Charlie Part 27

Charlie Part 27
By Captain J
CaptainJ46@yahoo.com

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Part 27

"Charlie I may not know everything but I DO KNOW YOU, young lady. I know you've been both a busy little boy and now a busy little girl when it comes to sex."

"But?... How?"

"Give your old Dad a break here Charlie, I've watched you and your friends interact. I don't have to see, you naked in bed with them to know when you're having sex with someone."

"But... but you've never said anything?"

"Why should I? I don't object, so why make you uncomfortable? My only worry is that you not get hurt."

"You Knew? You knew all along?"

"Of course I did. At times it's been kind of funny watching it all. Especially you and Max, the two of you trying to look like you 'didn't' have something going, that you were just friends, when it was obvious that you were much more than that. Especially when you were still a boy."

"And you knew about Nicky?"

"That one was the most obvious of all. Charlie do you remember, when I drove you kids home from the doctor's office and Nick was sitting on your lap in the back seat?"

"Yeah... I remember..."

"I looked in the rearview mirror and what I saw was a lonely little boy, as happy as it's possible to be and he was that way because he was sitting on your lap with your arms around him. Both of you looked very happy and satisfied to be together like that and I knew right then that you'd be together within a couple of weeks at most."

"Only a few days actually," was the soft reply. "Daddy he was so lonely and hurting. And well so was I. We both wanted just to be held and loved for ourselves. We just kind of clicked.... He said he was gay and that didn't matter to me. It was that he 'wanted' to be with me, and I needed to feel that with anyone."

"I realized that Charlie, listen, both of you were undersized, very lonely and abused boys. Emotionally abused if not physically, and probably physically also. Small boys are prime targets of bullies of both sexes. It was natural for the two of you to be drawn to each other, for sympathy and support if nothing else. Things would naturally progress from there, and even if Nick didn't think he was gay at the time, which you say he did, it would have been natural for the two of you to experiment sexually anyway. Charlie I don't have a problem with gay sex. Not as long as both parties want to do it and no one is being forced or hurt."

"You don't? Really?"

"No, I expect it to happen between young boys, it happens all of the time. It's just something that doesn't get talked about. Charlie, I had a special friend like Nick for about six months when I was about 12 years old and scared to death of girls. Then he moved away and well I discovered that girls weren't as bad as I thought and stayed with girls after that. That sort of thing happens with many boys. The only thing that surprised me in your case was that you had two of them and a couple of girls on the side! You were a busy little boy Charlie."

"Yeah Max and I did things too, mostly it was me on top, he's bisexual, and really loved my cock in him. Both of them were really great at oral sex too."

"I suspected as much since they're brothers, they'd probably been playing around together for some time, and once you were with one, well the other would work in there pretty quickly. I figured, Max being older introduced his younger brother to sex play and was the dominant of the two."

"Something like that, neither of them even remember when they started. Nick says it just started happening and both loved it and didn't want to quit."

"How did you know about the girls?"

"Charlie you were 13 and very well endowed for your size. You were getting diaper changes from girls slightly younger than you, and they got to see and handle your privates all they wanted with no shame, embarrassment, or even worry on their part. They were in control and girls that age are just a curious about sex as boys are. It's a natural progression from them diapering you to playing with you a little, which no boy would ever object to and then going from there. Besides, Kathy, Cindy, and Carol were just too protective of you for something NOT to be going on."

"Well I never did regular sex with Kathy... wish I had... nor Carol either. Cindy tricked me into it, and Susan, Max and Nicks sister and I tried some things..."

"And you and your sister did too, didn't you. I know you did, I read that journal Charlie. Don't be ashamed or embarrassed about it. That happens more than most people will acknowledge also."

"Yeah but only a couple of times, she was just too pushy about things, always wanting to be in control of me..."

"So all of that was while you were still a boy right? And no one forced anyone else and no one got hurt. I don't have any problem with kids your ages experimenting, and that's what it amounted to mostly. The only one who ever got hurt physically or even emotionally, was you Charlie and it was your sister who did that mostly."

"You really don't mind young kids having sex?"

"Not as long as no one is forced or hurt and the girls don't get pregnant. No I don't Charlie, it's all part of growing up."

"Wow, I'm really surprised, adults just don't think like that... I least I guess they don't..."

"Some of us do Charlie, Mrs. Hudson for example is well aware that all three of her children are involved with you and doesn't mind at all. She likes you Charlie and is particularly happy with how you've drawn Nick out of his shell and how he's given up on the whole gay thing. She was really worried about Nick. She has no problem with the two of you continuing as long as you want. She even told me she'd love to have you as a daughter."

"What? She said that? When?"

"She and I talked after that meeting at the school your first day. Charlie, she's behind you 100% and wants only good things for you. Like I said she's really happy about you and her son."

"Well I'm really happy about me and Nick too."

"So back to my original question, how are you two getting along. He's not hurting you with sex is he? I doubt it but I need you to tell me. Right now all the two of you could do is anal sex, him doing you, or oral sex, but I need to be assured that anal sex doesn't hurt you."

"It doesn't Dad, it feels really nice. Nick would never ever hurt me. He's too concerned about doing that at times. Always slow and easy, you know, sometimes I have to take over and speed it up some."

"Charlie can you have orgasms that way? I don't understand all of this sex change stuff."

"Yeah I can Dad, in fact right now, it's the ONLY way I can. My prostate is the only sexual organ I still have that works. And even after the operation it'll still be the main source of stimulation for me, they make the new vagina so it touches that gland and so that the gland gets stimulated when I'm penetrated. I might get some more, when they make the nerves from my penis head into a clitoris, but I don't have hardly any feeling there, so I'm not going to bank on that or even hope too much. But yeah, to answer your question, I can have orgasms. They're not as intense as they were when I was a boy, but then orgasms were centered on my dick. They're more all over feeling and really nice, and I usually leak a little fluid from my limp penis when it happens."

"Well I'm glad you can get something from sex Charlie, that was one of my biggest worries when all of this happened. People need sex, it's part of living."

"I get really good feelings from my breasts too, especially in the last two months since they've gotten bigger. You haven't seen them recently, Dad, they're really starting to grow. Let me show you, I'm really happy with them." Charlie replied and opened her robe exposing her chest. "Go ahead and feel them, it feels really good to have them touched."

"I don't know Charlie... maybe I shouldn't..."

"Why not? Oh... you're thinking of incest..." Standing up and removing her robe, in front of him, she continued. "Dad this isn't about sex. Dad, it's ok, it was alright for you to touch any part of my body last summer when I was a boy right? Well it's still ok for you to touch or handle any part of my body and it always will be. Yes I've got boobs now, but I'm NOT a girl yet. I'm a former boy with boobs waiting to have the operation to become a girl. I live as a girl but I'm not one yet. Dad I need you to know, not guess, exactly what my sister left me with and what changes are being made to my body and the ONLY way you can KNOW that is to see, touch and feel my body. Daddy I NEED you to see and touch me to let me know I'm not some kind of freak."

Her father looked up from his seat on the sofa, at his beautiful half daughter, half damaged son standing before him, and with tears in his eyes, held his arms out to her. Her pleading voice had broken any barrier that had existed, he 'had' to do this for Charlie. Charlie gave him a little smile and returned to sitting on his lap, naked and feeling very vulnerable.

"OK Daddy, let's start with my breasts, all those hormones have been really doing a job on me, I'm filling an 'A' size bra cup now. I think they're coming along nicely, and Nick sure likes them, feel them Dad, you won't hurt me, they're just like a real girl has and very sensitive around the nipples. My nipples by the way are still puffy all the time, the girls tell me it's the hormones, but it's really distracting having them that way."

"They 'are' nice Charlie, well formed and nicely shaped, just the way they should be." Her father said as he gently cupped and massaged one.

"OK well my waist seems a whole lot smaller now, the little bit of belly I had is gone and now it's flat. I know my butt's bigger, because a couple pair of shorts I used to wear, don't fit anymore. My arms seem skinnier too, I don't know whether that's from the changes or my growth spurt. I'm kind of skinnier all over since I started growing. Now down here is one thing you need to know about. My penis really got cut up bad. Go ahead and touch it, I don't feel hardly anything on it. See that big scar on the right side about halfway out? She damn near cut it off there. The doctor said it was cut 2/3 of the way through and they had to repair the tube inside, otherwise I'd be pissing out the side of it. Anyway it's all scar tissue in there on the right side, she cut the nerves and I don't feel anything at all on that side. The only feeling I have in my cock at all is on the left side along here (pointing with her finger) and the left side of the head. I hope when they chop it up and make a clitoris out of it that they can salvage enough nerves from the left side to give me feeling on it."

Her father was holding the limp appendage in his hand and stroked the right side with his thumb. "I can't feel your thumb at all Dad, if I didn't see your thumb moving I wouldn't even know it was there, at most it's just pressure, I can feel where your palm is touching the left side, but that's all."

Laying back and opening her legs wide, she moved his hand down between them. "That's where they castrated me, the sack has mostly retracted, just a little loose skin left, and the scars have all faded to just fine white lines. But all of that will get cut when they operate to make my vagina. I've got some printouts of what they do with pictures of the procedure, but they'll cut me open here and used the flaps of skin to make the lips and use part of my intestine to make the interior vagina. It'll be right up under my prostate, to that my prostate is sitting ring against it. That will give me feelings, when I'm penetrated. And they use a small part of my penis head and nerves to make a clitoris; like I said I hope they can salvage enough nerves to give me some feeling on it."

Rolling onto her side, she reached to the end table and got a small bottle of lubricant from the drawer. "Here, use this to lubricate me, then I want you to put your finger in and touch my prostate, so that you'll know I've got feeling there. Don't worry, I'm clean in there, I keep myself empty and clean all the time now."

"Charlie where did that bottle come from?"

<giggle> "I've got them stashed all over the house. A girl has to be prepared for anything with two horny boyfriends!" <laugh>

<chuckle> "Yes I guess you would need to be prepared..."

"Daddy I want you to feel me inside, so that you know for sure that I have and will have feelings during sex. I think this is important, that you know I'm not a total eunuch. Mary butchered my cock and balls but at least she left me with the ability to have some kind of sex life. I doubt that she did that intentionally, she seemed pretty determined to destroy me."

He put lubricant on her hole and his finger, then gently rubbed at the hole and Charlie relaxed and let the finger in with a sigh. His finger slid further until she gave a little gasp, then a breathy moan as his finger stroked the gland. "That's really nice Dad, it feels good and that's the feeling I get with anal sex and will be the minimum I'll have when they've remade me." He pulled his finger back and wiped it on his handkerchief and heard her sigh again as he extracted it.

"Charlie, you didn't feel any pain when I put my finger in?"

"No, none. Dad I've been doing anal sex for over six months now, both as a boy and a girl and well, I'm used to it and as long as I relax and let it in; then I don't feel any pain at all. Of course neither Nick or Max have huge cockd, so I'm not being stretchrf any really. Both are about 5" and about an inch in diameter, just the right size for me."

Charlie curled up on his lap, her head laying on his upper arm as he held her around the back with one arm and his other hand rested on her hip. "Other than that, my body's pretty much like it was as a boy. My thighs seem a little bigger, and my skin a little smoother and what little hair I had growing on it seems to be thinner and some stopped growing altogether. So that's how I am now and you don't need to guess anymore."

"Sweetheart, you're developing a beautiful body and I don't ever what to hear you refer to yourself as a 'freak' again. Hear me? Never! The only part of you that's not beautiful right now is your hurt penis and that will be fixed with the surgery. You'll be absolutely gorgeous once that's done. Nick will be a very lucky boy to have you."

"No Daddy, I'm lucky to have him! Have you looked at him lately? He was beautiful as a little boy, but now. He's so sexy Iooking, I have trouble keeping my hands off of him. I mean just look at him, handsome, slim, trim and toned all over. He's really hot! Throw in his sweet personality, and how caring and loving he is and I just couldn't ever find anyone better."

"Well I don't know about the 'hot' part, I was only ever with one boy when I was young and I've never looked at boys that way since then. He 'is' a good looking you man though and I can tell he cares a great deal about you young lady."

"Believe me Dad, he's the definition of 'hot' on the hoof and in the flesh. I have to spend time keeping other girls away from him. He's mine and I plan on keeping him."

"He seems to want to be kept by you Charlie, so don't worry about other girls. Just treat him right and he'll stay as long as you want."

"I will... So any questions about my body and what's happening with it? No? Ok well I'll put my robe back on then since this whole thing makes you a little uncomfortable. Dad, the next time I want to show you something about my body, please just accept that I need you to see and know and we can both avoid having to get emotional about it. Please?"

"Charlie, I'm sorry about even hesitating like I did, it just... well fathers aren't supposed to have their teenage daughters naked on their lap and feeling their breasts. I guess I'm the victim of societal expectations in that regard. I knew there was nothing sexual about it, but well, I just hesitated when I shouldn't have and that made you feel bad, like there was something wrong with you. It wasn't you at all, it was me."

"OK Daddy," she replied giving him a kiss, "just don't ever do it again."

"I won't I love you too much to make you doubt yourself again."

"Dad, is there any way to get this done during Easter Break? The operation I mean, supposedly the whole thing is done in a single surgery and the patient is usually back on their feet and doing normal activities in a week? I'd like to get this over with so I can get on with my life?"

"I don't know, but I'll find out."

"I know the head shrinker already signed off on it. Hell he was ready to sign off on the first visit. He took one look at me and said, 'you'll do really well' then only needed to ask me some questions and only saw me once more, two weeks ago. He told me then, that I was the best candidate for SRS he'd ever had and that he didn't need to see me again unless I wanted to talk to him."

"Well if he did that, then it's just whenever they can schedule you then. The insurance company has already approved payment for the surgery and related costs. I'll call the doctor and see when they can do it. If they can work it in during that break, then you wouldn't miss school."

"Even if I had to miss a few days of school it's no big deal Dad; I've already had all this before, I already know just about everything we'll have for the rest of the year."

"Right, I forgot for a minute that you're repeating a grade... I'll call the doctors tomorrow and see what they say."

"Thanks Dad, I just hope they can get me in and get this over with. I really want to be a 'whole' girl now that I'm mostly there."

"I'll do my best that's all I can promise..."

"Good enough for me, now let me snuggle with you some more, I really like doing this..."

<chuckle> "So do I honey, so do I..."

Several Days later, her father had an answer. "Charlie, good news, you're scheduled for Easter Break and even better, they're going to do it here at the University Hospital. They'd told me originally that we would have to fly out to either Minnesota or Arizona for the surgery as there are two hospitals that specialize in it and that they were the best. It turns out that the doctors are coming here the week you wanted, to teach a seminar at the Medical School on Sexual Reassignment Surgery and they'll demonstrate on you and apparently two other patients. The insurance company set it all up, of course it saves them a bunch of money, but regardless, you'll go in for some tests one day, surgery the next, stay overnight and back home the next day or the next day at the latest; assuming there are no complications. The only downside is that there will be an audience of Doctors and Medical Students watching the operation."

"Yeah but I'll be knocked out and not see them right? As long as I don't have to see a bunch of people watching me get cut open and rebuilt I don't care as long as I can get it done as soon as possible."

"You may see some of them in the recovery room, but not during the surgery."

"That's ok, let them demonstrate on me then. It's the same doctors who would have done it anyway so what's the difference."

"Right, good point, I'll let them know we accept then."

It was the weekend before Easter Break, and as was now usual Nick was visiting overnight on Saturday. He and Charlie were in her room and cuddled on the bed, just leaning against the headboard with her sitting on his lap. "You're worried about the operation aren't you Charlie?"

"Only that they might screw it up somehow. I mean, I know these doctors have done thousands of them and that they are the best at it, but something could go wrong and then I'd be even more messed up than I am now."

"That just won't happen Charlie, they'd never botch it with an audience of doctors, it would make them look bad. They wouldn't allow that to happen."

<giggle> "Good point, I hadn't thought of that! I met the head doctor yesterday, they had me in for some tests and a general exam to make sure I was healthy enough to be operated on. He was really old, like 60 or something. Said he'd been doing these operations for 35 years. Really a nice old guy but it was kind of freaky standing there nude with him looking my body over."

"He didn't hurt you did he?"

"No of course not, he was all business, it was, I don't know like being naked with your grandfather, checking you out. He just kept muttering 'perfect'. Just weird, that's all."

"Well I agree with him that you're 'perfect' so he's got good taste in women. When are they doing it?"

"First thing Monday morning, I have to check in at like 5:00am, and then they'll operate at 7:30. I have to be there so early for more tests and 'preparation' whatever the hell that means. Sure hope those doctors have their morning coffee and are awake before they start cutting on me!"

"Seems kind of early to me too. Did they say why?"

"Yeah, apparently there is a team of 5 doctors some are specialists at just one part of the overall procedure, but they're doing three of us in one day. I'll be the first. Apparently the second will be someone in their 20's a college student and the last will be some guy who's 40; seems kind of old to be making a change like this, but what the hell it's his body."

"So they'll keep you overnight and then you get released the next day?"

"Yeah late the next day or by noon the day after that unless there are complications. The idea is that if something goes wrong, you know an internal bleeding from a blood vessel they missed or something, it'll show up in the first 24 hours. They keep you to make sure nothing is wrong. Anyway, then I'll be bandaged for the week, with good old diapers again, then I go back on Friday for a checkup unless a problem comes up before then. Staples out next Monday and then, restricted activity for a few weeks with weekly checkups." Four weeks and I'm supposed to be fully functional and female to all but a doctor."

"Just so you know, I'm going to be there the whole time, I already talked to your Dad about it, we'll keep each other company while they work on you, and I plan on being right there with you when you wake up. You're not going to be alone girl, I have to be there for you."

"Nicky you don't have to do that, you'll be all emotional and it'll be really tiring..."

"Yes I do, because I'd worry even more at home. At least if I'm there, I can get instant updates on how you are and besides, you know I love you. I do have to be there."

"OK well Dad will be all up tight too, so maybe the two of you can keep each other from going bonkers with worry then..."

"I'll do that Charlie, I really like your Dad, he's really nice. I'm just surprised that he let's us sleep together. That's not normal you know."

"Nicky my Dad, not only likes you, I think he even loves you some. He's very happy about the way you treat me and the way we are together. He says we're good for each other and I have to agree. You give me exactly what I need and keep me stable and you seem to get what you need from me... I don't know how, I'm such an emotional mess most of the time, but you still like me anyway. Nicky he expected us to be together even when we were both boys."

"What?"

"Yeah, <giggle> he and I had a long talk last month, he's known about us right from the start and he'd also figured out about Max, Cindy and Susan. He thought I might have done things with Kathy and Carol, but wasn't sure on those. But, Nicky he's ok will all of it, even boys together, when we were both boys. He's cool about sex as long as no one's forced, or hurt and girls don't get pregnant."

"Well we don't have to worry about pregnancy and we qualify on the other parts, I'd never hurt you Charlie, I worry about that, so I guess that's why he's cool about us."

"I know you'd never hurt me Nicky, just like I'd never hurt you, I love you too much to ever do that; and you worrying about it just tells me you 'do' love me. By the way he said your mother approves of the two of us too. She's very happy we're together."

"Guess that's why she's so willing for me to be over here so much.... Never thought about it but that explains a lot on how she's been with me this past year. First she was very protective, of her gay son. Then you came into my life and suddenly, I'm allowed to do almost whatever I want, as long as I'm with you when I'm doing it. I know she was really pissed at Baily about him giving you such a hard time. It was almost like he'd done it to me or Max or Susan. Susan said she was acting like you were her daughter. She really likes you, you know."

"Actually I wouldn't mind being her daughter or daughter-in-law if we go there. Nicky I know we're young, but you're the perfect boy for me, you're everything I could ever hope for. If you ever get tired of me, you're going to have a hard time getting rid of me. I want us together forever."

"Charlie baby, I'm never getting rid of you. I've known that since the first time we met. You were perfect for me as a boy and you're still perfect for me as a girl. I'm keeping you girl, so don't even go looking at other boys. I'd have to fight them. I'm never going to tire of my best friend. I love you more than I love myself, so I'm staying!"

"Then shut up and kiss me mister, I need my best friend to distract me from being nervous."

"Yes Charlie, whatever you want. And that is one request I'll always meet."

"You're talking again, kiss me fool!"

"Yes Charlie..."

Monday he spent the morning in the waiting room of the hospital with Mr. Miller, Nick was up pacing back and forth again and just kept looking at the clock. "Come over here and sit Nick," the man told him. When he sat down on the sofa, Charlie's father, put his arm around his shoulders and pulled him into a one arm hug. "pacing back and forth and looking at the clock every two minutes isn't going to make it go faster Nick, so just relax, this is going to take about 4 hours they tell me, and she won't be awake for us to see her for a couple more hours after that. If something goes wrong, they'll let us know, but they don't expect that to happen. The doctors told me that she was the best candidate patient they'd had in years and they expect her surgery to go without problems and that she'll be as perfect as it's possible for them to make her when they're done."

"I have to worry Mr. Miller, I love Charlie so much, and knowing they're cutting her open and all that hurts just to think about it."

"She loves you too Nick, just as much if not more than you love her. You're a good boy Nick, I've watched you two together for quite some time now and you're so good together. I'm very happy for both of you."

"It's not possible for her to love me more than I love her. I've loved her since the moment we met... Charlie, told me.. well that you'd figured us out back when we were both boys... were you really ok with that? She said you were... it's just..."

"Yes I was Nick and I'm still fine with you two being together..." he started and then had a conversation about sex and teenagers similar to that he'd had with Charlie the month before. "Nick, you're a fine young man, who's more caring and responsible than boys usually get until much older. I already think of you as a son, I'm proud of you and I love the way you treat Charlie. If you two decide to make it permanent when you're older, then I'd never have a problem with that. I'll only ask one thing of you ever, please don't hurt her, she's had more pain in her young life than anyone deserves in their entire lifetime."

"I could NEVER hurt her Mr. Miller, I'd hurt myself before I'd do that to her. Don't you know that?"

"I do Nick, but I had to say it. It's kind of a requirement for fathers to say that. Now I think you and I are beyond that formal 'Mr. Miller' stuff don't you. You've grown into a handsome young man. Why don't you call me Dan, it'll make us both more comfortable."

"OK Dan, I think I'd like that. God I'm hungry, I couldn't eat anything this morning..."

"Then let's go down to the cafeteria and get something, we still have over two hours before they'll even be close to being done. So we have some time to kill and we can't have you 'wasting away' now can we; Charlie wouldn't approve of that one bit. She kind of likes that strong body you've developed."

<chuckle> "Yeah she does, she's always feeling my muscles these days..."

<Laugh> "That's my Charlie! I'd be eating good and working out regularly if I were you Nick, I think she's planning on wearing out that body of yours as soon as they tell her she can have sex again."

<giggle> "Yeah she already told me that. I'm not complaining at all; I'm kind of looking forward to it... Jeez I can't believe, I'm sitting here talking to a man about having sex with his daughter... How strange is that?"

"No stranger for you than it is for me... Now let's go get something to keep your strength up; you're going to need it!"

Three and a half hours later the two males were standing over a bed in the recovery room, Charlie looked so tiny and vulnerable laying there, with IV tubes connected to both arms. "She should wake up any time now, she'll be a little disoriented from the drugs, so don't worry about it." a nurse advised them. "Everything went really well, she'll be fine in no time, the doctors are very happy with how the surgery went." She told them.

It was another 25 minutes before she stirred however, and two anxious men were hovering over her when she finally opened her eyes. "Charlie?" Nick all but whimpered, his voice was so shaky. Charlie's eyes slowly tracked back and forth, she saw her father on her left and felt his hand in hers and gave it a squeeze, then looked over at Nick and smiled. "Hey Nicky I'm a girl now for real." She softly murmured.

Nick smiled back at her then leaned over her and kissed her cheek before whispering in her ear, "You were already more girl than I can handle, any new parts are just a bonus baby." When he stood back up she was grinning so wide that it had to hurt and her big blue eyes were just aglow and dancing."

Charlie was held in the hospital an extra day, just for preventative observation and also for the seminar to have the opportunity to observe her post-operative examination. She wasn't too happy about 20 people looking at her wide open crotch, her legs up in brackets as one after another, they each came forward and looked at her new opening. Later, she was presented a long white plastic device about an inch in diameter and told she had to use it three times per day minimum for the next month to keep her open and at least once per day thereafter for several more months. "Looks like a dildo," she told the woman in a while lab coat who was explaining it's use and also what she needed to do to finish healing.

"Similar but this is a 'medical device,' not a sex toy," the woman said with a chuckle. "This is just intended to keep you open inside, it's not sold as a masturbation device, although just between you and me, my vibrator is about the same size."

"Seems awful long..." Charlie murmured.

"You have to have something to hold on to girl, can't let it get lost in there. Charlie, your new vagina is about 6" deep, so don't go looking for horse hung men, they can't go any deeper than that. Your prostate is above it about 3 ½ inches in, so that's all you need in the way of a male to get those good feelings."

"Well my boyfriend is about 5" and about the same diameter, so that works out well. He won't be hitting bottom, but he'll do well otherwise."

"OK but just remember, he's not allowed in there for about a month, so everything is fully healed and only after you've had your final exam and been cleared. Otherwise he could tear something and we're back in surgery again."

"Guess he'll just have to get handjobs and blowjobs then. But he loves them too, so that's no problem. Can I do anal?"

"Yes, that's not a problem."

"Ok add anal to the list, that feels nice with him. Just no pussy for Nicky..."

<laugh> "Exactly! Charlie, you're really something. I've never had this conversation with a young girl like you before, most of our SRS patients are much older, 20's and 30's and tend to be really serious. It's good to talk to someone who has a sense of humor about the whole thing."

"Yeah well they're all probably transgendered and planned on this for years and really wanted it for a long time. I didn't have that choice, so I have to have a sense of humor or I'd be nuts by now."

"I know and I'm sorry all of this had to happen to you Charlie, but you've adapted well and I'm sure you'll be happy with your new life."

"Thanks but I don't dwell on all that, it doesn't do any good. It happened and I had to change, so now I have. I'm really lucky that my boyfriend and my other friends still love me and accept me as I am now and are very supportive. Without them, I couldn't have made this kind of change. They've all been really great and well I'm just lucky this option was even available to me."

"Is Nicky that dark haired young man with the big green eyes and the hunk hard body?"

"Yep that's my Nicky. He's a swimmer, I like them slim and trim, but nice muscles. He's my best friend in the world and he loves me so much. I love him just as much."

"You ARE a lucky girl. He's been so worried about you ever since you arrived. He does love you Charlie, everyone here could see it."

"OK so now I know what I need to do, when do I get out of here? Not that I don't like this place, the food it terrible and it seems everything as to be done two or three times. Someone comes in and checks or does something, then five minutes later, they come back and some else confirms what they found or did."

"Welcome to the world of 'Teaching Hospitals' Charlie, that's the learning process for doctors and nurses. Hear it in class, maybe practice on a dummy, see it demonstrated, then do it under supervision and have it checked to confirm either what you found or what you did."

"Well it wasn't too bad, all of them were nice to me anyway. I just don't like being a teaching object, if I don't have to be."

"OK well the nurse will be back in a few minutes after I leave and help you get dressed, then an orderly will show up with a wheelchair to take you out to your father and young Nicky."

"I don't need a wheelchair..."

"Hospital rules, everyone leaves in one, no exceptions unless they're on a gurney. No one walks to the lobby. Don't ask me why, that's just the way it is."

"OK if that's what it takes to go home to my own comfortable bed, then that's what we'll do!"

An hour later, she was wheeled to the lobby and found her Dad and Nick waiting. Both smiled at her when she arrived and both helped her stand from the chair. Nick wrapped his arm around her and held her all the way out to the car, which was just outside the door. "I'm ok Nick," she softly told him, "You don't have to have a death grip on me, I won't break."

"Yes I do Charlie, I've been so worried about you, I need to hold you so that I know you're really back and ok."

"Then hold me Nicky, I don't mind..."

When they arrived home, a large group was waiting. All of her close friends were there, Cindy, Kathy, Max, Carol, Candy, Susan, Pamela, Lacey, Sally and Suko all stood there waiting to welcome her home. Nick held her as they walked in, and she got hugs and kisses from each of them. Then her father interrupted, "OK kids Charlie needs to go back to bed, she's supposed to stay there for two more days except for bathroom breaks before doing much moving around."

"You're not walking up steps," Nick told her, then surprised her, when he just scooped her up and carried her up to her room with the group following them. Charlie just smiled up at him as he carried her, "When did you get so strong?" she asked just above a whisper.

Grinning, "I've been getting into shape for when you're totally well again. You said you'd wear me out; well I plan on making that more difficult!" was the soft reply.

"OK by me loverboy," <giggle> and gave him a peck on the cheek.

Up in her bedroom and sitting on the edge of her bed, she looked up at her friends. "OK well we might as well get this over with. All of you want to see my new body and as far as I'm concerned all of you have the 'right' to see it. You've all put in a lot of time and effort getting me to this point and I can never thank you properly for what you've done for me. So help me get undressed and you can all look, because for a few days someone will be changing bandages down there. Right now it's red and puffy but the swelling will go down and then I'll look like a normal girl."

Cindy and Carol helped her undress and then she laid back on the bed with her legs open, "OK show time," she said and pealed her bandage down exposing herself to them. "OK every one come look and get it over with. After having 20 doctors and medical students in that seminar check me out, not to mention the regular hospital staff, I'm used to it by now and my friends need to see for themselves." She told them. Each looked at her and then made supportive comments and she got a kiss from each of them. None moved to touch her down there though, she was still very tender and they seemed to know that without being told. When they'd all had a look, Nick helped her reattach her bandage and then helped her put a nightie on and got her into bed and covered her. When the others left, he laid down beside her facing her and kissed her putting all of his love into it. Then the two just lay there and talked for a long time.

Charlie only needed diapers at night, she was able to use the bathroom when awake and someone visited with her during all waking hours, keeping her from being bored silly and carrying her meals up to her room for her. Nick was with her the first time she dilated herself and watched in wonder as the device gently sunk inside her, once it was in, she had to leave it for awhile and looked up at him and grinned. "No you can't use it yet," she snickered.

Nick gulped as he glanced down at the white object sticking out of her. "That thing looked awful big..."

"Same diameter as you Nicky and I'm about 6" deep in there, so you'll fit really well." She replied.

"Does it hurt?"

"No I just feel really full down there. Kind of nice where it's pressing up against my prostate too."

"How about that clitoris they made? Feel anything?"

"Yeah, really nice, they managed to salvage the working nerves and It's going to feel good having it rubbed. I can hardly wait to feel your tongue on it." She replied as he blushed nicely in response to her suggestion.

"How long does that have to stay in there?"

"About an hour, 3 times per day right now, less later. Nicky they used part of my large intestine to create the inside of the vagina, if it's not kept open, then it'll close up and then no pussy for my Nicky."

"OK I guess that makes sense. You'll need lube though won't you? I think I read that somewhere."

"Always, I don't have the parts to produce natural lubricant like a girl who was born a girl, so we'll always have to use stuff to lubricate it. Otherwise, it will feel to you just like a real one."

"Nick does it bother you that I have a pussy instead of a cock now? The one I had, has been useless for months so this just gives you another hole to use, And with this one I don't have to remember to keep my butt empty. It'll will make me feel better about myself since everything will now look like the rest of my body."

"Not at all Charlie, I'm happy for you, especially if you have more feeling down there, that will make it better for you and I want that. I didn't mind that you had a dick that didn't work. I felt really bad that you had to be that way for awhile, but I just want you to be happy. Seeing it is kind of strange, I remember what it looked like when you were a boy and well it takes some getting used to. You were such a beautiful boy you know, now you're a beautiful girl and well seeing the new you down there makes it all real. Charlie I love you up here," he said tapping her temple, "you're the same person I've been in love with for so long, your body has never been what made me love you, I've liked it all along, boy, part girl and now all girl. It's YOU I love, your body is just a bonus. You've developed really nicely with the change, and that's really good. I'm happy you let me just be with you. Being with my Charlie is all I ever wanted."

"Just know you're going to be with me for a long, long time Nicky, you're mine, you belong to me, I claimed you and I'm not letting you go." She said kissing him. Nick just smiled a very happy smile in response.

"Yes Charlie..."