Jimmy 16 to 20
By Captain J
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Copyright 2019 by Captain J, all rights reserved
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Jimmy
By
Captain J
Chapter
16
Tommy
met Connie at the door
and was greeted by a smiling girl. “Hello Connie, thanks for coming
over,” he
started but was interrupted when she grabbing him and hugged him
tightly and
then gently kissed him, before stepping back up still holding him by
his upper
arms.
“Hi
Tommy, I’m really glad you
called, there’s just so much we need to talk about, well, I just had to
come
didn’t I...”
“You...
You really want to talk
to me?”
“Of
course! I wouldn’t be here
if I didn’t. Tommy we’ve known each other for almost 5 years, seen each
other
every day, sat beside each other in more classes than I can count and
it’s only
been in the last couple of weeks that we’ve ever really talked to each
other. Tommy
I want to know you better and I want you to know me; so there’s only
one way to
do that and that’s to sit down together and talk about ourselves, what
we
think, and how we feel. Tommy I want you as my best friend and I want
to know
everything there is to know about you. So let’s just find someplace to
sit and
get to know each other better.”
“Connie,
I want that too, but
girls, most girls don’t talk to me. Most don’t have any interest in me,
because, I’m smaller than many of the guys in our class. If anything
they treat
me like I’m a younger kid or something. You’re the first girl who’s
ever really
wanted to get to know me...”
“Then
those girls are really
stupid! Now where can we relax and get to know each other? Where’s
Jimmy and
Susan?”
“Outside,
Jimmy had to treat
some places on the deck some more before sealing it again tomorrow.
Susan’s out
there with him and they won’t bother us.” Then hesitated before
continuing,
“Jimmy and I have a suite of rooms in the basement, one’s kind of a
lounge we
could go there if that’s ok?”
“Tommy
I can tell you’re
nervous, but if talking down there will make you relax some, then we’ll
go
there. Tommy you’re my friend and I just want you to be comfortable
when you’re
with me, so let’s go to your rooms and get to know each other better.”
She said
sliding her arm around him and they moved to head in the direction of
the
kitchen, then downstairs to the boy’s rooms.
Once
they stepped into the
room, Connie stopped looking around, “Wow! Tommy this room is great!
Just like
our living room at home, TV, Stereo, Sofa, Chairs, and it’s huge! And
your
bedroom must be through there?” pointing at the connecting door.
“Yeah,
want to see it?” he
said leading her through the door into the bedroom and she saw the
walk-in
closet doors open.
“God
look at that closet!” She
said releasing him and walking over to see into it. “Tommy this closet
is half
the size of my bedroom? God I wish I had something like this! Tommy
these rooms
are terrific!”
“Yeah
Jimmy and I like them,
his dad built this as a recreation room originally, but last week it
was all
converted for us and a new bathroom put in across the way, there by the
laundry
room.”
“Well
when you said your rooms
were in the basement, I sure wasn’t expecting something like this! I
can see
why you and Jimmy are happy with them. Your own private little world
down here.
Now let’s relax and have our talk shall we?” Leading him back to the
lounge
room, she sat on the sofa and guided him down beside her, and
maintained an arm
around his shoulders. Tommy was looking down at his lap and his hands
were
trembling some as they rested in his lap. “Tommy relax,” she said,
pulling him
across her lap, face up and wrapped both arms around him, cradling him.
“You’re
getting nervous and there’s no reason for it, I like you and you can
tell me
anything and not be embarrassed by anything you tell me...”
<sigh><big
breath>
Then he looked up at her and their eyes met. “Connie I really like you,
you’re
beautiful, smart and so caring towards me... would it be possible... would
you
consider... could we ever be... a... couple?” he shyly asked.
“Of
course it’s possible and
of course I’d consider that, Tommy I really like you too you know.
You’re a
wonderful boy and we just need to learn more about each other...” she
said softly
kissing him her hand roaming over his body.
For
the next 3 hours they sat
there together, talking about everything and anything, getting to know
all
about each other, their hopes and dreams and what they wanted in life,
at least
as much as two 11 year olds, consider important in life and both felt
really
good about themselves and being together. Lots of kisses were
exchanged, and
Tommy got a handjob when his cock responded to all of her stroking and
hugging.
They only stopped when Jimmy called to them from upstairs that lunch
was ready.
When the two came upstairs to the kitchen, Jimmy and Susan were sitting
together, and smiled when they saw them walking holding each other.
“So
how’d the talk go?” Susan
asked, already knowing the answer from just looking at them.
“Tommy’s
now officially my
boyfriend,” Connie replied grinning. “This little guy’s the most
wonderful boy
I could ever hope for, so when he asked I said yes.”
“She’s
great!” was Tommy’s
response. “But you knew I already thought that...”
“Yeah
we knew Tommy,” Jimmy
said with a smirk, “You’ve been a nervous wreck for the last 24 hours
over just
talking to her. Connie, he’s worried himself almost sick over just
telling you
he likes you.”
“Not
anymore,” she replied
kissing Tommy’s cheek, “We’re comfortable with each other now.”
“Yeah
well if you think he’s
wonderful now, wait until he eats your pussy for about 4 or 5 back to
back
orgasms for you Connie; he’s fantastic at it and loves doing it,” Susan
replied
grinning, causing her brother to turn bright red.
“Susan!”
he whimpered.
“What?
Connie needs to know
about one of your best skills? I know he did it once out on the deck,
but that
was just a small sample. Just drop those panties for him Connie and be
ready
for multiple orgasms!” She replied.
“Really?
He does that?” Connie
replied in wonder.
“And
more,” Susan replied,
“You and I need to have a talk it seems so that I can tell you about
his many
talents...”
“That’s
ok Susan, if he does
that one, then I’ll enjoy discovering his other talents by myself. He
can just
show me as we get together; I wouldn’t want to inhibit him and not
knowing may
lead to enjoyable surprises...”
Tommy’s
face was burning at
this point and Connie just spun him around and pulled him against her
chest,
stroking his back and massaging the back of his neck. “It’s ok Tommy,
don’t let
your mean sister, embarrass you. We’re a couple now and we’ll just
discover
those things for ourselves...” she said while giving Susan a wink. Tommy
relaxed
against her, and soon they were all sitting at the table eating, and
talking
about ‘safer’ topics.
After lunch Pam came by with
some of her
drawings. “These were graded today, so I thought I’d drop them off.
Your mothers
saw the rough drawing of this one, and said they wanted the finished
one,” she
said to Susan, and slid a large drawing of the three kids together
across the
table. It was just head and shoulders of each of them, but looked
almost
lifelike except that it was done in charcoal on cream colored heavy
paper.
“Wow
Pam, this is great!”
Susan said “Our Mom’s will love it!”
“It’s
not THAT great,” Pam
shyly replied, “but the teacher gave it an ‘A’ and it’s good enough to
frame,
so I thought I’d give it to them.”
“It’s
really good Pam and I’m
sure our Mom’s will love it. What else do you have there? It looks like
you’ve
got more...” Jimmy told her.
“Thanks
Jimmy, actually that
one is just a small portion of another one I did, early on.” She
replied and
then slid another large drawing in front of them. “This is from one of
the
pictures I took of you three that first day, I just used the head and
shoulder
area for the one here, (pointing to the first drawing) and enlarged
it.” The
second drawing was full length of the three kids standing together,
Susan in
the middle and two naked boys on either side of her, all standing
casually and
the background was just an unidentifiable blur; but the 3 figures were
clear
and detailed. It was done in pencil and Jimmy picked it up and looked
at it
closely.
“Has
this been graded?” he
asked and she nodded ‘yes’.
“Could
I have this? It’s just
incredible! I’d like to hang it in our room. Pam you’re much more
talented than
you give yourself credit for. I can’t get over how lifelike these
look.” He
said putting it down and then giving her a hug. “You’re too critical of
your
own work Pam, these are just wonderful.”
“OK,
ok so I’m better than I
think, you all keep telling me that... Jimmy you can have that drawing if
you
really want it, I owe you guys big time for posing for me...”
“Thanks
Pam, I already know
exactly where it’s going to hang in our lounge room. What size is it?
Do you
have others?”
“16X20
inches Jimmy and yes I
do, I gave her three others to grade, and all of them got ‘A’s’. Here,
they are
if you want to look at them...”
One
was Patty sitting on
Jimmy’s lap, the second was Jimmy leaning against a large rock in a
forest
looking off into the distance, he recognized the pose of him leaning on
the
deck rail, but she’d changed the setting. The last was Tommy and Susan
sitting
together. Tommy naked and Susan clothed, looking at each other, their
foreheads
just barely touching as they looked into each other’s eyes and smiled
at each
other.
“Wow
these are great!” Jimmy
said to her giving her another hug. “Patty gets that one, we already
agreed to
that, but I get a photo copy. Pam this is that pose you had me do out
on the
deck, but I’ve never been in a woods like that; but it’s really nice....”
“Jimmy
that’s artistic
license, the person is of course you, but I changed the setting to make
it more
dramatic. I’ve tried some of your other poses in other settings, but
this one
just struck me as perfect.”
“It
IS perfect Pam, I’d love
to hang that one in my room. Jimmy looks so wonderful like that.” Susan
softly
interjected. “Mom will want the one of Tommy and Me also,” knowing her
it will be
hanging in her bedroom, where she can see it from her bed.”
Still
hugging her from behind,
Jimmy rested his chin on her shoulder as he looked at the pictures.
“Pam what
do we owe you for these?” he softly asked, his cheek rubbing against
hers.
“Nothing
Jimmy, you’re posing
for free, so giving you some, is just payment for your time. Your
mothers and I
already talked about this. Any you kids choose are free; but they
insist on
paying me for any they choose. I didn’t want to charge for any of them
since
I’m doing them for my class, but your mom’s insisted.”
“Well
if this is the result of
a little time posing for you, then I’ll pose more if you want. It’s not
that
big a bother doing it and you are my friend, so I have to help you when
I can.”
“Thanks
Jimmy,” she replied
turning her head enough to kiss his cheek. “I really appreciate you
doing this
for me, I can’t afford to pay a model and you’ve been really great
helping me.”
“OK
but my offer is real Pam,
I’ll pose for you whenever you want.” He whispered in her ear.
“Really?
Jimmy would it be
possible for you to come to my house someday? I’ve got a studio set up
in our
basement and it would be easier doing it there than dragging stuff over
here? Just
one or two days is all... and only for a few hours...”
“I
don’t see why not, I’ll
have to get permission from my mom’s but otherwise I don’t know why I
couldn’t.”
“I’ll
take care of that part
Jimmy, I’ll ask them Wednesday when I’m here for the Women’s club
meeting. They’ll
want someone to escort you there and back anyway. So I’ll just take
care of all
of it at once.”
“OK
but I know they’ll agree. Both
of them really like you Pam and think your drawings are terrific; so I
already
know they’ll let me do it for you.” He replied. “Besides, I’d like to
get out
of the house for a change. And getting to spend time with you is a
bonus....”
“Not
as big a bonus for you as
it is for me Jimmy...” she softly replied kissing his cheek again.
“What
are you two up to?”
Susan asked interrupting them.
“Not
much Susan, Pam wanted to
know if I could go over to her house, she’s got a studio set up and
said it
would be easier to pose there where she’s got everything set up. I
didn’t see a
problem with it; just getting permission from our moms.” Jimmy replied.
“They’ll
agree Jimmy, they
trust Pam and so do I, besides it’ll be a change for you to get out
some,
between all of the moving and work you’ve been doing on the two houses,
you
need to get away even for just a few hours.” Susan replied, “I’ll talk
to them
for you if you want.”
“I
was going to do that
Wednesday evening at the Club meeting Susan...” Pam replied.
“OK
well I’ll just tell them
that we talked about it and that you’re going to ask, give them a
‘heads up’
warning kind of. But Pam once they see these finished drawings, there’s
no way
they’d say no.” Susan told her. “Did you have an idea of when?”
“Not
really, but Thursday
would be good, I don’t have class that day? The only problem is I’m
watching
Joey that day and having him underfoot will be a distraction. I have a
hard
time working with him interrupting me as it is.”
“That’s
no problem, we’ll just
take Jimmy over to your place and bring Joey back here, he can play
with Tommy
and I’ll keep him out of trouble for you. Then you can work with Jimmy
without
him bothering you.” Susan offered.
“You’d
do that? Great! He’s
been a real bother the last couple of days, he’s bored and constantly
getting
into things. I’ve had to spank him twice in the last three days and I
haven’t
had to do that for months!” Pam replied.
“Don’t
worry, Tommy and I will
keep him occupied, if not, well he won’t be the first boy’s behind that
I’ve
spanked and probably won’t be the last either.” Susan replied and
noticed Jimmy
blush slightly at that statement, fortunately for him, his head was not
in
Pam’s line of sight.
“Speaking
of Tommy, where is
he?” Jimmy asked.
“Back
downstairs with Connie,
<giggle> they disappeared after giving the drawings a
quick look, no
doubt getting to know each other better, now that they’d decided to be
a
couple...” Susan said with a snicker.
“So
Tommy’s got a girlfriend? Excellent
and Connie’s a good match for him. She’ll keep him out of trouble and
both have
fun while doing it. Them going to school together will make things much
easier
than if he’d hooked up with someone else too.” Pam replied.
“Any
prospects for you Pam?”
Susan asked.
“None
right now,” she replied.
“Connie’s mother was trying to interest me in her boy Sam, but he
doesn’t
interest me at all. He’s been fighting the training program all along
and even Connie’s
had to spank him recently. If he doesn’t get his act together soon,
he’s going
to be in real trouble. Cindy told me yesterday that he’s due an
‘attitude
adjustment’ and you know he’ll really hate that.”
“Did
she say when?” Susan
asked.
“Yeah
his mother’s bringing
him to the club meeting Wednesday, the Council will meet on it and two
other
boys who’ve been bad and it will happen with the entire Club watching.”
Was the
reply.
“Ouch!
He’ll hate it, but it
WILL get his attention...” Susan observed.
“Do
I even what to know what
this is about?” Jimmy shyly asked.
“Not
something you’ll ever
need to worry about Jimmy,” Pam said, turning and pulling him onto her
lap her
arms circling him. “You’re doing everything right and this is something
for
boys who fight the training program. He’s going to be lectured as to
everything
he’s done wrong and then be spanked by about 6 girls and then put on
display
for the club with his red behind available for any of the women to add
spanks
if they decide he didn’t get enough. I doubt he’ll be sitting
comfortably for a
few days afterwards. If they decide he’s been really bad they may
sentence him
to ‘chastity’ and put a device on his privates. This doesn’t happen
often,
maybe once per year and I don’t know of any boy who’s needed it more
than once
to change their attitude.”
“Now
I know why Susan said
‘Ouch!’ that sounds bad...”
“It
can be, it’s up to his
mother whether it’s hand spanking, paddles or something more like belts
or
caning or switches. My older brother got the paddle treatment and
believe me,
after that he was quickly 100% with the program, not so much as a
single word
of resistance. That was 5 years ago and he’s never even needed a hand
spanking
since then. I only know of one boy who got caned and he was like 17 at
the time
and a Senior in high school. He’s married now to one of the girls who
supervised him and apparently happy; they both recently graduated
college and
she’s pregnant so things must have worked out.”
“What
did he do to deserve
that?” Jimmy asked a tremble passing though him.
“Alcohol
and drugs, he was a
real mess. Got picked up by the police drunk with marijuana in his
pocket, both
drunk and stoned. His parents convinced the judge to drop the charges
if they’d
take care of it. Juvenile Judge Jenkins is part of the Women’s club and
was
present when he got his whipping and had no problem with turning him
over to
his parents for correction.”
“Well
you’re right, I don’t
have to worry about that one, I’d never mess myself up with drugs and
even though
Mom let me taste some beer, whisky and wine once. The wine wasn’t too
bad, but
the other stuff, didn’t even taste good. I don’t have any interest in
any of
that stuff. Why would you want to make yourself lose control like those
things
make you do. I like my mind clear and having control over my body; hell
I’m
clumsy enough without messing with that stuff!” Jimmy firmly replied.
“Jimmy
I need to warn you
about something else that will happen. You and Tommy will be presented
before
the club as the newest boys in the program. They will receive reports
on how
you’re doing and formally assign your supervisors which they’ll call
‘Mentors’.
You know Susan will be your primary supervisor; but unless you have a
problem
with it, I’d like to be your secondary mentor. You and I seem to get
along well
and I just thought you’d rather have someone you feel comfortable with...”
“Pam,
you’ve done more than
anyone to help me understand all this, and I do feel comfortable with
you. I
know I can trust you, so yeah, if I have to have two, then I’d like it
to be
you.”
“Two
are required Jimmy, one a
family member if possible and the other a non-family member. Susan
qualifies as
the ‘family member’ even though you’re not related, because you live
together
in the same house. Like I said, I’d like to be the other one. I just
know we
can get you through the program if I help you and guide you like I have
so far.
As to the drugs and alcohol; well, I like you just the way you are
Jimmy, so
you won’t get any argument from me on not using any of that stuff. Now
I’ve got
to go watch my brother this afternoon. Mom said she had shopping to do,
and is
expecting me home soon. I’ll leave these drawings here, could you make
sure
Patty get’s hers?” Getting a nod from Jimmy that Patty would get her
drawing. She
patted his hip and helped him stand, then gave both Susan and Jimmy
hugs before
quickly leaving.
“She
seems to like holding you
Jimmy, not that I can blame her, I like doing that too.” Susan said
slipping
her arm around him as they watched the girl walk down the street.
“She’s
lonely Suzy, boys don’t
talk to her much, they’re either afraid of her because of her being
taller or
intimidated because she’s smarter. She’s really nice though, I kind of
wish I’d
gotten to know her better years ago, we’ve been going to school
together since
first grade.”
“Would
you like to do sex
stuff with her if you were allowed and she wanted to?” she asked.
“Suzy
we already had this
conversation. It’s NOT allowed under the rules and I wouldn’t break
those
rules, our mothers are trusting us not to.”
“Yeah
I know that, but what if
you WERE allowed to and she wanted to?” she pushed harder.
“IF
it were allowed AND YOU
were ok with it and she wanted that, then I probably would. Susan, you
already
know that no girl comes close to the way I feel about you, but she’s
been
really nice to me and a good friend, so I’d have a hard time refusing
her, if
YOU were ok with it.”
“Jimmy
I know she’s not
competition; so I’d be ok with it. You’d come back to me and probably
tell me
all about it. I like her and I love you, so I wouldn’t have a problem
with you
helping her out like that. It’s just some rules in the road at this
point.”
“Yeah,
but our mothers were
pretty firm about those rules...”
“Rules
can change Jimmy....” She
softly replied, then dropped the topic and they cleaned up the kitchen
and got
meat out to thaw for dinner.
At
about 3:30 Tommy and Connie
reappeared from the basement, both wearing big smiles. “Well they’re
alive,”
Jimmy commented seeing the couple.
“Yeah
and look as though
they’ve been having fun with each other,” Susan added. “So Connie, did
I lie
about his oral skills?”
“No
if anything you
understated them,” the girl replied blushing nicely. “I lost count of
how many
times I came,” she added mumbling.
“And?”
Susan prompted.
“Well
her oral skills are
pretty terrific too,” Tommy replied, also blushing a nice shade of red.
“OK
I’m happy for both of you.
Just one thing Tommy, and Connie you need to be aware of this too.
Tommy’s sex
life is now limited to the two of you except for handjobs, under our
mother’s
rules. It’s to prevent bringing diseases into the family and he has to
use
condoms if you two do anything more than oral sex or masturbation.”
“But
I don’t have any
diseases? I’m still a virgin? I’ve never done anything with ANY boy
other than
kiss them or jerk them off?” Connie protested.
“I
thought that was the case
Connie and it’s nothing personal. <sigh> Sit down all of
you we need to
have a frank talk here and we might as well get it over with.” When all
four
kids were seated, she started again. “Connie, Jimmy, Tommy and I have
been
playing around for the past couple of weeks and trying different
things. That’s
how I knew about Tommy’s oral skills. Jimmy’s pretty good at that too,”
she
said noting a nice blush from her best friend. Our mothers know about
it and
have given approval with some limits.” She then outlined the rules the
kids
were operating under and how that affected things, now that Tommy and
Connie
were hooking up with each other. “Actually I’m breaking a rule here, by
telling
you that we’re doing things with each other, but I trust you Connie not
to
spread that around and I’m going to try and get the rules changed to
include
you as an ‘official’ participant, which would still allow Tommy to
engage in
things with Jimmy and me. That would require the permission of your
mother and
ours and you’d have to follow the same rules we do. Currently the only
thing
we’re not allowed is the boys can’t have vaginal sex with me, but
anything else
is permitted as long as the partners are willing and no force or threat
of
force is used. Whether you can have vaginal sex or not is up to you and
your
mother, but it would have to be with safety precautions if it’s
allowed. The
whole reason I even need to tell you about this is that if you two are
doing
oral sex on each other, that involves ‘fluid transfer’ and changes the
limits
on Tommy.”
“Susan
I’d never tell anyone,
about you guys or even that Tommy and I are doing things...” Connie
replied. “But
I don’t understand the concern, so Tommy can’t do things with you
Susan, why is
that such a big deal if he’s getting them from me?”
“Because
I’m not the only one
he does things with Connie,” Susan replied and both boys were very red
and
looking like they wanted to hide. “The boys do things too, sorry guys
but we
need to be honest with her and she needs to know this. Connie the boys
have sex
too. Tommy seems to have a need for anal sex and really enjoys it, and
Jimmy
has been taking care of that for him to keep him from looking
elsewhere. Neither
of them are gay and don’t want to be, but well, Tommy seems to want it
and to
keep him safe, Jimmy’s done it for him.”
Seeing
Tommy’s reaction,
Connie wrapped her arm around him and pulled him against her, “It’s ok
Tommy,
that’s no big deal to me. I can do that for you too you know, I’d just
need to
get a special toy to do it with. Liking that doesn’t make you gay and
it’s
something many boys like, but don’t talk about. I’ve read all about it
on the
internet and it’s not unusual, and certainly not something you should
be
ashamed of.”
“So
where does that leave us
Connie? Do you want to be part of our little sex club or not? If yes,
then I’ll
need to talk to our moms and you’ll need to talk to yours, since it’s
guaranteed that our mothers will talk to yours.” Susan replied.
“Would
I have to do things
with you and Jimmy?” the girl asked.
“No,
all activities are
voluntary. You COULD do things with Jimmy or with me for that matter if
both
you and we wanted to, but there’s no requirement to do anything with
anyone.”
Susan replied. “Mostly for now anyway, it would allow Tommy to keep
doing
things with me and Jimmy if we wanted, but also allow him to do things
with
you. All of us are clean of diseases and want to stay that way. For you
it
would allow you to do what you want with Tommy and not worry about
diseases,
but you’d be limited to the four of us.”
“Well
that would give us all
what we want and keep us safe then wouldn’t it?” Connie replied, “But
for now I
only want to play with Tommy here, he’s my boyfriend and I want him to
be
happy, so I’d agree to those limits. Is anyone else going to be added?”
“Well
that’s the big question
isn’t it? Pam and Cindy have both offered Jimmy sex and both are clean
as far
as I know and I wouldn’t have a problem of Jimmy helping them if both
they and
he wanted that. I know he loves me more than anyone and want him happy.
He’ll
always come back to me even if he does things with them, so I’m not
worried
about one of them stealing him or anything like that. So I was thinking
about
getting permission for them also under the same restrictions I outlined
to you.
They would be limited to our group only and no one outside it, and of
course
would have to practice safe sex, since both of them can get pregnant.”
“Don’t
I get a say in any of
this?” Jimmy asked so softly that both girls were immediately looking
at him.
“Of
course you do Jimmy,”
Susan replied smiling and sliding her arm around him. “We’re talking
about
possibilities here, not anything definite. Whether you do or do not do
things
with any of us is still your choice, just as each girl has the choice
to do
that or not. But if I’m going to go to our mothers to get the rules
changed to
include Connie; then I might as well get permission for Pam and Cindy
if they
want to participate, but that’s up to them, not us. Since both girls
have made
offers to you, then I’m assuming they’d want to. That’s all...”
“You’re
really going to get
Jimmy permission to have sex with other girls? Susan, I’m not you, but
I’d be
afraid he’d like them better than me and not come back...” Connie offered.
“No
you’re not me Connie and
Jimmy isn’t like most boys. We’ve loved each other all our lives and
he’s told
me over and over that, no other girl is competition for me with him, so
I KNOW
he’ll always come back to me; he’ll tell me all about whatever they did
and
then we’ll make out because it will turn us both on.” She replied.
Jimmy just
nodded agreement.
“Is
that true Jimmy?” Connie
asked.
<laugh>
“Yeah Connie,
I’ve been in love with this little girl since she was a baby and we
know each
other so well we anticipate each other in almost any situation. So no
girl will
ever know me as well as she does. So as long as this beautiful girl
wants me;
I’m hers. The only way she’s getting rid of me is for her to tell me
she
doesn’t want me anymore or we have a really big fight and agree not to
stay
together. I’d do almost anything to stop that from happening. So if
Susan tells
me I can do things with other girls; then I might if I like the girl;
but
Susan’s the only one I really want. But the main thing is that SUSAN
has to
tell me it’s ok to do something with a particular girl; or I’m not
doing
anything. I won’t take the chance of losing Susan over some other girl.”
“Well
that’s something I’d
never expect a boy to say. You’re really lucky Susan, most of us won’t
find a
boy like Jimmy; so we worry about other girls getting too close to our
boys. Tommy’s
special too, but I wouldn’t be confident enough to share him with other
girls;
not soon anyway....”
“You
don’t need to worry
Connie,” Tommy interrupted, “The only one’s I’ll be doing anything with
are
Susan and Jimmy and those are kind of limited in what we do anyway.”
“So
assuming you want in Connie,
you need to talk to your mother, tonight preferably because I’ll talk
to our
mothers tonight. At the latest they’ll probably talk to each other
Wednesday
evening at the club meeting; so your mother needs to know before then.”
“Well
I will then. I want
Tommy and at the same time, I don’t want him to have to give up doing
things
with you and Jimmy, so I’ll be talking to my Mom tonight.” Connie
replied. “Tommy
how fixed are you on doing things with Jimmy? I’m assuming we’re
talking anal
sex here; do you guys do oral and handjobs and all that? I know that’s
something really personal, but two of those, I can do for you just as
easily as
he can. I can suck you and handle your anal stuff both giving and
taking, but I
don’t have a dick for you to suck if you’re really into that.”
Both
boys turning bright red
in response, she giggled, but Tommy finally got up the nerve to answer,
“Connie
I’ve never been able to lie successfully. We do all of that Connie.
Mostly it’s
Jimmy doing me anally, but I’ve sucked him a few times and he’s done me
a
couple of times, and we’ve given each other handjobs, but mostly it’s
him doing
my butt for me. I’m too small to reach his prostate so it’s mostly him
doing
me...”
“OK
and thanks for being
honest with me Tommy; I’ll just have my mother get me a special toy and
I can
do your butt for you as good as he does. That’s not to say that you
can’t do
that with him if you want, but you won’t NEED to have him do it for
you. The
other stuff, well that’s up to you guys, I won’t tell you to stop doing
anything you two boys want, as long as it’s just the two of you and no
other
boys.” Connie told them.
“I
don’t do anything with
other boys; not since Jimmy and I have gotten together, and well we
live
together, so I don’t need other boys...” Tommy replied turning an even
darker
shade of red.
Hugging
him tightly to her
chest again, she stroked his body. “Tommy I didn’t mean to embarrass
you, but I
need to know what you like and don’t like, if I’m going to take care of
you. Tommy
you don’t need to have any secrets from me, I’d never do anything to
hurt you
with anything you tell me. If we’re going to be together, then I need
you to be
totally open and honest with me.” She softly said to him and felt him
relax
against her.
<sigh>
“I have been Connie...
I want us together...” was his reply.
“OK
then, when you’re
presented before the Council Wednesday evening, I’ll petition to be
your
secondary mentor; since it’s a given that Susan will be the primary.
That means
that I’ll be responsible for you Tommy. I’ll have to supervise your
program
with your sister and I might have to punish you if you’re bad. Do you
think you
can handle that? If not, then we need to talk about this a whole lot
more...”
“<sigh>
Connie, if you
ever have to spank me, you’ll do it because I was bad and needed it;
I’ll know
that and we’ll still be friends after you do it. After our talk
downstairs I
realized how much I really wanted you as my best friend and girlfriend
so I’ve
been totally honest with you and promise to always be that way with
you. If
you’re ok with Jimmy and me doing stuff, then there’s no way I could
find
another girl so understanding. You said you could get a toy to take
care of my
weird anal need? Please get one and we’ll try that, Jimmy’s been great
helping
me but I know he doesn’t really want to do gay stuff. Maybe with you as
my
mentor, I wouldn’t need him to help me that way and Connie I really do
want you
and me to be as close as possible.”
It
was now 4:30 and Connie
needed to leave and the kids needed to start on dinner. So they parted
and
dinner was ready and waiting then their mothers arrived home. After
dinner,
Susan grabbed the two mothers and had a long discussion with them,
while the
boys headed to their rooms and decided to play a computer game
together. They
were still playing when a couple of hours later Susan came into their
room and
found them.
“So
what did they say?” Tommy
asked not waiting for Susan to give them a report.
“Connie’s
in, under the same
rules, if her mother allows her to be,” Susan started and smiled when
Tommy
pumped his fist in the air in celebration. “Also Pam, Cindy, Beth and
Patty if
they want to and their mothers approve and the older girls are clean of
diseases. Same rules except for Pam, Cindy and Beth. They’re old enough
for
vaginal sex if they want but condoms must be used and they have to be
on either
the pill or using some other contraceptive. I only ask about Pam and
Cindy,
since they seemed to be interested, but our mothers added the other
girls. They
like all of them and wanted them included if the girls wanted that.
They’re
going to talk to all of the mothers Wednesday evening at the club
meeting.”
“Susan
I don’t even know Beth
much at all, she never even talks to me. She’s never indicated any
interest in
me other than to watch Cindy give me that treatment; she’s usually here
to see
you and Patty is just too small and young to be doing anything with.
When she
asked me to rub her pussy for her, it scared the hell out of me that I
might
hurt her.” Jimmy replied.
“Well
that’s what our mothers
decided and they’re in if they want to be and will follow the rules.
<sigh> Jimmy, Patty was included as an alternative for
Tommy mainly since
they’re almost the same ages and Beth, well you’re right, she’s more
interested
in me than you boys. She’s leaned that way for a year or two now and
I’m not
particularly interested in doing things with another girl, but they
included
her, so she’s in if she wants to be. Both of you need to remember that
just
because someone’s included in the group, doesn’t mean you have to do
things
with them, it’s still your choice and theirs too; it just means that
it’s
possible without breaking the rules and that they’re safe.”
“OK
but just so you know, I’m
not doing anything with Beth until she at least starts talking to me
and we get
to know each other. She’s just cold to me and I have no interest there
at all. And
Patty is just too small to be doing much with, even if she wants it.
She needs
to grow physically before anything’s going to happen there beyond what
I’ve
done already. She may be 10, but her body is still smaller like she’s
about 7
or so... That just scares me...”
“How
about you Tommy? Any
interest in Patty?” Susan asked.
“Only
if Connie dumped me. Connie
and I go to school together and I really like her. Patty lives here in
the
neighborhood, but I don’t know her that well. She’s pretty and smart,
but way
back there in comparison with Connie. If she asked me too, I’d finger
her or
lick her but that’s about all for now anyway. But she seems to be more
interested in Jimmy than me, she at least talks to me, so that’s a
start
anyway...”
“OK
well that tells me how you
boys feel about the girls then. I’m going back up and make some phone
calls and
tell them what’s happening. I’m assuming Pam and Cindy will want in at
least
for awhile, same with Patty. Beth I’m going to try to convince not to.
Like I
said, she’s more interested in me than you boys and I have zero
interest in her
that way. So I’ll just tell her that flat out and hopefully she’ll
decline. Just
one thing to remember guys, all of these girls are part of the program,
whether
they’re in our group or not. They can touch you whenever they want; you
just
don’t have to do anything in return. So keep that in mind when dealing
with
them.”
“OK
well all of them except
Beth have done that already,” Jimmy replied.
“So
that’s it for now, I’ll go
make those phone calls. You boys need to get to bed early tonight,
Jimmy you’ve
got to seal that deck tomorrow and that’s a big job. Maybe Tommy can
help some
with it...”
“Yeah
it’s going to take all
day... maybe Tommy can help, it’s basically just like painting only on a
mostly
flat surface except for all of that railing. Want to help Tommy?” Jimmy
asked.
“I’ll
do the railings, you do
the big areas,” Tommy replied, “Maybe with two of us it will get done
faster...”
“I
can help too you know,”
Susan interjected.
“OK
well the railings and
steps take the longest, so you two do them and I’ll do the rest.” Jimmy
replied
and Susan departed leaving the boys alone.
“So
what do you REALLY think
Jimmy? You know about the girls,” Tommy asked.
Pulling
Tommy into a hug
before responding, “First I hope Susan convinces Beth not to join, I’m
not
interested in her at all, she’s just too cold to me. Second, that WE
are going
to be busy taking care of all those girls, even without Beth, that’s
still 5
girls for us, and we still need to make sure that Susan is well taken
care of. Third,
that I’ll get to find out what ‘real’ sex is like, because Pam and
Cindy have
both offered that, although not directly, but implied. Last, that,
you’ll be
spending quite a bit of time tasting all 5 of them, because once the
girls find
out how good you are at it; you’ll be between all of their legs!”
“Really?
Even the older
girls?” Tommy asked.
“Yeah,
you know how much
Connie and Susan love it, well all girls feel that way. So once the
older girls
find out you’re good at it and like doing it, you’ll be licking them
too.”
“Wow!
I hadn’t even thought of
that, but why not? Just think, 5 girls to lick and make happy, I’m
definitely
up for that! So are we having sex tonight? All this sex talk has me
horny.”
<laugh>
“Yeah if you
want... Go get empty and clean and we’ll go to bed early like Susan
suggested.” Tommy’s
response was to jump up, and give Jimmy a quick kiss before heading for
the
bathroom, smiling.
***
The
next morning Jimmy and
Tommy were out on the deck getting the equipment out to seal the deck
when the
patio door opened and Susan came outside with Pam and Cindy in tow. “Hi
guys,”
Cindy said with a big smile. “Hi boys,” Pam added as she quickly
crossed the
deck and gave Jimmy a firm hug and quick kiss.
“Hi
yourself Pam,” Jimmy
replied as he leaned into the hug and returned the kiss. Cindy slid in
behind
him for a hug and kissed his cheek over his shoulder. “Good morning
Cindy,” he
added as she pressed against his back.
“We
came to help and we also
need to talk,” Pam offered.
“Yeah
Susan called us last
night and we really need to talk Jimmy,” Cindy said giving his butt a
squeeze.
“Uh...
OK can we talk while we
apply sealer? I have to get this done today, if the Women’s club will
be using
the deck tomorrow evening?” he replied.
“I’d
rather have your full
attention Jimmy,” Cindy replied, “It won’t take long, can we go have a
cup of
coffee together? Just the three of us?”
“I
suppose... as long as Susan
doesn’t mind... Susan? The girls want to have private talk with me is
that ok?”
“I
figured that’s what they
wanted Jimmy. Yeah go ahead, Tommy and I will start on the railings,
you three
have your talk and then can help...” she replied.
Inside
the kitchen Jimmy
poured the girls coffee and then sat at the table with them. “So what
do you
want to talk about?” he offered meekly.
<sigh>”This
offer Susan
called about,” Cindy replied. “Jimmy it was really strange getting a
call
asking whether I wanted to be in some kind of sex club with you. I mean
I
offered to do things with you but I sure wasn’t expecting Susan to call
and
tell me that if I joined this group, that it could happen if you and I
were
willing... So what’s the deal here?”
“For
what’s it worth Jimmy, I
accepted,” Pam interjected. “In fact I called Judge Jenkins, who’s head
of the
Woman’s Council and asked to be your secondary mentor yesterday after I
left
here and she agreed to appoint me. I don’t have a boyfriend and don’t
have any
prospects for one the way things are at our school, so I’m in; no
reservations.
I know I’m second to Susan and don’t stand a chance in the long run;
but that’s
ok. I like you Jimmy and I want us as close as possible. Besides if a
boyfriend
turns up; I can always drop out of the group and we’ll still be
friends. Meanwhile
if we want to do things, then we get to do that if both of us want too
and I do
want that.”
“Thanks
Pam, I want that too
and Susan agrees... Cindy can I trust you with a secret? One that could
hurt
someone if it got out to the wrong people?” he asked looking into her
eyes,
hoping he could.
“God
this must be serious! Jimmy
I promise that anything you tell me will never go beyond this room. You
can
trust me totally, I like you, I always have and I want us to be close
but this
whole thing has me confused...” Cindy replied taking his hand in her’s
and giving
it a squeeze.
“OK,
then,” he said “Susan,
Tommy and I are close... really close... and our mothers made some rules...”
he
started and then outlined the relationship between the three kids and
Tommy
hooking up with Connie, which changed things... “So Susan went to our
mothers to
get the rules changed for Tommy and Connie and well they decided to
extend the
offer to you, Pam, Beth, and Patty as well. I didn’t ask for them to do
that,
they decided it on their own...”
“So
this is really about Tommy
and keeping him safe....” She replied to the blushing boy. “Jimmy don’t
get
embarrassed about you have sex with him, lot’s of boys do that and
they’re not
gay, just because they experiment some. Wow... this is more complicated
than I
thought! OK, don’t worry about Beth, she won’t accept, unless Susan
says she
has a chance to get together with her. She’s not into boys, in fact she
doesn’t
like boys that way at all. Just a word of advice on her; don’t let her
get in a
position to spank you; she’ll be really hard on you. She spanked one of
my
brothers and hurt him pretty bad; she was reprimanded by the Council,
but that
was after she beat him. She’s 100% lesbian and that’s not going to
change...”
“I
didn’t know that for sure,
but she’s never even talked to me. Every time she’s been with us, she’s
interested in only being with Susan and mostly ignores Tommy and me,”
he
replied. “For what’s it’s worth, Patty was included as an alternative
for Tommy
if he and Connie don’t work out. I have no interest in her sexually,
she’s
still way to much of a little girl and I was scared to death just
masturbating
her the other day.”
“So
that leaves Tommy with his
anal urges and that’s really the only reason you and he are together
that way. I
mean he’s like your little brother and you love him that way and always
have
from everything I know and would do anything to keep him happy. So
you’re
really not into boy sex and just helping him out right?”
“Yeah
mostly,” he said
blushing, “Cindy I have to be honest with you, he’s a very lovable boy
and we
sleep together most of the time and ... well he’s so willing and it feels
really
good with him... but other than him, no I have no interest in being with
boys...”
“OK
we’re being totally honest
here, so I’ll tell you something to make you feel better. One of my
brothers,
he’s older than me and I don’t think you know him, loves anal sex too,
he’s
been that way since he was Tommy’s age. I take care of that for him to
keep him
out of trouble, like you do Tommy. The only difference is, that I use a
strap-on and I can fuck him till he passes out. Mine never goes limp
and he
loves it. Connie can do that for Tommy or Susan can too; he can have
all the
anal sex he can handle and never be with a boy again.”
“You
do that with him?”
<laugh>
“Jimmy more than
half the boys in the program get anal sex on a regular basis with a
strap-on
and 99% love it. Once a boy get’s his prostate worked over with one,
they want
more, it’s almost guaranteed. It’s only a question of how much and how
often. It’s
not gay if a girl does you and more men and boys than will ever admit
it love
getting it in the rear occasionally with the right girl or woman doing
the
honors...”
“I...
I didn’t know...”
“Of
course you didn’t Jimmy,
you had no reason to know. All the girls in the program take good care
of their
boys and if a boy likes anal sex, then he gets it. ALL of the boys get
it at
some point or another and you will too, it’s just a matter of who and
when. Most
of the boys enjoy it at least on an occasional basis. Some, like my
brother,
want it more often and I make sure he gets what he wants...”
“You’re
saying some girl will
do that to me?” he asked.
“Yes,”
Pam answered before
Cindy could. “Probably either Susan or Me as your secondary mentor, but
only
when you’re ready for it. Jimmy it’s nothing to be afraid of and most
boys
enjoy it. You know Tommy does, or he wouldn’t be asking you to do it
for him. Don’t
worry about it, it will happen when it happens and the girl will make
sure
you’re both ready for it and that you feel good about it.” Seeing a
shiver pass
through him, she got up and walked around the table. Then pulled him up
and sat
on his chair placing him on her lap with her arms around him tightly.
“Don’t be
scared Jimmy, neither Susan or I would ever do something that would
hurt you. You
know that. If I’m the one doing it, I’ll make sure it’s good for you, I
promise!” she said kissing him as she felt him relax against her and
press back
into her body.
“I
know Pam” <sob> he
said turning sideways and burying his face into her neck. “You’ve
always been
good to me... it... it just scares me... I... I know it shouldn’t... but it does...”
Suddenly,
Jimmy felt another
hand rubbing his back and turned his head to see Cindy looking at him
very
concerned. “Jimmy you have nothing to be afraid of or concerned about.
Susan
loves you dearly and I can see that Pam does too. Both of them will
take the
best of care of you. I really like you and I’d love to be with you, but
not
sharing you with two other girls that I know are ahead of me. We’re
still
friends and I want that and don’t be surprised if I give you a nice
handjob or
a blowjob when you need it. But unless I have a chance of really having
you
long term, then I won’t join the group your sister offered. Yeah I know
you’re
not related but Susan is so much more a sister as well as lover than
any boy I
know ever had. Pam’s going to be your second mentor and that means
she’ll be
closer than I could ever get. So just relax with them and let them take
care of
you. You’re really lucky to have two of the best girls I know to do
that for
you.”
“Thanks
Cindy for being so
honest with me,” <sniffle> “I do like you and want us to
be friends, I
need good friends and I still want us to be close if you’ll let me.”
“I’d
like that Jimmy, I’d like
that a lot.” She replied giving him a small kiss. “Now we need to go
out and
get your deck sealed, we’ve been here longer than I thought it would
take and
Susan’s probably getting antsy out there. Jimmy, everything we said is
secret,
no one will ever hear it from me. You trusted me and I’ll not break
that trust
ever.”
With
that, Cindy kissed him again
and then left him with Pam who was still holding him tightly on her lap
and
went out to help Susan and Tommy.
“You
ok Jimmy?” Pam asked,
stroking his side and then picking his hand up and pulling it to her
mouth and
kissing it, then placing in on his lap.
Looking
down at his hands, he
fidgeted a moment. “Cindy said you love me... is that true?” he asked
just above
a whisper.
“Yes
Jimmy I do,” she softly
replied kissing his ear, then his neck. “You’re a perfect boy for me, I
know
that and I just want whatever we can have together. I’ll never find
another boy
like you, I know that too, so I’ll take whatever you can give me.”
“I...
I don’t deserve to be
loved by you Pam... I... I’ve been nothing but problems for you...”
Turning
his head so that she
could look into his eyes, “Jimmy you DO deserve to be loved, and only I
will
decide whether I love someone or not. I love you and I intend to help
you all I
can, so just drop the whole idea that you’re not worthy of my love. Got
it?” Then
soundly kissed him.
“Yeah
I’ve got it, I don’t
deserve it, but I have it and I’ll try my best to be worthy of you.”
“Good!
Now let’s wipe those
tears from your face and go help the kids get that deck sealed so you
won’t be
in trouble for not getting it done.” She said wiping his face with her
fingers
and then patting his hip, before helping him stand.
Once
standing, Jimmy helped
her up, then pressed his body against her, his head against her
shoulder,
kissing her long elegant neck, while firmly hugging her. “Pam, please
just hold
me a minute,” he whispered, and her arms circled him and she leaned her
head
against his. After a minute, he lifted his head and leaned up gently
kissing
her lips. “I love you too Pam, you’re a wonderful person and I don’t
deserve
how well you treat me. You’re there when I need you and I can’t thank
you
enough for that.”
“You
don’t need to thank me
Jimmy, I’m right where I want to be. All I want from you Jimmy is to be
your
‘second best’ friend. I know Susan’s number one, but I want that number
two spot
and I intend to make sure that I not only get it, but that I’ll get to
keep it.
I want to be there for you whenever you need support. You’re not like
any other
boy I know and I love you for being different; because you’re better
than all
those other boys.”
“You
already have that spot
Pam, you’re the only girl other than Susan that I’m totally relaxed
with and I
don’t see anyone taking your place... We should get outside, I guess... but
I’d
rather just stay here with you holding me right now...”
“Jimmy,
I promise to hold you
all you want, whenever and wherever you want, I love holding you and
don’t want
to let you go either. But we do need to go out and seal that deck. I
don’t want
anyone to have an excuse for breaking us apart...”
After
another brief kiss, they
went out the door and spent the rest of the morning working on the
deck. With
three girls plus Tommy working on the railing, it was done by lunchtime
and
Jimmy used a roller to coat the large open area boards and finished it
only a
few minutes after the last of the railing was coated. In fact he had to
wait a
few minutes for Tommy to do the last section, so that he could coat the
area
where Tommy had been standing. After cleaning up, all of them went
inside and
Susan served all of them sandwiches for lunch. Cindy left shortly after
lunch. Pam,
Susan and Jimmy were still sitting at the table, while Tommy went to
take a
shower, to get clean of some sealer he’d managed to slop onto himself.
The
phone rang and Susan answered it. When she came back, she reported to
the other
two.
“OK
Patty’s out, her mother
says she too young and to be frank I agree. Beth already said no unless
I was
willing to get together with her; and I told her no way. Cindy told me
after
your talk that she declined, since there was no chance she’d ever get
to be
with Jimmy long term. So that leaves you Pam and Connie, joining our
little
group.”
“Susan,
I already told Jimmy,
but I called Judge Jenkins yesterday when I got home and she’s going to
appoint
me as Jimmy’s second mentor. Jimmy’s fine with it and this just let’s
me help
take better care of him and help him through the whole program. I know
I’m
number two in all ways Susan and there’s no competition between us. You
love
Jimmy and well, I’ve grown to love him too, I want to do whatever is
needed to
help him and you don’t need to worry anytime he’s with me.”
Wrapping
her arms around the
bigger girl, Susan hugged her from behind. “Pam, I’m not blind, you’re
really
good with him and I know you love him. I’ll never worry about anything
you two
do together. I just wish we could find you a boy as nice as Jimmy... but
that’s
going to be hard to do, because he’s really special... we both know that
and I’ll
share him willingly until we can find someone for you. You’re too nice
a girl
to be alone and I intend to spend a lot of time helping you find the
right
boy.”
Both
girls had tears streaming
down their cheeks as Pam stood and hugged Susan, Jimmy just watched the
girls
and smiled at them. Pam reached out and grabbed his arm and soon he was
sandwiched between them getting hugged and kissed from both sides.
After a few
minutes they broke apart all three of them smiling. Pam sat back down
and Susan
guided Jimmy onto Pam’s lap and just sat beside them, holding his hand
as Pam
cuddled him.
When
Tommy returned Susan
pulled him onto her lap and cuddled him, so he wouldn’t feel left out.
Tommy
just relaxed against her.
“Susan
we should clean the
boys up before tomorrow’s meeting,” Pam offered, “You know how the
council is,
they like the boys to be hairless, especially new boys in the program;
and well
both mostly are already. Jimmy needs a touch up and if we get rid of
the arm
and leg hair, the council will be really happy with them.”
“Who’s
this ‘council’ you
girls keep talking about?” Jimmy asked turning to face Pam.
“They’re
the official leaders
of the women’s club Jimmy. They’re in charge of the boy’s training
programs and
also act as the ‘court’ for boys or girls who break the rules. They
determine
punishments when their mother’s decide they’re beyond family control.
They
approve mentors for each boy, and require the mentors to report on each
boy’s
progress while in the program and make recommendations to the mentors
on how to
proceed when the boy is having problems.”
“OK
but who are they?” he
asked.
“There’s
three of them. Judge
Patricia Jenkins of the Domestic Relations Court, Juvenile Division,
she’s the
chairperson. The other two members are Mrs. Morehead, the principle of
our
school and Dr. Ann Smyth, she’s a psychologist who specializes in
Juvenile and
family practice.
“Our
Principle is on this
Council?”
“Yes,
but don’t worry about
it. She’s really nice and she’ll do anything she can to support you.”
Pam
replied.
“And
they want us hairless?”
“Except
for your head,
initially anyway. It’s kind of a sign of submission to the training
program. It
tells them that you’re serious about participating if you are hairless
when you
first appear before them. It’s not required, but they look very
favorably on
it, since it shows them that you want to do your best.”
“So
I should do this, that’s
what you’re telling me?”
“Yes
Jimmy, I think you
should. It will make a good impression on them and all of the women
actually
and tell them that you’re serious.” She replied.
“OK
so I just shave it off
then,” he said, “arms, legs, everywhere below my neck then. I don’t
have much
hair to begin with so it won’t take long...”
“Me
too I guess,” Tommy
interjected.
“Rather
than shave it, it’s
better to us a depilatory like Nair boys, except for your crotch area,
it
dissolves the hair and no chance of nicks or cuts. Tommy you don’t have
any
hair on your groin, so that’s not a problem, but Jimmy’s is growing
back. So if
you want Jimmy, I’ll clean that up for you or Susan can do it whichever
you
want.”
“Could
you help me and Susan
do Tommy and we can get this done fast then?” he asked.
“I’d
love to Jimmy, I offered
to help you that way last week. You’ve got razor stubble and soon it
would
start to itch if you didn’t have it shaved again soon anyway.”
“So
let’s go up and get the
boys clean,” Susan said, tapping Tommy on the hip to stand up. Jimmy
got up too
and soon all four of them were in the bathroom and the girls were
coating the
boys all over with a smelly lotion. “You’ll have to wait awhile for
that stuff
to work, then we’ll wash it off,” Susan told the boys, once they were
coated.
Fifteen
minutes later they
washed the boys with washcloths and used the hand shower head to rinse
them,
then Pam soaped up Jimmy’s crotch and then used a disposable razor to
carefully
shave his crotch, balls and even got a few hairs from the crack of his
rear. Once
he was rinsed off, she used a towel to pat him dry. Pam then rubbed
aloe lotion
into his crotch and Jimmy looked down “What was that stuff for?” he
asked.
“Possible
razor burn,” Pam
replied, “feels good doesn’t it? This always feels good to me
afterwards
anyway,” she said smiling up at him.
“Kind
of tingly,” he murmured,
then rubbing his hand over his now hairless arm, “feels really strange
with no
hair... kind of sensitive, I can feel every little touch...”
“I
feel totally naked,” Tommy
said from behind him, “My skin feels like a baby or a girl...”
Susan
rubbed her brother’s
arms, with soft strokes and then gently stroked his shoulders, and
back, then
pulled him against herself. “Is that bad Tommy? I think you feel really
good I
might have to spend a lot more time holding you now, I love how smooth
you
feel. Connie will like it too!”
“You
think she will? I’d like
that. I like the way she touches me already, so if she touches me more
that’s
going to be great.” Tommy responded.
Pam
sat on the edge of the tub
and pulled Jimmy onto her lap, then gently stroked his arms and legs,
and
gently massaged his now smooth cock and balls and traced her hand up
between
his legs, stroking the tender area below his balls, Jimmy just moaned
in
response. “I can guarantee that Jimmy will get handled more, like
this,” she
said planting a firm kiss on his mouth as her hand went back to
stroking his
groin.
Susan
reached down and
massaged Tommy the same way and he moaned in response also and both
girls
giggled when both boys were quickly sporting hard erections. “Jimmy
will like
you hairless too,” Susan whispered in Tommy’s ear and Tommy lost
control and
quickly climaxed, shooting sperm on her leg.
Jimmy
wasn’t far behind, as
Pam expertly worked his straining cock until it was limp in her hand
and his
crotch covered by his cum.
Jimmy
leaned into Pam’s body
as he struggled to regain control of his breathing, while Pam wiped him
off. “If
I’m going to be treated like this, I’ll stay hairless forever,” he
softly said,
then sat up and kissed Pam and hugged her to thank her.
“Promise?”
Susan said from
across the room.
“What?”
Jimmy said in reply.
“That
you’ll stay hairless if
I or Pam want you that way? I like you smooth like that Jimmy and Tommy
here is
just so nice to touch, I’ll have trouble keeping my hands off him.”
“Well
yeah, if you girls want
me that way. I’ll be hairless as a baby if that’s what you girls want,
I can’t
believe how sensitive my skin is when Pam stroked me. It feels great!”
“Then
plan on being hairless
for a long, long time Jimmy,” Susan said smiling and when he looked up
at Pam
she was nodding her head that she agreed.
Chapter
17
Later
after Pam went home, the
kids were in the kitchen preparing dinner for the family. Susan
alternated
between hugging and stroking each of the boys, her hands were all over
them. “That’s
really distracting,” Tommy said with a moan as he paused in peeling
potatoes,
“I could cut myself if you keep that up,” he said as her hands stroked
along
his sides and paid particular attention to his rear.
“Sorry
Tommy, it just feels so
good touching you now that your baby soft,” she mumbled as she hugged
him from
behind and kissed his neck.
“I
understand that Sis, I like
the way it feels too, but please not while I have a knife in my hand,”
he
replied almost whimpering.
“OK
point taken, I’ll leave
you two alone for now, but I’m going to be touching both of you a lot
from now
on so get used to it.” She said, planting another kiss on his neck.
“Give
him a break Suzy, we
both know how good it feels to be touched now that we’re hairless, but
not
while we’re trying to work please?” Jimmy said from the stove where he
was
cooking.
“OK
I’ll leave you guys alone...
for now... guess I’ll set the table then...” she grumbled.
An
hour later their mothers
arrived home and Carol immediately handed Susan a box. “Here’s what you
asked
for sweety, have fun with it.” Then walked over and hugged Jimmy from
behind,
her hands caressing his arms, then circling around his chest from
behind as she
looked over his shoulder. “I like the change Jimmy, I’ll have to spend
a lot
more time cuddling you,” she whispered in his ear. “What’s for dinner?”
“Just
a simple stew, nothing
fancy...” he said aloud, then whispered back, “You like me hairless?”
“Love
the way it feels. Tommy
too?” she whispered back.
“Yeah;
Susan and Pam said we
should do this to show the women’s group we’re serious.”
“Well
it will certainly do
that, and I’d like to spend some quality time with my second son this
evening
if he’s willing.”
“Mom
Carol, I’m always willing
to spend time with you, you know that.”
“After
dinner then, we’ll talk
and I’ll cuddle you some and hopefully we’ll both feel good.” She
replied her
hand sliding over his smooth behind and giving it a squeeze. Then moved
over
and hugged Tommy and he just smiled as her hands roamed over his bottom
and
stroked his sides.
“So
you and Pam got the boys
prepared for tomorrow evening Susan, did you girls explain to the boys
what to
expect?” she asked her daughter.
“Not
in detail Mom, I figured
we had time this evening to explain it all to them so they won’t have
any
surprises.” Susan replied.
“OK
we’ll explain it over
dinner then,” Carol said as she helped the boys move the food to the
table.
As
dinner was finishing up,
the two mothers looked at the boys and Janet took the lead. “Boys
tomorrow
evening the Women’s Club will be meeting here and you two will be
introduced to
them formally as new members of the training program. What that means
is that
you will be called forward before the Council and introduced to them,
Carol and
I will do the introduction and make our recommendation as to your
Mentors. Susan
will be the primary Mentor for each of you since we live together and I
understand that Connie Jones is to be Tommy’s second Mentor and Pamela
Martin
will be Jimmy’s; is that agreeable to each of you?”
“Yes
Mom,” both boys replied.
“Excellent,
getting good
matches in Mentors is usually one of the hardest parts, but since you
and the
girls have agreed in advance, that makes it easy. I know all three
girls care
about you boys, so having you agree to them supervising you in advance
makes
the probability of being successful much higher. Both you boys have
progressed
much faster than we would normally expect and Carol and I are very
proud of
both of you. Now once, you’ve been presented and the Council approves
of your
Mentors, they may ask you some questions about yourselves and how you
feel
about being in the program. Just be honest with them and tell them how
you
feel. There are no wrong answers and nothing to worry about. Once
that’s done,
you’ll sit with the girls for the rest of the meeting. Three boys are
going to
be brought before the Council for disciplinary action. They’ve
misbehaved in
various ways and will have their cases heard like in a court. The
Council will
decide what’s to be done with each of them and you’ll have to watch
their
punishment, whatever that might be. I wish you didn’t have to see that,
but all
boys present, must watch.”
“Why
do we have to watch Mom,”
Jimmy asked concern in his voice.
“As
a warning more than
anything I guess Jimmy,” she replied. “As a member of the program, it’s
to let
you know what ‘could’ happen if you fought the training or misbehaved
and got
into trouble while a member of the program. The women believe in
handing
discipline within the program rather than sending a boy to the criminal
or
civil courts, if a boy for instance broke the law and got arrested. So
some
punishment might be harsh, depending on what the boy did. Girls who
fail to do
their jobs as Mentors are sometimes disciplined to, but I don’t know of
any
being heard tomorrow.”
“Pam
told me about a couple of
times she’d seen boys punished, it didn’t sound like it was very good
to be in
that position. I don’t ever what that to happen to me or Tommy, so I’ll
do
whatever it takes to be good and do this program Mom.”
“Me
too Mom Janet, it sounded
really bad for the boy...” Tommy added.
“That’s
the right attitude boys,
both of you are good boys and I’d never expect to see either of you
appearing
for discipline. We don’t want that and believe me the boys who have to
appear
there don’t want it either, there’s only been one boy to have to appear
twice
and he was a lost cause to begin with and shouldn’t have even been in
the
program.”
“What
did he do?” Jimmy asked.
“First
time was for
continuously fighting the program; second time was for attacking one of
his
Mentors and beating her up. He was severely beaten, then sent to jail
by Judge
Jenkins. Jimmy he was emotionally unstable to begin with and had been
in
trouble a number of times before even starting the program. Like I
said, he
shouldn’t have been in the program to begin with.”
“Do
they spank or beat all the
boys who appear?”
“No
sometimes, they get a
lecture and a severe warning; you know ‘this is your last chance’ type
of thing
and may be assigned punishment work to do. Some are required to attend
counseling sessions with Dr. Smyth who’s one of the Council members.
Others are
spanked in addition to the lesser penalties and a couple have been
assigned
chastity as a punishment in addition to lesser penalties. It all
depends on
what they did and what the Council determines is appropriate punishment
and/or
corrective measures needed. All three women are professionals in
dealing with
boys and have a lot of experience in dealing with boys in trouble.”
“OK
so we have to watch them
be punished. Anything else?” he asked.
“No
once that’s over, it’s
just a social gathering for the women. There will be finger food and
drinks and
we’ll sit around talking late into the evening. So, I’ll need you kids
to get
things set up out there tomorrow during the day. Move all the furniture
around
so that it faces the deck, that will be kind of a ‘stage’ and the
Council will
sit at a table up there, everyone else will be sitting on the lawn. Get
all of
the chairs we have out of the garage and put them on the lawn and we’ll
need
two of the folding tables out there to use for refreshments. Carol and
I will
bring all the snacks home with us, so it’s just getting the furniture
in place
ahead of time. Some women will bring chairs with them, because no
matter how
many we have, it’s never enough and a number will also bring food. Just
set up
everything we have and don’t worry about it. Any questions?”
“Not
right now,” Jimmy replied
and Tommy nodded agreement.
“OK
then, Jimmy Carol said she
wanted to have a talk with you this evening so you go with her and
Susan, Tommy
and I will clean up in here.” His mother directed.
Carol
led Jimmy up to her room
and he was soon across her lap laying face up as she gently stroked his
body. “God
Jimmy your body felt great before, but now, wow, it’s so smooth and
soft to
touch, yet I can feel your hard muscle under that smooth skin. That’s
just
incredibly sexy you know.” She said as she explored him.
“Susan
said the same thing,
she’s been all over both Tommy and me ever since we got rid of the hair
today
and Pam was feeling me all over too. It feels really nice to me, so I
don’t
mind, but are all girls going to be feeling me up now?”
<laugh>
“Probably at
least until they get used to it; Jimmy I’ve told you before you’re a
beautiful
boy and have a wonderful body, now touching you is just so sexy
feeling. I
don’t want to stop.”
“You
don’t have to stop, I
love the way you touch me. It feels really good.”
Sliding
her hand over his flat
belly, she cupped his balls and gently massaged them. “Thanks baby
because I
just love the way you feel... Jimmy are you ok with what’s going to
happen
tomorrow?”
“I
think so, Mom said we’d be
introduced so I’m assuming we’ll be standing there naked in front of a
bunch of
women and girls; then they’ll ask us questions and assign the girls as
our
mentors. Then we go sit with the girls and watch the other boys get
whatever
punishment they’re going to get. Anything else?”
“Actually
yes dear, knowing
how nervous you’ve been meeting people naked. Many of the women and
girls will
want to meet you in person and say hello to you. There may be as many
as 60
women and girls there. Some you’ll know from school or elsewhere, many
you
won’t know and be meeting them for the first time. You’ll probably get
a lot of
hugs and some kisses when they meet you and welcome you to the program
and many
will touch you. I’m guessing that you’ll feel embarrassed at times,
especially
with girls about your own age seeing you and touching you, but Jimmy
there’s
nothing for you to be concerned about. All of them will be telling you
that
they’re proud of you going through this and that they’ll support you.
Susan,
Pam and Connie will all be standing there right beside you and won’t
let
anything bad happen to you so just stand up proudly and be polite to
them. For
you Jimmy that just means be yourself, because you’re always polite to
people.”
“There’ll
be a bunch of girls
from my school won’t there. That’s why you’re telling me this.”
“Yes
honey there will be, most
of the girls will be between 10 and 18 and I suspect many of them go to
the
same school as you and have at least seen you in the hallways, even if
they
don’t know you well. I’m just warning you since you had that bad
reaction when
your mother took you with her to pick up chicken that one evening and
three
girls from your school were there. All of the girls tomorrow night will
be part
of the program and they’ll all be supportive of you.”
“So
act normal, suck it up, be
polite and hope for the best then...” he said more to himself.
“Where
did that come from?”
“Tommy.
When I first started
this, before it even became official, he told me that he’d figured out
how to
handle it all; you know with girls and women seeing him naked at your
house. He
told me to just act normal like nothing was unusual and the girls and
women
just ignored that he was naked, mostly anyway...”
“Well
for the most part he’s
absolutely correct Jimmy. If you don’t overtly bring attention to the
fact that
you’re naked then people tend to ignore it after the initial point
where they
see you and notice that you’re naked. Most of the women and girls will
give you
the ‘once over’ look to check you out, then just ignore it after that.”
“Once
over? What’s that?”
“Something
that everybody does
every time they meet someone Jimmy. Men and boys do it all the time. We
females
call it ‘elevator eyes’. When you first meet a girl what do you do? You
look at
her body first and then your eyes come up and meet hers when you’re
actually
looking at her face. It’s not something males to consciously, it must
be built
into your psychological foundation. First you look at her body, then
her face,
finally you meet her eyes. It happens every time. Females tend to look
at the
face and eyes first; looking for indications of intention of whether
the person
is friendly or hostile. I guess that’s because physically we’re smaller
than
males and have to be more cautious.”
“I
do that? I never realized I
did that?”
<chuckle>
“Yes
sweetheart you do it too. I’ve only met a couple of men in my life that
didn’t
do it. My husband was one of them, he’d look directly to your eyes,
then later
would scan your body, but it was more of a glance as to whether there
was
danger, like someone with a weapon, or in the case of a female whether
he
should comment on our clothing to complement us on how we looked.
Actually it
was one of the things that attracted me to him. He was always focused
on my
eyes and facial expressions, reading how I felt about things. Some
people are
good at reading body language; my husband was an expert at reading
eyes...”
“But
why do we do that? I mean
us males?”
“There
have been a lot of
studies over the years but most conclude it’s part of your sexual
makeup. You
look to a female’s body first to determine if this female is a suitable
potential mate. At least that’s what the head shrinkers say.”
“That’s
not why I do it; at
least I don’t think so. I... I’ve always been really shy with girls I
don’t know
and well, not looking directly at them initially gave me time to figure
out
what to say to them so I didn’t sound stupid or something. I don’t
stare at
their bodies first either, usually I look off to the side.”
“Yes
I’ve noticed that pause
of yours before you talk, but when you do decide to talk, your eyes
still
always follow that upward path before meeting a girls eyes Jimmy. You
even do
it with your mother and me.”
“I...
I didn’t realize I did
that. I never meant to be disrespectful or anything.”
“Jimmy,
you misunderstand me,
there’s nothing wrong with it. It’s just the way males are and us
females
understand that.”
“But
you said your husband didn’t
do that? That he always looked to your eyes first?”
“He
did and that made him
unusual to me. He was different in other ways too Jimmy, he was always
more
concerned about how I felt about things than the way he felt. He’d go
overboard
to make sure I was always comfortable with whatever we were doing and
never put
me in danger. He was a lot like a certain boy I know in that regard.”
She said
patting his hip. “You’re a lot like him in many ways Jimmy, you always
consider
other people before yourself.”
“But
you said he didn’t do
that elevator eyes thing? Maybe he just loved looking at your eyes?
They’re
beautiful you know, I’ve been taken with your eyes for as long as I can
remember. I suppose it’s because we both have blue eyes and not many
people
have blue eyes... Now I’m sounding stupid...”
<Chuckle>
“No you’re not
Jimmy...”
“Yeah
I am. Carol your eyes
have fascinated me for as long as I can remember. I used to wonder
whether you
were my ‘real’ mother or not, because of our eyes. Mom’s are brown and
so were
my Dad’s and until I got older and learned about genetics and recessive
genes
and such, was sure that you had to be my mother. Not that I didn’t love
my
mother, but how could I have blue eyes like yours if both my parents
had brown
eyes?”
“Why
didn’t you ever ask about
it Jimmy?”
“Because
I didn’t want to make
either you or Mom feel bad. She might have thought that I didn’t love
her and
it might embarrass you... Stupid I know... but that’s why I didn’t. Anyway
when
they explained it in school; then I did ask my mother who had blue eyes
and she
told me my grandmother did on her side of the family and my grandfather
on
Dad’s side, so when the two genes met in me; I ended up with blue eyes.”
“Jimmy,
neither Janet or I
would have thought that way. Neither of us would have been upset about
you
asking about eye color? We both love you and would have explained it.”
“I
know that now Mom, but I
was just a stupid klutzy little kid at the time. I had two beautiful
Moms that
loved me and I didn’t want to do anything to mess it up. So I never
asked...”
“Jimmy
let’s get one thing
straight right now. You’ve never been stupid and nothing you could ever
ask
would ever make your mother or me love you less. You’ve been a perfect
son to
both of us and you’d have to do something really drastic to make us
ever stop
loving you.”
“Mom?”
“What
sweetheart?”
“I...
I’m about to cum...”
“I
know, I want you to...”
“I
love you Mom...”
“I
love you too Jimmy, now cum
really good for me...”
***
When
he returned to the
basement, he found Tommy laying face down on his bed asleep. Walking
over and
sitting on the edge of the bed he ran his hand down the boy’s back,
gently
stroking it, then massaged his butt a little.
“No
more... not right now
anyway...” Tommy mumbled.
“Tommy?
What’s the matter?” he
asked turning the boy over and pulling him onto his lap then wrapping
his arms
around him.
“Oh...
Jimmy... I thought it was
Susan...”
“Tommy
are you ok? What
happened?”
“Susan...
she got a new toy,
mother bought it for her... one of those strap-on cock things... God I’m so
wasted!”
“She
used it on you?”
“God
did she use it on me...
Jimmy I’m totally wiped out here... give me a chance to get my head
together...”
“Ok
but I want to know
everything.” He replied and just sat there gently holding and stroking
the
boy’s body while Tommy got it together.
After
a few minutes... “Jimmy
after we finished in the kitchen, Susan and I came down here and she
had this
box with her, said it was a present for her from Mom. So I asked ‘what
is it?’
you know how she is with presents, like to make them a big surprise...
Anyway she
opens the box and there’s this cock, jeeze it looked so real! She just
takes it
out and hands it to me and then pulls a harness out of the box and
looks at it,
then strips down to just her panties and puts the harness on, then
takes the
cock from me and puts it on a peg like thing on the harness and
suddenly she’s
sporting this huge boner. God Jimmy I just can’t explain how real the
thing
looks and feels! So stupid me I ask ‘What’s that for?’ and she just
smiles and
says ‘To take care of my Brother!’ and sticks it right in my face. So I
look at
the thing up close and tell her ‘it’s too big’ and she just smiles and
says,
‘No it’s almost exactly the same size as Jimmy, it just looks bigger,
because
I’m smaller than him.’”
“So
I say you’re kidding
right?”
“Nope”
she answers, “This is
to keep my brother happy. Oh and Connie got one too, exactly like this
one; Mom
ordered them both at the same time.”
“So
what happened?” Jimmy
asked.
“What
happened? She just takes
me by the hand leads me in here and after lubing me up good proceeds to
fuck me
until I guess I passed out! That’s what happened! God I’m going to be
so sore
in the morning. I ache all over...”
“She
didn’t really hurt you
did she?”
“No
I feel kind of like after
an ‘allnighter’ with you Jimmy. The only difference is there weren’t
any breaks
where you cum and then have to recover before starting again. She just
kept
going, that thing doesn’t go limp and give me a rest period.”
“OK
well let’s go get you a
nice hot bath and soak those sore muscles. I want to check you for
injuries
too.” Jimmy directed.
“No
arguments here Brother, a
hot bath will feel good right now...”
Jimmy
inspected Tommy all
over, especially his rear, while the tub was filling and then gently
lowered him
into the hot bath. “Join me Jimmy, there’s enough room,” Tommy said as
he laid
back to soak. “Besides I need to be held right now, Susan didn’t do
that
afterwards like you do...”
Once
he joined him and cuddled
the boy, Tommy relaxed in his arms and let out a big sigh. “I guess I’m
going
to have to talk to Susan and Connie to and explain to them that there’s
more to
this than just ramming that thing up your butt and leaving you, Tommy,
that
wasn’t very nice of her.”
“A
little warm up beforehand
would have been nice too Jimmy and you know I need to be cuddled
afterwards...
Could you please talk to them? I’d be too embarrassed to say that to
them...”
“Count
on it Tommy, there’s
more to sex than just fucking you like that. They need to be gentle and
loving
with you...”
“You’re
always so good to me
Jimmy, I love you...” Tommy murmured his head pressing into the bigger
boy’s
shoulder as Jimmy stroked his body and they both just lay soaking in
the hot
water. When the water started to cool Jimmy got them out and dried them
off,
then walked the very tired and weak boy over to the bedroom and put him
to bed,
covered him and kissed him. “I’ll be in and join you later” he softly
said
tucking the covers around the boy.
Marching
upstairs, he found
Susan in her room and just grabbed her hand and pulled her after him
back down
to the basement. Susan didn’t say a word, since it was obvious that
Jimmy was
upset about something. Once in the boy’s lounge, she pulled her hand
back and
just said “What?”
“Susan
I’m really upset with
you! Don’t you love Tommy or what?”
“What?
I took care of his anal
problem for him. He came so many times he passed out!”
<sigh>
“Susan sit down
we need to talk. You obviously don’t understand your brother and his
needs.” Both
sat on the couch facing each other and Susan was looking nervous.
“What
did I do wrong?” she
softly asked. “I did something wrong or you wouldn’t be upset with me...”
“Tommy
tells me you got a new
toy today,” he started.
“Yeah
it’s really neat! Looks
and feels so real! Want to see it?”
“No
I don’t!” he replied to
shut off her gush of words. “Susan do you love Tommy?”
“Of
course I love him! What
kind of question is that?”
“Then
why did you rape him
tonight?”
“What?
I did no such thing! I
took care of his anal problem for him!”
“Susan,
did you ask him
whether he wanted to do that or not? No you didn’t! Did you show him
affection
beforehand, or stay and cuddle him afterwards? No you didn’t! You just
dragged
him into the bedroom, lubricated him and then rammed that thing into
him until
he passed out and then left him there. Rape is the only word that fits
what you
did. Susan sex is about love not power and you didn’t do anything to
show Tommy
that you loved him before or afterwards, you just used that toy to show
how
much power you have and then walked off and left him there sore and
alone.”
“Susan
put yourself in his
position. What if I just stripped off your panties, put you on the
couch here
and proceeded to fuck you until you passed out and then just walked off
and left
you without a single word, no affection shown at all. What would you
call that
and how would you feel about it.”
“Rape
and upset... But I didn’t
mean for it to be that way...”
“Maybe
not, but that’s the way
it was to Tommy and he’s very disappointed in you.”
“I...
I’ll apologize... where is
he?”
“He’s
asleep. No don’t go wake
him, he’s tired and sore and it took me an hour to get him cleaned up
with a
hot bath and relaxed. You can apologize tomorrow.”
“But
I need to tell him... I
didn’t mean for it to be like that...” she whimpered.
“Not
now! Let him sleep. Susan
you and I need to clear up something right now or this whole deal is
off and
I’ll tell our mothers in the morning to forget all of it. Tommy and I
are not
toys for you to play with or treat badly. I agreed to do this program
because
our mother’s said it was something I should do, but I’m having serious
reservations about YOU being in charge of us. I love both you and Tommy
more
than myself, but I’ll not put up with Tommy being used like you did
tonight! You
say you love us, but you sure didn’t show Tommy any love and that
really upsets
me!”
“Not
nearly as much as it
upsets ME,” they heard from the doorway and both turned to see Carol
standing
there looking at them.
“Mom?”
Susan squeaked.
“Yes
a very pissed off Mom at
the minute! I followed you down here when I saw Jimmy drag you from
your room,
obviously upset. How could you do that to your brother?! I didn’t buy
you that
toy so that you could abuse the boys with it!”
“Please
Mom... I made a mistake
and screwed up...” she whimpered.
“Screwed
up is an
understatement! You and I will be having some LONG discussions about
this and I
wouldn’t blame the boys at all in not trusting you at this point!” she
replied
just short of yelling, then turned to Jimmy in a more normal voice.
“Jimmy
would you feel more
comfortable with Pamela as your Primary Mentor, right now my daughter
can’t be
trusted in that role. Normally it’s a family member, but exceptions are
made. If
necessary, I’ll take the secondary Mentor position until I feel my
daughter can
be trusted; which won’t be very soon.”
“Are
you sure Mom Carol? I
love Susan but...”
“I’m
VERY sure Jimmy and
Connie will be Tommy’s primary with Janet as his secondary, since he
trusts her
as his advisor. Susan is at the top of my shit list right now and that
I’m
disappointed in her is the biggest understatement of the year!”
“If
you’re sure Mom, Pam and I
get along good and I trust her...” he replied.
“Consider
it done! Susan get
up to your room! I’ll meet you there in a few minutes!”
Susan
didn’t hesitate, she was
out the door in a flash.
“Jimmy
is Tommy going to be
alright?” she asked the boy concerned.
“He’ll
be fine by morning,
he’s just exhausted and sore, I took care of him when I found him
passed out on
the bed and gave him a hot bath. He doesn’t have any injuries other
than being
sore all over and hurt feelings. But seemed better after I took care of
him and
put him to bed. He’s just really disappointed that he was treated that
way. But
he’ll be fine.”
“Jimmy
I love you boys dearly
and I’m so sorry this happened. The only good thing is it happened
before Susan
was assigned as your mentor so we can avoid that whole mess of having
to
explain it before the Women’s group. Take care of Tommy and I’ll deal
with my
daughter... she’s not going to be sitting comfortably for awhile!” she
said
giving him a hug and kiss before turning and leaving.
Jimmy
watched her leave and
then with a big sigh, turned off the lights and crawled into bed with
Tommy,
pulling his small body against him and kissing his cheek before
snuggling him
and going to sleep himself.
Jimmy
woke to the feel of soft
lips gently kissing his lips and a nose rubbing against his. When he
opened his
eyes, Tommy was looking into his and had a smile on his face. Jimmy
kissed him
back and stroked Tommy’s hair. “You ok this morning?” he asked.
“Yeah
I’m good... Jimmy I heard
all of it last night. You Mom and Susan weren’t very quiet. Susan’s in
big
trouble and I know we’ll be better off without her supervising us. Pam
is good
for you and Connie and I will get along fine. Thanks for taking care of
me like
that, Susan’s been getting more and more pushy of late and it was
starting to
worry me.”
“I
didn’t plan it Tommy,
especially not your Mom getting involved, but now I think it’s best
that she
did. What Susan did to you is just unacceptable and I wasn’t going to
put up
with it.”
“It’s
ok Jimmy, because you
took care of me and I’ll always have you here to look after me when I
need it. So
you’re really ok with Pam? She pretty, smart and really nice from what
I’ve
seen of her.”
“Tommy,
if I didn’t love Susan
so much Pam would be top of my girlfriend list. She’s everything I
could want
in a girl.”
“Want
some brotherly advice? Put
Susan on the back burner for awhile and see where you can go with Pam.
I know
you love my sister, but well, Pam may be better for you in the long
run; not
that I know much about relationships, but it just feels that way to me.
Maybe
you and Susan know each other ‘too well’ if you know what I mean.”
“You
really think that?”
“Yeah
I do. Jimmy you’ve grown
up with the idea the Susan’s the only girl for you, but you never
really looked
around... so distance yourself from her for awhile and see what Pam has
to offer?
You can always come back to Susan if you decide that she’s better for
you...”
“That
will really upset Susan
when she see’s that. And she will you know...”
“Hey
she did it herself! She’s
the one being pushy and trying to dominate us. Maybe she’ll learn from
it.”
“Yeah
good point. When did my
little brother get so smart?”
“I
learned from my big
brother...”
“Yeah
I love you too little
guy, now let’s get up, we’ve got a lot of furniture to move today.”
After
a quick shower, the boys
went upstairs to the kitchen and found both Mothers sitting at the
table and
Susan standing at the counter, eating her breakfast. When Susan saw
them, she
gave a small sob and then quickly looked back at her plate and
attempted to eat
again.
“Good
morning boys,” Carol
said, “Are you both ok this morning?”
“We’re
good Mom Carol,” Jimmy
replied, his arm rubbing Tommy’s back as they moved to the stove to
dish out
breakfast for themselves.
“Tommy?”
she asked.
“A
little sore Mom, but I’ll
be ok...” he softly replied.
Once
the boys were seated at
the table, she verbally prodded her daughter, “Susan, the boys are
waiting, I
believe you have something you need to say to them.”
Both
boys turned to look at
her and Susan turned towards them with tears streaming down her face.
“Jimmy
and especially Tommy, I’m very sorry for what happened last night, what
I did
was totally wrong and I’m very sorry I did it. I hurt both of you but
especially Tommy and I promise nothing like that will ever happen
again. Mom is
punishing me for doing it and I deserve it. I’ll be doing all of the
house
cleaning for the next two months and cooking breakfast every day and
I’m not
allowed to touch either of you unless you ask me to. I’m not going to
be your
mentor and I’m not allowed to punish either of you. I’m really sorry I
messed
up so bad and I hope you can forgive me for what I did. I know it won’t
be easy
but please consider it. I know neither of you trust me right now and
that I
don’t deserve your trust at this point. I hope you can trust me in the
future.”
Then ran from the room and up the steps to her room, where the door was
heard
to close heavily.
Tommy
blew out a big breath as
he watched his sister leave. “She got spanked hard too didn’t she,
she’s moving
like she’s really sore...” he softly observed.
“Your
sister will have trouble
sitting comfortably today Tommy, and she deserved every smack she got,”
his
mother replied. “I’ve never been so ashamed of one of my children as I
was last
night!”
“Well
I’m not going to argue
on her behalf, I felt really bad last night,” Tommy replied.
“No
need to Tommy, you didn’t
cause this, she did.” Was the stern reply.
Shortly
thereafter, the women
headed off to work and the boys were alone finishing their breakfast.
They
cleaned up the kitchen then went outside and set up all the furniture
the way
they’d been told and were just finishing up, when Pam came by after her
art
class.
“Hey
guys!” she called out to
them as she came around the side of the house.
“Hi
Pam!” Jimmy responded,
“You out early or did I lose track of time?”
“No
normal ending time. Jimmy
what happened last night? Carol called me and well asked me to be your
primary
mentor?”
“Go
ahead and tell her Jimmy,
she needs to know; but I don’t want to listen to a blow by blow
recount, so
I’ll go fix us lunch while you two talk.” Tommy said and headed inside.
Jimmy
sat on the loveseat and
Pam sat beside him and he told her what had happened and the fallout.
“So if
you’ll do it, you’ll be my primary mentor and Carol will be secondary.
Susan’s
out all together; in fact she’s in deep shit right now.”
“Jimmy
I’d love to do that for
you, you know that don’t you? Jesus! What was Susan thinking when she
did
that.”
“I
don’t think she WAS
thinking and that’s what caused the whole problem. Pam, she’s been
getting more
pushy every day since we started this whole thing and I was already
having
doubts about her, then she did this... I just don’t know what to think of
her
right now...”
“Jimmy,
she’s only 12 and well
I guess she needs to mature more before taking on something like this.
I grew
up with this program around me and know what kinds of limits the girls
should
exercise; she didn’t and well this is the result. So are you really
comfortable
with me doing this? I mean we’re the same age and go to school together
and
all...”
“Stop
Pam, I’m fine with you
and I trust you. <sigh> Truth? I’m more comfortable with
you than I was
with the idea of Susan doing it. You’ve been there for me every time
when I
needed support and someone to explain what was happening and how to
deal with
it. She wasn’t. That we’re the same age and go to school together is
kind of a
bonus really. Now I have an excuse to spend lots of time with a girl
I’ve grown
to like and admire and well I’ve never looked at anyone beyond Susan as
a
girlfriend and I should do that. I’m having real reservations about her
and I
need to look around and you’ve been the top of my alternative list
since the
first day you came to check on us and I lost it and you helped me. God
I’m
babbling and must sound like some kind of idiot! Pam I like you and I
want to
get to know you a whole lot better and this gives me an opportunity for
that to
happen. I’d like to know if we might have more than the just friends we
are
now...”
“You
really mean that?”
“Pam
you’re the smartest girl
I’ve ever met, caring and beautiful on top of it; so why wouldn’t I
mean that
when you’ve already shown me time and time again that you care about
me? So yes
I meant every word of it.” He replied blushing nicely and looking down
at his
hands on his lap.
“Jimmy
look at me,” she said
then smiled when their eyes met. “You’ll get what you want Jimmy, I
want to
know everything there is to know about you and you get to learn all
about me
and hopefully we can learn to be more than the friends we are now.”
Then leaned
in and kissed his blushing cheek.
“Just
one thing Pam. Have you
got one of those toys like she used on Tommy? And are you planning on
using on
me?”
“Well
that’s TWO things Jimmy
but yes I have one and sooner or later, we’ll try it together, but not
like she
did. Jimmy I have one, because my younger brother is like Tommy and
seems to
enjoy it a couple of times per month. But as to you, it won’t happen
until
you’re ready for it and we’ve talked about it and decide together that
we want
to try it. Is that fair?”
“More
than fair Pam and I’m
glad you told me up front like this. I’m not sure I’ll like it but I
might, so
we’ll find that out when the time comes. There are lots of things I
don’t know
about and might like, so I’m open to try them with the right person.
Heck I
never thought I’d enjoy being with a boy, but with Tommy it’s really
special. But
then I have zero interest in other boys and it’s only because I love
him so
much that I can do things with him.”
“That’s
part of my job as your
mentor Jimmy, to help you explore and learn about yourself and your
boundaries.
No two people are alike and we’ll see where you feel comfortable. Then
you
won’t have to question whether something is good or bad for you, you’ll
know
what you really want in relationships and go out as a confident adult.”
“God,
you know I’m really glad
this all happened now. Not that Tommy had to go through that but that
you’ll be
my mentor. Susan never could have explained that to me like that and it
all
makes sense when you explain it. Pam I want to be successful in this
and I want
you more than ever to be the one to help me through it.”
“Lunch
is ready!” Tommy called
from the deck. “Come on you two or the soup will get cold.”
“We’re
coming Tommy,” Jimmy
replied and then took Pam’s hand in his and helped her stand even
though she
didn’t need it and walked into the house still holding hands with her.
Susan
came down while they
were eating and saw Jimmy and Pam sitting beside each other, scowled,
then put
her lunch on a tray and took it to her room. Both boys and Pam just
ignored
her.
Pam
decided to stay the
afternoon with them and she and Jimmy spent most of it sitting together
on the
love seat talking about themselves and learning about each other. About
3:00
Connie arrived and she and Tommy disappeared to the boy’s rooms and did
the
same. When the mothers arrived home, they all helped unload a ton of
food for
the meeting and Janet fixed a quick dinner for all of them. By the time
the
women and girls started arriving for the meeting, Jimmy was getting
nervous
again.
Pam
stood beside Jimmy as he
greeted the guests arriving, her hand on the small of his back and
gently
stroking along his spine to calm him when he showed nervousness at
meeting
girls from school or others who were near his age. Connie did the same
with
Tommy, only had her arm around him, at his waist and he seemed to be
less
nervous than Jimmy.
When
the principle of his
school arrived he was particularly nervous, until she greeted him with
a big
smile. “Jimmy, I was so happy to hear that you volunteered to go
through the
training program. You’re starting this much older than most of the boys
but I
just know you’ll do well. You’ve always been one of our best students
and I see
you have THE best student as your Mentor, so there’s no way for you to
fail
with Pamela helping you.”
“Thank
you Mrs. Morehead, my
Mothers said that this would be good for me and help me get over my
shyness
with people, so that’s why I volunteered to do it. I’ve only been doing
it a
few weeks and I can feel a difference already. Beyond that, I’m very
lucky to
have Pam here as my Mentor, she’s really helped me get past some
emotional
problems I had at the beginning and I agree with her helping and
guiding me I
just have to be successful.” He replied with a smile.
“Jimmy
when they present you
to us formally, I’ll ask you how you came to be in the program and how
you feel
about it. If you would, I’d like you to answer just the way you just
did. Some
of the ladies sometime doubt the benefits of boys going through this
and you’re
a good example of why even older boys should be brought into it. Also,
I’d like
to meet with you next week sometime and discuss your school schedule
for next
year. I’d like to move you into several honors classes; you’re way
ahead of
many of your classmates, and Pamela will be in those classes with you
and can
tutor you if needed to catch up. I also want to offer you a unique
opportunity
that has never been offered in our school before. I got a call from a
Mr.
Crawford who would like to offer you the opportunity to work with his
design
people one afternoon per week. We’ll call it an Independent Study
Honors Design
Class as far as your transcript goes. But it sounds really exciting. I
understand you did the design on the renovations to your house and his
company
did the work, is that correct?”
“Yes
ma’am, I did about 80% of
the remodeling design work and his company contracted with my Mothers
to do the
work, then I was here throughout the work. He’s a really nice man and I
learned
a lot working with his people.”
“Well
you certainly impressed
him, young man, he had nothing but glowing things to say about you. Mr.
Cooper
our design teacher is walking around the school crowing about one of
his
students being offered a chance like this. Rightfully so, but it’s
frustrating
a few of the other staff members.”
“All
I can say is he must have
taught me something for everyone to be so impressed with what I did. I
didn’t
think it was such a big deal when I did it...”
“Nonsense!
Oh Pamela you’ll be
offered an advanced Art Honors Class this year too. I saw some of your
work
from this summer; very impressive young lady... very impressive!”
“Thank
you ma’am, but like
Jimmy, I didn’t think it was that good...”
“Goodness!
Both of you are
well above all the standards our school has! Now when would be the best
time to
meet with the two of you next week to discuss schedules and
alternatives?”
“OK,
well I’ve still got that
art class Monday, Wednesday and Friday mornings, so Tuesday or Thursday
would
be best. I can escort Jimmy there and we can all meet together if
that’s
acceptable.”
“Excellent!
Tuesday morning at
10:00?”
“We’ll
be there,” Pam replied.
“Oh
and Jimmy you won’t need
to dress for this, after this week the only people in the school will
be me,
the secretary and the guidance counselor and those ladies know about
the
program. Now I’d better get up on the deck there, it looks like Judge
Jenkins
is about to start things.”
A few minutes later, Judge
Jenkins rapped on
the table with a gavel (do judges go anywhere without one?) and called
the
meeting to order. “Good evening ladies, we have several items of
business to
take care of this evening before we break for our social hour. First we
are
happy to have two new additions to our boys training program, and I
believe we
will start with that, so Mrs. Henderson if you would be so kind as to
present
our first new candidate.”
“Thank
you your honor; Ladies
and members of the Council I’m happy to introduce to you my son Jimmy
Henderson
for acceptance into the program. Pamela would you please escort him
forward? Jimmy
is 15 and has been raised by myself with the assistance of Carol
Campbell, who
is my closest friend and former roommate from College. Both of our
husbands
have passed on and for the past 7 years we have had joint custody of
our three
children and raised them basically together. This summer, we formalized
our
family and consolidated into one house. Jimmy is an excellent student
as I’m
sure his Principle will attest and has only had one negative attribute;
namely
shyness around people he doesn’t know. Carol and I suggested to him
that this
program would help him overcome his shyness and gain self confidence.
Jimmy
agreed and has been informally in the program for the past several
weeks. Ladies
my son Jimmy for consideration and I recommend Pamela Martin as his
Primary
Mentor and my best friend Carol as Secondary Mentor.”
“Thank
you Mrs. Henderson,
Mrs. Morehead do you have comments?” the Judge asked.
“Certainly
your honor. Jimmy
is as his Mother stated an exceptional student, in the top 3% of his
class and
exceeds all standards of our school. He will be moving into several
honors
classes this coming year and as I explained to him earlier, including
one never
before offered to a student in our school. If he chooses to accept, he
will be
in an Honors level Independent Study Design class working with
professional
designers in anticipation of a possible career in that field. His
guidance
counselor has previously noted his shyness problem but as the school
has no
program to overcome it; hoped that he would grow out of it as he got
older. His
proposed Mentor is in fact our top student in his grade and from
observing the
two together, will make an outstanding Mentor for him.”
“Dr.
Smyth comments?”
“Only
one concern your honor,
Jimmy is older than we normally accept into the program and I’m
wondering if
this might cause acceptance problems for him, resulting in disciplinary
problems down the road. At 15 he’s been well indoctrinated by the local
community as to attitudes and he might have adjustment problems. Miss
Martin,
you have been working with him I understand and are a longtime
participant in
the program due to your brother’s involvement. What level is he
currently at
and do you see adjustment problems?”
“He
currently a firm Level III
Doctor and your Honor, almost at level IV.” Then hearing a gasp from
behind her
continued. “Remember Ladies that Jimmy was raised by two of our most
active and
vocal members. His primary adjustment problems have been due to the
shyness
issue NOT philosophical issues. Jimmy is a well adjusted boy, above
average
intelligence, caring and has a strong desire to please his two mothers
and be
the best possible in their eyes. He’s moved quickly in the program and
will
continue to do so in my opinion.”
“Level
3 after only a few
weeks, astounding! Your honor I withdraw my concerns.”
“Jimmy
please explain to the
Ladies here how you came to be in the program and how you feel about
it, if you
would,” his Principle said giving him a wink.
“Certainly
Mrs. Morehead. As
most of you know, I have two mothers and my father died when I was only
three. These
two ladies who are both extremely intelligent and whom I love more than
I have
words to describe, were both concerned about my shyness, something I’ve
had
problems with for years, especially in dealing with girls. At home
Tommy who’s
the other candidate and I are frequently naked it’s no big deal to us
nor to
Susan who’s like a younger sister to me. My Mothers suggested that this
program
might help me get over my shyness and gain self confidence in dealing
with
other people, especially strangers. I agreed to give it a try and
started about
three weeks ago. I’ll be honest with you and tell you it was really
difficult
for the first week. I was on an emotional rollercoaster and Pamela here
helped
me get through some of the toughest parts, when I totally lost
emotional
control. It’s still not easy for me, but already I feel much better
about
myself and just standing here if front of all of you should testify to
that. Three
weeks ago, I would have all but died of embarrassment and been running
for the
hills to hide somewhere. (a number of people laughed at that
statement); I want
to successfully complete this program, because my Mothers think it’s
the right
thing to help me and I’ll do whatever it takes to make that happen. I
don’t
ever want to disappoint either of them and I don’t intend to in this.”
“Well
said young man,” the
Judge stated as a number of women were applauding, and Jimmy blushed
nicely. Pam’s
hand rubbing his back helped to immediately calm him down again though.
“You
are hereby accepted into the program and Pamela Martin is designated
your
Primary Mentor with Mrs. Carol Campbell as your secondary Mentor; we
take note
that Mrs. Campbell has for years been your advisor and offered
excellent
guidance in raising such a fine boy.
“Mrs.
Campbell please
introduce our second candidate.”
Carol
quickly introduced Tommy
who blushed nicely when he looked around at all the women and girls
watching
them and to his surprise, Mrs. Morehead had a report on his school
standing
from his school and even copies of reports from his guidance counselor
there. Dr.
Smyth had no objections as he was four years younger than Jimmy. When
asked why
he volunteered to be in the program however answer was different.
“OK
well Mom said to tell the
truth and I can’t lie anyway so here it is... I’m doing this because
Jimmy is and
I didn’t want him to be doing it alone. He’s like my older brother and
he’s
always helped me, and well this time I could help him some, just by
being there
with him. It’s been harder for him than me, because I’ve been doing it
at home
longer, many of you Ladies have seen me at our house before we moved
together
with Mom Janet and Jimmy. Jimmy’s taken care of me for as long as I can
remember and never let me down ever. So this was a small way to help
him for a
change. Besides doing it, I got to be better friends with Connie Jones,
we go
to school together and now we’re really good friends. So it’s all been
a plus
for me...”
<chuckle>
“That’s as
good a reason as I’ve ever heard Tommy and Jimmy has a really good
friend in
you young man. Tommy Campbell is accepted and Connie Jones is appointed
his
Primary Mentor and Mrs. Janet Henderson as his secondary.” The Judge
ruled. “Now
if you boys will find a seat we have some unpleasant business to deal
with,”
she said and things suddenly turned serious in the crowd.
Pam
walked to the back of the
lawn with Jimmy, there were no seats left, so they sat together on the
grass,
leaning against the side of the garage. Connie and Tommy quickly joined
them. “You
did really good Jimmy, I know your mothers are really proud of you
tonight,”
Connie said as she sat beside him and patted his leg.
“Thanks
Connie I just told
them the truth and how I felt.” He replied.
“You
did good too Tommy,” she
said wrapping her arm around his shoulders and pulling him against her.
“Pam?
Why didn’t they ask
about Susan? I don’t even think she’s here?” Jimmy whispered.
“Judge
Jenkins did talk to
Carol about it and Carol firmly told her that Susan wasn’t ready and
that she
wouldn’t allow it. So not asking avoided embarrassment on everyone’s
part.” She
whispered back.
“What
was that ‘level’ stuff
they asked about?” he asked.
“I’ll
explain it all later,
Jimmy, now’s not a good time...”
“Ok”
For
the next hour they sat and
listened as two boys were brought before the Council and heard every
misdeed,
every act of rebellion, every error made by the boys over the past 6
months. Each
were verbally lectured and then given hard spankings by 5 girls, 20
spanks by
each girl and required to attend counseling sessions with Dr. Smyth for
the
next 6 months. The boys were then made to stand facing the deck with
their very
red and bruised behind on display to the crowd, while the final case
was heard.
Sam,
Connie’s older brother
was brought forth by his mother and his history outlined to the
Council,
including the fact that it had been necessary to spank him several
times per
week for the past two months and that he was almost constantly
masturbating
himself, in front of family and guests and refused all attempts by his
sister
to supervise him and his rebellion against his mother’s directions
also. The
three members of the Council conferred and returned with their ruling.
“100
spanks with paddles and 1 year of chastity. Your sister and mother will
hold
the keys to your lock and only they will decide when and how you may
have an
orgasm for the next year. If that lock or device is tampered with in
any way,
we have other methods to enforce chastity both temporary and permanent,
he was
scolded.” His mother held him by the arms, while a woman came forward
and
attached a device to his privates and locked it with a padlock. Two
large girls
then took hold of the boy and bent him over the railing and held him in
place
while five girls took turns using fraternity type paddles to blister
his
backside. Jimmy cringed with every strike the boy endured and was
holding onto
Pam tightly by the time it was over. The boy on the deck was a
blubbering mess
by then and no one was showing him any sympathy. Pam hugged him and
said, “It’s
over Jimmy.”
“How...
How could he take that?”
“Obviously
not very well, he’s
a real mess up there,” she replied.
“Pam,
do we have to stay? I
need to get out of here, watching that has me trembling all over and I
really
need to get away from here...” his voice pleaded.
“Let
me check with your
mothers, but I think we can probably duck out. You stay here with
Connie and
Tommy; I’ll be right back.” She replied.
Pam
located his mothers
quickly and took them off to the side. “Janet, Carol, Jimmy’s really
shook up
over that last punishment and I need to get him out of here. He’s
really
emotional right now and I can’t calm him here with all these women. I’d
like to
take him to my house and keep him there tonight where I can work with
him. He
was supposed to spend the day with me tomorrow in my studio anyway.
Which
brings up something else. I was going to bring Joey over here tomorrow
to spend
the day with Tommy, is that still going to be ok with Susan’s
situation?”
“Of
course you can take Jimmy
home with you Pamela if you want to. We trust you with him totally,
that’s why
you’re his primary mentor.” Janet replied.
“Joey’s
not a problem either,
just bring him here and he and Tommy and occupy each other, I’ll bring
him home
after dinner and then bring Jimmy back.” Carol replied.
“Susan
won’t be a problem?”
“NO
Susan has NOTHING to do
with the boys until I decide otherwise.” Was the firm response.
“OK
well I’m going to leave
with Jimmy as quick as I can, he’s a giant ball of nerves right now.”
Pam said
and quickly moved away.
Returning
to Jimmy, she took
his hand and pulled him up, “Let’s go Jimmy, you’re coming home with me
and
spending the night and tomorrow there.” She directed and Jimmy offered
no
resistance. Wrapping an arm around him, she quickly walked him around
the
garage and escaped through the small grass area between his house and
the next
and then headed the five blocks down the street to her home. Jimmy was
quiet
the whole way and just followed where she guided him.
Once
home, Pam lead Jimmy to
her room and sat him on the bed, then said she’d be back in a minute.
Finding
her father and brother (her mother was still at the meeting), she told
them
that she had Jimmy with her. “I’m Jimmy’s Mentor now and right now he’s
really
shook up over seeing a couple of boys disciplined by the Council. It’ll
probably take me most of the evening getting him calmed down and then
put him
to bed.”
“Will
it be safe for him to be
in your room overnight?” her father asked.
“Absolutely
Dad, Jimmy’s the
safest boy I could ever spend the night with, he’d never hurt anyone,
let alone
me. I’ve told you and Mom about him, he’s really shy and quiet and
trusts me
totally. He’d never do anything to me without me asking him too or
telling him
is ok to do it.”
“OK
then, I’ll tell your
mother when she gets home. Joey, keep things quiet and don’t bother
your sister
and her friend.” He ordered.
“I
won’t Dad, I’ve seen one of
those punishment sessions, it scared the hell out of me too! Sis do I
still get
to go play with Tommy tomorrow?”
“Yes,
I’ll walk you over there
first thing in the morning and Tommy’s Mom will bring you back after
dinner and
then take Jimmy home.” She replied.
When
she returned to her room,
she found Jimmy sitting there huddled up and trembling. She quickly
crossed to
him and gathered him in her arms. “It’s ok Jimmy, you’re safe here with
me, no
one will hurt you, now move up on my bed, and let me hold you until you
get
calmed down some.” She said, moving up against her headboard, then
pulling him
over her lap and gently stroking him and softly talking to him. They
were still
like that when her mother returned home, except Jimmy was asleep in her
arms.
“Is
he going to be ok?” her
mother whispered seeing the boy asleep.
“Yeah
I finally got him calmed
down and he just fell asleep a few minutes ago.” She whispered back.
“What
happened?”
“Mom
this is the most
non-violent boy I’ve ever known, he’s the definition of humble and
submissive. Seeing
Sam get punished scared him to death and he lost control of his
emotions and
was almost catatonic when I got him here. I had to work really hard to
calm him
and I finally managed it.”
“He’s
safe to stay with you?”
<chuckle>
“Mom he’s
totally safe. Remember when he mentioned having emotional problems when
he
first started? He totally broke down facing me for the first time? He
was in
the process of fainting when I caught and all but carried him to the
living room
to calm him. Jimmy would never hurt anyone and would allow himself to
be hurt
to protect someone else from being hurt. That’s why seeing that boy
beaten
affected him so much. Jimmy likes me and I’m one of the few real
friends he’s
developed at school; so no he’d never hurt me.”
“I
think my daughter finally
found a boy who’s interesting to her?”
“I
did Mom, he’s the perfect
boy for me, everything I’ve ever wanted. Intelligent, handsome, caring
and
willing to look past all the normal hang-ups like me being bigger or a
little
smarter; he thinks I’m pretty and likes being with me. What more could
I want? If
there’s any way for me to keep him, then I’m going to make sure I do
what’s
necessary to see that he wants to be with me. Like I said, he’s the
perfect boy
for me!”
“Well
I agree with you baby,
when I saw you two were gone, I spent time talking to his mothers and
he’d
already impressed me when he answered the Council’s questions. He’s as
close to
a perfect boy as I’ve ever seen in that program. So you have my
blessing to go
after him full bore, I’d love to have him as my son-in-law down the
road. If
he’s not quite perfect now he will be by the time you get done with
him!”
“Yeah
he will be, and besides
I already love him and he’s leaning that way towards me so I don’t have
to work
hard to get there...” she said smiling at her mother.
A
little time later, Pam put
him under the covers and then got ready for bed wearing only a t-shirt
and
panties and slid into bed with him. Jimmy didn’t wake, but curled into
her and
she just smiled as she gathered him to herself and he wrapped his arms
around
her and then nestled his head into her shoulder.
Jimmy
woke with his hand
wrapped around something very soft, and realized at once that he wasn’t
home,
because there was entirely too much light in the room. The body next to
him was
too big to be anyone at home other than one of his mothers and he knew
this
wasn’t one of them either. He realized that his hand had absolutely no
right to
be where it was feeling what it held and tried to gently remove it.
Then he
heard a giggle and his hand was trapped in place as the girl turned
over to
face him. “Good morning Jimmy,” she said smiling at him, and gently
crushing
his hand on her breast.
“Pam...
I’m really sorry... I... I didn’t
mean to grope you like that...” he stammered.
“Shhhh,
it’s ok Jimmy, I like
the way you hand feels there, and I could have removed it anytime I
wanted to;
but I didn’t want that. <giggle> Jimmy I told you that
you were welcome
to feel my little boobs whenever you wanted, just ask and they’re yours
to play
with. You didn’t ask but then you were asleep so I wouldn’t expect you
to. You
didn’t do it intentionally, but I still enjoyed it; so just relax about
it.”
“Really?”
“Yes
really. Want to feel the
real thing? Just slip that soft hand under my shirt and feel away, I
want you
to be totally comfortable with me and what we do together. So have a
good feel
and then we’ll get up and go take a shower and have breakfast.”
Jimmy
slipped his hand under
her shirt and smiled as he gently massaged her chest, in total wonder
that she
was allowing him to do that. Pam just smiled at him, then leaned
forward and
pulled his head forward and kissed him as his hand continued to feel
the most
wonderful thing he could imagine.
Chapter
18
Fifteen
minutes later, Jimmy was in a daze as he stood
in the shower with the most beautiful sight he’d ever seen. At 5’10”
Pam was a
good three inches taller than him and it was immediately obvious that
she was
much stronger too. Her arms were bigger and he could see the muscle
underlying
move when she moved to reach for the shampoo. Her stomach was flat and
her
thighs displayed muscle and the rest of her was just breathtaking. He’d
seen
her breasts once before, when he was power washing their deck but now
they
looked even more perfect on her than that brief view he’d had before.
<giggle>
“Like what you see Jimmy?”
<snicker> “Yes I see that you do, that nice hard cock
tells me you like
what you see, even if you can’t verbalize it. Breathe Jimmy, I’m not
going
anywhere soon and I love that I’ve got you speechless.”
“P...Pam
you... your gorgeous! I knew you were pretty, but
that... that’s just not adequate... I can’t describe how beautiful I think
you
are!”
Laughing
she pulled him into a hug and rubbed herself
against him as she kissed him deeply and her hands stroked all of his
backside.
“Relax Jimmy, everything is fine,” she said when she felt him tremble.
“I’m
sorry Pam, but I just came. I didn’t mean to, it
just happened.” He said looking up at her with a very red face.
“Without
me even touching it? Wow I didn’t know I had
you THAT hot and bothered! Don’t worry Jimmy we’ll take good care of
him later
today so it’s no big deal. In fact I’m feeling very good that you like
me
enough that you could even have that happen! Now let’s get you clean
and get
breakfast, then I’ll get rid of my brother for the day and the two of
us will
have the house all to ourselves.”
Jimmy
just stood there and allowed her to wash him all
over and then was speechless again when she allowed him to wash her
breasts and
between her legs and he got to feel her there in the process. Before he
even
realized what was happening she’d turned off the water and then was
drying him
with a towel and quickly dried herself.
“Go
down to the kitchen and I’ll be down in a minute,”
she directed giving him a playful swat on the butt, “Joey should be
down there,
and he’ll point you to the food.”
In
the kitchen, Joey was sitting at the table and
noticed Jimmy’s dazed expression. “I know that look, I’ve had it
myself! Shower
with my sister? She’s really something isn’t she!”
“Yeah
she is... Hi I’m Jimmy and you must be Joey...”
“Yep
that’s me, the ornery little brother of the
Amazon goddess. I still can’t figure out how she’s so big and I’m so
small. She
was as tall as you when she was my age? If that’s not bad enough, she
so much
smarter than me that I feel really stupid most of the time. How old are
you
anyway Jimmy?”
“Uh
15 and a half...”
“So
she’s got a few months on you then. You in the
same class as her in school?”
“Yeah
we share a lot of classes but she’s the smartest
one in our class. We’ve been in school together since first grade.”
“Not
to worry Jimmy she’s really a big softy. Just
tell her she’s pretty or smart and she folds to whatever you want. She
really
likes you or you wouldn’t be here and certainly wouldn’t have spent the
night
in her room. You must be special, because no boy has ever done that
before. Besides
she’s talked about nothing but you for the last two weeks and has
pictures of
you all over her studio.”
“Well
I really like her too and by the way she IS very
pretty and very smart and I don’t need to use that to get on her good
side,
because she’s those things and much more. You should be really proud to
have her
as your sister, she’s quite a girl.”
“Yeah
I know that and I am proud of her, but I can’t
tell her that; little brothers are supposed to pester and find faults
with big
sisters. We get pushed around enough by them that we have to find
something
wrong just to keep up appearances. I’m really lucky to have her as my
sister,
she takes good care of me and I really don’t have any complaints about
her.”
“I’m
glad to hear that for a change Joey, maybe if you
told me that every once in awhile, then I wouldn’t have to pester you
about
your little faults.” Pam said from the doorway.
“Guess
I’m busted. Now I’ll have to find something
else to complain about. Morning Sis, there’s scrambled eggs and bacon
on the
stove and the breads out to make toast. Juice and Coffee on the
counter.”
“Jimmy
didn’t you get yourself something?” she asked.
“I
was waiting for you Pam, here I’ll help,” and he
jumped up and put bread in the toaster and poured coffee and juice for
both of
them while she put eggs and bacon on plates for them.
“Pussy
whipped!” Joey said watching him scurry about.
“Not
so, he’s being a gentleman and helping little
brother. Something you would do well to emulate!”
“I
still say he’s whipped! But then he’s hot for you
so I guess that gets him a pass...”
“And
did HE tell you he was ‘hot’ for me? I doubt it.”
“Didn’t
have to, he came in here with that dazed look
like a little puppy in love.”
“Really?”
“Yeah
you’ve got him Sis. No problem if that’s what
you wanted.”
“Hey
you two, could we change the subject this is
really embarrassing...” Jimmy protested.
“Just
ignore him Jimmy, he’s just trying to be a pest
like normal. Besides if he keeps it up, I’ll whack his little behind
all the
way over to your house and then let him try to explain to Tommy why
he’s got a
red butt!”
“Truce
Sis, I give up! No more teasing Jimmy. It’s
obvious that you like him and I’ll be in trouble if I cause him to be
embarrassed.”
“Good
now here Jimmy let’s eat,” she said handing him
a plate as he brought their drinks and toast to the table.
Once,
they’d finished, Pam lead her brother out the
door, telling Jimmy to have more coffee and that she’d be right back.
Instead,
Jimmy washed the dishes and was just finishing when she returned.
“Jimmy
you didn’t need to wash the dishes. Now you
make me feel bad leaving you here alone?”
“Pam
I was just helping a little, I do the same thing
at home all the time. Half the time I cook the meal and then still help
with
the dishes. My mothers work too hard all day to be doing housework, so
I help
wherever I can. It’s the least I can do.”
“Boys
just don’t think that way Jimmy. I knew you were
special and now I’m learning even more so than I thought!”
“Some
boys do that Pam, especially boys with single
mothers. We have to help them when we can, our mothers are carrying a
huge
load, and besides it makes me feel good to help out.”
“Well
I think it’s special and you get a hug for
helping out here when you didn’t have to. So buck up there boy I’m
going to hug
and kiss you whether you want it or not.”
<chuckle>
“Pam you don’t have to invent an
excuse to do that with me, I love the way you treat me. But I certainly
will
never refuse a hug and kiss when one’s offered,” he replied and stepped
across
the open space between them and was quickly hugged and thoroughly
kissed.
“Damn
you’re a good kisser Jimmy, you leave me
breathing hard every time. Now let’s go get comfortable and talk about
our new
relationship since I’m now your official primary mentor.”
In
the living room, she plopped onto the couch and
then guided him onto her lap and placed him reclining looking up at
her. “My
favorite position with you Jimmy, I hope you don’t mind.”
“I’ll
never complain Pam, you’ve always treated me
really well. So if this makes you comfortable, then I’m comfortable.”
He replied
with a big smile.
“It
really doesn’t bother you that I’m bigger and
stronger than you does it? I still have trouble getting my mind around
that.”
“No
it doesn’t, nor that you’re smarter than me or
anything else you may be better at,” he replied sitting up and looking
directly
into her eyes, his fingers lightly caressing her cheek. “Pam, you’re a
beautiful, intelligent, and caring person and my friend, so why would
our size
difference or any of that other stuff bother me. You’re good to me and
helping
me when you never had to do that, you could have just let me be an
emotional
basket case when you came to see Tommy and me; but you didn’t you cared
enough
to get me through it and you’ve done it a bunch of times since. I don’t
know
why but you seem to like me with all my problems, so now I’ve grown to
appreciate the beautiful person you are and I love the way you treat
me; Pam
you’re my second best friend and the only girl I trust totally now, so
please
don’t worry about being bigger and holding me like a younger boy. I’m
ok with
it and in fact I like it so just relax and do what feels good to you.
If I
don’t like it, I’ll let you know. Fair?”
“More
than fair Jimmy,” was the soft reply as she
placed her hand behind his head and then kissed him trying to
communicate how
much she liked him.
“Wow
Pam you kiss really good too you know.” He said
smiling before leaning back against her arm like she’d placed him
before. “So
what do you want to talk about? Our new relationship is more up to you
than me,
since you’re my mentor and responsible for guiding me through the
quagmire of
this program. There’s so much I don’t know about it and things that no
one’s
told me that I don’t know where to start.”
“Why
don’t we start with last night, what happened and
your reaction to it? Can we do that?”
<sigh>
“I know I reacted badly Pam and I’m sorry
you had to deal with it. Pam I don’t like violence of any kind and when
I had
to sit there and watch that boy be beaten with paddles like that; well
I just
lost it. I know he deserved it; I heard all the bad things he did and
that his
parents were unable to deal with him, but still, watching him be hurt
like that
was too emotional for me.”
“Jimmy
you’re a very sensitive boy and I expected you
to have a bad reaction. That was one of the reasons I put us at the
back of the
crowd. But let’s back up some. You were wonderful when you talked to
our
Principle before the meeting began as well as greeting all of the
guests; you
were wonderful in how you handled being presented before all those
women and
girls and I was so proud of how you handled the questions. Your mothers
were
beaming with pride in you as you stood there and addressed the Council
and
crowd. Jimmy you’ve moved so fast through the first few layers of the
training
that it still amazes me to no end. Didn’t you hear the gasp from the
crowd when
I told them you were at a firm level 3 and almost a 4? Jimmy it
normally takes
a boy 9 months to a year to reach level 3 and 4 is closer to two years.
That
you had a bad reaction to violence is nothing. I don’t like seeing
someone
beaten like that either, but I’ve seen it a few times before and you
never
have.”
“So
what’s this level stuff all about?”
“I’ll
explain all that to you some other time, it’s
just a gauge they use to assess a boy’s progress in the program, it
really
doesn’t mean anything to the boy, but it’s a scale they developed to
judge
progress. Knowing about it won’t help you progress faster, nor will it
retard
your progress if you don’t know about the details, so don’t worry about
it and
just do your best. Can you do that?”
“Yes
I can Pam, if you tell me it’s not important and
that I don’t need to be concerned, I’ll trust you and not worry about
it. Pam
what was that whole ‘chastity’ thing that he was sentenced to and they
put
something with a lock on him. What was that all about?”
“That
was a somewhat unusual punishment Jimmy. Probably
because he’d engaged in inappropriate sexual activity by masturbating
in front
of family and guests but also failing to respond to corrective actions
of his
mother and sister. What they put on him is called a CB6000 chastity
device. It’s
made of heavy plastic and goes around his groin behind his balls and
his penis
is inserted into a curved plastic tube and held in place with a
padlock. It
can’t be taken off without removing the lock, or being broken into
pieces which
would probably injure the wearer. The device prevents the male from
getting an
erection, since his penis is trapped in that curved tube. He can pee
out the
end of the tube but getting an erection is impossible when he’s got
that thing
on. So the result it there are only two ways for him to have an orgasm.
One is
to have it removed and his mother and sister hold the keys to the lock,
so he’d
have to convince one of them to allow him to have an orgasm, giving
them more
control over him. Or he could have an orgasm if he were penetrated
anally and
his prostate massaged. Of course he could be drained by massaging his
prostate
manually like Cindy did to you when you were hurt, without an orgasm.
Again
that gives his sister and mother more control of him. Essentially, his
sister
and mother literally hold the keys to his sex life for the next year. I
can
show you pictures of the device on the internet if you’re interested.”
“So
his dick’s locked up for the next year with that
thing and only his sister or mother can let him out? That sucks, no
orgasms for
a year unless he pleases them... I’m afraid I’d be a really good boy if
someone
put one of those on me...”
“Well
he does have the alternative of anal sex either
with a boy or a girl with a strap-on to get off; but his cock won’t be
involved
if he’s got that device on. He may have some trouble explaining it at
school in
gym class too...”
“Woah...
hadn’t even considered that! I’m still trying
to figure out how I’ll explain being hairless in gym class!”
“Don’t
worry about that Jimmy, I’ll take care of that
one for you.”
“How?”
“Simple,
we’ll get you exempted from gym class
altogether and have you assigned to somewhere else like working in the
school
office when you’d normally be in gym. Mrs. Morehead will agree to that,
all I
have to do is ask. Besides I love the way your body feels without hair,
so
you’re going to be that way for a while.”
“Well
it does feel really sexy without hair; I never
realized how sensitive totally bare skin is. The only thing that
bothers me
about it is that people will see me as gay or too feminine because of
it. But
the way it feels is really nice, when someone strokes me or even just
touches
me.”
“Jimmy
you know you’re not gay and I know you’re not
and so do all the important people in your life; so don’t worry about
what
others may think. If it feels good and both you and I like it, that’s
all
that’s important.” She replied while gently running her hand over his
thighs
and smiled when his cock started to respond.
<gasp>
“Pam are you trying to turn me on...
because if you are it’s working...”
<chuckle>
“Not really but I really love the way
your cock looks when it’s erect and really hard, it’s just so neat that
a boys’
body can do that.”
“It’s
something we don’t have much control over you
know. Sometimes it just happens for no apparent reason at all and that
can be
really embarrassing.”
“Well
anytime it happens you just bring it to me and
I’ll be happy to take care of it for you. I just love handling a nice
hard
one.”
“You
will?”
“Absolutely,
Jimmy you’ll never have to masturbate
alone as long as you’re with me. One way or another I’ll always help
you out. Promise!”
“Wow
that’s something I never thought I’d hear a girl
say... “
“Why?
We girls really love handling a boy that way. I
don’t know of many girls who wouldn’t help a boy out when he’s stiff
like that.
Some might tease the boy some first, but she’d still help him out. You
boys
like playing with boobs; well girls love playing with cocks and yours
is an
exceptionally nice one. Believe, me I’ve seen a lot of them with boys
in the
program and yours is one of the best for a boy your age.”
“How
about a boy with a real small one?”
“Well
you don’t have that problem mister, yours is
bigger than average, but some girls make fun of a really small one.
I’ve never
seen that happen but I’ve heard about it happening, especially if the
boy is a
real macho type who thinks he’s something; but then has a baby dick.
Muscle
bound jocks are usually the ones who get themselves into a problem like
that. But
why are you worried about that? I told you you have a nice one.”
“I
suppose because I don’t know what ‘normal’ is or
where I fit in that. I know I’ve seen boys with bigger one’s than mine...”
“Yeah
there are monster cocks out there, but too big
would hurt a girl, so most girls aren’t interested in giant ones just
as they
don’t particularly like really small ones. Normal for a boy your age is
about
2/3 of the size of yours; so that’s why I said yours is so nice. Bigger
than
average, but not too big, any girl would love to handle it.”
“OK
all this talk about cocks and you stroking my
thighs and playing with my balls has me hard and dripping are you going
to help
me?”
“Love
to Jimmy, just relax and I’ll take really good
care of it for you,” she replied as her hand slipped from his balls
where she’d
been massaging and hadn’t even realized it and started firmly stroking
him and
she smiled as she watched his body respond, his breath getting
shallower and
faster and his chest, neck and cheeks blush as he tried to stay still
while she
worked him until, she felt him getting close. “Cum for me Jimmy make it
a
really good one, I know you’re ready so just let it go sweety.” She
softly
encouraged and two strokes later he was shooting arching spurts up onto
his
chest and it pooled between his breasts then ran down below his
sternum. “Good
one Jimmy now just relax and I’ll get you cleaned up.” Jimmy laid there
with
his eyes closed as she used tissue paper to wipe the cum from his body,
still
trying to get his breath back under control.
“Thanks
Pam that felt really nice.” He murmured
smiling at her while she finished cleaning him.
“I
loved doing it for you Jimmy and I’ll be happy to
do that anytime you need it.”
“Pam
are we going to spending a lot of time with you
holding me like this and feeling me all over?”
“We
can, but we don’t have to. I love the way it feels
holding you. Is it a problem for you?”
“No
not at all, I spend a lot of time with Tommy and
Susan just sitting like this with them on my lap and they love every
minute of
it. Now I know why. It feels really good to just give yourself up to a
person
you trust and care about and let them have total control of your body.
I’m
bigger than them and can just lift them and move them anyway I want and
they
couldn’t win if they fought me. I could never win if I fought you,
you’re much
stronger than I ever suspected. Seeing you in the shower this morning
told me
that immediately. You must workout or do sports or something; you’re a
really
strong girl. This morning Joey called you the Amazon Goddess; I think
he’s
right on that one. You’re so beautiful and strong, and confident that
you’re
everything that name implies.”
“Does
me being strong bother or intimidate you Jimmy? I
don’t want you to feel that way.”
“No
Pam never, I makes me feel... I don’t know, safe and
protected and a little submissive I guess. I’m not used to that but it
feels
really good. I guess this is what girls feel when they sit like this
with their
boyfriends and the boy is holding them. Kind of a role reversal but who
cares
if we both enjoy it.”
“Well
to answer part of your question, yes I swim a
lot and play tennis, in fact I belong to the same club as your mother
and we
play against each other frequently. She’s one strong woman, both
physically and
mentally. I’ve admired her for several years since I’ve gotten to know
her.”
“Yeah
she’s physically strong, she surprised me when I
had that pulled muscle in my groin when she just scooped me up and
stood
holding me like a toddler, with no strain at all, while Susan arranged
pillows
on the couch, to put me in a sitting position. I had no idea she could
do that.
Mentally? She’s one of the toughest women you’ll ever meet and
incredibly smart
too. So’s Mom Carol, both were honor graduates in College, but she’s
not into
physical stuff, although she’s a beautiful woman too.”
“Jimmy
you surprised me when I came home from dropping
Joey off when I found you washing the dishes. Neither of my brothers
would have
ever done that without someone telling them to do it. I told the
Women’s group
that philosophically you were advanced, but I didn’t realize how
advanced.”
“But
that’s nothing special! I grew up in a house with
just me and my mother for the most part, except when Tommy and Susan
stayed
with us, and even when I stayed with them, I spent a lot of time,
watching the
kids for Carol and helping her with the housework? Pam I don’t even
remember
having a father, he died when I was three. Mom’s always worked really
hard to
support us and doing housework was just something I could do to help
her. I
cook, clean, do laundry, all of that stuff. None of it’s all that hard
for a
kid to do and even if they have two parents, they should be helping
keep the
family home and not expecting their parents to do everything!”
“That’s
just my point Jimmy, most boys don’t think
like that. They see those things as ‘women’s work’ and expect their
mothers and
sisters to do all those things.”
“That’s
a bunch of crap Pam, there’s no such thing as
‘women’s work’ or ‘men’s work’; there’s just work that needs to be
done. Anyone
who can do the job, whatever it is should do it and be paid the same as
anyone
else who does the same job. I thought all that job division by sex went
out
back in the 60’s? Women should be allowed to do any job their qualified
for the
same as men.”
“Well
society IS moving in that direction Jimmy but
it’s not there yet. There’s still quite a bit of job discrimination out
there
for women doing certain jobs and getting paid the same. But your views
and
attitude are just what our society needs to make that final transition.
That,
dear boy is why I said you were philosophically advanced.”
“I
don’t know about that Pam, I just know that I grew
up with a very hard working mother who needed help and I started
helping as far
back as I can remember, and I’ve been doing that ever since. It’s just
the way
things needed to be for us to be happy at home and it was never
something I
even thought about. Heck Mom started teaching me to cook when I was
just big
enough to see the top of the stove, in fact we used to have a stool in
the
kitchen I could stand on it to stir stuff in pots when I wasn’t tall
enough to
do it standing on the floor. It was something I wanted to do to help
her; she
never forced me to do anything. <laugh> Mom used to be
into really girly
type aprons, you know those pinafore type, long with the frilly edges?
I used
to wear them when I was cooking and it always made her smile and
sometimes
laugh when she’d see me with one on; especially when she’d had a really
hard
day at work, she called me her ‘little girly cook’, because they almost
looked
like a dress on me, when I’d wear one and I was just glad to make her
happy and
see her laugh.”
<chuckle>“I
bet that was really cute seeing a
boy wearing one of those. Maybe you’ll wear one for me sometime. Jimmy
I didn’t
start cooking until I was about 10, you started really early.”
“Pam
I cook dinner for the family almost every day. Susan
and Tommy do breakfast most days and we rotate on lunches. Our mothers
work too
hard to be doing that stuff. So we send them off to work with a hot
breakfast,
and dinner’s ready when they get home in the evening. It’s not a big
deal to
any of us kids. And yeah I’d wear an apron if you really wanted me to.
It’d
look really strange with me naked and my butt hanging out; so you’d
have to
promise not to make fun of me if I did that.”
“Jimmy
I’d never make fun of you for something like
that! I think it would look really sexy though. But you need to
understand that
your family isn’t quite normal the way you described it. Mom and I do
95% of
the cooking here. Dad can’t handle anything beyond fried eggs and bacon
and my
brothers won’t even try. You kids handling all that; especially you
doing
family dinners everyday is unusual; and to be honest more homes need to
be like
that where the kids; including the boys take on responsibility for
helping the
family. Most homes, both parents work these days and more boys need to
be
helping.”
“Pam
I do dinners most days because I like to cook and
it needs to be done. Susan does some, but she doesn’t like cooking as
much as I
do, so she does laundry and other stuff. Tommy’s just learning to cook
and he
helps where he can, but on his own, he still manages to turn out a
disaster
every once in a while, so at the least either Susan or I supervise him,
to
avoid them.”
“My
whole point in all this Jimmy is that the way your
home operates should be the ‘normal’ for all homes rather than
something
different.”
“OK
I’ll agree with that. All I know is that when I
get married, we’ll share the housework and any kids we have will grow
up
sharing it too.”
“Your
wife will be one lucky lady Jimmy, I really mean
that.”
“Want
to apply for the Job? I think your husband will
be one lucky guy. You’re a terrific lady yourself you know.”
“I
think I’d really like having a special man like you
Jimmy. But are you giving up on Susan? I thought you loved her too much
to even
look elsewhere?”
“I
do love her Pam, I always have, ever since she was
a baby and I took care of her for so long. I’ve diapered her, given her
baths,
fixed her boo boo’s, held her when the cried and made her laugh when
she was
sad. <sigh> But recently I’ve seen a side of her I’ve
never seen before
and to be honest I don’t like what I’m seeing. Ever since Tommy and I
started
this modesty training stuff, she’s changed; actually in regard to Tommy
a
little before that, but I’m not going to tell you what she did to him.
Anyway,
when we agreed to start this, suddenly she’s tried to take over our
lives, not
just the parts involving the training but everything and has displayed
a real
attitude about it. At times she’s so dominating and curt about it that
she
doesn’t seem anything like the loving, caring girl I’ve always known.
Then when
she used that strap-on thing on Tommy, wasted him and then just walked
away and
left him. Well that was utterly disgusting to me. This new Susan isn’t
someone
I could love like the old Susan. So yeah, I’m looking for other
possibilities
right now. For what it’s worth Pam, you’re at the top of my list, so if
you’re
interested I’d like us to be more than just friends. When Carol asked
whether
you’d be acceptable as my primary mentor, I jumped at it. I really like
you Pam
and we have a lot in common and you’ve always treated me really well.
So what
do you think... interested?”
Looking
down into his eyes, seeing concern there and
realized how much he’d just opened himself to her; “Yes Jimmy I’m
interested,
but you need to understand that I’m a dominate female too, I’m a strong
feminist and believe strongly in the equality of the sexes in all
things;
especially in the work place. Women should also be in charge of the
home; not
in the division of labor for housework, because that should be shared,
but in
making decisions on how children are raised, since as mothers we give
birth to
them and have a responsibility to see that they are raised to be
loving, caring
and responsible adults. Can you accept me being dominant and at times
telling
you that we’ll do things my way?”
“Pam
there are different types of dominance and I know
you’re a dominant female, I’ve known that since you took charge of me
when we
met just inside the door of our house and I lost all emotional control
over
myself. Heck you’re dominating me right now, just sitting here holding
me on
your lap like this. You’re bigger, stronger, and more intelligent than
me, but
none of that bothers me. You have a different style to the way you
dominate. You
take the time to explain things when I don’t understand and you’ve
shown me
time and again that you care how I feel when we’re together. Right now
as my
mentor, you have the right to punish me if I need it; but you’ve never
threatened to do that. You take charge and explain why things need to
be a
certain way and then once I understand, just guide me through it. So if
you
ever need to spank me, I’d accept that I’d screwed up and that it was
something
that I deserved. That’s different than the way Susan was doing it. She
never
explained anything and would just give orders and threaten spankings
for even
minor errors. Last week she told us to get out of bed and be in the
kitchen in
15 minutes and when Tommy and I were two minutes late, she spanked both
of us. There
was no reason to set that time limit, it was arbitrary on her part, she
was
just proving to us and herself that she ‘could’ do that to us. Your
type of
dominance is something I can understand and live with; hers I can’t. So
I’d
still like us to be together if you’re willing.”
“Susan
spanked you for that? Damn! Now I see why Carol
is so pissed at her. Not counting what she did to Tommy; that’s just
not
acceptable behavior. Jimmy there may be times when I give orders and
don’t
explain right then. Still ok with it?”
“Yes
because knowing you, there’s a reason for giving
the order and that you’ll explain later when you have time or maybe
because
it’s not appropriate to explain right then, that it should be, you know
in
private or something. I can deal with that and I’d do what you wanted.
Pam I’m
not stupid and I’ve led somewhat of a sheltered life growing up in a
single
parent, single child home. You’re smarter than me in many areas and
know more
about normal family relationships than I do; so I’d defer to your
opinion most
times anyway.”
“OK
just one last thing Jimmy. If you and I hookup
like you’re suggesting. I’d still be the dominant partner even after
your
training program is over assuming we stay together. So if I wanted to
keep my
favorite boy naked at home I might decide to do that and I’d still
reserve the
right to spank you if you got too far out of line. Are those things you
could
live with?”
“Pam
I have nothing to hide from you now and I wouldn’t
then so if you want my skinny body naked then it will be naked as long
as you
want. And yes you can spank me if I misbehave even after the program if
we’re
still together; you’d never do it unless I really deserved it. Just one
thing. I
know you prefer to be called ‘Pam’ in public, but well... I really like
the sound
of your full name ‘Pamela’ it’s an incredibly sexy sounding name to me,
I don’t
understand why but it is. Could I call you Pamela when we’re alone? It
just
seems more respectful than your nickname, and I always want you to feel
that I
respect you.”
<laugh>
“Oh Jimmy, you can call me anything you
want. Sorry I didn’t mean to make fun of your request because I know
you were
serious when you asked that. Jimmy I LIKE the way my name sounds when
you say
it, so YES please call me Pamela when we’re alone if that’s what you’d
like. Jimmy
you don’t need to do it as a sign of respect, because I know you
respect me,
just as I respect you for the wonderful boy that you are. So as of now
we are a
couple if that’s what you want.”
“I
want that Pamela, more than anything right now.”
“OK
then let me move you off my lap for a minute,
while I go get something. A special present.”
“Present?”
“Yes,
something made just for you.”
“What?”
“You’ll
see,” she replied as she got up and went to
her room and shortly came back, then knelt on the floor in front of him
as he
sat on the couch. Pam ran her hands up his smooth hairless thighs and
gently
stroked them, then pulled his hands toward her and reached into her
pocket and
pulled out a small box.
“Jimmy
this is a very special ring that was made just
for you. I talked to Judge Jenkins Tuesday and she had it made in
anticipation
of me needing it.” Opening the box she showed him a gold ring, a simple
band
with a gold circle on it. On top of the circle vertically was a double
headed
battle axe like the type used in the middle ages by knights. Across the
axe and
circle was an arrow.
“What
does that ring mean?” he softly asked looking
down at it.
“This
is a Level 4 ring from the women’s federation. The
circle, denotes the circle of friendship of the women in the
federation. The
axe is a symbol of our willingness to fight for our rights as free
women and to
seek equality in society. That a male wears the ring, is an admission
that he
agrees with our cause and will support us in seeking that equality. The
arrow
has two meanings, first that the male is committed to a relationship
with a
member of the order and second that he is restricted in who may punish
him if
he deviates from our ideals. Inside the ring are four letters, ‘PM’ and
‘CC’
indicating Pamela Martin and Carol Campbell, your primary and secondary
mentors. Carol and I are the only two who can punish you if you wear
this ring.
Only the Council itself could order punishment other than us and we
would be
the ones who would have to carry it out, or relinquish our membership.
If you
and I were to eventually get married, then a second arrow would be
added
crossing the first over the axe, and I would at that point be solely
responsible for you. At that point it would be a Level 5 ring.”
“This
is really important isn’t it? I mean I
understand what you’ve said it means, it’s almost like I’m getting
engaged to
you and the federation both?”
“To
you and me, it means that you and I are committed
to building a firm relationship which could lead to marriage and a life
together. To the federation, it means you support our goals and ideals;
which
from everything you told me today you do, in fact more so than even the
federation
has put to writing. Jimmy, I told you you’re a special boy in your
outlook on
life and the relationships between men and women. Your two mothers
raised you
to believe in everything the federation seeks in that regard and you’ve
taken
than philosophy and made it your own. If you accept this ring, that’s
what you
are accepting.”
Putting
his hand out, Pam slipped the ring onto his
right ring finger and then pulled him forward and soundly kissed him
while
hugging the breath right out of him. “I accept you Jimmy Henderson, for
now and
for as long as our souls shall abide,” she softly said into his ear.
“Repeat
after me Jimmy, I accept this ring in token of my acceptance of the
Women’s
Federation and I accept Pamela Martin as my mentor in life as long as
our souls
shall abide.” He repeated the words and was soundly kissed and hugged
again.
When
she sat back on her heels, Jimmy saw she was
crying and quickly hugged her and wiped her face with his hands.
“Please don’t
cry Pamela, this makes me very happy.” He said to her.
“Oh
Jimmy I’m crying because I’m happy about it too!”
she said grabbing him and kissing him again.
Shortly
Jimmy was sitting on her lap again being
cuddled and stroked as he looked at the ring on his hand. “I’ve never
seen a
ring like this Pamela are there many of them?”
“Quite
a few actually, but most people don’t know what
they mean and ignore them. My father wears a level 5 ring and so did
your Dad
and Susan’s Dad from what your mother told me.”
“Wait,
yeah there was a ring with these symbols in a
box Tommy and I found when cleaning out the house, it had pictures of
his Dad
from when he was a boy up until shortly before he died. I was a solid
ring
though with these emblems cut into the top of it. I thought it was a
fraternity
ring or something.”
“It
is in a way Jimmy. Men who wear that ring are kind
of a special fraternity, they support their women in seeking equality
and
submit to the ideals represented by those symbols. Masons do the same
thing
when they wear rings with their symbols on them, it’s a way of telling
others
of a like mind that they agree on certain things and try to follow the
ideals
and philosophy the symbols represent.”
“Pamela,
what was that ‘as long as our souls abide’
line, that sounded really important, almost religious?”
“It
means that I agreed to be your mentor in life for
as long as the two of us can agree on the philosophy that ring
represents. Even
if you were to marry another woman, I agreed to still advise you if
needed and
teach you what you need to succeed with her as your partner. You agreed
to
accept my guidance under the same conditions.”
“I
like the sound of that Pamela, sometimes I just
feel so awkward and klutzy especially in social situations. I need
someone to
advise and guide me. I’m glad it will be you Pamela.”
“Don’t
forget Carol has that responsibility too; so
feel free to consult her about anything, she’d never betray your trust
or
advise you wrongly.”
“I
always have Pamela, even more than my own mother. She’s
always listened to my problems and helped me that way. I didn’t need a
ring to
commit to having her advise me. In some ways I’m closer to her than my
mother.”
“So
young man, as I see it as your Mentor we have two
primary areas we need to work on still. Your shyness, which seems to be
coming
along nicely and will help with that ‘awkward and klutzy’ feeling you
say you
have and to explore the sexual side of you. Agreed?”
“Of
course I agree, I know I’m too shy and I told them
the truth that I can feel a difference in myself since I started this
training
program. As to the sexual side of me, there’s an awful lot I don’t
know...”
“So
since we agree, that’s what we’ll do. But first,
all this emotion this morning has me hungry, so we’re going to go have
lunch.”
“I
won’t argue that one, I could eat a horse right
now...”
“We
don’t have any horses Jimmy, so you’ll have to
settle for ham sandwiches I think!” <laugh>
<giggle>
“Works for me and I intend to help!”
“Exactly
what I expected to hear from a cook! Let’s go
Jimmy before my stomach starts rumbling.”
Out
in the kitchen, Pam pulled all the stuff they’d
need from the refrigerator and put it on the counter, and Jimmy
immediately
began building sandwiches. Pam dug into a drawer off to the side before
coming
back to him. “Hold it Jimmy,” she directed and he looked back over his
shoulder
at her.
“What?”
“Put
this on first!” and unfolded a white frilly
pinafore apron and quickly put it over his head, through the neck hole,
then
spun him around and tied it in a bow behind him. Then slowly with her
hands on
his shoulders turned him full circle in front of her. “God that’s just
so
sexy!”
“Jeeze
I just knew after I said it that I shouldn’t
have told you about wearing one of these when I was little!”
“Jimmy
being open with me like that is one of the
reasons I just love you to death. I promised not to make fun of you and
I’m
not. It’s just that you look so sexy wearing that, that I’ll have
trouble
keeping my hands off of you!”
“So
you like boys in dresses?” he asked, making his
best effort to strike a ‘model’ pose, with one hand on his hip and his
leg
stepped out to one side. “Next you’ll want me trying on dresses for
real.”
“No
I don’t like just any boy in a dress, but I do
like YOU in that pinafore, it’s really hot on you. But if you wanted to
wear a
dress I wouldn’t have a problem with that either,” she teasingly
replied.
“Ok
well I don’t want to wear dresses but if wearing
this stupid apron gets the Amazon Goddess all hot and bothered, then
I’ll wear
it whenever you want me too.” He replied with a smirk.
Taking
him by the hand she led him to a chair and sat
on it and placed him firmly on her lap while kissing him with one arm
around
his bare shoulders and her other hand feeling his behind. That hand
quickly
moved under the apron and felt his thighs then massaged his crotch.
“Are you
trying to feel under my skirt?” he murmured between kisses.
“I
AM feeling under your skirt, and it’s really sexy
doing that!” she told him.
“OK
by me! Feel all you want, just don’t leave me
hanging when you’re done...”
“Guess
I’d better stop until after lunch then. Will
you still be willing?”
“Absolutely!”
“Then
get your cute butt over there and fix us lunch
and when we’re done, you’re mine!”
“I’m
already yours Pamela haven’t you figured that out
yet?”
“Yeah
but I needed to hear it from you. So go fix my
lunch!”
<giggle>
“OK just let me up and I’ll be right
back Miss Amazon Goddess!”
<sigh>
“You’re going to be calling me that from
here on out aren’t you?”
<giggle>
“As long as you make me wear pinafores
the answers yes!”
“I
suppose I should get used to it then because I love
the way you look in that apron.”
“Whatever
you’d like dear lady,” he replied with a
bow, then giggled and changed it to an awkward curtsy.
After
a quick lunch, Pam took him back to her bedroom
still wearing the pinafore, sat on her bed and pulled him back onto her
lap and
started exactly where she’d left off before lunch. Her hand roaming
under the
‘skirt’ of his apron. When she had him breathing hard and very stiff,
she
stopped. “Time to get us naked,” she said breathing hard herself. Jimmy
stood
up and untied the apron and removed it while he watched her quickly
strip and
then sit back down hard causing her breasts to bounce when she sat. “My
God
you’re absolutely beautiful” he murmured as he stood between her open
legs
trembling slightly.
“I
like the way you look too mister,” she said as she
took hold of his waist, then closing her legs around him, pulled him
against
her and with one quick movement laid back on the bed bringing him with
her and
then rolled so that they were on their sides facing each other. “How
much do
you know about sex,” she asked as one of his hands sought, then cupped
her
breast.
Blushing,
he looked directly into her eyes as he
answered. “Three weeks ago, I was a total virgin, I’d never even
touched a girl
sexually. Since then, I’ve done oral and anal sex with Susan, and done
both
with Tommy also but you knew that. Other than that, Cindy let me play
with her
breasts some and you let me see yours and feel you in the shower, but
that’s
about it. I’ve never had real sex, you know vaginal sex with a girl, if
that’s
what you’re asking.”
“Have
you ever been penetrated anally? I know Cindy
did with her fingers when she drained your prostate, but other than
that?”
Blushing
even more, “Yeah... I let Tommy try a couple of
times but he’s too small to do anything for me that way. Susan... Susan
put a
vibrator in me and turned it on and held it there... That... That was too
intense
for me...”
“Jimmy
you have nothing to be embarrassed about. OK
then first we’ll do some more touching and kissing and then we’ll both
do oral
sex at the same time, Susan said you were good at that and seemed to
like it,
but that the two of you never tried it together. Just so it doesn’t
surprise
you I’m going to massage your prostate while I suck you. It should be
really
good for you. Willing to try?”
“Of
course Pamela, I know you wouldn’t hurt me...”
After
20 minutes of intense petting which included
Jimmy fingering Pam to an orgasm, they shifted positions and Pam lay on
her
back with Jimmy over her and sucked his cock into her mouth as Jimmy
went to
work kissing and licking between her legs. Pam put lubricant on his
hole and
gently worked a finger inside as she sucked him and soon had two
fingers deeply
inserted and massaged his prostate as she sucked and Jimmy came quickly
under
the combination. Jimmy kept licking until she climaxed, then collapsed
on top
of her body. Pam’s fingers were still inside and Jimmy grunted when
they
pressed on his prostate. Pam maintained her anal hold on him and rolled
him
over, then moved along side where she could see him. “OK there Jimmy?”
“Yeah...”
he said still trying to catch his breath. “That
felt awesome!”
“You’re
pretty good yourself you know!” she replied
still gasping.
“Jimmy,
now might be a good time to try what we talked
about. I’ve got you open and relaxed. I promise to be very careful and
I’ll
stop if you tell me to.”
“Anal?
With a toy?”
“Yeah,
I really think you’ll like it, you seem really
sensitive in there...”
“OK
I’ll try it...”
“Alright,
give me a minute to get ready, I’ll take my
fingers out and get it, then open and lubricate you good before I try
entering
you, just stay relaxed and let me make you feel good.”
“OK”
Jimmy
lay there limp on his back as he felt her
fingers leave him, then watched as she reached over to her night stand
and
pulled out a blue colored dildo and the harness. She quickly put the
harness on
and then picked up the dildo. It was “L” shaped and made different than
the one
Tommy had described or the one they’d found in the box in the basement.
“Can I
see that?” he asked, still panting.
“Sure
honey, look all you want.” She replied handing
it to him.
“Why’s
it shaped like this?”
“Double
ender, she replied. The long part goes in you
and the short end in me. It fits through this hole in the harness and
up into
my pussy, so that when I use it we both get our jolly’s. It’s really
great,
Joey loves it!”
“It’s
not too big?”
“No
not as big as you actually, and Tommy doesn’t have
trouble handling your cock does he?”
“No...
OK... put it on and let’s try it...”
Two
minutes later, she’d positioned him on his back
with a pillow under small of his back, then lifted one of his legs and
gently
applied more lubricant to his hole and worked her fingers inside until
they
moved freely. Resting the raised leg on her shoulder, she guided the
dildo to
his hole and then quickly removed her fingers as the head slipped
inside. “Just
relax and let me in Jimmy, this won’t hurt at all if you stay relaxed.”
She
softly said as she raised his other leg and let it dangle over her arm
while
slowly entering him. Once it was partially in, she moved both his legs
up and
gently moved forward, pausing as he accepted more of the device, a
minute later
she was all the way in and he was groaning as it pressed on his
prostate. “Still
ok Jimmy?” she asked smiling down at him.
“Yeah,”
he panted his face and neck red and flushed,
sweat dripping from his forehead.
“Here
we go then,” she said as she started moving
slowly in and out, then after she was sure he was responding, faster.
Cum
gushed from his limp cock onto his belly and his body trembled as he
had a
strong climax, then again only two minutes later, his head tossing back
and
forth and his whole body sweaty. On the third climax, she stopped and
lifted
him as she sat back on her heels, his body still impaled, his limp legs
around
her sides. “I think that’s enough,” she said to the limp boy and
nestled his
head into her shoulder as her arms supported him from falling, then
pulled the
dildo out and continued to hold him tightly against her both breathing
hard,
the dildo now laying along his rear.
“God
Pamela, I never knew...” he whispered, as he
clutched his arms around her neck still limp against her.
<giggle>
“Guess you know why Tommy and Joey like
it now?”
“Yeah...
I... I’ve never felt something like that... “
“So
we’ll do this again sometime?” she said kissing
the side of his face.
“Yeah...
we’ll do that... not too often though, I couldn’t
take that too often...”
“Whenever
you want it or feel ready to try again
Jimmy, I’d never force you to do this...”
“Oh
I’ll ask when I’m ready... Thanks Pamela I had no
idea it could be like that...”
“You’re
welcome baby, now just relax and get yourself
back together and we’ll go shower and get cleaned up.” After they
rested, she
all but carried him to her bathroom and then into the shower and
cleaned him as
he still leaned against her for support. After washing herself and the
dildo,
she helped him out and dried them, then took him back to her bedroom
and laid
him on her bed then lay with him and the two napped together, naked and
happy.
Jimmy
woke to the feel of a soft breast against his
face and fingers gently stroking through his hair, their legs
intertwined and
the smell of clean girl skin. Looking up, he saw Pam smiling at him and
kissed
her breast, before scooting up alongside her, so that they were face to
face. “Pamela
that was the most wonderful thing I ever felt, being with you. All of
it was
wonderful. Thank you Pamela you’re terrific.”
“I
loved every second of it Jimmy and I’ll tell you
right now, we’ll be experimenting a lot from now on.”
“Anytime,
anywhere, anyhow you want, you lovely lady. I’ll
be ready!” he replied gently kissing her and immediately felt her
tongue
responding and kissing back.
They
just lay there together for awhile softly kissing
and cuddling, until Jimmy looked over her shoulder at the clock on the
stand. “Pamela,
I guess we’re not going to get any art done today, how about I fix
dinner for
your parents; they’ll be home in a couple of hours and I’d like to do
that for
them for them letting me get together with their beautiful daughter.”
“Jimmy
if you want to do that, I know they’d love it,
but their beautiful daughter’s wanted to be with you ever since we
first really
met each other this summer. Before then we didn’t know each other well
enough,
but now, well I’m planning on keeping you Sir, so you don’t need to do
any more
looking.”
“I
know I don’t Pamela; Susan will be pissed but too
bad. You’re more than she could ever be. I plan on you keeping me, I
don’t want
us apart any more than necessary...”
“Done
Deal Jimmy, ‘for as long as our souls abide’
we’re together.” She replied then kissed him again.
When
her parents arrived home they were greeted by Pam
and Jimmy in the kitchen, with the smell of dinner wafting through the
room. Jimmy
stood there nervous wearing the pinafore apron at Pam’s insistence as
Pam gave
her Mother a hug then led her over to Jimmy. “Mom I’d like you to meet
Jimmy Henderson.
I know you saw and heard him last night, but you’ve never really met
him.”
“Hello
Mrs. Martin, thanks for allowing Pamela to take
care of me last night I was kind of shaky after the meeting and I
appreciate
being able to spend the night with her and talk it all out,” he said
offering
his hand to her to shake hands.
Pam’s
mother looked at the hand he’d extended and then
the ring on his finger and instead grabbed him and all but crushed him
with her
hug. “Oh Jimmy! I was hoping after hearing you last night, but I didn’t
expect
it so fast. Jimmy welcome to the family, Pamela’s been talking about
you for
three weeks now and I’m just so happy for both of you!”
“What?”
Pam’s father asked, then when her mother
finally released Jimmy from the crushing hug, she moved Jimmy’s hand to
where her
husband could see the ring and stood back beside the boy.
“So!
Do you understand what that ring implies young
man? Do you agree to abide by the restrictions it entails? Will you
protect my
daughter and follow her advice?” he sternly asked.
“Yes
Sir I understand all of that and promise to never
hurt Pamela nor allow her to be hurt if it’s within my power. Pamela is
beautiful, intelligent, and the strongest girl both mentally and
physically
that I’ve ever met. I’m incredibly lucky to have her as my best friend
and
mentor and I trust her totally to guide and advise me.”
“Well
said Jimmy,” he said extending his hand and
Jimmy saw the Level 5 ring on his hand, then the man pulled Jimmy into
a hug
and patted his back. “Just take good care of her and she’ll take good
care of
you.”
“I
will Sir, I promise!” Jimmy replied as he returned
the man’s hug, something he’d never really had before, a hug between
men.
“Folks,
Jimmy fixed dinner for us and it should be
done shortly, so relax and we’ll serve dinner in what? About 15 minutes
Jimmy?”
Pamela instructed.
“What
are we having? Whatever it is smells really
good,” her mother asked.
“Pot
roast, roasted potatoes, steamed mixed vegetables
and salad, nothing fancy,” Jimmy replied. “The roast needs another 10
minutes
or so and then we can eat.”
“And
Jimmy cooked this?” she asked her daughter.
“He
cooks dinner almost every day at home Mom,” Pam
responding smiling widely.
“Oh
he’s a definite keeper Pamela, don’t let this one
get away!” she said with a laugh.
“Not
if I can help it Mom,” she chuckled back.
“Mrs.
Martin, Pamela is the ‘keeper’ and I plan on
doing whatever it takes to make sure she wants to keep me.” Jimmy
replied
smiling.
“Pamela
why don’t you get them whatever they want to
drink and I’ll start serving things up and cut the roast. We have Iced
Tea,
Coffee, Juice, Beer, Wine or Water,” he suggested to the adults.
“Iced
Tea, both adults answered and Pam quickly was
filling four glasses.
Over
dinner the Martins asked Jimmy about his school
work and home life and Pamela told them that they; he and she were
meeting with
Mrs. Morehead Tuesday to make up schedules and that Jimmy would be
moving into
several honors classes.
“Mrs.
Morehead said last night that Jimmy is being
offered a unique opportunity that’s never been offered before dear, an
Honors
level Independent Study class in Design. Jimmy designed and planned the
renovations to their house this summer and then oversaw the work and
thoroughly
impressed the contractor, so much so that he offered to have Jimmy work
with
his professional design staff for this class.” She told her husband.
“Excellent
opportunity Jimmy,” he said nodding his
head, “Design architects make good money and it’s interesting work,
since no
two job are ever the same. You must have really impressed that man to
get an
offer like that.”
“He
offered me a summer job as a trainee after I turn
16 Sir, to work with his staff and even offered to help pay for my
college if
I’d work for him for a few years after I graduate. Mr. Crawford’s
really nice
and I really enjoyed working with him and his people.”
“That’s
even more incredible Jimmy, take a hard look
at that if you’re interested in that field; I doubt you could get
another offer
like that and it’s always been a good field to be in. Especially for
those who
specialize in renovation and restoration. No matter what the economy,
they have
work; where new construction hits lean times when the economy is slack.
Right
now, he’s probably really busy, people will fix up and renovate or
modify existing
buildings rather than build a new one.”
“I
think he is, he had several crews doing different
jobs when he did our house, and I got the impression that they had many
more
lined up. We just happened to hit a week where he had a crew he could
spare to
do our house, most of the workers were only there for a day or two and
then
going to other jobs as they finished their part of our job.”
“That
tells me he’s got a well organized shop and
organization Jimmy, using men on multiple jobs requires planning and
effort but
maximizes profit; keeps his people working and gives his customers the
most for
their dollar.”
“Well
I figure if I take this class this year, I’ll
have a better idea of whether I want to do that as a career and whether
to take
him up on his other offers. But I liked doing the design work for our
house so
it’ll be interesting regardless.”
“Sound
logic Jimmy, that sounds like a good plan. That’s
what I’d do in your position.”
“Mom
can I ask for a wedding present now so that
you’ll make sure you have it?”
“What
dear and isn’t it a little early to ask for
wedding presents?” her mother replied.
“Well
yeah but see I want that pinafore Jimmy’s
wearing. I just have to have it; he looks just so sexy with it on that
well
I’ll need it if we get married and I don’t want it ruined or thrown
away by
accident before then.” <snicker>
“OK
that’s no problem, we’ll just put that one in a
sealed storage bag and keep it safe. He does look absolutely darling
wearing
it. I noticed how good it looked on him as soon as we came home. Maybe
you’d
like a half a dozen more? I mean he can’t wear that one ALL the time,”
<chuckle>
<sigh>
“I’m really sorry Jimmy, I guess you’ll
be cooking in pinafores for the rest of your life; once these two women
decide
on something like that; well it may as well be written in stone.
There’s just
no way to change their minds on something like this. You have my
sympathies,”
Mr. Martin said in a serious voice but was smiling.
“It’s
ok Mr. Martin, I told her I’d wear it for her if
that was all it took to get her all hot and bothered and after my
skinny body. It’s
a small price to pay to be with the Amazon Goddess.” He replied
grinning and
suddenly all of them were laughing hard and holding onto their stomachs.
About an hour
after dinner, Carol arrived to bring Joey home and pick up Jimmy. When
she saw
the ring on his hand, she broke into a big smile and pulled both Jimmy
and
Pamela into a hug. “I’m so happy for both of you,” she said, “You two
are the
best possible match.”
“What
about Susan?” Jimmy softly asked concerned.
“Jimmy
my daughter isn’t ready and certainly not
mature enough to handle something like this. I’ve talked to Tommy and
found out
how’s she’s been acting this summer and I’m very disappointed in her
right now.
Pamela has always been a better match for you and to be quite frank I’d
hoped
you two would get together, rather than you and Susan. Susan is too
much your
sister to be a good mate for you, but I chose not to interfere and just
let you
find that out for yourself. Don’t worry about her, she’ll get over it
and find
a boy who’s compatible with her, she has lots of time for that to
happen.”
“You’re
sure?”
“Jimmy
my initials are inside that ring for a reason. It’s
my responsibility to give you only solid advice and to always be
truthful with
you like I’ve tried to be with you all your life. Susan isn’t right for
you and
I doubt she ever would be. Pamela, is everything you need and you will
provide
her the love and support she needs. You and she are as close to a
perfect match
as I’ve ever seen.”
“Thanks
Mom I really appreciate you being so honest
with me. I love you more than I can ever tell you.”
“I
love you too Jimmy and that’s why I have to be
honest, I don’t want you to be hurt by a bad relationship and that’s
what you’d
have with Susan. Now let’s go home and tell your mother the good news
shall
we?” she said offering a smile at the end.
Outside
in the car, Jimmy turned to his second mother.
“Mom do you think I’m ready for this ring?”
“Yes
I do Jimmy, you’ve been ready for it for a couple
of years actually. Pamela explained what it represents didn’t she? I
know she
did. Jimmy your mother and I raised you in the philosophy that ring
represents
and you not only embraced it, you extended it. You’re the perfect
example of
what our women’s groups hopes for males to become. You’re intelligent,
caring
sometimes to a fault, strong in both body and mind, and willing to
listen to
women for advice and then accept and act on that advice. The only
personality
weakness you’ve ever had is your shyness and you’re working on
correcting
that.”
“Mom
I know I’m submissive, especially with women,
isn’t that a weakness?”
“Not
if you’re matched with a caring dominant female;
which Pamela is an excellent example of. She matches your other
personality
traits, and is a loving dominant, rather than a strict one. She’s
exactly what
you need to feel comfortable with a woman. You do feel comfortable with
her
don’t you? Every time I’ve seen you two together, you complement each
other. Where
you feel weak or intimidated, she fills your need for a strong female;
yet at
the same time you complement her need to feel loved for the wonderful
girl she
is.”
“OK
well she’s always treated me really well and
you’re right she seems to know exactly what I need when I get emotional
or need
support. She likes to hold me like you do and sometimes I feel so small
in her
arms, she’s so physically strong and yet even being bigger than me
she’s one of
the most physically beautiful girls I’ve ever met and I’ve never felt
threatened by her physical strength. Today we played at sex some, no we
didn’t
do vaginal sex, just playing otherwise and exploring each other and
what we
like. She was so incredibly careful with me to make sure I liked what
we did,
even though she picked what we did and how we did it. Compared to her,
I’m a
physical weakling; but she made sure I felt good about everything. She
clearly
dominated me, she has since she got me through that first panic attack
when I
met her naked for the first time. But at the same time, I’ve enjoyed
being
dominated the way she does it. She explains things to me when I feel
ready to
question a decision of hers, like she’s anticipating my objection and
once she
explains why she wants it that way it makes sense and my argument goes
right
away. So is it wrong for me to enjoy being submissive with her? When
she holds
me and treats my body like I’m the girl and she’s the boy, in regular
relationships? I feel good about myself when I’m with her like that and
like being
treated that way; it’s a total role reversal from what society says but
it
feels good to me. But then I know most boys wouldn’t feel like that.”
“Jimmy
there is no right or wrong in a relationship
between a man and a woman, if both partners feel comfortable with what
they do
and each supports the other. Every couple has a mostly dominant
partner,
sometimes it’s the man and sometimes it’s the woman. Most couples have
a mix of
which one is dominant depending on the situation they are dealing with.
Each
person has strengths and weaknesses and the key is determining which of
you is
the better person to lead the pair in any given the situation you’re
dealing
with or facing. For example, I have a strong background in finance and
accounting; so my husband deferred to me on all financial decisions; in
the
bedroom, he was mostly the dominant partner, deciding what we would do
and how;
but sometimes he liked to take the submissive role, and let me lead,
especially
when we’d engage in anal sex, which he enjoyed. On those occasions, we
switched
roles and he was very submissive to me, but seemed to really enjoy it.
Sometimes,
like you he’d get emotional and on those occasions I’d take the lead
and help
him through the situation, like Pamela has done with you. So the key is
do both
you and Pamela feel comfortable with her being dominant in any given
situation;
if not then the two of you should stop and talk about it until you find
a
compromise which you’re both comfortable with. Does that make sense?”
“Yeah
it does and now I can throw out another one of
those things people have told me as to how I should be or act. People
have
always told me that the boy should be dominant and the girl submissive,
but
I’ve never been comfortable with that. Trying to be that way made me
act so
shy, because I didn’t want to offend the girl and it wasn’t right for
me to be
submissive to her. I feel much better knowing it’s not wrong as long as
she and
I agree to it. Pamela is so wonderful, it’s really easy to let her be
in charge
and I feel good when I’m submissive with her. She’s the more dominant
personality and we both know it, so I don’t feel uncomfortable letting
her
lead.”
“The
only rule you need to remember Jimmy is if you
and your partner agree and are happy with the roles you take, then it’s
never
wrong no matter what anyone else says.”
“Thanks
Mom, as always you made me feel better about
myself.”
“Anytime
Jimmy, that’s my job.”
At
home, Janet and Tommy were sitting in the kitchen
when Jimmy and Carol arrived. Tommy immediately jumped up and grabbed
Jimmy
hugging him and Jimmy laughed at the boy’s excited welcome. “I’m happy
to see
you to Tommy,” he said as he lifted the boy and swung him, then lowered
him
into a return hug. Janet spotted the ring on his hand immediately.
“It
that what I think it is Carol?”
“Yes
Janet it’s a Level 4 ring.” She replied.
“Pamela?”
and when Carol nodded, she stood and grabbed
her son into a strong hug. “Perfect match Jimmy, I’m really happy for
you.” She
quietly said to him kissing him.
“Mom
Carol thinks so too Mom and I’m really happy
about it.” Was the quiet reply as he laid his head against his mothers
chest,
while they continued to hold each other. They were still hugging like
that when
Susan came into the room, saw the ring, then just cried “NO!” and ran
out of
the room and up the steps.
<sigh>
“Guess I need to go have a serious
Mother-Daughter talk,” Carol said and followed the girl upstairs.
“What?”
Tommy asked, “What’s going on?”
Sitting
down, with an arm still around Jimmy waist as
he stood beside her she turned to Tommy. “Jimmy and his mentor have
taken a
formal step to make themselves a couple Tommy. Remember last night when
Pamela
said to the Council that Jimmy was at a firm level 3 in his progress in
the
program? And that he’d quickly be a level 4?” Tommy nodded that he’d
heard it. “Well
Jimmy and Pamela probably spent a long time last night and today
talking about
what each believes and how they would act towards each other and how
they felt
about each other, and what they want from each other. Then they
promised each
other to act in a way towards each other in accordance with the way the
Women’s
Federation has set out as their ideals. That made them a couple,
promised to
try to develop their relationship to the point where they might
eventually get
married. To seal that promise and tell the other girls and women of
their
commitment, Pamela gave Jimmy that ring to wear. It’s a reminder to
each of
them of the promises they made to each other today.”
“So
Jimmy’s engaged or something?” Tommy asked looking
at Jimmy in wonder.
“No
not engaged, but he promised her and she promised
him to work together to build a relationship which would eventually
result in
him being engaged and married to her if they’re successful. It’s a
promise ring
of a sort. They promised each other to try their best to eventually
reach that
point where, they would be engaged.”
“So
that’s why Susan was upset. She’s out and that
ring told her she’s out... well the way she’s treated Jimmy and me
lately; that’s
her problem not Jimmy’s!” Tommy ruled.
“Well
that’s one way to put it Tommy,” Janet replied.
“Are
you happy Jimmy? If you’re happy about it then
I’m happy for you!” Tommy said.
“I’m
very happy about it Tommy, I feel really good
about me and Pamela and she feels the same way.”
“Then
that’s what’s important. You two are good for
each other even I can see that one.”
“Thanks
Tommy, I’m glad you approve,” Jimmy said
pulling Tommy into another hug.
“So
big brother are you up for a movie or computer
game or something? That’s if Mom Janet doesn’t mind?” Tommy asked.
Jimmy
looked to his mother and she just smiled and
nodding said “Go! I’ll talk to you about it this weekend Jimmy when we
can take
our time. Just know that I approve.”
“Thanks
Mom. OK Sport downstairs and you pick the
movie, you’re too good at those games, I never win against you.” Jimmy
said and
swatted Tommy’s rear as the boy took off running for the stairs.
Downstairs
in their room, Jimmy sat on the couch and
Tommy immediately climbed onto his lap. “First let me see the ring and
then you
have to tell me EVERYTHING!”
Chapter
19
Later
that night in bed, Tommy lay cuddled up against
his best friend and big brother. “Jimmy are we going to have sex
tonight?”
“I’m
not sure I can Tommy, Pamela really wiped me out
today. I came like 5 times and was wasted most of the afternoon. I’m
not sure
it will even get hard right now I’m so empty.”
“I
know that feeling, she pumped your butt with a
dildo didn’t she!”
“Yeah
and it was really good the way she did it with
me, nothing like the way Susan did you. It was all loving and caring
and gentle
and well really nice. I came three times with that; but I’d had two
orgasms
earlier. By the time she decided I’d had enough, I was totally limp and
exhausted.”
“You
do that to me sometimes you know, when you’re
done I’m too weak to even move. But it’s great isn’t it?”
“Yeah
it was nice with her.”
“Jimmy
we need to get to sleep soon.”
“Why”
“Because
we have to leave real early tomorrow morning.
They’re coming to install the Spa on the Deck and they’ll be running
the
electric through our rooms above the ceiling.”
“Why
do we have to leave?”
“Because
Mom doesn’t want us here naked and she
doesn’t want us dressed either. So she took the morning off of work to
be here
for the installers and you and I will go over to Connie’s house.”
“Why
her house?”
“Because
she’s my mentor I suppose. Besides the girls
are having a slumber party there tonight and we’re supposed to be naked
with
them to work on your shyness problem. They’ll still all be there in the
morning, then they’ll bring us back when the installers leave and spend
the
afternoon here.”
“That
really sucks Tommy...”
“Tell
me about it, Jimmy I need something to get to
sleep, I’m not tired enough. So could you give me a handjob or
something?”
“Yeah,
I can do that. Move to where I can get to you
and I’ll see if I can’t give you a nice blowjob instead; I’m sure you’d
like
that better anyway and you deserve the best I can manage.”
Tommy
didn’t have to be told twice, he was quickly
kneeling beside Jimmy head, with his small erection at mouth level as
he
fidgeted in anticipation. Jimmy just sucked full length into his mouth
and in
just a few minutes was rewarded with hot cum on his tongue, as Tommy
unloaded
and then lay down beside him to sleep curled up against him. “Thanks
Jimmy that
was nice.” The boy murmured as he closed his eyes and leaned his body
against
the bigger boy.
At
5:30am the lights came on in the room and Jimmy
rolled over to find Susan standing in the doorway, “Get up you two,
breakfast
will be in 20 minutes and don’t be late. I’m supposed to walk you over
to
Connie’s house.”
“Good
morning Susan, nice to see you...”
“There’s
nothing nice about getting up this fucking
early so I don’t want to hear it Jimmy. I got stuck fixing your
breakfast and
taking you boys over there and I don’t like it. So just get your ass up
get
moving!” she spat back at him, then turned and immediately left.
“What’s
with her?” Jimmy ask.
“Mom
grounded her, so she didn’t get to go to the party
with the other girls and has to come back here as soon as she takes us
over
there.”
“Oh
great another reason for her to be pissed off at
us...”
“Jimmy
you and I didn’t do this; she did it to
herself.”
“I
know that, you know that, and our mothers know that.
But your Sister is blaming us for getting her in trouble. I know her
too well,
that’s EXACTLY what she’s thinking. Besides all that, I’m now hooked up
with
Pamela and that’s got to have her really pissed off at me.”
“Yeah
well, she’ll have to get over that too, because
both our Mothers think Pamela’s a better match for you. Mom told me
flat out
that Susan wasn’t right for you a week ago, but decided not to say
anything and
let you discover it yourself.”
“And
you didn’t tell me?”
“Sorry,
she asked me not to... I love you Jimmy but I
can’t cross my mother on something like that.”
“I
wouldn’t want you too Tommy, she had her reasons
and that’s enough...”
“Let’s
go, we need to get up there before she
‘accidently’ burns our breakfast on purpose because we were late or
something.”
“Good
point!”
The
boys quickly cleaned up and headed up stairs to
find their mothers and Susan sitting at the table. “Good morning boys!”
Carol
greeted them.
“Good
morning Moms and you too Susan,” Jimmy replied.
“Did
Tommy tell you what’s happening today Jimmy?” his
mother asked.
“Yeah
I got the short version when we went to bed last
night. Why can’t we just stay here and you know wear shorts like when
the
construction crew was here.”
“Because
this was an opportunity to work on your modesty
issues Jimmy and I chose to use it to help you along. You only know a
few of
the girls over there and this will be an excellent chance to let you
deal with
strangers.”
“Is
someone going to be there to, uh... supervise things
I hope?”
“Yes,
Mrs. Jones will be home and won’t allow anything
bad happen to you, Connie of course will be responsible for supervising
Tommy
as his Mentor and several other girls from the group will help control
things
also, I know Patty and Cindy attended as well as two other girls who
attend the
meeting the other night, Karen Seacrest and Maggie Smith. You might
know them
from school.”
“Yeah
I know them, to recognize them anyway, Karen is
in my grade but is in only two classes with me and Maggie is a year
behind me,
so I’ve seen her in the school and cafeteria but that’s about all.”
“Relax
Jimmy it won’t be as bad as you’re thinking it
will be. Just relax with the girls and be yourself and you’ll be fine.
Don’t go
getting all worked up over it. I’ll call as soon as the installers
leave and
then Connie and probably one or two others will escort you back here.
I’ll
probably be gone by the time you get here, since I’m leaving as soon as
the
installers leave and going in to work.” Carol advised.
Twenty
minutes later the boys and Susan were walking
down the street. It was foggy and cool out and both boys shivered in
the moist
cool air. “God I’m freezing,” Tommy complained, hugging himself as they
walked.
“Only
two more blocks Tommy, just suck it up!” Susan
grumbled.
“Say’s
the girl wearing jeans and a jacket,” Tommy
replied through chattering teeth.
“I
just don’t want to hear it.” She grumbled back.
When
they got to the house Susan pushed the doorbell
button and it immediately opened. “Tommy!” Connie cried and wrapped her
arms
around him. “God your freezing, you’ve got goose bumps all over! Get in
here
where I can get you warmed up!” she said pulled him and then Jimmy
inside the
house.
“See
you later Susan,” Jimmy offered looking back as
she was turning away.
“Yeah
right!” she grumbled and was quickly walking
away.
Connie
had her arm around Tommy and had him pulled in
against her body as Jimmy stood beside him, “She’s still pissed at you
guys? She
shouldn’t be, it was her own fault.” Connie said looking at Jimmy.
“Yeah
well she’s got a new reason now,” Jimmy replied
and moved his hand so that Connie could see the ring.
“You
got your ring! Fantastic! Pam right? God you two
are so good together! Jimmy that’s wonderful!” She squealed with glee
and
immediately moved in and hugged Jimmy tightly and then leaned up and
kissed
him. “I’m so happy for you Jimmy this is great! Susan wasn’t the right
girl for
you but you and Pam are just perfect!”
“Thanks
Connie. I’m happy about it and Pam and I do
fit together very comfortably. She likes it too, so it’s for the best
all
around I think. Susan’s really upset about it but our Mom’s keep
telling me
she’ll get over it and not to worry about it.”
“What’s
all this?” Cindy said as she appeared in the
hallway with them.
“Jimmy
got his ring! He and Pam are hooked up! Isn’t
it great!” Connie excitedly replied.
“His
ring? Oh WOW!” Cindy said quickly moving to hug
Jimmy. “Let me see it Jimmy.” She said after a quick hug and kiss on
the cheek,
then still maintaining an arm around his waist. “You really did it
didn’t you! Jimmy
this is fantastic! Pam is just so perfect for you!”
“You
really think so?” he quietly asked.
“Yeah
I do Jimmy. I wish I could have been the one,
but I knew with Pam in your little group you guys were proposing, that
I didn’t
stand a chance. Susan was wrong for you, but Pam was already taking
care of you
the way Susan should have. Your personality and Pam’s just mesh
perfectly and
well there was no chance I could move her out, and she’s better for you
anyway.
I’m glad Susan finally showed her true colors and you dropped her.
She’s your
Sister for all intents and purposes and it just never would have worked
out. Pam
will take really good care of you Jimmy and she’ll never lie or play
games with
you like your sister.” She quietly replied and he could tell she was
being
totally honest with him.
“Thanks
Cindy I appreciate you being so honest with
me. We’re still friends aren’t we? I still want that with you.” He
replied
hugging her into his side.
“Of
course we are Jimmy, how could I not want a
terrific boy like you as my friend? Jimmy, I’ll be there for you if you
need
me. All you need to do is ask and if I can do it, well, it will be
done! You’re
really one of the nicest boys I’ve ever known and I’d just have to help
you.”
“OK
well I hate to call in a marker like that
immediately. But I’m scared here Cindy. I’ve got to go in there naked
and face
a bunch of girls I don’t know and some I go to school with, but have
never even
talked to and if my nerves fire up I’ll get really shaky. Could you
just stay
close with me? Just having you close will help me stay calm and get
through
this...”
“You’re
talking about Karen and Maggie right? And not
knowing all the younger one’s who’re Connie and Tommy’s age? No problem
Jimmy
I’ll be right here with you all morning and support you all the way.”
“Yeah
I’ve seen them at school but I don’t know them...”
“Not
to worry Jimmy, Karen and Maggie are in the
program and both wanted to talk to you Wednesday evening but you and
Pam
disappeared. Both are happy you’re in the program and want to support
you too.”
“Yeah
we left early and Pam took me to her house. Cindy
I was an emotional mess after watching Connie’s brother Sam get beat
like that,
I just had to get out of there...”
“I
can understand that Jimmy, you don’t have a violent
bone in your body and Sam got a really hard punishment. It had to
affect a
sensitive boy like you, I’m glad Pam was able to get you out and take
care of
you.”
“Did
you say most of these girls are Tommy’s age? That’s
going to be really hard on him...”
“Yeah
most of them are, Karen, Maggie and Me are the
oldest girls here. Most are 10-12, but they mostly go to public school;
I think
only one of them goes to school with Connie and Tommy and she’s
younger, a
grade behind them at least.”
Connie
had already moved off with Tommy and from the
squeals from the other room, must have just been seen by the girls.
“Let’s go
Cindy, I don’t want him to have to face that alone,” he said over the
cheering
from the next room.
When
Jimmy and Cindy with her arm firmly around him
rounded the corner, new cheers erupted and suddenly he was surrounded
by a
group of gawking girls. Patty rushed forward and gave him a hug, while
he tried
to remain calm and looked around at the room full of young girls. There
were 16
or 17 girls present and about half had Tommy and Connie surrounded and
Tommy
was as red faced as Jimmy had ever seen him. The other half now
surrounded him
and most were staring at his naked body and not even attempting to hide
that,
that was what they were doing. “Good morning girls, I’m Jimmy, could I
sit down
somewhere please?” he asked.
“Come
with me Jimmy,” Patty said sliding her arm
around him from the other side, and along with Cindy they pushed
through the
mob to the sofa and he and Cindy sat side by side, her arm still around
him. Almost
immediately one of the larger girls sat on his other side, and noted
his
trembling hand and quickly locked her fingers through his giving his
hand a
firm squeeze.
“Relax
Jimmy, It’s ok,” she softly said into his ear.
“Karen?”
he asked, finally looking to see who was
beside him. She was his age and he’d seen her many times at school.
Blond hair
and kind of plain compared to most girls, with glasses and a little on
the
plump side weight wise.
“Yeah
Jimmy, Karen Seacrest, we go to school together,
but I’ve never had a chance to talk to you. You’re always busy it seems
or
helping other girls...”
“Hello
then, and I’m sorry we never got a chance to
meet before... Uh... thanks for holding my hand, I’m kind of shaky right
now...”
“Jimmy
you were about to have a panic attack, I’ve
seen it happen to boys before. Cindy was helping but you needed more,
so here I
am... now take a couple of deep breaths and blow them out slowly and just
ignore
everything except Cindy and Me and nothing else matters in this room
right
now.” She quietly instructed.
From
his other side he heard Cindy quietly talking to
him. “Do what she said Jimmy it will help, just close your eyes a
minute and
shut out everything but me and Karen. Deep breaths and blow them out
slowly. Then
when you open your eyes look at only Karen or me for a couple of
minutes. After
that you should be fine...”
“Is
Tommy ok?” he asked.
“Tommy’s
fine, Connie and Patty have him and he’s in
good hands. Now do what we told you and you will be too.” Cindy
instructed.
Jimmy
closed his eyes and tried to ignore the loud
chatter in the room and took several deep breaths, slowly blowing them
out,
when he felt two hands slide up this thighs from the front, and rest
there. A
soft female voice said, “Is he going to be ok? He was close to losing
it?”
“He’ll
be fine in a few minutes Maggie.” Karen
replied, “Deep breaths and slowly out Jimmy.” She said in his ear again.
Jimmy
laid his head back against the couch and tried to
concentrate on breathing slowly, when he felt the hand on his legs move
them
apart and the girl move between them. Her hands slid up along his sides
and
gently stroked from his hips to his armpits and the girl softly talked
to him. “Keep
breathing slowly Jimmy, you’re safe we have you and won’t let anything
happen
to you. That’s it, take another deep breath and slowly let it out.” One
hand
moved from his side and gently rubbed his chest, then paused over his
heart. “Slow
Jimmy, we want your breathing and heart rate to slow down some, you’re
safe and
no one will hurt you.” The girl said to him. “That’s better, slow
everything
down Jimmy, there’s no danger here...”
Finally
he felt the tension ease in his body and his
breathing was near normal, so he opened his eyes and looked left and
found
himself staring directly into Cindy’s eyes and a small smile crept onto
her
face. “Thanks Cindy,” he whispered then kissed her lightly. Then turned
his
head right and found Karen face right there over his right shoulder and
kissed
her too, “Thanks Karen,” finally he looked ahead and found Maggie
hovering over
him, both hands on his chest and leaned forward and gave her a kiss and
thanks.
All three girls relaxed at that point and Maggie sat back on her heels,
between
his legs and rested her arms on his knees.
“You
OK now Jimmy? You had us scared there for a
minute,” Maggie asked still looking concerned.
“Yeah
I think so anyway. I’m still really nervous and
my stomach’s a little queasy, but I’m past the worst of it... You’re
Maggie Smith
right? Maggie thank you for helping me. You were right I was losing it
fast,
but you girls managed to calm me back down before I totally lost it.”
The
small girl between his legs broke into a big smile
that lit up her face. Small for her age with short brown hair and pale
skin and
bright but dark green eyes, she was very pretty, smiling made her even
more so.
Leaning forward, against her forearms which were crossed in front of
her, her
elbows resting on his knees, “Jimmy we had to help you, you’re a really
nice
guy and needed us so we’re here for you. I’ve seen my brother and other
boys in
panic mode like that and I couldn’t just stand there and let it happen.
So we
just did what we needed to do to get you through it.”
“So
thanks again Maggie, that doesn’t seem adequate,
but I don’t know what else to say...” he replied blushing.
“Jimmy
don’t be embarrassed about needing help, all
three of us will stay with you as long as it takes for you to feel
comfortable.” Karen advised, then used her free hand to gently massage
his
tummy. “Still feeling queasy?”
“No...
I’m better now...”
“Good,
now just lean back and relax, think calm
thoughts you’re almost back to normal and that’s where we want you,”
Maggie
directed.
Jimmy
leaned back and concentrated on his breathing,
his eyes almost closed when another voice interrupted. “Is he alright
now? You
girls did a good job ending that panic attack. I was across the room
and
couldn’t get over here.”
“He’ll
be fine in a minute Mrs. Jones. He was really
upset but we managed to avoid a full attack,” Cindy reported.
“I
was afraid this might happen with his extreme
shyness and so many girls, but his Mother thought this might help him
get past
it. He’s such a nice boy, I was so impressed with him at the meeting...
My
goodness is that a Level 4 ring?”
“Yes,”
Jimmy replied opening his eyes and looking up
at the woman standing over him and the girls. “Pamela and I hooked up
yesterday
and I’m very happy about that. And thank you for being so concerned
Mrs. Jones,
but the girls got me through it.”
“Well
she IS the perfect Mentor for you Jimmy so I’m
very happy for both of you. I’m just sorry you had to go through this
without
her being here. Fortunately the girls were here for you and got you
past your
problem so that worked out well.” Then woman said then leaned over
between
Cindy and Maggie and kissed his cheek and her hand stroked his
shoulder. “You’re
a good boy Jimmy and I’m sure you’ll do well no matter what you try.
Congratulations Jimmy you deserve that ring and Pamela will make sure
you’re
the best you can be.”
“Let
me see it Jimmy!” Maggie said excitedly, “My
brother just got his and he’s 17 and been in the program since he was
11! God
you got it so fast! I didn’t even know you were in the program and
suddenly a
Level 4? Wow!”
“Remember
who his mothers are Maggie, two of the
strongest proponents of our ideals you will ever find and they raised
him. I’m
not surprised at all that he’s a Level 4 almost from the start.” Mrs.
Jones
advised.
“Yeah
and Pam is the strongest of us girls across the
board, I guess it’s no surprise or shouldn’t be; between the way he was
raised
and the best possible mentor... Anyway congratulations Jimmy, I just know
you and
Pam are right for each other.” Maggie responded.
“I
think so Maggie and thanks again for helping me,
you girls are wonderful.” He replied acknowledging each of them again,
looking
at each.
Mrs.
Jones turned away and suddenly said loudly,
“Girls stop pawing that poor boy and give him some room to breathe.
Hell you’d
think some of you had never seen a naked boy before! Now back off and
let Tommy
have some space. Connie keep them back from him, he’s not a toy to be
played
with!”
Jimmy
watched as the woman moved all the girls except
Connie and Patty away from Tommy who was sitting between the two,
looking very
nervous. Patty was rubbing his shoulder and had her arm locked though
his
holding his left hand in hers, while Connie had both arms around him
and her
head resting against his right shoulder. Tommy looked bewildered more
than
anything.
“That’s
better, now leave the boys alone and behave
yourselves young ladies or you’ll be leaving quickly, there’s no reason
for all
of this hubbub; they’re just two naked boys!”
“You
OK now Jimmy?” Karen asked, turning her body towards
him and running her right hand along his shoulder, lightly rubbing it.
“Yeah
I’m good now, thanks to you girls that is.”
“Good
maybe now that you’re back to normal, Maggie and
I can get a chance to really talk to you and get to know you better.
Jimmy you
really impressed everyone at the meeting the other night, my mother
just kept
going on and on about you. And that Special Honors class! That really
something! There’s no way I’d ever get an offer like that; heck, I’m
barely
keeping above average in my classes as it is.”
“Thanks
Karen, I’d like to get to know you and Maggie
better, especially after you to jumping in and helping me the way you
did. I
don’t have many real friends and you girls are really nice. About that
honors
class? That just kind of happened, it wasn’t something I was trying
for. I
planned the remodeling on our house this summer and I guess I must have
impressed Mr. Crawford, the contractor, because he’s the one who
offered for
his staff to tutor me. As far as your class work, if I can help you, I
will,
I’ve helped other girls in my classes.”
<laugh>
“Jimmy you have a reputation for that
you know. All the girls at school know that if they can break thru that
shyness
barrier of yours that once they get you talking to them, you go out of
your way
to help them.” Maggie replied.
“I...
I do? I didn’t know...”
<giggle>
“Yeah you do Jimmy,” Cindy said from
his side, “Funny thing though you only help girls, NEVER boys that way!
<giggle> “It’s really kind of cute the way girls try to
get you to talk
to them so they can get help with their studies; some plot and plan on
how to
approach you.”
“They
do that? God I must be blind or something. I
never realized that was going on... All any of them would ever have to do
is just
ask me. I’ve helped everyone who’s ask?”
“Yeah
but ONLY girls, like Cindy said!” Maggie
snickered.
“Well
I don’t remember any boy ever asking for help
like that,” he replied blushing.
<laugh>
“God isn’t he cute when he blushes like
that!” Karen teased.
“Yeah
he is, but ease up Karen or he may decide NOT to
help US,” Maggie admonished.
“No
I’d help you girls anyway if you want me too; I’ve
never refused to help...” Jimmy replied.
“Well
from what I hear, you may be doing that a lot
this year Jimmy. Rumor has it that Mrs. Morehead is setting up some
formal
tutoring in the school office area and that you and Pam are going to be
two of
the tutors, helping other students. There’s no details out yet, but my
Mom was
talking to her at the meeting and said that she was working on it. Mom
said she
talked like it was going to be a ‘test’ program and that it was going
to be
limited initially to girls and boys in the program.” Karen reported.
“Karen
I don’t know anything about it. Pam and I are
supposed to meet with her Tuesday morning to go over class selection
and
schedules so maybe she’d tell us about it then?”
“OK
well if they’re going to do that and you and Pam
are tutors, then I want in. I need to get my grades up or I’ll never
get into a
decent college.” Maggie replied and Karen just added a “Me too.”
“Alright
well, if she tells us she’s going to do that,
then I’ll tell her you want to be included. But at this point you seem
to know
more about it than I do.”
“Well
for me it would be easy, since I already work in
the school office two afternoons per week, Maggie was asked if she
wanted to
work in the office and I know Pam already does. So we’re going to be
there
anyway.”
“OK,
well I guess I’ll know more on Tuesday...” he
replied.
Jimmy
spent the rest of the morning talking to Karen,
Cindy and Maggie about various topics and just getting to know each
other
better. Cindy held on to him throughout the morning, always in contact
with
him, either an arm around him or holding his hand. Karen and Maggie
likewise
frequently were touching him and he found himself enjoying their
company and
relaxed with them. Finally it was time to go home and Cindy decided to
walk
with him and Tommy and Connie back to their house. Jimmy gave both
Karen and
Maggie a strong hug and sincere kiss each for getting him through the
morning
and smiled when she clasp her hand in his as they exited the house.
Surprisingly
they passed almost no one on the street on the way home and once inside
all
four went straight through the house to see the new spa on the back
deck.
“Damn!
That sucker is huge!” Tommy exclaimed as they
arrived on the back deck.
“Jimmy!
Mom said you were to fill it and put the
chemicals in. There’s instructions and a box of chemicals there on the
table,”
Susan called to him from the window of her bedroom above the deck.
“OK
Susan,” he replied looking up at her. “Do you know
if they hooked up water to it or do I need to fill it with the hose?”
“No
water hookups, just electrical. Mom didn’t order
any plumbing. Said if we had permanent water hookups we’d have to have
a bunch
done to avoid frozen pipes in the winter. So we’ll fill it with the
hose and
add or replace water as needed.”
“OK
I’ll start filling it, but as big as it is, it’s
going to take a while with the hose...” he replied.
Jimmy
went and got the hose and put the end in the
spa, then signaled Tommy to turn the water on, while the girls stood
and
watched the water slowly flowing into it. “That’s going to take several
hours
Jimmy,” Cindy said “that thing must hold five or six hundred gallons.”
“750
according to the startup booklet here,” he
replied as he sat on a chair with a bunch of paperwork on his lap. “And
it will
take 24 hours to reach operating temperature, plus once I put the
initial
chemicals in you shouldn’t use it for 10 hours and only after testing
and
adjusting the chemicals according to this...” he replied.
“So
tomorrow evening before we can use it?” Tommy
asked.
“Yeah
looks like that’s about right.” Jimmy said still
reading the instruction book.
Jimmy
with book in hand walked over to the side of the
spa and removed a panel and found the controls and pump. “OK can’t turn
any of
this on until the water is above the intake ports on the tub, those are
those
silver things and then I have to bleed the air out of the pump and the
filter
is here, and the ground fault circuits here. This thing is pretty
simple,
except for keeping after the chemical balance, once it’s full that is...”
he
mumbled to himself as he kept going from the book to the actual
equipment.
“What
are you mumbling about Jimmy?” Cindy asked
reaching out and rubbing his bare shoulder.
“Oh
sorry Cindy, just figuring out how this equipment
works and what I have to do to get it going and then keep it operating
properly. Once it’s full, it’s pretty simple except for frequently
testing the
water and adjusting chemical balance...”
“What
do you mean testing the water?”
“Well
it’s kind of a small swimming pool, except that
it’s heated and with the water warm like that you have to be more
careful than
a regular pool to make sure the water’s got the right chemical balance
to be
safe to be in.”
“You
mean chlorine?”
“Yeah
but also the right PH level and you have to
watch the Alkaline levels also. Bacteria will grow in the warm water
faster if
you’re not careful and you could get infected if you had a cut or
something. And
too much chlorine is as bad as not enough... So you have to keep after
the
chemical mix to keep anyone using it safe.”
“I
thought you just put water and chlorine in one of
these and you were good to go?” she asked.
“I
thought that too, but it’s apparently more
complicated than that. This thing’s got all kinds of safety warning on
the
chemicals about too much or too little of one thing or the other and
it’s not
safe.”
“So
are you guys going to have a party to break this thing
in? If so I’d like to be invited. I’ve never been in one before.” She
said
grinning.
“Probably,
but I’ll have to get it up and running
first and then clear a party with my mothers. But don’t worry Cindy
sooner or
later, you’ll get to jump in there.”
“So
since it won’t be working today I suppose I should
leave you to get it going and head home then.”
“Cindy
let me walk with you to the door,” he said as
she started to leave.
Just
inside the front door, he stopped her and pulled
her into a hug, then kissed her. “Cindy you were so wonderful helping
me today
I just had to thank you again,” he said, tilting her chin up so that he
could
look directly into her eyes, “Thank you Cindy you’re a really good
friend to me
and I really appreciated you getting me through this morning,” he
softly said
then gently kissed her again.
“Jimmy
I didn’t do that much, mostly just held your
hand to let you know I was there.”
“But
that’s what I really needed Cindy a friend I
could trust to be there with me to keep me calm. All three of you girls
really
helped but mostly you Cindy and I just needed to let you know how much
I love
you for doing it.”
“Anytime
you need me to hold your hand, I’m ready
Jimmy. You’re a really nice guy and I loved it that I could help you.
Jimmy I’m
so happy for you and Pam, promise me that you’ll be really good to her?
She’s a
good friend to me, just like you and I want both of you to be happy
together.”
“Cindy
that’s the easiest promise I’ll ever make. Pam’s
now my best friend and I’m growing to love her more and more every time
we’re
together. I’d never treat her badly or hurt her, but I think you know
that. Both
of us are lucky to have you as our friend too.”
“Bye
Jimmy, it’s been nice helping you today. Just
remember if you need me, I’ll help any way I can. Oh and please call me
when
that hot tub is going, I really do want to try it.” Then she raised up
on tip
toes and softly kissed him, and smiled as she stepped back and he
opened the
door for her.
“Don’t
worry I’ll call as soon as I can. I think that
spa will be fun for all of us.” He replied smiling as she headed down
the front
steps.
Jimmy
went back through the house to the deck and saw
that Connie and Tommy had disappeared to who knows where; probably the
basement
and started reading again.
“Wow
that is BIG!” he heard from the doorway and
looked up to see Pam standing there.
“Pamela!”
he said and immediately jumped up and pulled
himself against her into a hug, then looked up and saw her smiling face
and
kissed her. “God I missed you this morning...” he said and a tremble
passed
through his body.
Wrapping
her arms around him, she stroked his back. “I’m
sorry I wasn’t there for you Jimmy, from your reaction it must have
been really
difficult for you. But you seem ok now, so you must have survived it.”
“Barely
and only because Cindy with Karen and Maggie
helping got me through it. Pamela, I was scared to death and came so
close to
losing it totally. Cindy and Karen initially tried to calm me, but it
took all
three to get me back to normal... I was so embarrassed that I needed help
like
that... but all three of them were really nice to me... Even Mrs. Jones saw
how
close I was to a total panic attack but couldn’t get to me to help.”
“But
you did survive it with the help of three friends
didn’t you Jimmy,” she softly replied and felt his head nodding against
her
shoulder. “Let’s go sit down and talk about it; and maybe figure out
what
happened to get that reaction from you and how to avoid having it
happen
again.” She gently said, then guided him to a seat and pulled him onto
her lap,
cuddling his body to her. “Now tell me all about it.”
“OK
well as soon as we entered the house, and I heard
all those girls in another room, not even seeing them yet, I started
feeling
queasy, and shaky. Then Cindy came out and greeted me and she’s really
happy
about us by the way; anyway, already feeling like that I asked her to
stay with
me and you know hold me if I needed it. Pamela she was wonderful about
it she
stayed right with me all morning... “ then he walked her through what had
happened and how he felt and how the girls had helped him recover, his
body
trembling a few times as he described it all. When he was all done, she
kissed
him and stroked his body before answering.
“Jimmy
you handled it better than I expected really,
when I found out what your mother had planned. You weren’t ready for
that yet,
but I had no way to stop it. The girls did exactly what they should
have to
help you and for that I owe them big time. Jimmy that type of situation
will NOT
happen again without me being with you. I’ll talk to your mothers and
make sure
of it. We need to ease you into situations like that not just throw you
into
the deep end of the pool to sink or swim. Frankly I’m disappointed that
they
did that. But I promise it won’t happen again until you’re ready and
I’m with
you.”
“You...
you can do that?”
“Yes
I can and I will! Jimmy on matters like this, as
your Primary Mentor, I outrank them regarding your training and I can
overrule
them if I need to. In their case, I won’t need to, just talk to them
and
explain it to them and they’ll cooperate.”
“It
was bad for Tommy for awhile too, he had a dozen
girls all over him, before Mrs. Jones was able to get them to back off.
I
couldn’t see him there were so many between us, but she told them to
quit
‘pawing’ him and that he ‘wasn’t a toy’. I never got a chance to talk
to him
but he didn’t look good when she first got them away from him. Connie’s
with
him somewhere, probably down in our room, so hopefully she’s taking
care of
him.”
“Damn!
What were those women thinking?! Neither of you
have been in this long enough to throw you into something like that! I
can
guarantee we will have a discussion over the whole thing. This just
isn’t
acceptable!”
“Just
don’t yell at them or anything Pamela, they were
trying to force me into situations I’d have deal with to work on my
shyness.”
“But
entirely too fast Jimmy, you’ll be faced with
situations to deal with, you know that, but the idea is to ease you
into it;
upping the ante as you feel comfortable with the previous situation;
they’re
trying to force things too fast; and that’s the problem. No I won’t
yell at
them or anything like that, but they will understand your perspective
and what
your needs are here; Tommy’s too for that matter.”
“Thanks
Pamela, you know about this stuff, I don’t so
I’m glad you’re handling it.”
“That’s
my job here Jimmy, to take care of you and
guide you. Stuff like this just makes it harder for me get you through
the
whole thing... So when can we use this new hot tub, it looks really nice?”
“Late
tomorrow at the earliest, if I’m reading the
directions correctly. I think it will be great once it’s up and
running... We can
spend time together in it you know if you want...”
“I
DO want! Jimmy you and I are going to be spending
all the free time I can manage together from here on out. I don’t want
you
alone. I need to be with you and I plan on making sure that happens.”
“I’m
looking forward to that Pamela, I want us
together.” He replied shyly looking up at her.
“God
puppy dog eyes! You really know how to get to me
don’t you mister! Come up here where I can kiss you!” she said lifting
him by
the shoulders and then attacking his mouth, which made both of them
happy.
Above
them Susan stood looking down out her window
with tears streaming down her face.
Jimmy
and Pam spent the rest of the afternoon, just
sitting there together, quietly talking, Jimmy happy in her arms on her
lap. About
4:00 he noticed that the spa was getting nearer to full and got up and
after
reading the directions threw a Shock chemical into the water and placed
chlorine into a special floating dispenser and put it in the water.
“Pamela I
need to start working on dinner, can you stay and eat with us?”
“Unfortunately
no Jimmy, although I’d love to. My
parents are taking the family out for dinner tonight, it’s Joey’s
birthday so I
need to go home; in fact I should be leaving soon.”
“Oh...
well maybe some other time then.” Walking over to
her and putting his hands on her hips, he pulled himself against her
his nose
just brushing her chin, until he tilted his head back. “Pamela, just
sitting
with you and talking helps me so much. We didn’t even spend that much
time
talking about my problems; but just being with you makes me feel good
and I
feel so much better. People have been telling me ever since I got home
last
night how good a match we were and how our personalities fit together
so well;
and well I have to agree with them. No one makes me so calm and relaxed
and
well just feeling good as you do. You seem to understand me so well and
know
what I’m feeling and how to help me. I have no idea where I’d be if you
hadn’t
stepped into my life. Probably a blubbering mess, given the way I broke
down
the first time we were together; and several times since. You make my
life so
much better and you need to know that. Pamela I love you and I’m so
glad we’re
together. I don’t ever want us to be apart. I love you Pamela. I just
hope that
being with me helps you as much as it does me, and makes you feel good
too.” He
finished with a whisper and then leaned up and kissed her putting
everything he
could muster into it.
“It
does Jimmy. You’re exactly what I need. I love you
too Jimmy,” she whispered back and returned his kiss even more
forcefully.
After
she’d left, he started working on dinner and
when the spa was full turned off the water and started the pump and
heater
equipment. It was running when his mothers arrived home and stood on
the deck
watching the water bubble. “There’s still air in the lines that I need
to bleed
out, otherwise it wouldn’t bubble except with the ‘turbo’ or ‘swim’
functions
turned on,” Jimmy advised from behind them.
“Hello
Son,” his mother said turning to face him. “How
did in go this morning Jimmy?”
“Not
very good Mom, it was pretty bad for me for
awhile. Tommy had a bad time too. I should warn you that Pamela’s upset
about
it and wants to talk to both of you.”
“I
know it was bad Jimmy, I talked to Mrs. Jones on
the telephone, she wasn’t happy either. She said that Cindy, Karen and
Maggie
were the only thing stopping you from a full breakdown. I’m sorry Jimmy
you
weren’t ready for that, I pushed you too soon and too fast. So Pamela
has a
right to be upset and so do you boys. I was wrong in pushing you like
that.”
“Mom
you didn’t know...”
“But
I should have Jimmy, that was the mistake. I
didn’t discuss it with your Mentor and just decided I knew better;
obviously I
didn’t. That’s why Pamela has every right to be upset with me.”
“You’re
not the only one to blame Janet. It was my
responsibility as Jimmy’s Secondary Mentor to stop you and I didn’t. So
don’t
be taking all the blame on yourself.” Carol interjected.
“Moms,”
he said wrapping an arm around each of them,
“I’m not mad at either of you; just please don’t do it again, I’m not
ready for
that. Pamela said I need to be eased into it, a little more each time
and I
think I’ll handle it better that way, it’ll just take some time. Please
let me
do it that way?”
Receiving
hugs and kissed from each, he went back to
finish fixing dinner and called down to Tommy to come set the table. He
wasn’t
surprised when Connie came up the steps with Tommy and both were
smiling. “Are
you staying for dinner Connie? You’re welcome if you’d like to.”
“No,
I have to get home Jimmy but thanks for offering.
Are you OK? Tommy had a hard time for awhile and I know the girls had
to work
pretty hard to stop you from having a breakdown. You weren’t looking
very good
there for awhile. I wanted to help, but well, Tommy was pretty shook up
too.”
“Connie
you were doing exactly what you should have;
taking care of Tommy. The other girls took care of me and got me
through it. I
just trust neither of us have to do that again.”
“I’m
sorry Jimmy I didn’t think the girls would go
nuts like that; I’m mean you were just two naked boys. But they were
grabbing
poor Tommy all over and I couldn’t get them to stop until my Mom jumped
in and
yelled for them to back off. Tommy has scratches and small bruises all
over
him. Those girls really pissed me off!”
“You
ok now Tommy?” Jimmy asked.
“I
am now Jimmy. Connie took good care of me. How
about you?”
“Cindy,
Karen and Maggie got me through it over there,
and Pamela came and spent the afternoon with me on the deck. I’m good
now.”
“Good!
So what’s for dinner? It smells good...”
“Pork
roast, baked potatoes, buttered carrots, salad
and ice cream, once you get the table set; it’s ready.”
Tommy
immediately left to get to work and Jimmy
stopped Connie with a hand on her shoulder, then hugged her. “It’s not
your fault
those girls acted that way Connie, don’t blame yourself. You took care
of him
as best you could and that’s what’s important. Please just keep taking
good
care of him. He’s my little brother and I worry about him.”
“I
will Jimmy, I promise nothing like that will ever
happen to him again, I’ll start punching out girls if they even start.
They
hurt him for no reason at all and I’m so mad I may still punch a few of
them.”
She replied returning his hug.
“When
can we use the spa Jimmy?” Carol asked during
dinner.
“Late
tomorrow afternoon is the soonest,” he replied,
“I’ll bleed the air out after dinner and then cover it overnight so it
can heat
up, that’ll take 24 hours from when I first turned it on; at least
that’s what
the instructions said. I’ll test the water tomorrow around noon, I’ve
already
put the startup chemicals in. Once I test it, I’ll have put more in
depending
on what readings I get. Then it should circulate for awhile; I’ll check
it
again around 3:00 and make any final adjustment to the chemistry so it
should
be ready around dinner time.”
“That
long? I didn’t think it was that complicated?”
Carol asked.
“It’s
not once you get it set up right at the
beginning Mom Carol. From what the books that came with it say once I
get the
chemicals right at the beginning, it’s just a matter of checking the
water
every couple of days and adding chemicals as needed and replacing water
that
evaporates. Once you get it up and running to begin with, maintenance
is mostly
just water chemistry.”
“OK
so we can have a little Hot Tub party tomorrow
evening then?”
“Sure,
just us or are we inviting anyone else?”
“Just
us for the first time I think,” Janet said and
Carol nodded agreement. “You kids can have friends over starting on
Monday; but
the first two evenings I’d like it to be just our family.”
“Can
I invite Cindy and Pamela over Monday afternoon
then? Both saw it today and want to try it out.” Jimmy asked.
“Certainly
dear, both those girls helped you today and
you should invite them anytime you’d like.” His mother replied.
“Connie
helped me too, can I invite her?” Tommy asked.
“Yes
Tommy you may. Just remember to keep numbers down
on any given day, only so many will fit in it. It’s rated as ‘7 person’
but
that would seem to me to be crowded for adults, but seven kids should
be all
able to use it at once. Jimmy if it gets used daily, then you’ll have
to pay
close attention to the chemicals.” Janet said.
“I
know Mom, it said that in the paperwork. I’ll keep
a daily check on it until we see how much use changes the chemistry.”
“Tommy,
Susan, since Jimmy fixed dinner how about you
two handing clean up tonight.” Carol instructed.
“I
was already planning on do that Mom,” Tommy
replied.
“Me
too, I didn’t help at all today, so I need to help
the boys.” Susan replied.
Jimmy
was still in the kitchen when their mothers had
left the room, when Susan approached him. “Jimmy could you and I talk
tonight?”
then seeing him look wary. “Jimmy I need to talk to my big brother
tonight, my
brother not my boyfriend, former boyfriend, I have so much I need to
tell you
and I need your advice. I’m a mess right now and I need to talk to you
please.”
“OK
Susan, we can do that, but just so you know up
front, things are not going back like they were.”
“I
understand that Jimmy, but could they go back to
how they were at the beginning of the summer, you as my brother and me
as your
little sister? I think I need that Jimmy. I’m... well kind of lost right
now and
I need my brother.”
“Yeah
we can do that. I’ll meet you downstairs after
you’re done in here and I do what I need to with the spa...”
“OK
I’ll see you down there when we’re both free
then.”
Jimmy
finished first and was down in their rooms
sitting on the couch when Susan came down. Susan walked in and then
shut the
door behind her. “I asked Tommy to give us an hour alone Jimmy, I hope
you
don’t mind.”
“It’s
ok if that’s what you want.”
“Jimmy
I’d like to sit on your lap like we always have
done, but I’m not allowed to even touch you without your permission. I
hate
that more than anything,” she said with tears leaking down her cheeks.
“We
can do that Susan,” he replied when he looked at
her, “Come on over here and sit with me and we’ll talk.” He said to
her. Susan
paused and then stripped off her t-shirt and shorts leaving only her
panties,
before crossing to him and sitting on his legs, her body trembling,
then edging
back against him. She sighed when she felt his arms encircle her and
pressed
back against him, his warm body felt so good against her back. “Susan
are you
afraid? You’re trembling. I’d never hurt you so please don’t be afraid
of me.”
Turning
sideways across him and leaning back into his
arm and shoulder then rolling partly onto her side facing him. “I’m not
afraid
of you Jimmy, I know you’d never hurt me. I’m afraid I’ll say something
to make
things worse, that’s what I’m afraid of. I’ve really messed things up,
I know
that and I just want to get back whatever I can. I know I can never get
you
back to where we were, I just want my loving brother back and I pray
you don’t
hate me.”
Stroking
his fingers over her cheek to wipe a tear
away, “Susan I don’t and never have hated you and I don’t plan on ever
starting. I hate the way you treated Tommy and Me, especially what you
did to
Tommy. It’s your actions and attitude that I have a real problem with;
you
weren’t the girl I’ve known for so long; you were someone else. Someone
I
didn’t particularly like, I might add.”
“I
know, I’ve had a lot of time to think about it and
review everything that happened between us, and I don’t like the person
I was
acting like either. Jimmy please touch me like you always do? You know
everything about my body, better than anyone probably ever will, maybe
my
husband might learn me the way you do, but it will take a long time. It
will
help me to know you really don’t hate me and keep me calm to say what I
need
to.”
“OK,”
he replied and began gently stroking her soft
body. Susan sighed and he felt her relax under is touch. “Better?” he
softly
asked.
“Much,
thanks. Jimmy, Mom and I talked for a long time
last night, actually I’m surprised she was so awake this morning it was
so late
before I got to sleep. That’s why I was so grumpy this morning, I only
got a
couple hours of sleep. <sigh> She told me a lot of things
I didn’t want
to hear, but once she said them I knew they were true. She told me she
didn’t
think that you and I could ever work as a couple; not long term anyway.
We know
each other too well and we’re too much like a Brother and Sister. No
matter
what we do, you’ll always be my big brother in my mind and I’ll always
be your
little sister. We both know all the psychological buttons to push to
set the
other off and she said that would get in the road and thinking about it
she’s
right.”
Jimmy
started to reply but she held her hand up and he
stopped. “She also explained about your and my psychological makeups
and why we
weren’t compatible as a couple. We’re both submissive, she said and two
submissive personalities won’t work just like two dominant
personalities
together won’t work. I know I’m submissive, I always have been. That’s
why I
went overboard when I tried to play a dominant role with you boys and
went way
too far with it. It’s not me and I’ve never played that role, and it
just
doesn’t work for me. You’re submissive too, that’s why you and Pam fit
so well
together; and you really do fit together well Jimmy. I can see that but
I
didn’t want to see it before. Moreover, Pam is just the right kind of
dominant
to complement your personality, she gives you exactly what you need and
you’re
filling her needs too.”
“I
know I’m submissive Susan, that’s why I’ve always
been so shy with girls until I get to know them.”
“For
what it’s worth Jimmy, so is Tommy, especially
with you and most girls. He’d stand up to other boys if he got pushed
too far,
but not with a girl or you. He loves you too much to ever fight you.”
“Yeah
I’ve known that for some time, he’s never been
any other way.”
“No
he hasn’t so Connie’s a good match for him. Like
Pam and you, she fills his needs and he fills hers. They should work
out well
as long as no one interferes. Jimmy it shames me, but I heard some of
what you
and Pam said to each other today. I didn’t intend to hear it but you
guys were
right below my window. I’m really glad she makes you so happy Jimmy.
I’m happy
you have her and she has you. It hurts some that it can’t be me, but
I’ll never
do anything to get between you two. I promise that. Hearing you two
together,
just proved to me that everything Mom told me was right.”
“Thank
you Susan, I AM happy with her and she seems to
really care about me.”
“No
Jimmy she loves you, not just cares about you. I
can see it every time she even looks at you and especially when you two
are
together. Anyone could see it. You both love each other.”
“I
do love her Susan, I told her that today for the
first time straight out. I love you too Susan but in a different way
than I
love her. So where does that leave you and me?”
“Well
now that I’m sure it could never work with us as
a couple, it leaves me wanting my big brother back. I need him and I
need his
advice. Sometimes in the last few days I’ve felt so lost and alone and
like a
real little girl again. Jimmy we’re a brother-sister team, we always
have been
and you’re so good at being my brother. Is it possible for us to just
go back
to that relationship? That’s what I want. That’s what I need.”
“What
about Tommy?”
“I
need him too, more than ever now. I need to sit
with him and beg him to forgive me for what I did to him so that he’ll
know
that I’d never do something like that again. Jimmy I need my little
brother as
much as I need my big brother, I’m so lost without you two being close
to me.”
“You
don’t need to beg me Sis, I forgive you.” Tommy
said from the doorway.
“Tommy?
I didn’t know you were there...”
“I
just opened the door Susan, it’s been an hour and
that’s what you told me. I didn’t mean to interrupt like this.”
“It’s
been an hour?”
“Yeah,
it’s 8:00”
“It
didn’t seem that long...”
“Can
I join you guys or do you want more private time
with Jimmy?”
“It’s
ok Tommy please join us unless Jimmy wants to be
alone.”
“Get
over here and join us Tommy,” Jimmy said patting
the seat beside him. Tommy quickly sat beside him, Susan’s legs over
his lap.
“So
where does all this leave the three of us Susan?”
Jimmy asked.
Susan
sat up and leaned her head against Jimmy’s
cheek, but was looking down at her lap when she spoke. “I hope, no I
pray that
it leaves us as the very close family we were. Me with two loving
brothers
taking good care of me and me doing my best to take care of them. God I
miss
being held and touched by you guys so much, I couldn’t take it if we
can’t do
that anymore. I love kissing both of you and feeling your hands all
over me and
making me feel good and you know helping you guys that way too... we just
need to
forget all the boyfriend-girlfriend part, since you both have
girlfriends now
and I don’t want to mess that up for either of you. But I need my
brothers to
take care of me both emotionally and well sexually until I can find the
right
boy to get together with. I’ve played at sex now and truthfully, I want
it more
than ever and you guys are the only ones I can trust with my body. ”
“So
you want us to take care of you sexually and
you’ll do that for us and basically we’re back to where we were before
you
decided you were in charge? No conditions? We sleep together if we
want? But
mainly we just go back to being really good to each other all the time?
Is that
what you want Susan?” Tommy asked.
“Yeah
that’s what I want Tommy if you guys are
willing. I know I was wrong trying to control things, I’m no good at it
and
messed it all up so I just want back what we had before that happened.”
Tommy
looked at Jimmy who gave a small nod. “Then get
those panties off girl because I’m going to spend some time between
those nice
legs of yours licking that sweet little pussy.” Tommy said with a grin.
“Jimmy?”
she said looking still worried.
“You
heard him. Off with the panties and no panties
allowed down here from now on. You drop them at the doorway from here
on out. We
don’t want anything to stop us from playing with your hot little body.
Completely
nude is even better! Oh and your bottom will be used too so make sure
you’re
always empty when you come in here.”
“Guys
you can always use my butt and I still need work
on giving better blowjobs, my pussy is the only thing still off limits
except
for tongues and lightly with fingers. I’ve still got to keep that damn
hymen or
Mom will go bonkers.” She replied as Jimmy helped her removed her
panties, then
he laid her back, moving her butt towards Tommy who was already
spreading her
legs. Then proceeded to thoroughly kiss her mouth and stroke her body
while
Tommy was kissing much lower.
It
only took five minutes under the ministrations of the
two boys to have her squirming and three more before her body arched
and she
came hard with her legs locked around Tommy’s head. They gave her a few
minutes
before Jimmy carried her to the bathroom and put her on the toilet.
“Empty,” he
directed while Tommy leaned over her and kissed her allowing her to
taste her
pussy juice on his lips. Once she was empty, they took her back to
their rooms
and she sucked Jimmy while Tommy opened her and used her behind while
fingering
her at the same time. They’d just finished with both boys cuming in
her, when
Carol was calling from the top of the stairs.
“Susan?”
“She’s
down her Mom,” Jimmy replied stepping out to
the bottom of the stairs and looking up at her.
“Is
she OK? She just disappeared and we didn’t know where
she was.”
“She’s
fine, we’ve been talking. She’s been making up
with Tommy and Me, don’t worry everything’s fine.”
“Well
ok.”
“Really
Mom, everything’s ok. We’ve talked for a long
time and especially how we feel about each other and how we’re going to
treat
each other. She’s made up with both of us and she’s really missed being
with
us, so we’ve been bonding as it were. Mom she may decide to sleep down
here if
that’s ok, she’s been really lonely and needs to be near us right now.”
“Of
course she can Jimmy, you know I trust you boys
with her. Neither of you would ever do anything to hurt her. I’m really
glad to
hear that she’s apologized to you boys and made up with you. You three
have
always been close and it’s good for you to be that way. Goodnight
Jimmy, I’ll
see you kids in the morning.”
“Night
Mom, see you at breakfast.” He replied smiling.
“Bonding
my ass,” Susan snickered when he came back in
the room and closed the door.
“Exactly
Susan, I plan on bonding with that cute
little ass of yours in just a minute,” he replied, then picked her up
carried
her squealing and laughing into the bedroom and threw her on his bed.
Then was
quickly beside her his hand probing her rear, while he kissed her.
Tommy moved
in beside her and handed Jimmy the lubricant, then positioned himself
where she
could suck him while Jimmy entered her from behind.
Tommy
switched to a 69 position on their sides while
Jimmy continued to fill her backside and Tommy came first quickly
followed by
Susan and then Jimmy filled her back passage. Tommy crawled around so
that he
was facing her, then got up and turned off the lights and got back in
bed with
Susan sandwiched between them. All three were asleep shortly
thereafter. Later,
Jimmy entered her again and slowly worked inside her, he didn’t have
much room,
with him against the wall and the three of them on his bed, but
regardless,
Susan moved back to meet his thrusts, giving little whimpers while he
moved
inside her, but then kissed him over her shoulder when he was done.
“Thanks
baby,” he whispered, she just murmured ‘Anytime’ and went back to sleep.
Tommy
woke first and quickly woke the others. “Guys we
need to get up and get cleaned up before our Mom’s come looking down
here, it’s
7:30 and you know they both are up by 8:00 even on the weekends. This
bed’s
really funky too, we need to strip it quick.”
“OK
Tommy,” Jimmy replied and gave Susan a playful
swat on the rear. “UP princess, into the shower so that we can have you
looking
presentable and respectable instead of a cum covered little slut.”
“But
I AM a cum covered little slut, you both used me
and rather well I might remind you?”
“Yeah
we did and you loved every minute of it.”
“Yeah
I did, and I want more of that too! Just one
thing Jimmy. This little slut is only this way for you two boys and no
one
else. I love it that way and don’t plan on being a slut for anyone else
for a
long time.”
“We
won’t ever argue Susan. We love you just the way
you are.”
After
a group shower and stripping Jimmy’s bed and
throwing the bedding in the washer, they headed upstairs, with Susan
wearing
her panties and one of Jimmy’s t-shirts which was so big on her it fit
like a
short dress. Carol was standing at the stove fixing breakfast.
“Sit
kids it’ll be ready in a minute,” she directed
and Jimmy did after pouring himself coffee and stopping to give his
second
mother a hug.
“What
is that?” he asked looking over her shoulder.
“Sausage,
potatoes, red and green pepper, onion, and
scrambled eggs all cooked together in one pan. Kind of a breakfast
stir-fry. I
saw it in the freezer section at the store and just looked at what was
in it,
and decided I could make it cheaper and better myself. I added some
mushrooms
and bit of tomato to what they used.”
“Smells
really good Mom, can’t wait to try it.” He
replied and moved away to the table.
Janet
came down just as Carol was dishing it out on
plates and got coffee, then sat with them. “So you three made up last
night? Everything
back to normal now?”
“Yeah
Mom Janet, the boys forgave me and we had a long
talk about how we’ll treat each other from here on out, then went to
bed
together. It was nice sleeping with the boys again. I’ve missed that
since
they’ve moved down there and my room’s up on the second floor.”
“Do
you boys agree that matters are resolved between
you three?” she asked looking at the boys.
“Yes
Mom, Yes Mom Janet” they replied, “We’re fine Mom
really. All’s forgiven and we’re back to being brothers and sister
again.”
“So
no more counseling sessions are needed then?”
Carol asked pointedly looking at Susan.
“No
ma’am,” Susan softly replied.
“Not
about what happened before, but I’m sure I’ll
need to be meeting with you for advice frequently Mom Carol, I still
have a lot
of things to work out to get through just being a teenager.” Jimmy
replied.
“Me
too Mom Janet, so many things are confusing for a
girl my age, I’ll need to be talking to you more often.” Susan offered
shyly.
“Me
too,” Tommy interjected, “but I want to get
cuddled by both of you so I’ll be talking to both a lot!”
<chuckle>
“That’s ok Tommy both your Moms love
cuddling you whether you talk or not, anytime you want sport,” she said
ruffling his hair. “As for you two, our doors are always open anytime
you want
to talk or just visit.”
“We
know that Mom, that’s what’s so great about have
two Moms we can go to with our problems. Neither of you would ever lead
us
astray and are always willing to listen when we need it. We all three
love both
of you as much as possible,” Jimmy told them and the other two kids
nodded
agreement.
“So
do we get to use the Hot Tub today?” Tommy asked.
“Yeah
Tommy after dinner, I’ve got to make sure
everything’s right first though.” Jimmy replied.
“Can
I help?”
“Sure
you dip the test strips in the water and I’ll
read them and adjust the chemicals.”
“Like
science class then. Great!”
“Yeah,
but before then we need to put the rest of the
furniture back up on the deck, some of it’s still down in the yard from
Wednesday. And little guy the grass needs mowed, which if I recall the
‘division of labor’ agreement between us three is your job.” Jimmy
advised. “So
Susan and I will take care of the furniture while you mow the grass.”
“Oh
ok, but I was hoping you’d forgotten that grass
mowing was my job...” Tommy said with a sigh.
“Yes
things are back to normal,” Janet said with a
chuckle and Carol just smiled.
Chapter
20
It
was a busy morning all in all, Susan and Jimmy
washed the breakfast dishes, while Tommy got the mower out and started
on the
front yard with his mother, ‘standing guard’ to make sure no one
bothered the
naked boy cutting the grass. Especially Mrs. Murphy who was out in her
flowerbeds but once Tommy appeared glared at him the whole time he was
working
in front of the house. Meanwhile, Jimmy and Susan moved the furniture
back up
onto the deck but had to rearrange it several times, since the big Hot
Tub now
took up one entire end of the deck.
Jimmy
was still trying different arrangements when
Susan left him and went to the basement and started on the family
laundry. Mostly
it was towels and clothing belonging to her and their mothers and
bedding since
the boys were naked all the time. Janet and Carol went shopping as soon
as
Tommy had finished the front yard and was ‘safely’ in the back yard.
Grocery’s
were getting low and that was the primary reason for their trip.
Once
their mothers were gone, Jimmy went upstairs and
stripped the three beds up there and took the bedding to Susan, then
put fresh
linens on those beds and started making sure the rest of the house was
clean. Susan
came up and was cleaning bathrooms while he ran the sweeper and picked
up
around the house.
Their
mothers returned at 11:00 and Carol advised that
Tommy and Susan needed to go be fitted for new school uniforms that
afternoon,
and Janet needed to meet with an attorney to finalize the paperwork on
changing
the title to the house to joint ownership. Kids the Realtor has sold
the other
house and we will have the closing on the sale next week. Changing the
title to
this house requires a closing also so this way we can have the title
company do
both at the same time.
“What’s
this ‘closing’ thing,” Susan asked.
“That’s
just why I mentioned it Susan, because you
said you’d like to know about these things.” Janet replied smiling.
“It’s a
legal meeting where all of the parties to the sale of a property sit
down
together and go over all of the paperwork. Loans are reviewed, as well
as taxes
and a determination is made that the property is clear of all mortgages
and
leans, then any outstanding debts against the property are cleared and
new
debts by the new owners assigned to it. If faults were found with the
property
then it’s determined who, buyer or seller, will pay for corrections, or
whether
the sale price is to be adjusted to compensate for them. In this case,
the
mortgage your mother had on the house will be paid off using the money
from the
buyer, and the title will be clear at that point since all taxes are
paid and
the buyer will take official ownership of that house at the end of the
meeting.
In the second meeting, we’ll use some of the money from the sale to pay
off the
mortgage on this house and Carol and I will be listed on a new title
for this
house as joint owners. We will own it outright, since the only lean on
it
currently is the mortgage currently against it. What it amounts to is
going
through a huge pile of paperwork and signing about a ton of forms to
get that
done.”
After
a quick lunch, the women and two of the kids
were gone and Jimmy was alone in the house for the first time since
they’d all
moved in together. Jimmy went down to his room and got a book he wanted
to read
and had just settled on the deck when the doorbell rang. It was Karen
and
Maggie he saw when he opened the front door.
“Hi
Jimmy,” Karen greeted him as she stepped through
the door quickly followed by the smaller girl and then gave Jimmy a
hug.
“Hi
girls, what brings you here?” he replied returning
Karen’s hug and then accepting one from Maggie.
“We
just were in the area and decided to stop in and
see how you were doing Jimmy. You had a rough time over at the Jones
house and
we just wanted to make sure that you’d made it through the whole thing
ok.”
Maggie advised looking up at him as if trying to read his mental state.
“I’m
fine girls, thanks to you two and Cindy anyway. You
girls were great the way you took care of me.”
“Would
you like to talk about it Jimmy?” Maggie asked.
“I know it helps once the thing’s over and you can sit back and
rationally go
over what happened without the tense feeling that you have when it’s
happening.”
“Yeah
we can do that,” he replied, “Girls I was out on
the deck, we can go out there and sit, would you like something to
drink? We’ve
got iced tea and soft drinks and some juice...”
“Iced
tea sounds good, no sugar for me though,” Karen
replied and Maggie agreed.
Jimmy
led them to the kitchen and got their drinks
then the three went out on the deck and Jimmy sat on a lounger, while
the girls
chose chairs. “Wow a huge hot tub! That wasn’t there Wednesday
evening!” Maggie
exclaimed.
“Yeah
they just installed it yesterday. That was one
of the reasons Mom decided to send us over to the Jones house, so naked
boys
wouldn’t be here while the installers were working. We can’t use it
yet, the
thing is still doing it’s initial heat up and then I have to adjust the
chemistry.”
“Can
we try it once it’s all up and running?” Karen
asked.
“Sure
next week sometime. For this weekend my mothers
want to limit it to just our family for the first few times.”
“Jimmy
that brings up another thing. Well I’ve talked
to Patty and Cindy and they said that girls come over here and sunbathe
on your
deck topless, that this is a safe place to do that. Would it be
possible for
Maggie and me to do that too? We don’t have any safe place we can go
and not be
seen by people we can’t trust.”
“Sure
why not? Unless being seen by Tommy or me would
bother you. We’ll probably be here you know.”
“Jimmy
does it bother you that we see YOU naked?”
Maggie asked.
“Not
now it doesn’t. <sigh> Maggie, if you
hadn’t said that I wouldn’t have even remembered that I’m here naked
and you’re
dressed, because you haven’t even brought the subject up until just now
and
well you haven’t treated me any different than if we were all dressed
and
sitting here. My big hang-up on this whole thing seems to be meeting
people for
the first time and their reactions to me being naked, if they ignore
it, I do
too. If they make a big deal out of it, like those girls did yesterday,
then I
get all queasy and feel embarrassed and well you saw me panic and then
almost
totally lose it.”
“Jimmy
you don’t have ANYTHING to ever be ashamed of
or embarrassed about, you’re a good looking guy with a good body,”
Karen
offered, then when he blushed added, “Guess I shouldn’t have said that
now I’m
embarrassing you. Sorry Jimmy!”
“No
it’s ok Karen, people have been telling me that,
but... well I just don’t see myself that way. I guess that’s part of my
problem...
I don’t see myself the way other people do and then cause myself to
react
badly.”
“But
you didn’t mind being with us yesterday morning Jimmy?
I know you were comfortable with Cindy, but then she’d helped you with
your
injury and you’d been around her naked other times like when she was
over
helping clean the Campbell house to get it ready to sell. So I guess it
would
make sense that you’d be comfortable with her. But once we got you
through your
panic attack you seemed ok with us?”
“It’s
the initial meeting with someone and the initial
reaction that’s what gets me all tense inside Karen. Yesterday I was
already
tense when Cindy and I walked into that room and then all the girls
were
yelling and crowding in and my stomach was doing flip flops and I was
getting
dizzy and then Cindy got me to the couch and suddenly you girls were
there
touching me and trying to talk me through it. You were both great in
the way
you helped me, I can’t thank you enough for getting me through that.
Anyway, by
the time I got myself back together, you were there and had been for
awhile,
and helping me still and I was naked but it didn’t make any difference
to you. So
I was ok with being with you. At that point there just wasn’t any point
in
getting worked up. Heck you were all holding me there was nothing
sexual about
it.”
“So
it’s the initial meeting and reaction that’s the
problem?” Maggie offered.
“Yeah,
and Pam seems to think that if I ease into it,
I can resolve it better. She said that it was too much too fast and
that I need
to do this in smaller steps and get used to one thing before upping the
ante
and dealing with more people.”
“Well
she’s right Jimmy,” Maggie replied. “My brother
Sean had the same problem and I had to get him through a bunch of
attacks like
you had yesterday. That’s why I knew what I needed to do to help you.
His
reaction was even worse than what you’ve had. He still has problems in
dealing
with large groups, but he learned to cope and 99% of the time can make
it
without needing help. He’s three years older than us by the way, he and
his
girlfriend will be going to State College this Fall.”
“I
helped her with Sean more than a few times Jimmy,
he had a really rough time of it between ages 13 and 16 in particular;
so I
knew what was happening to you and what we needed to do also.” Karen
advised.
“Do
you have a brother doing this Karen? I didn’t know
you had any brothers or sisters.” He asked.
“No
I don’t Jimmy, but my cousin Mark is doing it, has
been since he was six and he’s 12 now. He doesn’t have a problem like
you
because he’s grown up that way and it’s all normal to him. But Maggie’s
my best
friend and always has been and well I’ve been helping her with Sean it
seems
like forever. So I’m in the program, but I don’t have an immediate boy
family
member who is. It’s just me and my parents at home. Mom’s a member and
Dad’s a
Level 5, has been since before they were married.”
“I
almost wish I’d grown up like your cousin then, it
has to be a whole lot easier than starting as a teenager.” Jimmy
replied.
“It
is Jimmy and the Council is pushing the women to
start their boys as young as possible. Most start at 8 or 9 anymore, 11
or 12
at the latest. You’re the oldest boy to start in sometime and all of us
girls
are concerned about you.” Maggie replied. “Just know this Jimmy, EVERY
girl in
the program cares about you and we’ll ALL do anything to help you.
Don’t worry
about ever getting a bad reaction when we’re with you because all of us
will
help you when you need it. Jimmy most of us have talked about you
starting so
late and we’re all concerned about you and want to help you. It’s just
amazing
to us that you started as a Level 3 and are now a Level 4 and this
shyness and
your reactions seem to be your only hang-up. Jimmy we want you to
succeed. You’re
a terrific boy and we’ll do what’s necessary to make sure you succeed.”
“Well
that makes me feel better Maggie, especially since
you girls are close to my age. That had me scared to death the first
couple of
times. Especially the first time I met Cindy and well I had a full
blown attack
with Pam the first time because I’ve seen them at school and sat in
classes
with them and all. Cindy was wonderful, I was injured at the time and
it was
like, ‘ho hum’ no big deal to her at all as she treated my injury and
she was
so nice in how she dealt with my embarrassment. Pamela, well she’s
really
something with me; I’d worked myself up into a total panic before she’d
even
seen me; we’ve sat together in school so much. Then when we did face
each other
I just lost it and she grabbed me and then held me and talked me
through it
until I recovered. She’s just the most wonderful girl I’ve ever met and
I just
love the way she treats me. She’s exactly what I need.”
“Jimmy
I probably shouldn’t tell you this but I’m
going to anyway. Pam’s been wanting to be with you for several years.
All us
girls at school knew it, we even joked about it. She tried several
times to
find a way to get you to open up to her without scaring you off. She’s
really
insecure with most boys because of her height and her intelligence
scares boys
off too. But neither of those ever seemed to bother you and she could
sense
that. So it was a matter of finding a way to get you to talk to her;
because
all of us know that once a girl got you talking to her, you’d open up
and be
friendly. You’ve always been that way. She just knew that if she could
get you
talking the two of you would ‘click’ and that you’d end up a pair.
She’s wanted
you for quite some time Jimmy.”
“Really?
Maggie I don’t understand all this scheming
for ANY girl to talk to me? Pam could have just walked over to me and
said ‘Hey
Jimmy, I’d like to be your friend, could we get to know each other
better?’ and
I would have jumped at it. I’d open up to any girl that said that to
me. I’m
shy and always have been especially when I first meet a girl, but I
love being
with and talking to girls, I always have! To be honest I’d rather spend
time
with girls than boys. I’m not into sports or rough stuff like most
boys, I’d
rather read a good book than play baseball of some stupid sport. Girls
are for
the most part smarter and more mature than boys, well some aren’t but
there’s
always exceptions, but I’d rather sit and have an intelligent
conversation with
a girl anytime, over dealing with boys trying to out macho each other.
That’s
just the way I am.”
“So
if Maggie and I had approached you and just asked
to be your friend like you said, we wouldn’t have had to wait for you
to be in
the program and needed our help to get to talk to you like this? Is
that what
you’re telling us?” Karen asked.
“Of
course Karen, we would have been talking and
hopefully friends for quite some time. Both of you are intelligent and
well
pretty too, each in your own way, and I would have loved to have been
closer
with both of you much sooner. Girls the only people I stay away from
are
violent people and stupid people who make stupid statements and expect
people
to agree with them. I won’t tolerate being around bigots, or people who
judge
other people without knowing them, or who espouse discriminating
against
someone simply because of their sex or race or religion or things like
that without
ever attempting to understand that other person. People like that I
want
nothing to do with ever. ”
“Jimmy,”
Karen softly said, moving over beside him and
kneeling on the deck her hand on his arm, “You’ve just spent the last
oh half
hour I guess proving to us that what you’re telling us is 100% true
about you. I’ve
learned more about you today than I have in the 9 or 10 years we known
each
other, mostly in school. You’ve been so open and honest that I just
can’t
believe we girls ever thought that we needed some trick to get to talk
to you
or spend time with you. Jimmy I’d like to be your friend, I need to be
able to
talk to a boy like you some times and you’re the only boy I’ve ever met
who
doesn’t seem to have hang-ups about talking like this with girls. Can
we be
friends?”
Patting
her hand, “Karen I thought we already were? You’ve
helped me when I needed it and Maggie I consider you my friend too. I
don’t lie
to my friends; I’m no good at lying anyway so I don’t try. But I like
talking
to you girls so anytime you want to do that we will.”
Maggie
got up and moved over to his other side and
then leaned in and kissed his cheek and giggled when he blushed. “I
like the
idea of having you as a friend Jimmy.” She said then sat back on her
heels
while Karen gave him another kiss on the cheek and he turned a little
redder.
“We
probably shouldn’t have done that Jimmy because we
embarrassed you, but you just needed to be kissed,” Karen said with a
smirk.
“It’s
ok girls, I liked it you know, even if it did
embarrass me some.” He softly replied.
“So!
Back to where all this started Jimmy. It really
wouldn’t bother you if Karen and I sunbathed over here where it’s safe
to be
topless and get rid of tan lines?” Maggie asked.
“It
won’t bother me if you’re ok with it; just
remember Tommy’s usually here too, so it’s two boys around, not just
me.”
“Yeah
well he’s a little boy still and probably not as
likely to react to seeing a teenage girl mostly naked,” Karen replied.
<laugh>
“Don’t make any bet’s on that one Karen,
yeah he’s young still and small, but he can pop a boner as fast as any
teenage
boy.”
“But
will it cause you a problem Jimmy that’s what
we’re asking.” Maggie asked.
“No
at least I don’t think so, other girls have been
naked here; totally naked in fact and I could deal with it. Girls I
thought
part of this whole modesty training program was to instill in me that
being
naked isn’t necessarily sexual. It would seem to me that it works both
ways. If
it’s not sexual for me to be just naked like I am right now, then it
wouldn’t
be for you either unless we did something to make it sexual.”
“But
what if your body reacted, you know, with an
erection?” Maggie asked with a raised eyebrow.
“OK
that could happen, but the embarrassed party it
seems would be me. It would be my job to keep it ‘non-sexual’ wouldn’t
it?”
“So
if I took my top off right now, you’d be ok with
that?” Karen asked.
“Of
course...”
“OK
let’s test that,” she replied and took her shirt
off then reached behind her and unhooked her bra, then looked up at
him, “Last
chance Jimmy,” she said grinning.
“Go
ahead...” he replied.
And
she was sitting right there beside him her large
breasts in full view. “What do you think?” she asked arching her back
some to
make them stand out even more.
“Very
nice Karen they look good on you,” he replied
smiling.
“You
don’t want to touch them or whatever? And your
buddy down there doesn’t seem to be reacting.”
“No
he’s not, because I’m not thinking of them in
sexual terms, rather esthetic terms, on how they look in proportion to
the rest
of you. And no I don’t have any overwhelming desire to touch them,
because that
would be firstly disrespectful to you and secondly I have no permission
to do
so.”
“Karen
quit teasing him! This is exactly what the
program is trying to teach him and he’s way out ahead in that area.
Just
disregard her Jimmy.” Maggie scolded.
Jimmy
looked over to Maggie who was in the process of
removing her top and when she’d done that their eyes met and she gave a
little
blush. “I guess this bothers me more than you Jimmy.”
“It
shouldn’t Maggie, you’re a very pretty girl and
have nice breasts that fit your size perfectly. If you girls are going
to stay
like that you should put some sunscreen on, there’s some over there on
the
table and you don’t want to get sunburned.” He said sitting back in the
chair
again.
“Would
you put it on us?” Karen teased. “I’d think
you’d want to, most boys would.”
<sigh>
“Karen most boys would jump at that, but
I’m not most boys. I’d rather not do that, because that could turn it
into
something sexual for either you or me and I don’t want that. We are
friends
sitting here together, and that’s all this should be.”
“I
told you he has that ring for a good reason Karen;
but NO, you wouldn’t believe me. Do you believe it now?” Maggie chided.
“Guess
I’ll have to won’t I,” Karen replied as she got
up to go get the lotion. When she returned she poured some into her
hand and
was applying it one handed as she threw the bottle across to Maggie,
“Can we
talk about this Jimmy? I’m not understanding why you’re not jumping to
put this
lotion on me, I mean boy’s just aren’t like that. Most boys I know take
every
opportunity to rub against me just to feel them through my clothes? Let
alone
be offered them bare and asked to put lotion on them.”
“OK”
he said sitting up and turning to face her, then
motioning Maggie to come join them. Both girls sat on the deck facing
him
looking up at him, while he leaned with his elbows on his knees,
looking at
their faces. “Where to start,” he mumbled to himself as he thought
before
explaining to them. “OK, well first, all boys, including me are
interested in
women’s breasts, partly because we don’t have them and well they are
kind of
neat and most boys view them as sexual when really they’re milk glands
for
feeding babies.”
“But
they are sensitive and women enjoy having them
manipulated during sex, Jimmy so they’re part of our sex organs to a
certain
extent,” Maggie interrupted.
“True
Maggie, but that doesn’t make a bare breast
sexual. It’s the context in which it becomes bare and visible to the
male that
makes it sexual or not. Women in primitive societies walk around
topless all
the time and there’s nothing sexual about it. Same thing on nude or
clothing
optional beaches, they are bare and visible but it’s not sexual.
Understand?” Both
girls nodded that they did.
“So,
you girls being topless in and of itself doesn’t
make it sexual. If you were wearing clothes and a breast slipped out
when you
were trying to conceal it; that might be sexual, or if we were making
love and
I was stimulating them for you, that would be sexual. But just sitting
here
talking like this isn’t.”
“OK
but why wouldn’t you want to touch us?” Karen
asked.
“Because
touching you that way changes the dynamics
Karen. It would be like you touching my privates; that would make it
sexual,
unless it were in a setting like say medical where the touching is for
non-sexual purposes and not to stimulate either party. Whether I want
to touch
them for sexual reasons, or for non-sexual necessity makes the whole
thing
different. Besides, I’m with Pam now, and for me to be comfortable
touching you
that way, I feel I’d need permission from her in addition to you before
doing
it. Otherwise, I’d feel like I was somehow cheating on her and I’d
never do
that.”
“But
I know for a fact that you put lotion on Cindy,
she told me so?”
“Yes
I did, but when did that happen and who was I
with at the time? Susan and I were trying to be a couple back then,
which we’ve
discovered could never have worked, but we didn’t know that then.
Anyway, Susan
was present and when Cindy asked me to do that, I looked to Susan and
she
nodded to me that she approved. It was only then, that I agreed to put
lotion
on Cindy. To be quite frank I still had trouble keeping sexual thoughts
out of
my head. It felt nice doing it and I’d just rather not be put in a
position
doing that with a girl other than the one I’m with. Right now the only
pair of
breasts that I’m interested in are Pamela’s and they are nice one’s too
I might
add.”
“Woah!
Pam is one incredibly lucky girl!” Maggie said
with a whistle.
“Got
that right, but Jimmy you’re not even looking at
them, you’re looking into our eyes when you talk to us.” Karen replied.
Moving
down to sit on the deck leaning against the
lounger chair with his back so that he was on the same level as them,
he
started again. “OK the history of Jimmy Henderson and breasts. Girls I
grew up
with just me and my mother in the house except when Tommy and Susan
stayed with
us. I don’t even remember my father, he died when I was three. Mom’s
always
been kind of liberal when it came to nakedness between us so I’ve seen
her body
many times. She athletic and has a terrific body for her age and even
as recent
as last summer I’ve seen her topless right here on this deck. She
usually wears
a bikini that doesn’t hide much, but she was laying face down topless
and I was
laying beside her and she fell asleep. At some point she turned over
and her
breasts were right there in front of me. She was turning pink so I put
towel
over them and that woke her. She asked why I’d done that and I
explained that
she was turning pink because she didn’t have lotion on her front and
she took
the towel off and checked herself. I got a little embarrassed and she
pulled me
onto her lap and told me I had nothing to be embarrassed about. The
short
version is that she let me put lotion on them and let me feel them and
play
with them some. We talked about male and female bodies and sex in
general and
by the time we were done I was comfortable with her being topless or
even fully
naked around me, even though I’m a teenage boy. On to my second mother,
Carol,
I’ve seen her breasts, which are bigger than my Mom’s for as long as I
can
remember. One of my earliest memories is when I was about 4 and her
breast
feeding Susan and when she was done feeding the baby, I asked to have
some of
her milk too and she let me. Both my mothers remember that happening
and
confirmed when and where it happened. Both thought it was cute that I
just
calmly walked up to her and said ‘may I please have some milk too?’ and
then
thanked her after she’d fed me. I watched her feed both kids a number
of times
and she’s never been shy about me seeing her breasts. I used to spend
evenings
with her and the kids when my mother worked evenings so I’ve seen her
naked
many times too.”
“Yeah
but those are adult women Jimmy...” Karen started.
“OK
let’s look at my relationship with Susan then. I
first held her as a baby when she was only about 6 months old and taken
care of
her all of her life. I’ve diapered her hundreds of times, given her
more baths
than I can count and fixed up her small injuries, held her when she
cried and
slept in the same bed with her so many times that I’ve lost count. I
know every
part of her body and seen every change in it from baby to 12 year old
with
breasts just starting to grow. Between two loving mothers and my little
sister,
there’s no part of the female anatomy that I haven’t seen and touched
more
times than I can count. So the end result is that naked females in and
of
themselves are not sexual to me. Only the context in which I am
confronted with
them is sexual.”
“So
neither of us are sexually exciting to you?” Karen
asked.
“You
could be if I thought of you that way. But I’m not
thinking of you that way Karen so seeing you naked doesn’t cause me to
respond.
Right now the only girl I want to think of that way is Pamela and hers
are the
only breasts that get me excited.”
“Like
I said, one incredibly lucky girl Karen,” Maggie
replied.
“OK
well no fun trying to tease and erection out of
you Jimmy, it’s just not working,” Karen snickered.
“I
really rather you didn’t try Karen, I like you and
you too Maggie and I just want us to be good friends.”
“Agreed
Jimmy, we won’t tease you that way and to be
honest, I don’t want Pam upset with me for trying so I won’t do that
again. Actually
I like the idea that I can be naked and be myself with you, it’s kind
of
relaxing not to have any sexual tension involved. Will Tommy be ok with
it?”
“I’m
sure he will Karen, he’s grown up just like me
around naked females and usually just ignores it.”
“So
you’ll never get an erection with us?” Maggie
asked.
“No
I can’t say that, in fact I probably will
sometimes; it’s not something I have a lot of control over. Sometimes
it just
happens and I don’t even know why. All I ask is that you not make fun
of me if
it happens, because it won’t be intentional.”
“We’d
never do that Jimmy, I know boys can’t control
it, Sean had real problems with that at times, and I know it can be
embarrassing for a boy when it happens at the wrong time.” Maggie
replied
seriously.
“I
wouldn’t either Jimmy, but I’ll tell you honestly,
I really enjoy looking at a nice hard one and touching it too. They’re
fascinating to me. It just amazes me that a boy’s body can do that.”
Karen
added.
“OK
well if it happens you can look all you want and
I’m not allowed to stop you from touching, but Pamela might talk to you
if you
do it too much. But that’s between the two of you.”
“No
I’m not getting HER on my case... NO way!”
“So
are you two ready for refills on your drinks? Mine’s
empty and I need another one, all this talking as me kind of dry.”
“Please,”
both girls replied and handed him their
glasses.
Jimmy
leaned out the door a minute later, “It will be
a few minutes girls, I have to make more tea, there was only a half a
glass
left,” then disappeared inside again.
Jimmy
was putting tea in the basket of the coffee
maker when Pamela arrived. “Hi Jimmy,” she said and smiled when he
rushed to
hug her, his body pressing against her as her arms circled him.
“Hello
Pamela, I’ve missed you so much,” he softly
replied then tilted his head up to gently kiss her.
“Me
too Jimmy, what are you doing?” she replied
returning his kiss.
“Just
making a new batch of tea, Karen and Maggie are
out on the deck, we’ve been talking out there for (pause while he
looked at the
clock) I guess the last hour and a half. They’re really nice girls and
they
helped me so much yesterday...”
“Yes
they are nice Jimmy. I’ll go join them, could you
bring me one of those drinks when they’re done?”
“Certainly,
go get comfortable, I’ll be out in a few
minutes. Well as long as it takes to make it anyway.”
“Hi
girls,” Pam said as she stepped outside, “Jimmy
says you’ve been out here talking with him; thanks for helping him
yesterday. I
should have been there for him.” She continued as she noticed the girls
were
topless.
Jimmy
stood there listening as the coffee maker was
slowly running down to make the tea and couldn’t help but hear what was
being
said.
“Pam
you’re the luckiest girl I know. That is the most
amazing boy I’ve ever met.” Karen advised.
“Yeah
I like him, he’s really a sweet boy.” Pam
replied.
“You
don’t know the half of it girl, he’s so wound
around your finger that we couldn’t even get a rise out of him and he
absolutely refused to put lotion on our nubile bodies without your
permission. Pam
that boy is head over heels for you.” Maggie started.
“He
wouldn’t? Were you girls teasing him?”
“No,
it wouldn’t work anyway and besides that we
learned that all of us were wasting time trying to get him to talk to
us when
all we had to do was just tell him we’d like to be his friend and get
to know
him better. He would have opened right up to us. Today he was so open
with us
when we talked that I couldn’t believe a boy could be that way with a
girl. I’ve
learned more about him today and how he thinks than I have in the
entire time
I’ve known him.”
“Well
he’s certainly not like most of the boys at
school, Maggie, I love the way he’s always so honest in how he responds
to me. He
seems to like being with girls in general and me in particular and I’m
very
happy about that. I enjoy every minute we’re together. I really wish
I’d gotten
him sooner, it would make his training so much easier for him, I could
have
eased him along painlessly. I hate how he’s having to deal with it at
his age,
I know it’s really difficult at times for him. His mother really should
have
started him earlier.”
“Well
I’ll agree on that Pam, yesterday was traumatic
for him and he doesn’t need that. He’s too nice a boy to be thrown to
the
wolves like that. It was all the three of us could do to stop a full
breakdown.
He was right on the edge and we managed to pull him back; but that boy
doesn’t
deserve to be put in situations like that without proper support and
preparation.” Maggie advised.
“I
know that Maggie and I’ve already talked to his
mothers about it. That won’t happen again.”
“Pam
If there’s anything Karen and I can do to help
please tell us; we got Sean through problems like that so it’s not like
we
haven’t been through it before and we really like Jimmy and want to
help if
you’ll let us.”
“Thanks
Maggie and yes I know you took a major part in
helping your brother and he turned out really well. Just be a good
friend to
Jimmy and don’t push him; I’ll do that when necessary and I’ll be there
with
him to support him when I push. If he’s somewhere and I’m not and you
see him
having trouble, just do what you did yesterday and support him through
it. That’s
what he really needs right now is friends supporting him, until he’s
confident
enough in himself to deal with it.”
“Consider
it done Pam, we’ll be good friends to him. Heck
that’s easy, he’s just a terrific guy so how could we not want to be
good
friends with him.” Karen replied.
Jimmy
carried two glasses out and gave them to Karen
and Maggie then went and got two more and carried them to where Pamela
had
taken his seat on the lounger. “Can I sit with you?” he softly asked.
Pamela
just spread her legs and he sat between them then scooted back until he
was
against her and leaned back, resting his head against her right
shoulder, and
handed her one of the glasses.
“Comfortable?”
she asked kissing his forehead.
“Perfect,”
he answered as her right arm came down over
his shoulder and gently held him against her.
A
few minutes later, Pam said, “Jimmy the girls said
you refused to put lotion on their breasts for them, why?”
Jimmy
blushed as he answered, “I didn’t exactly
refuse, I told them I’d rather not because I didn’t have your
permission and
then explained how I viewed doing something like that. We talked about
it for
quite a while and I thought they understood my perspective. Pamela I
feel I
need your permission as well as the girl’s permission before I touch
them that
way. Otherwise it just doesn’t seem right to me and to be honest I’m
not
interested in touching other girls breasts. The only ones I’m
interested in are
yours. I thought they understood where I’m coming from. Did they
complain? If
they did I’m sorry if I disappointed them.”
“No
Jimmy they didn’t complain; they stated it as a
fact, a complement to you and me that you felt that way. Jimmy I’m very
happy
you feel that way, and the girls were happy that you showed me that
respect,
commitment and concern.”
“Jimmy
we could never complain about you wanting to
please Pam or keeping true to your beliefs as to how you should treat
women,
both the one your committed to be with and any other who should always
be
second to your committed mate. You and Pam are a perfect pair and we’d
never
want to do something to come between you two. We told her because she
deserves
to know that you ARE that committed. So committed that you would turn
down the
opportunity to handle two pair of young breasts which is something few
boys
would pass up. Not only that but you went to great lengths to explain
why to us
and assure us that there was nothing wrong with our bodies and that we
should
feel good about them. Jimmy you didn’t disappoint us you made us proud
to be
your friends.” Maggie replied.
“Is
that how you see it?” he asked looking up at
Pamela.
“Yes
Jimmy it is,” she said then kissed him. “I’m very
proud of you Jimmy.” And got a big smile from him in return.
The
four sat and talked for awhile longer until the
two girls decided it was time to leave and quickly dressed themselves,
then
each thanked Jimmy for the drinks and company. “Just stay where you are
Jimmy
we can show ourselves out. You look particularly happy where you are
and
there’s no need to get up,” Maggie said as she leaned over and gently
kissed
his lips, “We’ll see you again soon Jimmy, now that we’re friends I’d
like to
spend more time talking with you.”
“I’d
like that Maggie,” he softly replied.
“Me
too,” Karen said as she also gently kissed him and
then both were quickly gone.
“You’re
collecting quite a fan club Jimmy, do I need
to be jealous?” Pam asked putting her glass on the deck beside the
chair.
“Never
Pamela, they’re just nice girls who want to be
friends and honestly I need more friends, especially ones who can
understand me
and they really were nice helping me like they did. I need that, now
more than
ever it seems. You have me Pamela, no one else is even a close second,
so don’t
ever worry about it.”
“I
wasn’t worried Jimmy, but I need to hear that from
you from time to time you know. Girls have times when we need assurance
too and
I’m not so strong that I don’t need confirmation on how you feel about
us.”
Turning
his body a little so that it was easier to see
her face. “Pamela I love you and don’t want anyone else. Being with you
makes
me happier than I’ve ever been at any time in my life. After being with
you,
even when we just sit like this. I don’t know how I ever got by before.
I
really don’t. You’re the most wonderful woman I’ve ever known. Yes
woman, not
girl, you’re so much more than the girls I know. You’re exactly the
part that’s
been missing from my life and I don’t want to ever give it up.”
“And
Susan? You used to feel somewhat like that about
her?”
“Partly,
but then I’d never been with anyone else
before, especially not with you so I didn’t know any different. Pamela,
I still
love Susan, I always will, but it’s a totally different kind of love.
She’s my
little sister and always will be, I’ve taken care of her so long that I
can’t
stop feeling that way about her. We had a long talk last night and we
both know
it never could have worked. We’re too much brother-sister for anything
beyond
that to have worked and we’re both submissive and that would never work
together
either. Pamela you know that Tommy and I take care of her sexually, she
doesn’t
have anyone else to trust that way. Is that a problem? If it is I’ll
stop and
just let Tommy take care of her. But as far as our brother-sister
relationship
otherwise, I can’t stop. We both give each other something special and
we both
need it.”
“Jimmy
what kind of a person would I be to tell you to
stop loving your sister? Not someone I’d like to know. I’d never tell
you that.
I’ve always known that you two wouldn’t work as a couple and just
waited for
you to find that out. As far as you taking care of her, I wouldn’t
expect you
to stop that either, you’ve met her needs all your life and meeting her
sexual
needs isn’t that big an extension from how you’ve always treated her.
You may
not be blood relations, but you two are closer than most brothers and
sisters
ever get and you both benefit from it. So no I won’t tell you not to do
what
you’ve always done to help her anyway you can. Jimmy I just wanted to
make sure
you understood the difference between your relationship with her and
the one
you have with me. You tell me you love both of us and that it’s a
different
type of love. I agree that you do love both of us. I just needed to
make sure
you understand the difference. Beside wouldn’t it be hypocritical of me
to tell
you not to take care of your sister sexually when you know I take care
of Joey
that way and did the same with my older brother?”
“OK
and thanks for being so understanding about it. Susan
and I both agree that we’re back to where we were before we tried being
a
couple and we’re both ok with that and won’t try to change it. Pamela
can I ask
you something really personal?”
“Jimmy
you can ask me anything. We need to be honest
always with each other. That’s the only way we can work as a couple in
the long
run.”
“OK
well I know you do anal on Joey and you said you
did with your older brother, do/did you do other things? You don’t have
to
answer if you don’t want to; I don’t want to embarrass you.”
“That
is personal Jimmy and if it were anyone but you
I wouldn’t answer. But yes, I’ve done many things with both my
brothers. In
fact I let my older brother be the first to have real sex with me. We
only did
it twice but it was special giving myself to him for the first time. He
was so
careful not to hurt me that first time and so worried about me; he was
the best
possible boy to be with for that. Actually given your relationship with
Susan,
I wouldn’t be surprised if she didn’t ask you to be her first when
she’s
ready.”
“I
don’t know if she will, but if she did, I’d do it
for her. I certainly wouldn’t want her with someone who might hurt her
or
didn’t really love her. I hope that’s not a problem for us.”
“Never
Jimmy, she deserves the best possible treatment
that first time and there’s no one she could trust like you to be her
first
real lover. After all Jimmy a girl only has one ‘first time’ and it
should be
as special as possible for her.”
“OK
enough of that; just know that I love you Pamela
and no matter what your past or mine, I want to be with you. You make
me whole
and give me everything I need. I hope you feel that I’m meeting your
needs like
you meet mine. When the time comes for us to move deeper sexually, I’ll
do my
best to make you happy, just as you make me happy all the time. I love
everything we do together and don’t see any time when I wouldn’t be
happy and
totally comfortable with anything you’d like to do with me. I guess
what I’m
trying to tell you Pamela is that I trust you totally with both my body
and my
mind, all of me and I’m willing to try anything with you.”
“Anything
Jimmy? That’s an awfully big offer.”
“Anything,
no reservations. Want to get kinky and tie
me up or spank me or anything short of torture? Want me to be your sex
slave?
Just do it and I’ll love it because I love you. Pamela I know you well
enough
to be confident that you’d never do anything to really hurt me not
anything
permanent, so yes I’m yours unconditionally. I just want to make sure I
meet
any needs you have from me.”
“So
if I wanted to have ‘Pamela’s Property’ tattooed
on your behind that would be ok?”
“Yes,
if you want that we can get that done quickly
and I’d be proud that it’s there and let anyone see it.”
“You
really mean that don’t you...”
“Pamela
if you want that I’ll go Monday and have it
done and I’ll even pay for it. I truly mean it. Somehow I need to
convince you
that I belong to you and don’t want anyone else, because you seem to
doubt it.”
“Jimmy
I was just joking I’d never ask you to do that...”
“But
I’m not Pamela, just a minute,” he said then got
up and went inside the house and got a pencil and notebook and came
back
outside. Then sat and started drawing. What he drew was an oblong mark
stylized,
<<<<PM>>>> a
circle was around the letters in
the center with a battle axe and arrow crossed over the letters.
“What’s
that?” She asked.
“Girls
call it a ‘slut mark’ from what I’ve heard. It
would be 6 or 7 inches wide and right in the small of my back above my
butt. Monday
this will be tattooed on my back unless you order me not to.”
“You’re
really serious about this aren’t you Jimmy?”
she asked.
“Totally.
I’ll have this placed on my body as a symbol
of my commitment to you and us as a couple. Pamela I love you totally
and need
to prove that to you so that there’s absolutely no doubt in your mind
ever that
I belong to you. So unless you order me not to do it and I do mean
order, then
that’s just what I intend to do.”
“Wow!
Jimmy it’s your body and I can’t, I’d never... Jimmy
it’s your body and if you feel that strongly about it and want to put a
tattoo
on yourself... Jimmy if you want to do that I won’t tell you not to. You
don’t
need to do that to prove anything to me... But... I’ll not tell you to do
it or
not, that’s your choice.” She stammered, and he saw tears rolling down
her
cheeks.
“Pamela,
don’t cry. There’s nothing to cry about. I’ll
have this tattoo put on me then you’ll never have to doubt how much I
love
you.”
“Jimmy
I don’t need you to do that to prove your love
for me... but at the same time it makes me feel so good that you’d even
consider
doing something like that. I also noticed that you put the symbols of
the
women’s federation on there; do you feel that’s appropriate?”
“Pamela
I wear this ring, and I’ve promised to always
support what this ring means so including those symbols on my body is
just
confirming what I’ve already promised.”
“Are
you positive? You know as a minor you’ll have to
have your mother’s permission.”
“I
know that and I know she’ll give me permission. In
fact if she’ll will take me, I’ll get it done today. Think about it
Pamela, I
have to test the chemicals in the water and adjust them, but if you
don’t order
me not to do this today, then I’ll talk to my mother when she gets home
today.”
He said firmly and then got up, opened the cover on the hot tub and got
a test
strip and checked the readings and then put several chemicals in the
water and
turned the turbo circulation on to get them dispersed quicker.
When
he returned he stood waiting. “Jimmy I’ve thought
about it and I can’t tell you to do it or not, it’s your body and your
choice. If
you do it I could never doubt your commitment to me but I just can’t
tell you
one way or another. It’s your choice. Jimmy I love you and I want you
to be
absolutely sure this is what you want and not just a spur of the moment
thing. Beyond
that it’s your choice. Now I need to get home but I’d like to come over
tomorrow and spend more time with you.”
Pamela
left after thoroughly hugging and kissing him
and he sat there and redrew the tattoo cleaner, and was still sitting
there 30
minutes later when his family came home. He immediately stood and asked
both
mothers to have a private talk with him. They went to Carol’s room,
while the
kids put new clothing and groceries away.
“Mothers
I’d like to get a tattoo and I’d like to get
it today if possible,” he started and then showed them the drawing and
explained why he wanted it and what it meant to him. “It would be right
here on
my lower back,” he said pointing to his body. I wear the ring of the
Federation
and have committed to Pamela and I want this tattoo to confirm both to
her and
any member who sees it that I’m totally serious about both
commitments.” He
explained.
“Jimmy
a tattoo is permanent, once it’s on you it
can’t be taken off. Are you absolutely sure? What if you and Pam didn’t
work
out?”
“I
did think of that Mother, but it doesn’t make any
difference. The only way we’ll not stay together is if Pamela decides
she
doesn’t want me; I could never find another women like her and what she
does
for me. If that happened, I could have the circle blacked in and then
it would
just be a solid circle in the middle of the design. But let me assure
you that
I’ll not be the one to choose for us to breakup. Pamela might, but I’ll
do
everything possible to make sure that I’m what she needs so that she’d
never
make that decision.”
“What
do you think Carol” his mother asked.
“Well
it’s his body and if he wants to mark it like
this, then I think it’s his choice and his money. He’s apparently
considered
what it would mean to both he and Pamela and he feels it would be a
stronger
commitment than his ring. He has a fallback if he and she broke up so I
think
we should let him if he really wants it. People get tattoos for lots of
reasons
and I’ve heard worse reasons than what he’s offering as justification.”
“Jimmy
are you absolutely sure you want to do this? If
so I agree with Carol, it’s your body and your money and you seem to
feel
strongly about it. So if you really want this, then go get your money
and I’ll
take you to get it. There’s a tattoo parlor only a few miles from here
and the
lady that runs it is a member, so you won’t need to get dressed to go
there. Besides,
where you want it, you won’t be wearing clothes for a couple of days
until it
heals anyway.” His mother replied.
“I
want it and I’ll meet you at the car as soon as I
get my money. As to clothes <chuckle> I’m naked all the
time anyway mom.”
“OK
then she said, I’ll meet you at the car.”
Two
hours later, they returned and Jimmy was wearing a
bandage on his lower back. “So you got it?” Susan asked, “Can we see
it?”
“Yeah
I got it and she made it look even better than I
drew, more artistic,” Jimmy replied “You can pull the bandage enough to
see it
but I have to wear the bandage until tomorrow to give it time to heal.
No Hot
Tub for me for at least two days either she said.”
Carol,
Susan and Tommy all stood behind him as Carol
carefully pulled the bandage away enough so they could see it. “It’s
really
beautiful Jimmy I like it,” Susan said when she’d looked at it.
“I
like it too Jimmy it’s really cool!” Tommy said.
“She
did a really good job Jimmy, once the swelling
goes down it will be quite striking,” Carol said as she put the bandage
back in
place.
<sigh>
“I like it too Jimmy for what it’s worth,
just don’t forget to keep it clean and put that antiseptic cream she
gave you
on it tonight and again tomorrow, you don’t want it getting infected. I
just
hope it’s what you wanted...” his mother said and guided him into the
house where
dinner was waiting.
After
dinner, Jimmy tested the water again and advised
everyone that the spa was ready for use. Tommy and Susan didn’t
hesitate, as
soon as the dishes were done, they stripped naked and were both in the
tub. “How
do we turn it on?” Susan asked as Jimmy stood watching them splash
around.
“Wait
until our mothers join you and I’ll explain it
to all of you at once,” he replied.
Just
then both mothers came out topless but wearing
bikini bottoms and carrying a pile of towels. Quickly both were in the
tub and
Tommy’s eyes were bugging out at the sight of the two women’s breasts.
“Moms?”
he asked.
“What
Tommy? You’ve seen my breasts before and Janet’s
too for that matter. You don’t see Jimmy bothered by us being topless
do you?”
Carol replied chuckling at her son’s reaction.
“Come
on Jimmy tells us how this works and then fire
it up!” Susan pleaded.
<laugh>
“OK everyone lean over here,” he
directed and pointed to the control panel on the top of one side. “This
is the
water temperature on the digital display. The default setting is 100
degrees
which should feel like a hot bath. You can raise or lower the
temperature with
these two arrows. Up to raise it, but the maximum is 104 degrees, down
to lower
it, but the minimum is 80 degrees. If you lower it, it will take
several hours
to cool; and that setting is only recommended if your primary use is
the ‘swim
function’ because swimming in the hotter water will tire you quicker.
Or you
could lower it if you weren’t going to use it for several weeks like
going on
vacation to save power. This button turns on the ‘swim’ setting; better
hold on
Susan because you’re right in the middle of the current.” And he pushed
that
button and suddenly Susan was pushed all the way across the tub and up
against
the other wall. “Strong isn’t it? If you use it, you would swim
directly into
the water flow, like swimming upstream in a river. You can adjust how
strong
the ‘current’ is slightly but not much. From the looks of it even at
the lowest
setting you’d get a real workout swimming against that current.” Jimmy
turned
that off and pointed to another button. “This one’s the ‘hydro massage’
or
‘turbo’ setting. When I turn it on air will be coming out of some 180
nozzles
in the tub as well as 26 water jets and it will really bubble and swirl
around
you. They don’t recommend sitting in that turbulent water for more than
20
minutes at a time,” he said then pushed the button and the water
erupted
bubbling and swirling. “One last button, this one just turns on and off
underwater lights,” he said and pushed it and lights came on inside the
tub. “That’s
it, simple really, the only things you have to worry about with this
spa is
making sure you don’t drown. They don’t recommend using the swim
function alone
since it’s very tiring. And making sure you keep after water chemistry
so that
bacteria doesn’t grow in there nor is the water so far out of whack
that it
will cause skin irritations or infections.”
“Cool!” Tommy
squealed and floated across the tub to Janet and was quickly pulled
into a hug
with his back to her and rubbed himself against her chest, her breasts
massaging his back. “I love this Mom Janet we need to do this a lot!”
he
giggled.
Jimmy
watched as his mother turned the boy sideways
and held him in her arms, his body floating up in the turbulent water
as he
clutched against her. “You just want to feel my breasts you ornery
little boy,
but that’s fine with me Tommy, feel all you want,” she said laughing.
Jimmy
smiled as he saw Tommy’s small hand doing just that and noticed a very
erect
cock poking up from his middle.
Susan
and Carol were sitting across from them both
smiling as they watched Tommy and Janet playing and having a good time.
Jimmy
went inside and returned carrying two glasses of wine and handed them
to his
mothers. “You have to have these to fully enjoy a Hot Tub at least
that’s what
I’ve read,” he said smiling as he handed each their glass and gave each
woman a
kiss. “What would you like Susan?”
“Can
I try some wine too?” she asked.
“I
suppose a little wouldn’t hurt, but none for
Tommy,” Carol replied. Jimmy just nodded and returned with a small
glass of
wine for Susan and a Pepsi for Tommy and an Iced Tea for himself as he
sat on
the side of the tub rail and watched his family have fun in the new tub.
After
20 minutes, Jimmy turned off the jets and all of
them just sat almost floating, Tommy was in fact floating and Susan was
having
to hold onto the side to stay down in the water. “Wow what a
difference,” Carol
exclaimed when the jets died. “Just soaking is really nice too though.”
“Actually
there’s still four jets pumping water, they
do that all the time to circulate it and keep the temperature constant.
Feel
around the corners and you’ll feel the water flow, it’s probably a
little
warmer than the rest of the water. The pump runs continuously,” Jimmy
advised.
“One’s
right beside me,” Susan said, “It’s pushing at
my waist, feels good too!”
Tommy
swam over to his mother and put an arm around
her neck and she pulled him in with one arm and his free hand quickly
was
feeling her breasts. “Well you little stinker!” she said as his hand
grabbed
her left breast and dunked him under the water and he came back up
laughing and
sputtering. “No really it’s ok Tommy but it would be polite to ask a
lady
before you do that to her,” she admonished.
“May
I feel them Mom please? They’re really nice...” he
said his forehead leaning against her’s.
“Of
course you can Tommy anytime you want, just ask
first ok?” she said smiling and then kissing him.
“Thanks
Mom,” he said with a giggle and immediately
reached down again as all of them laughed at the scene.
They
stayed in the still water for awhile and then
Jimmy turned the turbo back on and this time Tommy drifted to his
sister and
cuddled with her, and Jimmy being higher could see them feeling each
other
under water and just smiled at them. Both grinned when they realized he
could
see what they were doing.
After
another 20 minutes of turbulence Jimmy turned it
off again and suggested maybe that was enough for a first time. “You’ll
be much
weaker than you think when you get out,” he warned and then stood ready
to help
first Tommy and then Susan over the side and handed each a towel.
“You
weren’t kidding Jimmy,” his mother said as she
held onto the side while coming to the front of the tub and accepted
his
support in getting out; “my arms and legs feel like rubber,” she said
as he
pulled her to him, then held her up while putting a towel around her.
He guided
her to a chair then went back and helped Carol out and she hugged him
her
breasts flat against him as he put the towel around her to cover her.
“Thanks
Jimmy I didn’t think it would affect me like that.” She said as he
guided her
to a seat also.
“Now
you know why they don’t suggest you use it
alone,” Jimmy said kneeling before his mothers. Are both of you ok now?
Just
rest a little and your strength should come back quickly.”
After
he was sure that they were all ok, Jimmy went
over and turned the lights off in the tub, then closed the cover and
turned the
lock on it. We need to keep it locked when not in use moms like a fence
around
a swimming pool. If some kid got in there and drown we’d be liable, so
I’ll
hang the key in the kitchen on the key rack so that it will be safe.
“Susan and
Tommy please don’t try using it unless either one of our mom’s or I’m
here, I
don’t want either of you getting hurt because of it.”
“Absolutely
correct Jimmy. He’s right kids, maybe you
can use it without supervision in a couple of years but not for awhile
yet. The
way that thing tired me out, I could see it overwhelming you if you’re
not
careful and no one uses it alone!,” Carol told her children.
Later
that evening down on his bed, Tommy came in with
Susan. “Does that tattoo hurt Jimmy?” Susan asked.
“No
it’s a little tender, that’s all. That antiseptic
cream has a local pain blocker in it but the lady said that all pain
should be
gone by tomorrow. Would you put some cream on it for me? I’m ready for
sleep,
it’s been a long day.”
Susan
carefully pealed the bandage off and then used a
clean washcloth to wipe it. “It’s really pretty Jimmy,” she softly
said, “It’s
the same emblem as on your ring isn’t it. Wait, there’s letters on the
axe
blade though, ‘PM’, is that for Pam Martin?”
“Yes
Susan that’s to tell her how committed I am to
her. I originally had the letters bigger and the emblem over them, but
the lady
at the tattoo parlor suggested putting one on each blade of the axe,
then if
Pamela and I didn’t stay together for some reason; then she could just
blacken
the letters to match the axe blade and the emblem would still be there.
That
sounded reasonable so I had her do it that way. I don’t plan on ever
having
that done though. Mom seemed more comfortable with that too.”
“Well
tattoos are permanent so I suppose she was
concerned about you changing your mind some time later.”
“Probably
but I just don’t see that happening Susan,
Pamela and I fit together too well.”
“Ok
well I like the way it looks, it’s really sexy
having it right above your butt like that.” She said with a giggle and
a pat on
his rear.
“It’s
a ‘slut mark’ Susan don’t you know that? I’ve
seen girls with tattoos on their back like that.” Tommy said to her.
“So are
you a ‘slut’ now Jimmy?” he snickered.
“I
am with you and Susan and I like being with Pamela
that way so at least for a few people I guess I am Tommy. Is that a
problem?”
“Maybe
I should get one with your initials Jimmy, I’m
certainly a slut for you?” the boy giggled.
“Yeah
you are a little slut boy with me aren’t you Tommy,
but I love you anyway. No tattoo needed though because once Connie
works on you
some more I don’t think you need me... not for that anyway. Has she used
her toy
on you yet? I know she got one at the same time Susan did.”
“No
not yet, we’re still talking about it. After
Susan, I’m not in a hurry to feel one of those again...”
<sob>
“God Tommy I’m so sorry,” Susan cried and
pulled him into a hug, “Tommy I never meant to make you feel that way...
I
thought I was helping you...” she whimpered.
“It
could have been that way Sis, but you didn’t do
anything to show me you were doing it because you loved me. You... just
used me... But
don’t worry about it, it’s over and I forgive you.”
“It
won’t be over for me for a long time Tommy I’m so
ashamed of how I treated you. I was just so wrong.”
“It’s
ok Sis, now finish fixing Jimmy up; he still
needs the cream and we should probably put a fresh bandage on him, not
the same
one.”
“Right,
I’ll put the cream on, could you go get a
bandage and the tape and we’ll take care of him. ‘Slut Boy’ that he
is!”
<giggle>
“God
I’ll never hear the end of this will I,” Jimmy
said with a groan.
“Not
Soon!” two kids responded laughing.
That
night Jimmy slept alone so that no one accidently
touched his back. Tommy and Susan slept in Tommy’s bed and from the
sounds that
woke him several time had a fun night together. Jimmy woke and going to
the
bathroom and after removing the bandage took a shower and then applied
cream to
the tattoo and looked at himself in the mirror. ‘it does look good’ he
thought
to himself and then headed upstairs to fix breakfast for his mothers
who he
knew would be up shortly.
He
was standing at the stove when Carol came in. “Coffee’s
made, I’ll have your breakfast in a couple of minutes.” he said looking
over
his shoulder.
“Thanks
Jimmy, oh, you’ve got your bandage off.”
“Yeah
the tattoo lady said I wouldn’t need it after
last night, that it would heal faster exposed to the air. Just keep it
clean
and use the cream on it. The swelling has gone down and it doesn’t hurt
any at
all this morning.”
Kneeling
behind him, he felt her hands on his waist. “I’m
just looking closer Jimmy,” she quietly said to him.
“Yeah
I figured that’s what you were doing down
there.” He replied with a chuckle.
“You’re
right Jimmy there’s no swelling and no
apparent infection. There’s a couple of small scabs where her needle
apparently
went deeper than other places but only a couple and just pin size. It’s
really
very pretty Jimmy, women who see it will really be impressed. I
especially like
how she put Pam’s initials on the axe blade rather than the way you had
them. They
don’t stand out so much and could be covered up if needed.”
“I
don’t plan on that ever happening Mom.”
“I
know you don’t Jimmy but people change and it’s
possible, that you and Pam may change your minds at some point, this
just makes
it easier if that happens.”
“OK
well I’m not changing it and your breakfast is
ready,” he replied.
Standing
back up she took her plate with an omelet on
it and kissed his cheek before leaving him. “It’s really pretty and I
like it
Jimmy.”
“Thanks
Mom,” he said giving her a peck on the cheek
in return.
A
few minutes later his mother arrived and basically
it was a repeat of the scene with Carol; she inspected the tattoo and
complemented on how it looked and then accepted her breakfast and went
to eat.
Jimmy
was eating his breakfast when the kids came up
and he told them that everything was there and ready. “Want me to make
your
omelets or do you want to do it?”
“I’ll
try Jimmy but if it doesn’t work I’ll just dump
it all in and stir it all up into a scrambled mix, like mom fixed the
other
day.” Susan replied.
It
turned out that she ended up with a scramble, the
omelet fell apart when she attempted to turn it into a fold, so she
just
chopped it up and poured the rest of the fixings in and stirred it up.
“It
looks even better this morning Jimmy,” Tommy said
as he walked up behind him. “No swelling and the redness is all gone,
except
for the arrow and axe handle and I assume those are supposed to be a
reddish
brown color, since they’re wood.”
“So
what do you kids have planned for today?” Janet
asked “Carol and I are going to church, then to a home decorating show
at the
civic center; we’ll be back by dinner time.”
“Nothing
special Mom, Pamela is coming over to spend
some time with me but otherwise just hanging out here I guess... Pamela
wanted to
work on her drawings, other than that just talk and spend time
together...”
“Tommy?
Susan?” Carol asked.
“Like
Jimmy nothing special just hang out, maybe work
on some of my summer assignments. I have a creative writing paper I
have to
write this summer and haven’t even started on it yet. Now that the
computer’s
up and running maybe I’ll work on it.” Tommy replied.
“What
topic?” his mother asked.
“I
don’t know, I was thinking of something to do with
what Jimmy and I have been going through this summer; you know
society’s views
of clothing and what’s proper under different circumstances. I’ll make
it
fictional but describe some of the things we’ve faced and how we felt
and
reactions we got; that kind of thing. I should be able to work in quite
a bit
on a number of topics actually. Since it’s ‘creative’ writing, I’m
pretty free
to go wherever I want with it.”
“Susan?”
“Well
Connie called yesterday and wanted me, Karen,
Maggie and Cindy to come help her keep an eye on Sam, he’s still
fighting her
supervising him even after the punishment Wednesday and his chastity
has him
really hostile. But I’m still grounded, so I can’t go there. I suppose
they
could bring him here...”
“No
because if he’s still fighting the program, he’ll
be spanked at least daily if not more and the boys don’t need to see
that. Jimmy
had a bad reaction to that and we’re not going to subject our boys to
seeing
continuing punishment simply because the little creep can’t get it
through his
head that he’s subject to his mother and sister’s supervision. As to
his
chastity, well he brought that one on himself and he’ll just have to
get used
to it. Sooner or later he’ll calm down about it and be reasonable, or
it will
be a VERY long year for him. Actually I don’t want you supervising any
boy
right now until you and I talk about how that’s properly done some
more.”
“So
I guess I’ll just relax here then, you know read
or something...”
“Fine
dear, but your grounding stands so tell any of
the girls who call like that, that you’re not available, don’t leave
them
hanging on a ‘maybe’ that I’m not going to approve. Tell them the
truth. You
messed up and got grounded till the end of the month.”
“Yes
ma’am...”
(End of File)