By Zynder
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Copyright 2024 by Zynder, all rights reserved
* * * * *Middle School Swim Team - Part 2
by Zynder
I wake up to sun shining in my eyes with the desperate need to pee. I
sling my sheet off me, twist around to get out of bed and to my shock
I’m stark naked. Then I notice that sitting in a chair across
from me is Da. Da is seeing me naked!
“What! Why am I naked? Da. Why are you here?”
“Cullan. Go pee and come back and we can talk.”
“But I’m naked!”
“I can see that. Just go pee and we can discuss why
you’re naked when you come back.”
I would continue talking to Da about why I’m starkers, but I
really do have to pee badly, so I doing something I’ve NEVER
done before. I stand up and run across the hall to the bathroom in my
birthday suit. I make sure to close the bathroom door behind me,
because I don’t want Ian or Erin seeing me naked.
It’s bad enough Da just saw me bare skinned. I pee like for
hours. Well, maybe not hours, just minutes, but it just keeps coming
out and out and out. When I finally finish, I give my tiny penis what
other boys might call a shake, but in reality it is merely a wiggle.
Before returning to my room, I grab a towel and wrap it around me to
cover up my nakedness.
“Ian. Please, tell your mother that Cullan is up and ask her
to go ahead and start breakfast.”
“Yes. Da!”
As I walk back into my room, I see Ian take off towards the kitchen. Da
doesn’t look surprised to see me with a towel wrapped around
my boy parts.
“Have a seat Cullan.”
I sit back down on my bed.
“Cullan. Your mother and I now think we know why
you’re so stressed about joining the swim team and the
upcoming try-outs.”
“MOM! She saw me naked!”
“Did Erin or Ian see me naked too?”
“Yes, your mom saw you naked and no your brother and sister
didn’t. The only reason your mom saw you is that she came in
your room to tell us that supper was ready and you had fallen asleep,
so I put you to bed and in doing so, I removed your clothing and we
both saw our lovely son naked.”
“Da. There’s nothing lovely about naked
me.”
“Oh! Cullan! You could never be so wrong about anything in
your life as that. When I saw my son naked last night I was the
proudest papa in the world.”
“I don’t get it. You saw me. You saw my thing. How
can THAT make you proud? Ian for sure, but not me.”
“Cullan. I am proud of Ian also, but you are special in a
different way.”
“Ya. I’m a freak that belongs in a
circus.”
“No son. Why would you ever think that? You are my son and
not some freak.”
“Da. My penis isn’t even as long as your
fingernail. How am I not a freak?”
“Because son. You have my penis. You have your Grand
Da’s penis and your Great Grand Da’s
penis.”
“What?”
“Cullan. You have the McGregor penis. Handed down from father
to son over the generations.”
“But Ian has a huge penis.”
“Your brother inherited the O’Flannery penis from
your mother’s side of the family.”
“I don’t understand how we can have different
penises?”
“It’s genetics son. In high school you will study
about genetics and DNA in biology class, but for now I’ll
explain it like this. When parents make a baby they share their DNA
with that baby. Some of it from the mother’s side and some of
it from the father’s side. I don’t think they have
done a study, but it is my understanding that the first born son
usually takes more after the father and the second born son takes more
after the mother. Which would suggest that the first born gets his
dad’s penis and the second born son gets his
mother’s side of the family’s penis.”
“So, I have your penis?”
“Yes son. Of course, mine is a little bigger now that
I’m a man and you haven’t started puberty yet, but
yours will grow once you do.”
“So my penis will get bigger?”
“Yes, but don’t get your hopes up too much. It
won’t
get all that much bigger.”
“So, I’m going to have to live with this button
penis all my life.”
“Like I said, it does get a little fatter and longer when you
go through puberty. Which I might as well tell you now, that it
probably won’t be for another couple years. Yes, we already
had our puberty talk, but I based when to have that talk on seeing your
brother naked, not you. If I had seen you naked then I would have
delayed our puberty talk. Us, McGregor’s, go through puberty
much later than most men.”
“How much later?”
“Fourteen or maybe even fifteen. I was fourteen and a half
before I started puberty as a teenager.”
“OH! DA! I’m going to have to look like this
through most of high school?”
“Yes, son. Which is why you need to get used to it now while
other boys are still waiting to go through their own puberty. You
won’t be alone in this if you embrace it now. I know you
don’t think of it as a blessing, but naked swimming could be
a really good thing for you.”
“Da! How can it be a good thing?”
“Son. The best way to get over being embarrassed about
yourself is to accept it and live through it. You’re
embarrassed because of the size of your penis, added with you hiding
your nakedness all these years instead of just running around naked
like your brother, has made your embarrassment more acute. So, to get
over your embarrassment you need to embrace it and live through it.
Naked swimming at school is the perfect safe way to live through what
embarrasses you.”
“But. Everyone will see how tiny I am.”
“Yes. They will and eventually it will just be normal for
them to see you as you really are.”
“Eventually, Da! Really!”
“Yes. Cullan. We do need to be realistic. Some people will
laugh and make jokes and tease you. Kids are the cruelest animals on
the planet. But eventually, everyone will accept you as you are and
life will be good, not hiding any secrets. That said, why
don’t you remove the towel and stop hiding the beautiful boy
that you are.”
“But Ian. He might come back to tell you when breakfast is
ready”
“He might. So? Ian is your brother. What’s wrong
with him seeing you naked?”
“My penis. It’s so much smaller than his.”
“Your brother will love seeing his older brother go naked
just like he does. The size of your penis isn’t going to
matter to him.”
“WHAT! Wait! Did you say, go naked like him?”
“Yes. Cullan. That’s what I said. You want to be on
the swim team. Correct?”
“Yes.”
“Then you have to swim naked. Correct?”
“Yes.”
“Then you need to get used to being naked in front of people.
Correct?”
“Yes. But!”
“Cullan. There isn’t any, buts. To swim on the team
you have to swim naked and people are going to see you naked. Unless
you’ve changed your mind and you don’t want to be
on the swim team.”
“No! I want to be on the swim team. It’s just so
much to take all at once. I was going to ask Coach if I could swim in
my Jammers instead of the little swim briefs the team wears and then
everything changed to no swimsuit at all.”
“I totally understand that, Cullan. That is why after you
fell asleep last night as your mother and I put you to bed, we
discussed how to help you get used to this drastic change. We decided
the best way is for you to embrace nudity and go naked at home. That
way you can be naked around family in a safe atmosphere, before having
to be naked at school in front of everyone at the try-outs. You only
have eleven days to prepare, so we thought this would be
best.”
“But! I’ll be naked in front of you, mom, Ian and
Erin.”
“Yes, you will. You will be naked in front of your loving
family.”
“Da. I understand what you’re saying. I really do,
but to be naked. It’s really scary.”
“That’s why I’m here to help you. So, why
don’t you take the towel off and show your Da your beautiful
body.”
I know what Da is saying makes sense, but to be naked in front of him
is so nerve wrecking. My anxiety level is skyrocketing out of control.
He did say we have the same penis, so he knows what mine looks like
because he has it too. But then everyone else is going to see me naked.
Can I do that? Do I really want to be on the swim team? Why am I even
asking myself that? Of course, I want to be on the team. I want to be
on it more than anything else. More than going naked in front of my
family? Yes. More than that. I take hold of my towel and take it off
and set it on the bed beside me. I sit naked in front of Da. He has a
smile on his face as he looks at my nakedness.
“Cullan. You are a beautiful boy. Why don’t you
stand up and let your Da see you from all sides.”
Gritting my teeth, I stand up and do small circles so Da can see all of
me. The smile never leaves his face. He is seeing me naked. All of me.
He’s seeing my tiny button of a penis with my nuts pressed up
against my body very tightly. I’m completely hairless from my
neck to my toes. I don’t even have any fuzz, like most boys.
When I say I am hairless, that is exactly what I mean. I’m
smoother than smooth. The only good thing that might come from this is
that maybe it will help me swim faster. No hair to slow me down and no
penis to add drag to slow me down.
Then, I have a funny thought go through my head as I stand letting Da
look at me. It’s a very vivid image of boys swimming naked.
What about boys with long dongs. Would their penis slow them down as it
dangles under them as they swim? Their dicks would be like sea anchors.
Just then my bedroom door flies open and Ian bursts in.
“Mom says breakfast is ready...Cullan...you’re
naked...WOW! Are you going to breakfast naked? Can I go naked
too?”
“Ian. What have I said about bursting into people’s
bedrooms without knocking?”
“That I’m supposed to knock first.”
“Now go back out and do it right.”
Knock. Knock.
“It’s your room Cullan.”
“Come in.”
Ian comes in and this time he stares right at me. Well he stares right
at my penis.
“Mom says breakfast is ready.”
“Thank you, Ian.”
“Cullan. Why are you naked? Are you in trouble? Is Da going
to spank you?”
“No. Ian. I’m not in trouble. I’m naked
because Da thinks I should go naked to get ready to swim naked on the
team.”
“Can I go naked too?”
“That’s up to Da.”
“No, Cullan. This time it’s up to you. Will it help
to have Ian naked too or will it make you more
self-conscious.”
“What’s self-conscious?”
Da tries to explain it to Ian, while I think over the idea of both Ian
and me being naked together. His penis is two-and-a-half-inches long
and mine is only a half-inch long. The difference is staggering. I mean
we are brothers you would think our penises would be the same, but they
aren’t for the reasons Da explained to me. So, do I want Ian
to be naked too and be a constant reminder of how much smaller I am
than him? I make a decision.
“Ian. I would love for you to be naked with me. You can help
me get used to being naked.”
“Awesome.”
Before I can blink, Ian removes his tee shirt and shorts and he is
standing in front of me starkers.
“You little scamp. Why weren’t you wearing
underpants?”
“I couldn’t find any.”
“You couldn’t find any or you didn’t want
to wear any?”
“Honest Da. There weren’t any in my dresser
drawers. You can go check.”
“No need. You look just fine naked.”
“So does Cullan. I don’t think I’ve ever
seen Cullan naked before. Don’t he look awesome naked. He
ain’t got this long ugly penis sticking out like me. I sure
wish mine was small like his.”
“Ian. Your penis isn’t ugly. It’s just
different.”
“But it ain’t fair. Cullan has a penis like yours
and I got this long thing.”
“Wait. You’ve seen Da’s penis?”
“Of course, silly. Da and me take showers together
sometimes.”
I almost ask how come I never took a shower with Da, but then I know
why, I didn’t want him to see me naked.
Erin walks in.
“Mom wants to know what’s keeping you? Breakfast is
getting cold.”
I notice Erin takes one quick look at me and then turns to leave. She
doesn’t say anything else or stare at me or anything.
At breakfast Erin makes an interesting comment.
“Mama. It isn’t fair that Ian and Cullan can go
naked and I can’t.”
“Erin. You can go naked too, if you want.”
“No I can’t. I don’t have a cute penis
like Cullan.”
“Erin. Darling. You don’t have to have a penis to
go naked like your brothers.”
“I look funny without one.”
Erin doesn’t get naked, but the conversation peeks my
interest. It seems that everyone is concerned with how they look when
naked. Not just me. Ian thinks his penis is too big and ugly, he wishes
his looked more like mine. Erin wishes she had a penis and it looked
like mine. Da says my penis is just like his only prepubescent and Ian
agrees. Mom seems to really like my penis, because after breakfast she
takes photos of it. Am I the only one that thinks my penis is way too
small and looks funny? It seems so. I’m still terribly
embarrassed being naked and when it bones up to a total height of one
and three-quarters inches I’m really embarrassed. My hard
penis isn’t even as big as Ian’s penis soft.
By lunch, Erin has two of her friends over to hang out and of course
they stare at my penis for awhile. It was embarrassing enough when it
was just family seeing me naked, but now that Erin’s friends
are here, I seem to have a permanent hard-on around them. They
don’t pay Ian’s penis much attention even when he
bones-up, because they get to see it any time they want. Ian has three
buddies over and they strip off naked as soon as they get here. At
least his friends have more normal size penises for nine-year-old boys,
but they all have longer ones than me. It’s funny though,
because even though their penises are longer than mine they accept my
tiny penis as normal and don’t make a big deal out of it
being so tiny. I bet the kids at school when they see my minuscule boy
toy will make a huge deal out of it being so small. Preteens make a lot
of jokes about a boy’s penis. Every time I think about how
they are going to make fun of me, I get a boner from just the
embarrassment I feel just imagining it.
After lunch, everyone is out swimming in the pool. The girls in
swimsuits and the boys stark naked. I’m in my room trying to
get used to being naked without turning red and getting a boner every
time someone looks at me. I’m doing this by walking past the
full length mirror hanging in my closet while staring at the naked boy
I see in it. He always blushes bright red and half the time his penis
pops up to attention. How am I going to go to try-outs if I’m
going to be showing off my boner? It will be bad enough being teased
for being naked, but to be teased for having a boner is way worse.
Knock. Knock.
“Come in.”
I don’t even turn to see if it’s mom or dad. I just
keep staring at myself in the mirror trying to will my boner to go soft.
“Hey Cullan. Nice boner.”
I spin around hearing the unfamiliar voice behind me to see Trevor, the
transfer student that I saw at the gym. What is he doing here?
“Um. Hi Trevor? What are you doing here? How did you find
me?”
I’m standing here freaking naked with my little boner
sticking up in front of Trevor. How much more embarrassing can this get?
“I came by to say hi, since we’re going to both be
on the swim team. That’s also how I got your name and
address. It was on the sign up sheet. I only live two blocks away, so I
thought I would come by to meet you and hang out if you’re
okay with that?”
“Sure. But you sort of caught me at a bad time.”
“I can see. You trying to get used to being naked?”
“Ya. But how did you know?”
“You’re blushing bright red and have a boner. Sure
signs that you’re way embarrassed.”
“That obvious huh? This is my Da’s idea. Because if
I can’t get past this, then I won’t be able to go
to try-outs. I just can’t walk around the pool deck looking
like this.”
“Well, honestly, Cullan, you look really cute like that, but
I understand. The sharks at school will eat you alive if they saw you
blushing and boned. They can sense weakness and as long as it
embarrasses you to be naked, then they will see that as your weakness
and tease you relentlessly. But don’t worry, I’m
here to save you from all that embarrassment.”
“You are? How?”
“I’ll go naked with you every day, so you
don’t only get used to being naked by yourself, but also
being naked with another boy your age, and not just all those little
boys I saw out back in your pool.”
“Ya. That’s my brother Ian and his friends. Ian
loves to run around naked.”
“So, he’s a bit like me then.”
“Ya, I remember you saying something about liking to be naked
and going skinny dipping.”
“Ya. I did where we used to live, although it was always just
boys. No girls ever seen me naked. That is going to be different and
maybe even embarrassing for me at school. We had a pool like you in our
backyard where my friends and I skinny-dipped, but the house we have
now doesn’t have one, so no more skinny dipping.”
“You can come over here and go skinny dipping any time you
want.”
“Really. I might just take you up on that offer. I need to
practice as much as I can if I want a permanent place on the swim
team.”
“You heard the coach. Everyone is on the swim team as long as
they can meet the qualifiers.”
“True, but that will only last until the boys that left get
over the whole naked thing and return to take their places
back.”
“You think they’ll come back?”
“Of course, they will. They’re swimmers. Swimmers
swim. They won’t be able to stay away. You can’t
not swim, can you?”
“No. I got to swim everyday or I feel off.”
“Exactly. So, those boys will return once they get over the
whole being naked thing and once they see the rest of us doing it, then
they will do it too.”
“And that’s when you think they will come back to
take our spots away from us.”
“Yep. I miss not being able to swim every day. Just think how
they are feeling. Not having a pool at home has me feeling
off.”
“Well then. Let’s go swim.”
“I thought you would never ask. Can I leave my clothes in
here?”
“Sure, just throw them on my bed.”
I can’t believe Trevor is going to strip naked right here in
my room. I’m going to get to see how much puberty he has.
I’m sure since he’s thirteen he has way more than
me, because I don’t have any. I watch his sandals come off
leaving him barefoot. I notice his toes are long. That will sure help
him swim faster. When he lifts his tee shirt to take it off, I see that
he doesn’t have any pit hair. His armpits are as smooth as
mine. I watch as he drops his shorts to the floor and steps out of them.
“I’m surprised you’re still wearing
briefs.”
“I have boxers, but I get too many boners when I wear them,
so I went back to wearing my briefs.”
“Hey. You look really good in those white briefs, so it makes
sense for you to wear them?”
“You really think so?”
“Ya, but you still got to take them off to go
swimming.”
Trevor smiles at me.
“You just wanna see me nakers.”
“Well, ya. You’re seeing my penis, it’s
only fair that I get to see yours.”
Trevor drops his underpants to the floor and steps out of them and I
get my first look at a puberty penis. It’s about three and a
quarter inches long and much fatter than mine or Ian’s penis.
It’s also bald. I expected to see some hairs, but Trevor
doesn’t have any.
“WOW! You’re in puberty. I wish I was. I thought
you would have some hairs though.”
“I have hairs. Well, fuzz. But that counts too.”
“No way. You look bald to me.”
“You gotta get down on your knees and take a close look to
see them. Go ahead.”
I do just that and I get my nose right up to Trevor’s penis
to take a real close look.
“I think I see something.”
“Run your fingers just above my penis and you can feel
them.”
“Oh ya. I can feel some really fine hairs.”
“Cullan!”
“Oh! Hi mom. I’m feeling Trevor’s hairs.
He’s already in puberty, see!”
“What’s going on here?”
“Oh! Hi Da. I’m checking out Trevor’s
puberty. He’s got some really fine hairs and everything.
Ain’t that so cool!”
I stand up, so I can talk to my parents without having to look up.
“Trevor. You’re on the swim team, aren’t
you?”
“I will be after try-outs, Mr. McGregor.”
“Well, since you’ll be swimming nude, you might
want to think about shaving your body hair off and maybe even getting a
burr haircut. Hair slows swimmers down. It’s all about the
drag in the water. Back in the day, when all guys swam naked, they
shaved all their body hair off, so they could swim faster.”
“I didn’t know that, but I don’t know how
to shave yet, and I sure don’t want to cut myself down
there.”
“Maybe your mom can shave you.”
“Women shave?”
“Yes, Trevor. We women like to be smooth, so we
shave.”
“Could you shave me then? Please, Mrs. McGregor. I would
really appreciate it.”
I watch as my parents look back and forth at each other. Something is
passing between them, but who can tell with parents?
“Oh! Why not. Come in the bathroom, Trevor, and
I’ll whisk those manly hairs of yours right off.”
We all laugh and before I know it, mom has a hold of Trevor’s
penis moving it back and forth as she shaves his “Manly
Hairs” off. I do notice that when mom lets Trevor’s
penis go, it isn’t soft and limp any longer. It’s
grown up to four and a half inches and is sticking straight out in
front of him. I also notice his face is red for once.
“Sorry, Mrs. McGregor. It just does that sometimes.”
“That’s okay, Trevor. I understand. I have two boys
who do that too.”
“Um. Can I ask you a favor?”
“Sure Trevor. I have a feeling you’re going to be
just like another son around here, so ask away.”
I notice Trevor’s face is getting even redder.
“Yes. Cullan said I could come here to practice as much as I
want, so I was thinking, since you just shaved me and I’m
going to need to be shaved more, could you do it? I’d rather
not ask my mom to do it for me.”
“You don’t want her to see you getting
excited.”
Now, Trevor is tomato red.
“Ya. She makes such a big deal out of it when I bone-up.
It’s really embarrassing. I mean it’s embarrassing
enough getting boners without mom making a fuss over it.”
“Yes. I can keep you shaved if you like.”
“Thanks Mrs. McGregor. It’s embarrassing for you to
do it too, just not as bad as it would be if my mom did it.”
The good thing, Trevor’s semi-boner has went down and his
natural color is returning to his face.
“Trevor. Let’s go swimming.”
We take off for the pool. Of course, my siblings and their friends
stare at us as we run to the pool. They are extra interested in Trevor
since he’s in puberty and the rest of us boys
aren’t, but they eventually get used to seeing him naked and
we can practice without being disturbed.
Trevor becomes a regular fixture at my house. We practice twice a day,
morning and afternoon right up to school starting and then every day
right after school until supper time. Many days Trevor eats with us. We
both stay naked as much as we can. I get to see his full boner of
four-and-three quarter-inches a lot of times. Lots of other people see
us naked. Other friends stop by and see us and adults come by to visit
with mom and dad, so we are being seen stark ass naked a lot.
It’s still really embarrassing, but I’m sort of
getting used to it. I don’t totally freak out anymore when
the doorbell rings. Mom continues to shave Trevor and he always gets a
semi-boner while she is shaving him.
Tomorrow is Friday. After supper I talk to dad again about my try-outs.
“Da. You said that hair slows us down when we swim.”
“Yes. Cullan. But you don’t have anything to worry
about. You are still pre-puberty and you already have a burr haircut,
so you won’t have very much drag.”
“But I will have some, right? The hair on my head will slow
me down, right?”
“Cullan. You hardly have any hair on your head, it
won’t make much of a difference.”
“But it will make some difference. What if I miss out on a
starting spot on the team because of a millisecond I lost because of my
hair?”
“I don’t think that will happen, but there again
the only way to be sure would be to go bald headed and I
don’t think you want to be a cue ball. Besides your mom
doesn’t even like seeing you burr headed. She loves you with
long hair.”
The day of the try-outs and I’m a nervous wreck all day. Even
though Trevor told everyone that he’s used to skinny dipping,
I can see that the try-outs aren’t the same thing, because
he’s as nervous as I am. I bet he never skinny-dipped in
front of a whole school before. Now, try-outs aren’t an
official assembly or anything. No one has to go, but we all know that
most of the school and all the girls will be there to see us boys naked.