Don't Forget Your Backpack
By Klasp
Copyright 2021 by Klasp, all rights reserved
klasp@tutanota.com
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This work is intended for ADULTS ONLY. It may contain depictions of
sexual activity
involving minors. If you are not of a legal age in your locality to
view such material or
if such material does not appeal to you, do not read further, and do
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story.
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Characters:
Tom,
boy, main character, the shy boy, 12 years old
Jack, boy, bratty
friend, 9 years old
Unnamed, Jack's mother
Ana, girl,
friend of Jack's family, 11 years old
Jasmine, girl, Ana's
mother, ~40 years old
Prologue
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If
you got this far, you are about to read my first story ever. And to
be frank, it's not even much of a story: I have read ones that
sounded just like this one before.
What makes it different
for me, though, is that what I'm about to tell you really did happen
to me, several decades ago. And the fact that I still vividly
remember those events, and that I'm here today to tell this story
should tell you how much of a lasting impact they had on me, and how
much those feelings, fears, and sensations affected me over the
years.
If you want to hear more, have feedback or
suggestions, please reach out to me. My email address is:
klasp@tutanota.com
But let's start from the
beginning...
The Story
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I
was 12 years old back then, and it was a hot and boring summer. My
mother was working full time, and I did not have much to do: no
school, no summer camp, no friends.
Right, no friends: the
fact that I lived in a sketchier part of town, and that our building
was often frequented by all sorts of unsavory characters meant that I
was pretty much under house arrest: I could not leave my apartment, I
could not see friends, I could not go to a park, or a soccer field,
no friend would really come over. Unless, well, my mom was around.
And she almost never was.
The only exception was for this
one kid that just lived two doors down our corridor, right in our
apartment complex. My mom knew his
mom, and we sort of played together every now and then.
But
let me be frank: I did not really enjoy playing with him. He was a
bratty 9 year old, as bratty as one can be: nosey, mouthy, spoiled,
and well, extremely expansive. Talking with everyone and everything,
telling everyone about everything that went through his mind. There
was no way he could keep a secret. He'd just keep talking, and
talking, and talking.
Me, back then, I don't know if it
was the age or what, but I was utterly, incredibly, unimaginably shy.
I would rarely speak a word or two to any adult. Even with my mom,
well, I was not really comfortable talking to anyone, including her.
In the rare occasion I was visiting a friend, ... let's
say I got thirsty. Back then, I did not even have the guts to ask for
a glass of water. Not to my friend, not to his mom, not to his dad.
Even if they offered, I would have rather died of thirst than
answering any of their offers. Let alone say yes to a drink. Yes, I
was that kind of shy. And yes, I rarely spoke any word.
Maybe
it was a puberty thing? Not sure, but back then, I had not started
puberty yet, like at all. Not a single hair on my body, except, well
for my head. And no trace of any growth spurt. I just looked like a
tall, thin kid, with long arms, long legs, and no trace of muscle
growth or fat, for what's worth. Just skin and bones, although I was
taller than average.
I'm not sure what happened exactly,
really. Had the request come to me, I would have probably just said
no. But luck is that when she rang the door and walked into our
apartment, my mom was there, and they just agreed before I could
speak any word. Not that I would have said anything, truly, given my
shyness. But still, I would have appreciated being involved in the
decision process. And maybe by being quiet, they would have
understood that I was not really excited about the offer, who
knows.
Fact is, I had just been invited (and accepted...)
to join this bratty neighbor of mine and his mom (who was now
standing in the kitchen, and who I barely knew, as I was always
trying to avoid any adult) at a day at the beach.
Yes: the
beach. About an hour away from where we lived, in an area that didn't
get much of a crowd in this season, but was astoundingly
beautiful.
To this day, I'm not sure why they thought it
was a good idea to invite me. Not that they invited me anywhere else,
ever. Thinking back, maybe the mom was looking for someone to
entertain her son while she enjoyed the beach? Had developed some
form of pity toward me and my summer alone? Or, maybe it was
something my mom put her up to? As a plot to make me more "social"?
I'll never get to know.
On the day of the trip, I put my
swim trunks on (you know, the really long and baggy ones? So not much
above the knee would be visible - shy, remember?), prepared my
backpack with snacks and a change of clothes, put on my favorite
shirt (yes, back then I did like oversized shirts, those classic ones
with button and a nice fabric), my baseball cap, and here I was,
ready to enjoy a day at the beach.
The drive was
uneventful, as was most of the day: the bratty kid would not stop
talking, and we spent our time building sand castles, swimming in the
sea, or kicking a ball he had brought around. I did love soccer back
then, although all I can remember about the day is that I had fun,
and enjoyed a really big ice create we got from a concession stand
nearby.
What I do remember clearly is what happened toward
the end of the day: "kids, it's time to pack, get ready",
she said. And like busy bees, we started collecting our toys (Jack's
toys, really, I was old enough to not have toys anymore), filling the
holes we had dug and so on.
"Jack, come here"
she called her bratty son. "Let's get you changed, you can't get
on the car like this" she said.
And with that, she
just started undressing him. Not that he had much on, mind me: she
just removed his cap, his shirt, and then without saying a word, just
took off his swimming trunks. Was he stark naked now? I could not
believe my eyes! I could see his pale, bare, butt, from where I was
standing. And well, staring, probably lost in my shock.
I
don't think I had ever seen another boy naked? Without brothers or
cousins nearby, and with little sports and no changing rooms at
school, it was pretty much the first time since forever I was seeing
another boy naked. Was I supposed to look? Or make it look like I
wasn't looking? Would that make it even worse?
Jack did
not seem to mind at all, just standing there waiting for
instructions, playing with his feet with a toy that was there on the
ground nearby. Why wasn't he covering himself? What was he waiting
for? Why wasn't he rushing to get his trunks back on?
His
mom was just rummaging through her bag while this whole scene was
unfolding.
"Go rinse in the sea, you're still
covered in sand" And with that, Jack just run off to the sea,
hopping quickly through the sand first, and the waves after.
As
he was playing in the water and walking back to his mom, laughing and
smiling at her, like it was the most fun thing he had ever done, I
could finally see his front. Not that I was gay, of course, but his
penis was gorgeous. And well, it was the first penis that wasn't mine
I had seen at all, or at least, that I could remember. It was hard
not to stare down there.
He was also hairless down there,
just like me, with his penis all shriveled up resting on his scrotum,
with a clear white skin highlighting all of his private region,
leftover from wearing trunks in the sun all day. I think he saw me
staring, and all his reaction was pretty much just a big smile toward
me. Nothing else: he did not cover, he did not scream, he did not say
a thing. Would he make fun of me later?
I blushed, while
diverting my eyes and trying to look busy by collecting more of our
toys.
"Come on, it's your turn now". As I raised
my eyes, he was now wearing the t-shirt he had come with, and his
shorts.
Was she talking to me? Probably not, I was
perfectly capable of changing myself, and...
"Don't
make me wait, Tom, come on, it's almost time to go".
Well,
ok, let's walk there, so I can explain I can just change myself and
be done with it... I'm not a little 9 years old anymore.
"Raise
your arms" she just said, as I was about to open my mouth. But
no words came out, and I just raised my arms instead. Speechless, I
started blushing even more, just like a little embarrassed kid.
Did
I say anything? Of course not! I was too shy to even open my mouth. I
don't think I had ever addressed her for the entire day, I wasn't
going to start now! And what would she think of me if I
complained?
"Here, I think you are dry enough, just
put your shirt on, would you, dear?", after passing a towel on
my chest, neck, back and armpits.
And with that, she
handed me my shirt. You know, the white one that I really liked and
I was telling you about? That shirt gave me some relief.
How
silly of me, of course she would not want a 12 year old naked on the
beach! But as I was still working on the buttons of the shirt, she
reached down to the elastic band of my trunks, and instead of tucking
in the shirt or fixing it as I was expecting, she just pulled them
down! My trunks!
Without even thinking, my legs were
clasped. I was certainly not expecting the sudden nudity.
In
response, she had kind of a nervous laugh, although she really never
stopped smiling: "There's really nothing to be embarrassed
about, you're just a little kid, like Jack. No reason to be
modest."
"And well, I think you need to open
your leg unless you want to stand here with your little thing on
display for the rest of the day"
Why was she smiling?
Why the nervous laugh? Was this funny in any way? She wasn't looking
at me in the eyes, why was she fixated on my penis?
I
couldn't be more embarrassed, and my penis was certainly showing how
I felt: it was all shriveled up, hiding on top of my scrotum, covered
in my foreskin, like trying to hide from her sight. But did I have
any choice? Her smile was slowly going away, visibly losing her
patience, and she did have a point: I could not stand like this for
the rest of my day.
So, slowly, I opened my legs. And
slowly, she pulled my trunks down, lifted one foot, and then the
other, and off they were. I couldn't believe it, I was naked from the
waist down on the beach. Me, a 12 year old. Who had never been naked
in front of another human being since I was... a toddler?
At
least, there weren't many people left on the beach. I nervously
looked around, and all I could see were a few people walking by,
getting to the parking lot, or just enjoying the approaching sunset
and the last few hours of light before dinner time. Some exchanged
glances with me, and I did see a couple older teens with their
parents looking around my waist. But, nobody really said anything,
and I was too shy to do anything or say something.
Jack,
that little brat, was of course staring at my penis, with a little
smile like he was enjoying the whole situation.
If I tried
to cover now, of course I would have attracted more attention. If I
cried, or made a scene, everyone would have looked at me. And so I
was, standing there, just impatiently waiting for whatever next would
come on me.
"Get closer" she said, and with
that, she took a towel, and energetically started drying my legs,
starting from the top, covering the inner thighs, occasionally
brushing my scrotum with the back of her hand, and removing sand and
drying in between my buttocks. It was embarrassing.
Slowly,
she moved down, until she asked me to lift one foot at a time, and
carefully worked her way through my lower legs to get the sand
through.
"See? Was it so embarrassing? There's
nothing to be shy about", and with that she reached out with her
index finger and gently caressed the top of my penis, while moving
her hand away and smiling. Had she just touched my penis? I couldn't
believe it!
She looked at my penis one more time, and then
gently reached for my shirt. With her hands, she started stretching
it down, trying to straighten it as much as possible, occasionally
caressing my body.
As she stopped, she just said "You
should really finish buttoning it, you do look a bit silly with the
top closed and bottom open", while getting the towel she had
just finished using on me off the ground, and starting to fold it to
put it away.
I kind of unsnapped from my trance then and
there, and realized that with the shirt stretched down, my modesty
was mostly covered. Especially if the buttons were close. And guess
what? I rushed to close the last few ones, with relieve that my front
was no longer visible.
And as I played with my shirt
trying to stretch it as far as I could, I realized that if I was
careful it would cover me well, reaching somewhere in the middle
between my knees and my hip, with great relief for me.
But
what was she doing? It looked like she was rummaging through her bag.
Surely she was looking for my clothes? Folding things, putting them
in pockets, and so on. What was I supposed to do, just stand there
waiting for her?
In the mean time, Jack had gotten tired
of enjoying my whole ordeal, and was now playfully kicking a ball
around, occasionally stealing glances at me.
She was still
rummaging in her bag, occasionally picking up items, or folding
things that were on the ground. I was still awkwardly and
uncomfortably standing there, occasionally noticing a breeze of air
on my genitals, while trying my best to resist the urge of catching
Jack's ball and exchanging a few kicks while waiting.
Just
as I thought she had finally found my underwear, I heard a voice from
the back greeting us with a warm and loud "Hello!",
followed by Jack's mom excitingly stopping what she was doing,
turning around and replying with "oh! Hi Jasmine! What are you
doing here? I was not expecting to see you at the beach today! And,
oh my, who is that nice lady standing next to you?"
As
I turned in that direction, I noticed two ladies walking toward us. Had
they seen me naked? The whole scene? Or had they just arrived?
Well, I should say a lady and a girl.
The lady was
probably this Jasmine, maybe 40 years old? I was not too good at
judging the age of old people back then. And the girl... must have
been around my age? Maybe a bit younger, as many of the 12 years old
I knew had, you know, started growing in the chest department, while
she was as flat as a girl can be. And it was easy to tell, as she was
wearing some form of top covering where the breasts would be, and
some very short pants, not leaving much to the imagination.
"Hi
Jack" the old layd yelled. "And who's the young man I have
the pleasure to meet here?" extending her hand toward me. I had
no choice, but to extend my arm, and shake our hand.
Jack's
mom just replied, "oh, he's Tom, a neighbor of ours, good friend
with Jack, hopefully he enjoyed the day with us at the beach"
... "he is a bit shy", as she realized that I still had not
opened my mouth to introduce myself, despite shaking hands.
What
can I say, this was probably the first time in my whole life where my
shyness actually somewhat helped: you must realize that instead of
looking her in the eyes, standing still, and smiling, as you'd expect
a young lad to introduce himself, I was instead looking down,
concerned that my shirt would raise and show... my bits down there.
My shoulder were all folded toward the inside, and I was trying to
move my arm and my hand as slowly and as little as possible, focused
on protecting that one part of my body rather than meeting social
expectations.
Leaving my handshake, the two women started
chatting away, like I wasn't even there, except for a few looks every
now and then. I did not know what to do. Was she still looking for my
stuff? What could I do? The occasional breeze down there was a
reminder of my state of undress.
Jack and Ana (that was
the name of the girl, if I remember correctly) were also talking with
one another, too far for me to understand what they were chatting
about. School? Some common friends? Soccer? Was she into soccer?
Maybe I heard the word. They were certainly kicking the ball to one
another every now and then. What if she saw me? I had never ever been
seen naked by... anyone! Let alone a girl about my age.
Lost
in my thoughts, I was still standing there, looking in the general
direction of the two women, when Jack's mom started picking up her
bags, and just yelled:
"Come on, time to go, let's
walk to the car"
Was she serious? Was I supposed to
walk to the car? Just like that?
In all my trips to this
beach, I did see a few naked kids every now and then, but they were
all below 6, and none really ever walked naked in the parking lot! At
most, you'd see the occasional grommet dancing around in a towel
trying to hide his body while changing in and out of his
wetsuit.
That's when Jack, in an impetuous of playfulness
(or did he do it on purpose?), just kicked the ball in my general
direction, like we had been playing earlier on in the day.
My
instincts kicked in: and I stopped the ball with my chest, quickly
took control of it, made it bounce over my head, kicked it with my
heel over my body once again, and finally stopped it under my left
foot. I was really proud of myself, only a few kids in my soccer
teams could do anything like this, and it was fun. Looking around, I
saw the stupor I had caused in Ana's eyes. At first, I was just
smiling in joy, convinced that I had managed to impress her with my
rare display of abilities. But then...
"Tom, are you
still naked down there? It's not polite to display yourself like that
to a young lady!"
Jack's mom said. And that's when I
finally caught up that her stupor had not been caused by my soccer
skills but, well, by the bottom part of my body being clearly
visible, penis and all, as I was still proudly blocking the ball with
my foot, and my leg and knee were lifting my shirt.
"That's
ok, Ms Black, he's kind of cute, I have a little cousin I care for
every now and then, and he looks just like him. He can stay like this
if he prefers to, he still looks like a little boy".
And
with that, she turned around to walk toward the parking lot, and I
could swear she grinned at Jack. Was I in trouble now? Ms Jack was
still looking at me, puzzled, like she did not know what to
do.
"Well, if that's what he wants to do, I guess no
one will be shocked to see a little boy walking to the car with no
undies"
and after a short pause...
"Just
don't forget to pick up your backpack, it has all your clothes in
it".
And that's when it dawned on me: my pants,
underwear, socks... all my clean clothes had been in my own backpack
for the whole time! Just a few feet from where I had been standing
this whole time. She was not looking for my underwear in her bag of
course, she was just cleaning up!
With that, I just walked
toward my backpack, grabbed it, and started checking the content,
incredulous that my clothes had been there the whole time. As I
turned around, I noticed that the whole group was almost at the
parking lot, not far from the car, with Ana stealing peeks toward me
every now and then.
"Come on, Tom, hurry up!" I
heard a nervous call. "It's time to go!"
What
was I supposed to do now? Rush to the parking lot to catch up with
them, just like I was, or risk their anger and have them wait for me
to get dressed? What was a shy boy supposed to do then?
Well,
that's unfortunately an entirely different story.
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