Charlie Part 10

Charlie Part 10
By Captain J
CaptainJ46@yahoo.com

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Part 10

After his bath, she carried him back downstairs and he was quickly asleep across her lap on the living room sofa, he was totally exhausted and she just sat there enjoying the feel of the naked sleeping boy in her arms as she gently held him and stroked his soft skin, <My god what a beautiful boy you are> she thought as she traced her fingers over his cheekbones and over his nose and mouth, then using her fingers to comb his hair back from his face. She was absolutely fascinated with this boy who trusted her so completely to allow her to do anything with his body; she'd never met any boy like that before... No one would ever be allowed to hurt this boy, ever, if she had her way...

It was 3:30 when Mary and Kathy returned to the house and found Charlie asleep on Carol's lap, totally out of it. "Problem?" Mary whispered.

"No just exhausted, I think these last couple of days have been a strain on him, he mentioned he hadn't been sleeping all that well earlier this week; I think it just all caught up with him," she whispered back.

"Should we wake him?"

"No, I'd let him sleep until dinner time, but not longer or he won't sleep well tonight. He's been napping for about an hour now, two or three hours should be max, or he won't sleep tonight." Carol replied.

"If we're going to let him sleep that long, we should put a diaper on him," Kathy interjected, "He loses control when he sleeps and we sure don't want him wetting on the sofa. I'll go get one..."

"Good idea," Mary replied, "You ok there Carol? Want me to take him?"

"No I'm fine. I'll hold him until Kathy get's him diapered, then we can just let him sleep here on the sofa until you wake him or he wakes on his own... I really like holding him like this, he's the most wonderful boy I've ever met..."

"I like him too," Kathy said as she stepped around the sofa and Carol turned him to make putting the diaper on easier; "I consider him my best friend, he's so open and trusting and honest with me, I just love him to death... I've told him things, I've never told anyone... I can't NOT trust him..."

"I'm feeling like that too," Carol replied, "I've never met a boy who made me feel like that..."

"I know what you mean; he has my sister feeling like that too... he's taken over as her 'big brother' advisor and I know she's confided things to him she'd never tell me about... Charlie is one special boy..."

"Just be prepared to fight off the whole 6th grade class of girls and probably the 5th grade too Kathy; I know he really likes you; but it you let him go; I plan on picking him up about two seconds later!" Carol replied.

"Yeah, I've already figured out, I'll need a baseball bat to keep them away once school starts. But he's worth it!"

"It's just too bad, he's my brother, or neither of you or any other girl would get him," Mary sternly interrupted. "If I could marry him and keep him forever, I would in a heartbeat. I just hope I can find a boy that's even half as loving as my brother..." Two girls looked back at her and just nodded in agreement; they knew exactly what she was saying to them.

Charlie woke to find himself diapered and alone on the sofa, but smelled dinner cooking in the kitchen. Sitting up and getting himself awake, he decided to go see if he could help. Mary was standing at the stove stirring a pot and another pot he recognized as the pasta cooker on another burner. "Hey Mary, what can I do to help?" he asked leaning in and giving her a kiss on the cheek.

"Hi Charlie, sleep well? You must have been wasted to be out like you were..."

"Guess so; I remember sitting with Carol and then the next thing I knew I woke up wearing a diaper; guess you guys must have decided to diaper me just in case; I don't remember being diapered so I must have been totally gone..."

"Yeah you were totally out of it, I've never seen you so limp and you didn't even stir a little when Kathy diapered you; are you sleeping alright? Carol said she just thought it was your lack of sleep earlier in the week catching up with you?"

Charlie was blushing when she looked at him so she knew something else was going on. "Uh... Well Carol and I played at sex some... but please don't ever mention it! She trusts me not to tell on her for doing anything and I don't want to break her trust in me... She says she's not sexually active and she was just experimenting some with me and it would really embarrass her if someone knew."

Turning to face him, she grabbed him into a hug. "I wouldn't do that Charlie; I like Carol and if she and you had a little fun, then good for both of you. She's a really lonely girl, her size scares the boys away and she needs to have someone she can learn with. So what did you two do to wipe you out like that? Maybe I'd like to give it a try..."

"OK as long as it's just between the two of us; she gave me the most incredible blowjob, I had no idea it could be so good; and she said she'd never done one before, but she sure got it right on her first try. Anyway, just as I was about to cum, she rubbed my prostate and GOD! My whole body shook and trembled so hard; it was like being electrocuted, I came so hard I blacked out for a few minutes and then was just totally limp afterwards. I was covered in sweat and totally wiped out physically. She gave me a bath to clean me up, then we went downstairs and I was asleep almost as soon as I sat down with her."

"You blacked out?"

"Yeah, I was blubbering and screaming when I came and then nothing; next I knew she was holding me and trying to wake me, looking worried. Then she saw I was ok, then we talked some until I recovered and she gave me that bath. I should add, she REALLY knows how to make a boy feel good when she gives a bath too. Fortunately that one was just to clean me up..."

"Well that book said stimulating the prostate would enhance orgasm?"

"Enhance is an understatement! It totally blew me away! I mean I knew mine was super sensitive, so I told her not to rub it too soon or I'd cum without an orgasm; but I had no idea when she worked it just as I was about to cum! God it was totally awesome!"

"Charlie, sometime when you're up for it, I'd like to try some things with you to see whether you like them or not..."

"Like what?"

"Well that book said that couples sometime use a vibrator to stimulate the prostate and some use adult toys... you know dildos; even one's that attach to a harness and let the woman take the dominant role... would you let me try that? I promise not to hurt you, but it really intrigues me what it would be like to be the one doing the penetrating during sex. You like doing me anally so I'd like to see what it's like to try it as the one doing the fucking. The book says it should feel good to you..."

Taking her face in his hands he looked up into her eyes, "Mary I love you more than life itself; anything you want to try, we'll do, I know you'd never hurt me and I want you to feel good about sex and anything to do with it. If you can get a vibrator or one of those toy things, then we'll do whatever you want. Dad will be gone all day tomorrow and just the two of us will be here all day by ourselves. I'm willing then or whenever you can get what you need. I'd do anything for you Sis, I want you to know that and never worry about it." Then kissed her deeply while he pushed her back against the counter so that their bodies were pressed full length. "I want to do anything you'd like to try Mary; just let me know when you want to do something."

"Really? I mean I could get a vibrator at the drugstore, but one of those toys; maybe on the internet, I certainly couldn't go to a store and get one..."

"Tell you what... I'll even split the cost with you if you want to buy something. After all, it's my prostate that you're going to use it on so I should at least help pay for it."

"OK, I'll walk down and get a vibrator tonight at the store and if you like it; then I'll order one of those toys on the net; I'll have to use your credit card though, since I don't have one and we sure don't want it on Dad's credit card account statement.

"Just use my Paypal account Mary, it charges my credit card and almost all the sites accept Paypal. Thank god Grandpa set me up with that credit account when I turned 13, otherwise buying something on the Net would be a bear."

After dinner that night, Mary told her father she needed to go to the drug store. "What for sweetheart?"

"Girl stuff Dad..."

"You mean you're having periods now?"

"Uh... yeah Dad, and I need to get some supplies..."

"Would you like me to go with you?"

"No... I can do it myself Dad, it would be really embarrassing to have you go with me..."

"It shouldn't be sweety, all girls and women have to deal with this problem, if you want to talk about it I'm more than willing to do that, I do know about it you know."

"That's ok Dad, they covered it in health class and I know what I need; besides Mom and I talked about it last year, because we didn't know when it would start. I know what I need and I'll just walk down and pick up the stuff."

"OK then if you're sure."

"I'm sure Dad, I'll be back in a little while; Charlie's upstairs reading in his room, he should be fine until I get back."

"Ok no side trips though, I'll expect you back in about an hour. And here," he said handing her some money, this doesn't need to come out of the house funds and you shouldn't have to pay for it either; it's not something you can do without so I'll just increase your allowance to cover the costs."

"Thanks Dad, see you in a little while," she said taking the bills he held out to her. To her surprise it was $50! <just how much does he think pads and tampons cost? Well I sure won't argue! Maybe 2 vibrators! And I'd better get the feminine stuff anyway, even if I'm not having my period yet!>

At the drug store she got the tampons (double pack) maxi pads, 2 vibrators (one 10"X1" and one 6"X1") and spare batteries and a package of condoms (much to the surprise of the clerk who regardless didn't say anything).

When she got home, she went to her room immediately and hid the vibrators and condoms and put the batteries in her desk drawer, then left the tampons and pads in plain sight on her dresser, just in case her Dad questions, it would be obvious that she 'had' purchased the normal supplies a teenage girl would need.

After checking back in with her father to let him know she was back; she went to Charlie's room and sat on the edge of his bed, where he was sitting with a book resting on his knees. "I got two Charlie," she whispered, "two sizes; that way I can use one at the same time; that might be fun..."

"Can I see them?"

"Not now, I had to tell Dad I'm having periods now, to explain why I needed to go to the drug store. He didn't hesitate in letting me go and even gave me money to buy the stuff with; more than I needed for the girl stuff; so he paid for our new toys too." <giggle> "I'll show them to you after Dad leaves in the morning."

"OK just don't forget you have to 'have' periods from now on, since you told him that, so at the proper time each month, you'll need to use some supplies whether you need to or not." He replied.

"Yeah, but if the other girls my age are any guide; I'll be having them soon anyway, so it's just as well that I now have the supplies I'll need. Half the girls my age back at our old home were already having periods and probably ¼ were on the pill or had other contraceptive devices. Oh, I bought a box of condoms while I was at it; so if we decide to have real sex; we have them ready to go."

"You weren't planning on vaginal sex right away were you? I think you should wait for that..."

"No not right away, but sooner or later, I've got to bust my cherry and you brother are going to be the boy to do it. I want you to do that for me and I trust you more than I ever could another boy to do it as gently as possible the first time."

"Mary, I don't know about that..."

"Charlie, you are the only boy I'd ever trust to treat me right the first time! You don't want me to die a virgin do you? I know you don't! So get used to the idea; YOU will be the first in this pussy Charlie and I won't accept a no for an answer!"

"Well OK if that's what you really want, but not soon Mary; I don't think you're ready for that yet."

"I'LL KNOW when I'M ready Charlie; and when I tell you I'm ready, I'll expect you to help me with it; I don't want to argue about this, but that's MY decision NOT yours! All I need from you is some cooperation when the time comes."

"OK Mary, I know that it's your decision and It's your body so I'll do what you want when you tell me you're ready and want it; and I promise to do my best to make it good for you; cause I know it supposed to hurt some the first time; but I don't want you hurting ever. All I'm asking is that you wait awhile, you're still young and have lots of time and I don't think you should rush it. That's all I'm saying."

"That's why I love you Charlie, you're always thinking about the other person more than yourself and that's why YOU are going to be the first in me and may well be the ONLY one in me for a long time; until I find the right guy; but he's going to have to be like you in the way he treats me. Finding a guy like you is going to be really hard Charlie, you're really special compared to other boys."

"Ok, I just don't want you rushing things when it's not necessary. There are other things to make you feel good without taking that final step... we can talk about this more tomorrow..."

"OK we will... Would you like a snack? I'm going down and fix a sandwich or something... Or something to drink?"

"A Pepsi would be good and maybe a cookie or two; but a sandwich would be too much. Thanks Mary."

Later, when she cuddled up behind him in the dark at bedtime, she wrapped her arms around him and pulled him against her body and kissed his neck, her mouth beside his hear. "I'm sorry for getting so pushy Charlie about you being the first to make love to me..."

"It's ok Mary, I understand how important it is to you; so I'll do what you want..."

"Thanks Charlie, I won't mention it again until it's time to do it; I know you think I'm too young and that I should wait and I wasn't planning on doing it real soon so there's no reason for us to fuss about it. I just wanted you to know that I want you to be the first so it wouldn't be a surprise and you'd have time to get used to the idea."

"Mary let me turn around so I'm facing you please..." he asked then rolled over when she loosened her grip on him. "Mary I know how important this is to you, so I promise not to argue when the time comes and that I'll do my best for you. It makes me happy that you want to give yourself to me like that, and proud that you trust me with this most precious gift a girl can give to a boy. I love you Mary and I'll do what you want when you ask me too; I don't want us to argue about this or anything else. So let's just leave it alone until the time comes. OK?"

"I love you too Charlie, you're my best friend, my wonderful brother and the most loving boy I've ever met; that's why I want you to be first. I'll warn you now though, once we start, we're going to do it a lot, because I want it right now and I know once that nice cock of yours is in me; I'm not going to want it out of me. Plan on spending a lot of time keeping me happy because I know I'm going to want it every chance I get."

"You're kidding, you're that hot to trot?"

"Charlie I've been wanting you in me since I was 8 and found out about sex in detail. I can't wait for us to do it. In the meantime, use those talented fingers of yours to keep my very wet little pussy happy and kiss me until I go to sleep. All this talk of sex has me so horny I can't stand it."

"Whatever you want Mary," he whispered as drew her head closer until their lips met, while his right hand slid into her panties and cupped her very wet sex before starting to stroke her there until she came hard and relaxed against him. "Goodnight Mary, I love you..." he whispered as his hand withdrew and she dropped off wrapped in his embrace.

Mary woke to the feel of her brother tightly pressed against her back, his arms around her, and his right hand under her shirt, gently stroking her chest, lightly caressing her right nipple, with was as erect as she'd ever felt it. His light touch almost caused a burning feeling as his palm drug against it. She squirmed in his arms, but he held on tight with his other arm around her. She could feel his breath on her neck and when he kissed her there it sent a shiver through her entire body.

"Good Morning Sis," he whispered.

"Char...lie" she replied exasperated, "Charlie, you've got my panties soaked and my nipples hurt they're so hard! Are you just going to play with me or what?" she growled.

<giggle> "Then turn over and I'll kiss them and make them all better," <giggle>

Pulling out of his arms she quickly sat up and pulled her t-shirt off then stripped off her panties and lay back flat on her back and then just looked over at his smirking face and said, "Well! I'm waiting?"

Charlie was laying on his side and took in the view of her beautiful naked body stretched out and waiting, then reached out and stroked his hand over her firm stomach, then teasingly up her ribs and ended up cupping her left breast and just holding it his palm making small circles over the hard nipple pressed into it. Looking up into her eyes, he smiled and moved himself closer and leaned over her. "Those swimming lessons have done a great job on you Mary, I can feel your muscles all over; my soft sister, has turned into one hot athletic girl," he softly said as he leaned in and kissed her, then proceeded to trace kisses down her neck and across her shoulders, causing her to tremble in response, before moving down and tracing a wet trail with his tongue around each breast before sucking at her right nipple, teasing it with his tongue and giving it little nips with his teeth, pulling at it, before swirling his tongue over it and sucking it again. Meanwhile his hand was playing with the other nipple, tweaking it and rolling it in his fingers, then tugging at it before rubbing his palm over it again and squeezing her breast flesh. Mary's breathing was getting rougher as he moved his mouth to the left breast and used his hand on the right, then when he went back to kissing her neck, she moaned, partly in pleasure and partly in frustration. He felt her reach for her crotch and stopped her and firmly moved her hands back to her sides. "Charlie..." she whimpered. But didn't fight him.

"Relax Mary, I'll take care of you..." he whispered as he kissed his way back down her body and dipped his tongue into her belly button and licked his way further down until his cheek rested on her hip and his hand slid lightly over her swollen lips, gently parting them and dipping into her wetness, he kissed her thighs, stroking them as he moved between her legs and then without warning his mouth was on her licking and sucking at her spread sex his tongue seemed to be everywhere at once and she was pushing her pussy against him humping at his face as he worked at her. She was moving so much he had to hold onto her thighs and press them back upwards with his weight to keep her still enough to work his tongue where he wanted it and finally after what seemed like forever to him, he felt her shudder and dug his tongue as deep into her as he could, lapping at the juices as she climaxed. When her body relaxed, he released her legs and moved up and lay on top of her his head on her shoulder and she immediately wrapped both arms and legs around his smaller body and held on, planting kisses all over his head.

"Charlie, anytime you want to wake me like that, just go right ahead, and disregard any stupid complaints or comments I make. That was the nicest wakeup ever," she said as she pulled his body higher and soundly kissed his mouth, trying to let him know how wonderful he was. After resting awhile, she loosened her grip on him. "Charlie you smell like you crawled up inside me, we both need a shower... let's go get cleaned up and all this activity's made me hungry; so breakfast is definitely high on my current list of 'must do' things right now." <giggle> "that was really great little brother, I'll expect more of that now you know."

<giggle> "Anytime Mary... I enjoyed it too you know..."

After removing his diaper they took a shower together and Charlie made sure she was really clean, and managed to bring her off with his soapy fingers while she stroked his hard cock until it released a load on her legs. It was a fun shower for both of them and they both went naked to the kitchen to get something to eat when it was over.

Mary fixed them scrambled eggs and toast, and then had him sit on her lap and fed him as she held him, not letting him so much as take a sip of juice on his own. Charlie just smiled and let her treat him like a little kid, enjoying the feel of her body against his and giggling when she started baby talking to him about opening wide for the 'choo choo' with a fork full of eggs poised by his mouth. Neither of them could seem to get enough of holding and touching each other. Both were smiling more than they had together in a long time and both were very happy about it.

After breakfast they sat together naked in the living room, just kissing each other and stroking each other's bodies, hugging and whispering and trying to convey how much they cared to the other person. After an hour or so, Charlie sat up where he'd been laying across her tracing his finger over her chest while being stroked by her; "Mary? Want to try those toys now?" she asked.

<giggle> "Eager to have me screw that little behind?"

"I don't know, nothings been in there before except fingers, but I'm willing to try. You said you wanted to experiment and I agreed to it; and well you went and bought the thing, so we may as well try it out."

"OK then, let's go get them and see if my brother likes buttsex." She replied and helped him stand.

"Mary you don't have to be crude here, you're the one who wanted to try this. To be honest as sensitive as my prostate is to just being touched; I'm a little nervous about this. Maybe even a little scared; so go easy on me please?"

"Charlie you know I'd never hurt you intentionally, so don't be nervous about this. According to the book this should feel really good to you. Guys like to have that gland stimulated; that's the whole point of anal sex for gay guys, to rub that gland and couples do it more often than they'll admit, because it's really exciting for the man."

"You didn't need to mention the 'gay' part Mary, I'm not gay and don't want to be gay and I really don't want to know that gay guys enjoy this. I didn't need to know that."

"OK stop right there Charlie; I know you're not gay and this isn't a gay thing we're going to do; I'm a girl so it 'can't' be gay can it. Anal sex is anal sex and it doesn't make any difference who does what as long as it's a guy and a girl. Anal sex is only gay when two guys do it. So just drop the whole 'gay' thing, it doesn't apply here."

"OK... I just don't want to know 'anything' that gays do ever. I have no interest in what they do or do not do to each other. I like girls and I don't want to know what those people do."

"I think we'd better sit down and talk about this Charlie, something is going on here I'm missing. I know you like girls, but it's only natural for you to be somewhat curious as to what boys do together; so sit down here on your big sister's lap and tell me about it. What's happened that I don't know about?" she said pulling him firmly onto her lap and not letting him get up.

"Mary, I don't want to talk about this..."

"But you NEED to talk about this Charlie, this is more than just not being interested, I'm worried about you Charlie and I want to help you but I can't help if I don't know what happened. Something DID happen didn't it."

<sigh> Looking up at her with tears welling up in his eyes, "You're going to make me tell you aren't you. You're not going to just let this go and let me up are you... Mary I really don't want to talk about this..."

Wiping the tear from his cheek that leaked out; "No Charlie I'm not going to let this go. Something happened to you; I don't know what, but you DO need to talk about it; you can't hold it inside like you've been doing... Now tell me what happened; no matter what it was, I won't laugh at you, or think less of you; you're my brother and I love you and I need to know what's happened, so I can help you get past it. Charlie whatever you tell me is just between us; no one else will ever know; but I need to know to help you."

<Sigh> Then leaning his head on her shoulder so he didn't have to look at her, "You remember Tommy Franks and his buddy Smitty? Well you know they were jocks and bullies and always beating me up right?"

"Yeah I remember those to shits, they terrorized half the kids in the neighborhood."

"Well they were always after me; and not just to steal my lunch money. They were so much bigger than me that they'd make me do things. They'd take my clothes off and feel me all over and wanted me to have sex with them; especially last year; they were after me all the time. They made me give them handjobs; but I refused to do more than jerk them off. They wanted me to suck them, but I wouldn't do it; so they beat me up. Most of the times I got beat up last year was because I wouldn't do what they wanted. One time Tommy got me alone and stripped me and tried to rape me; but I got away and ran home naked; that was two weeks before we moved. Getting away from those two was the only good thing about us moving away from there. I know they did those things to other boys too. I know that they raped Billy Davis, cause he had blood in his underpants for two days. I saw the blood in gym class when we were changing."

"Charlie why didn't you tell someone? They could have stopped it."

"I did tell the Coach but he said I was lying and spanked me for saying that about two of his 'star' players. Then he told the other teachers not to listen to me that I was making it all up to get his players in trouble. I got beat up pretty bad by three jocks for telling on them."

"I don't know what to say Charlie..."

"This is the REAL life I've had Mary, being small sucks big time and I've had to deal with shit like this all my life. Those jocks and others; not just the two I named were always after little kids to do sex stuff with them. It was a fact of life for those of us smaller or weaker than them. Shit like that happens all the time in schools and no one ever believes it happens or does anything to stop it."

"Charlie, you said he 'tried' to rape you. Did he... you know... get it in you?"

"Just barely, then I kicked him in the balls and ran away as fast as I could." He replied with a whimper, "It really hurt Mary... I was so scared... I didn't know what to do..." then broke down crying openly against her, his tears flowing down her naked chest as he rubbed his face against her body.

"Oh Charlie, I'm so sorry all this happened, if I'd known I would have done something to stop it..."

"You couldn't have done anything but get beat up too, Mary. As big as you are; they were bigger and stronger and would have attacked you and hurt you bad."

"Well that's never going to happen to you again Charlie; that's the whole reason for the 'Angels' to stop that kind of thing. You said that happened two weeks before we moved?"

"Yeah, the day before Dad told us we were moving..."

"Charlie, that was the first time you wet the bed. Could you're bedwetting be related to that attack? You never wet the bed for years before that..."

"I don't know, I've had bad dreams about that and other beatings for a long time. The only time I don't have those dreams is when you sleep with me and hold me... Just feeling you in bed with me, whether we touch each other or not; keeps them away. I really love you for doing that for me Mary; it really helps me get through the nights."

"Charlie I love sharing a bed with you; I've been lonely at night ever since we were little and Mom made us quit sleeping together and use separate rooms. I never wanted to sleep alone and well since we moved and you were having these problems, I've got to spend the night with you again and I don't want to go back to sleeping alone even after you get better. <giggle> Remember when we were little and had the same room, but two beds? Mom got mad all the time, when she'd find us sleeping together in one bed or the other."

<giggle> "Yeah, I remember, she'd yell and scream and jump around but that never stopped us did it Mary," he replied.

"No and NOTHING is going to stop us from doing it now either Charlie; Dad doesn't seem to mind and I'm not changing our sleeping arrangements, not as long as we live in the same house."

<sniff> "You know what Mary? Telling you all this did help; I feel better now... I know none of what happened was my fault; but I could never tell anyone... Thanks for making me tell you... It hurt... but it helped too. Guess that's why I love you so much..."

"Charlie don't ever hide things from me; I'm here for you and want only the best for you. I'll do whatever I need to, to help you, but I can only help if I know there's a problem. Now let's go wash those tears off your face and try and make you feel better ok?"

"K... do you still want to try your toy? I'm willing to let you do that; just... go slow and be gentle with me that's all..."

"We'll see in a little while... maybe we'll do that; maybe not... I know why you're so nervous now and I don't want to do it unless you're comfortable with it... Now let's go clean those tears off... I want to see those big blue eyes without them being all red and puffy before we do anything." She replied wiping his face with her hand and tilting his head up to kiss him. "I love you Charlie, I just want you to be happy." She whispered brushing his hair back and looking deeply into his eyes before kissing him again.

Upstairs, she took him to the bathroom and used a washcloth to wipe his face as he stood before her leaning back against the bathroom sink, watching her face as she wiped him. Charlie had a shy look on his face as she gently cleaned the tear streaks from him and when she was done pulled him into a hug his face nestled against her neck, due to her taller stature. "Feel better now Charlie?" she softly asked as she rubbed his back.

"Yeah thanks Sis, I do..."

"OK well let's go sit in your room and I'll get the toys and show them to you." She said releasing him and guiding him to his room, where he sat perched on the edge of his bed, while she crossed the hall and retrieved the two vibrators. Returning with two slim boxes and a package of batteries and sat beside him.

Opening the longer box, she pulled out a 10" long white plastic device, tapered on one end and unscrewed the base, then inserted two "C" size batteries into it and closed it back up and handed it to him, while she repeated the process with the smaller device.

Charlie took the thing in his hand and ran his fingers over it, feeling the smooth surface, then found the dial on the bottom and gave a start when he turned it and it started humming and vibrating in his hand. "I don't know Mary, this thing looks awful big..." he offered, turning it back off.

"It's not all that big Charlie, at the widest, it's only an inch and that's just back here where the batteries go. It's not ALL going in you, you know, just enough to stimulate that good spot of yours, the rest is just a handle for me to hold onto. We can't have it getting lost in there now can we?" she added with a giggle.

"No absolutely not! It would be REALLY embarrassing to have to go to the hospital to have them get it out" he replied grinning; knowing she was teasing him. "Why did you get two?"

"Well this is a 'purse' model for the 'girl on the go' in case I want a little fun sometime. It's just shorter, but I also thought it might be fun to have this humming away in me while I do you."

"Ok but it still looks awful big."

"Charlie remember when Mom opened you with that speculum for that exam? Well your hole was open about 2 inches wide and then she used 3 fingers inside you," she explained as she held out her hand and showed him the size of three fingers together, "And Mom's hands are bigger than mine; Charlie 3 fingers is twice the size of this vibrator and the fingers didn't hurt you did they?"

"Well no, not once I was relaxed and open..."

"And how may fingers did Carol use yesterday? I'd guess at least 2 and her hands are huge? That didn't hurt did it?"

"No, she went slow and got me used to it..."

"So all me need to do then is go slow and get you open enough before we use this then right?"

"Yeah, I guess so, but it still looks awful big..."

"No as big as your mind is telling you Charlie, how about we give it a little try and if it hurts any at all I'll stop immediately. I think you're making more of this than is really necessary. I know you can handle this size with no problem, you just need to relax and let me do the work. I really think you'll enjoy this Charlie, what do you say?"

"OK just go really slow... and you promise to take it out immediately if it hurts right?"

"You know I will Charlie, I don't want to hurt you..."

"OK then, here take this thing and let's do this... where do you want me?" he replied handing the vibrator back to her.

"How about on your changing table, with you laying on your back so I can watch you and know immediately if I need to stop..."

"OK... use your fingers to loosen me first though, I know I can't take that thing without being loosened first... You can't even take me without me loosening you and I'm nowhere near that big."

"Actually you are Charlie, just not as long, but you're almost this big around..."

"If you say so..."

"OK quit stalling and get up there on the table for me." She directed and guided him over and positioned him how she wanted him, which was on his back, legs up and spread, him holding his legs around the knees. "Now just relax Charlie I'm going to use lotion to lubricate you and just use my fingers to open you..." she said as she gently rubbed his butt, her fingertips playing at this hole, until she both saw and felt him relax enough to insert a finger, which was soon followed by another and then a third finger leaving him gaping. "OK there Charlie?" she said smiling at him between his spread legs.

"Yeah I'm good..."

"OK then just stay relaxed, this won't hurt, it's going to feel really good," she said as she moved her fingers back to the entrance and positioned the vibrator, so that she could slip it in as soon as her fingers left; before he knew it, three inches of vibrator were inside him and she just held it still, when she saw him tense up some. "Relax Charlie... you're doing really good... this doesn't hurt does it?"

"No I just feel really full like I need to take a crap..."

Just then she turned the device on and it started humming away and waves of vibrations were passing through his tight channel as it did it's thing. "Ohhhh..." he exclaimed.

"Hurt?"

"Noooo feelllls gooood..." He mumbled and lay his head back on the table.

"OK we'll go in some more until I find your prostate then," she advised and only moved it about a half inch further when his whole body jerked and bounced on the table "Aaaaah!" he cried out.

Just holding it in place, she looked up at him and saw his head thrashing about and he was gripping the edges of the desk so hard his knuckles were while, so she backed it up some, until he relaxed again.

"Still OK Charlie?"

"Yeah..." he gasped, his chest heaving...

"OK Charlie I'm going to move it back and forth some over it, but not hold it on it like I just did and we'll see if that's better..."

"K..."

Mary started slowly moving it back and forth inside him getting jerks from his body each time she'd hit his prostate; then suddenly she was no longer in control, he was thrusting at the vibrator forcing it deeper and keeping it where he wanted it. It was buried up to where she was gripping it and he was bouncing against it, his whole body covered in sweat, his cock as hard as she'd ever seen it and flopping about as he moved. She decided to just keep her hand still since he seemed to know what he wanted and watched her brother fuck himself on the vibrator, moaning and groaning and several times his whole body would shake and tremble like a convulsion until finally he collapsed back onto the table and was still. It was then that she noticed that his entire front was covered in cum from his nipples downward, there was white goo all over him. Pulling the vibrator out, she quickly wiped it off and laid it on the filing cabinet, then moved around to his side and pulled him up further onto the table and straightened his legs out, as he fought to breathe, his whole body was flushed and pink and his breathing so ragged, she was worried about him.

"Charlie! Charlie are you OK?" she asked holding his head and trying to get his attention. Finally, his breathing stabilized and he opened his eyes. "OH Mary..." he groaned.

"Talk to me Charlie are you OK, what can I do to help you..."

"Ressst, need to rest..." he finally managed to get out.

"OK but I'm going to clean you up first, you're a real mess right now. Just lay still and I'll get a washcloth and clean you then help you over to your bed."

"K..." he said still gulping air.

Mary was back quickly with three washcloths and was wiping him down from head to foot, cleaning sweat and cum from his body, then wiped his rear and saw his hole was still open quite a bit and decided to diaper him, just to be safe against possible leaks; besides as tired as he looked, he'd be asleep as soon as she let him and she didn't want a peeing accident either. Once he was cleaned and diapered, she helped him off the changing pad and over to his bed where he just collapsed and was asleep before she could even get him positioned to be comfortable. Checking him to make sure he was just asleep and not passed out, she made sure he was in a comfortable position, then stood looking down at him. <guess my brother likes having his butt reamed with a vibrator," she thought <with all that cum on him, he had to cum at least 3 or 4 times, and just couldn't seem to stop until he exhausted himself> "Wow! " she whispered, and then went to her room and put on a shirt and shorts before returning putting the vibrators away and sitting with her sleeping brother, combing his hair with her fingers as he slept.

It was almost two hours before he stirred and when he did, she lifted him and scooted under him so that he was laying across her lap, with his head against her. "Hey Charlie, you ok now?"

He was still groggy and took a few seconds to respond before looking up at her and a big smile broke out on his face. "Yeah Mary, I'm good..."

"So I take it you enjoyed that?"

"Mary I can't even begin to describe it; I must have cum 6 or 7 times at least, one right after another... Mary we can't do that very often; I couldn't take that very often... it was just too much to handle."

"I knew you must have had multiple orgasms because you were covered in cum Charlie; but 6 or 7? I didn't know boys could do that. Girls talk about multiple orgasms, but boys need to recover in between; at least that's what I'd always heard. Apparently not, at least not when their prostate is being stimulated directly anyway."

"I didn't know that was possible either Mary, but I just did it; so it must be. You didn't even touch my cock did you?" and she just shook her head 'no', "didn't think so and it wasn't anything like when Cindy accidently milked that gland, where it emptied me without an orgasm. This was just like continuous electric shocks and then one orgasm right after another until I couldn't take any more and collapsed I guess."

Reaching down and playing with his very limp cock and then feeling his balls, "So want to do me now? I'd like this up my butt it you can manage it," she said giving his cock a little tug.

"Mary I'm really sorry but I don't think it's going to get hard for awhile. I'm wiped out and totally empty down there; If you want I could try to do something else for you though?"

"No that's ok Charlie, I'll take a rain check until tonight but I expect at the least one orgasm before going to sleep no matter how you do it."

"Mary? I'm wearing a diaper? How long have I been out? I know you wouldn't diaper me unless it were more than an hour or so... Mary I don't remember you putting it on me..."

"Two hours Charlie, but I put that on you before I moved you over here, you were still open back there and I didn't want to take a chance on any leaks from your butt; then I knew you'd sleep, and I didn't want any peeing accidents either, so I put one on you, before putting you to bed."

"God I must have really been out of it, not to remember any of that. Last thing I remember is being on the table and you saying something about cleaning me up... then I woke up here with you holding me... Mary if that is going to do this to me; we need to be really careful about having lots of time and we can't do it too often if my body's going to be wasted like this."

"Then we'll just save it for 'special' occasions Charlie; but from what I saw, you liked it way too much not to ever do it again. Maybe we should order one of those dildo things and try that; where I have more control and can stop before you're completely wasted like today."

"Yeah I did like it Mary, it... well it was just too much of a good thing I guess. But if you want to buy one of those, go ahead and order one and we'll try that. Get one that attaches to you so you can pull out and stop if you see it's going overboard; that way I can't force it to keep going until I pass out again."

"OK I'll to that yet today and it should be here next week sometime; I'll need your Paypal logon though to pay for it."

"No problem, it's in my billfold there in the desk drawer, it's on a green card in the back slot. Mary I need to rest some more... I'm still really tired."

"Ok I'll lay you back down and you go back to sleep and I'll wake you for lunch, I can't let you sleep all day or you won't sleep tonight."

"OK, thanks Mary, you're really great..." and he was quickly back to sleep before she even made it out of the room.

Later Mary was in the kitchen making some homemade stew when Kathy and Cindy stopped in wearing their 'Angel' shirts. "Hey Mary! Where's Charlie? You actually let him out of your sight?" Kathy said as she walked in and looked around.

"Hi girls, he's upstairs sleeping," she replied.

"But it's after 11am why's he still sleeping?" Cindy asked.

"OK sit down, but this stays between the three of us," Mary said sitting at the table. "Cindy you remember telling me about you playing with him and finding his prostate right? Well yesterday I bought a vibrator and today we tried it out. He was really reluctant about it for reasons I won't go into, but I got him to let me try it on him and well he went nuts when I got it in him; he came at least 6 or 7 times in a row and passed out exhausted at the end; his whole body was wasted and he was covered with sweat and cum at the end; and neither of us ever touched his dick. We talked about it when he finally came around, and he just too sensitive to use that on him; so he's letting me get a strap-on and we'll try that where I have more control and can stop it if things get carried away. Now I don't want either of you mentioning anything about this to him; because he'd be really embarrassed that he let me do that with him. Furthermore, until I say otherwise, nobody puts anything but fingers in his butt. That little butt belongs to me and no one else! Are we clear on that?"

"But why if it made him cum so much Mary, I'd think he want that?" Kathy asked.

"Kathy, he came so hard and so many times in almost no time at all and it completely wasted him. He's afraid of losing all control like that; he doesn't even remember me cleaning him or diapering him or putting him to bed afterwards. He liked the feeling he got but the total loss of control and being physically exhausted like that scares him; hell it would scare the shit out of me! So he and I are going to go real slow and learn what his limits are, but I don't want anyone messing with him like that until he knows what he can take and what he's not comfortable with. And I mean everyone stays away from that. You, Cindy, Carol and anyone else who's with him."

"But I can still finger him?" Cindy asked.

"Actually Cindy, I'd rather you didn't unless he asks you to. <sigh> "I shouldn't even tell you this but you need to know since you two are here so much taking care of him; so I need you to promise that you won't tell anyone ever." She said seriously.

"Mary we wouldn't ever do that; we love him," Kathy replied and Cindy agreed.

"OK, and I just found this out today when we were talking about anal sex and he was reluctant to do it; Charlie was sexually abused back in that other town; two boys apparently stripped him frequently and felt him up and made him give them handjobs and tried to get him to blow them and when he wouldn't beat him up. Just before we moved here, one of them tried to rape him and managed to get in him a little ways before Charlie kicked him in the nuts and ran home naked. He tried to report what was happening to the Coach at school and got spanked for 'telling lies' and trying to get his two favorite jocks in trouble; so he never told anyone until today after that. The day after the rape was when he started wetting his bed and I'm sure the two are connected."

"Cindy any anal penetration brings up memories of that abuse and he doesn't need that right now. So I'd just as soon that everyone leave his hole alone, until he and I can get him used to a girl doing things there and not abusing him. If he's ever to get past this, it needs to be with someone he totally trusts and it needs to be thoroughly talked through before anything is done. I'm sorry but I can't trust anyone but me to get him through this; to where he's comfortable with anything in his rear. Apparently Carol had her hands in him yesterday while getting him off; and he was ok with it; but she needs to back off too. You can play any other way you want with him as long as he's willing; but everyone stays out of his butt, until I say so. Otherwise, you can just stay away from him. That's just the way it has to be!"

"They tried to rape him? Oh god poor Charlie..." Cindy said with tears in her eyes.

"Yes and at least partially accomplished it. But you can't let him know, that you know Cindy or you can leave right now and never see him again." She sternly replied. "Charlie doesn't need pity or any of that crap. He needs to feel comfortable being with girls and doing things with them. So help me Cindy if you ever mutter a word of this to him, I'll wipe the floor with you."

"And I'll stomp the shit out of anything Mary leaves when she's done Cindy. You CAN'T let even the idea that you MIGHT know about this slip to ANYONE and especially not Charlie!" her sister said grabbing her by the arm roughly.

"But how can I be with him and NOT look at him and know..." Cindy mumbled.

"Fine then leave now and don't come back until you can grow up and get yourself under control! I can't have you destroying what little self respect he has left. If you can't control yourself then you won't be around him! Either get yourself under control or leave; I'm not saying anymore to someone who can't even exert the smallest amount of emotional control. I knew I shouldn't have told you!"

"She right Cindy, either buck it up or leave, there are no options here. It's time for you to grow up and deal with real life!" Kathy told her.

"I want to stay; I want to help him..."

"Not until you are 100% sure you can control yourself Cindy; I mean that!"

"OK Mary, I'll leave... I guess I need to think about this..." she whimpered and got up.

"Mary, I'll be here as usual," Kathy said rising also; "Meanwhile, my sister and I need to have a long talk about the real world and what it takes to help people you love..."

"Thanks Kathy, see you Monday morning then... bye..."

That evening, Mary found Charlie in his room curled up on his bed, tears were visible in his eyes but he wasn't quite shedding them. "Charlie? Charlie what's wrong?"

"I... I wish I hadn't said anything today... you think I'm really weak now... since... since I couldn't defend myself against those boys... I know you do no matter what you say..."

Immediately grabbing him and wrapping her arms around him, then pulling him onto her lap facing her, his legs straddling her she held his face so he couldn't turn away from her. "Listen to me Charlie Miller! What happened WASN'T your fault! Sexual abuse happens every day in every town and it's a fact of life! You weren't physically big enough to stop those bullies from doing what they did; and you already told me you weren't the only one they did that to. I'm not going to hear you tear yourself up about being small and weak; when there was NOTHING you could have done! Do you hear me Charlie! THIS WAS NOT YOUR FAULT!"

"I don't believe it Mary, I should have been able to stop them..."

<sigh> "Charlie if some guy say 6' tall and 180 lbs grabbed me and got me alone like that would you expect me to be able to fight him off? Let alone two of them?"

"No... your too small and you're a girl, so they could overpower you..."

"Being a girl has nothing to do with it Charlie, it's size and weight! It's the same thing Charlie, Tommy Franks and Smitty were proportionally THAT much bigger than you! So why would you be expected to fight them off?" Tommy is almost as tall as I am and weights about 150, that's 50 lbs of muscle and weight to use over me and Smitty is only an inch shorter and even heavier and more muscular. You couldn't beat them in a fight and neither could I so why are you blaming yourself?"

"Be... Because boys are supposed to be tougher than that and... and not let those things happen.."

"That's bullshit Charlie and you know it! No one expects you to fight your way out of a situation like that with that much size difference. You were lucky to get a good shot in and escape the rape; but none of it makes any difference in who YOU are Charlie; yes they took advantage of you; but YOU didn't do anything wrong. You did what you had to do to survive; that's all any of us can do in a situation like that!"

Help me here Charlie. I don't understand why you're blaming yourself? I can't understand and help you unless you tell me everything you're thinking here."

"Be... Because that wasn't the only time and there were other boys too..." he whimpered.

"Tell me Charlie, tell me all of it..."

<whimper> "The...the year before a big kid, from the Jr. High School, I don't even know his name made... made me suck him... he... he choked me until I opened my mouth and then forced it in me... and...and kept choking me until he came in my mouth and then made me swallow it... and then slapped me around and... and spanked me... and was going to rape me... but he couldn't get it hard enough... I guess Tommy found out about it, that's... why they were trying to get me to do them that way... but I wouldn't do it..."

"Anything else?"

"Lot's of times bigger guys would hurt my privates. They strip me and handle me real rough and then jackoff all over me, some used my legs to get off, rubbing between them... mostly they'd just grope me and force me to masturbate them..."

"When did this start Charlie?"

"Second grade and all the time after that until we move away... That's why I stayed home so much... I was afraid to be caught out somewhere alone, they were always after me Mary," he finished and by then was blubbering and crying his heart out.

"Where did all this happen?"

"Everywhere, but especially at school, bathrooms, locker rooms, storage rooms, playground, anywhere they could trap me alone..."

"I didn't know; I'm sorry Charlie..."

"No one knew! I couldn't tell anyone, or they'd beat me more and the one time I did tell I got punished for it!"

"Well that will never happen again Charlie; we'll protect you and keep you safe from that. Any boy that tries that now will be signing really high; because I'll cut his nuts off so he'll never try it again with anyone!"

"I don't want you to get in trouble because of me Mary, don't do that! Just run interference and keep them away, so I have time to run if I need to..."

"We will Charlie; but we'll also report every abuse of anyone and get them expelled and sent to jail if need be."

Regaining some control of his emotions, he leaned his head into her shoulder and relaxed against her body. "Mary... Kathy and Cindy and Carol need to know about my... history... but I can't tell them... it was hard enough telling you... I... I couldn't face them and tell them these things..."

"They don't need to know everything Charlie, just that you were the target of sexual abuse... don't worry I'll tell them what they need to know, but nothing more... is that ok with you?"

"Would you? I just can't do it myself... but they need to know those things happen... Tell them I don't want pity or them feeling sorry for me or any of that; what's done is done and over; I just need them to watch my back so it doesn't happen again. We're in a new place and no one knows me so I don't want everyone to know about it; just the 4 of you need to know those things..."

"I'll take care of it Charlie, I'll tell them what they need to know and what to watch for; you can trust them not to spread it around. Just the four of us will know anything other than bullying happened to you."

"Thanks Mary. Mary I'll really tired... could you put my diaper on, I think I'll go to bed early... all this remembering has me drained and... and I need to sleep..."

"Sure Charlie, just lay down and I'll get you diapered and then you can go to bed or just lay on top if you want. Why don't you try and read some to get your mind off this stuff, it's still early..."

"OK diaper me and I'll try to read, but don't be surprised if I'm asleep when you check on me... And don't worry about me Mary, I'll be ok..."

Turning around, she laid him on his bed and went across the room and got his diapers; he'd run out of disposables several days before and was now using the cloth diapers at night, with plastic pants, which he hated because the held heat and sometimes got too warm. After a quick lotion and powder coating he was soon fastened up in four layers of diapers with two soaker pads and plastic pants and waddled over to get his book before sitting on his bed leaning against the headboard, trying to focus enough to read. Mary left him there and made phone calls to Kathy and Carol for the four girls to meet the next day at Kathy's house to fill them in.

Sunday morning, she met with the other girls and told them that Charlie had asked her to tell them about his history of sexual abuse. Carol was shocked and immediately agreed with Mary's restrictions on activity with Charlie. "You get off the hook some Cindy, he wanted you to know about it. But listen well all of you; he doesn't want pity, or sympathy or anyone feeling sorry for him; he just wants you to be on the lookout for boys trying to isolate him and watch his back. He's accepted that he couldn't have been expected to stop it and just did what he had to do to survive; don't bring it up and don't tell anyone; only the four of us know about it and no one else is to know. He's trying hard to put this behind him and just wants to get on with his life."

Four girls left that meeting resolved to protect Charlie and help him do what was needed to live his life.