The Model

The Model 5

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The Model 5

I’m probably the richest eighth grader at my school. After depositing those two cashiers checks from the movie I made, I feel like a millionaire. Now, the money is great and all, but the humiliation of having to do all that stuff in front of people and knowing that it’s in a movie, that people all around the world are going to see, takes humiliation to the highest of all levels.

The humiliation of being that licking monkey has so affected me, that I’ve pretty much isolated myself to my room over the last three months, playing video games on my new gaming console that I bought with some of the money I made. When not playing games, I’m watching movies on the big screen TV that I bought. I do anything and everything I can to keep my mind off what I did for that director. I’m even enjoying that school is really boring right now. We aren’t studying anything at all that’s interesting.

Knock! Knock!

“Who is it?”

“It’s me Caleb.”

“Go away Sven. I’m not doing any modeling ever again.”

“I respect that Caleb. I’m not here to talk you into taking any modeling jobs. I just want to talk and see how you’re doing.”

“Okay. Come in, but you better not be here to talk me into getting you out of some kind of bind you’re in.”

Sven comes in and shuts the door behind him. He pulls my desk chair out and sits down on it, while I set my laptop off to the side on my bed.

“I see you’re still wearing full clothing even when just relaxing at home.”

“You can never have too many clothes on as my recent past has proven loud and clear.”

Yes, I have long jeans and a tee shirt as well as socks on and if anyone is really interested I’m even wearing underpants. I know some boys lounge around in just shorts or just undies. Not me, I wear everything. I want to be completely covered up.

“How are you getting along?”

“Okay. I guess. School is slow. As you can see, I bought a few toys to keep me happy. Game machine, laptop, big screen TV, and I even have cameras hooked up in my room, so I can see who’s in here, when I’m not home.”

“It all looks good. So, you will know your trust fund is all set up and it’s growing every month.”
“Great.”

“I did want to tell you about an opportunity you might wish to consider.”

“SVEN! I said no modeling jobs.”

“I heard you Caleb. This isn’t a modeling job.”

“Stop! Stop right there Sven. You remember the last time you said those same words and the next thing I knew I was making a film for the State Department of Schools? So, No! I’m not modeling ever again.”

“Are you sure you don’t want to hear what’s out there?”

“I’m sure.”

“Okay then. I’ll tell Mark Landon you’re not interested.”

Sven stands up and walks to my bedroom door. I watch him hesitate at the door, expecting me to stop him. He knows that Mark is my all time favorite boy model. The thing is I want to stop him, I really do, but I know I’m not ready. After doing all that stuff for the school film and then doing that monkey movie, I just can’t do anything naked, not even for Mark Landon.

“Bye Sven.”

“By Caleb.”

I can hear my mom talking to Sven outside my door.

“So, did he ask what it was?”

“No.”

“Really?”

“Really. I’m as surprised as you. It was Mark not showing up for a modeling job that got Caleb into the business in the first place. I thought sure if I dangled that in front of him he would bite.”

“Sven. Give it a few days. Fish don’t always go after the bait at first. Let it dangle for a little while and see if Caleb nibbles at it.”

“He’s your son. You know him best.”

I hear them walk away. So, they think I’m a fish to be reeled in. I got news for them, I just can’t take any more humiliation like I’ve had with the last two jobs. I just can’t.

That was last school term and a different school from the one I’m attending now, so I totally put it all out of my mind. Yes, I figured I needed different surroundings. I still live in the same place, but I changed schools. I’ve made new friends. These friends know nothing about my modeling and I want to keep it like that. Believe it or not, one of my new friends is named Landon. Nope, he isn’t the famous model. But he is cute and we have a lot in common. For one thing, we are both late bloomers. I know this because we have gym class together and we see each other naked in the showers. Of course, so do the other boys and they tease us a lot about being so underdeveloped. But there is strength in numbers and we have each other. I just wish the numbers were just a little higher.

This school week has been especially dull and boring. Sometimes, I wish something out of the ordinary would happen just to liven things up a little bit. Nothing too drastic; just something small would be nice. That’s when I hear over the school’s P.A. system that immediately after lunch all boys are to report to the gymnasium and all girls are to report to the auditorium. Finally, something we can talk about and guess at what is happening. All during lunch our conversations are totally about this one event. All of us, the entire student body is on pins and needles. You can actually feel the excitement bouncing off everyone. So, when the bell finally rings, we all make a mad dash to our respective destinations.

As soon as we enter the Gym, we can all see something unusual is up. On one side of the gym the bleachers are folded up next to the wall and a huge movie screen is hanging from them. The bleachers on the opposite wall are all extended ready for us to sit on.

“Everyone come in and take a seat close to your fourth period teacher so they can take attendance.”

I find Mr. Tarkington, my Health teacher and go and sit close to where he’s standing. When he sees me, he marks me down as being present. Whatever we are going to do in here has to be better than listening to Mr. Tarkington lecture us about hygiene. I mean, who wants to listen to a teacher tell you how to brush your teeth, up and down; not sideways. Surprisingly, it doesn’t take very long before everyone is in place and accounted for. That’s when our principal stands up in front of us and begins speaking.

“Boys. Our school is one of only twelve schools in the state being given this honor. Now, we have some people visiting us from the Department of Schools, who will explain everything to you. I want all of you to be on your best behavior and give them your undivided attention.”

Mrs. Fuller pauses to make sure we all understood her.

“I want to introduce to you Mrs. Garvey, who will take over the program from here.”

“Hello boys. On behave of our state, I wish to thank you in participating in this survey. We are going to show you a film and then give you survey sheets to fill out, answering questions about the film and leaving any comments that you have about it. So, we’re asking you to pay very close attention to the film, so you can give informed answers. Can you do that for us?”

“Yes! Ma’am!”

We all yell out our programed response that we learned in school years ago when asked any question from an adult. I’m excited as much as every other boy. Not only do we get out of class but we get to watch a movie and not on a little screen in our classroom but a huge movie theater size screen. This is going to be so awesome because everything and everyone in the movie are going to be larger than life.

The lights dim down and soon we can hear and see the movie begin. It’s in color. That’s the first thing I see. Most school movies are black and white. All sorts of credits role down the screen like in a Star Wars movie. It finally gets to the title which is what all of us are waiting to see, so we’ll know if this is going to be fun or not.

The State Department of Schools

Presents

A Day in the Life

All of a sudden, I get a queasy churning in the pit of my stomach.

We see a neighborhood from the air looking down. The picture zooms down onto one house. It moves inside the house through the front door and up a stairway. It stops at a plain white door. The door opens to the scene of a bedroom and a boy asleep in bed.

“Caleb. Time to get up honey.”

“Do I have too?”

“Yes dear. We have a busy day today. Make sure to take a good shower this morning and put on clean underpants.”

“Okay. If I have to.”

That queasy stomach is now about to make me sick. This is way too familiar.

The picture zooms in on the boy in bed and I gasp out loud as well as some of the boys around me.

IT’S ME!

This can’t be happening. This film isn’t supposed to be shown until I’m out of High School.

“Hey Caleb. That boy sure looks a lot like you. He’s even got your name.”

I try to play it off as coincidence.

“Do you think so? Really? I’m not sure I see the resemblance.”

Then the narrator speaks.

“This is Caleb. He just turned fourteen-years-old. He’s a young teenager just beginning puberty. We are going to follow him around today and as he lives his day, we are going to learn about what it is like to be a teenaged boy in today’s world.”

“Boys need their sleep and as you can see, Caleb is no exception. He went to bed last night at a reasonable hour, so as to get his allotted eight to ten hours of sleep.”

It’s at that moment, I throw my blankets off me, showing the entire gym that I’m only wearing white briefs. If they had any doubts that the boy on the screen is me, they sure don’t now that they can see my entire body.

“Caleb sleeps in his underwear. It’s good for boys to wear something comfortable to bed. Too much clothing will cause a boy to sleep restlessly and therefore be tired throughout the day. So, less is more, when you want a good nights sleep.”

I stretch on screen, showing off the bulge in my underpants.

“Like Caleb, it’s normal for teenaged boys to wake up in the morning with an erection.”

Laughter breaks out all over the gym. The movie stops.

“Boys! Boys! We will have decorum. This is a serious movie and as such you will all show some control over your emotions and learn what this movie is trying to teach you. So, no more outbreaks like you just displayed. Do I make myself clear”

“Yes, Mrs. Fuller.”

That’s when it dawns on me. There are women watching this. My Principal and teachers, as well as the state lady. They are going to see all of me. I feel myself getting sicker and sicker. The movie starts back up.

On the screen I pull my briefs down and off, showing my bald, three and a half inch boner.

I hear some snickering and Landon, sitting beside me, pokes me in the ribs and grins.

“Caleb is now showing his erection. Penises come in all sizes and shapes. The same goes for erections. Caleb’s erection is three and a half inches long, which is average for a young teenaged boy. You will notice he hasn’t started growing any hair yet. Pubic hair growth happens at different ages. Some earlier and some latter. So, when you compare yourself to Caleb, don’t worry if you are less developed or more developed. Boys develop at different ages and rates. There is no such thing as normal. You are normal for you whatever stage of development you are in. Just like Caleb.”

“Ya, if you’re a nine-year-old.”

“You got that right Randy. If my dick looked like that, there’s no way I would be showing it off in no movie.”

“Shhhhhhhhhhhh! No talking boys.”

This is the worst. The entire school is seeing me naked and know exactly what I have under my clothes or in this case, what I don’t have under my clothes. I’m going to literally kill Sven. He promised me if I did this film that I would never see it. That no kid would see it until I was out of school, because it takes them that long to get to a finished product and tested and approved. Then it dawns on me. That woman, what’s her name? Mrs. Garvey. She said something about this being a test or something. That we would have to fill out a survey and that only twelve schools in the entire state gets to see it. Why? Why, did they bring it to my school to be tested?

Just then I hear an intake of air followed by gasps and when I look up, the onscreen me is grabbing his boner and jerking it off, right there in living color.

“Masturbation is normal for boys Caleb’s age. As you watch Caleb, you will see one of the more common methods for boys to masturbate. You can see that he wraps his fingers around his erect penis and slides them up and down the shaft of his penis. This causes’s Caleb to get excited and before long his entire body will react. Watch closely to see how Caleb’s body reacts to him masturbating.”

I hide my face in my hands and try not to look at anyone. I’m jerking off on the big screen in front of all the boys in my school. My humiliation level is maxed out. If this doesn’t give me a heart attack then nothing will. I come out of my self-loathing when I hear Landon whisper in my ear.

“Caleb. That’s exactly how I do it.”

The reason I’m sitting next to Landon is that I know he’s about the same level of development as me. This is my health class, which is also my P.E. class. So, the boys sitting around me watching this today are also the boys that I shower with in the locker room, so I know what each of them looks like naked. The bad thing is that they know what I look like naked. Landon and I are the least developed in our P.E. class and even Landon is more developed than me. At least he doesn’t look like a ten-year-old. Maybe a twelve-year-old, but I would take even that right now.

“I didn’t know you had it in you Caleb. Not much, but every little bit counts.”

“Boys! I said no talking.”

“Yes. Mrs. Fuller.”

I look up and I just ejaculated on my belly. For me it was a good jerk off with as much semen as I ever get, but I know other boys produce a lot more than I do. Again the humiliation of it all.

“As you just saw, Caleb ejaculated. What you are looking at is semen. It is a white sticky fluid that contains a boy’s sperm.”

“Fat chance Caleb has any sperms. Did you see how clear it was?”

“Jackson. Down front now!”

“EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!”

I watch Jackson climb down the bleachers squeezing in-between other boys until he gets to the gym floor. I watch as Mrs. Fuller and Jackson talk. I’m too far away to hear what they are saying, but as soon as I see Jackson turn and point toward me, I know exactly what he just told Mrs. Fuller. Every boy in the gym starts turning to look at me like a wave, beginning from the bottom of the bleachers up to me and then past me to the boys behind me, with the whisper of:

“That’s him on the screen.”

I watch boy after boy stare at the naked me with my cum on my belly to the me sitting in front of them and the collective whisper increases across the entire Gym.

“That is him. He’s that Caleb.”

I can’t take the humiliation any longer. I stand up and push my way through the throng of boys on the bleachers until I get to the end of the row and then jump down to the floor. I make a mad dash to the door, open it and run as fast as I can down the long hallway to the front entrance of the school. I bolt out the front doors and just run and run and run.

I hear voices behind me yelling for me to stop, but I pay them no heed. I duck down an alley and give them the slip. I sit in the alley behind a large trash bin and cry. Everyone at school saw me naked. They saw my boner. They saw me jerk off and squirt. They saw it all on a movie screen that was ten times bigger than the real me.

Eventually, I get my crying under control and slip out of the alley to a bus stop. I catch the bus that takes me downtown and close to Sven’s office. I would call him, but my phone is in my school locker. I didn’t bring anything with me when I ran. I just ran. When I get off the bus, I walk straight to Sven’s office and past his secretary and into his office where he’s talking to a mom and a boy of about twelve. I start yelling at the top of my lungs.

“Don’t do it! Don’t sign with him. He’s a liar! A freaking liar!”

Both the mom and the boy run from Sven’s office, as he stares at me in total disbelief. I just keep ranting and raving at him, calling him every name I can think of. During my rant, I notice the secretary close Sven’s office door. I also know that Sven has no idea what to do with me. I’m a crazy boy going gorilla-ape-shit in his office. I go on and on for over thirty minutes before I slowly lose energy to continue. I finally sit in the middle of his office floor and burst out crying yet again. I cry for the longest time before I feel an arm go around me and pull me into a warm soft chest. I continue to cry with tears just flooding from my eyes drenching Sven’s shirt. I’m crying so hard that I’m convulsing at the same time, making it difficult to breathe.

The entire time that I’m melting down, Sven cradles me in his arms and slowly rocks me back and forth like a baby. While I’m in this state, I hear the door open and shut and people whispering back and forth, but I don’t pay them any mind. I’m lost and I can’t find my way out of the darkness.

Eventually my uncontrolled bawling, slows down to crying and then to whimpering and finally it stops altogether. I’m left with being held in Sven’s arms and being rocked back and forth. That is the extent of my universe right now. Slowly, I come to the realization of who is holding me and I whisper over and over again.

“How could you do this to me?”

“I thought you were my friend.”

“You betrayed me worse than any betrayal ever.”

“I just don’t understand how you could do this to me?”

Then I hear my mom’s voice.

“Honey. We will fix this.”

I break out into another wave of screams, crying and the darkness overtakes me again.

“THERE’S NO FREAKING FIXING THIS!”

“You Can’t Take Back What They All Saw!

I’m lost again into the blackness that is now my life. I feel the rocking and I feel the warmth around me, but I can’t see anything. It’s all black. My life is black. No now. No future. Nothing. I have nothing left.

I cry and cry and cry. I never knew a boy could have this many tears inside him. Slowly I come back around and over and over in my head I whisper to myself.

“My life is over.”

“My freaking life is over.”

“I’m ruined.”

“Everyone will laugh at me now.”

“They saw my most personal things.”

“They saw me jerk off.”

“I’m gone.”

“I’m just freaking gone.”

“I have no life left after this.”

“Sven. How could you do this to me?”

“I freaking trusted you.”

“Shhhhhhhhhhhhh.”

“Calm down, Caleb.”

“We will get through this.”

“HOW! Everyone saw everything.”

“Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. No, they didn’t. The film was stopped right there and taken away. None of the girls saw anything. They were watching a different film just for girls.”

“So, no one saw me washing my dick or the doctor sticking her finger up my bumhole?”

“No. They only saw what you saw and nothing more.”

“That’s bad, Sven.”

“They saw my little penis and my pathetic jerk off.”

“Yes. They saw it and every boy in the gym had a boner watching it and they all wanted to jerk off right there too.”

“Really? How do you know?”

“Because I was a boy once and no boy can watch another boy jerk off and not react to it.”

“But they’re not gay.”

“It doesn’t matter. Straight boys will bone-up and jerk off too when they see that.”

“Really. I didn’t know that.”

“It’s true. If you hadn’t been so freaked out with the film being shown, I bet you would have noticed that the boys around you were rubbing their dicks.”

“Hm. Landon did whisper to me that he jerks off at home just like I did on the screen.”

“I assume Landon is a friend at school and not the model?”

“Ya. We’re both late bloomers, although he’s a little further along than me. He gets real cum out when he squirts, I still only get watery boy juice. I’m getting a lot more of it now, so maybe it will turn into the real stuff soon.”

“That was probably embarrassing when everyone saw that?”

“Ya. Jackson even made fun of me not being able to make sperms. That’s why Principal Fuller called him down front and that’s how everyone found out I was the boy in the film.”

“The boys who know me, figured it out pretty quickly that was me onscreen but the other boys had no idea, yet. Until Jackson let everyone know it was me by pointing right at me.”

“And that’s when you ran!”

“Yes. Just as fast as I could. I just had to get away from there. I can’t go back. I can never go back. Not now.”

“Caleb. We’ll get to that later, but you ran and didn’t look back. So, you don’t know what happened at school as soon as the State people found out you were at that school and in the gym?”

“No. Why?”

“Caleb. They shut it down. They turned it off and packed it back into their vehicles.”

“So, no one saw the rest of the film. No bathroom shower scene or locker room scene or doctor scene?”

“No Caleb. All they saw was the part you saw. Yes, that was bad. It was beyond humiliating for you. But that is the extent of what they saw.”

The door opens and the receptionist sticks her head in.

“There’s a call for you on line one.”

“No calls, Betty.”

“I think you’ll want to take this call. Both of you.”

“Why would I want to take a call.”

“Caleb. It’s the state people.”

“Oh!”

“It’s up to you Caleb. Do you want to hear what they have to say?”

“Not really. But I might as well. I’m going to have to talk to them sooner or latter.”

“Put it through Betty.”

“Hello. This is Sven.”

“This is Doctor Franklin from the State Department of Schools. Is Caleb there with you?”

“Yes. I’m here. You’re on speaker, so I can hear you.”

“Good. Caleb. I’m so sorry for the mix-up. I gave you my personal guarantee that this would not happen and it happened anyway. There’s really nothing I can say or do to make this any better for you but I’m going to try.”

“How. How can you make this better? Everyone seen me. They seen me jerking-off.”

“I understand how you feel. No, I’ll take that back. I don’t understand how you feel, because I can’t. But I empathize with you.”

“Caleb. I have already called my lawyers and the Bank President and we are in the process of transferring the surety trust into your Trust Fund as we speak. There is no mistaking that we are totally to blame for this. Even though you changed schools, you didn’t change cities and we were not supposed to test the film in the city you are going to school in.”

“So, you will have the money needed to move and change schools and whatever else you need to start again.”

“You really are giving me that money. I didn’t really think you meant it. I just thought it was a way to get me to make the film.”

“Caleb. It was a way to get you to do the film. But I gave you my personal guarantee and I live up to my promises.”

“Thank you Doctor Franklin.”
“You’re welcome, Caleb.”

“As for the damage at your school. My team called me as soon as they realized the mistake. They stopped showing the film and it is in their van. The team is still at your school and all the boys who saw it are still in the gym. They are being counseled and talk to by a team of counselors that we immediately dispatched to your school.”

“Caleb. It is being explained to them, how brave you were to make the film so that boys like them can learn that it’s normal to have the feelings they have and do the things they do and to be the boy they are.”

“But they saw me naked with a boner and they saw me playing with it. Jackson was teasing me and saying all kinds of rude things to me. They are all going to hate me.”

“Yes. I was told about Jackson. He’s a bully, Caleb. Bullies hate and are mean to boys for no reason other than they enjoy the power and control they get over others.”

“He sure has power and control over me now. I’m going to have to move and everything to get away from this.”

“Caleb. He doesn’t have to have control over you and you might not have to move.”

“What do you mean. Of course, I have to move. I can’t go back there again. I would be teased, picked-on and humiliated to no end.”

“Caleb. I have someone on the other line that wants to talk to you.”

“Caleb. Are you there?”

“Landon?”

“Caleb. Where are you? You ran away so fast. I was afraid you would do something stupid. Are you okay?”

“Yes. But how are you on the phone?”

“That state lady is letting me use her phone.”

“You still at school? In the gym?”

“Ya. They sent some people to talk to us about you making the film, so us boys could know all the stuff, that we already know about. But they said you did it, so we wouldn’t feel embarrassed about it. They said you went through a whole day living the worst humiliation of your life making the film, jerking-off lots of times and being naked in front of lots of people just for us. To help us. So, we wouldn’t feel like freaks and weird, just because we play with our dicks and stuff.”
“Ya. But you wasn’t supposed to see it. They weren’t supposed to show it until I was out of school?”

“Why? Don’t you think we need to know this stuff too?”

“Sure I do, but look what happened. Jackson made fun of me and now the whole school thinks I’m a weird perverted freak.”

“No they don’t. Listen.”

I hear Landon yell.

“Guys. I have Caleb on the phone and he’s alright. He didn’t do nothing stupid or anything. He thinks you all hate him and thinks he’s a freak for being in that film. Is he a freak?”

“NO!”

“Do you want him to come back?

“YES!”

“Do you want to see the rest of the film.”

“YES!”

“Are you going to be mean to Caleb?”

“NO!”

“See Caleb. No one’s mad at you. You’re a movie star. You’re a hero.”

“No way.”

“Yes way. You really are. You heard them.”

“But what about Jackson and the others.”

“What about them? They’re bullies and always will be bullies. They made fun of our little peckers before this film and they’ll make fun of our little peckers after it, but that’s just them being bullies.”

“Bullies want power and control.”

“What’s that?”

“Just something Doctor Franklin told me.”
“Who’s he?”

“The man in charge.”

“Really. You know the man in charge. Could you ask him to let us see the rest of the film, because as soon as you left, they turned it off and took it someplace.”

“You want to see the rest of the film?”

“Of course, we do. Wait.”

Landon yells again.

“Guys. Do you want to see the rest of the film?”

“YES!”

“Do you want Caleb to tell the man in charge to make these state people show us the rest of the film?”

“YES!”

“Are you going to thank Caleb when he gets back to school for making this film?”

“YES!”

“See. We all want to see the film and we all want you to come back here and see it with us.”

“I don’t know if I can, Landon. I was so embarrassed siting there seeing myself on that screen.”

“You can sit with me and some other boys and we will help you get through it. We all know how embarrassing it has to be for you. Jerking-off always makes me feel so guilty, yet I have to keep doing it. For you to do it in front of lots of people and then let all us boys see you do it, it has to make you feel embarrassed and guilty and all kinds of feelings, but Caleb, we all have those feelings and you doing it on that film is helping us to understand we aren’t the perverted little shits, we think we are. Whoops. Principal Fuller just gave me a dirty look for saying, shit, in school.”

“She’ll get over it.”

“Maybe. So, are you coming back and will you get them to turn the film back on?”

“I don’t know if I can, Landon. I just got a lot of money because they made this mistake. They might make me give it all back if I tell them to go ahead and show the film.”

“Caleb. What is more important? Your friends or money?”
“Well.”

“Um. How much money are we talking about?”

“Millions.”

“Oh! My Freakin Goodness. Really?”

“Really.”

“Still. How much are friends worth? We all want you back here to watch the film with us. I want you here, so I can see how red your face gets every time you do something embarrassing in the film.”

“Okay. I’ll see what I can do.”

Landon yells again.

“Guys! Caleb is going to try and make them show the rest of the film and he’s going to come back and watch it with us.”

“YEAH!”

The sounds from my school disappear and Doctor Franklin comes back on the line.

“So, it sounds like your friends still love you. It sounds like they want you back and they want to see the rest of the film. The thing is Caleb, what do you want?”

“Well, I sort of promised them.”

“No Caleb. You don’t have to do this if you don’t want to. Just blame us. Blame the state. We wouldn’t let the rest of the film be shown because of legal concerns.”

“But that would be a lie.”

“No it wouldn’t. We are still bound by our original agreement. Even if we let your school see the rest of the film, we can’t let any other schools see it. So, legally even your school can’t see the rest of it.”

“Oh! So, I can’t say, show it to them, and you can show it.”

“Well. There is a loophole there. We paid you ten million dollars because we showed the film at your school. So, we could show them the rest of the film, because we already paid the forfeit.”

“But, I already made up my mind to give you the money back.”
“Then we couldn’t legally show them the rest of the film.”

“But it’s not right for me to keep all that money if my life isn’t ruined and they want me back at school.”

“Caleb. You never fail to impress me. You impressed me greatly the way you negotiated your way through making the film. But now. This is so much more impressive. You’re willing to give up all that money, even though you deserve it, because of friendship.”

“If I might interrupt here. What if Caleb gave back most of the money, but kept some of it for emotional distress, as we all can confirm he went through? Since you paid some of the forfeit, then couldn’t you still show the rest of the movie to Caleb’s school and hold the rest of it as surety in case another breach of trust is made in the future?”

“Sven! You night have found another loophole. My lawyer is looking through the agreement and he says, that this would work as long as Caleb keeps a sizable amount for his distress. Let’s say an even million. Is that agreeable with you Caleb?”

“Yes sir.”

“Then, should I let Mrs. Garvey know to set the film back up and show it to your schoolmates?”

Butterflies start flying around in my stomach again. If I say, yes, then I’ll have to live through the humiliation once again. But if I say, no, then I’ll for sure have to move, because I’ll never be able to face the guys at school for lying to them about not being able to show the film.

“Yes. Show it. Show it from the beginning but not until I get there. If they are going to see it and talk to me about it, then I need to see it too.”

“It will be set up and ready to go when you get there.”

“Sven. Will you take me back to school and stay while I watch it with my classmates, because I’m going to need someone to hold me again.”

“Sure Caleb. What about your parents?”

“What about them?”

“There’re out in the lobby. They came as soon as they knew you were here, but you were having a melt down and even exploded on your mother. So, they went to the lobby to wait it out, so you could calm down in peace.”

“Oh! Well, they might as well come and watch it too. Everyone else is going to see it.”

As soon as mom found out that I was here, she drove from home. Dad drove here to go to work this morning and of course Sven works here. It’s decided instead of us taking three vehicles we will all go in Sven’s van. On the way to the school, I apologize to mom for exploding on her. She assures me that she understands, but I’m sure she would have been really hurt if I hadn’t apologized to her.

As soon as we walk into the gym, every boy in there stands up and claps their hands giving me a standing ovation. I’m totally shocked. They are treating me like a movie star or something. I thought they would look at me as a pervert to do what I did in that film, but it’s just the opposite.

I see Landon walking towards me.

“Caleb. We have a spot saved for you.”

He doesn’t wait for me to answer him but grabs my hand and leads me up on the bleachers, so that I’m sitting close to dead center of the entire sixth grade class. When I get to the spot chosen for me and sit down, the boys sitting around me get really close to me. It’s like they are protecting me with their bodies.

“Caleb. This is Alex and this other boy is Charlie and the one behind you is Henry. We will be here for you when you start feeling like you can’t stand seeing yourself doing things in the movie any longer. We will hug you and hold your hand and anything we need to do to make you know we understand how you’re feeling and support you.”

“Landon. Thanks, but that isn’t going to be necessary.”

“Caleb. Yes it is. I saw you take off. I know this is bothering you more than you’re willing to say. All of us know this is bothering you a lot. Not one of us would have agreed to be in this film and we only saw the very first part. We suspect that it gets even more humiliating as it goes on. So, yes we are needed to help you stay calm and know we are here for you.”

“Class. As you can see our wayward student and movie star is back with us. These two adults are Caleb’s parents and this gentleman is Caleb’s manager. If it weren’t for these three adults, Caleb would have disappeared and we would have never seen him again, because he was going to move away. Why? Because of the intense embarrassment he felt seeing you watching him do those things in the film. So, you need to show these three people how much you appreciate what they did to bring Caleb back to us.”

Again, I watch as all the boys in the bleachers stand up and give them an energetic and loud applause. I can’t see my mom’s face, but I can bet she is blushing.

“Thank you boys. Now, we are way behind schedule so lets start the film. Pay close attention to it, as I know you will, so you can write a good survey as to what you like and don’t like about the film. Also, over the next few days and weeks, let Caleb know what things in the film helped you.”

The lights go down and the film starts. I immediately tense up and when it gets to where I throw the sheet off and display my boner, I get really tense. That’s when I feel fingers beginning to massage my neck and the boy behind me, leans down and whispers in my ear.

“I jerk-off like that every morning when I get up too.”

I don’t know why, but hearing that makes some of the tension leave me. During the shower scene the boy in front of me turns around and tells me something I didn’t think ever happened.

“My sister and I used to wash each others backs when we were younger. I might ask her if she will start washing my back again.”

During the doctor scene the boy next to me whispers in my ear.

“That happened to me at the doctor last time I went. He stuck his finger up my butt and I got the hardest boner ever. I was so embarrassed standing in front of him with a full boner.”

During the locker room scene, Landon whispers to me.

“Yep, show-offs just like Jackson and Randy. They always walk around showing off their dicks in the locker room.”

“Ya. I know. I was thinking about them when we filmed this scene.”

“See Caleb. You’re making it through the film.”

“Ya and I’m finding out some other boys have experienced some of this stuff too.”

Henry speaks up.

“I know I have and now I know its normal and I ain’t weird for getting these feelings all the time.”

The boy in front of me turns around again.

“I think I’m going to try going naked at home. I’ve been wanting to do it, but was scared I’d be weird if I did it.”

The film ends and the lights come up. The boys applaud loudly for a long time. I survived it. I don’t now how I survived it. Yes, I do. I survived it because I have friends that helped me through it. I have friends that care about me.

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