It's Not Fair 21

It's Not Fair 21

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This story is intended for ADULTS ONLY. It contains explicit depictions of sexual activity involving minors. If you are not of a legal age in your locality to view such material or if such material does not appeal to you, do not read further, and do not save this story.

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This story is set in the Puericil Universe.

See chapter 1 for an explanation about this series. This is another selection of letters from the "It’s Not Fair!" letter column, in "Boy Stuff" magazine. In them, boys complain about how little privacy they are allowed, and about the double standard that makes it OK for people to see them naked but protects girls’ modesty. The intention of this article is illustrating the attitude changes that the Conservative Resurgence has brought about: children, particularly male children, are firmly controlled by adult authority figures, who often make a point of emphasizing that control, in order to keep boys in their place and out of trouble.

Please feel free to contribute any similar letters if you wish to, and I’ll be happy to write the magazine’s response and the psychologist's comments. Thanks to the contributors for this issue!

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Letter published in the It’s Not Fair section of the magazine called Boy Stuff:
(this letter has been written by NAMB. The magazine response and psychologist's comments are Cassie's)

Frank (15 years old):

Dear Editors,

This is kind of a long letter. I hope you don’t mind, but it is sort of my “life story.”

I am a 15-year-old boy named Frank. I have a 12-year-old sister named Donna. Our dad left us when we were still toddlers and mom’s been raising us ever since. I love my mom. She’s a wonderful woman and she always does her best for me and my sister. I also love my sister. She’s really a sweet girl, she does nice things for me and we get along well.

However, there is one area in which mom favors my sister and that is in the area of privacy. Mom seems to have a blind spot when it comes to male nudity.

For example, she used to bathe us together until I was about 9 and my sister was about 6. The only reason mom stopped bathing us was because Donna started to complain. When I complained at her age, mom ignored my pleas with “Let her see; she’s only your sister.”

I really didn’t mind when I was little, but once I started school I thought I deserved more privacy. I was embarrassed. None of the other boys at school had their mom bathe them, and none of the other boys had to be naked in front of their little sisters.

The embarrassing baths stopped, but other events didn’t. When we rented the place at the beach, both mom and Donna got their own rooms and I had to sleep out on the fold out couch in the living room.

This wasn’t too bad except on Sundays when we got dressed for church. Mom and Donna and I all had to fight for the single bathroom, however being girls, they needed more time to get ready, so my visits were strictly for the purposes of elimination only and to take my shower. Because of the limited time, my mom or my sister could walk in to fix her hair or apply makeup or whatever while I was in there.

Mom’s explanation was, “We’re all family and this is a matter of necessity.” Nonetheless, the necessity never seemed to extend to my mom or my sister. The most (or least) I ever got to see them in was their bras and panties and this sometimes gave me an erection.

It got even worse when Donna got to the 4th grade and started taking sex education. She still hadn’t even turned 10 yet. Mom didn’t sign off on me until I was in the 6th grade. Mom had a lot of private talks with Donna. I guess being a boy, mom didn’t feel comfortable talking with me. Unfortunately that worked both ways, I was too embarrassed to ask questions of her.

I suppose that a lot of this “girl talk” had a lot to do with the upcoming changes in Donna’s body. Even I had to admit, she was beginning to look and act more like a “real” girl instead of a baby sister.

It’s when it came to mom’s explanation of the male reproductive system that things got totally uncomfortable, Although Donna had seen me naked only the previous month when we stayed at a hotel on a trip (that damned bathroom necessity thing again), she still had questions about boys and their penises beyond merely what they looked like: specifically about erections and ejaculations.

Mom “volunteered” me to demonstrate these functions for her. As mom explained it, Donna had already seen all there was to see anyway, and it was really important for her to learn about these things. I was her older brother and if she couldn’t be safe with me, who could she be safe with?

I was reluctant at first, but then again I love both my mom and my sister so I gave in. Both of them gave me a big kiss.

It would have been bad enough if it ended there. Apparently Donna told some of her friends and they wanted to “learn” as well. Mom contacted these girls’ mothers and they set up a special training session for a Saturday afternoon. There were five girls in all. Four of them were classmates of my sister and the other was the younger sister of one of the girls. The moms were also in attendance.

It was almost like a party for the girls. Mom served tea for the ladies and there were sodas and cookies and chips for the girls. I supposed I could have had some too, but I didn’t have much of an appetite.

After some socializing, girl talk and introductions, I got naked and stood there facing the girls with my hands behind my back. Mom invited the girls to come up and feel my flaccid penis. Some of them were shy and needed encouragement from their mothers, but in the end, each one of them had her feel. In the process I developed an erection which my mom did not fail to point out.

At my mother’s command, I started masturbating with mom running the commentary and my sister occasionally adding her comments as well. Mom asked me to stop part of the way through when she was sure I was fully hard and invited the girls to feel me again giving the girls a comparison between a soft and hard penis.

When I was about to cum, mom had me announce, “I’m cumming” so the girls could pay attention and so she could hold out a disposable aluminum cooking tray. It was long and wide and an easy target for me to hit with my sperm.

A sample was taken immediately and placed on a glass slide and soon each girl and her mom had a view through a microscope. I had a peek too and have to admit that it’s fascinating watching those little suckers twitch and swim around.

Mom had me masturbate to hardness once again, and the girls practiced putting condoms on my organ.

Finally, the girls were then invited to dip their fingers into my ejaculate and roll it around to get a feel for it. Some of them even put it up to their noses to sniff at it. Mom handed them some towelettes and passed around the hand sanitizer when the girls were done.

The session ended with a question and answer period where my mom and some of the other moms answered questions. Some questions were even directed at me. “How does it feel having a penis between your legs all the time?” “Does it get hard a lot?” “What do you do to make it hard? Do you have to touch it?” “How often do you masturbate?” “What do you think about when you masturbate?” “What does it feel like when you cum?”

It would have remained the most embarrassing event in my life, if it were only a one-time affair. The session was such a success that the women decided to contact my sister’s teacher about the event. She became interested and came over for a demonstration herself. In fact she was so impressed that she formalized the program.

With the permission of the girls’ mothers, students were invited over to watch me perform. About half the girls in Donna’s class convinced their mothers to sign off.

In fact, the teacher even made a video of one of these sessions. The recording crew consisted of several high school girls interested in cinematography. One applied makeup to me to cover up some acne and to give me a better “complexion” for the camera, and other trimmed and groomed my pubic hair so it would look nice too.

The only issue was that they were good looking girls and I had an erection looking at them in their tight tops and short-shorts. We had to record the session backwards. That is, it started with the girls feeling my hard penis and then me masturbating and the last scene shot was the one with the girls feeling my flaccid penis. I did manage to keep it down after I came.

This video was sent to the mothers of the girls taking future classes to let them know about the program. Some mothers enthusiastically enrolled their daughters for training while others considered the video enough for their girls to see.

Since then, these demonstrations have become more than an annual event. I wind up doing two sessions each semester, sometimes having as many as 10 girls in a session. This has been going on for three years now and doesn’t include “private” sessions I’ve done for my female cousins and their friends plus the daughters of some of my mom’s friends.

I didn’t really mind doing it for my sister even that first time. It’s very embarrassing having to perform for a group of strange girls and their moms, especially as I get older and the age difference between me and the girls gets larger. It makes me feel funny when I think that some of these girls are still playing with dolls. Nonetheless, I understand how important it is for girls to learn these things.

What really gets me is that the girls get to know all about what boys look like and how they “work” but us boys are still in the dark about girls and what they do. There is no similar program for boys to learn about girls. It’s not fair.

The magazine’s response:

Dear Frank,

Of course we don't mind a long letter. We like hearing from our readers, and when it's something you like you do not tire of it.

You sound like a really good kid, and we like how you love your family and how you get along with them.

It's too bad that your mom has “a blind spot when it comes to male nudity”, as you describe it. You have to be naked in front of your mom and your little sister, but your sister never has to be naked in front of you. (sigh) It happens. You should not be too embarrassed, though. You are far from the only boy who is in that situation, as you’ll know if you have read other boys’ letters here. Probably it happens to more of your friends at school than you’d think, even if they do not admit it.

This difference of treatment between boys and girls can be frustrating, but the thing is that girls mature at a much faster pace, and they soon become women from an emotional point of view, while boys remain boys. That’s why many parents and educators think that a boy naked in front of other people is no big deal. In fact, a lot of psychologists and child-care experts think that it kind of helps boys to remain good boys and not become rebellious. In any case, parents often do not go out of their way to protect boyish modesty, like when your mom and sister walk on you when you are in the bath, since it is a matter of necessity. At least you are trusted to bathe yourself now. There are boys your age who are not so lucky!

It’s very good of you to help your sister first and later other girls with their education. Unfortunately the subject where they needed your help is sex education. It’s easy to see how that can be embarrassing. But, as your mom said, Donna had already seen everything there is to see in your body. That shouldn’t be so bad, because it’s not like she was seeing anything new.

Of course it must have been worse once you started having to “perform” in front of all those other young girls and their mothers, and also your sister’s teacher and those high school girls… We are sure you were really mortified.

However, when that happens you should think that they are just girls like your little sister, and if your sister seeing you is not so bad, then there’s really no reason for all those other girls seeing you being much worse. Your body is natural, and embarrassment is only on your mind. Keep remembering as it is happening that it is for educative reasons.

It is a kind and generous thing you are doing, and you should be proud of yourself even if you feel some shame. Not only are you helping the girls who attend your performance in person, but also many other girls who watch that video of yours. Remember that at any moment, even right now, there are probably girls watching it and learning, thanks to your help. As you say, it important for girls to learn these things. Remember also that it is not a big deal for boys to be seen naked.

Do not feel bad because the girls get to know all about what boys look like and how their bodies “work”, while boys are still in the dark about girls’s bodies. Sex education needs to go at the same pace that the child’s emotional maturity, and it is just a fact of life that girls mature must faster. There will be time for you to learn about these things when you are much older and you are mature enough.

A lot of hugs, Frank. You are a good boy and you have a family that loves you, and that’s the most important thing.

Additional (not published) comments from Dr. Cassandra Miller, the author of the magazine’s response, a female psychologist who specializes in boys’ emotional development:

When getting her approval to publish his letter, Frank’s mother offered to send me a copy of the video, and I was happy to accept.

I have to say those high school girls did a very professional job. The recording is excellent, in high definition, and you can see every detail of poor Frank’s body. His skin is very white and you can easily appreciate how much he is blushing. The poor teen boy is very docile and shy as he follows all instructions. Although he must be an old hand at this, there was a certain charming clumsiness in his performance as he masturbated on command, and his face certainly was burning as he answered the girls' embarrassing questions, like what it was like when he ejaculated.

The girls themselves are lively and full of curiosity. They seem to be between 8 and 11 years old. They get to handle Frank’s penis and ask all kinds of questions. Their eyes are all bright and wide open, and they are always grinning or giggling.

Afterwards some of the girls speak for the camera about what they have learned, and it is really cute. One said she liked “holding his peenie, I mean, his penis,” and another one said she liked when “he eja… ej… ejaculated,” she finally managed to say with some help from her mom, “that’s when he shot all that white cream,” she clarified. However, yet another one mentioned amidst giggles that his semen was "yucky", and that he had a silly face when he "peed it".

(The End)