. There were a few times when the show was on a low point so Antonio would spank Thomas' butt with his hand. They left an impression and he always got to the point where Thomas cried. There were also a few times when he made Thomas give him a blowjob. At the end of the day, Thomas was asked to masturbate once again. He managed to get his penis hard and it was so sore. It was so painful but he pushed through with his resolve to punish his own body. He had an orgasm but he got no pleasure.

When his parents came home, he got dressed before they could see him naked. He turned to Antonio and said “So what's for tomorrow?” Antonio stated he was thinking but it was Thomas who gave him the idea of where to go next. Thomas stated “I'm thinking it's a day to concentrate on my balls.” Antonio smiled at that idea.

It was fun to torture Thomas when he didn't want it but Antonio was finding a new level of pleasure by having Thomas submit suggestions. Antonio knew that Thomas didn't want it to happen as much as he did.

Thomas had accepted the idea of tough love...only it was to himself.

(The End)