By PatrickNaked
Copyright 2024 by PatrickNaked all rights reserved
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A Public Exhibition
Once Darin was
clothed again, the girls led him further into the dunes. Debby told him
they were just about in the center of the island. About two miles
further was a campground. A little ways beyond that was another popular
beach on the opposite side of the island from where they’d started. It
didn’t have big breakers like the first beach, and some people
preferred the calmer waters. She said they wouldn’t be going that far.
Yet. The campground was their first destination.
As they
crested a taller dune, Darin saw the campground stretched out before
him. There were lots of RVs and tents and picnic tables. And lots of
people milling around. The campground looked to be at capacity. On the
far side were four narrow wooden buildings that reminded Darin of the
changing rooms, but even smaller. He realized these were what he’d
mistaken the changing rooms for that morning. They were outhouses. And
they were constructed with the same rough, weathered wood as the cabin
and the changing rooms. And as both of those locales were associated in
Darin’s mind with abject humiliation, he had a feeling the outhouses
were where the girls were taking him.
That ominous premonition became a sickening certainty when they stopped a few feet away from the buildings.
“What are we doing here?” He hated the quaver in his voice.
Debby answered brightly, “You’re so cute, we want to share you with
everyone. Now, let’s see…” She looked him over critically. “I think for
this, you’ll need to take your t-shirt off. It’s long enough that it
might cover up things we want to be visible.”
Darin balked. He
was tired of taking orders from these girls. He was tired of exposing
skin against his will. And he knew from Debby’s comment that more
people were about to see a LOT of that skin. He looked around at all
the campers going about their business. Which of them were about to see
what they shouldn’t if the girls had their way?
Darin
crossed his arms over his chest and jutted his chin out in what he
hoped was a fearsome way. He glared at the girls, resolute and defiant.
Mariana cleared her throat. That’s all it took to quash the rebellion.
Darin sighed and slipped his shirt over his head. Pauline took it from
him. Darin hung his head, more ashamed than ever that he’d given in so
easily. He was an unmitigated wuss.
Debby told him, “Ok. These
doors have a hook and eyelet inside to lock them. It’s a pretty flimsy
arrangement. We worked on the one that’s third from the left. When you
go inside, go ahead and lock it. Then pull the eyelet almost all the
way out of the wood. We twisted it around so the hole is too big now.
It won’t take much to make it come completely out. Then drop your
shorts and undies and sit down. Act like you’re doing number two.”
Mariana added, “Be sure to spread your legs wide so whoever walks in on you gets a really good look.”
Darin’s mouth was hanging open. “This is going to be awful. They won’t
just see me naked… they’ll think I’m going to the bathroom.”
Debby rolled her eyes. “Yes, Darin. That’s the point. That’s why we’re here. Jeez. You can be so slow sometimes.”
Mariana said, “You can actually do it if you want to go all method actor. Just remember to wipe.”
Darin was offended. “I ALWAYS wipe.”
Mariana shrugged and said, “How was I to know? You ARE a boy.”
Pauline said, “We’ll probably only be able to do this three or four
times. We don’t want people to get suspicious. Then it’s on to the
restrooms by the beach. There’s always a bigger crowd there. And over a
wider area. We might get ten or eleven surprise encounters out of it.
Maybe more.”
Debby told Darin, “Go on. And remember… we’ll be
sitting at that picnic table over there. We’ll be able to see inside
when someone opens the door. Spread those legs. Don’t be selfish. Give
them a lot to look at.”
Darin said glumly, “I guess you’ll be recording, too.”
Debby smiled. “Of course.”
Pauline said, “See? Darin’s not slow.”
Darin knocked at the door of the third outhouse. He didn’t want to do
to anyone what others were about to do to him. When he received no
response, he opened the door. It was much smaller inside than the
changing booths had been. There was a wooden bench with a hole in it. A
toilet seat sat on top. A round metal cylinder was positioned under the
bench leading to a waste pit beneath his feet. A roll of toilet paper
was on the right hand wall, and strange looking triangular plastic
bucket with a tube attached at the bottom was on the left. The tube
snaked its way down into a hole in the floor. Darin realized this was a
urinal. The tiny room smelled worse than the restroom back at the
cabin. He muttered, “Gross.”
After closing the door, Darin
slid the hook into the eyelet. He inspected the girls’ handiwork.
They’d done their job well. It looked like the eyelet was about to come
out of the wall at any moment, whether he pulled on it or not.
He dropped his shorts and underwear and sat on the toilet seat, making
sure to spread his legs. He looked down. His penis and ballsack were
quite obvious as they dangled over the opening. And as the door was
only a few inches away from his knees, whoever walked in was going to
be looking right down at him. He wondered if he could get away with
leaning over to block their view of his crotch. The girls hadn’t said
anything about his posture. He decided not to try it. It sounded like a
spanking offense if they noticed what he was doing.
As he
waited, his legs kept twitching, wanting to close the gap and hide what
hung between them. Just to be safe, he placed both hands on his thighs
to hold them in place.
He had time to wonder why the girls
were doing these terrible things to him. And he hadn’t even been their
first victim. Just the most unfortunate. Why did they take such evil
enjoyment in humiliating people? Could the boredom of living on a
small, uneventful island really lead to such disregard for the feelings
of others in pursuit of entertainment?
“Pssst. Darin.” He heard Debby’s whispered voice from behind the restroom. “You’re about to have company.”
When he heard this, his legs tried to clamp shut like a vice. He barely
managed to hold them apart. The door opened outward for a fraction of
an inch and stopped, then the eyelet popped loose. As Darin was
thinking, “Why can’t other people knock like I do?” the door swung all
the way open.
A girl of around eleven or twelve years old was
standing in the doorway gawking at him. She was wearing a brightly
colored one-piece swimsuit. Just behind her was another girl of similar
age and attire. The first one let out a shriek, drawing the other’s
attention. They both stared with brazen delight, then doubled over in
peals of shrill laughter. They staggered away still laughing, clutching
at each other for support.
Darin screamed, “The DOOR. Shut the DOOR.”
He bounded up off the toilet seat and grabbed at the door handle. He
misjudged in his haste and knocked the door all the way around till it
smacked against the front wall of the restroom. Now he was standing in
the open doorway, naked down to his ankles. The girls’ shrieking
laughter had drawn curious looks from everyone in the immediate
vicinity. Darin’s eyes met those of about twenty or so startled
spectators of all ages. They were mute with shock.
Darin wailed, “The lock came off.” That broke the spell and everyone began laughing along with the girls.
Darin reached over with both hands and scrabbled at the door, trying to
pull it closed without having to go all the way outside the little
building to grab the handle. It wasn’t working. He was just abrading
his fingers on the rough wood and exposing his nakedness for even
longer. Beginning to feel his eyes burn with the onset of tears, he
finally made a run for the handle. But since the few clothes he had on
were down around his feet, his run was more of a ridiculous, waddling
walk. After he was able to finally grab the door handle, he had to
waddle in reverse to pull the door shut.
Just when he thought
he was going to attain the privacy of the restroom, his heel caught on
an uneven patch of ground, sending him over backwards onto his butt.
The laughter had started to die down, as though the crowd had realized
how inappropriate it was. But Darin’s new slapstick maneuver sent them
into belly laughs again.
He lay there, astounded at the
enormity of his exposure. An entire campground of people was staring at
him. Many of the younger ones, boys and girls alike, ran up to get a
closer look. Parents were trying to call their children back, but were
laughing too hard to be very effective.
Just as Darin heard
someone say, “Your phone. Get your phone. This HAS to go on TikTok,” an
enormous middle-aged woman strode up to him purposefully, bowling kids
out of the way.
She bellowed, “Move it, you little vultures.”
She loomed over Darin, then loomed larger as she leaned down. He squeaked in terror.
“Don’t be scared, honey. I’m your guardian angel.”
She grabbed him under his arms and effortlessly lifted him up from the
ground. She swung him around, holding him out like a little rag doll,
and sat his feet down in front of the bench in the outhouse.
“Let’s see if you hurt your bottom in that fall.”
She took his shoulders and turned him around. He looked back, still making inarticulate noises.
“Don’t worry, baby. No one else can see you past MY big butt. Not that you’ve got anything left that hasn’t been seen.”
She looked him over. “Bottom looks fine. You hurt anywhere?”
Darin managed to say, “No, ma’am.”
“Polite. That’s a rarity these days.” She turned him back around. ‘Did you get to finish what you were doing?”
Darin’s mind wasn’t keeping pace with the events of the day. “What?”
“What you came in here to do. I assume by the location of your drawers, you were sitting on the pot.”
Darin felt his face burn. His blush response seemed almost random to
him. There was none when a huge crowd saw his ludicrous nudity outside
the outhouse, but there it was when this woman mentioned doing number
two which he hadn’t even been doing.
“I… uh… I had just finished.”
“Toilet paper and all? Don’t say yes just because you’re embarrassed.”
Darin face turned even more red. “I wiped, too. Honest.”
How had he fallen so far that he was having to talk about wiping his bottom twice in a matter of minutes?
“All righty, then. You’d better pull up your shorts before I turn
around to leave. Don’t give that mob of voyeurs another look at what
you got between your legs there.”
As Darin pulled up his
underwear and then his shorts, the woman said, “And when you walk out
of here, hold your head up. Act like it’s nothing to you, even though
you know THEY know it isn’t true. Don’t give them the satisfaction.”
Darin muttered, “Yes, ma’am.”
He tried to follow her advice, but couldn’t manage it. He stared down
at his tennis shoes as he trudged over to the picnic table where the
girls waited for him. He could hear more laughter and mean remarks the
whole way.
As he sat down, Mariana stated, “I think we’re done
here for the day. You caused such a sensation, we’ll never be able to
try it again with THIS crowd.”
Darin asked hopefully, “So, we’re going back?”
Debby said, “No, silly. There’s the other beach we told you about. We disabled the lock on one of the porta-potties there.
Darin dropped his head to the table with a thunk.
He suffered through hours of unbearable exposure at the beach. The
restrooms there were the big blue plastic portable toilets he’d seen at
construction sites in the city. Their familiarity was no consolation
when unsuspecting beachgoers opened the door to see him sitting on the
toilet, legs spread wide to ensure nothing was missed. After each
incident, he’d join the girls on their blanket to wait ten or fifteen
minutes till the crowd had changed sufficiently to do it again.
In these intervals between his penis presentations, the girls plied him
with questions about his life in the city. At first, he thought they
were digging for information they could use against him in some way.
But he gradually understood their interest was genuine. They’d lived on
the island all their lives, and the city might as well have been an
alien planet to them.
For a moment during each conversation,
Darin could forget what they were doing to him. He could sit and talk
amiably. Then the moment would end and he’d have to go back and let
strangers see him sitting naked on the toilet.
Once, when he
returned from an exceptionally humiliating episode, he complained more
bitterly than usual, trying to make the girls understand just how awful
these experiences were. Debby told him, “Silly. It’s not like you’re
naked. You have your underwear, shorts, socks, and shoes.”
He cried, “But they’re all around my FEET.”
Debby replied, “A mere technicality.”
Finally, as late afternoon arrived, the girls decided they’d worked this part of the island as much as they could for the day.
While Debby was handing Darin’s t-shirt back to him, she asked, “Do you like ice cream?”
Darin was alarmed. What were they going to do with ice cream? Introduce it to him through the wrong end?
The fear must’ve been evident on his face. All three girls laughed.
Pauline said, “There’s nothing sinister. We like to get ice cream about
this time of day. There’s a stand a little ways down the road towards
town. Near the first beach where we found you.”
Darin told them he didn’t bring any money.
Mariana draped her arm over his shoulders. “After all you’ve done for
us, we’ll spring for it this time. I’m going to have GOBS of video to
compile tonight. This is exciting.”
Darin flinched under her
arm. She squeezed his shoulder and said, “Relax, kid. I told you I like
you now. I’ve always wanted a puppy. I think I’ll name you Spot.”
Later, as the foursome sat on the beach and ate their ice cream cones,
the girls told Darin about life on the island and how boring it could
be, leading to them creating their own fun. Darin’s life was mostly
boring, too. The difference was, he liked it that way. The times it
became interesting, it was always in a bad way. Like when the other
kids picked on him for being weird. He avoided contact with other
people as much as he could. He refused to engage in conversation. He
always went the other way whenever he saw anyone coming his direction.
He evaded a lot of bullies that way, but he also missed out on any
opportunities to make friends. He’d decided a long time ago that he’d
rather be lonely than abused.
Before the girls released Darin,
they made him show them where he was staying on the island in case he
didn’t show up the next day. Pauline looked at the old cabin in wonder.
“You made it sound like some derelict shack. It looks awesome. It has
character. My family lives in a soulless, sterile pre-fab house.”
Debby said, “One day when your parents aren’t in, you’ll have to show us around the place.”
Mariana warned Darin, “You’d better show up tomorrow morning, Spot. I don’t want to have to go looking for a lost dog.”
To the other girls she said, “Let’s go dump your videos on my portable SSD. I can’t wait to start on our movie tonight.”
A Midsummer Night’s Cream
Darin
lay awake long into the night. He turned and twisted on the old coach,
trying to get comfortable. But the couch wasn’t the problem, lumpy as
it was. He couldn’t get the events of the day, or the fears about the
days to come, out of his mind. He was sure the girls were going to try
to go above and beyond what they’d already done to him. And they’d
suggested he was going to be their plaything for the entire summer. How
far could this escalate? Would they soon have him running naked through
the little town down the road? Masterbating the whole way?
Then there was the issue of all the photos and videos they had of him.
And the images they’d surely capture every moment he was under their
control. Not only was he naked in them, there were extreme closeups of
every part of his body. One area was so private, he’d never seen it
before himself. He cringed when he thought about that ultimate
indignity. That the girls had seen him there was excruciating. It was
intolerable. There were now six girls. including Rebecca, Ann, and
Tina, who’d seen that extremely private part of his body. And, of
course, that wasn’t the extent of what they had of him. There were the
videos of them masterbating him, of him masterbating himself, of him
laying naked across Mariana’s lap being spanked, and of him humping her
leg while he confessed all his deviant fantasies.
He knew he’d
never get to sleep with this on his mind. Another complication that
would keep him awake was the growing need between his legs. Thinking
about anything sexual roused that demanding desire. There was only one
cure, and that was to purge it from his system.
It took him over an hour to work up the courage to go to his parents’ bedroom door and softly say, “Mom? Dad?”
Mom’s voice came back to him sounding like he’d roused her from a deep sleep. “Yes, honey? Everything ok?”
He just stood there, shuffling his feet nervously. After she inquired
two more times, and finally turned on the bedside light… waking Dad by
doing so… Darin asked sheepishly, “Can I close your door for a while? I
need to… you know… I need to really bad.”
Mom just said, “Get a towel from the bathroom, honey. And open our door when you’re through.”
Dad added, “Use a DAMP towel.”
Lying on the couch nude and pumping his penis while his parents were so
close was difficult. But Darin was a very determined boy. He knew
they’d respect his privacy and not barge in on him, but he was acutely
aware they knew what he was doing while he was doing it. That made him
burn with embarrassment. Compounding that feeling were the disturbing
images going through his mind while he frantically jerked himself. The
three girls from earlier that day had replaced Rebecca, Ann, and Coach
Wilma as the subjects of his excited imagination.
As much as
Darin wanted to forget the day’s experiences, they refused to leave him
alone. He relived those humiliations over and over as he masterbated
furiously. His mind alternated between what they’d done to him out in
the dunes and what all the island visitors had seen in the restrooms.
One instance from the portable toilet at the beach came back to him
multiple times. A bikini-clad girl of around eighteen or nineteen years
had opened the door and saw him. She looked him over and smiled
sardonically. When she made no move to leave, Darin closed his legs and
put his hands over his lap for extra measure. She turned to the side
and called out to someone, “Come see what I found.”
Two other
girls joined her. Their swimsuits were as revealing as their friend’s.
Looking at their shapely bodies while they looked at his naked one,
Darin felt the itch in his penis that heralded an erection. Darin
thought desperately to himself, “Please no please no please no.”
The two new girls giggled. And like the first girl, they were in no hurry to make an exit.
The first girl said, “I think this little boy likes to show the girls what he’s got.”
Darin started sputtering a protest. It was even more degrading for someone to think he was actually enjoying this.
“Save it, kid. I don’t believe you. Show my friends what you showed me. You know you want to.”
When Darin didn’t obey, she said, “Or maybe I should just start screaming there’s a little perv in the restroom.”
Darin choked back a sob and removed his hands, then slowly spread his
legs. All three girls leaned in for a better look. Darin closed his
eyes and gritted his teeth. Being openly appraised like that by three
scantily clad girls was more than he could handle. Against his will,
his penis stood up to be inspected. He groaned in misery.
The
girls ooohed and ahhhed sarcastically. Then the first one said, “I
won’t lie. It’s not bad for your age. Not bad at all. But if you REALLY
want to impress the girls, give it another year or so to grow. That one
wouldn’t satisfy ME in bed at all.”
The other girls agreed. It had potential, but needed to age a while longer.
As they left, the first girl gave him one final glance. She said, “I
hope that did it for you, kid. Think of us when you spank it tonight.”
Then she shut the door, leaving him with only his misery for company.
He heard them laughing as he collapsed against the back wall of the
restroom. Great. Now there were girls out there who were convinced he
was a exhibitionist.
As he masterbated even harder to that memory, he wondered if they might be right.
After that disturbing thought, his mind turned to the closeup images
he’d seen on the girls’ phone screens. He saw the closeups of his penis
and ballsack. He saw his little pink pucker filling the screen. He saw…
An almost unbearable orgasm engulfed him. His eyes were clenched shut,
so he couldn’t see the gouts of fluid that erupted from him, but he
could feel the warm wetness as it spattered on his belly and chest.
Afterwards, Darin lay on the couch, panting like the dog Mariana had
decided he was. He was hot, sweaty and sticky. He opened his eyes.
There was just enough moonlight coming in through the window to see the
mess he’d made all over himself. The days of clean, dry orgasms were
obviously gone.
He thought back on the memories that had
driven his frenzied masterbation. Why did he seize on such things every
time he did it? He didn’t want to be that way. He wanted to have nice,
normal sexual fantasies like all the other boys did.
Then he
recalled all the uncontrolled sounds he’d made while he worked away at
himself. The gasping and grunting and the ‘Oh… oh… oh…’ Then there was
the cry he’d let loose as the semen had exploded from him. Mom and Dad
HAD to have heard all that. Even if they’d gone back to sleep after he
asked to close the door, he knew he’d been loud enough to awaken them.
THAT was going to make the following morning even more awkward.
He could see it now. This was how the rest of his life would be. One
humiliation after another. Many of which he knew would be of his own
making. He drifted off to sleep with these morose thoughts still
circling his brain.
Another thought was desperately trying
to get his attention. It was attempting to remind him of something
vitally important. Something he’d forgotten. But he was too exhausted,
physically and emotionally, to pay it any heed. He slipped away into
sleep.
Darin’s Second Day in the Dunes
The
day started badly… much worse than the awkwardness Darin was expecting
from Mom and Dad hearing his sexual sounds from the night before.
He awoke to Mom’s voice. “Oh, Darin… REALLY.”
He looked up through bleary eyes to see both Mom and Dad staring down
at him with more than their usual exasperation. Wondering what his
latest transgression had been, Darin pushed himself up from where he
lay sprawled across the couch. In doing so, his gaze traveled down the
length of his body. ALL of him was on display, without even the scant
covering of his briefs. He let out a mortified wail of anguish.
Somewhere in the middle of that loud lament, he saw something that made
his accidental exposure even more indecent. The remnant of the previous
night’s passion was a crusty residue all over his torso.
He’d
fallen directly asleep after masterbating. He hadn’t used the towel to
clean himself up. He hadn’t put his underwear back on. He hadn’t opened
their door when he was finished as he’d promised. Consequently, his
parents had found him completely naked and obscenely covered in dried
discharge. The gravity of this latest blunder… along with all that
wailing… struck him so hard he was left gasping for breath.
Mom addressed him in her most stern, Darin’s-been-a-bad-boy voice.
“We’ve given you a lot of leeway. We’ve been extremely accommodating
because we realize you’re going through a difficult period. And THIS is
how you show your appreciation. Just look at yourself.”
Darin
had, in fact, looked at himself. That’s what all the wailing had been
about. He couldn’t look Mom in the eyes. He turned to his other parent,
hoping for support. “Dad?” he whimpered.
“Don’t look at ME,
son. You’re twelve years old now. It’s time you started taking some
responsibility. But since you seem incapable of it at the moment…”
Dad took him by the arm, pulled him up from the couch, and marched him
out the front door, stopping only to grab a towel, washrag, and bottle
of liquid soap. Darin begged and bleated and struggled, but was no
match for his father’s strength. He stumbled along the porch, then the
wood plank path around the back of the cabin as Dad dragged him along.
Darin was terrified that Dad was angry enough to forcibly bathe him
like a child. What little was left of his self-esteem would never
survive such an inglorious assault on his dignity. Dad came to a stop
and maneuvered him under the shower head, then turned the water on.
Dad told him, “Get thoroughly wet, then step out and lather up.”
As a wet and miserable Darin was rubbing soap all over his body, he
timidly asked Dad to keep a watch out for him for any passersby.
“Darin, this phobia you have of someone seeing you naked out here is
ridiculous. We’re a mile away from anyone else on the island. And the
shower is at the back of the cabin. There’s nothing but sand dunes
behind it for miles. No one is going to see you.”
“Yoo hoooo.”
Mrs. Galman, the frumpy old realtor who’d rented them the cabin, came
around the corner and stopped when she saw Darin and his father. She
gave them both a big smile.
“There you are. I just dropped by to see how everything is going. Are you happy with the cabin?”
All of Darin’s fears about showering outside had just come true. He was
standing about five feet away from this woman, his slick naked body
gleaming brightly in the sunlight. He shrieked and jumped behind Dad,
knowing it was too late. Mrs. Galman had already seen everything. And
the everything she’d seen was all wet and soapy, which somehow made it
worse.
Mrs. Galman was unperturbed. “Oh, he’s bashful. That’s so cute.”
Dad told her, “Yes, Darin gets by on ‘cute’… something that’s about to
change. Come on inside and have some coffee, Mrs. Galman.”
Dad stepped aside, leaving Darin once again without a shield. He stood there stunned at the betrayal.
Mrs. Galman looked him over again and said, “I’ll bet you LOVE it out
here. Boys were made for the great outdoors. And being able to take a
shower under the sky after a life cooped up in the city must be an
adventure. Isn’t it wonderful?”
Dad waited a moment, then said, “Answer her, Darin.”
“I… I… I mean… it’s…”
Dad told Mrs. Galway, “Darin’s not quite awake yet.” Turning to Darin,
he said, “We’ll be inside. Scrub yourself down good. Everywhere. And I
mean EVERYWHERE. Don’t come back in till you’re squeaky clean. There
WILL be an inspection.”
Darin couldn’t believe Dad was mentioning his everywhere in front of this woman. How humiliating.
Mrs. Galway said, “I have three boys of my own. They’re all grown now,
of course, but when they were Darin’s age it was a battle to keep them
clean. Ten year olds can be a handful.”
As Dad and the realtor disappeared around the corner, Darin yelled, “I’m TWELVE.”
When Darin deemed himself squeaky clean, he wrapped the towel around
his waist and stalked into the cabin. Mrs. Galman had already left. Mom
and Dad were sitting at the small dining table drinking coffee. Darin
stood before them and screamed, “She saw me NAKED. And you didn’t do
ANYTHING.”
Mom said, “You need to calm down, young man. And
Mrs. Galway told us about her boys. She’s had three, so she knows what
boys look like.”
“She didn’t know what THIS boy looked like.”
Mom was unsympathetic. “Well, now she does. And you seem to have survived.”
Darin sulked. “You don’t know that. I could have an
embarrassment-induced aneurism and fall over dead at any moment. And
neither of you would CARE.”
He turned and threw himself
face-first onto the couch. Any dramatic effect he was trying to achieve
was undercut by the towel falling off mid-flounce, leaving him naked
when he landed. Darin buried his face in the couch cushion and moaned,
“I hate my life.”
Later, as the family sat around the table,
Darin pouted, staring down into his plate of scrambled eggs, sausage,
and toast. It was untouched. He was still seething from the events of
the morning, which had culminated with Dad conducting a very thorough
cleanliness check, which led to another trip outside to the shower.
This time it was supervised beginning to end, but thankfully
uninterrupted by outsiders.
Mom said, “We’re going into town
again today. And this time you’re coming with us. You’re going to get
more involved with life. That’s probably why you… do what you do so
much. You don’t have any other outlets or interests.”
Uh-oh.
Darin had strict instructions to meet the girls that morning. The
appointed time was approaching. They could really make trouble for him
if he didn’t show up. They might even upload some of those images.
Debby had made him tell them his address, phone number, and what school
he went to. They had enough information to make his life miserable even
after the summer ended.
“Ummm… Mom. I kind of made other plans. I met some kids my age yesterday. They asked me to meet them again this morning.”
Mom and Dad gave each other bewildered looks. They would’ve been less
surprised if Darin had jumped up on his chair and recited the entirety
of War and Peace in the original Russian while discovering a cure for
cancer.
After Dad narrowly avoided choking on his toast, he
asked, “Who are these kids? And where did you meet them? Your Mom and I
didn’t even know you’d left the cabin.”
Darin stayed close to
the truth. He’d never been able to lie convincingly to his parents.
“They’re local kids. I met them on the beach. Then we went out and
played in the sand dunes. Then we got some ice cream.”
Mom and
Dad exchanged another startled look. This was unbelievable. And yet,
they were as aware as Darin was of his inability to lie well.
Mom’s mood brightened considerably. “Well well WELL. As much as you
hated the idea of this vacation, I think it’s doing you some good.
You’re getting out and making friends. This is wonderful. This is…
unprecedented.”
Dad was more cautious. “They didn’t have drugs or something, did they?”
Darin truthfully told them no. Of all the illegal and immoral things
the girls had been guilty of, drugs weren’t a part of it. Darin mused
that illicit substances might’ve made his ordeal more bearable.
Darin had to tell them the names of his new friends.
Dad said, “They’re all GIRLS?” He was obviously envisioning the
possibility of paternity suits. Darin WAS old enough to impregnate
girls now. They’d seen the evidence all over him twice in two days.
Mom leaned over and whispered, “I think it’s safe as long as Darin is a
foot shorter than any girl his age. When I was twelve, it was the older
boys who interested me.”
Dad smiled and said, “Yes, I remember that.” They looked at each other affectionately.
Darin stared at his parents with disgust. “GAG.”
Luckily, Mom and Dad left before Darin’s appointed meeting time. The
girls had instructed him to bring a swimsuit, but not to wear it. His
parents would’ve objected if they seen him with the suit. Darin didn’t
know how to swim. He been warned not to go out into the water without
them being present.
Darin was as troubled by the prospect of
venturing out into those shark and octopus infested waters as he was
about showering in the outdoors. Mom and Dad had assured him there were
no sea monsters waiting under the waves. But Dad had also told him he’d
never be seen naked at the shower, and look how THAT turned out. Darin
felt a renewed surge of embarrassment thinking about it. He’d been
soaping his penis and ballsack when Mrs. Galman first saw him.
Every step he took towards the changing rooms required all his
willpower. A debilitating dread was coiling inside him like a living
thing. He couldn’t bear the thought of another day of humiliations. And
all of it captured on their damned cell phones in high resolution.
Mariana was so enthusiastic about the movie she was making, Darin knew
she’d have to share it with everyone she knew when it was finished. And
with everyone she didn’t know. The kids at his school could possibly
see it. Mom and Dad might see it. He wouldn’t be able to face the shame
and disappointment in their eyes. He’d seen more than enough of that
when he woke that morning sprawled on the couch in such an unseemly
state.
He briefly considered running away to the port in that
little island town. Surely there’d be a ship he could stow away on.
But, with his luck it’d turn out to be a pirate ship. If he was
discovered hiding in the hold out on the high seas, they’d either make
him walk the plank or use him as a substitute for all the women who
weren’t around for those long months at sea. Death would be too easy
for a boy as hapless as Darin, so it would surely be option number two.
He gagged as he imagined the foul flavor of unwashed pirate penis.
When he reached the three changing rooms, the girls stepped out from
behind the one he’d entered the day before. Debby had her enormous bag
with her.
She said, “You were almost late. Pauline and I were getting worried. That means another spanking.”
Darin exclaimed, “WHAT? I’m getting a spanking for NOT being late? How is THAT fair?”
Mariana told him, “It isn’t. We’re preparing you for the inequities of life.”
Pauline said, “I see you brought your swimsuit. We won’t need it for
now. We have to wait till there’s a bigger crowd. Until then, we’ll
have some fun out in the dunes.”
As the girls led Darin back
out to their special spot, they peppered him with more questions about
life in the city. They rarely got to the mainland themselves. Their
conversation seemed so companionable, Darin briefly forgot what lay in
wait for him when they stopped.
He was soon reminded of it. At their destination, Debby told him, “We undressed you yesterday while you were still in a faint.”
Darin retorted, “I didn’t faint. Boys don’t do that. I blacked out.”
Debby said, “Whatever. The point is, you didn’t get to experience the
act of undressing in front of girls. When you woke up from… blacking
out… you were already nude. So today, you get to take your clothes off
while we watch.”
As she said this, all three girls sat down
with their backs against the rise of a dune and looked at Darin
expectantly. They had their phones ready to start recording. They’d
spread out to capture the action from three different angles.
He immediately realized this was going to be a lot worse than before.
Even though they’d already seen him naked, voluntarily taking his
clothes off was going to be a self-betrayal, like he was in league with
these girls against his own sense of modesty.
Darin knew that
begging would do no good. It would only make him more pathetic. He
dropped the swimsuit and grasped his t-shirt to pull it off. Mariana
started making a sleazy stripper tune.
After he pulled the
t-shirt over his head and dropped it on top of the swimsuit, Debby
called a halt. “I want to study your chest. It’s not very manly, you
know.”
Pauline came to his defense. “That’s not Darin’s fault. He’s not a man yet. But it IS very cute. It’s boyly. Is that a word?”
Mariana said, “Jeez. The word is ‘boyish’. He has a boyish chest.”
Pauline said, “Whatever you call it, it’s cute. I played with your
nipples a LOT while you were passed out yesterday, Darin. I didn’t know
till then that boys’ nipples get hard. There’s video of it if you want
to see.”
Darin declined.
Debby told him, “Tennis shoes and socks next.”
As he sat in the sand and started untying his first shoe, Mariana said,
“You might want to wear longer shorts. I can see all the way up your
leg to your underwear in that position. Your white briefs make it
really obvious. Of course, WE’VE seen what’s inside your little
panties, but it’s worth consideration where other people are concerned.”
For some reason, even after all the girls had seen of him, his
underwear being visible like that was embarrassing. He wondered how
many other people over the years had seen them and never said anything.
Once his shoes and socks were off, Debby told him, “Ok. Now hop up and
get your shorts down. I want to see you in those undies you just gave
us a sneak peek at.”
Darin stood up and brushed the sand off his shorts. This apparently gave Pauline an idea.
“Before we head back to the changing rooms, I want Darin to lay down so
we can cover him with sand. Just leave his face and his wiener exposed.
That ought to make a really artsy photo.”
Mariana amended the suggestion. “Wiener AND balls.”
Darin hated how they talked about him like he wasn’t even there. Or
like he was an inanimate object without human feelings. It was so
dismissive and dehumanizing.
Debby said, “Sounds good. Hurry up with the shorts, Darin.”
When he unbuttoned and unzipped, the shorts dropped straight down all
on their own from his narrow hips. He stood there staring down at them
around his ankles, looking ridiculous.
Mariana commented, “I was hoping for more of a slow reveal.”
Debby consoled her. “There’s still his undies. Make a show of it, Darin. Don’t disappoint Mariana again.”
As Darin did as instructed and gradually inched his briefs down, the
tears started. He’d hoped he could get through the day without crying
again. The crying alone was so embarrassing, it made him cry even more.
He was a boy. He wasn’t supposed to do that. By the time his underwear
had reached his knees, he was sobbing. When they lay with the rest of
his discarded clothing, he was bawling like a baby.
He was also hard… a factor that contributed significantly to his distress.
Darin gasped out his anguish and confusion between sobs. “I don’t know
why it’s hard. I’m not enjoying this. I’m NOT. It’s horrible.”
Debby demanded, “Jerk it. Show us misery and bliss all mixed up together.”
So, Darin jerked it. Almost savagely. And while he cried and
mercilessly pumped himself, he thought about Mrs. Galman seeing him
slick and wet and naked that morning. About how she saw his penis and
ballsack in his hands as he soaped them up. He thought about the girls
watching him at that very moment as he did something that should’ve
been private and solitary. He thought about all the people who’d seen
him on the toilet. And he thought about the unknown numbers of people
who would see Mariana’s movie, with him as the star, bared in so many
ways.
When the orgasm struck, it was so powerful Darin dropped
to his knees as he spewed strings of fluid across the sand. He bit his
bottom lip in an attempt to contain the howl that was trying to burst
out along with his semen. It still managed to find release in the form
of a strangled scream.
As he knelt in the sand, he squeezed
out a few more dribbles of his stuff, shuddering as another wave of
pleasure coursed through him. He stroked a few more times but brought
nothing else out. All the pent up tension in his taut muscles released
and he collapsed forward with his forehead in the sand. A long, low
moan escaped him.
Mariana exclaimed, “Fantastic. The drama. The pathos. The self-loathing. And, of course, the money shot. This is great stuff.”
Debby said, “Darin, get on your hands and knees, turn around, and crawl
away from us with your head hanging down. Act like you’re overcome with
shame.”
Darin wearily complied. He didn’t have to act. He had
thoroughly degraded himself, going above and beyond the girls’
instructions. There could be no denying he’d been completely lost in
the act.
As he crawled away from the girls, he heard Debby
say, “Mariana, zoom in close on his rear. I like how his balls swing
back and forth as he crawls.” Darin thought about how they already had
plenty of video of that particular move. How much did they need?
Darin was allowed to rest for a while after his exhausting
self-flagellation. Debby and Pauline rubbed him down with sunscreen,
once again paying extra attention to those parts that had never seen
the sun before yesterday.
Once they were through, Mariana demanded some pickup shots and additional closeups to enhance the narrative of her movie.
“Ok, Darin. I’m going to zoom way in on your face while you jerk off
again. Don’t worry if it doesn’t get hard this time. We’re going
strictly for your facial expressions. You’ll need to start crying again
like you were before. I can spank your bottom if that helps.”
Darin recoiled from her considerate suggestion. “No, I don’t think crying will be a problem.”
It wasn’t. Tears were never far away. As he tugged at his limp penis,
he began sobbing as though he’d never stopped. His comment to Mom about
an embarrassment-induced aneurysm came back to him. It didn’t seem all
that hyperbolic at the moment. He felt like he could literally die of
shame.
After the additional video was taken, Mariana announced it was time for Darin’s spanking.
“What? I cried for your stupid movie. There’s no need for a spanking.”
“This is for almost being late this morning. Remember? Anyway, Debby’s
going to get closeups of your face while you cry like a baby, and
Pauline is going to zoom in on your butt while I’m spanking it. I’m
going to cut this new stuff into what they took of yesterday’s spanking
to make it seem like it’s all taken at the same time. Don’t you know
how movies are made?”
Darin’s spanking progressed sporadically
as Mariana kept pausing for the other two girls to change angles. When
she was satisfied they had plenty of video, she allowed Darin to get up
off her lap. Debby and Pauline were delighted to see he’d gotten hard.
Mariana told them, “Yeah. He’s been poking me with it again. Spot is just a horny little dog, always humping a leg.”
Debby told Darin, “Since you’re acting like a dog, I think you should
go all the way with it. Dogs don’t walk on their hind legs. Down on
your hands and knees. Stay that way till we head back to the beach.”
While the girls sat on a blanket and looked over their latest videos,
they made Darin wander around them like a restless dog. Pauline
eventually noticed he kept his rear end away from them at all times.
She demanded to know why.
Darin meekly said, “I don’t like you
seeing me in that position. I mean… you can see EVERYTHING. And you’ve
already got, like, hours of video of me that way. Please. It’s like the
ultimate humiliation.”
Debby said, “Oh, Darin. You just
haven’t learned. Did you really think it was wise telling your
tormentors what affects you the most?”
Mariana said, “Spot,
crawl over here. On the blanket. Face away from us and put your face
down and your bottom up. Hold that position till we say you can get up.”
For Darin, it felt like hours passed as he stayed in that degrading
stance. The girls watched the videos, chatted about what they would do
when school started again, gossiped about their friends and enemies.
Every now and then one of them would intentionally remind Darin of what
they could see.
Pauline said, “You know, I had never seen a
butthole before. In my whole life. And my first is a boy butthole.
They’re kind of gross and weird looking. WHY are we doing this again?”
Mariana sighed as though the answer was obvious. “The appeal in
butthole watching isn’t the butthole itself, because they AREN’T very
appealing. It’s in the boy KNOWING we can see it. It’s something so
personal… and so gross and weird looking… making him show it to us is
the ultimate violation of privacy. That’s when the boy KNOWS you own
his ass.”
Debby said, “Have you ever seen one before Darin’s, Mariana?”
“Of course. You know I’ve always spanked my brothers. When I do, I
always make sure to get a glimpse. And I let them know what I’ve seen,
balls and all. Mateo is a year older than me. It’s way worse for HIM.
He was really upset when he started getting hair. He had the nerve to
tell me and Mom he was too old for me to spank anymore. Too old for me
to see him there. You can guess how THAT worked out for him.”
While the girls talked, Darin was wondering if he’d ever be able to
move past this humiliating ordeal. Or would this be something that
stayed with him, eating away at his soul for his entire life? This was
just the second day, and it had already gone beyond unbearable the day
before. And they seemed to have the next two and half months planned
out for him.
Debby interrupted his thoughts. “You’re letting your butt drop. Get it back up there.”
There was one last scenario to arrange before they all went back to the
changing rooms. The girls made Darin lie on his back while they covered
him in the warm white sand. Soon, only his face and genitals were
visible. Debby had to reach between his legs to pull his ballsack up
above the level of the sand to make the pose perfect. They admired
their handiwork, then took photos of him from every angle.
Pauline said, “VERY artsy. I wish I could submit this to my visual arts class.”
Mariana said, “It needs something. How about we go find a crab and get
video of it crawling toward his dick and balls? Wouldn’t that be cool?”
Darin shrieked, “NO. That would be UNCOOL. Very, very uncool.”
She laughed. “Relax, Spot. I’m just teasing you.”
Pauline said, “Don’t taunt him like that. Darin has a very delicate, fragile nature.”
Darin wanted to be offended by that, but he knew it was too true. He
wished he was like other boys. They were tough. They didn’t fain….
black out… when they were overly stressed.
The girls played
with his penis for a while, bringing about another erection. They
stopped to take more photos of it in that state.
Debby remarked, “The closeups look like a penis plant growing out of the sand.”
Mariana surprised them all when she sat down next to the partially
buried boy and began handling both his penis and ballsack. The only
hands-on activity she’d had up to that point was the pat-down search
and spanking his bottom. She grasped his erection and maneuvered it
like a joystick while making VROOM VROOM noises.
“Not bad
for such a shrimp, Spot. I was sure when I first saw you that you’d
have a teeny-tiny pecker. I was going to spank you for that. But it’s
actually bigger than Mateo’s, and he’s older than you. Nice set of
balls, too.” She slid one hand into the sand and cupped them.
She stopped her impromptu race game, then spit into her hand and
started a jacking motion. The hand around his ballsack squeezed and
pulled at it.
Darin closed his eyes and groaned, “Oh nooo. I’m never going to want to cum ever again after all this.”
Despite his reluctance, the physical pleasure was undeniable. It was
enhanced by his knowledge that the girl’s warm saliva was lubricating
his penis. He raised up on his elbows, sending sand cascading off his
bare torso. He looked like a zombie rising from the grave. He was
moaning like one, too. His knees came up, displacing more sand. His
hips started making thrusting motions as Mariana masterbated him more
aggressively. It was somehow more humiliating for this girl to be doing
it to him than Debby or Pauline.
When Darin started squirting,
there wasn’t much fluid. It was too soon after his last ejaculation.
Semen just welled up out of its opening and dribbled over the head of
his penis. Then, as he watched in horror, it continued to run down over
Mariana’s fingers.
Still in the throes of an orgasm, Darin cried out, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to do that.”
Mariana said, “Spot’s been a bad dog. And after all I just did for him.
What did I say you were going to have to do if you ever splooged on me?”
Darin was sitting up all the way now. He tried to scoot backwards as
Mariana held her defiled hand out to him. It only took a cocked eyebrow
to make him stop. The warning was concise but clear. He grimaced,
making the same face he always did when Mom announced that brussel
sprouts were on the dinner menu.
Darin Makes a Change
All
the way back to the beach, Darin continued to make faces. He even
pulled the hem of his t-shirt up to rub his tongue, hoping to scrub the
taste out of his mouth.
Debby spatted his hand. “Stop that. You’re being ridiculous.”
Darin dropped the shirt. “That was GROSS. I can’t believe you made me do that.”
Mariana said, “You should thank me. It’ll prepare you for tomorrow.”
“WHAT?”
No matter how persistently Darin pestered the girls, none of them would
elaborate on that cryptic remark. Mariana finally had to swat him on
his bottom to make him stop.
Soon after, the beach appeared
over the last dune. The changing rooms were directly ahead. Darin
didn’t know how the girls navigated this environment so accurately. The
dunes all looked the same to him. It must come from living on the
island their whole lives.
Debby told Darin, “Now for a change.
And I mean that literally. For the next hour of so, you’ll be in the
changing room you found me in yesterday. This’ll be like yesterday in
the restrooms, except you’ll get caught in the act of undressing.”
Pauline said, “AFTER the act of undressing. You’re going to be naked when you’re discovered.”
Darin said, “I don’t suppose you’d let me keep my underwear on. That’d
be embarrassing, too, you know.” He waited briefly for an answer, then
said, “No, I didn’t think so.”
Mariana smiled and wrapped an arm around his shoulders, pulling him to her. “See? My little Spot is a VERY smart dog.”
Debby was rummaging in her enormous bag. She pulled out two dark gray
objects shaped roughly like cubes. “We came up with this idea last
night. These are Mariana’s. They’re battery powered wireless cameras.
She has an app on her phone that can remotely turn them on or off. It
also shows you the feed from the cameras. We’re going to put them
inside the room with you… one on the back wall behind you and one above
the door. They’ll sit on the wooden crossbar things.”
Mariana said, “They’re called rails.”
“Whatever. There’s one at just the right height on the back wall, and
one right over the door. We’re going to angle the camera down a little
for that one. The door cam will record YOU, and the other will get the
reactions of the people who walk in on you.”
Darin was trying
to come to terms with the inevitability that more people were going to
see him naked. And he wasn’t succeeding. He couldn’t even get used to
the girls seeing him that way. Every moment he was naked in their
presence was another gut-punch to his morale. These last two days had
been an ongoing violation of his body, his emotions, and even his sense
of self. He wished he’d never left the cabin the day before. A line
from the movie Apocalypse Now came to him… Never get out of the boat.
Well, he’d gotten out, and now he was paying the price. And if those
videos went viral, he’d be paying for the rest of his miserable life.
After Mariana positioned the cams, she came back to the little group.
“They blend in pretty good. That old wood is gray like they are.” She
addressed Darin. “The one on the back wall is a little off to the side
so you don’t block it. Make sure you stay about in the middle.”
Darin was shaking. His vision was starting to darken at the edges. He
became unsteady on his feet. Random people were going to be opening
that door to reveal him completely unclothed. AGAIN. Men, women, boys,
girls. And he thought about something that hadn’t occurred to him the
day before. Since the island was a popular getaway for people from the
city, there was a chance someone he knew would see him. A minuscule
chance… but taking his dismal luck into account, he’d be caught naked
by someone he knew even if the probability was zero.
The girls
recognized the signs of an impending blackout. Mariana placed her hands
on his shoulders and shook him. “Spot, look at me. You can do this. We
have faith in you. Everyone has an inner core of strength. Finds yours.
Use it. We’re counting on you.”
Maybe her pep talk worked..
or maybe it was Darin’s certainty she’d spank his ass for a week if he
failed them… but he managed to avoid the blackout. He snapped, “I’m
FINE.”
Mariana patted him on both shoulders, then ruffled his hair. “Good boy, Spot. Good boy.”
He ducked away from her hand. “Let’s just get this over with.”
“That’s the spirit.”
The crowd was definitely growing at the beach. While they’d been
talking, a number of people had entered and exited the changing rooms.
There had even been an accidental exposure in the third room with the
faulty lock. A boy of around ten years had walked in on an old woman
whose pendulous breasts hung down to her navel. They both had screamed
in horror.
Once Darin was inside, he immediately noticed how
incredibly hot and stuffy it was. The room was tiny and had very little
ventilation, just an opening near the roof to let in light. If it
weren’t for the prospect of an unknown number of strangers seeing him
naked, taking his clothes off would be a relief.
He heard Debby’s voice in his ear. “Testing, testing. One, two, three.”
That was the other bit of technology the girls had equipped him with
for their scheme. They’d given him Debby’s phone to take inside with
him. He had Pauline’s wireless earbuds plugged in, something he’d
balked at. The idea of sticking something into his ears that had been
in someone else’s was revolting. He could almost hear the sirens of his
body’s inner defense system warning of the incursion of alien earwax.
A simple phone call was all it took to keep Darin and the girls in constant connection.
Debby’s voice sounded slightly irritated. “Darin, can you hear me?”
“Yes. I can hear you.”
“Good. We’re out by the beach where we can watch the changing rooms. We
can see the feed from both cameras. We’re using Mariana’s iPad so the
images are bigger. The pictures are perfect. This is exciting.”
Darin had to admit, the tech made him feel like a character in a
Mission: Impossible movie. Maybe that was the key to surviving these
strange circumstances he’d found himself in… just pretend he was
someone else. It wasn’t happening to HIM. It was some other guy. And at
the moment, that other guy was a secret agent, baring himself in the
service of a complex mission to save the world.
Debby’s voice continued, “Get your clothes off, dummy.”
Darin sighed and started undressing. He kept thinking, “It’s not me. It’s not me.”
Even after all the girls had seen and made him do, he hesitated when the time came to pull his underwear down.
Mariana’s voice commanded, “Do it, Spot. If we get a lot of good video out of this, I’ll give you a belly rub later.”
He sighed again. He removed his briefs and threw them on the bench with the rest of his clothes.
Debby was back. “Good. Now, when someone starts coming up to the
changing room, I’ll let you know. When they open the door, act like
you’re just then reaching for your swimsuit to put it on. Be sure not
to block the camera. We want to see THEM see YOU.”
Darin was
already sweating heavily in the tiny hotbox. The little rivulets of
sweat tickled as they ran down his body. He looked down at himself. He
could see a drop making its way down his penis. It stopped at the ridge
around the head, then slid off the side. His penis twitched, knowing he
was watching it. Great. Lately, it didn’t take much to prompt an
erection. Dad had told him it was hormones and not to worry about it.
Easy for HIM to say. He wasn’t the one getting hard in very
inconvenient places at the worst possible times.
The girls
must’ve detected the beginnings of an erection, too. They really DID
have a good image to see that slight penis twitch. Debby said, “Darin,
don’t you dare get hard. We don’t want people thinking you’re in there
jerking off. Someone’ll call the Sheriff.”
Just then, he heard Pauline’s voice. She sounded excited. “Someone’s walking up to the door.”
Darin asked, “Who? What? Man? Woman?”
Debby said, “Hush. When I tell you to, reach for your suit. One.. two… three… NOW.”
Darin reached. He had a foolish idea he might be able to get the suit
before the door was all the way open. Even if that had been a
possibility, he flubbed it by mistiming in his haste and pushing it off
onto the wooden floor. As he frantically bent over to retrieve it, the
door swung wide. A woman and a little girl around six years old stood
in the doorway. The woman, probably the girl’s mother, exclaimed, “Oh.”
The little girl stared with unabashed curiosity at Darin’s penis.
Darin was frozen, his mouth hanging open. Even with all his experiences
from the day before, he was still shocked each time a stranger saw more
of him than they should.
The woman said, “I’m so sorry. You need to lock the door, young man.”
The suggestion this was HIS fault… even though in a way it was… jolted
Darin out of his immobility. “I thought it WAS locked. Something must
be wrong with it.”
He made another grab for his suit.
Meanwhile the woman fiddled around with the door latch. The little girl
was still conducting a rigorous visual inspection of all the things
Darin had that she didn’t.
The woman looked back at Darin. “It DOES seem to be broken. It’s in the lock position, but the latch still works.”
“I TOLD you.” Darin was now hopping around on one foot while trying to
pull his swimsuit on. It was caught between the toes of his other foot.
His penis and ballsack were flopping around in a very lewd manner.
The little girl pointed at Darin’s crotch. “That’s his peter, isn’t it? Boys have peters. And balls.”
Her mother corrected her patiently. “It’s called a penis. And a scrotum.”
The girl giggled. “They look funny.”
Darin finally got the suit untangled and pulled it up. It caught under
his penis, forcing him to take the obstruction in hand and tuck it in.
He looked up, hoping the woman had already turned away and had missed
that bit of rearrangement. Nope.
The woman said, “Sorry again
to barge in on you like that. I hope you weren’t embarrassed.” She took
her daughter by the hand and left, closing the door.
Darin was flabbergasted. She hoped he wasn’t embarrassed?
Mariana’s voice came to him. “Good boy, Spot. The very first encounter and it was great. Let’s hope they all go that way.”
He heard Debby say, “I liked the flopping. Be sure to work that in for the next ones.”
Pauline said, “Let’s do the underwear thing for the next one. Darin,
turn your back to the door and bend over. Put your underwear around one
foot, like you’re taking them off. Hold that pose.”
Darin
winced. These girls loved that pose. It took a warning from Mariana to
make him assume the position. He had to stay in that stance for about
five minutes, sweat rolling off his body.
Then Debby’s voice said, “Someone’s coming. A girl. She looks college age. Really pretty. Get ready.”
Darin wondered how the hell she expected him to be ready for a pretty
girl to open the door and see his bare butt and all that went with it.
Just as he was about to lose his nerve, the door swung open. He saw his
shadow over the bench and back wall as the sudden burst of sunlight
illuminated him.
“Oh my GOD. I’m sorry.” Even her voice sounded pretty.
Darin whirled around, one foot still wrapped up in his underwear. He
overbalanced and fell against the bench, then landed on the floor. The
breath was knocked out of him.
“Are you ok?” The girl bent
down next to him. Darin mouthed at her but couldn’t make any sounds. He
pointed frantically at his chest. He couldn’t breathe.
She stood back up and ran out the door yelling, “Somebody, help. HELP. This little boy’s in trouble.”
Little boy? Darin couldn’t dwell on that. He was getting panicky. He
really really couldn’t breath. A couple of men rushed into the changing
room. The girl followed them in. The tiny area was packed now.
One of the men asked, “What happened?”
The girl said, “I accidentally walked in on him and he fell. I think I killed him.”
The other man said, “Looks like he just got the wind knocked out of him. Let’s get him out of here where he can get some air.”
The man picked Darin up and carried him out the door. He could see a
sizable crowd had already gathered. Despite the fear he was about to
die of oxygen deprivation, Darin’s mind was screaming, “NO NO NO
NOOOO.” He felt his underwear slide off his foot.
The man laid
him in the sand. The mass of spectators closed in. There were males and
females of all ages. Many of the kids already had their cell phones
out, recording the excitement. Darin no longer had to wonder if videos
of his naked body were going to end up on the internet. The question
had just been answered.
Someone said, “Everybody, step back. Give the kid some air.”
The pretty girl was crying now. “I killed him. I killed him.”
A little boy said, “It looks like he can’t breathe in the air. Maybe he’s a mermaid.”
A girl said, “Stupid. He’d be a merboy.”
Another girl said, “He’s got legs. He’d have a big tail if he was a merboy.”
The boy said, “Their tails turn to legs when they get out of the water. EVERYBODY knows that.”
There were other voices further off in the distance asking what was going on.
“It’s a boy. He’s naked. He can’t breathe.”
“He can’t breathe because he’s naked?”
“No, stupid. He can’t breathe AND he’s naked.”
The adults in the area were kneeling down next to Darin trying to
reassure him. “Stop panicking. You’ll be able to breathe in a moment.”
A woman said, “He’s so young. You think nine… ten?”
Darin could suddenly breathe again. He gasped out, “I’m TWELVE.”
He tried to sit up, but the man who’d carried him out of the changing room held him down. “Give yourself a minute to recoup.”
Darin looked up at the mass of beachgoers gathered around him. He was
finally able to comprehend just how large the group was. Everyone in
the immediate area had been drawn in by the drama. There were dozens of
onlookers, many holding out their cell phones. Darin started screaming,
“Stop looking at me. Stop it.” He clutched his genitals, causing
laughter to ripple through the crowd.
The woman told someone, “Janice, go get his clothes. He’s embarrassed.” To Darin, she asked, “Are your parents here, honey?”
Janice arrived with his clothes. The adults helped him regain his feet.
He had to stand there, miserably self-conscious before the crowd as the
two women brushed sand off his backside so he could get dressed. He was
still so shaky, they had to further assist him in putting his clothes
on. All of it was caught on multiple phone cams. Darin’s life had
become its own reality tv show.
Once he was properly attired,
the crowd gave him a huge round of applause. As people started to drift
away, some of the adults still fussed over him. He knew they meant
well, but such attention had always embarrassed him. Making it more
disconcerting was the fact they’d just witnessed his profound nakedness
in the bright afternoon sun. He wanted to be far away from anyone who’d
just seen him in his entirety.
After about a hundred
assurances that he was fine, thank you, Darin was finally able to free
himself from their overly solicitous clutches.
“Well, THAT was something.”
Darin turned around to find Debby, Pauline, and Mariana holding their phones out in front of them.
Darin said bitterly, “I guess you got all that on video.”
Mariana said, “Yep. Along with about a thousand other people. You’re
going to be a social media sensation, Spot. I was surprised someone
didn’t object to people taking video of a naked twelve year old. I
guess everyone has become so used to people recording everything with
their phones, no one even notices it anymore.”
Pauline
added, “You might even end upon on the news. Death defying drama at the
beach. Don’t worry, they’ll pixel out the more intimate parts.”
Darin hung his head. “Oh, God.”
Debby told him, “I sneaked in and got the phone and the wireless cams
in the changing room while everyone was staring at your dick.”
Darin told her, “They were NOT staring at my dick. They were concerned for my safety.”
Mariana laughed derisively. “Don’t kid yourself, Spot. People don’t
rubberneck at car wrecks because of their love for humanity. They want
to see blood and body parts.”
Debby said, “They were certainly looking at Darin’s body parts.”
Darin asked quietly, “Can I go home now?”
Debby thought for a moment. “We can’t keep on with the changing room
scenario after all this. We didn’t get a LOT of video, but what we did
is really good. And the third act is a doozy. So, I guess we’re through
here.”
Pauline clapped her hands. “It’s ice cream time.”
Mom had given Darin spending money that morning, so he was able to buy his own.
They sat in the same spot as yesterday eating their ice cream cones.
Darin was looking out at the people playing in the surf. “I never
learned how to swim,” he said absently.
Mariana said, “Well, I guess we’ll just have to teach you.”
In the Heat of the Night
Mom and Dad questioned Darin endlessly about how his day was with his new friends. He kept his answers as vague as he could.
Mom finally said, “Ok. Ok. We’ll stop prying. I know how kids are about grownups snooping into their business.”
She was grinning ear to ear as she said it. She and Dad both were
almost giddy with delight that their antisocial son had actually made
some friends.
Shortly after bedtime, Darin approached his parent’s bedroom door again. “Mom? Dad?”
He heard a collective sigh from the darkness of their room. Dad said,
“There’s not going to be a repeat of last time, is there?”
“No. I promise.”
He closed the door and turned on the overhead light so he could see. By
the time he covered the few steps back to the couch and removed his
underwear, he was already hard. He lay down on his stomach with two
pillows under his chest to prop him up a bit. He took his stiff penis
in hand and guided it into the tight space between two of the couch
cushions. He’d checked earlier that day to make sure there weren’t any
spiders down there.
As he started thrusting, his mind went
back over the events of the day. He didn’t WANT to go there. He wanted
to fantasize about pretty cheerleaders frolicking in the school
showers. Or the girl who lived down the hall inviting him into her
apartment and then her bedroom. But what went through his mind was Mrs.
Galman… again… seeing him naked with soap suds sliding down his slick
skin. He thought about the girls forcing him to strip and then
masterbate for them while he cried. He thought about the four of them
on that small blanket with his bottom and balls and butthole facing
them… everything exposed, leaving nothing secret. He thought about that
mother and daughter seeing him hopping around on one foot with his dick
and balls flopping obscenely. About what the pretty girl saw when she
opened the changing room door. About involuntarily giving that
multitude of spectators something to really spectate at. And finally,
about all the videos the crowd had taken that were undoubtably being
shared and shared again, over and over, expanding exponentially till
there was no way the kids he went to school with could fail to see them.
With that last thought, Darin cried out as the intensity of an
exquisite orgasm rushed through him to gush out between the couch
cushions. He continued pumping as he imagined the shame he’d feel in
the school hallways as everyone he passed looked and laughed at him. He
called out the rhythmic chant of “Oh oh oh oh oh” till he was depleted
of both fluid and energy.
When it was over, he lay panting and
sweating, still making little moaning noises. The night had already
been oppressively hot. His exertions had left him overheated, feeling
like a furnace burned within him. When he found the strength to raise
up off the couch, sweat ran off of him like he was under the shower
again.
He ran a hand over the cushions. They were soaked. He
knew the area beneath the cushions was wet too, but with a different
bodily fluid. He’d intended to roll over and masterbate when it was
time, but had been too engaged to remember. He felt like he’d let Mom
and Dad down again.
After lifting the cushions and doing what
he could to clean up the mess he’d made, he took the sticky towel to
one of the plastic trash bags in the corner of the room. Mom carried
the dirty clothes to the town’s washateria in those bags. There was one
for the regular load and a second one she had just added specifically
for his nocturnal cleanups. She’d warned him of dire consequences if he
used the wrong bag. Darin face flushed hotter than the rest of him as
he stashed his icky towel away. He wondered if other boys’ parents were
so embarrassingly aware of their sons’ solitary sexual exploits.
Once again clad in his underwear, Darin turned off the light and opened
Mom and Dad’s bedroom door. As he crept back to the couch, he heard
Dad’s voice.
“Son, I know if feels good, but you need to learn to feel it in silence. Goodnight.”
That was a perfectly fitting end to a day of non-stop humiliations.
Darin lay on the loathsomely saturated fabric of the couch and
confessed to himself that the most humiliating thing of all was that he
had masterbated to all those other events. He hadn’t enjoyed them. What
he’d felt had been as far from enjoyment as it could be on the scale of
human emotions. And yet, when that overwhelming need between his legs
demanded to be released, those violations were what drove his desire.
He wondered if Rebecca and her friend had done this to him. His first
orgasms when he was eight years old had also been his first experience
with profound humiliation. Maybe his mind had inextricably linked the
two feelings. If so, he had to find a way to uncouple them. He wanted
to be normal.
It took a long time for Darin to fall asleep.
Ben and the Boys
Darin
was early arriving at the usual meeting spot. Breakfast had been an
awkward affair. At least for Darin. Mom and Dad said nothing about his
very vocal night of passion, but he was uncomfortably aware they’d
heard all the sounds he made while he fornicated with the couch. As
soon as he finished eating, he’d given them a quick goodbye and bounded
out the door.
Debby had given him the bottle of sunscreen as
they parted the day before. She told him it was his responsibility now.
She reminded him to apply it everywhere. She needn’t have been
concerned. Darin had a horror of getting a sunburned penis. He’d spent
so long in the little cabin’s restroom slathering his body in sunscreen
that Dad finally knocked on the door and asked him if he was alive.
Darin was sure his parents thought he was in there masterbating again.
This was another reason he was glad to be away from them for the day.
He chose a spot about twenty feet from those damnable changing rooms
and sat down to wait. A couple of teenaged girls passed by, giggling
when they saw him. He felt his face turn red, which transformed their
giggles to outright laughter. Great. He wondered if they’d seen him in
person or on video. A few minutes later, the two women who had dressed
him in front of the crowd came to a stop and asked how he was doing. He
told them he was quite recovered and thanked them for their assistance.
All the while, he was remembering how they’d meticulously brushed the
sand off his bare back, legs, and bottom before helping him into his
clothes. That made him feel like a baby.
After they continued on their way, Darin heard, “Spot. Here, Spot. Come here, boy.” He sighed.
He looked over to see the girls. With them were three boys. That was
different. And ominous. He stood and grudgingly trudged his way through
the sand to the group.
Debby made the introductions. “Boys,
this is Darin. Or Spot. He answers to both. Darin, this is Ben, Carl,
and Andrew. They’re islanders like me and the girls.”
The boys
were eyeing Darin speculatively. He wondered how much the girls had
told them about him. He remembered being told the boys had watched the
videos the girls had made before Darin’s arrival. Had they also seen
the ones from the past couple of days?
Debby indicated a large
boy with close cropped brown hair. “Ben is the oldest. He’s fourteen.
He’s fairly new to the island. He only moved here a couple of years
ago. His parents bought the little convenience store in town. Islander
kids aren’t very welcoming to newbies, but with Ben, they made an
exception.”
Ben stated, “I had to punch a few kids. And kept on punching till they accepted me.”
“Carl is the skinny one with the thick glasses.” Carl had black hair
that spiked out in random directions. He raised his hand halfway up in
a tentative greeting.
“And Andrew is the blond-haired cutie.”
Andrew gave her an irritated look. He wasn’t yet old enough to
appreciate the compliment.
Debby picked up her huge bag and slid the strap over her shoulder. “Let’s go out into the dunes and… get acquainted.”
Darin was starting to get very nervous. Was he going to have to go
through the usual torments with three boys watching as well as the
girls? That was going to take humiliation to a whole new level. What
were these boys going to think of him?
Debby led the way. Then
Pauline and Mariana, then Darin. The three boys brought up the rear.
Darin noticed they were going a different direction than the previous
days. That was significant, but he didn’t know why. Maybe the girls
didn’t want the boys to know where their special area was.
Carl increased his pace and started walking beside Darin. It took him a
few minutes to work up his nerve to speak. “You’re the guy who was
naked in front of everyone on the beach. I saw it on Instagram.”
Darin groaned.
Carl quickly said, “Oh, don’t worry. They blurred out your… you know,
your dick. But it was obvious you were naked. Man. I can’t imagine
that.”
Darin said defensively, “It wasn’t that many people. Thirty or forty. Maybe forty-five. Fifty at the most.”
“Still… that’s got to hurt. It’s going to be all over the internet. And on some sites, it won’t be blurred out.”
Darin gritted his teeth. “Yes… I know.”
Carl said, “Sorry.”
They walked along in silence for a while. Darin hoped Carl was through bringing up painful subjects. No such luck.
“And… and, well, Pauline said… the girls have been making you… you know…”
Darin didn’t know how much she’d, so he wasn’t going to volunteer any information. He kept quiet.
“They make you strip? Naked? If they are, I can’t blame you for giving
in. They can be… aggressive. I’m as small as you. Skinnier, too. If Ben
wasn’t my friend, I know they’d be doing it to me. Ben says I have
VICTIM written right across my forehead. Andrew’s got the same problem,
only worse. He’s almost a year younger than me, so he’s a lot smaller.
He’s got one thing going for him. The girls think he’s cute, so maybe
they wouldn’t do anything to him.”
Darin doubted cuteness would save Andrew. He knew the girls genuinely thought HE was cute, too. That only made it worse.
Carl continued. “Andrew’s got kind of a little dick, too. They’d probably only make him strip once.”
“I heard that.”
Even with the rise and fall of the dunes, Darin could tell the average
height of the land was dropping. They were descending into a shallow
depression. He looked up. The surrounding dunes rose around them,
getting gradually higher. Something told Darin this was significant,
too.
Debby announced, “This looks like a good spot.”
She plopped her bag down and pulled out a couple of blankets. She spread them out on the sand.
Ben walked up on Darin’s other side. “Are you really going to do it?”
Darin asked, “Do what?”
“Don’t play stupid. I don’t like that.”
Darin told him honestly, “I don’t know what’s going to happen. I really don’t.”
Ben said, “Ok. I believe you. But if you’ve been doing what Debby said
they’re going to make you do… strip naked on command and let them
examine you everywhere… you’re the pussiest pussy I’ve ever seen.
Something like that makes all boys look weak. And I take that
personally.”
Great. This confirmed it. And not only was he
about to completely humiliate himself yet again, he was probably going
to get punched into next year for doing it.
He dropped his
voice and told Ben, “They have stuff on me. Videos. I keep hoping if I
do everything they want, they’ll agree not to release them. What these
show…” His voice caught in his throat. “If people see those videos, and
hear the stuff I said in them, I’ll have to run away to Borneo or
somewhere.”
Ben nodded his head. “Must be some very explicit
content. But that’s not the only reason you do it. You do it because
you’re a wuss. You let them dominate you. You need to grow a backbone.
And some balls.”
Darin replied hotly, “I HAVE balls.”
Ben laughed. “And I guess we’re about to see them.”
Debby looked around her. “This looks comfy. Everybody pick a spot and
sit on the blankets. Except you, Darin. You stand there at the edge in
front of everyone. We’re the audience and you’re the show. So… SHOW.”
Darin trudged over to where Debby had indicated. He stood there with his head down, not moving.
Mariana gave him a warning. “If Spot is a bad dog, Spot gets a spanky.”
Darin whined, “Why are there boys here? I mean… I’ll do it. But make them leave. Please.”
Ben said, “These girls don’t make US do anything. You should follow our example.”
Pauline had a note of encouragement in her voice. “Darin, we girls have
already seen you naked. And as for the boys… it’s just like taking your
clothes off in the boys’ locker room. The boys all see you. It’s
perfectly natural, right?”
Darin said, “In the locker room, I’m not being forced to do it. And there aren’t girls in there, too.”
Debby said, “Enough chit-chat. On with the show.”
When Darin didn’t immediately comply, Mariana started to stand up.
Darin quickly pulled his t-shirt over his head. He couldn’t let the
other boys see him getting a spanking. By a girl. He didn’t even know
them, but because they were fellow boys, he needed their approval in
some way. He was already diminished in their eyes by what they’d been
told. He was going to further reduce himself by undressing on command.
A spanking would destroy any possibility they could see him as a peer.
He heard Andrew say, “Oh my God. He’s really going to strip. I didn’t believe it.”
Carl tried to look away, but Mariana cleared her throat. He returned his gaze to Darin.
Ben reached over and smacked Carl on the arm. “You don’t do what THEY say. You do what I say.”
Darin sat down and removed his tennis shoes and socks. He kept hoping
for another blackout. But when he really needed it, weakness abandoned
him. He was going to have to go through with this. He looked at Ben.
The expression on the bigger boy’s face was caught somewhere between
disbelief and disgust.
Darin stood and unbuttoned his shorts.
He slowed his pace, giving Debby time to hopefully hop up and say
“Surprise. We were just teasing. You don’t have to completely degrade
yourself in front of girls AND boys.”
But Debby remained firmly silent and in place. Darin sighed and unzipped. He pulled his shorts down and stepped out of them.
Andrew squealed an unnecessary update, “He’s in his underwear. In front of GIRLS.”
As Darin slipped his thumbs into the sides of his briefs, Carl said under his breath, “Oh man, noooo. Don’t do it.”
Darin did it. The alternative was being demeaned further by receiving a
spanking over Mariana’s lap in front of everyone. And she’d make sure
he was naked for that, so he was going to be bare either way.
After he dropped his briefs and stepped out of them, he kicked them
aside with more force than he’d intended. He half-covered his pile of
clothes with sand.
Ben commented, “If it makes you that mad, don’t do it.”
Easy for HIM to say. The girls didn’t have videos of him baring his body and his innermost secrets.
Andrew was distraught. His voice was shrill. “He’s naked. All the way naked. I can’t believe this.”
Ben told him, “Calm down, Andrew. Stop being such a little girl. But I
understand your objection.” To Darin, he said, “You’re embarrassing us
all, dude. There should’ve been a pussy in those briefs instead of a
dick.”
Carl kept silent. He just looked at Darin with pity.
Debby told Darin, “Turn around. Show the boys your bottom.”
Darin turned. He had a horrible feeling what was coming next.
“Cute bottom, isn’t it boys? Bet it’s cuter than YOURS, Ben.”
Ben state confidently, “YOU’LL never know.”
Mariana said, “We’ll see.”
Ben said, “No… you won’t.”
Debby turned back to Darin. “Now… bend over and grab your ankles.”
His fear was confirmed. He let out a wail of anguish.
Andrew squeaked, “I can’t watch.”
Ben told him, “You can and you will. If this guy’s going to let a bunch
of girls do this to him, he deserves to be seen by everybody.”
Debby suggested, “Then why don’t you boys get out your cell phones and
take some video of your own. We’ve got a LOT. You need to catch up.”
Ben thought about it. “Ok. Carl, Andrew. Get your phones. As for you,
Darin… we WILL go viral with the videos. Unless you want to buy them
back.”
Darin told him, “I don’t have a lot of money. Just what Mom gives me each day for stuff. And it isn’t much.”
“I’m not talking about money, doofus.”
Mariana said sarcastically, “Oh, my. Whatever could he mean?”
Carl whispered fiercely at Ben, “What are you doing? You shouldn’t let girls know about that kind of thing.”
Ben told him, “They already know. They told me that’s why we’re here. They’re going to have THEIR fun, then it’s OUR turn.”
Darin looked over his shoulder. “What do you mean?”
Ben said, “Don’t act stupid. You know what I mean.”
Debby said, “Most mainlanders are only on the island for a day. Or a
weekend. Since you’re going to be here all summer, you’re like a
pseudo-islander. But to be that, you need to be initiated. And we
figured boys would be the best choice to initiate another boy.”
Ben said, “You ever hear of the welcome wagon, Darin? Well, my boys and
me are the initiation wagon. And we intend to do a LOT of initiating.
You deserve it for the disgrace you’ve brought to… boyhood.”
Andrew hadn’t kept up with the conversation. He was stuck on one point. “HOW do they know about what boys do? HOW?”
Once all three boys, and the girls, had their phones out and were
recording, Debby again ordered Darin to bend over. He wanted to grab
his clothes take off running across the dunes. Maybe he could make it
all the way to the shore and then swim for the mainland. It wasn’t that
far away. Only about a mile. Then he remembered he couldn’t swim. And
there were sharks in the water anyway. And maybe even a kraken. He knew
all about THAT monstrosity from Clash of the Titans. And Pirates of the
Caribbean. TWO sources couldn’t be wrong.
So, instead he bent
over and grabbed his ankles. He clenched his eyes shut as he heard the
commotion behind him. The boys were making horrified noises. The girls
were laughing at the boys.
Andrew wailed, “You can see… you can see… Oh God. This is a nightmare.”
Darin wondered if Andrew was going to have his own fainting spell.
Debby said, “Now turn around and do the rest. You know what I mean.”
Ben said, “The rest? Oh… No… You don’t mean THAT. Darin. Dude. I
thought they were just making you strip. You haven’t been doing THAT
for them too have you?”
Darin turned around and glumly nodded his head.
Ben was stupefied. “Jesus Christ. You need to man up. Stand up for
yourself. This is pathetic. It’s SAD. Do you really not know what a guy
should be? You need some lessons.”
Carl spoke up. “Leave him alone. He’s not tough like you. None of us are.”
Ben said, “Don’t I know it. I’ve been trying to teach you guys to fight for two years. You’re hopeless.”
Debby asked, “You mean, like, actual fighting? THESE guys?”
Mariana laughed. “I bet they look like puppies having a squabble.”
Ben sighed. “Self-defense. Choke holds. Stuff like that. I figured if
I’m stuck here on this goddamned island with only dweebs for company, I
might as well try to make something of them. Make them something I want
to be friends with.”
Darin was only half listening. He was
still struggling with that urge to escape. Being forced to masterbate
in front of Ben was going to be so much worse than the other boys. It
was only going to emphasize the contrast between them. Ben was strong.
Darin was so weak he let girls bully him into acts of public
self-degradation.
Debby interrupted his thoughts. “Intermission is over. Get to it, Darin. I see you’re just about ready anyway.”
Darin looked down. Debby was correct. Thinking about masterbating had
roused his penis. It was already half hard. Looking at it was all it
took to make it stand up in a full erection. Darin wished the damned
thing wasn’t always so enthusiastic.
Andrew cried out, “He’s got a hardon. In front of GIRLS.”
Debby leaned over and asked Ben, “How does his compare to YOURS?”
Ben said, “I’ve got two years on him and way more testosterone in my
little finger than he’ll have in his entire life. So what do YOU think?”
Mariana said, “How about you other boys? Want to pull them out and compare?”
Carl and Andrew shouted, “NO,” in unison.
Mariana laughed at them. “You two are so cute. One day I’ll have you
both in front of me in your little birthday suits. I might just make
you count to 69 for me.”
Ben stated, “Never going to happen as long as I’m around.”
Mariana said, “I might make YOU join them. What number would that make it?”
Debby said, “It’s more of an equation than a number. 69+1=fun.”
Mariana fell back laughing.
Ben shook his head. “You girls are depraved. And they say it’s boys who are the sex maniacs.”
Andrew asked Carl, “What’s with all the numbers?”
Carl leaned over and whispered something in Andrew’s ear. Andrew made a little yelping sound and squeezed his legs together.
Through all the conversation, Darin stood awkwardly with his erection
straining for release. He was glad he wasn’t the only boy being
embarrassed by these girls. On the other hand, he was the only one
embarrassed by being naked and hard.
Debby clapped her hands. “Enough small talk. We’re here for the show. Darin…?”
Darin began. He saw all the cell phones come up to begin recording.
Andrew yelled, “He’s really doing it. In front of…”
“GIRLS.” Pauline finished the statement for him. “Thank you, Andrew.
Without your running commentary, we’d never know what was going on
right in front of our eyes.”
Darin looked down at himself
while he stroked, trying to pretend it was just him and his penis. All
alone. No spectators. He was always ashamed of the act anyway.
Sometimes only a little. Sometimes in the extreme. It depended on which
fantasies were going through his head while he did it. The events of
the past few days had deepened that sense of shame substantially. He’d
had to do it multiple times in front of of the girls. And now the boys,
too. He was profoundly disturbed he was even able to attain an erection
in those circumstances.
When it was almost time, Darin said haltingly, “Ummm… I’m… I’m about to do it. Everyone’s too close.”
He knew if he splattered the onlookers, Ben and Mariana would take turns beating him to death.
Debby said, “I know. That’s why this time you’re going to squirt it all in your hand.”
He did. Afterwards, he stared down at the pool of warm fluid in his palm. He looked up at Debby.
“What do I… do… with…” He didn’t need to finish the question. He knew the answer. He sighed and began. It took him a while.
“DUDE,” Ben shouted. “You and I are going to have a LONG talk. I may do
the talking with my fists. You’re a disgrace to every boy on the
planet.”
Darin couldn’t find it in himself to disagree.
Debby said, “You’ll have your chance to do whatever you want to him.
But DON’T hurt him. That’s non-negotiable. No violence. That goes for
us girls, too. We haven’t injured him.”
Mariana amended that. “Except for spankings.”
Debby said, “Spankings aren’t violence. They’re allowed.”
Mariana told Ben, “Darin has a very spankable bottom. You should try it.”
Ben was aghast. “DUDE. When they mentioned spankings before, I thought
they were being sarcastic. You really let them SPANK you?”
Darin hung his head. A tear ran down his cheek.
Debby said to Ben, “Tell me, do you last longer than Darin when you masterbate?”
Ben said, “Hah. You’re trying to trick me. You know if I answer that, I’ll be admitting to jerking off.”
Debby said, “I think you just did.”
While Ben sputtered, she stood and hung her bag strap across her
shoulder. “It’s time for us girls to go do girly stuff. We’ll leave the
blankets here for you boys. DON”T leave them out here.”
The other girls joined her. As they walked off, Mariana turned back and said, “Initiate away.”
Once they were gone, Ben strode up to Darin till he bumped right into him. Darin cowered.
“I don’t care what those girls said, I ought to kick your ass for being
such a pussy. But don’t worry. You’re too much of a shrimp to beat on.
So I’m just going to make this extra humiliating for you.”
Carl and Andrew appeared on either side of Ben. They looked like they
sympathized with Darin, but there was also anticipation in their eyes.
Darin had an idea of what this initiation would entail.
And he was correct.
A couple of hours later, the boys lay sweaty and exhausted on the blankets. They were all naked now. Ben was snoring.
Carl turned his head to speak softly to Darin. “Don’t feel so bad. At
least about this part. You’re not the only one. Ben’s been making us do
it for two years.”
Andrew said, “Yeah. I was just nine when we started. I wasn’t even… you know… into puberty.”
Carl said, “You’re still not.”
Andrew replied defensively, “I am SO. I just don’t squirt anything yet.”
“It must’ve just started.”
Andrew looked embarrassed. “It did. Like… just a few days ago. I
probably wouldn’t have even known it, except for… you know… doing stuff
with you and Ben. It all of a sudden felt different. A LOT different.”
Andrew looked away awkwardly, with an expression that said he’d revealed too much.
Darin said, “I was eight when I did stuff with some girls.”
Andrew said, “Wow. You beat me by a year. And with girls.”
Darin said, “Well… I said I did stuff with them. It was more like they
did stuff TO me. Kind of like what Debby and the girls have been doing.
But I learned to jerk off. I’ve been doing it ever since. So, you guys
all do each other? Like I was having to do today?”
Carl answered, “Not quite. We do Ben and we do each other. Ben doesn’t do anyone. He just lays back and enjoys it.”
Darin said, “That doesn’t seem fair.”
Andrew told him, “Ben’s older and bigger. And meaner. Fair doesn’t enter into it.”
Carl said, “That last thing he did today… you know… where he got on
top. I know about that, but he never did that to US before.”
Andrew moaned, “And now that he’s done it, he’ll probably want to do it
more. When you leave after the summer, it’s Carl and me he’ll do it to.”
Darin remembered Ben saying, “Since I’m top dog around here, I’m going
to start doing it doggie style.” Then he’d called Darin by Mariana’s
pet name for him, Spot.
He lay there and almost… but not
quite… smiled. Ben might not be the island’s apex predator for long.
Earlier, while Darin had been performing his onerous initiation task,
he’d seen a flash of light past the boy of the moment’s bare hip. It
was way up in the dunes. He’d had a suspicion… actually an almost
psychic certainty… that what he’d seen was sunlight reflecting off the
telephoto lens of Mariana’s expensive DSLR. The girls had chosen this
spot for a very specific reason. And the reason was the view. THEIR
view.
He recalled something Pauline had said about the boys on
that first day… “We don’t have any pictures of THEM, but that could
change now that we have YOU…” Now it made sense.
He looked up
to where he’d seen the flash. He could just barely see them through the
wavering heat. You had to already know they were there to spot them. He
raised a hand slightly and waved. There was a faint movement in
response as one of the girls waved back. Darin had no doubt he and the
other boys were still being recorded.
He tried to feel smug in
his secret knowledge. He tried to rejoice in Ben’s impending downfall
after what the older boy had done to him. But he was also acutely aware
it wasn’t just Ben and the boys who’d been recorded. His own actions
were immortalized in those images, too. If these new videos went viral,
Borneo wouldn’t be far enough. He’d have to run away to the moon. Maybe
Mars.
As he drifted away into an afternoon nap, Darin wondered
if the world was entirely made up of victims and victimizers. He was
tired of being the former, but neither did he have any desire to be the
latter. Deep down, he knew there was a whole range of humanity between
those two extremes. He’d just have to somehow find his way into that
middle ground.
There was no ice cream later. Instead, the boys
trekked almost all the way into town to Ben’s house. They played video
games till it was time for Darin to go back home.
Ben asked if Darin remembered the way back.
Darin said, “Ummm… I think so.”
“Christ, you’re pitiful. I’d better walk you back so you don’t get lost.”
As Carl and Andrew left for their own homes, which were nearby, Ben
said, “Come on, Spot. Do I need to hold your little paw on the way
back?”
Darin said petulantly, “Don’t call me Spot.”
Ben replied casually, “YOU don’t tell me what to do. But I’ll
compromise. I’ll only call you Spot when I’m doing the dog with you.
Deal?”
That wasn’t a deal Darin wanted to make. It made it
seem like he was agreeing to ‘do the dog’ as Ben called it. But he also
hated that pet name. It diminished him. And the tiny bit of self-esteem
he had left was on life support. The fewer times Ben used it, the
better.
“Deal,” he said grudgingly.
Ben laughed and ruffled Darin’s hair. “For a dog, you sure are a pussy.”
On the walk back to the area Darin was familiar with, he learned Ben
was originally from his own city, but had grown up in a much rougher
neighborhood. Darin had heard of his school. It was known to be
exceptionally tough, and NOT in the area of academics. Darin decided
that’s where the older boy’s attitude came from. He got the impression
Ben was actually glad to have moved away from that environment… not
that he’d ever admit it. Tough as he was, he may have been at the mercy
of those even tougher than him.
More Coitus with the Couch
That
evening after Mom and Dad went to bed, Darin humped the couch
furiously, trying to discharge all the pent up rage and resentment from
the day’s humiliations. He buried his face in the pillow, tears soaking
the fabric. With each savage thrust of his penis, he unleashed a
muffled growl.
When he thought about how the girls had
handed him over to Ben and the boys, he was racked by a bizarre sense
of betrayal. It wasn’t as though the girls were friends who had turned
on him. Quite the opposite. Everything they did was designed to
humiliate him. They delighted in forcing him to expose his body to them
and anyone else who happened to be near. Making him degrade himself by
masterbating on command in front of the boys was right in line with
their escalating attack on his modesty.
But handing him over
like an object on loan to that second group crossed some line that was
so nebulous Darin hadn’t even known it was there. And as a consequence,
he’d been forced to do things that he’d heard of but had no prior
acquaintance with. He didn’t know how he’d feel about such acts if
another boy suggested them. He knew some boys found mutual release with
each other. Even ones who weren’t gay… just unbearably horny. But he
hadn’t been given any choice in the matter.
Even Carl and
Andrew… who Darin discovered he kind of liked… had used him. He tried
to be honest with himself, asking if he would’ve done the same if their
positions had been reversed. Would he have availed himself of what was
obviously a much more pleasurable sexual act than mere masterbation…
judging by the other boys’ reactions… if he knew the act was coerced?
He liked to think he wouldn’t, but in honesty, he didn’t know the
answer. Which made him more distraught. Which made him pound the
blameless couch even more aggressively.
And had he really been
coerced? Even though Ben was a tough kid, there’d been no threat of
physical violence. In fact, the girls had made that a stipulation. He
knew Ben was correct in his assessment of Darin. Darin let people push
him around. He let them tell him what to do, even when he didn’t want
to do it. It was the same with the girls. They had the photos and
videos of him as a threat to hold over his head. But he knew they’d do
whatever they wanted with all those illicit images whether he obeyed
every order or not.
He also knew if he found the courage to
defy their orders the next morning, it wouldn’t take long for them to
browbeat him back down into submission. It was his nature. He was a
victim. And it would take longer than overnight to find a way out of
that designation.
Knowing that made him thrust himself into the couch more aggressively than ever.
Darin thought about Ben. While he admired the boy’s strength and
confidence and wished to be more like the him in that regard, he also
knew from first hand experience that Ben was a victimizer just like the
girls. Ben had taken one look at Darin and saw VICTIM just as he had
with Carl and Andrew. Darin was just another boy to dominate. And since
Darin would be leaving the island after the summer, Ben felt free to
take his subjugation even further than he did with the other boys.
Which he’d done. Right in front of them.
Darin hoped he was
there when Ben found out he wasn’t top dog any more… when the girls let
him know about the videos they had of HIM. Darin wanted to watch what
they made the older boy do. Of course, Carl and Andrew would be in the
same predicament. They would suffer under the girls’ bizarre sense of
fun. But then, Carl and Andrew had made use of Darin in humiliating
ways, too.
His agitated thoughts were interrupted by a hand
on his sweaty shoulder. The growl in his throat turned into a startled
shriek. He jerked his head up from the wet pillow to see Mom and Dad
standing over him. Dad looked concerned. Mom was outright alarmed.
Considering what he’d been doing, and how vigorously he’d been doing
it, Darin’s overwrought emotions spiked into another blackout.
As his mind slowly rose from the depths of unconsciousness, he became aware of his parents’ worried voices.
Dad was saying, “He’s fainted like this before, dear. Many times. Darin’s circuit breakers get tripped far too easily.”
“I know. I know. But it makes me anxious every time.”
When Darin was fully awake, he kept his eyes closed. He hoped if he lay
there long enough, Mom and Dad would give up their vigil and go back to
bed. On the other hand, if they thought he was unresponsive for too
long, they might trek into town to call 911..
He was saved
from having to decide what to do. Dad said, “I can see you’re awake
now, Darin. You can’t even manage non-verbal lies.”
Darin
sighed and opened his eyes. The first thing he saw was the ceiling.
They must’ve turned him over. He cringed thinking about Mom and Dad
handling his naked, sweaty, unconscious body… with an erection. Then he
saw their worried faces. They’d brought two of the dining chairs over
to sit by the couch. Then he looked down at himself and squealed.
“You didn’t even cover me up? How long have I been laying here like this?”
Mom said, “About half an hour. The modesty of our son who wasn’t even conscious was NOT our first priority.”
Darin sulked. “You had plenty of time for a second priority. Even a
third and fourth. Any of those could’ve involved putting a sheet over
me. If you CARED. I can’t believe you’ve been staring at me naked for
half an hour. Can I put my underwear on now? Is that allowed?”
After he pulled on his briefs, Mom and Dad sat on either side of him on
the couch, making sure to perch at the very edge to avoid the large
sweat-soaked area.
Darin demanded to know why they’d barged in on him during his private time. “I thought we had a deal.”
Dad said, “We didn’t know WHAT was going on with all the noise. It
sounded like the couch was stomping around the room. In a way, it was.
You walked it three feet across the floor with your rather… exuberant…
activity.”
Mom asked him, “Why were you being so… violent? What’s going on. Something must be bothering you.”
Darin mumbled, “It’s just… hormones.” He knew adults already attributed
scores of behavior issues in kids his age to hormones. Hopefully, Mom
and Dad would accept this excuse and not inquire further.
Dad was dubious. “Those were some awfully rambunctious hormones.”
Mom said, “And why were you doing it like that? I thought boys just used their hands.”
“MOM.” His parents seemed determined to launch him into another
blackout. “I was just… I was pretending there was… you know… a girl
under me… and I was… doing it to her.” Darin’s face burned like there
was a bonfire inside his skull. He hoped his mortified reaction to
making such a shameful admission would camouflage the falsehood his
parents would normally detect. In truth, there had been no imaginary
girl beneath him. Maybe there should’ve been. But Darin still
masterbated to the same scenarios he had since he was eight. He thought
of the things that had been done to him. He never thought of doing
things himself, unless it was memories of what he’d been forced to
perform.
Mom and Dad looked at each other uncomfortably. Their
little boy was growing up. But they felt he still wasn’t old enough to
be bedding girls, even in his fantasies.
Mom said, “Before you
have any REAL girls under you… in twenty years or so… your dad is going
to have to give you some pointers. Most girls don’t like to be pummeled
by a jackhammer.”
Darin whined, “Do we really have to talk
about this? It’s bad enough you saw me doing it. This is the kind of
thing everyone involved is supposed to pretend never happened.”
Dad mused, “I don’t know. That’s a very hard image to get out of my
head. I want to know where you learned your technique. Have you been
watching S&M pornos on your computer?”
Mom said, “If he hasn’t, dear, don’t give him any ideas.”
Dad told her, “I think we’d better start monitoring his internet activity. He’s at a very impressionable stage.”
“You know, I’m right here. I can actually hear you.”
Mom said, “Ok. It’s three in the morning. We’ll discuss this later.”
Darin suggested, “How about we don’t? Ever. I’m sorry I got so carried away. I won’t ever do it again.”
Darin was aware his parents knew such promises never lasted for long.
But he also knew they were almost as disinclined to delve into their
son’s sexuality as he was. And he wasn’t even a teenager yet. He almost
felt sorry for them.
Dad put an arm around Darin’s shoulders
and asked, “Are you SURE there’s nothing else on your mind? Nothing
that’s bothering you? That’s what your Mom and I are here for.”
Darin said, “No. Nothing. But… well… there’s IS one thing…”
Dad asked, “What?”
“I… I didn’t get to finish… you know…”
Mom exclaimed, “Oh my God. Why did I have to have a BOY?” She stood up and stalked off to the bedroom.
Dad laughed, then stopped and thought for a moment. “Darin, when you’re
finished, don’t open our door. I’m going to see if Mom wants to… you
know…”
“DAD. EWWWWWW.”
At the Movies
The
girls and the boys were waiting for Darin again the next morning. Darin
stopped. His shoulders slumped. He sighed. What horrors would this new
day bring?
Debby chided him. “Oh, stop with the drama. You
won’t even have to take your clothes off today. Well… you will, but
it’ll be in a proper setting.”
What did THAT mean? Darin was suspicious of Debby’s definition of ‘proper.’
He noticed everyone had a rolled up towel with them. Did that mean they
were going swimming once they were through with Darin? He’d already
told the girls he couldn’t swim, and he was sure that drowning him
wasn’t one of the torments they had planned. Unless they drowned him
naked.
Debby continued, “But first, the boys have been begging us to show them all your videos.”
Ben told her, “I didn’t beg. I never beg. I merely said I wanted to
know what Darin was capable of since we’re saddled with him for over
two more months. Now, Carl and Andrew… THEY begged.”
Carl retorted, “We did NOT.”
Debby said, “It’s ok. We know boys like to check each other out.”
All four boys yelled in unison, “We do NOT.”
Pauline said, “Ben has graciously offered us his home since his
parent’s are out for the day. They have a BIG big screen tv we can plug
into. We can all watch Darin in the luxury of a home theater.”
Mariana announced, “I brought the popcorn.”
The next four hours were pure horror for Darin. Every photo and video
the girls… and the boys… had taken of him were up there on the 120 inch
screen. It was all well lit by the bright island sun. Every detail was
visible. The little group of moviegoers watched it all… the
explorations of ever inch of Darin’s body, the fondlings, the
masterbations, the spankings, the leg-humpings as the boy confessed all
of his most intimate actions and thoughts, and lastly, the public
exposure scenarios. Even Carl and Andrew laughed at those. At least
they were considerate enough to look guilty about it.
As Darin
sat trapped in the middle of the group, tears running down his face, he
decided the audio portion was worse than all the images combined. What
he’d said was so PRIVATE. Why had he given in and blathered it all out
like that? With each new sordid detail of his fantasies, the other boys
would cast sidelong looks at him. Ben’s face was contorted in
revulsion. Carl and Andrew registered shock and embarrassment. But not
judgment. At least not to Ben’s degree.
Once all had been
revealed, everyone started getting ready to leave. Carl asked Darin,
“How many people, besides the girls and us, have seen you naked since
this started?”
Darin said, “Hundreds. At least that’s what it feels like.”
Andrew said, “Man, I can’t even imagine being forced to do those
restroom reveals. For people to see you AND think you’re… well… that’s
appalling.”
Darin heard Ben tell Debby. “You girls go ahead. We’ll meet you there.”
Debby asked, “What are… OH.”
Once the girls left, Ben backed Darin up against a wall. “That was
PATHETIC. How could you let them do that stuff to you? You’re a GUY.
I’m not even going to get into your jack off fantasies. What a guy
whacks it to is his own business. Of course, you made it everybody
else’s business by blabbing about it. On video. But still, I’ll leave
that alone. But all that other stuff. You let them OWN you.”
Carl tried to intervene. “Leave him alone, Ben. You know how crazy the girls are. They had him too scared to say no.”
Ben was unimpressed. “Scared of GIRLS. What a wuss. Well, since you let
other people tell you what to do… no matter how degrading… I think we
need to do a little more initiating.”
And they did.
Afterwards, as Ben was buttoning his shorts, he said, “Spot, I just
realized… it doesn’t look like you brought your towel and swimsuit.”
Darin bristled at the nickname, but didn’t complain. That would only
amuse Ben, and Darin figured he’d provided the older boy with enough
enjoyment for the day. “What? No one told me to bring that.”
“Jesus. You’ve let everyone tell you what to do so much, you can’t do
anything on your own. Well, none of mine are going to fit you. They’d
fall right off. Of course, that shouldn’t bother YOU.”
Carl said, “He’s about my size. We can stop by my house and get him a towel and one of my spare suits.”
Darin asked, “I don’t need a suit. I can’t swim.”
Ben said, “I know. The girls told me. That’s just one more thing in the
long list of what makes you so pathetic. We’re going to teach you to
swim. You can’t live on an island and not know how. It’s unheard of.”
Darin stamped his foot. “I’m NOT going out in that filthy beach water. It probably has bacteria the size of basketballs.”
Ben laughed. “Well, look at you. Acting like you have balls. But don’t
worry. We’re going to the pool. You can’t learn to swim in the
breakers. So get the rest of your damn clothes on so we can go.”
As Darin dressed, he thought about the video that had been
conspicuously absent during the presentation… the video of his first
initiation by the boys out in the dunes. The girls must be saving that
for a special occasion. He hoped that occasion would include Ben being
forced to demean himself like Darin just did.
School at the Pool
The
pool was in the center of the little town. Darin had only been through
the town briefly, and he’d been sulking in the back of the little taxi
that served the island. Mom and Dad had been sitting on either side of
him, trying to encourage him to look out the windows. He’d refused.
They’d just arrived on the ferry, so it was their first day there. All
he could think about was the eighty-nine days to go.
As they
walked to the pool, Darin got his first real look at the town. Much of
it hadn’t changed from when it was built two hundred years ago. Mom had
called it picturesque. Darin had other words, the nicest of which was
decrepit. Everything was so OLD.
The pool had a plaque on the
brick entryway commemorating its construction in 1935. Good Lord. He
HAD been transported back into the Dark Ages.
The girls were already in their swimsuits. They were waiting impatiently by the pool.
Debby said, “You certainly took your time.”
Ben told her, “We each initiated him twice.”
Andrew said, “You also ‘did the dog.’ So that makes it three times for YOU. And I still don’t like watching that.”
Ben said, “No one made you watch.”
“You said you’d do it to me next if I didn’t.”
Ben grinned. “Oh, yeah. I forgot.”
Pauline said, “Boys are gross.”
Debby was getting irritated. “Hurry up and go change. And after what
you’ve been doing, make sure you all take a shower BEFORE you get in
the pool. Chlorine can only take care of so much.”
Ben said, “We’ll do it, but only because it’s the pool rules.”
The locker room was small. A line of five lockers faced a wall of
shower nozzles. It was all quite open. That shouldn’t have fazed Darin.
He’d been taking showers outdoors for over two weeks. And once with a
real estate agent in attendance. But he’d been naked in front of so
many people the last few days, he was becoming very sensitive to
exposure.
Ben told him, “Hurry up and strip. And I guess you didn’t being a lock for the locker either.”
Darin hung his head.
“Pathetic. Put your clothes in with mine. It’s mostly locals who use
the pool, and we don’t steal from each other. But mainlanders come here
every now and then. So we have to be careful.”
Once Darin
tossed his underwear into the locker, he started to walk towards the
showers where the other boys were already naked and waiting. But Ben
took him by the arm and led him around the lockers. There was a row of
urinals and a couple of toilets… all just as open as the showers.
Ben held up his phone and explained, “Debby asked me to take a few
pictures of you sitting on the toilet here. So go plop yourself down
and look pretty.”
Darin groaned.
Carl and Andrew had
followed them around the lockers. Carl said, “Come on, Ben. That’s
demeaning. Hasn’t he been through enough today? And I thought you
didn’t let the girls tell you what to do.”
Ben said, “I told
you. She asked. Nicely. And if you want to take Darin’s side, maybe
you’d like to sit next to him on the other toilet for the photo op.”
Carl blanched. “Uh… well…”
Ben said, “You KNOW I can make you do it. So remember who your REAL
friends are. Darin’s still mostly a mainlander. It’s going to take a
lot more initiations before he’s one of us. I’d guess he’ll be ready
right about the time he’s leaving. So… what’s it going to be?”
Darin told Carl, “Don’t. There’s no reason for both of us to be
humiliated.” He took his seat on the toilet. Ben didn’t even have to
remind him to spread his legs.
After the photo shoot, the boys showered briefly and pulled on their suits. When they joined the girls, Debby demanded, “Well?”
Ben gave her his phone and said, “Long shots, closeups. One where he’s
pulling out the toilet paper. I even made him act like he’s wiping his
butt for a few.”
The other girls gathered around to look as
Debby squealed in delight. She said, “You’re so evil, you should be
part of OUR gang. Ditch the dweebs and join us.”
Carl and Andrews said, “HEY.”
Mariana vetoed the idea. “Uh-uh. Remember the clubhouse rules? No boys allowed.”
Debby said, “Yeah, yeah. I know.”
Darin stood off to the side and fumed. Ben had shown him the pictures.
The butt-wiping ones were especially cringe inducing. How many millions
of people were going to see him doing THAT on the internet? How many at
his school?
The next few hours were taken up with swim
lessons. Ben and Mariana took over instruction duties while the other
kids played at the opposite end of the pool. Darin was NOT a quick
learner. He continually panicked even though they were in the shallow
end.
He eventually learned to dog paddle, which Mariana found hysterically appropriate.
“Good boy, Spot. Good boy.”
Later, as they all lounged about on pool furniture, Debby pointed out a
couple of girls who had just arrived. “That’s Brenda and Stacy. They’re
in our school.”
The two girls looked across the pool and
squealed when they saw Darin. He closed his eyes and tried to wish
himself far, far away.
“I’m guessing you’ve shown them the videos.”
Mariana said, “No. No videos. We emailed them some of the still shots.
Don’t worry. Not ALL of them. Just the most embarrassing ones.
Including some of the ball and butthole shots.”
Debby added,
“We told you. Island kids stick together. We share.” To Ben, she said,
“Let me borrow your phone. I want to show them the latest ones. They’re
going go crazy over them.”
He replied in a condescending way,
“I already sent them to YOUR phone. All of yours. When I promise to
deliver on something… I deliver.”
When the time came to leave,
the kids split up to go to their respective locker rooms. Darin and the
other boys stripped off their suits and took a quick shower to wash the
chlorine off. Darin was the slowest getting dressed again. Ben harassed
him to hurry up.
Darin told him, “Go on. I’ll be out there in a minute. I need to pee. And please don’t take a picture of me doing it.”
Ben said, “I wasn’t going to. But I’ll be sure to recommend that to the
girls later.” He told Carl and Ben, “Come one. I’m not standing around
here waiting for slowpoke.”
As Darin went around the lockers to the urinal, he heard Ben saying, “Why didn’t he do it in the pool like you’re supposed to?”
When Darin came back around the lockers from the urinal, he ran right
into someone. They both screamed. Although the person’s back was
turned, he immediately recognized it was a girl. In the boy’s locker
room. Then he recognized further. When she turned around, the identity
was confirmed.
Mariana laughed and said, “Glad it was YOU, Spot. I thought you all had left.”
Darin demanded, “What are you doing in here? This is for boys.” Then he
felt foolish for saying it. When had Mariana, or any of the girls,
shown any respect for the privacy of boys?
Mariana held up the
two small cams she’d used at the changing room. “Retrieving these.
They’re gray, just like the lockers. And Ben is too sure of his own
godhood to suspect we girls would ever do anything like this to HIM. He
wouldn’t even feel there was a need to look.”
Mariana backed
Darin up against the lockers. Her body was pressed against his, with
full contact all the way down. He was glad he was dressed, or he
would’ve had an instant erection.
“And YOU, Spot, better not
tell him or his fawning little entourage that we have video of all of
you taking a shower. Two showers, actually. Four naked boys, all in a
row. Front and back. Not to mention wet and soapy. Good stuff.”
Darin said, “I didn’t tell them about the other videos you took out in
the dunes. The ones where I’m… you know… being initiated. I don’t owe
them anything.”
Mariana ruffled his hair and left. Darin hated to have his hair ruffled.
For the last hour before Darin had to return to the cabin, they toured
the town. The island kids showed him the harbor, the tourist-trap
shops, the fish market. After watching fish get their heads chopped
off, descaled, and deboned, Darin swore off seafood forever. The stench
alone would’ve done it even without the disgusting, stomach churning
visuals.
Ben leaned over to Darin and whispered, “You’re the
opposite of those fish. They get deboned. You just get boned.” He
laughed uproariously.
As the group split up and went their
separate ways in the late afternoon, Debby called out to Darin, “Don’t
forget your swimsuit tomorrow.”
“I didn’t forget,” he practically screamed back at her. “No one told me we were going to the pool.”
That evening, Darin conducted his usual rehash of the day’s humiliating
events as he copulated with the couch… this time with less aggression
and noise. Knowledge that there were two more girls, Brenda and Stacy,
who’d seen those degrading images of him made him savagely chew the
pillows as he thrust himself repeatedly between the cushions. At least
the newest girls hadn’t seen any of the videos. Yet. Darin had no false
hopes that state would last for long.
An Assault at Sea
The
next few weeks fell into a sporadic routine. Sometimes the boys would
be with the girls when Darin met them in the mornings. Sometimes they
wouldn’t. Darin had suspected that one day the boys would be invited
along to watch while the girls had their fun and games with Darin’s
body. He’d been correct. Even after the fifth or sixth time, Carl and
Andrew still made constant noises of distress as they watched Darin’s
ongoing ordeal. Ben alternated between exclaiming a horrified, “DUDE,”
and offering suggestions on what the girls could do next. It turned out
Ben had a vivid and wicked imagination. Everyone’s video library
continued to grow in size and scope.
Darin wondered that it
didn’t become dull and repetitious for the girls, even with Ben’s
creative input. But then, it didn’t become commonplace for Darin
either. He wished he could get used to the constant violations, but
each new one might as well have been the first for all the roiling
emotions it provoked within him.
There were numerous trips to
the pool, with each one divided between teaching Darin to swim better
and playing games in the water. A few of visits ended with the boys
taking turns standing guard at the locker room door while the others
initiated Darin in the hot, steamy shower. Only Darin knew this was
caught on video. Mariana continued to make covert visits to the locker
room before and after swimming to set up and take down her cams. Darin
had conflicting thoughts on these shower videos. On one hand, Ben and
the boys were going to find out one day the girls had LOTS of
embarrassing images and blackmail material on them, putting them in the
same unenviable situation as Darin. On the other hand, Darin was in
those videos, too.
Ben insisted Darin start attending his
informal self-defense classes in his backyard. At first Darin was
afraid Ben would use these instructions as an excuse to inflict pain on
the boy he found so hatefully inadequate as a male. But Ben turned out
to be a conscientious teacher. Darin was soon learning holds and throws
and how to roll when he hit the ground. It was hot, sweaty work under
the summer sun, which demanded a shower afterwards. Which usually led
to more initiations.
There were trips back out to the
campground for more restroom reveals. Mainlanders never stayed for
long, so the girls just had to wait a few days between excursions to be
sure they had a wholly different crowd. Afterwards, there was the
second beach. Ben and the boys were along for many of these outings
now. Ben made the suggestion to duplicate what he’d done with the
locker room toilet picture by having Darin pose as though in the act of
wiping when the door opened. The boy had found a way to make these
episodes a hundred times more embarrassing… something Darin wouldn’t
have thought possible.
Ben also thought of another beach
scenario, helpful boy that he was. Now that Darin could swim reasonably
well and they weren’t afraid he’d instantly drown after venturing into
the waves, they instituted The Stolen Swimsuit storyline. One of the
group would accompany Darin out into the water, then take his swimsuit
back to shore. It was up to Darin to find another swimmer to help him
out. He’d tell potential Good Samaritans that some bigger boys had
taken his suit off him and left him naked. It was made quite clear to
him that he was on his own. If no one would help by supplying him with
another suit or something else to cover up with, he’d have to stay out
in the water forever or find the courage to come ashore through the
crowd of beachgoers completely nude.
The major hurdle to
overcome before the operation even began was getting Darin out into
water. Debby finally had to call up Wikipedia on her phone to show him
the negligible chance of sharks in the area, the non-existent chance of
an octopus encounter, piranha were fresh-water fish, and krakens were
entirely mythological. They had no counter-argument for his fears of
flesh eating bacteria, so Mariana and Ben just grabbed him and dragged
him out into the surf. He only stopped screaming when he discovered he
got a mouthful of seawater every time a wave broke over him.
No one in the area was alarmed by Darin’s cries. There were dozens and
dozens of other children frolicking in the waves making similar noises.
When Mariana and Ben decided Darin was sufficiently far from shore… but
not so far he’d be swept out to sea and lost forever… Ben dove under
and pulled Darin’s swimsuit down and off.
Despite his shrill cries of, “Don’t leave me. Don’t leave me,” they left him.
Darin stood waist deep in seawater, being rocked my the continual
series of waves. He was dazed by the turn of events. In all the other
public exposure schemes, he had only to pull his clothes back up or on
once he’d been seen. He had no such safety net now. He was naked and on
his own, miles from shore… or so it seemed to him. And despite the
gang’s assurances, he kept an eye out for fins in the water. And an ear
out for the theme from Jaws.
There was a multitude of people
scattered around him the immediate area, playing in the waves. He had
to find someone kind enough to help out a poor naked waif. But first,
Debby had told him to find younger people, Darin’s age or a little
older. They would be more likely to NOT help him, offering laughter and
jeers instead. The gang hoped he would go through a number of these
encounters before finding someone less mean spirited.
Darin
thought about approaching someone more likely to assist him right away.
Like a mother or father. But he knew the others were watching him. He
could see them sitting on the shore. Mariana had her DSLR with the
telephoto lens trained on him. He hoped it got sand and seawater inside
it and was ruined.
A few yards away was a group of late teens,
two boys and three girls. The boys looked like jocks. The girls were
probably cheerleaders. Darin sighed. These were likely candidates. He
waded towards them, his toes sinking into the repulsive wet sand
beneath his feet.
He stood near, trying to work up his nerve
to speak. Before he could, one of the boys noticed him. With an
irritated expression, the boy told him, “Go on, beat it kid. There’s a
whole ocean for you to play in.”
The others all turned his way and looked at him expectantly.
Darin swallowed and said, “Ummmm… could you help me?”
A blonde-haired girl said, “Help you with WHAT, little boy?”
The group laughed and waited.
Darin said, “A bunch of older boys grabbed me and… well… they pulled my swimsuit off and left with it. I’m trapped out here.”
The group stared at him open mouthed. Then they all burst into laughter.
Another girl, a brunette, said in disbelief, “Are you telling us you’re naked?”
The older kids all looked down at him to see for themselves, but this water was too murky and opaque.
Darin’s face turned red. “Umm… yes. Do any of you have something I could wear? I’m really embarrassed.”
After another round of laughter, the second boy said, “We might be able to help. But first, you’ve got to PROVE you’re naked.”
Great. Darin asked, “How?”
The first boy had been maneuvering around behind Darin unnoticed. In a
sudden attack, he wrapped his arms around Darin’s waist and lifted him
high out of the water. He yelled, “Like THIS.”
Darin squealed
in alarm. His first thought was he’d been seized by the tentacles of
some sea monster. But the teenagers in front of him were screaming with
laughter, not terror. That’s when he looked down and saw the very human
arms encircling him. He also saw the water was well below the level of
his crotch, even with the fluctuating height of the incoming waves.
There was the proof the boy had demanded, visibly hanging between his
legs.
Darin struggled, crying out for the boy to let him down.
He could feel his penis jostling about and his ballsack slapping
against his legs as he fought. He knew what a lewd exhibition he was
making of himself, but his already heightened sense of vulnerability at
being out in the waves so far from shore escalated into a mindless,
mortified panic.
The boy continued to hold Darin up,
presenting his naked floppies to the other teenagers. Other kids in the
area had noticed the unusual activity, so audience was growing. Kids
were striding and swimming through the waves to get a closer look. Soon
Darin and his captor were surrounded by bodies, blocking off the
unseemly sight from anyone older or more responsible who might
intervene.
The boy who held him announced, “I’m putting him down. His butt is just about right in my face.”
After Darin was released, he tried to escape. But kids closed in around
him from all sides in unspoken solidarity. Many of them were girls, and
many of those were around Darin’s age. As he screamed, “Stop it,” over
and over, a multitude of hands grasped at him under the water. His
cries were lost beneath the screaming glee of his antagonists.
Darin felt hands grabbing his penis, his balls, his bottom. He kept
fighting them away with his own hands while trying to crouch into a
protective stance. A couple of boys of around fourteen or fifteen
secured his arms and held him upright, leaving him open for assault.
The greedy grasping continued till Darin felt he was being molested by
a multi-tentacled creature more terrifying than any kraken. This was
worse than anything Debby, Pauline, and Mariana had done. There were at
least twenty hands on him at any given moment, tugging and clutching
and squeezing. He stopped screaming and just slumped into the arms of
the boys holding him. He closed his eyes and waited for it to be over.
Darin moaned with shame as his penis was handled into an erection, much
to the delight of the girls. They were pressed against him so tightly…
slipping and sliding against him even closer when the waves threw
everyone together… their full body contact augmented his unwanted
physical arousal. He heard one girl say she’d never had a chance to
kiss a boy before. He immediately felt wet lips squirming against his.
Other girls started climbing over the ones immediately around him to
squeeze their lips against his cheeks, his neck, his shoulders.
It was overwhelming. He was afraid he was about to black out and drown
as a consequence. This crowd would never have the compassion to carry
him to the safety of shore. But this mass violation didn’t bring on
another fainting spell. It produced an intense ejaculation instead.
There was too much chaotic activity for him to even feel the usual
buildup. He just suddenly started bucking and thrusting as he spewed
semen into the water. He cried out in shame and delirious bliss.
One of the boys holding him exclaimed, “Shit. I think he’s cumming.”
The other cried, “He IS. Jizz in the water, man. Jizz in the water.”
The boys launched themselves away from Darin with howls of revulsion.
The girls’ reactions were more extreme. They started screaming as they
splashed and fought and clawed at each other trying to escape the area,
each one afraid to come into intimate underwater contact with the
little swimmers Darin had just released that were NOT the local fish.
One girl’s voice rose above the rest. “Oh my God, I’m impregnated. I can feel it.”
Darin suddenly found himself alone, like a remote island in the middle
of the ocean. He staggered as an unusually large wave smacked him in
the back. But he still managed to jerk out the rest of his juice,
feeling both miserable and rapturous as he did so.
He was
free of that ravaging mob, but was still trapped out in the waves by
his state of nakedness. It felt weird to be in the wide open outdoors,
but still a prisoner. He knew the cell he was confined in was just his
own modesty. He could free himself by the simple act of walking ashore.
To hell with everyone. If they wanted to look, then look. But he didn’t
have that kind of self-confidence. Even though it seemed like a
thousand people had already seen him naked in the last few weeks, even
one more was one too many. Every time someone saw what they shouldn’t
see, Darin felt an assault not unlike those grasping hands from moments
before, stealing his dignity and self-esteem.
Darin surveyed
the groups of people scattered about the vicinity. None of them seemed
to have recognized what had been happening only yards away. They’d only
heard the screaming of kids at play. The nature of the play hadn’t been
apparent. He needed to approach one of these groups in his quest for
coverage. He recalled his instructions to seek help from those least
likely to actually give it, thereby creating another humiliating
scenario. But he’d already done that. The result had been violation on
a massive scale. He’d gone above and beyond, and he wasn’t going to
play that game anymore.
He wondered again why he was letting
this gang of deranged island kids coerce him into working against his
own best interest. And he was the one doing all the work. They just sat
back and captured it all on video. It wasn’t enough that he was out
there humiliating himself for their perverse pleasure. Those videos
ensured he would be humiliated again and again, probably for the rest
of his life.
He saw two women with two girls off to his left.
The women were likely the girls’ mothers. Surely that mothering
instinct would work in his favor. How could they ignore a young boy in
such a tragic circumstance?
He got a better look as he waded
up to the small group. The women were old. Probably in their thirties.
One girl was around Darin’s age. The other maybe two years younger.
They all looked at him curiously as he drew near.
One of the women, a heavyset brunette, asked him, “Do you need something, young man?”
Darin startled himself by bursting into tears as he started to speak.
He knew it was a belated reaction to his recent assault, and not
anticipation of the embarrassment to come. But that knowledge didn’t
make him feel any less ridiculous. The two girls were staring at him in
astonishment. Boys his age shouldn’t be so opening crying.
He managed to stammer, “Some older boys… they… they… stole my swimsuit and left me out here. I’m… I’m naked.”
The girls greeted this admission with incredulous grins. Like the
previous group, they tried to see beneath the surface of the water, but
were thwarted.
The second woman, a tall thin blonde, said,
“Is this a joke? Are you trying to pull a prank on us? You’re not
really naked, are you? Or, if you are, is this some twisted game you’re
playing? You’re awfully young to be a flasher.”
The brunette told her, “I don’t think the boy is faking those tears. He’s really upset. And girls, stop giggling at him.”
The blonde was still scowling at Darin. She demanded, “Are you out here alone. Where are your parents?”
Darin said, “They’re back at the cabin. It’s about a mile from here.”
The brunette said, “Why are they letting a boy your age out swimming all by himself? How old are you… nine?”
“I’m TWELVE.” Darin’s outrage helped dispel the tears.
The blonde lady was still dubious of his story and his age. As Darin
started to speak again, a wave went by leaving a shallow trough that
only rose to his knees. One aspect of his story was verified. Darin was
momentarily too stunned to move. The treachery of the wave was as
unexpected as it was revealing.
The girls covered their
mouths and squealed. Darin stood exposed in the lull between waves. A
wail of rage was rising up in him. He’d had enough of being a plaything
for Debby and the girls, Ben and the boys, and the universe itself. If
he’d had anything on his mind at that moment besides anger,
frustration, and crushing humiliation, he’d have suspected the universe
wasn’t through playing games with him.
Just as he let loose
with that primal scream, a wave with more force than any before struck
him in the back, throwing him face-first into the churning water. The
scream came out as a garbled, gurgling mass of bubbles. Once the scream
stopped, Darin swallowed several gallons of seawater… or so it seemed.
The wave carried him several yards towards shore with his entire bare
backside exposed to all the startled people he passed.
When
he finally came to a stop, he lay face down in two inches of water. He
pushed himself up on his hands and knees and gagged up the volumes of
seawater he’d swallowed. Still hacking and sputtering, he looked up at
the crowd that had gathered around him on the shore.
A little boy was looking at him in awe. “Man, you didn’t even need a surfboard. That was COOL.”
He heard a girl’s voice behind him. “This was certainly a SCENIC day at the beach, Mom.”
“Hush. Don’t make fun of him. The boy’s had a bad day.”
Darin looked over his shoulder to see the two women and their girls
sloshing up towards him. Great. More people to see him in the most
embarrassing position imaginable. He tried to push himself up to regain
his feet, but another bout of gagging seized him.
While the
woman waited for Darin to finish coughing and drooling out another
gallon of foul seawater, she told the girl to go fetch a towel.
“Mommmmm. You’re not going to cover him up, are you?”
“I certainly am. And you and your cousin need to stop looking. He doesn’t have anything left you haven’t seen.”
“Can I get my camera?” the girl wheedled.
“NO.”
The woman took Darin’s arm and helped him up. He held his hands over
himself and tried to stand behind her as they waited for the girl to
return with the towel… which seemed to be taking FOREVER. The younger
girl paced around behind him looking at his bottom from every angle.
Darin kept his eyes downcast, not wanting to look at the crowd. He
didn’t want to know how many cell phones were capturing his latest
public exposure.
When school started again after the summer,
all of Darin’s fellow students were going to know him top to bottom,
inside and out. That was now a fact in Darin’s mind. There was no way
under the physical laws of reality they could miss all the video that
had been recorded, and surely uploaded, since the vacation from hell
began. Darin was beginning to think of that hell literally. Maybe he’d
died and this island was his own personal everlasting punishment. But
for what? What had he done to deserve this? Was masterbating every
night for four years straight really such a sin?
“Here. Put this on.”
The woman was holding out a big, fuzzy beach towel. He had to remove
his hands to accept the towel and wrap it around him, giving the crowd
and the two girls what should’ve been their final look at him.
The woman told the others to go sit on their blanket and start
preparing lunch. She was going to take Darin all the way back to his
parents’ cabin and give them a piece of her mind. She was going to tell
them a twelve year old boy… if he actually WAS twelve… was too young to
be out on his own at the beach. Look at the result. He’d been stripped
naked by bullies and almost drowned.
When Darin heard this
declaration, his fight or flight response landed firmly on the side of
flight. He’d be grounded for fifty years if Mom and Dad learned he’d
been out swimming at the beach without their permission. They didn’t
even know he could swim. With no further thought, Darin bolted, taking
the woman by surprise. She made a grab for him, but only managed to
catch the trailing edge of the towel. Darin did a lovely pirouette as
it unwound from around him, then he continued on through the crowd
towards the dunes.
He kept running and bounding over the
uneven landscape till the woman’s angry voice faded away in the
distance. He stopped, panting and sweating from the exertion. He had to
decide what to do next… wait and see if Debby and Co. found him out in
the dunes to give him his clothes, or head for the cabin. Option 1 was
questionable. The gang must’ve seen him escaping the clutches of the
busybody, but would they follow him? They might think it was funny to
leave him out wandering the island completely naked. As for Option 2,
he was almost sure he could find the cabin. He just had to retrace his
steps to the edge of the dunes, then walk parallel to the beach till he
saw the cabin. Keeping out of sight, of course.
The problem
was, Mom and Dad hadn’t gone out that day. They’d be there when Darin
arrived. He’d never be able to sneak into the cabin and get dressed
without being discovered. Not only had they seen him naked WAY too many
times since the summer began, but he’d have to come up with an
acceptable reason for why he was running around completely bare. He’d
told them that morning he was going to be out with his new friends. Mom
and Dad would reasonably be curious what happened to his friends AND
his clothes.
Darin turned and crept cautiously back towards
the beach. He wasn’t entirely sure the woman hadn’t followed him. She’d
seemed determined to to redress the wrongs perpetrated by his parents
in allowing him to be out unsupervised. That rankled. He was twelve
years old. He wasn’t a baby. He didn’t like her criticizing Mom and Dad
either. In seeking out someone he thought would help him, Darin had
chosen a woman who was far too aggressive in her support.
Once
he reached the edge of the dunes, he crouched down and peered over the
top. He hoped to see the gang and get his clothes back, but they
weren’t where they’d been before. They must’ve fled the scene to avoid
getting caught in the fallout of Darin’s encounter with the woman. That
left him with just the cabin. And Mom and Dad. There was no way this
wasn’t going to be awful. He sighed and started crawling along under
the cover of the long hillock of sand.
By the time Darin
reached the cabin, he had a story ready. He hoped it was just
embarrassing enough that Mom and Dad wouldn’t think he made it up. He
didn’t want them pressing for the even more embarrassing truth. As for
sneaking in, he knew he’d never accomplish it, and being caught in the
attempt would make it worse for him. So he was going to just brazen his
way through the front door.
It took Darin over thirty minutes
of hunkering down in the dunes to work up the courage to approach the
cabin. When he entered the front door, Mom and Dad didn’t immediately
see him. The were cuddled up together on the couch reading a book
together. It was one of the cute, lovey-dovey things they did that made
Darin want to barf.
Standing before them with his hands cupped over his genitals, he cleared his throat and said, “Ummm… Mom? Dad?”
After both staring at him in shock, Mom found her voice first. “Darin. What in the world…?”
Dad followed up with, “Where are your clothes, son?”
Darin shuffled his feet. “Well… it’s a long story.”
Dad said, “I hope it’s a good one.”
Mom’s opinion was, “No story about why you’re coming home stark naked is a good one.”
“Well… my friends were going to go play video games, but I wanted to
try something. So I told them I needed to go home early. And… well…
you’ve been telling me I’m too modest about… you know, my body. So I
decided to see what it would be like to be a nudist. Not in front of
other people. Just by myself. See what it was like being outside
without any clothes on. And not just behind the cabin when I take a
shower. So, I went out in the dunes and took everything off. I didn’t
think anybody else would be out there, but after a while I heard a dog
barking. It sounded like a big dog. And it was getting closer. Then I
heard some man yelling, ‘Come back here, Brutus.’
“Then I saw
the dog. It was coming right at me. It was one of those pit bull
rottweiler doberman pincher things. It was huge. It had slobber going
everywhere. I thought it was going to kill me. So, I ran. It chased me
for what seemed like miles. Then it finally caught me and knocked me
down. I thought I was a goner for sure. But then it just started
licking me.”
Mom asked with obvious concern, “Where did it lick you?”
“My FACE, Mom. Where did you think? Anyway, the man comes running up
and pulls the dog off. He said he was really sorry. He said Brutus was
just an overly nice dog. And he loved kids. Then he said, ‘I can’t
understand why he ripped your clothes off.’ I told him he didn’t, I was
just working on my tan. The man went back with me to find my clothes,
but we’d been running all over everywhere and I couldn’t find where
they were. So I had to come back like this.”
Darin stood
uncomfortably while Mom and Dad considered his story. Finally, Dad
said, “Either you’re getting to be a better liar, or that outlandish
tale is actually true.”
Mom said, “You don’t need to be taking
your clothes off out in public, Darin. What if some pervert saw you?
You could’ve been molested. Or what if someone reported you to the
police?”
Darin promised, “I won’t do it again. It was traumatic. The dog slobber was gross. Can I put some clothes on now?”
Dad told him, “First, go out and rinse off in the shower. You have sand all over you.”
Darin looked down at himself. He was indeed quite gritty, a
complication of being sweaty in a sandy environment. He said, “Mom,
don’t look at me when I go out the door. I don’t want you to see my
bottom.”
Mom laughed. “Honey, I’ve seen your bottom… and everything else… more this summer than I did in the last ten years.”
“Nuh-uhhhh.” Darin turned and stalked out the front door, not looking
back. He didn’t want to know if Mom was looking or not. Her sarcastic
wolf-whistle gave him his answer anyway.
As he stood under the
shower spray, trying to cool the burn of the day’s embarrassments, he
wondered how much longer this situation could go on. It was untenable.
If the gang kept pushing him into more and more precarious scenarios,
something bad was inevitably going to happen. Well… something bad was
already happening on a daily basis. Something WORSE was waiting to
pounce. And it would be Darin it pounced on.
And he’d been
lying to Mom and Dad so often, he’d apparently become good at it. It
wasn’t an achievement he could take pride in.
Darin had
neglected to bring a towel out to the shower with him, which meant he
was going to have to make another naked entrance into the cabin. This
time while wet. He sighed with irritation. Mom or Dad should’ve
reminded him. Maybe that woman was right. His parents were negligent.
Getting ready for a shower, and getting dressed after it, had always
been complicated at the cabin. After Darin woke up in the mornings, he
was already self-conscious about being in just his briefs in front of
Mom and Dad anyway. Then he had to command them to turn around so he
could take them off and wrap a towel around himself to go out to the
shower. After returning from his shower, Darin had to tell them once
again to turn away while he took off the towel and got dressed.
As Darin turned off the water, he decided he was just too weary for all
of that. The grasping, groping mass assault out in the waves and the
humiliating public exposure on the beach had left him emotionally
drained. Those were just the most recent of the accumulated events of
the summer that combined to wear him down. He walked around the corner
of the house and through the front door, not bothering to cover himself
up.
“I need a towel.”
Once his parents recovered from
the surprise at their son’s unusually immodest display, Dad retrieved a
big, fluffy towel and began to dry Darin off himself. The boy only
fussed a little. It actually felt good to have a parent take care of
him. Even when you’re a young adult of twelve years, sometimes it’s
nice to be just a little kid.
As Dad rubbed Darin’s hair dry,
he looked over the boy’s head at Mom with a question in his eyes. Mom
just shrugged. This was just a new weirdness in their very weird son.
Tomorrow he’d probably demand they forget he’d ever voluntarily let
them see him.
Later, still wrapped in the towel, Darin
napped at one end of the couch while Mom and Dad returned to their book
at the other end, occasionally glancing over at their sleeping son and
wondering if they should be concerned.
Sea Change
When Darin woke up the following morning, he realized the summer was
half over. There was still a month and a half to struggle through. He
groaned. He really didn’t know if he could do it.
Ben was
absent that day due to a trip to the mainland with his parents. Darin
did NOT miss the older boy’s increasingly inventive recommendations for
the girls’ playtime. The girls managed to come up with a new variation
without him, though. Debby presided over the marriage of Pauline’s
Barbie doll and Darin’s penis. Pauline was the Maid of Honor. Carl was
the best man. Andrew was the little ring bearer. Mariana was not only
the wedding photographer, she recorded the honeymoon as well. The
newlyweds performed numerous conjugal contortions. Ken, the
ex-boyfriend, had to sit on the sidelines, livid with impotent rage
while Darin humped Barbie into the blanket. Afterwards, as Pauline
looked over the sticky mess Darin had made of her doll, Mariana
suggested it was time to move on and leave that particular part of her
childhood behind.
Once the girls had finished with Darin for
the day, he discovered another advantage to Ben’s absence. Carl and
Andrew invited him over to Carl’s house. Conveniently, Carl’s parents
wouldn’t be back till after six that evening. Once there, the boys told
Darin how unfair they thought his humiliating treatment was, including
their own part in his perpetual initiations. To ease their guilt, they
offered to turn the tables so Darin could experience the initiation act
from the other side. Darin readily agreed. He lay back on Carl’s bed
with his hands behind his head while the other boys atoned for their
sins. Repeatedly. It was understood without saying that Ben was never
to learn of this instance of role reversal. He’d probably turn Carl and
Andrew over to the girls to suffer Darin’s daily fate if he found out.
After a three-way nude wrestling match, a perusal of porn on Carl’s
computer, a raid on the refrigerator for snacks, a couple of hours with
the XBox, and a final round of initiations, Darin realized he was
actually having fun. With friends. The feeling was alien but agreeable.
That evening, after Mom and Dad had gone to bed, Darin was content to use the couch for sleeping and nothing more.
The following morning brought some additional changes. First, Mariana
carried a large beach umbrella out to their spot in the dunes. She
explained, “It’s shade for the iPad. The sun really washes out the
screen. We want you boys to be able to see EVERYTHING.”
That sounded ominous. Once everyone was seated under the umbrella, Debby made an announcement.
“There’s only six weeks to go before Darin leaves us and we all have to
go back to… ugh… school. We want to try something new. First, we’ll
start by watching a bunch of new videos the girls and I have been
taking. And I want to warn you… especially YOU, Ben… these videos are
already in the cloud. And Brenda and Stacy have copies, too. And there
are other measures in place we won’t tell you about. So don’t try
anything.”
Ben, Carl, and Andrew looked at each other in
confusion. Why would they try anything? Darin wasn’t confused. This was
the moment he’d been waiting for… with equal measures of hope and
dread, depending on how well-disposed he was towards the other boys at
any given moment. He’d come to like Carl and Andrew enough that he
didn’t want to see them victimized by the girls. And now that the
moment was at hand, he didn’t even want to see Ben brought down, as
rightfully angry as he was most of the time at the older boy. Ben had
contributed to Darin’s humiliations by the girls, as well as concluding
each initiation by doing the dog… but he’d also been teaching Darin
some very useful methods for dealing with bullies at school, and not
just through fighting. There were psychological tactics Darin never
would’ve thought of on his own. Ben had told him, “I won’t be there to
save your ass. You’re going to have to learn how to save it on your
own.” And when Ben relaxed and dropped his alpha male persona, he could
be fun to be around.
Mariana had situated herself close to
Darin when they’d all sat on the blankets. She now leaned over and
whispered in his ear, “I convinced the girls to keep quiet about your
knowledge of these new videos. The boys wouldn’t appreciate it if they
knew you were aware of it all along.”
Darin whispered, “Umm… thank you.”
“You’re welcome. And you’ll be showing me some proper thanks… or
improper actually… before you leave the island. When I get some alone
time with you. Spot is going to get to be top dog for a while. JUST a
while.”
She reached into his lap and gently squeezed his penis through his shorts. Darin felt faint.
Ben was oblivious of this interchange. He was glaring at Debby angrily, “What the hell’s going on?”
Debby said brightly, “Why, I’m glad you asked.”
She pulled the iPad out of her bag. Everyone gathered around to see the screen.
There was Darin’s original initiation from weeks before. He knew the
girls had been watching and recording, and that had been all kinds of
awful. But actually seeing what they saw made him almost black out. He
felt like he was drowning in dark waves of humiliation. He wasn’t just
naked in those videos. He was naked and… doing things. And things were
being done TO him. He managed to overcome the approaching fainting
spell, but just barely. Only weeks before, he would’ve been rendered
unconscious. With the repeated assaults upon his emotional state all
summer, he’d learned how to cope better.
Carl and Andrew
didn’t have Darin’s experience in managing these violations. They were
quite vocal in their shock and shame. They’d gotten used to Darin’s
degrading acts and images, but this was THEM on the screen. And it was
being seen by GIRLS. And not just by the three in attendance. Brenda
and Stacy had these videos, too. Darin was no longer the only boy to be
recorded naked and hard and having orgasms. Mariana’s telephoto lens
had captured it all so clearly, she could’ve been only inches away.
Darin looked over at Ben. He was afraid the older boy was going to
explode into violence. But Ben just sat there silently watching the
videos with his mouth condensed into a thin, grim line.
The
video ended with all four boys laid out naked, sweating and spent. Ben
looked up from the screen and said, “That all you got?”
It
wasn’t. There were other initiations on other days at other locations
around the dunes. Darin hadn’t known the girls had followed them that
closely or that often. There were the videos from the locker room at
the pool. Mariana had set the cams up in different spots on different
days. And her app gave her the ability to zoom in whenever she wanted.
The girls had obviously done more than just set up the cams. They’d
been watching the feeds and controlling the cams from poolside every
time the boys had been in the locker room. There were videos of the
boys undressing, taking showers, doing those other things in the
showers, even using the toilets.
Then came videos of Darin
taking showers out behind the cabin. Even one from the day Mrs. Galman
had seen him as he was washing his penis and balls. There were more
taken at night through the window as Darin thrust himself into the
couch relentlessly. He never should’ve shown the girls where he was
staying on the island.
What surprised Darin… and Carl and
Andrew… even more were the videos taken from inside Carl’s bedroom the
day Ben had been absent. How long had the girls had a secret camera set
up in there before the boys unknowingly obliged by putting on a show?
Ben looked disgusted. “Christ. I’m gone ONE day and the three of you
are at it without even the excuse of an initiation. Pitiful.”
There were further videos of Carl on other days, naked on his bed when
he was alone. Carl apparently masterbated almost as much as Darin. He
had a variety of styles and positions. Sometimes he did things with his
other hand, too. Carl was moaning in misery as the images played out on
the screen.
There was Andrew in his own bedroom gazing at
himself naked in his full length mirror. Facing away from the mirror
and looking back at it as he bent over, spreading his buttocks with his
hands. Measuring his penis with a ruler. Pushing a fluffy teddy bear
into the front of his underwear and then humping it on the floor.
And there was Ben, working out with weights in just a jock strap.
Sniffing at his armpits when he got sweaty. Masterbating furiously
while looking at porn on his computer. Piling pillows on his bed and
humping them much as Darin did with the couch. Ben was naked or in that
jock strap most of the time he was in his room. Even when he wasn’t
masterbating, he was unconsciously playing with his genitals.
With six weeks of images to go through, it took quite a lot of time.
Carl and Andrew had started crying early on and couldn’t stop. Darin
felt sorry for them.
Ben remained stoic. After the last
exploitive image came to an end, he sat back and waited. The girls were
visibly disappointed they hadn’t gotten more of a reaction from him.
They hadn’t gotten a reaction at all.
There was a long silence… except for the sounds of weeping from Carl and Andrew. Finally Ben spoke.
“So, what’s the deal? I assume you have demands.”
Debby, still flustered by Ben’s impassive response, said, “The deal is
this. We’ve done about all we can do with Darin by himself during
playtime. We know every square centimeter of his body. We DON’T know
yours or Carl’s or Andrew’s. Yet. For the next few weeks, all four of
you will be our play-pretties. You’ll do whatever we say. You’ll do it
individually and in twos, threes, and fours. You’ll do your silly
little initiation rites so we can watch. And a lot more. We’ve come up
with some very exciting scenarios.”
Mariana said, “I personally want to see a four-way doing the dog lineup.”
Pauline clapped her hands and squealed. “And the human centipede. Don’t forget that one.”
Darin spoke up. “You’re kidding, right?”
Pauline smiled deviously. “Maybe.”
Debby looked irritated at the interruption. She continued, “ And you’ll
do everything on camera. Not only that, we’ll document every square
inch of your bodies like we did with Darin. Down to your little pink
puckers. We’ve debated about whether your hole is hairy yet, Ben. We
can’t tell from the videos. But we’re about to find out. And there’ll
be some public exposures. Not as many as before. We were really pushing
it with Darin. But the humiliation of the scenarios we’ve thought up
will more than make up for the lack of quantity. Some of them involve
multiple boys. In very incriminating circumstances. We’re being nice by
only making you do it where mainlanders can discover you.”
Darin asked, “But not me, right? I’ve already done the public exposure thing.”
Pauline said, “Not like these new ones. So yes, you too.”
Ben asked, “And if we say no?”
Debby said, “Silly, all the videos will go public. ALL of them. Online,
so all the world can appreciate your little boy bodies and what you do
with them. But if you do the smart thing and say yes, we’ll keep all
the… um… group action shots… offline. Now, the ones that are just
nudes… we’ll still be uploading those. Like the ones of all four of you
lined up in the showers. Don’t worry. Just the ones where you’re being
clean… not dirty. And maybe that really cute one of Andrew on the
toilet. And also some of the ones we’ll be recording today and in the
future. But, like I said, nothing that shows a dick stuck in places it
shouldn’t be. And no masterbation videos. Well… maybe some. But not
many.”
Pauline said, “Be prepared for some interesting conversations at school.”
Debby added, “And just for the sake of transparency… we WILL be showing
the full library, group action shots and masterbations included, to a
selection of island kids. Boys and girls in our age group, but also
younger and older kids. We just won’t email or upload them. Our
specially chosen audience will have to be happy watching them on our
phones. Or the iPad. And they’ll instructions to not let on to anyone,
including you, that they’ve seen them. So you boys will always wonder
who has or hasn’t.”
Mariana said, “Who knows, Ben? Sally
Stevens has turned you down for over a year. Seeing that impressive
thing you’ve got between your legs might just make her change her mind.
You’ll just have to convince her you don’t only do it with boys.”
Carl managed to ask tearfully, “But what about Brenda and Stacy? You
said they have copies of the videos. What if they upload them?”
Debby said, “They’ve agreed to keep them private on two conditions.
They’ll be attending all future gatherings. AND… you and Andrew will
put on some private shows for them. For the rest of the summer and on
into the school year. They think you two are the cutest. A matter of
taste, I guess. They’ve told me some of what they have in mind for you.
Those girls are sick, sick, sick.”
Pauline said, “Don’t worry, Ben. No private shows for you. Brenda says you’re too scary to be cute.”
Debby looked at each boy in turn. “So, what’s it going to be?”
Ben told her, “Don’t look at THEM. I make all the decisions for the
boys. That includes Darin. He’s an islander now.” He thought for just a
moment. “We’ll do it.”
Carl and Andrews wailed, “NOOOOOO.”
Ben shouted, “Shut up, you little crybabies. You want the world to see
the ‘group action shots’? How about what you do in your bedrooms when
you’re all alone? If we say yes, at least only a few people will see
all that. And it’ll be contained. It won’t go online.”
The boys quieted down, but were still obviously unhappy.
Ben looked at the girls. “You going to keep your word?”
Mariana answered, “Absolutely.”
“You’d better.”
Debby said, “We WILL. We have to live here with you, after all.”
Ben said, “I don’t like it. Not at all. And not just for me. Carl and
Andrew don’t deserve this, and they aren’t as strong as me. I’m going
to have to work on that. Some mental training along with the
self-defense.”
Debby said, “Don’t work on it too much. They’re cute when they cry. Almost as cute as Darin.”
Ben asked, “And what about Darin? What about his videos?”
Debby told him, “Same deal. We’re going to share the ones that are just
nudes of him. Maybe a few with his wienie hard. A couple of the better
masterbation ones. But no spankings, no confessions, no group action,
and most certainly none that show me or Debby or Pauline. Of course,
Darin is already online in a big way. There’s nothing we can do about
that.”
Ben said, “We’re going to do whatever you say. But just
know this… It isn’t over. I WILL find a way to get back at you girls.
It’s a promise. This is war.”
Mariana said, “I’m looking forward to it. I’ve always wanted to cross swords with you.”
Ben stood up. “So, when do we start? Now?”
Mariana waved her hand and said, “Proceed.”
Ben pulled his shirt over his head and tossed it aside. His shorts,
shoes and socks followed. Darin expected the boy to at least hesitate
before pulling his boxers down, but Ben wasn’t going to show even that
little bit of insecurity. The underwear came down and off. Ben stood
naked before the group with no hint of embarrassment. As Darin already
knew, Ben was unlike the rest of the boys. He had a bush of curly hair
above his penis. That penis was by far the largest, too. And not just
because he had two additional years for it to grow. Darin doubted HIS
would be that big at fourteen.
Ben didn’t flaunt it like he
was proud of what he had. He also didn’t look ashamed for it to be on
display. He gave nothing away. Darin wished he could be like him. Maybe
he could if Ben’s promise of mental training actually worked.
Ben turned to the other boys. “Well, get up and take everything off.”
He turned back to the girls, giving them a contemptuous look. He told
them, “Do your worst, bitches.”
No Boy is an Island
Those
final weeks were busy ones. Darin’s days were filled to overflowing
with activity. There were mornings with the gang out in the dunes.
Brenda and Stacy were now officially members. Under the eyes of the
girls… and to the tune of their laughter… Darin got to know the other
boys much, much better. After the show, the girls would split up into
smaller groups to each take a boy aside for intimate inspections,
fondling, photography, and anything else that came to mind. Even after
all these weeks, they still found new and innovative ways to make Darin
and the other boys cry with humiliation. Except for Ben, who was too
stoic for his own good. His unwavering, stolid demeanor only drove the
girls to increasingly outrageous tactics in their attempts to break
him. Ben definitely got the worst of the girls’ attentions.
When Darin found himself feeling sorry for the older boy, he’d think
about Ben’s previous suggestions to the girls for playtime with Darin.
One day, as the boys recuperated in Ben’s bedroom from a particularly
grueling three hours at the girls’ hands, Ben actually mentioned those
recommendations. He said he’d been trying to push Darin to the point
where he would rebel and take control of his life. Maybe that was true.
But all it accomplished was more misery for Darin and more video to
hang over his head. Darin was prudent enough to not point out that Ben
wasn’t exactly in control of HIS own life at the moment.
Darin
got to watch the other boys get spankings. He was glad to see Carl and
Andrew cried just as much as he did. It was nice not being the only
crybaby in the group. Ben didn’t cry however. He just lay across
Mariana’s lap with that complete lack of expression. He didn’t even
flinch or grimace in pain no matter how hard or how long she spanked
him.
Each morning, the girls made the boys line up side by
side and pee in unison to see who had the longest stream. The winner
got to be on top when it was time to do the dog. The winner was always
Ben, even when the other boys loaded up on sodas till they sloshed when
they walked. Volume didn’t make up for the power of Ben’s penis.
Self defense classes continued, along with mental exercises to boost
confidence and control. Darin was getting better at sparring with the
other boys… but considering his starting point, that didn’t mean he was
actually good at it. He might be able to hold his own in a real fight
for just long enough to confuse his opponent with his semi-competence,
allowing him a chance to run away screaming. Part of the classes from
the beginning had involved running. And leaping. The dunes were a
punishing obstacle course. Darin could now run for over ten minutes
without collapsing in a sweaty heap and barfing up both lungs. For HIM,
that was miraculous.
The boys always found time for computer
porn and Xbox games and other normal activities. Darin branched out
into other areas, too. He started going into town with Mom and Dad. He
hunted for sand dollars on the beach with them. They continued to be
astonished at his new, more outgoing nature. Dad even wondered aloud if
Darin had been replaced by a pod person.
He knew a humiliating
ordeal awaited him at school once the summer was over. Even if the
girls suddenly developed a communal conscience and didn’t share any of
their videos, there were all the other ones recorded by the hordes of
beachgoers. It was going to be hell. But Darin had a sense that he just
might be able to handle it.
He hoped Carl and Andrew found
some of that inner strength to help them with their own upcoming
ordeals with their schoolmates. If they didn’t, they had Ben there to
help them along. If it got too rough, Ben could punch a few offenders
into submission.
Darin was even feeling confident enough to
volunteer himself in Andrew’s stead at a few of Brenda and Stacy’s
private soirées when the younger boy was feeling overwhelmed. He
learned Debby had been correct in her assessment… those girls were
sick, sick, sick. Luckily, they weren’t obsessed with capturing every
moment on video, so there was no evidence for Darin to worry about.
Andrew was extremely grateful, and not ashamed to demonstrate it. Not
that he really needed to do anything extra. The boys did plenty of that
in their daily performances for the girls. Darin had the impression
Andrew was more naturally disposed to such acts than the other boys. At
least when the acts weren’t coerced. Darin didn’t mind. He liked
Andrew. And he liked receiving Andrew’s gratitude.
Mariana
finished her movie. They held the premier at Ben’s house on the big
screen tv. She’d managed to work the other boys into what passed for a
plot. Despite her boasting of the compelling narrative she’d created to
tie all the various videos together, she seemed to be the only one
seeing more than just random naked boys in a variety of situations.
Maybe it was just too artsy for their plebeian sensibilities.
After the premier, Mariana took Darin out to a secluded spot in the
dunes for his own display of gratitude. Even though he got to be top
dog for a while, she was obviously still the one in control. For once,
he didn’t mind.
The day before departure, Mom and Dad invited
all the kids over for a barbecue at the cabin. Darin was terrified by
all the disastrous possibilities, but everyone was on their best
behavior.
While Dad flipped the burgers, he announced they’d
rented the cabin for spring break and the following summer, too. Darin
had mixed emotions about this. He’d made friends on the island. But
he’d known horrors, too. And those horrors were going to follow him
home and dog his steps forevermore.
Ben and the boys traded
email addresses and phone numbers with Darin so they could all stay in
touch. Then Debby gave Darin a special email for her and the girls on a
private server. She also provided him with an address and password of
his own. He had orders to take photos, keeping them updated on the
changes his body went through during the course of puberty. Full body
and closeups. Debby stressed what would happen if he didn’t. Mariana
told him she’d better see his first little peach fuzzies when they
appeared or she’d shave them off the next time she saw him. Some videos
of him masterbating would also be appreciated.
When the ferry
docked at the mainland the day after the barbecue, Darin was hesitant
to step onto the pier. He knew that step would take him into a whole
new stage of his life. It was going to be scary. It was going to be
rough. But he’d survived Debby, Pauline, and Mariana. Nothing the kids
at his school did to him could be worse than what he’d already endured.
He hoped.
As he put his foot forward, he heard Ben’s challenge in his head and took it on as his own… “Do your worst, bitches.”