Memories

Memories 2

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When I was a kid, there was a neighbour boy I spent time with, let's call him Jimmy. I met him when we were 6 at a weekend rec center summer camp thing we went to together. That was the first time I really saw another penis. We were both changing into our swim trunks in the bathroom, specifically the big handicapped stall and thinking nothing of it we were both nude in front of each other and we noticed a big difference in each other's penises. He wasn't circumcised but I was. At this point in my life, I didn't even know there was a such thing, but it was very weird to see his. He asked me why mine didn't have a "nozzle" on it to which I replied that I didn't know.

When we were older (before my doctors appointment) we were hanging out and we came onto the topic of penises. He wanted to know how big mine was. At the time I thought it was pretty big, but I hadn't really seen many penises for any reference. He made me a bet that the smaller penis guy had to suck on the bigger penis. I was feeling cocky (no pun intended) and accepted and we dropped our pants for each other. Big mistake.

Soft, his uncut cock was already twice the size of mine. We put our penises in our hands and beside each other's, but it was pretty obvious who was bigger. A deal was a deal so I sat down on his couch and he put his penis in my face. I opened my mouth and he put it inside it. I wasn't really sure what to do but he got hard pretty fast so I assumed what I was doing worked. He made a bunch of noise at one point and quickly pulled it out of my mouth as he came all over his basement rug. At that point in my life I had never cum yet either so I was shocked and thought something had happened. He was surprised with me that I had never masturbated before and explained how. I went to his bathroom and tried to stroke myself, but I wasn't really feeling it so I didn't finish. It was maybe two months after this that I visited the doctor and had my first real orgasm.

A little over a year later, Jimmy and I were playing Guitar Hero and he challenged me to a strip variation of it. We play on expert and anytime someone fails they take off some clothing. I think we both had the same idea and were curious to explore each other further as we eventually both ended up nude, our plastic guitars the only thing covering our dignity. At some point I had to bend over to grab a soda off of a table and I felt his hard penis against my ass.

"What are you doing?"
"Have you ever put anything in your bum?"
"That's not what it's for."

He grabbed a burned DVD from what I can only assume was his father's porn collection and we sat nude and erect on his couch watching a girl take a cock in her asshole.

"See?"
"Okay but it probably hurts."
"Maybe but she liked it. If you let me do you I'll let you do me."

So there I was with my face buried into his couch as he tried to fit his erection in my ass. He was too big to fit and we obviously didn't have lube so nothing came of it. We ended up just masturbating together to the porn and soon after he moved away. Things had started to get awkward after we jerked off together so I saw it as a blessing that we never saw each other again.

While I wouldn't have any further same sex experiences until I became an adult, this wasn't the end of experiences being embarassed or shamed for my size but other guys. In the next chapter, I will talk about my school locker room experiences.

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