By brhmsj
Copyright 2024 by brhmsj, all rights reserved
[3,775 words]
* * * * *The Puericil School, Part 4
Zeke
When
Saturday playtime came around again David and Zeke were seen together a
lot more. Morning and afternoon they were together playing games, some
soccer, some tag with Carl and David’s roommates. Claire and Cindy
watched them with satisfaction and even some pride.
After both
the morning and afternoon playtime David and Zeke showered together.
Carl and David’s roommates were nearby so it only looked like the group
of friends was together. However, to David and Zeke something felt
different, something they couldn’t understand. In the shower in the
afternoon Zeke wordlessly began to wash David’s back. David blushed a
bit but said nothing nor did he make any move to stop Zeke. He didn’t
return the favor, though. This time. Claire and Cindy took notice. The
other boys showed no reaction, if they noticed at all. When everyone
was dry before going to dinner, Zeke hugged David. David liked it and
returned the hug.
All six sat together at dinner so, again, nothing seemed unusual. Just six boys enjoying each other’s company.
As the week went on Zeke and David were together quite often. Any class
they had together they were at adjoining desks. The teachers now were
taking note. Over the years they’d seen these friendships develop, some
progressing beyond mere friendship.
Evans did not require that
the boys had to be only in their own room to do their homework, as long
as they were studying, preferably with someone. David’s roommates did
prefer to stay in their room, but Zeke’s roommates all had buddies they
studied with elsewhere.
“David, would you like to study with
me in my room?” Zeke asked before dinner after another week had gone
by. David’s reaction, before he could reply, was to immediately get
hard. Now he felt confused and stuttered a “yes.” Zeke saw it and
smiled, his own penis rising. “See you at dinner,” he said.
David was relieved that he was soft when he got back to his room. He
still felt confused and was quiet as the four boys prepared to go to
dinner. Carl joined the group tonight. He wanted to see just what was
going on with his friend Zeke and David. Dinner seemed normal but Carl
knew something was happening with those two.
Claire had
approved David’s studying arrangement and walked with him to Zeke’s
room. “Study hard, as always,” she told him before he went into the
room. “I know two boys who will have sore bottoms if you don’t,” she
warned. David didn’t need the warning. She left and went about her own
business. She’d know at bedtime whether or not they’d behaved properly.
When he entered Zeke’s room, he was greeted with a hug. He gladly
returned it. He also noticed that neither of them got hard this time.
“You can take this chair,” Zeke said as he set a chair next to his at his desk. “Where should we start?”
“I think this math is the hardest, so maybe get that out of the way.”
Zeke agreed and quickly they were poring over the day’s assignment.
Working together proved to make it easier and go faster.
“Wow, maybe I do get this stuff,” David said when they closed those books and took a break.
Zeke put an arm around David and said “you’re plenty smart. I need to
stretch.” He stood and David did the same. He noticed some things on
another desk and walked over to look. “That’s Manuel’s stuff. He’s
pretty possessive so don’t touch.”
“I won’t. Is he from Spain or Central America or something?”
“Costa Rica. His parents thought it would be good for him to be in the
U.S. rather than there. They felt he’d do better if he was on Puericil,
so that’s why he’s here. He’s a good kid but still a bit uncomfortable
because he has an accent and is from a different culture. I don’t care
about any of that.”
“I’ve seen him with your other roommates. They seem to like him.”
“We all do and we’re trying to make him more comfortable. He’s been on
Puericil since he was ten so has no experience of puberty. OK, back to
work.”
Faster than either expected they were done. Working
together was beneficial. Both boys would ask if this arrangement could
continue.
When they were done, Zeke said “let’s get out of
these dull chairs” and went to sit on his own bed. David was uncertain
about sitting on someone else’s bed but remembered that Freddie had sat
on his bed with him. Why not? He sat down right next to Zeke, their
bodies almost touching.
“I’ve always wanted someone to study
with,” Zeke said. “Thanks for being willing to try this. I think we
should do it every night.”
“Definitely,” David replied with a
smile. This had been pleasant. He enjoyed the company and their work
made him feel more confident, something which would continue. He felt
Zeke’s arm around his waist. His first thought was that he should
resist but it felt good. And he liked Zeke. Feeling no resistance, Zeke
pulled him closer.
“As much as I like Carl, I’ve wanted to
find a good friend here. I hope you don’t mind but I feel very good
with you already. I want us to be good friends.”
Making
friends had not been on David’s mind as he adjusted to his new life and
new school. He wasn’t sure what to say. He liked Zeke and already was
feeling closer to him than any of the other boys. Zeke was good
company. He knew he wanted the studying together to continue.
Zeke’s arm around David’s waist turned into a hug, the boys holding
each other close. For both this was new and made them uncertain as to
what to do and think. But it felt good, comfortable, even natural. They
held the hug for a while, then reluctantly broke away.
“I
guess I should get back to my room,” David said. He had no idea what
was appropriate at the moment. “Claire will be looking for me.”
“Yeah, Cindy will be here soon. See you tomorrow.”
“Yes.” With that David walked slowly back to his own room which was not
far. Should he say anything to Claire about what happened? He’d tell
her about the studying and ask for it to continue. When he did ask she
gladly agreed, telling him that it was good for him.
“Look
who’s back,” George said when David entered. The three boys had studied
in their own room which was their usual arrangement. “Studying with
your new boyfriend?” George had a knack for saying embarrassing things.
“Leave him alone!” Freddie said. He and Billy had been teased by George when they became a couple.
“It’s ok,” David said, though he was annoyed. “We’re just friends and
it was good to study together. We got a lot done and more quickly than
usual.”
“Good,” said Billy, also coming to David’s defense.
Since he and Freddie were working together things are gone much more
smoothly for both of them. The teasing was the sort of behavior that
regularly earned George a spanking. Some boys don’t learn, even on
Puericil.
The next morning, after breakfast, David, Billy, and
Freddie were in their room getting ready for class. From a ways down
the hall they heard a boyish voice yelling “I don’t want a spanking!”
The unmistakable voice of Nurse Carstairs responded. “It doesn’t matter
what you want, you are getting one.” With that spanks were heard as she
moved away toward a private room. She was big and strong enough that
she could pick up a small boy and trap him one arm and with the other
deliver a good spanking. This boy would be over her lap once she found
a chair.
From a distance boyish voices can sound the same. However, the trio in the room quickly became aware of who was missing.
“She must have heard that he was giving you a hard time. Betty must
have thought it was pretty serious if she turned him over to Old
Carstairs,” Billy said as looks passed among them.
“Let’s get
to class,” David said as he gathered his books and things, embarrassed
that he’d been the cause of a spanking from Nurse Carstairs.
Billy read his mind. “Don’t feel bad about it. If someone gets spanked
by Old Carstairs then they deserved it.” David smiled and they made
their way to class.
David has a Puericil Side Effect
Studies
of the effects of Puericil noted a generally rare phenomenon, one which
the Evans staff was on the alert for and was prepared to address. Not
enough cases had been available for study to provide what were seen as
conclusive results. One thing which seemed consistent is that it
happened only with boys who had regressed under Puericil. Boys who were
on the drug before the age of puberty, so far, had not exhibited the
phenomenon’s behavior. Two things appeared to trigger it. One was any
teasing that the boy might think was aimed at him because he had
regressed. The other, more unusual, was when newly regressed boys began
to form close associations with other Puericil boys. Apparently it did
not matter if the other boy were newly regressed or a long-time
Puericil user. Boys showing the unusual behavior would exhibit a need
to suckle, like an unweaned baby.
David fell into both
categories and the teasing he received after spending study time with
Zeke brought on just such a reaction. When Claire was getting him ready
for bed David was making whining noises, often a signal that the boy
wanted to suckle and one Claire had been trained to spot if necessary.
She watched the boy closely and he did begin to make suckling motions
with his mouth. Changing the usual weeknight routine, Claire put David
to bed. She tucked him in and sat on the edge of the bed.
“Do
you miss your mommy, honey?” she asked. Boys with this side effect who
could be persuaded to express their emotions always wanted their
mothers.
“I. . . I guess so,” David said, tearing up slightly.
Claire had been trained to expect this type of response. David was
making suckling movements more steadily.
“Here, honey, this
will help.” Claire always had a pacifier in her pocket, just in case.
Gently she put it up to David’s mouth. He eagerly took it in. She
waited to see what would happen. David almost immediately fell asleep,
happily sucking on the pacifier.
In the morning she took it
out of his mouth and put it aside. “You won’t need this during the day,
sweet boy,” she told him. David showed relief that she had not taken it
away.
When the boys were in class, Claire went to see Dr.
Judd. The Director always made time for girl companions. “Having a
problem, dear?” she asked warmly when Claire had taken a chair.
“I wouldn’t call it a problem, ma’am,” Claire replied, “but it is
something I think you should be aware of.” She told him David’s need
for the pacifier.
“He’s only the third boy who’s had this
behavior, I believe,” Dr. Judd said when Claire finished. “You handled
it perfectly. Something we only discuss with you girls when necessary
is that we do have what we call the suckling room for severe cases. So
far we’ve not used it. One of the nurses is prepared to let a boy
suckle on her to recreate a feeling of breast feeding. In very rare
instances boys have needed this but it truly is rare in the Puericil
research. Please keep a close eye on him and let him have the pacifier
every night for as long as shows signs of needing it.”
“Yes, ma’am,” Claire replied.
“Do you have any idea what brought this on?”
“I know that he appears to be bonding with Zeke. A rather quick friendship, I’d say, as he hasn’t been here long.”
“It happens,” Dr. Judd responded with a smile. “Do you know if he has been teased by anyone?”
“I don’t know, to be honest. His roommate George is known to be a
handful and to give some of the boys a hard time now and then.”
“More than now and then!” Dr. Judd replied with a chuckle. Claire
joined her. She knew George. “You’d best have Betty visit me sometime
today. I suspect he may have been up to his usual antics. I hesitate to
bring Nurse Carstairs into this but sometimes it is necessary.”
“He can be a problem but I think Betty had better deal with this,
whatever it may be.” Claire knew what a spanking from Nurse Carstairs
was like and hated the idea of any boy being subjected to it.
“We’ll see,” said Dr. Judd. “Anything else, dear?”
“No, ma’am.”
“On your way. Do keep me up to date. Oh, one more thing. Oddly enough, masturbating the boy can help, too.”
“That’s no problem,” Claire said with a smile. “I will keep you
informed.” She always was confident in Dr. Judd’s ability to know best.
She caught David between classes. He seemed fine and she said nothing
about last night. When the next class started, she found Betty and told
her what she knew.
“I’m not surprised,” Betty said when Claire
finished. “From something George said I guessed that he’d needled David
about something. Of course I didn’t see what was happening with David.
I guess I should be more alert.”
“No, not at all. We all have
our hands full with our own boys. Don’t feel guilty.” Betty appreciated
the assurance. “Dr. Judd would like to talk to you sometime today about
this. Just the usual.”
“That’s fine. It’s time to give her the
latest report on Mister George in any case.” Both girls smiled at that.
Betty regularly met with the Director about George, more often than
most girls did.
For the rest of day David seemed fine and
Claire did not press things. When they were returning from dinner David
asked “may I study with Zeke again tonight?”
“Of course. Why wouldn’t you?”
“I just. . . I don’t if it’s. . . if it’s ok to do that.”
“Oh honey, of course it’s ok! We want boys to study together.”
“Will you give me that thing again tonight?” he asked quietly.
“That’s up to you. It’s near your bed and you can use it if you want. I
think you may want to for a while. It’s nothing to be embarrassed
about. Sometimes this happens to little boys.”
“And I’m a little boy now,” David answered, still quietly.
“Yes, dear, just like all the other boys here. You’re no different.”
That made David feel better. He was having a bit of an infatuation with
Claire. She was like a big sister he’d never had, so it was not a
sexual response.
Back in his room, David gathered up his books
and quickly went to Zeke’s room where Zeke was waiting for him. “Claire
says I can study with you any time,” David told his new friend happily.
“No reason you shouldn’t,” Zeke said. He didn’t know what brought on
David’s comment but had no need for information. “Let’s go. Sit here.”
He had pulled a chair up close to his own, closer than they’d been last
night. It felt good to David to be so close to Zeke. David was quite
aware as they studied that they were often making physical contact. It
didn’t distract him. It felt like they got things done even faster
tonight.
“That’s it, don’t you think?” Zeke said when they put down the last book.
“Yeah,” David said with a smile. “This is good. Thanks for helping me.”
“We’re helping each other,” Zeke replied. “Let’s get out of these
chairs and sit on the bed.” As soon as they were standing Zeke pulled
David into a hug. This time one hand traveled down David’s back to his
butt, Zeke now pulling David closer. David froze slightly. No one had
ever done this to him. When the hug broke Zeke took David by the hand
and led him to the bed. They sat close together as they had last night.
“You’re special,” Zeke said quietly. “You’re the first real friend I’ve had here.” His voice was emotional.
“You’re the only real friend I’ve had here. I’m so new,” David said.
Zeke pulled him in again, this time giving him a kiss, full on the
lips. David was too shocked to resist. When he recovered he knew it
felt good and didn’t resist. When they broke neither boy knew what to
say.
After a pause David asked “do you want me to be your
boyfriend?” He couldn’t believe he was saying anything like this! But
Freddy’s open discussion the other day somehow made David feel he could
say it.
“I don’t know,” Zeke replied hesitantly. “I know
Freddie and Billy are boyfriends and I like seeing them together. It
makes them happy. I want that, too, and I told you, you’re special.”
This was all too fast for David. Involuntarily he started the suckling
motions. “I think I should go back to my room. It’s getting near
bedtime. I’ll see you tomorrow and I promise we’ll study again.” Zeke
showed disappointment but he understood. He hadn’t seen David’s need to
suckle. In any case, he had to go to bed, too. He gave David a peck on
the cheek and let him go.
Back in his room David quickly got
ready for bed. The other three boys said nothing to him tonight other
than a quick hello when he arrived. Once in bed he grabbed the pacifier
and turned away from the others after he put it in. When Claire looked
in on him he looked comfortable.
“All settled, baby boy?” she asked quietly.
“Mm hm,” was all he could say with the pacifier in his mouth. Claire
smiled, kissed the top of his head, said good night and left. David
soon was asleep.
Everything was happening so fast! The
Puericil had taken effect, he’d begun to feel comfortable with his
roommates, and now Zeke showed every sign of wanting him to be his
boyfriend. David hadn’t given much thought to sex as he entered
puberty. Too many other things were crowding his mind. Adjusting to
puberty and growing up had been a strain, hence his bad behavior. He
knew he liked Zeke, though. As he drifted to sleep he knew that he
liked the pacifier. It was good to be a very little boy.
The
next morning he awoke to Claire gently stroking his morning wood. It
felt good, comforting, reassuring. He sucked on the pacifier as she
brought him to a childish dry orgasm. His gasp on reaching orgasm made
the pacifier drop from his mouth but for the moment he didn’t need it.
When he recovered his breath he gave Claire a hug and said “thank you.”
“I’m glad to do it for my baby boy,” Claire replied. She saw that David
enjoyed being called that. She found the effects that Puericil was
having on the boy quite interesting.
After breakfast Claire
found a moment to speak quietly with Dr. Judd and tell her the latest
on David. Dr. Judd told her “from what I’ve read and my limited
experience, this is to be expected. I’d say things are going fine for
now. Just continue as you are and make sure he feels safe and loved.”
“I will,” Claire promised.
That afternoon Dr. Judd called Dr. Morgan. “There is nothing to be
concerned about, but I do want you to know what is happening with
David. As I said, this is an unusual side effect and it does make for
an interesting case study. The pacifier is working so far and I doubt
we’ll need to send him to the suckling room.” Dr. Judd explained that.
“It seems clear that regression is what he needed. How do you advise continuing with him?”
“Let’s review his case after three months. I doubt we’ll want him off
Puericil at that point. He may have gone through the phase and return
to a normal life here.” She then filled him in on David’s friendship
with Zeke. “This is quite common. It doesn’t mean that either one of
them will continue as homosexuals when they reach adulthood after
ending the drug. Of course that doesn’t matter either way but parents
sometimes are rather concerned.”
“Oh yes, I’ve encountered
that many times. I wonder, though, is there something I could do with
him during a school break? I’ve had boys in regression at my home,
though so far none on Puericil.”
“Let me think about that,”
Dr. Judd replied. “Handling the breaks can be tricky as sometimes it is
not good to send them back to their parents, though that always adjusts
itself eventually. In any case, I’ll keep in close contact with you.”
“Thank you, I appreciate it. By the way, I got some information about a conference on Puericil and I’m thinking of going.”
“Oh, definitely do go. I know which one you mean and I intend to be there.”
“In that case, I’ll go.” With that they rang off.
David continued with the pacifier which definitely helped. His
roommates and Zeke found out about it but no one bothered him. Zeke, in
solidarity, asked for one of his own. He didn’t need it but found some
comfort in it, regardless. Claire did continue to masturbate David
which kept him calm. He asked to be held at bedtime which she did. It
became a relationship of an older sister helping to mother her younger
brother. Both were satisfied with it as Claire had no younger brothers.
It filled a need for both.
David did make some moves to suckle
on Claire, though not aggressively. She easily dissuaded him but she
also did talk to Dr. Judd about it.
“I think if you continue
masturbating him we can avoid needing the suckling room. Are you only
doing it in the mornings?” Claire said yes. “Hm. Maybe find another
time, but not bedtime. Don’t make an issue about it, just if
opportunities arise.”
“I’ll see what I can do.”
Claire did find times before dinner to take care of David. On the days
when she did, he reported that studying went well, if not better than
usual. Things continued this way. The friendship with Zeke developed
and was a major help for David.