It's
Not Fair 25
By Cassie
puericil@hotmail.com
Copyright 2015, all rights reserved
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This story is intended for ADULTS ONLY. It contains explicit depictions
of sexual activity
involving minors. If you are not of a legal age in your locality to
view such material or
if such material does not appeal to you, do not read further, and do
not save this
story.
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This story is set in
the Puericil
Universe.
See chapter 1 for an
explanation
about this series. This is another selection of letters from the "It’s
Not Fair!" letter
column, in "Boy Stuff" magazine. In them, boys complain about
how little privacy they are allowed, and about the double standard that
makes
it OK for people to see them naked but protects girls’ modesty. The
intention
of this article is illustrating the attitude changes that the
Conservative
Resurgence has brought about: children, particularly male children, are
firmly
controlled by adult authority figures, who often make a point of
emphasizing
that control, in order to keep boys in their place and out of trouble.
Please feel free to
contribute any
similar
letters if you wish to, and I’ll be happy to write the magazine’s
response and the psychologist's comments. Thanks to the contributors
for this issue!
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Letter
published in the It’s Not
Fair section of the magazine called Boy Stuff:
(this letter has been written
by Red Rover.
The magazine response and psychologist's comments are
Cassie's)
Benji (15
years old):
Dear It's Not Fair:
My name is Benjamin, but everybody calls me
Benji. I am 15 years old and in the 10th grade. I have two sisters
Diane (17) and Lori (13).
Since I wrote you before, things have gotten
worse for me. I still get spanked in front of other people in school and at
home and get my Puericil suppositories inserted by Diane with a bunch of girls
watching. My sisters still bathe me at night, but now my mother has decided that
I need to be kept naked all the time, except for when I am in school. She says
I will be bare until my 16th Birthday, which will be in August.
Now I get up in the morning, eat my breakfast
naked and get my Puericil suppository inserted before I get dressed for school.
There are usually several girls watching while Diane does this. If I put up any
resistance, I get an immediate spanking which means I will go to school with a
sore bottom. And if I get caught squirming around too much on my hard wooden
seat, the teacher will call Diane in to give me another spanking for
“disrupting the class.”
When I get home from school, I have to strip
completely in the living room and hand my clothes to Lori or Diane to put in
the laundry room. So I have to remain naked the rest of the day and night. It
is rate that there are not 2-3 girls around most of the time. I have to do my
chores, including setting and clearing the table, naked and my homework naked
at the dining room table. The girls have their own computers and TV’s in their
rooms, but I have neither and have to watch TV in the living room and do my
homework on Mom’s computer in the dining room. She also has it set up so that
it records everything I do on it and she or one of the girls will review it
every day to make sure I am not going on porn sites or into chat groups that
are not “appropriate for a little boy.”
But the weekends are the worst. We live about
two hours’ drive from the town where my mother grew up. She has three sisters;
one older (Janet) and two younger (Claire and Roberta). Aunt Janet lives in the
huge old farmhouse where they all grew up and my other two aunts live in town a
few miles away.
Among them, they have eleven kids and no
husbands. Aunt Janet’s oldest boy, Michael, is 20 and away in the Army, but the
other ten live with their mothers. The oldest girl (Wendy) is 18 and the five
other girls range from 6-14. Of the four boys at home, Robbie (11) is the
oldest; the others are from 5-8. When we go there, I am expected to play with
the little boys and a couple of the younger girls while my sisters hang out
with the older girls doing teen stuff.
We have a traditional “Farm Weekend” every month
except December. That means everybody heads to the farm on Friday afternoons
and we go home Sunday night. We kids are 2-3 to a room and the lines at the
bathrooms can get very long in the evenings and mornings. We boys are
restricted to one bathroom and the girls use the second bathroom and the adults
have one of their own. The problem there is that the girls and women can barge
into our bathroom at any time and either toss us out or use the sinks and
mirrors while we are doing our business. Believe me, it is very embarrassing
for a boy to be sitting on the commode when a girl walks in to wash her face or
comb her hair. Aunt Janet says that little boys have no secrets, but girls need
privacy.
That’s bad enough, but my mother insists that I
be bare throughout the trip;. I get into the car naked on Friday afternoon and
ride all the way to the farm naked. If I have to use the bathroom on the way, I
walk naked to the rest room with one or both girls supervising me on the way
and in the bathroom. When I leave the bathroom, I have to bend over, spread my
cheeks for one of the girls to inspect me “to make sure you don’t get any poop
on the car seat.” If they find anything, I get an immediate spanking in the
parking lot, regardless of what other people may be around. Sometimes they will
spank me anyway if I have displayed an “attitude.”
Once we reach the farm, I am expected to hug all
the girls and women, including any female guests of my cousins. This is
embarrassing enough with my girl cousins, but REALLY bad when it is a strange
girl about my own age. Sometimes my penis gets erect and I get an on-the-spot
bare-bottom hairbrush spanking for being a “naughty boy.” The girls find this
very amusing and they giggle and point at me while I am howling in pain and
begging for mercy. Afterwards they all get to feel my sore bottom and pinch and
poke at it and my boy parts. If I get an erection while hugging one of the
visiting girls, she gets to do the spanking and some of them are stronger and
more vigorous than my sisters, so I start off the weekend with a red, sore
bottom. The girls make a point of swatting my red bottom every chance they get
just to hear me yelp in pain.
I am forced to sleep in one bed with the two
youngest boys. They wear pajamas, but I am still naked. And if one of us wets
the bed during the night, all three of us get spanked first thing in the
morning. Next morning, I am naked at breakfast and Diane or one of the other
older girls gets to insert my Puericil suppository into my rectum while
everybody else watches. I am expected to go out and play outside with the
younger kids if it is good weather. There are a few other farms within a mile
of the farmhouse so kids from these farms often come over on their bicycles to
play with us. So there may be 10-12 kids from 5-11 playing in the yard plus me.
Of course, I am the only one who is naked. The front yard is very close to the
road, so people driving, riding or cycling by get a good look at me. Sometimes
one of the strange girls will call me over and give me a full “inspection”
including playing with my boy parts. If I object, she will call over one of the
older girls and I’ll get a spanking on the spot, which amuses both visitors and
family.
In the afternoons and evenings, we will get
visitors from the local area, some are just kids, but some are whole families. I
am, of course, the only naked person and get a lot of hugs, pats, “friendly”
spanks and gropes. And a lot of comments about what a “cute little boy” I am,
often from girls younger than me. They also like to comment on my red bottom
and say things like “looks like that little boy has been naughty. It’s good to
see that he gets what he deserves.”
Of course, I am more than likely to get one or
more spankings during the afternoon and evening. For most of the kids, that is
the high point of entertainment for the day. And the adults seem to enjoy it as
much or more than the kids. It is very rare that any of the other kids gets
spanked during a Farm Weekend and, if they do, it is almost always done in
private. Not for me, I am “Spanky Boy” for everybody’s enjoyment except my own.
The really bad thing is, if Mother sticks to her
resolve o keep me bare until my 16th birthday (August), I will be at
the farm and bare for the annual family vacation which is the last two weeks of
June and the first two weeks of July. We normally go around to various points
of touristy interest in the area and that will have me showing off my bare (and
probably red) bottom and my formerly private parts to a couple hundred new
people.
IT’S NOT FAIR!
The
magazine’s
response:
Dear Benji,
It’s very good to hear
from you again, although I am so sorry to hear things are not becoming easier
for you. Remember your Mom loves you, though, and it’s just trying to do what’s
best for you. As I explained in my last letter, many parents are concerned
about boys having an unhealthy level of modesty. For girls it’s very different,
but most 15-year-old boys do not have the maturity to really need privacy. What
you feel is called false modesty, and most child-rearing experts agree that it
can be harmful for a boy’s emotional development if it is allowed.
In that way, making you
be naked in front of people is like spankings. They are unpleasant for you, and
you’d do anything to avoid them, but it is not your decision, and ultimately
they do you good. You will understand it better when you grow up and become more
mature, but in the meantime you’ll have to trust your Mom and your sisters.
You can’t really control
when your Mom makes you be naked in front of people, but you can certainly
influence the frequency of your spankings by trying to improve your behavior. I
know sometimes it must feel like you are getting punished for nothing, but even
in those cases I’d bet your attitude could have been better. My advice would be
to concentrate on that, because it is what you can control.
Girls see you naked all
the time, Benji. Girls younger than you, girls your age, older girls… all of
them see you naked. They give you baths, they spank you, they supervise your hygiene
after using the bathroom, they insert your suppositories in your bottom, they
inspect you whenever they want… Really, you have literally nothing left to
hide, and yet you still remain obsessed about your modesty. You do not have the
maturity to worry about that, so don’t. Any display of your false modesty is
just a proof that your mom has a reason for making you do that.
Although it may seem you
have no control, there are actually things you can do to start making things
better. Be obedient, to all adults and to girls with authority over you. They
have that authority because they are infinitely more mature than you. Have a good attitude. Don’t
indulge in so much false modesty. Try to be grateful for all the supervision
you get...
Best luck to you, Benji,
and cheer up!
Additional
(not
published) comments from Dr. Cassandra Miller, the author of the
magazine’s response, a
female
psychologist who specializes in boys’ emotional development:
When talking with
Benji's mother to get permission to publish her son's letter, I encouraged her
to keep up the humiliating regime until he was 16 and beyond. The idea, I
stressed, is to reinforce the submissiveness that Puericil produces to make it
an integral part of his personality. That way, the innate aggressiveness that males
have will be stamped out and that will be good for him in the long run.
(The End)