Jimmy 31 to 35
By Captain J
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Copyright 2019 by Captain J, all rights reserved
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Jimmy
By Captain J
Chapter 31
Jimmy woke to his alarm clock the next morning, today
was a ‘teaching’ day and he didn’t have the option of sleeping in. Sam would be
here soon and meanwhile he had to have breakfast ready for himself, Sam and
Susan. Prying himself out of bed, he took a quick shower and dabbed a little
more of Tommy’s cream on his still tender backside before heading upstairs. He’d
just gotten the bacon and toast done, when Sam and Susan came in and a few
minutes later was serving all of them breakfast.
“Jimmy I didn’t think I could get all that homework
you gave me done, but I managed to do it. I didn’t get anything else done
yesterday though. Mom put a couple of my chores off until tomorrow afternoon so
I could finish. Are all my assignments going to be that big?”
“No it’ll vary Sam, sometimes yes, but mostly not that
much. We’re pushing up against a time line here and need to get as much done as
we can, but I guess I overloaded you on this one.”
“Well ok then, Mom was just concerned a little, but
still said that my studies were more important than chores, so she’s willing to
adjust if need be. Maybe one less essay and it wouldn’t have been so bad, but I
had to do a bunch of research to do those you gave me and that’s what ate up
the time.”
“Alright, we’ll look at how you did and then adjust if
necessary when we get down stairs Sam.” He responded.
Once down in his room, Sam handed him his papers and
waited while Jimmy looked them over. “You look tired Jimmy,” he offered.
“A little.”
“The Amazon gave you a real workout right? I know that
look, been there, done that...”
“Yeah she did, it was worth it though... Don’t worry
about me Sam, I’m fine.”
“Jimmy I have to worry about you, right now you’re my
only friend and you’ve done so much for me...”
“I said I’m fine Sam, now drop it!” he tersely
replied.
“Sorry Jimmy, it’s none of my business...”
“Oh shit! I’m sorry Sam I shouldn’t have responded
like that. You’re trying to be a good friend and here I go and jump on you like
that. I didn’t mean to do that. Sorry...”
“It’s ok Jimmy, I was sticking my nose in where it
didn’t belong and you have a right to tell me to butt out. I was just a little
worried about you when I saw how stiff you were moving and how tired you
looked. Is there anything I can do to help?”
“I know that Sam and I shouldn’t take it out on you. And
yes you can help a little if you’re willing. My neck and shoulders are a little
stiff and sore. Could you massage them a little while I read your papers?”
“Love to Jimmy, just sit down and I’ll work on them
while you read. After all you’ve done for me, it’s nice to be able to help you
even just a little.”
Jimmy sat in the desk chair and Sam moved behind him
and Jimmy moaned a little as Sam’s strong fingers rubbed his neck and out onto
his shoulders. “You do that really good Sam...” he mumbled.
“Well when I was working out all the time, sore
muscles were a frequent occurrence, so Mom taught me how to massage them. Mostly
she did me, but still, I learned from it and well it’s a useful skill.”
“Are you going to start doing that again? Working out
I mean? You said you lost weight and that was obvious to me, since you’re
almost as skinny as I am, but you used to have a good build?”
“Yeah but not like before, just tone up some. I won’t
be running with the jocks anymore, they won’t let me near them being Gay means
I’m not welcome, hell I’ll be lucky if they don’t beat the shit out of me just
on general principle for being Gay and them not knowing. Probably think I just
hung out with them so I could see them naked in the showers.”
“Did you? I mean hang out so you could see them
naked?”
“Hell no! Well maybe sometimes, but I really tried NOT
to look at them. Can’t be getting boner’s in the boys shower room like that;
not if you’re gay and don’t want them to know!”
<laugh> “Yeah I could see that would be a
problem...”
<laugh> “Tell me about it! Sometime I had to
shower really quick to keep it from happening. A few of those guys are really
hung! But many, if you can believe it are undersized where it counts. They get
all built up so they can be macho with the girls, but don’t have the equipment
to back it up. Guess it’s over compensation or something. You’ve got more dick
than 90% of the football team!”
“You’re kidding? I didn’t know and don’t care really...
I mean my whole objective in Phys Ed was to get through the classes without
getting hurt in class or beat up after class. I made a point of getting out of
the locker room as quick as I could. Us small guys were their favorite targets
to harass. Don’t have to worry about that this year, I’m not taking Phys Ed;
neither are you for that matter...”
“I’m not? Fantastic! That was the one place I was
really worried about! They’d do a real number on me in the shower’s if they got
the chance... Billy Carter got raped bad in there last spring and no one did
anything about it. He’s one of the openly Gay boys in case you didn’t know...”
“Yeah I know he’s Gay, but I don’t really know him
other than to see him in the halls. They raped him? That really sucks!”
“Yeah they did and old man Bailey covered it all up so
that the football team didn’t get in trouble.”
“Well Bailey’s not there this year either, neither is
the old lady who was the School secretary. Bailey retired and so did she, you
won’t believe the new secretary. You think Pamela is an Amazon? She’s a shrimp
compared to Mrs. Russell! 6’4” and huge, biggest hands I’ve ever seen! All
muscle too, she’s only 24 and working on her Master’s degree in psychology,
went through college on a basketball scholarship.”
“You seem to know a lot about her?”
“Yeah well I’ve had to go to the school a few times on
this tutoring program and met her. Scared the shit out of me the first time I
met her; but actually she’s really nice, just really intimidating when you
first see her. She just towers over you and when she put a hand on my back, it
like covered 2/3’s of my back. Now that I know her and got a chance to sit down
and really talk to her, she’s nice; just don’t cross her, she grew up in the
big city in a real dump of a neighborhood and knows how to fight. She’d clean
house on any of the jocks and not work up a sweat!”
“Well I don’t figure to get on her bad side or
anyone’s Jimmy. My whole objective this year is to keep my head down, develop
as many friends as I can, concentrate on my studies and stay out of trouble.”
“Just so you know, you’ll see her a lot, the tutoring
will be in the hallway off the main office, so you’ll have to go by her desk
every time you come and go. Just be respectful and you’ll be fine in her books.
Like I said, she’s intimidating but a really nice lady.”
“How’s the neck and shoulders now Jimmy, the muscles
feel more relaxed?”
“Great Sam and thanks for doing that, I feel a lot
better. Let’s move over to the couch and discuss your papers, you did really
good work Sam, I’m proud of you.”
“Thanks Jimmy but they’re not that great; they’d be
much better if I’d had more time, but that was the best I could do in a rush. Jimmy
any time you need a little massage like that, please tell me? I enjoyed helping
you like that and it’s no big deal.”
Jimmy moved over and sat on the couch and Sam stood
waiting. Jimmy just patted his lap and Sam was quickly laying across him
looking up with a big smile. “Guess you like this as much as I do,” Sam said
with a teasing voice.
“I do Sam, is that a problem? This way we’re both
comfortable and I can see directly into your eyes without having to work at it
and read whether you’re trying to bullshit me or really know the material. It’s
much harder for you to fake it or lie to me when you’re across my lap like
this, I can feel your body tense when you try either or are even confused or
worried about something. Besides, it’s easier to give you positive
reinforcement when you’re laying right here and I don’t even have to reach for
you.”
“Jimmy I’ve never lied to you or tired to BS you since
we started this tutoring. If I don’t know or don’t understand, I tell you, I’m
not stupid enough to try and pull anything over on you. You’re going way out
there to help me and I owe you total honesty and my best efforts.”
“I know you haven’t Sam,” he said looking down at him
and then gently stroking his thumb along his cheek, “At first I thought you
might try and play me; you know get my sympathies and then skate if you could
get away with it; but you haven’t even tried. You’ve been the best student a
tutor could hope for and I’m very proud of the way you’ve responded. Just keep
up the way you’ve been going and we’ll both be happy Sam.” Then leaned down and
gave him a light kiss, while gently rubbing his chest with his hand. “You’re a
good boy Sam and I’m proud to call you my friend now.”
“Is that the positive reinforcement? If it was I want
more of that! Jimmy you’re the nicest boy I’ve ever met and I want to do my best
for you. I know we’ll never be more than friends, but Jimmy you’re one terrific
guy!”
“You’ll get more Sam, now young man; tell me the
differences between a republic, a democracy and an autocracy.”
“Autocracy? You mean a dictatorship... ok well.....” so it
went for the next hour; probing questions and answers.
“OK break time,” Jimmy ruled and patted Sam on the hip
to get up. “But before you run off, I want to look you over physically, so just
stand here a minute Sam while I check you.” Jimmy directed and then carefully
inspected the boy’s body from top to bottom. “How are these doing,” Jimmy asked
as he cupped his balls and gently rolled them in his fingers below the chastity
cage.
“Not as bad as they’ve been at times before Jimmy. What
you did the other day really helped me.”
“OK well I’m glad it helped, now go hit the bathroom
if you want and then come back, I’ve got a surprise for you.”
“Yes sir, whatever you say Jimmy.” He replied and
quickly went across the hall to comply. When he returned, Jimmy patted his lap
again and Sam was quickly laying across him in anticipation.
“Know what this is?” Jimmy said holding up an
envelope.
“Looks like the envelope my Mom gave your sister this
morning.” Sam replied.
“Yes it is. Know what’s in it?”
“No I didn’t ask, figured she’d tell me if I needed to
know.”
“Well this young man holds one of the keys to this,”
Jimmy replied and reached down and patted the cage on Sam’s cock and balls. “From
now on I’ll be able to take it off while you’re here if I want and you deserve
a reward for being very good. But don’t expect me to do that all the time, this
is for when you exceed my goals for you and have been very good overall.”
“Are you going to take it off now? God I hope so!”
“Yes I am Sam, you’ve been a very good boy and deserve
a reward, so I’m going to take it off and then I thought you might enjoy a
handjob, both to clear you out and to give you a little fun. OK with you?”
“God YES! Please Jimmy!” he whimpered.
“OK then I just need you to lay back and relax and let
me take care of you. Can you do that? If not then I’m not going to do it and
we’ll just leave that little cage right where it is. Sam I want you to lay
perfectly still. I don’t do this for just anyone, you know that, so if you
don’t cooperate, then this won’t happen again.”
“Please Jimmy! I promise I’ll be good!”
“Right, now lay back against the arm of the sofa
there,” he directed as he removed the key and unlocked the padlock, then
carefully worked the tube from his cock and then each of the two plastic rings.
Once he had it off, he gently massaged Sam’s balls and the area where the rings
had been, then reached behind Sam’s head for a bottle of hand lotion and poured
a big glop in his hand. Sam was trembling in anticipation, but Jimmy took his
time and gently coated his groin and once he felt Sam’s cock start to respond,
gripped it and started firm strokes. Sam all but whimpered as Jimmy worked him
and his hips started to move to speed it up, but then Jimmy watched as Sam
forced himself to stop and remain completely still. Jimmy kept working him and
Sam’s legs straightened and his toes curled and he was breathing harshly, when
Jimmy felt the throbbing that he knew meant the boy was close, then speeded up
and three strokes later, Sam erupted and cried out as spurt after spurt arched
up from his cock and landed on his body, but Jimmy kept going until nothing
more came out. Then calmly wiped his hand and Sam’s body, then held the boy in
his arms as Sam recovered, one hand still massaging his balls and his now limp
cock. “Good Sam, relax, it’s over just relax, I’ve got you.” Jimmy softly
whispered and when Sam’s breathing was back to normal, gave him a soft kiss.
“Thank you Jimmy, that was the best handjob I’ve ever
had! I mean I’ve had them before, but never like that!”
“Quiet Sam, I understand and we’ll do that again
sometime. Now just relax, because even though I don’t want to do it, I’ll have
to put your chastity cage back on.”
“Do you have to do it right now?”
“Yes, once you’ve been masturbated, it goes back on,
that’s the rules.”
“OK but really thanks Jimmy that was wonderful.”
“You earned it Sam by being a really good boy for me
and if you keep doing that, then you’ll get more. Now just close your eyes and
relax and I’ll put it back on. I don’t want to pinch you or anything doing it
so I need you to stay still and just let me ok?”
“Yeah ok, but I really, really hate that thing.”
“I understand and believe me you have my sympathy on
that. Sam I tried to get them not to put this back on you, but... well it just
didn’t work. The best I could get was until school starts...”
Sam sat up and wrapped his arms around Jimmy’s neck
and hugged him. “I know you did Jimmy, Mom told me and well you told me too,
but Mom said you really argued hard and so did Pam, but those Women just
wouldn’t go along. At least you got it shortened so I don’t have to wear it at
school. Thank you Jimmy, no one’s ever stood up for me like that. As far as I’m
concerned I’m yours as long as you’re my tutor or mentor, you can do anything
with me you want and I’ll never complain. Standing up for me means more to me
than I can explain Jimmy, so use my body anytime and anyway you want.
<giggle> Besides since I’m Gay I know I’d love anything you’d come up
with! Can I kiss you Jimmy? I’d really like to do that right now...”
“Sure Sam, pucker up.”
Sam didn’t hesitate, he came in quickly and had both
of them moaning for the next couple of minutes until they had to break off for
air.
The rest of Sam’s lesson was the usual almost
continuous work, tests and discussions on academic topics, at the end Sam left
with another pile of homework papers to be completed. “Don’t forget you’re
meeting with Pamela tomorrow morning Sam,” Jimmy advised as he held him by the
hips and was about to let him leave.
“About that Jimmy, I’m a little worried about dealing
with her...”
“Why she’s a really nice person and loves boys, yes
even Gay boys. She’s smart, much smarter than me in fact and will never give
you bad advice.”
“Yeah I get all that, and we really don’t know each
other so we need to have this meeting... can’t you be there with me? I’d feel
much better if you were...”
“No I can’t Sam, Pamela specifically asked to meet you
alone. Remember in addition to her being your secondary mentor, she’s my
PRIMARY mentor, so to a certain degree she’s in charge of BOTH of us. She wants
to talk alone with you, so that’s what’s going to happen. Don’t worry yourself
about it Sam, she just needs to have a conversation with you like I did about
how you two will interact and her expectations of you.”
“Well ok but I’m still nervous about it.”
“OK well here’s a tip then. You know she’s a dominant
female right? Yeah that’s kind of obvious. Well she loves holding and cuddling
boys, so if she wants to hold you across her lap like I do? Just relax and let
her. She’s really good at it and it feels great!”
“She holds boys like that?”
“All the time, at least with me. Think about it Sam,
she’s bigger than most boys in our class, so it makes sense that she holds the
smaller boy. If a boy tried to hold her for long his legs would be asleep in no
time. Personally, I love the way she holds me and I can’t get enough of it.”
“Yeah I can see that, she’s bigger than both of us and
no doubt stronger than us too, especially since I lost all that muscle.”
“She IS stronger than either of us Sam, she can pick
me up like a toddler when she wants to. Swimming and Tennis is what she told
me. She’s hard muscle under that feminine exterior, but she’s a softy with a
boy when he’s emotional, so don’t try and play the hard case. If you get
emotional she’ll respond to calm you and get you through it. With her it’s
better to let your emotions go than trying to suck it up.”
Once Sam left, Jimmy decided to take a nap and was
sprawled out on his bed when he woke with a hand rubbing his butt. “What?” he
mumbled.
<giggle> “Nothing, just playing a little” he
heard in his little brother’s playful voice.
“Tommy?”
“Who else would be playing with your ass?”
“OK well, Susan, you, Pamela, Sam if he thought I wouldn’t
mind... a dozen girls who frequent our deck if THEY thought they could...”
“Oh poo you take all the fun out of it! But yeah I
guess all of them would love to play with my cute brothers tushy!”
“What time is it?”
“2:00”
“So are you going to do anything or just play with my
butt?”
“I’d love to do more... I think you know that!”
“Well I’m not stopping you, go for it little bro!”
“Can I really?”
“Of course Tommy, have I ever refused you?”
“No... never... Thanks Jimmy, just hold still, I’ll be
right back... we need lube!”
A minute later, Jimmy felt slick fingers probing him
and just relaxed. “You’re getting the hang of this Jimmy, you relaxed and
opened right up for me,” Tommy advised as his hand rubbed his lower back. Jimmy
just turned his head to the side as he lay there face down on his pillow and
opened his legs to give the boy better access. He didn’t have to wait long,
because almost immediately, he felt Tommy’s body straddle him and his small
penis enter. Tommy started thrusting immediately and only lasted a couple of
minutes. When he fell off to the side, Jimmy turned over and gathered the
smaller boy against him.
“Don’t I get kissed for letting you do that?” Jimmy
asked looking down at him.
“You bet you do! Thanks Jimmy!” Tommy gasped as he
leaned up and wrapped an arm around Jimmy’s neck to pull him down.
“Mmmm... Now I’m properly thanked.” Jimmy said giving
him a follow-up peck. “So how many girls are up there since you’re hiding out
down here?”
“A dozen give or take one or two, it keeps changing
and I can’t take all that pussy just laying around baking in the sun. Jimmy all
these girls are driving me nuts!”
“Well you’re either going to have to learn to ignore
them or have Connie over here more often to keep you occupied...”
“How can you ignore all those tits and cute pussies? They’re
everywhere up there!”
“Easy, I’ve got the perfect girl in Pamela and no one
else is of interest. Oh don’t get me wrong, I enjoy looking at them and there
are some hot girls up there; but Pamela is the one I want and she’s more than
enough for me.”
“Well Connie’s fantastic but still Jimmy when they
stick it in my face it’s hard not to look and get excited...”
<chuckle> “Learn to think ‘wholesome’ thoughts
Tommy, it’s all I can suggest, I’m no wizard or anything...”
<laugh> “No you’re only a wizard when you use
your magic wand on my ass!”
“So it’s a magic wand now?”
“You bet! Your dick in my butt is PURE magic!”
“So are you good now at least until dinner?”
“Yeah that cum will hold me until tonight but then I’m
going to want more.”
“No problem little guy, I’ll wear you out if that’s
what you want... but tonight... not enough time right now.”
“Promise?”
“Promise!”
Jimmy was finishing fixing dinner when his Mothers
arrived home and both Tommy and Susan were picking up trash on the deck. “Where
did all that come from?” they heard from behind them.
“A dozen or so girls sunbathing?” Tommy replied, then
set the trash bag down and hugged each of the women.
“That seems like a lot,” Janet replied.
“Usually there’s less than half that Mom Janet, but
today they all showed up. Normal is 3 or 4 at a time. The good news is that
they’re now bringing their own supply of soft drinks and stuff, so we’re only
providing space for them to lay out. Mom’s all of them say there’s no other
safe place to sunbathe topless except here and they know our boys won’t bother
them, so it really not a big deal.”
“OK but let’s try and hold the numbers down, not more
than 5 or 6 at a time. It’s not fair to the boys to have that many girls naked
and teasing them, and they are teasing the boys just by being naked whether
they do anything overt or not. Teenage boys have enough problems controlling
their hormones without being subjected to that all day every day.” Carol ruled.
“It’s no problem for me Mom’s,” Jimmy interjected,
“Actually I enjoy talking to them and I’ve gotten several new friends among the
girls since they’ve been hanging out here.”
“Me too mostly Mom,” Tommy added, “Today was a bit
much, but usually they’re no problem for me.”
“That’s it then no more than 6 at once and except for
Connie and Pamela no more than 2 days per week per girl unless you kids invite
them for a special activity.” Janet directed. “Connie and Pamela are welcome
any time since they are the boys’ mentors and therefore have total access to
them.
“Did you say the girls are bringing drinks and snacks
Susan? That’s considerate of them.” Carol said smiling.
“Only because Jimmy had Susan suggest it to them Mom,”
Tommy replied. “They were drinking all our soft drinks and eating everything in
the way of snack food and Jimmy said you ladies work too hard to be feeding all
them every day. So Susan talked to them and now there’s a big stack of soft
drinks in the corner of the kitchen and they’ve been bringing their own potato
chips, pretzels and cookies and stuff.”
“I thought it would be something like that, well at
least they got the message and are providing their own refreshments,” Janet
replied. “So what’s for dinner?”
“Plain old pot roast, potatoes and baby carrots,”
Jimmy replied, “It’s ready when we are.”
“Jimmy there is nothing ‘plain’ about your pot roasts,
they’re always great!” Carol said sliding her arm around him and giving him a
hug and kissing his blushing cheek.
“You’re only saying that because you didn’t have to
cook it,” Janet snickered.
“Well there is that, but I’ve never had a bad meal
since we moved together. Jimmy’s a fantastic cook and Susan is doing very well
and well Tommy some of your dishes still need a little work, but even the worst
dish I’ve had was still good. That you kids have taken over the cooking is a
really big help to your mothers and we will never complain; will we Janet?”
“No of course not, nor that the three of you are
handling all the housework, what a relief knowing we have a clean house and
good food waiting when we get home after a long day at work.”
***
The evening was spent with 3 naked kids cuddled
together on the sofa watching movies, and when Susan finally decided to go to
bed, Tommy just smiled and headed to the bathroom, when he returned he just threw
a jar of Vaseline to Jimmy and turned off the TV. Jimmy just smiled as he
followed the boy into their bedroom and laughed when Tommy wiggled his butt at
him trying to look sexy.
Tommy moaned when the alarm clock went off at 7:45am. “Why
the hell did we set THAT thing? It’s Saturday and our Mom’s don’t have to go to
work!”
“I set it because Sam will be here to meet with Pamela
at 9:00 and I figured we’d let them use our lounge so they could have privacy
for their meeting. So get up little guy and let’s have a quick breakfast and
then clean up down here a little so it doesn’t look like so much of a disaster
area.”
When Pam arrived at 8:30 Jimmy greeted her with a big
hug. “We cleaned up our lounge so you and Sam can use it and have some
privacy,” he offered. “Pamela, he’s really worried about this meeting with
you.”
“He shouldn’t be, he’s had mentors before...”
“Yeah he did and they didn’t work out very well did
they... Just go easy on him and treat him like you treated me at the start and I
think he’ll get over his nervousness quickly. Maybe cuddle him a little, he’s
so lonely he’d probably accept it from you even though you’re a girl. Just
remember his experience with girls hasn’t been very good and you’ll need to get
him to trust you first and foremost.”
“Relax Jimmy, I think you’re more nervous for him than
he’ll be. I’m not going to hurt him; not unless he gives me problems, then
he’ll learn I spank hard. But he and I need to establish our relationship and
how we’re going to interact. That’s all this is about.” She replied.
“Well ok, I guess you know more about this than I do...
“
“Jimmy, Sam will be the 4th boy I’ve
mentored and I’ve helped with probably a dozen more. You know me well enough
that you know I’ll take good care of him.”
“Yeah I know... it’s just that I’m responsible for him
now and sometimes I worry about him...”
“Which is EXACTLY why they made you his mentor. You
care about people Jimmy, even troubled boys like Sam.”
Fifteen minutes later Sam and his Mother arrived. “Hello
Mrs. Jones, hi Sam,” Jimmy offered standing to greet them. “Sam this is Pamela Martin,
I know you’ve seen her at school but you two have never formally met which is
the purpose of this meeting. You and Pam will be using our lounge downstairs to
have your meeting so why don’t you just go with her and get started. Mrs.
Jones, would you care for some coffee while they meet? You can stay and talk
with me if you’d like, or leave and come back, that’s up to you. Pamela said
they’d need a couple of hours to talk.”
Walking across and giving him a tight hug, then
loosely holding him with an arm around him . “Hello Jimmy, I’m so happy with
the way Sam’s progressing since working with you. Yes I’d love some coffee and
maybe you and I can sit up here and discuss how he’s doing and what we can do
to help him more. Pamela? Nice to see you again and like Jimmy I think you’re
the best person to help Sam, you’ve got a wonderful reputation young lady and I
was so happy when they didn’t hesitate to appoint you and you agreed to help him.
Now Sam go with Pamela and be a good boy, you know what’s expected of you.”
“Yes mother...” Sam replied with a sigh, then followed
the tall girl towards the basement steps.
Jimmy and Mrs. Jones watched the two depart then he
looked at her, her arm still around him. “Please sit down Mrs. Jones and I’ll
get your coffee and refill mine.” He started, but she pulled him in tight again
before he could move. When he felt her tremble, he put his arms around her and
returned the hug and suddenly she was crying with her head against his
shoulder. At a loss as to what to do, he just held her and gently patted her
back until she settled down some. “Are you ok Mrs. Jones?”
<snif> “Sorry Jimmy.... I’m just so emotional
these days... so much has happened in the last few weeks... And you’re such a
wonderful boy to let me cry all over you like that... I shouldn’t have done
that...”
Rubbing her back gently, “Mrs. Jones, you’ve been
through a really tough time what with Sam and your husband and all so I don’t
mind if you let some of that out. All of us need to do that every once in a
while. If holding me and crying a little helps then I’d be a real cad if I
objected. You’ve stopped trembling, so are you better now? I know getting held
helps me when I get all emotional. My Mom’s have always let me get held when I
needed it and Pamela does too. It really helps. For what it’s worth, Sam needs
that every once in a while too. Why don’t you sit and I’ll get our coffee and
if you need held more, I’d be happy to do it.”
Rubbing her cheek against his, she loosed her grip and
then softly kissed his cheek. “Thanks Jimmy, you’re such a mature young man and
you’re doing so much for Sam... I shouldn’t be dumping my problems on you, you’ve
got enough to deal with...”
Guiding her to a chair, he massaged her shoulders a
little as he talked. “Mrs. Jones, once Sam decided he need to change and made
the commitment to do it, it’s almost all been him, with me just steering him in
the right direction. Sam’s the one doing most of the work, not me. Now relax a
minute while I get our coffee.”
Jimmy handed her a box of tissues from the counter,
then returned a couple minutes later and put their coffee on the table. “Milk
or sugar?” he asked as he set them down.
“No just black, thanks Jimmy,” then paused and her arm
slipped around his waist as he stood beside her. “Jimmy would you mind me
holding you while we talk? I don’t get to do that with my kids much anymore and
well it was really nice holding you...”
“I’d like that Mrs. Jones, I’ve always liked it and
with two Moms it happens frequently around here.” Then let her guide him onto
her lap. Being almost as tall as her, he was concerned a little that he might
be to heavy though. “Mrs. Jones, I’m a little heavy I think to do this for
long, at least on a chair like this, how about we move to the living room on
the couch and I can just lay across you and it will be easier for you, your
legs won’t have to support all my weight. Even as skinny as I am, I’d probably
cause them to go to sleep by cutting off circulation.”
“You’re probably right and we’ll do that in a few
minutes,” she said tightening her arms around him, “But first I’d like to just
sit here a minute and hug the stuffing out of you and maybe kiss you a few
times. You young man are saving my Son and you deserve all the hugs and kisses
I can give.” So Jimmy just relaxed against her and accepted being hugged and
tried not to blush much as she kissed his face repeatedly. After about 5
minutes she finally loosened her grip and he got up and carried their coffee to
the living room. Once she was seated, he laid across her lap, making sure to
keep as much of his weight off her as possible.
“Is this ok?” he asked looking up at her.
“Wonderful, now if I could only get Sam to do this,
we’d have some serious quality time together.”
“Have you asked him? I know he likes being held like
this, I do it with him occasionally when he’s being emotional and he settles
right down? In fact the first time I did it, he told me how much he missed it.”
“You do this with Sam? He’s a boy and so are you?”
“Yeah we’re both boys, but that doesn’t make any
difference. I’ve been holding my little brother and sister since they were
babies when they needed or wanted it. Holding someone isn’t sexual, well it can
be, but it’s more about emotional support and caring. So a few times when he’s
been really emotional, I’ve held him just like you’re doing with me and he
calms down immediately and we just keep right on with his lessons. Holding Sam
when he needs it is no different to me than holding Tommy and I’ve been doing
that forever.”
“But Sam’s Gay?”
“And I’m straight, so what? Like it said it’s not
sexual.”
“It’s just, well boys don’t do that...”
“I do, I’ve taken care of both my little brother and
sister all my life as well as a dozen other younger kids who’ve played at our
house or theirs. No big deal to me. Sometimes kids need held and I just do it. Mrs.
Jones, I don’t understand why everyone seems to be concerned about Sam being
Gay and me not? Sam’s not going to try and do anything sexual with me. We’ve
developed a friendship and he understands it will never be anything more than
friends, tutor and mentor between us.”
“I guess it’s because they don’t consider what a truly
remarkable young man you are Jimmy. I don’t know any other teenage boys who
would willing hold a Gay boy. Well they might it they were Gay themselves, but
most don’t want to be near a Gay boy.”
“I know that and so does Sam. We talked about it once
he told me about his orientation. Being Gay isn’t a disease and it’s not
catching. No matter what, I’m still going to be straight and he’ll be Gay.
Sam’s a person not his sexual interest. I deal with the person inside and found
that he’s a good person now that he’s committed to change himself. He’s my friend
now and if ANY of my friends need me to hold them or give them some support,
they get it.”
“He’s fallen in love with you Jimmy, you need to watch
out for that...”
“I know and in fact we’ve discussed it. Mrs. Jones,
I’m not worried about it. Sam would never do anything with me or even try to do
something. Right now he’s a very lonely boy and I’m one of the few friends and
I gather the only male friend he has left. So of course he’s going to invest
some of his emotions and desires in me, but he also knows I have no interest in
him sexually. He knows he needs to work hard and be successful in this program
to get himself out of trouble and also knows that if he did anything to destroy
the working relationship and friendship he has with me, that he’ll be right
back in the dumps. So he’s not going to do anything with me unless I initiate
it and he knows that’s not going to happen.”
“I guess you told the Council the truth when you said
him being Gay made no difference to you...”
“I did tell the truth, if someone is my friend, I
don’t care where they look for sex. A friend would never impose on another
friend. All of my friends get treated the same by me, if they need a hug or a
pat on the back, or a kind word, they get it; it doesn’t make any difference to
me if they’re a boy or a girl, straight or Gay. My friends get whatever support
I can give them.”
“Remarkable!”
“No, it’s just the way I am and always have been. Right
now I’m the only boy Sam has contact with. Once he’s back in school, our
contacts will be much less, but still frequent since I’ll still be tutoring him
and be his mentor. There are other Gay boys in this town and I’m sure once
they’ve seen the changes in him, a nice one will get together with him. As his
mentor, I won’t allow him to get with a crowd like before. But most Gay boys
I’ve seen aren’t bullies or criminals, some are just like any other boy, it’s
just that they don’t want to be with girls for sexual stuff. So I’m not worried
that Sam is currently fixated on me, I’m the only boy he has contact with. That
will change.”
“I guess I made the right choice when I asked Mrs.
Morehead to have you as his mentor. No one else could be as good for him as you
Jimmy. You wouldn’t believe how hard I had to sell that. They were really
concerned that they were creating a sexual situation that you might not be able
to handle. Mentors and the boys in the program tend to get heavily involved
that way. But you seem to have it all under control.”
“Mrs. Jones, remember who my girlfriend is? Pamela
wouldn’t allow something like that to happen. She’s MY primary mentor and Sam’s
secondary, so basically she’s watching over BOTH of us. <chuckle> She’s
big enough and strong enough to beat both of us boys silly if we ever did
anything we shouldn’t!”
<laugh> “Hadn’t thought of that in those terms,
but you’re correct, that’s one very strong young lady who wouldn’t allow things
to get out of hand! Jimmy from everything I’ve seen she’s the perfect match for
you so don’t let her get away. She’s a wonderful girl and I know she makes you
happy. You glow with love when you’re around her and everyone can see she loves
you just as much.”
“The only way I’m separating from Pamela is if she
tells me she doesn’t want me anymore. I’d be devastated if that happened, I
love that girl more than I have words to express. She’s everything I ever
wanted or hoped for and I’m not doing anything to mess that up!”
“She feels the same about you Jimmy and that makes you
two very lucky. Most of us have to make compromises in our relationships and
settle for someone less than ideal. I chose wrong with Sam’s father and now
it’s all coming back to bite me. Unfortunately Sam caught a lot of that and
it’s affecting Connie some too, but not as much. Right now I’m buried in legal
papers trying to get our lives back into some reasonable normality. It looks
like I’m going to have to sell the house and go back to work, most of our
income was from my investments anyway, but still I’ll need to work to
supplement it.”
“I thought Mr. Jones was the primary financial source
since you mostly were at home?” Jimmy asked.
“No I left a really good job when I had the kids and
I’d made a number of investments in stocks, bonds and such and most of our
income was from those investments. Charlie worked in construction and that’s so
off and on a type of work. When he was working, he got paid well, but in
between jobs all he got was unemployment and sometime there were long gaps
between jobs; that’s when my investment income made up the difference. Because
of that he took that job at the auto part plant, making a lot less than in
construction, but it was steady income; then he got laid off two weeks ago and
started drinking. You know what came of that...”
“If you don’t mind me asking, what kind of work did
you do?”
“I don’t mind, besides being a registered nurse, a job
that paid for my college education; I have degrees in both Business Management
and Accounting. I was an Executive Secretary to the President of a large
company. Now they call the same thing and Executive Assistant for the most
part. But my job was to handle all the details for my boss, so that basically
he was a decision maker and public face for the company and not much more. I
provided all the background material for him to make those decisions, arranged
all his appointments and social gatherings, then once decisions were made; made
sure they were routed to the correct people to implement them and followed up
progress. It’s very demanding work that involves overtime and with small children
I couldn’t be away from home enough to continue. So I got back into Nursing,
because I could do it part time and pretty much name my own schedule. Now that
the kids are older, I can be away so I’ll need to get back in the business marketplace
again. I’ll probably have to start all over again and work my way back up. At
best I’ll get a mid level position.”
“Wow that was a really important job. Mrs. Jones not
many people could do that kind of work. Most want to BE the Company President
who gets all the credit for running things. I’m sure with your experience,
you’ll get a good job quickly.”
“Actually that’s part of the problem Jimmy. There
aren’t many openings for Executive Assistants, so that’s why I said I’d have to
start lower and work back up. But I’m not too worried. Hell I can wait tables
or tend bar or empty bed pans if I have too; I’ve done all of those too, that’s
how I paid for 6 years of college.”
The conversation from there drifted from topic to
topic, but Jimmy just lay there across her lap and neither even mentioned it as
her hands explored his body; meanwhile downstairs...
***
Pam followed Sam into the lounge room and closed and
locked the door behind them. Sam stood nervously waiting by the couch not
knowing whether to sit or stand.
Seeing his worried expression, “Relax Sam, I’m not
going to hurt you, not ever as long as you behave yourself and even then I’d
just spank you. We just need to get to know each other better if I’m to help
you and help Jimmy help you.”
“I...I know you can spank me Pam, all three of my
previous mentors did that first thing just to prove that they could...”
“Well I don’t need to prove it to you then do I Sam,
since you’re well aware of it.”
“No... No you don’t and I’d appreciate it if we could
skip that. I’ve been beaten enough this summer for 3 lifetimes.”
“Then we’ll skip it Sam, actually unless you do
something bad and Jimmy’s not around and I am, it will almost always be him
that administers punishments. My job is to back him up and offer both of you
advice and guidance when needed. Just so you know, both Susan and Tommy have
been spanked by him and both said it’s something you don’t want to experience. When
he feels you need spanked he doesn’t hold back and he’ll blister you butt!”
“Yeah Susan warned me the other day and it was obvious
that she wasn’t joking and believe me I don’t want that to happen to me.”
“So first I want to look you over physically Sam,
Jimmy said you were mostly healed up from where your father attacked you but I
need to look for myself. Then we’ll just sit and talk about ourselves and how
we’re going to interact with each other. As Jimmy’s primary mentor and your
secondary I have a certain responsibility for both of your wellbeing and
health. So I’ll need to see how you are physically. Is that going to be a
problem, a girl touching you and you being Gay?”
“No I’m ok with it, I mean it’s not like we’re have
sex or something. I don’t do that with girls, can’t seem to get it up with them
and that caused a few problems in the past. My first mentor wanted sex and when
my body didn’t respond get got all pissed off and beat on me. But looking and
touching I’m ok with.”
“Sam you couldn’t have sex with anyone with that
chastity device on you, and I don’t want that from you anyway. Jimmy does a
good job of taking care of my needs in that area. Now just stand still and let
me have a good look at you ok?”
“Yeah ok...”
Pam went over his body in detail and noticed he
trembled when she handled his balls. “Relax Sam I’m not going to hurt them, I’m
just checking them.”
“I know Pam but again that’s not always been the case
between me and my mentors. One liked to hurt me there and that makes me a
little nervous here.”
“Sam I know your experiences have been less than
perfect with mentors. Any other problems with them?”
Sam stood there shaking and tears leaked down his
cheeks. “Yeah, the last one got a kick out of using her strapon on the Gay boy
and never used enough lube. I’d be crying and she’d leave me all raw and sore
inside and laugh that I wouldn’t be getting any from a boy for a few days until
I healed up. Just taking a dump for a few days after she do that to me was
painful. That’s one of the reasons I was always fighting against her and was so
hostile at the beginning of the summer. She’d beat me and do that to me and
then just laugh about it! It was a really big relief when her family moved away
and I got free of her. I got drunk that night all this started because my ass
was so sore from having her rip me open earlier that day.”
“I’m sorry those things happened to you Sam, all of
this could have been avoided except your academic problems if you’d had the
right kind of mentor to begin with.
“Not your fault Pam, I just wish I’d had Jimmy as my
mentor from the beginning, maybe then I’d never have run around with those
other guys and gotten into all this trouble. He’s been so good with me and I
learn so much from him about everything, not just the academic stuff.”
“Let’s sit down and talk about Jimmy Sam,” she said
guiding him to the couch and then across her lap face up, “You ok with sitting
like this with me holding you?”
“Yeah, Jimmy said you like to do this, I enjoy it with
him and well I used to like it when I sat with my Mom this way, but she doesn’t
do that anymore.” He replied as her hands gently stroked his body. “You do it
good though Pam, just like Jimmy does, just relaxed and no pressure...”
“Well I like holding and touching boys Sam, yes even a
Gay boy like you. Boys have such interesting bodies to me and if you don’t
mind, then we’ll do this a lot. Now about Jimmy, I’ll be very honest with you,
you’ve hurt him in the past really badly with the way you and those guys
treated him. I won’t tolerate any repeat of that Sam. You hurt him and I’ll
make sure you never hurt another boy again. I’ll crush your balls so that you
won’t be ABLE to hurt another boy. You’ll wish you were a girl by the time I’m
done with you. Understand?”
“Pam that’s never going to happen! I owe him so much
for what he’s done and is doing for me that I’d never do anything to hurt him
either physically or emotionally! I thank God everyday that he’s such a
wonderful boy and can somehow forgive me for the way I’ve treated him and then
is willing to help me like he has. He’s my friend now and I’d never hurt him in
any way!”
“Good I just wanted you to understand my take on it. I
love Jimmy and NO ONE will hurt him or they’ll deal with me and I won’t be kind
when they do. I love that boy and no one messes with him!”
“I love him too Pam and no it’s not sexual, he’s just
the most caring boy I’ve ever met; and well how could I not love him?”
“I know you do Sam, it’s obvious. Just remember he’s
not Gay and will never be more than your friend; but with Jimmy that means
you’ll get a lot of emotional support from him and sometimes that’s physical. But
he does that with all his friends so it doesn’t mean more than that.”
“I know, we’ve talked about it and I know that’s the
situation. He’s my tutor, mentor and friend and that’s all he’ll ever be. Pam
I’d never do or start anything, you know, sexual with him. If that happens it’s
because he does it with me. I’d never initiate it. I couldn’t take the chance
on messing things up with him.”
“Sam I know about what he’s done with you; yes I know
he’s fucked you a couple of times and had you suck him off and even that he
probably gave you a handjob yesterday when he got your key, he told me he would
do that if you were good and had done your lessons really well. I’m ok with all
of that, as long as Jimmy is in control and initiates it. If he’s comfortable
doing those things for you then it’s ok.”
“Jimmy will always be in control of me Pam. I’d never
do anything he didn’t want or start. I’m not messing up my relationship with
him by trying anything with him. I’m submissive in relationships to begin with
and with him I could never be anything but submissive. God he’s so smart about
so many things... Don’t worry Pam your boyfriend will always be your boyfriend
and he’s safe with me.”
“Good then we’re agreed on how you’re going to treat
him right? Now about how you and I are going to interact. We are going to meet
like this periodically and discuss your progress and how to continue you in
getting to be the new Sam, a much better person, I might add than the OLD Sam
who was a first class jerk, bully and general asshole.”
<sigh> “I was all those things and more Pam and
I don’t want to ever go back there... I’ll talk with you whenever you want and do
whatever you tell me. Like with Jimmy, I’m depending on you to keep me out of
trouble and make me a better person. So just tell me how or what to do, please
I need that and I’ll do what you tell me.”
“Good, then we’ll get along us fine Sam. We’ll also I
might add talk about our favorite boy and what you can do to keep HIM healthy
and happy. I’m responsible for him in addition to you and I’ll be frank, he’s
more important to me than you are. So if you see he’s having any problems, I
want to know about it. Agreed?”
“Of course I agree! If Jimmy is happy then it makes me
happy and of course you’ll be happy and that makes everything easier for all of
us. I depend on him Pam and I know he sometimes worries about me, I hate it
when that happens, so I do whatever I can to try not give him any reason to
worry.”
“Excellent! Now tell me everything there is to know
about you Sam, the more I know, the better I can understand and help you...”
“Well there’s this Gay boy who figured out he was Gay
when he was just turning 11 and tried to hide it all and made a big mess of his
life....”
***
When he’d finished with his life story and after
several sessions of crying and getting cuddled; “So are you going to fuck me
like all the other girls? You know with your strapon? Seems like that’s
standard procedure with new mentors, to make the boy submissive...”
“Do you need me to do that to prove I can and make you
submissive?”
“No... I’ve been crying all over you for an hour more
like a big baby than a teenager. But Jimmy says you’re good at it so if you
need to do that, I won’t fight about it...”
“Then I don’t think we’ll do that just yet Sam. You’ve
had some bad experiences with those toys and our relationship is still new. Maybe
sometime in the future we’ll do that but only after we talk about it and it
won’t be to punish you or humiliate you or make you submissive. You seem to be
submissive already and willing to allow me to comfort you when you need it and
that’s one of the reasons for doing it. So when you’re ready and feel you want
or need or if I think you need it; we’ll do it then. Sam I care about you and I
want you to feel good about being with me when we’re together, so I’ll never do
it punish or humiliate you. I’ll do it either because you need it or want it. Is
that agreeable?”
“Of course it is! Pam you’re nothing like those other
girls they’ve assigned me to, I can tell by the way you’ve held me and let me
cry and whine that you care about me and are trying to understand and help me. So
if you feel I need that, then we’ll do it and I’ll try to enjoy it. But you
really need to know that as good as one of those can be if the girl does it
right; well a real one is much, much better.”
<laugh> “Yeah so my little brother tells me and
he’s had both!”
<giggle>”Well listen to your little brother then
because he’s right!”
“My, my a boy that giggles, I love it! Sorry Sam but
you’re only the third boy I’ve run into who lets themselves go like that and
one of them is sitting upstairs probably worrying about you down here. Why
don’t you go over in the bathroom and wash your face, then I plan on giving you
a big hug and a kiss or two and we’ll go up and see him and your Mom if she’s
still here. If not, then I’ll get you home to a pile of homework that I’m sure
Jimmy dumped on you.” She said with a grin.
“Tell me about it! He’s tougher than any teacher I’ve
ever had and doesn’t cut me any slack! I’ll be lucky to get it all done this
weekend. With Jimmy you WILL know the material when he’s done with you!”
“Then he’s a good tutor right?”
“The best!”
“So go clean up mister and we’ll go see him.”
“Yes ma’am!” he replied and she helped him get up. Sam
went and washed his face then came back and Pam pulled him into a hug, rubbing
his back, then gently kissed him on the mouth.
“I think you and I will get along just fine Sam, just
be a good boy and listen to what Jimmy and I tell you and you’ll do ok.” She
said as she patted his rear end. “Now let’s go find our boy.” Then gave him a
quick kiss on the cheek and another pat to his butt and released him and walked
with him back up the stairs.
Not finding him in the kitchen, she looked out on the
deck and not seeing him there, called out to him, “We’re done Jimmy!”
“In the living room!” he replied and she was surprised
to find him laying across Mrs. Jones lap, just sitting up getting ready to
stand. “Everything ok?”
“Everything is fine Jimmy, Sam and I had our talk and
I think we can work together without any problems. Hello Mrs. Jones, did Jimmy
have a problem?”
“No dear, we just sat here and had our own talk while
you were with Sam. This lovable boy helped ME with a minor emotional episode
and then allowed me to hold him while we talked. I haven’t gotten to do that
with my children for a while and it was nice.”
“Mom? I’d do that anytime you want? I thought you
didn’t want to hold me anymore when we stopped a couple years ago. I kind of
miss the closeness we had...” Sam said sounding sad.
Standing with Jimmy helping her up, she quickly
crossed to her son and hugged him, “Then plan on spending time with your Old
Mom Sam, because now that I’ve had a chance to do it with Jimmy, I realized how
much I’ve missed doing it with you kids. We’ll be having a lot of Mother-Son
sessions from now on!”
Meanwhile Pam moved over to Jimmy’s side, slipped her
arm around him and gave him a one arm hug, then patted his bottom. “Mission accomplished
Mrs. Jones, Sam’s free to go home now and I know his tutor loaded him with
homework,” Pam offered.
“Yes Jimmy has certainly been keeping him busy, but
it’s a GOOD busy so I’ll never complain. Ready to go Sam?” she responded.
“Yes Mother, whenever you are.” He replied. “See you
Monday Jimmy; Pam nice spending time with you, I’m sure we’ll work together
really well.”
“Bye Mrs. Jones, Bye Sam,” both responded.
“Won another convert did you?” Pam asked when they
were gone. “You manage to get cuddled a lot mister, me two mothers, Mrs. Russell,
even Mrs. Morehead had you sitting on her lap; now Mrs. Jones too?” she said
with a smirk.
“She had it really rough recently Pamela and started
crying, so I hugged her and when she recovered she still wanted to hold me
while we talked. So I let her? Hey I’m not opposed to getting cuddled by women.
I LIKE being cuddled. Is that going to be a problem for us?”
“Not as long as I’m the PRIMARY one cuddling you
besides your mothers. They’ll always have first dibs on that, but I’m next in
line above all others.”
“Then we won’t have a problem Miss Amazon Goddess, you
get more time than anyone including my mothers! Want some lunch? We’ve still
got almost an hour and a half before Tisha gets here to pick us up?”
“Sure, I’ll even help.”
“So how did it go with him? Any problems?”
“No, none. He didn’t get spanked or anything. We just
talked mostly and no he didn’t even get to experience my strapon either. He’s
had some really bad mentors who used it to punish and humiliate him and I’m not
like that. So we’ll do that when he’s ready for it and not before.”
“OK well I worried how he’d take that if you did it. So
that’s off the table. Anything I need to know in what you talked about?”
“Nothing to be concerned about Jimmy. Like when I talk
to you, our conversations are just between us for the most part. If there’s
something you need to know to help him or guide him, I’ll let you know, but
otherwise it’s a private thing so that he learns to trust me.”
“Then I won’t ask anymore. If I need to know, you’ll
tell me, so I won’t need to ask.”
“Exactly!”
***
Tishaa arrived right on schedule and received warm
hugs and kisses from both Jimmy and Pam, then quickly all were back in her
mini-van and on the way. “Robert’s really excited about you kids visiting today
and even staying overnight, so don’t be surprised if he goes overboard in
hugging and kissing you both. He’s such an emotional man some days, but that’s
one of the reasons I love him so much. He’s not afraid to show his emotions and
treats me so well that I’ve never had even a minor complaint.”
“A lot like my Jimmy then,” Pam replied stroking his
bare thigh. “He’s more open and honest than any boy I’ve ever met and I just
love him for it.”
“I’m no good at hiding how I feel so I gave up trying
to do that a long time ago Pamela. I get much better results, just being plain
old Jimmy. Trying to fool people has never worked for me so what you see is
what you get!”
<chuckle> “There’s NOTHING plain about you
Jimmy, you’re a sweet, honest, intelligent and very lovable young man and I’m
proud we’ve become friends,” Tisha replied, while watching him blush in the
rearview mirror.
“I’m happy about that too Tisha, once I got past the
whole size thing, you’re a wonderful lady, even though you’ve got a quirky
sense of humor at times.” He responded.
Twenty minutes later she pulled into the garage and
closed the garage door. “Well here we are!” The kids got out and Jimmy grabbed
Pam’s bag and they headed inside. “Honey we’re home!” Tisha yelled out and
chuckled when Robert bounced into the room and gave each of them big hugs and
kisses. Jimmy was surprised that he was included in the kisses, but just
relaxed and let it happen.
“Welcome Kids, Tisha and I have really missed you. We
enjoyed your last visit so much that well I’ve been excited ever since Tisha
said you were coming again. Now ladies, there’s wine for you in the living room
and I’ll show chef Jimmy what we got for our dinner and get him anything he
needs to put it together or any assistance needed to prepare it.”
Reaching into her bag Pam extracted the white pinafore
and handed it to Jimmy, “Here you go Jimmy, you need to be properly attired if
you’re cooking!” she said with a snicker. Then helped him put in on.
<laugh> “I got one for Robert too!” Tisha
replied then went to a drawer and pulled out a light pink pinafore and put it
on him. “Aren’t they just so adorable?” she asked Pam as she moved her husband
to stand beside Jimmy.
“Sexy! No doubt about it! Even my Mother loves Jimmy
in a pinafore!” she replied and gave her boyfriend a pat on his butt as Tisha
guided her from the room, the two women laughing.
“We’re doomed to wear these things forever Jimmy,”
Robert mumbled. “Once Tisha get’s something like this in her head, I’ll be
wearing one on the day I die.”
“Tell me about it! I’m still kicking myself for ever
mentioning that I once wore one of my Mom’s and she thought it was cute! Now I’ll
be wearing them forever... But if Pamela likes me in one, and treats me like she
has when I’ve worn it, then it’s a small price to pay. She gets all hot and
bothered and that’s something I’ll never object to!”
“Exactly my thought Jimmy, Tisha was so hot and loving
with me in my apron that we had wild sex all night. So if an apron can get her
like that, why should I complain...”
“So what did you get me to fix for dinner? I can do
almost anything.”
“Actually I thought something relatively simple Jimmy,
we’ve got steaks and I was thinking baked potatoes and green beans, I’ve got
fresh beans and normally I just steam them, then salad of course and we’ve got
pie and ice cream for desert.”
“OK that’s a good start, but let’s spice it up some. How
about twice baked potatoes and I’ll give those beans a little help with some
bacon and onion and I’ll need to grate some cheese on the potatoes and if you
have any walnuts, a little of those grated over the beans is good too. Tell you
what, you grill the steaks and I’ll handle the rest of it. I might make a
little of my own salad dressing too if you’ve got what I need.”
“Wow! You really do know how to cook!”
“Yeah well I’ve been doing it a long time for my
family and I like cooking, so I try different things to make meals interesting.
Usually it’s basic stuff, but I try to spice it up every now and then when I
can to add variety.”
An hour and a half later the women were escorted to
the table and both were shocked. “My god Jimmy, Pam said you were a good cook
but I had no idea. This looks like a meal from a five star restaurant!” Tisha
exclaimed.
“Nothing all that special or difficult Tisha, I told
you I like to cook and well this wasn’t that hard to do.” He replied blushing,
“Now sit down and eat before it gets cold.”
Tisha took a bite of her salad and looked at her
husband. “This isn’t any salad dressing we’ve had, where did it come from?”
“Jimmy mixed it up,” he said grinning.
“Well get the recipe because that store bought stuff
won’t make it after this. What’s in it Jimmy?”
“It’s just an oil, vinegar and water mix with a few
spices and I found some raspberry extract in your kitchen so I added a little
to give it a little interest...”
“Well it’s fantastic! Everything is fantastic! You’re
going to be visiting MUCH more often young man if we can get meals like this!”
She responded.
“Absolutely Tisha, we need to hire Jimmy as our cook! After
watching him in the kitchen, I feel totally out classed, Jimmy just throws
things together without measuring hardly anything and this was the result!”
“Please folks, this was easy, it’s really not that big
a deal...” Jimmy pleaded.
“My folks have already told me they’ll be eating with
us as much as possible once we get married,” Pam advised with a smirk. “My
Mom’s head over heels over Jimmy’s cooking and said I HAVE to marry him. Dad’s
the same way but even more so and the stuff he fixed at our house was really
simple stuff. But you’re right Robert, trying to get his secrets by watching
him is almost impossible, he made his own meatballs for spaghetti and was just
throwing stuff in a big bowl without measuring anything and just squished it
all together and then made balls out of them and they were the best I’ve ever
had. Same thing with his meatloaf; and his pot roast it to die for!”
“Please drop it and just enjoy the food!” Jimmy
moaned, “I don’t measure most things because I’ve made them so many times, that
I can tell just by look or taste when I’ve got it right, how can I write out
how much a handful of salt or three pinches of a spice is? My hands are
different sized from yours so a handful for me is different than almost anyone
else. I just pour it in my hand and I know by sight when I’ve got the right
amount.”
“OK but you will be invited more often and you have to
help cook!” Robert ruled.
“That’s no problem, I love to cook and I love to eat,
so helping fix dinner is fine with me.” Jimmy replied.
When they’d finished dinner, Latisha turned to Jimmy. “That
was the best meal I’ve had in months Jimmy and since you did virtually all the
work, you will NOT be helping clean up like you did last time.”
“I’ll help with the dishes Tisha,” Pam volunteered.
“Me too,” Robert added, “Why don’t you and Jimmy go
relax Tisha, it’ll only take a couple of minutes to clean up and load the
dishwasher. Jimmy cleaned most of the pots and pans as he used them, so really
there’s just the stuff here on the table.”
Jimmy started to remove his apron but was stopped by a
big hand on his back. “Leave it on sweetie, you just look so cute in that
pinafore,” Tisha said as she then guided him from the room. Once in the living
room, she sat on the sofa and then guided him onto her lap and planted a big
kiss on his cheek. Jimmy blushed brightly and she just laughed. “God I love how
white boys blush so nicely! It’s hard to tell on black boys! Jimmy honey thank
you for that fantastic dinner, you deserve a good cuddle as a reward!” and
proceeded to do just that. Jimmy just smiled up at the big black woman and
relaxed in her arms. There was no sense fighting her, so he just decided to
enjoy it and leaned his head against her, as her hands roamed his body, paying
particular attention to his thighs and behind.
It only took a couple minutes of her ministrations
until Jimmy’s apron was tented as his cock strained, he gasp when her hand
closed around it. “Tisha?” he murmured.
“What baby? I knew you had a really nice one for a boy
your size and age and well a White Boy. You DO know that Black boys tend to be
bigger don’t you? But you’ve got a nice one honey, almost exactly the same size
as Robert and his does the job very nicely!”
“But should you be doing that? I mean Pamela’s right
in the next room? Feels nice but I don’t want her mad at me...”
“She won’t mind honey, just relax and let me play a
little ok? Jimmy, Pam tells me you like playing with and sucking on her
breasts; ever seen or felt a Black woman’s breasts?”
“No of course not, Tisha you’re the only Black woman I
know? I told you there aren’t many Black folks around here and the few kids at
school are kind of clickish, and none are in my grade, and well I’ve never
really talked to any Black people except you other than to say hello... There are
some of the boys on the athletic teams and they hang out with other jocks. They
never talk to smaller guys like me who aren’t into sports.”
“Would you like to play with mine a little?”
“Really? You’d let me do that? Pamela won’t mind? Could
I?”He replied rapid fire and excited.
“Relax honey! Yes you may and no Pam won’t mind,” she
laughed.
Moving him slightly, she unbuttoned her blouse and
unhooked her bra with had a front clasp. “Here you go Jimmy just don’t be rough
with them or Robert will get upset if you hurt his toys.” She chuckled.
“Tisha I’d never do anything to hurt any girl or
woman, I hope you know that. Wow those are huge! But proportional to the rest
of you, just about right. Not too big or too small. But Tisha if those were on
a smaller woman they’d be, well just huge!” he replied then gently reached
inside her blouse and cupped he left breast underneath and lifted it. “Heavy
too, are you making milk yet? I know from health class that pregnant women
start before the baby is born, but are you doing that yet?”
“Not yet, at least it’s not apparent so far. Why do
you want to taste some when I do?”
Blushing very red, “Yeah I would... I mean I wouldn’t
want to short your baby or anything but I loved it when both my mothers let me
suck some milk from them and if you’d let me, I’d really like to have a taste
of your milk when you start making it. Is that something you’d let me do?”
“Both your Mom’s let you do that?”
“Well my Mother breast fed me when I was a baby, then
Mom Carol let me have some when Susan was a baby, after she’d fed the baby,
she’d let me suck some; then the same after Tommy was born. But I haven’t had
any since I was about 6 or 7, but I really liked it. It’s not the same as cow’s
milk.”
“Well if you want to taste mine when I’m making it
then we’ll just make sure you get that chance. I’d find it hard to refuse a
sweet boy like you almost anything Jimmy.”
“HEY THOSE ARE MINE!” they heard from the hallway.
“Oh relax Robert, Jimmy’s just playing a little and
not hurting them at all!” Tisha replied laughing. “Besides I’m playing with him
at the same time,” she added and flipped Jimmy’s apron up so that her husband
could see Jimmy’s very erect cock in her hand.
“Well don’t let him cum Tisha, because I have plans
for him for later this evening.” Pam responded laughing too.
“What? I’m not allowed to cum even the way she’s
handling me?” Jimmy objected looking at his girlfriend.
“Your cum and that cock belong to me mister, along
with the rest of you and I’ve got plans for us.” Pam.
“Better stop Tisha, the way you’re working me down
there, I won’t be able to hold out much longer and I don’t want Pamela mad it
me.” He said looking up at the woman with a pout.
“Well I guess we’re done playing then Jimmy. If I’m
not allowed to play with you, then I’ll just have to button up my blouse, which
will make Robert happy, since he’s very possessive of my breasts.” Then looked
at her husband. “Just a warning Robert, Jimmy is going to get so suck some milk
from them when I start producing it, I already promised him.”
“Ok well I couldn’t object to that anyway Tisha, I
don’t know ANY man that wouldn’t want a taste directly from the source. It’s
just something built into us males I guess.” He replied.
“Well since he’s going to be babysitting for us
sometimes, it’ll just be a little bonus in addition to his pay.”
“You’re going to let a boy babysit our baby Tisha?”
“I’ll let THIS boy do that and be happy to have him do
it. He all but raised his little brother and sister and has more experience
with babies than most teenage girls. Besides, I’ve never met a more loving and
caring boy than Jimmy and I trust him totally.”
“OK Tisha, you know best...”
“Of course I do Robert!” <chuckle> “I ALWAYS know
best...”
“Yeah there is that...”
“OK now Jimmy go sit with Pam before my loving husband
starts pouting. He’s feeling neglected and I’m going to need to cuddle him or
it will even get worse...” she said with a laugh.
“Well we certainly don’t want that Tisha,” Jimmy
replied grinning; then sat up and gently kissed her cheek, and allowed her to
help him stand from her lap and crossed the room and was quickly gathered into
a hug by Pam.
Soon Jimmy was cuddled on Pam’s lap and Robert on Latisha’s
lap and they spent the evening talking.
Chapter 32
Jimmy and Pam spent the entire evening just sitting
and talking with Latisha and Robert in their living room. The only thing which
might seem unusual to an observer, was that both males were completely naked
and sitting on the laps of two larger women. However, both of the males were
very happy to be exactly where they were even though both were sporting very
hard erections and had been for some time as the women would stroke them to
just short of an orgasm and then back off until the pending eruption had
passed.
At 11:00 after Jimmy yawned for the second time and
was nodding trying to stay awake, then just gave up and was dozing with his
head on Pam’s shoulder. “I think Jimmy needs to go to bed Tisha, he’s worked
very hard this past week putting in lots of extra time on Sam Jones lessons and
problems and I think it finally caught up.”
“Yes with incredible results Pamela, I reviewed all of
Sam’s work that Jimmy scanned and emailed to me and it’s such an amazing
turnaround for that boy. Jimmy’s done so much more than we even hoped for in
our most optimistic assessments that Mrs. Morehead and Mrs. Lee just can’t
believe the results. So go ahead and put him to bed, the second room on the
left back the hallway there is made up for you two. If you’re not tired yet,
feel free to come back and we’ll talk more, but we won’t object if you want to
keep Jimmy company either.”
“I’ll just stay with Jimmy folks, I don’t want him
waking up alone ever again, not if I can help it.”
“Exactly my thoughts Pam, that one incredible boy you
have there.”
“I know,” she said with a big smile and then worked
her way up and carried the sleeping boy to their room and placed him on the bed
and quickly joined him.
Sometime during the night, Jimmy woke to the feel of a
body that could only be Pamela naked beside him. Trailing soft kisses over her
breasts, while his hands gently explored her, she awoke and just pulled him on
top of her and guided him into her. After 20 minutes of intense exercise, both
were soon back to sleep, their limbs intertwined, which was how they awoke in
the morning, when a voice called out that “breakfast was ready.”
Both still sleepy got out of bed and took a quick
shower together which Jimmy really enjoyed as he got to wash her in the process
and he just loved the feel of her body under his soapy hands. “Pamela... about
last night...” he started as he was drying her with a towel.
“What Jimmy? Did you hear me complain about being woke
up to kisses from the boy I love?”
“Well no, it sounded like you were enjoying it... But
Pamela we... we didn’t use protection...”
<laugh> “YOU didn’t Jimmy but I did so just
relax. First I’m on the pill, Second I had my diaphragm in so none of your
little squiggly fellows got into where they could cause problems and even if
they did, then my hormones were wrong from the pill. Besides that, it’s the
wrong time of the month for me. Don’t worry honey we’re not going to make any
of our mothers grandmothers until were married and ready for it.”
<sigh> “Thank God! I didn’t even think about
what could happen at the time.”
“Jimmy that is something that girls and women must
always be aware of, so don’t worry about it. I’ll take care of it. Just don’t
ever do that with another girl without protection.”
“Pamela I don’t want to do that with another girl. You’re
more woman than I’ll ever be able to handle so I just won’t go there. Besides
if I did that without permission from the Amazon Goddess, she’d kick my butt!”
“Exactly! So that won’t be a problem will it?”
“No, Never!”
Pamela dressed and they went to the kitchen to eat and
found Robert cooking and Tisha sitting at the table drinking coffee. “Morning
kids!” She greeted them with a smile.
Jimmy’s eye’s were bugging out and his jaw hanging
open. The big Black woman was sitting there topless!
“Morning Tisha, it looks like I’m overdressed and poor
Jimmy here is stunned!” Pam responded, as she wrapped her arm around him
laughing.
<laugh> “Yeah well I didn’t feel like getting
too dressed this morning, it’s warm out and besides my husband loves me this
way. Even Robert gets that gob smacked look sometimes when he’s not expecting
me to be topless.”
Guiding Jimmy to a chair beside Latisha, Pam got
coffee for the two of them then sat on his other side.
“You... You’re beautiful! Oh... Good morning Tisha, you
too Robert... I’m sorry for reacting like that...” Jimmy mumbled.
Laughing and reaching over and ruffling his hair,
“Good Morning Jimmy and thank you I like my body even if it is oversized, so
I’ll never complain if a male reacts like that when he sees me. Besides Jimmy,
you saw my breasts last night so it shouldn’t have been that much of a shock.”
Blushing very red, “Well yeah I did and you even let
me touch them and I want to thank you for that. But Tisha you were still
wearing your blouse and well it’s totally different with nothing on to block
the view... Wow! That’s the best I can say. Tisha you’ve got muscles all over! I
mean I knew you were strong, but I can see them clearly when you move even just
a little! I mean I knew that you did, since you’ve picked me up several times
and moved me around and even carried me with no strain, but well knowing it and
seeing it are to different things!”
<laugh> “Yes I’m still in good shape Jimmy, I’ve
always kept my body in good shape and don’t plan on that changing. But Jimmy
that beautiful young woman sitting on the other side of you is in just as good
a shape, I’m just bigger than her.”
Blushing again, “Yeah I know, she can pick me up like
a toddler, just like you do and well her body is fantastic!” Which got him
hugged and kissed from behind as Pam wrapped her arms around him and pulled him
back against her body.
“Well I’ll put a top on if it’s too distracting for
you Jimmy,” the woman offered.
“No you don’t need to do that, you should wear or not
wear whatever you’re comfortable with. It should always be your choice!” he
replied.
“Which is one of the many reasons why you got your
ring so fast Jimmy,” Robert said as he sat several platters of food on the
table and joined them, smiling at the boy. “Besides, I love the way my Amazon
Queen looks and I don’t mind sharing her, well not visually anyway. Whether she
chooses to share her body with other people or even chooses to share mine is
her choice too. But I’m very protective of her, I love her too much to ever see
her hurt.”
“I feel the same way about Pamela Robert, I just can’t
get over that she wants my scrawny body, so I’ll take whatever she’s willing to
give me. But she’s a free woman and the choice will always be hers.” He
responded then blushed as he was kissed again over his shoulder from behind.
“As long as you always remember that you’re mine,
there will never be a problem between us,” was whispered into his ear.
“Then we won’t have any problems Pamela,” he whispered
back.
As they were cleaning up after breakfast, “It’s been
wonderful having you two visit again,” Tisha offered looking at Pam, “Robert
and I would like to do this on kind of a regular basis if that’s ok. He wants
Jimmy to teach him some cooking and well we both just love being with you and
Jimmy.”
“We love visiting with you two also Tisha, Robert is a
wonderful man and is a good influence on Jimmy. He watches how you two interact
and I can tell he’s considering what married life will be like. He doesn’t
remember his father, so seeing a couple who obviously love each other, shows
him some things about how his future might be. As long as our mothers approve,
we’ll be visiting with you. You’re good people and we love being with you.”
At about 11:00 as they were getting ready to return
home the phone rang and Tisha answered it.
“Oh hello Mrs. Morehead, yes Jimmy and Pam are here.”
They heard her say into the phone. “Just one minute I’ll put Pam on...” Then
handed the phone to Pam.
“Hello, Mrs. Morehead?”
“Hello Pamela, I called your house and Jimmy’s trying
to reach you, Mrs. Henderson said you were visiting with Latisha and her
husband, so I called here in hopes of catching you.”
“Is there a problem?”
“No... nothing major anyway concerning you two. Pamela
we’d like to meet with you and Jimmy in the next day or two concerning one of
the student assignments. We’re considering moving one of yours to Jimmy and
switching one of his to you and we need to discuss it and why.”
“OK well who you assign us is your choice. Both Jimmy
and I have classes tomorrow morning, him with Sam and me with my art class, so
either tomorrow afternoon or sometime Tuesday will work best, she suggested.”
“Tuesday sounds better, I’d like to have the student
in question there and let you and Jimmy meet the student and parent and Tuesday
lets me get that set up. Tuesday at 9:00? If it changes I’ll call you tomorrow
afternoon when you get home from your class.”
“Fine, but call me at Jimmy’s house, I normally go
over there after my class for a few hours to spend time with him and discuss
Sam’s progress. I probably won’t be home until late afternoon, almost dinner
time.”
“Excellent, I’ll be in touch if the time changes, but
plan on Tuesday.”
“OK Bye Mrs. Morehead...”
“What was that all about?” Jimmy asked.
“Not sure about the particulars, but we’ll have to go
over to the school Tuesday to meet with Mrs. Morehead and one of our students
and their parent about switching one of mine to you and one of yours to me. I’m
not sure why, but that’s what she said and she was kind of vague.” She replied,
then turned to Tisha. “Do you know anything about this Tisha?”
“No, nothing.”
“Well all of the students I have are boys, so
obviously she wants to move one of them to Jimmy and probably one of the girls
Jimmy has to me. The only boys Jimmy currently has are Sam and my brother Joey
and I know they didn’t have any plans to move either of them to me, so it must
be one of the girls? Maybe one of their Mothers doesn’t want a boy tutoring
them?”
“More likely it’s one of the boys might respond better
to Jimmy than a girl as his tutor Pam. Mrs. Morehead has been very impressed
with the work he’s done with Sam and some of the boys might not work as well
with a girl as another boy. Don’t worry about it, I’m positive that it’s more
about the student than either you or Jimmy. Mrs. Morehead wants to make the
best possible matches so that this program is successful.”
“Well it doesn’t make any difference in the long run. We’ll
get whoever she assigns us right? So we’ll find out on Tuesday.”
Soon they were loaded in Tisha’s mini-van and headed
back home. When they arrived, both kids gave the woman a hug and thanked her
for allowing them to visit. “We enjoyed it more than I can tell you kids, so
you’re welcome anytime we can arrange it.” She replied smiling. “See you at
school on Tuesday.” She said then started her car back up and headed home.
“That’s one incredible lady,” Jimmy mumbled as they
watched her car leave the drive.
“Yes she is,” Pam responded.
“Incredibly smart, beautiful and she cares so much
about her husband. Did you notice how big her breasts are? They’re huge! If
they were on a smaller woman they’d be like Double D sized, but on her, they
don’t look that big, they just fit her huge body...”
“So you’re interested in other women’s breasts? Obviously
I’ve been neglecting you...”
“No of course not Pamela, it’s just when she showed
them to me, well they were huge! I put both hands around one and my fingers
didn’t even touch! They don’t look that big when she’s dressed, that’s all. Yours
are more than enough for me dear lady and it was just such an unusual thing to
happen. I certainly never expected it.”
“Just checking Jimmy, I mean you’ve got a deck full of
half or fully naked girls here almost every day and I don’t want you to wander
away just to play with bigger tits.”
“Never happen! You’re my Amazon Goddess and the only
one I’m interested in!”
“Good answer Jimmy, now let’s get you inside, old Mrs.
Murphy is glaring again...” she said with a chuckle.
Inside the house they discovered Pam’s brother Joey
was on the deck playing cards with Susan and Tommy. “Hey Joey what are you
doing here?” his sister asked.
“Just hanging out with Tommy and Susan. Mom and Dad
had to go somewhere today and since you weren’t home, didn’t want to leave me
there alone and I suggested I come here. They knew you’d be coming here to
bring Jimmy home, so, well they called here and Mrs. Henderson said it was fine
that I was welcome anytime...”
“OK no problem, just curious. Did Mom and Dad say when
they’d be home?”
“Sometime before dinner, was all they told me. Pam you
know they don’t tell me squat, so that’s all I know.”
“Like I said, no problem, little brother so don’t get
all huffy on me.”
“Sorry Sis, but they never tell me anything and you
know how I feel about that. They still treat me like a little kid sometimes and
well it just pisses me off.”
“I know Joey, but you’re the ‘baby’ of the family and
well, they just haven’t noticed that you’re growing up. Have patience little
brother, they’ll notice sooner or later.”
“Yeah probably when I’m about 30 or so...” he grumbled.
<laugh> “I don’t think it’ll take that long...”
“Hope not!”
“Well since there’s no hurry to get home, I might as
well spend some time with my boyfriend...”
“Like half of yesterday and all night wasn’t enough?”
Joey snickered.
“Never enough Joey. In case you hadn’t noticed I love
this boy.” She said pulling Jimmy into a hug and kissing him. “Now let’s leave
them to their card game and find a more private location!” she said and Jimmy
just smiled and led her back inside then down to their lounge room. Once there,
she plopped onto the couch and pulled him across her lap. “Now young man we
need to make sure you sincerely appreciate MY breasts, after playing with those
huge one’s Tisha has,” and opened her blouse for him.
“Love too!” Was all Jimmy said before his hands
started playing and he guided a nipple to his mouth.
***
Jimmy fixed dinner for his family and spent the
evening mostly watching a movie in the ‘kids lounge’ curled up with his brother
and sister. Then slept with Tommy, who all but demanded a through session of
buttsex. Jimmy happily obliged him and still was up and alert when Susan
brought Sam over for his lesson the following morning.
Jimmy greeted Sam with a hug and after breakfast, they
went downstairs for his lesson. “Let’s have a look at you first,” Jimmy
advised, then slowly inspected Sam’s body. “Well no new damage and you’re
looking healthy for a change,” Jimmy said his hand still cupping Sam’s balls. “So
I guess we can actually start our lesson with no delay today. Let’s see how you
did on your homework and while I’m doing that, there’s some math problems for
you to attack on the desk.”
“Jimmy are you going to inspect me like that every time?
I haven’t even been spanked once since you took over as my mentor and it’s such
a big difference! Not that I mind being inspected, because I know you’re
responsible for me, but well it’s just a little strange to have you do that. Don’t
get me wrong, I enjoy it, your hands always feel so good as you touch me all
over. It’s just that well, you’re straight and yet you don’t mind doing that
with another boy...”
“I probably will for awhile Sam, you came here damaged
so many times, that well I kind of have to assure myself that you’re healthy. As
to the touching part, well it’s not much different to me than doing that with
my brother for so long. He managed to always have some new injury that I just
got in the habit of checking him on a regular basis, so any cuts or whatever
got taken care of. I guess it’s just my big brother thing showing up. I hope
that doesn’t bother you, but well it’s just the way I am and now that I’m your
mentor, I guess I’m treating you like my little brother, even though you’re a year
older than me. Sorry about that Sam...”
“Jimmy don’t you ever apologize to me for treating me
the way you do. I may be older than you, but you’re my big brother in so many
ways. You’re smarter than me and I learn so much from you, you’re my teacher and
my mentor so those are our roles. That you treat me as a little brother even
though I’m actually taller than you just means that you care enough about me to
look out for me. I’m very happy about that relationship and I don’t want it to
change. Tommy is the most lucky boy in the world to have grown up with you as
his big brother, I just wish I’d had someone treat me that way before now.” Sam
replied with tears in his eyes.
Seeing that and a little tremble, Jimmy hugged him and
stroked his back. “Then I won’t change Sam, if you need me to be your big
brother, then that’s what I’ll be.” Then softly kissed him and when he calmed
down, guided him to the desk. “Now little brother, math awaits you, so get to
it,” he said giving Sam a grin and a pat on the behind.
“Yes Sir Jimmy, whatever you say,” Sam grinned back.
Three and a half hours later an exhausted Sam, sat
back with a big sigh when Jimmy told him they were done for the day. “You
really poured it on today Jimmy!”
“We’re running out of time Sam and I have to push if
we’re going to have you up to speed. I know I’m pushing your limits, but that’s
what we need to do.”
“I know that and I’m not complaining, I was just so
far behind...”
“Yes you were Sam, but we’ve got you at least to the
point where you could start school today and get slightly lower than average
grades in math and science; but you’re doing well in the other subjects, you’d
get a solid ‘C’ at this point, but we want better than that. We want to see
nothing less than ‘B’s’ this year and I expect ‘A’s’ by the time I’m done with
you.”
“A’s, Jimmy I’ve never been that good a student?”
Jimmy turned him to face him in the chair and placed
his hands on Sam’s shoulders as he looked him directly in the eyes. “Sam you’ve
showed me that when you apply yourself, you ARE capable of doing that level of
work. You’ve just never applied yourself before now. You’re no dummy Sam,
you’re actually smart, you just needed to be motivated properly.”
“That’s what YOU’VE done for me Jimmy is motivate me
to do my best and I can’t thank you enough for doing that! You’re really
special Jimmy, I’ve never met anyone like you. I just want to do my best for
you all the time and I never want to disappoint you.”
Lifting him up to stand, “You ARE giving me your Best
Sam and as long as you do that, we’ll never have a problem,” he said hugging
him and then giving him a kiss. “Just keep doing what you’re doing and be a
good boy otherwise and we’ll get you where you need to be so you can have a
good life.”
“Thank you Jimmy,” Sam softly replied as he stood
there being hugged not moving, afraid to break the mood as he felt Jimmy’s
hands gently stroking his body.
“Do you need drained before you leave Sam?”
“Are you going to give me another handjob to do it? I’d
really rather you fuck me if you’re going to drain me but I’d take either. It’s
been a long time since Friday and well Wednesday seems even further, so yeah I
could use a good draining.”
<chuckle> “Then go get yourself empty and we’ll
get you good and drained, bring back a towel and I’ll get the lube.”
“Yes SIR!” Sam replied and was quickly out of the room
when Jimmy released him.
When he came back, Sam spread a towel on the couch,
and got on his knees facing the back, with his butt at the ‘perfect’ height for
Jimmy and looked back over his shoulder grinning. “I’m ready when you are” and
wiggled his butt at him. Jimmy just laughed and patted his behind, then applied
lubricant to both of them and was quickly inside and slowly stroking.
“You ok there Sam?” he asked when the boy groaned.
“God yes Jimmy! I want all of this I can get!”
Jimmy just gave him a playful spank and started moving
faster. When he came, he pulled out and removed the used condom and wiped
himself, then Sam off. Sam was collapsed over the back of the couch still
breathing hard. Jimmy then helped him stand and Sam got another hug and long
kiss before, Jimmy patted his rear and sent him on his way with a new pile of
homework.
***
Pam showed up at 1:00 and they sat together on the
deck, surrounded by 5 naked girls. Let’s move to somewhere more private,” and
they went down to his room. “How did Sam’s lesson go today?” she asked.
“Really well overall, he’s still behind in math and
science, but he’s up to speed in all the other subjects. But even those two he
could pull lower ‘C’s’ right now if he worked hard. I think we’ll have him
ready by when school starts. I keep piling it on him and amazingly he’s keeping
up with his assignments.”
“Good, he just needed someone to push him in the right
direction and it’s working.”
“So I wonder who they’re planning on switching of our
students?” she asked.
“No idea, I’ve got Sam, Joey, Karen, Maggie, Charlene,
and Cindy. Who do you have?”
“Uh... Tim Smith, Bobby Thompson, Billy Carter, Adam
Wilson, Charlie Cochran, and Steve Redman.”
“Adam’s in the program and Tim Smith and Billy Carter?
I didn’t know that.”
“Yeah Adam’s grown up with it, Tim, Bobby and Billy
didn’t start until they were 10 or 11 I guess. Charlie and Steve have been in
since they were 6 or 7 but all of them are nice boys.”
“Well other than Adam, I really don’t know any of the
others, I mean I know them when I see them and can connect their face with a
name, but I don’t know them more than that. I suspect this might be about Billy
Carter though. Sam told me he’s Gay and was raped this past spring in the boy’s
locker room.”
“He was raped? Why didn’t anyone hear about it?”
“Yeah apparently by members of the football team and
old man Bailey covered it all up.”
“Damn! You’d have thought I’d at least heard rumors
about it, but nothing. So he’s Gay? Heck he’s such a small boy, he’s the same
age as Susan, only just turned 13 I think and only about 5’ tall and maybe 90
pounds soaking wet. They had to have hurt him if they did that.”
“I suspect they did. And I also suspect his parents
are questioning having a boy tutor him since he was treated so badly. I figure
that’s what this meeting is all about. One to see if I could work with another
Gay boy and two, to assure his parents that he’d be safe with me.”
“That all makes sense Jimmy and you’re probably spot
on in your evaluation. Well we’ll know for sure tomorrow! Will working with him
be a problem for you?”
“No I don’t think so, not for me anyway. Maybe for
him. I’d guess he’s rather suspicious of straight boys right now. But I don’t
care about his orientation, just like I don’t care that Sam’s Gay. As long as
he cooperates with the lessons then none of that makes any difference.”
“Which is probably why Mrs. Morehead wants to put him
with you.”
“Well like you said, we’ll know tomorrow. We have to
be there at 9:00 right?”
“Yeah, I’ll come by and get you about 8:30, that’ll
give us plenty of time to get there.”
***
Once again Jimmy fixed dinner for his family and spent
the evening with his brother and Sister watching a movie, then went to bed
early so that he’d be fresh for the meeting in the morning. Tommy crawled into
bed with him, but they just slept holding each other.
***
Jimmy was waiting when Pam arrived the next morning
and they headed off towards the school. “You’re getting better at this Jimmy,”
she observed as they walked.
“Better at what?” he asked, his mind obviously
elsewhere.
“Walking down the street naked. The first few times,
you were just short of panic just stepping outside the house?”
“I wasn’t even thinking about it Pamela, In fact,
since no cars have honked at us and no one we passed, reacted, I forgot about
it... So I guess I AM getting better about it. I only react when someone else
does...”
Tisha met them at the door, they didn’t even have to
ring the bell. “Everyone’s in the office kids so I suspect they’ll start as
soon as we get there,” she advised.
When they got to the office, Mrs. Morehead was
standing there talking to a woman and beside her was a small boy wearing a
diaper. “There they are,” Mrs. Morehead said when she saw them enter.
“We’re not late are we?” Pamela asked.
“No dear, Mrs. Carter got here a few minutes early and
we were just discussing how Billy is doing.” Mrs. Morehead responded.
“Hello Billy, I’m Jimmy Henderson and this is Pamela Martin,”
Jimmy said to the obviously nervous boy and offered his hand. “I’ve seen you
here in the school but we’ve never actually met.” Jimmy continued as the boy
looked at him then quickly shook hands with him.
“Uh hi... are... are you going to be my tutor?” the boy
asked trembling.
“I guess that’s what we’re here to find out. The
tentative assignments had you working with Pam.” Jimmy replied.
“Oh good you boys are meeting each other, so let’s sit
in the conference room for our meeting,” they heard the Principle say. “Jimmy,
Pamela, this is Billy’s mother Mrs. Carter.”
“Hello Mrs. Carter, Jimmy Henderson,” he said again
offering his hand to shake hands.
“Hello Jimmy, I’ve heard wonderful things about you. You’ve
only been in the program this summer and you’re a level 4? That’s just
amazing!”
“Well I was raised by two mothers who’ve taught me the
Women’s Federation views all my life, so I guess it shouldn’t have surprised
anyone, not if they thought about it.”
“No I guess they shouldn’t when you frame it that way
Jimmy,” she said smiling at him.
“Shall we start folks?” Mrs. Morehead offered guiding
them down the hall to the conference room.
“Well we’re here today to discuss whether it would be
beneficial to move Billy from Pamela’s student list to Jimmy’s group. Mrs.
Carter, I should mention that Jimmy has been working with another Gay boy this
summer and has made fantastic progress with that boy. I felt given his track
record with the other boy, that Billy might do better with Jimmy as his tutor. I
should also mention that the Council has assigned Jimmy as the other boy’s
mentor as a result of his dramatic success with the boy.”
“Jimmy and Pamela, the reason we’re having this
meeting is I have concerns for my son’s safety. To be frank he was sexually
attacked here at school this past spring and I need to know he’ll be safe. No
offense Jimmy but are you Gay also? I know you’re working with a Gay boy and
Mrs. Morehead and Mrs. Lee both have given you glowing reports, but well after
the attack I’m rather leery of boys and my son right now...”
“No I’m not Gay Mrs. Carter, Pamela is my girlfriend
and I’m committed to her. I would be Billy’s tutor, not anything else, so his
sexual orientation doesn’t matter to me. The question should be whether Billy
would be comfortable working with me? What do YOU think Billy? This tutoring is
to help you with your academic problems, do you think you could work with me or
would you rather have Pamela or Kelly Brockhurst as your tutor.”
“I don’t know, nothing against you Jimmy, I don’t know
Pam or Kelly either. Could you and I talk a few minutes before I have to
decide? Damn! Mom I’m wet again...”
“Oh honey! Well I’ve got a spare diaper in my purse...”
“Mrs. Carter? How about I take Billy down to the Nurse’s
Office and change him. It will give him and me a chance to talk a little and
I’m sure he’d rather be changed there than here with everyone watching.” Jimmy
suggested.
“You change diapers Jimmy?” the woman asked.
<laugh> “More than I could count, in the past, I
diapered both my little brother and sister for years, no big deal to me.” He
replied.
“Billy? Would you allow Jimmy to change you?”
“Yeah ok Mom and I really need to talk to him in
private for a few minutes anyway...”
“Alright, then here’s the diaper Jimmy, the rest of us
will just wait here and discuss the details of the program.” Mrs. Carter
replied.
“Let’s go Billy, it’s just down the hall a little
ways.” Jimmy said as he took the diaper and stood and guided the boy from the
room.
“You ok there Billy? You’re trembling?” Jimmy asked as
they walked down the hallway.
“NO I’m a little shaky right now Jimmy, nothing to do
with you, it’s me and being back in this building... Jimmy who are you tutoring
that’s gay?”
“Sam Jones.”
“He’s Gay? He’s been bullying me for years and you
too?”
“Yes he is but he was hiding it and caused all the
problems for others trying to divert attention from himself. But he’s a lot
different now Billy, he got in big trouble this summer and he’s done a 180
degree turnaround. He’s actually a nice guy now and trying really hard to
change himself.”
“Do you know what happened to me here? Mom talked all
around it without saying it?”
“Yes but it was Sam that told me. He saw it happening
but couldn’t stop it. He’s the one who reported it to Mr. Bailey to get it
stopped. No one knows that though.”
“Nine of them Jimmy NINE of those fuckers raped me! And
NO ONE did shit to them! All of them will be back here and probably attack
another boy! I’m so fucking pissed about the whole thing! Bailey said it was my
word against theirs, that there weren’t any witnesses who could back my story
up! The doctor at the hospital called the police, but Bailey told them a line
of shit and they didn’t do anything!” Tears were freely flowing down the boys
cheeks as they got to the Nurse’s Office.
Jimmy put his hands on Billy’s shoulders and looked at
him, then hugged him tightly, “I’m sorry that happened to you Billy, no one
should have to go through that,” he said, as the boy cried against him. When
Billy settled down, Jimmy helped him up on to the examination table and gently
stroked his chest as Billy trembled. “You ok now Billy? Let me get you changed
and at least you’ll be more comfortable.”
“Jimmy? Before you do that, I need to tell you.... They
hurt me bad Jimmy, really bad... you’ll see when you take my diaper off, but I
needed to warn you... Jimmy... I... I’m not a boy anymore...” he said then started
crying again.
Still rubbing his chest, Jimmy leaned over him and
moving his hair back gently kissed his forehead, relax Billy, I’ll get you
changed quick and then we can talk ok?”
“OK, Thanks Jimmy...”
Jimmy untapped the wet diaper and gently pulled it
down, then gasp. Billy’s small penis was visible, but below it was obviously
empty skin, with a scar on the sack. “They had to castrate me Jimmy, those
fuckers crushed my balls into mush and the doctors had to cut them off, to save
me. I was bleeding inside and the doctors had to do it, they said there was no
way to repair them...” the boy whimpered.
“OK well, let’s get you changed,” Jimmy said with a
gulp, then got a wash cloth, towel and lotion and powder from the Nurse’s
cabinet and went to work. Jimmy quickly washed and dried him, then gently
applied lotion and Billy seemed to settle down some as Jimmy massaged the
lotion into him.
“You do that good Jimmy, you’ve done this a lot, I can
tell.” Billy offered.
“A couple thousand times anyway between my brother and
sister, I’d guess. I’ve been changing diapers since I was about 7 years old.”
Jimmy explained as he was gently rubbing baby powder onto the boy. Once he’d
finished that he lifted Billy’s legs and powdered his behind, then quickly had
him diapered again. “All done Billy, let me help you down off that table,”
Jimmy advised, then picked the boy up by the armpits and Billy wrapped his arms
and legs around him. Jimmy carried the trembling boy over to a chair and sat
down with him on his lap and gently held him, stroking his back. “Better
Billy?”
“Yeah, thanks,” Billy mumbled as he continued to hug himself
against Jimmy, his head resting on the bigger boy’s shoulder. “You’ve done this
a lot too, you do it too well and are too comfortable doing it not to have done
this a lot.”
<chuckle> “Yeah I have, my brother, well we’re
not related, but we were raised together so I think of him that way, always
wanted to be held and cuddled. I’ve been doing it since he was a toddler. Tommy
still wants it and he’s 11 now, but I love him so much...”
“He’s lucky Jimmy. Jimmy could I just sit here a few
minutes with you holding me? I’m getting myself together and well this feels
nice and really helps...”
“As long as you need Billy. Those other’s will just
have to wait until you’re ready.” Jimmy said as he looked up and saw Mrs.
Carter and Mrs. Morehead standing in the doorway. He motioned to them by
putting his finger to his lips, not to say anything and both women just smiled,
waived to him and left.
***
Out in the hallway, “I told you Billy was safe Jill,
Jimmy is one of the most caring boys you’ll ever meet. He’s all but raised his
brother and sister and right now, he’s just what Billy needs. Jimmy would never
do anything to hurt him and can help him more than anyone, boy or girl that I
know of.” Mrs. Morehead advised.
“I know what you said Doris, but I have to worry about
him after what happened to him...”
***
A few minutes later, Billy looked up and kissed
Jimmy’s cheek. “Jimmy? They want to make me into a girl, do you think I should
let them do that? I’m so confused about everything...”
“They want to make you into a girl?”
“Yeah they said I’ll have to take hormones for the
rest of my life no matter what, either male or female hormones; and right now
they’re giving me girl hormones, just tiny amounts. But they said since I was
just starting puberty, that if they gave me more, I’d grow breasts and my body
would grow like a girl’s. Then they could operate on me and give me a pussy
like a girl. They said that only a doctor would be able to tell the difference
when they were done, except I couldn’t have babies. And since I’m so young, I
wouldn’t get any of the male changes. But they could also give me a male
hormones, and I’d grow like normal, except with no balls, my little penis will
shrink some and of course I still couldn’t father a baby. I’d also have to
probably take drugs just to get hard, so otherwise I wouldn’t be much use with
women, but I don’t want to do sex things with girls anyway.”
“Wow! I never thought anyone would ask me for advice
on something like that! What do you parents say? Do you have to decide real
soon or can you wait some?”
“Tell me about it? Who else has to make decisions like
this? My parents? Well Mom says I should do it, because I have the bone
structure to make a pretty girl and it get’s past the whole Gay thing, since I
want to be with boys anyway. If I’m a girl, then it’s not Gay for me to be with
boys. Dad? Well he won’t talk about it at all, he just clams up and gets mad
about what happened to me. As to when, they said I could take these tiny
amounts for a few months before I’d have to make a final decision one way or
the other. Otherwise, I won’t grow in the meantime, I’ll just be like I am now
until they either up the amount or give me male hormones. Either way at that
point my body will either grow as a boy or a girl. But I’ll need to decide
around Christmas so they can start whichever way I’m going...”
“OK well it’s your decision Billy but I can see why
you’re confused and hesitating. Sit back a little so I can see you better,” he
said, then eased the boy back a little, his hands on his ribs. Looking at his
face and body, “Well I can see what your Mom’s saying, you have a pretty face
now, more like a girl than a boy to be honest and with longer hair and if your
body developed like a girl, you’d be really pretty. The alternative, is to be a
Eunuch boy and that would probably be harder than just being Gay. It’s not my
call, but if I were you, I’d probably go the girl route, but that’s got to be
something you’re comfortable with too. That will cause you some problems, I mean,
suddenly you’d be a girl and have all the expectations they put on girls in
dress and behavior. Either way will be big changes for you Billy so it’s up to
you as to which set of new problems you feel you can deal with.”
“Thanks for being honest with me Jimmy, most people
won’t even talk to me about it. So Jimmy if I were a girl could you ever be
interested in me, you know sexually?”
“Billy that’s a loaded question. First I should tell
you I’m with the smartest girl in this school who is also beautiful and I’m not
interested in any other girls or boys that way. So to be honest, because you
deserve that, I’d have to say no; not while I’m with Pamela. But if I weren’t
and you develop the way I think you will, yeah I could be interested.”
“Will you help me if I decide to be a girl? I know
I’ll be a real outcast if I do that, even more than I am as a Gay boy.”
“Of course I will Billy and so will all my friends
which includes quite a few girls this year. Billy, don’t worry once the girls
in this school know what you’re doing and why, they’ll not only support you,
but the boys that made all this happen will be the outcasts. They’ll never get
any girl to go out with them and pussy will be out of the question. Girls won’t
date rapists! Those boys may have got it swept under the rug last spring but
believe me they’re about to become the outcasts! Billy no matter which way you
decide to go, I’ll be there to help you all I can.”
“You know Jimmy, everyone always told me what a great
guy you were and well I just thought it was too good to be true. Now I know
they were right on the money. You’re someone very special and I’d like us to be
friends and have you tutor me.”
“Then we’ll do both. How about we clean up your face a
little and go tell the women, that you want me to tutor you. That’s a good
start and we’ll take the friendship from there.”
“Jimmy, I’d really like to kiss my newest friend are
you ok with that? I mean I am a Gay boy and all...”
“Pucker up buddy!” Jimmy replied with a grin and took
charge of the kiss himself.
“Wow! Pam is one lucky girl!”
“You didn’t do bad either, little guy, now let’s get
your face washed and get to tear streaks wiped off. Billy not that it matters
but why are you in diaper? Did they hurt you internally too?”
<sigh> “No I’m ok inside, once they took my
damaged balls off and sewed me up. They tore me inside my butt too, but the
doctors sewed that up and it’s healed now. I had bruises and stuff for a few
weeks. No this is emotional is what the doctors tell me. I have trouble
sleeping to, I keep having nightmares and going through it over and over. They
say I won’t need them long and I’m meeting with a psychologist to work through
my emotions, but for now I don’t seem to have any control over my bladder. I’m
ok as far as taking a dump, but I pee without any warning and it really sucks. I
hope I get better soon, but I may have to wear diapers here at school if it
doesn’t. That’ll just be one more problem. Imagine having to come to the school
nurse to get diapered.”
“Well you won’t have to go to the nurse, because we
won’t have one. Mrs. Morehead said they laid her off in the budget cuts, just
like they didn’t replace Bailey when he retired, they left the position open
and Mrs. Lee will be doing a lot of the Asst. Principle duties. Anyway if
you’re still in diapers and need changed I’ll do that for you. I doubt you want
one of the girls your own age doing it. So if you need it, I’ll take care of
you just like today.”
“You really wouldn’t mind doing that?”
“No of course not, changing diapers is no big deal to
me. Besides, since I’ve already seen you down there, it would be easier for you
not to have a bunch of other people see it which would probably upset you. Billy,
if I do it then, no one here at the school needs to see your castration scars. So
I figure you won’t be as upset about it.”
“Just when I think you’re a terrific guy, you show me
I’ve underestimated you again. Thanks Jimmy if I’m still in diapers then I’ll
ask that you be the one to change me. You really do care about people and I’m
lucky that you seem to care about me.”
“No problem, now let’s go let the women know what’s
going on shall we?”
When they got to the conference room, all of the women
looked at the two boys as they entered. “Mom, Mrs. Morehead, I’d like Jimmy to
be my tutor, no offense Pam, but I think Jimmy can help me more than anyone
else. We talked about what happened to me and things I’m going to have to deal
with and decisions I’ll have to make and he’ll support me though the rough
times I know I’m going to have to deal with. Mom, he also told me that Sam
Jones saw the rape and reported it to Mr. Bailey, so Bailey lied to the police
when he told them there were no witnesses and that I asked those boys to have
sex with me! I want those creeps arrested and prosecuted, and Bailey too for
covering it all up!”
“What? Bailey knew Sam saw it?” Mrs. Morehead asked
obviously upset.
“Yes he did, Sam told me he saw it and knew he
couldn’t stop it himself and went to Mr. Bailey. That’s why Mr. Bailey went to
the Locker room and stopped it! That’s how I knew it happened and who was
involved. Sam told me.” Jimmy responded.
“Would Sam tell that to the Police Jimmy?”
“I’m sure he would, but they never talked to him.”
“Billy you’re now assigned to Jimmy and we’ll move
Karen over to Pamela’s group of students. Now as soon as we can wrap this up,
I’ll be calling the police and having this case reopened, including Mr.
Bailey’s subterfuge.”
“Jimmy are you really ok with working with Billy? He’s
had serious emotional problems following the attack.” Mrs. Carter asked.
“I’m fine with it Mrs. Carter, Billy is like another
little brother to me now and that’s the way I’ll treat him outside of lessons. We’ll
talk about his problems and if he needs a hug in support, he’ll get it just
like my little brother does. Obviously any non academic advise I give him, I’ll
discuss with Mrs. Lee and Mrs. Russell to make sure I’m giving him the best
advice possible, but I’m used to dealing with younger boys problems so I’m comfortable
in that role.”
“And you’re really ok with him being Gay?”
“His sexual orientation doesn’t bother me at all it’s
outside the area I’ll be dealing in with him. He’s Gay and I’m straight and we
both understand that, so it won’t interfere with how we interact. I’ll treat
him the same as I would any other boy and he’s fine with that. Mrs. Carter, I
can guarantee you that Billy will never be hurt when he’s with me and I’ll do
what I can to protect him at other times. Mrs. Morehead, if Billy still needs
diapers when school starts, I’ve volunteered to change them for him, so as not
to cause him additional embarrassment and he’s fine with that.”
“Then he’s with the best boy he can be with Jimmy and
I want to thank you in advance for tutoring him.”
“Are we done then?” Jimmy asked, “Pamela do you have
his file? I thought maybe I could give him the reading list you drew up in
advance, so if he has time in the next two weeks, he can read ahead if he
wants. That will give him a small head start. As Sam would no doubt tell you
Billy, I’m a very demanding tutor, I’ll expect you to give it your best effort
and you will know the material that we’ve covered or we’ll do it over until you
do. That’s the only guarantee of success in your academics.”
“I will Jimmy, between regular classes and these
tutoring lessons I don’t figure I’ll have a lot of free time this year to get
into trouble. I need to do much better than I have, I know that, so I’m looking
forward to working with you.”
Pamela handed two sheets of paper to Jimmy from
Billy’s file and he passed them to Billy. “Here you go Billy, these are all
from our standard textbooks. If you need any of them, I’m sure Mrs. Russell can
get them for you before you leave the building today so that you can get a head
start.”
Jimmy then turned to the boy’s mother, “It was nice
meeting you today Mrs. Carter and I’m sure I’ll be having further discussions
with you once Billy is actively in the tutoring program. I’ll give you progress
reports and if I see anything he needs to do at home, I’ll be sure to let you
know.”
“Excellent Jimmy and I look forward to those meetings.
You’re a wonderful boy and I’m so glad you’ll be helping my Billy. He needs all
the help he can get right now and I believe you’re the right person to help
him. Now Billy let’s go see Mrs. Russell and get you some books.” She said
smiling as she led her son from the room.
Turning to Pamela, “Well dear lady, shall we head
home? Or do we have anything else we need to do here?”
“Mrs. Russell wanted to talk to you before you left
Jimmy” she advised.
“OK then as soon as Billy has his books we’ll meet
with her. Maybe we can scrounge a cup of coffee in the teacher’s lounge while
we wait?”
“I’ll let her know we’ll be in the lounge then, you go
ahead and I’ll meet you there as soon as I tell her.” She replied.
About 5 minutes later, Pam met him in the teacher’s
lounge. They waited together until Tisha arrived about 10 minutes after Pam.
“So I understand you’ve got another Gay boy to deal
with Jimmy?”
“Yes Tisha, a very troubled little Gay boy. Did you
know they had to castrate him, that those boys had totally destroyed his
testis? He said he was bleeding inside and the doctors had to remove them to
save him. They also tore him internally in his anus as well as generally beat
him all over. I can’t believe that Bailey thought he could get away with
covering all that up. Those creeps deserve to be in jail, not roaming the
school where they could hurt someone else. So far they’ve gotten away with it
and that will just tell them they can do it again with immunity. They need to
be arrested just to send a message that rape and violence will not be tolerated
here!”
“No I didn’t know any of that Jimmy. So he’s a eunuch
now, that will be very difficult for a young boy like him to deal with...”
“The doctors have offered to operate on him and do a
sexual reassignment to female, so well I guess he’d technically be a
transsexual. He’s going to have to take hormones either way and they currently
have him on a minimum amount of female hormones. He’ll have to decide whether
go male or female by around Christmas. He said they told him that since he’s so
small and was just starting puberty, that he’d develop a female like body with
none of the problems male to female sex reassignments usually encounter, since
he doesn’t have the secondary male development yet.”
“He didn’t phrase in quite like that I’m sure?”
“Well no but I did a paper on Gender roles and sexual
reassignment for my psychology class last year, so I know the terms and things
involved. No Billy just said they’d make him a girl...”
“I thought so... well he’s going to have a difficult
year regardless of which way he goes and will need lots of peer support,
especially if he transitions to female, he’ll need girls in particular to teach
him to act and dress as a girl, but he’s young enough to pick those things up
rather easily. It’s a whole different mindset too Jimmy and only girls can
teach him those things. So Pamela and some of your friends will be critical to
helping him. To be frank, sexual reassignment is probably the better of the two
options. Being a teen male eunuch would be even worse, he’d be ridiculed by
almost everyone. Did he say what his mother and father’s opinion was?”
“His mother was recommending sexual reassignment; his
father won’t even talk to him about it.”
“OK well either Mrs. Lee or I will need to meet with
his parents and outline what all is involved and what to expect. He’ll be very
emotional regardless of which route he takes.”
“Tisha he did tell me he’s seeing a psychologist about
his emotional issues following the attack, but I didn’t ask which one. He said
the need for diapers is emotional not physical and that he’s having nightmares
reliving the attack.”
“Excellent Jimmy, I’ll find out who and then we as the
school counselors can coordinate with them and reinforce each other’s work with
him. I suspect he’ll need counseling for the next couple years at least
periodically to get his through all this.”
“Anything else?” Jimmy asked the woman.
“No I just wanted to make sure you knew where Billy
was at and the ramifications of what’s happened to him. Sexual assaults are bad
news psychologically, but for a boy they’re even worse than a girl. That he
ended up castrated adds an entire extra set of problems. That his attackers are
still roaming around free has to be eating him up inside, so hopefully now that
we know there was a witness, that part at least can be resolved. You did really
well with him Jimmy. He was a wreck when he got here and left smiling, that’s
the best we can ever hope for in cases like his.”
“All I did was change his diaper, talk to him, let him
cry some of it out, and held him until he got it together again, then offered
to tutor him and told him I’d be his friend and give him my support this year. He’s
a nice kid and it’s sad that he has to go through this.”
“That’s exactly what he needed and will need Jimmy,
especially friends who will support him.”
“Unless you have something else, we should head home,”
Pam suggested.
“No that’s it for now except, it might be a good idea
to have him visit Jimmy at his house a few times before school starts and meet
some of the kids that hang out there. He’s alone and shaky right now and like I
said peer support will help him a great deal if that can be arranged.”
“Well that’s easy enough, we’ve usually got a half a
dozen girls in addition to my family around almost every day, so it’s a good
safe place to maybe make some friends for him. Well Pamela are we going to your house or mine?”
“Mine for a couple hours anyway. I’d like to finish a
couple of drawings and need my live model to pose for me so that I can get them
perfect.” She said with a snicker.
“OK well let’s go do that, so I can get all stiff and
sore from holding poses, then you’ll have to massage my sore muscles which
makes the whole thing worth it!” he snickered back. And Latisha just chuckled
at their interplay.
“Then let’s go!” Pam said hooking her arm through his
and leading him out of the room, with a big smile on her face and Tisha noted
Jimmy was smiling widely also.
***
Jimmy was quiet as they walked towards her house. “You’re
being quiet, problem?” she offered.
“No not for me... Pamela they hurt him really bad... he
broke down over just me seeing him when I changed his diaper...”
“What’s he look like down there?”
“Well he’s really small, all of him is, but his penis
is only about an inch or so long soft and below it is just the empty skin from
his sack, with a scar on it. He said the doctors said he’ll shrink even more
since he’s not getting male hormones, but it was so sad to see him laying there
crying and so vulnerable like that.”
“So he got the Big Brother treatment right? You held
him and soothed him until he calmed down and pulled it together; I know you
did, because that’s just you.”
“Yeah he did and it helped him, so should I have done
something else?”
“No Jimmy you did exactly what was needed and Mrs.
Carter was happy about it. She saw you holding him letting him cry on you. She
and Mrs. Morehead, both were talking about it and felt that’s just what Billy
needs right now, another boy willing to hold him and let him get out some of
the emotions he’s been holding inside. That makes me very proud of you Jimmy. I
have a very caring and loving boyfriend who’s not afraid to help other kids and
even adults, like Mrs. Jones the other day. You just keep being you and
everything will work out fine.”
“So am I really posing for you or did you have some
other reason to drag me off to your house?”
“Oh you ARE going to pose for me, but I have some
other things in mind too.”
“Really?”
“Oh yes, I plan on several things, but not to worry,
you’ll go home a happy boy!”
“Can’t wait! Why are we walking so slow...”
***
Pam did in fact have him pose for an hour and a half
while she touched up several drawings, then massaged his sore muscles for him. Jimmy
was laying face down almost asleep as she worked on his shoulders and back. When
her oily hands massaged his butt though he was suddenly awake. Especially when
her fingers were probing his hole.
“What are you doing Pamela? Are you going to fuck me?”
“Do you want me too?”
“Pamela I could never refuse you anything, you know
that. But it does feel good when you do that...”
“But to you WANT me to?”
“Uh yes... Just go easy on me ok?”
“No problem lover boy, now just stay relaxed and we’ll
make you feel really good...”
“OK...”
Jimmy was surprised that he was being penetrated so
quickly, it was less than a minute after he’d agreed! “Do you always have that
toy with you?”
<laugh> “Actually I have several, but I never
leave home without one, so that I’m ready anytime you are Jimmy, I just love
doing this with you and anytime you’ll agree I want to be ready to fill your
need as it were...”
“Bad pun Pamela... ‘fill my need’ but then I’m not
complaining you DO take care of all my needs very nicely.”
Just then Pam’s toy hit bottom and Jimmy was pushing
back at her and all talking stopped as she started stroking into him and within
two minutes he came hard, then followed it with several more over the next ten
minutes. When she came, she stopped and just rested laying over him, her toy
still impaling him. “You ok baby?” she asked, her mouth trailing soft kisses
along his neck.
“Yeah great, like always you wasted me. You’re too
much girl for me Pamela but I love you anyway.”
“Lay still a minute baby while I pull out of you, then
we’ll go take a shower together and get you cleaned up.”
“I love those showers! Whatever you say Pamela...”
***
That evening Jimmy called the Carter house. “Hello
Mrs. Carter? Jimmy Henderson,” he started.
“Oh hello Jimmy, I didn’t expect to hear from you so
soon. Billy’s already started on those reading assignments you gave him.”
“Well that’s good, but I didn’t expect him to do it
immediately. Mrs. Carter, what I called about is he seems really lonely right
now and well I’d like to invite him to come over to my house and spend some
time. We usually have between 6 and 8 kids here every day. It’s usually me, my
brother and sister and three to five other kids, who changes almost every day but
all of them are close to Billy’s age give or take a year to two, some younger,
some older like me, more girls than boys, but all of them nice kids. Most of
them sunbathing on our deck or playing cards or just sitting around talking. I
thought that if he could spend some time with other kids, away from school he’d
develop some new friends that could help support him this year. Would he be
willing to do that and would you allow him to? He’ll be perfectly safe here.”
“That’s a wonderful idea Jimmy and I just knew you
were the right person to help him, when I saw you holding him and letting him
cry on your shoulder. You’re just what he needs right now and new friends he
can lean on if needed will be a big help when school starts. But what about his
diapers? Will that be a problem?”
“No none at all. I’ll just tell the other kids he’s
having medical problems as a result of the attack and needs them right now
until he gets better. No one will laugh at him or make fun of the diapers and
I’ll change him myself to prevent any embarrassment on his part.”
“When would be the best times for you Jimmy? This is
imposing on your free time?”
“Well I tutor Sam on Monday, Wednesday and Friday
mornings, so afternoons on those days, or he can spend all day on Tuesdays and
Thursdays or spend the entire weekend here if he’d like. In fact how about he
comes on Thursday and spends the day and if he’s comfortable after that, spend
this weekend with us. Bring him Friday around noon and he can stay until
Sunday. Kids come and go all day here, so he’ll get a chance to meet quite a
few , make some friends and hopefully feel better.”
“Will your mother be ok with this?”
“Actually I’ve got two mothers and no dad, but yeah
they’ll be fine with it, I explained to them about him being my new student in
the tutoring program and what happened to him. So they’re supportive of
anything I need to do to help him.”
“OK then I’ll bring him over Thursday morning and
we’ll see how that day goes before making a decision on the weekend visit. Jimmy
you’re a really wonderful boy and I just know Billy will be so much better for
working with you.”
“Well we agreed to be friends Mrs. Carter, and I’m
just trying to help my new friend. That’s the way I treat all my friends. I
want them to be happy and do what I can to make things easier for them.”
“Thank you for being his friend Jimmy, I’ll have him
there Thursday and I’ll bring diaper supplies with me so you’ll have everything
that you need.”
“OK we’ll look forward to his visit then. Bye Mrs.
Carter.”
“Bye, Jimmy and thank you again!”
***
“So he’s coming then?” Tommy asked.
“Yeah he’ll be here Thursday and if that goes ok, then
he’ll spend the weekend with us.”
“They really cut his nuts off? Damn! How can he get
over something like that?”
“The doctors had to Tommy. Those boys destroyed him
down there and he was bleeding internally and they had to do it to save him. Now
listen carefully, THAT is one topic that’s off limits unless HE decides to talk
about it! He’s hurting emotionally over this whole thing and we’ll only talk
about THAT subject if he offers to and HE starts the conversation.”
“I understand Jimmy and I won’t even mention it. But
how can a guy get past having his balls cut off?”
“Not easily Tommy so be nice to him, he needs friends
more than anything right now.”
“I will Jimmy, you know that.”
“I know you will Tommy, you’re a good kid, even if you
are my little brother and a bother at times,” he replied pulling the boy into a
hug and then ruffling his hair and tickling him a little. A laughing boy then
broke loose and scampered out of reach, then moved back in and hugged his big
bother and gently kissed him. “I love you too big brother, I always will!”
“Good now go round up our sister, it’s movie time in
the kids lounge!”
“OK I’ll go drag her down there, she’s been moping
around all day!”
***
“What’s up Jimmy?” Susan asked as she entered the
room.
“Well Tommy said our sister was moping around the
house all day, so I thought she might need some attention,” he said as he
gathered her into a hug and kissed her soundly. “Now get those panties off and
we’ll make sure our sister has something to smile about!”
“Yes Sir,” she replied and Jimmy removed her top as
Tommy was pulling her shorts and panties down from behind. She didn’t have to
wait long, she was soon spread and the boys took turns tasting her young pussy.
“I think she needs to sleep down here Jimmy,” Tommy
advised.
“Correct little brother,” then picked her up and
carried her laughing into the bedroom and dropped her on the bed, opened her
legs again and was quickly back between them licking as she squealed and
laughed. Tommy looked at Jimmy’s behind in the air and just proceeded to lube
him and was quickly inside and riding him.
“Hey you’re supposed to ASK before you to that Tommy?”
Jimmy objected but was laughing as he did it.
“Sorry couldn’t resist! Besides you’re supposed to be
taking care of our sister right now!”
“Right!” and was quickly back to work on Susan.
It was three exhausted kids who went to sleep early
that night...
***
Jimmy groaned when the alarm clock went off in the
morning. Susan was quickly out of bed and pushing Tommy to go clean up so she
could take him to Connie’s and bring Sam back for his lesson. Jimmy lay there
for a few minutes, then slowly climbed out of bed and went to wash and fix
breakfast.
Chapter 33
Sam arrived and his lesson went very well, both boys
were pleased with the work he’d done. “Sam I think we’ll actually be able to
have you caught up by the time school starts,” Jimmy said giving the boy a big
hug. “You’re doing really great Sam and I’m so proud of you!” he added then
kissed him as he held him in his arms, stroking his body.
“Thanks Jimmy,” he replied leaning into the hug. “I
couldn’t have done any of this without you and well I just owe you so much.”
“Nonsense Sam, I gave you the assignments, but you did
the work.”
“Jimmy I should tell you that the police were at my
house yesterday afternoon, about Billy Carter.”
“Oh? Is that going to be a problem?”
“No they just wanted a statement from me as to what I
saw and what I told Mr. Bailey, they’re going to arrest those boys for sexual
assault and Bailey for making a false report and misleading them. He never told
them that I reported it to him which is why he went to the locker room and
found Billy. They were really upset about it too. He told them that there were
no witnesses.”
“They hurt him really bad Sam, I saw him and talked to
him yesterday. I’ll be tutoring him too this year. Sam they had to castrate him
to save him. Those boys mashed his balls to mush and the doctors had to remove
them to stop his bleeding inside. So anything those fuckers get won’t be
enough!”
“God Damn it! I saw them beating on him while two guy
fucked him one in the mouth and the other his rear, but shit! Why did they have
to do THAT to him!”
“Probably because they could, and then Bailey covered
it up for them... This whole thing really sucks!”
“So how is he?”
“Hurting, humiliated and a real mess emotionally. He’s
having nightmares reliving it and is in diapers because he can’t control his
bladder. He broke down when I changed his diaper yesterday and it tore me up
inside to see him like that.”
“Well he’s got the best boy possible to help him,
that’s you Jimmy, I know you can help him, you got me through my mess so I know
you can help him too. Is there anything I can do to help?”
“Just be his friend Sam when you see him. Right now
that’s what he needs more than anything, friends to support him. I don’t know
for sure, but he may go through sexual reassignment, they offered that to him,
but he hasn’t decided yet. If he does, he’ll need friends to be there for him
and even if he doesn’t he’ll still need friends; he in for a rough go of it no
matter what.”
“Then I’ll do what I can to help Jimmy, it’s bad
enough being gay but as a Transsexual, he’ll be an outcast too, so whatever I
can do, please let me know.”
“That’s why I told you Sam, you know what you’re
facing as a Gay boy, but if he goes the TS route, even more boys will be on his
case. You’ll have some problems to deal with too, but if we can get enough
people to support both of you we can make it better for everyone else in the
school.”
“Like I said, just tell me what to do and I’ll do it.”
“Thanks Sam, I knew I could count on you. So your
homework is on the desk and I’ll see you Friday ok?” he said releasing the boy
with a pat on the butt.
“OK Jimmy and thanks again for helping me.”
“My pleasure Sam now take care of yourself and be a
good boy. Your mentor doesn’t want any of those phone calls.” Jimmy replied
giving him a pat on the back and Sam was quickly headed up to meet Susan and
head home.
Jimmy grabbed a book and headed up the steps behind
him. After a quick lunch, he plopped onto a lounger on the deck and was reading
when Cindy, Karen and Maggie arrived and just started stripping. “Hi Jimmy!”
they called out to him as they undressed and spread their towels.
“Hi girls,” he replied only glancing up.
“How you doing Jimmy,” Cindy asked sitting on the edge
of the lounger and stroking his leg, “We don’t see you out here very often.”
“I’m good Cindy, I’ve just been busy that’s all,
between Sam’s lessons, meetings at the school and posing for Pamela, they’ve
kept me tied up and I just haven’t had time to hang out up here on the deck. It’s
been a really busy summer for me.”
“How are you and Pam getting along?”
“Fantastic Cindy, she’s everything I ever wanted and
so much more.”
“Well I’m glad for both of you Jimmy, you both deserve
to be happy.”
“Thanks Cindy. Oh Karen, could I speak to you a
minute?”
“Sure Jimmy, what can I do for you?”
“Nothing, I just needed to let you know that you’ll be
working with Pamela instead of me for your tutoring. We met with Mrs. Morehead
and some others yesterday, and they needed me to take one of the boys she had
and so they had to switch you to Pamela.”
“Darn I was really looking forward to working with you
Jimmy, but I can work with Pam too. Did they say why?”
<sigh> “Yeah they did and I could really use all
three of you to help me.”
“Maggie! Get over here!” Cindy called out.
“OK like I said they switched Karen to Pamela for
tutoring and I got one of the boys she had. His name is Billy Carter and he’s
younger than us. Girls, he was raped by a bunch of football players in the
locker room in May and they hurt him really bad, he’s having a really tough
time right now and is going to need friends to support him.”
“Billy Carter the cute little Gay boy?” Maggie asked.
“Yeah him, I’m not telling you a secret or anything,
because the boys who did it are about to be arrested, so it’ll all be in the
papers soon. Mr. Bailey covered it up to the police and didn’t tell them that
Sam Jones saw it happening and reported it to him, so Bailey’s in trouble too.”
“They raped him? Damn!” Karen exclaimed.
“Yeah nine of them! They also beat him up badly and
he’s still recovering from the physical stuff.”
“They should castrate those assholes!” Cindy
interjected.
“I agree Cindy. But girls one of the injuries Billy
has to deal with is that those boys destroyed his balls and the doctors had to
castrate him to save him. Billy’s really having a hard time dealing with that
as you might imagine. But don’t bring that up to him if you see him. Not unless
HE tells you about it. He’s an emotional mess over it right now and he’s going
to have a hard time this coming year.
“So what can we do?” Maggie asked.
“Well he’s going to be here tomorrow visiting and I
should tell you he’s in diapers, because he can’t control his bladder right
now. Just be friendly to him and don’t make a big deal over the diapers or the
sexual assault. Right now he needs friends to support him more than anything. He
may be here all weekend too, if tomorrow works out ok, so if you’re here when
he is, just try and be friendly and don’t ask about what happened unless he
decides to tell you. If he needs his diaper changed when he’s here, I’ll do it,
I’ve seen him already and he’s really embarrassed about what happened and how
he looks down there right now.”
“How DOES he look Jimmy? I’m not being nosy, just
curious?” Cindy asked.
“Like a small young boy, actually more like a 10 year
old, but all of him is small, his penis is small but normal, but his sack is
empty, just loose skin with a scar where they cut him open. Nothing out of the
ordinary otherwise.”
“So can’t they do anything to help him? The doctors I
mean?” Maggie asked.
“No, once a boy’s balls are gone they’re gone for
good. He’ll never father a baby. They can put fake balls in so he looks normal
and give him hormones but that’s about it. His other option, but he hasn’t decided
yet, is to take female hormones rather than male and become a transsexual girl.
He just started puberty and doesn’t have any male development yet, so he could
do that and after an operation to give him a vagina, would look like a normal
girl. If he did that, he’d need lots of help and support to make the transition
from boy to girl. You know how to dress, makeup, talk, move and all the things
you girls learn growing up. No matter what happens he’s going to need all the
help and support we can give him.”
“We’ll do whatever he needs to help Jimmy. I know
he’ll be in good hands with you so we’ll do what we can to help.” Cindy ruled
and the other girls agreed.
“Thanks girls I knew I could count on your help.”
Jimmy said smiling then reached out and gave each girl a hug. “If you see any
of the other girls that hang out here, tell them about what happened and what
NOT to talk about with him please? It’s something that’s hard even for me to
talk about and I’m not the one going through it.”
“Anything else we can do?” Karen asked.
“No not now, right now he just needs friendly faces.”
Jimmy responded.
With that, the girls went back to their towels and
were quietly talking, while Jimmy went back to reading his book.
***
The next morning, Jimmy, Susan and Tommy were just
finishing breakfast when the doorbell rang. “I’ll get it.” Susan offered and
got up from the table. Two minutes later she returned accompanied by Billy and
his mother.
“Hello Mrs. Carter, Billy,” Jimmy said standing to
greet them and reaching his hand out to the woman to shake hands.
“Jimmy!” Billy all but yelled with a squeal and rushed
over and hugged him about the waist from his side.
“Guess you must be excited!” Jimmy said laughing and
giving the boy a one armed hug, while still reaching to shake hands with
Billy’s mother who was also laughing.
“He’s been like that ever since I told him yesterday
Jimmy, I hope he settles down some now. He’s been almost a different boy since
our meeting at the school. Spends hours reading and seems to smile a whole lot
more.
“Well that’s good isn’t it? Relax Billy you’ll be here
all day and if things go well and you want to you can stay here this weekend. Would
you like to do that? No need to decide yet, there will be other kids visiting
today, there’s some here every day, mostly girls, but nice ones. You might make
some new friends. I’m sorry, Mrs. Carter and Billy, this is my little brother
and sister Tommy and Susan Campbell. I guess I should explain, we’re not
related, but our mothers have joint custody of us and we’ve grown up together,
so to me they’re my brother and sister.”
“Yes I know both your mothers Jimmy, both are
wonderful women. Hello kids, nice to meet you,” she said smiling at the other
two kids.
“Hello Billy, I’m Tommy, I’m 11 how old are you?”
Tommy offered along with his hand.
“Uh.. I just turned 13, nice to meet you Tommy,” Billy
replied and quickly shook hands, then continued “You don’t have to say it, I’m
small for my age. Guess I’m doomed to always be smaller than everyone.” He said
looking up at the younger boy.
“I don’t care about things like that Billy, I either
like or don’t like someone because of how they treat people.” Tommy replied,
patting the boy on the shoulder.
“Hi Billy, I’m Susan and I just turned 13 too, but we go
to different schools so we’ve never met before.” She offered.
“Hello Susan, what school do you go to?”
“Tommy and I both go to the Marcum Academy, it’s a
private school on the other side of town.”
“Oh the one with the uniforms I see on the bus?”
“Yeah that’s us...”
“It’s supposed to be a really good school. A lot
harder than our school...”
“I’ll tell you about it later, if you want, but I
don’t want to even think about school just yet, it’s our vacation after all!”
she said grinning.
“Well Billy, have a good day and behave yourself. Jimmy
here’s his supplies.” She said handing Jimmy a shopping bag. “What time should
I pick him up?”
“Why don’t we make it after dinner, he can eat with
us, so any time after 7:00. Don’t worry about him Mrs. Carter, he’s safe here
and we’ll have lots of fun today.”
The woman then crossed to her son and gave him a kiss
on the cheek and just said, “Be good!”
“I will Mom,” he said blushing. Once she’d left the
room he turned and looked up at Jimmy. “Why did she have to do that? It’s
embarrasses me when she does that, don’t women know that?”
“It’s a mother thing Billy, all of them do it and it
will never change no matter how old you get, so you might as well get used to
it and just accept it. I gave up fighting it a long time ago and I’ve got TWO
mothers who do it to me!”
“I guess, but it still embarrasses me, it’s like I’m a
little kid or something...”
“I know. Now how about you and I go down to Tommy and
my rooms and we’ll talk a little and get to know each other a little better. Tommy?
Would you and Susan mind cleaning up here?”
“No problem Jimmy, Yeah ok,” were the two responses he
got. Taking the shopping bag, he guided Billy to the basement steps.
“Your room is down there?” Billy asked.
“Yeah but it’s nothing like you think. Head down and
go through the door on the left, I’ll be right behind you.” Jimmy directed.
Billy headed down and stopped just inside the door
looking around, “WOW! This is great! You and Tommy stay down here? This room’s
better and well bigger than our living room! You’ve got everything right here!”
“Yeah we like it, our bedroom is through there.” Jimmy
replied pointing, “And our bathroom is across the way there,” Again pointing.
“This isn’t anything like OUR basement, it’s really
nice. Not cool and damp like ours.”
“No it’s heated and air conditioned just like the rest
of the house, except for no windows. Anyway Tommy and I like it and we have
privacy from our Mothers down here, they don’t come down here often. Just us 3
kids mostly.”
“That part alone would be nice. Mom just charges into
my room without warning whenever she feels like it. She almost caught me
jerking off a few times, that was embarrassing.”
“Yeah it would be, but mine actually DID catch me a
couple of times, but she treated it like it was no big deal. Until this summer,
it was just me and my mother here, before that I spent a lot of time at the
Campbell house and they did here because our mothers worked different shifts. Now
we all live together and it’s a lot better.”
“She actually caught you? That had to be
embarrassing...”
“Yeah she did and yeah I was really embarrassed the
first time. She just used it to give me the, you know, sex talk, since I don’t
have a dad to do it and then left me alone. She said it was no big deal, that
everyone does it and not to be embarrassed if she caught me again; as if her
telling me that would work.” <laugh>
“Well at least mine never actually caught me. But I
don’t have to worry about that anymore, I haven’t even gotten hard in two
months...” he replied then Jimmy saw him tremble and tears fill his eyes,
threatening to leak out. Jimmy just gathered him into a hug, and the dam broke
and Billy was crying hard, sobs wracking his body.
Jimmy lifted him and Billy wrapped himself around him,
his thin arms around his neck and legs around his waist. He carried him to the
couch and sat down holding him, stroking his back and massaging the back of his
neck, his fingers occasionally working up into his hair and then back to his
neck and shoulders. “Let it all out Billy, you need to do that, I know it
hurts, you’ve been through so much this summer. Just let it all out, you need
to do that, you can’t hold it all inside, it’ll eat you up if you do...” he
murmured to the crying boy.
After he’d cried himself out, Billy sniffed, “I’m
sorry Jimmy, I got you all wet and everything. I should be stronger...”
Pulling him back a little, Jimmy handed him a tissue
and let him blow his nose, then wiped the tears from his cheeks with another
and held his face in his hands and looked directly into his eyes. “Billy,
you’re hurting and you needed to do that, don’t apologize for it, it‘s not
necessary. You’re my friend and I care about you, so if letting you cry on me
helps you then you can do that whenever you need to. Understand?” Then gently
kissed the boy on the forehead and pulled him back into a tight hug and Billy
just laid his head on Jimmy’s shoulder, gave a big sigh and relaxed. They
stayed like that for about 15 minutes, until Billy sat up and looked at Jimmy
and kissed his cheek.
“Thanks Jimmy you’re a wonderful friend, I don’t know
what I ever did to deserve you being my friend, but I’m glad you are...”
“You’re a good boy Billy and you deserve all the
friends possible...”
“That’s part of the problem Jimmy, I never was much of
a boy, always so small and well, girly looking, and now I’m even LESS a boy
than before. I’m not a boy anymore Jimmy, I’m a eunuch, with no sex life left.”
He whimpered. “Not only that, but I have no control of my body now... Jimmy I’m
wet and I didn’t even feel it happen, no warning, no nothing, but my diaper is
sopping. What kind of a ‘boy’ is that?”
“It’s a boy who was attacked and had really bad things
done to him, who’s still having problems as a result. Don’t worry about a wet
diaper Billy, I’ll get you changed and you’ll be dry again. It’s no big deal to
me. Now get up and I’ll take care of you.”
Jimmy helped the red faced boy stand, then went and
got a washcloth and towel from the bathroom, then came back and spread the
towel on the couch and helped Billy lay on it. Removing the diaper, Jimmy
washed him and dried him, then got lotion, powder and a new diaper from the
shopping bag. Billy just lay there with his eyes closed blushing. “Billy
there’s nothing for you to be embarrassed about here.” Jimmy quietly told him
as he was spreading lotion on him and massaging it in.
“Jimmy how many boys my age are in diapers? I’m just a
big baby these days and I hate it!” as Jimmy knelt beside him working on him.
Scooping up his limp body, Jimmy picked him up,
pivoted, then sat on the carpet and placed the naked boy on his lap sideways. “Enough
of that garbage Billy! You were hurt badly, now you have some emotional
problems as a result of what happened to you, yes they took your balls,” Jimmy
said, sliding his still lotion covered hand down and massaging the empty sack
and tender flesh below it. “But that doesn’t mean you can never have sex and
enjoy it again. Tell me Billy, did you have anal sex before the attack and did
you like it?”
“Yeah I did and I liked it as long as the guy wasn’t
too big... why?”
“Billy anal sex is good for guys because of your
prostate gland, up inside you. So unless they cut that out too, you can still
have orgasms, even with no balls and even if your cock won’t get hard.”
“I can?”
“Yes you can if that gland wasn’t damaged. Want to
find out?”
“Are you going to fuck me?”
“No, I’ll just put my fingers in and rub it, and if it
feels good, then you can still have orgasms. Now let’s find out and then you’ll
know for sure that your sex life isn’t over. You may not be able to fuck with
your dick, but you can still have fun...”
“OK...”
“Now just relax and I’ll put a finger in and then two,
and find your prostate and rub it gently, it won’t hurt, I just need you to
relax ok?”
“Yeah.... I sure hope you’re right...”
Jimmy wrapped one arm around the boys small shoulders,
under his arm and then held him along his ribs, then rolled his hips forward
towards himself, put more lotion on his fingers and then gently probed his
butt, Billy relaxed and his fingers slipped inside and soon was joined by a
second. Billy was breathing hard at this point. “Relax Billy, I’m just going to
feel around a little until I find it, then rub it gently.” He said giving the
boy a light kiss on the lips. Billy just lay there looking up at Jimmy with
wonder in his eyes at the boy holding him.
“Aaaah!” Billy cried out.
<chuckle> “Guess I found it and it’s apparently
very sensitive!” Jimmy said giving him another light kiss and then lightly
stroking it with his fingertip. After a couple of minutes, Billy’s body jerked
and sweat covered his forehead, as his breathing was harsh. Jimmy kept rubbing
and Billy jerked again, his legs trembling, but Jimmy just kept working him and
after the third spasm, stopped and pulled his fingers out, wiped his hand on
the towel, then lifted Billy higher and this time soundly kissed him, his
tongue, finding it’s way into Billy’s mouth and Billy responded eagerly.
“Wow!” Billy exclaimed when they broke the kiss. “That
was great Jimmy, all of it, I can’t believe how gentle you are with me... Jimmy I
came three times! Wow, I can still get off! The doctors never told me I could
do that!”
“Yes you can Billy and now you don’t have to worry
about it.”
“Jimmy did I pee on us? It’s wet between us?”
<laugh> “No Billy you didn’t pee on me, that’s
fluid from your prostate gland, it leaked from your penis when you came. The
prostate makes a lot of the fluid that comes out when a boy cums, there’s no
sperm in it, it’s just mostly clear liquid and kind of slippery. I suppose it’s
the place our pre-cum comes from as a lubricant for sex. No big deal, I don’t
mind, it’ll wash right off...”
“Jimmy you kissed me.. You kissed me really good... and
I’m a boy... well I was a boy... are you Gay or Bisexual or what?”
“Mostly straight, maybe a little Bi, because I don’t
mind kissing a boy I like, I enjoy it if he does, especially a pretty little
boy naked on my lap, <chuckle> Billy I kiss my friends, boys and girls,
mostly girls because I prefer to do things with them, but if I like the boy and
he’s a cutie like you, then I’m not opposed to kissing him either. Is that
clear enough?”
“Yeah... Jimmy I hope you always consider me your
friend, because I like the way you kiss and hold me and touch me and I feel
really good just being with you.”
“We’ll be friends as long as you want little guy, now
let’s get cleaned up and get a fresh diaper on you.”
Jimmy helped him stand, then laid him back on the
towel on the couch, wiped both of them off, then applied more lotion to Billy,
then powdered him, and quickly had him diapered. When he finished, he leaned
over him, ran his fingers through the boy’s hair, then again softly kissed him
as he rubbed his tummy. “Good boy, you’re easy to diaper, you don’t fight it.”
Jimmy softly told him.
“Why would I fight it? Wet diapers are uncomfortable
and Jimmy you’re really good at changing diapers, you care about the person and
how they feel about it, most people don’t do it that way. They just rush
through it to get it over with as quickly as possible and aren’t as gentle as
you. You’ll be a great Dad someday, I just know it.”
“I hope so Billy, I really enjoyed taking care of
Susan and Tommy when they were little. They were so cute and cuddly and well
just lovable. I still enjoy sitting with them and they seem to still want to do
that, especially Tommy. If I’m sitting, it’s not unusual for him to just climb
onto my lap and both of us enjoy it; Susan still wants that too, but not as
often as in the past.”
Pulling him upright, Jimmy helped him off of the
couch, then picked up the towel and laid it aside. “We’ll probably need that
again before the day is over,” Jimmy advised and Billy blushed.
“Billy don’t be embarrassed like that, there’s no need
for it. You and I both know I’ll have to change you again sometime today so
it’s not a big deal.”
“I know, but I still hate that I have to wear them...”
“Well for what it’s worth, I kind of enjoyed changing
you, it gives me a good excuse to play with your cute little body.” He smirked.
“Jimmy you can play with my body anytime you want, I
love the way you touch me so I’ll never complain.”
“Thanks Billy, that tells me you trust me.”
“Jimmy I trust you totally, you’ve been nothing but
gentle and well wonderful with me.”
“OK well I’m just treating you like I have my little
brother...”
“Good do I get to get cuddled like him? I’d like
that.”
“Then let’s sit down and talk and get to know each
other better,” Jimmy replied and sat on the couch and Billy sat sideways on his
lap and talked about themselves, while Jimmy gently stroked the boy on his lap.
An hour later Susan called from the top of the steps.
“Hey are you two going to stay down there all day? Some
of the girls are here, we’re out on the deck!”
“Jimmy we don’t need to hide what happened to me at
school. Six of the boys were arrested yesterday and last night, so was Mr.
Bailey, they’re still looking for the other three, but they’re apparently out
of town. It’ll be on the news today and in the paper too, so everyone’s going
to know. I’d rather not talk about being castrated right now though, other
people don’t need to know that yet, but it will come out eventually, I know
they’ll tell in court.”
“OK Billy, I’ll introduce you to the girls up there
and if they know, they’ll be sympathetic, if not, it’s up to you whether you
talk about it or not. I’ll tell them you’re having medical problems and need
the diaper, so don’t worry no one will tease you about it. These are really
nice girls that visit here, so just be yourself and you’ll be fine. Oh, I
should warn you most will probably be topless and some may be naked, hope that
won’t bother you, they come here to safely sunbathe where no perverts can watch
them. Billy I don’t want you to be nervous about meeting the girls, just stay
near me and if you’re feeling shaky, then don’t be surprised if I hug you until
you calm down. Don’t be embarrassed if that happens, I won’t be.”
“God you are such a great guy,” Billy replied, threw
his arms around Jimmy’s neck and kissed him then quickly released him. “Well
let’s go meet the girls, I guess...”
“Right, once again into the breach!”
“You’re quoting Kipling?”
“Well yeah I guess, it just seemed appropriate... Billy
naked girls may not do anything for you, but it’s difficult for a straight boy,
not to react, uh... inappropriately...”
<laugh> “Yeah I can see that would be a problem!
So what happens if you pop a boner?”
“There will probably be a few giggles and snickers,
I’ll turn red, and then come inside until it goes back down. But I’ve managed
for that to only happen a couple of times. Mostly I try and not think about it
and think good and wholesome thoughts to avoid it.”
<laugh> “Well I guess being Gay does have ‘some’
advantages.”
“Ok well let’s go see the girls before they come
looking for us.”
***
Up on the deck, “Hi girls, for those of you who don’t
know him, this is my new student, Billy Carter, he’s the same age as Susan and
well, he’s having medical problems, so please don’t make a big deal out of the
diapers, if he has an accident, then I’ll change him. Billy this is Karen,
Cindy, Maggie and Patty. You may have seen them around school but all of them
are really nice girls.”
“Hi Billy,” they all replied in one form or another
and smiled at him.
“Hello girls, nice to meet all of you.” Billy replied
smiling back at them but blushing.
Patty jumped up and as usual was fully naked, rushed
to his side and hugged him. “Don’t be embarrassed Billy, what happened to you
was on the morning news, they didn’t say your name, but we know. We’re really
sorry that happened Billy, but we want to help you all we can to get past it
and get better.” She said kissing his cheek.
“Thanks Patty, you’re the only one here I knew before...
I’m getting better, but it’s going to take time. I hope we can get to be good
friends Patty, I’m going to need them this year. Everyone’s going to know what
happened and it’s going to be really hard with everyone looking at me at
school.”
“All of our friends will do what we can to support you
Billy,” Karen offered and walking to him, Billy’s eyes bugged out at her big
breasts and he gulped when she stood right before him. “Billy those creeps
could have done that to any of us, so we’ll help you all we can.” She continued
and then gave him a soft kiss before going back and laying down again.
Maggie was next and was topless but, wearing her
bikini bottom when she hugged him her small breasts rubbing against him, “To
think I thought some of those boys were hot; now that everyone knows how they
REALLY are, well they’ll never get a date again in THIS town. Hope they lock
them up and throw away the keys! I’ll help you all I can Billy, no one should
have that happen to them!” then like Karen gave him a kiss and went back to her
towel on the deck.
Billy trembled, then felt Jimmy’s arms slip around him
from behind and he was pulled back against Jimmy’s body, “Easy Billy,
everything’s fine,” he whispered into his ear. “Let’s go sit on the loveseat
ok? Just relax, the girls want to help you, so it’ll be ok.” Billy just nodded
and allowed Jimmy to guide him over to the seat and sat beside him with Jimmy’s
arm around his shoulders.
Billy just sat there leaning against Jimmy and dozed
for awhile, until Patty came over and tapped him on his shoulder. “Want to play
cards with us Billy? Susan, Tommy and I want to play hearts but we need a 4th
player, want to play?”
“Uh... yeah sure... thanks Patty...” he said yawning, then
got up and followed her to the table and took a seat with the other kids. Cindy
came over and plopped down beside Jimmy.
“You’re very protective of him Jimmy, is he really
doing ok?” she quietly asked so that no one but Jimmy would hear.
“He’s better than he was Tuesday, but he’s still
really shaky and fragile emotionally. Just go slow and let him pick what he
wants to talk about. Right now he needs things to be just plain normal more
than anything, he hasn’t had much of that lately.”
Both Cindy and he looked over and smiled when they saw
the boy actively participating in the card game and laughing when he dropped
the Queen of Spades on one of them. “Got yah! Glad I didn’t have to eat it! You
tried really hard to get me Susan!”
“Well don’t laugh yet mister! This game is a long way
from over!” she snickered back.
“Yeah you’re right of course, but I still can’t
believe I made it through that hand and only got 2 points, when I was sitting
here with the Queen and 4 high hearts!”
“THAT is what he needs right now Cindy, normal
activities with other kids.”
The card game went all morning and Jimmy was fixing
lunch when Cindy and Karen said they needed to leave, each gave Billy hugs and
kisses before dressing and leaving the deck. Then hugged and kissed Jimmy,
“Take good care of him Jimmy, he’s a sweet little boy,” Cindy softly said
patting Jimmy on the shoulder before leaving before he could even reply. A few
minutes later, he took sandwiches out to the kids playing cards, all of whom
smiled at him and thanked him, then Susan ran in and got them drinks and was
quickly back at the table. Jimmy just went and laid on a lounger and tried
reading his book. It was something that Tommy said that got his attention. “I
need a potty break! Be back in a few minutes...”
“Me too!” both girls replied and all three looked at
Billy.
“Actually I went a little while ago,” he replied
blushing, “I’d better have Jimmy change me...”
“Well that’s what diapers are for right?” Susan asked
giving his shoulder a squeeze, “Don’t be embarrassed about it Billy just get
Jimmy and he’ll have you fixed up in no time!”
“Got that right Sis, he’s diapered me a thousand times
or so and he’s really good at it.” Tommy replied.
“Me to Tommy and he IS good at it.” Susan replied.
“Wish he’d diapered me, Mom was so mechanical about
it. I hated diaper changes.” Patty responded.
“Well if you’d like to find out the difference, just
ask him? There’s some diapers in the house from when I had that bladder
infection a couple years ago, Mom didn’t want to throw them out.” Tommy
suggested.
“No we used them for that diapering class with Patty
and Connie,” Susan replied. “But there’s a box left over from the day school where
I was on the diaper brigade, Mom brought all the left over supplies back and
stored them in the garage for the next time we have to do that. So Patty if
you’d like to see what being diapered by Jimmy is like just ask him and I’ll
get you a diaper or two.”
“I will! Since I learned how to do it practicing on
him, it’s only fair that he get to diaper me!” Patty replied.
“Yeah well I can’t wait any longer!” Tommy said and
got up and was quickly gone.
“Let’s go talk to Jimmy and get diapered,” Patty
offered as she stood beside Billy.
“Are you sure Patty?” he asked.
“Billy I’ve been here naked all morning. Do you think
you’ll see something you haven’t seen already today?”
“Uh... well no, I just hadn’t thought about it like
that...”
Turning him to face her, her hand on his shoulders,
“Billy I know you’re Gay so you’re not interested in my body anyway. But I’m
not a shy girl so even if you weren’t Gay I wouldn’t mind you seeing me naked
and even diapering me yourself if you wanted to. I know you’d never hurt me, so
you can look at me and even touch me all you want. Now let’s go see Jimmy shall
we?”
“Yeah ok...”
“I’m right here,” Jimmy said from behind them. “Do you
need changed Billy?”
“Yeah I do, I’m wet.”
“Then let’s go get you changed. Patty did I hear that
you wanted me to diaper you too?”
“Yeah, I keep hearing how good you are at it and well,
you let me practice diapering on you, so I’d like to find out how you do it. Maybe
I’ll learn to do it better?”
“Here’s a couple of diapers Jimmy,” Susan said handing
them to him, “those should fit either of them.”
“Thanks Sis, ok let’s go change one diaper and also
diaper a pretty little girl,” Jimmy said and they followed him inside the
house.
Patty took Billy’s hand and walked with him down to
Jimmy’s room, “Have you ever diapered anyone Billy?” she asked.
“No I’m an only child, so I’ve never done that, I’ve
been diapered myself of course, when I was little and when I had a bedwetting
problem when I was about 8 ½, then of course this summer. But no I’ve never
done that for anyone.”
“Well I hadn’t either until a couple weeks ago, Susan
taught me how and I practiced on Jimmy, he was really nice to let me do that. Then
the next day I changed probably about 75 and the day after that about 60 or so.
Wet ones are easy and kind of fun to do actually. But the messy ones, woah, I
couldn’t believe how much could come out of a little kid and god the smell! I’ll
pass on those if I can.”
When they got to the room, Jimmy picked up the towel
and spread it on the coffee table, “Who’s first?” then seeing Billy hesitate,
“How about you Patty?” he suggested.
“No problem,” she replied and laid back on the table
and waited. Jimmy knelt beside her and gently rubbed her tummy, “Just relax
Patty and I’ll take good care of you,” he told her. “OK Billy I might as well
teach you how to do this you never know you may need to do it sometime. First
we wash them or use babywipes to clean them,” he explained and got a clean
washcloth and wiped Patty between her legs and then lifted her legs and cleaned
her rear. She giggled when he washed her behind, then he dried her with a hand
towel. Next up is lotion to prevent diaper rash and you can’t just pour it on,
it has to be rubbed in some, so we’ll do that now. Jimmy started spreading it
on her, “Make sure you get not only the crotch and behind, but the inside of
the thighs too Billy, if their diaper leaked and pee got out, then the lotion
will disinfect the skin and also takes care of any chaffing from the diaper,”
he explained and opened her legs wide and rubbed the lotion along the insides
of her thighs.
“Wow your hands feel great Jimmy,” Patty advised. “Do
you want to try it Billy, I don’t mind?”
“I... I’ve never touched a girl there Patty... I don’t
want to hurt you...”
“Well now’s your chance. Just be gentle and don’t put
your fingers inside my pussy, but otherwise feel all you want.” She said
smiling.
Jimmy watched as Billy put some lotion on his shaking
hand, then gently reached down to touch her. “Your skin is really smooth,” he
murmured as he gently rubbed over her mons and between her legs.
“Oh that feels nice Billy,” she cooed to him.
“With a girl you need to coat her labia Billy, then
reached in and spread her lips open, “Just use your fingertip and spread a
little along the lips, but don’t penetrate her. Be careful up here, that’s her
clitoris and is very sensitive like a tiny penis so don’t rub hard.” He
advised. “OK Billy now we raise her legs and coat her bottom, then wipe your
hands and we’ll powder her. If you don’t wipe your hands first, you’ll have
them covered in goo.”
“Now THAT sounds like the voice of experience!” Patty
laughed.
“Yeah that happened once, but ONLY once!” Jimmy
laughed.
“Now Billy just sprinkle the powder and lightly spread
it, you don’t need to rub it in and don’t get any into her vagina.” Jimmy
instructed. “Now we rub some powder on her cute little behind and it’s time to
put the diaper on.”
Jimmy moved between her legs and lifted them then,
slipped a diaper under her and pulled it up between her legs. “Now for the most
important part, get it on tight. We don’t want it to leak when the kid uses it
do we...”
“No that would be bad,” Billy said as she watched
Jimmy quickly but expertly fasten the diaper in place. “All done, now we just
let the kid know they’re loved, with a little hug and kiss as we help them up
and we’re all done. Easy right?”
“Yeah it’s not as hard as I thought it would be,”
Billy replied, then gave Patty a hug and kiss himself. “Thanks for letting me
learn that on you Patty and well for letting me touch you like that.”
<laugh> “I enjoyed it Billy, so don’t worry
about it.” She replied and kissed his cheek. “You’ve got really soft hands for
a boy, well so does Jimmy and it felt really nice.”
“Well Billy?” Jimmy said looking the boy “Are you
going to be ok if she stays?’
Blushing, “I thought about it while we diapered her
Jimmy, and well, it won’t be long until everyone knows, and I trust Patty, she
trusted me with her body... I think it’ll be ok...”
“What’s the problem?” Patty asked seeing Billy was very
nervous, she wrapped her arm around him.
“What we’re talking about Patty, is those boys hurt
Billy really bad, they crushed his balls and destroyed them, and the doctors
had to remove them to save his life. So Billy doesn’t have them anymore, he’s
been castrated and he’s having trouble dealing with it, and it embarrasses him
for people to even know it, let alone see him down there. So the question is
can you deal with seeing him naked like that?”
“Oh Billy I’m so sorry that happened to you, but you
don’t need to be embarrassed or upset about me knowing or even seeing. Billy I
like you and I’d never do anything to hurt you. If you let me see, I’ll be ok
with it, but I don’t have to see if you don’t want me to. Either way I want to
be your friend and I’ll do everything I can to help you.”
“You’re already my friend Patty and I’ve got to get
used to this, and I’d rather you be the first girl to see than some others, so
I think I’ll be ok. Just don’t pity me Patty, my Mom’s been doing that and it
makes it even worse. It’s how I am now and I’ve got to accept it.”
“Billy would it be ok if I changed you? Jimmy will be
right here and make sure I do it right and I won’t hurt you, maybe if I do it,
you’ll feel better about me seeing you. Hopefully it will make us even closer
friends, you’ve seen everything there is to see on me, so if I change you then
we won’t have any secrets between us about our bodies and can just be good
friends. What do you think Billy, I don’t want to get pushy or anything...” Patty
asked obviously concerned with how he felt.
“I think I’d like you to change me Patty,” he softly
replied, then hugged her and kissed her cheek. Don’t worry you won’t hurt me,
there’s not much there to hurt anymore. And don’t worry if I blush or even
tremble a little, I need to get past this and I’m glad I have friends like you
and Jimmy to help me with it.”
Patty guided him to the table and he laid back and
waited. Patty moved between his legs and untapped his diaper and noticed him
close his eyes and tremble a little as she started to lift it to peal it from
his body. Once it was off, she ran her hands up his sides, and patted him on
the chest. “Look at me Billy,” she directed. “It’s not that bad Billy, just a
scar and some loose skin, not as bad as I expected. Billy you’re still a cute
boy and all this means is that you can’t have babies as a father. Now just
relax and I’ll get you nice and clean and a dry diaper on you ok?”
“Yeah thanks Patty, you’re really nice...”
Jimmy sat beside him and held his hand while Patty
worked on the boy and smiled at how confident she was as she worked. “I guess
all that practice at the day school developed another expert Patty,” he
offered.
“Tell me about it Jimmy, after the first couple of
hours, I could do it in my sleep. I was shaky on the first couple of kids, but
I just remembered what you told me when I practiced on you and I was good after
that.” She said as she finished applying lotion of Billy’s penis and reached
under him to coat his behind. Billy lifted himself to help her, then she
quickly powdered him and put a new diaper on him, then sat back on her heels,
and stroked her hands up and down his thighs. “All done Billy, now sit up and I
plan on giving you a big hug and kiss you for being so good while I changed
you. You made it easy Billy and with older boys that’s sometimes a problem.”
Billy sat up and got hugged and kissed and just sat
there looking at the girl kneeling in front of him. “Well I’m not much of a boy
anymore Patty, never was much, being so much smaller and all. Except for that
little penis I still have, I look more like a girl, body wise than a 13 year
old boy. Patty I haven’t decided yet, but they say they can make me into a girl
so I can have a more normal life. If I decide to let them do that will you help
me learn everything I need to know to be a girl?”
“I’d love to help you like that Billy, but I’d help
you just as much if you decided to stay a boy. So either way I plan on helping
my friend.” She replied and gave him another hug and kiss.
“Thank you Patty,” he said with a whimper and hugged
her tightly and cried a little. “Sorry, I seem to be crying on everyone these
days...”
“Cry all you need to Billy, I don’t mind if a friend
needs to do that. Just know I’m here to help you.” She told him then held him
until he calmed down.
When he released her, she sat back on her heels again,
“OK now Billy?” she said smiling.
“Yeah thanks, I needed that, I needed you Patty and
Jimmy too, he’s let me cry on him a couple of times now and I just don’t know
how to thank you guys for letting me do that.” He said blushing.
“You don’t need to thank us Billy, that’s what friends
do for each other,” Jimmy said wrapping him in a hug from behind and kissing
his cheek from behind over his shoulder. “We like you and are here to help you
when you need it. Seeing a smile on your face is the only thanks we need. Now
that BOTH of you have dry diapers let’s head back upstairs ok?”
The kids went back to their card games and Jimmy to
his book. At about 2:00 Jimmy noticed Billy squirming. Going over to him he
leaned and whispered in his ear, “do you need changed?” and Billy nodded ‘yes’.
“I’ll take care of him Jimmy, I need that too and we
can change each other.” Patty advised.
“Are you sure? Billy?” he asked looking to each of
them.
“Yeah we’ll be ok, but she doesn’t need to wear one,
she just need it off and cleaned up. Patty you don’t have to wear one anymore,
Jimmy changed you and that’s what you wanted to experience, so you don’t need
one like I do.” Billy advised.
“Well you can still clean me up and I’ll still change
you Billy, but I don’t mind wearing one, it’s kind of nice not having to rush
to the bathroom.” She replied.
“Alright but it’s your decision, if you want to wear
one, I’ll diaper you. Susan where were those supplies, I have a couple I
brought with me, but if I use mine, then the next change for me, I’ll need one
from those.” Billy inquired.
“How about I just grab and handful. Billy if you come
visit again, you don’t need to bring any at all. There’s a couple of unopened
cases of them plus two open cases in the garage so there’s probably a couple
hundred out there.” Susan replied.
“That’ll make Mom happy, she complained how expensive
these disposables are and was thinking of using cloth diapers, at least at
home.” Billy replied.
“Better yet, how about we send a case home with you? They
got them for kids that need them and you need them, so what the heck?”
“Jimmy should I? The church paid for them...”
“And I’m sure they’d rather a boy who needs them gets
them than have them sit out there and get dusty.” Jimmy replied.
Susan came back a couple minutes later with 6 diapers
and handed them to Billy, “Hope you don’t mind these Billy I just grabbed a
handful and didn’t notice they’ve got pink trim with little teddy bears along
the waistband. But a diaper is a diaper as far as I’m concerned.”
“I don’t care Susan after all I’m not wearing them as
a fashion statement. So if they were solid pink I wouldn’t care at the rate I’m
going I only wear them a couple of hours before I need changed again. Besides
free is good at this point.” Billy replied smiling. “Well Patty should we go
get clean and dry?”
“Do you two need me to come with you?” Jimmy asked.
“No we can handle it,” Patty replied and slipped her
arm around Billy’s waist and walked him inside.
“Aren’t you worried about that Jimmy?” Tommy asked.
“Not at all Tommy, nothing bad will happen with them. He’s
Gay and she’s his new friend and he’d never do anything to hurt her. She was
really good with him when we changed him the last time, in fact she’s the one
that actually changed him.”
Fifteen minutes later the two kids returned, both
diapered and both smiling. Jimmy just looked up from his book and smiled at
both of them.
Later, Jimmy went inside and started working on
dinner, he was peeling potatoes when Susan stuck her head through the door. “Anything
we can help with Jimmy? Patty’s leaving in a few minutes as soon as she gets
dressed.”
“Yeah if you want to do these potatoes, I’ll start the
grill and let it get up to temperature.” He replied.
“What’re we having?”
“Grilled pork chops, buttered potatoes, salad and
either corn or green beans.”
“Corn please, we’ve had green beans a couple times
this week.” She observed.
“OK corn it is then. All we have is canned corn, wish
we had corn on the cob, that would be better.”
“Canned is ok, but I agree, fresh corn is better.” She
said digging out a can of corn, opening it and pouring it into a pan to heat.”
Jimmy was standing at the grill with Billy watching him,
when his mothers arrived home. “Hi Mom’s, Dinner will be ready in about 10
minutes or so.” Jimmy greeted them and got a kiss from each.
“Wonderful Jimmy, and this must be Billy Carter? Welcome
to our house Billy,” Carol greeted the boy and gave him a pat on the shoulder.
“Yes welcome Billy, are you going to stay with us this
weekend. Your mother was going to allow it, if you were comfortable with being
here after today.”
“I’d really like that Mrs. Henderson and Mrs.
Campbell, I’ve had a lot of fun today and all the kids have been really nice.”
“Well how about I call you mother and get your stay
over to start tonight, then you’ll be here tomorrow, and the weekend. It will
save her coming to get you this evening and then bringing you back tomorrow
afternoon?”
“I’d love that Mrs. Campbell, I’ve been so bored at
home and well it’s nice getting out and getting to be with other kids. Mom’s
been kind of over protective of me since the attack, but she knows I’m safe
here.”
“Then I’ll call her right now! We love having good
kids visit here Billy and I know you’re a nice boy.” She said smiling.
“Mom Carol? I have Sam’s lesson in the morning, so
maybe Tommy could stay here and keep Billy company while I’m doing the lesson
with Sam, rather than going over to Connie’s house like normal. Connie could
come over here and she and Susan and the boys could all play together. Today
the kids spent most of the afternoon playing cards, but they could keep each
other occupied, I’m sure they could find something to do.”
“Excellent idea Jimmy, I’ll call Mrs. Jones too, and
Connie could just bring Sam over and Susan wouldn’t have to go get him.”
When she sat down to dinner Carol turned towards
Billy, “It’s all set Billy, you’ll be staying here until Sunday afternoon. Susan,
you won’t need to take Tommy over to the Jones house, Connie will bring Sam
here and the three of you can stay with Billy, while Jimmy does Sam’s lesson. I’m
sure the four of you can find something to do during the morning.”
“Sure Mom, if nothing else we can watch a movie. But
we’ll probably play a game or something.” Susan replied.
“Mrs. Campbell, thank you for talking to my mother, I
had a lot of fun today and I really like hanging out with Susan and Tommy, so
keeping busy while Jimmy tutors Sam won’t be a problem. All of the kids who
were here today were really nice to me and I feel much better about myself just
from being here.” Billy said smiling.
“That’s great Billy, but I should warn you, your
mother was relieved that you wouldn’t be home until Sunday. With all those
arrests, the Press has been camped out at your house all day looking to take
pictures of you and talk to you. While I was talking to your mother the police
were telling the Press to leave that they would not be allowed to interview you
or publish your picture anyway since you’re a minor. They don’t know you’re
here, so it’s actually safer for you to be here. Arresting all those football
players and the former Assistant Principle has really stirred up a hornet’s
nest. None of that is of concern to you Billy, you’re the victim here, so you
shouldn’t be subject to all that anyway.”
“Have the Press bothered Sam Mom Carol?” Jimmy asked.
“No he’ll have to testify before the Grand Jury, but
his name hasn’t been released and of course he’ll have to testify at the
trials.”
“Yeah well Sam’s a minor too, so hopefully they can
keep those bloodsuckers away from him too! I hate the way the Press treats
people.”
Billy shivered as he sat there and Jimmy’s arm was
quickly around his shoulders which calmed him considerably.
“What are we doing tonight?” Billy asked as he helped
Tommy dry dishes as Jimmy washed them.
“Well normally Jimmy, Susan, and me just crash down in
our lounge and watch a movie, you know popcorn and drinks and just kick back. Jimmy
has to be up early and normally so would Susan and me, because she’d walk me
over to the Jones house and I’d stay there with Connie, she’s my girlfriend by
the way, while Sam did his lesson with Jimmy, then Susan would take Sam home
and bring me back. Tomorrow we can actually sleep in a little, but we’ll still
have to be up and have breakfast done by 9:00. Then Jimmy and Sam will spend
the morning down here doing his lessons.”
“They do that all morning 3 days per week?”
“Yeah for almost a month now, well except when Sam was
hurt and stayed here for a few days. His Dad attacked him and beat him up over
him being Gay. I don’t get all that hostility over someone’s sex preferences
but it seems a bunch of people don’t like Gay boys. I’ve always thought you should
be with someone you love, that that’s the most important thing.”
“Me too, but them I’m Gay so you’d expect me to think
like that. I just was never interested in girls that way, I like boys much
better and besides as small as I am, girls didn’t want anything to do with me,
so I never got the chance to do anything with them.” Billy replied.
“Not to be nosy Tommy, and you don’t have to answer if
you don’t want to, but have you ever done anything with a boy? You know sex
stuff?” Billy said just above a whisper.
“Yeah and with girls and I liked both. But I like
girls more, so I’m fine with my girlfriend. She takes good care of me that way.
For what it’s worth I didn’t do anything before this summer, except jerk-off,
not even with other guys. I was pretty much a loner, I didn’t have many
friends.”
“I’ve been pretty much a loner all my life...” Billy
murmured.
“Well you’re not alone anymore Billy, and knowing
Jimmy, he’ll make sure you’re never that way again.” Tommy advised smiling and
Billy smiled back.
***
The kids spent the evening together in the kids lounge
curled up together and watched a movie. Billy fell asleep on Jimmy’s lap and
Jimmy noticed he was wet. Jimmy picked him up and carried him to their bedroom
and had just finished changing him when Susan and Tommy came in. “Keep quiet,
he’s asleep,” Jimmy whispered as he put him in his bed and covered him up.
“Is he sleeping with you Jimmy?” Tommy asked.
“Yeah so if I need to change him, we won’t have to
wake you up Tommy. It’s just easier that way.”
“OK well I guess I’ll be sleeping in my own bed for a
change then.” Tommy replied.
“You could come up and sleep with me Tommy?” Susan
offered.
“No we both know that doesn’t work very well, Sis, I
toss and turn all night and neither of us sleeps very well.”
“Just offering...”
“I know and I love you for it Sis.” He replied giving
her a one armed hug and a peck on the cheek.
“Well now that it’s decided where Tommy’s sleeping,
I’m going to turn in, I’ve got to have my head clear for Sam’s lessons in the
morning.” Jimmy advised and the other two kids left as he crawled into bed and
cuddled up behind Billy, who just scooted back tightly against him with a sigh.
Jimmy woke up in a dark room with Billy quietly crying
beside him. Rolling over and pulling the boy against him, he gently stroked his
body. “It’s ok Billy, you’re safe, no one will hurt you here,” Jimmy softly
told him trying to calm him.
“It’s not that Jimmy, I know I’m safe with you, I’m
wet and it’s cold, so I’ve been wet awhile. God I hate that I don’t feel
anything until it’s too late!”
“Well the beds still dry, so you didn’t leak any.”
Then looked over at the clock. “It’s almost 6:00 so how about you and I just
get up and go take a shower and get you clean, then I’ll put a new diaper on
you and we’ll go fix breakfast for my mothers before they leave for work.”
In the bathroom, Jimmy stripped the wet diaper off of
him and turned on the shower, then shoved him inside and quickly joined him. “Stand
still and I’ll get you clean,” Jimmy directed and then proceeded to wash him
from top to bottom, Billy giggled as soapy hands traveled over his body.
“No one’s washed me like this since I was little and
Mom gave me baths,” Billy said as Jimmy goosed him while washing his butt.
“Well the nurses in the hospital gave me sponge baths, but they weren’t gentle,
it was like it was a big bother.”
“But do you like it Billy? That is the question here.”
“Yeah I like it a lot Jimmy, I wish all my showers
were like this...”
“Then you’ll get them like this while you’re here
little guy because Tommy and I do this all the time.”
“Lucky boy Tommy is; he gets to be with you all the
time...”
“No I’m lucky to have him as my little brother Billy,
I’ve taken care of him for a very long time and well we’re just comfortable
together. Same with Susan, I remember holding her when she was a baby and only
six months old, I’ve been holding her ever since. I love both of them so much.”
“It’s times like this when I wish I had a brother or
sister, but Mom couldn’t have any more after me and almost didn’t have me. I
was born premature and almost died. It would have been nice to have another kid
at home, but that didn’t happen.”
“Well my Mom didn’t have any after me either, since my
Dad died early. But I lucked out and spent a lot of time at the Campbell’s,
since my mom had to work, and then the Campbell kids stayed nights with us when
Mom Carol worked nights after her husband died and well we’ve been kind of a
weird family ever since.”
“Well I still think you’re lucky to have them and them
to have you...”
“OK little guy you’re all clean, now let’s get you
dried off and freshly diapered and go fix breakfast!” He replied picking the
giggling naked boy up and wasn’t surprised when Billy wrapped himself around
him and kissed him to thank him. Jimmy returned the kiss and patted his butt. “We
have to move it or we won’t have breakfast ready for my Mom’s and they expect
it these days. Ever since we’ve moved all in together one of us has fixed them
breakfast every day and today was Tommy’s turn, but I turned off the alarm
clock when we left the room, so we don’t have much time.”
“Ok Jimmy,” Billy said slipping down his body to stand
before him, “We don’t want your Mom’s to be upset, since they’re allowing me to
stay here do we? No, so get me diapered so we won’t keep them waiting.”
“Exactly!” Jimmy replied grinning and threw the boy a
towel to dry with.
Jimmy was just finishing fixing breakfast when the
women arrived. “Well this is a surprise,” Janet said giving her son a hug, “I
thought this was Tommy’s day?”
“It is, but Billy woke up about a quarter to six wet,
so I got up to change him and decided to just let Tommy sleep and fix breakfast
myself, since I was already up.”
“Oh no problem Jimmy, I was just wondering what Tommy
would come up with today. He’s been experimenting with omelets and I must say
he’s come up with so odd combinations.”
“Yeah like crumbled hamburger in our eggs? I’d have to
say that was different.”
“Not nearly as different as kosher dill pickle in
them,” Janet laughed, “then laughed more when she saw the grimace on Jimmy’s
face.”
“I’ll have to talk to that boy, pickles never work in
omelets!” Jimmy said.
“Don’t discourage him Jimmy, we ate them and duly
thanked him, but I think he got the idea that it didn’t work when he sat down
to eat his own.” Carol replied.
“Yeah but you shouldn’t have to eat something like
that. Not ever! If he’s going to experiment, then he needs to taste test it
himself, before foisting it on someone else! I learned several things not to
mix together that way, really disgusting. Uck!”
Susan came in just before his mother’s were getting up
to leave. “Hi mothers,” she said smiling, “Where’s Tommy he was supposed to
cook today?” So Jimmy explained it again as he served his sister her breakfast.
“Ok that was nice of you Jimmy, feel free to cover any of my days you want. I
hate getting up early,” she offered with a grin.
“You wish!” Jimmy replied and patted her back. “Don’t
count on it Sis, I’m not a morning person either!”
“Hey you can’t blame a girl for trying can you?” she
snickered.
“No I can’t but the answer is still the same, don’t be
counting on me doing that on a regular basis, not since I’m doing most of the
dinners; Tommy shouldn’t either, but then he didn’t know today, I turned the
alarm clock off when I left the room.”
Chapter 34
Jimmy, Susan and Billy were finishing breakfast when
the doorbell rang. “I’ll get it,” Susan advised and left the table. At the
door, she found Connie and Sam and greeted them with a big hug. “God you’re
cold Sam!” she exclaimed as she felt goose bumps on his arms as moved back from
the hug.
“Cold, misty fog,” he replied rubbing his arms as best
he could, while holding his books and folder of papers.
“Well get in here! We don’t want you getting sick,”
she replied and pulled him inside the house.
As they entered the kitchen, both Connie and Susan
were rubbing his back and arms. “Sam’s freezing!” Susan said looking at her
brother, “I’ll get him a blanket,” then took off up the stairs.
Jimmy immediately stood and removed the books and
papers from Sam, then pulled him into a hug. “She’s right Sam, you’re freezing.
Come on and sit down and I’ll get you a cup of coffee to warm you up while we
get your breakfast.” Then guided him to a chair, quickly poured the coffee,
then stood behind him and rubbed his shoulders, back and arms until Susan
brought the blanket and handed it to him. Jimmy quickly wrapped the boy in it. “How
the hell did you get chilled like that Sam?”
“It’s a cold mist out there Jimmy, not just fog
today,” Connie replied as her brother wrapped his hands around the coffee cup
soaking up the heat from it. “It’s supposed to be warm today, but right now it
feels like Fall outside, I was chilled and I’m wearing clothes!”
“OK well if it keeps up like this in the mornings, I’m
going to ask his Mom to let him wear clothes on his way here in the mornings; I
don’t want him getting sick just because of this modesty program. That’s just
stupid!” Jimmy replied. “He can take them off when he gets here, but it’s just
really dumb to make him freeze like this!”
Jimmy started cooking eggs for Sam and his sister,
while Billy helped by dishing up fried potatoes and bacon on plates and putting
bread in the toaster for them. Jimmy noticed as Billy was filling a plate and
looked down smiling. “Thanks Billy, I didn’t expect you to help like that...”
“Well I was done eating and this way once you add the
eggs, I can serve them. No big deal, I cook my own breakfast almost every day
and help Mom with a lot of the dinners too. No sense you doing all the work
when I can help.” He shyly replied.
“Ok, it just surprised me that’s all,” Jimmy said,
wrapping the small boy in a one arm hug and then patting his back. “Could you
go wake Tommy? Then we can feed him too and everyone will have eaten.”
“Sure no problem Jimmy,” he said smiling.
Billy all but ran from the kitchen and headed down the
steps to the basement. Once there, he turned on the bedroom lights and moved to
Tommy’s bed. Gently shaking the sleeping boy’s shoulder. “Tommy, time to get
up, Jimmy’s fixing breakfast for you...” But all he got was a grunt in response. “Come
on Tommy, you need to wake up now,” he said louder, but got the same response. Sliding
his hand under the bedding and stroking Tommy’s back down to his butt, he
patted the boy’s behind and then gave it a squeeze. “Wake up Tommy or Jimmy’s
gonna be pissed if he has to come down here and wake you himself!”
“Wa...What?” was the mumbled reply.
“Jimmy sent me down to wake you up for breakfast, he’s
cooking yours right now, everyone else is already up and eating. Now wake up
and get moving!”
“Who? Billy? Why are you feeling my butt? Feels good,
but why?...”
<giggle> “Well I tried shaking your shoulder and
rubbing your back and didn’t get a response, so... well I thought I’d try your
cute little butt and it worked! <giggle>
Tommy rolled onto his side and after rubbing his eyes.
“Yeah OK, I get that, I know I’m not easy to wake, but why are you STILL
feeling my butt? <laugh>”
“Well I used to be a gay boy and I have to be honest
Tommy, you’re a really cute boy with a very touchable butt and I was kind of
enjoying it... hope you don’t mind too much... I’m sorry Tommy, I shouldn’t have
done that...” was the quiet reply sounding very shy and embarrassed.
Tommy immediately sat up and pulled Billy into a hug
and kissed his cheek, then looked him directly in the eye, their foreheads
touching. “Billy, you have nothing to be sorry about! You didn’t hurt me, heck
you didn’t even embarrass me. Billy I LIKED the way you were touching me! Now
stop with the apologies, you didn’t do anything wrong as far as I’m concerned.”
Then pulled Billy into a tighter hug and kissed his cheek again. When he backed
out of the hug, Billy shyly smiled as Tommy gently stroked the boys shoulders
and arms. “We’re ok Billy, you can wake me that way anytime, OK?”
“You really don’t hate me for touching you like that? I
mean you’re straight! Heck your girlfriend is sitting upstairs?”
“Hell no Billy! I could NEVER hate you! Yeah I’m
mostly straight, but I enjoy being touched by people who care about me and I
could tell by the way your hands felt that you wanted me to feel good and it
DID feel really nice. Billy, I’ve been with boys before, you know sexually, and
I liked it and well Jimmy and I are a lot closer than most brothers and he
touches me the same way you did all the time. So I certainly could never hate
you for doing it too. <sigh> Billy, if I didn’t have a girlfriend and
wanted to be with a boy; you are exactly the kind of boy I’d want to be with. Cute
and very gentle and just so huggable I have trouble not just grabbing you and
hugging the stuffing out of you. But I DO have a girlfriend and she takes good
care of me, so for now I want to be with her. But I hope you don’t mind if I
hug you sometimes, cause I want to be there as your friend and help you all I
can.”
Leaning in and giving a light kiss on Tommy’s cheek,
“Thanks Tommy, I feel kinda the same about you, you’re just so sweet and I just
know you’d never hurt me intentionally. Tommy I want us to be good friends if
possible... And if you want to hug me sometimes... you’ll never hear me objecting,
I want those hugs from my friends...”
Both smiled at each other and after another joint hug,
“Come on Tommy, Jimmy was cooking your breakfast when I came down here to get
you and if we don’t get up there soon, he’s going to wonder what’s happening.”
Billy was still waiting when Tommy came out of the
bathroom and Tommy immediately wrapped an arm around him and gave him a kiss on
the cheek. “We ok Billy?” he whispered.
“Never better Tommy, I really like my new friend!” he
replied smiling.
“About time Guys! I was about to send out search
parties!” Jimmy said as the two boys entered the kitchen.
“Augh give me a break Jimmy, you know I don’t wake up
easily and Billy had to work at it some.” Tommy grumbled, then smiled as he got
a hug from his big brother.
“Yeah I know, you sleep right through most wakeup
routines, I usually have to give you a swat on the butt to get you moving”
Jimmy said while ruffling his hair and Tommy just grinned. “Now eat before it
gets cold!”
Jimmy poured himself another cup of coffee, then sat
at the table. Billy came over and eased himself onto Jimmy’s leg, just perching
there tentatively. Jimmy just wrapped an arm around him and pulled him back
against himself, then rubbed his tummy and rested his hand on Billy’s thigh. Billy
just leaned back into his shoulder and snuggled into him before looking at him
and smiling and getting a smile in return as they watched Sam, Connie and Tommy
eat their breakfasts. After a few minutes, Billy whispered into Jimmy’s ear. “Could
I spend some time talking to Sam? I really need to thank him for telling the
Police the truth.”
“Sure just follow us down to our rooms when we go down
for his lesson,” was the whispered reply. Then louder, “Kids, Billy’s going to
come downstairs with Sam and me for a little while, he wants to see what he’s
getting into with me as his tutor.”
“Get ready to work your ass off Billy,” Sam offered,
“He’s the toughest teacher I’ve ever had, but I’ve learned more from him than
anyone. Just know that when he’s done with you, you will know the material, no
if, ands or buts!”
“That’s ok with me Sam, I need to catch up, I missed
most of April and May last spring after... after the attack... and I wasn’t doing
to good before that for a few months with those guys constantly picking on me
whenever they could...”
“Yeah I’m sorry about all the crap you went through
Billy... I was one of the one’s picking on you over the last couple of years too,
just like I did to Jimmy and I’m really sorry about that. But I never did
anything to you physically and never would have. I’d never do that to anyone!” Sam
replied with his head hung down and blushing.
“No you never hurt me Sam just snide remarks and
verbal stuff. Gay guys are used to that and we learn to deal with it, so don’t
beat yourself up over it. It hurts straight guys like Jimmy, more than us,
since it’s not true and they’re not expecting it. “
“Yeah well I’m going to be the target this year, since
everyone will know I’m Gay and I don’t even want to think about how bad it’s
going to be...”
“We can talk about that if you want Sam, I can tell
you how to deal with it... The good thing is the worst ones who did it won’t be
there this year, now that they’ve been arrested and I have you to thank for
that!” Jimmy felt Billy tremble as he made this statement and decided to
intervene.
“Let’s go downstairs guys, we can talk about those
things down there if you want,” Jimmy offered and Sam nodded agreement.
Sam lead the way down the steps and entered the lounge
room and put his books and papers down, his hands were trembling as he did so
and Billy was trembling also as they entered. Jimmy held Billy around the
shoulders with one arm and turned to Sam. “Get over here Sam,” he ordered and
held out his other arm. Once within reach he pulled Sam into his other side and
hugged both of them. Both wrapped their arms around him and both were quickly
crying on his shoulders.
“I’m so sorry Billy, you too Jimmy... I was such a
jerk!” Sam whimpered.
“Don’t Sam! You did your best to save me! There was no
way you could have physically stopped those guys... They were too big and too
many of them! You did what you could and reported it, ... then Bailey fucked it
all up and screwed me over by covering it all up. But now you’re helping by
telling the truth!” Billy said crying.
Both crying boys curled into Jimmy who held each
tightly and when Billy’s arm closed around Sam’s waist, Sam pulled Billy into
his side as both were now in front of Jimmy. “Easy guys, I know you’re hurting
and I want to help both of you. Just let it out and when you’re ready, we can
all sit down and talk about it and how to help each other, ok?”
“You’re helping right now... and so is Sam,” Billy sniffed
as he burrowed himself against the two bigger boys.
“God I feel so bad about how I treated both of you...”
Sam cried as he buried his face into Jimmy’s shoulder, “how can you guys even
stay in the same room with a creep like me?” he whimpered.
“Because you’re not like that anymore Sam. The new Sam
is a totally different person than the old Sam and someone I actually like;
he’s my brother now and would never do those things again.” Jimmy replied as he
kissed Sam on the forehead, then directly on the mouth.
“Do I get some of those kisses too Jimmy? I really
want them...” Billy softly asked as he watched Jimmy thoroughly kiss Sam.
“You Bet you do Billy!” he laughed, then turned his
head and gave Billy one of his best.
“Wow!” Billy gasp when the kiss ended. “God I wish you
were Gay! I’d love getting those all the time!”
“I feel the same Billy, our Jimmy here gives the best
kisses I’ve ever had!” Sam offered.
“OK enough about my kissing ability! I’ve got an Amazon
girlfriend remember? And she’s the one who taught me to kiss like that, and SHE
is expecting to keep doing that with me. Now if you’re both settled down some,
let’s sit together and talk about it all. And don’t worry, both of you can have
more kisses just remember, I’m the straight boy here and although I love
kissing both of you, don’t want to be Gay ever.”
Guiding them to the couch Jimmy sat down and pulled
Billy onto his lap and Sam beside him and just smiled when both cuddled into
his body. “Everybody comfortable?” he snickered.
“Perfect!” Billy said then giggled as he rubbed his
face against Jimmy’s shoulder then leaned up and lightly kissed his lips.
“I agree,” Sam replied then leaned in and also kissed
Jimmy, “Too bad you only have one lap though, I’d like to be there myself, but
Billy needs it more I think...”
<laugh> “It’s what you get for being so big Sam!
Jimmy picked the small cuddly gay boy instead of the big gay boy. Makes perfect
sense to me!” <giggle>
<giggle> “You’re right of course Billy, you ARE
small and cuddly and best I ever get is to lay across his lap since I’m bigger
than him, but that’s ok, I’ll take whatever I can get from him.” Sam replied.
“God two of you giggling like little girls? I don’t
believe this! I thought Gay Boys were supposed to be ‘manly’ or something.” Jimmy
observed looking back and forth between them.
“Well SOME Gay boys are ‘manly’ and some are
submissive Jimmy, you just happen to have two bottom boys here that’s all,”
Billy advised then laughed.
“He’s right Jimmy,” Sam added then gently kissed Jimmy
again. “I’m a bottom, always have been and Little Billy there almost has to be,
since he’s so small. But Jimmy, you’re the strong one here, mentally if not
physically and the exact thing that both Billy and I need. Someone to care
about us and not be afraid to show us that care. Jimmy you turned my life
around and you know I love you, even though it’ll never be romantic love, since
you’re not like that. But you’ve called me your ‘brother’ several times and I
view you as my ‘big brother’ the one I can lean on like now when I need support
and you’ve never disappointed me. You’ve always been willing to hold me when I
needed it and you have no idea how much those little kisses of yours mean to
me. That you’re straight just makes them even more special.”
“I feel the same Jimmy. I was totally lost until the
nicest boy I’ve ever met changed my diaper and then showed me that someone
actually cared about me by holding me and letting me cry all over him and then
make sure that I was assigned to him by the school; and even talked my Mom into
letting me be here with him even though I’m an emotional mess. Jimmy you told
me I’m your little brother too and I want that. Every time you hug me or even
just touch me, I feel loved. Tommy is the luckiest boy in the world since he’s
gotten to be with you like this all his life and he’s just as sweet and loving
as you as a result of having you as his big brother. In two days you’ve given
me hope and I’ll never be able to thank you enough for that. Heck you even
showed me that I can still have a sex life, something I thought was gone
forever! Yeah you just rubbed my prostate, but still, none of the doctors
thought to even tell me that it was possible! <giggle> Now if I could
just get you to fuck me with that big cock, I’d be in heaven!”
“It IS heaven Billy! I know and if you can talk him
into it, you’ll love it! I just can’t get him to do it more often is my only
complaint. But since he’s my mentor and responsible for me, he’s willing to at
least do it sometimes...”
“He’s your mentor? They never let boys mentor boys. At
least I’ve never heard of it before. How did you manage that? Can I get him
assigned as mine? He’d be much better for me than some girl they’d pick for
me!” Billy replied.
“Hey wait a minute here! Sam that was just between
us...” Jimmy interjected.
“Jimmy it’s not a secret, not to anyone who knows
about the program. ALL mentors fuck their trainee’s that’s why all the girls
have strap-ons. Do you really think that the council didn’t expect that to
happen when they assigned you a Gay boy? I know Pam expected it and seems to be
ok with it, besides it’s just us boys here, it’s not like I’m shouting it up on
the deck to all those girls who hang out here.” Sam replied.
“Yeah well Pam and I talked about it and she’s ok with
it as long as I’m still with her and there’s no deep emotional involvement. Just
sex you know. And Sam even though I do care about you, it’s not romantic and
you know it. I’m just taking care of you just like I take care of my little
brother when he needs it.”
“Like I said Jimmy, I’m your little brother and not
your lover and that’s fine. I wish it could be more, but knowing you it can’t
so I’m happy to be a little brother and get brother benefits. Besides as long
as they’ve got my dick locked up, I NEED those brother benefits. That’s all I
was saying. And if Billy can find a way to get those same benefits and status,
I’m sure he’d be happy about it too.” Sam clarified.
Billy sat up and placed his hand on Jimmy’s face and
looked deeply into his eyes, “Jimmy would it be ok with you if I asked them to
assign you as my mentor? So far you’re the only one who’s shown me that you
care about me and what I’m facing this year. You’re already my tutor, so we’ll
be spending a lot of time together and you’ve actually taken the time to sit
and explain things to me. You know about the whole sex change thing and I doubt
any of the girls know anything about it. I’m going to need someone who
understands what I’m facing and the problems involved and no one else seems to
have a clue. That you’re so gentle and caring with me already makes you better
than the girl they’d assigned before. But after the attack she dropped me, said
she couldn’t handle it with all the emotional swings I’ve had and I don’t blame
her for doing that. But right now I don’t have one assigned and my Mom can’t,
she’s too emotional about it and overly protective too. It amazed me that she
let me be here this weekend, she’s just been over the top smothering me with
her protection.”
Jimmy leaned his head against Billy’s, then looked up,
“Billy if they’d allowed me to mentor you, I’d love to do that for you, I just
don’t know if they’d let me and I don’t want to get your hopes up. You’re right
I know what you’re facing and even all the medical stuff, since I did a
research paper on sexual reassignment and gender issues last year. Billy I do
care about you and think I can help, but you’re going to need a lot of help
from girls too. Especially in learning on how to BE a girl, but as you saw
yesterday, most of the girls will be happy to help you learn those things. You’re
an incredible little boy that I care a lot about and if I can help you, I will,
even if they don’t assign me to mentor you.”
Tears slid down his cheeks as Billy threw his arms
around Jimmy’s neck and kissed him as deeply as possible, putting his entire
small body into it. “Thank you Jimmy, you’re the best!” he whispered as he
broke the kiss.
“OK are we all calmed enough to get Sam’s lessons
done?” Jimmy asked and got nods from both. “Good,” Jimmy replied, then gave
each a kiss and had Sam get his homework.
“Can I stay and watch Jimmy? I promise not to bother
you or Sam, but I really would like to see how you do this tutoring stuff so
I’ll know what I’m getting myself into.” Billy asked still perched on Jimmy’s
lap.
“You OK with that Sam?” Jimmy asked over his shoulder.
“Yeah Jimmy,” he replied, then leaned over close to
Billy, “As long as Billy doesn’t tell people how stupid I am,” he said with a
grin and then ruffled Billy’s hair.
“You are NOT stupid!” Jimmy said, not having seen
Sam’s grin. “You ACT stupid sometimes but when you use that grey matter between
your ears, you CAN learn and even sometimes show logic.”
“Why thank you Jimmy, that almost sounded like a compliment.”
Sam said leaning over Jimmy’s shoulder and kissing his cheek. “Here’s the
homework pages.”
“Thanks Sam, there’s a quiz on the desk, get too it,
you know the drill.” Jimmy directed as he sorted the homework, pulled out the
math pages and laid them on Billy’s legs and started reading the essays. Billy
picked up the math homework and looked at them, obviously trying to figure out
the answers himself and looking at Sam’s answers.
20 minutes later Sam handed Jimmy his quiz and Jimmy
looked up at him. “You did really good on these essay’s Sam, I’m very happy
with them. Two would get an A and this one a B, and considering when we started
you were at D level on most that’s great!” Then looked at Billy, “So Billy how
did he do on the math?”
“Uh hmm... I think he got them all right except this
one,” pointing to the last question on the first page.
“Oh? Where did he make the mistake?” Jimmy asked.
“Well I looked at the answer and it just didn’t seem
right, so I checked his equations and he was ok until he got to here, pointing
and both older boys looked over his shoulder. When he did the next reduction,
he transposed his numbers and the 94 became a 49 and that screwed the whole
thing from there on.” Billy advised.
“You’re right Billy, I messed that up with a stupid
mistake. I should have seen that!” Sam said patting Billy on the shoulder.
Jimmy took the sheets from Billy and quickly reviewed
the rest. “And you were right Billy the rest are all correct. That’s still 95%
Sam and much better than before.”
“Uh Jimmy? How did you know the rest are right? You
didn’t look at an answer key or anything?” Billy asked.
“Well I made up the assignment and worked them all out
myself when I did it, so I know the answers from memory Billy.”
“You memorized the answers? How can you do that for 4
pages of math problems?” Billy asked amazed.
“It’s not that hard Billy, not when you made up the
questions and worked out the answers yourself.”
“Billy, Jimmy is the 3rd smartest kid in
our class. Only his girlfriend Pam Martin and Kelly Brockhurst are ahead of
him, and Kelly and him are probably neck and neck, but Pam is so far out there,
no one is close to her. Our Jimmy here is the smartest BOY in the class and
probably the whole school!” Sam advised as he patted Jimmy on the shoulder.
Billy just looked at Jimmy amazed and noticed Jimmy
was blushing. “Don’t be embarrassed Jimmy, that’s a good thing and Sam and I
are really lucky to have you teach us!” then leaned in and gave Jimmy a little
kiss.
The next half hour was spent question and answer going
over Sam’s history reading and Billy just sat there on Jimmy’s lap quietly
listening to the back and forth, sometimes obviously thinking about the
material and other times nodding his head when he knew Sam answered correctly. At
the end, Jimmy patted him on the hip. “Break Time guys, Billy there’s drinks in
the mini-fridge and I need a bathroom break.” When he came back he wrapped his
arm around Billy, “How’s the diaper?” he whispered.
“Wet,” Billy replied blushing.
“No problem, let’s get you changed before I start up
with Sam again. Sam? Next 30 minutes is reading for you, the book is there by
the computer. Meanwhile I’ll get Billy here into a dry diaper...”
“OK Jimmy,” Sam replied and picked up the book and
plopped down into a chair while Jimmy guided Billy into the bedroom. Once there
with the door closed, he stripped off the wet diaper while Billy stood between
his legs as he sat on the end of the bed. Holding the boy by the hips, he
looked up at him. “You ok now Billy? I know that was difficult for you when we
first came down here.”
Billy smiled and wrapped his arms around Jimmy’s neck,
“I’m good now Jimmy, yeah I was shaky there for a couple of minutes but just
you holding me, made all the difference in the world to me. You don’t know how
different it is to know I’m not alone facing all this stuff.”
“I think I do Billy, there’s been times when I wished
someone was holding me and well to tell the truth Pam does that for me when I
need it too. She’s helped me get through some really rough spots emotionally
this summer and I just have to do that for you when I can.” He replied as his
hands gently caressed Billy’s sides. Billy responded by leaning down and
kissing Jimmy hard as tears threatened to leak from his eyes. “Now let’s get
you clean and diapered ok?” Jimmy said smiling and patting Billy’s rear end and
got a giggle from the boy.
Jimmy just picked him up by the hips and spun around
and plopped him on the bed. “Be right back,” he said smiling and Billy just lay
there giggling. Jimmy got a wet washcloth and towel and quickly washed him and
soon had him secure in a fresh diaper. Once done he picked him up again and
Billy wrapped himself around him. “Now for the best part,” Jimmy said and
tightly hugged him and gave him a couple of quick little kisses. “Everyone I
diaper get’s hugged and kissed at the end,” Jimmy advised. “It’s part of the
Jimmy diaper routine and seems to result in happy kids so I’m not changing it!”
“Don’t EVER change that part Jimmy, you’re right that’s
the best part and I really like your diaper changing system!” Billy said then
gave him a couple of kisses too.
Moving back to the lounge room, Jimmy sat on the couch
and again Billy perched on his lap but kept quiet as Jimmy and Sam discussed
what he’d read and the major points. When they were done, Jimmy faced Billy. “Well
what do you think Billy. Think you can do this? Most of our sessions will be
like this with lot’s of reading and written homework.”
“Yeah I can do this, but Sam was right upstairs. You’re
a tough teacher but I’m sure Sam learned exactly what you wanted him too and
it’s a lot more than our teacher covered when I had the same material last year
in class.”
“Good, then why don’t you head up with the other kids,
I need to talk to Sam alone for a little while and then give him his weekend
homework assignments, but that’s about it for today.” Jimmy suggested. Then
patted Billy on the leg and Billy got up, but before leaving walked over to Sam
and wrapped his small arms around him and gave him a kiss.
“Thanks for talking to the police and telling the
truth Sam, with those guys gone I’ll feel a lot safer at school this year and
it’s all because you helped.” Billy softly told him.
“I had to do that Billy, I hate what they did to you
and it’ll make ALL of us safer. You know they’d come after me since everyone
will know I’m gay too now.” Sam said then returned the small boy’s hug.
Once Billy left the room, Jimmy got up and locked the
door. “Come here Sam,” he said motioning Sam to stand before him, then gently
ran his hand over Sam’s body checking him as Sam calmly stood still and ended
gently massaging his balls. “You’re full Sam and need emptied for the weekend.”
He observed.
“Please Jimmy,” he all but whimpered.
“You were really good today Sam and I especially
appreciate that you didn’t object to Billy being here, I know you were worried
about making mistakes with him here, but you didn’t let it bother you too
much.”
“Jimmy I couldn’t object, not with Billy, that little
guy’s been through so much shit, that well I’d do anything for him,” he replied
trembling.
“I feel the same way Sam, I’d do anything for that
boy. Now go get empty, cause my ‘bottom boy’ is going to leave here with a
happy bottom if I have my way!” Sam just smiled and giggled, then quickly ran
across the hall and was soon back carrying a towel and smiled even more when he
saw Jimmy tossing the bottle of lube up and catching it while grinning.
Sam put the towel on the couch and started to kneel on
it. “Not yet,” Jimmy interrupted him, then pulled him to himself. “You need
kissed really well first!” and proceeded to do just that, while his hands
caressed every part of the boy. Sam was breathing hard by the time that Jimmy
guided him onto the couch, placing him on his back with his butt right at the
edge. Then lifted his legs and quickly lubed them both and just pressed against
his hole. He wasn’t surprised when Sam’s body accepted him and he slid into him
with one long push. Neither could wait at that point and Jimmy started moving
in long strokes and holding one leg to his shoulder, used his other hand to
massage Sam’s balls below the chastity cage and almost immediately was rewarded
with groans from Sam and cum dribbling from the trapped cock. Sam was keyed up
and Jimmy counted at least four orgasms before he finally came inside him then
leaned forward, almost laying on him as he pulled Sam up to a sitting position
and thoroughly kissed him again. “Thanks Sam, I love that boy ass of yours I
can’t get over how tight you are, yet so open to being penetrated at the same
time.”
“You don’t love my ass as much as I love your cock
Jimmy and even more the loving boy attached to it. Just remember, my ass
belongs to you mister and I want you to use it as much as you want. I’ll never
say no and never complain, it’s just too good to pass up on. This ‘little
brother’ wants his big brother to do that as much as possible!”
Both boys went to the bathroom and cleaned up, then
Jimmy handed Sam his next homework and with a pat on the butt and quick kiss
sent him on his way as Jimmy plopped down on the couch. When Sam got upstairs,
Billy met him and both grinned at each other. “He fucked you good didn’t he?”
Billy whispered, “You’ve got that just laid look.”
“You have no idea Billy, he’s the best I’ve ever had
and my only complaint is not getting it more often!” Sam said smiling then both
laughed. “Where’s my sister, I need to go start working on this stuff he gave
me and it’s gonna take me most of the weekend!”
“Smooching with Tommy, maybe Susan will walk you home,
then you won’t have a grumpy sister bugging you?” Billy suggested.
“Good Point!” Then went and got Susan who agreed and
then told his sister she would walk him home, so that she and Tommy could have
more time together. Once they were gone, Billy didn’t want to bother Tommy and
Connie, so he went downstairs and found Jimmy napping on the couch and laid
down beside him and wasn’t surprised when he felt Jimmy’s arms surround him and
pull him back against himself. Billy closed his eyes and just thought how lucky
Tommy was to get to do this almost every night.
***
“Hey you guys want some lunch?” was yelled down the
stairs and woke Jimmy.
“We’ll be up in a couple minutes,” Jimmy replied as
his hand felt Billy’s diaper and found it wet and in need of a change. “Come on
buddy, I’ll change you quick and then we can go eat.” He advised leaning over
Billy’s shoulder and softly kissing his cheek.
“I’d rather stay here all day, forever actually, as
long as your arms are wrapped around me...” Billy mumbled in reply.
“I’d enjoy that too Billy, but I don’t think that
diaper will take another load of pee before leaking and that could get
uncomfortable. I don’t mind wiping pee off you, but I don’t want you peeing on
me!” he said with a chuckle.
“Not into golden showers? Poo, no fun at all! OK just
strip me naked and molest my body then!” Billy said laughing.
“You wish!” Jimmy grumbled.
“Yeah I do! I saw Sam’s well fucked look when he left
and I’d like some of that too!”
“Maybe we can arrange that,” Jimmy chuckled.
“Really? Jimmy don’t tease me on this really! I meant
it, I want it and you’re the only boy I’d trust doing that right now. Please
Jimmy tell me you weren’t joking.” Was the quiet reply.
“You really want that... after all you’ve been through?”
“Yeah I do Jimmy. It’s the only way I can get off now
and it’s been months since I’ve had it and I need it just to know I can again. I
mean you showed me with your fingers, but it’s just not the same and like I
said, you’re the only boy I trust to do that with me right now. I know you’d
never hurt me...” Billy said as he rolled onto his back and looked up at Jimmy
leaning over him.
“Well you’re right, I’d never hurt you, not
intentionally anyway, but Billy you’re so small... I don’t want to hurt you even
by accident!”
“You won’t, I’ve had bigger than you, but Sam had one
thing right. You’re the perfect size. Big enough to feel great, but not so big
as to hurt and stretch me past my limits. Believe me on this one Jimmy I know
exactly what cock sizes are best for me and you’re perfect!”
“OK well I can’t argue that you don’t know what you’re
talking about. So sometime this weekend I’ll take care of you then...”
“Thanks Jimmy, you’re the best! Now change my diaper
so we can go eat before the other kids wonder what we’re doing...”
Up in the kitchen Connie, Susan and Tommy were at the
table with soup and sandwiches and Jimmy dished out two more bowls of soup
while Billy got their sandwiches from the counter. “So what have you kids been
up to this morning?” Jimmy asked.
“Well the plan of playing cards went south when Billy
spent most of the morning with you and Sam, so the lovebirds over there spent
most of it cuddled up and smooching, so I left them alone and went up to my
room and mostly read, and played around on my computer.” Susan advised.
“Sorry for messing up your plans,” Billy quietly
apologized.
“Don’t Billy, it was more important for you and Sam to
have your talk and get a preview of the Slave Driver Tutor than to play cards. Are
you sure you still want him tutoring him? He’s been working poor Sam to death
from what I’ve seen...” Susan replied, enjoying the scow Jimmy gave her.
“He IS a Slave Driver,” Connie added, “Sam comes home
and immediately starts studying and works almost non-stop until it’s time for
another lesson. I’ve never seen him work that hard on his studies.”
“Hey give me a break here!” Jimmy objected. “Sam was
WAY behind and failing almost every class and we only had a limited time to get
him caught up. He’s done over a year’s worth of material in only a month and a
half, so I had to load him down. Beyond that, he’s been doing extra on his own!
Every time I quiz him, I find he’s further ahead than what I assigned him. I’m
certainly not going to discourage him doing that, so I don’t want to hear about
it. Once we actually start back to school, his tutoring sessions will mostly be
to reinforce his regular class sessions with only a little extra added.”
“You’re being too hard on Jimmy girls. From what I saw
today, Sam was enjoying his lessons and just listening, I learned some things
our teachers either never covered or didn’t stress in class. I liked the way
they changed subject frequently and spent lots of time discussing the material
to be sure Sam had all the major points of the lesson. It was better than any
class I ever had in school and I’m looking forward to Jimmy teaching me.” Billy
advised.
“To be fair to your teachers Billy, they can’t do
classes like I do. They’re teaching to a room full of students where I only had
one and can’t give the same personal attention to their students. Just watching
Sam when he answers a question I can tell whether he is comfortable that he
knows the material or not and can adjust on the fly to make sure he gets what
he needs from the lesson. A teacher with two dozen students is doing good if
‘most’ of them get the main points covered and understand the theory’s
involved. It’s just not a fair comparison. Tutor’s work one on one and tailor
both their lesson plans and teaching style to the individual. Regular teachers
have to teach to the ‘average’ of the group they are instructing.”
“Well I like the way you teach Jimmy and can’t wait to
start lessons with you. I know I’ll get a lot better grades this year working
with you.” Billy replied.
It wasn’t long until a half dozen girls showed up to
lay out on the deck and Pam arrived also and Billy and Jimmy spent most of the
afternoon on the deck. Billy playing cards with the girls and Pam sitting with
Jimmy and mostly quietly talking and sometimes cuddling. Connie left at about
2:00 and Pam left at 3 and at 3:30 Jimmy decided to figure out what he was
fixing for dinner. With a bunch of naked girls still laying around, the other
two boys joined him in the kitchen and were soon helping him. Tommy pealing
potatoes, while Billy cut up veggies for a salad. By 4:30 all the girls were
gone and both boys were done with their tasks. Jimmy was mixing two kinds of
meat and other stuff in a big bowl as Billy looked over his arm. “What exactly
are you making Jimmy?” he asked looking up at him.
“It really doesn’t have a name Billy, it’s kind of my
own variation on meatloaf, but much more spicy and has a bunch of stuff in it
that regular meatloaf doesn’t have.”
“Well I figured it was something different, since
you’ve mixed diced onion, diced tomatoes, diced green peppers and cheese in
with the meat and I’ve never seen Mom do that with meatloaf, she puts tomato
sauce on top but not ‘in’ it. “ Billy said still watching.
“Think of it as special meatloaf I guess, because I’m
going to put other stuff inside it,” Jimmy replied “Don’t worry you’ll like
it...” Just then Jimmy got a big jar of sauce and dumped about half into the
bowl.
“What’s that?”
“Picante Sauce, Billy, Mexican. How about calling this
Southwestern Meatloaf or Mexican Meatloaf...”
“OK well it should be interesting anyway, not like the
meatloaf we get at school...”
“<Laugh> Nothing like that Billy and I don’t
need to drown it in gravy to hide the taste like they do either, and it’s not
50% filler either. They mix a bunch of wheat grain into it to reduce cost and
use cheap meat so that the grease soaks into the grain filler so it has meat
taste. No this is lean ground beef and pork and just enough other good stuff to
make it really good, no gravy needed.” Jimmy replied as he made it into a roll
then stuffed it into a loaf pan and popped it into the oven.
“Guess I’ll find out at dinner,” Billy mumbled and
then helped Tommy set the table.
It wasn’t long until the mothers arrived home and
Carol stopped inside the door and sniffed. “I don’t know what you’re cooking
but it smells really good,” she said while giving Jimmy a hug and pat on the
butt.
“Nothing all that special, just a meatloaf variation I
came up with but never fixed for the family,” he replied then continued with he
got the raised eyebrow look. “Don’t worry it’s good, unlike our youngest cook I
don’t experiment on the family without trying it myself first.”
30 minutes later he served it up at the table and then
sat back and watched the reactions as each took a tentative bite. “Tastes kinda
like a taco!” Billy observed. “Spicy but really good!”
“Kind of stringy with the cheese...” Susan added, “But I
like it, good Jimmy...”
“I like it! Fix it more often Jimmy,” was Tommy’s
opinion as he took another big bite.
“Well I guess that it then Jimmy, if Tommy will eat it
and wants more, then it’s got the gold star family approval; but I have to
agree with the kids, I like it too!” His mother ruled while smiling at him.
Carol leaned over and whispered, “Nothing like dill
pickles in our omelets, I approve too” she said with a giggle.
“What are you kids doing tonight?” Janet asked.
“Friday, it’s movie night in the kids lounge!” Tommy
replied, but first we’re gonna put the beds back together like before Sam was here.
I’m tired of sleeping alone!”
Both mothers looked at Jimmy and he just shrugged his
shoulders, “fine by me...” and they both just nodded approval.
After cleaning up the dishes from dinner, the four
kids went downstairs and Jimmy and Tommy pulled the bedding off the two beds
and Susan folded the blankets, Billy helped them move the two beds together and
got the idea when Susan brought in a big foam mattress pad. After Jimmy tied
the frames together they put the pad on it and then Susan brought in king size
sheets and blankets and they made the bed up. “So what was the big deal about
the beds?” Billy asked.
“Well sometimes all three of us like to sleep
together, but neither of the boy’s beds is big enough,” Susan replied. “We had
it set up like this until the weekend Sam’s Dad beat him up and he stayed here.
Initially our Moms told Tommy to sleep upstairs with me so Jimmy and Sam could
use the beds down here and told us to separate the beds. Protecting our big
brother from the Gay boy; as if Sam would ever do anything Jimmy didn’t want
him to... Anyway, after two nights of neitherTommy or me getting much sleep
because he tosses all night, when he’s not sleeping with Jimmy, they let him
come back and sleep in Jimmy’s bed and Sam used Tommy’s bed. Now that Sam’s not
here, we want our supersize bed back so we can all sleep together when we want.
Of course, you’ll be sharing it with us; hope that’s not a problem for you...”
“Susan, I slept better last night, sleeping with Jimmy
than I’ve slept in months. No nightmares and just his touching me, allowed me
to actually sleep through the entire night, something I haven’t done in a long
time. So as long as you don’t mind me being in bed with you, I’m fine with it. I
promise not to put any sexual moves on you, but then you know I’m not
interested in you that way. We might end up touching though...”
“Billy stop! You’ve seen me hug Sam right? So it
should be obvious that I don’t have a problem with touching or being touched by
Gay boys. Besides neither of my brothers have a problem with that either and
since you’re staying here, we’re going to end up touching a lot. We are a very
touchy feely family and I figure you’ll get ‘adopted’ by my big brother if he
hasn’t already so you might as well get used to all of us touching you a lot. We
all love touching and cuddling and you’re not gonna get left out on that! We
also, us kids really like group showers, you saw me naked up on the deck, so it
shouldn’t be a big deal, just relax get your head around that too, all three of
us spend a lot of time naked together and it’s gonna happen with you here, and
I’m not giving up that, just because a gay boy is in the shower with us.” Susan
told him then walked over and wrapped her arms around him and gave him a kiss
on the cheek. You’re welcome here Billy and we all want you to feel good about
being with us, so just relax and let us all help make you feel at home, just
think of me as your sister and don’t worry about anything that happens, I love
my brothers and we touch a lot and want you to be comfortable here.”
Billy gently wrapped his arms around her as she
continued to hold him, then gave her a tentative kiss on the cheek as tears
leaked from his eyes. “Susan... thanks, no one... no girl has ever even hugged me
before and I think I really like my new sister... I never had one and well this
is really nice...”
Jimmy wrapped an arm around the two of them and all of
them moved and sat on the end of the bed, Tommy with an arm around his sister
and Jimmy with an arm around both Billy and Susan. “Guys I guess I should tell
you that I decided for sure that I’m going to have them make me into a girl, I
wasn’t really sure until today, but now I’m sure. So if you don’t mind, why
don’t you all start thinking of me as a girl, not a Gay boy and I can start
getting my brain used to the idea. So I’ll just be another sister to the boys
and Susan could you help me learn the stuff I’ll need to learn to be a girl? Patty
and Karen offered to help me, but I’m going to need all the help I can get!”
“Of course I will Billy! Oh we’re going to have so
much fun!” She replied.
“Are you going to change your name Billy?” Tommy
asked.
“Well yeah I kinda have to right? William Robert
Carter, just isn’t a girl’s name no matter how you look at it and Mom told me to
start thinking about it and I have. The big problem was I didn’t want it to be
too drastic, cause I’d answer to Billy no matter what. So I was thinking of
like ‘Belinda’ as a first name and I could still use Billy as a nickname, just
change the spelling to ‘Billie’ but I haven’t decided on a middle name and
‘Belinda Roberta’ doesn’t sound good to me. Susan, would you mind if I used
your first name as my middle name? ‘Belinda Susan Carter’ sounds good to me,
and I’d like to let you know how much I appreciate how you’re treating me and
welcoming me as almost family.”
“I’d love it Billie, just like I’d love having you as
my sister. Do you have to decide soon?” she said.
“Yeah Mom wanted to get all my records changed before
school started, if I decided to go the girl route, so I’d actually start school
with my new name and dress as a girl all year, rather than boy until they
operate on me and then switch. Actually the shrink they assigned me, said I
have to live as a girl for a while before they’d allow me to have the
operation, he said it’s required by law to do that, so that they can be sure,
I’d make the change successfully.”
“They call it RLT Billie, ‘Real Life Test’ most doing
the transition from male to female have to do it for at least a year full time,
before they’ll operate. But in your case and at your age, if you live as a girl
between now and the end of the year, they’ll wave the rest. You’re not doing
this for the same reason most do it, you don’t have gender dysphoria, that’s
gender confusion in simple terms. Rather you were attacked and hurt and it’s
really not a voluntary change.” Jimmy advised.
“Yeah well they want to give me huge doses of hormones
as soon as possible and then operate this winter. They said I’d miss most of a
month of school so I’ve been thinking about repeating last year too. I missed
two months last spring and like I said earlier didn’t do well before that due
to the harassment. It would also put me in classes with different kids, who
didn’t really know me as a boy. Mrs. Russell and Mrs. Morehead thought that
would be a good idea too.”
“So what grade would you be in?” Tommy asked.
“9th actually I’m the youngest in my grade,
or have been because my birth day is August 31st and the cut off is
September 1st, so most of the kids were older than me, some almost a
year older and that’s not all. I skipped 2nd grade so that made me
even younger than the rest of them... like Jimmy is almost 2 years older than me
and we were in the same grade last year, but didn’t share any classes.”
“We were in the same grade?” Jimmy asked. “How come I
didn’t know that?”
“Yeah but only for the last year and a half... I
transferred into this school system in mid 8th grade. Beyond that,
different home rooms and different schedules and we just were never in class
together. Besides you probably thought from my size that I was a couple years
behind you...” Billy replied with a shrug.
“So how old are you?” Susan asked.
“13, I’ll be 14 at the end of the month... and yeah I
know I look like I’m 10 maybe 11 and that’s caused me problems all my life. I
was born premature and well have always been smaller and just never caught up
with the other kids. Your birthday was last spring and you’re 15 right?” He
said looking at Jimmy, “Well there you go, same grade but you’re 15 or 16
months older than me. Same with probably most of our class... at least a year,
most more...”
“Well if it will help you adjust and all, then I think
you should repeat the year Billie, you’re going to be dealing with a lot of
adjustments outside of school, and being with a different group in class might
make it easier since they won’t know you that well. Besides, from what I read,
if they hit you with the hormones like you said, you’re going to be on an
emotional rollercoaster as if changing sexes wasn’t enough; for a few months
anyway, as your body adjusts, so new kids, new look, new name and new friends
to support you, might actually help. Just know no matter what, we and our
friends will be there to help you all you need. Susan’s already declared you
our sister and we take care of our family Billie...” Jimmy said wrapping his arms
around the boy and hugging him tightly.
Kneeling in front of Billie and stroking his thighs,
Tommy leaned in and softly kissed him. “Welcome to the family Sis, I like my
new sister.”
Billie threw his arms around Tommy’s neck and his legs
closed around Tommy’s waist and gave Tommy everything he had in kissing the
boy. “I like my new brother too Tommy,” he gasp both of them having trouble
breathing after the kiss, as Billie continued clinging to him. Tommy stood up
and picked up Billie with him and the small boy just stayed wrapped around him.
“I think it’s time to introduce our new sister to our
family showers,” Tommy said gently kissing him on the cheek and grinning at his
brother and sister.
“How... how can you hold me like this?” Billie said
surprised that the young boy could even pick him up.
“Well I AM bigger than you even though I’m younger and
well so is Susan and of course our Big Brother is bigger too, not by much these
days, but Billie you don’t weigh that much and even though I’m skinny after my
last growth spurt, it’s not that hard to pick you up or hold you.” Then kissed
his cheek again, “Besides, I like holding my new sister and hope she likes it
too and will want to do this a lot from now on.”
“Oh God Yes Tommy! Hold me all you want cause I’m
loving this!” Billie responded and pulled himself even tighter around the
bigger boy’s body.
Tommy just kissed him again, then turned and headed
for the bathroom, while Jimmy and Susan laughed and followed behind. Once
there, Tommy set him down on his feet and Jimmy quickly stripped the diaper
from him then sat him on the toilet. “Totally empty Billie,” he said the kissed
the grinning boy sitting on the toilet.
As soon as he was empty, Tommy replaced him on the
seat, while Susan calmly stripped off her clothes and stood naked before Billie
waiting her turn. Billie’s eyes got large looking at the naked girl only two
feet away. “What?” she asked, “Get used to it Sis, I’m naked down here more
than dressed and besides it won’t be that long until your body will look just
like mine and we’ll both drive the boys crazy!” she said grinning, then moved
forward and wrapped her arms around him and pressed their bodies together. “Sisters
have no secrets in this family Billie and we’ve got two hot brothers to love
us,” she whispered in his ear and kissed the blushing boy. Billie just pressed
his body tightly against her.
Just then Jimmy had finished on the toilet and pulled
the two apart, “You toilet,” he said tapping Susan on the head “and you
shower!” he said gripping Billie’s shoulder and pushing him in the right
direction with Tommy immediately behind him.
“Come on Billie, let’s get wet!” Tommy giggled and
wrapped an arm around the smaller boy and guided him into the shower. They
weren’t in there more than a minute when Susan joined them, followed by Jimmy. Billie
stood there under the spray and started to wash himself. “No Billie, nobody
washes themselves here. We wash each other and that’s what makes it fun! Now
just stand still and I’ll wash you, then you can do me ok?” Billie just nodded
he understood and handed Tommy the shampoo bottle in his hand. Meanwhile, Jimmy
already was washing Susan’s hair and the girl stood back to back with Billie,
their butts rubbing against each other in the crowded shower, and both giggled
as the boys took care of them. Billie for his part stood still, and just closed
his eyes and enjoyed the feel of Tommy’s hands as they soaped his body, and
gently massaged him as he worked on him. He tensed a little when Tommy’s hand
stroked his belly and worked lower until Tommy leaned in and softly told him,
“Don’t worry Billie, it doesn’t matter, I know what’s missing and it’s ok,
you’re family now and I’m going to take good care of you.” Then Tommy’s soft
soapy hand cupped his crotch and started gently washing his small penis and
between his legs. Billie trembled at the touch, but never moved and just leaned
his head against Tommy’s chest and let the boy clean him. When Tommy finished
his front, he gently moved Billie under the water and just said with a giggle,
“Rinse, then I’ll do your back and cute little butt.”
By the time Tommy had finished with his upper back,
Billie was totally relaxed and just smiled when he felt Tommy’s slim fingers
stroking his ass and even relaxed and let those fingers probe him and gently
stroke into his tight rear. Tommy leaned over his shoulder and Billie turned
his head enough to kiss the boy. “God you’re tight” Tommy whispered and got
another kiss. Both were breathing hard as Tommy guided Billie under the water
spray again to rinse the soap off. When he looked over, he saw Jimmy holding
Susan tightly around the shoulders, obviously supporting her as his hand was between
her legs and she was trembling in the throes of an orgasm. Before he could
process more, Tommy handed him the shampoo bottle and said “My turn Sister!”
Grinning at him. They switched places and Billie wasn’t surprised when he
looked down and saw the younger boy fully erect and sticking straight out.
Billie reached down and gently stroked Tommy a couple
of times. “Not very big,” Tommy said his body trembling in response to Billie’s
soft stroking.
“Big enough Brother,” Billie replied leaning into Tommy’s
body. Then in response to the boy’s questioning look. “Tommy you only need
about 3 inches to hit my prostate and you’ve got an extra inch there, so it’ll
do just fine. Yeah Jimmy’s bigger but he’s bigger than most boys his age, but
you sir are big enough to get me off and that’s all that’s needed.” The kissed
the bigger boy.
Billie took his time gently washing Tommy’s body and
was surprised that the boy just stood there and allowed him to touch every part
of him and never pulled back or objected in any way. Even though he’d been
having sex with other boys for 3 years, Billie had never gotten the chance to
explore another boy or anyone for that matter this way. In fact, the washings
he’d gotten this week from Jimmy and Tommy were the first times he’d ever been
touched like that by another boy. Most times he was with boys, it was ‘quick’
blowjobs or anal sex, maybe a few kisses and that was it. That these boys loved
holding, kissing, touching and allowed him to return those things was new to
him and something he wanted more of. That Tommy allowed him this made him
willing to do anything for this loving boy. He loved the feel of Tommy’s body
and amazed at how it responded to his touch. His nipples quickly hardened and
got puffy as he stroked them with soapy hands and Tommy groaned when he gently
washed his cock and balls. When he stroked the boy just short of him cumming in
his hand, he was disappointed when Tommy stopped him, then smiled, when Tommy
just said ‘later’ knowing that he’d be milking that cock in bed later.
When he finished washing Tommy, the boy was flushed
and hard as a rock and when he looked over saw Jimmy was in the same state. They
all got out of the shower and he ended up with Jimmy drying him while Tommy and
Susan dried each other. As he dried Jimmy, he stroked Jimmy’s big cock and
looked up at him. “I want this tonight Jimmy, no arguments, this will be in me
before the night’s over understand?” And smiled when the boy just nodded and
smiled at him, then picked him up and carried him back to the bedroom and
gently placed him on the bed. “Jimmy, I’d like Tommy to go first if that’s ok,
he’s big enough to get me off, but after you, I’d be gaping open and I want to
be tight for him. He’s such a sweet boy, I want him to feel good about being
with me. After him, you can have me all night if you want, in fact I’d love
falling asleep with you inside me.”
“Anything you want Billie, tonight is YOUR night.” Was
the soft reply and followed by a deep kiss.
Just then the other two kids arrived and Tommy asked,
“So who’s first? Do we have a plan?”
“Well our new sister wants to give you a go at her
tight butt first Tommy, then I figured you could make Susan happy while I give
Billie another round and just kind of play it by ear from there, whoever with
whoever is willing and able...”
“You really want me to go first Billie? You’re sure? I
mean Jimmy is an expert at buttsex!” Tommy asked looking at the boy sitting on
the bed.
“Yeah Tommy after that wonderful job you did washing
me, you get my little behind first.” He replied grinning.
Without further discussion, three kids descended on
him and he was laid back on the bed and Jimmy and Susan started stroking his
body and alternating kissing him, while Tommy stroked his legs and tummy, until
he felt Tommy lift this legs and gently probe him with slick fingers applying
lubricant until his slim fingers easily moved inside him. Then he felt it as
Tommy’s cock eased inside and his body jerked as it hit his prostate, but with
the two kissing him, he was doing good to catch his breath and all he could do
was groan as Tommy started moving and massaging his insides. It didn’t take
long before his body shuddered with an orgasm and Tommy was still inside and
moving. When the third climax hit him, he felt Tommy’s cum flooding his insides
and the boy pulled out and lowered his legs, then moved up and hovered over him
and kissed him as he still gasped for breath. “Thanks Billie,” he said then
kissed him again. “OK Suzy open those legs, I want to taste some pussy!” he
said and Billie heard the girl giggle and both rolled away from him, leaving
only Jimmy laying beside him and still gently stroking his chest.
Tears filled his eyes and a few leaked down his cheeks
before a concerned Jimmy said, “Don’t cry Billie.”
“Those are happy tears Jimmy,” he replied sitting up
and found himself quickly pulled onto Jimmy’s lap and engulfed in a tight hug. “Jimmy,
I’ve been having boy sex for 3 years and I’ve never felt as good as I do right
now. It was always quick and I never felt loved like I do now and God I just
feel so good about it all and can’t tell you how much I love you and Tommy and
Susan for making me feel that way...” Jimmy scooted back against the headboard
still holding Billie and gently stroking his body before replying.
“You are loved now Billie and that’s not going to
change. You’re part of our weird family now and we all plan on taking the best
care of you possible. All we want from you is your love in return and with the
sweet little person you are, we know we’ll get the same treatment in return.”
“You will Jimmy and so will Tommy and Susan. God I
love all three of you for accepting me and treating me the same as you treat
each other. I’ve never felt that before and it’s something I want to never stop!”
“It will only stop if you don’t want to be with us for
some reason Billie, otherwise you’re stuck with us from now on as your brothers
and sisters.”
“Works for me Jimmy,” he said smiling, then turned on
Jimmy’s lap so that he was straddling him and wrapped his arms around Jimmy’s
neck and shoulders and kissed him deeply. “Now I think my big brother needs
some attention, his big cock is poking my bottom and I think we’d both feel
better if it was inside me. Just lube it up a little and I’ll sit on him right
here where I can kiss my new brother and ride his pole. You were worried about
hurting me, but that won’t happen Jimmy, especially if I’m riding it and
control the depth; is that ok?”
“Like you said, it works for me baby,” then reached
under Billie and applied lube to himself, then held it still, while Billie
raised up, then slowly lowered himself onto Jimmy’s cock, both of them gasping
as it slid up inside until Billie was completely impaled on it and his bottom
resting on Jimmy’s crotch.
Both groaned as Billie hit bottom and just sat still
while Billie’s insides adjusted to the big intruder. Then Billie started gently
rocking on it and Jimmy leaned in and they kissed as both of them enjoyed the
feel of Jimmy’s cock in his tight passage. Billie continued rocking varying the
speed and moving his hips side to side sometimes, occasionally pausing as his
body shook with an orgasms until finally Jimmy couldn’t take it anymore and
Billie felt a gush of hot cum fill his insides. Both sat there with Jimmy still
hard inside him and caught their breaths. Then Billie started moving again
until after what seemed like forever, Jimmy filled him with cum again after
several more orgasms. “Diaper me Jimmy, I’m really tired now after that and I
need to rest and I don’t want to accidently pee on the bed if I fall asleep. Is
that ok?”
“Of course it is Billie, here we don’t force anyone to
do anything they don’t want to do.”
“Well I DO want to but... that was the best ever and
Tommy was great too, but I just feel totally wasted right now... Jimmy I want
more, but I just can’t do it right now, I’d pass out before, you’d cum again...
and I never want to miss a second of sex with either of you.”
“Then let’s get you cleaned up and diapered and let
you rest,” Jimmy replied and again gently kissed the beautiful boy on his lap.
Billie was asleep by the time he was cleaned and
diapered and Tommy was still driving his sister crazy with his butt up in the
air. Jimmy just grinned and lubed his cock, then poured lube on Tommy and was quickly
inside and stroking inside him. Tommy never stopped licking, just paused when
he’d cum, until Jimmy’s cock jerked inside him and he pulled out. All three
then lay on the bed recovering as Billie slept beside them, Jimmy in between
his brother and sister. “Is he ok?” Tommy asked looking over at Billie.
“Billie’s fine, just asleep, we wiped him out. He’s
never had sex like tonight and needs to rest some. He was asleep even before I
finished diapering him.”
“HER guys! From now on it’s ‘she’ or ‘her’ as in
female. Billie asked us to do that to help her and we need to start thinking of
her as a girl and always be careful to refer to her that way.” Susan chided her
bothers.
“Right Suzy, I just slipped up there, I mean I’ve been
dealing with her as a gay boy up until tonight and it’s going to take a while
to adjust my thinking. Geeze if it’s this hard for me, what’s it going to be
for Billie?” Jimmy replied.
“Really hard Jimmy and we need to give her all the
love and support we can,” Tommy replied, then yawned, “I need to sleep too...”
Billie woke in the dark with a wet diaper and arms
wrapped around him. He stroked than hand on his tummy and decided it had to be
Tommy, since the hands were smaller than Jimmy’s and he could feel a hard cock
against his back. Tommy woke when Billie stroked his hand. “You ok Billie?” he
whispered in her ear.
“Wet,” Billie replied.
“Get up and I’ll change you, then we can go back to
sleep.” Tommy replied, kissing Billie’s neck.
“You’d do that?” Billy asked.
“Of course! No big deal, besides it’s my job as your
brother to help take care of you.”
“OK if you’re sure...” then Billie got out of bed and
felt Tommy slide out behind him. Tommy grabbed a diaper from the pile as they
moved out to the lounge room.
“On the couch Sis,” Tommy directed and went and got a
washcloth and towel, while Billy perched on the edge of the couch and waited. When
he returned, he found Billie softly crying. “What’s wrong Billie?”
“Nothing, it’s just me... you called me ‘Sis’ and I
guess that means you’ve really adopted me and I’ve never felt loved like that
before.”
Kneeling in front of Billie and moving between her
legs, Tommy pulled her onto his body and wrapped her in a hug. “Listen here
little girl, you’re part of our family now and you asked us to help you make
the change from boy to girl by referring to you as female so that’s what I was
doing. That means you’re my sister not my brother from now on and I take good
care of my sisters. Now let’s get you clean and into a nice dry diaper ok?”
“Tommy, thank you for doing that, calling me your
sister and even being willing to diaper me like a little kid. God I hate that
I’m in diapers and that you even need to help me that way. Tommy, I may be
older than you but right now I feel like I’m your ‘little’ sister and you’re my
‘big’ brother and that’s the way you’ve been treating me tonight and to tell
the truth, it just feels right for us to relate that way. Tommy from now on
you’re my big brother like Jimmy and that’s how I want us to be. I’m too emotional
and it will get worse before it gets better for me to ever try to relate to you
as being the older one and well, you’re more mature than your age anyway and I want
you to be my big brother... is that ok with you?”
“Of course it is Billie, look if you being the little
sister helps then that’s how we’ll be together. Now unwrap yourself and lay
back and just relax and let me get you clean and dry ok?”
“Yeah, but I really, really like how it feels in the
arms of my new big brother...”
“Then you’ll get to feel that a lot little girl,
because I love the way it feels too!” he replied and then gently guided Billie
back onto the couch on her back and removed the wet diaper and started washing
her. When he was applying the lotion to her bottom, Billie stopped him.
“Use that and lube my hole Tommy, you’re hard and I
might as well help with that while I’m naked here, unless you’d rather have a
blowjob, I’d love to do that for you too.” Billie offered.
“Are you sure Billie? I don’t want to you know just
use you to get off...”
“In case you didn’t notice big brother, you got me off
with that hard cock earlier. Anal sex is the only way I can have orgasms now
and I want them, so I’m using you as much as you’re using me!”
Tommy had no argument with that logic so he just
pulled her forward to the edge of the couch and used the baby lotion to lube
both of them, then raised her legs and quickly eased his cock into her until he
was all the way in. “Oh yeah,” she murmured, “I love this! Two loving brothers
with hard cocks willing to give me what I need. I love you Tommy and you feel
really good inside me...”
Tommy just stroked her body and then started moving
inside her and both enjoyed it as he slowly and gently fucked her. When she
came, it triggered him and he pulled out and both took a minute to catch their
breath, then he quickly finished diapering her, before pulling her onto his lap
and cuddling and kissing her. “Thanks baby that was really good,” he said
softly between kisses.
<giggle> “I’ll be your ‘baby’ all you want Tommy
if I get that with my diaper changes. Now let’s go back to bed and I want your
arms around me again like we were when I woke up wet.”
“Whatever you want Billie, I mean that. Whatever you
want little girl,” then helped her stand and they were soon back in bed and
curled up together.
Chapter 35
It was almost 10:00 in the morning and Carol hadn’t
seen any of the kids yet, so she walked down the stairs to the basement and
seeing doors to both the lounge room and bedroom open quietly walked in. What
she saw, just caused her to smile. All four kids were sound asleep on the big
bed and all wrapped around each other. Susan hugging Jimmy’s back, who was
wrapped around Tommy who was wrapped around Billy. Debating whether to wake
them or not, she finally decided to do it. Moving over to Susan who was the
closest, she gently shook her daughter. “Susan, it’s almost 10, time for you
kids to get up and make an appearance,” she quietly told her, when she got her
attention. Then just kissed her on the forehead and quietly left the room, with
the boys still sleeping.
Susan started the process of getting them up, by
waking Jimmy, who then woke both Tommy and Billie, shortly all of them were in
the shower washing each other and giggling due to tickling fingers. Susan
washed Billie and the boys washed each other but were taking their time doing
it. “Come on guys we need to be seen upstairs to keep our Mothers happy.” She
advised.
“What’s the big hurry?” Tommy asked.
“Well just so you know, Mom came down and woke me and
told me to get you guys up that it was almost 10:00.” She replied.
“Mom Carol saw us all in bed together?” Jimmy asked.
“Yeah and thought we looked ‘cute’ sleeping together,”
Susan replied.
“No big deal Jimmy, they know we sleep together and
even gave us permission to do it and more, so why the worried look Jimmy?”
Tommy replied.
“Yeah well them talking about it and even giving us
permission is one thing, one of them seeing it, is something else.” Jimmy
advised.
“Hey it’s not like she walked in while we were having
sex even though they said they were ok with it, so just forget it and act
normal,” Tommy said then stepped under the water to get the soap off of him.
“What’s Tommy’s favorite saying Jimmy? ‘Act Normal,
Suck It Up and Hope for the Best’ right? So just do that and quit worrying.”
Susan offered then swatted Jimmy on the butt, “Now get moving big brother so we
don’t earn a spanking for not getting up there when she made the effort to wake
us up.”
“I get it, I’m worrying about nothing...” he said, then
was sandwiched between a girl and a boy hugging and kissing him while Billie
watched the three of them and smiled at how they treated each other.
When they got upstairs they found Mom Carol sitting
drinking coffee. “Breakfast is on the stove kids, just help yourselves. Janet
has already eaten and had to go into the office for something.” She said
smiling at them.
Billie held plates, while Jimmy filled them and then
handed them to Tommy and Suzy. Soon all of them were seated at the table and
eating. Carol watched the interaction between them and noticed all of them were
smiling and kidding each other. Billy seemed much happier today and was
obviously accepted by the other kids, which caused her to smile at them.
Seeing her and knowing what she was thinking Jimmy
offered the explanation, “We adopted Billie last night Mom Carol, she’s now our
little sister.”
“Sister?” she questioned.
“Yeah, I finally decided to let them change me into a
girl rather than be a Eunuch boy Mrs. Campbell, so I asked them to start
referring to me as a girl and treating me like one to help make the change. Oh
I need to call my Mom today and tell her, so she can have my name changed and
get the paperwork started. I’m also going to repeat 9th grade, since
I missed so much last spring and will miss some this winter when they operate
on me.”
“OK Billy, actually I agree with those decisions, but
what about a new name? They’re still calling you Billy?” she responded.
“Belinda Susan Carter, from here on out. I’ll still
use Billy as a nickname, but change the spelling to Billie. That way nobody has
to get used to calling me by a different name.” he replied.
“Belinda, I like it Billie, in fact I was thinking of
calling a daughter that name if I’d had another daughter. Well since the kids
have adopted you, I guess I DO have another daughter now, and if I can help you
sweetie, I’ll do whatever I can to help. Have you talked to the other girls
that hang out here?”
“Yeah actually I have and that was a big part of
helping me make the decision. Almost all the girls that were here promised to
help me and teach me all the things I’m going to need to learn to make the
change and that made me a whole lot less worried about it. The one thing I
don’t want to happen is to be seen as a ‘boy in a dress’. If I’m going to do
this, I need to make all the changes needed to BE A GIRL, not a boy acting like
one.”
“Well with enough support and your attitude, I’m sure
you won’t have major problems Billie, just remember, if you ever need to talk
about female issues I’m here and willing to help all you’ll let me.” The woman
assured him.
“Thanks Mrs. Campbell, I’m sure I’ll be spending time
talking to you too, some of this I just don’t feel comfortable talking to my
Mom about and my Dad doesn’t even want to address the issues. He had enough
trouble with the idea that I was Gay, now it’s a whole new ballgame.”
Billie left the table after eating and went to make
the phone call. He spent a long time talking to his mother and when he came
back, sat heavily in a chair beside Jimmy. “Well that was hard,” he said with a
sigh. When Jimmy gave him a questioning look, he continued. “OK well she agreed
with the sex change, name change and repeating 9th grade with no
problems. I also asked her to get me assigned with you and Pam as my mentors
and at first she said it wasn’t possible. Then I told her that you were Sam’s
mentor and she said she’d never even heard of a boy mentoring another boy. That
was until I told her that Sam’s gay and that it had worked so well when you
tutored him that they made you his mentor too. I told her about you’re having
done a research paper last year on gender issues and sexual reassignment and
that you were the only one, who seemed to know what I’d be dealing with who was
close to my age... Then she said ok and that she’d do her best to get me assigned
to you, but only because Pam would be the secondary and help with the female
issues she knew I’d be facing.”
“OK well there’s nothing we can do at this point
except wait and see what happens right?” Jimmy asked.
“Yeah, it’s all up to other people at this point. She
was happy about the sex change though, in fact she’d already made a doctor’s
appointment for Monday morning to give me a check up and hormone shots. Guess
she knew that’s what I’d decide...”
Pulling Billie onto his lap, Jimmy cuddled her. “Billie
honey it’s really for the best you know. With your size and looks, you’ll have
no problem living as a girl. You’re too pretty to be a boy even now and they
haven’t even started on you yet. Really, with your long hair and fine features,
you look more like a girl now than many real girls at school. Once those
hormones change you, you’ll be a knockout! Most of the girls will end up
jealous of how good you’ll look and be afraid you’ll steal their boyfriends!”
“You really think that?”
“I KNOW that Billie, you’re going to be one hot little
girl within the next year. Like I said you’re already prettier than a whole lot
of girls. Just change your hairstyle and you could pass right now. Just listen
to your big brother on this, I KNOW a hot girl when I see one!”
“Listen to Jimmy on that Billie, heck if I didn’t
already have a girlfriend, I’d date a girl that looked like you with no
problem. Change your hair a little and some lipstick and I’d love to be seen
dating you.” Tommy advised.
“OK well I think you’re cute too Tommy. Damn... I need a
diaper change...”
“Come on little sister and I’ll change you,” Tommy
volunteered and Jimmy raised an eyebrow.
“I already did it once last night,” Tommy answered the
unasked question. “Billie woke up wet and I changed her, no big deal, after
being diapered by you a thousand times, it’s not like I don’t know what to do
right?”
“You ok with him doing it Billie?” Jimmy asked.
“Of course Jimmy, Tommy’s treated me really good since
I’ve been here and well he’s seen and touched all of me and did a great job
when he changed me last night so why would I have a problem with my other big
brother changing me?”
“Tommy’s your big brother too?”
“Yeah he’s bigger and to be truthful, he’s mature for
his age and the way my emotions have been it just feels right for him to act as
a big brother to me even though I’m actually older than him. We both seem to
feel good about us interacting that way, so Tommy and you are both my big
brothers and at this point Susan is my big sister since she’s going to help
teach me to be a girl. Is that a problem?”
“Not for me it’s not. Billie if that’s how you want to
fit in our family then that’s the way it will be.” Jimmy replied and gave Billie
a quick kiss. “Ok Tommy our little sister says she needs changed,” he said as
he lifted her from his lap and stood her on her feet.
“Come with me baby girl and we’ll get you changed,”
Tommy said smiling and got a giggle from Billie who seemed very happy with
going with him. Jimmy just smiled as he watched Tommy’s arm surround Billie’s
shoulders and her arm slide around his waist as they headed towards the stairs.
Downstairs, Tommy stripped the wet diaper from Billie
and threw it away, then went to the bathroom to get a warm washcloth and towel.
“Go on in Billie and I’ll be right there,” he directed and Billie went in and
lay on the bed. Tommy came in a minute later and knelt beside where Billie lay
waiting. Leaning over her, he gave her a kiss before starting to carefully
clean her.
Billie watched as Tommy gently washed her and smiled
at the care he was taking not to hurt her. “You’re not going to hurt me Tommy,”
she whispered, “With my balls gone, there’s not much there to hurt so you don’t
have to be so careful, but I love the way your hands feel on me. You’re
incredibly gentle and I love it.”
Billie groaned as Tommy’s soft hands rubbed the lotion
into his crotch and when a finger slipped into his butt ground his hips to get
more contact. Realizing what Billie wanted Tommy reached further inside and
rubbed his prostate and continued until Billie’s body jerked with an orgasm,
then quickly had her powered and a fresh diaper tightly on her as she
recovered.
“Tommy, thanks for that but why didn’t you use my
hole, you know I wanted you to?”
Picking Billie up and sitting her on his lap, he
gently kissed her before answering. “First because you didn’t ask me to and I
wouldn’t feel right just doing it without you asking and second, I wasn’t hard
and you needed it right then, not after I took the time to get myself ready. Last,
between you and Jimmy I got totally drained last night and I didn’t think I
could get hard right then. Billie I’ll never have sex with you without you
saying you want it with me. That’s too much like rape to take advantage of you
like that and I just won’t do it.”
“You sweet boy, don’t you understand? I’ll never say
no to you, there’s no way you could ever rape me or even molest me, I want your
wonderful hands on me all the time and your nice cock in me whenever I can get
it. Tommy you’re not taking advantage of me ever, no matter what you do with my
body,” she said then kissed him putting as much as she could into the kiss. “Just
know this mister, if I ever even hear of you jerking off and I was around when
you did it, I’ll be really pissed at you! You’ll never need to do that or have
hurting balls as long as I’m around cause I want to take as good care of my
brother as he does of me!”
“Ok Billie I understand, <kiss> my baby sister
gets sex whenever we can manage it and she asks. And not I’m not backing off on
that part. You need to tell me when you want it. That’s the best I can do and
you’ll just have to put up with an over protective brother, actually two of
them since Jimmy’s the same way.”
“Alright Tommy I can live with that. Now give me
another kiss and then we should probably go upstairs before our protective
older brother comes looking for us.” Billie said and then collected her kiss
and both were smiling when they returned to the kitchen, but found it empty.
Jimmy was out on the deck checking the chemistry in
the hot tub water when they came outside to join him. “Can I try that Jimmy? I’ve
never been in a hot tub,” Billie asked.
“Sure Billie, just take off your diaper and jump in,...
want to join us Tommy?” he asked looking at his brother. Quickly all three were
in the tub with Billie sandwiched between the two bigger bodies and all three
were laughing.
Just then Susan leaned out her second floor window. “Hey
why didn’t you guys invite me? I’ll be right down so don’t get out!”
“Well we screwed that one up,” Tommy grumbled, “Now we
owe our sister, you know she’ll be pissed at us...”
Just then Susan arrived, stripped naked, and jumped
over the side and floated over beside Tommy. Before she could even say
anything, Jimmy cut her off. “Sorry Sis, it was spur of the moment, I was
checking the water chemistry and Billie wanted to try it and so we just jumped
in, not more than a minute or two before you yelled at us.”
“Well ok then, as long as you didn’t plan it and not
tell me. You know how much I love this thing.” She replied pouting.
Reaching around her and pulling her onto his lap,
Tommy kissed her cheek, neck and shoulder and stroked her tummy. “We wouldn’t
do that Suzy, you know better than that. We want you with us anytime we’re in
here, so lose the pout or I’ll have to punish you with tickling.” He said
trying to sound stern; but ruined it by laughing.
Billie looked at Susan getting cuddled by Tommy, then
looked at Jimmy, who got the idea and immediately moved Billie onto his lap and
proceeded to cuddle her. “Yes little girl you get cuddled too, we love our
sisters and never want them to feel neglected.” And Billie just laughed and
wiggled her body to get as much contact as possible against him.
Jimmy turned on the turbo and all four of them relaxed
in the swirling water, it had just shut off when Carol came out and found them.
“Hey Mom want to join us?” Tommy asked.
“I’d love to Tommy but not right now, I’m headed to
the store for groceries so we have something to eat for the next week. Now
don’t you kids stay in there too long. There are weekend chores that need doing
today to you know.”
“Yes Mother,” three voices replied and then stuck
their tongues out at her and she just laughed at their antics and headed to her
car. “Guess we’d better clean up the house or we’ll never hear the end of it
you know,” Jimmy mumbled.
“Right Jimmy, especially since she reminded us...” Susan
replied and slipped off of Tommy’s lap and swam across the tub to get out.
“She’s beautiful,” Billie whispered to Jimmy as they
watched her crawl over the wall and dry herself.
“Yes she is Billie, she’s always been pretty but now
she’s really turning beautiful as she grows into a woman,” Jimmy whispered back
in her ear. “You’ll be beautiful too soon, I just know it. Trust your big
brother on that.” Then kissed Billie’s cheek and got a grin in reply.
The next two hours were spent cleaning the house by 3
totally naked and 1 diapered kids doing chores, changing sheets, cleaning
bathrooms, mopping floors, sweeping carpets, taking out trash and in general
putting the house in order. They were done and had lunch at 1:00 and as they
were sitting naked at the table, Jimmy’s mother arrived back home.
“Hi Mom,” greeted her as she walked in and saw them
sitting at the table, “Want lunch, there more soup on the stove and the
sandwich stuff is still out,” Tommy advised.
“Hi kids and yes Tommy that sounds wonderful,” she
replied and then quickly served herself and sat beside Susan. Looking down at
her she said, “Why are you naked Susan? The boys are supposed to be but why
you? Not that you can’t be here at home, just curious?”
“Well we were in the Hot Tub when Mom left to go
grocery shopping and she reminded us we had the weekly chores to do, so I just
never bothered to get dressed. Besides it’s easier cleaning bathrooms naked and
I did two of the 3; don’t have to worry about getting your clothes wet. Billie
helped the boys and they cleaned the other one and also changed all the beds,
swept and mopped and got the trash out and even started the laundry before we
decided to have lunch...”
“Billy you didn’t need to help with those things,
you’re a guest here,” Janet said looking a little stern at her children for
drafting a guest to help.
“No Mrs. Henderson, I did need to help; I do that kind
of stuff at home all the time helping my Mom, so it’s no big deal. Me helping
just meant we got done sooner. Besides that, since the kids adopted me last
evening as their new sister, then I needed to help anyway since I’m not a
guest.”
“You’re their ‘Sister’ now?” she asked.
“Belinda Susan Carter, well at least when the
paperwork gets done early next week anyway; I made up my mind to let them do
the sex change rather than live as a Eunuch, so I’ve asked them to treat me and
refer to me as a girl to help me get started on the change. Mom said she’d
contact Judge Jenkins and the school on the name change and it would probably
be done by Monday or Tuesday.” Billie advised her smiling.
“And the kids ‘adopted’ you, you said?”
“Yes, Billie’s our new little sister Mom and all of us
will help her get through all the stuff she needs to learn and deal with what
she’ll be facing. In fact all the girls who were here Thursday and Friday have
offered to help her too.” Jimmy replied.
“Well if you kids adopted Billie then I guess I’ve got
another daughter. Welcome to the family Billie, and I’ll be willing to help you
too. It’s not going to be easy but it sounds like you’re building a strong
support group to help you. Since you’re family now, the kids call me ‘Mom
Janet’ and Mrs. Campbell is ‘Mom Carol’ and you can do that too. In fact I
think we can help immediately. Susan Isn’t there 2 boxes of your clothes out in
the garage that you’ve outgrown? There may be some things in there that will
fit Billie and I’d rather she have them than just give them to goodwill.”
“Yeah I’d forgotten about them, but there were some
nice things in there. Dresses and shorts and tops and things, I’m sure some of
them will fit Billie.” Susan replied sounding excited. “We can go through that
stuff this afternoon and start on Billie’s new wardrobe. You know we should let
the other girls who hang out here know and see if they have any stuff they’ve
outgrown too, some of them aren’t much bigger than Billie, so they may have
things she can use.”
“You’re in trouble now Billie,” Tommy said with a
smirk. “Susan’s on a mission and you’re going to leave here with an entire new
wardrobe, but before that, you’ll be playing ‘dress-up’ all afternoon and
probably all day tomorrow!” <giggle>
“Tommy, I’m going to need all the help I can get and
if Susan and the girls are willing to help me, then nothing they do is going to
upset me. I’ll play dress-up all they want, because in the process I’ll learn
about girls clothes, how to put together outfits that look good and how to wear
them properly. I already know all the buttons work backwards and a lot of them
close in the back or side where boys are in the front and I certainly will have
to get used to wearing skirts and dresses, that’s a whole new thing for me!”
“That’s exactly the attitude you’re going to need
Billie, you have a lot to learn and it’s not that long until school starts. It’s
not just clothes, but mental approach to things and eventually many physical
changes which will affect how you do things, your center of balance will be
different and of course there’s the whole problem of dealing with boys and sex.
You may have been a Gay boy, but soon you’ll be a girl and you will be treated
differently. Not to mention how society deals with girls and women and as a
transsexual that will affect how people treat you too.” Janet advised.
“Mom Janet, no matter how people treat me it can’t be
worse than being a Gay boy; everyone hates us!” Billie replied, “heck even
lesbians treat us like crap and they’re homosexuals too!”
“Not everyone hates Gays Billie, but many do and much
of that is based on religious beliefs so it won’t change soon or easily. But
you do have a point, Gay males are treated worse than any other group.” Janet
replied.
“Mom Janet, can you do anything with Billie’s hair? It’s
way long for a boy and I was thinking if it were changed to one of those Unisex
styles, it would be a start. I could measure her when we’re done here and get
an idea of sizes, then go through that stuff of mine, and send some emails to
other smaller girls and see if they have things that Billie might be able to
use. Anything we can give her will save her Mom a bunch of expenses and since
she’s going on hormones, her body will be changing so no matter what, she’s
going to have major body size changes over the next year, and will need almost
constant clothing changes until she stabilizes.” Susan observed.
“My hair’s long because I haven’t had it cut it 5
months, until this week, it’s just been hospitals, home, and doctors offices
for the most part. That trip to the School this week and coming here is the
first time I’ve really been anywhere away from home that wasn’t medical.” Billy
said looking sad, then smiled when Jimmy’s arm immediately slipped around her
shoulders and his hand stroked her back.
“OK well ‘why’ it’s long isn’t good, but the fact that
it ‘is’ long will actually help Billie. If you’ll let me trim it up and do a
little styling, I think it will allow you to start looking like a girl very
quickly. Would you be ok with me doing that?” Janet asked.
“If you could, that would be great!” Billy answered
smiling at the woman.
Susan ran up to her room and was soon back with a cloth
measuring tape and had Billy stand and started measuring her body. “Billie some
of the clothes out there are from 2 years ago when I was about your size. I’d
forgotten I even had them until we moved and I had to pack everything I had to
move it. Then I found them and boxed them up to give away, but they were here
and the goodwill truck made it’s pickup at our old house, so they didn’t go
with the other stuff they took. Lucky actually, I was growing really fast back
then and so none of them were worn much some are almost new and I know a couple
of outfits in there will look really good on you.”
Interrupting her with a hug and kiss, “Susan I trust
your judgment on this stuff. I don’t know anything about girls clothes and that
fashion stuff. I know my Mom will be happy if she doesn’t have to buy me
everything, so this will help. Anything that you can teach me will help. God
I’m so lucky my new sister is so willing to help with all this. Thank you Sis!”
then gave her another kiss on the cheek.
“No Billie, I’m the lucky one here. Adopting you as my
little sister is the best thing that’s happened to me this summer. I always
wanted a sister and now I have one and it’s going to be so much fun teaching
you to be a girl. I’m really excited about it and just know you’re going to be
beautiful. When us girls are done with you, the boys will be lining up asking
for dates with you.” She said grinning, then whispered in Billie’s ear “Even
the boys who wouldn’t talk to you as a Gay Boy will fall in love with you as a
girl!” Then both hugged and laughed before she took more measurements. Then
finally announced that she was done.
“Mom, I do believe Billie needs a diaper change before
you start working on her hair; give me a couple minutes to change her and then you
can have her as long as you need,” Jimmy advised. “You are wet aren’t you
Billie?”
“Yeah,” Billie replied blushing.
“No need to be embarrassed Sis, come on and I’ll get
you changed,” he said putting his hand on her shoulder and guiding her
downstairs.
Down in the bedroom, Jimmy quickly had Billie naked
and just finished washing and drying her, when she got up and moved onto his
lap and hugged herself to him. Jimmy just smiled and wrapped his arms around
her as she leaned back on his left arm looking up at him. “You ok baby?”
“Yeah, it’s just so much is happening so fast, I
needed held a little... Jimmy will you still do this with me when I’m a girl? I’d
really miss it if you stopped or we couldn’t for some reason...”
“I’ll probably do it even more baby, because then we
can do it in public and no one would ever say anything about it. They may frown
on a boy cuddling or holding another boy, but a boy holding his little sister? Nope
that’s perfectly acceptable. So that means I get to cuddle you even more than
now! Now doing it naked? Well that will have to be in private right? But you’re
still going to get that a lot!”
“What’s with this ‘baby’ stuff? Not that I mind but
you DO know I’m not a baby right?”
<laugh> “Yes I know that Billie, it’s just a term
of endearment, something that boys and girls say to a special someone they care
about. It just means I care about you a whole lot. But then I’m about to put a
diaper on you so for right now you’re my baby, even if you are a big
one!”<laugh>
<giggle> “Jimmy I’ll be your baby anytime you
want as long as I get treated the way you’ve been treating me, I love my big
brother and how he treats me.” <kiss>
“Good! Now let’s get you diapered so Mom can play
hairdresser with you.”
***
The afternoon was a whirlwind for Billie, her hair was
cut and styled, eyebrows plucked, what little hair was on her body was removed,
and then taught to apply light makeup, mostly just lipstick and blusher, and
told she’d learn more next week. Then it was try on one outfit after another,
and in mid change Maggie arrived with another box of clothes and they hadn’t
even gone through all the things Susan had that would fit her. She was wearing
a cute yellow sundress, as dinnertime approached and decided to just keep it on
until after dinner and then she and Susan headed down to the kitchen to help
the boys.
Tommy was setting the table when he looked up and saw
the girls, “OH MY GOD! Billie you’re Beautiful!” he exclaimed. “Jimmy look at
our sister!”
“Wow! Billie he’s right you’re beautiful! Come here
Sis!” he said holding his arms out and Billie rushed across the room and was
lifted and twirled around then he set her back on her feet, cupped her face in
his hands and looked closely at her face. “I knew you’d be pretty, but just
WOW!” he said then gently kissed her. “And that dress is perfect on you, very
sexy, little lady!”
“Jimmy I look like a 10 year old, ok maybe 11, but
just a flat little girl...” Billy replied.
“But a beautiful little girl Billie and after those
hormones do their job on you, you’ll be one of the hottest girls in school! And
my little sister. Damn, I’m gonna have trouble keeping the boys away from you! I
didn’t have to do that with Suzy since she goes to a different school, but I’m
gonna have to do that with you!”
“No you won’t big brother, not unless I ask you to. I
know how to take down a boy, just kick them in the balls and they go down fast.
It’s only groups of boys that I have problems dealing with... Besides, ‘some’
boys I will want to get close to me, but only nice one’s like you and Tommy!”
“Don’t I get a kiss too little Sis?” Tommy asked from
behind her, his hands resting on her bare shoulders where the tiny dress straps
crossed them.
Turning around and looking up at him smiling, “You
sure do Tommy, both my brothers get all the kisses they want!” she replied with
a giggle, then threw her arms around his neck and pulled herself up and kissed
him hard while his hands moved down to her waist and help raise her up some.
“Damn she even kisses better wearing a dress!” he gasp
as he lowered her down and rubbed her back which was mostly bare, then patted
her diapered butt. “Need a diaper change yet?” he asked whispering and she just
shook her head no.
“But I’ll ask you when I need one Tommy,” she
whispered back grinning.
“OH MY LOOK AT THE PRETTY GIRL!” was heard from the
doorway.
“Mom Carol, I’d like to introduce your new daughter,
and our little sister Belinda Susan Carter, who prefers to be called Billie and
that’s spelled with an ‘ie’ not a ‘y’. Mom and Susan have been working on her
all afternoon and I think she looks fantastic!” Jimmy said with a dramatic wave
of his arm.
“Well come here Billie, my new daughter deserves a big
hug, you look terrific honey!”
Billie walked over smiling and was tightly hugged and
got a ‘mother kiss’ and pat on the back. “If you keep up like this, you’ll have
no problems being accepted as a girl sweetie, I really mean that!”
“Well Mom Carol, this is really only ‘day one’ in my
new life as a girl but I’m very happy with the changes so far. I’ve got a new
look, new friends and best of all a new sister and 2 new brothers and 2
additional mothers to help me and that makes me very happy.” Billie replied.
At dinner, Susan and the mothers were on one side of
the table and Billie sat between the boys on the other side. “What’s up for
this evening?” Janet ask, “Any special plans?”
“Well it’s family hot tub night as usual, then I was
just thinking of us kids watching a movie until bedtime is that ok with
everyone?” Jimmy asked.
“Any objections?” Carol asked and getting now ruled,
“Then that’s the plan.” And everyone nodded assent.
When the kids had finished cleaning up from dinner,
Tommy felt Billie’s hand on his arm. “I need changed now Tommy, would you
please take care of me?” she quietly asked.
“Love to Sis, let’s go get you clean,” Tommy replied.
“Tommy, since we’ll be in the hot tub soon, just clean
her up, no need to put a diaper on and then just take it back off in less than
an hour. We can diaper her after we’re downstairs for the movie,” Jimmy
advised.
“OK Jimmy, you’re right of course.” Tommy replied and
wrapped an arm around Billie and headed downstairs.
Down in the basement, Billie followed Tommy to the
bathroom, and Billie held up her skirt for him to take off the diaper. Tommy
then wet a washcloth and knelt in front of her and carefully washed her front
and back, then dried her with a towel. As he knelt there, his hand gently
checked her penis and traced along her pelvis looking for irritations or
rashes, then turned her with his hands and carefully checked her behind before
standing up and patting her rear. “All clean and no problems,” he announced.
Taking his hand Billie led him to the lounge and
pushed him to sit on the couch and then sat on his lap and snuggled back against
him before giving him a soft kiss. “I still can’t get over how gentle you are
with me Tommy. You really don’t need to be so careful, you’d never hurt me, so
why do you do that?”
“Because I DO care about you Billie, you’ve been hurt
too much already in your life and I don’t want to take the chance of hurting
you even a little,” was the soft and sincere reply as his hand stroked her
thigh.
“Well thank you for being that way Tommy, I’m the
luckiest girl in the world to have found two brothers like you and Jimmy. Both
of you are just so loving with me that I can’t get over it all and never want
it to change.” Then surprised him by saying, “That feels nice, but it won’t get
hard you know...”
“What?”
<giggle> <kiss> “Your hand on my crotch
feels wonderful but my cock won’t get hard no matter how much you play with it;
it hasn’t for months now... But I don’t mind you playing all you want anyway...”
<blushing> “Sorry, I didn’t even realize I was
doing that... Sorry Billie...”
“Don’t you dare apologize to me for doing that! I mean
it mister! I love it that you feel comfortable playing with my body. <kiss>
Tommy my brain is more Gay Boy than Girl and so is my body, just with balls
missing and a cock that won’t get hard anymore, but it does still have nerves
that like to be stimulated by touching. That a cute boy is willing to sit here
with me, hold me, and kissing and feels comfortable stroking my legs and
playing with my useless sex organ is NOT something I’ll ever object to and you
have no reason to be sorry for doing it. You feeling free and comfortable
enough to touch me that way is just telling me that you accept me as I am and
care about me and I love you for being that way!” <kiss> Reaching up,
Billie untied the shoulder ties on her dress, then lifted her bottom to get the
skirt free and pulled it up over her head and removed it and draped it over the
back of the couch. “There now you’ve got total access and no clothes to get in
the way, so play with any part you want.” <kiss>
Tommy looked down to where his hand cupped Billie’s
crotch, her small penis being held between Tommy’s thumb and two fingers as he
gently manipulated it. “You still have feeling there, but it just won’t get
hard, is that it?”
“Yeah it’s just as sensitive to touch as always, and
it’s shrunk some, but I never was big, only about 3 inches hard, now it’s even
smaller soft and doesn’t get hard at all... The nerves in my crotch where my
balls used to be are still there and sensitive too, especially below the sack,
which has shrunk too. The skin has pulled up almost like before my balls
dropped. So it’s kind of like back when we were little, a little penis and no
balls. But I still like to be touched there even though I can’t get hard. I’m
just happy it doesn’t gross you out and you’re willing to touch me there.”
“Billie I could never be grossed out about your body. You’re
beautiful, every part of you. I love the feel of your soft skin and touching
you is just so nice. It’s like touching a baby’s skin and you DO feel more like
a girl than a boy, you know.” He said as his one hand released her penis and
gently rubbed her tummy, then slid over her hip and gently patted her behind
before sliding up her side along her ribs before gently stroking her chest as
he softly kissed her mouth. “When these grow will I get to play with them?” he
asked his hand gently massaging her breasts.
<giggle>“You bet you will Tommy! My brothers
will both get to play with my boobies all they want, I could never refuse them
that! Both of you will get to play with all of me Tommy, I promise. I have the
two most caring and loving brothers any girl could ever have and neither would
ever hurt me so both get total access to me.”
“Wow am I a lucky boy or what?! That’s three girls
who’ve promised to let me play with their tits! You, Susan and Connie! Not only
that but I get to watch all three sets grow and that’s even more special to me.
Most girls want to hide their bodies as they grow up, but you three special
girls are going allow me to see the change too. That is so neat!”
“You got those promises because all three of us can
trust you with our bodies Tommy; that makes you a very special boy. Most girls
can’t trust teenage boys like that; they want to grab and grope and can’t
control their urges and end up hurting the girl. You’d never do that, in fact
you’d never do anything without permission, so that’s why you got those
promises; you’re very special and special boys get to play with girls bodies.”
“I’d never hurt any girl or even boy except in self
defense and hate doing it even then. I don’t like to fight or any of that
stuff. I’d much rather just relax with my friends and be good to each other...”
“I know that Tommy and like I said that makes you a
special boy. Now as much as I’m enjoying this cuddle, shouldn’t we be upstairs?
Something about a hot tub?”
“Yeah we’d better before they come looking for us...
<sigh> well at least I can still maybe cuddle you in the water...”
<giggle> “Of course you can!” she replied then
got up and grabbing his hand pulled him up too and they headed up to rejoin the
family.
Walking naked into the kitchen Billie suddenly got
shaky and blushed in embarrassment, as he noticed the two mothers looking at
her and could see their eyes sweeping her body. Jimmy noticed and quickly
pulled her onto his lap and wrapped her in a hug and quietly whispered into her
ear until he felt her relax against him. “It’s ok baby, our moms have seen
naked kids for years and you have nothing to be embarrassed about,” was the
quiet message. It was when Janet came around the table and picked Billie up
from Jimmy’s lap and kissed her, that really got her to relax though and Billie
quickly wrapped herself like a toddler around the woman.
“Don’t be embarrassed honey, everyone here knows what
happened to you and we all love you and support you. In this family we take
care of each other, no matter what, and you’re part of our family now.” Billie
sniffled a few times and rubbed her face against Janet’s shoulder then softly
kissed her.
“Thanks Mom Janet, I needed this hug,” she said almost
whimpering.
“Baby in this house everyone gets hugs, cuddled and
kissed when they need it and that includes our newest daughter.” She told the
child and softly kissed her and stroked her body, then stood and took her
outside and when Jimmy opened the cover on the hot tub lifted her over the side
and put her into the water, then started undressing herself and quickly joined
all the kids who had immediately followed Billie into the tub. By the time she
got in Billie was being cuddled by Jimmy with Susan beside him and Tommy was
just floating in the middle. “Get over here Tommy,” she said pulling his arm,
“My lap’s empty and I need someone to cuddle!” then laughed as Tommy curled up
on her lap and his left hand found a breast to play with.
Carol quickly followed and pulled Susan to herself and
got no objection as she cuddled her daughter who seemed happy about it. Over
the next 90 minutes, the two women and Jimmy traded kids twice and all three
younger ones got cuddled by each of them as they all relaxed in the steaming
water. At the end of 2 hours, the mothers called an end to the soak and
everyone got out and dried off. “Now you kids don’t stay up too late, you hear?
Carol and I will get our own breakfasts since we’re going to church so you can
sleep in if you want.” Janet announced, then each mother gave each kid a hug,
kiss, and pat on the behind and sent them to their rooms.
Down in the kids lounge, they plopped onto the sofa
and it was only a minute before Jimmy grabbed Susan and lifted her onto his lap
and cuddled her. Tommy looked to Billie, “Have you ever seen a girl’s pussy up
close?”
“No never, never touched one either...” Billie replied.
“Well since you’re going to have one, I think you
should know what it’s going to look like and I know Susan won’t mind,
especially if I lick her down there and give her an orgasm or two. Is that ok
Susan?” Tommy asked.
“Sure Tommy but I DO expect to cum from you poking
around down there.” She replied with a giggle.
“Thanks Sis, now Billie let me introduce you to the
princess’s pussy. We have to give it lots of attention to keep her happy or she
gets all grumpy and isn’t nearly as nice to her brothers.” He advised smirking,
then opened Susan’s legs and proceeded to give Billie an anatomy lesson, letting
Billie touch and feel and then Tommy moved in and gave her a couple of licks. “Want
to taste her? She tastes really good and she just loves it when we lick her.”
“Is this ok Susan?” Billie asked wanting explicit
permission from her before doing something so personal and private.
“Of course silly,” she giggled, “But just your tongue,
no fingers and lick my clit really good, just think of it as a little penis, it
likes the same treatment as a cock does.”
Billie moved in and went to work licking and sucking
and teasing with her tongue. “OH... OHHH... OH God!” Susan cried out and her whole
body shook as she climaxed. “OH Billie baby do that some more!” she cried out
and Billie went right back to work on her until she shook again and was gasping
for breath. When she’d recovered enough she sat up and grabbed Billie’s face
and kissed her hard. “God girl you can do that anytime you’re willing!” Billie
just smiled and sat back on her heels in response.
After a movie which none of them really watched, they headed
to bed and no one kept track of who was doing what to whom, but all of them
fell asleep exhausted. If Jimmy hadn’t remembered to diaper Billie before going
to sleep himself, they might have had a wet spot, because Billie was sound
asleep when he diapered her.
***
Sunday morning the four took another group shower and
Susan took particular care to help Billie comb out her hair so that it retained
the styling her mother had done the day before, then after getting diapered by
Jimmy, took her up to her room and picked out a short skirt and skinny top for
her to wear, while putting on shorts and a t-shirt for herself.
“How come you’re not wearing a skirt Suzy? You put one
on me?” Billie asked curious.
“Because I’m not diapered honey.” She answered then seeing
a frown on Billie’s face explained as she pulled her into a hug. “Billie, your
diaper is too bulky for shorts and a skirt also makes it easier to change you
when you need it, besides my little sister needs to learn how to do a bunch of
things while wearing a skirt. Otherwise, you’ll be flashing your panties at the
boys all the time when you sit or bend over or even just getting up from
sitting. Girls have to be careful not to tease boys by flashing them like that.
Wearing a skirt is a whole different thing than you’re used to. We want that
kind of attention from ‘certain’ boys, but not all of them. We only let boys we
really like see our panties or we might get unwanted attention. So I’d suggest
you wear either a skirt or dress as much as possible between now and when
school starts.”
Giving Susan a little kiss on the cheek, “Thanks for
explaining that Susan, I’ve never thought about that... I never had an interest
in seeing girls’ panties, but I know normal boys do. I’d just never considered
what girls have to deal with when they wear them... I really need you girls to
help me learn things like that... I noticed yesterday that a skirt is sure
different than what I’m used to, I can feel air up on my legs under it that
I’ve never felt before.”
“Believe me Billie, with your sexy legs, you’ll
attract a lot of boys wanting to see up your skirt and touch them, the key here
is we girls only want boys we like to do those things. So we dress sexy to
attract the ones we want but have to be careful not to get the one’s we don’t
want excited. Clear?”
<laugh> “Yeah that makes sense... God I’ve got so
much to learn and no time to learn it...”
“Then I think you need to stay here as much as
possible between now and when school starts so that us girls can give you an
intensive course in all those little things us girls have to know that boys
never even think about. We can have lessons for you every day for the next two
weeks if you could be here.”
“I think so too, would your mothers be ok with it? If
so I’ll talk to my Mom when she comes today and see if she’ll let me... Suzy I
really need this.... I’m scared to death about facing the kids at school again
with everyone knowing about what happened to me... Add to that the whole changing
sex thing and well it’s just more that will be staring at me. I need to be as
much a girl as possible when I go to that school....”
“Our Mom’s will be fine with you staying here Billie,
they’ll probably want to help teach you the things you’ll need to know also;
you’re part of our weird family now and they’ll love teaching you those things.
All the girls who come here will help too, all of them want you to be
successful.” She replied as she hugged her tighter then softly kissed her. “Now
let’s go find our brothers and just relax a little ok?”
***
The rest of the morning, Susan quietly pointed out to
Billie every time she ‘flashed’ them when she moved around doing normal things,
by afternoon, the ‘new girl’ was getting the hang of sitting and moving like a
girl in a skirt and was feeling much better about wearing skirts.
As she sat on Jimmy’s lap with his hand leisurely
stroking her thigh he’d noticed when she’d tucked her skirt under her when
she’d climbed onto his lap and asked about it. “I see you’re getting used to
wearing a skirt Billie is that what Susan’s been whispering to you about all
morning?”
<sigh> “Yeah Jimmy,” she said as she leaned into
his body. “I had no idea how much trouble skirts are to girls until I started
wearing one... it seems like I have to think about it all the time, or I’m
showing my diaper. And with a diaper you really can’t seen anything, but when
I’m wearing panties, that could be a problem...”
Giving her a tighter hug and kiss on the cheek he
responded, “Billie you’re learning in days, what girls learn over years as they
grow up. To them it’s normal and they don’t have to think about it at all, it’s
just natural to them not something they have to think about.”
“I know and that’s why it’s so hard.... Susan said I
should stay here for the next couple of weeks as much as possible so that the
girls can work with me all the time to learn all this stuff... That would also
let me get a start on you tutoring me... would that be ok?”
“Actually that’s a really good idea Billie, but as to
lessons, I think you need lessons from the girls more than me for the next
couple of weeks. You’re repeating last year’s studies, so you don’t need the
academic review as much as you need to learn to look and be a girl. Yes ‘BE’ a
girl, not just look and act like one. The more you can accomplish on that front
will really help you be accepted as a girl when we go back to school. From now
on you must ‘be a girl’ at all times and forget about having been a boy.”
“Well if ‘being’ a girl gets me treated like my new
brothers treat me, then I’ll be very happy as a girl Jimmy.”
<laugh> “Well, for one thing you shouldn’t climb
on boys laps like this unless you really trust them Billie, nor should you let
boys play with your legs like I’ve been doing. Boys tend to get excited about
things like that and then want sex,” he replied as his hand slid up her leg and
cupped her crotch, then slipped a finger under the edge to see if she was wet.
“Jimmy I wouldn’t sit on just any boys lap like this
unless I totally trusted him and as for touching me under my skirt, there’s
only two boys allowed to do that right now and I trust both of them totally
with my body. You and Tommy are the only boys who are going to get to do that
for a long time. Any other boy will have to earn my trust totally before he’d
ever even get to hug me. I’m really nervous about most boys after what happened
to me. Any boy getting close to me now, is going to have to be like my new
brothers, or they’re not getting close. After the way you and Tommy treat me,
well, I’m going to be really, really picky.”
“Well they’re going to have to have my approval too
baby or they’re not getting at my little sister. I’m going to be very
protective of you, I hope you realize that. It’s just the way I am, I protect
my family. Will that be a problem?”
“No Jimmy it won’t. Right now I need all the
protectors I can get... That my big brother is willing to do that just tells me
that he really does consider me his sister and makes me love him even more for
it. If it ever does become a problem, which I seriously doubt, I’ll let you
know.”
“Tommy feels the same way you know... any boy who wants
you needs to have both our approvals, neither of us wants you hurt ever again.”
“I know and I love him to death for being that way. Jimmy,
I’m wet now and need changed...”
“Then let’s go get my little sister clean, dry and
changed,” she said giving her a kiss and a pat on the butt.
***
Later that afternoon, the kids were playing cards at
the table on the deck when Billie’s mother arrived. Looking around she didn’t
see him and asked Carol who was sitting at the table in the kitchen, “She’s
right out there playing cards,” was then answer as the woman pointed to the two
boys and two girls at the table.
“I don’t see him?” his mother responded.
“SHE is the one in the little pink top,” Carol replied
laughing.
“Oh My! I didn’t recognize Billy at all! He looks so
pretty!”
“SHE is pretty and get used to calling HER by girls
references since SHE wants to be a girl, we’ve all referred to HER by female
pronouns so that SHE gets used to it. It’s the only way SHE’LL be ready for
school as a girl.” Carol responded, emphasizing the female references.
“Yes of course, she needs to get used to that; it’s
just well, he’s been my son for so long... this will take some getting used to...”
“Agreed, but the only way to help Billie from now on
is to totally treat her as a girl. That’s what she’ll be and that’s the only
way for her to adapt. So forget you ever had a son; you’ve got a daughter from
now on.”
Epilogue
It didn’t take much convincing that Billie should live
with them for the next two weeks to prepare her for school, one look at how
happy her new daughter was with the other kids and her mother had no problem
with that arrangement. The only times she’d be away were for appointments with
her medical doctor and psychologist both of whom thought Billie made the right
choice.
Between the massive hormone shots she got on Monday
and continuing heavy doses via pills twice daily, Billy was on an emotional
rollercoaster, but every time she got shaky she was quickly engulfed in a hug
from either the boys or one of the many girls who made her their project to
totally convert her from boy to girl. Her crash course in ‘girlhood’ and
constant attention from her new friends meant her emotional swings were quickly
abated. She especially loved sitting on Tommy’s lap every evening getting held
and petted, but curled up every night tightly pressed against Jimmy. She was
especially happy that Sam didn’t even recognize her when he came for his next
lesson and shook him up when she crawled onto his lap and thoroughly kissed
him. It was only after the kiss that Sam realized who Billie was and then gave
her a tight hug and told her how happy he was for her.
****
The criminal cases against the 9 athletes and former
Asst. Principle had the who community in both shock and anger and once the
defendants found out that the whole thing had been seen by a witness, all but
one of the boys took plea deals and plead guilty to Felonious Assault in
exchange for dropping the rape charge. All were sentenced to Juvenile Detention
until 21 and then an additional 5 years in adult prison. The one who didn’t
plead out, was the ring leader and since he was 17, was tried as an adult and
when found guilty of all charges got a 30 year sentence in adult prison. Mr.
Bailey was also found guilty of the cover-up and false report and got 2 years,
plus since he did it under the color of his position as Asst. Principle, his
retirement was revoked by the State Retirement system. Sam only had to testify
at the two trials, but Billie’s testimony was taken in a sealed courtroom, and
no press were allowed to cover it, nor were any pictures of the victim nor her
identity permitted to be published.
****
Due to all the public uproar over the incident the
Council came to the Henderson/Campbell house to meet regarding Billie’s future
just before school resumed. One look at the ‘new’ Billie and the Council was
reluctant to assign Jimmy as the primary mentor, but after Billie plead with
them, assigned Pamela as primary and Jimmy as secondary, since he remained her
tutor. They felt Pam could better guide Billie regarding women’s issues, but
realized that Jimmy was the best tutor and that he offered Billie the emotional
support she needed. The surprise for the Council however was when Mrs. Carter
ask that Billie’s guardianship be transferred to Mrs. Henderson and Mrs.
Campbell and that she would be living with them at least until she came of age.
“My husband, refuses to deal with what happened to
Billie nor will he acknowledge her as the female she is becoming. Billie is
wanted and happy living here and I think it would be better for her to allow
her to become a permanent part of this family where she is wanted and loved by
all the members. Here she’ll get all the support and love she’ll need. The way
my husband refuses to deal with it is unacceptable. As far as he’s concerned
his ‘son’ is dead and he refuses to accept he now has a daughter, this means
life at home for Billie would be difficult as it has been ever since the
attack, and even before then about Billy being Gay.”
One look at how Billie was accepted and supported by
all in the home and Judge Jenkins approved the transfer of guardianship. This
resulted in four happy kids, who gathered their new sister into a group hug and
the Council members just smiled as Billie got lots of hugs and kisses at the
ruling. Once Billie permanently moved in she almost immediately lost the need
for diapers which made her very happy. The only down side, was she didn’t have
that excuse to be naked as often with her new brothers, but that didn’t seem to
be a problem, since their hands still found their way under her skirts daily
and she spent most nights sleeping in their bed.
****
Reentering school went much better than either Sam or
Billie expected. Both now had a large support group of all the kids that
frequented Jimmy’s home and no one harassed them. Of course the absence of the
9 worst bullies, meant the remaining students were on notice that bigotry
regarding sexual orientation would no longer be tolerated.
Jimmy found that being in the school office area nude
for both his honor’s lessons and as a tutor was at first awkward and
embarrassing. Most of the girls who worked in the office quickly accepted the
naked boys seen in the back hallway for their tutoring sessions. Kelly
Brockhurst, however was seemingly always teasing Jimmy, until Mrs. Russell
heard her and sat the girl down for an ‘attitude adjustment’. After that
discussion with the huge Black woman, Kelly dropped all comments about the
naked boys and ignored them. Of course not so subtle threats from Pam to the
girl may have contributed to her change of attitude also.
Under Jimmy’s tutoring guidance, both Sam and Billie
did well academically that year, both scoring solid A’s and a few B’s in all
their subjects. Even with a month’s absence after her surgery, Billie moved to
the top of her year, mainly because of the tutoring she got at home from Jimmy
with Tommy helping in the Math and Science areas, where he was even more
advanced than Jimmy. The tutoring program itself was ruled a success, and both
Jimmy and Pam continued tutoring students until they graduated at the top of
their class. After that first year Jimmy had only kids in the program, but Pam
also had kids not in it, but many of the girls she tutored joined the Women’s
Federation Chapter after their experience working with her.
Tommy and Connie mutually decided to breakup when they
were 16 and Connie quickly found another boy in the program to mentor and soon
had him firmly wrapped around her fingers. Tommy, however didn’t have to look
for a new partner, he was already in love with Billie and had spent many nights
with her cuddled on his lap and tightly against him at night. Billie became his
new girlfriend and both were happy about it. Billie had only dated one boy,
after her transition and when he got too physical told him to ‘take a hike’! Tommy
had been really upset when she told him the boy had ‘groped’ and she had to
convince him not to go give the boy a deserved punch or two. When they
graduated high school it didn’t surprise anyone when Tommy asked Billie to
marry him and they went off to college as a couple sharing an apartment. Eventually
they adopted two children, a boy and a girl and were happy with their family.
Susan found a boy in the program to mentor, but it was
obvious that she was the submissive in their relationship. The boy named John
was somewhat intimidated that he had to have approval from Tommy and Jimmy
before dating her outside the program. He took the threats of dire consequences
should he ever hurt or mistreat their sister to heart and always took good care
of her. They eventually married and ended up happy, but there was no doubt that
outside the bedroom, Susan was in charge of their home.
Jimmy and Pamela, never looked elsewhere for a
partner, they both knew that already had the perfect life mate and married soon
after high school. Jimmy had accepted the internship at 16 from Mr. Crawford
and also the offer for continuing employment after getting his degree in design
and architecture. When Jimmy was 29, Mr. Crawford decided to retire and turned
the company over to Jimmy and it took Jimmy a lot of convincing to get the man
to accept a continuing income share in exchange for the company. The man had
said he had more than enough to live on and didn’t need the money, but Jimmy
just couldn’t accept the business outright as a gift from the man. Pamela got
her degree in psychology and following in Mrs. Russell’s footsteps, eventually
became a high school guidance counselor working with teens seemed to be the
perfect job for her. The couple spent many evenings and some weekends at the
Russell house and became the godparents to Letisha and Robert’s two children.
Jimmy and Pam were happy together and no one who
visited their house were surprised to find Jimmy naked at home, nor when they
had children of their own for the boys to grow up naked at home. Nor did their
children find it unusual that their father did most of the cooking and would
spend hours sitting on their mother’s lap getting cuddled. It was just the
normal in their house as well as in Uncle Tommy’s and Aunt Billie’s, and Aunt
Susan and Uncle John’s houses. The males were always naked and loved by their
wives, mothers and sisters...
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