Her Brother's Keeper
By NAMB
modestnot@gmail.com
Copyright 2016 by NAMB
all rights reserved
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This
story is intended for adults only. It contains depictions of forced
nudity,
spanking, and/or sexual activity of preteen and young teen children. This
is fantasy, and the
author in no way endorses or practices these things on real life.
If you are not of legal age in your community to read or
view
such material, please leave now.
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I
guess I went too far when I slipped out at night and
joined Charlie and his older brother Peter. We “borrowed” their neighbor’s car
to do a little joy riding. Unfortunately, the police didn’t see it that way
when they stopped us for speeding. Fortunately, nobody was hurt and the car
wasn’t even damaged.
I
might have gotten off with a lighter sentence if this were the first time I was
in the courtroom. I was a frequent visitor on a number of charges from breaking
and entering, trespassing, vandalism, underage drinking and get this –
violation of the town ordinance on noise abatement after hours. Why do volume
knobs go that high if they weren’t intended to be used?
My
choices were confinement (Juvenile Hall) or undergo psychiatric evaluation. I
had to undergo at least 9 months’ worth of evaluation and make “satisfactory
progress” or I’d wind up in jail. Of course my mom opted for sending me to the
shrink.
I
won’t forget that first visit; it was so embarrassing. It was a family meeting
including my mother and sister. The shrink, Dr. Amy Amundsen, talked mainly
with my mother. She explained that for the rest of the sessions, she would be
working primarily with me, but consulting with my mother after each session.
Mom
portrayed my life in not too glowing terms. “I don’t know what’s wrong with
Greg. Ever since his dad died, he’s become more and more rebellious. He used to
be a good student in school and now he’s failing most of his courses and skips
classes about as much as he attends them.
He’s
constantly fighting with his younger sister. He hangs out with questionable
company – I think they goad him into doing a lot of the things he does.
He
masturbates incessantly …”
That
was too much. I had to interject, “MOM!”
“Well,
it’s true. Not only do I see the stains in the laundry, but I’ve caught you
doing it. Even Emily’s caught you.”
“Well,
you guys could knock, you know. I deserve my privacy.”
“I’m
sorry, Greg, but you were not supposed to be doing it.”
My
sister put in, “I didn’t know what you were doing, and haven’t I been knocking
ever since? It was gross. I don’t want to see you do it again.”
I
doubted the veracity of my sister’s statement. She’s a sneaky little bitch
always trying to play up her role as a sweet, little innocent 11-year-old girl.
She’s very good at “flying under the radar” while mom’s keeping her eye out on
me. I know she blabbed everything to her girlfriends. She probably took great
pride in telling them how she caught her big brother naked with his hand on his
penis.
However,
I did get caught and on the occasions when mom or my sister did catch me, I did
a quick cover up. But still it’s embarrassing and we certainly don’t need to
air the family dirty laundry in front of a stranger.
“Fair
enough,” mom said. “But that filth you look at when you do it. You shouldn’t be
looking at that stuff. Even grown-up men should not be looking at that stuff.
Least of all a 14-year old boy like you. It’s unrealistic, it’s perverted, it
will give you the wrong ideas, especially about women.”
Dr.
Amundson interrupted, “OK, fine. We can have this discussion at a later time.
It’s
perfectly natural for a teenaged boy to masturbate. Nearly every boy does it.
I’d be concerned if you didn’t masturbate. As long as it isn’t excessive, it’
probably even healthy.”
“Oh
great!” I thought. Here’s a woman who probably don’t know shit what it’s like
to be a boy, spouting this crap to my mom and sister.”
“Now
as to whether what fantasy materials you masturbate to is appropriate, is a
topic we will discuss in future sessions.
At
the moment, we need to get the general picture.
Ms.
Baker, would you please continue.”
I
felt crushed. Here my most intimate secret was exposed and tossed aside
casually. I did not look forward to discussing my masturbation habit and jerk off
fantasies with this woman. I was totally humiliated first by my mother who
exposed the secret, and then by the doctor who treated it as casually as
whether or not I washed my hands after going to the bathroom. My sister even
made her own contribution to my embarrassment by remaining silent but giving me
that “I got you now” smirk she gets whenever she gets the better of me. I know
she’ll be flashing it at me from now on.
Mom
went on explaining the various misdeeds I’ve done. She had quite a list, and did
not have to go back too far to generate it.
Mom
reeled off misdemeanor after misdemeanor. Even I was surprised. I couldn’t deny
any of it. I did do all those deeds and in such a short time. I never stopped
to think about it.
The
doctor turned to my sister and asked, “And what do you have to say?”
Emily
was shy to start but with some prodding from the doctor, told her story, “Greg
used to be a great brother, he used to be nice to me and my friends but then
something happened. I don’t know what it was, but now he’s mean all the time. I
hate him!”
“How
would you like your old brother back? Could you like him then?”
“Yeah
sure.”
“Well,
that’s what we’re all here for. To put Greg back on track.
How
about the time you caught your brother masturbating? Do you want to talk about
it? We can talk about it here and now or I can talk with you privately.”
“I’ll
talk now. There’s really not a lot to say. I went in to see if I could borrow
his charger for my phone. Mine’s broken. And there he was with his pants pulled
down, looking at a picture of a man and woman on the computer and the man was
licking at her vagina.
Greg
had his hand on his penis and it was big and hard. I didn’t get to see it real
well because he covered it up with his hands and he yelled at me to get out.”
It
was not a totally accurate description. Based on how far into my room she was
standing, she had obviously opened the door quietly and crept in. I have no
idea how long she had been standing there watching me until I noticed her.
“And
how did you feel about it?”
“It
was kind of gross. I felt kind of bad for him. It must be embarrassing to be
caught doing that.”
Mom
interrupted, “I had to have a talk with Emily about that. There were a couple
of things that I wasn’t quite ready to explain to her yet but I was forced to
deal with the situation her brother inflicted on her.”
“That’s
OK, Ms. Baker. I’m sure you did the right thing.
So
how do you feel about it now? Are you traumatized, do you have bad dreams or
anything?”
“No.
I’m OK with it. Mom told me the same thing you just said. It’s something that
boys just do.”
“Rest
assured, we’ll be managing all of your brother’s habits. I’m sure he’s not a
bad boy and with the proper guidance and treatment, we can turn him into a
proper gentleman.”
Gee,
it’s so nice that all these bitches are interested in turning me back into some
feminist’s concept of a nice boy.
“There’s
one more thing,” the doctor said to my mom. “If I have to prescribe any
medication for Greg, I’m going to have the results of a physical. When did Greg
have his last physical?”
“About
two years ago.”
“I’m
afraid that’s not good enough. Who’s your doctor.”
“Robert
Miller.”
“Didn’t
he retire?”
“Yes,
that’s why everyone is behind in their physicals.”
“I
can get you in with Dr. Mary Parkens. She’s just down the hall.”
“I’d
like that.”
Dr.
Amundsen pushed a button on her phone. “Marge, can you give Dr. Parkens a call
and see if you can schedule a physical for Greg?”
A
couple of minutes later the phone on the desk buzzed. The doctor answered it.
“OK, great. Let me ask.”
“Turning
to my mom she said, “Dr. Parkens had a cancellation. She’s available at 2 PM if
you are interested.”
Mom
was interested. “Sure that gives us time to squeeze in lunch after we get out
of here.
-=o=-
Lunch
was not a happy affair. Even though we went to one of my favorite burger places
and there were a couple of cute girls there, I just didn’t feel like eating. I
certainly didn’t feel good about returning to the medical center, the “scene of
the crime” for my physical.
We
arrived early to meet with the office staff and fill out all the paperwork. We
also had another “family meeting” with a nurse who took our medical histories.
The only embarrassment for me was that mom volunteered that I was into puberty.
Surprisingly, so was my sister. This amazed me: I didn’t wet cum until well
after I was 12, and she’s having her period already at 11! At least there was
no mention of my masturbation habits.
We
were then called to meet the doctor. It might have been easier if Dr. Parkens
was a man or even an old hag. The problem was that she was a very attractive
woman.
I
had seen her when we first arrived at the office and thought she was a very
cute teenaged volunteer: she didn’t look her age.
I
knew that with college and medical school and all that she had to be close to
30 at least, but she looked half that age. If I had met her anywhere else, I
would have hit on her.
The
doctor introduced herself and made sure she had her records straight. She then
explained to my mother, “I’m going to give Greg a complete physical. Since he
is a minor, according to state law, I need a witness. I can call in one of the
nurses to do this, or you can witness the exam. He might be more comfortable
with you rather than a stranger.”
“I’ll
stay,” mom said, and before my sister could also volunteer her services as a
witness, mom added, “Emily, why don’t you go out in the lounge and wait for
us.”
My
sister left trying to hide her disappointment.
“I’ll
be back in a moment. In the meantime, strip to your shorts and put this robe
on.”
I
felt funny taking off my clothes in front of my mother. I was glad I didn’t
have to take off my underpants. Putting on the robe didn’t help much. It was
totally open in the back.
The
doctor came back and examined my body. For the most part, it was routine with
her checking out eyes, ears, nose, throat and feeling for lumps and bumps from
neck down to toes. For this she made me take off the robe and lie down on the
table. I felt more exposed and it was having its effect on me. I felt more
vulnerable and more controlled.
I
was beginning to feel aroused with this very pretty woman touching me even
though in “ordinary” places on my body. I was beginning to get an erection and,
for at least one time in my life, at a time when I least wanted one.
Then
the part that I was fearing came. “Stand up and drop your underpants,” the
doctor said with the same calmness that my mom might have said, “Pass the salt,
please,” at the dinner table. I wonder how many men and boys have been naked in
front of this woman before.
I
could feel myself blushing as I disrobed. Soon I was completely naked except
for underwear draped around my knees. I was naked in front of two fully-clothed
women. I tried to rationalize that one was my mom and the other was a
professional but what came through was two clothed females, one naked male.
Although
I didn’t like to admit it, CFNM was one of my favorite fantasies. It gave me
tremendous hard-ons and was exceptionally satisfying to jerk off to. But I
never wanted to do it “for real.” Yet, here it was, happening to me.
That
was all it took to get my penis to full hardness. I blushed even deeper as I
heard my mom gasp.
The
doctor re-assured her, “Don’t worry about it, it happens a lot with my male
patients. It actually makes it easier for me. I don’t have to ‘skin them back’
to check the skin on the shaft.
And
at least I don’t have to ask questions about erectile dysfunction.” She
concluded with a girlish giggle. At this point I was convinced that she truly
was a 15-year-old girl masquerading as a doctor.
Despite
its fully-exposed and erected state, she could not examine it without touching
it. I never had a girl touch me there before although I’ve often fantasized
about it.
It
was as she moved her fingers off my penis and started handling my balls that it
happened. For all the world, I didn’t want it to happen, but it did: I came.
I
just didn’t cum. I came with full force and a flood of volume. “Oh my God,” I
heard mom say.
I
just blushed and lowered my head. This was total humiliation.
The
doctor was very understanding. She said, “Don’t worry about it. You’re not the
first teenaged boy who ejaculated in this office involuntarily. It’s messy, but
it tells me that that part of you works just fine.
Here’s
some wipes. Clean yourself up. I’ll wash up and change gloves. I still have
some more things to do. Don’t worry about the stuff on the floor,” she said
dropping some paper towels over it, “The staff will clean it up. Just be
careful not to step in it.”
It
felt funny wiping the cum off my ultra-sensitive penis with the cold,
alcohol-soaked wipes. I knew that I was going to have to walk out of that room
past the staff and that they were going to have to come in and clean up my mess
and know what I had just done. I hoped I never had to come back.
As
the doctor was cleaning up, she explained, “Don’t worry about the premature
ejaculation. As I said, it happens. Some of it is the novelty of the
experience. Some of it is that you are 14 years old. It may actually get worse
before it gets better, but as you get older you’ll have more control.
I
understand that you are a patient of Dr. Amundsen. If necessary, she can
counsel you if it becomes a problem. I, or any other medical doctor, can also
help. My specialty isn’t urology, but I can recommend a good urologist should
the need arise.
But
I’ll give you this piece of advice. When the time comes and the moment is right
– as the commercial says – use a condom and use one with a desensitizing agent
inside it.”
Oh
great, one more woman talking about my sex life.
What
came next wasn’t a lot of fun either. It started with the doctor saying. “Bend
over and hold onto the edge of the table. Try to relax.”
I’ve
learned that bowel movements are easier if I relax. That works very well for
things going out. I’ve never experienced something going in. Not even a rectal
thermometer.
My
rectum nearly convulsed when her fingertip touched it. “Just relax and it won’t
hurt. You’ll feel a little bit of pressure and a slight discomfort, but it will
be over in about 10 seconds.
Just
be glad I’m a woman. Most male doctors have thicker fingers.”
Her
finger made it past the sphincter and I had to admit, it was not as bad as I
thought it would be. As she felt her way around inside me, she landed on my
prostate. She said, “This is your prostate gland. I’m telling you this so
you’ll know what to tell a doctor if you should ever feel pain in this area.
I’m just checking to see if it is enlarged.”
She
felt around it and I had mixed feelings about it. First of all, there was the
feeling of being totally violated and there was the full feeling of discomfort
of which the doctor advised, but there was also this pleasant feeling that
radiated from the gland to my penis. I had just cum and very powerfully. There
should be nothing left in there, yet I managed to trickle out just a bit of
precum.
It
scared me a bit on how much power a woman can have over my body. My most
sexually intimate functions of my body were completely in control of this
woman. She literally had my entire male essence on her fingertip.
She
withdrew and I actually felt a slight sense of loss along with sense of relief.
She handed me another wipe. “Clean yourself up and get dressed.” Those were the
best words I heard all day.
She
left and an assistant knocked and came in shortly thereafter with cleaning
supplies. This was the “staff” who was sent to clean up my mess. The woman took
a look at the mess on the floor and then looked at me. I could not deny it. I
was the only one in the room with a penis, so it had to be my mess.
A
nurse also stuck her head in the door and told us to come with her. She handed
us some paperwork and pointed towards the lab. The assistant there handed me a
cup and pointed to the bathroom. “Please read the instructions on the paper and
go in there and give us a urine sample.” I wondered if my cum clogged plumbing
would invalidate the test. Fortunately for me, ejaculation causes urination: I
always have to go after having a cum. First, I cleaned it again with an alcohol
wipe and then I peed normally for a couple of seconds to clear out the tubes
and then took aim at the cup.
I
know that from now on, every time I use an alcohol wipe, I’m going to think of
this humiliating experience. What’s worse is that my sister uses them all the
time to clean her glasses.
I
then went and sat down and waited to have my blood drawn. Once again, an
alcohol wipe. How many gallons of alcohol does this office go through in a day?
I
rejoined my mother and sister in the waiting room. My sister greeted me with
her smirk. I was just glad that she didn’t witness my humiliation in the exam
room and for whatever negative thoughts I had of my mother, I knew she wouldn’t
tell her. Even though I was sure my sister didn’t know and would never know
what went on in there, I knew. It made me uncomfortable to be around her. In
fact, I became a bit more leery about the whole female gender in general.
We
checked out and went home. I logged into my computer and browsed to one of my
favorite sites. I logged off. I was not in the mood to masturbate.
-=o=-
It
was only my mom and me at the next session with Dr. Amundsen.
“I
got the results back from Dr. Parkens. The good news is that Greg is a
perfectly healthy boy. His blood sugar level was a bit elevated, but I
understand that he had just eaten, so that’s not an issue.
Every
other vital sign and test is on perfect target for a boy of his age.
Dr.
Parkens also put in her notes about his ‘accident.’ Medically, that’s not a big
deal, but it’s an important point for me to know.”
Great!
Now Doc Shrink knows all about it. It’s a good thing I know that her eyes are
blue, because I’ll never be able to look at them again. I felt like I was
turned inside out and totally exposed to this woman.
“I’d
like to put Greg on a medication called Puericil. It’s been on the market for
several years now and is very efficient at combatting aggression in young
males.
It
helps make them less agitated.”
“I’m
not sure I want Greg on drugs,” mom said. “He has trouble focusing as it is.”
“Actually,
the drug increase focus by attenuating his agitation. I think this drug will
help him make the progress he needs as ordered by the court. He’ll need to take
it throughout the program and I recommend it until he turns 18.”
“Tell
me more about it. What are the side effects?”
“It
works on the central nervous system and targets certain centers in the brain.
The good part about it is that drowsiness is not a side effect. In fact, he’ll
be more alert and focused: more like a girl of his age. Studies show that
14-year-old girls can be the most alert humans on the planet when they are not
distracted by other things. The medication helps by making distractions less
attractive.
It
does inhibit the production of testosterone, which will affect muscle growth,
secondary hair growth including pubic hair and other secondary sexual
characteristics. However, none of this will have a negative effect on his
health. He’ll just be a bit slower in his development as compared to boys not
on the drug.
The
medication’s most significant effects are psychological. It raises the
tolerance threshold on the things your son currently finds irritating. His
reaction will be inclined to think things through rather than act out
physically.
Another
side effect is a lowering of his libido. He won’t be as tempted to masturbate
as much as he has in the past. He will still be capable of having an erection
and ejaculating, but he’ll have less of an inclination to do so. So it will be
a big step in solving that problem.
There
are versions of the drug spiked with erection-invoking additives to compensate
for this, but in Greg’s case, I don’t think they are necessary. There is a
version with erection inhibitors, but I don’t think we need to go there yet.
Let’s just try the basic drug and see where that takes us.
For
a lot of boys, Puericil lessens their sense of modesty. This can be a great aid
in nudity therapy.”
“Nudity
therapy?”
“It’s
a fairly recent treatment. It helps boys overcome their arrogance and mistaken
sense of male supremacy through exposure to others: first adults, especially
female adults, but gradually younger and younger women and girls even girls
younger than he is.
Both
you and Emily can be an essential part of this therapy.”
I
started to jump out of my seat. There was no way I was going to let a girl see
me naked, not unless she’s naked too. Mom grabbed my arm and restrained me.
“Let the doctor finish,” she said.
Turning
back to the doctor, she said, “But Emily’s just a little girl.”
“She’s
11 and that’s old enough. From my conversations with her, she’s a very mature
11 and should handle the responsibilities well.
You’d
be surprised what kids today already know about the opposite gender. Girls are
particularly quick on the uptake. Boys concentrate too much on the sex things.
As soon as they start putting two and two together, hormones take over and they
are jerking off. It happens even to adult men all the time.
Most
girls see these treatments as a duty: a responsibility to the boy in her life
who needs this kind of attention. It may be a very fun duty for her to carry
out, but girls do take it seriously and are genuinely interested in their male
charges.
It
will be a good experience for Emily as well She’ll grow into a more confident
adult.”
“Isn’t
that incest?”
“Not
at all. There’s nothing sexual about it. It’s simply male nudity and female
control.”
“What
makes you think Greg will listen to her. She’s his younger sister.”
“Well,
that brings up the final side effect of the drug: submissiveness. The drug
makes boys very accepting of suggestions, particularly suggestions from
females. The same factor that inhibits his urge to masturbate also turns on his
urge to serve and please females.
There
have been documented cases where boys were actually afraid of females and were
literally brought to tears by a frown of disapproval from a little girl. That
kind of reaction is exceptionally rare and reversible.
That’s
the reason Puericil can only be prescribed by a psychiatrist; it causes a lot
of personality changes that need to be monitored. The changes are mostly
positive, but they need looking after nonetheless.”
“Well,
if you’re sure it will work.”
“It’s
effective in well over 90% of the cases. It will fast-track Greg to recovery
and removal of the court order. Knowing that the boy is on Puericil has led
many judges to limit the sentence to the minimum.”
“OK,
we’ll do it.”
“There’s
one more thing.”
“What’s
that?”
“It’s
about Greg’s masturbation problem.”
Oh
great! Now my masturbation is a “problem.”
“As
I mentioned before it’s usually not a problem with boys masturbating. Almost
every boy does it. It becomes a problem when it’s excessive or improperly
intentioned.
It’s
one thing to jerk off to a fantasy about getting to first base with the head
cheerleader, but masturbating to the wrong kind of pornography gives boys the
wrong impression about sex and its role in female-male relationships.
To
make sure that that kind of pornography is no longer satisfying to him, I’m going
to recommend a chastity device.
He
can look at all the pornography he wants, but won’t be able to do anything
about it. Without the pleasurable feedback from masturbation, porn soon loses
its appeal.
Not
only will it prevent him from masturbating while looking at inappropriate
material; it will keep him from masturbating, period. His masturbation will be
limited to when the keyholder decides it should happen.”
“Keyholder?”
“Yes,
the keyholder is the person who holds the key to the lock on the chastity
device. She’s the one to determine when the boy will be locked up or free. To
be effective, the boy should be locked up at all times except when supervised.”
“I
don’t know …”
“Don’t
worry about it. I have some literature here on it and some ads for some
devices. You may be able to find cheaper devices, but this is one item that you
don’t want to skimp on. I’ve provided information on only high-quality devices.
Male chastity devices come in three basic types: metal, plastic and silicone
rubber. Personally, I recommend the rubber. I’m told that they are more
comfortable.
Now
I know that this is a lot of information to process at one time. Read the
materials and take time to digest the information.
Also,
you don’t have to do this alone, I can recommend a consultant, a former patient
of mine, who knows all about these things. I’ll give you her number and you can
call her to make an appointment. Don’t be alarmed when the phone is answered.
Yes, she works at a “sex” shop. Just ask for Tracy. They sell the devices there
as well, but ordering on line is cheaper.
She
can explain to you how the devices work, how to put them on and take them off
and what to look for on Greg’s penis in the way of potential problems. She even
does “fittings” meaning that she’ll show you how to use it, not just tell you
how to use it.
Normally,
I send my adult patients to her shop but since Greg is a minor, you’ll have to
make arrangements for her to do it elsewhere. I think her “fee” for the session
is $25.
Unfortunately,
neither the device nor the fitting is covered under insurance.”
“You’re
sending me and my son to someone who works in a sex shop?
“I
know it sounds strange, but I have to deal with a number of patients with
different issues.
One
woman brought her son here because she caught him trying on his older sister’s
clothes.
I
convinced her that cross-dressing is fairly common in pre-teen boys and that
although she shouldn’t encourage it, she shouldn’t inhibit it either. The boy
is merely experimenting with his sexuality. He’ll sort it out eventually and
probably even outgrow it. Nonetheless, his sister deserves her privacy so I
recommend that he get his own wardrobe.
I
also have a 30-year-old man who is undergoing a sex change operation. He hasn’t
actually undergone the surgery yet, but he does have to live as a woman for an
extended period to see how he can deal with it. He needs his own wardrobe too.
So
I’ve made contact with several shops and sales clerks who don’t mind selling
women’s garments to men with full knowledge of their purpose. You’d be
surprised at how many clerks out there are sympathetic to the transvestite and
transgender cultures. They don’t ask any questions and often give fashion tips
on their own. One of the clerks told me, ‘a sale is a sale, and if I can sell a
scarf or a purse to go with an outfit, so much the better.’
In
this business, I have to make a number of unconventional contacts. Tracy is
actually a very nice woman once you get to know her.”
Mom
was convinced, “OK, sign us up.”
What’s
this “us” shit. I didn’t agree to take any drugs. I certainly didn’t agree to
have my dick locked up whatever that is. But I’m a minor and under a court
order, so I don’t have a say in this at all. I think I’d rather be in jail than
to go through this shit, but I don’t get a say in that either.
“Good,”
I’ll fill out a prescription. The first three doses should be given as a shot
every other day. There are a couple of nurses on Dr. Baker’s staff that can do
that on a walk-in basis. After that one pill orally per day should be
sufficient.
We’ll
keep track and adjust the dose of if needed up upgrade him to suppository or
injection.”
“When
do we start.”
The
doctor handed her two pieces of paper. “Take this one to the pharmacy to get
the pills. Take this one down to Dr. Baker’s office. Greg can get his first
shot on the way out. It shouldn’t take more than 5 minutes.
-=o=-
I
felt like a condemned man walking the last mile to the gallows as I walked
through the hall down to Dr. Baker’s office. It didn’t help that the woman who
cleaned up my “involuntarily donated sperm sample” from my physical was tidying
up the waiting room.
I
will say this: the time to my execution was short. I heard my name called. I
went into a room, rolled up my sleeve, got wiped down with another of those
damned alcohol wipes and it was over. I didn’t even feel it.
I
didn’t feel anything at first, but after a while I began to feel calm and
relaxed. It was a nice feeling. I didn’t get the dizzy feeling like I got that
time I had those beers. It just seemed to take the “edge” off things.
Maybe
it also gave me more confidence. It wasn’t a good day for me with all that talk
about the drug and nudity therapy and having my dick locked up and all the
other crap Dr. Shrink said I might have to go through, but I wasn’t as afraid
of it as I was before.
Mom
stopped at the drug store on the way home to get the prescription filled and
took the opportunity to do some shopping. Normally I don’t like shopping with
mom. It’s boring. It was still boring, but I didn’t seem to mind.
We
got to my aunt’s house to pick up my sister where she reported after school. My
aunt gave me a hug and a kiss to which I normally objected, but I accepted it
with grace this time.
Emily
tried to goad me with, “So how things go at the shrink?”
My
immediate reaction was to tell her to fuck off, but I thought better of it and
said, “It was OK.” It diffused the situation. If her taunting isn’t going to
get a reaction, she’ll probably give up. I could use a sister that wasn’t a
thorn in my side all the time.
It
was a big day for me and I was worn out. I didn’t even feel the urge to surf
for some more porn on the web. For some reason it just didn’t appeal to me
today. So being bored, I did something else, homework! Dr. Shrink was right.
The drug did help with concentration. I was able to focus on the work and had
the tenacity to hang with the task until I got it done.
I
didn’t know what was happening. Life was happening and I was just going through
the motions, phoning it in. Yet somehow I didn’t care. It was a bit scary, but
I seemed calm enough to accept it.
I
never thought I’d like being on a sedative, but this stuff was good.
-=o=-
My
next trip to Dr. Amundsen wasn’t as bad. I was already finished with my shots
and just started taking the pills.
I
spent most of my time talking with her alone without mom being there. Mostly we
talked about school and my friends and how I felt about them.
We
also talked about mom and my relationship with her. I told her that I though
mom was a bit of a control freak and had to let go a bit. She was interfering
too much in my life. I didn’t get to do the things I wanted like my friends do.
I don’t want them to think I’m a mama’s boy.
Other
than that, she’s really OK for a mom.
We
also talked about how I got along with my sister. To tell the truth, I like my
sister. She’s a nice kid. I pick on her a lot, but that’s because she’s *my*
sister. I feel a bit possessive of her. I can pick on her, but woe to anyone
else who does.
When
confronted with some of the things I did to her over the past year, I had to
admit that some of them were excessive and I felt guilty about them. I’d take
most of them back if I could.
I
was waiting for some of the “shrink stuff” to happen. You know, the ink
splotches, laying on the couch, telling her about my dreams and all that stuff.
We just sat there and mostly talked. Sometimes the doc would ask me a question
to keep the conversation going but mostly she let me talk. I wasn’t used to
having girls listen to me.
The
more I talked, the easier it was to talk. Maybe that was another effect of the
drug.
Thankfully,
there was no talk about sex or masturbation.
The
session was over a lot quicker than I expected. She called my mother in.
“Greg
is making good progress. We’re still deep in woods, but at least we are up and
walking. We’ll work on direction in the next couple of sessions.”
“I’m
glad to hear it. By the way, I ordered the thing you suggested.”
“You
mean the male chastity device?”
“Yes.”
“Out
of curiosity, which one did you order?”
“The
rubber one like you suggested … and …”
“And
what?”
“It’s
PINK. I don’t mean pink; I mean PINK! It almost glows.”
“Well
I think you made the right choice. Did you contact Tracy?”
“Yes,
I did. I made arrangements with her for this weekend.”
“Good.
Don’t worry. You’re in good hands. I’ve referred a lot of my patients to
Tracy.”
“There
are that many men that wear chastity devices?”
“A
lot more than you would think. But Tracy also does other things with ‘our’
clients.”
“A
prostitute?”
“Not
at all. Although male nudity is frequently involved, sex never happens: not
even oral sex. Let’s just say that your son isn’t the only boy who misbehaves
and needs discipline and leave it at that.”
As
the most used line in Star Wars goes, “I have a bad feeling about this.”
-=o=-
Mom
made the appointment for Sunday morning. It was an unusual time, but it was
Tracy’s day off. We went to Tracy’s place of employment. Technically speaking,
I wasn’t supposed to be there, but since it was closed at the time, I suppose
it was OK. Besides, who was going to find out?
Tracy
told us to park around the back. We did and knocked on the back door which as
it turns out was the main entrance. Tracy let us in.
“Hi,
I’m Barbara Baker and this is my son, Greg. You must be Tracy.”
The
woman smiled at us and welcomed us in. I judged her to be about 30 and somewhat
attractive: for an older woman.
“Yes,
I am. Come this way please,” she said.
“It
sure is convenient having the door right next to the parking lot.” Mom
observed.
Tracy
laughed, “Let just say that some of our customers would prefer not being seen
entering the shop by their neighbors.”
Tracy
led us down an aisle.
Mom
walked past the displays trying not to look at anything. She was clutching her
purse and probably muttering to herself, “Lions and tigers and bears. Oh my!”
If she could have worn horse blinders, I’m sure she would have.
She
didn’t say anything to me, but I could read her thoughts, “Don’t look, Greg and
for heaven’s sake, don’t touch!”
Now,
I’ve been on the internet, and I know a thing or two that mom doesn’t know. I
recognized some of the things I saw but others were beyond my comprehension.
Not only did I not know what they were, I didn’t know how they could possibly
be used or where they went in or went on or for that matter which gender was
supposed to use it.
Mom
was nervous and I could tell. “This isn’t what I thought it would be.” she
said.
“I
know; we get that from a lot of women. You were expecting something seedier
weren’t you?”
“Well,
no. Well that is, yes.” Mom blushed.
“That’s
OK, that’s a very common misconception. This shop is actually owned by a woman
and even though we cater to both men and women, we try to make it as
woman-friendly as possible.
People
think that stores like this are for dirty old men only. Well, women have sex
needs too.
We
keep the store clean and well-lit. The displays are tasteful. You won’t find
masturbation booths like other stores. We don’t let the prostitutes hang out
and in fact have a very good relationship with the police. We even escort our
customers to their cars if they wish and practically insist on it after dark
even though this is not a bad neighborhood.
Our
bathrooms are immaculate when compared even to some restaurants in town.
This
is as fine an establishment as any major retail store. It’s just that we deal
in unconventional merchandise.”
Tracy
opened the door to a small room and ushered us in.
The
room was very much like a changing room in a department store except for the
mirrors. There were mirrors on every wall, the door and even the ceiling. It
almost looked like the amusement park hall of mirrors.
“Some
of our customers like to see what their purchases will look like. We encourage
them to do it here rather than on the main floor. Also it’s a good place to do
fittings such as your son’s.
Do
you have the device with you?”
Mom
reached into her bag and pulled it out. It was still in the box.
“That’s
a very nice model. It’s top-of-the-line and a lot of our customers like it.”
Mom
looked at Tracy with a question in her face and so Tracy went on.
“A
lot of couples are into male chastity. When a man is locked up for a long time
he begins to become more attentive to his key holder.”
“Dr.
Amundsen explained that to me – that is, what a key holder is.”
“A
lot of men like it too. They say that they have a better love life, more
romance in it and better sex life, as a result. They don’t complain about the
lack of sex either – for them – nothing stops them from pleasing their partners
in other ways. When their partner lets them cum, they say that it’s far better
than when they are left on their own.
Some
men even do it for themselves. They don’t have a partner. They just like the
idea of the discipline the device enforces. I’m the key holder for 8 different
men currently. They have to come to me for release. Two of them let me decide
when they can be released; the others come in anywhere from once a week to once
a month.
I
use this room for that purpose. I unlock them. I send them home. They come back
and I lock them up again.”
Tracy
removed the device from the box. It looked even more ominous now that it was
out in the open.
“Let’s
see what we got, shall we?” Tracy looked at me. I looked back at her. “You’re
going to have to take your clothes off if we are going to make this work.”
It
was the moment of truth. It seems that between medical doctors and mom, I’ve
been naked in front of enough clothed women for a lifetime. I really did not
want to expose myself to this woman, and I didn’t like the idea of her putting
that thing on me, yet for some reason, I found myself taking my clothes off. It
was almost as if there were some other person inside me forcing me to do it.
Slowly,
mechanically and stoically I went through the motions of removing my clothes. I
didn’t even stop or hesitate as I lowered my underwear and stepped out of them.
I was naked and embarrassed, but somehow didn’t care.
Tracy
said, “That’s a nice package you got there for 14, kid. I know, I’d seen a lot
of them as I was growing up. I have two older and one younger brother.”
I
blushed at the compliment, but also from the embarrassment of the situation
under which it was made.
Tracy
went on, “It’s good that you’re erected. I need to show your mom a couple of
things, and a hard dick makes it easier to do that.
Barbara,
why don’t you pull that stool over here and sit down so you can get a better
view. I have to show you how to inspect his penis.”
Mom
pulled the stool closer. This didn’t help my situation. To this point, my mom
had been in the background, literally. Now her face was in my penis there was
no way I could even try to ignore that she was there.
Tracy
took hold of my erected member and pointed out the various parts. I was
surprised at her knowledge of male anatomy she used terms like meatus, frenulum
and corona and explained what they were also called in “street terms” for my
mom’s benefit. And not only for my mom’s benefit, but for my own as well. I
didn’t even know what they were called; up until now it was a dick, with a
shaft, head and a couple of balls.
Tracy
explained, “You should inspect the organ frequently over the first couple of
days, if there are no problems, then you can back off to once a day and maybe
even once every other day. Once you’ve established that you have a good fit,
then you can let it go until you decide to unlock him for his release. I’ve had
men go for months without any problem.
You
are looking for any rashes or discolorations. Inspect everywhere, but
particularly the parts that come in contact with the penis the most: at the
base of the shaft and up by the pee hole.
Also
inspect the glans closely and around the corona.” At his point she demonstrated
by running her finger around the corona and I nearly lost it at this point. I
leaked a drop of precum. Mom gasped and said, “He did the same thing at the
doctor’s office.”
Gee
thanks, mom. I hoped she wasn’t going to tell about my accidental ejaculation.
Tracy
giggled, “You can almost expect that to happen with teen boys. They leak like
an old faucet at almost no provocation at all.
You’ll
see a lot of it, especially if he’s been locked up for a while. Be careful how
you handle it so you don’t have an accidental discharge.” This woman was
talking about my penis as if it were a loaded gun. In one way her statement
made me feel a little better; I wasn’t the only boy this happened to. On the
other hand, I felt a bit worse; this seemed to be a particular weakness of my
gender.
Tracy
went on with the lesson, “Even though Greg is circumcised, these parts of his
penis will be surrounded by the skin on his shaft. Proper hygiene will prevent
problems.”
“So
he should take it off when he showers?”
“That
won’t be necessary. That’s one nice thing about this model, it’s waterproof,
and it’s fast-drying.
All
Greg has to do is let a lot of soapy water run through it and then rinse it out
thoroughly so no soap remains that might cause a rash.”
Turning
to me, she said, “When you get out of the shower, give it a couple of good
shakes to get rid of any excess water and if possible let it air dry. I recommend
showering at night before going to bed so you can sleep bottomless.
When
you are let out either for an inspection or ejaculation, take advantage of the
situation to exfoliate the skin by washing it with a rough cloth or drying off
with a rough towel.” This last part was addressed to my mother who was now
staring at my organ nodding as Tracy gave her instructions.
“As
for going to the bathroom, standing at a urinal is obviously out of the
question. Greg will have to sit like us girls do. The device will hold his
penis in perfect position for urination.
Since
he won’t be able to shake out the last couple of drops as men and boys do,
he’ll have to use some tissue and carefully insert it at the hole of the device
so he can place it against his pee hole to draw out the urine. He’ll get used
to the ‘wipe after sitting’ drill soon enough. If a toddler girl can get the
hang of it, he can too.”
Tracy
then went on to show mom the device and how the pieces fit together and
explained how they also fit over my anatomy. I wasn’t looking forward to that.
All the while I stood by naked and with an erection capable of banging the
homecoming queen and her whole court: a fantasy I’m less and less likely to
live out.
Tracy
then talked about the key. “You’ll notice that there are two keys. Take the
spare and put it in a safe place. I don’t mean the drawer in the kitchen where
everything else goes. Some women I know keep the spare in a safety deposit box,
others in a jewelry box and still others with a trusted neighbor or relative.
As
for the key for daily use, most women display it prominently either in a chain
around their necks or on an ankle bracelet. The latter is particularly
effective for men with foot fetishes since they have to look at it a lot.”
“How
often do I let him out?” Mom asked.
“That
depends on you and him. How good a boy has he been? Chastity devices are
excellent behavior modification tools. The hornier the boy is, the easier he is
to train. With adult men, a week is absolute minimum, however with teenaged
boys, a couple of days may be enough to have him begging for release,
especially with the right stimulation.
I’m
not a doctor, but I have talked with some and they indicate that ejaculation on
a regular basis is healthy for men.”
“But
suppose he still misbehaves and he’s been locked up for a long time?”
“There
are two ways to handle that: a prostate massage or a ruined orgasm.”
“I
think I know what a prostate massage is. It’s what the doctor did to him at the
office. But what’s a ruined orgasm?”
“I’m
sure the doctor didn’t give him a full massage. You can milk the cum out of a
boy and never even touch his penis. It just sort of flows out instead of
squirting. It feels good to the boy, but not as good as full stimulation of his
penis.
A
ruined orgasm is one where you bring the boy to just short of cumming and then
stopping. You let him relax just a little bit and then bring him back up again
closer and closer to actual ejaculation but not letting him quite get there.
You
have to have the boy tied up for this, because he’ll do anything for release.
There is no way a boy can do this to himself. Once a boy gets to a certain
point, he has to continue pumping, that’s the psychological part. Then there is
the physical part where he’s stimulated it enough that even if he stops, he
will ejaculate.
A
ruined orgasm plays in the area in between: between where he would keep rubbing
if he could and where his body expels the semen no matter what.
It
takes a lot of practice. It’s better to play on the side of where he has to
keep rubbing than on the side where he will ejaculate. Multiple false starts
are better than a premature ejaculation. However, if that does happen, simply
remove all stimulation at the first squirt. Boys need continued stimulation
throughout the ejaculation for it to be fully satisfying.
The
best part about ruined ejaculations is that when you get good at doing them,
you can do them over and over. Normally men go flaccid after an ejaculation and
you can’t get them going again for a while.
With
a ruined ejaculation, the boy stays hard and you can start the process over
again immediately. You can do it at least a half dozen times, milking out one
squirt or dribble at a time.”
“I
really feel funny with the idea of handling my son’s penis in such a way.”
“I
understand Greg has a sister.”
“Emily.
Yes. But she’s just a little girl.”
“How
old is she?”
“She’s
11.”
“She’s
old enough. I gave my first handjob when I was 10. In fact, I suggest you let
her be his keyholder; under your supervision, of course. It does a boy a lot of
good to have to listen to and obey his kid sister.
It
will also teach her responsibility and give her confidence she can use later in
life.”
“I’ll
have to think about it.”
“OK,
now it’s time to actually fit the device. As you can see, we have a problem;
the boy is erected. It won’t fit in here like that.
There
are several ways to deal with unwanted erections. One is to simply wait until
they go away. Sometimes this takes a while. You’ve heard the ED commercials,
‘If you have an erection lasting more than 4 hours …’ Well, that’s normal for
teenaged boys. I think one of my brothers could have had an erection lasting
more than 4 years if his girlfriend didn’t intervene.
But
it’s worth a try. Try to get him distracted by watching a ball game or
something.
If
not there’s a technique if dipping his testicles in ice water and then hitting
his penis with a spoon: not too hard, but sound. It’s a trick I learned from a
nurse friend of mine. I don’t know where she learned it. There’s no reason I
can think of why a man in a hospital shouldn’t be allowed to have an erection.
You
may have to resort to one of these two methods in the beginning when he’s out a
lot so you can inspect him.
And
then there is the old tried and true method: masturbation. If he’s been locked
up for the proper amount of time and has been a good boy, then you can let him
masturbate.
Normally
we don’t allow masturbation on the premises, but since this isn’t store hours
and he shouldn’t be here anyway, we can make an exception. He doesn’t look like
he’s going to go down anytime soon and I don’t feel like raiding the ‘fridge
for some ice. So what do you think?”
“You
mean have him do it right here, right now?”
“If
you think he deserves it.”
“Well
he has been better behaved lately.”
“Don’t
I get a say in this?” I objected.
“No!”
mom came back firmly. “This is doctor’s orders. It’s for your own good.
Look
at it this way. I’m going to have you locked up until at least Wednesday, so
this is your last chance until then. Do you want to hold out that long?”
I
really didn’t. I hadn’t jerked off since last Friday night and I was feeling
kind of horny, but now that it came down to it, even though I was already
naked, I felt very reluctant to do it with mom and this woman watching me.”
Tracy
could see me hesitate. “Let me get you something to make you more comfortable.”
She reached in a drawer and got out a magazine.
“No
magazines,” mom protested. “The doctor said no dirty magazines.”
“I’m
sure she’ll approve of this one. It doesn’t have pictures of naked women, nor
does it show them being degraded. It’s called CFNM which stands for ‘Clothed
Female Naked Male.’ When Greg sees how other men jerk off for women, he’ll feel
better about doing it with us here.”
“Let
me see the magazine,” mom said.
This
surprised me. She held up the last magazine she found like it was contaminated
with some loathsome disease. She looked through it. “Wow, I didn’t know this
went on. Look at this. It looks like there are strip clubs for women and this
looks like a bachelorette party and this looks like a couple of friends getting
together, and here’s one of a man doing housework while his wife sits and reads
a magazine.”
“CFNM
is one of the most common fantasies for either gender. It’s the very low end of
the power exchange spectrum so a lot of couples practice it. In some cultures,
and even in some parts of this country, it’s very common. Girls of all ages are
required to cover up and be modest. It’s OK for boys up until puberty to be
naked in public.”
Mom
was reluctant to let the magazine go. I think she might be getting a
subscription. Emily already pores over the other magazines mom gets, so she’ll
have a ball with this one.
“Well
Greg, what will it be? Can you make that thing go down in the next 5 minutes or
should I ask Tracy to find a spoon and some ice or are you going to ‘jerk
off.’”
It
felt funny to hear mom use a street term like “jerk off.” I knew that there was
no way that my penis was going to go down as long as I was naked in front of
these women. I can’t explain why. Maybe it’s an effect of the drug.
I
didn’t like the idea of having my balls frozen and my dick whacked with a
spoon. So I went for option number 3. “I’ll do it,” I said.
Tracy
offered, “You might find it easier to kneel down like a lot of men in the
pictures do. You can put the magazine on the stool and look at it.”
I
knelt and leafed through the magazine. There were all kinds of CFNM pictures in
there from large groups of women partying to smaller, more intimate groups.
What
surprised me was that I was getting turned on by the pictures. I could feel
myself sympathizing with the men. In fact, I found myself wishing I were some
of the men. These were clothed, older women. They weren’t half-naked with big
boobs; they were very ordinary looking women who I would normally ignore.
It
was the situation the men were in that got to me and in my mind I was
transforming these women into girls I knew: like girls from school who did
excite me sexually even though I normally saw them in their relatively
conservative uniforms. I imagined myself doing the things the men were doing
only for an audience of schoolgirls, girls even like my own sister!
This
was a complete role-reversal for me. Normally, I was the one in charge and the
girls stripped for me. Now that thought was turned completely on its head. I
actually felt excited by the prospect of being the one to strip for the
amusement of the girls.
I
couldn’t take it anymore. I had to jerk off. There was no stopping it. With my
eyes closed and my mind running a perverted vision of stripping entirely naked
in the girls’ gym class and having them gather around me, I began to
masturbate.
I
was doing it for myself. I needed release more than any boy ever needed to cum.
Yet, in a way, I was also doing it for the girls. It was as if I owed them a
good show.
I
wasn’t at it very long, but considering the circumstances, I felt like I could
have thought myself into an ejaculation. I came and I came hard. As in a
distance, I could hear my mother gasp. I doubt she’d ever seen a boy do this.
Tracy, on the other hand, has probably seen this act hundreds if not thousands
of times in her life.
My
hand pumped my penis and my penis pumped my semen as I felt the life force
flooding out of me. It was like when I ran a race and broke the tape and I
could feel the cumulative effect of all the energy that was drained out of me.
I had to collapse back and sit on my heels.
When
I came around again, I could see Tracy. She was smiling at me. “That was a real
good one, kid. A little quick maybe, but you’re a great cummer. I know a lot of
grown men who would envy how much you can shoot and how far you can shoot it
and especially how long. You’ve must have twice as many shots as the average
man.
I’d
like to see how fast we can turn you and have you do it again, but we have a
job to do.”
Tracy
gave me some wipes to clean myself up with. Does the whole world have these
things on hand?
“Make
sure you’re good and clean,” she admonished. “If your mom is right, this is the
last time you will have a full wash for a week.”
I
cleaned myself up as my penis was deflating.
“That’s
more like it. Now let me show your mom how to put this thing on you.” She
demonstrated how to put it over my penis and balls and how to lock it up. “This
would be a good time to check to make sure it’s snug but not too tight,” she
added.
Mom
looked at it. “It’s easier than I thought it would be.”
“It
really isn’t very difficult. Just take your time and be careful. Trim away some
of his hair. It will make it easier. Now you try it, she said unlocking me.
Mom
had her turn and it went on just as easily as when Tracy did it.
As
for me, it felt kind of funny. I really didn’t notice it there except for the
weight. I could feel it swing around as I move around.
“Now
for the ‘smoke test,’” Tracy announced. “Time to bring in the heavy artillery.”
Turning to my mom, she said, “I hope you don’t mind my use of ‘inappropriate’ pornography
just this once.”
Mom
gave her a nod and Tracy gave me a magazine with the wildest sexual fantasies.
Men and women were doing - “it” whatever form “it” took – in every possible way
and in every possible combination. A lot of the stuff didn’t really turn me on,
but just out of sheer volume, there were some things that simply glued my horny
button down.
I
gave a slight grunt and Tracy noticed it, “Getting hard, Greg?” I answered with
another grunt.
“How
does it feel?”
“Tight.
Uncomfortable.”
“Any
actual pain?”
“No,
not really.”
“Good,
then it’s doing its job.”
She
turned to my mom and said, “My work here is done. Just remember to inspect him
frequently over the next couple of days and then you can lessen the inspections
and stop them completely once you are sure that there are no ill effects other
than his balls turning blue.
Also
I recommend you watch him shower for the first time or two to make sure he’s
cleaning it properly. Remember, soap, rinse, shake dry and air out.”
“Well,
thank you very much Tracy. I can’t tell you what a relief it’s been working
with you. I might have been able to figure out how to get it on, but I could
never have done it by myself for the first time.
Also
I was very much concerned about the ‘care and feeding’ of my little boy while
he’s wearing that thing. I’m pretty sure now I know what to do.
Can
Greg get dressed now?”
“Unless
you want him to ride home naked, I suppose so.”
“Greg,
put your clothes on,” mom ordered.
I
didn’t need to be told twice. Tracy was a nice woman, but I wouldn’t want to be
naked in front of her again. I’m not looking forward to being naked in front of
my mom either.
As
good as it felt to be putting my clothes back on, I notice how tight the
underwear were and how they pushed in on the device and made it noticeable: in
two ways.
I
could tell I was wearing it under my clothes, but so could other people. It
bulged out a bit.
Tracy
noticed that I noticed. “It doesn’t look any worse than an erection. Beside
people will just think you’re a bit better endowed. There is a belt you could
wear that attaches to the tip and pulls it between your legs. We sell them here
at the shop.”
I
found my voice and added, “No thank you.”
For
once mom backed me up. “The doctor recommended the device. She didn’t say
anything about accessories to go along with the device. We’ll just leave him as
is.”
It
felt funny walking with it on and sitting in the car made it even more
noticeable. No pain and not really discomfort (unless I started getting an
erection); it was just going to take time to get used to this thing.
As
I said before, ejaculation causes urination and the first thing I did when we
stopped for lunch was head for the men’s room. I was aware enough of the device
not to stop in front of the urinal and unzip. I used the stall. It felt funny
to sit down just to pee, and I found that it took a bit of effort to do it in
this position.
I
was wondering what the other occupants in the men’s room must have thought: boy
goes into stall and the next sound we hear is the tinkle of pee.
I
remembered Tracy’s instructions. Blot dry with a piece of tissue. I had to get
used to wiping there just like a girl.
I
had a bit of a time sitting there eating my burger since a bunch of really cute
girls sat down at a table across from us. They were wearing tight tops, short
shorts and sandals. Normally this combination on a girl would send my penis
pointing to the sky. This wasn’t just A girl. It was A girl times three. To say
that I was having a hard time in more ways than one would be an understatement.
Eventually
we got home and Emily wanted to know all about what we were doing. I was
totally unresponsive and mom was very non-committal with her answers.
Finally,
my sister asked, “Did the woman put it on? Can I see it?”
“Not
now, Emily. Maybe sometime later.”
Just
how much did mom tell her? Did she actually show Emily the device?
The
rest of the week went OK. I deliberately stayed away from my favorite sites on
the computer. There was no sense to it. They only got me hard which made my
penis feel uncomfortable. Jerking off was out of the question.
Mom
inspected me that night and every night for the first week. Emily giggled as we
both went into the bathroom together. It felt funny having my own mom handling
my penis this way and I’m sure she didn’t like the task either. But I was able
to rationalize it as part of a medical procedure.
However,
I was getting progressively horny. Without emptying my balls, It was taking me
less and less to get aroused. Normally, I’d need a good pornographic picture to
make it pop to or maybe a particularly sexy real girl.
I
found myself getting hard looking at my own sister. The odds were all against
it. First of all, she’s my sister. I’ve seen her every day of her life over the
past 11 years. She’s a cute girl, I’ll give you that, but she’s young. She’s
almost 3 years younger than me. I don’t go for girls that age. And it wasn’t
like she was dressed in panties or sexy pajamas (which she does own); she was
dressed in her school uniform doing nothing more erotic than eating breakfast
and chatting with mom.
I
was glad when Saturday came. Saturday was cum-day and I looked forward to it
like Christmas or my birthday or any other holiday. It was cause for
celebration. The only thing I didn’t like about it was that mom was to witness
the event.
First
she unlocked me and then inspected me. I got kind of used to that. It was only
mildly embarrassing. Then she said, “Why don’t you kneel down in front of the
toilet and do it. This way it will go into the bowl and we won’t have a mess to
clean up.” That’s mom for you: practical.
I
was so horny at this time, I would have done it standing on my head if I could
figure out a way to do it. It didn’t matter that I had nothing more erotic than
white porcelain to look at.
Then
mom said, “I have a surprise for you since you’ve been a good boy.” She handed
me a copy of CFNM Magazine.
I
looked at mom. She said, “After the fitting, I checked with Dr. Amundsen. She
approves of you looking at this kind of material. Then I stopped by the store
to see Tracy. She’s aware of Dr. Amundsen’s ‘approved reading list’ for
patients like you. There are several other magazines featuring female
domination, but since you liked this one so much, I’d thought we’d start your
collection with it. You can look at the magazine while you masturbate.”
I
leafed through the pictures and was dripping immediately. I was a ruined man. I
was locked up for a whole week, and I knew that within seconds of the first
stroke on my penis, it would be all over for another week.
I
wanted to resist, but I couldn’t. I wanted to say that I wasn’t going to
masturbate just because a couple of women told me to do it. I wanted to be
better than that. I wasn’t. I had to masturbate, and the fact that the
masturbation was ordered by a woman made it all the more compulsive. I really
didn’t know if I was doing it for them or for me.
I
was right about how fast I would come. It wasn’t on the very first stroke as I
had feared, but I’m fairly certain that it was less than 10. I came and I came
hard.
The
first shot was almost continuous. Normally, I come in bursts of less than a
second each. This shot must have lasted two seconds. It completely cleared the
bowl and splattered about half way up the raised seat. The wave of pleasure
lasted equally as long.
It
was followed immediately by the second shot: no second and a half reset time.
Normally my pleasure came in waves, peaking at a crest followed by a lull and
then another crest, not quite as high until the pleasure just rippled along.
No
so with this ejaculation. I had barely come off the top of my first wave of
pleasure when the second caught up with it and added to it, amplifying it. I
thought that was a much pleasure as I could take until the third wave came
along. It was the perfect storm of pleasure semen pulsed from my penis in
almost a continuous flow.
I
don’t think I’ve ever stopped to count the number of squirts I have in an
orgasm. In this case it would have been difficult to count them since one
seemed to merge into the next. But I do know that as good as my orgasms were, they
were over in about a half a minute. I didn’t look at the clock, but I was sure
it was many times 30 seconds.
I
was totally drained, emotionally, sexually and physically by the time the last
drops dribbled out of my nearly sore penis. As horny as I had been just moments
before. I had no interest in sex now.
Even
washing my penis under my mom’s watchful gaze didn’t cause the slightest
twitch. Mom had no problem locking me up again.
-=o=-
I
was getting used to the routine by the second week. My session with Dr. Shrink
went well. The after-session “debriefing” with mom was OK. Mom said that she
was willing to “do her job” and inspect me and allow me to have release, but
that she really was uncomfortable with it.
I
didn’t get more on that subject since the doctor wanted to talk with my mother
in private.
I
was a bit surprised on the next visit when all three of us went to see the
doctor. She talked with my sister and mother privately first, I was called in
about 15 minutes later.
Dr.
Amundsen minced no words and came right to the topic. “I’ve talked to you mom
and your sister. There is going to be a change in your treatment. Your mom is
no longer going to be your key holder.”
A
joyous note lifted up my heart. The cruelty was coming to an end. My joy lasted
only until the next sentence.
“Emily
will not be in charge of your treatments.”
I
opened my mouth to complain, but she went on. “I know that Emily is younger
than you, but she’s very mature. That’s just the way it is with girls.
I’ve
had your mom share CFNM Magazine with her and she responded very positively.
I’ve talked with her personally. She has been given a good picture of what she
will have to do and she is willing to accept the responsibility.
You’re
a lucky boy. Your sister loves you very much and she just wants what is best
for you. A lot of boys don’t even have a sister and have to depend on other
female relatives or even strangers.
This
will help your therapy a lot. It was OK to start out with your mom, but you are
ready to take the next steps. It’s fortunate that your home situation allows
it.
You’re
ready for nudity therapy and this goes hand-and-hand with it. You should be
naked at all times at home while in the presence of your mother and sister.
Other people may also be included, but only if your mother approves. She’s well
aware of the controversy surrounding this kind of treatment and will make sure
only trustworthy and willing people participate.”
I
thought, “Well, I’m not a willing participant.” I thought about vocalizing that
sentiment but what good will it do. I had to accept what was.
The
full impact of nudity therapy didn’t hit home until I got home. We weren’t in
the door more than about two minutes when mom said, “Take your clothes off.”
“Here?
Now? All of them?” I asked in disbelief.
“Yes,
yes and yes,” mom responded, “Remember what the doctor said, this is part of
your therapy.”
“But
Emily?”
“Emily
is part of the therapy. The doctor did tell you that you have to be naked for
either of us.”
I
had no idea if I was embarking on my CFNM fantasy or my CFNM nightmare. Yet the
will to resist lowing my pants was weak. I found myself disrobing right there
in the living room.
My
sister giggled when I got completely naked and she saw the bright pink chastity
device.
Mom
admonished her, “Emily, that’s not polite.”
She
apologized while still snickering, “I’m sorry mom. I just didn’t expect it to
look like that. It really does lock up his thing, doesn’t it?”
“I’m
sure that a boy as resourceful as your brother could figure out a way to cut it
off, but then he’d ruin it and we’d know. So yes, it’s locked away like a
precious treasure.”
“Can
I take a look at it? Touch it?”
Mom
actually looked at me. I shrugged my shoulders. No sense in arguing with the
inevidable.
Emily
was actually quite cautious in handling the device. Since my penis was in its
rubber cage, I couldn’t actually feel her fingers, but I could feel that she
was handling it and I was making me hard. I gave a grunt and Emily let go of it
as if it were suddenly electrified.
“It’s
OK dear. He’s just trying to get hard. It’s not something you did. It doesn’t
really hurt him that much.”
Not
something she did, my ass. Now that she knows that making me hard causes me
pain – OK discomfort – she’s going to try her best to provoke them.
“When
do we get to take it off,” she asked. It might have been a question born out of
curiosity, but I think she wanted to get a good look at my penis and watch me
masturbate. She got half her wish at least.
“I
suppose we could do an inspection,” mom said. “He’s not really due one, but it
never hurts. Besides it will give you some training on how to take the device
off and put it back on.”
She
turned to speak to me, “Greg, let’s …” and then stopped herself short. “What am
I doing? We don’t have to do this in the bathroom anymore since you are
required to be naked in any part of the house.
Let’s
do it in the kitchen. We can pull a couple of chairs together so I can show
Emily what to do.”
It
felt funny being naked in an “open” part of the house. It’s one thing to be
naked in a bedroom or a bathroom, but the kitchen? Although I was fairly certain
that nobody could really see in, I could see out into the yard so easily. It
was almost like being outside.
Mom
demonstrated how to unlock the device and how to inspect a penis. Emily didn’t
hesitate to emulate her actions and seemed confident handling my penis. Of
course handling my penis got it erected and the CFNM situation kept it that
way.
I
would not go down, and mom was not going to let me masturbate. So that left the
other option. Mom got a small bowl and put a couple of ice cubes in it and filled
it with water. She reached into a drawer and pulled out a spoon.
She
had Emily raise the bowl to immerse my testicles in the ice water. In shock and
reaction to the temperature, the retracted so fast, I thought they would come
out my mouth. I didn’t have a lot of time to appreciate the sensation as mom
whipped the spoon down with the speed and skill of a ninja. I never really felt
a lot of pain, but when I looked down, I looked down upon a limp dick.
Mom
actually let Emily lock me up.
“Do
you think you got it, Emily?” mom asked.
“Sure
mom, it looks really simple.”
“Good
girl,” mom said, handing her the key. “You’re in charge of him now.”
-=o=-
And
that became my life. In one way it was for the better. I managed to stay out of
trouble and got back on track at school. I became more of a gentleman and the
girls flocked to me. I was quite popular with them. Too bad I couldn’t do
anything about it.
My
sister wasn’t the only girl to see me naked. We have a 12-year-old cousin who
stayed with us for a week. There was no way hiding it from her. She sort of
accepted it but was content just to watch and not participate.
The
two other girls, Bliss and Mandy were friends of my sister. My mom and their
moms had long discussions. Their moms thought that it would be good for their
daughters’ confidence and sex education as well.
The
girls were every bit as enthusiastic as my sister in taking part in my
“therapy.” They attended almost all of my release sessions and regularly
performed inspections including taking the device off and putting it back on
and, when necessary, whacking my penis with a spoon.
My
9 months went by and a letter of recommendation from Dr. Amundsen lifted the
threat of jail time from my sentence. I did the crime and I did the time and I
was a free man. The judge let me off with a “I hope you’ve learned you lesson.”
We
got home from the courthouse. My sister came up to me and gave me a hug and a
kiss and handed me the key. She said, “Congratulations brother, you’ve earned
this.”
I
handed it back to her and took of my clothes. Misunderstanding my intentions,
she started to unlock me. I took the key from her and placed it back over her
neck and kissed her. “No, you keep it. You are now your brother’s keeper.”
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