By PatrickNaked
Copyright 2022 by PatrickNaked all rights reserved
* * * * *Terrible Tad 9: A Streak of Bad Luck
After
extracting oodles of information during extensive post-exploration
interviews with our victims, I had come to the conclusion that most
boys who had crossed the border into the land of adolescence celebrated
their new-found sensations with acts of endless masterbation. Or, in
the vernacular of our age, playing with themselves.
I had
learned that some boys discovered that particular pleasure even before
puberty pounced on them with its hormonal incentives. Some found it
through happy happenstance, such as a boy innocently examining his
little appendage and finding that certain moves and manipulations
produced unexpected but exciting results. Others were introduced to the
practice by older boys already experienced in the ways of the wiener.
These older boys often expected recompense, the education they offered
not being solely through the generosity of their nature. The rewards
they received were usually commensurate with the pleasures they
proffered.
Then there were the boys who were initiated by
someone older still… someone well into adulthood. When one of our
victims began to divulge this scenario, I would cut the interview
short. There were areas of ugliness I wanted to remain willfully
ignorant of.
It made me think of my aunt. It made me think
of how my aunt apparently saw herself in me, being sure enough in that
similarity that she prodded me into my current acts with her domination
of poor Tad during his backyard bath.
It made me think of
her lurid descriptions of earlier baths she had given him. Of how she
made such an innocent activity as bathing a child sound so dirty that
no bath could ever cleanse it from my memory. That had been one of
those occasions when I had heard and understood all the words at the
time, but not their underlying implications. Only later, when I had
truly learned the language through conquests of my own, did the
connotations become clear.
These thoughts roiled through my
mind on an exceptionally hot and humid night a couple of months after
Bath Day. I was laying, sweaty and sleepless, in a sea of clammy
sheets. The muggy air smothered me like a wet suffocating blanket,
making me agitated, almost panicky at the feeling of drowning in the
thick, moist air.
As it often did under the heady influence of
heat and sweat, my restless mind turned to thoughts of sex. On that
occasion, the sex it settled on was the solo variety performed by those
nasty little masterbating boys.
One boy in particular, Tad,
kept taking the forefront, much as I tried to banish him. But I wasn’t
entirely sure he fell into that category.
Was he one of them, or was he in the infinitesimal fraction of a percent who didn’t engage in the act of self-pleasure.
Tracie, Ellie and I had debated the subject and decided Tad was so
self-obsessed, he couldn’t NOT perform the ultimate act of
self-obsession. It was practically a foregone conclusion… but I wanted
proof. I liked to be scientific when coming to my conclusions. I wanted
to obtain empirical evidence.
I decided that the following
night I would embark on a reconnaissance mission to the house next
door. I had considered seeing if Tracie and Ellie could have a
sleepover so the three of us could do it together. But I decided I
wanted this one for myself. We could always do it again later as a
group.
The houses on Willow sat on small lots. There was no
more than seven feet between some of them. My house and Tad's were
quite close. Our bedroom windows were on facing walls, but weren't
right across from each other. If I leaned out my window, I could see
his a few yards down to my left. We could only see a little off-angle
sliver of each other's bedroom. That gave us enough privacy that on
sweltering, sweaty nights like the current one we'd leave our windows
open and the curtains pulled back to let in whatever little breeze the
gods of Texas weather decided to grace us with. Sometimes this was the
only way to sleep in the oppressive heat. I wondered what we would've
done if our windows HAD been directly across from each other. Trade
privacy for the ability to sleep at night? I couldn't imagine Tad, or
me, making that concession.
I knew when his bedtime was, so a
few minutes before I crawled out of my window and crept stealthily to
his. There were a number of tall bushes lining his house. They gave me
enough cover, I hoped, to see without being seen. His light was still
on.
Still dressed in his day clothes, he was padding around
his bedroom aimlessly. Picking up a comic book, putting it back down.
Adjusting model cars on his shelf. It looked like he was doing anything
to put off going to bed.
I heard his mother yell at him, "Tad,
I can see your light is still on. Bedtime. Now. Don’t make me come in
there." He sighed and glared at his closed bedroom door, but began to
undress.
He pulled his t-shirt over his head and peeled it
off. It was damp with sweat and clung to him, so it was a struggle to
remove it. He held it up to his nose and sniffed at it, then tossed it
on the floor. He unbuckled his belt and pulled it out of his pants. I
was feeling all itchy watching this in secret. He undid his pants and
bent over, pulling them down to his ankles. Still bent over, he held
them in place on the floor while he pulled his feet out.
Now he was clad only in his white briefs and white socks. I liked the look. It went well with his white-blond hair.
He raised one arm up and sniffed at his armpit. He repeated this with
the other side. He rubbed an armpit with his fingers, then sniffed his
fingers. He was doing the things he NEVER would do in the presence of
another person. I was right there with him inside his personal space
and he didn’t know it.
I had learned much about boys by
forcing them to divulge their private actions and inner thoughts during
our interrogation sessions. It was always intensely gratifying to make
them violate the sanctity of their own secrets.
But there was
also satisfaction to be had by learning through covert observation. By
insinuating myself into their world unseen, I had a singular
perspective unavailable through even the most intensive interrogation.
Tad’s wasn’t the first bedroom window I had peeked through. The Society
has spied on many oblivious boys. Through this, I had learned that
someone alone in his own space is a different person than the one who
walks out the door into the rest of the world. In private, he is free
of the facade he feels compelled to hide behind everywhere else.
Tad, thinking himself alone and therefore facade-free, looked down at
his underpants, then rubbed a hand over the little bulge in front. He
rubbed it a few times, then pulled at himself through the fabric.
I hoped this meant the underpants would be the next item on the floor.
For a tantalizing moment, it looked like they would. He hooked a thumb
into the waistband of the briefs. But he didn't pull them down. He just
pulled the front of the underpants out so he could look down at his boy
parts nestled therein. He examined himself critically. Was he
evaluating his size? Was he looking for the first trace of elusive
peach fuzz?
Just as he was taking his examination further by
reaching inside his underpants with the other hand, his bedroom door
opened behind him, startling us both. His mother entered and looked
sardonically at him. Tad whirled around, releasing the waistband.
"Mommmmmmmm." he squawked. I had heard that whiny refrain emanating
from his house often over the years. He always managed to get three
long syllables out of the word… Mahhh-ahhhh-ahmmmm. "I've told you to
KNOCK. I'm in my underwear!"
“So, I see,” she replied. “In more ways than one.”
Tad looked down, apparently just then realizing he still had a hand
shoved down his underpants. He wriggled it free and stared at her
accusingly.
His mother didn’t comment further on where that
errant hand had been. She just continued, "I've seen you in and out of
your underwear a million times. If you'll recall, the last time I saw
you OUT of them was that spanking you got just a couple of months ago."
That would've been on the Sunday after the day at Aunt Martha's. She
cocked an eyebrow at him as if to say ‘And I can do it again’.
Tad’s face was red. He now had his hands clasped in front of his crotch
in the classic bashful boy pose. He informed his mother in that
authoritative tone he always tried on us girls, “I’ve decided there’ll
be no more spankings. I’m twelve years old now. I’m not a child
anymore.” He looked at her defiantly.
The tone was as
ineffectual with his mother as it was with us. She calmly told him that
spankings would continue till they were no longer needed. And given
their success, or lack thereof, at curbing his bad behavior, she would
probably be administering them till she was too old and feeble to raise
a hand.
Tad, perhaps angered by his embarrassment, rather
foolishly stated, “If they don’t work, then it’s kind of stupid to
continue them.” He immediately grimaced, knowing he had gone too far.
His mother’s expression, up to that point one of slight amusement at
the silliness of her son, hardened. She countered his observation with
a possible solution. “Maybe I just need to increase the frequency. One
a day, perhaps?”
Tad backtracked. “No… no, that’s ok. In fact,
I think that last one did a pretty good job. I haven’t needed one for
weeks and weeks. But…” Suddenly looking uncertain and shy, he asked
quietly, “Could you at least not do the hygiene checks afterwards
anymore? I haven’t needed one in forever.”
His mother declared, “Nope. As long as I have you over my lap, it’s the perfect time.”
Tad ducked his head. “It’s just…. it’s a really, really, really private place.”
I hadn’t known about the hygiene checks. This was the kind of secret
knowledge that made spying such a worthwhile pastime. I wondered if
Tad’s mom really had continued cleanliness in mind or if she conducted
the embarrassing inspections as an extra form of punishment. Either
way… Good for you, Mom.
She told him, “When you’re old enough
to move out and live on your own, you can have all the privacy you
want. Until then, you have only what your father and I allow. If I want
to check out your heinie hole an hour before your twenty-first
birthday, that’s exactly what I’ll do.”
Wow, I thought to myself. Tad’s mom could be brutal!
She turned to leave, saying, “Go to bed. And keep your hand out of your pants.”
After the door shut, Tad muttered to himself, "I can't believe it. I
don’t get ANY privacy." I had a brief, insane urge to jump up and yell,
“SURPRISE! You don’t know the half of it.” The look on his face would
almost make it worthwhile.
I was still waiting for the
underpants to come down, and he faked me out yet again. He pulled the
front of them out, and I tensed in anticipation. But he just stuck his
hand inside again in a show of disobedience his mother safely couldn’t
see. He turned to the door and said, “Hah.”
After that, the
underpants annoyingly stayed where they were. He retrieved a white
t-shirt and sniffed at it before pulling it on. What was with him
smelling everything? Then he pulled on a loose pair of light gray
sweatpants.
I recalled an argument I had overheard a while
back between Tad and his parents. They were sitting on their back
porch, so I heard more than I normally could when I eavesdropped on the
house next door. Tad had announced he would no longer wear pajamas. PJs
were for little kids. He was a young man now. He wanted to start
sleeping in just his underwear like his father did. That’s how MEN
slept. But his mother had vetoed that idea. They had finally
compromised with the t-shirt and sweatpants. Once negotiations had
concluded and Tad had stalked inside to his room, his father asked his
mother, “What’s the harm in him sleeping in his briefs. Especially with
as hot as it’s been lately?”
His mother said, “Being nearly
naked in bed will give a boy his age ideas. And the more layers he has
to go through to get to things best left alone, the less likely he’ll
be to do it. I hope.”
That conversation has ALMOST answered
the question of whether or not Tad played with himself. But it could’ve
just been a mother’s suspicions.
Tad sat on the bed, slipped
off his socks, then slid under the sheet. Like me, he didn't use a
blanket. It was too darned hot. He reached over to the bedside lamp and
turned it off. The moonlight, my accomplice, still provided plenty of
illumination.
I waited for a while to see if any private
pleasuring would commence. It began to look like the answer was no. But
the evening hadn't been a complete disappointment. I had seen Tad in
just his underpants and socks. I got to see him embarrassed by his mom.
And I had learned about the hygiene checks. I couldn’t use that
information to embarrass him without revealing how I acquired it, but
knowing was good enough. And it would make a titillating footnote in
the next Tale of Tad.
I was just turning away to go back to my
room, when I heard him sigh loudly. I turned back to see him kicking
his sheet down to the foot of the bed. He raised his hips up and pushed
his sweatpants down. Then his underpants. He lowered his hips and sat
up to push the garments all the way down to his ankles. Before he lay
back again, he pulled his t-shirt up to his armpits. Despite still
technically wearing clothes, he was naked for all practical purposes.
And I was sure what that purpose was going to be.
I crept closer to the window… as close as I dared.
His skin looked so smooth. It was a cool blue in the moonlight. Even as
my eyes were traveling up and down his body, his hands began to do the
same. He started at his chest. His fingers circled the outside of his
nipples a few times, then moved in tighter to play with the tips. Then
he crossed his hands over to rub inside his armpits. Then down his body
to his groin where he slid his fingers between his ballsack and legs.
He turned his hands around so they cupped his balls. He squeezed and
kneaded them. By then, his thing had risen to full extension.
Since getting my first look at Tad’s exposed boy parts that day at my
aunt’s, I’d had the opportunity to analyze the corresponding anatomy of
many other boys. I’d learned that wieners come in many sizes and a
variety of shapes. One of the most obvious differences was in whether a
boy had been circumcised or not. I had to solve the mystery of this
particular variation by way of the local library, since most boys I
interrogated didn’t know the answer themselves.
There was
also diversity in length and girth. Some were long and skinny, some
short and fat. But there were long and fat ones and short and skinny
ones, just to make it confusing. No two were alike.
I also
learned that age didn’t necessarily dictate size. Tad was twelve years
old and had what I now considered to be an average sized thing for his
age. But there were ten year olds with larger ones, and fourteen year
olds with smaller.
I was really surprised to learn that a
smaller one, when hard, could grow longer than a larger one when it too
became aroused. Boys were so haphazard.
And the shape changes
when hard were in more than just length. One would assume an arc,
usually upwards. One remained relatively straight. A couple had been
twisty-turny. One would stick out at a right angle to the boy’s body.
One would hang down a bit. One would angle all the way up to lay flat
against the boy’s belly.
The differences didn’t even end
there. Coloration varied. One thing would be of the same general color
as the rest of the boy’s skin. Another boy’s would be darker. Some had
a wiener head that was much darker still.
I was fascinated
with the assortment. I wanted to see every possible variation. I
decided I’d be a urologist when I grew up so I could have access to
lots and lots of wieners. And having the authority to order my patients
to completely undress so I could handle and examine those wieners made
it a profession practically custom made for my inclinations.
Now that I was seeing Tad’s thing for the second time, after so many
other boys in-between, I had a good basis for comparison. I decided Tad
was absolutely average. Which was fine. He was unique in so many other
ways that had nothing to do with his wiener.
Watching
through his window that night, I began to realize that the quirks that
had always made him so irritating were actually the things that made
him the boy I liked.
While I had been ruminating on wieners,
Tad had been busy addressing his own. I returned my attention to what
had brought me to his window.
He slid one hand over it from
the base to the tip, pushing it all the way down to his belly, then
releasing it as the hand journeyed back up to his chest. His thing
bobbed up and down. His next hand followed, making the same maneuver.
As that hand reached his chest to fondle a nipple, the first hand was
making the trip back down to start it all again.
After making
this circuit a number of times, he brought both hands to his face and
sniffed his fingers. The boy was obsessed with his own smell.
He returned his attention to his body and did that circuit from groin
to chest about five or six more times. I was too mesmerized to do a
proper count. He was becoming more and more excited, breathing rapidly.
He was thrusting his hips up and down ever so slightly.
Tad
cupped his ballsack again, squeezing and pulling it. The fingers of his
other hand gently ran up and down the length of his rigid thing. He
brought the hand up to his face. At first, I thought he was going to
sniff it yet again. But he spit in it instead. He wiped the saliva all
around his thing before he began stroking it.
He pumped
himself for several minutes, writhing about on the bed and making
little noises of pleasure. He stopped a couple of times to renew his
saliva. I kept hoping his mother would come back and discover him. THAT
embarrassment would outdo even finding him with his hand in his
underpants.
I could tell when he was getting close to
squirting. He clenched his eyes shut and angled his head back further
into his pillow. His whole body tensed as he lifted his bottom off the
bed. A small geyser of goo erupted from the end of his thing. It
spattered down on his belly and chest. He gritted his teeth, trying to
be silent. I could still hear him moaning, "ahhh, ahhhhhh." I
remembered that sound from the day he stood wet and naked before my
aunt while her hands did more than just bathe him.
There were
three eruptions. When it was over he lay there, breathing heavily, eyes
closed. He was still holding his thing against his belly. It dribbled a
little more stuff onto him. Some of the stuff that had spattered his
chest and stomach ran down his sides to drip onto his mattress.
His mother HAD to know what he did in his bed at night. It wasn’t just
a suspicion. She's the one who washed those sheets. Did Tad know she
knew, or did he use that power of denial in the face of the facts I had
witnessed so often?
He lay there for several more minutes. I
thought he had fallen asleep. That would prove interesting when his
mother came in to wake him in the morning. But eventually he roused
himself. He squeezed and pulled at his thing, coaxing a few more drops
of his stuff out. Then he reached under his bed and brought out a towel
which he used to wipe himself down. It looked stiff and crusty, like
this wasn't its first time cleaning a sticky boy. He had to turn it
around a few times to find an area that was still soft and clean enough
to do the job. He finished by wiping the stuff off his hand, then threw
the towel back under the bed.
How many times had he used
that towel? Did he use it till it was stiff as a board? Did he then
sneak into the wash so his mother wouldn’t see it? I had a feeling she
knew about it anyway. It was right there under his bed. I had learned
from breaching many boys’ bedrooms to look under the bed or under the
mattress to find what they thought they had so cleverly concealed.
Boys’ minds all worked the same, and on a very shallow level.
Tad surely hadn’t cleaned himself sufficiently with the little bit of
swabbing he had done with that nasty towel. His mother, who seemed so
invested in clean heinie holes, really should teach her son to be a
little more hygienic in his playtime, too. Though, imagining how
awkward that conversation would be, I could see why she hadn’t. That’s
where dad should come in and do his duty. Tell his son that REAL men
properly cleaned the goo off their bodies after a rousing session of
pump the peter.
I didn’t know how long Tad had actually been
playing with himself. He had only turned twelve a few months ago. Maybe
he was quite new to the practice and hadn’t worked out all the details
yet. Maybe cleanup was the next item on the list to learn.
At least he showered in the mornings… I knew because I could hear his
off-key singing through the open bathroom window… so he didn’t go to
school wearing the sticky residue of the night before.
Tad
pulled his clothes back into place and the sheet back over his legs. He
rolled over onto his side, curled up, and was soon asleep, for real
this time.
I watched him for a few more minutes, then crept
back to my window and into my bed. The night seemed hotter, almost
unbearably so. But I couldn't blame the increase in heat on Texas
weather. It was all internal.
It was incomprehensible to me
that watching Tad’s sloppy, unsanitary session of self-pleasure could
arouse anything but disgust in me. But something else was indeed
aroused.
When the Society forced boys to do what Tad had just
done, or when we did it to them ourselves, the pleasure we derived was
mostly through the act of domination. When we spied on boys through
their bedroom windows or in the school showers, the satisfaction was in
secretly violating their domain. But watching Tad that night provoked a
different kind of pleasure, accompanied by a growing, disturbing need
for more.
Tad had always seemed like a little brother to me.
But what I was feeling as I drifted off to a fitful sleep was not
sisterly in any way.
I had a dream of Tad’s slippery, sweaty
body on mine, urgently sliding against my own bare skin. He was making
little noises of pleasure. But also of frustration. He was trying to
find that place. MY place. I felt his rigid thing gliding along my
belly. Up, then back down, to either side. Rubbing into my thighs. It
was dark. He was trying to find it by feel and instinct alone.
His sweat dripped down on me, mixing with my own. It ran down my sides
to the mattress like I had seen Tad’s stuff do through the window. Was
anyone watching US through the window? I tried to look, feeling anxious
and exposed.
His hands cupped the outsides of my breasts. He
squeezed and kneaded them, while still moving his hips in slow circles,
seeking that special place between my legs.
I had one arm
around his waist, pulling him to me. But my other hand was against his
chest, pushing him away. Both hands slipped and slid along his naked
skin, like his whole body was lubricated.
The air was
growing warmer around us. Hotter. Like we were writhing in a furnace.
Except the heat was moist and sensual. It moved along our skin like
hands, urging us on in our illicit act.
Tad was grunting, making animal noises, becoming more frantic.
Then he was almost there. I felt the tip of it. He made a sound of triumph. “Hah.”
I forced myself to wake up. THAT could never happen. Not even in a dream.
The events of that night did NOT become a new Tale of Tad at the next
story time. I only told Tracie and Ellie about it. But only of watching
him through the window. I didn’t tell them of my reaction and the dream
it inspired. That was private.
Tracie and Ellie were angry at
me for going without them. I assured them I would take them along on
the next excursion, and hope for a repeat performance. It turned out
that wasn’t a problem. I hadn’t been lucky catching him doing it on my
first outing. It was inevitable. Playing with himself was part of Tad’s
nightly routine.
Watching it became part of mine. Sometimes
the other two girls would accompany me. But whether they were there or
not, I always was.
Every night, Tad would would climb into
bed, turn off the lamp, and close his eyes… as if on THIS night he was
going to be a good little boy and leave himself alone. But every night,
after only a few moments, he would sigh and surrender to his adolescent
urges.
It never got old. I never became blasé at the sight
of that naked boy on his bed, indulging in himself. In part, because
Tad didn’t have just one way of doing it. He cycled through a variety
of techniques. One of my favorites was when he would get on his hands
and knees on the bed. He would lay his special towel under him, and
pump himself till he squirted directly onto it. I liked this method
because of the angle from the window. I could see his cute little
bottom, and his ballsack swinging back and forth as he stroked.
But also, spying was just an integral part of my nature. I liked
knowing secrets. I like rooting out those secrets. Watching Tad perform
that most personal act in what he thought was the privacy of his
bedroom was what I was born to do. And as that bedroom was only a few
steps away from my own, the proximity made a demand I couldn’t resist.
After watching him nightly for a week or so, I finally made the firm
decision that Tad would never be fodder for the Society’s gristmill… at
least no more than his regular appearance during story time. I swore
Tracie and Ellie to secrecy about the window into Tad’s bedtime ritual.
He would belong to us and no others.
I had already begun to
feel guilty about sharing as much of him as I did with the Tales of
Tad. And the photos. When we captured other boys and subjected them to
the Society’s ceremonies, it was admittedly wicked… but it wasn’t a
betrayal. With Tad, a friend, I couldn’t make that claim.
The other Society girls were becoming persistent in their inquiries as
to when the Society would pay Tad a visit. Their appetites had been
whetted by his many tales, and especially by those photos that
illustrated his most epic tale ever. I had successfully deflected thus
far, but I could see a confrontation looming. And perhaps a challenge
to my position as leader. As usual, Tad was causing problems.
I often wondered if I would’ve realized my vocation as a voyeur and a
scourge of young boys without the little nudge my aunt had given me
with Tad’s backyard bath. Before that day I was already acting, to a
degree, on those admittedly unhealthy interests with my participation
in the pre-Society story time. And there had always been that vague
sense of impatience… the growing awareness that those stories couldn’t
fully satisfy the need inside me.
But would I have taken that final step over the line without Aunt Martha’s help? I’d never know.
And did I owe her thanks or recriminations? That answer would come all too soon.
Tension from within was straining the fabric of the Society. A small
cadre of overly militant members was becoming increasingly aggressive
in its demands to add Tad to our list of conquests. They already knew
what every square inch of his body looked like from the photos, but
they wanted first hand experience with him.
It had started
with Tina and Patricia, but the number grew to include Barb and Linda.
Though Tracie and Ellie would remain on my side, I could foresee a
fatal schism forming if any more girls were recruited to the cause. Our
society of like-minded girls, a cohesive company marching in lockstep
over the the naked bodies of the boys we had beaten, could soon be
forever divided.
I tried telling them that Tad was a
personal friend and therefore inviolable. They countered with the
unassailable fact that many had given up brothers and friends. Tad
wasn’t special. He was just another entree on the menu.
The
girls were becoming especially assertive in their demands because our
latest meticulously plotted plans to ensnare unsuspecting boys had
fallen to ruin. One boy arbitrarily changed his well-worn routine,
walking home from school by a different path through the woods than the
one he had probably taken for years. We were left lying in wait for an
empty hour, sweating in the stagnant late afternoon heat. Becoming
increasingly irritated, with only each other to vent our frustrations
on, we fell into an almost silent squabbling as we waited to waylay a
quarry that would never come.
That small schism was quickly,
if only briefly, repaired as we made a collective vow… the elusive boy
who had so rudely left us waiting would pay a price far beyond the
usual when we finally managed to entangle him in our web.
It took a couple of weeks of scheming and the price of a new Polaroid to set our revenge in motion.
Falsely Accused and Badly Abused -
The day after the plan was finalized, an office aide at our school
delivered a phone message to the girls coach at the beginning of gym
class. Apparently, her house had been broken into and the police were
waiting for her there. As expected, she left the oldest girl… me… in
charge before she left.
There was no actual break-in, of
course. One of the jocks under our command had made the call to the
school. Having hit puberty at around five years old, he had a deep
enough voice to make it convincing. As the coach lived over thirty
minutes away, she would be gone for over an hour.
After she
left, both of our jocks dragged the struggling and very naked boy into
the girls gym. He was held between the two bigger, stronger boys with
his toes barely touching the gymnasium floor. He was crying and
repeating, ‘please… please… please….” over and over, too stunned to
manage anything more coherent.
His captors told the two
dozen or so girls assembled therein they had seen the boy sneaking into
the girls locker room with a camera, obviously planning to take
pictures as everyone undressed and showered after class.
The
jocks, being ever respectful of the modesty and dignity of young
ladies, had followed the boy in to remove him from the premises. They
found the little perv hiding with his camera, already naked… obviously
in preparation of doing more than just taking pictures while he watched.
There was a collective gasp from the girls. Then a flurry of words as they gave voice to their disgust and outrage.
The jocks held up the new Polaroid camera, and several boxes of film,
as proof. Who knew, they asked, how many other boys would’ve seen those
photos if this depraved delinquent had succeeded in his nefarious
scheme.
They suggested the girls would be well within their
rights in exacting a revenge as humiliating as what he had planned for
them. The jocks then left the terrified boy, plus camera and film, in
the hands of the enraged and vengeful young ladies.
The boy finally managed something more articulate than ‘please’, but his tearful claims of innocence fell on disbelieving ears.
Once the hour long gym class was over with, and all the film had been
used, the girls informed the exhausted, sweaty, sticky, thoroughly
humiliated and red-bottomed boy that there would be repeat performances
until all the girls in school, every single one of them, had their
chance to show what happens to voyeuristic little miscreants like him.
Otherwise, the principal would be told of his degenerate acts and he
would surely face suspension, or even expulsion, from school. An arrest
and incarceration in the boys reformatory were also within the realm of
possibility. A boy like him would be bullied and beaten for the extent
of his stay. And of course, he would be repeatedly violated at both
ends, sometimes simultaneously. And then there was the shame he’d bring
down upon his family. How his parents would disown him, wanting no
relation to such a perverted little freak.
The boy was on his
knees, his legs folded beneath his bottom, his head hanging low. His
thing was tucked out of sight between his legs, as though trying to
hide. It needn’t have bothered. The girls all knew it well by sight and
touch by that point. It was as red from rough handling as his bottom
was from the many swats it had received. The coach had a board in her
office for just that purpose.
I took the lead and stepped
forward to demand an answer… more punishment by his female schoolmates
that, while unpleasant and painful, would end after all partaken? Or
removal from school, the scorn of his peers, a downward spiral through
the justice system, being brutalized and used for years by thugs and
hoodlums, disownment by his family, and expulsion forever from decent
society?
Given that choice, the boy quietly accepted Option A.
I had made a number of suggestions to the other girls about what to do
and say in a way that wouldn’t seem as though I was giving orders… even
as I actually was. I was in charge. They just didn’t know it.
As even a coach might become suspicious after being diverted by too
many fraudulent phone calls, it was decided the sessions would take
place outside of school, at a location of the girls’ choosing… where
they would also have more than just a mere hour at a time to display
their displeasure. Girls could attend as many sessions as they wanted
till all had participated.
I suggested an old abandoned shack
way out in the woods that I knew of. The Society had discovered it a
few months prior, and had recently cleaned and tidied it up for this
specific occasion. It was large and open, with plenty of light. And it
could accommodate a large group.
Ellie also happened to be in
that gym class. She assured the other girls she had an endless supply
of Polaroid film, so every girl in school could have their own trove of
photos as souvenirs.
The next session was held on Saturday
in the shack. A girl, who was definitely Society material, brought a
battery powered apparatus, suspiciously phallic in shape, which she had
found in the drawer of her older sister’s bedside table. Along with it
was a handy tube of lubricant. We made the boy take it both orally and
anally. In that order… the girls were vindictive, but not completely
psychotic in their cruelty.
He was first made to take it in
his mouth and act as though he was pleasuring a partner. I had to take
him aside and supply instructions as he had never even heard of the
practice. After the oral encounter, lube was applied and a switch was
turned on, setting it into vibrating mode. It then made acquaintance
with his other end.
The apparatus… which we named Good
Vibrations years before a song of the same name was released… made an
appearance at each subsequent session. Every girl from school got her
chance, multiple times, to plug the boy’s hole. His facial expressions
and the gasping, moaning sounds he made never failed to elicit laughter
as G.V. slid in and out in a simulation of sex. The act always left him
hard and squirting, even without a hand pumping his peter.
I hoped the girl who brought it washed it afterwards each time before her sister put it to further use.
The introduction of Good Vibrations inspired the use of other objects.
Anything of a similar shape would do, including cucumbers and broom
handles. One girl brought two long, fat Christmas candles and a box of
matches from home. My favorite photo of the boy was a side view that
had him on hands and knees, a red candle inserted in his mouth and a
green one in his bottomhole. He was literally burning the candle at
both ends.
On one occasion, when my turn came, I decided to
let him know why all this was really happening to him. After
positioning him on his hands and knees, (that pose was, without a
doubt, my favorite), and sliding G.V. into his hole, I began to plumb
his depths faster and with more force than usual. He made little
grunting noises in time with each push, and audible intakes of breath
with every pull. The alternating sounds had all the girls surrounding
us laughing hysterically.
He began sweating so profusely it
ran off of him in rivulets. He was drenched in it, looking as though he
had just stepped out of a shower.
I began to add revolving
motions as I worked him, stretching his hole even wider. His grunts and
gasps merged into one long crescendo that became so high on the scale
that probably only dogs could hear it. His head was thrown back, his
mouth was open, but all that emerged was that silent scream.
I heard one girl exclaim, “Look. He’s doing it. He’s doing it.” I knew
what ‘it’ was, so I quickly looked beneath him. The boy was jetting his
stuff onto the floor with such force I could hear it splatter. I
abruptly extracted Good Vibrations. It was as though pulling the plug
released his vocal chords. His voice instantly returned, dropping from
that high pitched wail all the way down to a deep, low moan. He
unconsciously grabbed his thing and pumped out the last few squirts,
then collapsed into an insensible heap on the floor.
I
leaned over him with my face inches from his own. His eyes were closed,
so I patted his cheek with increasing force till they opened. Satisfied
that he could hear and comprehend, I leaned further in to whisper in
his ear, “This is all for making us wait in the woods.”
The look he gave me showed confusion. He had no idea what I was talking about. It didn’t matter. I knew.
Later, in a more rational moment, I began to wonder if the Society was
making me a little crazy… if giving in to my monster’s mindless hunger
and malevolent urges was making me into something possessed of those
traits alone. And it wasn’t as though the pleasures it brought made the
drawbacks worthwhile. The hunger was never sated. It was a constant
gnawing need. And the small, ever dwindling voice of reason in my head
begged me to never become someone who could remain undisturbed by the
cruelty I was capable of.
After ten sessions, all of his
female schoolmates in junior high had attended more than once. Many had
made it to all ten. We kept a running roll call just to be sure no one
was left out. Girls from the high school had also seen and participated
in his repeated degradations. Everyone had photos to remind themselves,
and the boy, of all that transpired. Quite a number of boys had seen
the photos too, as some of the girls weren’t very discreet with whom
they shared. This was fine, just as long as those pictures never
crossed over the line into the world of adults.
We of the
Society finally deemed the boy had paid the price for standing us up
that day in the woods. We began putting out suggestions that perhaps
playtime should come to a close before any adults discovered the
activity. It took a while before word spread widely enough to bring it
all to end. The unfortunate lad had to endure two more sessions, both
more exuberant and extensive than the previous ten since the girls knew
the good times were almost over.
Before he was released from
his punishment, he had one last task to complete… writing ‘I AM A
PERVERT’ twenty times in semen using his finger. His confession was
witnessed by a crowd of girls two to three times the size of any
previous gathering. He had to masterbate five times to produce enough
of his stuff to finish. Even so, he didn’t quite make it to the end.
But the audience took a vote and magnanimously allowed him that last
cross of the final T.
Then everyone watched as he had to
clean up his mess the way he always did. When the Society had tidied up
the shack, we made sure the wooden floorboards held no splinters to
pierce his tongue, so he was safe from harm, if not humiliation.
It didn’t matter that the sessions had ended. His misery continued
through the rest of the school year, and on into high school. His
female schoolmates never tired of reminding him of all they had seen,
all they had done. Some of the boys who had seen the photos, and many
who hadn’t, continually teased him, so he was never free of the taunts
even when not in the company of females. There were even a couple of
reenactments in the boys locker room, but with oral and anal insertions
by things that were more than just phallic in appearance. I had our two
jocks put a stop to that, and not by peaceful persuasion. That type of
activity fell within the purview of the Society and any other girls to
whom we extended authority. Boys tread our territory at their peril.
The name of the boy who had stood us up was Carter. That name would
live on, a legend and a lesson, in whispers and giggles for many years
to come.
He also served as a warning to any other boys who
were less than reverent in their treatment of their female classmates.
A girl had only to reach in her handbag and pull out a photo of
Carter’s naked bottom, apparatus inserted, butt cheeks blurred as they
jiggled to the vibrations. The attitude adjustment this inspired was
instantaneous. The threat didn’t need to be spoken to be clear… the
next butthole to experience Good Vibrations could be YOURS. Girls were
using Carter’s misfortune to elevate themselves to their proper place
in the hierarchy. The Society was proud to have fostered such
assertiveness in our peers.
While Carter’s no-show in the
woods would ultimately blossom into a story of unexpectedly epic
proportions, (none of us had foreseen the arrival of Good Vibrations),
at the time it happened it was only an added aggravation to the already
frayed dispositions of the girls in the Society. Discord was brewing
and was dangerously close to spilling over into open rebellion.
Our next conquest, I told myself, would be the cement that repaired the
cracks in our foundation. There’s nothing like the mortified tears of a
devastated, ruinous wreck of a boy to act as salve for the soul.
But our ill luck held firm as the next boy, like Carter, was a no-show.
This one slipped through our clutches by way of an especially evil
twenty four hour stomach bug. As I, and a few other girls in the group,
had also recently experienced the gut wrenching convulsions of endless
vomiting this vicious virus induced, we felt an unaccustomed kinship to
the boy and gave him a break by crossing him off the list in perpetuity.
This act of kindness briefly brought us together in a shared sentiment,
but the respite was all too brief. The old irritations arose and Tad’s
name was once again spoken.
Carter’s Comeuppance was still in
the planning stage, and no other boys on the list had been properly
surveilled to the point where we felt safe in staging a strike. Still,
I had to somehow channel their antagonistic energy away from Tad, and
only serving up another boy in his stead would do.
I settled
on a boy named Dwayne. We had gathered more intel on his habits and
movements than any other target. I had been dubious of putting him on
the list from the beginning. The Willow Lane Quartet had encountered
him a number of times over the years at Aunt Martha’s. She hired him to
help her out by mowing the lawn and maintaining the area around the
pigpen and chicken coops.
On the days we found him there, he’d
always join us in play once his work was done before bicycling home. He
was a likable lad, and we always got along well. He was quite
good-looking, too, in a strapping farm boy way.
Since he
attended the only other junior high school in Hammond aside from our
own, we had never met him outside of my aunt’s place. Even so, he
seemed if not a friend, at least a friendly acquaintance… enough so
that I felt a small twinge of guilt offering his name when the Society
first compiled its list of possible conquests.
A few nights
back, my mother had phoned Aunt Martha to see if she could could drop
me off there that Saturday while my parents attended yet another
antique auction out of town. It would’ve been my first time back in her
domain since Tad’s backyard bath. My aunt told her she and Dwayne would
be occupied with rebuilding the fence around the pigpen on that day. I
would just be underfoot. I had silently fumed at the suggestion I was
nothing but an ineffectual female who couldn’t contribute. I didn’t
actually WANT to work around that nasty pigsty and it’s grunting,
grotesque inhabitants, but my aunt’s dismissive attitude stung. She was
a strong, capable woman and it hurt that she saw me as something less.
If only I dared tell her of the trail of beaten boys I had left in my
wake, I’m sure she would’ve been impressed. But even as I had come to
see her as a woman of dubious moral character who could appreciate my
own rather wicked efforts, one whose hand had helped steer me down that
particular path… she was still an adult. The inherent aversion of a
thirteen year old to bringing adults into their younger world and its
affairs was an almost physical obstacle… one I couldn’t readily
overcome.
Due to that conversation between my mother and Aunt
Martha, I knew where Dwayne would be that Saturday. I also learned from
the same exchange that he had to be home by six o’clock for supper.
I determined that Dwayne was going to be late for that meal. His
bicycle trip back home would make an unscheduled stop. Normally, I
wouldn’t arrange a conquest with such a conflict in its timetable,
especially not when parents were involved. But I had a mutiny to quell
before it became fully formed, and a troublesome young rascal named Tad
to rescue from the clutches of my own Society.
We would
provide Dwayne with an excuse for his tardiness… a punctured bicycle
tire. That explanation wouldn’t allow enough time for one of our usual
abductions. We couldn’t indulge in our amusements for any longer than
an hour. We also had to allow Dwayne enough time to recompose himself
after his ordeal. I doubted his parents would believe his demoralized
countenance and haunted, red-rimmed eyes were brought on merely by a
bicycle tire’s demise.
But my girls and I had a lot of anger
to work off, so I was sure the ferocity of the encounter would more
than make up for its brevity.
Tad might notice a change in
Dwayne’s behavior toward us if we ever encountered him again at my
aunt’s. But Tad’s attendance there had become sparse over the last year
or two, and after the latest visit, I had the feeling he might never
return.
I was beginning to have hope for a happy future. We
had a handsome boy in our sights who was about to make a quick but
satisfying meal for our monsters… the odds seemed impossible that we
could have three no-shows in a row… and arrangements for payback
against Carter, the boy who had started this losing streak, were coming
along quite nicely.
But optimism offends the universe, and
it will always deal out disappointment to bring balance back to the
world. Dwayne was a no-show.
We had managed to gather every
member of the Society and five of our stringers for Dwayne’s Downfall…
an unusual occurrence. There was almost always at least one girl, often
more, who couldn’t make it to a conquest due to scheduling conflicts.
But this time we had the whole pack.
The trip to our waylay
point was much longer than our usual jaunt. We usually just walked, but
this trip would require wheels. Like Dwayne, we would be on our bikes.
Some of the girls, not having bicycles of their own, had to ride
precariously on the handlebars of others’.
As we left the
city limits and got closer to my aunt’s area, the asphalt turned to
uneven, pitted dirt roads. Many of the girls were unused to navigating
these relatively rugged byways. There were a number of spills, usually
involving the bicycles burdened with extra passengers.
By
the time we arrived at our destination, a blind bend in a section of
road that was perfect for an ambush, everyone was hot, sweaty, and
irritable. A number of bruises and scraped knees and elbows rounded out
the miserable mood. As we hid ourselves and our bikes in the dense
trees that lined the lane, I experienced an almost prescient
foreboding. The direction the day had taken seemed inalterable. We were
once again locked in a nosedive towards disappointment and discontent.
Once the next two hot and anxious hours made it quite clear my
premonition had been correct, everyone around me exploded in screaming
arguments and accusations. Being the leader, when things went well I
enjoyed most of the credit. But when events turned sour and tempers
followed suit, I bore most of the blame.
It didn’t seem to
matter that my record of accomplishments had been spotless until the
last three missions. Under my command, we were a razor-edged scythe
cutting a swath through the boys of Hammond. But the girls’ memories
were conveniently short when they needed a target to unleash their pent
up frustrations upon. And I, as frustrated as any, screamed right back
at them, displaying a lack of dignity that made me cringe with
embarrassment when reflecting on it later.
The trip back was
made in a bitter silence, the lack of words more ominous than the
overuse of them before. That silence, which extended for days, could
well have signaled our Society’s end. But I had worked too hard and
imbued that coalition with too much of myself to let it slide quietly
into the grave. I set upon the plans for Carter’s Comeuppance with
renewed zeal. I met with our two jocks and issued their orders. I used
the cache I had set aside from portions of my weekly allowance money to
buy a new Polaroid camera. I had vowed I would use that stash for only
the most dire of emergencies. Current events qualified.
When
all was in readiness, I called a meeting, one I hoped wouldn’t be the
last. I had to beg and wheedle to get everyone to grudgingly attend.
But when I laid out the completed plan and explained the probable
implications for young Mr. Carter, I saw that special light rekindle in
their eyes.
This was to be humiliation on a grand scale.
Every girl in school would be witness and participant in Carter’s
undoing. This could follow him for years. And if it finally faded from
the minds of others, it would still be a parasite burrowed into his own
brain, never letting him forget.
All that was left to do was
tidy up the cabin. And then, of course, unleash the jocks. Those two
beefy boys were ever resentful of being ordered about by girls, but
they also had an undeniable enthusiasm for the substance of those
orders. They were bullies. They liked power. Even as we took that power
from them with the threat of their incriminating photos, they regained
it by enacting our orders and grabbing the younger, smaller boys we set
them upon.
It usually ended with them throwing the victim
naked to the wolves in the school hallway. This time though, would be
even better. Being part of the inciting event of Carter’s continual
torment appealed to their brutal nature. They offered… more accurately,
begged… to take an even more active part. They could hold the boy down
during each session while the girls went to work on him. They could
string him up like a piñata so the girls could beat on him with sticks.
They made a few other increasing violent suggestions, almost salivating
as they did so. I politely, but firmly, declined. After giving them the
day and time to play their part, I left… feeling more than slightly
disturbed.
Unlike the previous three failures, everything
went according to plan. Even better than planned, due to the happy
addition of Good Vibrations. The girl who introduced us to that special
toy, Evelyn, was now the newest member of the Society.
It seemed that everything was once again right with the world.
Then, a few days after our third session with Carter, I received a note
during history class summoning me the principal’s office. I felt a cold
stab of fear, wondering if Carter had actually told of what we were
doing to him. Or maybe one of the other boys? That was always a danger.
When I arrived at the office, Tracie and Ellie were already there,
sitting on the hard, wooden chairs before the secretary’s desk. Their
presence almost confirmed my fears, but I held onto a desperate hope.
They both turned to look at me when I entered. Ellie appeared pensive,
but composed. Tracie looked as though she could burst from anxiety at
any moment.
The secretary pushed a button on the desk’s intercom, then said, “The third girl is here, sir.”
The voice of Principal Bartlett, rendered metallic and alien by the
intercom, replied, “Send them in, Sarah.” When we didn’t immediately
move, Sarah gave us a disapproving look. It was hard to tell if this
particular look was significant since all of her looks were
disapproving.
Tracie and Ellie got up, letting me take the
lead, and we all filed reluctantly to the inner office door. It opened
just as I reached it. I felt my heart skip a beat when I saw who was
just beyond. Not Principal Bartlett, although he was there too, behind
his desk. Before me was the thin, craggy face and droopy white mustache
of Sheriff Brown.
This time my heart almost stopped. If it
had, I would’ve welcomed death with my last, dying thought. It would be
preferable to facing the disappointment and horror in my parents eyes
when they learned what their daughter had been doing.
I heard Ellie’s sharp intake of breath behind me. I heard Tracie’s scream.
The Sheriff was quick to tell us, “You’re not in any trouble, girls. I just have a few questions.”
Dwayne hadn’t made it home for supper at all that night. He hadn’t been home in the days since.
When seven o’clock arrived on that Saturday and Dwayne hadn’t, his
worried parents had phoned Aunt Martha. She told them he had left
around five, telling her he was going straight home. She had seen him
leave. By eight o’clock that evening, a search party comprised of all
the neighbors in the vicinity was scouring the area, flashlights in
hand, calling his name. Dwayne was always a very reliable young man,
not given to boyish, irresponsible behavior. Everyone who knew him had
the same sickening certainty… had he been able to make it home, he
would’ve. Something had happened to the boy. Something bad.
The Sheriff didn’t know Dwayne personally, so he was convinced the boy
was just another runaway. Hammond lost one or two boys a year to the
lure of big cities and a better life. The Sheriff conjectured, and I
silently agreed, that finding the first rarely led to the second.
He asked the three of us if Dwayne had ever mentioned running away when
we saw him at my aunt’s. Did he seem to be a malcontent? Did he act
like he was into hard drugs like that marijuana stuff?
We all told him truthfully that he never said or seemed any of those things. He was a hard working and convivial boy.
Aunt Martha had told the Sheriff that shortly after Dwayne left, she
saw an unfamiliar sedan driving by her house in the same direction the
boy had taken on his bike. Sheriff Brown didn’t place much importance
on that. There were always cars on the road. It’s what roads were for.
Besides, my aunt said she only glimpsed it for a moment and didn’t know
the make or model. She couldn’t even recall for sure what color it had
been.
Principal Bartlett didn’t contribute anything to the
conversation. He was only there in loco parentis. And as Dwayne hadn’t
attended his school, the boy and the mystery of his disappearance was
someone else’s problem.
We hadn’t heard anything about
Dwayne’s disappearance earlier for the same reason… he attended a
different school. The local newspaper had only given it a small
mention. And as the Sheriff was treating the case as yet another
runaway, his investigation was proceeding at a crawl. His interview
with us may have been his last half-hearted effort before going back to
napping behind his desk.
After we answered his few questions,
the Sheriff released us back to class. Tracie, Ellie and I had an
intense whispered discussion on the way back to our respective
classrooms. We were shocked at the disappearance of a boy we knew, even
if contact with him had been minimal. But I think our mood was more one
of relief that our secret was still safe. The summons hadn’t been
because of the Society and its activities.
It wasn’t until
later that night, as I lay in bed unable to sleep, that a cold shiver
ran through me when I finally acknowledged the thought that was keeping
me awake.
We had set up our waylay point midway between my
aunt’s house and Dwayne’s. There was a single stretch of road with no
turnoffs. We were in place by four-thirty. We arrived early just to be
sure we caught him. If Dwayne had left my aunt’s house at five, he
would’ve reached us about fifteen minutes later. He hadn’t. Neither had
the mystery sedan my aunt claimed she saw.
The only
conclusion I could come to was Dwayne never left my aunt’s house. And
the sedan didn’t exist. I didn’t want to take these thoughts any
further. And even if I did, what could I do about it? I couldn’t now
inform the Sheriff that I and an entire mob of girls had been on that
road at that time to see that there was nothing to see. He would ask
what we all were doing there, and why neither I nor Tracie and Ellie
had thought to mention this in the principal’s office.
I lay
there refusing to think till exhaustion finally claimed me. I dreamed
again of Tad. He was naked, as he always was in my dreams. He was
standing, arms outstretched, legs spread wide. His wrists and ankles
were manacled. Chains connected the manacles to tall, wooden posts on
either side. I looked around and realized we were in my aunt’s backyard.
Tad’s body was wet and soapy. It glistened in the bright sunlight. I
was rubbing the soap in by hand, all over him, the way my aunt had said
she did when he was younger. Into every nook and cranny. He was trying
to twist away from me, but the chains held him firm. I knew what I was
doing was an act of betrayal. But I didn’t know why. I was just trying
to get him clean. Rubbing the soap in everywhere. In his armpits.
Between his legs. Deep in-between his bottom cheeks.
He was
hard. He acted like he wasn’t enjoying my ministrations, but his thing
told a different story. It wanted me to hold it, rub it, make it slick
with soap. Stroke it to ecstasy. I took it in hand, but gasped when I
realized it wasn’t my hand holding it. It was Aunt Martha’s.
She turned to me and said, “He’s dirty. Filthy. No amount of soap in
the world will get this one clean. Look at his thing.” She squeezed it,
making him cry out. “He always did this, then he turned on me and acted
like he didn’t want it anymore.”
She twisted and Tad was
thrown sideways to land in the mud of the pigpen. He lay there, face
down, unmoving. The mud looked like it was rising up around him,
creeping over his back and bottom. His arms and legs were disappearing
into it. I knew then he was sinking and would soon be gone.
“Let him,” my aunt told me. “That’s were dirty boys belong.”
We watched till all that remained visible was a few tufts of white-blond hair. Then that too was gone.
I slowly awoke, feeling a deep sadness… as though it had been Tad, not Dwayne, who had vanished into my aunt’s domain.
Terrible Tad 10: The Jack of Diamonds
The
weather had been unusually hot around that time. I had lived in Texas
all my life, and wasn’t some feeble flower prone to wilting in the sun.
But of late, the heat was too much for me. For anyone. The sun seemed
to boil everyone alive in their own sweat.
I was continuing in
my resolve to not think about Aunt Martha or Dwayne. That subject was
so volatile that even the most tentative touch… the mere hint of
speculation… carried the danger of setting it off like a bomb in my
brain. So I walled them off, entombed them together in a compartment
way back in the furthest reaches of my mind, isolated from the rest of
my thoughts and the whole of my life. Aunt Martha didn’t exist. And
Dwayne had disappeared for the second time.
Despite the heat…
and in one case because of it… life was going well for the Society. The
brief bit of bad luck that had plagued us earlier was just an
aberration, weeks in the distant past. And the wounds inflicted by
sharp words and pointed accusations hadn’t split further to forever
divide us. I could still see the scars, and I would intentionally
remain aware of them forevermore. They were a reminder of how quickly
events, and friends, could turn.
Carter’s Comeuppance was
coming along quite well. We were in our seventh session. We had told
the boy his punishment would end when every girl in school had gotten
her chance to be the consequence of his actions. We just hadn’t said it
would IMMEDIATELY end.
Most of the girls had attended at
least one session by that point. There were high school girls showing
up. And even better, there were girls from the other junior high and
high school from across town. We were making Carter famous, and yet, he
didn’t seem at all appreciative.
The heat wave continued
unabated. It had become a heat tsunami. Everyone was suffering. But one
boy suffered from it more than most…
I was in the local park
one day, walking my dog Barney, when I overheard part of a laughing
conversation between two girls. I cautiously approached, telling them I
wasn’t eavesdropping, but had nevertheless heard part of the
conversation and was intrigued.
The girls, Sarah and Brandi,
were from Dallas. Sarah’s family was visiting relatives in Hammond.
Brandi’s parents had allowed her to make the trip with them. They were
both twelve, a year younger than me.
Sarah and Brandi, still
in a jovial mood, took me into their confidence. The boy who was the
subject of their mirth was a friend. His name was Danny. They had known
him most of their lives. Even though he, too, lived in Dallas and was
unlikely to ever encounter anyone in Hammond, the girls asked that I
not repeat a word of what they told me. They didn’t want him
embarrassed further. At least, not by others. They were more than happy
to keep teasing him themselves. In fact, they confided, Danny had six
more years of embarrassment before he was free of a trap he had sprung
on himself.
I was even more intrigued by that cryptic
statement. I swore the story would spread no further. Truth was as much
a victim of the Society as the boys it debased.
Sarah, Brandi,
and Danny, all of the same age, shared a class right before lunch. The
school’s air conditioning unit, old and overworked, had died the day
before… another casualty of the merciless heat. Even with all the
windows in the building open for a breeze that never came, it was
sweltering inside. Teachers and students alike were withering, all
vitality oozing out of their bodies along with the sweat. And with so
many sweating bodies packed into that hotbox, the classes and hallways
were awash in an atrocious stench.
When the lunch bell rang,
the three friends held a whispered conference and decided they’d had
enough. As the rest of the student body made its way to the school
cafeteria, they escaped through a back door into the equally hot but
much less odorous outdoors.
Sarah told the other two that her
house was free. Dad was at work, her older sister was still trapped in
the hotbox, and Mom was at a Friends of the Library meeting that was
scheduled to last until five o'clock. Danny's mother was a member of
that organization also.
The three had never before skipped
school, and so were edgy with paranoia. They just KNEW the truant
officer had psychically sensed the moment they crossed the school
boundaries into the forbidden world beyond.
They made their
way stealthily through town like escaped prisoners… skulking behind
bushes, peeking around buildings, frantically dashing across the open
spaces. They were sure the entire local police force had been alerted
to the break out, and the manhunt was on, complete with helicopters and
tracking dogs.
They attained the safety of Sarah's house
without incident. Peeking out the front windows, they detected no signs
of pursuit. They seemed to be safe. The escapees would worry about
explaining their absence later. They could always claim to have
succumbed to heat exhaustion, only regaining consciousness at the sound
of the final bell.
Now they had all that extra free time,
they just had to figure out what to do with it. They set up a Monopoly
game on the coffee table in the front sitting room. Sarah and Brandi
sat on the couch. Danny sat on the floor facing them.
There
was a wide gap behind the couch between it and a bookcase along the
back wall of the sitting room. That open area would become critical a
little later in the day.
Five minutes into the game found them bored. Monopoly was just too dull after their adrenaline fueled escape.
Sarah packed up the game and carried it back to her bedroom. She
returned with a deck of cards. Danny said, "Oooo, are we going to play
strip poker?" He said it as if in jest, but he glanced furtively at
each of the girls to see how they reacted to the question. Would they
seriously consider the proposition? After all, they had already crossed
the line into illicit behavior, becoming daring desperados with their
felonious jailbreak. Would that embolden them enough to venture even
further?
Danny had proven many times before that in poker, he
was a much better player than the girls. If they accepted his
invitation, he had no fear of having to expose more of himself than he
was comfortable with, and every confidence that he would see everything
the girls had hidden from him since they all became friends seven years
before.
Sarah and Brandi had known Danny was obsessed with
seeing them naked, long before the advent of puberty had added an extra
urgency to his desire. They were amused, not offended, when their
growing breasts continually drew his eyes when he thought they weren’t
looking. Even more entertaining was his poorly concealed frustration at
being denied even a glimpse at what made girls so different from boys,
especially now that it was becoming more obvious with their developing
bodies.
When they were much younger, he had tried many times
to talk them into a game of ‘doctor’. He had always insisted that he be
the doctor, never the patient. The girls had always declined, saying
their health was perfectly fine. They were in no need of medical
assistance.
He had tried the ‘If you show me yours, I’ll show
you mine’ pact. He never proposed it the other way around, with him
being the first to show, because he had no intention of following
through with his side of the bargain. He would NOT suffer the
embarrassment of GIRLS seeing his thing. His duplicity was as obvious
to the girls as if he had stated it outright, so they never took him up
on his offer. They probably wouldn’t have even if Danny hadn’t been so
clearly deceitful. They were no more willing to reveal themselves than
he was.
Once, just to confirm that Danny was being as
dishonest as they suspected, the girls had countered his offer with the
stipulation that he show first. And he didn’t even have to completely
undress for them. He had only to pull his thing out of his pants. In
turn, they would completely undress for him. They felt safe… mostly… in
making this proposal. He had declined, the look on his face revealing
the horror he felt at girls seeing even that much of him. They were
secretly relieved. Being more honorable than Devious Danny, they
would’ve completed the pact had he actually showed them his thing, much
as they dreaded doing so.
On one occasion, when they were nine
years old, Danny had embarrassed himself by asking the question that
drove his determination to see the girls unclothed. They were in his
tree house playing a game of Go Fish. The boy had been plainly
distracted for the duration, and finally called a pause to the game.
Red-faced and stammering, he asked Sarah and Brandi how they could pee
if they didn’t have a peter. There couldn’t just be a hole there. The
pee would run right out. Did they have to use some kind of plug?
The girls fell into a seizure of hysterical laughing, their faces even
more red from hilarity than his was from embarrassment. When it became
apparent the merriment at his expense was uncontrollable and wouldn’t
cease anytime soon, Danny had left in shame, his question unanswered.
Now the three were again gathered around a deck of cards. But the game
Danny only half-jokingly proposed was a bit more risqué than Go Fish.
He was a little more knowledgable than his nine year old self of the
anatomical differences between boys and girls, but that increase in
understanding only made his desire more profound.
Brandi
responded to his suggestion of strip poker, "You wish. If you didn't
know for sure you'd win, you wouldn't want to play. Otherwise, we'd see
how dinky your winky is."
"It's not dinky!" Danny fired back,
then bit his lip at having responded. He was embarrassed the
conversation had turned so pointedly to the subject of his peter. Girls
shouldn’t even mention it, and certainly not speculate on its size.
Brandi leaned over the coffee table. “Prove it.”
Danny unconsciously placed his hands over his lap. This was NOT how this should be going.
Sarah held up her hand. "Children, stop." She told them what the cards
were for. She had always dabbled in card tricks, and had just learned a
new one.
She placed the deck on the coffee table and
shuffled a few times. Then she picked it up, fanned the cards out, and
told Danny, “Pick a card. Any card.” She told him to not let her see
it. Danny chose one and looked at the face. It was the Jack of
Diamonds. Brandi leaned across the table to look, but he held it away
from her. "You'll find some way to tell her," he accused.
Sarah had him insert the card back into the deck. She shuffled a few more times.
"Now," she told the others. "I'm going to start turning the cards over
face up, one by one. When I get to the card you chose, I'll let you
know it's the one BEFORE I turn it over." Holding the deck in one hand,
she began turning the cards over in a line on the table.
Danny asked, "If you get it wrong, what do I win?"
Sarah continued turning over cards. "Well, I don't know. What do I win if I get it right?"
At the very moment she asked this, Sarah turned over the Jack of
Diamonds and laid it down in the line. She followed with two more
cards. Danny almost let his poker face slip. She had turned over his
card and passed it by. He knew he had already won, and he was going to
make it really count. His hope for a game of strip poker hadn’t panned
out, but the girls’ nudity could still be in the cards.
He said, "Time out. Before we go any further, we need to figure out what the winner gets."
Brandi said, "Jeez, it's just a magic trick, Danny."
"But we want to make it exciting, don't we?" Danny countered. "Let's
give it some stakes. We were just talking about strip poker. So, if
Sarah gets the card wrong, she has to strip." Danny couldn’t keep the
eagerness off his face or out of his voice.
There was a long
moment of silence as the girls looked at him, then each other. Danny
began to think he had gone too far. Sarah told him, "Let me talk to
Brandi for a moment." The two girls held a whispered conversation. They
both kept turning to look at Danny in a most disconcerting way.
When they concluded their rather conspiratorial looking discussion,
Danny told them, "So, y’all are a team now? It’s girls against the boy?
Ok. Fine. If y'all are going to team up against me like that, then
you'll both have to strip when I win."
Danny had fully
expected them to balk at this. Instead, Sarah announced, "We’re agreed.
The loser, or losers, has to strip. And that's all the way. Naked.
Everything comes off. Pinky swear it?” This was their way of letting
the others know something was serious. There was no backing down after
a pinky swear. It was as binding as a blood oath, just without the pain
and bleeding. Sarah and Brandi hooked little fingers together, then
Sarah and Danny, then Danny and Brandi. They were now locked in with no
turning back.
Danny was starting to be a bit nervous. This had
been too easy. Neither girl had even blinked when he brought Brandi
into the deal. But he'd seen his card, the Jack of Diamonds. Sarah had
already turned it over and moved beyond. It was stupid to be nervous.
He had already won. Even so, these were the highest stakes he had ever
played for, and prudence demanded a closer inspection of all the
elements… such as the fact that Sarah and Brandi had always demurred
when he suggested any stripping games in the past.
But,
instead of heeding the uneasy suspicion nagging at him, he let his
obsession with seeing the girls completely naked overrule the more
observant, analytical side of his nature that made him such a better
poker player. He decided to make the stakes even higher.
He asked Sarah, "How sure are you that you're going to get it right? Want to sweeten the bet?"
"What do you have in mind?" she asked. She looked sidelong at Brandi with a slight smile.
Danny boldly declared, "The losers have to get naked and stay naked
till four o'clock. That's about three hours." Sarah started to respond,
but Danny spoke again, "And the winner gets to look at them all he
wants. He gets to check everything out. And no hard feelings,
afterwards. We're all taking the same risk here." Danny was sure that
last statement wasn't true.
Brandi told him, "You really are a
little perv, aren't you? Ok. Remember, you came up with the rules. If
it turns out that Sarah and I win, don't get mad. No hard feelings,
remember?”
Sarah looked at Danny. "Are we ready? Any more suggestions?" When he said nothing, she turned over the next card in the deck.
“Wait,” Danny called out. The girls both rolled their eyes. “I thought
of another one. The losers have to get naked again on Saturday. And
stay that way for three more hours. We’ll do it in the treehouse.”
Danny seemed to have finished, but his face lit up with another idea.
“And the winner can touch. You know… for repositioning, that kind of
thing… so he can see everything. And the losers have to tell the winner
anything he asks them. It’ll be like truth or dare, but you have to do
both. You’re going to tell me all of your girl secrets.”
Danny’s treehouse was on the back edge of his family’s property,
fifteen feet up an old oak tree. It was a derelict looking contraption
of plywood and two-by-fours that was deceptively well constructed.
Danny’s father had built it for him years ago. It was very private,
concealed in the leafy crown of the tree.
The girls looked at each other. Sarah turned back to Danny. "You're really going crazy over this. But ok."
Danny was almost panting. This is what he’d spent most of his life
yearning for. It was all coming together like the final pieces of a
puzzle snapping into place. The unusually hot weather… the death of the
old air conditioning unit… their unorthodox decision to skip school…
the deck of cards… the magic trick… and lastly, the girls’
extraordinary decision to finally give in and accept the challenge of a
stripping game. All leading to this moment. He was truly in fortune’s
favor.
Brandi told him. "Seriously, Danny. You're digging
yourself in really deep. If you lose, all these rules are going to bite
you on your butt. Your BARE butt. Do you really want to take the chance
of us seeing you totally naked? And now especially with us being able
to touch you. Think about it.”
Sarah reminded him, “Remember
how Billy Levine’s big sister made him pull his thing out in front of
her and another girl or she’d tell their mom and dad he snuck out to
play when he was grounded? Remember how she said he was so embarrassed
he couldn’t stop crying? They just saw his thing. And that was bad
enough. If we win, we’ll see WAY more than that.”
Danny just
looked smug. "That's IF I lose, which isn’t going to happen.You know
how the cards like me. But don’t worry. When y’all have to show it all,
I won’t blab it everywhere like Billy’s sister did. Maybe just to a few
select friends. Male friends. Let’s say… three of them." His face
brightened with another idea. “I get to invite those friends over on
Saturday so they can see too. I’ll swear them to secrecy.” He paused,
thinking. “That’s it. No more new rules.”
Sarah and Brandi
were trying not to smile. Sarah told Danny, “This means three more
girls get to see you… all of you… if you lose. See and touch. And
you’ll have to answer all our questions. Tell us all your ‘boy’
secrets.”
Danny just sat back and grinned. He could be so smug at times.
Sarah indicated the deck. "May I?" Danny waved his hand in a nonchalant
way, granting her his permission to continue. She turned another card
over. Then another. She was getting close to the bottom of the deck.
Only about ten cards remained.
“Wait,” Danny said. Brandi muttered, “Oh, for God’s sake.”
Sarah asked him, “What have you come up with now?”
Danny looked very pleased with himself. “The losers have to strip for
three hours, once a month all the way up until we graduate from high
school, so the winner and his three friends can watch your progress as
you develop.” The girls’ breasts had been growing that year, something
that was NOT lost on the pubescent boy.
Just thinking about
those breasts and how he was about to see more than just the bumps
beneath their blouses was making Danny hard. He didn’t dare think about
what else was soon to be revealed. He was more excited than he had ever
been in his life, and his peter felt perilously close to doing more
than just harden. It had become so ultra-sensitive, just the fabric of
his underwear rubbing against it was bringing him dangerously close to
an accidental eruption. He tried to hold very, very still… not an easy
thing to do in his aroused and agitated state.
He was also
glad to be sitting on the floor with the coffee table between him and
the girls so they couldn’t see the bulge in his jeans.
A
tiny voice in his head was urging Danny to call the whole thing off. If
he began spontaneously spurting, he didn’t know if it would soak all
the way through his underwear and his jeans, too. And even if a giant
wet spot didn’t betray him, he was sure the expressions on his face
would. Danny could tell the orgasm these sensations foretold would be
intense. The girls seeing him writhing in rapture would be beyond
humiliating.
But he was too close to realizing his goal to give it all up. He had to take the chance.
Sarah looked at him disdainfully. “You must really be sure you’re going
to win this thing.” Danny nodded his head vigorously. She looked at
Brandi, who shrugged her shoulders. “Ok, then. You may be insane, but
your timing is good. The next card I turn over will be yours.” The
moment had come.
She didn’t turn it over yet, though. She
told him, “When Brandi and I discussed it, we decided we’d let you back
out if you wanted. We’ll forget all about it. We just go back to
playing Monopoly or something. No one has to be embarrassed today. Or
once a month till graduation. "
Danny held up his little finger. “Pinky swear, remember?” He nodded at the deck and told her gleefully, "Turn it over."
Sarah's hand hovered over the deck. Then, with a quick glance to make
sure Danny was watching, she reached over to the line of cards laying
face up and flipped the Jack of Diamonds face down. She told him,
almost regretfully, "We gave you a chance to back out."
Danny
was stunned and silent. Brandi leaned over and said, "Looks like Sarah
and I, and three girls of our choice, get to see if it's dinky or not."
Even as she said this, Danny’s shocked realization of what had just
happened made his peter shrivel with horror.
He found his
voice. "No. No, that's not right. You… you cheated. You said the next
card you turned over. That means the next one in the deck."
Sarah patiently explained, "I never said from the deck. Just the next
one I turned over. Which was YOUR card. The Jack of Diamonds. And don’t
even try to say that wasn’t the card you picked. I’ll kick your butt.”
Sarah knew Danny well. She had seen him try to lie his way out of a
predicament many times before. After a pause for effect, she stated,
“We win."
Brandi smiled sweetly and told him, "You can start undressing now."
Danny looked desperate. He told them, "I… I wasn’t really going to make
y'all do all that stuff if I won. I was just trying to scare you."
Sarah told him. "Yeah. Nice try. But like Brandi said, get naked."
For a while, Danny refused to move from his spot. He sat crosslegged on
the floor, arms crossed over his chest, lower lip stuck out in a pout.
He glared silently at the girls while they badgered him to honor his
debt. When even the threat of forcible stripping and shredded clothing
hadn’t moved him, Sarah repeated two words of such import and authority
even Disingenuous Danny couldn’t resist them for long… pinkie swear. He
slowly stood up and began to undress.
When he was down to just
his briefs, Danny looked to the girls hopefully, saying, “Please.
Seeing me in my underwear is embarrassing enough. Can we stop it at
that? Pleeeeease?” A plaintive whine crept into his voice on the last
word.
But the girls had already been generous enough in
their earlier offer to let Danny gracefully back out of the deal. No
more mercies would be extended. Besides, they were looking at a boy in
just his underwear, an event neither girl could’ve dreamed this day
would offer. And the next step would leave him without even that meager
bit of coverage. They had no incentive to stop. Danny wasn’t the only
one in the group who wanted to see what made the other sex so opposite.
The boy sighed and bent over, sliding his underwear down his legs. When
they reached is feet, he stepped out of them. As he stood upright
again, his hands moved over his crotch. The girls had gotten only a
brief glimpse of what was hanging between his legs. Danny kept his head
down, unable to look at the girls as they looked at his nakedness.
For both of the girls, Danny was their first bare boy. That their first
was also one they had known most of their lives made the moment so much
more potent. That he was suffering the fate he’d intended for them made
it better. And the irony of him becoming ensnared in a trap of his own
devising, bound by rules he had established, was even better still.
It was obvious that even with his boy parts shielded from view, the act
of standing so entirely, absolutely naked before the girls was
devastating to Danny. His body shook with silent sobs, and with his
head still hanging down, the tears fell from his eyes directly to the
sitting room rug.
Seeing him cry gave the girls pause. Danny
was a friend… a very close one despite his occasionally conniving ways.
They didn’t like to see him upset, even if the situation that brought
forth the tears was one of his own doing. Brandi turned to Sarah,
suddenly unsure. Sarah leaned in and whispered fiercely, “Do you think
OUR tears would’ve made HIM stop?” Brandi nodded a silent answer and
turned back to gaze at the naked boy.
Sarah ordered Danny to
drop his hands to his sides. He resisted for a moment, but then
complied without further prompting. They now had their first good look
at his thing. And his balls.
Both girls already had a general
idea of what a boy’s private parts looked like. A year or so before,
Brandi had brought a book up to the treehouse. Within its pages was a
photograph of a statue, Michelangelo’s David. The two girls had laughed
as they looked over the naked male form. Danny had been quite
uncomfortable. “They shouldn’t have pictures showing that,” he declared
hotly. “It’s not right.”
Sarah reminded him that the art world
contained many depictions of similarly nude females. “That’s… that’s
different,” Danny retorted, his face burning. “You never see the
women’s privates in those old statues and paintings.” He glanced at the
photo again. “But a man’s… his private things… are all just… hanging
right out there.”
Danny was reacting as though the photo was
of him and not a statue of some distant biblical figure. Brandi, taking
delight in his discomfort, made it even more personal for the boy. She
pointed at the sculpture’s penis and scrotum, asking, “Does yours look
like that?”
Danny bounded up from the treehouse floor where
they were sitting. “You’ll never know,” he yelled. “Get that book out
of my treehouse. It’s MY treehouse, and I won’t allow it.” He kept his
back turned as the girls, giggling at the insecurity on display, began
climbing down from Danny’s Domain.
Now they had a basis for
comparison between David and Danny’s private parts, if only Brandi had
known the direction the day would take and brought her book. She didn’t
need it, though, to recognize the major difference… David’s were of
cold white marble, and Danny’s were definitely of beige boyflesh. And
she remembered David’s ballsack hanging way below his peter, while
Danny’s was the other way around with the head of his peter extending
beyond his balls.
David also had a bush of pubic hair above
his peter. Danny was hairless. The girls didn't care. They had six
years to observe all the changes the boy’s body went through as it
progressed through puberty. And starting at his bare beginning made the
journey all-encompassing.
Sarah told him to step back from the
coffee table. She and Brandi then circled him like predators scoping
out their prey, looking at all that skin on display from every side.
Sarah belatedly remembered that she could touch, by Danny’s own decree.
As she was behind him at that moment, she reached out to lightly brush
her hand along his bottom. Danny gasped, and a tremor ran through his
body. Encouraged by that reaction, she repeated the move, but more
firmly. She squeezed one cheek, then the other.
Brandi was
in front of the boy when she saw what Sarah was doing. So alien was the
idea of being able to just reach out and make contact with the
forbidden areas of a boy’s body, she too had completely forgotten.
Danny’s peter was right in front of her. Did she dare?
The
boys eyes had remained downcast till Sarah touched his bottom. Then his
head jerked upright, his startled eyes now looking directly at Brandi.
He saw where her own eyes were looking, and followed her gaze downward
to his thing. That view was nothing new to him. He had seen it
countless times throughout his life… when be undressed, showered, peed,
or lately, when he did that thing he wasn’t supposed to do. He saw it
so often he almost didn’t see it at all. But at that moment, looking at
it while knowing a girl was looking at it too, he suddenly felt even
more naked than before. Profoundly, unbearably naked.
To
make it so much worse, he was acutely aware of the turnabout the cards
had dealt him. After so many years of scheming to get Sarah and Brandi
out of their clothes where he could study their mysteries, he was the
one stripped of everything… the one being examined. He was amazed he
could endure such humiliation and survive.
Brandi made a
decision. She reached out and ran her forefinger down the length of
Danny’s peter. To her amazement, and the boy’s horror, it began to
lengthen and rise from the moment of her initial touch. By the time her
finger ran over the ridge around its head, it was fully hard, staring
up at the girl as though thanking her for waking it from an enchanted
sleep.
For Danny, time slowed to a crawl, seemingly so he
could fully experience every infinitesimal moment of this horribly
humiliating event. What happened next took mere seconds, but were a
slow, languid nightmare in the boy’s subjective perception.
Even as Brandi’s mouth was opening in surprise, her finger was still
slowly rounding the head of Danny’s peter. Sarah, seeing Brandi’s
startled expression, moved around to Danny’s front to gawk at the
unexpected development that had her friend so transfixed.
As
they both stared, fascinated by the before and after disparity, Danny’s
face was scrunching up like a clenched fist, eyes tightly shut, mouth
in a grimace. This wasn’t just from the mortification of becoming hard
in front of his two female friends. His peter, upon rising for that
second time, had instantly resumed its overly sensitive state from
before, and he was desperately trying to forestall the inevitable.
To Danny’s confusion, the girls’ gaze upon his embarrassing arousal
seemed to have the effect of arousing him even further. And Brandi’s
touch upon it, still tracing its way to the tip, was like a finger
slowly pulling his trigger.
He might have succeeded in holding
back the tide through sheer, frantic force of will, but Brandi’s
fingertip had rounded the head of his peter to touch the slit of his
pee hole. Contact with that intimate opening tipped the precarious
balance. Danny tried to cry out a warning, but his words became an
inarticulate animal howl as his boystuff burst from him in an
unprecedented explosive discharge. Brandi, standing directly in front
of the muzzle, bore the brunt of the blast.
Thirty minutes
later, the still naked Danny was sitting crosslegged in front of the
coffee table again. His head was hanging so low with shame that his
forehead touched the tabletop, surrounded by the cards that had brought
him to his current state of disgrace.
He could hear Sarah and
Brandi at the opposite end of the house. Brandi had taken a shower and
was getting dressed in clothes borrowed from Sarah’s wardrobe. They
were laughing loudly as they discussed what would forevermore be known
as Danny’s Discharge. He supposed the sound of derisive mirth was
preferable to the earlier cries of disgust and revulsion. But neither
did anything to alleviate his feeling of debased dirtiness at what he
had done.
The worst of it was what he had felt as he watched
his strings of goo, still in that unnaturally slow motion, streaming
out to splatter and splash the unfortunate Brandi from her hair and
face, to her blouse and jeans, and down to her shoes, sparing nothing.
It had been an insanely intense ejaculation comparable to none he had
ever experienced. The burst of prolonged pleasure was so powerful it
overwhelmed him, dropping him to his knees. This had saved Brandi from
the last of the torrent, but the sitting room rug had suffered terribly
in her stead.
While the girls left to get Brandi cleaned up,
Danny had done the best he could with the rug, wiping up the splots and
splatters with dish soap and towels. While he worked, the boy couldn’t
rid himself of the disturbing suspicion that, accidental though it was,
covering Brandi in his fluids was what made that orgasm so much more
gratifying than any before. If that was true, what kind of person was
he?
Maybe, he told himself, it had been so much more
pleasurable because of the presence of actual, physical girls and not
the illusory ones who populated his fantasies when he played with
himself. His brain had noted their attendance and associated his
ejaculation with having actual sex… with not just one, but two girls.
No wonder it had felt so good. That must be it, he assured himself. The
alternative made him someone he wanted no association with.
Sarah and Brandi returned to the sitting room and flounced down on the
couch in front of the boy. Sarah announced brightly, “We’ve discussed
it and we’re going to give you a break. Two, actually.” Danny still
hadn’t raised his head from the coffee table. He still couldn’t bring
himself to look at the girls after what he had done.
Sarah
continued, “We’re not going to conduct any more inspections today, or
engage in any of the games we came up with while Brandi changed
clothes. You’ll have to remain naked, of course. You have about another
hour.” Danny continued to stare at the wood grain of the table.
Sarah paused to look at him. “Danny… DANNY.” Hearing the sharp tone in her voice, he finally looked up.
“We know you didn’t do it on purpose. And while we meant to embarrass
you, we didn’t want to do it THAT much. Although…” she looked
reflective, “Now that you’ve done it, it shouldn’t be nearly so awkward
the next time… or the time after that… for the next six years.” Danny’s
head dropped back to the table with a thunk.
Brandi added. “On
the other hand, the next time you spray one of us head to toe, things
will get REALLY awkward. My uncle has a gelding knife. You know… like
they use on horses to make them not so male anymore.”
Sarah
continued, “The other break we’re generously giving you is it’ll just
be us two girls on Saturday in the tree house. We’re going to wait till
you’ve learned how to control yourself before we invite anyone else
over into the line of fire.”
Danny looked up again and
finally spoke. “Do you ever have to invite any other girls over? Can’t
we leave it with just the two of you?”
“Your rules, Danny
Boy,” Sarah replied. “If you hadn’t been so obsessed with seeing Brandi
and me naked, and ESPECIALLY…” She stopped for a moment as anger crept
into that last word. “Especially bringing other boys into it, you
wouldn’t be the one sitting there bare assed right now.”
“I
wasn’t going to bring other boys in,” Danny told her. “It’s the truth.
I was just saying that.” He looked sincere. Sarah decided to discuss it
with Brandi later.
“Anyway,” she said, “There’s more important
business at hand. We have to come up with a reason for all three of us
missing half a day of school. I can forge the notes. But we need a
reason. Or three different reasons.”
Sarah and Brandi
started thinking up excuses. Danny didn’t contribute much. He could
only think of what the girls had seen and would continue to see for
years to come. Not to mention the three other girls, identities to be
disclosed at a later date.
A sound just outside the front door
jolted him out of his wallow in self-pity. The girls snapped their
heads towards the door also.
Sarah’s mother Kate was talking
to someone else, “Thanks again for the ride.” The front door was
already opening. Luckily, Kate was turned away, looking at whoever she
had addressed.
The library meeting had ended way early. It was only three o’clock.
"Quick," Sarah hissed. “Behind the couch.” Sarah and Brandi practically
somersaulted backwards over the couch. Danny had to first grab his pile
of clothes from the floor, then he too vaulted over to land between the
girls. They all sat with their backs to the couch and tried not to
breathe.
Danny had barely made it in time. Kate entered the
house, speaking to someone with her, “Come in and sit a while. Do you
want something to drink?”
Her companion replied, “No, thank
you. I just want to get these shoes off.” As soon as the kids heard the
second person speak, they realized it was Danny's mother, Joan.
The two women dropped heavily to the couch. Joan resumed an earlier
conversation. "As I was saying in the car, I just don't know what to do
with the boy. And his father's no help. He's out of town on business
half the time. So it's all up to me."
Kate told her, "I believe there are books for dealing with this kind of thing. Not in OUR library, of course.”
Joan told her, "I have two girls and they’re just perfect. Then Danny
comes along and it's one problem after another. I love him, but dear
Lord. You remember how hard it was for me to potty train him? I thought
he'd still be in diapers when we sent him off to college."
Sarah and Brandi covered their mouths to stifle their amusement. Even
with the perilous position they found themselves in, this little nugget
of information was just too good. Danny cast sidelong glances at the
girls, then pulled his knees up to his chest and buried his face
between them. Leave it to his mom to make the worst day of his life
even more unbearable.
"Anyway, that was nothing compared to
what’s been going on lately. When it first started a while back, Danny
was as in the dark as I was. This was really something his father
should've told him about. Or at least told me so I could be prepared
for it. I had no idea boys would do that in their sleep."
The
girls didn’t know where this conversation was leading. But Danny did.
He almost jumped up from behind the couch to scream at his mother to
stop. Being naked in front of everyone in the room, and all the
consequences that would follow, was still preferable to Sarah and
Brandi hearing what his mother was about to say. Far too much of him
had already been exposed that day.
Joan continued, “Like I was
saying, a while back, I heard him start yelling “Mom!” in the middle of
the night. He was so loud, he woke me AND the girls up. Dear old dad,
of course, was out of town. I thought maybe someone had broken into the
house. I went running to his room, ready for anything. Or so I thought.”
Sarah and Brandi were listening intently. Danny, never a religious boy before, was praying for divine intervention.
“He was sitting up in bed. And the look on his face… like he was in a
daze. I couldn’t tell WHAT was going on. Then he lifts up the sheet,
looks under it and makes a face. I thought, oh great. I asked him,
‘Honey, did you wet the bed?’ He did that a few months ago. Had a potty
training relapse. At twelve years old. He was so upset. Cried and
cried. His sisters still won’t let him forget it.”
The girls
were looking across Danny at each other in amazement. Danny’s face was
the luminous red of a traffic light… which was appropriate as he wanted
it all to stop.
“Anyway, when I asked if he’d wet the bed, he
tells me, still sounding half asleep, ‘No. Not really. I don’t know.’”
I told him, ‘You either wet the bed or you didn’t’. So I lift the sheet
up and… Well, Danny insists on sleeping in an old pair of his dad’s
boxers. They’re way too big for him. They fall right off when he stands
up if he doesn’t hold onto the waistband. I think it’s just his weird
way of being close to his dad. Lord knows, the man isn’t around very
much.
“So I look at the mattress to see if he’s had an
accident. And he has. But its not pee. I know right off what it is.
He’s had… well, an orgasm. It all came out of the leg opening of those
ridiculous boxers. He got it all over his leg, all over the mattress.
It was a mess.”
Danny was holding his hands over his ears. Sarah was afraid he was going to start loudly chanting, “La la la la la la….”
“I thought he’d been playing with himself. I know boys do that, but I
hadn’t known Danny was old enough for that yet. But he looked so
confused, I could tell he’d been asleep. You know he walks in his
sleep, right? A couple of times a week at least. I find him shuffling
down the hall with those damn boxers around his ankles. Sometimes one
or both of the girls find him like that. Whoever finds him has to lead
him back to his room, pull his boxers up and put him to bed. The girls
never had to wonder what a boy’s… you know, his tallywacker… looks
like. Danny is a constant reminder. Anyway, he never remembers
sleepwalking in the morning. We haven’t even bothered to mention it to
him for years because he always refused to believe us.”
By the
look on Danny’s face, some of this was as new to him as it was to the
girls. After what his friends had seen earlier, Danny thought his sense
of shame had reached its summit, but he found there were greater
heights to be attained. He had just learned his two detestable sisters
saw him naked on a regular basis. And put him to bed like he was a baby!
“So anyway, I’m wondering… I know he sleepwalks, but does he masterbate
in his sleep, too? It wouldn’t surprise me. Why couldn’t I have had
another girl?”
Danny, seized by an irrational impulse to
escape this increasingly embarrassing situation, started rifling
frantically through his wad of clothes till he found his underwear.
Sarah realized he was going to try to get dressed behind the couch. She
mouthed “No” at him silently. There was no way he could do it quietly
enough to not alert the two women on the couch.
And what did
he plan on doing if he managed to get dressed without their mothers
hearing him? Get up and dash out the front door, leaving her and Brandi
to face the music?
She grabbed at his clothes. He pulled
them back. There was a silent game of tug-of-war for a few tense
moments. Sarah prevailed, then put the bundle of clothes down on the
other side of her from the now very angry boy. He tried to climb over
her to grab them, so she shoved them under the couch where he couldn’t
reach them.
Luckily, Joan’s droning monologue on the miseries of raising a son drowned out any noise they made.
Danny was still on his hands and knees, leaning halfway over Sarah. His
face was about two inches from hers. He glared fiercely to intimidate
her. She glared back with double the intensity. They locked gazes for a
few long moments, then Danny’s desperation died within him. He almost
collapsed in Sarah’s lap. It was then they both became aware of their
uncomfortable proximity.
Brandi had already been struggling
with that issue. While Danny had been on his hands and knees in his
battle of wills with Sarah, one of his legs had ended up across her
lap, and one was behind her almost under the couch. His bottom was
right in her face. She was seeing much, much more of the boy than their
inspection had revealed earlier. She could’ve counted the puckers in
his hole if that had amused her. It didn’t. The view was indelibly
etched in her mind.
Leaning back as far as she dared, she
thought, ‘Danny can be such an asshole.’ Unfortunately, that thought
DID amuse her. It launched her into a hysterical giggling fit. She
clamped her hand over her mouth to muffle the sound.
Sarah put
both hands on Danny’s chest to gently push him back down to where he
was sitting before. As her fingers touched his bare skin, his body sent
a message to his brain: I’m naked and a girl is touching me. Again. And
the result had felt so good the last time that his peter immediately
stood up to beg for more.
As Danny sat back on his butt,
almost landing in Brandi’s lap, Sarah dropped her hands from his chest.
One of them brushed against his already eager appendage. Sarah was very
much aware that her hand had just touched the boy’s thing. She hadn’t
had her chance earlier after his rather enthusiastic reaction to
Brandi’s contact, so her eyes were naturally drawn to it. Danny tried
to hide it by pulling his knees up to his chin again, but was too late.
He now knew for sure what he had almost intuited before… that a girl’s
gaze upon his peter had the effect of a physical caress. That tingling
feeling began again. He could tell he was already dangerously close to
another discharge. Why was it happening so fast that day? It usually
took him as long as two minutes, and that was with manual stimulation.
Both he and Sarah became aware of a strange chirping noise behind
Danny. They looked over at Brandi to see if she had noticed it, too.
But Brandi was busy convulsing with her hands clamped over her mouth.
She was rocking back and forth, her face almost purple from holding in
the laughter that demanded to be set free. Her little joke to herself
about Danny’s bottomhole had burst the dam of her self-control.
The mounting fear of being caught skipping school had been gnawing at
Brandi since their escape. Now, not only might she be discovered, it
would be with a naked boy AND another girl, just to make it an
especially immoral threesome. At the very least, her extremely
religious parents would drag her off on a humiliating trip to the
doctor to make sure her virginity was still intact. At worst, there was
the high-security prison, otherwise known as the Melinda Adams School
for Wayward Girls, that her older sister had already been consigned to
for the crime of a being with a boy in the backseat of his car… a
considerably lesser offense than a threesome behind the couch.
The tension, stretched to the point of snapping, needed some form of
release. Brandi found it in a bad word play and the resulting attack of
uncontrollable giggles.
Sarah and Danny watched her with
growing alarm. Though muffled by her hands, her weird chirping noises
still held the danger of alerting the women on the couch.
Luckily, Joan’s volubility was more than matched by her volume. “I had
finally gotten Danny out of bed. Of course, as soon as he stood up,
down went the boxers. By then, the girls were standing in the door,
watching the show. And it was QUITE a show at that. Danny was still…
hard. Out of all the times they saw him sleepwalking naked, they never
saw him like THAT. I told them to go to bed. They both told me ‘No
way’. Danny still looked half-dazed. He was staring down at the stuff
still dripping out of him. Ugh. He asked me, ‘Am I sick? Do I have a
disease?’ I told him, ‘Yes, honey, you do. Its called testosterone.’”
Brandi had just about got her giggles under control. Then she looked
over at Danny and saw his thing sticking up. She clapped her hands over
her mouth again for round two.
Danny’s mother continued, “I
got the boxers and held them around his tallywacker while I walked him
to the bathroom. I didn’t want him dripping all the way down the hall.
The girls were watching and giggling.”
Sarah was making
frantic hand motions at Brandi to try and make her stop laughing. Danny
was pinching himself as he tried to make the tingling go away.
Joan was still talking non-stop. “I told the girls to stay away from
his bed. I’d clean it up. I didn’t want them getting any of his stuff
on them. I could end up with a two-headed grandbaby. When I finally got
him into the bathroom, I shut the door to keep the girls out. They’d
already seen more than enough. Their first hard tallywacker AND the
stuff that comes out of it.” She paused, thinking. “At least it better
have been their first.”
Danny was losing the battle. The
feeling in his peter had progressed into a state of raw electric
arousal like none he had ever experienced… better even in its
pre-ejaculate stage than his explosive release all over Brandi had been
earlier.
A sudden understanding came to him in an overwhelming
rush. He couldn’t quell that increasingly erotic sensation between his
legs because he was trapped in the situation that was feeding it.
Sitting so naked between his two female friends with two women only a
foot or so away was what was exciting him. Which made no sense at all.
His embarrassment at that same situation was almost unbearable. How
could something be so embarrassing and so exciting at the same time?
Joan wasn’t finished with her tale. “I got him in the shower and turned
the cold water on him. THAT finally woke him up. And shrank his
tallywacker back down to size and then some. Then I had to tell him
what his father should’ve… what that stuff was. And it was the blind
leading the blind. I had no idea at the time why he did it in his
sleep.”
Brandi had finally noticed Danny’s clenched teeth and
how his eyes were squeezed shut. She now knew the signs of an imminent
eruption, having once been caught in the blast. Her laughter died
instantly. She looked over to the equally alarmed Sarah.
“After I cleaned him up, I wrapped him in a towel and made him go sleep
on the couch while I took care of his nasty sheets. Before he went to
sleep, he begged me not to tell his sisters what happened. He’d been so
out of it, he didn’t even remember standing there in front of them
dripping. Just like he doesn’t remember all that sleepwalking he does.
I think there’s something wrong with that boy’s brain.”
Danny
suddenly opened his eyes and looked at Sarah with an insane urgency. He
started pointing under the couch. When she threw her hands out, palms
up, to indicate she had no idea what he wanted, he mouthed the words
‘my clothes’ at her.
“I’m sure that was the first time he’d
had a… climax. But it certainly wasn’t the last. Now that he knows what
it is and how it feels, I can’t get him to keep his hands off himself.
Every day he gets home from school, he runs to his room saying he’s got
a lot of homework to do. I wish he WAS as excited about homework as he
is about what he’s REALLY doing. I’ve even barged into his room a few
times to catch him while he’s at it to see if that embarrasses him into
stopping. He’s embarrassed alright. Laying there on his bed with his
jeans and underwear down, playing with it like there’s no tomorrow. He
yells and tries to cover up. But the next day he’s back at it again.
I’ve even dragged him off the bed right there and then and spanked his
bare bottom. Does no good.”
Sarah had no idea why Danny needed
his clothes, but she had an intuition it wasn’t to try and get dressed
again. So she reached under the couch and pulled them out. Danny rifled
through the wad of clothing while it was still in her hands. He pulled
out one of his white socks.
“I took him to the doctor a couple
of weeks ago about it. Danny didn’t know what we were going for. I told
him it was a regular checkup. He was sitting there on the exam table,
already embarrassed cause he was in just his underwear. He just about
died when I told the doctor how he’s obsessed with his tallywacker.”
Danny quickly slid the sock over his rigid peter, seemingly just in
time. When Sarah saw him convulse with the first burst of pleasure, she
slapped her hands over his mouth to stifle the sounds she knew were
coming. Brandi, also thinking quickly, threw her hand’s over Sarah’s.
The only noise to escape was a subdued ‘mmmmmmmmm’.
“I told
him I think he’s doing it at least twice a day. He does it right after
school, and his showers are taking a lot longer than they used to.
Then, for all I know, he spends half the night at it.”
Danny
was squeezing the sock with both hands. He pumped himself into it four
or five times, then leaned his head into the back of the couch and
relaxed. After a few moments, he looked at each of the girls, chagrin
written in red across his face.
“The doctor told me lots of
boys masterbate often right after they start puberty. It should taper
off after a while. But he said he’d go ahead and do an examination. He
made Danny take his underwear off and lie down on the table. He was SO
embarrassed. I don’t know why. I’ve seen more of him since the night of
that… nocturnal emission, is what the doctor called it… than I’ve seen
in years. Soft and hard. I’ve really gotten to know my son well.”
Danny looked down and started carefully sliding the sock off of his
softening peter. Before he completely removed it, he squeezed out the
last of his stuff, then wiped the tip of his peter with the soft cloth.
He glanced at the girls again, self-conscious at them seeing his
cleanup procedure.
“Then the doctor told him to stand up and
then bend over the table. Danny looked alarmed and asked him why. The
doctor was putting on an examination glove and then lubing it up. He
said he was going to stick his finger up Danny’s bottom. I asked him
what he hoped to find in there. He said it was a normal part of this
kind of exam. Danny looked like he was about to bolt from the room,
naked as he was. I had to threaten to spank him right there and then
before he’d bend over the table. I felt a little awkward watching
someone stick his finger up my son’s butt. But after all the problems
that boy has caused, I kind of enjoyed how humiliated he was. Serves
him right.”
Danny was holding the sock, wondering what to do
with it. He didn’t normally utilize footwear when he played with
himself. He just hadn’t wanted to leave streamers of his stuff across a
rug he had just laboriously cleaned.
“And while the doctor was
digging around in there, damned if Danny didn’t get hard again. This
time it was MY turn to almost die. The doctor said sometimes that
happened. Don’t worry about it. All well and good for HIM. He doesn’t
have a twelve year old sex maniac living under his roof. It took about
ten minutes before it got soft again so he could get dressed. He had to
stand there like that the whole time. He tried to cover it up with his
hands, but since it was sticking straight out, that didn’t work so
well. A nurse came in at one point, and her eyes just about bugged out
of her skull. Danny had been looking like he was about to cry the whole
time. With the doctor, me, and that nurse all staring at him, he
finally did.”
Danny rolled the sock up and set it on the
floor. He had stopped reacting to all the information his mother was
broadcasting to the room. There didn’t seem to be any point. He
couldn’t stop her mouth. Once it started going, she usually couldn’t
stop it herself. He just had to resign himself to the fact that Sarah,
Brandi, and Sarah’s mom knew almost all of his most shameful secrets.
And his mother would probably share what few were left before she was
done.
Sarah and Brandi, unlike Danny, continued with their
reactions, only theirs were of incredulous delight. Now that the most
pressing dangers of Brandi’s giggles and Danny’s overactive erections
had been dealt with, the girls were free to sit back and enjoy the
monologue.
“I thought, just maybe being so humiliated
at the doctor’s office will cure him of this masterbation addiction.
But, NO. As soon as we got home, he was dashing off to his room. Even
quicker than he usually does. I waited a minute, then intentionally
walked in on him. And there he was on his bed, naked from the waist
down, stroking away at it with one hand. His other hand was under his
bottom. I won’t tell you what it was doing with it. Let’s just say that
damned doctor taught him another nasty habit. I yanked him off that bed
and gave him the spanking I had threatened him with earlier. Gave it to
him twice. Then I dragged him off to the bathroom, tossed him in the
tub, and scrubbed every inch of him clean. Especially that one finger.”
Yes, Danny thought, dear old Mom could always be counted on. The only
secrets she hadn’t spilled were the ones she didn’t know about. Sarah’s
mouth was hanging open, and Brandi had almost returned to chirping.
“So,” Joan asked Kate. “What do you think of all THAT?”
There was a long silence. Sarah had no trouble understanding why her
mother was speechless. Finally, Kate ventured a question. “What did the
doctor say after he examined Danny?”
“He said there’s nothing
physically wrong, so there’s not much he can do. If Danny keeps
masterbating as much as he’s doing now, or if he starts doing it even
more… which would be practically impossible… then I should take him to
a psychologist. There are some who specialize in adolescent behavior
problems.”
Kate asked, “What does his father say? About the masterbation?
Joan let loose with a bitter laugh. “He just said ‘Boys will be boys’.
When I told him where his darling little boy’s finger had been, he
wasn’t quite so flippant. But then he said kids experiment at that age.
I swear, I’m the only one taking this seriously.”
Joan
exclaimed, “Oh. Look at the time. I’ve got to get grocery shopping done
for supper tonight. Thanks for letting me unload on you.”
After Joan left, Kate heaved a huge sigh of relief. She said to
herself, “That woman. That poor boy.” She then went to the kitchen to
begin her own supper preparations.
Sarah hissed at the others,
“Now’s our chance. You two sneak out the front. Once you shut the door,
I’ll act like I’m just getting home from school.”
Danny spread his hands wide, indicating how naked he still was. He whispered fiercely, “I can’t go out like this.”
Sarah said, “You’ll have to. My mom may come back in here at any
moment. You can get dressed behind the bushes around the side of the
house.”
Brandi told Danny, “Come on. Hurry it up.” She crawled
on her hands and knees around the side of the couch and peeked to make
sure the coast was clear. Danny grabbed his bundle of clothes,
including his soiled sock, and crawled after her. Sarah looked at his
retreating bottom, receiving the same view Brandi had witnessed
earlier, but thankfully not quite as close. “Cute balls,” she thought
to herself.
Brandi and Danny escaped through the front door.
Brandi headed for home while Danny scuttled around the side of the
house, hoping no neighbors were added to the list of people who lately
saw all there was to see of him. His mother, his sisters, the doctor, a
nurse, Sarah, her mother, and Brandi had all seen or heard far too
much. The humiliation was so profound it felt like a living thing
inside him. Even after he was once again clothed, he still felt as
though he was stripped bare.
And then there was the part of him that, disconcertingly, liked the feeling. He was hard again before he was halfway home.
When Saturday arrived, the girls were true to their word and arrived at
the treehouse alone. After they had peeled Danny’s clothes from him,
they began to work on that lack of control problem, for their own
safety if nothing else.
They also reminded him of how he had
to do anything they said, which included speaking the truth to any
question asked. Over the course of the three hours he had to divulge
his last remaining secrets, these being the internal ones… his
thoughts, emotions, drives, and desires. Especially in how they
pertained to that very interesting day at Sarah’s house earlier in the
week. His answers were what made this account so comprehensive.
I left Sarah and Brandi at the park after thanking them for what they
had shared. I had another tale for story time. No photos,
unfortunately. But even so, along with the ongoing Carter’s
Comeuppance, it should keep the monsters fed for a while longer.