Troop 80 Part 9

Troop 80 Part 9
By Captain J
CaptainJ46@yahoo.com

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Part 9

"So what did the Doctor say?" Diane asked her daughter.

"He said we were doing exactly what would have been done in a hospital," Susan smiled back, "He's happy Billy seems to be responding and wants us to keep it up until tomorrow evening if possible. He was concerned that it might be too much for Karen and Me though."

"I'll help you know that and so will your father."

"Yeah, I know, I need to teach you two how to do it though. If you and Dad could help tonight, then Karen and I will be able to handle it while you're gone tomorrow. We'll need to get some sleep sometime."

They let Billy sleep until 7:00 while they ate their dinners and Susan explained to her parents what they had done and how to do the massages. At 7:00 Susan woke him and took him to the bathroom again then had him eat a light dinner, he was still awake at 7:30 when it was time for his treatment. "Billy, the doctor is really happy about the way you are responding to what we've been doing today and it needs to be kept up until tomorrow evening. Mom and Dad are going to help so that Karen and I can rest some, so both of them will be doing it this time to get a feel for it. I told you it was all by touch, so each of them is going to do part of it this time, so they know what it feels like."

"OK... is all this really helping? I mean I don't feel any pain but will this work?"

"It seems like it's working and the only way we'll know is to keep doing it and see what happens. The Doctor was really happy about the results so far."

"OK then, everybody gets to put fingers up Billy's butt. This is so embarrassing..."

"That's the wrong attitude Billy," Diane chided, "We're only going to do it because it's necessary to help you not because we want to and you have nothing to be embarrassed about."

Each of the adults put on a glove and lubricated the fingers, while Susan removed the dilator. "OK Mom, I explained where the gland is and what it feels like, just gently insert your finger towards his front and feel until you find it."

Billy tried to relax and grunted when she located it, "found it," he told her and she explored a little feeling for the edges of it. Then she rubbed a little causing fluid to leak from his penis.

"That's enough Mom, leave a little in him for Dad, otherwise he'll have trouble finding it, you can try again when he's empty so you'll know what that feels like too."

Diane removed her finger and Dan took her place, and gently probed inside Billy, "That's the spot," Billy said with a moan, "God this is so embarrassing..." he said blushing as Dan gently finished draining him, and then Diane once again probed him to feel what the gland empty was like and discovered it was just a small ridge at that point. Then withdrew her finger and put the dilator back in him. "All done Billy." She told him and patted his rear. Billy just curled up still blushing facing away from them and was soon back to sleep.

Susan and her parents walked into the kitchen to talk while Karen stayed with Billy. "Dad, why was he much more embarrassed when you did it than when any of the rest of us did it?"

With a sigh Dan sat down at the table after removing the glove and washing up. "Go get your sister, she can leave him for a minute and I don't want to have to do this twice." Susan nodded and was quickly back with her sister.

"Karen, Susan asked why Billy was more embarrassed when I probed him than when any of you did. The answer is it's a 'male' thing. Billy has been taught all his life that boys and men putting anything up in there is a homosexual act, unless it's a doctor doing it. It's acceptable for a female to do it, whether it's fingers or something else, but it's not acceptable for another male to do it. I was afraid he might react this way. He'll get over it because he's not gay and he knows he's not and he knows I'm not either; he'll realize that it was for medical reasons and get over it."

"But that's just stupid Daddy," Susan replied.

"I know that, you know that and Billy will realize that; but he's been conditioned Against Anything that implies homosexuality all his life and therefore he is 'REQUIRED' by what he's been taught to be embarrassed by it happening. Does that make any sense?"

"Yeah, I guess that would explain his reaction. But I still think it's stupid. You said females were OK putting fingers or other things in there. What 'other' things?" Susan asked curious.

"OK I guess we're into Sex 101 then," he said blushing, and looking over at his wife who was just grinning at him. "So if two males have sex, one of the things they can do is put a penis up in there just like putting it in a woman's vagina or rear. That's called anal sex. It's anal sex whether two men do it or a man and a woman as long as the penis is in the rear end. Now you were told by the doctor that the prostate gland is very sensitive and that you were not to rub it hard or vigorously; the reason is that it is 'incredibly' sensitive and a major part of the male sexual organs. Rubbing it hard or fast will cause a sexual response in the male and is pleasurable to the male. You saw when you first started doing those treatments how it sometimes caused an erection and Billy wanted you to press more so it would cause an orgasm but the doctor told you not to allow either." Both girls nodded remembering both things happening. "So men and women have discovered that putting something touching that gland during sex is pleasurable to men and can 'enhance' the male orgasm. They can use a finger or other device. One device sold in 'adult' stores looks a lot like that dilator the doctor has you using, just longer so it reaches the gland. Other devices are vibrators which women use on themselves to masturbate or dongs, which look like male penises, which women also use on themselves but can be used on a male also. In fact some couples enjoy it so much; the women have dongs that they can attach to themselves and then use it like a penis. That's called a strap-on dong. They're also used by lesbians to give each other pleasure. Now that's about all the deeper I intend to go into this subject; so if you have more questions, talk to your mother." He finished, blushing and getting up from the table, where his wife was still grinning at how uncomfortable he was.

"You did very well Daniel and I'll be happy to answer any questions the girls might have," she said patting his arm as he walked away. Then turning to the girls, "I hope you realize how hard that was for your father, men just don't talk about those things, you need to really be nice to him." Getting two nods in response. He'd been blushing and nervous throughout the whole thing.

"But why was Daddy so embarrassed talking to us about it Mom? It was just sex." Karen asked.

"Honey I was surprised he talked at all and didn't do what most men would do and just tell you to ask me. Most men are taught all their lives that sex is 'dirty' and it's not something to talk about, especially with women. Many men are almost paranoid over 'performance' issues as to whether they're big enough down there or whether they ejaculate to quick and whether they managed to please the woman or not. Some of that is women's fault from back in the Victorian days when even male nudity was considered 'obscene' and still hasn't gotten out of our society. That's one of the reasons Billy had so much trouble with his modesty issues, his training was that being naked was wrong and he should be ashamed being naked. Even implied homosexuality is considered so wrong by parts of our society that men will do anything to avoid any possible suspicion unless they ARE gay and open about it. In short men don't talk about sex much, especially male sexual issues not even to each other. Most women spend a lot of time during their marriages trying to GET their men to talk openly about sex and how they feel about it. Our society sends them conflicting messages constantly about sex and it leaves them confused and not knowing what is expected of them. We women are at fault for a lot of that. Your father loves you very much to be so open with you. I hope you appreciate that."

The women stayed in the kitchen talking about sex for a long time while Dan sat with Billy, so long that they didn't come out until 9:30 when it was time to drain him again. The girls hugged and thanked their Dad, while Diane took care of draining Billy and helping him make a bathroom call. Then put him on his own bed, rather than returning him to the sofa. Diane handled the 11:30 and 1:30 procedures since she didn't have to be at work as early as her husband, and Susan got up and took up Billy's oversight and 3:30 treatment, then sitting with him until relieved by her father at 4:00 am then went back to bed until her Dad had to leave at 7:00am. Dan taking care of Billy's 5:30am procedure. Billy never woke during most of them, he just slept through them, at most grunting or groaning.

Susan was there to give him the 7:30am treatment and put an ice pack on him when she thought she felt the left nut slightly larger, but Billy didn't stir even with the ice wedged between his legs, laying otherwise warm in his bed. Karen took over while Susan ate her breakfast and Diane went to work at 8:00 leaving the girls in charge once again. Karen woke him at 8:30 and fed him, then the girls got him up and bathed him, before his 9:30 treatment. He spent all morning in bed the girls trying to keep him awake some, worried he was sleeping too much and his treatments continued at 11:30 with more ice and Karen draining him. All day long they eithersat with him, fed him, or drained him, by the time their parents came home they were tired, it had been a long day for all three of the kids. Billy was in a stupor most of the time, with zero energy, the girls had to almost do everything for him, his body was so weak, he could barely walk and they needed to help him with every bathroom break. But his testis hadn't swollen since they started the routine and they really hoped he was better.

Diane examined him when she came home and then reported to the doctor that he seemed to be better with no swelling and no pain. "My girls are exhausted, but Billy does seem to be responding positively." She reported.

"OK make it a six hour schedule then for the next 24 hours and we'll see how it goes. I know this is a terrible burden on you folks, especially the girls, but you know what the alternative is if we can't get this under control. If he's still responding well, we'll go to 12 hours and then once per day, and I'll still be there to check him Friday morning."

"Ok we'll do it," Diane firmly replied and then hung up and informed the girls. "Your father and I will take care of him this evening and tonight; you two go take a nap before dinner and you're going to bed early also. You look as tired as Billy does..."

At 5:30 Billy woke while Diane was doing his treatment and smiled at her looking back over his shoulder as she finished draining him. She rolled him onto his back afterward and sat on the edge of his bed. "You're doing really well Billy and the doctor has changed the schedule to 4 times per day until tomorrow evening, and if you're still progressing it will be twice per day, then once per day and hopefully it won't go on too long. You've been very brave through all this and I know how much you hate it so I'm really proud of you."

"Be proud of the girls not me, they're the ones doing it; I'm sleeping most of the time and just doing what they tell me to do."

"I AM very proud of them Billy but you're helping by cooperating with them so much and not giving them any problems at all, I know how hard that is for you. Now do you need to go to the bathroom, Susan said you haven't had a bowel movement since yesterday morning."

"I think so, it's hard to tell with that thing in my butt all the time, feels like I always need to..."

"Well let's get you over there and I'll take it out and you try and we'll see how it goes OK?" Diane helped him, he was too wobbly walking, then removed the dilator and sat him on the toilet and sat on the edge of the bathtub with him while he tried to go. It took a while, but finally he grunted and she heard a plop in the water, he tried some more but nothing else came out. She wiped him and put his dilator back in then carried him back to bed. "I'll be in with your dinner in a little while Billy, just rest OK?"

"OK... thanks..." he replied smiling weakly but looking comfortable.

Dan came home later than expected and the family had a late dinner and Diane told them the new schedule. "I'll take care of his 11:30 treatment; Dan you get the 5:30am one since you normally get up about then anyway. You girls are to get a full nights sleep! Billy will be fine without someone sitting with him all night; then you have his 11:30am treatment and I should be home to check him by the time the 5:30pm one is due."

Diane went to his room to find Susan just bringing him back from the bathroom, and Susan stayed as she gave Billy his treatment, when she was done, Susan crawled into bed with him. "I'm staying with him Mom, I won't be sitting up with him, but he needs me here; he'll need help if he has to go to the bathroom during the night," she told her mother and it was obvious was willing to fight over the issue.

"Ok Susan but I do expect you to sleep! Now goodnight both of you."

"We will," Susan replied but Billy was already asleep as her mother turned off the light.

Susan spent the night curled up against her best friend, keeping him safe and warm. She was still sleeping and Billy was too when Dan came in at 5:30am to give him another massage treatment, she sat and watched her dad give Billy his treatment, he was so incredibly gentle in doing it, even more than she was herself when she did them. When her Dad was done, she kissed him and thanked him, then crawled back into bed with Billy and was quickly back to sleep. They were both still sleeping when her mother checked them before going to work.

Billy had woken just enough earlier to recognize it was Dan doing his treatment, but was back to sleep even before the man was done; when he woke this time he could feel Susan against him but he needed a bathroom trip. "Susan... Susan...I need to go..." he said gently shaking her.

"OK Billy let me get up a second..." Susan replied rubbing her eyes.

Then stood and said "Come on Billy let's get you fixed up," then picked him up like a toddler, his arms around her neck and holding his bottom and carried him next door to the bathroom, then stood him and faced him to the toilet. "Just #1 or do you need to poop too?"

"Just pee I think..."

"OK then, and she reached down and held his penis for him until he was done," then picked him up sideways this time and quickly had him back in bed."

"Relax and I'll get you some breakfast, then I'll check you to see how you're doing OK?"

Karen came in a few minutes later carrying a tray for him. "Where's Susan? She said she was bringing it." He asked.

"Susan needed to use the bathroom herself Billy, so I told her I'd bring your breakfast."

"Oh.. OK... just wondered..."

When he was done with breakfast, Susan flipped back his bedding exposing him. "Ok let's see how Billy's doing this morning." She said and he spread his legs for her. Lightly running her hand over his balls, then gently cupping them together. "How does that feel Billy any pain?"

"Really good Susan, so good I wish that limp noodle down there would respond. I think it's dead."

"No sex thoughts Billy!" then moved her hand down gently rolling each ball in her fingers, "Tell me if anything hurts even a little."

"No still feels really good."

Then she knelt between his legs and lifted his balls side by side and compared them, "Seem to be the same size, tell me if this hurts," then cupped his balls with one hand while lightly pressing each one individually with a finger from her free hand, waiting for any sign of pain, but got none.

"No pain," Billy told her smiling.

"Then I think our favorite boy is getting well. You have another treatment at 11:30 then 5:30 this evening unless something changes. If you're still good this evening then there won't be another until that time tomorrow evening. Then the Doctor checks you Friday morning."

"Do I have to stay in bed?"

"No, but nothing strenuous, you've slept so much the last couple of days you need to move around some anyway. And as much as I like carrying you, you should walk some, so you can make it to the bathroom on your own. But one of us is going to be with you until we're sure your strong enough."

"You're the boss! Could both of you sit with me a minute?" he said as he swung his legs over the side and sat on the edge of his bed. When both girls were sitting with him he put an arm around each of them. "I just wanted to really thank you two for taking care of me. I know I've been a sleeping lump most of the time and you've had to do almost everything for me. I love both of you more than I can tell you and I want to kiss you to death." He then hugged and kissed each of the girls putting his whole body into it; trying to convey how much he loved them. Each responded but were careful not to hurt him, but still let him know how much they loved him in return. Susan got the last kiss before he turned to her sister.

"Karen could you help me walk for awhile, I really need to move, some, I feel like my arms and legs are made of rubber."

"Sure Billy but we don't want you overdoing it either." She replied helping him stand then holding him by the waist as they slowly walked across the room.

"Ohhh," Billy said and Karen immediately stopped.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing... just that thing in my butt feels really strange when I walk. Doesn't hurt but it moved and I'm not used to that..."

They walked around the inside of the house for about 20 minutes and Karen could see he was tiring. They were in the family room near the sofa, so she guided him to it then pulled him onto her lap. "That's enough for now, you're getting tired, so sit here and let Big Sister Karen hold you for awhile."

"Ok, I like my Big Sister holding me anyway. She likes to cuddle me and is really good at it." Billy grinned at her.

Grinning back at him, she turned him on his side laying his head against her left shoulder and kissed him, "That's because Billy is so easy to cuddle," then leaned her forehead against him nose to nose while lightly tickling her fingers on his ribs, which got him giggling. Then stopped and just held him to her. Billy relaxed in her arms. "This is so nice," he whispered as he kissed her cheek, "Thanks!"

After he rested for awhile, Susan walked him around and even took him out on the deck where she sat on the loveseat lounger with him, and they talked softly about nothing in particular, just enjoying each other and him being awake enough to talk.

At 11:30 she gave him his treatment and drained him, getting quite a bit more than she was now accustomed to seeing, while he was on the 2 hour schedule. When she inspected him afterwards he still wasn't feeling pain and no swelling was detectable. Even better he was only drowsy for about 45 minutes afterwards. So they spent the afternoon moving from place to place in the house, resting when he tired, and giving him bathroom breaks (with escort) and had a nice lunch outside on the deck. Diane came home at 4:45 and found the three of them play cards out on the deck and smiled broadly when she saw them sitting there.

"Well this is a pleasant surprise! You look so much better Billy!"

"Feel better too. I haven't had any pain today and the girls have helped move around some, I was so stiff and weak, but I feel stronger each time."

"Great! Did you have a good lunch too?"

"Yeah the girls stuffed me until I couldn't eat another bite. Feels good to eat at a table again. And after my morning treatment I was only drowsy for about 45 minutes, I didn't fall asleep like I've been doing."

"Wonderful! Sounds like you're getting much better. All those treatments must have done the job!"

"I sure hope so, I'm tired of being tired all the time and no pain down there is really nice."

"What would you like for dinner Billy? We'll have dinner as soon as Daniel get here, then I'll check you and we'll do your treatment and I'll check in with the doctor."

"Anything cooked on the grill, it's all really good."

"Grilled pork chops ok?"

"Sounds great! Can't wait, I'm hungry just thinking about it."

"You are DEFINITELY getting better! Young Boy's being hungry is the NORMAL situation!"

Dan came home a little later and also found the kids playing cards on the deck. "Great Billy so good to see you up again!" he greeted the boy and gave him a hug then played with his hair and rubbed his shoulders.

"Dad, Mom says you're grilling pork chops since that's what Billy wants for dinner, she's got them thawing out on the counter," Karen informed him.

"Sounds good to me, Straight or with my secret special barbeque sauce?"

"I want the sauce" both Karen and Susan replied, Billy didn't know about the sauce. "If they think it's good, who am I to argue; Sauce!" he added.

"You'll like it Billy, it's Dad's own secret formula, kind of spicy but really good, he won't even tell Mom what he puts in it and won't let anyone in the kitchen when he makes up a batch." Karen told him.

"If it's that secret it has to be good. Can't wait!" Billy beamed up at the man.

During dinner, everyone was watching Billy when he took his first bite, Billy chewed slowly then licked his lips to make sure he'd gotten it all, then smiled widely at Dan. "Fantastic! You should bottle and sell this stuff, call it uh...'Chef Dan's Secret Barbeque Sauce, or Chef Dan's Magical Meat Elixir' or something like that! This would be good on any kind of meat."

"But I'm not a Chef Billy." Dan replied.

"Chief Chef OF Barbeque here aren't you!" Billy replied, "I'm serious Dan I think a lot of people would buy it!"

"He's right you know," Diane said grinning at her husband. "It would sell, there's a lot of BBQ sauces out there, but none taste like yours; you could have one of those small batch companies make it and bottle it; then it's just a matter of marketing. But then you'd have to tell what the secret ingredients are, not the quantities but they have to be listed on the label."

"I'll have to think about it..." Dan said obviously considering the idea.

"If I do this Billy you get 5% of the net for suggesting it." Dan said seriously looking at the boy.

"What? For suggesting you sell it?"

"And giving it a good name!" Dan replied.

"You're kidding right?"

"NO I'm not, if I do decide to do this, I'm calling it exactly what you suggested and you get a cut of the profit; people pay big money for good marketing ideas and you just came up with one."

After dinner, while the girls were cleaning up, Diane and Dan examined Billy and then she did his treatment. "It looks really good Billy she told him; both are almost exactly the same size and you didn't feel pain when I handled them. I'm really happy about that and I'm sure the doctor will be to."

Billy smiled at her between his still wide spread legs as she dialed the doctors telephone number.

"Relax sport," Dan told him just picking him up from the floor where he was sitting beside him and setting him on his lap while his wife talked to the doctor on the phone. Hugging him to his chest as Billy sat with his back against him facing Diane. "I'm really happy it's going better for you Billy," he whispered in his ear. Billy smiled and snuggled back against him. "Me too," he whispered back.

"He sounded really pleased Billy, he'll be here first thing in the morning to check you and let us know how you are for sure and tell us what still needs to be done." She reported.

The family spent the evening sitting on the floor leaning against the sofa watching a movie, Billy very happy sitting on Dan's lap, and two girls happy for their friend. Diane just beamed at the girls and loved how Billy was so comfortable with Dan. At bed time, Karen crawled in with him and Billy held her, kissing her to sleep, trying to thank her for all her help.

The doctor arrived early the next morning, and Diane had to wake Billy to bring him out for his exam. The two girls stumbled into the kitchen as he was finishing, Dan had already left for work.

"This is really good Billy," he said, then looked to the two girls, "You ladies have done a wonderful job getting Billy healed, I'm very proud of both of you, he said to them as they stood against the wall watching. "OK Billy you've made a lot of progress this week more than I'd hoped for, but I don't want to take any chance of a setback. So for the next four days I want you to be kept empty. That means twice per day minimum, more if needed."

"Doctor, isn't there any other way than those massages? The girls are really good about doing them but I don't think my butt will ever close up again, it's been open so long. Couldn't I drain myself masturbating?"

The doctor thought about it before answering. "Billy that would work if I could trust you not to overdo it while masturbating. Unfortunately I can't trust you not to. Now before you argue with me, I know all about boys your age, and once you get started, you'll get carried away. Remember, I used to be your age myself. So... we have two alternatives here. Either we continue with the massages at least once per day OR, if the girls are willing they could masturbate you in a controlled way if they are willing. Now what I mean by 'controlled' is this. They would do it slowly and deliberately, no jerking and no fast movements and I want your testis protected while it's being done, so sit back a little and I'll show the ladies the position I'm talking about, then it's up to them." The doctor cupped Billy balls in this hand, to protect them, then slowly worked his penis a few times. "No fast movements, no matter how much he wants it; lubricate your hand well, you can either use a glove or not; your choice. I just can't trust Billy to go slow enough, I know he'll speed up no matter what he says and he may bump his testis hard enough to reinjure himself in the process. I know how boys are! Diane, you need to approve this, even if the girls are willing."

"Since it's for health reasons and controlled, I'll approve if the girls are willing to do it. We're into 'sexual' activity here rather than the 'medical massages' he's been getting. What do you think girls, will you do this? I'm giving you a choice and don't look to Billy for an answer, this is YOUR choice not his."

"Actually Diane, this isn't as 'sexual' as you're thinking. It won't be anything like a normal sexual masturbation or self masturbation. The 'fun' is removed by the slow deliberate nature of it. They would literally be milking him of his fluids, which they've been doing anyway with the massages. The only difference is they'll use his penis to make it flow rather than pushing it out from the inside. I can guarantee, he won't like it because of the slow controlled pace; that pace removes his libido from the activity.

"I'll do it Mom, I know how much he hates the other way. And I agree we can't trust him to go slow like that. Sorry Billy but it's the truth!" Susan replied.

"I'll help him too Mom, and Susan's right about not trusting him on this one. He'll get all excited and I know he'll just hurt himself. Yeah, Sorry Billy..."

"OK then. How often Doctor?" the woman asked.

"At least twice per day, just before bedtime is best and first thing in the morning. But at his age he'll build up fluids fast, that's why you were having to drain him so often. His body is raging hormones right now and that's part of the problem until he gets through puberty. It can be done as often as necessary to keep him drained, I don't want any fluid buildup in there until I'm positive he's completely healed. So how about we start with this; before bedtime and first thing in the morning; then during the day as necessary if he's feeling pressure or that left testis has any swelling at all he needs to be drained immediately. Billy you are NOT to do this yourself! If you feel a need, you are to go to one of the girls and ask them to do it for you. Otherwise it's the massages like before. I still want him checked for swelling at least every four hours and if he has any pain, then it's back to the massages immediately."

"Is everybody clear on what we're doing? Billy? Girls? Diane?" he said looking at each of them and getting agreement.

"I'm serious here Billy you may not do this yourself! Someone else must do it for you!" the doctor sternly told him.

"I understand doctor, and I promise I won't do it... I always ask for help. I don't want to go through all that again!"

"Consider this treatment Billy not fun. You too girls. I'm approving this because it's needed medically, otherwise I could bring a machine over which would do it mechanically and he'd hate that even more. AND I WILL DO THAT IF HE DOESN'T FOLLOW MY RULES!"

"A machine?" Billy asked.

"Yes, think of the machines they use to milk cows Billy. Same idea, cold and impersonal and my patients hate it when it has to be used on them. I think you get the idea."

"Yes Sir, I'll behave and I couldn't do anything any way, the girls are much stronger than me. They'd just hold me down and do it your way regardless."

"Right in one!" Susan grinned at him

"Too true!" Karen added, "and then spank him for misbehaving!"

And the doctor and Diane just chuckled, while Billy blushed. "OK then I'm off to the office," the doctor said and got up to leave, "Susan, Diane, keep me advised of any changes."

"Yes Doctor," they both replied and he was gone.

"I have to leave too, kids, you know the rules and what needs to be done and I expect it to be done EXACTLY like the Doctor said. And Billy I'll spank you again when I get home if I find out the girls needed to spank you. And girls you ARE authorized to do just that if necessary!"

"Yes Mother," the girls responded and "Yes Ma'am" Billy replied.

"Good now I have to leave too, so I'll see you at dinner time, sooner if I can get free this afternoon."

"Have a good day Mom!" Susan called to her retreating back.

None of the kids had eaten yet so they fixed themselves breakfast before doing anything else, when they were done, Susan wrapped an arm around him. "So Billy what'll it be first? A Spanking or a Handjob, or maybe a Handjob and then a spanking? What do think?"

Billy gulped, "Uh... can I pass on the spanking and just go with the handjob? I'd really rather not be spanked at all."

<giggle> "Certainly Billy as long as you behave, but know up front, I WILL spank you if you get frisky and so will Mom when she comes home and finds out. So do you have a preference? How about I hold you this first time to keep you calm and Karen can do the honors."

"Whatever you girls want. I wasn't left any choices in all this..."

"OK then you sit here on my lap and Karen will try and get that limp noodle hard and work it for you otherwise, I'll have to remove your dilator and do it the other way because you need to be drained right now."

"Ok..." he said and sat on her lap facing Karen. Susan put his legs over hers draped outside her legs, as she held him around the chest back against herself. This left him wide open, his balls dangling in the air between her legs.

Karen got a bottle of hand lotion and coated him and her hands, then gently and slowly stroked him, pulling on it until she felt it start to stiffen. Then slowly work it up and down, running her thumb over the head each time she reached the top. "Relax Billy you've wanted this for weeks now. Let Big Sister Karen take care of it for you," she softly told him as one hand protected his balls while the other slowly worked him.

At one point Susan felt his hips start to move and grabbed around his lower stomach with her right arm, while maintaining her hold on his chest with her left. "NO Billy!" she sternly told him and he was still again. Billy was breathing hard and fast, it seem like every stroke took forever, just a little faster and he could cum, but no Karen was working slowly. This was torture, not fun like when he did it to himself. Finally he could feel pressure building and then suddenly he was cuming but it wasn't shooting out, it just dribbled over her hand and then it stopped and he was limp again. "All done I think," Karen said feeling his balls and then wiping him and the chair with a hand towel. Meanwhile, Billy was catching his breath, still being held tightly by Susan.

"You OK Billy?" she softly asked her mouth right by his ear.

"Yeah, but he's right... that wasn't fun at all... to mechanical... I don't even want to think what that machine would be like..."

"So you're good for a while Billy but I want you to tell me immediately if you need it done again, and if I check you and find you need it and didn't tell me, then I'll have to spank you for that. I don't want to but you need to understand we are in control here and you MUST do it this way."

"I understand..."

"Good now you can get up and relax for a while." She said releasing him.

Billy when in and sat down on the sofa, thinking about this new arrangement, while the girls talked in the kitchen about how to do it and control him. "He started to move his hips Karen I could feel it and stopped him. I don't think he likes it at all, just like the doctor said would happen." Susan told her.

"Yeah I felt him 'twitching' in my hand, I knew he wanted more pressure and faster but I just kept the same pace..."

"We'll need to hold him tightly to keep him still..." Susan said.

"Or spank him, one good one will convince him, I'm sure of it..." <giggle> Karen replied.

"You may be right, just to prove we are in control! Flip a coin or cut cards to see who gets to do it?"

"Cards..."

Five minutes later it was determined that Karen got the honors. "You know it will be more embarrassing to be spanked by a younger girl too, don't you," Susan said.

"Yeah, I play spanked him once and he blushed pretty good, when I do it for real he'll turn beet red."

With the determination made the girls went about their day. They still had chores to do whether Billy was sick or not, so they got to work on them. At about 10:00 Billy came to where Susan was folding laundry. "Susan, I think I need to... you know be drained, I... I can feel pressure you know..."

Susan stopped what she was doing and knelt down checking him, feeling each ball individually. "Good Billy it is starting to swell a little. Go see Karen and she'll take care of you I need to finish this," she said turning back to the pile of laundry and starting to fold it again.

Billy sighed and went in search of Karen, this was really embarrassing having to ask them to jerk him off just avoid those prostate massages. He found her cleaning one of the bathrooms. "Uh.. Karen, I need... I need help you know?"

"What kind of help Billy?" she replied where she was scrubbing out the bathtub.

"Uh...pressure you know, Susan said to come and see you."

"Oh... you need me to masturbate you. Why didn't you just say so?" she said smiling at him.

"Karen it's really embarrassing to have to ask a girl to do that; and especially you two. It seems naughty to ask that of you..."

"Billy you need it for medical reasons so why would you be embarrassed to ask us for help. We've done things much worse, at least to us, in the process of helping you. Now come with me and we'll get you fixed up." She replied taking his hand and leading him to her room after grabbing a towel from the rack.

In her room she sat on the edge of her bed and laid the towel beside her. "OK I want you to sit on my lap like you did with Susan this morning and I'll hold you with my left arm, then I'll just reach around and take care of that problem for you, your balls and sack will be hanging free, so nothing can hit them." Billy sat with his back to her straddling her open legs and her left arm circled him pinning his left arm against him and she held his right arm in her hand. "There, comfy?" she asked, while gently stroking his lower belly. "Now all we need to do is get him all nice and hard and then we can do what we need to do." She continued as she dumped some lotion in her free hand and then gently started stroking him outward from his body, "come on Billy you're not cooperating here, I need your little friend hard to do him or you any good," she whispered to him.

Billy closed his eyes and tried to relax and just think about her hand on him and how good it felt. Finally he felt it responding and she confirmed it. "That's better just about ready then, we'll start." Billy kept concentrating on the feel of her hand as she slowly stroked him and then his hips started moving shoving against her hand. And she suddenly let go of his cock. "Billy Carter!" she yelled at him and then lifted his body and placed him face down over her lap and immediately started spanking him. "YOU were TOLD what would happen if you started doing that and you just didn't LISTEN! You PROMISED not to do that and you DID it anyway.!"

Twenty-five hard spanks later she stopped and Billy was crying and sobbing on her lap, still face down across her knees. Karen reached under him and he was still hard, it was dangling between her legs, so she started milking him in that position while holding him in spanking position. "You move and I'll spank you some more!" she warned and continued slow downward strokes until she felt him cum, and kept stroking until it stopped then held his cock in her hand while it softened, still stroking and squeezing it.

"I'm done Karen you can let go of it now..." Billy said with a whimper still face down over her legs.

Karen turned him over and held him on her lap sitting up, then reached down and stroked his cock some more, mostly just holding it and her thumb playing over the head. "I didn't want to do that Billy but you made me when you started moving. You know that's not allowed," she told the still crying boy. "You have to control yourself better otherwise we go back to the other treatments and I know you hate those. And as for me holding your dick then or like I am right now, I'm done when I decide I'm done, NOT when you say it's done. In fact Billy I'll hold you dick or your balls or any other part of you whenever I feel like. I've earned that right by everything I've had to do for you. Do we understand each other?"

"Yes Karen I'm really sorry..." he whimpered.

"Billy I don't like hurting you like that but I will if I need to. You have to understand that you are not in control of this. Susan and I are responsible for making sure it's done properly and you have no choice in this. Now I'm not going to tell Mom because this was only the second time it's been done for you and you're still learning, but if you can't control yourself, you will be spanked again and Mom will be told, then you'll REALLY get it. Understand?"

"Yes Karen I'll do better next time I promise."

"Good now go strip the sheets off your bed and take them and your dirty t-shirts down to the laundry room for washing. There are clean sheets in the hallway linen closet. You're well enough to at least change your own sheets."

"OK Karen and thank you for helping me... even if I did mess up."

"You're welcome Billy and I'm sure you'll do better the next time. Now go strip your bed." She ordered after giving him a hug and kissing his tear stained cheek.

Billy did as he was told and stripped his bed, then took the sheets and a couple of t-shirts he'd been wearing at night down to the laundry room where Susan was still working folding laundry.

Susan saw him come down the steps with red puffy eyes. "Billy have you been crying? Did Karen take care of you? What's wrong Billy?"

"I messed up while she was helping me... and she had to spank me..." he said in shame almost getting ready to cry again.

"What happened Billy?"

"I... I wasn't concentrating on not moving and... and I started moving my hips... and well just... she just turned me over and spanked me... told me I'd already been warned and... and that I broke my promise not to do that... then she... finished it with me face down across her legs, like it was a cow's udder or something... it was really embarrassing... I told her I was sorry... but I think she's mad at me..." he replied his whole body trembling.

"Oh Billy Karen never really gets mad at anyone, she may have been upset with you but I doubt she got mad at you and she never stays that way. Now you almost did the same thing this morning and I had to stop you didn't I? So I think you need to be concentrating on not moving like you're supposed to do not thinking about other things like sex; because this isn't sex is it. No it's not! It's helping you get better and you have to help us do that for you. Did she say whether she was going to tell Mom?"

"She said she wouldn't this time since I was still learning to control myself, but if I did it again she'd spank me again and then tell your Mom."

"Well I think she's right about that, now let me check you to make sure your drained and then look at your bottom and make sure you're ok there too." Susan inspected his balls then had him bend over and removed his dilator, then held his penis in her hand and inserted a finger and rubbed his prostate making sure it was empty. And it was. Then removed her finger and wiped it off on a dirty towel and put his dilator back in. Then ran her hands over his very warm and red bottom. "OK Billy she got you emptied and although your butt is red right now it will be back to normal by the time Mom gets home unless you get another spanking. I'm sure it's not comfortable but it will be back to normal in no time at all," she told him giving it a little squeeze. "So if I were you, I'd make sure it DIDN'T get another spanking today."

"OK Susan I'll try a lot harder, I don't want to be spanked anymore. Do I have to keep wearing the dilator thing?"

"Yes at least until we're sure the manual draining is working using your penis, that's why I just checked your prostate to make sure it was empty. We can't tell easily whether we got everything any other way."

Billy went back upstairs and made up his bed with clean sheets and was finishing straightening things up when Karen stuck her head in the door. "When you finish in here come out and help me with the family room."

"OK" Billy replied

A few minutes later he found her running the sweeper in the family room complaining about popcorn. "Pickup the dishes and trash and take them to the kitchen, then get some glass cleaner, the TV screens got dust all over it."

Billy didn't answer, just started picking up glasses and bowels and waste paper and then took them to the kitchen and threw the trash away and put the dishes in the sink. Then returned with glass cleaner and a roll of paper towels and cleaned the TV screen, then proceeded to clean the glass top coffee table and end tables. While Karen was straightening things around the room. She finished before he did and watched him, noting his behind was still very pink from his spanking. "Come back in here when you finish Billy I think you and I need to talk."

Billy took the cleaner, roll of towels and waste towels to the kitchen and returned to find Karen sitting in the big soft chair which her mother usually claimed as hers. "Come over here Billy," she ordered and he moved over to stand in front of her. Karen held him by his hips and placed him between her legs and used her right hand to inspect his penis and balls, while her left hand slid behind him and cupped his rear. "Still no swelling... that's good... now sit down here with me." She said pulling him onto her lap and wrapping her left arm around him while holding his hip with her right. Then looked seriously into his eyes before talking. Billy's body gave a little tremble, he didn't know what this was about and she looked so serious, and she'd already spanked him once today.

"Why are you trembling Billy?"

"Scared..."

"Why?"

"I don't want to be spanked again and you look like I've done something wrong... and I don't know what."

"You haven't done anything that I know of. Have you done anything you need to be punished for?"

"I don't think so..."

"Then relax, I wasn't planning on punishing you and unless you do something wrong I won't."

"Ok... but I was worried."

Karen stroked his hip as she looked in to his eyes like she was seeing inside him. "Billy you are getting well now and I just thought we needed to talk about our relationship since you're going to be living here from now on. We need for you to understand that Susan and I ARE in charge of you whenever we're alone here. You've noticed that whenever Mom leaves, she either tells Susan or Me that we are in charge and usually ends the sentence with 'take care of Billy' or something like that." Billy nodded.

"The fact of the matter is that Mom runs this house and our family. Dad makes some decisions, but usually they are business related or regarding finances. Mom decides everything else. She knows Susan and I can be trusted with anything she tells us to do, she knows our capabilities and our limits. She is still learning about you so she never puts you in charge of anything. Don't expect that to change any time soon if ever. Every time she's left just the two of us, she's told you I was in charge and you accepted that. Suddenly you seem to be rebelling and questioning me when I tell you to do things, and then you acted up this morning and I had to punish you. Why is that Billy?"

"I don't know..." then thought for a few minutes, "age? Uh... I didn't realize I was doing it..."

"Age isn't at determining factor. Who is most capable is the determining factor when it comes to Mom and her decisions; assuming she trusts two parties equally."

"I don't know Karen..."

"Then listen carefully Billy, ever since you got here I have been your 'Big Sister' in our relationship, you joked about it but I think you realized it was true also, you just didn't admit it. Susan and I have been taking care of you and protecting you ever since you and I met and I have been responsible for you, not the other way around. I may be a little younger than you but I'm both physically and mentally stronger than you. I'm totally trusted by my parents to make 'correct' decisions in accord with their wishes; you are not. I've cared for you, washed you, diapered you, had my hand up your behind and treated your injuries; held you when you cried, kept your bad dreams away and protected you from an attacker. I've touched every part of your body more intimately than most boys are ever touched except for maybe by their mothers. I know what scares you and how your emotions work and try very hard to support you. In every sense of the words I've been your 'Big Sister' in the way I've treated you."

Billy nodded agreement.

"What you need to understand Billy is, that's not going to change. I will always be put in charge of you if Susan isn't here, and even when she is here, I still am in charge of you under her direction. That's just the way it is, that's the way our family works and you need to accept that. I love you like a little brother and I'd never hurt you unless it's necessary to punish you. You upset me when you broke the promise you made to all of us just a few hours ago on behaving during your treatments and Susan had already warned you the first time. THAT is why you got spanked and I'll do it again if you can't control yourself."

"Then you objected to me touching your body afterwards. Know this Billy Carter, after all I've done to help you; I am entitled to touch your body any time I want and any where I want. There is not any part of it that is secret from me and none that I won't touch if I feel I need to, or even just want to. Remember, I've cleaned your messy behind, handled your cock, even masturbated it, washed every part of you and even just now handled your balls again to make sure you were healing. You have absolutely nothing I haven't already seen and touched and should never be embarrassed at my touching you or seeing you, no matter what. It's part of my job as your care giver, yes 'babysitter' if you want to call it that, to look after your body so I'll touch you anytime I decide I need to do that and I don't ever what to hear an objection again. Just remember that as long as you're part of this family and we are alone, no matter where we are, I am your 'Big Sister' and I am in charge of you. If you can do that, you'll never need to be afraid of me ever, I'll take good care of you."

"I'm Sorry for upsetting you Karen," he said tears welling up in his eyes, "and I like the way you've treated me, I love and respect you too much to hurt your feelings... I didn't mean to object to you touching me then. But you need to understand how sensitive my penis gets after I cum, it's doesn't feel good to be handed right then; that's all I was trying to let you know... I didn't mean to disobey or anything like that... But you're right you are my Big Sister and I understand that now and I'll treat you just that way. I love both my sisters and don't want to lose them."

"So you're OK with all this? Don't lie to me Billy or I'll find out sooner or later, then I will be mad at you."

"Yeah... It's hard to get used to... kinda like all this 'modesty' training but I can deal with it..."

"I know that Billy, you were the 'Big Brother' at your home; but here you're the 'Little Brother' and that's a big change for you, so I'll understand if you mess up every once in a while, but not too often or you'll get punished. Those are the House Rules and they apply to all of us. I appreciate you being honest with me. So are we good now?"

"Yeah..." he replied his mouth breaking into a small grin, "Can I kiss my Big Sister to thank her for being so good to me?"

"Any time Billy!" she said but didn't wait for him, she wiped the tears that had leaked then kissed him deeply and hugged his slim body tightly against her. "I love my little brother when his a good boy." She whispered as he returned her hug.

Susan drained Billy once that afternoon, him sitting on the edge of his bed grasping the bedding with both hands and he leaned back concentrating on not moving his body even the slightest, he didn't want another spanking! The whole thing drove him nuts as she slowly worked him while cupping his balls, at one point his legs straightened and his toes curled but he managed not to move until she was done. Susan keep stroking downward on his cock even when it was limp and he whimpered. "What's wrong Billy?" she asked looking up at him but her hand was still gently stroking from base downward to the head of his member.

"Uh... Susan Uh... that really doesn't feel very good after I've cum. For a few seconds it's OK but then my dick get's really sensitive and doesn't like being touched for awhile. Would you mind not doing that?"

"I need to make sure it's completely empty Billy even after it's soft, so I need to do this a little more to make sure I've gotten all of it. I'm sorry if that's uncomfortable for you, but I need to do it."

"Oh... I didn't know... just... do it quicker... it you could... it's... well it almost hurts..."

"Well I'm done now anyway," she said patting his cock as it lay limp on his belly, "But I'll do that as long as I think I need to, even if you don't like it. The purpose here isn't to get your sexual jolly's but to make sure you're empty and that's what I'm doing."

"I know that Susan, and it's not fun at all when you or Karen do it so slow, but, once it's done, it's really, really uncomfortable to be touched down there."

"Well I guess you'll just have to get used to it Billy because I'll do what I think is best for you even if you don't like it. So just stop whimpering about it!"

"I'm sorry Susan, I didn't mean to say you weren't doing what you think best, I was just hoping it could be a little quicker that's all... I didn't want to complain or anything like that..."

"But you did complain Billy! And here I am on my knees trying to help you. Some appreciation for my effort is in order not complaining because I hold your limp dick a little longer than you like!"

"I'm sorry Susan I didn't mean it that way at all and I really do appreciate all the effort and work you've put into getting me better. I know I'm well I guess you'd call it 'high maintenance' like they do with machines that need fixed often to keep them running, but you still seem to care enough to keep doing it."

"Yes you're 'high maintenance' Billy but I keep doing what you need because I think you're worth it, just say thank you and that's all I really need from you. Well a kiss now and then helps too..."

"Thank you Susan, but with you standing between my legs I can't get up to kiss you."

"Then I'll just lean down closer where you can reach me," <giggle> and she did, and he did.

That evening at dinner Diane was talking about Billy's progress and what still needed to be done, tomorrow was Saturday and Daniel had a Lodge outing at the local orphanage, where they had a big cookout for the kids with clowns and games for them. It was a family event and he was the 'head chef' so he needed to go early and set up the commercial grills he used. Diane had just said they all should go when Karen interrupted.

"Mom? You didn't forget about my pool party tomorrow did you? Cindy, Mary and Jane were invited weeks ago. It's just the three of them, and just for the morning." Karen said.

"Oh Karen I'm sorry I DID forget, well that complicates things. Daniel what time do you need to be there?"

"I need to BE there by 8:30 to set up those big grills and then fire them up not later than 10:00, since I use real charcoal and wood chips in them and I'm going to have to make up about three gallons of my sauce tonight to take with me, the kids really liked it the last time and I'll need lots of it feeding over a hundred people."

"Oh dear, and I was supposed to bring a giant bowl of fruit salad too, I with everything that's been going on I haven't gotten that made yet..." she replied.

"Well... the girls and I can work on the fruit salad while you make your sauce and I'll go with you first thing in the morning and help you set up then come back. Susan can supervise the girls and Billy while we're gone and we have enough snacks for them already. Then I'll come back to get you in the afternoon, because I know you'll need help packing everything back up again and we'll need to use my mini-van to haul it both ways. But I need to go to the store this evening and buy a bunch of fresh fruit for that salad. Do you need anything for the sauce?"

"No I've got everything I need, it's just a matter of putting it all together and then simmering it for awhile."

"So here's the plan then." She started, "Girls you and I will go to the store and get the fruit and prepare it. Billy, if Daniel will let him, will help Daniel make his secret sauce and then tomorrow morning I'll help him take the stuff to the orphanage and set up while Susan takes care of the girls and Billy. I should be back before lunch, and will fix lunch for you kids; then I'll go pick up Daniel and the leftover stuff and equipment in the afternoon and we'll all be here before dinner time. Any problems?"

No one had any objections. "Hearing none it is so ordered!" Diane ruled.

As soon as dinner was finished and the table cleared the women departed for the grocery store and fruit market. Dan led Billy into the kitchen and put a big long apron on him. "Now Billy you will learn the secret of 'Chef Dan's Magical Meat Elixir' which you must most solemnly promise to never reveal. Because in about two months you're going to see it on store shelves!"

"You're going to do it then?" Billy asked.

"Absolutely! I took a sample to a marketing company and they took one taste and offered a contract. All I had to do was provide the secret recipe and a sample for taste comparison and they will handle everything else. Contracting production, marketing, everything. I just sit back a collect my checks."

"Wow!"

"Yes so raise your right hand and repeat after me." And Billy assumed the proper pose. "I Billy Carter hereby solemnly promise never to reveal the ingredients nor the method of assembly of 'Chef Dan's Magical Meat Elixir' even on suffering torture, pain or horrible death; not even to family or friends, and especially anyone in this family." Billy repeated the promise word for word as Dan said it.

"OK Chef Billy let's get started..."

"Why did I have to promise not to tell anyone in the family?"

"Because young man, it's one of the few things I do, that Diane and the girls can't duplicate, and believe me they've tried. Us guys have to SOMETHNG that the women can't best us at, don't we?" <chuckle>

<giggle> "Yeah I can see your point! So what do I need to do?"

"For starters open these cans," and he started putting large commercial cans, jars and bottles of stuff on the counter, then put two large stock pots on the stove. Billy read the labels on the various containers and was amazed at what all when into it: Tomato concentrate; Corn Syrup; Worchestershire Sauce; powdered onion, garlic, anchovies and shallots; sugar; molasses; soy sauce; salt; celery seed; vinegar; water and then there were two large plastic bags of spices. "What's in these bags?" Billy asked.

"THAT dear boy is the super secret ingredients, which not even you will learn the exact contents of until you are older and have a 'need to know' and sworn at least two more oaths not to reveal the exact mix of what's in there! Or I might leave it to you in my will. You've already seen more than anyone in this family!"

"Oh.. OK..."

"Actually it's just spices Billy and not really anything special, but the mix when combined with this other stuff produces what you tasted the other night." He said dropping the dramatics. "Now dump a can of tomato concentrate into each pot and add one bag of spice to each, and I'll start measuring the other stuff. We need to get this cooking and all the containers gone before Diane comes back. She's been trying to get this sauce for 10 years now; and it's the only secret I won't tell her and it drives her nuts!" he said grinning at the boy who was now included in the 'conspiracy'.

Billy just grinned back and started dumping stuff into the pots as Dan handed it to him and Dan quickly put the empty containers into trash bags and then carried them out and put them in three different neighbor's trash cans, so there wasn't any 'evidence' of the concoction to be found. When the women came back the two of them were calmly standing at the stove slowly stirring the pots and just smiling at the women. "Hem... So that's it Billy... about another hour of slow simmering and we let it cool and it's all done!" Dan intoned importantly.

"Well that wasn't so hard Dan... and it smells really good already." Billy said grinning back, "Why anyone could make this if they only knew what was in it..."

"Exactly Billy that's why it's a closely guarded secret..."

"So what's in it Billy?" Diane asked.

"Sorry Diane I had to swear never to reveal it even on suffering torture, pain or horrible death!" Billy replied with a grin.

"Figures! I WILL figure it out sooner or later Daniel, you know I will!" she growled at her husband and he just grinned at her and kept stirring. "Men!" she said stomping out of the cooking area.

Two hours later the sauce was cooled and Dan put two quarts into mason jars in the refrigerator for use at home, then poured the rest into a big five gallon plastic bucket and put a lid on it and put it in a refrigerator in the basement; there was around four gallons in the bucket and he said that was enough for the cookout. Meanwhile, Diane and the girls filled two giant stainless steel bowls with hand cut fruit salad and put them in the main refrigerator. Billy was just finishing washing the pots and utensils they'd used when the women were done.

"You're sure you won't tell me Billy?" Diane softly asked standing behind him with her hands on his shoulders as he dried the last pot.

"Sorry can't," Billy replied smirking but not looking back.

"That's not fair Diane and Billy won't tell you either!" Dan said sneaking up behind her and swatting her rear lightly with a dish towel.

"Hey it was worth a try." She replied dancing away from another swat.

"Next she'll be saying you don't get ice cream or something until you tell Billy; you have to be tough here she'll try almost anything."

"I won't tell Dan I promised!" Billy replied grinning watching the two adults teasing each other.

Billy was drained again just before bed time, and Diane watched as Susan did it. It was obvious to the woman that it wasn't much fun for the boy so her concerns about the 'sexual' nature of the girls masturbating him were relieved. Billy was particularly uncomfortable about Susan continuing to 'milk' his penis even after he'd ejaculated. And the ejaculation was more of a dribble than the normal forceful 'shooting' of fluid that she was accustomed to seeing. When Susan was done, she just nodded to her daughter and left the room; this was a 'safe' activity for her girls.

Billy climbed into bed and Susan left him for a while then came back later and found him tossing and turning in bed. She got in with him and hugged him. "Billy wake up... What's wrong Billy?"

"Oh... it's you Susan..."

"Billy what's wrong? You were tearing the bed apart."

"Bad dream I guess.... I guess I'm worried about tomorrow... I was thinking about it when I went to sleep."

"Why?"

"Those girls are coming for Karen's pool party. Three of them... They'll all see me naked and all..."

"Yeah, I'm sure they'll see you, but that shouldn't worry you."

"But... what if they make fun of me... or want to touch me like those other girls..."

"Billy I won't let anyone touch you or hurt you. Yes they'll see you but so what. I thought you'd gotten past this modesty thing. You did so well at the store..."

"Susan, I was scared to death at that store, all those people... all of them looking at me... and those kids making fun of me and talking about me... I was gritting my teeth so hard my jaw hurt."

"Well then this will be a safe opportunity for you to work on your issues then won't it. Just relax and stay calm and be proud of yourself. You have no reason to be ashamed of your body. How many times do you have to be told that to believe it?"

<sigh> "More I guess, since I can't seem to get passed it..."

"Billy I'll be right there with you so you have nothing to worry about. Just relax and let the girls do their thing. They'll see you but unless you look like you're embarrassed, they won't do much; they might snicker or whisper or something for a minute or two but that's all, they'll lose interest quickly because you didn't react to them. Now go to sleep and get a good night's rest."

"OK, thanks Susan..."