The Model 3b

By Zyngaru
zyngaru@ml1.net

Copyright 2023 by Zyngaru, all rights reserved

This is an inserted chapter.  It’s necessary to add, because chapters five and six depend on what is in this chapter.  Please accept my apologies for not writing this chapter in order.



The Model 3b

It takes a few weeks for my brain to process all that I did during that shoot with Zev.  Unfortunately for me, lucky for him, Zev landed a modeling job in Paris, so he’s in France enjoying life, while I’m here at home enjoying school.  Believe it or not, sometimes I actually do enjoy school.  Well, most of it.  P.E. is the pits.  I so hate showering after P.E. because well, my penis.  It’s still tiny.  The other boys have huge penises and mine is still a little boy’s penis in a big boy shower.  There is another boy just like me, his name is Landon.  Not the famous model.  I so wish, but he’s cute too.  His penis and mine are pretty much the same size, so we hang out together, especially during Gym class.  There is safety in numbers.  I just wish the numbers were greater.

A few more weeks go by and I haven’t heard anything from Sven, which is very unusual.  He’s normally bugging me about doing another modeling job.  Heck, even mom is a little concerned that Sven hasn’t called in weeks.  Now that I’m doing modeling, even though I’m not a model, mom is into pushing me to do more modeling stuff.  Of course, I know what her motive is.  She just wants to see me naked more.  Are all moms like this?  Do they all want to see their sons naked?  I know mine sure does.  She loved giving me a bath after that last private modeling job.  I think she loved the safety video more, but then, she really enjoyed washing me like her little boy again.

Knock!  Knock!  Knock!

I hear the knock at the door and go to my bedroom window to see who it is and there in the driveway is Sven’s van.  I run downstairs as Sven and mom are walking into the lounge.

“No Sven!  I ain’t doing it.  No more modeling for me.”

“I understand Caleb.  No modeling jobs.”

“You got that right.”

“That’s not what I brought with me today.”

“I bet.”

“Honest.  There’s no money in this.  None for me and none for you.”

“I don’t understand.”

“Remember the level five party you and Zev did together.”
“Of course.  No way I could forget that.  Mom watches that safety video over and over again.”

“Well, two of the ladies at that party are on the State Department of School’s Board of Directors.”

“You’re kidding me.  Does anyone but us know what kind of entertainment they like?”

“I’m sure a lot of people in those lofty places in government know, but that also has provided an opportunity for you.”

“What kind of opportunity?”

Sven hands me a notebook.  I look at it and the title on the outside states:

The Department of Schools Presents

A Day in the Life

A film designated for sixth thru eight grade boys

I open the cover and the summary inside details how this is a film developed for the education of boys entering puberty to replace the current film Boys Hygiene and Health Education.

“I saw that film.  It’s bad.  I hated it so much.”

“That’s why our schools want to modernize and replace it.”

“It needs replaced, because those drawings and diagrams were so confusing.  None of us boys learned anything about what is happening to our bodies from that film.”

“Caleb.  I didn’t know you saw a film like that.”

“Sure you did mom.  You signed the permission slip for me to see it, because it was our sex film.  But there really wasn’t any need to get permission because they didn’t answer any of our real questions or show us anything sexy.  Heck there wasn’t even one naked person in it.”

“Oh!  You never told me anything about what you saw.”

“That’s because I didn’t see anything.  It was boring as heck.”

“Caleb.  That’s why they sent this script to you.  They want you to read through it and they are hoping since you were so great at that party that you would agree to make this Health Film for the schools, so that future students will see and learn more than you and past students have over the years.”

“So, they’re going to want me naked, right?”
“Yes.”

“They’re going to want me to do things naked, right?”

“Yes.”

“No way!  Not doing it.  Here, take it back to them and tell them I don’t want to do it.”

“Caleb.  I told them you would say no and you would send the script right back to them.”

“Good.”

“But Caleb.  You need to know they have asked for you personally.  They haven’t talked to any other boy actor at all about this project.  They only want you, because they know you are perfect for the project.  So, they only ask that you keep the script for a few days, read it and think about all the boys you will be helping, before you make a final decision.”

“You told them you would get me to read it, didn’t you?”

“Yes.”

“Why?  You know I hate showing my skin and they want to make a movie of me naked.”

“Because it’s the best thing for you.  You are still fretting over your last shoot.  Why?  Because it made you feel things that you are scared of.  Making this film will help you to discover everything you did at that party is normal and natural.  If you make it, then other boys in the future will also learn that it’s natural and normal for them to do similar things also.”

“Okay!  Okay!  I give up.  I’ll read it and think about it.”

“Good.  Please keep an open mind for future students sake.”

“I will.”

“Sven.  You staying for supper?”

“I wish I could, but I promised to give the School Department people the results of this meeting in person, so I need to be getting downtown.”

“Tell them, I will read it and think about it, but they need to start looking for another boy to do it, because I won’t be.”

“I’ll quote you, word for word.”

“Good.”

The first time I read through the script, I keep a boner all the way through it.  I mean this thing is red hot sexy.  I so want to see this film when they find someone else to make it for them.  The second time I read through it, I see similar things happening that happened to me during that level five photo shoot.  I still keep a boner all the way through it.  The third time I read through it, even though I keep a boner all the way through, I discover I’m starting to understand why I have a boner and that it isn’t wrong or perverted that I have a boner reading this stuff.  By the time I read through it a dozen times, I understand that all boys need to learn this stuff, so they don’t feel all weird and freaked-out, because of what puberty is doing to them.  It’s normal.  It’s supposed to happen like this.  We aren’t freaks for being so horny all the time.

The problem I’m having now is that I want this film to be made and seen by as many boys as can see it, but I don’t really want to be the boy in the film.  The other problem is I can’t see any professional model agreeing to make this film and especially to make it for free.  That leaves only one conclusion.  If this film is going to be made then it has to be me in it.  I’m just too scared to admit that even to myself.  That would mean that once made, every boy in the state will not only see me naked but see me doing very personal boy stuff on screen.  My humiliation meter is pegging out on the terror level.

Over the three weeks I have this script in my bedroom, no one has talked to me about it.  Sven hasn’t called.  The State hasn’t called.  Mom hasn’t asked any questions and dad hasn’t played spy for Sven to get any hints as to what I’m thinking about it.  I have been left alone to figure this out in my own mind.  It’s probably that very thing, that causes me to come to the conclusion that even though it’s going to be heart attack embarrassing, I have to make this film.

“Mom.  Dad.  I’ve made my decision.  I’m going to call Sven.”

“Sven.  Set up a meeting with the full Board of Schools and I will give them my decision.”

“Yes.  I can hold on.”

“Latter today.  Hold on.”

“Mom.  Dad.  Can both of you come with me for a meeting today?”

“Sven.  Make it for today and come by and pick us up.”

“Yes us.  Mom, Dad and me.”

I listen as mom and dad talk with Sven.  I don’t say a word to anyone about my decision and no one is asking.  The curious thing to everyone is how fast they set this meeting up.  They must be really desperate to be ready for a meeting on a minutes notice.  Government just doesn’t work like that.

We walk into the State Building and there to meet us are two women from the private party that I did. 

“Hello again Caleb.  I am Dr. Jefferson and this is Dr. Huxtable.  Maybe you remember us.”

“Yes ma’am.  I remember both of you.”

“We remember you also and were very surprised to find out that you’re actually fourteen.  You had all of us fooled.”

“Yes.  Just barely turned fourteen.  We age slowly in my family.”

“It sure seems so.  We asked specifically for you and no one else.  After showing the other board members the photos we took of you, they all agreed that you will be perfect.  We just hope you have come with good news for us.”

The look of anticipation in her eyes is so overwhelming that I laugh inside, knowing I’m not going to tell her my decision until I’m inside the room, in front of everyone.

We go up to the eleventh floor and are immediately inside a conference room when the elevator doors open.  We have a short meet and greet and everyone in the room has a doctor in front of their name.  I find it funny that they are well educated people and they are waiting on a small insignificant fourteen-year-old to set their future plans in motion.  We all sit down, with me being at one end of the table and I suppose the head doctor at the other end.  He is the one who speaks.

“Caleb.  You have an answer for us?”

“Yes sir.  I do.”

I stand up and look around at all of them.  I hate giving speeches almost as much as I hate being naked.  As I start, I begin walking around the room to help with my nerves.

“I read your script a dozen times before I made up my mind on whether to do it or not.  I then read it once more to see how I felt about my decision.”

“Yes.  I will do your film with some very important and absolute conditions.”

I watch and look as everyone finally breathes and they all smile broadly at each other.

“What are those conditions?”

“My first condition is that Sven films my safety video during the shoot.”

“Second.  My mom is to be at the shoot and gets to watch everything.  This is going to be really embarrassing for me, because whether you know it or not, I am very body shy and this film is going to show a whole lot more personal things about me than just my naked body.  If I am going to reveal all my personal secrets, then my mom has the right to be there when I do it, no matter how embarrassing it is for me.”
“Third.  It has to be filmed in one day.  I don’t care how long the day is, but only the one session.  I’m not putting myself through this humiliation over multiple days of filming.”

“Lastly.  This film can NOT be released into the school system until I’m out of school by two years.  I don’t want anyone I know personally to see this film while we’re still in school together.  This kind of personal revelation will destroy me if it ever got out at school while I’m still there.”

“If you can abide by those conditions, then I’m ready to get this over with as soon as you are.”

“Caleb.  We are all impressed by how much thought you’ve put into this.  Your conditions for the most part are acceptable, with just a couple minor tweaks if you are amendable.”

“It depends on what those tweaks are.”

“We would like to have our own Safety Video cameraman along side of yours.  Just like you, we need video proof that nothing untoward happens on the set, so we need our own video.”

“My concern with you shooting your own Safety Video is that it could get leaked out to the public.  Either by accident or someone wanting to make extra money for an exclusive.”

“Caleb.  I can understand your concern, so I will personally guarantee you that the video will stay in my personal possession under lock and key inside a safe.  I will also post a ten million dollar surety bond against the unlikely event of a leakage to be paid directly to you if such a breach should take place, so you will have the funds necessary to rebuild your life.”

“I can live with that tweak.  Any others.”

“We can hold the release of the film until you leave High School, but we would need to be able to release it the following term thereafter.  On top of that.  We would need to be able to test show the film to select schools to work out all bugs and glitches before it’s official release system wide.”

“One year.  Hold it one school year after I graduate high school, so that most kids that know me will have also left school.  As for test showings.  Never show it in any school within the town I am going to school or any schools within fifty miles of my school.”

“We can agree to that.”

“Then you will also need to agree that if any of these conditions are breached, then the surety bond is forfeited to me, so that I can rebuild my life, from the damage the showing of this film will have on me personally.”

“We have no problem agreeing to that stipulation, because it will never happen.”

“Then I agree to do the film, when and where you want it to be shot, any time after the papers are drawn up and signed and the surety bond is in effect.”

“Give us a week from this Friday and we will be ready and waiting for you to appear in our school book warehouse, which has already been set up into stage scenes to shoot each of the five scenes you will be staring in.  It is also already set up to do still shots with the proper backgrounds.”

“Very good.  I like shooting on Friday.  It gives me the weekend to settle down before having to go to school.”

“Does it really bother you that much to model nude?”

“Yes.  More than you or anyone else can ever imagine.”

“Like you said.  We could never imagine it, because we saw your party video and you looked so calm, comfortable and in control all the time.”

“Believe me.  I wasn’t.  Inside, I was a total wreck.”

With that we say our goodbyes and I have just under two weeks to psych myself up to make this school film.

Friday morning, I’m up, showered and dressed ready to leave for the shoot by 5:30 am.  Sven pulls up exactly at that time and we load his van and leave, arriving at the School Warehouse at exactly 6:00 am.  We go inside where we go directly to catering, where I eat two pieces of toast with butter and strawberry jam and drink a bottle of water before being led to the still shot area.

At this area, I will let them take multiple photos in various states of dress and undress, to be used in the film as a narrator explains the different aspects of a boy’s development.  We begin with me fully dressed in my school clothes.  Today, I wore clothes I would normally wear to school, because during this film this is the outfit I will be filmed in.  Once the photographer has enough photos of me dressed from ever angle imaginable, I remove my shoes and socks, so he can photograph my feet.  Then I sit down, so I can put my hands down by my feet and he can photograph them together.  I’m assuming to be used when the narrator is talking about how hands and feet tend to grow first at the onslaught of puberty.  After these are taken, I remove my tee shirt and have dozens of photo’s taken of me bare chested with my hands at my sides, stretched out and lifted above my head.  Close ups are taken of my armpits which are hairless.  Close-ups are also taken of my small nipples, innie belly button, chicken shoulder blades and of my full back.

Once he is satisfied with these photos, I remove my jeans and stand in my white Fruit of the Loom briefs for even more photos.  Close-ups are taken of my legs, the front panel of my underpants and the back panel of my underpants.  I’m assuming to highlight the lack of a bulge in my underpants.  Lastly, I remover my briefs so I’m standing fully naked and he can get really close-ups of my penis and scrotum that houses my testicles.  When he is satisfied with those photos he has me masturbate, so he can photograph me playing with my penis and get shots of it slowly boning up.  Then I actually jerk off, so he can get photos of my penis squirting its clear watery boy juice into the air.

During this entire photo session the entire Board of Schools is present watching, as well as my mom with Sven video taping my safety video, along with their cameraman taking the safety video for them.  Yes, this is extremely embarrassing especially jerking off in front of all of them.  I knew I was going to have to do this, because I have read the script and everything that I’ll have to do is painstakingly listed in that script.

Since we are on schedule and on time, I get dressed and we take a breakfast break where a chef is preparing eggs to order.  There is also ham and bacon as well as hash brown potatoes, biscuits and gravy, and of course toast, butter and many different types of jams.  We break up into small groups to eat, where I make sure after Sven and mom sit at a table with me, there is only room for two more people.  I’m not surprised it’s the two women from the private party that sit with us.  The good thing is they eat and don’t talk much.  I’m using this time to get myself ready mentally for the filming scenes that are coming.  We want to get two of them finished before lunch.

“Caleb.  Go ahead and strip down to your underwear and give your clothes to your mother.  You won’t be needing them for the first two scenes.”

As I’m stripping yet again in front of everyone, I go over the two scenes in my head and I can already feel the humiliation of what I’m about to do, not only in front of these people, but on screen so that thousands if not millions of boys in the future are going to see it.

Once naked, I walk over to the room that is supposed to be my bedroom, and slide under a sheet on the bed and pretend to be asleep.

“Quiet on the set.”

“Cameras Rolling.”

“Action.”

“Caleb.  Time to get up honey.”

“Do I have too?”

“Yes dear.  We have a busy day today.  Make sure to take a good shower this morning and put on clean underpants.”

“Okay.  If I have to.”

I lay in bed making it very obvious that I’m playing with my penis under the sheet that is covering me as the cameraman zooms in on me. 

To my surprise they go ahead and record the narration that is going to accompany what I’m doing on screen.  I suppose so they can get the timing right.

The narrator speaks.

“This is Caleb.  He just turned fourteen-year-old.  He’s a young teenager just beginning puberty.  We are going to follow him around today and as he lives his day, we are going to learn about what it is like to be a teenaged boy in today’s world.”

“Boys need their sleep and as you can see, Caleb is no exception.  He went to bed last night at a good hour so as to get his allotted eight to ten hours of sleep.”

It’s at that moment I throw my blankets off, revealing I’m only wearing white briefs.  The camera pans over my entire body as I lay in bed in just my underpants.

Narration:

“Caleb sleeps in his underwear.  It’s good for boys to wear something comfortable to sleep in.  Too much clothing will cause a boy to sleep restlessly and therefore be tired throughout the day.”

I stretch allowing the camera to zoom in on the bulge in my underpants.”

Narration:

“Like Caleb, it’s normal for teenaged boys to wake up in the morning with an erection.”

I can only imagine how a room full of horny boys is going to react to that narration and seeing me lying in bed with a bulge in my underwear.

We are now at the place that I have been dreading.  I’m just glad I’ll never see this film and see the reactions of the boys watching it, because I’m embarrassed as heck just doing it in front of the people here watching me now.

I pull my briefs down and off, revealing my bald, three and a half inch boner.  The camera zooms right in on it as it bounces around from me pulling my underpants off.

Narration:

“Caleb is now showing his erection.  Penises come in all sizes and shapes.  The same goes for erections.  Caleb’s erection is three and a half inches, which is average for a young teenaged boy.  You will notice he hasn’t started growing any hair yet.  Pubic hair growth happens at different ages.  Some earlier and some latter.  So, when you compare yourself to Caleb, don’t worry if you are less developed or more developed.  Boys develop at different ages and rates.  There is no such thing as normal.  You are normal for you whatever stage of development you are in. Just like Caleb.”
Now we all know that’s a lie.  I’m not normal.  I’m a late bloomer and every boy that sees this film is going to know that.  Fourteen-year-olds are supposed to have pubic hair and every boy knows that too.

Now, I have to do the really, really, really embarrassing part.  I already did it in front of these people when I posed for the still shots but now this is going to be like a real boy doing it in his bedroom which is going to look totally different from the earlier jerking off that I did.

I reach down and grab my little boner and start jerking it, right there in front of everyone including my mom and the camera.

Narration:

“Masturbation is normal for boys Caleb’s age.  As you watch Caleb, you will see one of the more common methods for boys to use when masturbating.  You can see that he wraps his fingers around his erect penis and slides them up and down the shaft.  This causes’s Caleb to get excited and before long his entire body will react.  Watch closely to see how Caleb’s body reacts to him masturbating.”

Now the thing is with jerking-off.  Once you get going and those special feelings start building up inside, you totally forget about everything else around you and just go for the gusto.  I jerk as hard and fast on my boned up dick as I can.

Narration:

“As you can see, Caleb is lost in his emotions right now.  He couldn’t stop what he’s doing even if one of his parents walked in on him.  Once the euphoria of masturbating takes over, there is no turning back.”

My back arches and my hips thrust upward with each pump of my boner.  I get going faster and faster.  My eyes close as I live in this euphoric moment the narrator talked about.  I thrust higher and harder with each stroke, until I can’t hold back anymore.

Narration:

“You will want to watch closely.  Caleb is about to climax, which is called having an orgasm.”

My clear watery boy juice squirts out the end of my penis onto my belly and bald pubis area.  I only get three squirts this time, because I already ejaculated this morning.  Once I stop squirting, I drop flat on my bed and just lie there.

Narration:

“Caleb had an ejaculation.  The clear liquid that came out of the head of his penis is called semen.  When Caleb matures a little more, he will make sperm in his testicles, which are those two hard oval objects inside his scrotum.  Then his ejaculate will be a sticky white liquid and he will produce more of it.”

I just jerked-off in front of an audience that includes my mother.  She just saw me do something I have been able to keep secret from her up until now.  I feel waves of humiliation flow over me so deep that I feel like I’m drowning.

Narration:

“Masturbation as Caleb just showed you is normal for all boys.  We even know that babies masturbate in their mother’s womb.  So, you never want to allow yourself to feel self-guilt over masturbating.  It’s as normal as breathing.  At the same time, masturbation is private.  It isn’t something you do in public.  Do you remember your mothers chastising you as a little boy for playing with yourself.  That was early masturbation.”

As the narration drones on, I play with my boy juice, smearing it around and all over my very sensitive penis.  I work it in like a lotion.

“Caleb!  I don’t hear the shower running.  You haven’t fallen back to sleep have you?”

“No mom.  I’m going to go take it right now.”

“Cut.”

“That was an awesome scene Caleb.  After the narration is filled in some and a few of the stills you did this morning are added, the boys that see this will understand about their testicles, erections and different ways to masturbate.  It’s perfect.”

“So, do you need a rest or can you press on with the shower scene?”

“Let’s keep going.  I need to get this cleaned off me anyway.”

“Are you going to be able to jerk-off again this quickly?”

“Probably not.  It will more than likely be dry this time.”

“That’s actually good.  Yes.  We can work with that.  We can show a dry orgasm as compared to a wet one.  Great.  Write that in for the narration.”

“Everyone ready.” 

“Shower Scene.”

“Quiet on the set.”

“Cameras rolling.”

“Action.”

As I swing my legs off the bed, the camera follows me as I stand up still playing with my penis.  I walk out of my room, across the hall naked and into the bathroom.  I reach inside the clear shower curtain to turn on the water and adjust it to the temperature I like it.

Narration:

“As you watch Caleb, you will notice he subconsciously plays with his penis, even after masturbating.  When boys are naked they will tend to touch themselves.  This is normal and if you catch yourself doing it, don’t think you’re odd or perverted.”

“You will also notice that when Caleb went into the bathroom, he left the door wide open.  For safety reasons you should always leave the door open when taking a bath or shower.  Most home accidents happen in the tub and shower.  At first this practice will feel strange, because of puberty you will crave more privacy and not want anyone seeing you naked.  You might have to fight through this feeling and force yourself to let other family members see you naked.  Bath time is the best time to allow this.  You will be surprised at how much better your relationship with your parents becomes with just letting them see you naked.”

I get in the shower and let the water spray all over my body.  Because I’m being filmed, I leave the curtain open so the camera can get a better shot of me.

Narration:

“Caleb is about to take his morning shower.  When he was younger, taking a bath at night was fine.  Pre-puberty boys don’t sweat and create body odors like teenaged boys.  Teenaged boys can go to bed smelling fresh, but after sweating and possibly having a wet dream or masturbating during the night, they will have body odor and the longer that odor is present the more pungent it becomes.  So, as a teenager you should take a morning bath or shower, so you can start your day smelling and feeling fresh.”

I start with my hair.

Narration:

“Your teenaged years are your most social years.  Yes, some of you are more outgoing than others and some are shyer than others, but everyone has social tendencies that are normal for them and in practicing your social activities, you don’t want your breathe or body to stink.  It will be extremely embarrassing if someone at school tells you that you stink.  So, you’ll want to watch Caleb closely as he takes his morning shower.”

“As you can see, it is best to wash yourself from top to bottom, so that all dirt, grime, dead skin and other debris flows down off your body as you wash yourself.  It is also best, like Caleb, to throughly rinse your body before beginning the cleansing process.  This gets all lose things like hair off of you.”
I squirt shampoo into my hand, before applying it to my hair.

Narration:

“Caleb is using a shampoo for oily hair.  During puberty, your body will excrete more oils than normal.  It is these oils that get clogged in your pores that cause pimples and blackheads.  Using a shampoo designed for oily hair will help in removing that excess oil.  As you can see, not only does Caleb suds up his hair, but he covers his entire face with the shampoo.  For Caleb, this is enough to handle his facial oily skin.  For other boys the use of special products to control oily skin might be needed.  Your dermatologist will help you with any acne conditions you might develop.”

“Take extra time to wash your ears and that doesn’t mean just the outside of them.  You need to cleanse the inside as well.  Now, sticking things in your ears can be dangerous, but if you’ll use what you already have available, things could be easier.  Ears get a build up of wax.  That is basically old oil mixed with dirt.  You already have a special shampoo on your head that combats oil, so why not use it.  Watch Caleb as he uses his fingers to clean the groves in this ears and then uses a single finger to wash deep inside his ear.  Some boys prefer a washcloth to take a bath with.  Caleb likes to just use his hands as much as possible.  Both methods work, as long as you are diligent about what you are doing.”

“Don’t worry about soap in your ears.  Your ears are basically sealed, so no water or soap will get past your ear drums, unless you had tubes put in your ears as a child.  If so, consult your family doctor on the proper way to clean your ears.”

“As you watch Caleb rinse clean, I want you to notice he again sticks his finger into his ears to make sure he gets all of the soap out of them.  Water in your ears will evaporate, but you don’t want soap to remain in your ears to build up, just like you don’t want ear wax in there.  Once you have rinsed all the soap off and out of all the crevices you have a clean head on your shoulders.”

I pick up a bottle of body wash and squeeze out a generous amount into the palm of my hand.  I then begin to rub it all over my upper body making sure to cover every inch.  I spend extra time under my arms.

Narration:

“As you can see Caleb is using a body wash.  You can also use bar soap.  They both clean away dirt and bacteria, which causes body odor.  Notice he is paying extra attention to his arm pits.  Boys sweat heavily in their armpits, which will cause increased body odor.  I bet when I first mentioned body odor, you smelled under your arms didn’t you?”

“Don’t worry.  It’s normal to be concerned about stinking.  Washing really good under your arms is one way to control body odor from that area of your body.  We will talk about deodorants later after Caleb’s shower.  Notice that Caleb sticks his finger inside his belly button to clean it.  Boys belly buttons differ.  Some have deep innies and some shallow innies and some are flat, and some have outties.  Whatever type of belly button you have clean it good, especially boys with deep innies, like Caleb.  Lint from clothing, dirt, body oil, dead skin and other things will build up inside your belly button if you don’t keep it clean.”

I had no idea they were going to narrate it like this detailing each step of me taking a proper shower.  In some ways I think it’s silly since by the time we are teenagers we have been taking bathes for years, but at the same time what if we were doing it wrong for all those years?

Narration:

“One of the areas you want to make sure to clean is your fingernails.  Moms especially look at a boy’s fingernails to judge if he took a proper bath.  If you are an active boy who gets really dirty or a boy who likes to work in dirt, like gardening, you may have a reason to be more concerned about your fingernails.  A good fingernail brush will help in keeping them clean.  That way you can scrub them easier.  If you don’t have a fingernail brush handy, an old tooth brush will do, but please don’t use your sister’s or little brother’s toothbrush and then put it back for them to brush their teeth with.”

That was actually funny.  If I had a younger brother, I can see me doing that.

I rinse my body’s front side off making sure to rub everywhere, so all the soap is rinsed off.  I then get a glob of body wash in my hands and begin soaping up my penis, balls, butt, legs and feet. As I soap up and down my legs, I always return to my penis and rub it more than everywhere else.

Narration:

“It is important to pay close attention here, because it could save you some pain later.  Let’s start with something that boys find funny.  Butt cracks.”

“Face the truth boys.  You don’t always wipe yourself clean after you use the toilet.  Mom’s everywhere complain about streaks in their boy’s underpants.  Would you like to learn how to pretty much eliminate those streaks?  This is how.  Wash your butt crack clean.  I mean deep inside your butt crack.  Not just soap up the outside of your butt.  Use those fingers of yours to clean deep in your crack.  Basically go as far as they will reach comfortably.  That will wash all the left overs out of your butt, and you won’t leave any streaks.  It will also make wiping easier next time you go, because it’s all clean and it has a layer of lotion left on your crack’s inner skin from the soap you are using.  So, boys get those hands or wash clothes or whatever you use to wash yourself with as soapy as possible and dig down deep in your crack and get it thoroughly clean.  This will also help with odor control.  A clean butt is an odorless butt.”

I then soap up my front side.  My penis and balls.

Narration:

“Here is where you can save yourself some pain, if you clean this area properly.  Boys.  You are active.  Boys are active even when they are sitting still.  Right now watching this film, you are wiggling around and always moving in some way or another.  Boys just can’t sit still.  All that moving around generates heat, which generates sweat.  Where is one of the areas that sweating takes place?  Right here where Caleb is washing.  Between your legs.  If you look closely you will see that your inner thighs, which are your upper legs are always in contact with your scrotum and many times with each other.  That constant contact creates sweat and the more you move around the more you sweat.  Then when you stop moving, that sweat evaporates, leaving salt and body oils.  The body oils if not washed away, cause body odor and the odor from this part of your body smells exceptionally bad.  The salt if not completely washed away will grind into your skin when you walk or move your legs in any manner.  This grinding of the salt will eventually rip into your skin leaving a sore.  That sore not only hurts but stinks badly.  It can hurt so bad you will walk around funny.  You may have actually seen boys around school walking bowlegged like a cowboy.  It’s because they failed to wash the salt from between their legs and now they have what is commonly called Jock-Rot.  You have basically sanded off the top layer of your skin, using salt.  This is another reason for showering in the mornings, especially if you wear underpants or pajamas to bed.  Both of these items cause heat when sleeping and the sweat seeps into the clothing which then cools and salt forms and rubs against your legs causing Jock-Rot.”

“The best way to cure Jock Rot is to not get it.  So keep this area of your body super clean and sweat free.  If you do get it, then you need to let this area of your body dry out.  So you will need to go naked as much as possible.  Sleep naked, go naked at home and when you are dressed go commando until you heal.  The least amount of rubbing on the sore skin the sooner it will heal.”

This is actually something I didn’t know.  I might need to start sleeping naked and going naked more at home.

I continue washing my penis a lot more than necessary.

Narration:

“This is another time in a boy’s day he may chose to masturbate.  He’s already naked and his penis is right there and he has to wash it anyway, so why not play with it.  Watch as Caleb once again jerks-off.”

I play with my penis getting it good and hard again and before I know it I have yet another orgasm. 

Now I understand why they’re having me do so many jerk offs for the film.  One, they want boys to know and accept it as just a normal part of a boy’s life and second, that you can’t do it too many times.

Narration:

“As you just saw,  Caleb had a dry orgasm this time.  Boys before puberty have dry orgasms because they haven’t started producing semen yet.  Boys during puberty will sometimes have dry orgasms when they have run out of semen to ejaculate.  Don’t worry.  Your body will make more.  When you first start puberty, it will seem like you are masturbating all the time, but that frequency will taper off as you get older.”

“Even though Caleb had a dry orgasm, he still needs to wash and rinse that area with soap again, because he will have produced sweat and other body secretions that need to be washed off thoroughly, so that he doesn’t stink and doesn’t risk getting Jock Rot.”

“Caleb has one area yet to wash and it’s the most difficult area to get too.  Many boys never wash it after they start taking their own baths and it’s a huge mistake.  It’s your back.  You can’t reach back there to wash it by yourself.  Since boys can’t reach it, they don’t wash it and just let the water rinse it clean, except it doesn’t rinse it clean.  That’s why many boys have itchy backs.  Caleb is going to demonstrate two ways to wash his back for you.  First there is a way for you to do it by yourself if you have a back brush.  You soap up the brush end.  Caleb uses a Louva brush but you can also use an actual bristle brush.  Once the cleaning end is adequately soapy, reach back over your shoulder and rub your back up and down and all around.  Repeat that from over the other shoulder and then do the same thing from down below rubbing up and down from each side.  Now everyone take a good look at Caleb’s back.”

I set the brush down and show my back to the camera.

Narration:

“What do you see?  What’s wrong with Caleb’s back?”

“Do you see it?”

“If you said he missed large parts of his back you’re correct.”

“If you were watching closely and are astute enough, you figured out the weakness of using a back brush.  You miss a lot of your back, because you can’t see it and you can’t reach it, even with a brush.”

“So, let’s see how Caleb handles this problem.”

“MOM!”

“What is it Caleb?”

“Could you come and help me, please?”

Narration:

“Okay. There’s the solution.  Now it doesn’t have to be your mom.  I understand if you haven’t let your mom see you naked recently, it could be really embarrassing for you.  But then again, once she has seen you naked and you get comfortable with her seeing you naked, then it won’t be a problem anymore.  The embarrassment goes away.  Now the other solution that boys often use is a sibling.  A brother or sister.  This can work well, because you can wash each other’s backs.  Again the question of humiliation and embarrassment comes up.  Should brothers and sisters be ashamed of the others seeing them naked?  No!  They shouldn’t.  You are all family.”

“Family should never be embarrassed about being naked in front of each other.  Our society has taught us to fear such things, but it’s as normal as life itself.  Your parents saw you naked since you were born.  Your older siblings have seen you naked since you were born.  So, why is it that boys get embarrassed about being naked in front if their family?  Because society tries to make us feel ashamed of our bodies.  But showing family members your nakedness is natural.”

“Let’s listen in.”

“What do you need Caleb?”

“Mom.  I can’t get my back clean with this brush.  Would you wash it for me?”

“Sure.  Do you want me to wash it for you every time?”

“Yes, if you would?”

“Sure.”

“As you can see.  Caleb’s mom didn’t make a big deal out of Caleb being naked.  Caleb didn’t try to hide his penis when his mom came in.  He treated it like it is.  Natural.  It’s natural for your mom to see you naked.  Matter of fact, some boys use this time to talk with their parent when no one else is around.  It becomes special one-on-one time.  How often do you have that, unless you are in trouble?”

“The other excuse I hear from boys about being naked in front of people, like in this case in front of your mom while she washes your back is what if I get a boner?  Think!  How many times did Caleb masturbate?  Yes, twice.  Once in his room before his bath and once during his bath.  That is usually enough times to feel confident that you aren’t going to get an erection while mom washes your back.  If you had a wet dream during the night, then that would make three times and for sure you won’t become erect while mom washes your back.”

“Thanks mom.  I now feel completely clean.”

Caleb hands his mom the handheld shower head to rinse him off completely.

Narration”

“As you can see, if you have this option in your shower, use it.  You don’t have to say a thing.  Just hand mom the showerhead and spread your arms out wide and start turning in circles.  She will rinse you down.  Why do this?  If you have been paying attention to Caleb’s bath, you will remember it is very important to get everything off your skin during your bath.  That boys, includes soap.  Many boys make the mistake in thinking the shower will get all the soap off with a simple rinse.  It doesn’t.  You need to rinse and rub.  Letting your mom give you your final rinse, also gives her permission and access to your naked body to touch you.  She can rub all of the soap off from everywhere.  Yes, that includes your penis and scrotum.  You will soon discover that this is a very special time between you and your mom and come to look forward to it.”

“Well, Caleb, dry off and get dressed and come have breakfast, so we can go to see your doctor.”

“Yes mom.”

I turn off the shower and step out of the tub. I then dry myself with a fluffy towel.  Then I brush my teeth, and comb my hair and then I reach for my body spray.

Narration”

“Caleb.  Stop right there. Please.”

“Everything Caleb has done to this point is correct.  Why would I stop him from putting on his body spray deodorant?”

“Have you guessed it?  Is Caleb’s body dry?”

“Exactly.  A towel does not get your body completely dry.  What happens if you get dressed when you are still wet?”

“Exactly.  You are paying attention.  You could cause your underwear to soak up the water and be wet, which could lead to Jock Rot.  Again, you don’t want these sores on your scrotum and inner thighs.”

“The way to remedy this is to walk around naked for about fifteen minutes so your body can air dry.  It’s the same principle as sleeping naked, so your boy parts can stay dry.  You can use this time as you wish.  Check your emails, lay out your clothing, even go eat breakfast and then return to get dressed.  That is a good choice if you are comfortable being naked around your family.”

“Caleb walks into his bedroom carrying his body spray, since he won’t be using it in the bathroom, he might as well keep it in his bedroom.  He notices his mom laid out his clothes while he was taking a shower, so he goes online to check his emails.”

Narration:

“You will also notice that Caleb’s bedroom door is wide open.  During the day, there isn’t any reason why a boy should have his door closed.  At night it is so he can get a good nights sleep without being woke up.  During the day, unless he is masturbating, why have the door closed?  You will find you will have a much better relationship with your parents if you include them instead of excluding them in your life.”
“Cut!”

“Print.”

Okay everyone.  Break for lunch.  I do lunch just like I did breakfast.  I keep it close and tight, so I don’t have to talk with the other people on set.

After lunch it’s time to finish this up, because I’m emotionally spent.  Way too much humiliation and embarrassment for me to handle in one day.

“Quiet on the set.”

“Doctor Scene.”

“Roll Cameras.”

“Action.”

“I’m sitting in the doctors waiting room with my mom and a half dozen other kids and their parents.”

“Caleb.”

“Here.”

“Come with me please.”

I follow the nurse along with my mom to an examination room.

“Go ahead and strip down to your underpants.”

Narration:

“This is a common practice for boys going to the doctors.  You will be taken to an examination room where you will strip to underpants.  At least one parent is usually with you.  Most usually it will be your mother.”

I strip to my underpants.  This is exactly how it happens to me when mom takes me to see the doctor.  It’s always embarrassing.  This women with me isn’t my real mom, but my mom is right over there watching all of this, so she might as well be sitting here with me.

A different nurse comes in and asks me a lot of questions and takes my temperature, blood pressure and walks me out into the hall to weigh me and get my height.  The thing is other boys and girls are in and out of the hall while I’m there.  So, they see me in just my white underpants.

“Well, Caleb, everything looks good.  The doctor will be in soon to give you your exam.  Would you go ahead and remove your underpants.”

The nurse leaves and I remove my underpants and sit there naked.

Narration:

“This varies with the doctor’s office.  Some have the boy remove his underpants before the doctor comes in to give the exam and others wait to have the boy remove them after the doctor arrives.  But the boy will always remove his underpants for the doctor.  All good doctors want to examine their patients naked, so they can spot any problems early.  If your doctor doesn’t have you get naked for them, then you might want to consider getting another doctor, so you’ll be examined thoroughly.”

My doctor never has me get totally naked until she’s ready to examine my boy parts, but it does make sense that a doctor should see all of you during the whole exam just in case something is wrong.  That way they could see a skin cancer or a bump or bruise or other things.  I might need to ask my doctor about that next visit.  Not that I like her seeing me naked, but I don’t want her to miss something important.

“Hello Caleb.  Nice to see you again.”

“Nice to see you too doctor.”

Narration:

“As you watch, you’ll see the doctor check Caleb’s lungs and his heart as well as his lymph glands.  She will check his back bone and his legs and feet as well as his arms and legs.  Most of this is simple touching and observations.  You can see Caleb lying down while his doctor presses on his abdomen and thumps around on his lower torso.”

I just lie in place as the doctor checks me over, knowing full well what’s coming and I’ll be letting it happen on camera.

Narration:

“Now we have come to the portion of the exam that worries many boys.  It’s nothing to worry about, although it can be a little embarrassing.  As you can see the doctor is now touching and moving Caleb’s penis around.  She is feeling for any abnormalities.  She wants to make sure Caleb doesn’t have any swelling, tissue damage or growths on his penis.  This examination is now continuing to his scrotum and to his testicles inside.  The doctor makes sure each testicle has freedom of movement.  Sometime, but rare, a testicle can get tangled up in the cord that attaches it to the body.  This can be serious, so discovering any abnormalities early is important.”

“Now watch as the doctor has Caleb turn his head and cough while she applies pressure to first one testicle and then the other.  This is to check for a possible hernia.  How can a boy your age get a hernia?  Many ways.  Hernia’s are most usually caused by excess exertion.  Straining to pick something up, straining in sports, straining to poop.  All of these as well as many other things can cause a hernia.  That is why your doctor checks for this.  It is also why sports clubs and school want boys to wear hernia prevention equipment, such as athletic supporters.  If you don’t wear one while playing sports or exercising hard, you might wish to consider using one.”

“As you can see, Caleb is about half erect.  This is normal for this part of the exam and is nothing to be embarrassed about.  Your doctor has seen a lot of naked boys with erections.  This last part of the exam, your doctor may not perform yet, but if not, it won’t be long before he or she does.  It’s called a prostate exam.  Your prostate produces your sperm, so it’s very important for it to work properly and thus needs to be checked shortly after you get into puberty and continually for the rest of your lifetime.”

Now, My doctor doesn’t do this exam on me yet, but I knew going into this, they wanted to cover it.  I also know that I’m almost sure to get a boner when it happens.

Narration:

“Caleb.  Go ahead and hop off the examination table.  Bend over it and pull you butt cheeks apart for me.”

I can only imagine what the boys seeing this part of the exam are going to think.  I feel like the room will burst out laughing as they see me do this.

Narration:

“As you watch Caleb follow his doctors instructions and pull his cheeks apart, so his doctor can examine inside his anus, the doctor is putting on rubber gloves and is smearing petroleum jelly all over her fingers and getting a big glob of it to stick inside Caleb’s anal opening.”

This is the weirdest feeling every; having someone smear something inside your butt hole.  Then it gets even weirder.

Narration:

“Now the Doctor will insert her finger inside Caleb to feel around for his prostate which is located just on the other side of his intestinal wall.  As she feels around for the small bump that she is looking for, Caleb will feel increasing sensations, which can cause his penis to become erect, like you are seeing now.”

I know she is taking longer to find my prostate than necessary, just so they can show that your penis can become boned-up.  I also know she is going to feel my prostate even longer, so they can also show what could happen during this exam.

Narration:

“Once the doctor locates Caleb’s prostate she checks it for any abnormal shape of increased size which could be a sign of a problem with the prostate.  During this part of the examination, there is increased stimulation to the prostate which could result in this happening.  If you look closely, Caleb is having an orgasm.  Caleb’s is dry, since he has already masturbated multiple times this morning.  Some doctors might actually stimulate your prostate to make sure you are capable of having an ejaculation.  Yes, this might be extremely embarrassing for you, but it is a necessary test to make sure you are healthy.”

“Okay!  Caleb.  Everything is working just fine.  You will find paper towels over there to clean up with and then you can get dressed.  This concludes your examination.”

Narration:

“The doctor leaves and Caleb is left with digging out all that lubricating jelly from his butt and then getting dressed.  Something you might have picked up on and I want to warn you of now.  As you saw, Caleb had an orgasm during the prostate exam.  Sticking anything, including your own finger up your anus, should not be done by anyone except a doctor.  It is dangerous.  You could puncture or nick the inside of your intestinal wall which is a very serious thing and could cause hospitalization.  So, refrain from trying it.”

“Cut.”

“Print.”

“That was excellent Caleb.  Do you need to go to the bathroom to clean up a little better, before we shoot the nest scene?”

“Yes.  That would be a good idea.”

Now, this being a movie set, I can’t even go into the bathroom by myself.  Both cameramen taking the safety videos walk in with me and film me washing out my butt crack.  I’m actually happy to get back on set, because having then film me doing such an intimate thing was humiliating.

“Quiet on the set.”

“School P.E. Class scene.”

“Roll Cameras”

“Action.”

Narration:

“Caleb went to school after his doctors appointment and now is leaving his algebra class on his way to P.E.  I know all boys love their Physical Education Class.  Right?  We see Caleb walking with two other boys.”
“Caleb.  You ready to start wrestling today?”

“Not really, Giorgio.  I’m not all that physical and I really don’t like touching or being touched by other boys.”

“Me either.  But I guess we have to do it, right.”

“If we want to pass Gym class we do.”

“I hear that.”

Narration:

“As you can see Caleb is about to enter the boy’s locker room at school.  As every boy knows this is a world in and of itself.  There are different rules that apply in that room than any other part of the school.  Lets see first hand what some of those differences are, and how different boys handle those differences.”

As soon as the boys enter the locker room, Caleb and Giorgio break away from the others and walk to the last row of lockers. Giorgio walks about halfway down the row, Caleb proceeds to the very back.  Caleb finds his locker, the one as far away from the other boys as he can get.  He unlocks it and places his books inside and pulls out his gym kit.  Giorgio does the same thing.  Whereas towards the front of the locker room Marcos and Jeremy strip off all their clothing even before unlocking their lockers.  They both take their time unlocking their locker while standing stark naked for all the other boys to see.  They put their books inside their locker, before taking their gym kits out.

The gym teacher comes into the locker room and looks around.

“Marcos.  Jeremy.  As much as I would enjoy you wrestling naked in the Greco-Roman style, unfortunately we are sharing the gym with the girls, so jocks and shorts on, no need for anything else.  Now get changed and out into the gym.”

Caleb and Giorgio pretty much mirror each other as they change clothes. They remove their sneakers and socks, leaving them barefoot.  Then they unfasten their jeans and look around to make sure no one else is watching, before turning away from each other, as they lower their jeans and briefs at the same time.  They quickly grab their athletic supporter, commonly called a jock strap and pull it on, followed by their gym shorts.  Lastly, they pull their tee shirts off.  Only then do they turn back around where they  can see each other.  They place their school clothes in their locker before closing it and locking it.

Now that they are changed, they go to the front of the locker room where Marcus is still totally naked.  Jeremy has put his jock on, but his ass is still hanging out.  Other boys are in differing states of undress.  Most are already changed like Caleb and proceed out into the gym.  Shortly thereafter, Marcus, Jeremy and the rest of the boys enter the gym.

Narration:

“We have just watched Caleb and Giorgio change out for gym.  We also watched Marcus and Jeremy change out for gym.  Then there were all the other boys changing as well.  The question is when you were watching the boys change, did you see boys that change for gym just like you?  Are you a Marcus type that enjoys showing off your nakedness or a Caleb type that tries to hide your nakedness or are you somewhere in-between and don’t care if you are or are not seen naked?”

At least making this part of the film, I’m not the only naked boy for the boys watching this film to see.  They brought in plenty of extras for this part.  Personally, I can’t believe they showed boys parading around naked in the locker room.  Heck, I didn’t even know they did that.  I’m always in the back trying to make sure no one ever sees me naked.  Who knew that the boys up front were showing off their penis to everyone.

Narration:

“All three types of behavior in the locker room is normal.  Caleb trying not to be seen is normal.  Marcus exposing himself is normal.  And every other boy’s method of changing clothes and the amount of nakedness they show is normal.  Boys all have a certain amount of nakedness they are comfortable with.  The only time it can be a problem is if you take it to an extreme.  If Marcus were to run out into the gym naked to show-off his penis to the girls, that would be a problem.  If Caleb were to run to a bathroom stall to change out in, that would also be a problem.  Both extremes are a problem and if you are practicing one of them, you’ll want to talk to your parents about it, so you can start a program to help you get past it.  Nudity is normal.  Being seen and seeing others naked is normal.”

I know I’m not really normal.  I’m way too shy about people seeing me naked or any of my skin really.  I hate standing onscreen with just a pair of gym shorts covering me.  There is way too much of my skin on display.

“Okay. Boys.  We’re starting wrestling today.  Pair up and then go claim a mat.”

“Caleb.  You want to be partners”

“Sure Giorgio.”

Narration:

“Boys will tend to partner up with other boys that feel and act the same as they do, just like Giorgio and Caleb.”

The set they are using is like my school gym.  It has a really high curtain down the middle of it.  There are mats all around the gym floor.  Giorgio and I run to get one as far away from the middle as possible.

“Now boys, if it were up to me, you would all be out here naked and wrestle each other the way wrestling is supposed to be done.  NAKED!  But we are sharing the gym with the girls who are doing tumbling on the other side of that curtain.  So, make sure there is no pulling down of shorts while wrestling.  No girl is going to want to see your ass.  If your shorts should accidently work their way down while you are wrestling, don’t stop and lose your match to pull them back up.  You all have your jock-straps on, so nothing important can be seen.”

I look at Giorgio and he looks at me.

“I won’t pull your shorts down if you don’t pull mine down.”

“Deal.”

“Okay boys, start wrestling.  I’ll be walking around to each mat to do some one on one instruction.”

Giorgio and I both know that coach isn’t going to come to the way out mats.  He is going to stay close to the center where the boys who enjoy wrestling are going to be at.  We wrestle around with each other the whole period and the teacher doesn’t come to us once.  We did here laughing one time and looked and saw Marcus stark naked and still wrestling Jeremy, who was in his jock-strap.  Evidently Marcus didn’t wear his jock.  Our teacher didn’t look very upset that Marcus was naked out here in the gym with the girls just on the other side of that curtain.

Narration:

“Just like in the locker room, you see that the more extroverted boys take the mats in the center of the gym and the more introverted boys take the mats off to the sides.  Now you might think this goes unobserved by the adults.  It doesn’t.  Your gym teacher sees and knows everything.  He knows which boys are enjoying wrestling and which ones are just enduring it.  So, never think you are putting one over on your teachers.  Now, lets move forward to when gym class is over.”

“Okay boys.  Hit the showers.”

As we all run into the room being used as a locker room the cameras follow us.  The cameras show the boys that like being naked, strip off even before they open their lockers.  Some don’t even bother to open their lockers but remove their shorts and jocks and leave them on the bench to go shower. 

I along with Giorgio walk to our lockers in the back and take our time getting naked.  Once naked we very slowly walk to the showers and try to find a shower head away from everyone else and keep our backs to the other boys.  Then we proceed to take a shower without looking at each other.

Narration:

“As you can see, the extroverted boys are still showing off their nudity and the introverted boys are still trying to conceal it.  As you listen to the banter going on as the boys shower, you will hear the more boisterous boys commenting on penis size and the amount of pubes this boy has or that boy has.  If a boy begins to get an erection while showering, that is commented on.  Again this is normal and if you happen to be the boy that gets an erection and other boys make jokes about you, take it as that.  They are jokes.  Of course, it is embarrassing, like the boy you see with an erection now, but the joking is just the other boys way to hide the fact they are happy it isn’t them with an erection.  Erections are normal and they happen randomly when you are a teenager.  It doesn’t mean anything bad if you get an erection in the showers.”

“Now lets return to Caleb and watch him take a shower the correct way, because many boys just run in and get wet and then run out.  That is not the correct way.”

The camera now focuses in on just me.  I get under the showerhead and rinses down completely. I then step out from under the water and squirt body wash into my hand and begin soaping up myself from head to toe. Including rubbing my penis and scrotum completely with soap.  Once I’m completely soaped down, I get back under the showerhead and rinse off.  Once all the soap is off, I leave the showers to towel off and get dressed.

Narration:

“As you just watched.  Caleb took a quick but thorough shower with soap.  You all should remember why this is important.  Remember when we discussed sweating and salt on your skin?  Rinsing off with water will not remove that salt.  It takes soap and the rubbing of the soap on your skin to remove the salt.  It also takes the soap to remove body odor.  Just rinsing off, won’t remove your body odor.  Now, do you want to stink during your next class?”

I grab a towel and wrap it around myself and go to my locker to dry off and get dressed.  While drying, I make sure to keep my genitals covered.  When the camera switches over to Marcus he is drying off also, but he’s also doing his best to stay exposed as much as possible.  Some of the other boys just make a fast brush over their bodies with a towel and get dressed.

Narration:

“As you watch these boys dry themselves, you are going to see many mistakes.  Not drying your skin completely is a huge mistake.  When you redress while your skin is still wet, you risk getting sores from the wet clothing rubbing your skin.  Remember what we said about letting the air dry you.  It might be a little embarrassing for the introverts, but it’s best to dry off completely and them set your towel down and lastly open your locker to get your clothes out to get dressed.  Let your body air as long as possible before you put your underpants and other clothing on.  The more you let your body dry, the better it is for you.  This is were Marcus wins over everyone else.  Since he enjoys showing off his nakedness, he is remaining naked the longest and thus is letting his skin dry completely before getting dressed.”

I listen to the banter of the boys in the locker room of how they think Marcus is gay.  How he is a prev.  But then I also know of many boys just like him in my own locker room at school and they aren’t gay, they are just show offs.  I’m just not that boy.  You wouldn’t know it by my modeling, but I’m not like Marcus.

Narration:

“We understand that you have limited time to change out and shower, so how you change and shower is constrained by those time limits.  What we are trying to help you to understand is that using that limited amount of time, constructively instead of hanging around talking instead of getting to the task at hand, will ultimately help you to be cleaner, smell better and have a happier teen life.”

I have to agree.  This is actually teaching me some things I didn’t know, which should hel me have a happier life.  I might even let my own mom wash my back at the end of my showers after this.  If she wants to that is?

Narration:

“So, lets see how you should dry yourself and get dressed after you shower at school.  As you can see.  Caleb takes his time drying himself off, especially in places where two parts of his body come together.  Underarms and between his legs.  The thing is a towel can only get you so dry.  Not completely dry.  So as you watch, Caleb doesn’t get dressed right away.  He stays naked while he puts deodorant on.  Why is that?”

I can only think how some boys will think I like being naked since I made this film.

Narration:

“I bet some have said that Caleb must enjoy being naked, because he’s been naked for so much of this film.  You might even think he likes showing off naked right?  You would be wrong!  Caleb is actually very shy.  He hates for anyone to see any of his skin.  He only agreed to make this film for us, because he understands that no one, not parents or teachers talk openly to boys about this subject.  He wants to help boys to understand about themselves even when it’s embarrassing him to no end to be standing in front of you naked.”

“Now.  We have Caleb standing at his locker naked, so that his skin has time to finish drying.  Your towel only gets you so dry.  Let the air finish drying you off, so you aren’t getting dressed while still wet.  What can happen if you are wet when getting dressed?  Think of when you went swimming and then kept you swim suit on to play around?  It can rub and make you sore right?  So the dryer your skin the better.”

“Let’s talk about deodorant.  There are all kinds of deodorants on the market.  Boys tend to like the spray ones the best.  If you chose to use a spray deodorant, then get one of the body sprays.  That way you can spray your underarms as well as your groin.  You don’t have to overdo it either.  You just want it to cover, not drench you.  But body spray will help you stay dryer longer and smell fresher longer than not wearing deodorant at all.  If you use a stick or roll on deodorant, you can still cover your armpits as well as between your legs and it will give you the same protection.  Understand this.  If you do some high activity sports, your protection will wear off as you sweat more and more.  After those types of activities, a shower and a re-application of a good deodorant is recommended.”

While the narration is going, everyone gets dressed.  The bell rings and we all take off out the door.

“Cut.”

“Print.”

Finally, we get to the last scene I have to film.  The things is it’s also another very embarrassing scene, especially with my mother watching me do it.

“Bedtime Scene.”

“Roll Cameras.”

“Action.”

“Caleb.  Bedtime sweetheart.  You have school tomorrow.”

“Yes, ma’am.  Goodnight.”

Okay, no teenager talks like that to his parents, but that is the line they gave me to say, so I said it.

I walk into my bedroom and start stripping off my clothes.  Once I’m naked, I walk across the hall to pee.  It’s really more embarrassing peeing on camera than I would have thought.  There is just something really embarrassing about people watching you do your bodily function business.  I stay totally naked with the bathroom door wide open.  The last thing I do before walking back across the hall to my bedroom is brush my teeth.  I then close my bedroom door.

Narration:

“As you can see, Caleb stripped naked for bed.  By now you should know why he will sleep naked.  Yes.  So, his groin can air out overnight.  You sweat a lot in your sleep.  So, sleeping naked is best.  You also see where Caleb shut his bedroom door but waited until after he was naked and done with everything else.  He waited until he was going to get into bed, because he doesn’t want his parents thinking he is hiding anything from them.  So, getting naked before closing the door is the best way to do that.”

I climb on my bed and lay naked on my back, totally uncovered, so the camera gets a good shot of what I’m about to do.

Narration:
“As you can see, Caleb is rubbing his penis.  This is the most practiced time for masturbation for boys.  It is also a very practical time for a boy to masturbate, like you are watching Caleb do.  You have had a full day with lots of stress and worries and concerns.  You are wound up and sleep will take some time to come if you try and go to sleep like this.  Masturbation will allow you to release all your daily concerns and get the rest you need.”

I continue to play with my boner and get it really excited.  Here again, I’m jerking off with my mother sitting just a few yards away from me, watching everything I do.  You would think after doing it so many times today, this time wouldn’t bother me, but it does.  It’s my mom watching me jerk off.  What boy wouldn’t be embarrassed if they did this in front of the mother?

Narration:

“Unlike other times during the day that Caleb masturbated.  Now, he can actually take his time and enjoy it, without having to rush.  You will notice he rubs his penis and then slows down and almost stops before rubbing hard again.  This kind of action is called edging.  It is when you build up the excitement to an almost uncontrollable state and then back off and let your body relax, before doing it again.  As you watch, Caleb will continue this edging technique for as long as he can hold out.  Eventually the sexual urge to complete his action to climax will be so great he won’t be able to stop, but instead will finish masturbating in a wild state of frenzy, like you are witnessing right now.  He is pumping as hard as he can.  His entire body is rising up off his bed, trying to stretch out that wonderful feeling of sexual ecstasy as long as he can.”

How the narrator knows how I’m feeling right now, I have no idea. But he is only half right in just how much ecstacy I’m actually feeling.  I couldn’t care less if the entire world were watching me at this moment in time.  I just want to make my dick squirt and enjoy the release that has built up inside me.

Narration:

“There he goes.  Caleb is ejaculating onto his body.  You will probably notice that his ejaculate actually reaches his chin.  That is how intense edging can work your body up during a masturbation session.  Not only does Caleb shoot farther, but there is more of it.  Even though he has ejaculated multiple times during the day, because of edging, this is still the most intense masturbation of the day.”

I shoot, I don’t know how many times but it’s a lot.  My entire body feels wonderful while squirting and then it just collapses onto my bed and I just lay there recuperating.

Narration:

“As you can see, Caleb is spent.  He gave every bit of his pent up energy into this one event.  Now, once he cleans up, he will be able to get a good nights sleep and be fully rested tomorrow.”

I reach over and pull off some toilet paper from the roll I keep on my night stand.  I use it to clean myself up with.  Once I’m totally clean, I take the tissues over to the bathroom and flush them down the toilet, before returning to my room and turning out the light and laying down to go to sleep.

Narration:

“Boys use many things to clean up after they masturbate.  Most things leave evidence of what they did and after some time that evidence can cause their rooms to smell.  As you saw, Caleb uses toiler paper and then gets rid of the evidence and source of future odors.  He tells his mom he keeps toilet paper in his room to blow his nose at night.  Does his mom know the truth, probably, but mom isn’t going to call Caleb out on it.”

“This concludes our “Day in the Life” of young Caleb.  We hope this helps you to understand your body and how it is changing and most importantly, how you can make your life easier and happier with the knowledge that everything you are going through, every boy before you, went through it too.”

“In closing we want to thank Caleb.  This young man endured embarrassment and humiliation while making this film for you.  Would you have done this?  Caleb agreed to make this film because he knows he didn’t have this information when he started puberty and had to learn as he went along, experiencing a lot of embarrassment.  He hopes his embarrassment helps you to not have to suffer the humiliations he suffered while learning these lessons.  You all owe Caleb a huge thanks for what he just went through today.”

The end. 

The credits will roll from here on.

Supposedly the class that sees this film will then take time to discuss it in depth.

Myself, all I want to do is get dressed and go home.  Of course, that isn’t what happens.  I do get to dress, but everyone here including the extra boys for the shower scene all want to thank me personally for doing this film.  They also have cake and ice cream for us, and what boy in his right mind turns down cake and ice cream, especially when it’s unlimited to how much you can have.  I eat my weight in it.

On the drive home, Mom and I stay quiet halfway home before mom asks me a question.

“So, Caleb how are you feeling?”

“Um.  Violated.  Embarrassed.  Humiliated.  But at the same time, I feel proud.”

“I understand the other feelings, but why proud?”

“Mom, I just made a film that will explain what it means to be a boy starting puberty.  As humiliating as this film was for me to make, it will help thousands of other boys from feeling the embarrassment and humiliation I went through.  They will learn that they are normal and what is happening to one of them, is happening to all of them, which should give them power over being humiliated.  It will also give them power over bullies that try to take advantage of their ignorance about sexual things.”

“That sounds like something really good.”

“It is mom.  The thing is they will have to wait to learn this stuff until I’m out of and completely away from school, because there is no way I could live with the humiliation of hundreds of boys seeing me do those things while I’m in school sitting right there with them.”

“The great thing Caleb, you’ll never have to, because there is no way they’re going to give you ten million dollars because they want to show it early.”

“Exactly.  That mom is my safety net.”