The
Mailing List 11
By Cassie
puericil@hotmail.com
Copyright 2020, all rights reserved
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This story is intended for ADULTS ONLY. It contains explicit depictions
of sexual activity
involving minors. If you are not of a legal age in your locality to
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PART 11
(dedicated to Wyll)
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From: Brandon (Brandon Stanley Miller, age 13)
Do not feel so down because Olivia made you play with your weenie in
front of her, Benji. It's not your fault, but things like that
happen.
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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)
Yeah, thanks, man, but it’s just so embarrassing!
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From: Brandon (Brandon Stanley Miller, age 13)
It could be worse. You’re not the only boy who has something so embarrassing happen to them, you know.
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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)
I don’t know. Maybe, I guess, but it doesn’t feel like it.
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From: Brandon (Brandon Stanley Miller, age 13)
Well, I’m going to tell you something so that you see I’m right. You
know how my mom is so much into this Conservative Resurgence thing,
right? Well, she says that teenage boys are starting to have sexual
feelings, but that we are not mature enough to manage
our own sexuality. That’s why she doesn’t let my brothers and me
play with our peenies. She always finds out when any of us has
played with his peenie, and when that happens the guilty boy gets a
spanking. So I can’t even play with my peenie without getting
spanked for it later.
But then mom says that
our bodies need physical relief sometimes, but that there’s no way a
boy should be allowed to control his own sexuality, so she takes care
of it.
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From: Zac (Zachary Randy Saunders, age 13)
Wait... wait... what? What do you mean “she takes care of it”? You mean that your mom plays with your peenie? WTF!
8-o
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From: Brandon (Brandon Stanley Miller, age 13)
Yeah, she does. Some time before our bedtime, she tells me
that it’s time to relieve my tension. Then she takes me into her
bedroom, closes the door and takes my clothes off. Even my socks. And
my undies, of course. I’m, like, completely naked. Then she puts some
classic music and sits me on her lap. I’m, like sitting with my back to
her, with my back resting on her chest. Her legs are together and my
legs are open, falling on both sides of hers.
Then she holds me with one arm around my chest, and she tells me to
relax and listen to the music. Then she starts rubbing
my peenie softly, up and down with her free hand, until I
come.
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From: Zac (Zachary Randy Saunders, age 13)
Wow! Boy, that’s wild! Your own mom!
What does she say while she’s doing it?
And what about your brothers, are you the only one who gets his peenie played with?
How can you get excited with your mom doing it??
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From: Brandon (Brandon Stanley Miller, age 13)
Geez. It’s not my fault, man! It’s not as if I want her to, but I don’t
get any say in it. And when someone is rubbing my peenie I
don’t have much say either. It acts like it has a mind of its
own.
Yeah, my brothers also have the same rules.
Mostly mom doesn’t say anything while she’s doing it. Sometimes she
kind of lectures me, like whispering in my ear, telling me that I’m a
naughty boy and that I need to leave my peenie alone, because
boys don’t have any self-control, and if they are allowed to play with
their peenies they don’t know when to stop. Then she tells me
that if I play with my peenie she’ll know, and she’ll spank
my bare bottom red and hot for me, and that I don’t need to anyway
cause she’s taking care of the physical needs of a teen boy.
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From: Cody (Cody Elliot Gallagher, age 12)
Oh boy, that must be so horribly embarrassing! I mean, having your own mom do that!
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From: Zac (Zachary Randy Saunders, age 13)
Yeah, although I have to say, Brandon’s mom is kind of hot...
although it changes when it’s your mom, of course.
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From: Brandon (Brandon Stanley Miller, age 13)
Shit, Zac! Don’t say things like that about my mom!
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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)
Yeah, Zac. Remember we agreed we wouldn’t make fun of each other.
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From: Zac (Zachary Randy Saunders, age 13)
OK, ok, you’re right. I’m sorry.
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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)
But all that about knowing when you have played with yourself... that’s
crap, right? I mean, how would she possibly know if you do or
not?
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From: Brandon (Brandon Stanley Miller, age 13)
I have no idea how she knows, but she does.
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From: Zac (Zachary Randy Saunders, age 13)
But Benji is right, how is that even possible? Maybe she’s just bluffing you.
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From: Brandon (Brandon Stanley Miller, age 13)
No, no, I swear it’s true. Really, give me some credit, I’m not an
idiot. I have really tried... It’s not like I like not being able to
play with myself if I want to. I mean, that’s something like really
intimate for a guy. I don’t like not having control over it.
But everytime I do, she knows somehow.
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From: Zac (Zachary Randy Saunders, age 13)
But what does she say? It’s like she reads your mind or something?
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From: Brandon (Brandon Stanley Miller, age 13)
I don’t know, but there must be a way to tell, because she does know.
It happens when she takes me to her bedroom to “relieve my tension”.
When she bares me she examines my weenie. When I have played
with it she always knows, I don’t know how. If I have, she
says, “Young man, you have been playing with your
little peenie again!” If I say no, she says “Brandon Stanley
Miller, do not lie to me, little man. For lying, you are getting
spanked again at bedtime, on top of your spanking now for playing with
your peenie.” If I admit it, I don’t get spanked again at bedtime,
but nothing saves me from the spanking right then.
So if I do it, I get a spanking on my bare bottom, and afterwards,
still sobbing, I have to sit on her lap so that she can relieve my
tension, and it hurts sitting on a red, warm bottom.
But she always knows. She never fails. If I have played with it, she knows. And if I haven’t played, she never says I have.
She even knows when I touch it a bit but not enough to come. Then she
says, “Brandon, you naughty little boy, you have been playing with your
pee-pee, but not enough to relieve your tension.” When that happens,
she spanks me but not so long. Instead of taking me over her knees, she
often just spanks me standing up, grabbing my arm and swatting me with
her hand, while I run circles around her trying to get away, in
vain.
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From: Zac (Zachary Randy Saunders, age 13)
But know on Earth can she tell just by looking at your weenie? Maybe
she smells it somehow? Like, your hand can smell funny sometimes after
doing it.
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From: Brandon (Brandon Stanley Miller, age 13)
I thought about that. Once I even washed my peenie with soap
in the bathroom, but she still knew. She’s like a
wizard. So I try not to do it because, if I do, I know I’m
getting a spanking next time she relieves my tension. But it’s
difficult. Sometimes when I’m in bed I can’t resist the temptation and
I do it, even though I know I’ll regret it next day when I’m crying
while she spanks me hard. I have to sleep and go through the next day
knowing I’m getting spanked.
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From: Benji (Benjamin Grady O'Connor, age 13)
Aw, man, that’s too bad!
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From: Brandon (Brandon Stanley Miller, age 13)
Yeah, tell me about it. Sigh.
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PART 11b Interlude - Interview with Dr. Cassandra Miller (Brandon’s mother)
Q: Hi! Can you tell us a bit about why you relieve the sexual tension
of your boys by masturbating them daily? Without technical language,
please, so that those of us who are not phycologists can
understand.
A: I’ll be glad to. It is a
well-known fact that teenage boys’ minds mature much slower than their
bodies. This discrepancy is a source of problems during this crucial
stage of their development.
With Puericil, you
can control boys’ aggressivity, and make them more submissive, but
it is good practice to reinforce that with other ways to control any
rebellious tendencies. Teenage boys are still children, so it’s
important to treat them accordingly so that they won’t, to put it
plainly, get too big for their britches.
One way to
do that is not allow them any privacy. As the popular saying goes,
“little boys shouldn’t be so modest”. And it’s quite true that boys,
even adolescent boys, do not need privacy. Their psyche is not
sophisticated enough to have developed that need. In simple terms, boys
are not mature enough to need privacy. What they often feel is a type
of false modesty caused in part by insecurities about their bodies and
also by subconscious imitation of the adults and girls they see around
them. They see adults and girls behaving modestly, they notice that
members of those groups are more mature, and therefore they try to
appear more grown-up by interiorizing and imitating that modest
behavior. It’s modesty, but it’s false modesty, like the toddler who
hides behind her mother’s legs.
So we can use
that in our favor. By exposing their naked bodies in front of others,
particularly in front of women and, even better, girls, we take away
their prematurely grown-up feelings. That’s important, because that
feeling is what leads to rebelliousness. No boy can feel grown-up and
in control when he is naked in front of females.
The same goes for their budding sexuality. It is natural, but it can
make them feel grown-up long before they are mature enough to be
grown-up. Some parents control it by treating their boys with brands
of Puericil that suppress sexual desire, and sometimes also
keeps their genitals underdeveloped.
Many parents
keep their boys’ genitals undeveloped through the use of the
appropriate brands of Puericil. I often see boys well into their
late teens with penises that one would associate with ten-year-olds.
But most parents opt for regular brand Puericil, which is also
cheaper. That, of course, still keeps the boy’s genitals bald, but not
underdeveloped.
For those of us who opt to let
our boys’ genitals develop, we have to be aware that sexual feelings
can make a boy feel grown and rebellious, no matter how bald down there
he is. For that reason I recommend that parents take control
of their sons sexuality. They are not mature enough to handle it,
anyway, so it falls to the authority figures in their lives to do that.
I have written several books on the subject of raising boys, and you
can find more details there.
Q: Thank for that
detailed answer. Reading what your son tells his friends in his mailing
list, not knowing of course that his email is no more private than his
body, I am very curious about one thing: how is it that you are able to
tell whether he has masturbated just by looking at his penis?
A: Oh, well, I can assure you I am not actually a wizard. <laughs>
What happens is that I work part time as an advisor for the R&D
department of the Puericil company. One of the projects they
are working on is the BoyCheck chip. That is a small
electronic chip that is inserted in the back of a boy’s neck, near the
C2 cervical nerve. The chip is really a complete computer and
transmitting device, but it’s so tiny that a boy does not notice it
once it is inserted. It can be inserted without the boy knowing it, for
example during a regular physical checkup.
My sons
got the chip inserted without their knowledge during a checkup. The
doctor just told them that she was taking a small sample of lymphatic
fluid. A small and almost painless injection and it’s in place. With
the information it transmits, I can know at all times where each of my
sons is, and I get telemetric data about their body functions. It’s
quite useful, because I can immediately find my sons if I need it, and
any sign of serious physical distress that may threaten their lives
would be automatically reported to the emergency services, along with
their position.
Of course, the intense sexual
pleasure that comes from manipulation of the penis is part of the
telemetric information I get, so before their “milking session” I just
check the log and I know whether they have masturbated or not.
Q: <laughing> Milking session?
A: <also laughing> Yes. Not very scientific, I know, but you did
ask for plain language. It’s a little joke of mine. I don’t use that
term with to the boys, because I prefer to keep it more solemn, but it
is quite like milking, you know. You gently massage the organ and in
due time milk is ejected. <chuckling>
Q: <smiling> Poor boys! I almost feel sorry for them!
A: <smiling> They show all signs of enjoying the procedure, I
assure you. Unlike the spanking they get if they fail to show control,
the actual “milking” is of course pleasurable.
Q: But, don’t you have qualms about controlling them so much, and in such an intimate way?
A: No, of course not. Boys are not mature enough to control themselves.
You’d be surprised how often I have to spank them for masturbating,
even though they know what will happen.
Q: Do they get spanked often? I mean, in general, not just for this reason.
A: Oh yes, quite often. Always on their bare bottom. Boys need lots of
love, but also lots of spanking. They need to be strictly supervised
and controlled. They need to know they are not in charge.
Q: How long are you going to keep “milking” your sons, if you don’t mind me borrowing your term?
A: I’ll keep the same regime for as long as they live here. But I won’t necessarily be the one doing it.
Q: What do you mean?
A: Jason, my eldest son, who is 17, has a girlfriend. She’s a smart and
confident girl his age, and I have encouraged her to take control of
him, including his sexuality.
Q: So, she masturbates him? Aren’t you worried about them having a sexual relationship before they are ready?
A: No, as I said, I know her and she is a and capable young lady, with
clear ideas. She has complete control of him, and won’t let it get out
of hand. She spanks him when he misbehaves and I have taught her how to
be in charge of him. That includes “relieving his tension”. You have to
do that, or the poor boy would go crazy!