Charlie Part 13

Charlie Part 13
By Captain J
CaptainJ46@yahoo.com

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Part 13

That evening Charlie diapered himself and was sitting in bed reading when his sister came to his room. "Charlie when do you want me to put you night diaper on?"

"It's already on," he replied not even looking up.

"But how? You can't get those cloth diapers on?"

"Not wearing cloth," he replied flipping his covers back so she could see the triple weight disposable diaper he was wearing.

"Where did that come from? We ran out of those a week ago?"

"I went to the store and bought some today. Kathy and I got these, some pull-ups for daytime use and some Pepto-Bismol for my stomach."

"Charlie we can't afford to buy those, that's why we got the cloth ones."

"I paid for them with my money so it's no one else's concern."

"But why?"

"Because for the past 2 nights I've had to all but beg you to diaper me and I don't need that aggravation. So I got something I could put on myself and Kathy taught me how to do it myself."

"Charlie you didn't need to do that, I'd have helped you, it's not a big deal to diaper you."

"Then why did I have to go find you for the last two nights and ask you multiple times to help me and even threaten to have dad do it? Because you wanted to decide when; that's why. I'm fed up with it."

<sigh> "Because I was too tied up in how I felt," she replied.

"That's right Mary, you were on your little self-pity trip and it was all about you. Well that's over I'm looking out for me and you can go screw yourself as far as I'm concerned. I'm not depending on you for anything from here on. I'll do whatever I have to, to be as independent of you as possible."

"Charlie please don't be that way; I do want to help you..."

"I don't have much choice Mary. Not with the way you've been acting. <sigh> Mary for two days, until this afternoon and then only after the girls spent two hours talking to you; you've refused to even talk to me unless I forced you too. You don't look at me, everything is about you. I've got bigger problems to deal with than your pouting. You've done everything you could to make me feel guilty about getting out from under your thumb and that's just not going to happen. I'm sick with this damn infection and it's eating me up that I'm not getting much better. I don't have time to deal with your psychological problems. I've got enough of my own to deal with."

"I'm sorry Charlie... I'll try to do better... would you at least let me check to make sure that diaper is tight enough? You don't want to leak..."

"Not tonight. I think it's tight enough and if I leak, I'll change my sheets in the morning and then wash them myself; something else you and mom never bothered to teach me how to do, which is why I ran out of shorts yesterday. I can do that myself now without depending on you. I'm being very truthful when I tell you I really don't trust you much right now Mary and that hurts me to feel that way. I don't trust you with much of anything regarding my body right now. I hope that changes, but right now, that's how I feel."

"Charlie, that strap-on toy we ordered came in today, don't you want to try it?"

"With you? No! Bring it in here and put it in my closet, I paid for the damn thing so it's mine."

"But why not?"

"Because it would give YOU too much control over my body and right now I can't allow that."

"Ok, I'll do that, you did pay for it. What about the vibrators?"

"Those are yours even if you did buy them with money from Dad. Do what you want with them; just don't plan on using them on me anytime soon; that's not going to happen."

"Charlie isn't there anything we can do to fix things?"

"Not until you face up to the fact that you were wrong in the way you've treated me and that you did it willingly."

"Charlie, I know Cindy and Kathy had you spank them as punishment. Could that work?"

"No because you'd still deny that it was you who were wrong and I can't do that anyway. I hate that I let them talk me into doing it to them. I don't want to hurt anyone and I really hurt me to do that; even though that's what they insisted on happening. I won't do that again..."

"So how can I be punished? I feel bad about it and I need some punishment..."

"OK if you really feel that way I have a punishment for you; it will be harder than any spanking I could ever give you," he replied then got out of bed and went over to his bookshelf and pulled a red bound book from it and handed it to her."

"What's this?" she asked opening it and found it was completely blank inside.

"That is a blank journal book and here is what you must do with it. You will sit down and write in it a description of every time you punished me, humiliated me, or abused your authority over me from the day I first wet my bed and mom put you in charge of me up until today. After every description you will write out why you did it and how that it was wrong to have done it. I will check it periodically until it's complete and remind you of any you miss; believe me, I remember clearly every incident. You will end it with a detailed analysis of your actions and why they were wrong and admit your guilt in the matter. This will be a complete confession, Mary leaving nothing out. No lies or false justifications will be accepted. Hopefully you'll see just how badly you've treated me and be willing to change yourself. That is your punishment and until it's done; you will not touch me unless I ask you to."

"Charlie it'll take a long time to do that..."

"It will take a long time because there are a lot of incidents to document; and that's the whole point. This will force you to face every one of them. It will take however long it takes so if you REALLY feel sorry for what you've done, you will do this. If not; then I've lost my sister and will never trust her again."

"Charlie I'm sorry..."

"Then prove it! You have the journal and you know what to do with it. Now if you don't mind, I'd like to get some sleep tonight; it's late. Goodnight Mary."

Mary left his room carrying the book and returned with a box about five minutes later and put it on the floor in his closet, then quietly left again.

Charlie woke the next morning to the feel of a hand inside his diaper and rolled onto his back to see who it was. "Oh morning Kathy," he said his voice groggy from sleep.

"Good morning Charlie, sorry I didn't mean to wake you, I was just checking your diaper."

"Is that why you're still holding my dick?"

<giggle> "No I wasn't holding it before you turned over and well, you kind of put it in my hand when you did that and it feels kind of nice, so I'm not in a big hurry to let go of it, if you really want to know."

Blushing as he looked up at her, "Well your hand feels kind of nice so you can keep holding it if you want." He replied as he felt himself expanding in her hand.

"Actually I wasn't planning on doing that Charlie, since my hand is surrounded by a very soggy diaper at the minute, but I'd be happy to wash it for you if you'd like," she said with a smirk.

"OK that works well then, since I wanted to check your behind to make sure I didn't damage you with that spanking; I was really worried about that, and we'd get in some of that 'touching' you said you wanted," he replied with a big grin.

"Well if you were to 'wash' my behind then you could look at it closely for damage and be guaranteed that it's fine now couldn't you. And 'washing' it would involve lot of touching wouldn't it. So get out this bed so we can both take care of these problems and then go have breakfast together."

Charlie just smiled and threw his covers back and pivoted his body to face her then she quickly removed the diaper and holding his cock led him to the bathroom, where she quickly stripped and joined him in the shower. They soaped each other using only their hands and got in some kissing while they were at it before she turned her back to him and offered him her butt. "Check it really close Charlie and clean it really good, both INSIDE and out," she said with a giggle.

It took a second for what she'd said to register before he moved his hands from her breasts where he'd been cleaning them with his hands, to her behind, which was currently pressed against his erection. Moving forward so she could lean against the shower wall, she bend over some and then sighed as his hands gently massaged her rear and he saw her firm flesh was back to normal. His soapy finger slid up and down the crease and then gently pushed at her hole, one finger sliding inside; while his other hand, reached underneath and stroked her pussy gliding back and forth over her mound causing her to shiver. When the second finger entered her and she seemed loose enough he removed them and then slowly penetrated her rear, pausing to make sure he wasn't hurting her. Once he was in, she pushed back and their bodies met with a slap and he reached around her hip and continued working her clit as he started to move in her slowly. That didn't last long, because she started moving too and was thrusting back at him causing him to speed up to meet her thrusts. Both of them were already excited from the mutual washing and it only took about 30 thrusts until he was spraying her insides with his hot cum and she was shaking in her own orgasm from his fingers working her. They recovered with him still inside her and both of them pressed against the shower wall, until he withdrew and then turned her around and kissed her for all he was worth.

"Thanks Kathy," he gasp when they broke the kiss off, "I really needed that, I haven't cum for a few days and I guess I'd better wash you some more, because I came a lot and it's going to be oozing out of you," he told her as his fingers probed her rear again. Charlie used his fingers in her to keep her open for a few minutes until he thought most of his cum had drained into the shower, then moved her under the spray and both of them made sure all the soap was off of them. He really liked taking showers with her, it was much better than doing it alone! She was thinking exactly the same thing.

Finished they dried each other off and he helped her get dressed, then went and put on a pair of shorts and disposed of the used diaper that they'd left on his changing table, then the two of them went down to the kitchen. "Sit!" he told her, "My turn to cook today," he continued guiding her to a chair. "We're having omelets today," and proceeded to make one for each of them with bacon on the side. Kathy leaned against him as they ate, her arm continuously brushing against him and they both felt very good about it.

"So how are you and Mary getting on?" Kathy asked quietly not wanting to spoil the mood.

"A little better, but we still have a long way to go," he replied, then continued. "We had a long talk last night and she said she wanted to fix things between us; but I have a really hard time accepting her word on anything right now."

"So what are you going to do?"

"Well she started out saying she wanted spanked; and I refused. I won't do that again. So I told her if she was serious that I had something different for her punishment." Then told Kathy about the journal and what he'd told her she had to do with it.

"Charlie that'll be harder than just being spanked; you're forcing her to face all the things she's done to you in the last two months!"

"Exactly! Maybe she'll finally realize when she's done that; just how controlling and abusive she's been. I hope so and I hope she'll finally acknowledge that it was wrong and give up on controlling me."

"That's really devious Charlie; remind me never to get you pissed off at me. I'd hate doing something like that."

"I don't think you need to ever worry about that Kathy; I'm really an easy going person and it takes an awful lot to get me really pissed off at someone. Mary's managed to do that though, so that's what the price will be. Otherwise, I'm done with her except minimal interaction needed to keep peace in the family."

At about 9:30 the telephone rang and Charlie glanced at the caller id and saw it was his father. "Hello Dad," he immediately said picking up the receiver.

"Hi Charlie, I just needed to let you know that your Aunt Mary will be coming this afternoon about 3:00 to pick up your mother's personal belongings. I didn't know about this until just 20 minutes ago. She's authorized to take her clothing, jewelry and personal items but nothing else. It would probably help if you could pack the things in suitcases and boxes to that it's ready to go when she gets there. I know this is a bother for you but the divorce is proceeding and even though she's still in jail; she's entitled to her things. No 'family' items are to be taken, only things which are strictly hers understood? If you have any question about anything or it your Aunt gives you any argument, then call me at work and my attorney will be there to work it out. That's not your job and I don't even like the fact that I can't be there when she comes for the stuff."

"OK Dad Kathy is here with me, we'll pack all her stuff and have it waiting."

When he hung up, he told Kathy what was happening and then went down to the basement to get some empty boxes and suitcases. Immediately he found two boxes of her clothing in the storage room and brought them up to the living room and put her unwashed clothing from the laundry room in a laundry bag and put that beside the boxes. Then heading upstairs, the two of them started removing clothing, shoes, purses and things from the closets and drawers in the master bedroom and packing it. Her jewelry box he left out and put it separately on top of other boxes down in the living room, so that it could be clearly seen. Everything else was neatly folded and packed in either boxes or suitcases. Once he was sure, they had everything from that room, he went to his mother's 'work' room downstairs on the first floor and looked there. "I suppose the sewing machine and all that stuff related to it qualify," he said both to himself and Kathy and they packed those things also. When they were done, there were 18 boxes, three suitcases, the sewing machine and jewelry box in the mound of items to go. At that point it was past lunchtime and they decided to have lunch and then look for any missed items.

"We missed the bathrooms," Kathy advised while they were eating, "She probably has personal items in there, you know hair dryers, curlers, personal hygiene things..."

"Yeah forgot about that stuff. There's probably other things too; but I don't know what they are. You know things she's received as presents and stuff. I just can't get over how much we've packed already. I mean all my clothes would fit in two suitcases, and maybe one box."

"I noticed. Your dad doesn't have much either. Looks like she spent all the clothing money on herself and your sister. Your dad will probably discover he has more 'discretionary' money with her not spending it all on clothes."

"I know there's some china and antique dishes that belong to her; but I have no idea which ones. Some of the stuff in the china cabinet belonged to my grandmother and even great grandmother on my Dad's side; we inherited it when they died. He'll have to sort that stuff and then ship it to her I guess. We don't even have the right packing materials to pack fragile stuff like that."

"Charlie are you OK? You look kind of depressed right now."

"Yeah I'm fine, this just makes it final that she's out of my life that's all. I'm happy to have her gone but at the same time it 'is' depressing; she is my mother after all."

"I can see where that would give you conflicting feelings Charlie; but she's treated you so badly that it's better that she's gone and won't be back. Maybe sometime in the future, after you've grown up, you can resolve the other things with her, but that needs to be much later; certainly not now. It's all too fresh for you to really deal with right now."

"You're right Kathy, it all makes me so confused. I remember happy times when I was little, but in the last couple of years it all went so wrong. I just don't understand why; what did I ever do to make her change like that? I just don't understand it..."

"I don't think YOU did anything Charlie; SHE changed and not for the better, so don't blame any of this on yourself. This is her responsibility not yours."

After lunch they gathered all the things from the bathrooms that were obviously his mother's and put them in another box and added it to the pile. They only had about 40 minutes to wait after they'd finished when the doorbell rang.

"Hello Aunt Mary," he said looking up at his Aunt, his mother's younger sister. "We packed everything up that we could identify and it's ready to go," he explained.

"Hello Charlie," she replied looking sadly at him, "How are you sweetheart? I've been really worried about you ever since this whole thing started."

"I'm OK mostly. I've still got that infection I'm trying to get over and everyone's been helping me with that; but I feel really bad about all this."

"Charlie none of this is your fault. You didn't cause your mother to do what she did; and I frankly don't understand it either. But she did it and now she's having to deal with what she's done. I'm just trying to help both her and your father get through this mess with as little pain as possible. Now let's see what you've got for me to haul away shall we?"

"OK, come on in, we've got it all in the living room waiting. Oh, Aunt Mary this is Kathy, she's a neighbor and she and her sister Cindy have been helping take care of me until I get well again. She helped me pack all this stuff today," he said pointing to the mound of boxes."

"OH MY!" his aunt exclaimed seeing how many boxes there were. It's a good thing I drove the van and not my sedan. I'm not sure I can fit all this in even with the van. " then looked at the young girl standing protectively with her nephew and smiled at her. "Sorry, Hello Kathy, Doug says you've done a really good job of looking after Charlie here, he's been very pleased with everything you've done to help out."

"Doug?" Kathy replied.

"That's my Dad's name Kathy... Douglas Miller..." Charlie advised, looking back over his shoulder to where Kathy was standing behind him, her hands gently on his waist.

"Sorry I just always called him 'Mr. Miller' and the business card he left by the phone just says 'D.W. Miller' I never asked what his given name was..."

"Douglas William Miller, but he goes by 'Doug'; except with 'his' relatives, who call him 'Bill or Billy' because when he grew up he had an Uncle named 'Doug' that lived nearby and they used his middle name so no one got confused as to who they were referring to. I think it's strange, but that's what they did and still do, even though his uncle's been dead for about 10 years or so."

His aunt had watched the byplay between the girl and Charlie and could see that they were close from the interaction between them. She smiled as she watched them; happy that he'd found at least one new friend after moving here. When Charlie finally turned back to her, she just reached out and patted his shoulder. "So Charlie is this all of it?"

"No Aunt Mary, there's other stuff but I'm not sure what exactly. This is all her clothes and personal items we could identify, but I know there's some china and antique dishes but I don't know which ones are hers and which ones came from Dad's family. And we don't have the right packing material for fragile stuff like that so I was thinking Dad should sort it and then we'll pack it properly and either you can come back for it or we could ship it to you. There may be other items he thinks she should have, but I just don't know what they are and they weren't that obvious. I did keep her jewelry out separate so you could handle it separately, there's some valuable things in there and I didn't think it should be packed in with the clothes."

"That's good Charlie, because I need to put those in a lockbox at the bank. I can't take a chance on them being stolen."

"As far as I know it's all in there. At least everything I've seen or found. Both her diamond rings are there as well as grandmothers emerald necklace and the other fancy rings and stuff she wore. Since she was at work when... when she got arrested, she was probably only wearing her wedding ring and maybe a necklace. She never wore the other rings at work because of wearing rubber gloves all the time. If there's more jewelry; I don't know where it is. Dad would know but I don't."

Glancing in the jewelry box she only saw one obvious item missing. "Charlie, the only thing I know of that's not here is a necklace with blue stones and a big diamond that belonged to your great, great grandmother. I suspect it may be in your parents safe deposit box, it was in a black leather case and your mother never wore it except really special occasions. It was a wedding gift from her grandfather and very valuable. I got a matching bracelet and another similar necklace when I got married. Don't worry about it; I'm sure it's not here in the house. I'll contact your father about it because I'm sure it's at the bank. And about the china and dishes? There's no hurry, you father can sort and pack those things when he gets a chance and we'll work out how to get them to me. I wouldn't have room for more boxes today anyway."

"OK if you could pull you van into the driveway, we'll get all this stuff loaded then," he advised and carried the first box out while she turned her vehicle around and backed it up the driveway as close to the front door as possible. It took about a half hour and some rearranging to get everything in the van but when it was finally all packed, they stopped and when inside to sit in the kitchen with drinks to rest for a minute.

"Charlie come over here a minute," his Aunt said smiling at him. "When he approached she held him by the hips and then pulled him into a hug before sitting him on her lap with her arm around him. "Charlie I just want you to know that, I'll always be here for you when you need me. What happened with your mother doesn't affect anything between you and me. I love you and Mary as much as my own children and I worry about you. If you need me, even if it's just to talk, I want you to call me. I only live about an hour from here so I can get here anytime you need or want me to. All this has to be really hard on you kids and you didn't cause it to happen. It's hard on us adults but that's not your problem, that's ours. Now I know Kathy here is taking really good care of you and I really appreciate it. I know you're a teenager now and that teens tend to think they know enough to solve their own problems; but that's not always true. So I want you to keep your dad informed of problems so that he can deal with them when necessary. And if it's something you can't tell him or don't feel comfortable discussing with him, then I want you to call me. I know all about teenage problems Charlie, I used to be one myself and I'd never divulge anything personal you tell me. But I want to be there to help you when you need it. Can you do that Charlie?"

"Yes Aunt Mary," he replied with tears in his eyes, threatening to leak down his cheeks. "I love you Aunt Mary and I trust you. I'll call you to talk even if I don't have a problem to deal with. I've missed you, when we lived so far away and now that we live closer, I want to see you and Uncle Bob and Chrissy and Martin more often. Could I visit sometime? I've missed all of you."

"I'm sure that will happen Charlie, I'll talk to your Dad about that and see what we can work out. You have to get well before he'll allow you any trips or visits but I don't see why you couldn't come visit during school breaks or something. I know you cousins miss you too; so we'll figure it out and then make arrangements with your father."

"Thanks Aunt Mary, I'll look forward to visiting. And thanks for being so nice today; I know all this has to be difficult for you. Since mom is your sister and all. I wasn't sure how you'd be today when Dad called and said you were coming and why... I didn't know what to expect... Guess I was worried over nothing..."

"Charlie I'm disappointed in my sister and I don't understand why she did what she did. But none of that has anything to do with you, your sister or your father. I love all three of you and anything my sister did won't change that. You're part of my family Charlie and I have to take care of my family." She replied kissing him and giving him another hug, then letting him off of her lap and standing. "I should be going now, kids I need to get home to my own crew before dinnertime. Thanks for packing all this stuff, I thought I was going to have to do that and from the amount of it; I'd have been here all afternoon and part of this evening. Now you two take care of each other and let me know if there's anything you need or that I can do to help." She said as she got another hug and then departed.

"That went better than I expected," Kathy told him rubbing his back and then holding him around the shoulders. "Like you, I wasn't sure what to expect her reaction to be. But I think she really cares about you Charlie, I'd take her up on talking to her about any problems you have. She seems really nice."

"She is nice Kathy, she always has been. My cousins are great kids and it's mostly because of their mother. At least now I know I have an adult woman I can talk to if I need advice or have a problem. I feel much better about that."

"She seemed to be happy about US too Charlie; that made me feel really good. She seemed to approve of how we were together. She didn't say anything, but I could tell she was watching us and smiled at what she saw."

"Yeah I noticed that too Kathy, you got her 'I approve of you' look, I've seen it many times and she doesn't give it to just anyone. She likes you Kathy and likes the way you've taken care of me."

"Not to change the subject, but I wonder where Mary is? She should have been home hours ago, I'm getting worried that she didn't call or anything."

"I don't know, she had that book you gave her but she may be out recruiting like yesterday and the day before also..."

"She still should have said something or called; before she's always sent someone over to be with me when she did that and at least I knew not to worry about her. Yesterday, she came home and then you girls talked to her while I went for that walk. Today nothing; that's why I'm worried about her. Today she just didn't show up and you stayed because of the packing but she should have said something; not just not come home."

"Charlie I know you're in your 'Big Brother' mode, but that's between her and your Dad as to whether or not she should receive and punishment for this. You have the right to worry about her, but just like you; discipline should be from your Dad."

"I didn't plan anything like that Kathy; I just need to tell her that it made me worry about her and that I'd appreciate knowing so that I wouldn't worry. For all I know that Ricky and his buddies might have gotten her and beat her up or something. That's all I'm saying."

"How about if I mention it to her instead of you Charlie; as tense as things are between the two of you right now, it would probably go over better with her. I'll just tell her that you were really worried not knowing and wondering what could have happened since she didn't call or tell anyone. Would that help?"

"You're probably right on that; I don't want her thinking I'm trying to control or supervise her like she did with me. Please do that; just tell her I was worried about her. I don't need to be worrying like that; I have enough problems of my own to deal with. Hopefully she'll get the message and let me know her plans so that I won't worry about her like that. I don't want to go to Dad about this."

"OK I'll talk to her then..."

Charlie went to the kitchen and started working on dinner by washing and peeling potatoes. "What are you doing Charlie?" she asked.

"Starting dinner, what did you think? It's 4:30 and Dad will be home in an hour. I thought I'd fix buttered potatoes, pork chops on the grill and a vegetable or salad. But in order do the potatoes, I need to clean and peel them; then boil them. Is that a problem?"

"Of course not. It's just that other than you fixing some breakfast things like this morning I didn't know you could really cook. I should have realized that if you could fix omelets as good as you did that you could cook other things to."

"Kathy, I've been cooking since I was 7 or 8; it's one of the few things mom made sure I knew how to do; but mostly so she didn't have to do all the cooking I think."

Just then Mary arrived and saw her brother standing at the sink peeling potatoes. "Oh good you started dinner; I rushed home, thinking I'd have to hurry and fix something. So what have you two been up to today?"

"Mostly packing up all of Mom's stuff. Aunt Mary was here today to pick it up this afternoon. Dad called this morning and told me she was coming and Kathy's been here all day packing it, and then loading it into Aunt Mary's van."

"Come with me for a minute Mary," Kathy said, guiding her from the room. Then told her that Charlie had been worried about her when she didn't come home and didn't call to let him know she was ok."

"Oh Kathy it just slipped my mind. I spent all afternoon writing in that journal; I suppose he told you about that (Kathy nodding that she knew); anyway I went to the library and wrote in it all afternoon and hell I've only covered a few days after mother put me in charge. Kathy I'm seeing how really bad I was to him. I don't know how he could stand it."

"I think he needs to know that you're seeing it Mary; that was the whole point of him assigning you to do that. But don't expect him to let you off the hook on it. You have a two month period to document and I doubt he will forgive you until you've done just that. You're going to have to prove to him that you see what you've done and are truly sorry about it. Then there's the whole trust thing, that's going to be harder to fix and only you can do it."

"I know that Kathy, but I DO have to fix things between us, I don't want to lose him..."

"Well start of by going in there and apologizing for not calling and telling him you were safe today; he worried all afternoon about you; thinking that Ricky and his buddies might have gotten you and beaten you up or something. He doesn't need worries like that right now; he's having enough trouble with his health issues."

"I will Kathy and thanks for telling me that; you're right he doesn't need things like that to worry about."

"OK I'm going home then, I need to have dinner ready for my parents this evening, they have been really good about how much time I spend over here and haven't complained about it yet. Fortunately I DID call my mother and let her know where I was so she wouldn't worry." Then she left to go home.

Going back to the kitchen, she approached her brother. "Charlie? I'm sorry I didn't call you and let you know I was ok; I didn't mean to cause you to worry about me. I spent all afternoon at the library writing in that journal like you wanted. It was really hard to do that Charlie and I'm seeing how badly I really treated you and there's no justification for any of it. I'm sorry Charlie..."

"Just keep writing Mary, I doubt you've covered more than a few days so far... You have quite a bit more to reflect on..."

"I know that Charlie and I'll keep on writing... Can I do anything to help with dinner?"

"Yes if you want to, you can finish these potatoes and boil them, while I go fire up the grill. I was planning on grilling some pork chops. I was debating between a vegetable or a salad; which would you prefer to go with them and buttered potatoes?"

"I'd prefer a fresh salad I think. It's so hot out that I just don't want a whole lot of hot food right now. I'll fix a batch of tea for iced tea and set the table while the potatoes are cooking. Go ahead and start the grill so it'll be ready to use when Dad gets home. Then all we'll need to finish is the meat. Those are best straight off the grill."

That evening Charlie was in his room reading when Mary came in. "Charlie?"

"Yes Mary... What do you need?"

Sitting on the edge of his bed, tears quickly formed in her eyes, "I need my brother to hold me for awhile, I'm feeling really bad, Charlie, I don't expect you to forgive me but could you just hold me for awhile?"

Looking up he saw the tears leaking down her cheeks, and felt sorry for her so he held his arms out and she was quickly positioned with her torso across his legs, her head against him. "Mary why are you crying?" he softly asked.

"I... I was writing some more... and... and I did some terrible things...to...to you and I... just had to stop for awhile... I couldn't write anymore right now... Charlie how will you ever forgive me," she whimpered.

Stroking her face to wipe the tears from her cheeks, "Not easily Mary, you've hurt me really bad and not just a few times. But I do love you and once you face all of what you've done and accept responsibility for it; then we can work on me forgiving you and you getting past it. That's not going to be easy for either of us..."

"Charlie I need to feel your hands on me, so that I can believe you don't hate me... I was so bad to you..."

"I don't hate you Mary, I hate what you did, but I don't hate you. Scoot up a little higher and I'll rub you some and hold you but that's the best I can do right now." He replied.

Mary moved so that her head was resting on his left shoulder and he held her with his left arm and his head laid against her head. Then slid his right hand under her t-shirt and gently rubbed her tummy and then her back, stroking in long sweeps over her body, then moved his hand to the front and gently stroked her chest, feeling her nipples respond to his touch.

"That feels really good Charlie, it tells me I haven't lost you completely, your hands tell me you do still love me even after what I've done to you. I need to feel that to have some hope right now. If you hated me you wouldn't be so gentle with me..."

He didn't say anything in response, he just held her and continued stroking her body feeling her go from tense to relaxed against him. "Charlie, could I sleep with you tonight? I'm not sleeping hardly at all alone in my room..."

"I can't trust you in bed with me Mary; that's the short answer. I can't trust you not to do things to me..."

"Then tie my hands behind my back or something so that I can't do anything then you wouldn't have to worry about it. I really need to sleep with you so I can get some sleep. I'm so tired, but I can't sleep alone; I keep dreaming about what I've done to you and then wake up crying and can't go back to sleep. Please Charlie, just tie me so I can't do anything and then let me sleep with you, I need to feel you beside me so I won't dream like that."

"You're sure that's what you want?"

"Yes Charlie I need to feel you beside me and holding me if possible. I want to be naked and you can do whatever you want or feel comfortable with; just let me sleep with you that's all I really want. Just tie my hands to I can't do anything and then we'll both know you're safe."

"You trust me to sleep with you tied like that? That wouldn't be comfortable to sleep like that..."

"Charlie I've always trusted you to not hurt me and you never have. You've always been good to me and I trust you with my body. You've never done anything but make me feel good even when we were little and I was smaller than you and with played with each other. You were always so careful not to hurt me. Unfortunately I can't say I was the same with you and I'm seeing that clearly writing in that journal. Charlie I trust you completely with me and I always have. I don't deserve to be trusted by you right now, so if I'm a little uncomfortable that's ok, because I'll get to sleep with you; at least I'll sleep and that's more than I'm doing in bed alone."

"If you absolutely sure that's what you want, then ok I guess..."

"I'm sure Charlie... I need to be with you and if that's what it takes then that's what we'll do."

"OK well it's late and I should put my diaper on and us go to bed then," he replied and she got up from his lap. Charlie went over and got a heavy night diaper and started putting it on.

"I'll help with that if you'll let me, it's easier for someone else to do it for you to make sure it's tight," she offered and he just nodded and let her put it on him. Then she stood and stripped off her clothes completely and went over and got a cloth diaper and cut it in strips and handed them to him and turned her back to him and put her hands together to be tied. Charlie tied two of the strips together to make a longer one and then quickly secured her hands together. She pulled at the bonds and then turned to face him, "Good job, I can't get loose and with the cloth it's not uncomfortable like a rope would be and won't cause sores on my wrists."

"It's not pulling on your shoulders is it? I don't want you getting all sore from this."

"No I'm fine; but there is one slight problem right now."

"What's that?"

"I should have gone to the bathroom before you tied me. Now I need to go and I can't wipe myself afterwards."

"Well either I can untie you and then do it again or I could wipe you I suppose..."

"You wipe me after I go; that will be a whole lot easier... That is if you don't mind doing that..."

<sigh> "Mary we've been touching each other's privates for years, wiping you down there is no harder for me than you cleaning me up after a diaper change. It's no problem for me at all."

"Ok let's do that then and then go to bed because I haven't slept a full night for 3 days now and I'm really tired..."

With that decided, he led her to the bathroom and she peed and he wiped her and then led her back to his room and helped her get into bed, then turned off the light and crawled in with her. She immediately scooted her body against him and nestled her head into him and before he even got the covers over both of them she was asleep. He kissed her forehead where it was just below his chin and then wrapped his arms around her and stroked her back and shoulders and chest then quickly joined her in slumber. Neither had any bad dreams and slept until his alarm clock went off in the morning.

"Mary you need to wake up," he said gently shaking her until he saw her eyes open slowly. "You ok Mary?" he said as his hand swept up her side and then tilted her chin up so he could see her better.

"Yeah I slept really good Charlie, thanks for letting me do this."

"You're welcome, now turn over and I'll untie your hands and you can go get ready to go to your lessons."

Rolling onto her stomach, she presented her back to him and he untied her and then massaged her shoulders before letting her try to use her arms. "You ok?"

"Yeah just a little stiff in the shoulders, that felt really good when you massaged them."

"OK I'll do it some more then," he replied and worked on her shoulders and upper arms getting a soft moan from her in response. "Better?" he asked.

"Much," she replied rolling back to face him. "Charlie you didn't do anything with me last night. I'd have thought that having me naked and tied like that you would have at least felt me up or something."

<sigh> "Mary I don't do things like that unless I know the girl wants me to, don't you understand that? You were asleep almost immediately when you got into bed and I'd never take advantage of anyone like that; certainly not someone I care about."

"But I would have liked it Charlie..."

"Mary you said you needed to sleep and you did go to sleep immediately. Had you been awake and told me you wanted that then I might have done it; I'm not sure I'm ready to do sex things with you again yet; but the whole point is that you were asleep. I just wouldn't do that unless you wanted it and told me so."

"So if you let me do this again tonight and I asked you to masturbate me or do anal with me you would?"

"I don't know; I'll have to think about that before I can give you an answer; but if you asked then I'd consider it."

"OK well I'm asking for you to do those things to me tonight, I want them and I trust you totally, so please think about it today. Please Charlie, I miss being with you like that."

"Alright I'll think about it and tell you tonight. Now you need to get up and get ready or you'll miss having breakfast before your lesson and you know you need your energy."

"OK thanks for letting me sleep with you Charlie and for being such a good brother," she said kissing his cheek and then climbing over him to get out of bed and go to the bathroom.

Charlie just lay there watching her naked lethal body as she crawled over him and then as she left the room; <Mary what am I going to do with you? I'm all confused about you Mary? So sexy and hot looking but can I trust you again...> he thought as he lay there after she left.

Charlie was eating breakfast when Kathy arrived and he immediately got a hug and kiss from her as she sat beside him and swiped a few bites of food from his plate. "You know I could fix you one of these omelets if you want," he said looking at her as she swiped another bite. "Then you wouldn't have to steal my breakfast?"

"Yeah you could but that wouldn't be as much fun as stealing your breakfast now would it?"

"I suppose you have a point, but I'm missing it..."

"Well how about WE eat this one, then YOU can fix another one and WE will share that one too?" she replied grinning at him.

"And if I decide to load the next one up with hot peppers? What would you do?"

"Eat it just like I'm doing with this one, then if necessary take some of that Maalox or Pepto-Bismol, but still enjoy the omelet anyway," she said smirking.

"Well ok I won't do that then, because that stuff will ruin the taste from the omelet." He replied and then continued eating until it was gone and then was fixing another larger one for them to share.

"You know you look really hot in those nylon running shorts and no shirt Charlie; I might have to eat you for breakfast instead of those eggs..."

"Kathy I couldn't look 'Hot' if my life depended on it. I'm small, skinny and don't have much in the way of muscles; 'Hot' is not an adjective that has EVER applied to me!"

"Wrong my friend," she said getting up and walking over then hugging him from behind and resting her chin on his shoulder. "Size has nothing to do with 'Hotness'; you're very well built for your size, your muscles are toned nicely and are just right. Not all girls like muscle bound freaks you know and I'm one who doesn't. You're good looking and have tight little buns that I have trouble keeping my hands off of and you dear boy do qualify as 'Hot' in my view of the male gender."

"Then you must be a lone ranger in that view; because all other girls just see me as a small shrimp!"

"Wrong again! Mary, Cindy, Carol, Sue and Candy all have the same opinion of you as I do. You sir are 'Hot' in the view of all of us."

"That's just not possible!"

"Charlie just why do you think all of us are climbing over each other to be the one to get to be with you? It's certainly not because you're ugly. All of us like the 'real' Charlie Miller and find you attractive physically. You keep comparing yourself to some 'ideal' male who doesn't exist and probably never will; but we don't do that. We like what we see when we look at you Charlie; and we want to be with you and that's what makes you 'Hot'; get it?"

"Yeah I 'get it' but I don't believe it; because girls don't treat me that way."

"Then it's time for a reality check for you Charlie, watch the other girls when they're around you. You've caused more wet panties since you've been here than any boy I've ever met. You're in a new town with a new batch of girls and every one of them who's met you acts the same way. They want you and want to be with you. Every one of them wants to get into your pants! Believe it!"

"You really think that?"

"I KNOW that's the case. We girls talk a lot remember? You young man are HOT!"

"Well I like it that you think of me that way, because I think of you like that too Kathy. And I don't suppose I mind that Cindy and Carol thinking like that because I really like them; and well Mary is my sister so she doesn't count really because that can't go anywhere... I just can't visualize other girls thinking of me like that."

"All I'm telling you is that they DO think like that. Just watch the girls and how they react to you and unless you're completely blind, you'll see it quickly. Now our omelet is getting cold and I don't like cold eggs to let's get it eaten."

While, they were finishing the omelet, she turned to look at him. "Charlie Sue and Candy have something cooked up for this morning, I'm not sure what it is, but I expect them to show up this morning with some other girls who want to meet you. I just thought I should warn you in advance. Also Carol's going to take over for me this morning, I have another appointment with the dentist and she wanted to spend some time with you if that's ok with you."

"You know that's fine with me, I told her to stop over and visit when she could, she's really nice and I like her. Don't worry about me, Carol and I get along just fine. So what's this other deal though?"

"I have no idea, other than that they said they'd stop by with some girls who've joined the 'Angels' and wanted to meet you. Beyond that your guess is as good as mine."

They were just finishing with the dishes when the doorbell rang. Looking at her watch Kathy said, "That's probably Carol, she was coming at 9:00 so I'd have time to get to my appointment."

"I'll get it," he replied and went to open the door for her. What he found when he opened the door was something else. Fourteen girls standing in front of the house all wearing 'Angels' t-shirts in bright colors and as a group they all yelled "Charlie!" together as they seemingly bounced in excitement and all had smiles on their faces. "Carol?" he asked stunned at the big girl who had in fact been the one to ring the doorbell."

"Hi Charlie, Sue and Candy brought some of the new 'Angels' over to meet you," she said grinning.

Before he could say anything Candy grabbed his arm and pulled him outside on the top step. "Charlie these girls are all new members of the 'Angels' and they couldn't wait to meet you. Girls this is Charlie!" she said and suddenly all of them gathered closer and were clapping their hands and all trying to greet him at the same time. Holding her hand up, she got surprisingly immediate silence. "Charlie we all have t-shirts with 'Charlie's Angels' on them so we thought you needed a shirt too, but it needed to be different, then held up a shirt so he could see it. It was bright yellow and just had one word on both the front and back; 'Charlie'. Then helped him put it on.

"Candy... I... I don't know what to say? Thanks for the shirt... I... I didn't expect anything like this..."

"Just come down and say hi to the girls, that's all you need to do Charlie... They're all so excited to meet you, and just wanted to be here when we gave you the shirt."

Blushing he stepped down on the ground and was swamped by all the girls; each of them giving him a tight hug and kissing his cheeks as they each told him their names and how happy they were to meet him and pledged their support to keep everyone safe. More than a few hands felt his butt in the process and he was blushing throughout, before Carol finally saved him. "OK that's enough, Charlie's really embarrassed by all this attention and I think he's had enough hugs for this morning."

With that direction from the biggest girl in the area, they all backed off and Sue and Candy led them away to continue recruiting more members. Charlie just stood there shaking his head as he watched the mob leave the yard, he didn't believe what had just happened. Then he felt Carol's big hand on his shoulder giving it a gentle squeeze. "OK there Charlie?"

"Yeah... I just never expected anything like that..."

"Right now you're the most popular boy in school Charlie and most of them have never even seen you let alone met you. You can expect more of that to happen so you might as well get used to the idea."

"Ok I guess; it's just I don't want this to be about me... everyone needs to be safe..."

"That's what's happening Charlie, but YOU are the focal point they're rallying around right now. Don't worry the fad of meeting you will slow down but the CAUSE will be the main focus after that. Keeping everyone safe."

"Hope so... I like girls but I've never had to deal with a group like that... I didn't know what to do... or how to act... what to say... it was kind of scary... but felt good to... it's confusing..."

"Don't worry about it, you did fine. Each of them got to meet you and even got to hug "The Charlie" and all of them are happy about it. Let's go inside, so I can let Kathy know I'm here and she can get to her dental appointment."

"OK," he replied still shaking his head in wonder at it all. Then turned and went inside with Carol.

Kathy left shortly after that and suddenly it was just Charlie and Carol in the kitchen. "So do I get a hug Charlie? All those other girls got one?"

"You know you do Carol," he replied and grinned holding his arms up to her and was quickly picked up by the sides and his arms closed around her neck while his legs circled her waist and her arms circled his body to hold him tight.

"God I love it when you do that," she said softly to him.

"Do what?"

"Hold your arms out signaling you want to be picked up like a toddler, when both of us know you're older than me, even if you are smaller."

"Carol I just want what we both want; for me to cuddle in your arms and then kiss the hell out of you."

"So where's the kissing part? I seem to be missing that."

"Right here!" he said locking his mouth onto hers and then giving it his all.

"Woah! I think I'd better sit down you sucked all the air right out of me Charlie! You've never kissed me like that before."

"NO but I wanted to. Just didn't seem to get the chance. That's ok with you isn't it?"

"Anytime little boy; anytime you feel up to it..."

"Good because I'd like to do that again; you kiss pretty good yourself!" he replied and then lip locked her again, putting his whole body into it as he levered himself higher to kiss down on her rather than up like the last time.

Carol did sit down that time, with him still wrapped around her. "Charlie, no one's ever done that before, you're really something. I'll have to come over here much more often."

"You know I invited you to come over whenever you wanted to; I like being with you Carol, you're really nice and we understand each other better than most other people. I like the way you hold me like a little kid, but talk to me like an equal. I don't get that much and it's something I want. Most people treat me like a little kid 100% and that really burns me up that they can't seem to get past my size. You don't do that." He replied resting head against her shoulder.

"Charlie I'm well aware that you are 13 and I love holding you and cuddling you; but I could never talk down to you like that."

"Carol do you feel comfortable being with me?"

"Yes Charlie"

"Then I'd like to try something, kind of like what you did that first time you stayed with me."

"You mean give you a bath?"

"Yeah only this time we give each other a bath. We've got a big spa tub up there and both of us would fit in it easily. You giving me that bath made me 100% comfortable with you touching and handling me; but I don't think you feel equally comfortable with me so I thought it we gave each other a bath; and that tubs perfect for it; then you could feel as relaxed as I do when we're together."

"You're not just trying to get to play with my boob again are you?"

"No I think you'd let me do that if I asked to anyway. No I'd like to see all of you and make you feel good about yourself like you did with me and then we wouldn't have that barrier anymore. You're a pretty girl Carol I know you don't believe that; but you are and I want you to feel good, especially when we're together."

"I've never done that with a boy Charlie, you were the first to even get to see or touch my breasts, no boy's ever seen the rest of me. But I think you may be right in that it's a barrier between us. So let's go see this tub and if it's big enough, you may get to be the first boy to ever give me a bath. That might be interesting."

Standing up with him still in her arms she carried him upstairs and once in the bathroom, he showed her the other tub and it's water jets. "See it's plenty big enough for both of us," he said as he stripped off his shirt and then dropped his shorts, standing there nude. "Now let's get you undressed and in there," he said as he reached up and started unbuttoning her blouse. When she started to help him he said, "No Carol, I do everything just like you did with me," and then reached up and peeled the blouse back over her shoulders.

Carol stood there and watched as he turned on the water to fill the tub then turned around so he could unhook her bra and remove it. Next he unbuttoned her shorts and lowered them letting her step out of them and then hooked his small thumbs in the waist of her panties and lowered them, his hair brushing against her crotch as he removed them, causing her to shiver some. "Just like I thought, you have a beautiful body Carol absolutely nothing to be ashamed or shy about. Now step into the tub you're too big for me to set you in it like you did with me." He directed smiling up at her.

Carol stepped into the tub and then helped him as he climbed over the high side wall and they both sat down in the hot water and relaxed while it continued to fill. "This is nice Charlie," she softly said as she leaned back with her arm around his shoulders his body nestled into her side.

"Wait until the water gets above that silver thing there on the side; it get a whole lot better," he advised as he took some liquid soap and kneeling beside her started gently washing her with his hands, first doing her arms and then straddling her body started working on her shoulders and upper chest. "Just close your eyes and relax; let me do the work," he softly advised putting a soft kiss on her mouth, then started working down her torso, massaging as he went. Once he reached her tummy he moved to the other end of the tub and picked up her left leg and started working on her foot, then calf, then thigh always massaging with his hands as he washed her. Then it was the right leg and then he and her turn over and straddled her again, and started on her shoulders and back, then spent considerable time on her large rear before telling her to turn over again. He finished by starting on her stomach again and then working down until his fingers were playing at her opening and she gasp when two finger gently entered her and then he started massaging her sex. She was so keyed up from everything that he done so far that she quickly came and he just smiled as he watched her orgasm shake her large body. Then slid up alongside her and laid his head against her breast as he reached over and turned the water jets on , then hugged himself into her side as her big hand rubbed his back and they let the jets of water beat against them.

After a few minutes she pulled him up on top of her body, his erection pressing at her bellybutton and his legs dangling around her sides, his chest on top of her large breasts and his head near enough to kiss him then held him there while she kissed him deeply. "That was wonderful Charlie," she murmured to him.

"I really liked doing that for you Carol, you have a great body and you should feel good about it."

"Charlie, I've never cum that hard before... never... but I've never let a boy do that before either... no boy's ever touched me there... guess I can't say that anymore... but you were so gentle it took my breath away..."

"So do you feel comfortable with me now? That's what I want you to feel..."

"Yes Charlie I do; now I know what you were telling me after I gave you your bath. You could do anything with me and I'd feel 100% safe and comfortable with you doing it. Boys said that before but now I know what they really meant. I'm totally relaxed with you. Neither of us has anything to hide about our bodies."

"Good now just relax and let the water work on us and we'll be completely relaxed after awhile. Meanwhile, I'd like to kiss my friend some more if that's ok."

"Get up her closer, you NEED to be kissed for what you just did," she growled and moved him so their heads were even and then pulled his mouth to hers.

Thirty minutes later, they decided to get out and dried each other, then he helped her put her clothes back on (reluctantly) but decided to stay naked for awhile himself. They went back down stairs to the living room and she sat with him on her lap and gently held him and played with his body some, both of them enjoying themselves. Glancing at the wall clock he sat up. "I need to get some lunch in me before I have to take my 12:30 pill," he advised.

"It's only 11:30 Charlie?"

"Yeah I know, but I need to eat before I take that damn thing or my stomach turns flip flops and besides the Pepto-Bismol I take with the pill ruins whatever I ate. So I try to eat at least a half hour before I need to take that crap."

"OK let's go fix you something then," she said and lifted him from her lap and set him on his feet.

Mary called while he was eating lunch to tell him she'd be at the library again that afternoon and wanted to know whether he'd be ok by himself. "I'm fine Carol's here and we're eating lunch then I'll take my pill and I thought take a walk. Maybe I can get her to go along."

"Of course I will Charlie," she said having heard enough of the conversation to understand what was going on. "I'm free all afternoon so tell your sister there's no hurry, I'll stay with you and we'll take that walk together."

When he finished talking to his sister he sat back down at the table and finished his lunch and then waited and took his pill followed by the Pepto-Bismol. "The only thing good about that crud is that it helps my stomach and isn't as bad as that Maalox stuff; that stuff is like chalk." He grumbled.

"So you need to get dressed for this walk," Carol observed.

"Yeah but I'm not sure what to wear now."

"What'd you mean?"

"Well for the last few days I've worn a single weight diaper or pull-ups under my shorts just in case of accidents but after this morning I don't know anymore."

"I'm missing something Charlie?"

<blush> "More than half of those girls this morning were feeling my butt when they hugged me and if we run into them or others like them, I don't want them feeling a diaper under my shorts. That's what I mean."

<giggle> "Charlie I didn't notice them doing that. I thought you were just blushing because they were hugging you and you didn't know them."

"Well they were! What's with girls and my butt any way, I just don't understand this. Everyone's always grabbing my butt..."

"Charlie we've talked about this before and I know you've talked to the other girls about it. The short answer is boys like tits and girls like tight behinds and you have a very nice one."

"Yeah but I don't go grabbing girls breasts like that; everyone seems to think my butt fair game to be grabbed and felt?"

"No you don't and most boys don't either; but girls feel free to do that to boys, most boys tend to like it."

"Well I would if it didn't happen so often and I at least 'knew' the girl but like this morning; hell I'd never seen most of them before let along 'know' them."

"So you're the celebrity of the week, get used to it. Girls are going to want to hug you and some will feel your butt in the process. What can I say. It's going to happen."

"Ok but back to my problem here; do I wear a diaper or not? I don't want them to know I'm diapered if it's not necessary."

"So if that really concerns you then don't wear one. But would you be more embarrassed wetting yourself in front of them or them finding out that you need to wear a diaper for this infection. If it were me, I think I'd rather explain the infection if I had to; rather than wetting myself. But that's up to you Charlie not me; it's your body not mine."

"OK I'll try the pull-ups they're not so padded in the rear, maybe they won't notice and I sure don't want to wet my pants in front of anyone..."

"So now that you have this 'major' decision made, go get dressed and we'll take our walk."

"OK be back in a few minutes..."