Susie's Response

By NAMB

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This story is intended for adults only. It contains depictions of forced nudity, spanking, and/or sexual activity of preteen and young teen children. This is fantasy, and the author in no way endorses or practices these things on real life. If you are not of legal age in your community to read or view such material, please leave now.
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Susie’s Response

This story is a follow-on to Susie’s letter to Boy Stuff Magazine INF26_Its_not_fair_26 and Dr. Cassandra Miller’s response. Susie is writing to her Cousin Michelle after reading Dr. Miller’s book.

Dear Michelle,

Last time I wrote you, I shared the letter Dr. Cassandra Miller sent me in response to my letter to Boy Stuff Magazine. I told you that she also sent me a book. The book is called, “What Every Girl Should Know About Female Domination.”

I’ve read the book and I think you’ll enjoy reading it with me as I read it again when you come visit this summer.

The first couple of chapters are on how boys look and how their parts work. I already knew all this stuff. I am studying to be a doctor after all and I even have my own copy of Grey’s Anatomy; Aunt Bess gave it to me for my last birthday.

However the anatomy book isn’t as well illustrated. Dr. Miller’s book has pictures of boys of all ages from newborn infant to adult male both circumcised and uncircumcised all with penises in various stages of arousal. The pictures clearly show male sexual development at various ages. It’s surprising how much boys lag us girls in this area. Most boys don’t even get hair down there until they’re teens.

The book also had a number of pictures showing the differences in penis size and shape. It even has an interesting histogram showing the distribution of sizes, but instead of plain bars like on a normal chart, they use pictures of erect penises. :)

I’m pretty sure I know more about boys and their penises and how they work than most boys or maybe even men do. Any girl who reads this book would. If the book stopped right there, it would be worth it to demystify the male sex.

But the book doesn’t stop there. It continues to explain the real difference between girls and boys and why girls are superior.

Chapter 3 is all about male masturbation. I thought I knew all about this. Well, I didn’t. There are all kinds of ways boys masturbate besides jerking off. In fact, there are two different ways to jerk off: one using lubrication and the other by pulling the skin of the shaft over the head.

The book has testimonies from boys who swear by each of the masturbational methods. What’s really interesting is that the stories are from boys as young as 6, all the way to adult male. 6 years old? Wow! Boys take a downward turn early in life. The book has a many pictures of boys demonstrating the various techniques. I wonder how Dr. Miller got those. They look like they were taken at a lot of different home locations.

Boys masturbate with a number of different things too. Chapter 4 talks about fetishes that boys have. They fantasize about us girls of course, but they also get hard thinking about or looking at different things that have nothing or almost nothing at all with sex.

I don’t know about this fetish stuff, but that’s OK. Dr. Miller explains that it’s something mostly men and boys are into. Women and girls have more control over themselves in this area. It’s another weakness of boys and she suggests that we can use it against them. Sometimes merely displaying the fetish object is enough to frustrate boys; the girl doesn’t have to do any work at all!

Some boys get off with bras and panties. I can kind of understand that; after all, they are uniquely girl-garments and they do touch those special places in our bodies.

A lot of boys get off on girls’ shoes. What’s with that? Everybody has shoes. OK, girls’ shoes sometimes look different, but they are made of the same kind of stuff boys’ shoes are made of: leather or canvas and rubber.

Boys also get off on body parts. Boobs, as you can imagine, are the biggest turn-on. However rear ends and feet also get them going. Boys have buttocks and feet too. However, from now on, I’m not going out ever again without painting my toenails. I don’t know when I might come across a foot-loving boy. Tight, ass-cheek hugging shorts are another item that I’ll start wearing. A girl has to use every weapon she can find in this battle of the sexes.

In addition to body parts and pieces of clothing, there are different materials such as silk, leather and rubber. I know I like the smell of leather, but that’s because I like it. It doesn’t get me turned on sexually. I know that some things made of rubber can have a pretty strong smell.

Dr. Miller calls the sense of smell the “primal” sense. In order to smell, molecules of whatever it is you are smelling actually have to enter the body and they are detected by nerves that are right next to the brain.

This has a very strong effect on people and causes them to link a scent with a memory or an event. Maybe that’s why perfume is so important although she claims men get excited over women’s natural scents even more. I don’t think my panties smell nice after a long, hot, active day, but according to Dr. Miller, that smell can send a man’s penis skyrocketing! When I think about molecules from my body’s most intimate areas tickling a boy’s brain, it makes me feel powerful.

Dr. Miller also suggested combining fetishes. So if a boy has a silk fetish and a pantie fetish, then he’s likely to masturbate by feeling and smelling silky panties or if he has a fetish for shoes and rubber, then maybe a pair of smelly sneakers might get him going. Talk about combining all fetishes. He might even rub his penis with them!

Dr. Miller says that a lot boys masturbate by rubbing their penises with fetish objects. I always thought that if I masturbated a boy, it would be by using my hands to jerk him off. Now I wonder if with some boys if I should use my feet or maybe even my shoes.

For other boys, it’s not enough to masturbate with girls’ clothes; they prefer to masturbate in girls clothes. I’ve heard of cross-dressing, and I don’t know what to think of it. In one sense it’s kind of flattering to think that boys want to be like us. On the other hand, why? Does it make them feel humiliated? Do they think they are degrading themselves by being like girls? Grrr!

Degradation is a big topic with Dr. Miller. She says that it causes excitement in a lot of men. I can’t see why, but as she says, “Men are almost a different species when it comes to sex.” I know it’s fun when I can pull a put-down over on Peter. It makes me feel good. I never thought it would make him feel good too. He’s never happy about it, at least on the outside. Am I secretly turning him on on the inside?

According to Dr. Miller’s book, most boys develop their fetishes at an early age and keep them for the rest of their lives. So think of it, Michelle, there are boys out there right now who get hard looking at your feet or maybe fantasizing about getting a glimpse of your panties.

The more I think about it, it kind of makes me glad to be a girl and have all this power just by being a girl. It’s like we girls have invisible fingers with which we can reach across the room, unzip a boy’s fly and finger his penis into hardness. And we don’t even have to think about it. It comes naturally to us. We just have to wake up and recognize it.

I know I’m going to run a lot of experiments with Peter if I ever get the chance and see what fetishes make him hard and I’ll be sure to surround him with whatever those things are so as to make him stay hard all day.

Chapter 5 was one of the best chapters. Chapter 3 discussed the physical aspects of male masturbation. Chapter 4 started to bridge the gap between the physical parts of masturbation and the psychological parts. Chapter 5 completes the picture.

Chapter 5 discusses why boys masturbate and what they think about when they do. The results of the study surprised me.

One of the reasons boys keep masturbating is because it feels good. It releases dopamine into the brain. Dopamine is sort of like doggie treats for the brain. When the body does something pleasurable, the brain gets a reward with a shot of dopamine. Eventually, the boy becomes addicted to masturbation and needs to do it more and more to get satisfaction.

What boys think about while masturbating is something else. The book describes how the study was conducted. They put men in a booth with a movie screen. The researchers put a small collar on his penis to measure its hardness.

At first they showed clips of news articles, sporting events and even cartoons to get the men relaxed and comfortable with being naked even though they were in the privacy of a booth. This was the baseline or control part of the experiment.

They then showed clips of pornography of various kinds from soft porn to really heavy action featuring all kinds of sexual acts with varying intensities.

The men’s hardness showed the things that turned them on the most. I can’t imagine what it would be like to have an organ that was so much out of my control that someone else could manipulate it even without touching it. It reminds me of another of Dr. Miller’s statement, “As the penis goes, so goes the man. Control a man’s penis and you control the man.”

The results showed that there was no single thing that turned men on. I don’t mean that different men get turned on by different things. That’s certainly true. But the same man may get turned on by a number of different things.

As you can imagine, most men got turned on by looking at naked women and watching heterosexual intercourse.

A surprising number of men get turned on by watching lesbian sex. According to Dr. Miller, this is their version of penis envy: they are jealous of how a woman can satisfy another woman better than a man can even though she doesn’t have a penis. Penises are expendable!

However, almost 75% of the men also got turned on by various female-dominated themes: anything from having the woman initiate and direct sex to being tied up and beaten.

The milder the activity, the more men liked it. For example CFNM, that’s clothed female, naked male is extremely popular. The pictures portraying this were about bachelorette parties, male strip acts and even private parties. It seems that boys are proud of their organs and really do want to show them off.

I know that I was very comfortable with my brother’s nudity when I helped with his physical. He claims he didn’t like it, but I’m not sure. Maybe under some other circumstances he would be more cooperative especially if there’s a reward at the end of it like masturbation.

A lot smaller percent of men get off being humiliated for having a small penis. Sometimes this is combined with cuckholding which is having another man make love to your woman even while you watch. This doesn’t apply to Peter and me. He doesn’t even have a steady girlfriend yet, and his penis is actually just a tad over average in size according to the book. We measured it at his physical. You’ll see for yourself when you get here.

Another large percent of men enjoy cunninglingus, that is, when a man licks a woman’s clitoris with his tongue. It’s sort of the opposite of a blow job.

Michelle, I have to ask you something at this point and I want to tell you something, but you have to keep it a complete secret. Do you do it? I mean, do you put your fingers up there and touch your clitty and rub it around? I do and it feels great. If you do, maybe we can do it together when you come or maybe we can do it to each other. I was wondering what it would feel like to have a boy do that, only with his tongue.

Yes, I know, it must be disgusting for the boy. I mean we do make pee down there too, and there are secretions and sometimes, it’s just plain sweaty. I think if I ever have a boy do it to me, I’ll make sure I’m clean. On the other hand, I’m not sure I want a boy seeing me down there. I don’t know if I’d mind another girl seeing me there, if you know what I mean. We can talk more about this when you get here.

Dr. Miller says it’s important for us girls to help each other out.

A surprising number of men liked being penetrated by a woman, even men who claim to be straight. What the woman does is take this hard rubber thing called a dildo and straps it around her waist. Some dildos look exactly like penises, others are either just totally smooth or have weird shapes.

The woman straps the dildo around her waist and has the guy bend over and fucks him up the ass! Did I just say, “fucks him up the ass?” I know, it’s not like me to use profanity, but just saying “fucks him up the ass,” makes me feel powerful and makes my insides feel funny. I think I’d like to try this; it looks like so much fun in the pictures and the men have to get in the oddest positions so the women can penetrate them, but I have no idea where I could get a dildo.

Men also have things called butt plugs. They’re like dildos except they seem to be fatter and shorter. The guys sticks it up his ass and leaves it there. It could be worn under clothing. I thought of old man Archer, our stick-in-the-mud history teacher wearing one. He’’ probably go crazy trying to figure out why I’m smiling and giggling in History Class from now on.

Still other men are into a thing called male chastity. There are these cages that you can lock a penis up in. It will let the boy pee, but he can’t stand up to do it; he has to sit like us girls. The best thing is that it prevents the boy from jerking off. The woman who has the key to unlock him is called his keyholder and she gets to decide when he can have sexual release and when he can’t. So if he doesn’t do what she says, he stays locked up.

I like the sound of that. I’m sure that’s what Dr. Miller had in mind when she said, “Control a boy’s penis and you control the boy.” Can you imagine all those horny boys we know, all locked up in chastity devices? And we have the keys and they have to come begging to us to be let out and we can make them do anything we want? Oh, Michelle, this makes me just tingle all over especially down there. I think I just wet my panties.

Phew. I had to stop there for a while. Until I read this book, I didn’t realize what power we girls have and how sexually weak boys are. I never realized the vast number of perversions men are subject to. They just can’t help themselves.

The book mentioned that most girls and most boys have these feelings, but are afraid to express them because they believe that they are the only ones who have them.

Dr. Miller recommends exposing both boys and girls to female domination about the same time that they are learning the “other” facts of life and are beginning to start feeling their sexual identities. She believes that removing the veil of secrecy from female domination will lead to the natural order of things where men aren’t the violent creatures they are today, but loving, caring individuals devoted to serving the women in their lives.

Armed with all this knowledge, those poor boys don’t have a chance. Bring on the Battle of the Sexes. We females will conquer. Girls Rule!

I have to admit, I had these feelings but I didn’t know what to do with them. Now that I know that it’s normal to have these feelings and that other girls and women have them too, I’m more comfortable and confident with them.

How about you, Michelle, do you have the urge to be “on top” of boys? I bet you will, if you just give yourself a chance. We just have to go over the book together when you come here. There’s so much to learn! Every girl should read this book.

I’m also getting help from my mom. At the suggestion of our family doctor, mom just started Steven on a drug called Puericil. I looked it up in my PDR.

I expected it to work like most drugs do: block this or stimulate that. It does more than that. It actually works on selected neurological paths in the brain making the connection between different parts of the brain stronger.

In particular it connects the parts of the brain associated with a man’s natural sexual attraction to women with the amygdule (fear center). So when a boy finds himself attracted to a girl he also finds himself fearing her. All girls have a certain physical attraction to boys. With Puericil, this attraction becomes a respect and awe for them.

The second effect the drug has on the brain is when a boy does something that pleases a girl, there is a flood of Dopamine. The boy is rewarded for pleasing females. Repeated rewards means repeated positive performance. As with masturbation, the effect is addictive. In fact, the effects of Puericil override those of masturbation, so most boys discontinue the practice unless it is in the context of pleasing a girl.

A lot of doctors prescribe Puericil for boys who are into excessive masturbation like Peter apparently is, if I can believe the stains I see in the laundry and those caked and dried tissues in the trash can next to the desk with his computer on it.

Both of these effects combine to make the boy both submissive to female authority, and gives them an eagerness to serve women and girls.

There are also some physiological effects. Puericil moderates the effects of testosterone. This inhibits puberty in developing boys. If boys are put on the drug early enough, then by the time they are 12-years old, they look like an 8-year old, especially in the penis department. I like tiny dicks; they look so cute and non-threatening. By the time a P-boy is 16-years old, he barely looks like he’s started puberty.

This exacerbates the gap in physical maturity between boys and girls. Had Steven been put on Pericil as a child he’d be my “kid brother” now. Since he’s started late, he’ll probably stand still while I grow up and pass him. Our family doctor says he might even regress a little.

The drug also softens the muscle tone restricting boys to small, hard muscles rather than bulky muscles; reduces hair growth: hair grows slower and sparser and comes in lighter and finer, and generally adds more feminine features to the boy’s body.

Puericil has already changed my brother’s behavior. He no longer picks on me and in fact is eager to do any favors I ask of him. He’s much calmer and far less aggressive. I tried a test the other day and deliberately acted bitchy to him all day long and he just accepted it without complaint. In fact, the next day he came to me and apologized and asked me what he did to offend me.

I think I could learn to like being a bitch. :)

He’s much better at doing his chores around the house, especially those that mom gives him. I think she likes him being on the drug as well. He’s the perfect son and doesn’t back talk to her and even does his homework when she asks without giving her a hard time.

All this in just a couple weeks with the drug!

Mom says that Steven has some “needs” and that it wouldn’t be appropriate for her to take care of them. I know what she means. The book explains that while every male needs a female in charge of his discipline, the discipline is more effective when administered by a girl closer to his own age rather than a female who would normally have authority over him anyway.

So, starting Monday, I get to be in charge of Steven. I get to decide what chores he does and when he has to do them. I’m going to have him take over the laundry and the dishes and making the beds from me.

I also get to decide other things in his life like when he has to go to bed, or take a shower or even what he is allowed to wear to school.

But most of all, I get to be in charge of his sex life. He is under mom’s strict orders not to masturbate unless I tell him he can. Not only does he have to come to me for permission, but he also has to do it whenever I ask.

Remember what the book said about keyholders? I can’t get a chastity device, but I bet mom can. Hmm, I wonder if it would be too much to ask her for a dildo too? Well, maybe not just yet. Let me prove my dominance over Peter to her first and that I’m responsible enough to use one.

I’m planning to have him put on a show for my friends, but not just yet. I’ll have some fun having him serve them in more “ordinary” ways first. Of course, since my friends are girls, he’s already inclined to serve them. I’ll wait to throw his coming out party until you get here. Besides mom wants to clear it with my friends’ moms. They all think it’s a good idea but we need the final OK.

Suffice it to say, when you get here this summer, he’ll be totally at your disposal. I think that by that time, he’ll enjoy having *two* girls order him around.

Your Excited Cousin,
Susie.

(The End)